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This book takes one into detail about the first 18 years of my life. The first 18 years of my life was very dramatic, traumatize, and harsh. This book takes the reader into great details about the trail and tribulations of my life. In additional to the first 18 years of my life, I take the reader into a positive realm to some inspirational movement at the end of the book. As I go through each event the reader get a vivid picture in their minds. It touches your emotion in a very different way. This book will make one laugh and cry at the same time. It explores a very painful truthful, sincere, and joyful story. The reason for this book is to help somebody who has gone through similar situation. Hold their head up high and pray for better days. I hope to help those who have lost their dreams and hope for the future. I want to restore hope for the people experience a negative environment a let them know something positive can come from it. Thanks for everyone support in advance.
LanguageEnglish
PublisheriUniverse
Release dateAug 18, 2010
ISBN9781450233200
11-04-81
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Tamara S. Nance

I am an author that comes from a profound background. This background made me a well-grounded individual. I have accomplished many things such as obtaining a degree in Speech Communications and starting my own cleaning business. Fear was never an obstacle but to me it’s an illusion. In my life with a background filled with drugs, violence, and corruption. That my mother and father produced from a life filled with wrong decisions they have made. I choose to not have the fear of society judging me because of my background history, Although my eyes have witness more than the average 28 years old. I chose not to think of myself as a victim and, its comfort to know that I got the victory over the environment that I was provided with. I plan to explore these worlds endless possibilities until the good lord come and get me. I have gain strength, courage and confidence by every life experience in which I stop to look fear in the face. I am able to say, ‘I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.’ I must do the thing you think I cannot do.

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    11-04-81 - Tamara S. Nance

    Introduction

    This manuscript is to explore the first 18 years my life. When I look back and read the book myself. I find the first 18 years of my life amazing. I was amaze to know that I survived each event that occurred. I had witness many awful things in my life. I wanted to be completely honesty and bring them to the forefront. I was also very sincere when writing this book. I realize in my writing that I was discussing people who I really cared about. I had been through many trials and tribulations which had cause me to endure a lot of pain. I wasn’t able to communicate this pain in a proper manner. I became withdrawal from people, had low self-esteem, and little confidence because I endure so much pain. This pain has caused me to ruin relationship with some of my dearest friends. I just needed healing and I apologize to who I have hurt in the past. I have overcome all of this pain I grew older and closer to God. In writing this book I came to my inner peace with all my trials and tribulations. I knew that God was holding my hand the whole way and this is how I maintain through my life. I once was bitter, angry, and sad but now I had forgiven everybody including myself. I now know that having these negative emotions is poison to my well being. I will just pray for everybody that has every cause me pain. I pray for everyone I have hurt as well. I know now to stay focus, have forgiveness, and praying is the keys to a success life. Thank you for your support to whom read this book. I hope the book bring you and revelation to know that even though we experience hardship. We can overcome anything through the grace of God. Some of this book contents in this book has been modified.

    Acknowledgement

    My family has been the main source of my survival. Our family is very close and we talk to one another about the good and the bad. We are very honest with one another. I appreciate my family support throughout the years. There have been key sufficient people in my family who has been their no matter what. My sister (Redd or my red baby) has been my rock my whole entire life. All our lives we have had each other when we didn’t have nobody else. Our bond is unbelievable close. She is the only person on this earth that totally understand me and vice versa. I have to thank her for everything she has done. I am truly blessed to have a little sister like her. I would like to acknowledge my grandmothers’ next. My grandmother Evenlyn past away from the complications of Lupus at the age of 54 years old But, she instills the spirit of God in me before she went. My grandmother Mattie just passed away this year of the loving age of 84. She instill in me the will of God, how to be independent, and to never give up. My mother I learned how to have a heart, cook, clean and how to communicate. My Aunt J is the strongest woman I ever seen in my life. She battle Lupus and still maintain to go to work on a daily basis. When her Lupus flares up her she still tell you that she okay and don’t worry. She ensures us she will be here for a while because of her strength and will to live. She instilled in me structure and strength. My cousin Hank, brother Quan a cousin K.D. all our brothers because that how we grew up I appreciate them for giving me the key to how men are. They are very supportive as well. When I need someone to talk about a male they are as was there. My cousin Ray who has been a brother as well you always give me advice and you have such much love in your heart for your family I really admire that. My cousin Raheeem Kyree Ford (Uncle Pumpkin son) who always kept the family together and never had nothing bad to say about anybody. He passed away on May 16, 2010 from a brain tumor. You are truly missed. He set the tone for all the grandchildren because he was the oldest grandchild on my father side of the family. I cherish you for your grace and peaceful demeanor. My father this is a man of great unique character features who has supported me all through college and beyond. Whenever I need him he there whether it money or someone to talk too. He is a very easy to talk to he give advice in his own special way. I admire each of them for their different strength, talents, and abilities .To my younger sibling who I love dearly Lawonna, Willie, Mike (my little cousin who like a bother) and Tamari and Tamia. My entire younger sibling you give me strength. I have to pay tribute to a host of female cousins; Ebonie Thomas who heart is pure as gold, Donecia Smith who is very mild manner and sweet, Laneice Smith who is very fun, loving and kind. Devere Green who is very real and always there no matter what, Anitra Green is very fun to be around, you keep me laughing. I love all of you and thanks for the support throughout the years. My whole family has given strength I didn’t know I had. You guys always make me feel special, and bring so much joy in my life thank you.

    Chapter One

    On November 4, 1981 an amazing baby by the name of Tamara’ Shanae’ Nance was born at 9:55 a.m., by a newlywed couple of who were very happy to receive their first child. The first four years my life was excellent. My parents and I lived on the East side of Detroit in the house where my mother grew up in. I had a dog name Precious which was a Bouvier. The street that I resided on was full of love, respect, honesty and dignity. Everyone on the street was one big family. We walked in and out of each other homes as if they were our own. We all could eat dinner at home and then could go visit the neighbors for dinner as well. My family was beautiful, my mother was a fair skinned woman that stood at 5 7. Her curves were unbelievable she was thick in the thighs and waist was small. This structure assisted her buttock that protruded from her back side. She had pretty long thick black hair that was the length of her shoulder. My father was 6 foot even, camel complexes man and his skin was flawless. He had a smile that would light up the whole room. My father parents were hard-working Americans. His father worked in the plant then retired. After his retirement he worked as a Security Guard. This was a man who had a strong passion for fishing. My fathers’ mother was a nurse at a local hospital in their city. They had three sons and one daughter together. My father mother name was Evenlyn and his father name was Henry and his nick name was Banks. My mothers’ family was a middle class family. My mothers’ mother was a Kindergarten teacher and her father was a preacher. Their names were Mattie Ruth and Ben. They produced three beautiful daughters out of their unity. When I was growing up I saw the radiance, harmony, and love that a marriage couple brought to a family. Both grandmothers’ kept me in the church every Sunday. I also went to Sunday school.

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