Student: Emiliano Sebastian Torres Tealdo Tutor: Cecilia Zemborain
Student: Emiliano Sebastian Torres Tealdo Tutor: Cecilia Zemborain
Student: Emiliano Sebastian Torres Tealdo Tutor: Cecilia Zemborain
MY FINAL REFLECTION
Thinking Back
The original aim of this experience was to start teaching very young
learners, putting into practice the theory we have learnt throughout the
year. It was very challenging for me, because I had never been in front of a
class before. And it is difficult when you are there, with all children paying
attention to you, expecting to do what you ARE supposed to do. But if I
learned something, it is that finding a balance between theory and practice
is complicated, and there is where the teacher’s abilities have to appear. I
found this experience enriching, fabulous and I am pleased for having had
the chance to teach very young learners.
The activities and the use of resources were coherent with what we have
studied this year. I tried to vary resources during different lessons,
including games, storytelling and songs, in order to motivate students
through different types of input. I based my activities on the different
modes children perceive the world they live in, and on the benefits of play
and narratives. I also put much effort on the resources I created; I
designed them in a colourful and engaging way, so children could benefit
from them and find them interesting.
The group I had to teach to was a big one. I cannot say it was significant to
all of them because there were always moments in which some children got
bored or did not want to participate in some activities. Overall, I think that
the activities helped them in some way because during my last lesson I
could elicit from them good responses, showing interest and engagement
with the materials, and vocabulary about the topics we dealt with in the
lessons. And last but not least, most of them enjoyed the activities showing
interest in them and accomplishing with the tasks. My only drawback is that
I had to talk all the time in English, and I feel that sometimes I lost them
during some passages of the lesson.
• Expertise on the L2: this point, even though we teach simple vocabulary
to young learners, is essential. Personally, I made several language mistakes
during the lessons because of my anxiety. They did not influence the
development of the lesson, but I felt terribly frustrated.
Thinking Forward
If I had the chance to develop this practice again, I would put more
attention to details like timing or include more varied resources, like drama
play. I think that this is just a starting point, a foundation for my future
practice.
Thinking Inward
Secondly, regarding how I felt during the practicuum, and if I was satisfied
with my performance, I have mixed feelings. Overall, I felt great during
the lessons, even though I felt nervous or anxious depending on the
activities we were going to do (for example, a game on the board, with
children divided into teams). I am satisfied with my performance? No, I am
not. I do not want to sound arrogant, but all the school community
congratulated me for the lessons I delivered. However, all the flaws of my
performance (language mistakes, problems related to timing, speaking in
Spanish to the students) made me think that I could have done it much
better. I know that these are my first steps, and it is normal to make
mistakes at this point, but I want to be honest and express what I feel.
Thinking Outward
One situation I noticed during this experience was the low level of English
during the classes. In my opinion, it has to do with two implications: The
position of the school regarding what they expect of teaching a foreign
language, and the role of this foreign language in our community.
Conclusion
To sum up, this experience has been enrichful. I had, for the first time in
my life, the chance to teach in a classroom. I learned a lot not only about
teaching itself, but also about my own development, my strengths and my
flaws.
Children taught me that, as Teté always says, that we teachers need to see
the world with children’s eyes. When I had the chance to talk to them
individually, I learned that all of them have their own lives, problems and
interests, and their impact on their personality and development. Even
though I already know it from the “theory”, I understood that a teacher is
not only a person who comes to the classroom and teaches for an hour. A
teacher must be a guide, a supporter. It is hard and, sadly, you cannot
listen and give at least some kind words all the time. That is why, by the
end of the practicuum, I smiled to them all the time. I tried to support
them, to encourage them; I tried to make them smile, to be happy. The
period we shared together was short, but special. I will never forget the
hug they gave me when I told them that that was the last lesson.