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    Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories of Faith: Inspirational Stories of Hope, Devotion, Faith, and Miracles
    Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories of Faith: Inspirational Stories of Hope, Devotion, Faith, and Miracles
    Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories of Faith: Inspirational Stories of Hope, Devotion, Faith, and Miracles
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    Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories of Faith: Inspirational Stories of Hope, Devotion, Faith, and Miracles

    By Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen and Amy Newmark

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    Readers will be inspired, amazed, and amused by these stories of faith — the 101 best stories from Chicken Soup for the Soul’s library on faith, hope, miracles, and devotion.

    Filled with heartfelt true stories written by regular people, Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories of Faith will amaze, inspire, and amuse readers. Its stories of prayers answered miraculously, amazing coincidences, rediscovered faith, and the serenity that comes from believing in a greater power will touch and resonate with Christians and other faiths.

     
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherChicken Soup for the Soul
    Release dateJan 18, 2011
    ISBN9781611591507
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    Jack Canfield

    Jack Canfield, America’s #1 Success Coach, is the cocreator of the Chicken Soup for the Soul® series, which includes forty New York Times bestsellers, and coauthor with Gay Hendricks of You’ve GOT to Read This Book! An internationally renowned corporate trainer, Jack has trained and certified over 4,100 people to teach the Success Principles in 115 countries. He is also a podcast host, keynote speaker, and popular radio and TV talk show guest. He lives in Santa Barbara, California.

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      Chicken Soup for the Soul - Jack Canfield

      God’s Healing Power

      For by grace you have been saved through faith,

      and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God.

      ~Ephesians 2:8

      My Network

      One doesn’t know, till one is a bit at odds with the world, how much one’s

      friends who believe in one rather generously, mean to one.

      ~D.H. Lawrence

      I have always known that building a strong connecting network was the secret to my career and business success, but I never knew it would help save my life.

      On a Thursday at 5:00 P.M., my doctor called. Sarah—the routine chest X-ray you had this morning revealed a tumor—between your heart and lung—it’s the size of an orange—you need to have a CAT scan ASAP.

      A fear I had tried to deny seized me. Twelve years ago my brother had died of Hodgkin’s disease. Four years later, my mother died of it, and on the day of her funeral my sister was diagnosed with the same cancerous demon. All three had tumors in their chest—like me.

      My panicked mind raced as fast as my fingers on the phone pad. Knowing we’d need pre-approval, my husband, Fred, and I spent the entire next day, Friday, trying to convince my insurance company to approve this desperately needed test.

      They finally agreed at four o’clock and we rushed to get it done that evening, only to be told that the radiologist couldn’t read it for a day or so. We wouldn’t know anything until Monday morning.

      I knew that these lymphatic tumors could double in size in seven days! Waiting three was not an option. I did the only thing I knew to do in times of crisis. I prayed. Please, God, connect me with the right people to help me.

      Suddenly, a friendly client came to mind whose stepfather repaired radiology equipment for the hospital where my CAT scan was done. I knew it was a long shot. But after one phone call, he drove fifteen miles in a blizzard to meet us at the hospital and introduce us to the doctor, who then spent an hour showing us the scans of my fast-growing tumor. He said I needed a vascular surgeon to perform the biopsy confirming the cancer type. There were only a handful of these surgeons in town.

      On our fourth call, we found one who took my insurance and agreed to do it on Wednesday. Our relief was short-lived—twenty-four hours later I was bumped off his schedule for a week due to an open-heart case that took priority.

      Once again we turned to my network for help. We called an old friend and colleague of my husband’s, an internal medicine doctor in Denver whom we hadn’t talked to in five years. She immediately called a vascular surgeon, who agreed to see us that afternoon. Forty-eight hours later, I was on the operating table having my biopsy. However, again it was a Friday—no results until Monday afternoon.

      Yet again, we turned to my network for help. We called a friend in San Antonio who had a friend who was a pathologist in Arkansas who told us what to say and do to get the on-call pathologist to come in and meet with us.

      Forty-five minutes later, on a snowy, cold Saturday morning, Fred and I were looking through a microscope with the pathologist showing us my tissue biopsy confirming classic Hodgkin’s lymphoma.

      When we met with my doctor on Monday morning, we told him what my cancer was... he hadn’t even seen the report yet!

      After three surgical procedures, a nuclear PET scan and several other diagnostic staging workups, three weeks after my diagnosis, my chemotherapy began.

      For five months, over seventy people in our network—including clients, coworkers, colleagues, friends, neighbors and parents of my children’s classmates—brought meals to our home during my chemo weeks. I’m the only person I know who gained twelve pounds on chemo!

      My two daughters decorated a three-ring binder to hold over 250 cards, e-mails and letters I received from my vast network. The cover simply read, Mom’s Cancer Blessings. I dragged this thirty-pound book with me to chemo every week for five months to read the inspiring and uplifting words from my network of encouragement.

      My network also connected me to over one hundred prayer chains throughout the world. I will never really know how many people prayed for my recovery, but I can tell you I felt the power of prayer. I’m convinced I would not be in remission and completely cancer-free today without them—and my Divine Connector!

      ~Sarah Michel

      Chicken Soup for the Christian Soul 2

      Forgiven

      Nurses—one of the few blessings of being ill.

      ~Sara Moss-Wolfe

      The real power of healing is not about curing diseases. This was revealed to me by a male nurse who spent a lot of time with a woman in a nursing home who hadn’t been able to walk for six years. Edward lifted her in and out of her chair or into the bed, depending on her schedule.

      She always wanted to talk about God and forgiveness. Because Edward had had a near-death experience, he felt comfortable doing this.

      One night it was so late that Edward slipped out without being the one to put her to bed. He was heading for his car in the parking lot when he heard her call, Edward! He snuck back inside and into her room.

      Are you sure God forgives us for everything? she asked.

      Yes, I’m sure, from my own experience, he said. You know the gospel song that tells us, ‘He knows every lie that you and I have told, and though it makes him very sad to see the way we live, he’ll always say I forgive.’

      She sighed. When I was a young woman, I stole my parents’ silver and sold it so I would have enough money to get married. I’ve never told anyone and no one ever found out. Will God forgive me?

      Yes, Edward reassured her. God will forgive you. Good night.

      When Edward returned to work the next morning, he was told to see the administrator who asked what he had told the woman the night before.

      As usual, Edward explained, we talked about God and forgiveness. Why?

      At 3:00 A.M. the woman came out of her room and, with no help, walked the entire length of the nursing home, put her Bible and teeth on the nurse’s desk and said, ‘I don’t need these any more.’ Then she turned and walked back to her room, laid down and died.

      This is what the soul of nursing is all about, the reason God created a world where we can all be nurses by showing our compassion and empathy for the wounded.

      ~Bernie Siegel

      Chicken Soup for the Nurse’s Soul

      The Visit

      Slowly I walked down the aisle of the empty church. It had been a while since I’d stopped by for a visit. After many years of attending Catholic schools I’d slipped into the category of lapsed. Whatever spiritual juice I’d felt as a young boy growing up had evaporated years ago.

      I looked around before slipping into a pew and kneeling down. It was pretty much the same as I remembered. I glanced up toward the altar and noticed the flickering candle that symbolized God was present, though invisible. So, I whispered, maybe you’re here and maybe you aren’t. We’ll see. Somewhere along the line I’d lost faith in whatever had sustained me in my earlier days.

      I blessed myself, sat back on the hard wooden pew, gazed ahead and continued to address the God whose presence I doubted. Anyway, if you’re really here, I need your help. I’ve tried everything I can think of. Nothing works. I feel totally helpless. I have no idea what else I can do. I’m thirty-three, healthy and fairly successful. You probably know all this. But I’m lonely. I have no one to share my life with, no special woman to love, no one to start a family with. My life feels empty, and I have nowhere else to go. I’ve taken eighteen seminars in as many months, learned how to access my feelings, release past hurts, complete old relationships, communicate my needs, understand and respond to what my partner wants. But still I’m alone. I can’t seem to find the right woman, the one who feels right deep inside. What am I missing?

      I sat still, listening. There was no reply to my question, no still small voice. Just the occasional car horn outside, or the sound of a bus passing by. Just silence. I shrugged. Continuing to sit quietly, I let the silence wash over me.

      Day after day, I repeated this routine. I sat in the same pew, on the same hard bench, uttering the same plea to a flickering candle, in the same silence. Nothing changed. I was as lonely as I had been on day one. There were no mystical answers, no hidden messages.

      I continued to live my life, managing to laugh and have some fun. I went on dates and enjoyed myself, whether I was dining out, dancing or at the movies. I also prayed. Day after day, I took an hour away from my regular activities, emptied myself and asked the same questions again and again.

      One morning about six weeks later, I awoke and knew that something had shifted. I looked around. Something about the slant of light through the clouds, the fragrance of newly bloomed jasmine, the warm beach breeze, was different. I couldn’t quite put my finger on what it was, but I felt it. On my way home that afternoon, I stopped by the church as usual. Instead of my usual whining, I knelt and smiled at the candle.

      Then I conveyed my thoughts to God. I’m not quite sure what happened, but I feel different. Something has shifted inside. I don’t feel lonely anymore. Nothing’s changed ‘out there,’ but it all feels completely different. Would you happen to know anything about that?

      Suddenly, I was struck by the foolishness of the question, and I laughed out loud. My laughter echoed off the high ceilings and the stone walls, and then there was silence once more. But even the silence felt different. It no longer conveyed a feeling of emptiness and desolation. On the contrary, it radiated a wonderful serenity and tranquillity. I knew in that moment that I had come home to myself. I felt full, complete inside. I bowed my head, took a deep breath and exhaled.

      Thank you, I whispered. I have no idea what you did but I feel this happiness comes from you. I know that. I haven’t done anything new or different. So I know it’s not from me. Who else could it be from?

      I continued to sit in the silence, alone, content, happy. Then I spoke again to God. I surrender to not knowing. I surrender to you being in charge. I surrender to my life being an expression of your will instead of my will. And I thank you for this feeling, this change or transformation or whatever it is.

      In the days and weeks that followed, my sense of fulfillment grew and expanded. I looked at everything from an entirely different perspective. Rather than looking for my missing piece, I simply enjoyed life. Gone was the angst, the stifling urgency to find the perfect woman for the rest of my life.

      The shift in my viewpoint expanded into other areas as well. Instead of trudging through life, I glided. I embraced being single. It felt wonderful. As long as I maintained my connection with my inner self, I brimmed over with happiness, excitement, joy, fulfillment. There was nothing to fear. If it was God’s will that I should marry, then I would. If not, that was fine, too. I no longer held onto any preconceived notions of how my life should turn out. Every day was a new and wonderful adventure.

      Four months later, I bumped into Kathy—again. We’d met years ago, but I’d forgotten all about it. She was sweet, bubbly, cute and lots of fun. We hit it off instantly. Her marriage was over and she was still mourning its passing, even though her brown eyes twinkled whenever we got together. There was something powerful that I couldn’t ignore about this bright Irish lass.

      Her laughter was infectious, her heart as big as the endless sky. Every time we were together, time stood still. We finished each other’s sentences, giggled like school kids, brimmed over with excitement and delight. I felt protective of her. She was everything I’d ever dreamed of, everything that I’d stopped looking for months ago.

      Once again, I surrendered to something so much more powerful than myself. We were in love.

      One afternoon on my way back from the beach, I made a quick visit to the church. It was still just as silent, and the wooden bench was as hard as ever. The candle still flickered on the empty altar. Full of joy and mirth, I raised my eyes.

      Thanks, I whispered. Again. For bringing us together. For helping me let go of all the baggage I was carrying, all the stuff that prevented me from seeing what was already there inside. Thanks for showing yourself to me in her smile, in myself, in the summer breezes, the cool evening sky, the curling waves, the seagulls, the sun and the rain. I couldn’t have done it without you. But you always knew that, didn’t you? I was the one who had to learn. Thanks for not giving up on me like I had on you. Thanks for hanging in there with me. I promise I’ll never forget.

      ~C. J. Herrmann

      Chicken Soup for the Single’s Soul

      The Healing Power of Forgiveness

      To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.

      ~Lewis B. Smedes, Forgiveness—The Power to Change the Past,

      Christianity Today, 7 January 1983

      I thought about her. I dreamed about her. I saw her in every woman I met. Some had her name—Cathy. Others had her deep-set blue eyes or curly dark hair. Even the slightest resemblance turned my stomach into a knot.

      Weeks, months, years passed. Was I never to be free of this woman who had gone after my husband and then, following our divorce, married him? I couldn’t go on like this. The resentment, guilt and anger drained the life out of everything I did. I blamed myself. I went into counseling. I attended self-help classes, enrolled in seminars and workshops. I read books. I talked to anyone who would listen. I ran. I walked the beach. I drove for miles to nowhere. I screamed into my pillow at night. I prayed. I did everything I knew how to do.

      Then one Saturday I was drawn to a daylong seminar on the healing power of forgiveness held at a church in my neighborhood. The leader invited participants to close their eyes and locate someone in their lives they had not forgiven—for whatever reason, real or imagined. Cathy. There she was again, looming large in my mind’s eye.

      Next, he asked us to look at whether or not we’d be willing to forgive that person. My stomach churned, my hands perspired and my head throbbed. I had to get out of that room, but something kept me in my seat.

      How could I forgive a person like Cathy? She had not only hurt me, but she’d hurt my children. So I turned my attention to other people in my life. My mother. She’d be easy to forgive. Or my friend, Ann. Or my former high school English teacher. Anyone but Cathy. But there was no escape. The name, and the image of her face, persisted.

      Then a voice within gently asked, Are you ready to let go of this? To release her? To forgive yourself, too?

      I turned hot, then cold. I started to shake. I was certain everyone around me could hear my heart beating.

      Yes, I was willing. I couldn’t hold on to my anger any longer. It was killing me. In that moment, an incredible shift occurred within me. I simply let go. I can’t describe it. I don’t know what happened or what allowed me at that moment to do something I had resisted so doggedly. All I know is that for the first time in four years I completely surrendered to the Holy Spirit. I released my grip on Cathy, on my ex-husband, on myself. I let go of the rage and resentment—just like that.

      Within seconds, energy rushed through every cell of my body. My mind became alert, my heart lightened. Suddenly I realized that as long as I separated myself from even one person, I separated myself from God. How self-righteous I had been. How arrogant. How judgmental. How important it had been for me to be right, no matter what the cost. And it had cost me plenty—my health, my spontaneity, my aliveness.

      I had no idea what was next, but it didn’t matter. That night I slept straight through until morning. No dreams. No haunting face. No reminders.

      The following Monday, I walked into my office and wrote Cathy a letter. The words spilled onto the page without effort.

      Dear Cathy, I began. On Saturday morning... and I proceeded to tell her what had occurred during the seminar. I also told her how I had hated her for what she had done to my marriage and to my family, and, as a result, how I had denied both of us the healing power of forgiveness. I apologized for my hateful thoughts. I signed my name, slipped the letter into an envelope, and popped it in the mail, relieved and invigorated.

      Two days later, the phone rang. Karen?

      There was no mistaking the voice.

      It’s Cathy, she said softly.

      I was surprised that my stomach remained calm. My hands were dry. My voice was steady and sure. I listened more than I talked—unusual for me. I found myself actually interested in what she had to say.

      Cathy thanked me for the letter and acknowledged my courage in writing it. Then she told me how sorry she was—for everything. She talked briefly about her regret, her sadness for me, for my children and more. All I had ever wanted to hear from her, she said that day.

      As I replaced the receiver, another insight came to me. I realized that as nice as it was to hear her words of apology, they didn’t really matter. They paled in comparison to what God was teaching me. Buried deep in the trauma of my divorce was the truth I had been looking for all my life without even knowing it. No one can hurt me as long as I am in God’s hands. Unless I allow it, no one can rob me of my joy.

      ~Karen O’Connor

      Chicken Soup for the Christian Woman’s Soul

      Medically Impossible

      He shall give his angels charge concerning thee:

      and in their hands they shall bear thee up,

      lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.

      ~Matthew 4:6

      I remember it was almost Christmas because carols softly played on the radio in the nurses’ station. I walked into Jimmy’s room. A small seven-year-old, he seemed dwarfed by the big, indifferent, mechanical hospital bed with its starchy white sheets.

      He looked up at me through suspicious eyes, hidden in a face puffed up from the use of steroids to control his kidney condition. What are you gonna do to me now? they seemed to ask. What blood tests are you gonna order? Don’t you know they hurt, Doc?

      Jimmy had a disease called nephrotic syndrome, and it was not responding to any therapy we had tried. This was his sixth month with the illness, his second week in the hospital. I was feeling guilty—I had failed him. As I smiled at him, my heart felt even heavier.

      The shadow of defeat had dulled his eyes.

      Oh no, I thought, he’s given up. When a patient gives up, your chances of helping that patient lower dramatically.

      Jimmy, I want to try something.

      He burrowed into the sheets. It gonna hurt?

      No, we’ll use the intravenous line that’s already in your arm. No new needles. What I planned I had tried a few weeks earlier without success. I gave him intravenous Lasix, a drug that is supposed to open up the kidneys.

      This time I planned a new twist, which the nephrologist said probably would not work but was worth a try. A half hour before I injected the Lasix I would inject albumin, a simple protein that would draw water from the bloated cells into the bloodstream. Then, when I gave the Lasix, the water flooding the bloodstream might flow into and open up the kidneys. The problem was, if it didn’t, the flooded blood vessels could give Jimmy lung congestion until his body readjusted. I had discussed this with his parents. Desperate, they agreed to try.

      So I gave albumin into his intravenous line. A half hour later I came back to give the Lasix. He was breathing harder and looked scared. I had an idea. I never believed in divine intervention, but Jimmy came from a very religious family.

      You pray a lot? I asked.

      Yes, he answered. I pray every night. But I guess God don’t hear me.

      He hears you, I replied, not knowing in all honesty if God did or didn’t, but Jimmy needed reassurance. And belief. Try praying as I give this medicine to you. Oh, and I want you to pretend you see your kidneys—remember all those pictures of them I showed you awhile back?

      Yes.

      Well, I want you to picture them spilling all the extra water in your body into your bladder. You remember the picture of your bladder I showed you? I figured I might as well try visualization. This was in the early 1970s. Some articles had been written about visualization and some evidence existed that it worked—in some cases, anyway.

      Yeah.

      Good. Start now. Concentrate on your kidneys. I placed my hands there and shut my eyes, concentrating—just to show him how, you understand. Then injected the Lasix.

      Jimmy closed his eyes and concentrated, and mouthed a prayer.

      What the heck. I also prayed, even though I knew it wouldn’t work. I did not believe in divine intervention. When I died I would have a few choice questions for God about why he allowed certain terrible things to happen to certain children. One of my friends suggested that when I did die, God would probably send me the other way just to avoid me. But in for a penny, in for a pound.

      How long will it take to work? the nurse asked as she adjusted the dripping intravenous line. I motioned for her to step from the room.

      In a person with normal kidneys, maybe twenty minutes—fifteen minutes tops, I replied. With Jimmy, I’m hoping a half hour. But I have to tell you, it’s a real long shot. Stay with him. If he has trouble and needs oxygen, call me. I’ll be at the nurses’ station writing all this down.

      I sat down and opened Jimmy’s cold, metal-jacketed chart, almost cursing the irony of the Christmas carol on the radio: Oh Holy Night. Before I had scribbled one sentence, the nurse stuck out her head from Jimmy’s room. A half hour to work? she asked.

      For normal kidneys.

      Otherwise fifteen minutes ‘tops,’ right, Doc?

      That’s what I said.

      Well, the floodgates have opened: He’s urinating like crazy. Within just two minutes he asked for the urinal. I’ve got to go get another.

      Two minutes? Impossible. I went to the room as fast as my cane would allow me to walk. Jimmy had already filled the plastic yellow urinal. The nurse rushed in with another two. He grabbed one and started filling that one, too. He grinned at me, the light back in his blue eyes.

      I left the room, a numbness coursing through my mind and body. It couldn’t be. If he diuresed—if his kidneys opened up—he was on the way to a cure. No, it just could not happen that fast. Impossible. Medically impossible. And yet...

      Was it sheer pharmacology and physiology breaking the rules? Was it the visualization?

      I could clearly hear a fragment of a carol on the radio. I felt goosebumps: Fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices...

      A paraphrase of the last line from Miracle on 34th Street came to me: And then again, maybe I didn’t do such a wonderful thing, after all.

      ~John M. Briley Jr., M.D.

      A 5th Portion of Chicken Soup for the Soul

      We Almost Lost Her

      New York City, April 20, 1996. It is Parents’ Day at Columbia University’s College of Physicians and Surgeons. About three hundred professors, medical school students, and proud parents gather in Bard Hall, waiting for the luncheon speaker. We’ve spent the morning touring the facility. We’re delighted that our children are learning at a school so obviously dedicated to excellence.

      It is hard for me to believe today that more than twenty-four years have slipped by since our daughter came into the world. I remember her first year of life so vividly. How could I not? We almost lost her....

      My mind quickly skips backward across the years. It is 5:00 A.M. on April 8, 1972. Gordon and I suddenly awaken in the predawn hours to a sharp cry coming from the crib in the corner of our bedroom. It is uncharacteristic of our six-month-old daughter to announce her needs with such urgency, so I jump out of bed. As I approach her, Valerie throws up and begins to cry.

      Now don’t you worry, Mrs. Jones, comes the calm voice of Valerie’s pediatrician over the telephone line. Little babies often throw up very hard when they have the stomach flu. It’s going around, you know, but it’s nothing to be concerned about.

      So I cradle Valerie in my arms, trying my best to emulate the attitude of her thoroughly unalarmed pediatrician. But her face, usually relaxed and smiling, reflects a mixture of anxiety and discomfort.

      By lunchtime, I’m even more alarmed. The baby is throwing up blood! I exclaim in a second phone call.

      That’s perfectly normal, says the unruffled physician. Just keep giving her fluids."

      But she doesn’t want to nurse anymore.

      Well, that’s all right. After all, when we have the flu, we’re not usually very hungry, are we?

      My heart continues to sink when, a few hours later, I put Valerie on the changing table and see traces of blood in her diaper. As a first-time mother, am I overreacting?

      And so it goes throughout the day, with me calling the doctor, then waiting for the doctor to return my calls. Valerie finally is admitted to our neighborhood hospital late that afternoon when the pediatrician decides she will improve quicker with the help of intravenous fluids. When we arrive, emergency-room personnel cut deep gashes in her chubby little ankles to insert needles when they can’t find her veins. Valerie reacts with admirable stoicism to these painful procedures, refusing to cry in spite of the obvious miseries.

      By 9:00 P.M. that night, Gordon shares my concern. She’s not doing very well at all, he frowns. Turning to the pediatrician, who remains unruffled, he underscores my observations. My wife says she’s been throwing up ever since she got here.

      And I still see blood! I add.

      The capillaries are still acting up, are they? the doctor says. When the spasms stop, the capillaries will heal.

      Now go home and get a good night’s sleep, he adds, stepping aside to let us pass. There’s nothing you can do sitting here. Valerie needs her mom and dad to be fresh and rested when she checks out tomorrow!

      Early the next morning, I am shocked into consciousness by a ringing phone.

      I don’t want to alarm you, Mrs. Jones, says the pediatrician, but I thought it best for me to talk to you first. Valerie had a little setback during the night.

      A setback? I echo, bolting up in bed.

      It’s nothing serious, I assure you, he continues. She had a seizure, but it’s completely under control now, and she’s resting peacefully.

      A seizure? I exclaim, feeling the blood rise to my face. Why?

      Well, it’s easy to explain, really. The IV caused a slight imbalance in her blood chemistry. It’s not at all unusual.

      I want to be with her, I tell him. I’m coming right away.

      I arrive to find Valerie drowsy. I am told it’s because of the heavy dose of medication prescribed to prevent further seizures.

      After Gordon leaves for work, I spend the day hounding the nurses. Are they still taking blood tests to determine the level of her electrolytes? Why is she so restless? Why does she seem so much sicker than the other babies in the flu ward? How long had the seizure lasted? What is wrong with my baby?

      By nighttime, Valerie cannot get comfortable. No matter how much she twists and turns, she cannot find a position that satisfies her.

      Can’t I hold her on my lap? I ask one of the nurses. The tolerant nurse decides that the easiest thing is to let me have my way.

      But after about an hour helping Valerie find a comfortable

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