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Persecution: The Friendly Fire of Memories
Persecution: The Friendly Fire of Memories
Persecution: The Friendly Fire of Memories
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Persecution: The Friendly Fire of Memories

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A successful Italian doctor’s idyllic life is shattered by shameful accusations in a novel by the Campiello Prize–winning author of The Worst Intentions.

In a sprawling villa on the outskirts of Rome, the internationally revered pediatric oncologist Leo Pontecorvo and his family have gathered for dinner. For these exemplary members of Italy’s upper middle-class, the scene is perfect in every way—until a horrifying accusation airs on the evening news concerning Leo Pontecorvo himself. From this point on, nothing will ever be the same.

An allegation of embezzling would be bad enough, but to the horror of his family, Leo is also said to have seduced his son’s twelve-year-old girlfriend. The spotlight now turned on Leo reveals every mistake, regret, and contradiction of his lifetime. The details of his private and professional life are debated by both friends and foes, ravenous reporters and punctilious prosecutors. Unable to face the suspicious gazes of his wife and children, Leo descends into the basement of his palatial home—a self-imposed exile in which he attempts to piece together the shattered remains of his life.
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Release dateJul 31, 2012
ISBN9781609458744
Persecution: The Friendly Fire of Memories
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Alessandro Piperno

Alessandro Piperno was born in Rome in 1972. His 2005 novel, The Worst Intentions, won the Campiello Prize for First Novel and became an instant bestseller in Italy, where Corriere della sera described its author as “a new Marcel Proust.” The New Yorker wrote that The Worst Intentions was a “wickedly scathing début, a coruscating mixture of satire, family epic, Proustian meditation, and erotomaniacal farce.” Piperno is the author of two works of non-fiction. Persecution, the first installment of a diptych entitled The Friendly Fire of Memories, is his long-awaited second novel.

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  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
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    Review: 8 of seventy-fiveRating: 3.9* of fiveThe Book Description: In a sprawling villa on the outskirts of Rome, the members of the Pontecorvo family have gathered for dinner. Leo Pontecorvo, an internationally revered pediatric oncologist, is forty-eight. His wife, Rachel, is a physician and the loving mother to Filippo and Samuel, two amiable pre-teens. The evening news is on in the living room but nobody pays it any attention until Dr. Pontecorvo's name surfaces from the background noise and a news item airs that will change the lives of the Pontecorvos forever. Leo Pontecorvo has been publicly accused of a vile crime. A spotlight is turned on him that reveals the mistakes, regrets, and contradictions of a lifetime. Every detail of his private and professional life is about to come under scrutiny, to be debated by both friends and foes, by ravenous reporters and punctilious prosecutors. But Leo could bear all this if it weren't for the suspicious gazes of his wife and children. Surely they, of all people, believe in his innocence! Alessandro Piperno is widely acknowledged as one of today's most talented European novelists. His voice is singular and shocking at times, yet always possessed of tenderness and enormous generosity of heart. His vision is broad and encompassing, his psychological insights penetrating and undeniable. In this deeply felt family drama, Alessandro Piperno paints a broad canvas and fills it with psychologically complex characters whom readers will instantly recognize and never forget.My Review: Words can not only hurt, not only damage...they can kill. They can annihilate, destroy utterly the target of the carelessly spoken or maliciously uttered or calculatedly disseminated words. They can blow up a life, a family, a career, a vocation, they can eviscerate the worthy and worthwhile work a person has done.And what if they're true? What if they're not true? Half true? He said, she said? It doesn't matter at all. Words, when spoken, can only be forgiven but never forgotten.Piperno's novel of a Jewish pediatric oncologist's fall from the pinnacle of his life-saving profession is profoundly unsettling. It is discursive in style, and it is peculiarly intimate because of that. Very few paragraphs lead directly to the subject allegedly at hand, but all of them, each of them, serves to build the image of the Pontecorvo world, that of Dottore Leo, la signora Rachel, the pre-teen boys, Telma the Filipina maid...all these intersecting, interlocking worlds are completely and finally and irrevocably smashed and cannot be restored, only re-formed. The tracks in the thickets of words Piperno creates are like the game spoor a hunter follows, requiring patience and attention to interpret and encouraging the reader, the hunter, to look around carefully, to attend to the landscape as much as the path.Ann Goldstein ably translates the Italian text in such a way as to suggest the varying uses made of familiar and formal address. It's a very hard thing to do, and it's impressive to see the job done so well. Part of the job of a translator is to create the mood of the original in a different idiom...never does Goldstein do this better than in the passages where the snobbery and class-consciousness that Leo faces when others refer to or speak to his wife, daughter of an observant Jew who also happens to be a businessman, in contrast to his more assimilated, haute bourgeois background.I was transported in the reading of this novel, though not to a lovely sweet cotton-candy land of milk and honey. (Frankly, that's always sounded revolting to me. Not to mention sticky.) I was immersed in the life of the disintegrating Pontecorvo family. I emerged after a catharsis feeling, oddly, buoyed up, able to see the shore and feel the water of the sad existence below me support me as I started for solid ground.Europa Editions provided this copy in a Goodreads giveaway.
  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
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    After the first part I thought this was a very well written psychological novel, but in the other three parts it seemed to change genre several times. The end leaves you flabbergasted and without a clue. The author with his last words "to be continued" forces you to read the second part in the hope of obtaining answers. In the meanwhile this first part was an exciting read, reminding me of Ian McEwan.

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Persecution - Alessandro Piperno

PART I

On July 13, 1986, an embarrassing desire never to have been brought into the world took possession of Leo Pontecorvo.

A moment earlier, Filippo, his firstborn son, had been grappling with the pettiest of childhood complaints: protesting the tiny quantity of French fries that his mother had slid onto his plate compared with the unprecedented generosity she had shown his little brother. And now, an instant later, the anchorman on the eight-o’clock TV news was insinuating, before a sizable segment of the nation, that this very Leo Pontecorvo had exchanged depraved letters with the girlfriend of his thirteen-year-old younger son.

That is, that same Samuel, his plate filled with a crunchy gilded treasure that would never be consumed. Presumably unsure whether the sudden celebrity that the television had bestowed on him would be filed by his friends in the compartment of hilarious gossip or in the still empty compartment destined to receive the most unredeemable figure of shit that a boy from his spoiled and lazy tribe had ever run into.

It was pointless to pretend that Samuel’s tender age kept him from intuiting what had been immediately clear to the others: someone on TV was suggesting that his father had fucked his girl. And when I say girl I mean a kid of twelve and a half with pumpkin-colored hair and a weaselly, freckled face. But when I say fuck I mean fuck. And so it was something huge, tremendously serious, too brutal to take in, even for a wife and two sons who, for some time already, had been asking themselves if that husband and father was really the irreproachable citizen whom it had always been natural to feel proud of.

The expression for some time already alludes to the first legal troubles that had hit Leo, imprinting a despicable mark of suspicion the exemplary career of one of the boldest lions of pediatric oncology in the country with a despicable mark of suspicion. One of those doctors who, when the old nurse was filling in the picture for her newly hired colleague, merited comments like a real gentleman! He never forgets to say ‘thank you,’ ‘you’re welcome,’ ‘please.’ Plus, he’s such a hunk! On the other side, in the stifling waiting rooms of the Santa Cristina hospital, where the mothers of the sick children exchanged timid impressions about the nightmare that their offspring’s childhood had become, it wasn’t unusual to come upon such dialogues as: He’s so available. You can call him at any hour of the day. And also at night . . .

I find him reassuring. Always smiling, positive.

And then he’s so good with the children . . .

While the ringing of the telephone began to give rhythm, expression, frenzy to a shame that until a few seconds earlier would have been inconceivable, Leo, at the height of confusion, felt that the meal just eaten was the last that his loved ones would grant him. Then he considered the thousand other things that from that moment on would be barred to him. And perhaps it was in order not to collapse, not to give way under the weight of panic and sentimentality, not to burst into tears like an infant in front of his children and his wife, that he took refuge in a petulant and hate-filled thought.

Finally she had done it: the girl whom his son had brought home about a year earlier—and whom he and Rachel, the most open and moderate couple in their circle, had welcomed without objections—had succeeded in destroying his life. His and that of the three people he loved most.

So is this how it has to end? Leo caught himself thinking.

Wrong question, old man. What’s the sense of talking about the end when we’re only at the beginning?

All this happened at a propitious moment.

The moment when Olgiata—that exclusive residential district set in acres of woods, dotted with villas, their gardens perennially in flower, and bounded by massive walls—suddenly emptied out. Like that, like a beach at sunset.

It was like being trapped in an immense amusement park a couple of minutes after closing time. Traces of the athletic energy so abundant during the day were scattered everywhere: the leather Adidas ball stuck in the hedge; the worn-out skateboard overturned on the brick driveway; the orange plastic float bobbing on the oily, sparkling surface of a pool; a pair of maxi rackets, watered by timed sprays set in motion without warning by a click.

Of course, you might also come upon the jogger, in sweat shorts, with a towel over his shoulders, like Rocky Balboa, or the young father returning breathless from the supermarket—a package of diapers in one hand, condoms in the other.

But except for these off-duty loners—these strike-breakers of the evening siesta—all the others had, almost in unison, holed up in their habitations: villas that were a jumble of inconsistent and eclectic architecture, some sober, others garish (the hacienda style had lately been replacing the fashion for alpine chalets). Seeing those houses from the outside, you could imagine the basement playrooms, where everything was as it should be: the fireplace, the baseboards nibbled by green mold, the crocheted doilies, the piles of illustrated magazines, the maple boxes full of lavender leaves, the billiard table tightly covered by a cloth, like a corpse in the morgue, a potbellied television from which the tentacular tangle of wires from the VHS and the Atari console unspooled. You could smell the fake country scent of the logs, of the pinecones, of the bundles of newspapers yellowing like the ping-pong balls hidden in the shadows, wary and motionless as detectives.

It was only an instant. An instant outside the galaxy. An instant of supernatural relaxation. The instant when the epiphany of family life celebrated daily in that district, twenty miles from the center of Rome, reached its apex. A truly touching moment, after which everything would start moving again, on the way to decline.

In a few minutes the inhabitants of Olgiata, orphaned by the Filipino maids, who were off duty on Sunday, would pour into the streets to occupy, in military fashion, with their very clean cars and their shameless vitality, the parking lots of the pizzerias on the outskirts. Because, despite the feeling of satiety inspired by the persistent odor of barbecue hovering in the air, they all intended to end the day with a flourish by gorging on tomato bruschetta and strawberries with cream.

But for now they were all at home. The younger children quarreling with their mothers because they didn’t want to have a bath; the older ones being scolded because they’d been spending much too much time in the bathroom lately. As for the parents, some were in boxers and T-shirts relaxing beside the pool with a glass of Chardonnay, their legs crossed. Some couldn’t stop teasing the ears of the Lab. Some had trouble abandoning the canasta game. Some were making snacks of olives and miniature hot dogs for the guests. Some were packing suitcases for distant journeys; others getting out their clothes for the next day . . . Everything was a promise, everything was enveloped in romantic expectation. The only anxiety was that produced by the fear of not tasting to the fullest the warm, coppery light of that special moment. Which this time, by sheer chance, coincided with the appearance of a photograph of Leo on television screens all tuned to the same channel (in those years the TV offerings were limited): grainy and pitiless, suspended over the right shoulder of the natty-looking anchorman on the eight-o’clock news.

A photo that did not do justice to our man. A photo that none of the people watching the screen who knew Professor Pontecorvo well would have considered faithful to the original. Part passport photo, part mug shot, it showed Leo looking yellowish and weary. Nothing like the man who, at the age of forty-eight, was traversing that happy period in the life of males where nature seems to have found a balance, as perfect as it is ephemeral, between youthful energy and mature virility. Even though the dorsal spine of that handsome, long-limbed man, after almost half a century of overwork, was curving under the two hundred pounds of a tall and in its way solemn body, it was still straight enough to allow Leo’s figure to tower in all its vigorous authority.

Outside Italy the beauty of his face would have been called Italian. In Italy, on the other hand, it would have been dismissed as Middle Eastern. Curly hair similar to that of a walk-on in a film about the life of Moses; olive skin that on contact with sunlight immediately took on toasted tones; eyes of an elongated shape supplied with two precious green pearls; ears as robust as the nose (both paid fervent tribute to Judaism); and those lips—the secret was there, in those lips—voluptuous, ironic, pouting.

Here were the good things that that photo had been unable to take account of. (I knew Leo Pontecorvo well enough to be able to say that for him the tragedy of that appearance on TV was also a tragedy of vanity.)

And yet, all things considered, that unfaithful representation had a meaning. It expressed a threat. A qualitative leap in the bestiality of the aggression whose victim Leo had been for several weeks. And primarily it signified something very precise and extremely disturbing: this time Leo Pontecorvo could not and must not be deceived—he had to give up hope, expect no allowances. They would come as far as this to hunt him down, maybe that very evening. In the middle of a fierce and splendid summer. That was the meaning of that photograph. That was what that photograph—appearing brutally on the TV screen—was promising him.

They would chase him out of domestic intimacy by force, like a mouse from its hole. To let public resentment feed on him just as he was now: barefoot, in khaki Bermuda shorts and wrinkled blue shirt, disastrously perched on a stool in the elegant kitchen that looked out on a garden enjoying in blessed peace, like everything else out there, the last candied scraps of day.

No, they would not be intimidated by the dwelling that he, in due course, had had built in the lush belly of Olgiata, in the likeness of the human being that he wished to appear to be: sober, modern, eclectic, ironic, and above all transparent. The house of a designer rather than of a medical celebrity, whose massive plate-glass windows, especially at night when the lights were on, let you glimpse the comfortable life that was going on inside: a lack of modesty that Rachel—a woman not culturally equipped to live in a shop window—had done all she could to neutralize by means of heavy curtains, whose installation at the start of every autumn was the occasion of one of the most classic conjugal arguments.

On the other hand, when Leo had decided to live there, in a place like that, in a house of that type, he had met with resistance far more authoritative than that presented by the curtains of his young and at least for now devoted consort.

If only you would come with me . . . you’d realize that the place gives you such a sense of protection.

Those were the words that Leo recalled saying to his mother twenty years earlier on that fateful evening when he had communicated to her his intention of selling the apartment in the center of Rome that she had generously if incautiously put in his name, and buying a lot in Olgiata where he would build a house just for us.

And from what, exactly, would you need to be protected?

Leo had perceived in his mother’s voice a ripple of disappointment, an expression of that woman’s increasing impatience with her only son: the bechor who, according to her, the older he got the less able he was to look after himself.

I suppose it’s your wife’s idea? She had laid it on. Is she the one who put it into your head to go and live in the sticks? Another of her schemes to keep you a safe distance from me? She’s the one who’s trap-shooting with my money, with my patience, with my feelings?

Come on, Mamma. It’s my idea. Leave Rachel out of it.

Only when you can explain to me what sort of name Rachel is! It seems right out of the pages of the Bible . . .

Was it possible that he, who had been seriously considered by rigorous committees, which had judged him fit for a prestigious post in the hospital; he, whose profession expected him to announce to distraught and incredulous parents that their children were as good as dead; he, who was capable of striking fear in students nearly his age, and whom many, even then, considered the designated heir of the academic domain belonging to the very powerful Professor Meyer—was it really he, here, who was still unable to stand up to a mother past sixty?

If he had been able to, of course, he would not have felt the need to communicate to her where he intended to live. If the apartment in the center was his, if she had deeded it to him, why go on and on like that? Why not sell it and be done with it? Why so childishly seek her consent? And why, in spite of knowing that he couldn’t obtain it, and now that she had, in fact, refused it, was he incensed?

That woman’s capacity to exasperate him. Her talent for driving him into a corner. For making him feel that he was the capricious son he had in fact never been. The charisma of that woman. The stubbornness. Her talent for interfering. Her indestructible, matronly conviction of being right. The whole seasoned with a sarcasm that in recent times—ever since her son had informed her, not without difficulty, that Rachel Spizzichino would soon be her daughter-in-law—had become extremely sharp.

That’s how he had gotten caught up in this business of protection and security.

Pressed by his mother, who continued to ask for an account of his crazy idea of going to live in the sticks, Leo had begun to mumble something pompous about the dangerous time they lived in, all that wretched political antagonism, about his old dream of living in a place that was green, about how he and his young wife already felt a responsibility toward the children they would have, and how that mania for protecting their young had been stimulated by a visit to the neighborhood, which was equipped with checkpoints, security guards, tall fences, green lawns, and sports facilities, all in the most absolute safety . . .

If it’s armed people and tall fences you’re looking for, then you might as well go and live in Israel like that fanatical cousin of yours.

A real earthly paradise, Mamma, Leo insisted, pretending not to have heard his mother’s remark.

And the more Leo talked the more he stumbled, and the more he stumbled the more scornful his mother’s face grew, hardening into an expression of impatient disgust. An expression full of haughty distrust that said clearly, in block letters:

THERE IS NO PLACE IN THE WORLD

THAT CAN GUARANTEE PROTECTION,

NOT TO YOU OR ANYONE ELSE.

And if Leo—while the news anchor, having launched his dirty bomb into the tidy kitchen of the Pontecorvo household, began talking about the fires that were devastating the Mediterranean scrub in Sardinia—had had the lucidity to think back now on that discussion with his mother of twenty years earlier, well, maybe in retrospect he would have appreciated the tacit and irrefutable way in which that woman, who had been gone for some time now, had tried to put him on his guard. Only now would Leo—with one foot in the grave and the other stuck in an uncertain and threatening terrain—have been able to understand how right his mother had been: there is not a single corner of the universe where a human being, that self-important and ridiculous entity, can call himself safe.

For one thing, the telephone is implacable, and has no intention of stopping. There are a lot of people outside who want to talk to the Pontecorvos about what’s happening to the Pontecorvos. Strange, since the only thing that those who are inside can agree on is the desire to cut off all communication with the outside, for eternity. But why—if everything contained in the broad luminous space defined by the large windows of the house, by the hedge that marks the Pontecorvos’ property, by the boundary walls of the subdivision is where (and as) it should be—does the rest of the planet seem to have gone mad?

In reality, if there is one thing that has been going mad for a while, well, it’s the life of the Pontecorvos. Ever since the hospital unit that Leo had set up was dragged into a scandal involving bribes, inflated bills, beds sold, patients (all young people at the end of their lives) steered into private clinics by deception and for fraudulent reasons, things have been getting steadily worse. Each time taking an unpredictably sinister and increasingly less decent turn. At a certain point there were even insinuations that the success of Leo’s university career derived from his Craxian sympathies (or, to be precise, from Bettino Craxi’s sympathy for him).¹ Then it was the turn of an assistant, in due course removed from the university for negligence, who, out of spite, accused Leo of having lent him money at the usurious interest rate of twenty percent.

And yet all those serious charges, which are jeopardizing his career, seem so venial beside this latest infamy. Maybe because there’s nothing worse than Leo playing Cyrano de Bergerac with a twelve-year-old. What disgusting letters! Full of my little one and dear child—expressions of the sort that adults use in addressing consensual partners of the same age, but which here, precisely because they are appropriate to the age and stature of the recipient, seem revolting. The extensive, unseemly excerpts from that dreadful correspondence, which will soon occupy the most high-minded pages of the most important daily papers.

It seems, Leo, that you have violated the only taboo that people can’t forgive. A twelve-year-old, good God. Having sex with a twelve-year-old. Seducing the girlfriend of your son. It’s not at all a matter of sex. You know very well, no one today is ruined because of a fuck. In fact, if anything a fuck is often at the origin of great fortunes. The trouble is the age of the supposedly deflowered one. Right there is the difference.

At this point every one of your qualities as a sober and civilized man will, in the light of the crime they are sticking you with, be considered a sin or an aggravating cause. Every good thing you’ve ever done will from now on be considered the bizarre behavior of a pervert. Because no one on the outside will seriously question the plausibility of the charge. Rather, they will choose to believe this story precisely by virtue of its implausibility. That’s how things function in our world. And just because people ask nothing better than to believe the worst, everything bad that is said about an individual (especially if he has had some lucky throws of the dice in the Monopoly of life) is immediately taken as true. That’s how gossip turns homicidal. And the capillaries of the social organism swell almost to the point of bursting.

On the other hand, how could you ask the world to accept the fact that none of the three stricken people who are with you in the kitchen at this moment will ever learn to forgive you?

Samuel’s labored breathing. A syncopated panting that has the slightly terrifying effect on Leo that turbulence causes in the passenger with a fear of flying. Leo thinks of the poisoned meatball he has served this boy. An entire nation that, starting tomorrow, will be gossiping about how your father fucked your girl. The kind of thing you don’t recover from.

The suspension in which the kitchen hangs in those long seconds is broken by the burbling of the coffeepot, anxious to announce to those present that the coffee is ready, down to the last drop, and if no one decides to turn it off it will be unable to contain itself and will explode.

Mamma, why don’t you turn off the stove? Hey, Mamma, why don’t you turn it off? Shouldn’t we turn it off, Mamma?

It’s the voice of Filippo. Repulsively whiny. More childish than the person it belongs to. Leo would only like Rachel to make him be quiet. And it’s what Rachel does, getting up like an automaton and turning the knob of the burner. Rachel. Holy God, Rachel. It’s then that Leo remembers. It’s then that he tries to imagine what is whirling around in her head. And it’s at this very instant that the airplane plunges down.

Leo feels that he hates her as he has never hated anything else. He blames her for everything: for being there, and for not being there enough, for doing nothing but also for doing everything, for being silent, for breathing, for having set out such an appetizing dinner, for having turned on the TV to that particular channel, for the vice she has of watching ten news shows a day, for not getting up and answering the telephone, for having produced two sons whose presence now is so unbearable to him, for not making Filippo be quiet, for not rushing to help the catatonic Samuel . . .

It was she who instilled in the boys’ minds the idea that he is a great man. How can this revered god declare his own fragility? How can he do the only thing he wants to do: break down in sobs? How can he justify himself by resorting to banal excuses, presenting himself in the incongruous guise of the victim of a gigantic mistake?

Because it is a mistake, isn’t it? Leo no longer knows. At this moment he is confused. But yes, a mere glance at the letters in question—that he wrote and sent to Camilla (it’s true, he can’t deny it)—would reveal that they are the opposite of what they seem. No, my little one, your papa did not fuck your girl. If anything it was she who screwed your daddy!

Just as a mere glance at the accusations would be enough to observe that they are not the product of dishonesty but result from a mixture of foolishness and irresponsibility. This, at least, Rachel must know. She’s aware of her husband’s negligence. She’s been complaining about it for a lifetime, often with tenderness, even. And yet she has done it in such a way that Filippo and Samuel could not begin to imagine it. You see? It’s her fault. All Rachel’s fault.

What is Leo doing? What he knows how to do best: blame others. Shift responsibility. In essence it’s the same technique (revised and corrected) that, many years before, he adopted to defend himself against his mother’s scolding.

When Signora Pontecorvo annoyed him, little Leo, in response, was offended. He put on a competing scowl. Until finally his mother, worn out by the blackmailing behavior of her little bear cub, gave in. Melting in a smile of reconciliation: Come on, sweetheart, it’s nothing. What do you say we make peace?

Only then did our strategist give proof of his magnanimity by accepting his mother’s apologies. Well, Leo managed to make this scenario a classic of his married life as well.

There must have been many who wondered how a man of the charm and background of Leo Pontecorvo could have married that common little Jewess. Whose reserve might be taken for apathy, and whose desire for invisibility might be confused with insipidness. Someone will ask how that fine, slender figure of a man, romantic as a Slavic pianist (unruly hair and tapering fingers), doctor and professor whom the white jacket suits, as a tuxedo does certain orchestra conductors, could have married the tiny and, at most, pretty Rachel Spizzichino.

From the outside their relationship is so unbalanced . . . their memories (their lives!) speak such different languages. Leo’s languish in the solemn spaces of an apartment with high coffered ceilings, filled with heavy inlaid furniture, like mausoleums, and equipped with electrical appliances that no one could afford in those days.

As for Rachel, although a quarter century has passed, the bedroom where she spent the first twenty-five years of her life, studying hard, with the window facing on a narrow alley in the old Ghetto, continues to give off (even in memory) the odor of boiled, refried greens intolerable to her (and even more so in memory).

And yet what divided them then is precisely what unites them today. Because this is the secret of successful marriages, of couples who are happy in spite of everything: they never cease to be charmed by what is exotic in the other.

And then who would have suspected that between them things are not as they seem? That Leo is so afraid of his wife’s opinion, and, at the same time, so dependent on her, on both practical and psychological levels, that he had reproduced with her the bond that for so many years ruled his relations with a hypochondriac and overprotective mother? No one on the outside could believe that this new Signora Pontecorvo plays a role in Leo’s life not too dissimilar from the one played in her time by the old Signora Pontecorvo. That the new Signora Pontecorvo inherited from the old Signora Pontecorvo (who in fact was hostile to her, hostile as only certain Jewish mothers-in-law know how to be) a type of relationship based on the blackmail practiced by a talented and capriciously fragile boy?

Thus, when Rachel is angry at her husband, he doesn’t know what to do except get angry back, with a sulky expression that from year to year grows only a little more ridiculous, until she, irritated by Leo’s stubborn pout, which can last indefinitely, even for weeks, puts an end to the quarrel with a remark, a caress, a deliciously diplomatic gesture like offering him a bar of white chocolate, which he loves. In short: the wife gives proof of strength by showing herself yielding, while the husband betrays weakness by remaining faithful to his sulk, leaving her to initiate (only a child could consider it humiliating) a reconciliation.

The crisis set off by the television, besides, was only the latest—though it would turn out to be irremediable and definitive—in a series that had punctuated the past weeks. Ever since Leo, thanks to that fine collection of accusations, had begun to suffer from insomnia and Rachel to watch over him and reassure him like a little mamma. So their life had started to change.

Just that evening, shortly before turning on the TV, Rachel had ended a quarrel begun the night before, after Flavio and Rita Albertazzi—old friends—had left the Pontecorvo house.

It wasn’t the first time that something officially pleasant like a dinner with the Albertazzis had presented Rachel and Leo with the pretext for a quarrel. But this time the subject of the argument seemed so painful, and had left in the air such a sense of bitterness and hostility, that Rachel had felt the need to bury the hatchet before she normally would.

I’ve put something on to warm up in the kitchen. Why don’t you come and eat? So she had said going down to the basement study, where her husband had spent the Sunday listening to old Ray Charles records. Leo had put some time into lining his study-refuge with all those records. The jewel of the collection was, in fact, an assortment of Ray Charles LPs (including the rarest and hardest to find), toward which Leo felt a mystic gratitude. If only because it was a voice that had always been able to comfort him when he felt depressed or when things didn’t go right.

I don’t feel like it, I’m not hungry, Leo had answered, lowering the volume of the stereo a couple of notches.

And then that little woman, counting on a sensuality you would not have attributed to her, embraced him tenderly, warmly from behind, and began to laugh and tease him.

Come on, Pontecorvo, don’t be like that, Semi is already there, Filippo is on his way . . .

At intimate moments she called him by his last name, the way classmates do in school. Or otherwise professor, a reminder of when he had been her teacher at the university. Yes, in other words, delightfully affectionate ways that for that sentimental fool were irresistible, no less than the nickname Little Bear Cub, which his mother used to call him.

I’m coming, O.K., I’m putting old Ray to bed, then I’m coming, he had said, pervaded by the sweetness that comes only from forgiving one who has just forgiven you.

This exchange of remarks occurred more or less three-quarters of an hour before zero hour. Neither Rachel nor Leo could know that it would be the last gesture of peacemaking between a man and a woman who many years before had challenged the authority of two such different families in order to be together. The Montagues and Capulets of their generation!

Ah yes, because Leo and Rachel had overcome obstacles and challenges of every sort to consummate their contested conjugal dream, which, over time, and with the acquisition of that fine house, the birth of the children, his success at work and her impeccable household management, had grown increasingly brilliant. Nor could they know that the quarrel that Rachel had just resolved would close forever (and beautifully?) their history of altercations and reconciliations (the secret archeology of every marriage). Even less could they imagine, as they headed toward the kitchen, pushing and shoving each other affectionately like two fellow-soldiers on leave, that what they were about to consume but would not finish consuming was their last meal together, and that the words that they were about to address to each other were the last of their shared life.

In a few minutes everything would fall apart. And although from that day on Rachel chose not to speak to anyone about what happened—burying the story of her marriage in the mental storeroom assigned to clearance and oblivion—very often, after her husband’s death, in the dreamlike conversation in which she could never succeed in keeping at bay the protests of that distant phantom, she would ask herself if maybe everything had begun the evening before, during the dinner with the Albertazzis: if the first splatters of slimy mud from the tidal wave that was about to sweep everything away had not reached them then. And if the Albertazzis were not in some way implicated in the calamity.

It couldn’t be coincidental if, from that day on, and even more after Leo’s death, Rachel no longer answered Rita’s phone calls or Flavio’s pompous letters, full of self-serving offers of help and friendship when it was too late. It was as if Rachel needed to blame them for what had happened to her. Having borne on her shoulders for such a long time the duties and responsibilities of a marriage that functioned in fits and starts (like every happy marriage), Rachel, now that it had ended wretchedly, moved to the counterattack: identifying in that pair of her husband’s friends—who were so emblematic, and whom basically she had always hated—if not exactly the guilty ones then the first, unwelcome witnesses of the grotesque event that had transformed her life as a diligent chatelaine, sweetly lodged in the beautiful villa in Olgiata, into a real battle for survival.

Two witnesses, precisely.

Rita, who at first had done her utmost to make her husband break definitively with the pervert Leo, but who then, after his death, set herself up as the most devoted and fiercest guardian of his memory.

And Flavio, who let himself be dominated by the natural disaster he had married.

Two witnesses to eliminate, along with all the evidence for the prosecution and all the motives of a crime that she no longer wanted anything to do with. And only many years later would she settle accounts with them (from certain things you can’t escape). But that’s another story.

Flavio Albertazzi had been Leo’s deskmate for all five years of high school. And he had quickly learned that the best way of exorcising the sense of inferiority produced in him by the affluence that his classmates wallowed in was to throw his poverty in their faces without holding back. If at the time that strategy had got him out of more than one embarrassment, now that, thanks to determination, self-denial, and powerful intellectual capacities, he had won an important place in society, which made his bank account fat and his social redemption exemplary, it had become a rather unbearable habit. Such, at least, Rachel considered it, having been brought up on the idea that hiding one’s situation (whatever its nature) is always better than flaunting it.

The first time Flavio had showed up in class he was in short pants, so Leo, wearing a blue suit with crease and cuffs, felt that he had the right to ask him, Why do you still wear short pants?, obtaining in response a sort of rhetorical question that had closed the subject for good: Why don’t you mind your own business?

This exchange had taken place in the early fifties, and in the succeeding decades the two friends continued to recount it with great amusement. It produced in Rachel a series of questions about her husband: why was he so fond of a stupid anecdote that showed what an insufferable little snob he had been, and how his friend had so cleverly put him down? This, for Rachel, was only one of the many mysteries of that friendship of her husband’s, which she, like many other wives of her generation, had learned to put up with.

Is it possible that Rachel saw what Leo didn’t see? That in spite of all the time that had passed Flavio still treated him like a snotty little rich kid? There was something in her husband’s ingenuousness that exasperated her. An exasperation sharpened by the fact that Leo, against all the evidence, saw himself as the shrewdest and most undeluded man in the universe. Whereas to his wife he seemed the most ingenuous.

It should be said that, for his part, Flavio had effortlessly let himself be seduced by his friend’s social graces. The first time he set his large dusty shoes on the squeaking parquet of the Pontecorvo apartment he had wanted to believe that the fascination roused in him by his friend had nothing to do with the marble, the boiserie, the upholstery displayed in that dwelling but was provoked by the volumes collected in the bookshelves at the entrance. The conversational polish of which Leo gave precocious evidence, the eloquent language that Flavio so much envied, surely derived from that cultural bedrock, not from living in a world in which the functionality of a piece of furniture was obliged to find a polite compromise with two things as immoral as beauty and elegance.

After so many years Flavio still experienced as a personal victory the fact that his friend had decided to add to his medical profession a career as a scholar and academic that you would not have expected from that handsome, privileged, and indifferent youth.

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