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    Her Fantasy
    Her Fantasy
    Her Fantasy
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    Her Fantasy

    By Lauren Biel

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    Her Fantasy is a MEDIUM GRAY romance novella with high spice and low plot. If you collect book boyfriends as well, the eerie similarities in this book will make you wonder if someone has been watching you!

    Fantasies are just daydreams that turn you on

     

    I'm a housewife, married to a man who is the definition of husband material. But sometimes it doesn't feel like enough. When I hold a stack of new books, I can't wait to slip into the fantasy within them. I love living in dark, fictional worlds. Neglecting my wifely duties, I find my pleasure within the pages.

     

    I want my husband to be like all my book boyfriends, but I'm too ashamed of what gets me off to tell him what I want or let him read my books. My real life is wonderful but my fictional one is sexier.

     

    When a party causes my worlds to merge, will my fantasies finally become reality? Will my husband turn out to be my real life book boyfriend?

     

    Her Fantasy is a dark contemporary anthology-like novella. Darkness levels vary between chapters, and content warnings on the author's website should be taken seriously. Pearl Clutchers beware—this book will dive into deep, dark fantasies.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherLauren Biel
    Release dateOct 8, 2023
    ISBN9798986869797
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      Her Fantasy - Lauren Biel

      Chapter One

      The keys slipped from my hand and fell to the porch as I balanced the cumbersome grocery bags in my arms. For fuck’s sake, I said much too loudly for this quiet suburban neighborhood. I kicked the bottom of the door, and my husband opened it from the other side, his lips set tight.

      Why do you always try to bring them all in at once? he asked.

      Take one trip or die trying, I said through clenched teeth, my arms tired and straining. That was a motto I lived by for most of my adult life.

      After he relieved the burden of most of the bags, I picked up the keys and headed inside.

      You’re so stubborn. He smirked at me as he placed the bags on the counter. I knew I was. I shaped my entire life around it.

      I looked around the kitchen, which I kept immaculate at my own expense. If I wasn’t working, I was cooking or cleaning. No one told me adulthood would be so repetitive and mundane. The sunlight gleamed off the white quartz countertops. Brown coffee stains glared at me from the counter by the coffee pot, and I fought the urge to clean them. I had more exciting things on my mind. I’d received an email telling me a long-awaited package had arrived that morning, but as I glanced around the kitchen, I didn’t see it anywhere.

      Did I get a package, babe?

      Michael began pulling items from the bags and putting them away. Yeah, I think it’s still in the mailbox.

      Gee, thanks. I rolled my eyes as I trudged back outside and pulled the brown-paper box from the metal mailbox. My heart always raced a bit too fast when I got a new package, especially when it held something I was so excited about. I ripped open the top and pulled out five new paperback books, grazing my fingers over the spines as I went back inside and closed the door.

      Are those your smut novels? Michael asked with a roll of his eyes.

      Damn right they are, I said as I spread them on the counter. The covers were magnificent. Each showcased dark themes with a gorgeous contrast of colors, and men were the centerpiece on each one—delicious men.

      Michael leaned over and looked at them for a moment before curling his lip. He lifted one of the books, flipping it back and forth in his hand for a moment. He pulled his glasses from his breast pocket and perched them on his nose before silently reading the back. A toxic, dark Cosa Nostra duet. He dropped it on the counter and pushed it away from him as if touching it had somehow soiled his fingers. Why do you read this garbage, Zo?

      I hated when he called me Zo. That was the name he used when he thought I was being ridiculous. I was not being ridiculous. It was my hobby, and it made me happy. These books were art, not garbage. Masterpieces. I scooped my books into my arms and cradled them against my chest as I made my way to the living room without giving him a response. I was done with his negativity. He would never understand what these books meant to me because he couldn’t wrap his mind around the lives they let me live.

      I sat on the couch with a huff. "Do I say anything about the sports or video game books you read?"

      "At least those things are real."

      That was true. Each book I read immersed me in a world and relationship I would never experience. Whenever Michael rubbed my back while we watched the newest Netflix series, I would daydream about being taken on the kitchen counter or followed ruthlessly by a hot stranger. The stark contrast between our mundane relationship and the passion in those stories was hard to ignore.

      Games aren’t real. I see no difference between you playing in a fake world and me reading one. Checkmate.

      Fair point, he said with a smile as he brushed his hand through his blond hair.

      This was the marriage I needed to have. A healthy one. I once sought men who needed extensive therapy, requiring me to be their parent instead of their partner, which was a whole different problem. Michael was different. He was a kind, hardworking, and handsome partner. He only lacked things I selfishly desired for myself—he wasn’t very affectionate, spontaneous, or open-minded—but his pros fully outweighed his cons. We were perfect for each other . . . outside the bedroom. In the bedroom, the differences between us equated to the distance between Mars and Jupiter. We were from different planets. If he’d only read one of those stories, he would have understood what made me tick, things I couldn’t find the courage to mention myself.

      I ragged on Michael for things I didn’t give him a chance to change, but I wasn’t the maestro of sex, either. I was too insecure about my thick thighs and the bit of chub beneath my shirt. I wasn’t some model or porn star, and I felt that at my core when I had sex. Fuck me, but don’t look at me, please. Every jiggle of my fat pulled me away from an orgasm. How could I come when I couldn’t stop thinking about what to make for fucking dinner tomorrow or that I’d gone up a pants size again? I was sick of thinking. I wanted to be ravished so roughly that I couldn’t think if I wanted to, but I loved Michael so much. If we synced up in the bedroom, we’d be perfect.

      Michael finished putting the last of the groceries away and came toward the couch. He leaned over me, planting a kiss on the top of my head. It bugged me a bit because I wanted a real kiss. I wanted him to press his lips against mine with a hunger that said he needed me. But that wasn’t real. We never fed a dangerous fire built from passion that risked burning everyone around us. We were just a smoldering glow.

      How was work? he asked.

      Exhausting, as usual. I’m beginning to think I don’t belong in customer service, I said with a sigh. You?

      Busy. The sweet embrace of death can come for me at any time. He flopped down beside me and grabbed his tablet from the coffee table.

      We are such positive people. I laughed. Who wouldn’t want to be around us?

      That’s what our marriage looked like. Me with my nose in a book and Michael flicking away on his tablet. The raw and uncensored version of what it meant to be comfortable. I made it sound terrible, but I wouldn’t have traded Michael for anyone, not even one of the men in my novels. Book boyfriends couldn’t be your husband.

      Michael kissed my lips before following a path down my chest. He was hard against his boxers, and I felt it through my cat pajama pants. So attractive, I know, but they were fucking comfortable. He fumbled with them until they slid off my legs—he’d never been the most graceful person—and his lips grazed my thighs. For a moment, I thought he would go down on me. Instead, he came up to kiss my lips once more.

      When was the last time he ate me out? It had to have been on my birthday . . . two months ago. Why was I thinking about that? Focus.

      He drew me back into the moment as he rubbed his warm cock

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