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    Diary Of A Madman, Book 2: The Letters, FB Posts, And Unpublished Thoughts
    Diary Of A Madman, Book 2: The Letters, FB Posts, And Unpublished Thoughts
    Diary Of A Madman, Book 2: The Letters, FB Posts, And Unpublished Thoughts
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    Diary Of A Madman, Book 2: The Letters, FB Posts, And Unpublished Thoughts

    By Jaysen True Blood

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    The thoughts and notions continue.  From letters written to his father to emails challenging political moveetns and beyond, Jaysen gives ideas and tells  the difference between reality and someone's faded memory of America.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherJaysen True Blood
    Release dateFeb 4, 2020
    ISBN9781393142270
    Diary Of A Madman, Book 2: The Letters, FB Posts, And Unpublished Thoughts
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    Jaysen True Blood

    Jaysen True Blood was born and raised in the Midwest where he currently resides. His first taste of writing came early in grade school with a class assignment. a few years later, his love for writing would return as he found himself with another class assignment, this time a poetry unit. through junior high, he would write a series of novels, many poems, and begin his long interest in writing song lyrics as well. In high school, he would learn the value of tall tales, myths and other kinds of stories as he continued to build his store of stories. upon graduation, he went for a semester at a university, where he would write two stories, one of which would become a serial online for about six months. Returning home, he worked at just about anything he could find, but never strayed far from his love of the story. After his first marriage, he signed on with Keep It Coming, an e-zine, where he wrote two serials, "Tales From The Renge" and "Breed's Command" (the same characters appear with Fancy Marsh in several subsequent westerns. The serial was taken from a manuscript written for a class assignment while in high school). H also wrote writing and music related articles for the print version of KIC that came out for just three issues. When KIC went under, Jay was once again forced to work at different jobs just to make ends meet. between 2007 and 2010, Jay would release "Seven By Jay: Seven Short Stories", "The Price Of Lust: Book One Of Faces In The Crowd" and "So Here's To Twilight And Other Poems".

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      Diary Of A Madman, Book 2 - Jaysen True Blood

      Foreword

      I HAVE NEVER CLAIMED to know much of anything. In fact, I have always stated that I know very little and am always learning. It is this philosophy that has kept me pushing at the books and writing as if there was no tomorrow. It is also why I began the blog Deep thoughts and Philosophies, a totally nonfiction blog that I used as a springboard for my deepest discoveries and every eureka moment I have had in the past three and a half years.

      Ironocally, I have had some who have disagreed or used a misinterpretation of a word or two to attempt a few gotcha moments only to find that I had already thought of that. In the pursuit of the truth, I have also learned that we have to let go of the notion that certain books are complete and that there is no other knowledge or wisdom that exists beyond them...a common pitfall of nearly every Christian I have ever met.

      My eureka moment, where this realization was concerned, was when the minister at the church I was attending made the statement-as he held up the Bible-that the Bible was not complete. As a result, I went in search of whatever was missing. What I found was that if you wished to understand the context of something, you first had to be a student of the mythology, culture, and history of the region it was written.

      This led me to realize that what I had been taught as absolute wasn’t as absolute as we thought. It also made me realize that many of the laws we held so precious were rooted more in the philosophy of solidifying control of a loose alliance of people through separation from both their origin and through separation from those peoples they were emerging among or leaving behind.

      At the same time, I realized that many things I had been taught were simply not so. It was this realization, and others, I began trying to put into words. Yes, the process has been painfully slow. But, ultimately , it has been rewarding. The following book is a collection of observations, letters never sent, philosophical musings, and deep thoughts that I have collected over 20 years. There is no reason to the rhyme, so they might seem a bit disconnected. This is because I am starting with the earliest and working my way to the present day.

      Depending on how well received this book is, and how much time I have left in life at the present, I may make a second at a later date. Please bear with me, this is my first-and possibly only-nonfiction (non-poetry/lyric) work.

      ~Jaysen, 2017~

      While You Were Out[2005]

      WHILE YOU WERE OUT:

      I spent three hours applying for jobs.

      In those three hours:

      I made over a dozen contacts.

      I got my foot into at least a dozen doors

      And have a possible chance to do something different.

      Out of those dozen:

      I am sure that I will hear from at least half

      Two that want more info have already contacted me.

      A breakdown of those dozen:

      Three were contract jobs.

      A couple will only last a month.

      One was for a writer.

      Three were for show hosts.

      But most were for actors or extras.

      And most will last for 6 months or longer.

      But all will get me out of your home.

      If you do not consider these to be work opportunities:

      You will never be happy with anything I will try to do. This is because I refuse to work for Eaton’s. I know that I do not have what it takes to work there, I wouldn’t last a day. I will not work at a job that will destroy my health. I am not built for that kind of work, anyway. And I do know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, what my limitations are. Besides, I have applied there numerous times and been rejected...just as I have applied to nearly every business in this area, without success. They just won’t hire me.

      To recap:

      I am not, nor have I ever been lazy. Every job I have had, I have worked my ass off trying to keep it and never complained. I have always dealt honestly with every potential employer, never telling them that I knew how to do something when I did not. I admitted truthfully, when asked, that given my druthers, I would rather not make such jobs a lifelong career, but that I was-in the same breath-hopeful that they would last me until something better came along. I was content to work at those places for as long as I had to wait for the better opportunity to come my way.

      Often, I have had to settle for jobs that paid less than my labor was worth. These are, and always will be, just like any and all factory jobs—a dead end job. You cannot go any higher than what you start at.  Seniority no longer means anything in the workplace. It won’t secure you the next level higher anymore. It’s just a number like your age or IQ. And often, these jobs don’t last. If  the management can find a way to cut you out of the line, they will. It doesn’t matter if you have given them your all. How hard you work doesn't mean shit to them. If they can find someone less motivated than you, or cheaper to maintain than you, they will get rid of you. Work ethic doesn't mean jack to them. I know. I have been on the other end of this to be so naive as to think otherwise.

      I can no longer afford to lose something right after I have found it. I need something that I know will be there and not have to worry about losing what I have been hired to do. Acting and being an extra is just that kind of job. They call on you because they need you. They aren’t interested in letting you go because of financial distress within the company or because they have found someone cheaper. They state how much they’re willing to pay, and if you want the job, you agree to it.

      I am sorry that I cannot be another you, but my heart (nor God) would ever forgive me. I cannot go around being thought of as an asshole...and, unfortunately, that is what people see when they encounter you. I don’t know how many jobs I have been refused because I admitted to being your son (and proudly, for a time). Every time, the look said it all—‘oh, so you think we’d hire an asshole, huh?’—never mind the fact that I work hard and don’t complain. Never mind that I am a separate individual. Never mind that I am not, nor ever will be, Alfred Delano Peterman. All they could see was that my dad was an asshole, so I must be one as well.

      You see, the father’s reputation does follow the son. But i used to stick up for you.indeed, I once had infinite respect for you. I looked up to you. But, like everything else someone tries to do for you, you destroyed it with your mouth. Your inability to shut up long enough to observe what’s really going on around you in the world-or even listen to the truth-has destroyed everything. You don’t see because you don’t want to see. You don’t hear because you don’t want to listen. You believe that you know everything there is to know about getting a job, but you haven’t had to go out and search for over 28 years. Things change. What was doable then isn’t doable now. What could be said then is unspeakable now. You can’t go and tell them the truth, yet you can’t lie to them either. It’s a catch 22. Damned if you do, damned if you don’t. Honesty has lost ground out there. If you’re too honest, they won’t hire you. At the same time, if you omit something, or neglect to mention something thinking that it’ll get you the job and they hire you only to find that you weren’t totally honest, you get fired. You see, getting a job nowadays is a lot harder than it used to be.

      You can go apply at several places that claim they’re hiring, but that doesn’t mean that you’ll be the one they hire. You can be clean shaven, hair so short that people think you’re bald, nicely dressed, and all...but none of that matters anymore. They don’t care about your appearance unless you are going to be dealing with the public...and even then, they may not be concerned. Now, they look at age. If you’re not a certain age, you don’t get the job. Weight also applies here. As does a lot of other factors like who you know, who you’re related to, or who you’ll have sex with. If you don’t have the connections or are too honorable to compromise your principles, then you don’t get the job. Rarely do they deviate from this system.

      Another thing that counts against you is whom you have worked under if, indeed, you’ve worked at a certain place before (that is why Vogel’s has never hired me back. I worked there under Bill Shirley when I was with them the first time.). And, of course, there is the subject of past work record. Where you have worked, what you have done, if you’ve been laid off, fired, or quit does count. Of course, there are those who can talk their way into a job that they don’t intend on keeping. And then, there are those of us who have trouble just getting our feet in the door when we want and need a job. Then, when we get it, we are the first to be let go even though we actually need the income. We are the ones who find ourselves jobless for a lot longer than we care to be.

      Now...let’s take a look at the ways you once suggested that I use to get a job.

      Approach #1: demand the job; tell them to give you a job, then tell them why they should hire you and not the ‘other guy’.

      Reaction: Most employers will laugh you right out of their office. If they don’t, they immediately call security and have you forcefully removed. They never give you a chance to get beyond step #1. They aren’t stupid...and they aren’t looking for assholes. In fact, they don’t have any use for assholes. They already have a big enough supply of such people in their offices. They’re called ‘senior staff’.

      Approach #2: wear a suit and tie to the interview.

      Reaction: Most employers in the warehousing and manufacturing business don’t care what you look like. They see you in a suit and wonder if you’ve lost your mind. Who, in their right mind, wears a suit and tie on an assembly line? No, the only time it is appropriate to wear such attire to an interview is if you are applying for an office job.

      Approach #3: short hair, clean appearance.

      REACTION: GRANTED, like the suit and tie, there are interviews that call for this, but more often than not, appearance isn’t super important. I, personally, have seen my share of times where—even though I was ‘clean cut’—the scraggly person behind me or in front of me got the job and I didn’t.

      As I stated earlier, honesty will only get you so far nowadays. Most of the time, it will be a preventative factor where getting a job is concerned. Men of integrity are seemingly disliked. You show an honest bone in your body and they will try to corrupt you. If you resist and refuse, they try to get rid of you. Most times, though, you won’t even get your foot in the door. You have to be world-wise enough to understand this. You can’t just go out and expect to win a job. This isn’t the lottery. You don’t pick a number, then wait for them to call it. This isn’t bingo. Nor is it a user-friendly time.

      I can gladly state that I have never, I repeat never, (in my short life) lied to get a job. I have never promised things that I knew I could never carry out either. Make no promises, tell no lies, learn all you can, do what you know you can do. These are what I have always followed when I go to a job or to find

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