The Prayer of The Ignorant
The Prayer of The Ignorant
The Prayer of The Ignorant
I don=t see in what way a God serves us, in distinguishing Evil from good... On the contrary! He who does good In order that a God would repay him, turns, for tht very reason The good into something bad, into commerce... And he who flees wickedness Out of fear for the disgrace of that God, is... a coward! I don=t know You, oh God! I invoked You, I searched, I beseeched an answer, an You were silent! I was so eager To do Your will... not out of fear for punishment, out of hope for pay, But like a child that does the will of his father... out of love! You were silent.. and all the time You were silent! And I wander about, and gasp For the hour, that I will know that You exist... Then I will ask:@Father, why now, for the first time Shown your child that it had a father?... And that it was not alone in the struggle, The fierce struggle for humanity and justice?... Or were You certain, that I would do Your will Also without knowing it? That I, unconscious Of Your existence, would serve You, the way You want to be served?... Would that be true?... Answer, Father, if You are thre, answer... Don=t let Your child despair... Father, don=t remain mute To the bloody-extorted lama sabacthani!...(1) That=s the way the ignorant groans at his self-chosen cross And writhe of pain, and laments that he is thirsty... The wise man - he who des know... who des know God - mocks the fool, And reaches gall to him, and jubilates: Ahear, he calls his father!@ And mutters: Athank, oh Lord, that I=m not like him!...@(2) And sings a psalm: Ablessed is he who doesn=t seek Evil counsel and does not walk upon the dirty path of the sinners...@ (3) The wise man... sneaks to the Exchange, and barters integrals. (4) The father is silent... Oh God, there is no God!
The Hague, 26 February 1861 (*) Read: >I feel him, know him, and understand him=. Feeling should come first an that does happens to those who believe. But they do not get any further. They mistake their recruit for a soldier. The belief in God has not firmer base than the belief in ghosts. - Would all those capable, scholarly, able people be mistaken? My answer is simply: yes! And that is not so strange, considering Keppler. The great, mathematical thinking Keppler believed in witches. When his own mother was accused of witchcraft, he defended her, without basing himself on the absurdity of the charge. That major step seemed too risky for the man who dared to write his name upon our solar system. When believe is involved, logic an science are silent. That is why one should impose silence upon belief, at least if we want to find truth.
Notes (1) >My God, my God, why did you desert me?= The words that Christ spoke quoting Ps 22 (21) when in dying pain hanging at the cross. Bystanders mocked it and said: He call for Elias=; they offered him acid wine for a drink (Mt. 27: 46-48) (2) The farisee said that referring to the publican (Lk. 18:11) (3) Ps 1:1 freely quoted (4) securities of a certain kind of state debenture