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Mai: Remembering,
Forgetting, and the Art of
Writing Qualitatively
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Research
2024, Vol. 0(0) 1–19
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Boni Wozolek1
Abstract
Using grief as a node of beginning, this paper considers how all qualitative writing is an
intra-action through which the process of engaging with one’s memory, remembering,
and collective memory co-constitutes subjectivities and agency within and across the
writing process. Therefore, this paper argues that through writing qualitatively, both
the author, as well as broader sociopolitical norms and values be and become in ways
that are worth our attention and intention as researchers and participants in local and
less local contexts.
Keywords
qualitative research, grief, sonic ethnography, new materialisms, futurisms
My aunt just died. An hour ago I received a flurry of texts from my other aunt that read
as follows:
- Aunt: (7:58am): Pepe is bad.
(7:58am): Going back to the hospital.
(7:58am): Got (heart) attack.
(7:59am): They are reviving her.
(8:00am): Doc said, “Not good.”
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Penn State University, Abington College, Abington, PA, USA
Corresponding Author:
Boni Wozolek, Abington College, Penn State University, 1600 Woodland Rd., Abington, PA 19001-3918,
USA.
Email: bfw5188@psu.edu
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- Me: (8:01am): Oh no…
- Aunt: (8:02am): She’s gone.
It’s now 2 years later but, on that day, just after 9:00am and I began writing this. I
decided to write this because in the middle of “crying-so-hard-your-head-aches-andyour-body-feels-absent-while-you-can’t-catch-your-breath” grief, all I could do was
stare at these texts and think,
“Gone where? Maybe she’s not actually gone, gone. Maybe she’s just gone to surgery? No.
The texts would have said that, right? Gone? She can’t be gone. She was relatively fine
24 hours ago. She’s my mai (mother). My mai…. She’s a woman I’ve loved like a mother
since I was young, since her eldest son and I were running around the countryside in the
middle of monsoon, constantly getting yelled at by our grandmother when we came in
sopping wet. She’s a woman who loved me like her own, hugging me when I would come
to her house and telling me in gentle tones that with three boys, it felt nice to have a
daughter. An accident with a drunk driver stole my cousin, her eldest son, in 2005. She and
I found each other, left in the wake of that loss, our grief often pulling us together during
odd hours of the day and night. Mai. My cousin used to make me promise to take care of
her should anything happen to him. Mai.”
8:02am: “She’s gone.” My body felt frozen as the sounds felt thick around my ears.
My heart cried out, “Mai…” but even my voice had betrayed me. “Mai,” I managed to
whimper, my voice sounding like a stranger. After a moment, my mind slowly woke up
and I realized that I was left alone, in grief, in this life, comforted only with the
knowledge that she was now with the ancestors. I found myself wondering who came to
show her the way, to help her transition. Was it her son? I hoped so. “Mai.”
In the middle of this deep “try-to-pick-yourself-up-but-find-that-your-body-isuseless” grief, I found myself staring at my phone, willing the words to disappear. After
a few minutes, the combination of focused attention and tears blurred the text so that the
letters became fuzzy at their edges. Another minute passed and the messages began to
lose all meaning, like a word you’ve said too many times. Suddenly, as if to separate my
very being from this body that was embroiled in grief, I had a thought: “If I were
researching this moment, what would I hear? Feel? See? …Observe? How would I
write about this…about mai? No. Not your mai. Someone else’s, depending on the
methodology.” The thought hit me so funny that I began to laugh out loud. My own
voice hung in the air, suddenly feeling foreign to me; it was a kind of maniacal laughter
that arguably surfaces in the wake of incredibly raw emotions. When the laughter ebbed
back into tears, I got up, turned on my computer, and started writing this paper.
Sitting with the vulnerable moments that are often knotted with ongoing states of
grieving, researching, and reflexive writing (e.g., Behar, 1996; Rosaldo, 1993), the
purpose of this paper is to unpack the always emergent tensions of being and becoming
as they are related to ideas and ideals of writing qualitatively. Admittedly, although
significant time has passed since the first draft and this moment, I still feel
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underprepared to negotiate this paper. The purpose—to reflect on when and how one
centers their voices and experiences, to what end, how that (de)centering oneself is
balanced with methodological approaches, and other notions of world-building—still
feels daunting as I negotiate lessened but rather present feelings of grief. As coconstituted subjectivities emerge from research, writing, and the dissemination of
knowledges (Lather, 2004), this paper regards both what this process creates for the
writer, and how vulnerability can be understood as a refusal of colonized conventions
within the academy (Bhattacharya, 2016). To be clear, this is not a claim that an
awareness of these ideas is somehow new. Rather, this paper serves an important
reminder of the complexities of re-membering, vulnerability, oppressions, and the
tensions of these things within writing qualitatively.
Engaging with these aspects of qualitative research and writing is a complicated—
and often unsettling—conversation for several reasons. First, what it means to “write
qualitatively” can be contested in its aims, styles, audiences, and receptions (Grande,
2004). For example, writing qualitatively from a decolonial lens often means engaging
in a form of expression that goes beyond writing solely for the sake of publication
(Bhattacharya, 2019). Yet, the careers of pre-tenure scholars certainly depend on one’s
ability to publish and, therefore, to write in ways that will be heard and accepted across
academic spaces. As the opening of this paper, along with some of my other work,
likely makes clear, I am simultaneously interested in writing as a process that can reclaim space—spaces lost, spaces stolen, spaces forced—while wondering how that reclaiming impacts the broader field.1 I am similarly interested in understanding how
writing qualitatively can serve as a process through which scholars can be and become.
This is an act of tracing one’s life alongside participant narratives; co-constituted
becoming through spaces and places that are intra-connected to broader systems (e.g.,
Du Bois, 1899; Barad, 2007; Jackson, 1968; Tsing, 2005). It is also a way of possibly
re-connecting with our own sense becoming a scholar as it is attached—though
sometimes temporarily—to a research place (e.g., Clandinin & Caine, 2013).2
Geertz (1973), Rosaldo (1993) and others argue that the researcher, participants, and
places are in a process of impacting each other. The impact of space does not end when
the researcher’s context shifts. This is true for both the researcher and the context itself.
In sum, we are all always already intra-acting. The idea that one can be/come through
the art of writing in general, and through academic writing as it relates to this paper, is
certainly not new but—as scholars like Nina Asher (2009), Devika Chawla and Ahmet
Atay (2017) have argued—it is a point that remains nonetheless significant. Perhaps
more important to my own queer, brown identity is considering what subjectivities
might emerge as one intra-acts (Barad, 2007) with writing practices and their related
ideas, and ideals that are firmly rooted in colonized sociopolitical histories; a point to
which I will return below.
Additionally, exploring practices of writing qualitatively can be difficult as one
negotiates the tensions between “artistic” and “academic” writing. This is not to say that
academics do not have a history of writing with a kind of flourish that can captivate
readers. After all, Geertz’s (1973) call for “thick description” encouraged writing that
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would allow readers to become intellectually enmeshed within the research context.
This is where writing qualitatively engages with an attention to methodology. This
methodological focus exists at the confluence of narratives, places and spaces, how data
is collected, histories of collecting data through that method, contemporary methodological iterations, and other such factors matter. As method and analysis are expressed
across forms deep listening, writing, and other artistic representations, important lines
that distinguish between creative and academic endeavors emerge. This is especially
significant given the sociopolitical climate in many countries, including the United
States, that is tending and trending toward easily accessible information, rather than a
deep engagement with critical, well-researched ideas (Berman, 2020; Sarathchandra &
Haltinner, 2021).
To be clear, I am not presenting a false binary between the arts and academic work. I
am also not claiming that artists do not have clear methods through which they study
and work. Rather, this is a close attention to the imbrications therein between the arts
and writing qualitatively. Contemporary scholars, for example, have critically considered the knotted, messy nature of method, theory, and practice; often unfolding
spaces of possibility for creative data collections and presentations of research (e.g.,
Clandinin, 2006; Gershon, 2017; Leavy, 2020; Stabler & Lucero, 2019). These
conversations, and the forms of expression associated with them, are important when
negotiating these tensions and the intra-connected ethical implications that include how
participant voices and experiences are heard.
Despite the emphasis that I am placing on writing approaches and genres, it is
equally important to note the many ways that academic writing can be limited by the
White cishetero patriarchy’s ideas and ideals of the academy and, relatedly, what it
means to be an academic (Ahmed, 2006; hooks, 1989; McKittrick, 2021). This is often
further narrowed by values focused on what counts as “data,” knowledge, and
“scholarly” writing (Jalilifar et al., 2017; Reswick, 1994). Gloria Anzaldúa (1987),
Audre Lorde (1984), and Imani Perry (2018) have argued that the academy, and every
facet constructed within it—including what it means to write qualitatively—can be
harmful to minoritized scholars in several ways, not the least of which is through a
narrow set of possibilities for developing a scholarly voice. This is perhaps doubled by
norms and values that continue to undervalue qualitative writing as a significant way to
understand, interrupt, and refuse local and less local socio-politics. Developing a
“researcher” voice often means that, to some degree, the scholar is expected to distance
oneself from the work; stepping into a role where one observes—but don’t get too close
to—the maniacal laughter or deep sobs of vulnerable experiences (Behar, 1996). While
contemporary scholars have developed strong dialogues that argue against narrow ways
of expressing narratives, traditional norms in qualitative research and writing remain
prominent (Woods & Sikes, 2022), impacting both academic cultures and, returning to
my point above, shaping the author’s scholarly ways of being, knowing, and doing.
Finally, it is important to note that the act of engaging in academic systems, and
locating oneself and one’s writing through them can, to some degree, reify longstanding
systems of oppression (Boyce-Davies, 1994; Khanna et al., 2022). As Bell Hooks
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(2003) argued, writing about dismantling oppression, particularly in academic places
for other academics, often does the opposite of what scholars purport to do in terms of
decolonizing the academy and interrupting systemic violences. With these challenges
in mind, while this paper unpacks these emergent tensions of writing qualitatively, I
recognize that I am writing and responding to a system that is difficult—if not
impossible—to decolonize, interrupt, and dismantle.
This paper will continue with a section that underscores questions of control,
vulnerability, and hauntings within the process of writing qualitatively. This section is
an important reminder about the writer’s experiences as they are often in intra-action
(Barad, 2007) with the analysis and writing process. Following Barad’s (2007) work on
intra-actions, this is an argument that subjectivities are co-constituted through the event
of writing. This is not a claim that the physical paper itself has agency. Rather, taking up
Rosiek’s (2018) work that describes the agency of racism and McKittrick’s (2021)
dialogue about the agency of scholarly perspectives, this is an argument that bodies of
scholarship have agency within and across fields of study and broader sociocultural
norms. As significantly, I would be remiss if I did not note the relationship between
qualitative and post-qualitative research, especially as I find the work of theorists like
Karen Barad and others, to be particularly helpful when conceptualizing how ideas and
bodies are constantly de-and-re-territorialized, while arguing the inseparability of
ethics, ontologies, and knowledges (e.g., Lather & St. Pierre, 2013; Taylor, 2017). The
goal here is not to conflate these factions of inquiry, but to allow them to play together
while engaging with the art of writing as it is expressed across (post) qualitative
understandings. The events related to writing therefore understood here as productively
co-constituting agencies for the writer, the work itself, and across broader spaces and
places.
Next, this paper investigates the two-ness (DuBois, 1903) often created through
qualitative writing and research. Then, I argue that the act of writing qualitatively can
create a double(d) sense of vulnerability that emerges from the two-ness produced
through the academy and the multiplicities of intra-acting. While there are many
ingresses to theorizing this, I am specifically concerned with the intra-actions of
memory and being re-membered as one writes (Dillard, 2016; DuBois, 1903; Lather,
1991). Throughout this paper, I have interspersed parts of my own experiences.
As I reflected on my decision to include moments of deep vulnerability in the
introduction and across this paper, I did not come to a decision to incorporate these
stories lightly. On one hand, because this paper is a part of a larger special issue aimed at
thinking and writing qualitatively, I struggled with the notion of inserting my voice
alongside my methodological perspective. To this conundrum, Ruth Behar (1996)
writes, “No one objects to autobiography, as such, as a genre in its own right. What
bothers critics is the insertion of personal stories into what we have been taught to think
of as the analysis of impersonal facts…The worst sin is to be ‘too personal’” (p. 12-13).
Behar also clarifies that “vulnerability doesn’t mean that anything personal goes, [that]
the exposure of the self who is also a spectator has to take us somewhere we couldn’t
otherwise go. It has to be essential to the argument…to move us into inertia…not into
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miniature bubbles of navel-gazing, but into the enormous sea of serious social issues”
(p. 14).
As one might imagine, it is difficult not to be slightly self-centered in the middle of
grieving. Following Behar, this does not, however, mean that grief should somehow
overshadow the broader points I make in this paper. I therefore decided to include these
deeply personal narratives with the intent of conveying the inherent tensions of writing
qualitatively and, especially, how these enmeshed understandings can impact the
researcher, the academy, and our writing. Following many scholars who have argued
against a sterilized version of qualitative research and writing (e.g., Behar, 1996;
Bhattacharya, 2019; Mahmood, 2008; McKittrick, 2021; Stoller, 1997; Tamas, 2008), I
would similarly like to work within nested and layered intersections that center one’s
voice alongside broader arguments that I make about the art of writing qualitatively.
Qualitative Hauntings: Written Intra-actions
When Dr. Carlson asked if I was interested in the call for this special issue, I immediately agreed. However, months later, I found myself struggling to write about,
well, writing. I often scrolled through my calendar and noted the deadline to submit as it
steadily crept forward. Everything I produced felt disingenuous. A sticky note took up
residence on my desk that read: “What does it mean to ‘write qualitatively’? Advice for
doc students?” When mai passed, however, I was seized by an inescapable wave of the
everyday affects I often experience as a researcher. For me, these always feel like ideas
that remain just out of my grasp as I feel haunted by events, oppression…something or
somebody—some things, some bodies—that have touched every fiber of my being. As
a scholar who regularly thinks with queer and questioning youth about self-harm and
suicide (Wozolek et al., 2017), with women who survived intimate partner violence
(Wozolek, 2021), and with young Black3 and brown youth about how they negotiate
overwhelmingly white places (Wozolek, 2023), I’m used to being on the other side of
the microphone. I’m used to listening deeply (Oliveros, 2005) while trying to figure out
how much of myself to bring to an analysis and when to pull back (Gottlieb & Graham,
2018). I’m used to being touched by research contexts, frequently allowing myself to be
emotionally emersed as I sit with people and communities (Sedgwick, 2003). I’m
comfortable getting lost (Lather, 2007). What I’m not used to is the feeling lost in my
writing.
For me, writing is far from passive. It is not just about doing; it’s about what writing
creates. Although it can be argued that writing is one way to disseminate knowledges
(e.g., Gildersleeve, 2017), as a gatekeeping method used to oppress others (e.g.,
Foucault, 1978), a way to spark activism (e.g., Steinberg & Cannella, 2012), or a way to
re-claim cultures and histories (e.g., Strum, 1996), among other possibilities, here I am
more interested in the co-constituted subjectivities created through the event that is
writing; the emergence of being for both the author and for the audience who will
eventually sit with this work. To be clear, this process does not evenly distribute
subjectivities that emerge from the wake (Sharpe, 2016) of academic work. The
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reception of work is delayed and, as Gershon (2020) argues, how ideas are received is
not something the person who produced them can easily control. Additionally, a
writer’s nested and layered ways of being are arguably shifted as they enter and emerge
from ideas that proceeded their own, as they write, as they reflect, as they receive
feedback and critiques, and (with any luck) as their work reaches past their time as a
scholar. The lag-time between being heard (Gershon, 2020) and recursions of writing
therefore produces multiple events of becoming.
For me, writing often creates a saf(er) space, one where I’m in control of my body,
my mind, my words. Perhaps this is because my body, like many of us who have
survived unimaginable traumas, has not always felt like my own. As I laid in bed,
tracing the sides of my phone, looking at those messages— “8:02am: She’s gone”—I
again felt slightly out of control as I handed my body over to grief. Yet, I am not unique
in these experiences. For example, eating disorders in youth people (e.g., Donti et al.,
2021), the sexualization and exoticization of young women of color (Morris, 2016),
sexual assault in committed relationships (H. Love, 2019b), challenges with pregnancy
(Gottlieb, 2020), and depression that emerges from chronic pain (Lee et al., 2018) are
certainly not rare experiences. And death. The past few years alone have served as a
painful reminder that almost no one is a stranger to loss.
As scholars, like anyone who has lived with/in trauma,4 we remain haunted.
Haunted, for example, by the voices that are (un)intentionally absent from our fields
(Quinn, 2010), haunted by our own experiences as we decide what and when to bring
these stories to our work and, similarly, when to leave them out of our research and
writing. Although my home fields of curriculum studies and educational foundations
have moved toward being intentionally inclusive compared to what my intellectual
fore-people experienced (Ohito & Coles, 2020), I recognize that this process is ongoing
and will never be complete given that the academy remains steeped in cishetero
whiteness. While I have been privileged in this regard, scholars often describe intellectual spaces where their writing is not their own, controlled by publication expectations and ideals set by their institutions that reinforce and reproduce academic
sociopolitical norms (Rhode, 2006). This means that many times we are haunted by
unspoken rules about writing and research that exist as intentionally unsettling waters
created and enforced through past and present hegemonic structures (Fanon, 1963;
Smith, 1999/2021). Laboring over and for scholarship entangled with our traumas, as
many have noted (e.g., Behar, 1995; Lapayese, 2017; McKittrick, 2021; Tamas, 2008),
is a process of being and becoming as we negotiate both the ethereal spaces that are
“designed for, populated by and controlled by” (Nespor, 1997, p. 91) cishetero
whiteness and the spaces carved out by minoritized folx for themselves and their
communities.
Like many colleagues, my research and writing tend toward topics that speak to my
personal experiences and intellectual curiosities. When I become emersed in a context
with participants, I bring my whole self and, because I might share similar experiences
that participants describe, I pay special attention to how I present, how I listen, and how
I move reflexively in the moment. Then, often using sonic ethnographic techniques
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(e.g., Gershon, 2019; Wozolek, 2023) I take sound files and other artifacts home and
listen to them until participant voices reverberate like my maniacal laughter; estranged
yet distinctly a part of me. Then, when I’ve reached a point where things are massively
overdetermined (Agar, 1996), I write. Although I approached the study and analysis
with a particular attention, vulnerability, and, frankly, a fear of “getting it all wrong”
(Wolcott, 1990, p. 127), I often let go when I write.
To be clear, letting go is not a dismissal of my ethics or an abrupt lack of attention to
and care for participant narratives. It is a way of letting go of my worries and, relatedly,
of the crippling imposter syndrome that so many scholars experience (Taylor & Lahad,
2018). In these quite moments,5 there is a degree of control. While scholars should have
ethical commitments to represent narratives as they were presented, we ultimately
decide which representative quotes to include to render them sensible to the larger
context. As Agar (1996) argued, eventually some data ends up on the proverbial cutting
room floor and scholars have the responsibility—and the privilege—of deciding what is
brought to the manuscript and what is left behind. For example, although I presented a
piece of my text messages above, dialogues between family members continued as I
have been writing this paper. At some point, I will need to decide if anything further
should be included, or if I should cut aspects of the first section if they no longer speak
to the broader points raised in this work. Like participants in our studies, I’ll need to
decide which part of my grief I allow to be private. What parts of mai will stay? As
Sophie Tamas (2008) argues, I struggle to ensure that this pseudo-intimacy does more
than render my pain “useful” to the academy.
Vulnerability Against Mastery and the Master’s Tools
As a second-year doctoral student, I took an introduction to qualitative inquiry course.
Early in the course, we read scholars like Ruth Behar (1996), Saidiya Hartman (1997),
Patti Lather and Christine Smithies (1997), Renato Rosaldo (1993), and Paul Stoller
(1997) to study how scholarship in the 1990’s impacted contemporary qualitative
research. One evening, the professor posed a question about the reading. He asked,
“What is it that draws you to the work of the authors?” I listened to my classmates give
responses like, “The balance between theory and practice is important” or “The
content is relevant, not just as it existed at the time but for contemporary contexts.”
After a moment, I joined the conversation. “Vulnerability,” I began. “A kind of
realness that you can’t read everywhere. They aren’t evocative just because they can be,
but they use their writing in ways that I can feel. In ways that reach to parts of me that I
don’t always acknowledge. Writing like that feels special. It does something.” I
launched into drawing a parallel between the work we read in class and some ideas
that I had read on my own. In what feels now like a rather “grad school moment to
show what I had read,” I used Linda Tuhiwai Smith’s (1999/2021) dialogue on power
to define what counts as knowledge alongside Cynthia Mahmood’s (2008) thoughts on
what makes “interesting” research, and eventually wove in Hervé Varenne and Ray
McDermott’s (1998) writing on voice, success, and failure. In the self-congratulatory
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end, I felt I made a compelling argument for starting from spaces of vulnerability to
think critically about research, analysis, and writing.
After class, a student who was further along in the program approached me and
said, “Look. If you want to survive a PhD program, you’ve got to be more critical.
You’ve got to give answers that show people your ability to do theory. This stuff about
how you feel won’t cut it past this year. No one cares about your experiences. No one
cares about vulnerability aside from this one professor. I don’t mean to be rude. It’s not
about your perspective but about their theories. For example, you mentioned Smith and
power. Next time, try Foucault.”
Before I could argue against his perspective, he started to walk away. My head was
swimming with a combination of anger and shame for “not knowing”—or perhaps not
knowing the “right” ideas. A few days later I video-called mai and told her about what
happened. She laughed and said, “Remember when you asked me what race I would
check off if I were you, with a white mother and a Goan father? Do you remember how
embarrassed you were to ask? I understand. But you, you’ve got to be stronger, but not
in the way that fellow might think.” She gestured making a muscle, then gestured to her
heart and her head, and whispered, “Woman!” We laughed, but I knew she was right.
There are several longstanding dialogues across fields of qualitative research that are
entangled across tensions between a researcher, the contexts they occupy, and the
expression of such tensions through the writing process (e.g., Behar, 1996; Geertz,
1973; Gershon, 2017). I’m reminded of Ruth Behar’s (1995) dialogue on women
anthropologists that is reminiscent of W.E.B. DuBois’ (1903) talk on double consciousness, and Anna Julia Cooper’s (1892) thoughts on Black womanhood. These
complicated conversations think critically about the “two-ness” (DuBois, 1903, p. (2)
minoritized people experience as they simultaneously view themselves from both the
perspective of the colonized and the colonizers. Although forming an identity independent from the oppressors’ perspectives becomes difficult, if not impossible, DuBois
(1903) describes the “dogged strength [of the oppressed] that keeps them from being
torn asunder” (p. 2). In qualitative writing, there is an emotional intensity tied to the
labor of forming one’s identity that is informed by local and less local systems of power
while simultaneously working to remain whole—to avoid being “torn asunder”—by
such systems.
What makes double consciousness so insidious is that the minoritized writer is
always already experiencing such oppressions within the academy and across sociopolitical contexts. Even within spaces and places carved out by and for marginalized
people, double consciousness persists (Delaney, 1988; B. Love, 2019a). Writing, as
scholars like Katherine McKittrick (2021), Kamala Viswesaran (2010), and Sylvia
Wynter et al., (2020) have argued, is not absent from experiencing, expressing, and
reinforcing doubled consciousness. Yet, these authors also argue that the process and
product of writing can be world-building. As one co-constructs place, writing qualitatively can be understood as a delicate balance—a seat between conventional academic expectations, practicing methodologies that are rooted firmly within the white
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cis-hetero patriarchy’s norms and values, and contemporary possibilities of disrupting,
resisting, and refusing oppressions.
Toward this notion of interrupting forms of violence through qualitative work,
writing can give shape to both participants and readers’ affects—from joy to rage—in
ways that can become cornerstones for liberatory futures and their many movements
(Smith, 1999/2021). Strong qualitative writing can also serve as a critique for the
uneven geography that is (re)created when the material and the metaphoric are not
sufficiently interlaced. This often emerges when writers lose sight of the broader
political contexts, allowing various forms of oppression to continue through words and
ideas that remain without critique (Helfenbein, 2021; McKittrick, 2021; Smith & Katz,
1993). Katherine McKittrick (2021), for example, examines how terms like “location,
position, and mapping” (p. 10) remain tied to broader political understandings that, left
unexamined, can reinforce broader hegemonic structures.
Clifford Geertz (1973) wrote that “culture is an ensemble of texts, themselves
ensembles, which the anthropologist strains to read over the shoulders of those to whom
they properly belong” (p. 452). Reflecting on this, I frequently wonder if minoritized
scholars’ ways of being, knowing, and doing are ever truly their own. This is not to say
that minoritized scholars do not have agency or are not independent. Rather, this is an
acknowledgement that systems of oppression run like a current below and through
every aspect of the academy. On one hand, the academy itself is an ensemble of texts
that were often stolen from and silencing to the communities and people from which the
stories emerged. On the other, double consciousness makes it difficult to feel at ease
with what is produced through qualitative research and writing. Or, as Walter Gershon
(2017) articulates, these narratives are heard generally through colonizers’ languages,
often privileging Western ways of knowing, being, and doing.
Scholars like Cynthia Dillard (2021) and Ann Winfield (2007) argue that acts of remembering against normalized silencing are difficult and, frankly, an act of resistance
and liberation. This is because collective memories—the way that sociopolitical
ideologies persist over time—shape our ontoepistemologies. Collective memory
presents yet another challenge when writing qualitatively because the writer is confronted with at least two sets of intra-actions (Barad, 2007): re-calling memories and
world-building through writing. If, as McKittrick (2021) argued, writing is truly an act
of world-building, one can conceive of writing as an intra-action. Subjectivities that
emerge from writing are constructed by both collective memory that are always already
resonating with the writer (which, for marginalized people, is entangled with double
consciousness), and the physical act of re-calling memories.
The multiplicities of intra-actions are what make memory so fickle. In this moment, I
find myself struggling with the inconsistent nature of memory. As I try to recall mai’s
voice, her smell, or her expertly cooked curries, I find that the recent loss leaves me
grasping at shadows, reaching across time and space for events I cannot quite touch. As
I duplicate her recipes, I’m certain they will not taste the same. Yet I wonder, what is
“exactly the same?” The sensation of such things is left open to interpretation. Unless
someone has perfect recall, memory is a negotiation between moments (Ally et al.,
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2013). Rather than a static idea of memories, I argue that memory is a dynamic event.
Like Barad’s (2007) dialogue on how events produce agency and subjectivities,
memory can similarly be productive in terms of what is produced through the act of recalling memories. On a physiological level, memory recall and recognition involve a
relational replaying between multiple centers of the brain that vary depending on the
type of memory, the senses involved, and the method of recall. Through memory
storage and recall, a kind of re-establishment of neural activity is generated that exists in
relation to the original event being committed to and pulled from memory (Moscovitch
et al., 2016). One way this can be conceptualized is as a reverberation, a process of
retrieving the event that is never completely identical to the original moment. Each time
a memory is recalled, the pathways are (re)established and altered slightly by the act of
remembering (Staresina & Wimber, 2019). Memories are therefore fluid, changing and
being challenged as people employ them through the writing process.
Memories do not exist in a mental vacuum, either. Recalling them is complex not
only in terms of the neurophysical act of retrieval but also because remembering is
nested and layered by a person’s current emotions, contexts, coping efforts, and
personality traits (Levine & Safer, 2002), as well as through broader collective, or
cultural, memory (Winfield, 2007). Collective memory, as Winfield (2007) argues, is
not random or apolitical. Rather, collective memory is a fairly structured way of remembering the past through a distorted lens, one that often reduces complex narratives
to shape individual and community actions toward a common set of ideas and ideals. I
use the term “re-member” intentionally. Similar to Dillard’s (2021) dialogue, here I am
framing the act of re-membering from the position of collective memory, which involves recalling events as they are entangled with sociocultural and political values that
order narratives within hegemonic systems.
Memories, and the act of engaging with them (or deciding not to) through writing,
are both a process and product of entangled events. I use event both literally and
metaphorically. As memories are de- and reterritorialized (Deleuze & Guattari, 1987)
through connections enforced or forgotten over time, they are intra-connected with past
and present contexts and exist in relation to local and less-local collective memory,
which dictate not only how events are recalled but also how a person might act on them.
Writing qualitatively is therefore agentic, a “dynamism of forces” (Barad, 2007,
p. 141). The agency of memory and writing qualitatively as one engages with memories
emerges from the intra-actions between bodies, from our neurons to our coping
mechanisms, from our contexts to the swirling ordinary affects, and the (un)intentionally remembered and forgotten collective histories that shape what and how things
are recalled. As memories become distorted by the very process of recalling events, it is
more likely that a person will correctly retrieve an event that they had not thought about
in years than one they have gone over in their minds several times (Patihis et al., 2018).
Collective memory is equally distorted—a sociopolitical shaping of the past to maintain
the status quo. At the intersection of the physical act of recalling events and collective
memory, even a person’s sense reflexivity can readily deceive them.
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This is what makes writing qualitatively so difficult. It’s more than just “trying hard
not to get it all wrong” (Wolcott, 1990, p. 127). There’s something inherently vulnerable in recognizing that what one remembers might inherently be “wrong” as our
physiological and collective intra-actions with memory might position us to be remembered and, potentially, to re-member others.
Conclusion
Tomorrow will be one week since my aunt passed. Time has ceased to make any sense
for the past week, yet I have found myself clinging to the time I have taken to write this
paper. Even in the time-warp moments of grief, writing continues to be a space that
grounds me, however slightly. I still don’t feel any closer to being able to answer the call
for this special issue which asked its authors to define writing qualitatively. As someone
who studied the art of sonic ethnographic inquiry (Gershon, 2017), there are ethical
commitments and methodological procedures that I use when I collect and analyze data.
Similarly, there are practices in which I participate when I write. Procedurally, these
ideas can be taught and so I have decided not to engage with them directly in this paper.
Writing, from that perspective, can be read and digested like any other scholarly idea.
What remains intangible is what we don’t often discuss—our intra-actions with
memory, how we are re-membered, how we struggle with-in oppressive systems that
leave us looking over our shoulder as we look over the shoulders of narratives and to
futures that are rooted in the ancestor’s possibilities (Dery, 1993; Dillon, 2012; Jones,
2013; Ramirez, 2008). I have, although likely insufficiently, tried to capture that here.
Though I am aware that—like grief that is so big that it pours out of every fiber of your
being until your left with little more than the taste of your tears and a disconnected body,
tethered to this world only by the feeling of your heart throbbing in your head and the
sensation of empty lungs as you exhale past the lump in your throat—the page cannot
capture everything I experience when I write qualitatively. Still, I wonder how one
might write qualitatively about this moment as they try to capture my relationship to
writing, to grief, to love, to mai.
*Post-Script
As things often work, the review of this paper took some time. It was almost exactly one
year to the day that I lost mai that I received my feedback for this paper. As I began to
revise using the generous comments suggested by reviewers, I could not help but to be
re-turned to where I was a year ago. The same week that this paper was accepted with
revisions, I was living with/in difficult anniversaries and preparing to give a guest
lecture for a colleague’s class. The focus of the class was intersectionality, but the
conversation wrapped itself into a dialogue about qualitative writing.
A student in the course asked, “How do you write this way? With vulnerability? I
mean, how did you learn to write this way? How do you learn to let go but still stay
rooted in theory?”
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A second student followed up, asking, “How do you write and know that you will be
heard?”
I had no answer, except to encourage them toward that feeling where the rhythm of
writing is “working” for yourself, to check that feeling with trusted colleagues, to not be
afraid to admit that you could be better, and to give yourself room to learn.
The next morning, I opened a package my other aunt had sent me. It contained a few
articles of mai’s clothes that I had requested. This package had remained relatively
untouched for the past year. Burying my face in the clothes, which still smelled strongly
of her perfume and of the earthy-curry smell of her apartment, I was brought back to
her; to her touch, to the softness of her voice, to the care she exuded in just one smile.
The reality is that we cannot capture it all when we write. Some sensuous experiences
elude us. Perhaps those parts from the cut—what stays away from the page—are meant
to remain affectively attached to the borrowed stories of participants, even if they are
our own.
Declaration of Conflicting Interests
The author(s) declared no potential conflicts of interest with respect to the research, authorship,
and/or publication of this article.
Funding
The author(s) received no financial support for the research, authorship, and/or publication of this
article.
ORCID iD
Boni Wozolek https://orcid.org/0000-0003-4226-1439
Notes
1. This does not mean that I am not consistently concerned about the future of the fields in which
I work, think, and intellectually play. As is likely clear by my record of service to these fields, I
remain dedicated to maintaining and intellectually participating in fields. However, my own
recognition and future in those fields remains less significant than finding ways to resist and
refuse the white cishetero patriarchy as it remains established in many academic spaces and
places.
2. To be clear, becoming is complex. This paper does not aim to distill one’s way of being to
writing, research, or the academy. The academy has been, and continues to be, harmful to
people with disabilities, BIPOC folx, queer folx, and the like. Sometimes scholars become
despite the academy. Sometimes the academy makes it impossible for scholars to be. What is
explored here is a very specific set of intra-actions (Barad, 2007) related to writing qualitatively that form and inform scholarly identities; for the better, for the worse, and at every
point between on this continuum.
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3. The capitalization of “Black” throughout this article and not “white” or “brown” is done with
intention. The purpose is to, on one hand, attend to the shared sense of community in the
diaspora among Black people and communities while, on the other, resisting shared supremacist dialogues around whiteness. This rationale is aligned with other publishing spaces
like The Columbia Journalism Review, as well as scholars like Kimberlé Crenshaw (1991).
4. To be clear, although I have decided to be open about my scholarly voice and personal
trauma(s), it is important to note that one does not have to experience trauma to be a strong
scholar, nor does one need to divulge traumatic experiences for their work to be considered
resonant. This is an important point because there has been a cultural shift that has caused what
often feels like a preoccupation with trauma, almost requiring an openness about one’s
personal trauma for people to be heard in certain spaces (Rothe, 2011). To be clear, people
should be given appropriate spaces to disclose such experiences when they feel it is helpful,
both to themselves and, possibly, to others. Disclosing these narratives can help to bring a
sense of transparency to what often feels like senseless violence, allowing it to be more readily
disrupted. However, it is to say that making such events known should be a choice. Further,
preoccupations with trauma can lead to unhealthy expectations and norms across spaces,
including qualitative writing and research.
5. As a mother scholar with two young children in a pandemic, “quiet” is a relative term.
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Author Biography
Dr Boni Fernandes Wozolek is an Associate Professor of Education and the Director
of Inclusive Excellence at Penn State Abington. Dr. Wozolek’s work has been
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recognized by several organizations, including Division B (Curriuclum Studies) of
American Educational Research Association, the American Educational Studies Association, and Curriculum and Pedagogy. Her most recent books include Educational
Necropolitics: A Sonic Ethnography of Everyday Racisms in US Schools (Routledge,
2023), Assemblages of Violence: Everyday Trajectories of Oppressions (Routledge,
2021), and an edited volume Black Lives Matter in US Schools: Race, Education, and
Resistance (SUNY, 2021).