Coming From Nothing: A Thought Experiment Novella
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Matthew McKeever
Matthew McKeever is an academic philosopher from Northern Ireland. He works as a research assistant affiliated with the University of Oslo's ConceptLab, and is editorial assistant for the philosophy journal Inquiry. He received his PhD from St Andrews on philosophy of language. He has published stories and articles on analytic philosophy and popular culture.
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—Load of old fucking bollocks.
—That’s … an opinion, I guess. So you’re a, what, gender essentialist?
—Well, I don’t know, but like.
He picked up the book beside him and started reading: ‘The feminist appropriation of sexual difference whether in opposition to the phallogocentrism of Lacan blah blah. Blah. Blah. Blah.’ Page 38. Like, what is that?
—What? You want it to be easy?
—Easier anyway.
—Well, dude, life ain’t easy.
Said Carrie to Jules. She was wearing a green raincoat, the collar of which was popped up and threatened to engulf her head. Her eyes were cool and blue, but there was a sallowness to her complexion that reflected a bad night’s sleep and, maybe, a lack of vitamin D. She spoke quickly with a southern American accent.
—It’s just so … theoretical.
—Well, it’s called ‘theory’ for a reas … actually wait!
She hit him on the arm.
—I guess for you it is a load of fucking bollocks because you’re an essentialist, right? You locate it all in the bollocks or lack thereof.
—Well, firstly, it’s ‘bollocks’ not ‘ball-ox’, and secondly I’m not an essentialist. I just want someone I can understand.
—Don’t we all… . Well, whatever, it was a good joke right?
—I’ll give you that, it was a good joke.
She smiled at him, then rubbed her blue jeans for no clear reason, as if she were wiping her hands off.
Jules was ruddy and short-haired and also wearing an engulfing jacket. His newly grown beard, a source of amusement and/or alarm to friends and/or family was not too impressive, but his face was symmetrical and she thought he was handsome. So she was happy, when she had asked him if she was in the right place for the tutorial (she had been unable to make her regular time this week), with his eager yes, guessing correctly he wanted to chat. And sitting down beside him she noticed gladly that he smelled good, or at least deodorized, which mitigated the fear of the unattractive beard.
They were outside a room on the fifth floor of Trinity College Dublin’s arts block, sitting on a deep window ledge in front of wet glass, waiting for the tutorial for their class (Em)bodied selves, about feminist theories of literature.
—So you like this stuff, is it?
This was Jules, in a bland middle-class Dublin accent.
—Yeah man, for sure. It must be right.
—It must?
—Yeah, it must.
—That’s a bold statement.
—Well, I mean … I don’t wanna make this conversation entirely testicle-based, but what if someone cut a person’s—let’s say, your—balls off?
Jules laughed, but not very uncomfortably.
—No, no, I’m making a point. This isn’t like some misandrist rant. Point is, that wouldn’t make you no longer a man, right?
—No.
—And say you’re paralysed completely—that doesn’t make you no longer a person, right?
—No.
—So there! Your body doesn’t define you, so you’re an anti-essentialist.
—Hmm. I guess, like. It’s just … why does it have to be so fancy? Why can’t they just say that instead of all these words? Just less …
—Theoretical?
—Right. And like I mean … where is everybody?
Gesturing toward the empty hallway, he continued:
—What time is it? My phone’s dead.
—Quarter after. Is this definitely the place?
—Been here last ten weeks, so yes. Did you check your email in the last couple of hours?
—Oh, no. Actually, I couldn’t work out how to sync it to my phone.
—Can you just check in the browser?
She was doing. There was an awkward pause as it loaded, which Jules broke.
—I can show you how to sync, it’s kind of awkward, I think they got the port wrong on the …
—Oh, cancelled! Uhh … oh, Deeurrmid, is that right?
—No, that’s profoundly unright. ‘Diarmuid’.
He said, laughing at her pronunciation, and causing her to laugh in turn.
—Well he’s sick.
—Oh. No Butler for us then I guess. What a tragedy.
And then there was a pause. Jules looked down at his crossed legs, shy, uncertain. Carrie, more normal, asked:
—Do you want to get a coffee? We can, uh, have our own seminar, who needs Deeuhhh?
—’Diarmuid’. Sounds like a plan.
Carrie was in Dublin for six months visiting from Louisiana State University. There were no neat comparisons between the programs here and those in her home university, with the result that she took a wide range of courses: a first-year introduction to classical Greek literature, this third-year English course, a second-year metaphysics class and an independent study, also affiliated with the English department. While it was intellectually stimulating, the fact that she went from class to class—and, moreover, frequently joined classes among a cohort who all knew each other already—made it very difficult to make friends. Now, with Christmas approaching, and nearly half her time gone, she’s started to get used to the dull ache that accompanies the empty weekends, where she’ll generally go to some event alone or stay in her room in the halls, or simply walk around the city, it now more often than not raining and dulled with familiarity, heading over to the north side to the cheap supermarkets and second-hand bookshops, or getting lost around the leafy suburbs near the halls, the green of the leaves, almost overwhelming a few months ago, now gone from the streets.
Jules was also lonely, or at least somewhat alone. He had moved from being an incredibly introverted nerdy teen to being a mildly less so young adult. In the past year or so, he had come to realize that he might be desirable to the opposite sex, and was suffering something like Carrie: although he knew his classmates, when he started college he was so awkward that he never formed close bonds with them, and now that he wanted to it felt too late.
It was in an effort to overcome this that he was here. His degree was computer science, and he was just auditing this class. He claimed that it was because he was interested in feminist theory, truly enough, but the fact that he imagined it would be populated by women was not a small part of his decision. So far, though, his strategy of sitting quietly by himself in the corner had not been of much help in meeting people.
It’s thus eagerly that they descended the stairs together, and after an hour or so awkwardness dispersed, and after two hours they were walking up the street for lunch, and after three they both realized something good was happening.
* * *
—And so, uh …
Earlier that morning, in the lecture they had unwittingly been sharing all semester, a nasally Californian, with big dark-rimmed glasses, a black suit over a white shirt, and a nose piercing glinting occasionally in the light thrown off from her laptop, was giving a lecture.
… this idea of performativity, it really helps …
Here she modulated into a digression, with a slightly different cadence, a half-smile, a sense that she was talking with, not at.
—When I was a student, my supervisor told me, it was like, it loosened the muscles that had gotten hardened, the sex/gender dichotomy that had become so engrained in the way people thought of these things, that it was very liberating for some people … and that’s how I’ve always thought of it, as like a massage of our concept of woman, I guess …
—But so it really helps break down certain divisions, of the way we tend to have this naturwissenschaftlich conception of the body as opposed to—as we saw, what, a couple weeks ago—the Geisteswissenschaften, as opposed to culture, society, religion, art, the realm of the spirit, in Hegelian talk. And so those people who might want to say, yeah yeah gender is socially mediated, struck through with language; language-struck, but there’s still the undeniable corporeality …
And she sort of sung the progression of the vowels, lifting off at the second ‘o’ and kind of losing the ‘i’ in the landing.
—The bodiness of the body that’s just there, a facticity as Heidegger would say. For Judy …
Everyone noiselessly groaned at this first name, apart from the ones who smilingly thrilled. The division of the class into groaners and thrillers was exclusive and exhaustive.
—This evinces a certain failure of imagination. When she was writing, she was interested in things like drag, transgender people, camp. She thought that if you looked at the different ways in which femininity was expressed, you would see it needn’t be tied to (what we call) female body parts. There’s a spectrum, on which you could place the camp gay man at one end, the drag performer further along, and then transgender people who may have been born into male bodies but are women. Or vice versa, obviously.
So two aside points: first, biology bears this out: it would take us too far away to discuss, but you could look at stuff on intersex people (I think I put a link to a YouTube documentary on the handout). Second, it may be worth thinking about how technology changes the way we think of the body: how we often treat our smartphones as extensions of ourselves, et cetera. In this sense, I think the Butlerian framework has really proved prescient.
Uh, so yeah: not only is gender socially constructed, but to the extent we should even bother with the notion, there’s no reason to think sex isn’t either. And that’s anti-essentialism about gender and sex.
This, from her experience, normally provokes more of a reaction. This was one of the first times she’d taught this material in Dublin, and she didn’t know if it was the early hour, or herself, or the weird Irish reticence—so different from the US—to discuss things, but she looked out to a sea of apathetic slouched bodies.
But actually, if she had had superhuman eyesight, capable of taking in the faces of everyone in the room, she would have noticed two people, on completely opposite sides of the big room, both literally on the edge of their seats. These people were Jules and Carrie. Carrie, a thrilled smiler, was on the edge of her seat because she was fascinated. Jules was a noiseless groaner, and was on the edge of his seat because he really needed a piss.
—And, uh, well, I hope the strikingness of this thesis impresses you. And here I think Kant …
And she said this in the American way, still not used to the Anglophone European ‘a’ which makes the sage of Königsburg’s name almost into the worst profanity.
—Is kinda relevant, because you can sort of view this as a Kantian claim that the body is a Ding-an-sich, that it’s inaccessible, indeed nothing shorn of the conceptual resources in which we, uh, clothe it: we make the body by what we say about it, just as for Kant we make the world spatio-temporal by applying our