The Fence by Jose Garcia Villa
The Fence by Jose Garcia Villa
The Fence by Jose Garcia Villa
By noon, AlingBiang
by Jose Garcia Villa was driving tall bamboo splits into the narrow ribbon of yard.
Pok, Pok, Pok, sounded her crude hammer. Pok, Pok, Pok-Pok, Pok, Pok.
They should have stood apart, away from each other, those two nipa houses. When her husband asked her what she was doing, she answered, “I am
There should have been a lofty impenetrable wall between them, so that they building a fence.”
should not stare so coldly, so starkly, at each other—just staring, not saying a “What for?” he asked.
word, not even a cruel word. Only a yard of parched soil separated them, a “I need a fence.”
yard of brittle-crusted earth with only a stray weed or two to show there was And then, too, even AlingSebia, the other woman, a child-less widow, asked
life still in its bosom. inoffensively, “What are you doing, AlingBiang?”
They stood there on the roadside, they two alone, neighborless but for “I am building a fence.”
themselves, and they were like two stealthy shadows, each avid to betray the “What for?”
other. Queer old houses. So brown were the nipa leaves that walled and “I need a fence, AlingSebia. Please do not talk to me again.”
roofed them that they looked musty, gloomy. One higher than the other, And with that AlingSebia had felt hurt. Out of spite she too had gone to the
pyramid-roofed, it tried to assume the air of mastery, but in vain. For though bamboo clumps to fell canes. After she had split them, tried though she was,
the other was low, wind-bent, supported without by luteous bamboo poles she began to thrust them into the ground, on the same straight line as
against the aggressiveness of the weather, it had its eyes to stare back as AlingBiang’s but from the opposite end. The building of the fence
haughtily as the other—windows as desolate as the souls of the occupants of progressed from the opposite end. The building of the fence progresses from
the house, as sharply angular as the intensity of their hatred. the ends centerward. AlingBiang drove in the last split. And the fence
From the road these houses feared no enemy—no enemy from the length, completed, oily perspiration wetting the brows of the two young women,
from the dust, of the road; they were unfenced. But of each other they were they gazed pridefully at the majestic wall of green that now sperated them.
afraid: there ran a green, house high, bamboo fence through the narrow Not long after the completion of the fence AlingBiang’s husband disappeared
ribbon of thirsty earth between them, proclaiming that one side belonged to and never came back. AlingBiang took the matter passively, and made no
one house, to it alone; the other side to the other, and to it alone. effort to find him. She had become a hardened woman.
Formerly there had been no bamboo fence; there had been no weeds. There The fence hid all the happenings in each house from those who lived in the
had been two rows of vegetables, one to each house, and the soil was not other. The other side was to each a beyond, dark in elemental prejudice, and
parched but soft and rich. But something had happened and the fence came to no one dared encroach on it. So the months passed, and each woman lived as
be built, and the vegetables that were so green began to turn pale, then paler though the other were nonexistent.
and yellow and brown. Those of each house would not water their plants, for But early one night, from beyond the fence, AlingBiang heard cries from
if they did, would not water their water spread to the other side and quench AlingSebia. Unwilling to pay any heed to them, she extinguished the light of
too the thirst of pechays and mustards not theirs? Little by little the plants the petrol kinke and laid herself down beside her child. But, in spite of all,
had died, the soil had cracked with neglect, on both sides of the fence. the cries of the other woman made her uneasy. She stood up, went to the
Two women had built that fence. Two tanned country-women. One of them window that faced the fence, and cried from there: “What is the matter with
had caught her husband with the other one night, and the next morning she you, AlingSebang?”
had gone to the bamboo clumps near the river Pasig and felled canes with her Faintly from the other side came: “AlingBiang, please go the town and get
woman strength. She left her baby son at home, heeded not the little cries. me a hilot (midwife).”
And one by one that hot afternoon she shouldered the canes to her home. She “What do you need a hilot for?” asked AlingBiang.
was tired, very tired, yet that night she could not sleep. When morning “I am going to deliever a child, AlingBiang, and I am alone. Please go, fetch
dawned she rose and went back t the back of the house and began to split the a hilot.”
AlingBiang stood there by the window a long time. She knew when child it And he would go up without answering a word, because the moment he tried
was that was coming as the child of AlingSebia. She stood motionless, the to reason out things, prolonged coughs would seize him and shake his thin
wind brushing her face coldly. What did she care of AlingSebia was to body unmercifully.
undergo childbirth? The wind blew colder and pierced the thinness of her At night, as he lay on the bamboo floor, notes of a guitar would reach his
shirt. She decided to lie down and sleep. Her body struck against her child’s ears. The notes were metallic, clanking, and at the middle of the nocturne
as she did so, and the child moaned: they stopped abruptly. Who played the raucous notes? Who played the only
Ummm— music he had ever heard in his life? And why did the player never finish his
The other child, too, could be moaning like that. Like her child. music? And lying beside his mother, he felt he wanted to rise and go down
Ummm.From the womb of AlingSebia—the wrong womb. the bamboo steps to the old forbidden? fence and see who it was that was
Hastily AlingBiang stood up, wound her tapiz round her waist, covered her playing. But AlingBiang would stir and ask, “Are you feeling cold, Iking?
shoulders with a cheap shawl. Here is the blanket.” Poor mother she did not know that it was she who was
Ummm.Ummm.The cry that called her.Ummm. The cry of a life making the soul of this boy so cold, so barren, so desolate.
She descended the bamboo steps. They creaked in the night. And one night, after AlingBiang had prepared his bedding beside her, Iking
The fence grew moldy and inclined to one side, the child of AlingBianggrew approached her and said: “I will sleep by the door, nanay. I want to sleep
up into sickly boy with hollow dark eyes and shaggy hair, and the child that alone. I am grownup. I am fifteen.” He folded his mat and tucked it under an
was born to AlingSebia grew up into a girl, a girl with rugged features , a arm carrying a kundiman-cased pillow in one thin hand, and marched
simian face, and a very narrow brow. But not a word had passed across the stoically to the place he mentioned.
fence since that night. When the playing came, he stood up and went down the stairs and moved
The boy Iking was not allowed to play by the roadside; for if he did, would towards the bamboo fence. He leaned against it and listened, enthralled, to
he not know were on the other side of the fence? For his realm he had only the music. When it ceased he wanted to scream in protest, but a strangling
his home and the little backyard. Sometimes, he would loiter along the cough seized him. He choked, yet his neck craned and his eye strained to see
narrow strip of yard beside the fence, and peep surreptitiously through the who had been the player.
slits. And he could catch glimpses of a girl, dark-complex-ioned, flat-nosed His lips did not move, but his soul wept, “It is she!”
on the other side. She was an ugly girl, even uglier than he was, but she was And he wanted to hurl himself against fence to break it down. But he knew
full-muscled, healthy. As he peeped, his body, like a thin reed pressed that even that old, mildewed fence was stronger than he. Stronger—stronger
against the fungused canes, would be breathless. The flat-nosed girl than the loneliness of his soul, stronger than his soul itself.
intoxicated him, his loose architecture of a body, so that it pulsed, vibrated Pok, Pok, Pok—Pok, Pok, Pok.
cruelly with the leap in his blood. The least sound of the wind against the The boy Iking, pallid, tubercular, watched his mother with sunken, hating
nipa wall of their house would startle him, as though he had been caught, eyes from the window. She was mending the fence, because now it leaned to
surprised, in his clandestine passion; a wave of frigid coldness would start in their side and many of the old stakes had decayed. She substituted fresh ones
his chest and expand, expand, expand until he was all cold and shivering. for these, until finally, among the weather-beaten ones, rose bold green splits
Watching that girl only intensified his loneliness—watching that girl of like stout corporals among squads of unhealthy soldiers. From the window,
whom he knew nothing except that form them it was not right to know each the boy Iking asked nervously: “Why do you do that, mother? Why—
other. why…”
When his mother caught him peeping, she would scold him, and he would “It needs reinforcing” replied his mother. Pok, Pok, Pok…
turn quickly about, his convex back pressed painfully against the fence. “Why-why!” he exclaimed in protest.
“Did I not tell you never to peep through that fence? Go up.” His mother stopped hammering. She stared at him cruelly.
“I need it,” she declared forcefully, the veins on her forehead rising out
clearly. “Your mother needs it. You need it too.”
Iking cowered from the window. He heard again: Pok, Pok, Pok—Pok, Pok, signed on the table, beside he realized now that the fence between their
Pok. houses extended into the heart of this girl.
That night no playing came from beyond the fence. And Iking knew why. “The Lord is born,” announced AlingBiang, for it was midnight.
Eighteen-year-old bony Iking.Lying ghastly pale on the mat all the “He is born,” said her son, his ears still ready for her music because the fence
time.Waiting for the music from the other side of the fence that had stopped did not run through his soul.
three years ago. The moon descended… descended..
And tonight was Christmas Eve. Iking’s Christmas Eve. He must be happy At two a.m. Iking’s eyes were closed and his hands were cold. His mother
tonight—he must be made happy tonight… wept. His heart beat no more.
At one corner of the room his mother crooned to herself. A Biblia was on the Two-three a.m.—only a few minutes after—and from beyond the fence came
table, but no one read it; they did not know how to read. the notes of a guitar.
But they knew it was Christmas Eve. AlingBiang said, “The Lord will be The notes of a guitar. Metallic. Clanking. Raucous. Notes of the same guitar.
born tonight.” And she who played it finished her nocturne that mourn.
“The Lord will be born tonight,” echoed her son. Aling Biang stood up from beside her son, approached the window, stared
“Let us pray, Iking.” accusingly outside, and said in a low resentful voice, “They are mocking.
Iking stood up. His emaciated form looked so pitiful that his mother said, Who would play at such a time of morn as this? Because my son is dead.”
“Better lie down again, Iking. I will pray alone.” But she saw only the fence she had built and strengthened, stately white in
the mutational moonlight.
But Iking did not lie down. He move slowly to the door and descended into
the backyard… His mother would pray. “Could she pray?” his soul asked…
He stood motionless. And then he saw the fence—the fence that his mother
had built and strengthened—to crush his soul. He ran weakly, groggily, to it
—allured by its forbidding, crushing sterness. He peeped hungrily between
the splits—saw her…
His dry lips mumbled, tried to make her hear his word, “Play for me
tonight!”
He saw that she heard. Her ugly faced turned sharply to the fence that
separated him and her. He wept. He had spoken to her—the first time—the
first time…
He laid himself down as soon as he was back in the house. He turned his face
toward the window to wait for her music. He drew his blanket closer round
him so that he should not feel cold. The moonlight that poured into the room
pointed at his face, livid, anxious, hoping, and at a little, wet, red smudge on
the blanket where it touched his lips.
Cicadas sang and leaves of trees rustled. A gorgeous moon sailed westward
across the sky. Dark-skinned bats occasionally lost their way into the room.
A pale silken moth flew in to flirt with the flame of kerosene kinke.
And then the cicadas had tired of singing. The moon was far above at its
zenith now. The bats had found their way out of the room. The moth now lay