1. |
Black Hole
05:00
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Sonika:
I know it's hard to forget
I know it's hard to let it go
It's even harder to not repeat the same mistake again
But it's never too late to make it right
It's never too late to try
And all the time we've been together
We could have made it better
All the time we've wasted
All the time I've regretted
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in the dark
When we tried to find
The light that made us blind
We started to lose our mind
I'm in a black hole
All my life I'm looking for you
I'm in a black hole
All my life I thought I've found you
I'm stuck between the space and time
But I don't expect you to care
You turned your back on me
But I knew
You wouldn't leave me alone
It's never too late for us to meet again
But I just have to find you back
I only got myself to blame
I should have had myself to blame
All the time we've wasted
All the time I've regretted
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in the dark
When we tried to find
The light that made us blind
We started to lose our mind
I'm in a black hole
All my life I'm looking for you
I'm in a black hole
All my life I thought I've found you
But if all those stars are meant to disappear
What should I do
What could I do
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2. |
Could I Just
05:37
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Sonika:
I can't see myself in the dark
I try to find something that could shine
so I'm waiting in a line
I'm waiting in a line
waiting
waiting for the light
hard as stone
cold as ice
a frozen heart
surrounded by the warm of summer smile
unaffected
by the pain and rain and chains
disconnected
from my old forgotten past
I will live
I will die
so why should I try
to end my life
I can't see myself in the crowd
I try to find someone that I could trust
so I'm waiting for that time
I'm waiting for that time
waiting
waiting for the one
I can't find anyone who cares
I try to run I try to hide
and I'm waiting for that time
I'm waiting for that time
waiting
let the time go by
I can't see anything in the dark
I've lost my sight I've lost the blue sky
so I'm walking in a straight line
I'm walking in a straight line
hoping
hoping that I could just..
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3. |
Put Down
03:48
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Sonika:
put down everything you're holding
put it down
everything anything that may hurt you
everything anything that could kill you
i sit on this concrete bench
and i cant stand the cold
the wind is blowing harder than ever
the cloud is getting darker
and darker
i wish i could just run
when the rain comes
stop blaming yourself for what you have done
you know they just want you to cry
if you let yourself drown
they'd just look at you
smiling while you say goodbye
it might be your last chance
and i cant stand to see you go
why are you standing under the rain
when the storm comes down
you'll be by your own
you just have to believe when i say you'll be fine but
you trust them more than me
you dont have to hurt yourself just so you can fit
with the society
just look me in the eyes and tell me
why would i leave you under the rain
they might be seeing beauty praising
their mistakes
but i am seeing pain
what if everything we do is wrong
does it even matter anymore
are we living in the wrong world
are we trying too hard to stand up
are we crying
are we dying
does it even matter anymore
put down everything you're holding
put it down
everything anything that may hurt you
everything anything that could kill you
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4. |
Desire
04:50
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Sonika, Kokone:
i know you've suffered
but i dont want you to go
i know you hate it
but i have to keep it cold
slowly
i'll make you feel warm again
smoothly
i'll uncover your beauty
love me
i want to be close to you
touch me
i want us to be free
i want to rectify
i want to purify
i want to recognize
i want to clarify
your innocence is lost
i could be the one to blame
you were scared helpless
but now you're the one who initiate
slowly
you'll make me feel warm again
smoothly
you'll uncover my beauty
love me
i want to be close to you
touch me
i want us to be free
i want to rectify
i want to purify
i want to recognize
i want to clarify
our desire
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5. |
One Last Kiss
03:53
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Sonika:
another one big lie from you
you thought I forgot about the night we went through
my vision blacked out
cold water poured over my body
the expression you gave me
cold and empty
you tear me
you tear me
apart
you really want to see me dying
I'm dying
you're denying
the truth in front of your eyes
in your eyes
in your eyes
you know you couldn't say goodbye
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
it could have made us dead
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
you know we've reached the dead end
another one big lie from you
you thought I forgot about the night we went through
my vision blacked out
cold water poured over my body
the expression you gave me
cold and empty
you tear me
you tear me
apart
you really want to see me dying
I'm dying
you're denying
the truth in front of your eyes
in your eyes
in your eyes
you know you couldn't say goodbye
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
it could have made us dead
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
you know we've reached the dead end
and the music keeps playing
everyone starts to dance
you just keep getting more cliche
with all the things you say
and the music keeps playing
and you're still forgetting
that one last kiss
it could have made us dead
I am not hating
I am just waiting
for you to make it right now
I am not hating
but you keep falling
I am not hating
I am just waiting
for you to make it right now
I am not hating
but you keep falling
you keep falling into your own illusion
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
it could have made us dead
and now you want to pretend
you want to forget
that one last kiss
you know we've reached the dead end
and the music keeps playing
everyone starts to dance
you just keep getting more cliche
with all the things you say
and the music keeps playing
and you're still forgetting
that one last kiss
it could have made us dead
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6. |
One By One
04:28
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Sonika:
I think I'm drowning
suffocating
I wanna break this charm
and set myself free
you're something else
a mad addiction
I could never guess
this unpredictable mess
I won't let you run away
I won't let you go away
now that you know you are trapped
I will take the life out of you
one by one
breath by breath
I'm taking the life out of you
one by one
kiss by kiss
I'm squeezing the life out of you
one by one
slowly and surely
I'm losing control in front of you
one by one
I can't wait
I want it now
I want it now
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7. |
Alone
04:00
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Sonika:
Why couldn't you
look me in the eyes
you shouldn't just run
I couldn't say goodbye
every time you walked to me
you were asking why
does it hurt so much
I wished I could tell you why
if you tell me i should let you go
you will be alone
you will be alone
you don't have to run away when you're down
you will be alone
because you will be alone
you dont have to blame yourself
for what you have done
it was my fault
I wished I could let it go
I just want you to know
that nothing will go wrong
i dont wanna say goodbye
i wish i could tell you why
if you tell me i should let you go
you will be alone
you will be alone
you dont have to run away when you're down
you will be alone
because you will be alone
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8. |
Go On
04:29
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Sonika:
It's hard to say
if it's going to stay that way
everything
is accelerating
It's hard to tell
if it's gonna be a good day
I would like
to make it right
I will walk myself home
I will go on even when you're gone
For some reason
I can't explain
trapped in chains
lost my sense
of time
It's hard to wake up
when I'm tired
I would like
to see into the night
I will walk myself home
I will go on even when you're gone
I will let myself go
I will go on even when you're gone
It's hard to say
if it's gonna stay that way
It's hard to tell
if it's gonna be a good day
I will walk myself home
I will go on even when you're gone
I will let myself go
I will go on even when you're gone
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9. |
So What
03:03
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Sonika:
I don't care
ayy
sometimes I just want to make it look good
I'm trying to see
I'm trying to run
count to zero
4 3 2 1
when I try to make it go away
it keeps coming back to me
I don't want to care
I don't want to survive
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10. |
Grow
04:54
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Sonika:
a beautiful design
thousands of colours combine into one
the flowers start to die
thousands of petals flying into the blue sky
your silent whisper
your voice
stuck in my ears when we are this close
touch me softly
and let the flowers grow
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