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Feral

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He comes when you're sleeping.  He is the reason you're afraid of the dark.


After years of living as a prisoner of the fairytale monster that killed her mother, Charity has escaped, but the Bogeyman wants her back, and he will not stop until he has her. There is only one safe place for her now, a haunted place called Feral Park, but the price of safety will be more than her innocence ... it will be her soul.
"FERAL is a haunting, genuine fusion of horrific fantasy and the fearsome dreads of present-day life.  FERAL bites hard and doesn't let go."  Tom Piccirilli, author of Midnight Road

LanguageEnglish
PublisherTulpa Books
Release dateJan 9, 2018
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    Feral - Brian Knight

    story.

    Sweet, Precious Thing

    Prologue

    They called it The Playground of Dreams, and that's what it was at first.

    Built in the early 1970s, it was a project one part government grant, two parts community spirit. The planning had taken years, but once they broke ground it finished up in a three-week whirlwind of donated time and money. The massive playground sat just outside of town at the eastern end of Blackstone Park where the neatly manicured green gave way to wild grass, groves of old willows, then stony, weed-choked shoreline. The northern border of Blackstone Park was the Snake River, flowing docilely toward the Pacific Ocean like a dark, liquid giant, and a paved walkway that joined Blackstone Park to the city. Its southern border was a line of tall willows, a sound barrier separating the park from highway.

    Blackstone Park was developed in the 1960s as the cornerstone of Riverside's largely successful beautification project, and The Playground of Dreams was Blackstone's pinnacle.

    It was a place where Riverside’s kids could go and indulge their every fantasy while parents waited and watched from park benches just outside the midget kingdom's iron-barred wall. Pirates roamed the deck of a tiny grounded ship, climbing up and down ladders and knotted ropes in search of treasure or imaginary enemies to run through. Brave and able knights guarded high wooden castle turrets and patrolled winding walkways like the tops of castle walls.

    Sometimes the pirates and knights battled each other; sometimes they fought together, recruiting from each other's ranks to mix up the endless battle even more. Sometimes Black Beard watched over Camelot while King Arthur pillaged. It didn't matter, it was all one kingdom. The only enemies in The Playground of Dreams were boredom and reality, and inside that magical iron border they stood no chance.

    Mostly there was no organized play. Mostly it was just perfect, joyous chaos.

    Then the dream died.

    In the late 1970s a girl was found beaten almost unrecognizable, naked and violated, half buried in the playground's sandbox. Her name was Jenny Heyworth, and she was only nine years old, a runaway.

    One day The Playground of Dreams was full of screaming, rioting children, the next it was empty.

    Blackstone Park, dubbed Feral Park after years of disuse, became a different kind of playground, a playground of drinking, drugs, and teenage sex. City workers blocked the access road from the highway with a barricade and a sign reading Blackstone Park is closed to the public—Enter at your own risk. Someone had since crossed Blackstone out and written Feral above it in dripping, purple letters. Soon Feral Park gained a reputation as something else entirely, and even the partiers left it alone.

    Sometimes the kids still found it. Street kids, runaways, children of the night, and many who went there were never seen again.

    Chapter 1

    Amber heard someone call her name in the night and rose to answer it. She was still somewhere between dream and reality, and in her mind it was her daughter’s voice.

    When she saw the man’s familiar face standing before her in the near perfect darkness, a grinning caricature, all teeth and glaring eyes, every suppressed terror and forgotten childhood nightmare she had ever known came back to her. She had forgotten this face, the face of the Bogeyman, but here it was again, and now she remembered.

    My sweet little Amber, he said. My precious, precious thing. How you’ve grown.

    She tried to run, but the power of his gaze kept her where she stood. She wanted to scream, but he cupped his hand over her mouth, cutting off her breath. As hard as she tried, she could not make a sound.

    Then she saw his other hand and the wicked thing he held. A pair of stainless steel scissors, polished to a spotless mirror shine. They opened with a metallic hiss, making an X shape. He gripped them at the crux with his bare hand, fingers wrapped around handle and blade. They should have cut him, but did not. Weak light from outside lit the razor edges like lines of fire.

    He punched through her with one extended blade and yanked upward, opening her up from navel to sternum.

    She felt the freezing sweat on her brow, cheeks, and chest, the odd sensation of parting skin and flesh as it hung in flaps from her midriff. Cold fire filled her to the core, its intensity growing with each application of his weapon. There were hot, meaty splashes against her legs and feet as he gutted her.

    Then, finally, her struggle for breath ended. The grinning face faded to black and she felt nothing.

    He knew she was gone. He could see the horrible understanding in her eyes die, leaving the dumb, empty gaze of a stuffed animal. He released her and she folded inward like a noiseless accordion, coming to rest at his feet.

    He was drenched with her blood, painted with it, but that was fine. Just fine. He put the scissors away and rubbed his palms together in a slow, circular motion, relishing the tacky wetness between them. He closed his eyes and drew in a deep breath, savoring her smell.

    Mommy. It was a small, fear-choked cry from down the hallway. The voice of the child he had come for. Mommy, I’m scared!

    He opened his eyes, his smile widening, and laced the fingers of his bloodied hands together in a prayerful gesture.

    Ah, he intoned in a slow out-rush of breath. His lips parted in an impossible grin.

    Huge teeth, sharks teeth, shining in a shadow face.

    He went to her, sat on the edge of her bed.

    Why are you crying, Charity?

    She ignored him, continued to watch the door, waiting for her mother. She gave him an occasional nervous, twitching glance. He was a stranger to her, though she knew his face from dreams.

    She was not a stranger to him. He knew her, had come for her as he had so many others.

    He asked her again, Why are you crying, my precious little angel? It breaks my heart to see you crying.

    Again, she ignored him. The third time he took her gently by the face, the V between his thumb and forefinger gripping her chin while his fingers caressed her cheeks. The blood on his fingers painted them, red streaks like the war paint on one of Peter Pan’s little Indians. He eased her into a sitting position and leaned closer.

    Her eyes darted, left and right, up and down. They rolled in their sockets in an effort to avoid his gaze. She was the strongest child he had ever encountered, but the force of his will was too powerful to resist.

    I had a bad dream, she said at last.

    My dear, Charity, his voice was soothing, offering cold comfort. A bad dream, was it?

    Uh huh, she said, then closed her eyes, forcing back the panic and tears. She opened them again and glanced back toward the door. She knew her mother wasn’t coming. She did not cry then though, she stayed in control.

    I dreamed about the Bogeyman, she said when she had managed to kill the sobs.

    He patted her head, smoothed the dark tangle of hair from her high forehead.

    There, there, he said. Don’t cry now. Close your eyes and sleep.

    She nodded and slouched back against her pillow, all fear put away by the force of his suggestion. Thoughts of her mother, at least for then, were swept aside.

    He smiled and held her as her eyes slipped shut. You weren’t dreaming.

    He picked her up. She lay limp as a rag doll in his arms, and he had held her like that for a long time before leaving. Instead of devouring her, as he had come to do, he took her with him.

    Looking into her eyes that night, he found something unexpected. Something he had never seen, or thought he would ever see, in any of these sheep-like creatures. He saw something in her that would always separate her from the rest of the flock. Something strong. Something wild.

    Something that would set him free.

    Chapter 2

    Get ready, said a voice from the shadows of the park.

    She’s coming.

    Chapter 3

    Charity chanted as she ran, an endless mantra that governed the beat of her sneakers against the blacktop, concrete, and bare earth. The words kept her running through the night, although she was too tired to run, kept her focused ahead when every shadow, tree limb, or mirage that she viewed sidelong transformed itself into him. When she was too scared to do anything but curl up in a ball somewhere and wait for him to find her, wait for her punishment, the mantra kept her moving.

    Run, run as fast as you can,

    Running away from the Bogeyman.

    Through the light and through the dark,

    Running home to Feral Park.

    Charity was nine years old now, and this was the third time she had run. He was neither patient nor forgiving. If he caught her again, he would punish her. She knew he wouldn’t kill her no matter how mad he got, but he could be very mean.

    She ran, keeping to the unlit streets and alleys as much as possible so no one would see her. This time she knew where she was going, and she thought if she made it, she would finally be safe.

    She’d dreamed about it, the playground by the river. Except it wasn’t really a playground anymore. It had gone wild, the grass in the park around it, uncut for many years, supported large clusters of wild sage and thistles. The iron bars and rails that surrounded it were a blood-red color from years of rust. The swing’s chains, slides, and other metal surfaces were the same. Wooden ladders, towers, and walkways, though still sturdy in most places, were gray with age, showing signs of warping from seasons of cold, rain, and the cooking summer sun. Thick, knotted ropes used for climbing and swinging hung frayed. Some were tied into hangman’s nooses.

    There was a large wooden sign at the entrance that read Blackstone Park, only Blackstone was painted over in purple with the word Feral.

    Feral: free, wild, returned to a natural state.

    Charity understood what feral meant the way she sometimes understood things without knowing why, upon waking from the first dream of Feral Park. The meaning touched a part of her that she thought was dead, the part that dared to hope. The part that laughed, cried, felt anything beyond the dumb, numb fear. The word, and the idea that she could be feral too, drove the numbness away. For the first time she actually dared to hate him.

    Her fear of him was still there, but for the first time she realized she needed to escape him. The other times she had run away had been impulse, the way a dog will run from a cruel master. It doesn’t think of escape, because the cowed dog does not believe in freedom. It can only hide, knowing its punishment will be great when the master finds it.

    Charity was finished being his pet. This time she wasn’t just hiding. This time it was for keeps.

    Chapter 4

    Shannon Pitcher started taking her late-night walks after settling into her brother’s house on Walnut Street. They started late one evening as a walk to the convenience store for snacks, and maybe a good book to pass the next few nights with. She hadn’t slept well the past few months, hadn’t slept at all the past few weeks, except in short violent bursts just before dawn. She was tired of watching the midnight movie marathons, mostly B-movie rejects culled straight from the bargain basement of the trashy eighties, and the infomercials were pure insomniac hell.

    That night, an hour after starting toward the Sunset Mart she had awaken to her surroundings and realized two things, she had no idea where she was, and she was exhausted. She could have curled up in the dew-damp grass of someone’s front yard and fallen asleep right then. Instead she did a drunken about-face and walked back the way she had come.

    She stopped only to read the first street sign she saw. It was the corner of Fair and 17 th Street. She had walked over a dozen blocks. She wasn’t used to this much street running unbroken and straight. Riverside was only a small city, but much larger than her hometown, Normal Hills.

    She forgot the snacks and walked home, then crashed until late the next afternoon without the help of her hated pills.

    While that long, uninterrupted sleep had been the greatest thing to happen to her in this new life, her post-Thomas-and-Alicia life, it had completely reversed her sleep cycle. Shannon found it was a change she could live with. Sleep during the day, take care of life’s mundane necessities in the evening, and spend her nights in a nocturnal parody of life.

    She had money, and the ability to make more when she needed it, so she was set. All she needed was a place to crash and a good movie or book to keep her company. That, and her night walks. The exhaustion and the dreamless sleep she needed to do it all over again.

    Shannon heard the music before she saw the playground. It was a muffled, almost ethereal mixture of heavy metal and children’s laughter. Her brother, Jared, had listened to heavy metal as a teenager.

    Her taste for what their father called the wild stuff had never been as wide or varied as Jared’s, but she recognized this tune. It was Queen’s Stone Cold Crazy, but not Queen that was playing it. Behind the heavy metal noise, and running through the fast beat and sandpaper rhythm like a scarlet thread, was the laughter of lunatic children.

    Shannon knew she should turn around, caution being the greater part of valor and all that shit, and just go back the way she had come. Kids will be kids, she knew, and the safest thing to do when they got up to harmless mischief was to leave them alone. Just stay the hell out of their way and let them wind down.

    Like I’m doing now, she thought. Let them exorcise, or maybe just exercise, their demons and hope their better natures kick in before any real trouble starts.

    There was something fundamentally wrong about this though. It was not the boisterous carousing of teenagers. The voices behind the laughter were too young, the maniacal tittering of grade-school lunatics on a field trip to some carnival freak show.

    Can’t be, she thought. You’re hearing things. Just turn around and walk your ass back home. It’s getting early, and you’re so fucking dead on your feet you’re hallucinating.

    Instead, she continued along the river, ear cocked toward the odd sound of toddler metal madness. She wasn’t hallucinating. There was a playground over there by the edge of the wild where all traces of the city ended. A goddamn big one, and so old and neglected she couldn’t believe any parent would let their child play in it.

    The music and the laughter ebbed and swelled, ebbed and swelled.

    The playground was empty.

    A single voice, the voice of a haughty schoolyard queen, rose above the others. She sounded eight, maybe nine years old, Alicia’s age.

    Stop it, a voice in her head screamed. We are not going there tonight. Not tonight, not ever!

    She tried to kill the thought as she approached the playground. It quieted, falling back into the denied darkness of her subconscious, but it would not die. It hung on, whimpering in the darkness where she could still hear it.

    That crazy music, ebbing and swelling, and the sound of muffled laughter, distorted into something horrible.

    It was Her voice, beautiful and frighteningly familiar, singing some nonsense hopscotch song, one of many in her repertoire. Then she spoke to Shannon.

    Why did you let him do it, mommy? Where were you when he took me away? Why didn’t you stop him?

    The voice, Alicia’s voice, came from inside the playground, and from somewhere within her own head.

    It can’t be her, she thought coldly. There’s no way it’s her, she’s dead.

    You don’t know that, they never found her body. You don’t know she’s dead.

    Shannon ran toward the playground, stumbling through ankle-high grass and clumps of stinging thistles. The music, the laughter, the screams of terror that she recognized only vaguely as her own, expanded. The jumble of noise pulsed between her temples.

    "Alicia!"

    She passed a large wooden sign, Feral Park, and as she ran beneath the sign at the entrance that proclaimed The Playground of Dreams, the noise popped like a bubble and was gone. Her momentum and the adrenaline pumping through her body carried her on. She ran through to the heart of the playground, dodging obstacles, ducking one low-hanging rope bridge strung between a pair of wooden towers. Her feet tangled in the cover of old graying wood chips and she landed, sprawled out in the sandbox a few feet away.

    She lay there for a minute, not hurt, but physically and emotionally drained.

    What the hell just happened to me?

    She didn’t understand the specifics, but the basics were clear enough. She was having a walking nightmare. She was losing her mind.

    When she felt she could trust her legs, she rose and brushed the dust from her jeans. She remained as still as possible, silent, listening for the music, the laughter, or the voice, but the silence endured. She looked around, eyes and senses wide open, but in the toy-crowded playground it was impossible to know if she was truly alone. There were too many shadows, too many cubbyholes, too many hiding places.

    Behind her a rusty swing squeaked, nudged by the wind, or perhaps an unseen hand. To her left, old wood groaned as if being relieved of some unseen burden. Something moved in front of her. A shadow that hadn’t been there a few seconds earlier snaked across the wood chip covered ground toward her. She stumbled away from it in horror, and something grabbed her from behind.

    Hey lady. A soft young voice, faint but clear, as if someone had come unnoticed behind her and whispered in her ear.

    Shannon spun around, a startled shriek escaping her lips. She tasted fear, thick and salty, in the back of her throat. She could feel, worse, could hear, the increasing tempo of her heart. It pulsed irregularly, echoed by a pounding behind her eyes.

    No one was there.

    Something touched her ankle.

    She jerked away, striking something hidden in the darkness with her temple. The low ringing sound suggested it was metal, but the ringing may have only been in her head. For a second the playground was gone, and she was alone with the pain and a frightening sense of surrealism.

    Then the laughter started, like a white noise broadcast in the tender gray tissue between her ears. It grew, its volume increasing like a radio that has been turned from one to ten, bringing her back to herself. She opened her eyes and looked up into the dirty face of a young boy. He was laughing too, but no sound came from his wide-stretched mouth. It was in Shannon’s head with the rest of the sounds.

    A second later the face was gone.

    Shannon rolled onto her knees and rose. Around her the shadows jumped, shifted, melted together like living pools of ink. Some vanished just as she caught sight of them, only to reappear in the periphery of her vision. Every swing, teeter-totter, and hanging length of rope was in motion. The rope bridges above and around her bounced and swung violently.

    The noise of laughter grew and grew, again mixed with that distant music.

    Shannon stood, her fists pressed to her ears, an attempt to block out the noise. It didn’t help. She searched for the opening in the playground wall, the arched entrance she had come in through, found it, and bolted. She glanced back as she ran and saw something following, a long serpentine shadow. It picked up speed and size as it

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