The Antiracist Heart: A Self-Compassion and Activism Handbook
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Have you wanted to stand up for the values you believe in, yet found yourself inexplicably held back? Do you long for a way to hold people accountable that doesn't simultaneously demean them? The Antiracist Heart combines cutting-edge neuroscience with ways to build Martin Luther King Jr's vision of Beloved Community, delivering practical tools for the internal and interpersonal work of antiracism. This book prepares the reader to have a new kind of conversation when racist harms occur one that doesn't shy away from hard truths yet doesn't demonize anyone.
Based on the framework of How to Have Antiracist Conversations, the activities in this handbook empower readers to disrupt the ways racism plays out in daily life. In each chapter, Manning, a clinical psychologist and antiracist activist, and Peyton, a neuroscience expert and educator, both trainers in Nonviolent Communication, unpack key concepts like bias and trauma using brain science alongside practices for self-connection and dialogue.
The exercises are:
- Flexible
- Designed to work for individuals or groups
- For people of the Global Majority (BIPOC) or white people
- For those with or without experience in addressing the effects of racism
By better understanding the neuroscience of how brains develop in response to culture, readers gain skills to interrupt implicit biases and racist constructs deep within the brain. The activities invite introspection and a radical form of self-compassion that make antiracist dialogues and actions possible, thus creating real change.
Roxy Manning PhD
Roxy Manning is a clinical psychologist and certified Center for Nonviolent Communication trainer. Since 2004 she has operated a private consulting business and regularly holds international workshops and intensives centered around nonviolent communication and social change issues. She has served as executive director of Bay Area Nonviolent Communication and focuses her outside efforts on working with the homeless population of San Francisco.
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The ANTIRACIST HEART
The Antiracist Heart
Copyright © 2023 by Roxy Manning and Sarah Peyton
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Manning, Roxy, author. | Peyton, Sarah, 1962– author.
Title: The antiracist heart : a self-compassion and activism handbook / Roxy Manning, PhD, and Sarah Peyton.
Description: First edition. | Oakland, CA : Berrett-Koehler Publishers, [2023] | Includes bibliographical references and index.
Identifiers: LCCN 2023006168 (print) | LCCN 2023006169 (ebook) | ISBN 9781523003785 (paperback ; alk. paper) | ISBN 9781523003792 (pdf) | ISBN 9781523003808 (epub)
Subjects: LCSH: Antiracism. | Racism—Psychological aspects. | Discrimination—Psychological aspects. | Change (Psychology) | Social change.
Classification: LCC HT1563 .M236 2023 (print) | LCC HT1563 (ebook) | DDC 305.8—dc23/eng/20230331
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2023006168
LC ebook record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2023006169
2023-1
Book producer and text designer: BookMatters
Cover designer: Susan Malikowski, DesignLeaf Studio
Cover illustration: Mireille van Bremen (The Visual Mediator) and Roxy Manning
Author Photo: Kathryn Krogstad
For all who risked everything,
advocating for change.
For all who laid a stone,
paving the path to Beloved Community.
For all who gave everything,
nurturing the next generation.
And for those to come,
you are our wildest dreams.
—Roxy
For everyone
who is exploring choosing love
with authenticity
and without backing down.
—Sarah
CONTENTS
LIST OF ACTIVITIES
FOREWORD BY SHAKTI BUTLER, PhD
Introduction
1 Toward Beloved Community
2 White Supremacy Ideology, Anger, and Love
3 Time, Trauma, and Self-Compassion
4 Removing the Blinders of Privilege
5 Bias, Disgust, and Coded Language
6 Nonviolence: A Counter to Racism and Harm
7 Moving into Authentic Dialogue
8 Microaggressions and Catching Impact
9 Collapse, Silence, and Choice
10 … Is Paved with Good Intentions
11 Calling In
to Support Antiracism Goals
12 Engagement Changes Everything
APPENDIX
NOTES
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
INDEX
ABOUT THE AUTHORS
ACTIVITIES
Exercises to Release Contracts
Release Unconscious Contracts
Release the Contracts That Prevent the Intention to Live in Beloved Community
Releasing Unconscious Contracts That Block Anger and Love
Releasing Privilege-Related Unconscious Contracts
Releasing Unconscious Contracts That Block Self-Compassion
Releasing Unconscious Contracts (That Block Self-Compassion in Relationship to Microaggressions)
Releasing Unconscious Contracts That Block Hope
Journaling Prompts
Your Own Beloved Community
You and White Supremacy Culture
Examining Dualistic Thinking
Finding Difficult Memories Connected to Racism
Reflecting on Privilege
Acknowledging Our Cognitive Bias
Coded Words
Attachment Styles
Taking Responsibility for Our Brains
The Meaning of Silence
When Do You Freeze?
The Cost of Urgency and Reactivity
Unpacking Defensiveness
Being Able to Take in New Information
Choosing Our Response
Mourning as Fuel for Hope
The Journey of Hope and Self-Compassion in Antiracism
Envisioning and Accessing Beloved Community
What This Handbook Has Meant to You
Questionnaires
Do I Have a Debilitating Do-No-Harm Vow?
Do I Actually Want Beloved Community?
How Do I Unconsciously Limit Beloved Community?
What Makes Me Angry? What Do I Love?
Which Contracts Try to Help Us Survive White Fragility?
What Do Coded Words Do to You?
Do You Have Unconscious Control Contracts?
Discover Your Blocks to Self-Compassion
What Are My Self-Compassion Blocks? (for Those Who Receive Microaggressions)
What Are My Perfectionism-Related Blocks? (for Those with Privilege)
Do You Want to Be the Exception to the Rule?
Body Sensations and Brain Systems
Feelings and Hope
Worksheets
Release Unconscious Contracts
Recognizing Violence in Our Lives
From Violence to Nonviolence
Exploring Our Anger Rules
Time Travel
Self-Empathy for Impact and Intention
White Fragility
Practice Making Observations
Identify OFNR from a Description of a Difficult Situation
Choosing a Dialogue
The Coded Messages in Microaggressions
Analyzing Who Is Served
Connecting Microaggressions and Systemic Observations
What Are Your Blocks to Self-Compassion When Immobilized?
Connection Requests
Unpacking Our Response to Intensity
Unpacking the Focus on Process
From Collusion to Empathy
Time Travel to Reclaim a Dream
Practice Roleplay of Offering Empathy for Impact
Acknowledging Despair
FOREWORD
Systemic change is deeply personal. This simple but paradoxical idea is perhaps the key reason most efforts at systems transformation are so disappointing. Something in the very word system
or systemic
consistently leads us astray—seeking some magical change out there
when the most intransigent aspects of the out there
are inseparable from our habits of thought and action in here.
—MARY SCHEETZ, former assistant superintendent, Waters Foundation, and PETER SENGE, MIT Sloan School of Management and Society of Organizational Learning
The Antiracist Heart: A Self-Compassion and Activism Handbook, written by Roxy Manning, PhD, and Sarah Peyton, neuroscience educator extraordinaire, is a profound and immeasurable gift. These two dedicated social justice warriors offer guidance, wisdom, and practices that support both the individual and the collective need to revision and redesign how we address change. Given the morass of contemporary society, it is easy to succumb to the rampant individualism and dualistic thinking infused into Western culture. We often live disconnected lives prompted by identity formation, rationalizations, how we regard others
—which often includes ourselves—along with the deep internal and external systems of power, economics, and other social structures.
This is not just another book to read. It is to be studied and practiced. Intergenerational systems and historical suffering require mending. These systemic patterns take place inside our beings while informing the conscious and unconscious habits of mind, body, and emotion. They influence and drive how we make meaning of the worlds in which we live. Can we reimagine and reconstruct a future that acknowledges our interdependence, which is key to our survival? How do we build beloved communities? Neurobiology teaches that it is important to mend ourselves and society through gentleness, warmth, and understanding rather than harsh judgments and punishments.
Change work is difficult and inevitable. We need to expand our awareness along with a level of inquiry that is guided by deep curiosity. In masterful and transformative ways we as readers, rather than being absorbed into ever-changing explanations, analyses, and rationalizations, are invited into a deeper understanding of how our brains can effectively address traumas that permeate every level of the systems in which we move and have our ways of being. Scientifically, the neurobiological underpinnings of trauma and healing—including intergenerational trauma—provide key tools that the authors show us how to use for our individual and collective development. The handbook exercises invite us, the readers, to practice habits of mind in ways that build hope, wellness, and cohesion internally and externally. We are not only walking new pathways to change, we are also engaging in the power of transformative learning that allows us to truly activate love for ourselves, each other, and the planet.
—Shakti Butler, PhD, Founder and President Emerit World Trust Educational Services, Inc.
Epigraph: (emphasis added) Mary Scheetz and Peter Senge, Systemic Change and Equity,
ECCBN: Equity-Centered Capacity Building Network, https://capacitybuildingnetwork.org/article3/.
Introduction
Where We Came from and Where We Invite You to Go
From Roxy:
I was born in Trinidad, a small island in the south of the Caribbean Sea. When my family emigrated to Harlem, New York, when I was seven, none of us anticipated what it would mean to enter a culture so explicitly affected by white supremacy culture (the attitudes, assumptions, and privileges that create a conscious and unconscious prioritization of people who are white) and the long-term effects of the institution of slavery. I struggled to make sense of the world and my place in it. Although my two-parent family was not wealthy in Trinidad, the impoverished community we moved to in the United States was very different from the one we left behind. Many of my new classmates didn’t live with both their parents. In Trinidad we wore uniforms to school and were physically punished by our teachers for untidy clothing or dirty hands. In the United States I still wore freshly ironed skirts and blouses to school with ribbons in my hair. This marked me as different from my classmates, who wore jeans, clean or not. Every day at lunch time, my father picked my siblings and me up from school and brought us home, so that he could cook us a warm, healthy meal. My classmates sometimes went hungry.
When I was thirteen, six years after arriving in the United States, I began attending school in the Upper East Side of Manhattan. My classmates were mostly white and Asian. It was the exact opposite experience of my schooling in Harlem. Many students had resources. They had money to buy lunches both on- and off-campus; they wore fashionable clothes (including the jeans my parents would never let me wear). Some students took after-school lessons, joined sports teams, and went away on vacations with their families. I didn’t know how to make sense of the difference between these two groups of classmates. I didn’t understand that what I had judged as deficits in my Harlem classmates and their families actually were constrained behaviors that resulted from generations of racist policies, ideologies, and practices. I did not understand the power of the white supremacy system and resulting beliefs that have endured for centuries, limiting the options for those in my Harlem community while expanding opportunities for families in my Upper East Side community. Without a framework of understanding, I unconsciously internalized racist perspectives.
Ibram X. Kendi defines racist ideas as any idea that suggests one racial group is inferior or superior to another racial group in any way.
¹ I certainly held those ideas. I believed what was being said in every book I read and every show I watched. I believed in this all-pervasive idea that each person was solely responsible for their own success or failure. I believed that community failure was a result of individual failure. This narrative left me with little compassion for the people in my home community. I remember looking around and thinking to myself, If these Black Americans worked harder, if these parents cared more, if these kids had more pride in themselves—things would be different. Their suffering is their fault.
This was a double-edged sword. In middle school when I began, for the first time in my life, to bring home C and B grades, I turned that lack of understanding and compassion on myself. If I worked harder, if I tried more, if I wasn’t lazy, then I would be doing better. My failures are my fault. Just as I was unable to see the way centuries of racist policies had formed the two communities through which I moved, I was unable to see how those policies, and the ideas and behaviors they reinforced, impacted my capacity to thrive in a majority-white educational setting. I changed schools but still encountered the same racist ideas and behaviors in my new school. However, I also encountered people who were lifting up antiracist ideas. I met students and some teachers who did not accept the racist narratives that had guided my development thus far. Instead, they adopted what I would now recognize as a fierce antiracist stance. Kendi writes: To be antiracist is to think nothing is behaviorally wrong or right—inferior or superior—with any of the racial groups. Whenever the antiracist sees individuals behaving positively or negatively, the antiracist sees exactly that: individuals behaving positively or negatively, not representatives of whole races…. Behavior is something humans do, not races do.
²
I began the long journey toward recognizing that the behaviors and conditions I saw in my Harlem community were a response to the pervasive racism that touched every member of that community, not a sign of inferiority or lack of initiative in my Black peers. I began to recognize that the behaviors I hated in myself were not a sign that I was a flawed Black person, but a response to the gauntlet of racist ideas and behaviors I ran through each day. In learning that, I began to understand the importance of compassion. I had to learn how to acknowledge the horrors of racism and mourn its ongoing impact, because that is how I could find the energy and will to stand up against it.
As I began this work of self-compassion to free myself of the judgments and internalized racism that paralyzed me, one option that initially offered significant relief emerged. As I fought to reclaim my sense of my own value and capabilities, I began putting down white people whom I saw as racist. It was easy for me to look at white people with suspicion and to interpret any negative behavior not as a sign that the individual was doing something that was impacting me negatively, but as proof that white people were bad. Learning about Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. and especially his emphasis on The Beloved Community
showed me the trap into which I had fallen. As long as I judged some people or groups as irredeemable or worthless, I could not trust I would not be judged in the same way. As long as I placed myself and people like me in the group of people who were good, and white people and people with structural power in the group of those who were bad, I was buying into white supremacy thinking that asserted there are good people and bad people, good races and bad races. If I truly supported the values of Beloved Community, I needed to direct compassion not only to myself but also to those whose behavior I wanted to change.
This handbook aims to provide tools for people who share this vision. You can apply lessons in this handbook to other forms of privilege such as those related to gender, sexuality, religion, age, and so on.
From Roxy and Sarah:
Written by a Black and a white author, this handbook walks a difficult but important path. It is for two groups of people. The first group is the Global Majority. This is a collective term that refers to people who are Black, Arab, Asian, Brown, multiheritage, indigenous to North America or the Global South, and/or have been racialized as ethnic minorities.
Globally, these groups currently represent approximately 85 percent of the world’s population, making them the global majority.³ For simplicity, we call the second group white
; this group includes people of European descent. Although the benefits accorded to whiteness are prevalent throughout the world, there are also cultures where people have inherited structural power—for example, a high-caste person in India. This handbook uses racism as a focal point for learning, but the lessons also apply to power or privilege due to caste, gender, sexuality, religion, age, and other categories. If you are a person within a high-privilege group—for instance, a high-caste person in India—consider how the dynamics that we discuss in relation to whiteness show up in your life and community.
In order to change the world, we need self-compassion. Our working definition of self-compassion is:
■ to turn toward ourselves with warmth and understanding as much as possible, especially when things are hard and emotions or judgments are running high;
■ to stand by and accompany ourselves through life’s pain and misfortune, and through unbearable truths;
■ to see the larger context of our lives and to see past our own and others’ actions to our hearts;
■ and to live with gentle care and include everyone, even ourselves, in Beloved Community.
Self-compassion is a core capacity that everyone can use in the work to dismantle white supremacy systems. This handbook is for folks from the Global Majority who are seeking strategies to uproot practices and beliefs that impair their capacity to move through the world grounded in a sense of connection with the whole community. It’s for those who want to shake off shackles of win-lose, good-bad thinking that are emblematic of white supremacy ideology and reach for the possibility of a different world. This handbook will support those who want to feel more confident that they matter without requiring that others (regardless of group) matter less. It’s for folks who want the power to stand in their fierce commitment to interrupt racist behavior and practices they encounter in a way that liberates their community while creating a world they want to pass on to the next generation, one in which all communities are free. This handbook is for people who recognize that we are all interdependent and that truly, as the great Fannie Lou Hamer said: Nobody’s free until everybody’s free.
⁴
This handbook is also for white people engaging in the work of antiracism, especially those who have found their inner voices harsh and unforgiving. It is for everyone who would like to bring about change with a life-supporting self-warmth instead of self-criticism. Sometimes white people who want to engage in antiracism work are stopped by harsh inner voices or by the harshness of the outer world. If people can live in an inner stream of nourishing self-compassion, they will persist in their antiracism work. This handbook helps to develop that self-compassion.
From Sarah:
My name is Sarah Peyton. I am white and didn’t realize that whiteness had any meaning for the first fifty years of