Under The Stars
Under The Stars
Under The Stars
Laura Pavlov
https://www.laurapavlov.com
Cover Design: Hang Le
Cover Photography: Madison Maltby
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
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one
. . .
Georgia
NO MORE DIRTBAGS.
I’m officially closed for business.
Now and forever.
I made this silent promise to myself as my hands gripped the steering
wheel, snowflakes falling from the sky and splattering across the
windshield as I watched the road in front of me.
“I curse the ground you walk on, Dikota Smith,” I hissed to myself.
He was the reason I was even in this current situation where I’d needed
to lie to my family and borrow a car from my brother’s fiancée.
My ex-boyfriend brought the term douchebag to an all-new low.
I was grateful that Lila had loaned me her car to take to my interview, as
it was freezing in Cottonwood Cove today, and I did not want to walk.
I hadn’t told my family the truth about my car because I knew my
siblings would lose their minds, and my parents would be upset—I’d have
to figure something out in the meantime.
I’d wait him out and hope that the morally challenged dickweasel would
come to his senses and no one would be the wiser.
I’d put Dikota in my rearview, and that was exactly where I intended to
keep him—just as soon as I got my car back.
Today was a fresh start. A new beginning.
And I was here for it.
My mom had taken me shopping for a new outfit for my interview,
which she’d deemed a graduation gift, as I’d just walked at my
commencement ceremony less than a week ago.
The town was so festive this time of year. I drove down Main Street,
where lights were strung around every light post, and they zigzagged
overhead down the length of the entire street. Daylight did not do them
justice. I’d been downtown last night having dinner with friends, and it had
been all lit up and looked like a winter wonderland. Cottonwood Cove was
not only my home, it was my happy place.
Lancaster Press had moved into the large three-story brick building not
far from my brother’s restaurant, Reynolds’, a few months ago. I was
interviewing for a personal assistant position for Maddox Lancaster, who
was the president of the company.
I’d heard that he was an intimidating rich guy, a bit of a playboy, and a
recent resident of my hometown. Apparently, they’d moved the business
out of the city, and he’d bought one of the large spec homes in town.
Everyone was talking about it. Small-town gossip and all that. Yeah, it was
a real thing.
Personally, I didn’t know that this was the right career path for me, but I
needed a job, seeing as I was temporarily homeless and carless.
Yes, I had a flair for the dramatics.
Obviously, I had a rock star family, and I could borrow a car from my
parents or any of my four siblings, and I wasn’t technically homeless, as I
was currently living with my brother Hugh and his fiancée, Lila. But I
wanted to prove that I could do things on my own. Being the youngest of
five kids when all your older siblings were absolute winners wasn’t always
easy when you weren’t sure what you wanted to do with your life.
So, first things first.
Get a job.
Get my own place.
And get my car back.
I’d already made it past the initial screening with human resources,
which we’d done remotely via a Zoom meeting. But the final decision
would be up to Maddox Lancaster.
I pulled in behind the building and glanced in the mirror one last time
before dabbing on a little bit of pink lip gloss. I opened the car door and
stepped outside, wishing I’d listened to my mother, who’d insisted I wear
tights beneath my skirt. I’d refused because I was already wearing this
winter-white suit with a pencil skirt and blazer with gold buttons. I loved it,
but I wanted to keep things youthful. I was twenty-two years old, after all.
So, I’d paired it with some tan heeled booties, which Lila thought looked
adorable, even though my mother had insisted I wear my nude heels.
Listen, I was applying to be a personal assistant, not a rocket scientist.
And the outfit was already pretty formal for me. So, the booties and all the
bangles on my wrist made it feel more like me.
I’d call this look hipster-boss babe chic.
When I pulled the office door open, I immediately recognized the
woman sitting behind the desk.
“Hi, Virginia. I didn’t know you were working here.”
She looked up, and a wide grin spread across her face. “I was thrilled to
see you on the calendar, Georgia. I’ve been working here since they opened
the doors. I hope you get the job because it’s a little intense around here,”
she whispered. “If you know what I mean.”
The entryway was pretty grand, with two black leather couches, and
there were framed book covers hanging on the walls. Gray stained concrete
covered the expansive floors, and exposed brick ran from the floor to the
ceiling up the wall behind the front desk.
“Really? Did a lot of people move here from the city when the company
relocated? Or are the employees mostly new hires?”
“Yes. It’s a good mix of both. But lucky for me, the office manager did
not want to move here from the city.” She glanced around, making sure no
one was listening before cupping her hands over her mouth and whisper-
shouting. “The big guy can be a bit intimidating, and he’s already gone
through three PAs since we opened the doors. Apparently, he isn’t easy to
work for. But I interviewed with the man, and whew,” she said, fanning her
face. “He is a looker. He’s kind of terrifying, and I haven’t seen him smile
yet, but as long as you do your job, he’ll leave you alone. He’s all business.
And he’s currently interviewing Joey Burns for the position that you’re
applying for right now.”
You’ve got to love Cottonwood Cove if not just for the sheer fact that
you can get the lowdown on everything going on in a matter of minutes.
“Joey Burns?” I asked. I grew up with the guy, who I often referred to
as Puff the Magic Dragon. He was a pot-smoking skater.
“The one and only.”
“Why would he want to be the assistant to the president of a publishing
house?” I leaned over her tall desk, peering around the decorative brick,
seeing people buzzing around. The office had a very cool vibe. Glass walls
framed individual workspaces from the floor to the ceiling, with a desk and
some shelves inside each one. There were iron stairs that ran along the side
wall, leading up to the second level.
“Word on the street is that Joey was responsible for that fire at his
parents’ house last month. Apparently, someone was too high to put out his
own doobie, or fatty, or whatever you kids are calling a marijuana cigarette
these days.” She shook her head with disgust, and I tried not to laugh. She
was in her mid-sixties, always dressed in colorful clothing, and her dark
hair was cropped short, showing off her big hoop earrings. “His parents
have kicked him out, and he’s living with his brother now, so I guess it’s
time for him to put on his big-boy pants and get a job.”
“Anyone else applying for the gig?” I asked, as I looked up to see feet
descending from the stairs. There was one pair of Vans with some dark
skinny jeans, and then there was a pair of black loafers with black dress
slacks ending just at the ankle, exposing a sliver of fancy socks.
I felt confident that I could beat out Joey for this position, who had most
likely greeted the man interviewing him by calling him Dude. The kid
suffered from chronic red eyes, and his favorite word had always been,
whoa, with dude following in a close second place.
“Alicia Rogers also applied for the position. She was here yesterday.
That woman still has a stick up her ass, though, you know? I pray she
doesn’t beat you out.”
Two sets of legs continued to appear in my peripheral. Joey’s head was
already making its way down the steps, but the other man must be tall
because he was still all legs and torso.
I glanced back at Virginia with a groan. “That woman had me arrested
for ding-dong ditching when I was in high school. She has a bad case of
resting bitch face, and her frozen, unmoving eyebrows totally freak me
out.”
I mean, there was good Botox and then there was Botox gone bad.
Alicia represented the latter.
“I remember that arrest scandal. But Bugs didn’t hold you down at the
station long, did he?”
I chuckled. Max Bugster, a.k.a. Bugs, had gone to school with my oldest
brother Cage, and he’d taken me in his squad car for ice cream as we
laughed our butts off about a woman calling the cops because a teenager
rang her doorbell and ran.
“Nope, he didn’t. And just thinking about it kind of makes me want to
ding-dong ditch her tonight,” I said.
“Call me if you do it. I may be old, but I’d be happy to drive the
getaway car.”
I covered my mouth to keep from bellowing out in laughter. I loved
Virginia Hawkson. She lived down the street from my parents and had
always been a character, to say the least.
But my laughter halted as both men came into focus when they hit the
ground floor and walked in my direction.
And holy hot president.
This man was something.
My mouth went dry as I took him in as he strode beside Joey, who was
holding a skateboard under his arm.
Maddox Lancaster was impossible to look away from. He had to be
somewhere around my brothers’ height, and all three of them were fairly
tall. I’d guess him to be a good six foot, three inches. His brown eyes
locked with mine.
Dark.
Deep.
Mysterious.
His hair was dark and styled in a way that made it look effortless. Jaw
chiseled, shoulders broad, and he didn’t look pleased as he approached the
desk.
“Whoa, Dude. Is that Georgia Reynolds?” Joey said with a big smile on
his face.
“Hey, Joey. How are you?”
“Well, I just got scolded for coming to an interview high, so there’s that.
But, I am high, so there’s that.” He winked as his head fell back in laughter.
“But I don’t think the boss here was too impressed. I probs didn’t get the
gig, did I?”
He turned to look at the man beside him, who made no attempt to hide
his annoyance, and Virginia broke out in a fit of giggles. I bit down hard on
my bottom lip to keep from laughing when Bossman’s gaze locked with
mine.
“It’s safe to say you won’t be returning, Joey,” he said, his voice deep
and lacking any humor. “You must be Ms. Reynolds.”
I nodded, but before I could extend my hand, he barked at me.
“I’m Maddox Lancaster. Follow me.”
I widened my eyes as I glanced one last time at Virginia, giving a quick
wave to Joey as I followed the man up the stairs. My feet clicked against
each of the metal steps, and he looked over his shoulder, and his eyes
moved down my legs to my booties in a disapproving scowl.
Damn. My mom was always right. I should have worn the heels.
When we got to the top of the stairs, he walked down the hallway, with
me doing my best to keep up. The offices upstairs were not open with glass
walls. There were five offices from what I could see on this level, and the
only glass wall appeared to belong to a conference room with a table that
looked like it had seating for fifteen to twenty people.
He came to a stop at the last door at the end of the long hallway, and he
motioned for me to enter.
“Take a seat,” he said, his tone as cold as his eyes, which were so dark,
they almost looked black. He moved around the desk and sat in the leather
chair across from me. He typed something into his computer and then
looked up to meet my gaze. “I’m hoping you aren’t going to offer me a
gummy to take the edge off.”
I chuckled, even though he wasn’t smiling. “Nope. No gummies here.
Just a résumé.”
I reached into the briefcase that Lila had loaned me and pulled out the
peach-colored paper that had light cream flowers in the background, and I
handed it over to him.
He raised his brows. “Your résumé is floral?”
“So is my personality,” I sang out, but grumpy Bossman did not smile
or chuckle. I did notice his lips twitch a bit before he straightened.
“I’m not looking for a big personality, Ms. Reynolds. I’m looking for a
person who can get the job done. I’m a busy man. I don’t have time for
ridiculous antics like coming stoned to an interview or the woman yesterday
who bad-mouthed my employee who greeted her.” He leaned back and
folded his hands on the desk, his gaze boring into me. I crossed my arms
over my chest. If he thought he was going to intimidate me, he was
mistaken. I had three brothers, my oldest brother being a gigantic, grumpy
thorn in my side, so I didn’t scare easily. But I was pleased to hear that
Alicia Rogers had shown her true colors so quickly. My competition was
weak, and I was not sorry about it.
“Well, I’m certainly not high, and I won’t be talking about Virginia,
because I happen to be a big fan. I’m here to tell you why I’m the best
person for the job, so prepare to be dazzled, Mr. Lancaster.” I leaned
forward in my chair and intertwined my fingers together, resting them on
my lap.
I glanced around at how sterile his office was. There was a degree from
Harvard hanging on the wall. Shocker. He reeked of Ivy League superiority.
I may not have attended an Ivy League college, but I had more life
experience than most. I lived that YOLO—you only live once—life better
than anyone I knew.
“Not looking to be dazzled,” he grumped as he glanced down at my
résumé. “I see you recently graduated from college. You were an art
major?”
“I majored in art history and minored in business. This is a publishing
company, so I feel confident that I’d bring great value to this position with
the combination of skills that my education afforded me.”
He cleared his throat as he read further down my résumé, his brows
furrowing when he got to the bottom. “How does being talented at unusual
sports bring value to the position? How did that even make it as a bullet
point on your résumé?”
I smiled. “Thank you for bringing that up. I’m happy to tell you. You
know how most people shine at football or soccer or swimming?”
He raised a brow. “Okay…”
“I don’t. I have four siblings that were all pretty amazing at every
traditional sport. I could never beat them at anything back then because they
were older and faster.”
“Is there a point to this story?” he asked, his voice dry and lacking any
humor.
“I know. You’re anxious. I get it.” I shrugged. “My point is… I had to
be resourceful. I had to find something that I could be the best at. And go
figure, I was a freaking rock star at unusual sports.”
He ran a hand down his face and then looked up at me like he was torn
between kicking me out of his office and asking me to tell him more. “What
sports?”
“Badminton. Let’s just say, my high school PE teacher said I could
pursue playing collegiately, but I didn’t feel a passion for it.”
“Go figure. You didn’t feel moved by the shuttlecock?” He raised a
brow, and I swear his lips turned up in the corners just the slightest bit.
“Ah, you’re familiar with it. Nope. It just wasn’t something I wanted to
pursue full time. So, in college, I joined a pickleball league, and I’m proud
to say that I was the county champ last year.”
“Pickleball? Who were you playing? Isn’t that an elderly sport?”
I rolled my eyes. “Do your research before you offend me and the
amazing sport you’re referring to, please. Pickleball is open to all ages. And
I won the gold, which leads me to my point.”
So what if a few of the people I beat used canes on the courts and had to
chug an Ensure to have the energy to go one round with me?
A win is a win.
“Are you going to make said point today?” His gaze narrowed.
“I’m adaptable. I can figure anything out and make it work. I can find
talent where no one else sees it.”
“You aren’t applying for a job as an editor. You’re applying for a job to
be my assistant. And the talent is sitting right in front of you.”
“If you say so, Bossman.” I smirked. He was used to intimidating
people, and it was important that he knew it wouldn’t work on me. Yes, I
wanted the job. But I also had my dignity. “I’m a hard worker, I’m willing
to learn, and I’ll do whatever I need to do to get this job.”
I leaned back in my chair and raised a brow.
The shuttlecock was in his court.
two
. . .
Maddox
I WAS grateful that I’d worn pants this morning because it was bone-
chillingly cold today. When I’d driven home from my interview yesterday,
I’d passed the lot owned by one of my brother’s best friends, Brax, where a
lot of the locals had their cars for sale. Unfortunately, a car was well beyond
my budget at the moment, but I did have some graduation money in the
bank, so I’d purchased the cutest white scooter. It even came with a
matching helmet, and the whole thing was only two hundred bucks. It was
the temporary solution I was looking for. I didn’t know how long I could
pull off the excuse that my car was in the shop. My brother, Hugh, was
already annoyed that I’d left it at an auto shop in the city when his good
friend, Roddy, would have worked on it here in Cottonwood Cove and
given me a deal.
No, duh.
I wasn’t a dipshit.
I was a survivor.
I had a gift for buying time, and that was exactly what I was doing. My
car was not in the shop. It had been stolen.
Well, stolen might be a bit harsh, seeing as I knew the thief all too well.
Dikota Smith, a.k.a. my insane ex-boyfriend, had taken my car and was
holding it hostage. He’d refused to give it back to me until I agreed to start
seeing him again.
I sure can pick ‘em, right?
I loved finding broken things and trying to put them back together. The
problem with Dikota was that he was broken beyond repair. The guy never
acted like he was into me until another guy showed me any kind of
attention, or when I’d finally called off the relationship.
Then he suddenly couldn’t live without me.
So, he’d taken my keys the last time I saw him and had driven away in
my car. He’d hidden it somewhere and wouldn’t give it back.
And this wasn’t even the worst thing that he’d done to me, but I wasn’t
going to ruin my good mood thinking about it.
Obviously, I could go to the police or ask my family for help, but the
whole thing was embarrassing, and I was just hoping he’d come to his
senses soon. Unfortunately, it had been several weeks, and he was still
blowing up my phone about getting back together and acting like a lunatic.
Block him?
Sure. I’d love to. But the guy had my car, and I wanted it back.
I parked my scooter behind Lancaster Press and rubbed my hands
together, thankful for the white furry gloves I’d grabbed this morning
before I left. My nose was frozen, and I reached for my bag that was sitting
in the basket behind my seat and hurried to the front door.
I was obviously the first one here because the door was locked. I’d
come early, hoping to impress my grumpy boss on my first day on the job
as well as sneak out of the house before Hugh or Lila discovered that I was
driving a scooter. I’d been forced to park it a few blocks away from the
house so they wouldn’t see it.
Another downside to the scooter was the fact that it was freezing
outside, and I couldn’t turn on the heat and wait inside like I would if it
were a car.
My phone vibrated, and I pulled it from my coat pocket and jogged in
place as I read the messages in our never-ending sibling group chat. I had
three older brothers and one older sister, and we were all very close.
BRINKLEY
Good luck today, Georgie! You’re going to kill it.
HUGH
You left before breakfast? We wanted to feed you. I thought
you started at 8:00 a.m.?
FINN
Tequila drinkers also get the worm. I’m on set this morning, or
I’d definitely still be in bed. You’ve got this, girl! Dazzle the
billionaire.
BRINKLEY
Did you tell him that you were the county pickleball champ?
HUGH
Did you share your ridiculous knowledge of seventies music?
FINN
A pig and a duck walked into a bar…
HUGH
And the duck said, “Be sure to give me the bill.”
TINK
Who is this?
TINK
Bossman?
Obviously.
TINK
Is this your way of apologizing?
No. This is my way of thanking you for the coffee and the
banana.
TINK
You’re welcome. Now, if we can get you to say please,
change your taste in music, soften the way you deliver your
requests, and try smiling every now and then… it will be a
win.
TINK
Ah... did you know that I had a brief stint with synchronized
swimming? Holding my breath is another secret talent.
TINK
<Thumbs Up Emoji>
I set my phone down just as voices started to fill the office. Georgia put
a call from my grandfather through to me and held up her hand as she
pulled my door closed so I could have privacy.
“Maddox, how are things going over there?” he asked, his voice always
gruff from his early years as a smoker.
“Good. We’ve got a pile of new manuscripts to go through and a virtual
meeting with Arthur Hobbs this afternoon.”
“Great. Does he have new pages for you?” he asked. Arthur was a
number one New York Times bestselling author, and we’d published more
than two dozen books with him over the last decade. We were in talks with
Paramount for a movie deal, and the man was one of our most important
clients.
“He’s working on it. He’s in a bit of a slump, but we’ll talk it through
with him. Helena isn’t concerned.” I leaned back in my chair. Helena
Rosewood was our chief editor and a brilliant woman. She’d been working
at Lancaster Press since I’d been a kid, and the woman had an eye for
talent.
“Well, if she isn’t concerned, then I don’t think we need to be.” He
paused as a deep cough bellowed from his lungs. I waited. Asking if he was
okay would infuriate him. He was a tough old goat—his words, not mine. A
real estate mogul, a brilliant businessman, and his most precious company
was Lancaster Press. He cleared his throat. “How’s the house? You settling
in okay there?”
“The house is nice. The town is small. Things are slow here.” I leaned
back in my leather chair and crossed my arms over my chest. I’d fought the
move here, but solely because I didn’t want to leave the city. It was a wise
move for the company. We didn’t need to be located on the busiest street in
San Francisco anymore. It served no purpose, and we could have a lot more
space here. With so many things being remote now, there was no reason not
to move. My grandfather had removed my father from his position as
president of Lancaster Press, and with the shift of title to me, it was the
perfect time to relocate. Start fresh.
“Slow isn’t always a bad thing, my boy. And you are truly the only one
that I trust to get this company back to where it was. Your father is still
pissed at me.”
“He’ll get over it,” I said, my voice harsher than I meant it to be.
My father was the devil. He just covered it well with his fake smiles and
fancy suits for the press. The only plus to leaving the city was that I
wouldn’t have to see his face very often. We still had a ton of family
obligations, and I wouldn’t be getting out of those with a helicopter
accessible to take me to and from the city at a moment’s notice.
“Remember what I told you about anger,” he said, and the way he
paused afterward made it clear that he’d just lit his cigar and was puffing
away.
The man had COPD and a chronic smoker’s cough, yet he’d never gone
a day without his cigar.
“Yeah, yeah. Anger only hurts the person carrying it. I got it.” I reached
for my coffee and took a sip. “How’s semi-retirement treating you?”
“Really well. I emailed you something that caught my interest. Mara
Skye is a self-published author who is making a real name for herself, and
word on the street is she’s shopping her next book and is interested in a
traditional deal. I may or may not have gotten the first few chapters of the
book, so we’d have first crack at her if you think it’s worth it. But we were
given a very short lead time, so we’d have to act quickly, as in—today.” My
grandfather knew every literary agent on the planet, so word on the street
usually meant it was actually happening. “I thought you could find someone
to take a look at it. She writes historical romance, not my thing, but I read
the first few pages, and she’s got a great voice. Maybe Nadia could take a
look today, because if we want to make it happen, we should do it before
they start shopping it.”
“Sure. I’ll have her look at it this morning. I’ll let you know, and then
perhaps you could stop beating around the bush and give me her agent’s
information so I can reach out directly,” I said, shaking my head because
the man was still finding ways to keep his nose in the business.
“Let me know what you think first, and I’ll set up the meeting in the
city for you and Ted Hagger, and maybe I’ll just pop in for a scotch.” He
barked out a laugh.
“Ahhh, of course, she’s with Ted Hagger.” The dude was a total
douchebag, but he somehow managed to sign every author we wanted. I
couldn’t stand the man. “I thought Grandmother was going to keep you in
check with this retirement plan.”
“She’s trying. I can’t have you rubbing Ted wrong. You’re still learning
how to control that temper of yours, and remember, we don’t need to like
the agent. It’s the author we want. So, if that means bowing down to Ted
Hagger to make that happen, that’s what you do.”
“I can play nice, Grandfather.”
“Sure, you can,” he said over his laughter that was mixed with a harsh
cough. “You forget that you’re me fifty years ago. You’ll calm down with
age. What you need is a good woman to keep you in check. None of this
playboy shit. That’s for kids.”
I rolled my eyes. He was one of my favorite people on the planet, which
was saying a lot since most people bugged the shit out of me. But he was
old-school. His way was the right way, the only way, whether you agreed
with him or not.
“I’m doing just fine. I’ll get on this manuscript right away and keep you
posted.”
“All right. I’ll speak to you later today.”
We said our goodbyes, and I pulled up my email and forwarded the first
three chapters to Nadia, and asked her to get on it immediately. She wasn’t
my favorite editor at the office because she tended to be a bit harsh and was
quick to say no after many years in the business. But her forte was mainly
historical romance, so this should go to her.
There was a light knock on the door, and I called out for whoever it was
to come in. Georgia Reynolds strolled in with a mug in her hand and made
her way over to me. Visions of bending her over my cherrywood desk filled
my thoughts, and I internally cursed myself.
“I saw that you were off the phone, so I thought you might need a fresh
cup of coffee.” She set it down and picked up the empty mug. She was
figuring out my habits quickly. I drank about four cups of coffee before
lunch, and she seemed to know right when I’d need the next one.
“That was thoughtful of you,” I said, my eyes roaming down her body
before snapping back up to meet her sapphire eyes.
“What can I say, I’m a thoughtful girl.” She smirked, heading for my
door as I watched her ass sway back and forth in her black pencil skirt.
“Hey, have you ever heard of Mara Skye?”
She whipped around, her jaw falling open and accentuating her plump,
pink lips.
And I wondered how they’d feel wrapped around my cock that was
suddenly throbbing against my zipper.
Fucking Tink was going to be the death of me.
five
. . .
Georgia
I GASPED and gaped and made all sorts of dramatic sounds before I
found my voice. “Have I heard of Mara Skye?”
“That’s what I asked. Yes.” He raised a brow, lips pursed as those dark
brown eyes drilled into me.
“Is the sky blue? Is Mrs. Runither an old horndog?” I threw my free
hand in the air, trying to think of an even better example. “Are you a
stubborn, infuriating man?”
He barked out a laugh. An actual laugh. It was almost more shocking
than the question he’d just asked me.
“Well, I don’t know who the fuck Mrs. Runither is, but I’m guessing
she’s a horndog. What’s your point, Tink?”
I liked the nickname that he called me. It was cute, and it meant he was
getting comfortable with me, even if his moods were giving me whiplash.
“Mara Skye is the most brilliant author I’ve ever read. She’s my
unicorn. A definite one-click author for me.”
“I don’t know what any of that means, but it sounds good. How would
you like to take a look at the first three chapters of an unread manuscript
that was submitted to us?”
I started walking in circles and taking deep breaths because if you had
told me three weeks ago that I’d be here, I would never have believed it. I
was going to read the unread chapters of Mara Skye? What universe was I
living in? It wasn’t that long ago that I was in a bar fighting with my
psychotic ex, who was singing there with his band, as he refused to tell me
where my car was.
And now… I was working at Lancaster Press as the personal assistant to
the sexiest, most annoying man on the planet, and he was going to let me
read these secret chapters.
Hells to the yes.
“I would love to read them.” I came to a stop, my legs a little wobbly
from all the turning, but I let out a long sigh.
His lips turned up in the corners just the slightest bit, which I’d come to
learn was as much of a smile from Maddox Lancaster as you’d ever get. “I
just emailed it to you. But, this is for your eyes only. You can’t share this
with anyone. And Nadia is looking at it now, as well, and she won’t be
thrilled to know I let my admin see it, so you only report back to me. Got
it?”
“Got it, Bossman. You won’t regret this. I will give you detailed
feedback.” I saluted him with my free hand.
“I’m sure you will.”
I hurried out of his office and raced over to my desk, setting his empty
mug beside me. I pulled up the manuscript and started reading.
And just like that, I was in Ireland, and it was 1933.
This woman was the most captivating writer I’d ever read. I was
enthralled. I wanted more.
And hello, Captain Jory Walker.
Her heroes were always a little bit alpha with a side of chivalry and a
heavy splash of dirty talk.
I typed up my notes, reread them three times, and then sent them to
Maddox.
The rest of the morning flew by, and I hurried downstairs for my
twenty-minute championship ping-pong game. The defending champion
always played the new contender each day, and so far, I’d stayed at the top
of the list since my first day working here.
Thanks to my über-competitive siblings, I could handle the pressure.
When we played games, we played to the death, and I didn’t scare easily.
I went back and forth with Freddy, one of the marketing guys, for a very
short time, and I beat him so quickly that everyone was giving him a hard
time.
“Sorry, Freddy. I was just on my A game today.” I winced.
“Don’t apologize, Georgia. You swear you haven’t played
competitively?” he asked, and everyone laughed.
I loved the office environment. It was a lot of fun. Of course, you had
your office buzzkills, as every company did. Nadia Wright being at the top
of that list. She was in her mid-sixties, had a really wicked case of resting
sourpuss face, and she wasn’t a fan of the games or the laughter going on
during our lunch break—or anything, really.
“Nope. But I do think the pickleball competitions prepared me for our
ping-pong tournaments,” I said over my laughter.
“Maybe you’re just talented at everything,” Craig purred. The man was
a total flirt. He’d moved here from the city as part of the marketing team, as
well. He was good-looking, and he knew it.
“Is that the best you can come up with?” Sydney rolled her eyes. She
was my favorite new friend at the office. She was my age, had also moved
here from the city, and was our social media expert. She worked on all the
graphics and teasers for the company.
I glanced up to see grumpy Nadia coming down the stairs from her
meeting with Maddox, and I glanced down at my phone to check the time.
“Got to go, guys. I’ll see you on my next break.” I waved and rushed
away, and my booties clacked as I ran up the metal stairs before setting my
phone on my desk.
“Tink, get in here!” my boss shouted from his office, and I hurried
inside. The man was impatient and demanding, yet I kind of loved it. I
could handle anything he threw at me.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, and he motioned for me to close the door and
come inside.
“Take a seat.” He pulled something up on his monitor and then looked
at me from the other side of his desk. “I read through your notes about the
Mara Skye book. You really liked it that much?”
“Like is an understatement. I think it’s going to be her best yet. Did you
read it?”
“I did. I liked it, too. But Nadia didn’t care for it, nor is she a fan of
Mara’s work.”
My eyes bulged out of my head. The woman specialized in historical
romance, and she didn’t like Mara Skye? “I think Nadia Wright should
change her name to Nadia Wrong.”
He barked out a laugh, and the sound was so startling I couldn’t help but
laugh along with him. That was twice today that he’d laughed. I wanted to
pat myself on the back for this enormous accomplishment.
“Nadia has an issue with self-published authors to begin with, so I have
a hunch that might have more to do with it than the actual writing.”
“Yeah. She seems pretty tough to please.” I rolled my eyes. “Mara’s
writing is all-consuming. No one pulls me in quite like her, and this new
book did it in spades. The only other person that can hook me that quickly
is my cousin.”
“I’d like to talk to her at some point, if you ever want to make that
happen. We’d love to work with her on her next series, but her agent isn’t a
fan of my grandfather because he turned down a few submissions that she’d
felt strongly about. But I’m here now, so maybe she’d reconsider?”
“I can get you a meeting, for sure. I can’t promise you anything more
than that, but she’d meet with you without question. She’s the best.”
“Aren’t you just full of surprises?”
“I try to be,” I said, pushing to my feet. “Trust me, you don’t want
someone else to get this book with Mara. She’s the best of the best.”
“I’ll make the call now and inquire about taking the next step. But I’ve
got an issue at the moment, and I need you to figure it out.”
“What’s wrong?”
“I have a Zoom meeting with the board of directors in an hour, and I left
my sports coat at home this morning. Hilda’s sick, so she’s not there to run
it over to me, and I have a call with Arthur Hobbs in five minutes, so I don’t
have time to leave.”
“Give me your keys,” I said, moving toward his desk. “I’ll go pick it up.
Just tell me where it is and what you want, and I’ll be back before you
know it.”
He narrowed his gaze as he studied me. “How do you know where I
live?”
“It’s Cottonwood Cove, Bossman. You bought the largest house in
town. Everyone knows where you live.”
He squeezed the back of his neck and nodded. “All right. I’ll text you
the code to the gate to get onto the property and then the code for my
keypad on the garage. Primary bedroom is downstairs, and my closet is off
the bathroom.”
“I think I’m capable of finding the closet.” I placed my hands on my
hips. “What am I bringing back?”
“My sports coats are all together on the far-left side of the closet. Get
me the navy tweed coat. And don’t be snooping around,” he said, raising a
brow, but his lips twitched again, which meant he was teasing me.
“I’ll make a deal with you. Get me a few more chapters of Mara’s book,
and I’ll be back with that jacket in no time.”
“Oh, you’re calling the shots now?”
“I think you know talent when you see it. That’s all I’m saying,” I said,
walking backward toward the door.
The way his eyes roamed my body had me squeezing my thighs
together. He unbuttoned his sleeves and rolled them up a few times,
exposing his forearms, and the move was so sexy I nearly lost my balance,
but I straightened quickly.
“Go. Get back before my meeting,” he demanded, and I pulled the door
closed behind me.
I grabbed my coat and hurried back downstairs and slipped onto Scooty.
Yes, I’d named him. I grew attached to things easily. I pulled my helmet on
over my hat and dropped my purse into the basket behind my seat. Luckily,
it wasn’t snowing anymore, and the sun was out. I slipped on my sunglasses
and made my way to the big house on top of the hill. I glanced around a few
times, making sure my siblings weren’t on the road. I’d managed to keep
Scooty hidden thus far. Hugh would have a fit if he found out I was riding a
scooter to work. He thought the Lancasters were sending a car for me each
morning, which was why I had to get out of the house so early before they
caught me running down the street to my scooter.
Just another day in the life of a girl who had to hide the fact that her ex-
boyfriend had stolen her car.
I approached the property and typed in the code to the iron gate that
surrounded the estate. Once they opened, I rolled up the circular driveway,
my mouth gaping open as I took it in. I’d seen the house from a distance,
but I hadn’t been this close to it before to notice all the stonework and
detail. The positioning of the house allowed for what I could only imagine
was an epic water view. The front door was a dark wood, and it looked
grand and heavy. I parked my scooter in front of the garage, which was also
a dark wood with black metal accents.
I reached for my phone and pulled off my gloves as I typed in the
garage door code. Even his garage was grand. The flooring was a white
shiny concrete with speckles of black and gold. There were rustic lights
hanging above, and he had three sports cars parked in here, which I figured
was the reason he’d offered me to borrow one of his cars, which I’d
obviously refused.
I hurried inside, knowing I needed to be in and out of here and back on
my scooter in twenty-five minutes to make it back to the office on time.
Dark wood floors ran throughout the house, and rustic beams similar in
color hung on the ceiling above. I couldn’t help but look in the kitchen
really quick, and it was as breathtaking as the rest of the house. Dark wood
cabinets with two grand black islands and white stone countertops
throughout. Manly yet totally stylish.
The house was furnished like something out of a magazine, so he’d
clearly had it professionally decorated.
I ran down the hallway to where I assumed his bedroom was, and I
paused as I took it in. The entire back wall was covered in windows with
views of the ocean. His house was set on a hill, so it would be a trek down
to the water, but I imagined you could see it from every room in the house.
Copper bedding covered the four-poster bed, and I was tempted to go jump
on it just for shits and giggles, but I was a professional—I couldn’t do
anything so childish, could I?
I chuckled as I walked into his bathroom and took in the black lanterns
that hung above the grand space. There was a walk-in shower that could
hold twenty people along with an oversized freestanding tub.
I’d never seen anything like it. I’d never been very impressed by money,
nor cared about things like this because I loved the home I grew up in, and
I’d never wanted for anything.
Aside from the hope of getting my car back.
But this was… a whole different world.
I’d get lost in a place like this.
I immediately wondered if Maddox ever got lonely here. I think I’d be
scared living in a place like this by myself, as a football team could be
hiding out in a house of this size, and you wouldn’t know it.
But for all I knew, he didn’t spend his nights alone. Maybe he had a
girlfriend. He hadn’t shared his private life with me. Sure, we spent a lot of
time together with him telling me what to do every second of the day, but it
was never personal.
Maybe he had a woman.
Or lots of women.
I strolled into the closet and came to an abrupt halt. I didn’t need to turn
the lights on because they were on some sort of sensor, and the entire closet
lit up when I stepped inside.
Holy hell.
This was not something I’d ever even seen in the movies or in a
magazine. I quickly FaceTimed Brinkley, and she answered, but she was
whispering.
“Why are you whispering?” I asked.
“I’m just heading into a meeting. Where the hell are you?” She kept her
voice low when I turned the camera and scanned the closet.
“Bossman’s house. He needs a coat for his meeting. Look at this place.”
“Damn. He’s even got an ottoman to sit on when you put on your shoes.
My apartment is the size of a postage stamp, so I can barely find a place to
sit in the family room.” She chuckled, still keeping her voice low.
“Oh my gosh. There’s a speaker for music. I think I might need to have
a little fun. Go to your meeting. I’ll call you later.”
“Don’t get in trouble,” she said, using her normal voice now, which was
well above a whisper, and I laughed before ending the call.
I connected my phone to his speaker and hit play on my favorite
seventies playlist. My eyes caught on an entire section of baseball caps with
lighting above each shelf. There was a section for suits, and even his jeans
were pressed and hung perfectly in their own area. He had an entire shelf
for cuff links and cologne and all the other manly stuff that wealthy people
apparently had.
I found a very cool-looking brown suede cowboy hat sitting on a shelf
by itself, and I popped it on my head and glanced in the mirror.
“You’re right, Mom. I’ve yet to find a hat that doesn’t work for me.” I
chuckled to myself as “I’m Coming Out” by Diana Ross played through the
speaker. I paused when I found his navy sports coat, and then I hung it on
the door before my gaze caught on the most luxurious black velvet suit
jacket. I slipped my arms through the sleeves and moaned at how soft and
warm it was, even if it completely engulfed me.
And then one of my all-time favorite songs came on… and I knew what
that meant.
Dance party.
six
. . .
Maddox
THIS DAY HAD TURNED into a shit show. Arthur Hobbs had gotten
on the call and then abruptly told me he was nauseous and proceeded to dry
heave into the phone before violently vomiting while I was on
speakerphone. I’d let him know we could reschedule and ended the call, not
even certain he’d heard me.
I didn’t do well with gagging and heaving, and I used that time to take a
look at Georgia’s notes again. I’d read the three chapters of Mara’s work,
and I agreed with my assistant. Even though that wasn’t the genre I
typically read, I knew good work when I read it. It was a gift I’d been given
from my grandfather, who was an iconic man in the publishing world.
Nadia had torn apart the opening, which was near perfection in my
opinion. So, I’d gotten on the phone with my grandfather and told him
about my assistant being an avid reader and loving the submission and that I
agreed with her.
He’d heard Ted was going to shop this story to other houses starting
tomorrow, so he told me to reschedule the board meeting, and he’d booked
a meeting with that dickhead Ted Hagger in the city for dinner. He told me
to bring my assistant and take the helicopter and not to be late.
The problem was, my goddamn assistant wasn’t answering her phone. I
no longer needed the jacket she’d gone to get, but we’d both need to pack a
bag and get our asses on the helicopter in an hour.
I jumped in my car and drove back to my house, finding her ridiculous
scooter parked in my driveway. It infuriated me that she drove that thing,
even after I’d offered her a temporary loaner, as I had multiple cars, and
she’d turned me down. She was attached to the stupid thing she was
driving, and she said she didn’t need handouts.
Well, she needed a goddamn car, and I didn’t care how she got it.
I jogged inside, and when I opened the door, music boomed through my
entire house.
What the actual fuck?
Was she throwing a party?
I held up my phone and Shazamed the song and shook my head.
“Slow Ride” by Foghat.
Her taste in music was as bad as her taste in transportation.
I moved through my bedroom and into the bathroom, pausing as I stood
against the wall with a view into my closet. She couldn’t see me, but I could
see her perfectly.
She was standing on top of my leather ottoman in her booties, which
was an argument for another time, because I wouldn’t care right now if
she’d spray-painted the walls.
I was completely mesmerized.
She was wearing my black velvet jacket that covered the backs of her
thighs, because all I could see was a set of gorgeous legs and her booties.
Maybe she was naked beneath? That would be quite the fantasy. She had a
cowboy hat on her head that I’d never worn, but it was my grandfather’s,
and he’d given it to me.
She belted out the lyrics to the song, which would now go down as my
all-time favorite song forever. She danced and wiggled and shook her ass.
Fully invested in her performance.
A slower part to the song started to play, and she bent her knees and
turned just enough for me to see her playing the air guitar, and I nearly blew
my cover when I realized she was holding a can of shaving cream in her
hand, which she was clearly using as her microphone, and she tossed it
down on the ottoman.
She broke out into the chorus before doing some sort of rock star jump
through the air and landing on the floor and then spinning in my direction
when her gaze locked with mine.
She sang the words one more time, her voice much softer. “Oh, hey
there, Bossman. Um, I was just heading back.”
She hurried toward my speaker and turned it off, and the room fell
silent, aside from the heavy panting coming from her mouth. I moved inside
the closet. Her chest was rising and falling from her stadium-worthy
performance, and she blinked up at me a few times.
“On a scale of one to ten, how much trouble am I in?”
Fuck. I wanted to lay her out on that ottoman and bury my face between
her thighs.
Touch her and taste her and make her cry out my name.
My chest pressed against hers, and I tipped the hat back so I could see
her eyes. “This looks good on you.”
“I bet it would look much better on you,” she whispered. The scent of
orange blossom and cinnamon flooded my system. “I was just grabbing
your coat, and I got a little distracted.”
“I can see that.”
“Are you mad?” Her tongue swiped out and ran along her plump bottom
lip, and my dick doubled in size as he raged against my zipper.
Back the fuck off, man.
She works for you.
She’s too sweet. Too good. Too tempting.
Completely off-limits.
I backed away, reached for the hat on her head, and set it on the shelf
where it belonged.
“Not exactly what I told you to do. But we don’t have time to argue
about it.” I slipped my hand beneath the black velvet jacket to help her out
of it, and my fingertips grazed the soft skin of her neck, and I abruptly
tugged the coat off her. I moved across the closet and grabbed my overnight
bag and tossed in a few items of clothing before grabbing a fresh suit that
I’d wear tonight. I had a toiletry bag ready to go, as I traveled often, and my
assistant stood there quietly for the first time since I’d met her.
“Let’s go to your house. You need to pack a bag.”
“I need to pack a bag?” She jogged to keep up with me as we made our
way through the house. “You’re forcing me out of Cottonwood Cove?”
I was glad I had my back to her because I could feel the smile spread
across my face. She was cute as hell, and I enjoyed messing with her.
I pulled the front door open as she slipped into her coat and found her
gloves and hat on my entry table. I motioned for her to step outside and
walked toward my car before pulling the passenger door open.
“I have my own car here,” she said, looking at me like I had three
heads.
“You don’t have a car.”
“My actual car is in the shop, and this is my—” I cut her off before she
could finish. I held my hands up to stop her.
“In the car. Now,” I growled.
She didn’t even have a smart-ass comeback. She just climbed inside,
and I raised a brow, waiting for her to buckle herself in.
“What are you? My father?”
“I’m your fucking boss. Buckle up. Now.”
She glared at me and reached for her belt, and I slammed the door. She
was the most infuriating woman I’d ever met. Arguing about driving a
fucking motorized bicycle in the middle of winter. I knew her brother
owned Reynolds’, the most popular restaurant and bar in Cottonwood Cove
because it was all anyone in this godforsaken town talked about. I’d be
making a visit there this week and asking him how he was okay with his
sister’s current transportation situation.
Because I hardly knew her, and I wasn’t okay with it.
I opened my trunk and walked over to her motorized piece of shit and
removed the helmet from the handlebars before picking the whole thing up
and maneuvering it into my trunk. It was definitely heavier than a bicycle,
but still, it offered her no protection.
I closed the trunk and climbed into the driver’s seat, starting the car up
and pulling out of the driveway.
“Where do you live?”
“Why?” she asked, turning to face me. “It was just a freaking song.
You’re overreacting. Have you never performed in the closet or the shower
or the privacy of your own home?”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I hissed. “Do you ever just
answer a simple question without asking one in return?”
“Are you really firing me because I danced in your over-the-top, fancy,
pretentious closet? Newsflash, Genius: Not everyone has a closet like that.
So, I had a little fun. Sue me. No, why don’t you just fire me? I’ve done
everything you’ve asked of me for the last two weeks. I’ve come early
every single day. I’ve brought donuts and cookies, and I’m the most
dominant ping-pong player in that goddamn office. I’ve been friendly with
everyone who works there, and I’ve managed to ignore Nadia Wrong’s
condescending comments. I’ve made sure your coffee is fresh every two
and a half hours because my sister Brinkley said that’s the cutoff for stale
coffee. I rushed out, in the cold, mind you, to get your stupid blazer, even
though you bash my form of transportation constantly…” She was shouting,
and then her words broke on a sob, and I swerved to the side of the road and
put the car in park.
“Nadia Wrong, huh?” I said, trying to make light of it even though my
goddamn chest squeezed at the sight of her with tears streaming down her
face and her bottom lip trembling.
It physically pained me to see her upset.
I was not a man who reacted to the sight of a woman crying that way.
It was normally my cue to tap out.
Get the hell out of there.
But for whatever reason, I was fighting the urge to pull her close.
“That’s what you took from all of that?” She swiped at her cheeks and
shook her head.
“It’s very fitting.” I leaned forward, using the pad of my thumb to swipe
beneath her eyes, one at a time. “Stop crying. Now.”
“You can’t tell me to stop crying.” She threw her hands in the air.
“I can, and I just did. So, your argument is already flawed, per usual,
Tink.”
“I’m not giving you my address until you tell me why you’re firing
me.” Her bottom lip trembled.
“For fuck’s sake. I’m not firing you. We’re going to the city. You need a
bag because we’re staying the night.”
“I’m going to the city? With you?” Her eyes widened as she waited for
an answer.
“Correct. We’re meeting with Mara Skye’s agent. He’s an asshole, but
we need to close this deal before he shops it. So, could you please tell me
the address to your home so you can grab a bag? We’ll discuss the rest of
your insults on the helicopter.”
She nodded. “Take this street down to the stop sign and make a right.”
She proceeded to direct me to her house and then asked me to pull over.
“Is this it?” I asked, glancing out the window at the ranch house set on a
large lot that was a good two hundred feet from where I’d stopped the car.
“Umm… you know how you asked me to answer a question and not ask
one myself?”
“Yes. We need to get going, Tink. I don’t have time for games.”
She bit down on her bottom lip and fidgeted with her hands. “I need to
take the scooter out here. My brother lives two blocks away, and I’m
staying in his casita. It’s like a guest room with its own entrance.”
“I know what a casita is. Why the fuck are we taking out your hunk of
junk two blocks from his house?”
“Because they don’t know that I drive this. I don’t want my family to
worry about me. They think my car is in the shop.”
I groaned. Everything was like a fucking riddle with this girl. “Where is
your fucking car? No more stories. Just spit it out. You can tell me.”
She let out a long breath and looked out the window before looking
back at me. “My ex-boyfriend didn’t take our breakup well, and he stole my
car right before I graduated and came home. He won’t give it back to me.
So, everyone thinks it’s in the shop. I bought the scooter to get me to and
from work until I figure out what to do.”
My hands fisted in my lap. I made an effort to calm myself down before
I spoke. “How did he steal the car?”
“He took the keys, and he has it hidden somewhere. I went to the bar
where he and his band perform in the city twice and tried to get him to tell
me where it is, but he won’t give it back until he gets what he wants.”
“Who the fuck does that? What does he want?”
“He wants to get back together.” She shrugged.
I ran a hand down my face. This was completely unacceptable. This
dickhead was holding her car hostage, and that shit would not fly with me.
“What’s his name? And what’s the name of his band?”
“Why?”
“You just did it again. You answered my question with a question. If
you want me to get that fucking glorified bike with a motor out of my car
and leave it here, you need to tell me his name now.”
“Dikota Smith. And his band is The Burnout.”
“Was that so difficult?” I grumped before getting out of my car and
yanking the piece of shit out of the trunk and parking it there.
We were silent as we drove to her brother’s house, and I waited in the
car as she ran inside to pack her overnight bag. I took that time to call
Weston, a man who’d worked for my family for many years. He was sort of
a private investigator slash bodyguard slash fix-it-man. A dude of many
talents, I guess you could say. He was on my father’s payroll at all times
because my dad had a tendency to need a lot of cleanup in his life.
I filled him in on the situation and asked to see what he could find out.
I’d be in the city tonight, and I had no problem going and having a chat
with her shithead ex-boyfriend.
I’d be getting that car back if it was the last thing I did.
I was her boss, after all.
It was the least I could do.
seven
. . .
Georgia
I’D SPRINTED inside the house and packed my nicest black dress for
dinner and grabbed a pair of heels. A meeting with an agent in the city was
definitely not something I could wear booties to. I tossed in my pajamas
and a change of clothes for tomorrow before gathering all my makeup and
toiletries and tossing them into a bag before hurrying back outside.
This day had been exhausting, and now I was heading to the city on a
helicopter to meet with my favorite author’s agent.
I’d been caught by my boss dancing in his closet while wearing his coat
and hat.
That had to go down as the world’s most embarrassing moment to date.
Well, unless it was beat out by the fact that I’d just cried in front of him
because I thought he’d fired me. And then I’d been forced to fill him in on
my blackmailing ex-boyfriend.
If you looked up train wreck in the dictionary right now, there’d be a
photo of me, holding a can of shaving cream and dancing in my grumpy
boss’s closet.
We’d driven back to the office in silence, and he’d hurried me up the
stairs and through a side door I hadn’t even known was there, which led to
the rooftop of the building where he kept his helicopter.
I was getting a crash course in the lifestyle of the rich and famous today.
Closets that were larger than my entire apartment back in the city and
helicopter pads on top of buildings.
Maddox had both of our bags in his hand and rested his free hand on the
small of my back as he led me toward the helicopter. A man who introduced
himself as Benjamin stood outside and opened the door and nodded at me
as I climbed inside.
Once we were in, the two men exchanged a few words, then we were up
in the air and I’d yet to speak a word.
“You okay?” He leaned close, and his lips grazed my ear. I squeezed my
legs together and glanced out the window before looking at him.
“Yeah. I didn’t let my family know I was leaving.”
He studied me for a moment as if the thought of my family not knowing
my whereabouts was a foreign concept to him. “Why don’t you send them a
text.”
I nodded. I sent my parents a quick text letting them know and then
jumped into the sibling group chat.
BRINKLEY
Fancy closets and now you’re in a helicopter? Go, Georgie,
go.
FINN
Did I miss a conversation? What are we talking about?
CAGE
This is why you shouldn’t get a dog. You can’t just leave any
time you want when you have a dog. #teachablemoment
HUGH
Stop being a #buzzkill, brother. Have fun in the city.
BRINKLEY
Where are you staying? I bet it’s somewhere swanky!
I groaned and tossed my phone onto the bed before making my way to
the bathroom. Tonight was a big night.
I had a seat at the table in a meeting that could lead to something
amazing.
I wasn’t going to worry about my crazy ex, my current car situation, or
the fact that my boss was consuming my every thought.
Both awake and asleep.
I’d had a dirty dream about the bastard last night.
Probably because we were spending so much time together and he had a
way of getting under my skin.
Although in my dream, he wasn’t under my skin. He was buried
between my thighs.
I had a hunch Bossman knew how to please a woman.
But I’d be keeping those thoughts to myself.
eight
. . .
Maddox
I TEXTED Georgia to let her know I was heading down to the bar and to
meet me there. She strolled in wearing a black dress and some hot-as-fuck
nude heels.
No booties today.
Her hair was pulled back and tied in some sort of knot at the nape of her
neck, and she looked fucking stunning.
Professional. Sexy.
Fucking breathtaking.
I’d kept my face neutral, not wanting to let her see that I was panting on
the inside. For fuck’s sake, this was my employee. My assistant.
I was not a cliché—that title had always belonged to my father.
“So, unless he directly asks you a question, just take notes and nod.
When we’re dealing with guys like Ted Hagger, the less we say, the better.
Let him do the talking. Let him talk himself into a fucking corner. We just
need a green light that we can sign Mara, and then we don’t say another
word. That’s how deals get lost.”
“Got it, Bossman. I’m ready. I’ll be the perfect assistant. You’ll hardly
know I’m there.” She chuckled, and I rolled my eyes.
But the smell of orange blossoms and cinnamon was flooding my
system, so there was no chance in hell I wouldn’t know she was there.
“There’s my boy.” My grandfather’s gruff voice pulled me from my
unprofessional thoughts.
I pushed to my feet, and so did Georgia.
“Good to see you.” I pulled him in for a hug. “This is my assistant,
Georgia Reynolds. I told you that she was a big fan of Mara’s work.”
He clasped her hand in his, and he raised a brow as he took her in.
She was stunning, no doubt about it.
“Well, I think you’ll be very pleased to know that Mara Skye is actually
joining us tonight,” he said.
Georgia’s mouth fell open. Her plump, pink lips making a perfect O.
Thoughts of filling that sweet mouth with—
Oh, for fuck’s sake.
I needed to pull my shit together.
I wasn’t that guy. Women didn’t affect me. I was polite enough, a
considerate lover who always pleased my women before myself, but I
didn’t gape or fantasize or think of anything beyond that moment.
A nice dinner, light conversation, and a great fucking romp in the hay.
That was me.
No attachments.
Ever.
“Mara Skye is coming to dinner tonight?” Georgia whispered and
wrapped both her hands around my grandfather’s hand, which he clearly
found endearing because he beamed down at her.
“She is.” He smiled before turning when someone called out his name.
Ted Hagger strolled into the bar wearing an expensive suit and waving his
hands around, which was impossible to miss because the dude had rings on
almost every finger and a fancy watch on his wrist, and he made sure
everyone saw them.
He looked like a cheesedick trying to flaunt his money.
I leaned down close to Georgia’s ear as my grandfather extended his
hand to Ted.
“Keep your cool when she gets here, Tink.”
She nodded and sighed before Grandfather introduced us. I couldn’t
stand the guy, but I’d be polite because we wanted to sign Mara, and we
needed him to make that happen.
Of course, the asshole pressed his lips to the back of Georgia’s hand,
and it took everything in me not to yank him by his over-gelled, slicked-
back hair and remind him this was a business deal.
I didn’t need him panting all over my assistant, for fuck’s sake.
“Maddox, what has it been? A year since I saw you last?”
I wished that were true. But we’d seen one another at a social event
three months ago.
“Something like that. Thanks for meeting with us on such short notice.”
“Of course. Mara’s on her way, so we can head to the table and wait for
her there. I’m assuming we’ll be ordering the best bottle of wine they have,
as I am representing the hottest author out there right now.” His laugh was
high-pitched, fake, and annoying as hell.
My grandfather chuckled, as he knew how to play the game better than I
did. “Absolutely. Whatever you want is on us tonight. Thanks for giving me
the first option to sign her.”
We walked to the hostess stand, and she led us to the table in the back of
the restaurant. The place was packed tonight, but it was quieter back here.
This had always been my grandfather’s favorite spot, and I’d grown up
coming here.
We took our seats and the slimy jackass made sure to take the seat
beside Georgia, which pissed me off. I sat across from her, and my
grandfather sat at the head of the table. We saved the spot beside me and
across from Ted for his client.
“So, Georgia, you work for this guy, huh?” Ted smirked, his eyes
roaming her face and chest so blatantly, I cleared my throat to remind him
we were all watching.
“I do, yes.” Her face was hard, not something I’d ever seen from her
before now. She didn’t like him, that much I could tell, but she remained
professional, and that had the corners of my lips turning up just the slightest
bit.
“Well, when you get tired of that hokey little town, just know we’re
always hiring at my firm here in the city. In fact, I’m in the market for a
new assistant.”
The bastard was trying to steal my employee while I was buying him
dinner? The dude went through PAs faster than—well, faster than I did, but
for different reasons. I was a workaholic who demanded perfection, which
could be too much for people at times. He had a reputation for being a
womanizer, and there were rumors of multiple women complaining to HR
at his firm, but he’d always managed to buy his way out of it. I didn’t like
him sitting beside Georgia.
I didn’t like him breathing the same air as her.
“Ted, I’ll say this once, and I won’t say it again. We’d love to work with
Mara, but if you ever try to fucking poach my employee again, I will reach
across this table and teach you some fucking manners. I don’t give a shit if
it costs us a deal. You got me?”
“Whoa, whoa, big guy, relax. It’s just business, brother. But I can see
you’re very attached to your assistant.” He chuckled.
My grandfather glanced at me before turning his attention back to Ted.
“To make sure we’re clear, we aren’t desperate, Ted. We happen to be the
biggest publishing house in the United States, and we already have some of
the most influential authors on the planet working with us. Mara is talented,
and we’d like to work with her, but you will not disrespect our employees.
We’ll walk so fast your head will spin.”
“Ah, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, I see.” He shrugged,
completely unfazed. The dude had fallouts with more people than not. This
was nothing for him. “Georgia, you’ve got some loyal employers right
here.”
“Well, you know… being from a hokey little town and all, I consider
myself lucky to be working with Lancaster Press. And us small-town girls
are pretty loyal, too, Mr. Hagger.” She smiled, but it wasn’t genuine. She
was trying to be professional while sticking it to him as much as she could.
And I fucking loved it.
He nodded. “There’s just something about a small-town girl. Am I right,
gentlemen?” He waggled his brows, like this was all just some fun banter,
while everyone else at the table was on edge. And then he looked up and
pushed to his feet. “Ah… here she is. Mara, thank you for joining us.”
He made the introductions, and I watched as Georgia bit down on her
bottom lip, trying to keep herself from reacting too much as she shook her
hand. We all took our seats, and Ted ordered two bottles of the most
expensive wine on the menu, and we placed our dinner orders, as well.
I got right down to business, telling Mara that we were beyond
impressed with the sample that she’d sent over, and we were interested in
making her an offer tonight.
“Well, this is fabulous news. I told Ted I only wanted to work with
Lancaster Press on this one. Signing a deal with you all has been on my
bucket list for a while now. I know you weren’t interested in the last series,
but I was hoping this one would pique your interest.” She smiled and then
glanced at her agent before turning back to me. “I told Ted if you passed on
this one, I was going to drive to Cottonwood Cove myself and convince you
of all the reasons why you should sign me.”
We’d never received a submission from Mara Skye before, at least not
in the last decade that I’d been with the company. Professionally, throwing
Ted under the bus might not be the wisest move, but the fact that he was
licking his lips as he glanced over at my assistant left me with no choice.
“Well, I assure you, we would never turn you down. This is the first
time we’ve received a submission, as far as I know, and we jumped at the
chance to work with you.”
My grandfather chuckled because he knew what I was doing. We
weren’t covering for this asshole. “I’m pretty ancient, so unless you
submitted to us at a time that I wasn’t running Lancaster Press, I’d know
about it.”
Mara’s gaze narrowed as she looked between us and her agent in
confusion.
“Well, no sense getting hung up on the past. We all know that
paperwork can fall through the cracks. Let’s focus on the here and now,”
Ted said.
He’d only submitted to us this time because she was going to go around
him. This guy was a bigger dickhead than I’d given him credit for.
“That’s fine. We can talk about it later, Ted.” Mara’s face did not hide
her displeasure. “Tonight, I want to focus on the future. So, you really liked
it?”
“We loved it,” my grandfather said. “Georgia, here, is a big fan. She’s
read all of your work, and she gushed about this submission.”
Mara clapped her hands together. “Stop. Really? That means the world
to me, Georgia. Thank you.”
“Are you kidding? Thank you. You are a one-click author for me. I
literally stay up all night when your books release.”
“Well, from now on, I’ll be sending you an ARC for all of my books,”
Mara said with a big smile on her face. Advanced Reader Copies were
popular in the book world.
“Oh, wow. That would mean so much to me. I beta-read for my cousin,
and now I can be an ARC reader for you,” Georgia said, raising her glass. “I
will drink to that.”
Everyone raised their glass, and Mara took a sip before turning her
attention back to Georgia.
“Who is your cousin?”
“Ashlan Thomas. Her name is Ashlan King now, but she writes under
her maiden name.”
Mara’s mouth fell open. “I’m a huge fan of Ashlan’s work. I’ve read
everything she’s written.”
They went back and forth as our food was set down in front of us.
Georgia agreed to have Ashlan come to Cottonwood Cove when Mara came
for a visit. We’d gotten off the professional track with the conversation, but
with the way these two were bonding, it only worked in our favor.
Georgia glanced up at me and managed to steer the conversation back to
the present. “So, Maddox doesn’t normally read historical romance, but he
admitted that he’d been pulled in by this one, too. I think you’ve got a new
fan on your hands.”
Mara turned her attention to me, and we discussed some of the strengths
of her opening and where she planned to take the story. My grandfather was
completely captivated by her as she walked us through the conflict and the
way she planned to give them their happily ever after.
“Brilliant. When do you think you could have the next few chapters to
us?”
“The book is done. I thought Ted told you that. We just didn’t want to
overwhelm you with the whole thing if you weren’t interested.”
I finished chewing and reached for my glass of wine. “We’re more than
interested. We can have a contract ready for you tomorrow if the numbers
we discussed work for you?” We were offering her a four-book deal, which
we didn’t do often, but she’d felt passionate about the series, and we knew
she was talented as hell.
“Yes. I’m ready to sign with you right now.” She clasped her fingers
together and chuckled.
“Consider it a done deal. We’ll send something over to your office
tomorrow, Ted.” My grandfather did not look pleased when he turned his
attention to her agent, who had clearly been lying about submitting to us in
the past.
“Great. We’ll look it over and get it back to you quickly.” Ted glanced
down at his phone as if he had something more important going on than the
fact that we had verbally agreed to sign Mara.
She watched him for a long moment before turning back to the rest of
us. “How about we keep in touch? Let’s exchange numbers.”
She handed her phone to Georgia, and she agreed to put her number and
our office number in her contacts, and then she sent herself a text to ensure
she had Mara’s number, as well.
Ted’s head snapped up. “That won’t be necessary. I’ve got their
information. Well, I don’t have Georgia’s number, and I should probably get
that in case I can’t reach the big guy over here.”
I rolled my eyes. He had no reason to contact her. “If you call my direct
line, Georgia will answer and patch you through. That should suffice.”
Yeah, I shut that shit down fast and glanced at Georgia to make sure she
didn’t hand that asshole her phone.
“Well, I’ll give you a call at the office tomorrow, Georgia.” He smiled
and slipped his phone into his coat pocket.
We finished dinner and celebrated with a few desserts as Mara and
Georgia talked books. Ted told us he might have another client interested in
signing with us, but I figured he was full of shit and just trying to kiss our
asses after being caught in a lie tonight.
We all stood and said our goodbyes and my grandfather told me he’d
call me in the morning. Ted walked Mara out, and from the looks of it, she
was blasting him a little, as their conversation looked heated.
Georgia and I walked toward the elevators, not saying a word as we
waited for the doors to open and stepped inside.
“You did well tonight,” I said, standing on the opposite wall from her
because I needed distance from this woman. Her scent. Her eyes. Her smile.
It was doing crazy shit to me, and that didn’t sit well.
“Thank you. I love her. She’s amazing. Her agent is a real tool, though,
huh?”
“Yeah. Unfortunately, he’s got some of the biggest authors out there,
and working with him is inevitable. But you handled him well.”
“Thank you. Did you just compliment me twice in two minutes,
Bossman?” Her voice was all tease as the door opened, and I motioned for
her to step off first.
I was a gentleman, after all.
It had nothing to do with the fact that I had a perfect view of her ass
swaying from side to side as she walked down the hall.
“Don’t get cocky. I still think you drive a piece of shit, and you did
dance around in my closet, so there are still those two things on the table.” I
chuckled as I paused in front of my door, and she stood across from me
with her back against her door.
“I’ve got some moves, don’t I?”
The best fucking moves I’d ever seen.
But I wouldn’t say that.
I was her boss, after all.
“Goodnight, Tink.”
And with that, I turned and slipped inside my room.
I’d gotten a text from Heather, a woman I’d seen on and off over the
years, but for whatever reason, I wasn’t in the mood for company.
Because I couldn’t get my goddamn assistant out of my head.
nine
. . .
Georgia
CAGE
Well, that’s a rough day at the office. You’re getting naked
with Jessica fucking Carson, and I’m checking the eyesight of
the Wilsons’ hamster. Where did I go wrong when choosing
my career path?
BRINKLEY
Jessica Carson is so hot, but I saw her in an interview, and
she was a little full of herself. I just had to go into the locker
room with a bunch of sweaty NFL players, and I saw more
asses than anyone should see at one given time. But wow,
those are some good butts on those men.
HUGH
There’s a lot happening here. Sex scenes, hamsters, and
multiple asses? Georgie, anything you need to share?
BRINKLEY
She’s in a meeting with Mara Skye right now. Although her
boss is awfully sexy. Even if he’s a broody bastard. But aren’t
those the best kind?
I’m here. The meeting was amazing. She is going to sign a
four-book deal with Lancaster Press, and she talked to me the
whole night. I think I’ve found my calling. Nobody was nude at
the table, though.
CAGE
I knew you’d find your niche. And you were able to combine
your business degree with your love for reading. Proud of
you, Georgie.
FINN
Hey, I just had a sex scene with one of the hottest upcoming
actresses on the planet. Are you proud of me, Cage?
HUGH
I’m guessing he’s envious, for sure. You need a woman,
Cage. Spending your days with pigs and chicks and hamsters
isn’t healthy. <laughing face emoji>
BRINKLEY
It’s better than all the fancy boutique dogs you were seeing
when you were in LA. Don’t knock the small-town life.
CAGE
Says the girl living in the city.
FINN
He is, but is Mr. Weber still running Santa’s village and
dressing as an elf? That man was three sheets to crazy town
last Christmas. He burped in my face, and he reeked of Italian
sausage and peppermint Schnapps. I can’t eat a candy cane
without having flashbacks now.
HUGH
He was at the restaurant last night, tipping back the whiskey
sours and wearing a green jumpsuit and a hat. It’s safe to say
he’s still a drunk elf.
CAGE
My god. That man was a drunk elf when we were kids. How is
his liver still working?
BRINKLEY
Remember the year we did that Christmas photo with me and
Georgie on Santa’s lap and you guys standing around him for
the family holiday card, and Mr. Weber photobombed us?
Yes. Mom was so mad when she ordered two hundred and
fifty cards, only to see an elf with unusually red eyes jumping
up in the background. <eyeroll emoji>
CAGE
Well, if he burps on my daughter, I’m going to have a word
with him.
BRINKLEY
I would pay money to see you go all papa bear protective on
Mr. Weber.
HUGH
Why don’t you guys all come have dinner at the restaurant
after taking Gracie to see Santa, and I’ll have Mom and Dad
come, too?
I moved to the bathroom and ran a bubble bath in the fancy tub. I
pinned up my hair and climbed in. I was deep into my beta read from my
cousin, Ashlan. I often read on my Kindle app on my phone, and a text
from Maddox appeared at the top of the screen.
BOSSMAN
I just emailed you a copy of the contract that we are sending
to Mara tomorrow morning. Check it over for me, and then we
will forward it to her and that douchedick agent of hers.
I’m glad you’re dealing with her and not just him. I don’t get a
good vibe from him.
BOSSMAN
Good. He’s bad news. Tell me why you and your ex broke up.
BOSSMAN
You just answered another question with a question.
BOSSMAN
Because my employee drives a motorized bicycle in the snow
due to the fact that her asshat ex-boyfriend stole her car. He’s
blackmailing you. So, I want to know why he’s taking the
breakup so hard.
My feet slipped as I texted, and the water sloshed over the side of the
tub and bubbles covered my hands.
BOSSMAN
Are you going to tell me what happened? I’m guessing you
didn’t use the back door?
That’s what she said! LOL. You set me up for that one. I
wasn’t done with the story, but I got bubbles on my hands,
and I had to wipe them off.
BOSSMAN
Ridiculous sense of humor. Why are you playing with
bubbles?
BOSSMAN
Touché. Finish the story. You’re in the back room. The fire
alarm gets pulled.
BOSSMAN
Who the fuck does that?
Dikota Smith.
BOSSMAN
It’s a stupid name. So, you dumped him. And then he stole
your car?
BOSSMAN
You can’t make this shit up. And then he stole your car after
boning your roommate?
BOSSMAN
This wouldn’t even work in fiction. I take it you and the roomie
aren’t friends anymore?
We are not. And she sat next to me at graduation, which was
super awkward. She keeps calling, but there really isn’t any
way to come back after that.
BOSSMAN
And your family doesn’t know he took your car?
BOSSMAN
By driving a scooter in the snow.
BOSSMAN
One younger brother. He’d most likely steal your car and
sleep with your roommate, so if you meet him, stay away from
him.
Got it. I really like your grandfather. Do your parents live here,
too?
BOSSMAN
Show and share is over, Tink. Get some sleep.
BOSSMAN
That’s what she said. Night.
I laughed before setting my phone down and reaching for a towel and
drying off. I pulled on my pajamas and climbed into bed.
And I fell asleep to thoughts of my boss telling off the man who offered
me a job tonight.
Maddox Lancaster was full of surprises.
The week had flown by. I was hurrying to get out of the office because
tonight I was going with my brother, Cage, to take my niece, Gracie, to see
Santa. The whole family was meeting at Reynolds’ after, and it had been a
few weeks since we were all together.
Brinkley lived in the city.
Finn was away filming in a small town between Cottonwood Cove and
San Francisco.
And Hugh and Cage had been busy with work.
I saw my parents often, but it had been a few days, and they were
excited to hear about my trip and how my meeting went with Mara Skye.
We’d been swamped at the office, as Maddox kept his schedule pretty
packed, and between the trips he had coming up and the contracts that were
going out, I could barely catch my breath.
I’d somehow managed to stay at the top of the winner’s circle in ping-
pong at the office, and I really enjoyed my job.
It was busy and fun and challenging.
My boss was still exhausting and needy, but I didn’t mind it because
Mara had signed the contract, and Maddox had given me a copy of the
manuscript to read. He wasn’t giving this particular book to Nadia, who’d
initially turned it down but then backtracked when she heard that Lancaster
Press had signed her. He’d decided to have his chief editor, Helena, work on
it. And he was letting me meet with her to discuss things since declaring me
a historical romance expert.
I’d been staying up way too late at night to read. I’d just finished the
manuscript last night, and it was definitely Mara’s best work.
And we’d been texting nonstop about it.
Mara Skye and I were practically girlfriends.
My cousin, Ashlan, was over the moon that Mara knew who she was,
and we’d set up a day to go to lunch in a couple weeks, after we got through
the holidays, when they’d both agreed to come to town.
Life was good.
I’d just been in a two-hour meeting with Helena discussing the book,
and Maddox buzzed her office looking for me.
“The boss needs you. Thanks for talking this through. You’ve got a
good eye, Georgia. And I know I showed you the cover art we were
considering for this one, but I think you might be right about it looking
more like a fantasy book than a historical romance book. I have the team
working on the concept that we discussed a few days ago.”
In what world did anyone listen to me and my ideas about something so
important?
I shook my head and smiled. “Wow. Thank you so much for letting me
be a part of this.”
The door swung open, and Maddox stood there, looking irritated. His
jaw was set, shoulders stiff, and one eyebrow raised as his lips remained in
a straight line when he looked at me. “I’ve called and texted. You’re
needed. Now.”
Helena chuckled. “Sorry. It was my fault.”
He held up his hand to her with a forced smile. “It’s fine. Let’s go,
Tink.”
He’d started openly calling me by the nickname in the office, and
Sydney thought it was hilarious because it was so unexpected coming from
him. But no one else commented about it. I think they all knew we worked
closely together and we’d formed a friendship.
“Where is the fire? We were talking about the book,” I whisper-hissed
after saying goodbye to Helena.
We spent a lot of time together.
He texted me endlessly for things he needed.
Day and night.
He took the position of personal assistant to a whole new level. And
patience was not his strong suit.
“Two hours is more than enough time. Come with me.” He was so
bossy and irritated most of the time, yet I loved it.
I woke up in a good mood every day.
I’d somehow found my purpose here.
He led me down the stairs, and a few people yelled out to me about the
ping-pong massacre today, where I’d literally destroyed Craig as he’d
beaten everyone all week and wanted to challenge me for the title once
again.
“Get back to work. Ping-pong is over,” Maddox growled.
“Says the man who never plays,” I said, as I followed him out the door
and around the building. It was freezing, and he seemed completely
unfazed.
He turned and handed me a set of keys, and there sat my piece-of-crap
car, looking like it had a massive makeover. Had he painted it? It used to be
a faded gray, and now it was a matte black.
“Is that my car?”
“Yes.”
“How’d you get it back?”
“I got it back when we were in the city. That night. But it was in terrible
shape. Had he stripped the paint job? It was a horrible gray, and it looked
like shit.”
“No. That was the way I bought it. Don’t be rude, Money Bags. We
don’t all have options about the color when purchasing our first car. But I
see you went with black. The color of your cold, jaded heart?” I teased, as I
moved around it and glanced inside. “It’s amazing. Thank you. I don’t
know what to say.”
“Well, this is thrilling. You’ve never been at a loss for words.
Sometimes less is more, Tink.”
“Says the man who publishes words for a living.” I raised a brow and
rubbed my hands together as the snow started to fall from above.
He surprised me when he pulled his suit coat off and wrapped it around
my shoulders. He could be so grumpy one minute, but then he’d catch me
off guard the next by doing something nice.
He’d gone to the city to get my car for me.
Maybe Bossman actually had a heart.
ten
. . .
Maddox
“SO, did he just give you the car when you asked for it?” Georgia asked
me, as she tipped her head back to let the snow fall on her pretty face.
“He’s pathetic. I could have snapped him in half if I wanted to. So, no,
he didn’t put up a fight. He whined and bitched, and I counted to three, and
he handed over the keys. I told you… you’ve been dating boys, not men.”
It had been all too easy. The bar that her dipshit ex had been performing
at was a leased space owned by Lancaster Properties. I’d made a call and
was taken into a back room, and the show was temporarily stopped until
after our little meeting. The pussy had cried and said he still loved her. I
told him to stop contacting her or I’d be paying him another visit, and I
wouldn’t be as friendly next time.
And I meant it.
“What are you? The dating expert now?” She smirked. I loved how
salty she was with me when she was pure sunshine with everyone else. I
brought something out of her, and I enjoyed it.
“I do very well. Thank you for asking.”
“I haven’t seen any dates on your calendar,” she said, her gaze
searching mine.
“I keep my personal life separate, Tink.” I raised a brow, liking the way
her little hands fisted before she shoved them into my suit coat pockets. The
snow was starting to come down harder, and I didn’t mind standing out here
with her at all, even though I was freezing my balls off. It was worth it to
have this moment with her without four hundred fucking people
interrupting us with fires to put out.
“I would hear about it if you were dating anyone here in Cottonwood
Cove. Virginia gets all the scoop in town,” she said, her voice full of tease,
but I could see in her eyes that she was anxious for me to answer.
She was right.
I hadn’t been out.
Not once since the day she’d come to interview with me.
And I needed to blow off some steam. Stop fantasizing about my
assistant.
“I actually have a date tonight. We’re going to your brother’s restaurant
because, according to Yelp, it’s the best in town. And I do like impressing
my women.”
I couldn’t hide the smile on my face. Hell, I smiled all the time now.
She brought out a softer side of me, which I’d normally despise, but I didn’t
mind it at the moment. She looked jealous, and I liked it so much that I
couldn’t stop smiling. How twisted was that?
“Really?”
“Not sure why that’s surprising to you, but yes. Really.”
“That’s actually fabulous. My family is having dinner there tonight after
we take my niece to see Santa. Can’t wait to meet your girlfriend.”
“I don’t do girlfriends,” I said, and she shivered, so I turned her toward
the building and placed my hand on her lower back to lead her inside.
“So, what do you do? Just buy them dinner and have your way with
them?” she asked. Once we stepped inside, she looked up at me with her
dark blue eyes wide and curious.
I leaned down close to her ear. “I buy them dinner and then I rock their
fucking world.”
She crossed her arms over her chest as we stood in the entryway, a few
feet away from nosy Virginia Hawkson, who thankfully looked deep in
conversation as she held the phone to her ear.
“A one and done?” She raised a brow.
“Nah. I get a lot of repeat customers.” I chuckled because I knew I was
infuriating her, and I enjoyed it. “Heather is a woman I’ve seen many times,
and she’s coming here tonight. No pun intended.” I winked. “She was
pissed I didn’t make time for her when I was in the city because I was busy
dealing with your little fucker, and she insisted on driving here tonight to
see me.”
I didn’t know what the hell was going on with me, but ever since our
trip to the city—nah, scratch that, ever since she was shaking her ass in the
closet to “Slow Ride”, I’d adjusted my boss-employee relationship with her.
Georgia brought out a different side of me. She was easy to be with. I
laughed more than I ever had, and I didn’t mind it. Hell, even I’d noticed
the stuffy aloofness that I’d perfected under the tutelage of my father had
faded. Georgia was doing things to me physically and emotionally, and I
liked it.
Her tongue swiped out to wet her lips. “Wow. Good for you, and good
for her, if that works for you both. I’d never take part in that kind of deal.”
Her claws were out, and I liked it.
“And why is that, Tink?”
“Because that means you’re both allowed to do whatever you want
when you aren’t together.”
“Correct.”
“I’d never be with a man who was willing to share me with someone
else. I want to be with a man who couldn’t stand the thought of another man
touching me,” she said, one brow raised as if she’d just put me in my place.
“And is that how Dikota, the car thief, was? When he wasn’t fucking
your roommate?” I shouldn’t have said it. It wasn’t nice. But she was
getting under my skin because even talking about another man touching her
bothered me.
This conversation was completely unprofessional and inappropriate for
a million reasons, and I didn’t give a fuck. Georgia mattered to me more
than I wanted to admit.
She cleared her throat and kept her face even, but I saw the hurt in her
eyes.
I was an asshole.
She needed to know that.
“Thanks for throwing that in my face when you are one of the only
people that I shared that with. But, if you must know, he was actually quite
possessive, yes. And I was done with him long before he strayed, but that
would have been a deal breaker for me either way. I don’t share, Bossman.”
“Good for you. You should hold out for Mr. Perfect. And I assure you,
it’s not that punk in the city.”
“You think I’m going to take dating advice from you?” she said,
glancing down at her phone when it vibrated. “It’s getting late. I need to go
send those emails and then get to my brother’s house to go see Santa. I
guess I’ll see you and your woman of the evening at Reynolds’.”
I barked out a laugh. “I guess you will, Tink.”
She pulled my coat off her shoulders and chucked it at me before
heading through the office and back upstairs. She got stopped several times
because everyone loved her.
I took my time, watching the way she moved up the stairs. The way her
lean legs elegantly took one step after the other. It was wrong, but I couldn’t
help myself. This woman was consuming my thoughts. And I was dreading
dinner with Heather.
I’d agreed to her coming to town because she was relentless about
getting together, and I knew I needed to get laid. It had been too long, and it
was the only chance I had at getting Georgia Reynolds out of my head.
Heather Olivia was the daughter of a wealthy banker, and she was definitely
looking for a wealthy husband. I’d been upfront with her from the moment
we met when she’d pursued me hard. I was always clear with the women
that I spent time with. I enjoyed dinner, a nice bottle of wine, and a show or
the opera now and then. I liked having a date to take to events that I had to
attend. But I didn’t want anything deeper than that. I knew where that led,
and I wasn’t interested in it. I didn’t open my life to the women that I spent
time with. Everyone’s version of the fairy tale was different. My mother had
thought my father was her prince on a white horse, and though he’d set her
up in a castle and given her the finest things in life, she’d soon learned that
it came at a cost. That he didn’t mean it when he said, “Till death do us
part.”
He was a selfish prick with a wandering eye and an ice-cold heart. He’d
humiliated her at her lowest point, chipping away at her as her body
deteriorated right before our eyes.
Love was overrated. It was bullshit. I wasn’t here to say that it didn’t
work for some people. My grandparents were the rare couple that got it
right. But I was more than aware that most of the women who had
attempted to sink their nails into me were after two things.
The Lancaster name and the Lancaster money.
It came with the territory.
I was fairly certain that Heather wanted both.
But we’d been doing this sporadically for two years now, and it was
clear that I wasn’t going to change my mind. Yet she kept coming back.
She’d taken a car service here because the woman was a pampered
princess. She didn’t work or have any real ambitions beyond shopping and
finding a husband who’d keep her living in the lap of luxury. That was why
I wasn’t sure why she hadn’t moved on to someone else. Someone more
likely to give her what she wanted.
She was gorgeous, no doubt about it.
I arrived at Reynolds’ and was taken to a table in the back of the
restaurant. The place was fairly busy, chatter and laughter surrounding me.
Dark wood covered the floors, and stone accents on the walls offered a lot
of character. It definitely had a rustic, cool vibe.
I looked up to see Heather walking my way. Her black hair was straight
and shiny, and she wore a skintight red dress that clung to her and ended
just below her knees. She wore a black fur coat that went almost to the
ground, and sky-high fuck-me heels, per usual. Heads turned as she moved
toward me because she stood out like a sore thumb in here, as most people
were dressed in jeans and sweaters. I pushed to my feet and gave her a
quick hug.
“Good to see you.”
“Well, I had no choice but to come to you, obviously. I can’t believe
you’re living in this godforsaken town. Is it just the worst living here?” she
asked as I slipped her coat off her shoulders and set it on the empty chair
beside us. I pulled out her chair, and she took a seat, and I settled across
from her.
“Actually, it hasn’t been so bad lately. It’s growing on me. It’s peaceful.
There’s no press snapping pictures every time you go to fucking dinner. No
traffic. And the office is thriving, so I have no complaints.”
“Well, why get all dressed up if no one is going to take photos of you
and post them?” She chuckled. “I’m guessing the shopping is not great
here. I’m sure there are some boutiques, but you know, I love my name
brands. I’m hoping to see your new house while I’m here. I was
disappointed you didn’t have me meet you there.”
Of course, she was. My plan to meet her here was intentional. I didn’t
bring women to my home often. I normally took them to the hotel in the
city, even when I was living there. Georgia had been spot on when she’d
made that statement, but I sure as shit wasn’t going to admit it. I didn’t like
inviting people into my personal space, nor did I ever spend the night with a
woman. I had my reasons, and I made that clear upfront. I knew Heather
was hoping to come home with me, and I also knew that I needed to get
laid.
But I hadn’t decided how that would go down yet.
I’d probably take her to a hotel here in Cottonwood Cove, and then I
could head home after.
Before I could answer, there was a ruckus a few feet away. A large
group had entered, and for whatever reason, they were garnering a lot of
attention.
Tinker Bell.
This must be the infamous Reynolds family. Georgia had her head
tipped back in a full-bodied laugh as another woman with long, dark hair
stood close, saying something to her with a big smile on her face. There
was a big dude with long hair, and his arm was wrapped around another
woman with dark hair. A taller dude held a little girl in his arms, and
another guy huddled around them, telling a story with his arms flying all
over the place. An older attractive couple held hands and stood there
watching them with complete adoration.
Like something out of a goddamn movie. They were all unusually good-
looking, and it was obvious they were all close and comfortable with one
another. The hostess who’d seated us approached the big dude with the long
hair and the woman beside him, and they both said something to the group
before heading in the opposite direction. That must be the brother who
owned the place. The rest of the group made their way to a table not far
from mine.
Georgia was talking a mile a minute when her gaze found mine, and she
halted. Her eyes moved to Heather, and she said something to her family as
they took their seats, and she walked toward my table.
My dick reacted immediately at the sight of her, which pissed me off.
He was supposed to be reacting to Heather, not to my employee.
She wore a pair of dark skinny jeans, boots that didn’t have a heel, but
came up her legs, ending just above her knees. It somehow managed to be
sexy as shit. She wore a cream turtleneck sweater, and her hair fell in big,
fat waves around her shoulders.
“Hey,” she purred as she approached the table.
“Hey, Georgia, this is my friend, Heather. Heather, Georgia is my
assistant at Lancaster Press.” I motioned to my date. Heather’s red lips
formed a straight line as she glanced up at my assistant with the warmth of
an iceberg.
“Hi, it’s nice to meet you,” Georgia said, extending a hand. Heather
looked down at her hand for an awkward amount of time, before taking just
the tips of Georgia’s fingers in her grasp for all of two seconds before
completely looking away and making it clear that she wasn’t interested in
chatting.
It pissed me the fuck off.
I knew she could be cold, but I’d never seen her behave like this.
“Nice to meet you,” Heather said, but she was looking at me and not at
the woman standing at our table.
“Hello? Yoo-hoo? I think you see me standing here,” Georgia said,
leaning her hand over the table and waving it up and down in front of my
date’s face as a loud laugh escaped my mouth.
The balls on this girl.
Heather startled and gasped, turning to look at her. “I see you.”
“Ahhh… well, I see you, too.” Georgia smirked. Her words had more
meaning in them than the simple acknowledgement she’d made.
“Well, I think you’re off the clock now, so…” Heather said, her lips
turning up in the corners.
“I’m never really off the clock with Bossman.” Georgia acted
completely unfazed by how rude my date was behaving. I was not happy,
and I would definitely let Heather know it. “You two have a nice evening.”
She turned on her heels and marched over to her table. The older man,
who I assumed was her father, saved a seat for her beside him, and the way
he looked at her was the way a father who adored his child should look at
them. I’d never been on the receiving end of that kind of adoration from my
father.
Our server came to the table, and we ordered our drinks and dinner. I
wanted to get things moving because I was already done with this date.
After she stepped away, I looked at the woman sitting across from me.
“That was uncalled for. You were rude.”
“She’s your assistant, not a client. I didn’t think I needed to try with
her.” She looked up at me, one eyebrow raised in challenge.
“So, you pick and choose who you make an effort with?” I hissed, as the
waitress set our wine glasses down, and I took a sip.
“Of course. I don’t waste energy on people who aren’t important. And
she’s not important.”
My blood boiled.
She couldn’t be more wrong.
And I couldn’t wait to send her on her way the minute we finished
eating.
My dick would have to wait for my right hand once again tonight.
I’d rather get off thinking of my assistant for the millionth time this
week than spend the night with this woman.
Check, please.
eleven
. . .
Georgia
MY FATHER WAS TALKING about our many trips to see Santa over
the years, and Gracie was busy drawing a picture of her and Santa.
It had been adorable, and my phone was filled with pictures of Gracie
sitting on his lap, giving him the long version of her wishes for Christmas. I
snapped a few pics of Cage stewing as Mr. Weber followed him around,
talking nonstop. Cage kept whispering in my ear that he was going to give a
nasty Yelp review about being followed around by an elf that was three
sheets to the wind.
As if anyone in Cottonwood Cove relied on those reviews. This was a
small town. Everyone knew everything, so reviews weren’t really
necessary. But my stubborn older brother needed to take his aggression out
somewhere, so I wouldn’t point it out and ruin his fun.
My eyes kept moving to the table a few feet away, where my boss sat
with the ice queen. The woman didn’t even try to fake it.
She put the itch in bitch, no doubt about it.
My phone vibrated on the table as everyone continued laughing and
talking and telling stories as our food was placed in front of us.
BOSSMAN
Sorry about that. I let her know she was rude.
Rude is someone not saying thank you. Your date could give
the devil a run for his money. Not sure what you see in
someone who gives off major mean-girl vibes and has the
warmth of an ice sculpture.
BOSSMAN
Didn’t your last boyfriend steal your car?
BOSSMAN
Fair enough. Would it be all right if I came over and met your
family? I promise I won’t insult you.
They’d like to meet you. I wouldn’t let them come over for fear
your date might pull the stick out of her ass and beat them
with it.
BOSSMAN
Wise choice. I’ll be over shortly.
Cage was ranting about Santa when Maddox approached the table, and
everyone turned to look at him.
The man just had a way of drawing everyone’s attention.
It was more than his height and his good looks. It was his demeanor.
“I’m sorry to interrupt. I just wanted to introduce myself,” he said
before my niece interrupted.
“You’re Aunt Georgie’s bossman?”
Everyone laughed, and Maddox’s lips twitched in the corners before a
smile took over his face.
“Yes. I’m Maddox Lancaster, and I just wanted to say you have raised
an amazing young woman. She’s done a fantastic job so far.”
“She’s the best. No doubt about it,” my father said. “I’m Bradford
Reynolds, and this is my wife, Alana.” He went on to introduce everyone at
the table, and Maddox made his way around, shaking everyone’s hands. It
was unexpected but appreciated.
When he got to Gracie, she held up her hand for a high-five. Maddox
gently tapped it with his hand and bent down to meet her gaze. “Did you go
see Santa tonight?”
She gasped. “Did he tell you?”
I used my hand to cover my mouth to keep from laughing, expecting
Maddox to correct her and tell her that I had let him know where we were
going. But instead, he shocked the shit out of me. “He did. I ran into him on
my way in here, and he told me to look for the cutest girl in the place and
tell her that she was at the top of his list.”
Where the hell was Mr. Moody? Maybe he’d already had sex with his
evil queen, and he was more relaxed now.
Everyone at the table smiled, including Cage, which said a lot.
“Thank you, Bossman. I told Daddy I was going to be the best girl this
year.”
Maddox pushed back to stand and smiled at her. “I think you did it. It
was nice to meet you all. I’ll let you get back to your dinner.”
He sauntered back to the table, and Brinkley leaned in close to me.
“Holy shitballs. My ovaries just exploded. He’s so freaking hot. And sexy.
He doesn’t seem that mean… Not that I would care when he looks that
good.”
I licked my lips, trying to calm my racing heart because I felt the same
way. “He was definitely being nicer to you guys than he normally is. He
probably knows I’ve told you how rude he is, so he’s trying to make me
look like I’m being dramatic. But I guess I have seen the softer side of him
a few times. He’s just pretty intense at work.” I couldn’t tell her what he did
for me regarding my car because I’d have to tell her the whole story and I
didn’t want to go there.
“Well, he definitely likes you.”
“He can’t stand me,” I said with a chuckle because she was obviously
misreading that.
“He hasn’t taken his eyes off you since you walked in. I don’t think his
date is too pleased about it, nor do I think she’ll be getting any tonight.” She
laughed.
“Don’t be ridiculous. I work for him. He reminds me of that constantly.
And he’s a few years older than me anyway, so he dates women, not college
grads.”
“You are a woman. And so what if he’s a few years older? Definitely
not too old for you. You’ve been dating these losers, and that right there is a
real man.”
“What are we whispering about?” my mother asked.
“Nothing. Work stuff.” I shrugged.
“Well, your boss seems very impressed with you,” Mom said.
“He does seem impressed, doesn’t he?” Brinkley teased.
“Well, he should be. She’s amazing,” Lila said as she winked at me.
“She works such long hours. We hardly get to see her.” I loved living with
Hugh and Lila, but she was right. I usually got home so late they were
already in bed. And I left early to avoid them seeing the scooter, but now
that Maddox had gotten my car back, I could take my time in the mornings.
“Thank you. I got my car back today,” I said proudly.
“Ahh… so your boss won’t have to send a car to get you every morning,
huh?” Hugh asked.
“Nope. I can drive myself.” I hated that I’d lied to them, but sometimes,
little white lies were necessary to spare everyone a lot of drama.
“Looks like our Georgie girl is growing up,” Cage teased as he popped
an onion ring into his mouth.
“I need to head back soon,” Finn said, rubbing his belly. “I have to be
on set early in the morning.”
“I’ll drop you off on my way to the city.” Brinkley reached for her water
and took a sip. “Glad we snuck in a family dinner this week.”
“Well, it’s a big day when our grand-girl gets to see Santa,” my father
said.
“And your grand-girl is at the top of the list. Bossman said so.”
I glanced over to see Maddox and his date leaving the restaurant. Was
he taking her home with him?
My stomach wrenched at the thought of her in that beautiful home.
The thought of her with him.
“You okay?” Finn asked, as he dropped an arm around my shoulder.
“You look a little pale.”
“No, I’m fine. Just tired.”
“Your boss seems like a cool guy. Not what I expected,” he said. “I
thought he was going to be this rich, arrogant prick.”
“Well, he is rich. He can be very arrogant. And he definitely has his
prick-ish moments.” But he’d taken me to that meeting and introduced me
to my unicorn author. He let me read the entire manuscript. And he had
gotten my car back for me. The man was full of surprises. “But he has a
really decent side to him, too.”
“Was that his wife?” Finn asked. “She was pretty hot.”
“She is not his wife,” I hissed.
“Ohhhh, down, girl. I struck a nerve.”
We all stood from the table and made our way outside, and I turned to
hug him goodbye. “Not at all. She just wasn’t very nice. And she’s not that
pretty, is she?”
He laughed and shook his head. “No. I was mistaken. She’s extremely
unattractive.”
“Who are we talking about?” Cage poked his head in. “The hottie with
your boss? Is that his wife?”
“No.” I rolled my eyes. “He’s not married.”
“I was just telling her how unattractive she was,” Finn said, his voice all
tease.
“The woman in the red dress?” Cage wasn’t picking up on the social
cues. “Big breasts, big ass, pretty face?”
“She had severe resting bitch face,” I grumped.
“Bitches can still be hot,” Cage said, and Finn shot him a look, as my
three brothers had always been able to communicate without words. “But
that woman was definitely not hot. Definitely not.”
Now it was my turn to laugh as I turned to Cage and hugged him.
“Good night, brother.”
“Thanks for going with us to see Santa. Love you, Georgie.”
“Love you, too. It was fun.” I leaned forward and kissed Gracie
goodbye as she patted Hugh’s cheeks with her little hands as he held her.
“Love you,” she said as Cage took her from our brother, and I hugged
my parents goodbye.
I climbed into the truck with Hugh and Lila, and we headed home. We
chatted about my boss on the short drive home, and they asked a ton of
questions about him. When we got to the house, they asked if I wanted to
watch a movie, but I was exhausted, so I turned them down and made my
way to my room to curl up with a good book and forget about this night.
Why was I in a bad mood?
Bossman was allowed to date. Why did I care? He was my boss.
Nothing more.
The next week had been busier than ever as we were trying to get as much
done before the holiday break as possible. Christmas was right around the
corner, and I had just finished my holiday shopping this past weekend.
Maddox was running me ragged. We worked long hours, as I never left
the office until he did. I’d taken care of ordering all the corporate gifts this
year, and he’d also tasked me with shopping for everyone on his personal
Christmas list. I was thrilled to see that Heather was not on the list, but
maybe he’d shopped for her on his own… And instead of doing what he
usually did, which was getting all of his gifts from one place for everyone
in his family, I took the time to inquire about each person and their specific
interests. It was a lot, but I’d gotten everything done.
And tonight, I had a date.
After seeing him out with that awful woman, he’d motivated me to put
myself out there.
Or maybe I just wanted to tell him that I had a date.
I hadn’t asked him about Heather after that night, and we continued on
with business as usual this past week. He’d ordered dinner in for us most
nights, and I ate in his office while we worked.
But tonight, I needed to leave early, and I’d let him know that a few
days ago. I hadn’t said why, just that I would need to leave at a normal hour.
He hadn’t asked any questions at the time, so maybe he didn’t care.
My desk phone buzzed just as I shut my computer down.
“Yes?” I said, as I knew it was him. We were the last two people at the
office.
“Did you order dinner? I feel like pasta. How about you?”
“I ordered you dinner, and I got you the pasta. It will be delivered in
thirty minutes. But remember, I have to leave tonight, so I won’t be eating
here.”
“Where are you going?”
Why was I so excited to tell him?
“I have a date.”
Silence.
Crickets.
The sound of him typing on his keyboard halted.
“Are you there?” I asked.
“Yes. You aren’t going out with that turdlicker that stole your car, are
you? Because I will not go out of my way again to get your car back if you
are. I don’t believe in second chances, Tink, so it’s a one and done for me,”
he growled.
I rolled my eyes, even though he couldn’t see me sitting out here at my
desk. “No. Not that it’s any of your business, but I’m going out with a guy I
went to high school with. Jake’s great, and he will definitely not steal my
car. But thank you for reminding me of my biggest mistake, once again.”
“Hey, I can’t help it if you have horrid taste in men.”
“Well, after meeting your date, I’d say we have something in common.”
“My dates don’t steal from me,” he hissed.
“No? They’re just gold-digging ice queens with no personality?”
“Well, your whiny-ass ex cried like a little bitch when I confronted him.
I think you still win for the worst pick of all time.”
“I will not let you ruin my date tonight with your sour attitude. I’m
leaving. You will have to answer your own phone and go downstairs and
grab your dinner. I’m off the clock, Bossman,” I hissed.
He appeared in the doorway so fast I jumped out of my chair. “Is that
what you’re wearing?”
“No. I’m going to wear something extra sexy,” I said, plastering a big
smile on my face as I slipped on my coat.
“Well, don’t wear anything too revealing. We have that meeting
tomorrow with Arthur Hobbs, and I can’t have you in there if you’re sick.”
He crossed his arms over his chest.
“I’m not sick. I’ll be there.”
“If you stay out late and you aren’t here on time, that helicopter will
leave without you,” he said, his voice dark and angry as he moved closer to
me and tugged my coat closed at the top.
“Have I ever been late?” I raised a brow. “Do you have a problem with
me going on a date?”
His lips pursed, and he scoffed. “Why the fuck would I care if you went
on a date?”
“I don’t know, Bossman. You seem a little irritated.” I glanced down at
his hands on my coat.
He let go of me and took a step back. “I’m irritated when people don’t
do their job.”
“And I’m irritated when people give me whiplash.” I grabbed my purse
and stormed away from him, heading for the door.
“That makes no sense. Remember, sometimes less is more, Tink!” he
shouted, and I made my way down the stairs.
Less is more, my ass.
He was a pompous, arrogant jerk, and I was not going to let him ruin
my night.
I got in my car and drove home quickly to change clothes and freshen
my makeup.
I made it to the Cottonwood Café just thirty minutes later. The woman
that owned the place, Mrs. Runither, was a real menace, and she constantly
asked people way too many personal questions, but this is where Jake Pruit
wanted to meet.
I was still fuming about my exchange with Maddox when I stepped
inside, and Mrs. Runither greeted me.
“Georgia Reynolds. Look at you. Jake told me he’s meeting you here,
and I’m guessing you two will be bumping and grinding in no time,” she
purred. “But I want to know about that boss of yours. He’s very easy on the
eyes. Does he have a woman?”
I groaned. “I’m not a madam. I’m a personal assistant, for god’s sake. I
don’t manage his sex life. And shame on you for making everyone
uncomfortable when they come here, and all they want is some freaking
macaroni and cheese.”
Her eyes widened. The woman had asked me about my sex life one too
many times. She’d pestered me about my virginity for years and decided to
announce to my parents at dinner one night that she could tell I was no
longer a virgin when I’d come home from college my freshman year for a
visit. I was obviously mortified, and we’d laughed it off and all agreed she
was not playing with a full stack, but it hadn’t been lost on me that she’d
been correct. She had some sort of sex sniffer that could detect when
someone was doing it.
And I was over it.
Because I hadn’t done it in quite some time, and working for a man who
happened to be every woman’s wet dream was not helping my current
situation.
I was horny and hangry.
It was a terrible combination.
“Well, then… let’s get you some mac and cheese,” she said, forcing a
smile on her face before grumbling under her breath. “Clearly, someone
isn’t getting any.”
I rolled my eyes and made my way to the table where Jake was sitting.
He smiled and waved. I hadn’t seen him in a while, as he’d gone to the East
Coast for college, and he didn’t seem to come home much. But he’d always
been a good guy.
“Well, aren’t you a sight for sore eyes, Georgia Reynolds,” he said as he
pushed to his feet and hugged me.
He was good-looking.
Smelled like a pine tree.
And he had a good job as an accountant.
But all I could think about was the sexy bastard who’d ruined my night.
twelve
. . .
Maddox
THE GODDAMNED pasta was not the same kind that I’d had the other
night.
Was she purposely fucking with me?
I picked up my phone and texted her.
They sent the spaghetti and meatballs, and you know I don’t
like red sauce.
TINK
Well, sometimes, shit happens. I will call the place and have
them send over the correct order, your highness. <crown
emoji> <middle finger emoji>
TINK
I’ll send the correct pasta to your house, then.
I knew I was being a huge dick. I wasn’t mad about the pasta. There
was hardly even any sauce on it. I was pissed that she was on a date, which
made no sense at all.
Just skip it, Tink. They’ll probably fuck it up again, and I’m not
even that hungry. Just go have fun with your date.
TINK
Is that an apology?
Definitely not.
But kind of, yes. I didn’t apologize often, but I knew I was in the wrong.
TINK
Why don’t I go pick up the pasta and bring it to your house
myself so I can make sure that it’s the right one. Would that
be better?
TINK
That’s the only thing that offended you from that comment?
What can I say? You know me well. I’ll order dinner for both of
us from Reynolds’. Meet me at my house in twenty minutes.
I’ve got some contracts to go over with you anyway.
TINK
There’s a first for everything.
Such a smart-ass.
I quickly called in dinner from Reynolds’ because I knew she loved the
food at her brother’s restaurant. I ordered us both the ribs as I’d noticed her
eating them the night I’d been there with Heather. I’d been fantasizing
about the way Georgia had licked the sauce from her fingers ever since. I
also ordered one of every single dessert on the menu as my way of
apologizing.
And the fact that I was actually buzzing about grabbing dinner and
meeting her at my house had me slightly freaked out.
But I didn’t care.
That was how far gone I was for this girl.
I’d been pissed off since she’d left, and it was all because she’d told me
that she was going on a date.
What kind of sick bastard has a hissy fit over a woman that he hasn’t
even admitted he had feelings for going out with someone else?
In my defense, I didn’t even know I was capable of having feelings for
someone else until this woman fluttered her way into my life.
That was how long it had been.
I pulled into Reynolds’ and jogged inside.
“Hey there, handsome,” the hostess said, making me extremely
uncomfortable, seeing as she was clearly a teenager.
“Hello. I have a pickup order for Maddox Lancaster.” I didn’t smile. I
didn’t need this child misreading me.
“Maddox, nice to see you,” Hugh Reynolds said, coming around the
hostess stand with a large bag of food. “Thanks for ordering.”
“Of course.” I wasn’t about to tell him it was for his sister.
“Georgia called ahead to make sure they didn’t mess up the order. She
told me about the mix-up at the other place.” He chuckled.
Wow. These were some close siblings. They talked a lot. I didn’t have
that kind of relationship with my brother because we weren’t big on the
emotional stuff in my family.
Clearly.
And now her brother probably thought I was a big pussy for
complaining about the food.
It had nothing to do with the fucking red sauce.
“Yeah. I probably sound like an asshole. I was just in a mood.” I
shrugged.
He studied me for a long moment and then clapped me on the back.
“Been there, man. No worries. Hopefully we got it right, and this is just a
sign that you should be eating all your meals here.”
I nodded and took the bag from him. “The food is damn good. Thank
you.”
“Hey, Maddox,” he said, as I started to step away.
“Yeah?”
He moved closer, as we were standing off to the side from the hostess
stand now, and the place was busy once again. Clearly, they had the best
food in town. But no one was paying us any attention.
“Georgia is all sunshine and smiles, but she has a tender heart.”
What the fuck did that mean? I knew she said their mom was a
therapist, so maybe they were all very open about this type of shit.
“Well, she’s pretty sweet to everyone at work aside from me, so I don’t
know what that’s about,” I said, trying to make light of whatever the fuck
we were talking about.
He chuckled. “I think you know exactly what that’s about, my friend.”
I didn’t. But I assumed he knew there was a bit of a gray area with us,
because God forbid, she didn’t tell her family everything.
“I think she hates me most of the time.”
“Georgia doesn’t have the capacity to hate. She’s exactly what you think
she is—all goodness, man. She’s always been that way. Just… don’t go
there unless you really want to go there, all right? You got me?”
I now knew why she didn’t tell her family about her car being stolen.
This guy was my size and looked like a salt-of-the-earth dude, but he also
gave off the vibe that he’d hunt me down and kill me slowly if I hurt his
sister.
“I got you.”
“Good. And nice move with all the desserts. That’ll score you big points
with her. She’s got a sweet tooth. See you later, brother.” He barked out a
laugh before clapping me hard on the shoulder and turning around to walk
toward the bar.
Why did I feel like I was leaving with a bag of food but also a warning?
Like, enjoy the ribs, buddy, but if you fuck up, you’re going to find a
horse’s head in your bed tomorrow morning.
When I got to the house, I hurried inside and turned on the fireplace and
set the food out on the table.
The doorbell rang, and I shook off whatever the fuck I was feeling.
Nervous.
Excited.
I wasn’t that guy. This was dinner. With an employee.
So what if my right hand had been hard at work for weeks with thoughts
of her?
I hadn’t acted on anything.
Yet.
I didn’t do relationships or feelings or any of that shit.
And Hugh Reynolds was right. His sister was all goodness. The kind of
girl that deserved that fairy-tale bullshit.
I pulled the door open, and she stood there in a light blue trench coat.
“Hey, Bossman. I’m starving.” She marched right past me toward the
kitchen like she owned the place. Maybe after her over-the-top singing
performance in my closet, she kind of did.
I poured us each a glass of wine and set hers in front of her before
sitting down at the table across from her.
I picked up my fork to dive in, and she held up her glass and raised a
brow. I dropped my fork and did the same.
“Cheers to you for acknowledging that you were wrong. Even if you
couldn’t really say it, you sort of did.”
“I’ll drink to that, but only because I’m thirsty.” I smirked.
We clinked our glasses, and I took a sip, my gaze never leaving hers.
“How was the date?”
“Well, I think I got him back with his ex. We talked it through, and then
I helped him send her a text message, and they’re talking again. So, I guess
it was successful.” She smiled.
And my goddamn chest squeezed.
A smile from Georgia Reynolds was better than any gift I’d ever
received. My family had a shit ton of money, and material things were the
only way they knew how to show love, so that was saying something.
“Of course, you got them back together. Do all the Reynolds kids
channel their inner therapist? Your brother seems like a pretty deep dude. I
saw him at the restaurant.”
“Hugh’s got the biggest heart, but he pretends to be this big, tough guy.
And Cage acts like a grump, but he’d give you the shirt off his back. Finn is
a lover, and he doesn’t try to hide it. Brinkley is tough as nails, but loyal to
the core. So, I guess, yeah, they’ve all got magical qualities, you know?”
She bit down on her bottom lip as she thought about it. “Tell me about your
brother.”
“My brother is… angry. He hates our father. Hates the pressure that
comes with being a Lancaster. Wants nothing to do with the family
business, aside from spending the money. And there’s plenty of it, so no one
really fights him on it.”
“He sounds like he’s just lost.” Her dark blue eyes were filled with
empathy. “Money can only buy you things. It can’t buy you happiness or
love. Why is he so angry?”
I finished eating my rib and dropped the bone onto the plate as I thought
it over. I didn’t do deep conversations—ever.
I liked to keep my private life private.
But I trusted Georgia Reynolds for reasons that I couldn’t fully
comprehend.
I let out a long breath. “Our father is an asshole. Not like the type of
assholes that you know, or even like the last one you dated. He’s a real dark
fucker.”
“Tell me.”
“Do I need to have you sign an NDA first?” I teased, but it wasn’t really
a joke. I protected our secrets just like everyone in our family did.
“If you tell me something and you say it’s a secret, I will take it to the
grave. I’m not going to sell you out. I don’t need the money. I have
everything I want already.” She chuckled, but I could tell that she meant
what she said. I found it fascinating that a woman who had been basically
carless not so long ago, who also happened to live in a casita in her
brother’s house, claimed to have everything that she wanted. I’d been
surrounded by people who had every material thing under the sun my entire
life.
Big houses and fancy cars.
Vacations that most people couldn’t even dream of.
Jewelry and purses and every luxury item one could want.
Yet they were all miserable in their own way.
And this girl really did have everything that she wanted. I admired it. I
respected it.
A part of me longed for it.
“My father has been in the press over the years for being a bit of a
douchebag. But that doesn’t even scratch the surface. He was an absentee
father, an absentee husband, and a selfish prick of a human being. But he
has a ridiculous amount of money, so he gets excused for his actions
constantly.”
She forked a bite of mashed potatoes as she listened intently, like what I
was saying was the most important thing she’d ever heard.
“And where is your mother?”
I startled a bit at her words, surprised that she didn’t know. “You don’t
read the tabloids, huh? My mother passed away when I was a senior in high
school. She fought Lou Gehrig’s disease, also referred to as ALS, for two
hard years.”
She shook her head as her eyes filled with tears.
This girl had so much empathy and heart—she reminded me of my
mother in a lot of ways.
“I’m so sorry, Maddox.” Her voice was just a whisper.
“I’m surprised you didn’t google me. Her fight with the disease was
rampant on the internet. The billionaire’s wife’s life that came to a tragic
end way too early,” I hissed.
“I would never google you. I like to make assessments about people on
my own. I’m really sorry about your mom. That must have been
unbelievably hard.”
Hard doesn’t even begin to describe it.
When you have one parent who loves you unconditionally and then
that’s taken away… Well, it makes you a cold, ruthless bastard when it
comes to personal relationships.
Just another reason that I should be staying far away from this woman.
But sometimes, all the reasons in the world just don’t matter.
Because wanting her seemed to be trumping everything.
thirteen
. . .
Georgia
MY HEART ACHED. I’d come over here wanting to give him a piece
of my mind, and instead, I wanted to wrap myself around him and make
everything better.
I couldn’t fathom that kind of loss. My cousins had lost their mom, my
aunt, far too young, and it had been a horrible time for all of us.
Grief was a cruel beast.
“Are you and your brother close?” I asked, because after all they’d been
through, I couldn’t imagine not leaning on one another.
“We are in our own way. But he really shut down after my mother’s
death. Hell, I guess we all did. Wyle is a reckless and angry guy.”
The heaviness in my chest made it hard to breathe.
“I’m guessing he’s probably lonely. Did he live with your father after
your mother passed?”
“No. He despises our father most of the time.” He let out a long breath
and stared at me for a moment as if he were deciding how much he would
share. “ALS is a brutal disease. My father didn’t handle it well, to say the
least. He’d married a supermodel, and apparently, they’d been ridiculously
in love at one point. At least, that was what she’d told us, and I do
remember him being around a lot more before my mom got sick. But he
checked out after she was diagnosed. Obviously, we had the money and the
resources for the best care, so we had a nurse that lived with us full time
that last year, on top of the staff that was usually around. My mother
refused to go to a hospital, as she wanted to be in her home, surrounded by
family. But my father was out being photographed with women, with not a
care in the world about how that would make my mother feel, while she
was losing control of her body and her speech every single day.”
“Oh my gosh,” I whispered, trying to speak over the lump in my throat
that was so thick it was difficult to talk. “And you were there with her until
the end?”
“Wyle and I were both with her. She was still mentally there, you know?
And I learned to decipher her speech those last few weeks, even though
most people couldn’t understand what she was saying. I’d called our father
and begged him to come home during that time, but he was off in Europe
with some random woman. He wanted nothing to do with my mom once
she was sick. So, I watched her suffer physically, but even more so
emotionally.”
“That’s horrible. He never came back to say goodbye?”
“No. He hadn’t been home in weeks, which is when things got really
bad. He claims he couldn’t watch it. He’s a selfish asshole. He thought the
nurses would handle everything. But my mom didn’t want to die with a
woman she barely knew at her bedside.”
“So, what happened?”
“It was Christmas Eve, and we were all supposed to go to my
grandparents’ the next day. Apparently, my father was going to grace us all
with his presence and return home the following morning like some sort of
fucking Christmas miracle. Mom was in a wheelchair at that time, so she
was no longer walking and hadn’t been for a while. But I knew things were
bad because she was choking all the time and had refused to be put on a
ventilator. She didn’t want to extend her life at that point because she didn’t
feel like she was really living, you know?”
“I can understand that.”
He nodded before he looked away and then turned back to face me. “A
gasping sound woke me from my sleep that night. I’d heard it before, but
the nurse was always there trying to settle her. I didn’t hear anyone talking
to her, so I made my way down the hall and found her gasping for air in her
bed. I called out for help, but there was no nurse, no staff. No one was
there.”
His shoulders were stiff, his eyes distant, and my chest squeezed at the
sight of him. “Where were they?”
“We learned the next morning that she’d sent everyone home. I think
she knew she was at the end. She didn’t want them there. They respected
her wishes. And I was fucking there with her. I saw her take her last
breath.”
“Maddox,” I whispered, my bottom lip trembling. “Was Wyle with
you?”
He shook his head. “I tried to shield him. Told him to go get his phone
and call 911. I tried pounding on her back as she choked in my arms. And
when she finally stopped coughing and choking, I attempted CPR. But she
was already gone.” Maddox had been there for his mother’s last breath, on
Christmas, no less. He’d stepped up for his brother. For his family. But
who’d been there for him?
“Maddox, I’m so sorry.”
“Yeah. It was a tough time. I tried to be there for my brother because he
was drowning in grief. But he was never the same after she passed. And
then I left for Harvard that following year, and we were all still grieving.
We’d watched her suffer for so long, and then she was gone.”
“And your father?”
“He stayed away for a while after our mother’s death. Obviously, he
attended the funeral, but we didn’t speak to him. I’m sure there has to be
some shame there for the way he abandoned her during her dying days. I
mean, one would hope he feels something, but I just don’t know. So now,
we do the family things we need to do together. He attends the press-worthy
events—graduations, weddings for family members—and we all put on
fake smiles and act like one united family. He said all the right things to the
press to make himself look like the grieving husband after she passed away.
Painted himself the victim. But the truth is, my mother loved a cold-
blooded asshole, and he isn’t capable of loving anyone back.”
I moved to my feet, and his eyes widened when I walked over to him. I
motioned for him to pull his chair back. He didn’t fight it and did as I asked.
I sat down on his lap, my arms wrapping around his neck, and I buried my
face beneath his jaw.
He didn’t move at first, but he didn’t push me away either. After several
minutes, his arms came around me, and one hand tangled in my hair.
We sat like that for several more minutes before he spoke.
“You’re too good, Georgia Reynolds.” He pulled back, and his dark
brown gaze searched mine.
“You’re too good, Maddox Lancaster. You just do everything you can to
hide it.”
He shook his head. “I’m not pretending to be someone that I’m not,
Tink. This is who I am.”
“And who is that?” I asked, my fingers gently tracing the scruff along
his jaw.
I wanted this man so fiercely that my body ached for him.
Even when he made me angry, I still wanted him.
“I’m focused on work. And when I’m not working, I’m a pretty selfish
guy. I demand a lot from the people around me.” His hand moved to my
jaw, and the pad of his thumb traced along my bottom lip. “I don’t do
relationships, Tink. You saw me with Heather. That’s as deep as I go.”
“I think you went pretty deep tonight. Tell me about your mom before
she got sick. What was she like?” I ran my fingers through his hair, and he
closed his eyes briefly, letting me know that he was enjoying it.
His dark eyes opened and found mine before he cleared his throat and
let out a long breath. “My mom was an amazing person. The absolute best.
But life wasn’t fair to her. She got a horrible disease, and she had a piece-
of-shit husband. And when Wyle and I would get mad and say shit about
him, she would always stop us and say that she felt like their relationship
brought her the two greatest gifts.”
“You and your brother,” I whispered.
He nodded. “Yep. The three of us were thick as thieves growing up. Dad
was traveling for work most of the time. Her favorite thing to do was to go
out on our balcony at night, under the stars and stare up at the sky. It was
something she’d started with us when we were really young, and we’d do it
every night before we’d go to bed. It was what she looked most forward to
when she was sick. I’d push her out on the balcony in her wheelchair.” His
eyes were wet with emotion, and he cleared his throat.
“I love that. What would you look for?” I asked, watching as his face
softened when he spoke of his mother.
“We’d look at the different sizes and shapes, and my mom would see
patterns that Wyle and I didn’t see. She’d claim that she could see a heart in
the stars, or a fairy, and we’d both be desperate to see it, you know? But
mainly, we’d point out the planets and she’d talk about how the heavens
were shining down on us. My mother had an amazing imagination. She’d
worked with my grandfather for several years at Lancaster Press before she
got sick because reading was her passion.”
“So, she was close with your grandparents?” I asked.
“Yes. They adored her. She’d arranged for Wyle to move in with them
for his last two years of high school after she passed. She knew my father
wouldn’t be there, and she wanted me to go to college. I think she feared
that if she had made it another year, I wouldn’t have left.”
“Was she right to worry about that?”
“Yes. I would have stayed with her until the end.” Maddox shrugged.
“She was loyal and kind and just—” He looked away for a minute. “She
was good to the core. And everything fell apart after she was gone. I mean,
with my father. The anger settled with Wyle and me, and we couldn’t stand
to be around him.”
“It sounds like your mom was the glue that held you all together.”
He nodded. “She was.”
“Hey, I have an idea.”
“You always do, Tink. Let’s hear it.”
“You got all these desserts, and you have this beautiful view. What if we
go sit out back and eat them?”
“Under the stars,” he said, his gaze searching mine.
“Yeah. I bet it’s the place you feel closest to her.”
He studied me for a long moment. “I never sit under the stars anymore,
so I wouldn’t know.”
“Come on.” I pushed to my feet, missing the feel of his arms around me
the minute I pulled away.
“It’s freezing outside,” he said.
I moved to the couch and grabbed my coat and hat and started covering
up. “We can bundle up, and you have a fireplace out there. Don’t tell me
you’re afraid of the cold.”
He was up now, shaking his head as he reached for his coat that was
sitting on a barstool in the kitchen, and he slipped into it. He pulled a navy
beanie over his head and grabbed the bags filled with desserts off the
counter.
“There isn’t much I’m afraid of, Tink. And I like the cold.”
“Oh, yeah?”
“Yeah. Unlike you, I prefer traditional sports. You’d have a hard time
keeping up with me on the slopes.” He glanced over his shoulder and
smirked.
Once my gloves were on, my hat secured on my head, and my coat
zipped all the way up just beneath my chin, we made our way outside.
Maddox had the fire pit up and blazing within minutes, and we were
settled on the cozy L-shaped couch. He handed me a plastic fork and started
opening all the containers.
We sampled each one, both agreeing that the peach cobbler was the
standout, although the butter cake was a close second. He told me about his
family vacations to different ski resorts all over the country, and I could just
picture him racing his brother down the mountain.
This side of Maddox was so vulnerable. So genuine and raw. I loved
that he trusted me enough to share it with me.
“Show me how to stargaze,” I said, as I tipped my head back to look up
at the gorgeous sky. Twinkling lights sparkled overhead, and he shoved the
desserts out of the way, placing the containers in a pile on a side table. He
pulled me close, sliding my body along the couch until my thigh was
touching his, and he wrapped an arm around me. I leaned my head on his
shoulder as we both looked up.
“You see the ones that aren’t twinkling?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Those are planets.”
“And the twinkling ones are stars, right?”
“Yep.”
“It’s pretty peaceful under the stars, isn’t it?”
“It is. It’s been a while since I’ve done this.”
I pointed up to the sky at the way the stars were clustered together in a
cool pattern. “Look. It’s a crown.”
He chuckled. “I actually see it.”
We sat in silence, staring up at the sky, just the sound of our breaths
filling the air around us.
“Do you feel closer to her here?” I asked, keeping my voice low and
soft.
He didn’t answer for a few seconds. “I actually do. Thanks for bringing
me out here.”
“I’ll meet you under the stars anytime, Bossman.”
We sat there, staring at the sky for the longest time. He’d switched the
conversation over to my family. Asking what it was like growing up with
all those siblings and laughing his ass off at some of the stories I told him
about the things we got into when we were young.
“It sounds like a pretty magical childhood, huh?”
“It was.”
“It explains a lot about you,” he said, turning to look at me. The light
from the moon illuminating his handsome face.
“What does it explain?” I smiled up at him.
“Why you’re such a little fairy, spreading all that joy wherever you go.”
I laughed now. “I’m hardly a fairy all the time. But I try to live my best
life, you know? But I can be salty, as you’ve seen.”
“I’ve only seen it with me. And you have good reason to be cautious
with me. That’s your instincts warning you to put up your guard,” he said,
his hand moving around the back of my neck as I pushed up on my knees to
face him.
“Or I just feel comfortable enough with you to be myself.”
“I guess the feeling’s mutual because I’ve never talked to anyone about
my family. But apparently, I’m a sucker for a fairy.” He smiled, his white
teeth on full display, and I think it was the first real smile I’d ever received
from Maddox.
“Apparently, I’m a sucker for the broody, mysterious type,” I said, my
face inching closer.
“What you see is what you get with me, Georgia.” It was the first time
he’d used my real name since the day we’d met.
“What if I like what I see?”
“Impossible.” The pad of his thumb moved across my bottom lip
slowly.
“Why?” I whispered.
“For starters, I’m your boss.”
“So. We’ll be a cliché. I’ve been called worse.” I laughed, but his face
was hard.
“I’m not that guy, Tink. I don’t do relationships.”
“Well, let’s revisit how my last relationship went. He ended up in bed
with my roommate and then held my car hostage. Maybe I shouldn’t be a
relationship girl anymore, anyway. Maybe I should switch things up.” I
raised a brow.
“I don’t fuck my employees,” he hissed, and I could see how conflicted
he was when I searched his gaze.
“Well, relax, Bossman. I don’t fuck people I’m not dating.” I shrugged,
but his face was so close, and I just wanted to press my mouth to his.
I could practically taste it.
His eyes widened at what I’d said before zoning in on my mouth again.
“Then it’s done. We keep things professional.”
“Well, I mean, I was sitting on your lap in the kitchen, and now we’re
all tangled up, looking at the stars, so I’d say we’ve already kind of messed
that up.”
“How? We haven’t crossed the line.”
“We are friends, right?”
“I don’t have female friends.”
“You’ve also never talked to anyone about your mother, am I correct?
And you got my car back for me, and we’ve shared a lot about our families.
Have you done that with another woman?”
“No. Never. My last brief relationship was in college, and she was
constantly crying because she said I was, and I quote, ‘a cold, closed-off,
cocky bastard.’”
“I agree with all of it aside from the closed-off part,” I said, and we both
laughed.
“So, you’re my first female friend, Tink.”
“What did I tell you about being a pro at unusual things? Look at this.
Another first.”
“Yeah,” he said, his thumb falling from my mouth, and I could feel him
pulling away.
“But,” I said, and his eyes locked with mine. “I don’t think one kiss
would hurt. We’re curious. We’re friends. Friends sometimes kiss, right?”
“Do they?” He smirked.
“Sure. I mean, we spend a lot of time together. We’re both single. We’re
friends. We know it doesn’t mean anything. It would just be scratching an
itch.”
“One time. One kiss,” he said. It wasn’t a question; it was a demand.
“Pucker up, Bossman.”
He didn’t hesitate. His mouth covered mine, and my lips parted with
invitation. His tongue swooped in, and it slid slowly in and out with
purpose. His hands were everywhere. On my face, my neck, my back. I
didn’t know when I’d moved onto his lap, straddling him, because
everything was a blur.
I’d never been kissed like this.
And I knew that one time would never be enough.
fourteen
. . .
Maddox
I waited. He normally didn’t respond right away, but the three little dots
were moving on the screen, so I figured he was typing something.
WYLE
I’m actually doing well, brother. Looking forward to seeing you
on Christmas.
WYLE
Are there any good-looking women there?
WYLE
Dad has been calling me, but I haven’t picked up. Have you
seen him lately?
I was back in the city a few weeks ago, and we had lunch.
Same shit. Different day. Yes, I’ve missed a few calls, too, but
we’ll see the bastard soon enough.
WYLE
Miss you, brother. I’ll see you soon.
That was the most I’d gotten out of Wyle in a while. He was off
traveling this past year, and I was hoping he’d eventually move back to the
city or maybe even come work with me here or with my father at the real
estate company.
I made my way to the bathroom and turned on the shower. My phone
dinged, and I looked down to see a text from Georgia.
TINK
Thanks for trusting me enough to share your mom’s story. I’m
happy we’re friends, Bossman.
The next few days were busy as we had things in motion with Mara Skye.
I’d just finished a Zoom call with Paramount and Arthur Hobbs, and things
were moving forward there. Not only were my editors reading submissions,
but my personal assistant, who now called herself my “bestie” and also
happened to be the woman who starred in every fucking fantasy I had now,
was also reading submissions for me.
I went downstairs for the holiday party that Georgia had organized for
the office. It was the day before Christmas Eve, and we’d be closed until the
day after New Year’s. Normally, we just brought in lunch, but, of course,
my assistant had decorated the whole place and had turned this into quite
the celebration.
Personally, I fucking hated Christmas. It reminded me of sadness and
darkness and death. I highly doubt Hallmark would be putting that
sentiment on their cards, but it was how I felt. Somehow, though, when I
came down the stairs and saw Georgia in a green fitted dress with red-and-
white-striped tights and a green hat on her head, my hatred for the holidays
dissipated a bit.
“What the hell is this?” I asked when I stopped in front of her, and my
eyes scanned her gorgeous body. She’d been wearing a different outfit
earlier.
“I’m the host, so I just changed into my elf costume.”
If she was an elf, I was going to embrace fucking Christmas by the
balls, because she looked like the sexiest bundle of holiday joy I’d ever
seen.
“Since when do elves look this good?” I asked, leaning close to her ear
before I could stop myself. I’d been really trying to keep my distance since
the world’s hottest kiss, but just one look at her in this tight little green
number, and I couldn’t see straight.
“Are you actually in a good mood?” she purred. “How about you try to
take me out of the ping-pong championship? There’s no one else left to
challenge me.”
“You sure you want to risk it? You’re on top right now.”
“I’d be okay with you being on top,” she said as she waggled her brows.
How the fuck did this just turn into a sexual conversation?
The pull was just so damn strong with her. I was exhausted from
fighting it most days.
“Are you going to challenge her, boss?” Freddy asked as he held a glass
of wine in his hand and walked over.
“Sure. I’m up for the challenge.”
Georgia did some sort of little jump and hop and twirl, and everyone
laughed as she made her way to her side of the table. I rubbed my hands
together before picking up the paddle and tapping it against the table.
“Don’t hold back on me, Bossman,” she said, as everyone stood around
the table eating the food from Reynolds’ that she’d ordered and sipping
their cocktails. Holiday music played through the speakers, and I glanced
over at her.
“No mercy, Tink.” Yes, I called her by her nickname in front of the
staff. It was obvious that my relationship with Georgia was a bit different,
but she was my personal assistant, so we worked closely together. They
didn’t seem fazed by it, nor did I give a fuck if they were.
Her head fell back in laughter just as she bounced the ball on the table
and hit it over the net. Back and forth we went.
She’d surprised me with how skilled she was. But I’d grown up playing
every sport under the sun, and I was pretty damn skilled at anything with a
ball and a racket. Everyone watching kept gasping as we just went back and
forth for what felt like far too long for a goddamn ping-pong match. So, I
turned up the heat and scored a few points, and she did the same. It was a
tie game, and everyone was far too invested, but I imagined it had a lot
more to do with the fact that they were almost on vacation, so they were in
a good mood and looking to have a little fun.
Game point.
I’d figured her game out fairly quickly. She was weak on the left side of
the table. Every time I wanted to score a point, I just hit it to that side of the
table, and she missed it.
Her smile was wide, and her eyes danced with mischief. “Game point,
Bossman. One of us is a winner, and one of us is a loser after this one. Are
you ready?”
Take her out. Hit it to the left side of the table, dickhead.
But when I looked up one last time and those sapphire eyes locked with
mine, I didn’t care about winning. I just wanted to see her smile.
It was just a goddamn ping-pong game. I’d had enough wins in my life.
So, I sent it to the right side, and she quickly responded. I made
somewhat of an effort to look like I was trying to get to it just as the ball
bounced, and I missed it.
The room erupted in cheers, and I glanced over at her watching me as
she set her paddle down.
I walked around the table and extended my arm. “Good game, Tink.
You’re the champ.”
She nodded as her small hand slid into mine, and she whispered, “Did
you just give me that win?”
“Do I strike you as a man who would intentionally lose at anything?”
She studied me for a moment before someone pulled her away to cut the
cake. I stood in the back of the room and took it all in. It looked like Mr.
and Mrs. Claus took a big shit in my office space with all the red and green
and white garland, but everyone was having a good time, and that was all
that mattered.
“She’s been good for this place,” Helena Rosewood said as she saddled
up beside me.
“Yeah. I think you’re right.”
“She might even be good for you. It’s nice to see a smile on your face
now and then, Maddox,” she said. The woman had known me both before
and after my mother’s death. I was fairly certain that she knew there was a
heaviness that had stayed with me all these years after her passing.
“It’s a scowl, not a smile,” I said, and she chuckled before hugging me
goodbye.
“Merry Christmas. I’ll see you after the holidays.” She turned on her
heels and walked out the door.
The place was thinning out, and everyone was saying their goodbyes.
Georgia was gathering trash with Virginia, who was wearing some sort of
red and green headband that had springs on it with little balls on top and
looked absolutely ridiculous, but it also made me like her more that she’d
wear it because I knew who’d convinced her to do so.
I made my way back upstairs to finish up some emails before calling it a
day. It had grown completely quiet downstairs, so I figured everyone had
left, but I knew Tink would never leave without saying goodbye. I had a gift
for her that I wasn’t going to give her in front of everyone.
The office line rang, and I heard her voice right outside my office. She
didn’t sound enthusiastic, so I wondered if it was someone calling to sell us
something. She put the caller on hold and appeared in my doorway.
“Hey. It’s your father. He said he’d called your cell phone several times
and hasn’t been able to reach you. He said it’s urgent.”
Fear coursed through my veins as I thought of my grandparents, but I’d
spoken to my grandmother this morning, and she’d seemed fine. However,
my father had never tried this hard to reach me.
I nodded. “I got it. You can close the door and head home. Merry
Christmas, Tink.”
Her mouth opened like she was going to say something, but instead, she
nodded and pulled the door closed.
“What’s so urgent?” I asked, my voice lacking any sign of emotion
when I picked up the phone.
“Merry Christmas to you, too. I’ve been trying to reach you and Wyle
for a few days. You can’t return a phone call?”
“I’ve been busy.” I never returned his calls this time of year. It was a
reminder of how much I despised him, and I didn’t want to hear about his
fancy trips to Europe or any of his bullshit.
“Well, so have I, Maddox. I’ve got news.”
“Let me guess. People have discovered who you really are, and you
need me to lie for you?”
He chuckled. “You’re hilarious. Nope. I got married, son. And she’s
having a baby. You’re going to have a new little brother or sister. If that
isn’t the best news to make this holiday even more special, I don’t know
what is.”
“Are you fucking kidding me? You ditched your first wife when she
was dying. Do you really think marriage is a good idea for you?” My father
hadn’t changed since my mother’s passing. It hadn’t been a wake-up call or
a rock-bottom moment—he’d just continued on, going through women at a
rapid rate, making promises he never kept, and using his money to make
ugly situations go away.
“You repeat that again, and I’ll have your grandfather strip you of every
title he’s given to you, you pretentious prick. You have the life that you
have because you are my son. You don’t know what it’s like to watch the
woman you love die right in front of your eyes. Do you hear me?”
“You’re shouting, so of course, I hear you,” I growled. “And I do know
what it’s like to watch someone I love die right in front of my eyes, because
I was fucking there. Wyle was fucking there. You were off doing God
knows what with God knows who.”
“We are not doing this right now. We will be there for Christmas dinner,
and there will be a photographer there to take family photos. We want to
make it official before news of the baby breaks. We’ll have a reception on
New Year’s Eve. It’s a small event that we’ll host at the hotel. There will be
a red carpet and photographers, so you best make sure you and Wyle are
both there. And you’ll put on a friendly face tomorrow night. Are we
clear?”
“Do you have any fucking remorse for the shit you’ve done?”
“Maddox, you’re my son. I love you. I understand that you’re angry.
And yes, I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. But your mother is not
dead because I’m an asshole. She’s dead because she got an awful disease,
and it took her from us. When you and Wyle can finally admit that and stop
blaming me, maybe we can all move forward. I’ll see you tomorrow. I
expect you to be there, as do your grandparents. It’ll be like old times. We’ll
have a family dinner, and you’ll be polite to my wife and pose for pictures
and all that shit that we’ve all done a million times. So, stop pouting and get
on board.”
It always shocked me how much my grandparents tolerated from my
father. But he was an only child, and even though they didn’t agree with the
way he lived his life, they loved him unconditionally.
The way a parent should.
The way my mother loved my brother and me.
I ended the call and sent a text to Wyle before seeing the group text
from our grandfather, letting us both know that we were expected to be
there tomorrow night and on New Year’s Eve.
The message was clear.
Our family would be supporting my father and his wife.
And Wyle and I were no exception.
I walked over to my minibar and reached for the bottle of whiskey,
pouring a double and tipping my head back as the cool liquid ran down my
throat.
And then I filled it again.
And again.
fi teen
. . .
Georgia
I HEARD a glass shatter against the wall, and I paced outside his office
door. I’d heard shouting earlier, and then I’d seen the light on the phone go
off, so I knew he was no longer on the call with his father. And it had been
an hour. His door hadn’t opened. He’d told me to leave, but I couldn’t leave
him knowing that he was upset.
Plus, I had a gift for him out in my car that I hoped to give him before
Christmas. I knocked on the door, and he didn’t answer, so I pushed it open.
Maddox sat behind his desk, his hair a disheveled mess, coat flung on
the floor, and his shirt was unbuttoned a bit, the sleeves rolled up, exposing
his muscled forearms. A bottle of whiskey sat on his desk and broken glass
pooled on the floor a few feet away.
“I thought I told you to go home,” he said, his words slurred.
“I didn’t want to leave you if you were upset.”
He studied me for the longest time, and I suddenly felt very self-
conscious in my elf costume.
“Why are you so fucking good, Tink?”
I moved toward him just as he tipped his head back and downed more
booze.
“Tell me what happened.”
“Why? You’ve got this perfect fucking family, and goddamn, you
deserve it. I don’t have that. And I don’t need to bring you into my shit. Do
you get that?”
He was angry, and he poured another drink before I tried to take the
bottle from him, but he set it back down in front of himself.
“We’re friends. This is what friends do.” I reached for his glass, but he
jerked it away and downed the liquid before I could stop him.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “Yeah? You think so?”
“I do.” I moved closer.
“Well, I’m a friend who wants to fuck you, Georgia Reynolds. How
about that?” He raised a brow, pushing to stand before falling back into his
chair and laughing. “Yeah. That’s what a good friend I am. I think about
bending you over my desk every fucking day. About kissing you and tasting
you and—” He shook his head, and then his gaze locked with mine. “I’m an
asshole, Tink. You best run for the hills.”
Holy wowsers.
I bent down in front of him. “Stop it. I’m taking you home.”
He poured another drink and tipped his head back again. I’d only ever
seen him have a glass of wine or two. I’d never seen him out of control or
sloppy.
“He’s fucking married. My dad,” he whispered as his hands found each
side of my face, and he looked at me. His eyes were wet with emotion, and
all the air left my lungs at the sadness I saw in that beautiful, dark gaze.
“He’s having another fucking child, Tink. And she’s gone. It’s like she was
never here.”
“So, talk about her. Celebrate her. Don’t hide your memories of her
from the world. From yourself.”
He shook his head and took another drink. “I’m so fucking tired. Go
home, Georgia Reynolds.”
“I’m not leaving you here.”
He groaned, and his head fell back against his leather chair, and his eyes
closed. I tried to lean forward and get him to his feet, but he was
deadweight. He grumbled something I couldn’t make out, and I pushed to
stand, pacing around, trying to figure out what to do. I couldn’t move him;
he was too heavy. I hurried to the lounge and made him a cup of coffee
while chewing on my thumbnail as I tried to decide what to do.
I was not leaving him.
That wasn’t an option.
I picked up my phone and sent a text to Hugh, not in the family group
chat, because I didn’t need everyone knowing what was going on.
My boss is upset about something, and he drank too much. I
can’t pick him up to drive him home because he’s too heavy,
and I can’t leave him here.
HUGH
I’m on my way. Get some coffee in him if you can. Be there in
five.
I ARRIVED JUST in time for dinner and jogged up the walkway with
bags in my hands. I didn’t even know what Georgia had ended up getting
everyone. I’d given her ideas for my family members and told her my father
might be bringing a random woman with him, although I hadn’t known at
the time that it was going to be his new wife, who I’d yet to meet. But I
couldn’t really be expected to bring a gift for a woman I’d found out about
yesterday.
Bentley opened the door and greeted me, as he’d been working for my
grandparents since I was born. Their home was massive, with a large crystal
chandelier hanging over the grand foyer. White and black marble covered
the floors throughout the space.
“Maddox, it’s so nice to see you,” the older man said as he reached for
my bags.
“Thank you. It’s great to see you, too. Merry Christmas.” I slipped off
my coat, and he traded me the bags for my black trench coat. I leaned close
and whispered, “Any drama yet?”
He chuckled. “No. They’re in the parlor having cocktails and appetizers,
and the newlyweds seem very happy.”
“Wyle’s here, right?”
“Yes. And the first thing he asked when he walked in a few minutes ago
was if you were here yet. I think he’s anxiously waiting for his—” He
paused as he thought it over.
“Wingman?” I teased. We’d always said that when we were young.
“Yes. That’s it. Would you like me to bring the packages in for you?” he
asked, as he slung my coat over his arm.
“I’ve got it, but thank you. I’ll see you in a little bit.”
He nodded, and I made my way down the long hallway. Their home was
very formal, but it was the one place that felt like home to me because I’d
spent so much time here when I was growing up. My father had sold the
home I grew up in shortly after my mother passed away, as none of us
wanted to be there. This had become home base. Wyle had lived here
during his last two years of high school, and this was where I came when I
visited during college.
When I walked into the parlor, my grandparents were talking with my
brother, and there was no sign of my father or his… new wife.
“Maddox!” my grandmother shrieked when she saw me and pushed to
her feet. She had gray hair that was always in some sort of stiff hairstyle
ending at the nape of her neck, and she wore her trademark black skirt that
ended below her knees and a white silk blouse. I dropped the bags beside
me on the floor just before she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me
tight. She was the closest thing that I had to a mother now, and I loved her
fiercely. The only thing we ever disagreed about was my father.
Her only child.
She loved him despite all he’d done, and she desperately wanted Wyle
and me to repair our relationship with him.
I would do almost anything for this woman.
I’d walk through fire. Take a bullet.
But being close to my father was not something I would consider.
I didn’t trust him. I didn’t like him.
Hell, I held him partially responsible for my mother’s death. Because
even though ALS had claimed her body and sucked the life from her day
after day—her broken heart also contributed to that brutal experience.
There was no coming back from that.
After hugging her, my grandfather was next, followed by Wyle, who
hugged me so tight it was bordering on painful and then leaned close to my
ear and whispered, “Buckle up. You aren’t going to believe this shit.”
Here we go.
Mrs. Winters, who’d been working for my grandparents for the last
decade, came around with a glass of champagne and handed it to me.
“Thank you,” I said, noting that everyone had a glass sitting on the table
in front of the couch as they all returned to their seats and reached for their
drinks. I sat on the blue velvet chair beside the couch and took a sip of the
bubbly when my father walked into the room from the other entry on the far
side of the room, with Claire Strauss beside him. “Maddox, my boy. I
figured you’d be delighted to see your new stepmother is a dear friend of
the family.”
I spewed champagne from my lips, and my brother barked out a laugh.
Claire was the daughter of John Strauss, who was my father’s closest friend.
We’d practically grown up together, and my mom had always pushed for
me to date her. But Claire had always felt more like family than a possible
girlfriend, and I’d never considered crossing that line.
Obviously, my father’s moral line in the sand was nonexistent.
But I did not see this coming. She was my age, for starters, and I highly
doubted John would be okay with this.
I pushed to my feet as Mrs. Winters hurried over to hand me a few
napkins and helped me clean up. “Excuse me. You caught me off guard.”
I cleared my throat and reluctantly took his hand when he extended it to
me. Because that was as close as our relationship went. A handshake was a
struggle.
“Hi, Maddox. Nice to see you,” Claire said as she walked in for a hug. I
patted her on the back, trying to figure out why in the hell she would be
with my father. “It’s been a while. We’ve got a lot of catching up to do.”
Obviously. You’re boning my father and carrying his evil spawn.
“Nice to see you, too.” I stepped back and forced a smile.
Wyle had a big grin on his face when my eyes found his. He thought
this was hilarious. He despised my father, but he didn’t take shit as
seriously as I did. He laughed most things off, even when he was angry.
And my grandparents were acting like this wasn’t the strangest fucking
thing on the planet.
“Isn’t this wonderful news?” my grandmother said.
I don’t know if wonderful is the right word.
I wouldn’t bring up the fact that Wyle and I had actually taken bubble
baths when we were kids with our new stepmother.
“Yes, it really is. Right, brother?” Wyle asked, and he couldn’t hide the
mischievous grin on his face.
“It’s definitely… very unexpected. How have your parents taken the
news?” I asked as I sipped my champagne.
“They were, um, surprised at first. But now that we’re expecting our
first baby, I think they are more open to it.” She smiled and reached for my
father’s hand. Claire was smart and kind and confident, always had been.
So, this was baffling. She wasn’t doing it for the money, as she came from a
very wealthy family. I didn’t have a fucking clue what she was thinking.
I had to give it to my father, he was putting on a good show. Like this
was the happiest moment of his life.
I had a brief flash of a moment when my mother and father were
laughing when Wyle and I were young. I occasionally remembered happy
moments when love and laughter had filled our home. But I also
remembered him demanding my mother travel with him often while we
stayed with the nannies or with my grandparents. My father was a
controlling man, and he expected a lot of the people in his life.
And after his wife got sick, he pulled away more and more each day.
He’d be gone for weeks at a time. And life was easier when he wasn’t
home, so we’d settled into our new normal during those years.
“They’ll come around. We’ve always been family, and now it’s
official,” Dad said.
I didn’t know that he grasped the severity of knocking up and marrying
his best friend’s daughter. It certainly wasn’t the best way to officially
become family.
“Dinner is ready,” Mrs. Winters said, and I’d never been so grateful to
end a conversation.
There was a tall Christmas tree in the parlor, and there was usually one
in the formal living room, as well. I hadn’t been in there yet. Otherwise, my
grandmother kept things simple this time of year, knowing that Wyle and I
struggled.
It hit me in the moment that today was Christmas Eve, and normally, I
wouldn’t be thinking of anything other than the loss of my mother. But I’d
been so distracted in Cottonwood Cove, shopping for Georgia’s family and
then making out with her like a fucking teenager in her parents’ driveway. I
was almost in too good a mood to be bothered by the fact that my father had
married my childhood friend. Nor was I feeling the darkness that usually
overwhelmed me on this day.
We settled around the dark cherrywood table, set with sterling silver,
linen napkins, and my grandmother’s fancy plates. My phone vibrated in
my back pocket, and I pulled it into my lap and turned off the ringer,
knowing my grandmother would blast me if she saw it. She had a strict rule
about not using phones at the table.
However, knocking up your best friend’s daughter, who’s half your age,
wasn’t a hard line for her.
The rules were always bent for my father. My grandparents tolerated
him, and my mother loved him until she took her last breath. She never said
a bad word about him, even though he’d been terrible to her. I’d never
understand why he was the only one who didn’t have to live by any rules.
I looked down to see a selfie of Georgia. It was the bottom half of her
gorgeous face with her slender neck and the necklace on display.
TINK
I love it so much. I hope you made it there safely. My family
can’t stop gushing about you. And Gracie expects you to
attend the tea party now. #anothertriptothetipsytea
That was all I could think to say, because it was true. Something about
her face, her eyes, her smile—it calmed me.
Comforted me.
The photo came through, and she was clearly laughing because her
mouth was wide open, and even her eyes were smiling. And my heart rate
slowed. My anger dissipated.
She was better than a shot of whiskey.
I tucked my phone back into my pocket as servers filled our wine
glasses and plates with silver domes were placed in front of us. My brother
leaned close as he sat beside me. My father was deep in conversation with
my grandfather, and my grandmother was asking Claire all sorts of
questions about the baby.
“I’ve got to give it to the old dude. He’s not as predictable as I thought
he was,” Wyle said.
“You couldn’t have given me a heads-up before they walked in?” I
hissed and nodded at Mrs. Winters when she set the plate with the silver
dome in front of me.
“And miss out on you spewing Cristal all over the velvet chair? Hells to
the no, brother. That was priceless. Maybe the best gift you’ve given me in
a while.”
“Nice.” I shook my head and lifted my wine glass to my lips. The
bubbly was not going to be enough to get me through this dinner.
“How long do we need to stay?”
I now understood why our father needed our support. John Strauss was
a wealthy banker in the city, and Claire was a well-known socialite who’d
been in the press a lot after she’d dated an actor a few years ago, and people
became fascinated with her. It was mainly due to her lavish lifestyle, but
this would definitely be big news that she’d married the much older best
friend of her father, who was best known for being a selfish playboy and
traveling to exotic places.
“I planned to stay two nights, but I think we should head back tomorrow
night.” The truth was, I wanted to finish my conversation with Georgia. I
hadn’t been laid in months, and for whatever reason, it wasn’t going to
happen as long as she was on my mind and invading my every fucking
thought. She’d told me not to overthink it. She knew who I was, and if she
was okay with it… I wasn’t going to fight it.
“I met someone. I’m going to fly her to meet me in the city for a few
days, and then I’ll meet you in Crystal Cove,” he said.
“It’s Cottonwood Cove. And I thought you asked me if there were any
women there because you were single. When did you meet someone?”
“Last night. I was in New York, and she’s a friend of a friend, and we
hit it off. At least for right now.” He smirked.
“All right,” Mrs. Winters said, and everyone stopped talking. “Dinner is
served.” The ridiculously formal domes were lifted from our plates, and the
smell of beef tenderloin and rosemary potatoes flooded my senses.
My grandfather raised a glass and waited for us all to do the same.
Claire held her water glass up and glanced over at me with a smile. The
whole thing was awkward. We’d been friends for as long as I could
remember. We’d even spent family vacations together. Now she was
carrying my sibling?
“Cheers to another great year together. To this new adventure for Davis
and Claire and their new baby, and to my grandsons, who are both amazing,
and to my beautiful bride, who I love endlessly. Let’s eat.”
My grandmother blushed. She actually blushed. They’d been married
for over fifty years, and they still had that spark. I knew it existed. I’d just
seen the other side of it. The ugly side of love. The one that erodes and
destroys and eventually sucks the life from you.
I shook it off as we listened to Wyle tell us about his travels, and Claire
shared her plans for the nursery in the new home they were closing on next
week. We ate, we drank, and then we moved into the formal living room to
open gifts.
We always did it on Christmas Eve now, as Christmas morning was no
longer what it used to be, and no one was pretending that it was.
I received more gifts than I needed from my grandparents, from
clothing and shoes to cologne to fancy cuff links and a new watch. My
father gifted us cash, which was typical for him. It wasn’t really something
any of us needed, but I didn’t normally put thought into gifts, so who was I
to judge about that?
The surprise of the evening was watching everyone open their gifts
from me. My grandmother gasped when she unwrapped the gorgeous charm
bracelet with charms representing my grandfather, my father, me, and Wyle.
All her boys. Her eyes were wet with emotion, and her hand clasped her
heart.
“Thank you. I love this,” she said softly, almost at a loss for words.
“You always were a kiss-ass. Apparently, you’ve upped your game,”
Wyle whisper-hissed in my ear as my grandparents opened the wine and
cheese basket from him.
I smirked as my grandfather tugged off the bow of the large box sitting
on his lap. When he pulled off the lid, he just stared down, not saying a
word.
What the fuck did she get him?
“Maddox,” he said, his voice wobbly. “Very thoughtful, my boy.”
A first edition of The Great Gatsby for his library. Georgia had asked
me what his favorite book was in passing a few weeks ago, but I hadn’t
known why. I thought she was just curious, because she asked a lot of
questions all the time.
But Georgia Reynolds really was a fucking rock star.
Wyle groaned as he leaned close to me. “Next year, we’re going in on
gifts together, you dickmonger.”
I laughed, and the rest of the night was uneventful. My father was
surprised that I’d gotten him a pair of super fancy black velvet slippers with
his initials monogrammed on them.
I was just as surprised as he was.
And Claire appeared overjoyed with the soft, oversized white blanket
that I’d gotten her.
But the most surprising had been Wyle’s gift. A framed photo of me and
Wyle when we were young sat beside a more recent one of the two of us.
She’d obviously gone on to Facebook to find these, and my brother gaped
as he took in the photographs. And then he reached inside the box and
pulled out a super fancy camera. I’d shared with Georgia that my brother
had recently found a love for photography during his travels, and it had
annoyed me that he’d taken all these great photos from his phone.
She clearly listened.
“Damn, brother. I need to step up my game next year,” he said, clapping
me on the shoulder. “Thank you so much.”
He spent the next hour looking at his camera and all the different
components that it came with, and we ate dessert and talked, and there were
no fireworks.
No blowups.
No drama.
And most importantly, I’d survived the night. Christmas was usually the
worst time of year for me, but if I could get through tomorrow as easily as
today, I would be heading home unscathed.
I didn’t know when it happened, but Cottonwood Cove had started to
feel like home.
And I knew the reason for it.
Tink.
nineteen
. . .
Georgia
I WAS IN MY ROOM, and Hugh and Lila had gone down to the cove
to hang out. It was freezing outside, so I didn’t know what those two did
down there, nor did I want to know. I was deep into a new book that Mara
had sent me.
Christmas morning had been great. We’d all been at my parents’, and
there were too many gifts, too much food, and an abundance of laughter.
It was my kind of Christmas.
I was charging my new Kindle that Brinkley had gotten me, and my
parents had given me a bunch of new clothes that I could wear to work. Of
course, Cage got me a subscription to Kindle Unlimited, just as he did every
year, because he said it was the best bang for my buck. Finn had gotten me
pajamas and slippers which I couldn’t wait to slip into, and Hugh and Lila
had surprised me with the most gorgeous cashmere sweater.
The highlight had been watching Gracie open her gifts. The girl gasped
over every little thing, and she was thrilled that I had given her a pair of
little earrings, which meant I was taking her to get her ears pierced. It had
taken some work to get Cage to agree, but he’d finally given me the
thumbs-up.
Maddox had been texting me all morning, shocked by the gifts that I’d
purchased for his family. He was very impressed by how thoughtful they
were, but it was easy once he’d answered a few simple questions, and it
didn’t hurt that he’d told me to spend “whatever it costs.” With a budget
like that, I’d had a lot of fun.
It was amazing what you could find out on Google when you searched
gifts for the wealthiest of people.
My phone vibrated, and I jumped.
BOSSMAN
What are you wearing?
BOSSMAN
Nice. Do you still want me to kiss you again?
I chuckled. It was all I thought about. My finger and thumb found the
star charm at the base of my neck.
I’m not one to waver. Absolutely. You?
BOSSMAN
Yes. How would that work with me being your boss?
BOSSMAN
You’re fine with that?
BOSSMAN
I can’t.
Why?
BOSSMAN
Because it’s you, Tink. And you’re kind of my favorite person
right now. Which is saying a lot because I don’t like most
people.
BOSSMAN
Open your door.
I’D NEVER BEEN a fan of the blow job before. I’d avoided it at all
costs… but not today. I’d enjoyed it, which was hard to wrap my head
around.
I’d come to learn over the last twenty-four hours, that pleasing Maddox
Lancaster was a complete turn-on for me. The way he’d groaned and thrust
and completely come undone—it was a sight to see.
It made me feel empowered and sexy and wanted.
And here I stood, with this beautiful man who had just returned the
favor by dropping to his knees and burying his head between my thighs
until I cried out his name and could barely stand. He’d then followed it up
by washing my hair.
No man had ever washed my hair before.
He massaged my scalp, and I groaned as he carefully rinsed my hair,
making sure the soap didn’t go into my eyes.
I lathered up my hands with soap and proceeded to wash his body as he
stood there with his arms crossed over his muscular chest, watching me.
Fling or no fling, this surpassed all expectations.
If it ended tomorrow and no man ever touched me again, I would not
complain.
“You keep covering my cock in suds, and I’ll have you drop to your
knees so I can fuck that sweet mouth of yours again.” His voice was gruff,
eyes hooded as he watched me.
I chuckled and rinsed off my hands and turned off the water.
He wrapped a towel around me before doing the same to himself, and
we spent the next forty-five minutes getting dressed and ready for the day.
Together.
We talked, and we laughed, and he stayed in the bathroom after he was
done, watching me apply my makeup and blow-dry my hair.
And we were out the door shortly after.
Cross-country skiing, here we come.
“We’re going too fast!” I shouted as he guided me down the mountain. His
legs were on each side of mine, his arms wrapped around me, and if I
wasn’t wearing my white ski bibs and matching jacket, I would feel the
erection driving into my lower back even more.
I’d insisted we cover every inch of our faces, just in case someone from
the office spotted us out here. Cross-country skiing had been much easier,
as we were completely alone all day on the trail.
But the resorts here were busy, so this was the plan. And considering it
was freezing outside, being bundled up wasn’t a problem.
“Stop whining. We’re barely moving,” he grumped against my ear,
which was covered in my favorite white snow hat with an oversized pom-
pom.
We’d spent the last five nights together at his house. I’d only left once
to go look at a rental house that had come on the market while Maddox had
some work to catch up on, and I’d stopped by my place to grab my ski
clothes.
The crazy thing was I wasn’t bored or irritated or ready to leave.
I kept waiting for him to call it done, but he hadn’t yet. And we hadn’t
discussed it. We’d had endless sex, eaten every meal together, watched a
ton of movies, and had our two outings trying out our skis on both a flat
surface and a large mountain.
We would be heading back to the office soon, and I didn’t know what
that meant. We’d just go back to being boss and employee?
That was the plan, and I wasn’t going to fight it because this fling had
done worlds of good for my confidence. I now knew what I wanted out of a
relationship, and I would no longer settle for selfish assholes who chased
their own pleasure or stole my car. So, I wouldn’t regret this, even if it was
short-lived.
Even if it hurt, which I knew it would.
But I’d keep that all to myself. I’d made this deal, and I was going to
enjoy it while it lasted and deal with repercussions later.
Maddox hadn’t had another nightmare since our first night together, and
it was the first thing he asked me every morning.
We came to a stop at the bottom of the mountain, and he moved in front
of me, pulling off his goggles.
“You did better that time, aside from endlessly complaining about the
speed.” His dark eyes searched my goggle-covered gaze.
I popped them up slightly so he could see me. “Good. We need to get
going.”
I let my goggles fall back against my face, and he chuckled. He’d
laughed more over the last few days than he had in all the weeks I’d known
him. And that made me happy.
At the very least, we were friends.
I was just the one who’d fallen in love with my friend.
My unattainable, broody, grumpy, gorgeous friend.
“Remember, if my brother hits on you, you have to be firm with him.”
We unsnapped our skis and dropped them off in the lodge, trading out our
ski boots for our shoes before we made our way to the parking lot. He
pulled the passenger door open for me and helped me inside before
reaching for my seat belt and pulling it across my body and snapping it into
place. I didn’t try to stop him. I’d learned that these were the ways that
Maddox showed me he cared. By worrying about my car or buckling my
seat belt, giving me more orgasms than any one woman deserved, or
encouraging me to try things like downhill skiing, even though I didn’t
enjoy it. My hands were freezing, and he got into the driver’s seat and
cranked up the heat. I used my teeth to tug off my gloves when I felt my
phone vibrate in my pocket.
“Isn’t your brother bringing a date?”
“I don’t know. The dude is very secretive.”
“Hmmm… it must run in the family.” I found my phone and then
squealed when I read the email from the property manager. “I got the house.
I can move in over the weekend. I’ll be in my own place before we go back
to work.”
Maddox stared straight ahead as he turned down the final street and then
into his long driveway. Once he pulled into the garage, he turned off the car
but didn’t say anything.
“Hello? Did you hear me?”
He turned to face me. He looked… agitated.
Upset.
Disappointed, maybe?
Was I reading into things?
“Congratulations. I’m happy for you.”
“You can’t muster up a little more enthusiasm?”
“I thought you were staying with me until we went back to work. What
if I have someone move you in so you don’t have to leave?”
My jaw fell open. For a guy who only had flings, he’d surprised me
more times than I could count. He’d been attentive and thoughtful, and we
talked about things I’d never talked about with any man before.
He wanted to know what I liked in the bedroom—which was all things
Maddox Lancaster. What my dreams were. What my favorite subject in
school was. Favorite movie.
I mean, I wasn’t a pro at this whole thing, but I’d been in yearlong
relationships that didn’t go this deep.
“I don’t even really have any furniture, if I’m being honest. So there
won’t be a lot to move in. I’ve got my dishes and my kitchen stuff, some
cute decorations, and things to hang on the wall. It won’t take long.”
“What will you sleep on?”
“I’ll probably get my bed from my parents’ house.”
“That’s madness,” he hissed.
I tugged the goggles completely off my head now that we were in the
garage. “It’s not madness. This is how normal people live. They save up
and then furnish their new place. The first step was getting the house. The
next step will be furnishing it.”
He studied me for a long moment, a habit I was growing used to. “I
have some things in storage. Why don’t I send them over?”
“What kind of things?” I raised a brow because this had come out of left
field.
“A bed. A couch. A table and chairs. I wasn’t able to use them.”
“You weren’t able to use them in your mansion?” I pressed. The whole
thing seemed suspicious.
“Correct. Us abnormal people sometimes purchase too many things,
and they don’t fit.” He pushed out of the car and came around to open my
door, but I was already out.
“It just seems odd that you have all the things that I need.” I followed
him inside.
He whipped around, and my chest slammed into his. “I have extra
furniture that I’m not using, Georgia. And you need furniture. Stop making
this more difficult than it needs to be.”
“Fine. I’ll pay you for it,” I said, our eyes locked on one another.
He groaned. “Are you really going to make me say it?”
“Say what?”
“I have more money than I know what to do with. I don’t need you to
pay me for furniture that I’m not using anyway. Isn’t this what friends do?”
He smirked.
My shoulders relaxed. “I suppose. So, we really are friends, aren’t we?”
“Well, if you were a really good friend, you’d let me take you to the
bedroom and have my way with you before my brother gets here.”
“I could live with that,” I said over my laughter.
“Good.” He kicked off his shoes and tossed his coat onto the couch.
“Don’t ask your parents for the bed. I’ve got one, and I’ll get it all moved
over there.”
“You’re so sexy when you talk about furniture and moving,” I said over
a fit of giggles. He rushed me and tossed me over his shoulder.
“I’ll show you sexy, Georgia Reynolds.”
He carried me to his bedroom and dropped me onto the bed. He bent
down and tugged off my boots one at a time and tossed them onto the floor.
He peeled off each item of clothing that I wore, one at a time.
“How many pieces of clothing can one woman possibly wear?” he
grouched, and I laughed and shook my head.
“It was cold out there.”
Once he had me completely bare, he stared down at me. “Yeah? How
about I warm you up, baby?”
My chest squeezed. I didn’t know if it was the way that he was looking
at me, or that he’d just called me baby.
I sucked in a breath and nodded. He tugged his sweater over his head
and pushed his jeans down, along with his briefs. I’d never tire of seeing
this man naked.
He crawled over me, his mouth crashing into mine.
And then he kissed his way down my neck and my chest. His hands
were everywhere.
“I love your fucking body so much, Tink. I want to mark you as mine in
every way.”
Fling. Fling. Fling.
It’s not real.
“I want you,” I whispered.
He settled between my thighs and looked at me with the most
mischievous look on his face before he buried himself there. He took his
time. Teasing and licking and bringing me just to the edge and then pulling
back.
“Please, Maddox.”
He paused and his gaze locked with mine. His lips were shiny with my
desire, and I squirmed beneath him. He slipped a finger inside me, and then
another, before his mouth sealed over my clit.
And that was all it took. I went right over the edge, just like I always did
with him.
I tried not to think about the fact that it would all be ending soon.
Because right now… this felt like forever.
Before I even caught my breath, he glanced at the clock and reminded
me that his brother would be here shortly. So, we both hurried into the
bathroom to take a quick shower, where I dropped to my knees and returned
the favor. The water fell down his muscled chest when he found his release
and a feral sound escaped his lips. It was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen.
After, we dried off quickly, both of us still floating from the high we’d
just experienced.
“Are you sure you want me here with Wyle?” I asked as we hurried out
to the kitchen once we were dressed.
“Yes. We’re friends. Why wouldn’t I want you to meet my brother? I’ve
met your family.”
I shrugged. “That’s true. And I’m looking forward to meeting him.”
The doorbell rang, and Maddox poured me a glass of wine and then
made his way to the door.
“I thought you were bringing someone.” I heard Maddox ask, and a
voice that was very similar to his chuckled.
“Yeah. That didn’t work out. She was a stage-five clinger.” When they
came around the corner, Wyle Lancaster’s gaze moved to me.
He resembled Maddox with his dark eyes and intense stare, but his hair
was lighter. He was maybe an inch or two shorter and not as lean as his
older brother. But he was fit and gorgeous and definitely had the Lancaster
good looks.
“Who do we have here?”
“I told you I was inviting a friend. This is Georgia Reynolds. She works
for Lancaster Press.” Maddox cleared his throat and moved around the bar
to pour his brother a glass of wine.
“Ahh… and what do you do for the company, Georgia?” he purred. He
didn’t have his brother’s broody demeanor. The man was definitely a flirt,
and he reached for my hand and kissed the back of it.
Before I could respond, Maddox slapped his hand away from me, which
made us both laugh. “She’s my administrative assistant. Don’t be
inappropriate.”
Wyle had a big grin on his face, and he nodded. “I see. You’re his
admin, and you eat together when you aren’t working? Is that allowed?”
Well, he’d just had his head buried between my legs thirty minutes ago,
so I’m guessing we’ve broken multiple rules.
“We were working.” Maddox handed him the glass of wine and then
looked at me. “He’s just fucking with me. This guy has never followed a
rule in his life.”
“This is true. But my brother tends to stick to certain rules. So, this is a
nice surprise.” He clinked his glass with mine just as the doorbell rang.
“I hate surprises,” Maddox said as he moved toward the door to get
what I assumed was the dinner that he’d ordered for the three of us.
“So, what rules is it that your brother sticks to?” I asked.
“Well, Georgia, this may surprise you, but my brother would normally
not be dining with a woman he worked with when the office was closed.”
He winked and leaned close to me. “Nor would he ever bring a woman to a
casual dinner with his brother. He takes dates to events, not to dinner at his
home. But this isn’t an event, is it?”
I took a sip of wine to think about how I would respond. “This isn’t a
date. We’re just friends.”
“Maddox doesn’t have any female friends, unless you count our new
stepmother.” He turned when his brother walked in before glancing back at
me quickly, keeping his voice low. “I have a hunch you’re special.”
Was I special?
Would I be special next week when we returned to our normal lives?
I sure hoped so.
twenty-four
. . .
Maddox
WHEN THE DELIVERY arrived at her new place, her brothers eyed
the furniture and then smirked at me. All three of them were there. Her
parents had been there. Her sister was there. Hugh’s fiancée was there.
They all came out to see her put her clothes in her closet.
The only one missing was little Gracie, who was on some sort of play
date, whatever the hell that meant.
Georgia had a few things that would go on the desk that I’d also lied
and said that I had.
I’d ordered everything from a furniture store in the city after she’d taken
me over to see her new place, and I’d then had to hire movers to bring it all
here and pretend that it was coming from a storage locker and not directly
from a store.
Because the girl was proud and wanted to prove she could do things on
her own.
But the truth was, she already had.
She’d been far more than an assistant to me at this point, and not
because I was fucking her, but because she’d worked her ass off.
I was counting this as a bonus that she’d more than earned from her
diligent work ethic.
Hugh, Cage, and Finn stood outside with me, waiting for the furniture to
arrive, because they thought they’d have to help move it in.
I’d been surrounded by the Reynolds family all day, and I’d repeated
my bullshit excuse that I’d just been in the neighborhood and wanted to
offer help to my assistant on her move.
Her brothers knew there was something going on between us. She’d
been staying at my place for a week. I didn’t think that her parents knew
what was going on, so they’d been overly grateful that I was such a hands-
on boss.
Their words, not mine.
But I was a hands-on boss, wasn’t I?
Hell, I’d had my hands all over her just a few hours ago. Tomorrow, we
were heading back to work, so this was our last night doing our so-called
fling. And the whole thing seemed crazy now. I’d made up all these damn
rules, and now I had no intention of following them.
“Hmmm… are we supposed to believe that this stuff is used?” Hugh
smirked as he clapped me on the shoulder.
The two guys that had just arrived started unloading, and I leaned close
to them. “You made sure all the tags and wrapping was off of everything
already, right?”
“Yep. And we threw away all the evidence like you asked,” one of the
smart-asses said, and all three of Georgia’s brothers laughed.
“It’s not evidence. It’s trash.” I shook my head. More laughter, as I was
obviously completely caught at this point. We watched as they started
pulling everything out of the truck. There was a couch, coffee table, desk,
bed, dresser, and dining table and chairs.
Georgia was inside the house with Lila and Brinkley unloading some
dishes and décor that she’d brought from her apartment in the city, which
had apparently come furnished. Her parents had gone to the market to load
her up with groceries.
“Pretty slick, dude. Is this part of the employee benefits package?” Cage
said, and he barked out a laugh.
“She has gone above and beyond at work. She’s far more than an
assistant, so it’s more of a bonus.”
“Ignore him. He’s still pissed because he got woken up in the middle of
the night because Mrs. Lamprose thought her turtle was dying,” Finn said
before covering his mouth to hide his laughter.
“The damn thing had the hiccups. These people are insane,” Cage
hissed. “Who fucking calls their vet in the middle of the night about the
hiccups?”
I shrugged. “I didn’t even know turtles went to the doctor.”
“It’s called small-town madness,” Hugh said. “This is really nice of you,
brother.”
I nodded. “It’s not a big deal.”
The two dudes finished unloading just as Georgia walked out with Lila
and Brinkley behind her.
“Wow. This was all in your storage shed?” Georgia asked, as she ran her
fingers over the white dresser and gaped at all the furniture. “It looks brand-
new.”
“My decorator over-ordered, so I’m glad we can use it somewhere,” I
said.
Brinkley narrowed her gaze at me as Georgia and Lila ran over and
plopped down on the couch, which was sitting in the middle of the
driveway.
“How you doing?” one of the movers asked as he moved closer to
Georgia.
Was he fucking kidding me?
He was hitting on my fucking—friend.
“She’s doing fine,” I growled, which only earned me more laughs. The
fucking Reynolds family apparently found humor in everything. “And you
can go ahead and start carrying it in.”
And the next few hours were absolute madness.
Her parents were there. Everyone was helping put things away, her
brothers were making endless smart-ass comments every time they were
alone with me in a room, and it wasn’t a horrible day like I’d expected it to
be.
They were all saying their goodbyes, and I was ready to be alone with
her. I needed to talk to her about extending our… situation.
We’d lost today, so adding a few more days wasn’t going to hurt
anything.
We were grown-ups, after all. We could be professional at work.
“I just can’t get over what a great boss you are, Maddox,” Bradford said
as he shook my hand.
“I’m his only friend in town, Dad. Leave him alone,” Georgia said, and
she winced at me as if she were nervous I was bothered by the comment.
I wasn’t.
I actually wanted to tell him I was a hell of a lot more than her boss. But
when I fucked it all up in a few days, I wouldn’t want her family hating me.
“Of course. She’s doing a great job at work. And she’s right, she’s been
really helpful to me since I moved to town.”
“I’ll bet she has,” Brinkley said under her breath as she stood right
behind me.
Next was Georgia’s mom, who hugged me, hugged her daughter, and
then made her rounds to everyone there.
It wasn’t even normal how loving these people were. My father was
normally blackmailing us to make us show up to something.
Everyone was making their way out the door, and I was fascinated by
how long this whole departure took. She wasn’t leaving the country. She
was only moving a few blocks away.
The last person out the door was Brinkley, and she smiled at me but
raised a brow before she spoke. “That was really nice that you had all that
furniture sitting in storage. Thanks for helping out Georgie.”
“Of course. Happy to help.”
She then reached up to hug me and leaned close to my ear. “But if you
hurt her, I will hunt you down and torture you slowly.”
I didn’t hide my surprise at her words, but then her head fell back in
laughter. “You are too easy, Bossman. I’m kidding.”
“What’s going on over here?” Georgia asked as she came back inside
from walking her parents out.
Brinkley pointed two fingers at her eyes and then back at me. “He
knows what’s going on.”
More laughter.
I couldn’t keep up with all the warnings and jokes.
“Love you. I’ll see you tomorrow,” Georgia said. “Thanks for helping.”
Brinkley waved at both of us and walked out the door.
And we were alone.
“So, you survived a full day with the Reynoldses.” She shrugged. “I
didn’t think you were going to stay the whole time.”
“Well, I needed to be here for the furniture. Make sure it all got
delivered correctly.” And I wanted to be with her, as crazy as that sounded.
“Thanks for everything. I feel bad that I ruined our last night. That took
a lot longer than I thought it would.”
I moved to the couch and sat down. Her brothers had hung photos and
art on the walls, and the place looked like she’d lived there for months. The
Reynolds family was as impressive as an expensive decorator with a team
of professionals working for them.
“About that… I wanted to discuss some options,” I said as she walked
over and sat beside me.
“What kind of options?”
“Well, seeing as we lost our last day, I wouldn’t mind lengthening the
agreement if you were open to it. It might be awkward being at work with
me bossing you around, though.”
She threw her head back in a full-bodied laugh. “You could try not
bossing me around, seeing as I am pretty damn good at my job. But I would
be open to the extension option.”
“Yeah?” I asked, and I’d be a fucking turtle with the hiccups if my chest
didn’t squeeze with excitement.
She moved so quickly she caught me off guard. She was on my lap and
straddling me, one hand on each side of my face. “I’m not bored with you
just yet, Bossman.”
“Are you really going to make me sleep here tonight?”
“Did you see that free-standing clawfoot tub in my bathroom?”
“I don’t take baths.”
“You also don’t sleep in bed with the women you have sex with, and we
changed that, didn’t we? Take a bath with me.” She put her hands together
like she was praying.
I studied her pretty face. Her hair was tied back in two braids that fell
over her shoulders, and she wore a pair of denim overalls with a hooded
sweater beneath it. And all fucking day I thought about unhooking those
buckles and dragging her into the bathroom.
“I’ll make a deal with you,” she said.
“Let me hear it.”
“I know you don’t have clothes here. And the bed isn’t made yet. So
how about we soak in that cute tub together, because that’s something I’ve
never done with a man and I don’t think you have either, so it would be
another first for both of us. And then we’ll dry off, and I’ll pack up some
work clothes and sleep at your house. But after tonight, we take turns at
each other’s house until this arrangement is over. Fair is fair.”
This was her argument with cross-country skiing, which was a fairly
miserable sport, if I were being honest. It was slow, and there was no
excitement, but the fact that she’d packed lunch for us and let me follow
behind her and watch her cute ass maneuver through the trail made it
tolerable.
“Fine. Deal.” I pushed to my feet, and her legs wrapped around my
waist as we moved through her tiny, little one-bedroom house. It was cute,
and it felt like Georgia, and I didn’t actually mind being here at all.
Because apparently, I liked being wherever she was.
And that was something I couldn’t wrap my head around. I set her on
her feet, and her phone buzzed, and she pulled it from her back pocket.
“It’s a text from your brother. He said you aren’t answering your
phone.”
“Is that bastard still texting you? He’s so fucking needy lately,” I hissed.
She and Wyle had hit it off, which was no surprise because he liked
everyone, and she was one of the most likable people I’d ever known.
He’d pulled me to the side after our dinner and told me not to fuck it up.
I’d reminded him we were just friends, but he saw right through it.
And Georgia had taken us all around town the following day, showing
him around. She didn’t make us wear disguises or stay incognito because
she said having my brother along with us changed the dynamic, and no one
would be talking about it.
Wyle had gone back to New York, but we’d had a good visit.
I checked my phone and saw all the screenshots of the story breaking
about our father marrying his best friend’s daughter. And the fact that they
were expecting a baby was apparently the big story of the day.
I texted him back and told him it would eventually blow over.
But after seeing how normal Georgia’s family was and then reading this
shit about my father, it irritated me.
“Hey. What happened? Where’d you go?” She turned off the water in
the tub once it was full and reached for the hem of my sweater before
tugging it up until I helped her pull it over my head.
“That story broke about my dad and Claire. It will probably be the talk
of the office for a while.” I reached for her overalls and unbuckled them.
The denim fell to the floor in a heap before I tugged her hoodie over her
head.
She looked up at me as I reached around her and unhooked her bra. “He
is who he is, Maddox. That has nothing to do with you and who you are.
Tune out all the noise.”
“And how do you recommend I do that, Tink?” I nipped at her mouth.
“You make peace with it. You have no control over him or his choices,
so you can’t be held accountable for them. You’re a good man, Maddox
Lancaster. That’s all that matters.”
Goddamn, she was sweet.
“You sound like a therapist.”
“Meh. The apple never falls far from the tree. Now, drop your pants and
get in the tub, Bossman.”
I laughed. Hell, I’d never laughed more than I have since I’d met her.
So, I did what she said, and I climbed into the tub that looked like it was
older than dirt.
And then she slipped in after me and settled between my legs.
And for the first time in my life, I didn’t mind taking a bath at all.
Because I didn’t mind anything as long as she was with me.
twenty-five
. . .
Georgia
WE’D BEEN BACK at the office for two weeks, and I’d just been
bumped from the top of the ping-pong championship by Craig in marketing,
and I groaned when I set my paddle down in defeat. The guy had apparently
been practicing while we’d been off work for that week after Christmas,
and I’d been too busy boning Bossman to think about ping-pong.
Everyone was clapping me on the back and telling me I’d get back up
there again, and I almost felt bad for Craig that no one seemed thrilled by
his win.
“Good game. You smoked me,” I said, smiling up at him when he set
his paddle down and came to my side of the table.
“So, I won the game, but can I win the girl?” He waggled his brows.
What? Where did that come from?
I laughed nervously. Sure, Craig had flirted with me a few times, but
nothing extreme. “I think moving your name to the top of the whiteboard is
a big enough win for the day, right?”
He moved closer. “I’m serious, Georgia. I’ve been sneaking out on my
breaks and making Freddy play with me every day just to impress you.”
Damn. I’d been much happier when I was sitting in the top spot.
Beating me did not make me want to date him; it made me want to get
better and beat him.
“Well, I am impressed with your ping-pong skills, Craig,” I said, taking
a step back until my butt hit the edge of the table.
“Is that the only thing you’re impressed with?” he purred and crowded
me once again. I wasn’t loving this side of Craig. Nor was I impressed with
his lack of ability to read the room.
“I think you’re a great guy, but I’m seeing someone.” Was I seeing
someone? I mean, I was in the midst of the world’s longest fling that had
been extended multiple times. But what were we? We weren’t anything
official.
But it felt like… everything.
How sad was it that the best relationship I’d ever had wasn’t even an
actual relationship? It was a secret.
A deliciously dirty little secret.
“Really? It seems like you’re always at work. I didn’t think you would
have time for a boyfriend.”
Wow. Way to analyze my life with absolutely no knowledge or facts.
We literally spent twenty minutes a day together in a group while playing
ping-pong.
Note to self… Craig was a bit judgy. I think his ping-pong success was
already going to his head.
“It’s not serious, but we aren’t seeing other people.”
“Well, what if I told you I was a serious guy?”
“I would thank you for that information.” I shrugged. What the hell was
going on?
“When your not-serious relationship implodes, I’ll be here, Georgia.”
He was so intense. He appeared to be a guy who was maybe three
minutes away from grabbing a boom box and resting it on his shoulder and
serenading me.
This had come out of left field.
“Georgia,” a deep voice barked from behind me. I whipped around to
see Maddox standing there, looking broody as always, and I didn’t miss the
way the veins in his neck were bulging and his hands were fisted at his
sides. “Lunch is over. My office. Now.”
Hello, Bossman.
I liked seeing him all worked up.
Craig just stood there, and I had no choice but to put my hands on his
chest and push him back gently at first, and then harder when I realized he
wasn’t budging.
“Excuse me.” I slipped between him and the ping-pong table and made
my way toward the stairs, where my ever-angry boss-slash-lover glared past
me at the man who’d just asked me out.
I hurried up the stairs and into his office, and he was hot on my heels
before slamming the door and facing me.
“What the fuck was that?”
“What do you mean?”
“With Anus-hole,” he growled, moving closer to me as his hands
wrapped around my wrists.
“Anus-hole?”
“That asshole, Craig. That’s his last name.”
Laughter bellowed from my belly, and my entire body shook. “His
name is Craig Anistilo.”
“Same thing. What the fuck was that about?”
“He asked me out. It was not a big deal.”
“And what did you say?” He tightened his grip on me, pulling me
against his body.
“I said no. I told him that I was seeing someone, but it wasn’t serious.”
His gaze softened, and he released my wrists. “He’s fucking fired.”
“What?” I gaped and shook my head. “You can’t fire him.”
“I sure as fuck can. I own the company. He shouldn’t be asking out
coworkers. It’s unprofessional.”
“That’s rich, seeing as you’re fucking your assistant,” I huffed and
marched toward the door.
He was fast. He moved around me and stood against the door. “Is that
what I’m doing? Fucking my assistant? Spending every day with her, every
night? Talking, laughing, taking fucking bubble baths? I think it’s a bit more
than that, yeah?”
“Don’t play the victim card. The ball has been in your court the entire
time. You’re the one who wants to keep it casual, not me.” My vision
blurred as my eyes watered, and a lump formed in my throat.
His hand moved to my neck, his fingers resting on my cheek. “I don’t
want to keep it casual. I want you, Georgia Reynolds. I don’t want some
dumb fuck asking you out at the office. I want everyone to know that you’re
mine. Because you are, and we both know it.”
“I can live with that,” I said as a tear rolled down my cheek, and his
thumb swiped it away. “So, what are you going to do about it?”
“Well, you’re fired, for starters.” He let me go and moved toward his
desk, back in business mode.
“What? You’re firing me?”
“I can’t be fucking my assistant, Tink.”
I shook my head in disbelief. “But you own the company.”
“It’s still inappropriate.” He picked up his phone and dialed. “Hi,
Virginia. Put out an ad for a new front-desk receptionist.” I could hear her
talking frantically in the background, and he held the phone away from his
face and rolled his eyes. “No. You aren’t fired. You’re my new admin.”
More shouting as he pulled the receiver away again and winked at me, like
he hadn’t just fired me and left me hanging. “She’s not fired, either. She’s
been promoted to creative director. Send out an office email, please, and let
everyone know about the changes. And also, make it known that the new
creative director and I are dating, as well. Your first task as my admin is to
spread the word. And make sure Craig is aware.”
I heard her squealing before he slammed the receiver down and looked
up at me.
“I’m the creative director? Do we need to run this by anyone first?”
“I’d already gotten it approved this morning by the board. That’s what I
was coming to tell you when I found that dickfucker hitting on you.”
“What does this new position entail?”
“You’re going to do exactly what you’ve been doing, minus the
monotonous stuff. You’ll give input with cover designs, continue reading
manuscripts, give feedback on blurbs, and help me find new talent.”
“Will I still be picking up your dry cleaning and bringing you coffee?” I
raised a brow and moved closer to him, coming around his desk.
“I’m not letting Virginia touch my clothing. She spilled coffee all over
the front desk twice this week already. So, yes. If you’re willing to handle
my dry cleaning, I’d appreciate it. And the coffee…”
I rested my hands on his shoulders as one leg came around each side of
him so I was straddling him. “What about the coffee?”
“I mean, no one makes it as good as you.”
“You just want to find a reason to keep me coming in here for you.”
“I want to find a reason to keep you coming, Georgia Reynolds.” His
lips moved to my neck, and I felt him harden beneath me.
“I thought you didn’t do relationships, Bossman,” I whispered, and my
voice was hoarse and filled with desire.
“That’s before I started doing you. And now I can’t get enough.” He
kissed along my throat and down to my collarbone. “I want to take you to
dinner and ski down a mountain without wearing enough gear to suffocate
myself. I want everyone to know that we’re together.”
“Mrs. Runither will be so disappointed,” I groaned as he nibbled my
earlobe. “She keeps asking me about you.”
His head shot up with concern as his gaze locked with mine. “She
punched me in the dick yesterday when I went to pick up that to-go order
for us.”
A wide grin spread across my face. “Did she?”
“I think she was trying to slyly graze my goods, but she stumbled and
literally junk-punched me. I mean, the woman is old enough to be my
grandmother. Who the fuck does that?”
“She’s a dirty old bird.” I laughed. “You didn’t mention it when you got
home last night.”
He sighed, a softness filling his dark gaze. “Because I missed you, and
when I got home, all I wanted to do was feed you, get you naked, and then
sit with you under the stars.”
“We barely ate.”
“Exactly.” He smirked before his face turned serious. “This is not
something I’ve ever done before, Tink. I’m most likely going to fuck it up.”
“Well, you sucked at the fling. I mean, obviously, it was my first, but
every day, you were asking for an extension,” I teased, grinding up against
his erection. His hands gripped my hips as I continued talking. “Maybe
you’ll be better at this.”
He groaned. “Stand up.”
I pouted but did what he commanded.
“Bend over my desk, Tink. I want to celebrate your promotion.” He
tugged up my skirt and then reached into his wallet and pulled out a
condom, tearing the top off with his teeth as he quickly covered himself.
His hands landed on my ass, and he squeezed. “Do you want me to fuck
you in this office one last time as my assistant?”
I nodded, desire pooling between my legs. He pulled my lace thong to
the side and swiped between my folds before moaning against my ear.
“Always so wet for me.”
“Always,” I whispered.
He teased my entrance before turning my head so he could kiss me. I
wiggled against him, eager for him to give me what I needed. And with one
quick thrust, he pushed inside me. I used my hand to cover my mouth to
muffle the noises that were escaping.
It wasn’t our first time having sex in this office. But it was the first time
that it had happened in the middle of the day with people here.
But it was also the first time that it had happened with the man who was
now officially my boyfriend.
I gripped the edge of the desk as desire built.
His hand came around my waist, dropping lower and touching me
exactly where I needed him to.
He always knew what I needed.
“Fuck,” he hissed in my ear. “So fucking good.”
“Yes,” I whispered, but I couldn’t hold on any longer. “Maddox.”
“Come for me, baby,” he said, his voice low and demanding.
And that was exactly what I did.
And nothing had ever felt better.
Because I was undeniably in love with this man.
twenty-six
. . .
Maddox
WYLE
Remember Brandy, that girl I went to prep school with? She
still lives in the city, and she reached out and offered to be my
plus one.
The girl who stalked you right before you left for college?
WYLE
Stalked is a bit strong.
WYLE
I was in high school. I was being dramatic. I’ve come to learn
that she’s just passionate.
WYLE
Because she won’t stop taking selfies of us and posting them.
And you know how I feel about being photographed. She’s
some sort of influencer.
1. I didn’t like asking for help. I had figured my own shit out for most
of my life, and going against that felt unnatural.
2. I was dating Georgia. Having her mom as my therapist seemed…
wrong? But, apparently, there is no wrong way to ask for help,
according to the ball of sunshine I was dating.
3. I’d talked about my mother with Georgia, which was not something
I normally did. But now I’d be inviting another person into my
tragic memory, and I wasn’t sure how I felt about it.
“It’s time to take your seats. Dinner is about to be served,” the woman
who had been bringing us our cocktails said, as she and a few other servers
ushered us to our assigned seats.
We were at the head table with my grandparents, Wyle, and Brandy,
who had tried to take a selfie with me a few minutes ago, and I’d shut that
shit down by covering her phone with my huge hand. This wasn’t a media
show. We’d agreed to the photo out front, and that was where the buck
stopped, as far as I was concerned. Wyle had finally reached for her phone
in frustration and dropped it into his coat pocket, and she nodded and
apologized.
My father and Claire were at our table, as well, and so were her parents.
We took our seats, Wyle and I each sitting on either side of my father.
Georgia was the star of the party, and I sat back and chuckled as she talked
nonstop to everyone at the table like she’d known them her whole life.
It hit me in that moment that my mother was very similar. She never fit
in at these events. She was down-to-earth and fun, and people were drawn
to her in the same way.
Georgia had everything under control, and I’d been worried for no
reason at all.
Even my father’s asshole joke didn’t cause her to miss a beat. She knew
who she was, and no one else’s opinion played a part in that.
Because the world was Georgia Reynolds’ fucking oyster. She didn’t
care about money or expensive things; she was just comfortable in her own
skin.
Maybe that was what had drawn me to her.
There was a lightness, a peace, and an ease that surrounded me when I
was with her.
Like I’d finally found where I belonged after feeling misplaced for so
long since my mother’s passing.
Georgia Reynolds felt like home.
And I fucking loved it.
We ate.
We drank.
We laughed.
And when Georgia got the band to play some of her crazy-ass seventies
songs, she dragged me out to the dance floor.
I thought my brother was going to lose his shit because he laughed so
hard at the sight.
I was the broody bastard at family events—not the guy having a good
time and dancing at his father’s wedding reception.
Looks like Georgia Reynolds just got herself another first.
We’d been back from our weekend in the city for a couple days, and the
internet had been flooded with photos the day after my father’s wedding
reception. Me admitting that I had a girlfriend publicly for the first time had
been a bigger story than my father’s celebration with his new, much
younger wife.
And Georgia hadn’t been the slightest bit fazed by it. She didn’t read
what was being posted, and she laughed it off when people in town were
calling her a celebrity.
She was one of the rare women who could handle this without being
affected in any way, shape, or form.
Her brothers had said they were having a guys’ night the day after we
returned, but instead, they’d taken me out to the pond where I’d be
surprising her on her birthday. A hotel in the city would have been my pick,
but this was Georgia, and sitting outside in the freezing cold, eating ribs and
cake with her putting an ice-skating show on for me was much more her
speed. So, I’d been ordering all sorts of stuff to make it special for her. I had
two guys that would go out there early and get things set up for us, and
when we showed up, the place would light up like the fucking Fourth of
July.
“I’m heading out to my meeting,” I said, pausing in the doorway as she
stared at her computer monitor. Georgia was still working from her desk
while I interviewed a few people for Virginia’s position. We were
transitioning everyone to their new job titles, but Georgia was covering the
tasks as my assistant as well as that of the new creative director.
There had been zero comments about her promotion and the fact that
she was dating the boss. Because everyone here knew how hard she
worked, and they also probably knew I’d fire their ass if they said one
unkind word about her.
She chuckled. “Tell my mom I said hi.”
I held my finger to my lips. The last thing I needed was for everyone in
the office to find out I was going to therapy. But I’d made this promise to
her that I’d go once, and I was a man of my word, even if I’d moped all
morning about it.
“I’ll be back.” I leaned over her desk. “Tell fucking Craig to stop
volunteering to challenge you at ping-pong. He lost. It’s over,” I hissed.
Yeah, my girl had returned from our trip and smoked his ass, and I loved
watching every minute of it. The dude had spent his vacation time playing
ping-pong so that he could beat her, just so he could ask her out. Now she
was back at the top, and he needed to sit his ass down.
“Maybe you should mention this hostility you have about someone
challenging me at ping-pong to my mother.” She raised a brow.
I wrapped a hand around the back of her neck and kissed her hard
before leaving.
Alana’s office wasn’t far from mine, but it was cold as hell outside, so I
drove there. I hurried inside just as the snow started coming down again.
That was one thing I hadn’t fully gotten used to yet. The bone-chilling cold
showed no sign of going away anytime soon.
I jogged inside and up the stairs and knocked on her door. She pulled it
open and gave me a hug.
Alana Reynolds was that storybook kind of mother. She made Sunday
dinners and got excited about buying her children thoughtful presents and
genuinely loved each one of them. It was impossible to miss when you were
at their house. Both she and Bradford were as good as it gets.
That was why I was surprised they’d warmed up to me.
I wasn’t the easiest to love. It took me a while to warm up to people.
It usually took me a lifetime to trust.
Alana guided me to the couch across from her chair, and it was exactly
how I’d seen this play out in movies. My brother had gone to therapy after
Mom was gone, per my grandmother’s insistence. But he never talked about
it, just like I never talked about the nightmares. We both always shrugged it
off and said we were fine.
“Is this normal that I’m coming to you when I’m dating your daughter?”
I asked, sitting forward on the couch and folding my hands together where
they rested on my knees.
“Well, let me ask you this. If your girlfriend’s mother wasn’t a therapist,
would you be going at all?”
I thought over the question. “No.”
“I guess we have our answer, then. This is something that can help, and
if this is the only way to get you here, I’d call it a win.” She smiled, her
blonde hair, the same color as Georgia’s, rested on her shoulders. “It’s
certainly not abnormal to me. And everything we talk about will stay right
here in this office, okay?”
I nodded. And we spent the next forty minutes dissecting my childhood,
my relationship with my parents, and the horrible night that I found my
mother. I never expected to go this deep so quickly, but here we were.
Diving into a big pile of traumatic horse shit.
“So, you were angry with your father before your mother’s passing?”
she asked, black-rimmed glasses resting on her nose and eyes filled with
empathy.
“Fu—sorry. Yes.”
“Maddox, I have five children. You are free to speak however you want
to speak in here. There’s no judgment. These are sensitive topics, so don’t
censor yourself on my account.”
“Okay.” I shrugged. “Fuck, yes. He’d been caught having affairs
numerous times while she was sick. He wasn’t sly. He was sloppy. And
thoughtless. He hurt her terribly, and I fucking hate him for that.”
“I can imagine. It was a betrayal to you and Wyle, too. And seeing your
mother hurt is not easy on a child, especially while watching her battle a
horrible disease.” She paused and tapped her pen against her lips. “Was
there ever talk of her entering a facility toward the end? It seems like a very
traumatic thing for two teenage boys to be dealing with when your father
wasn’t present to support you.”
I scrubbed a hand down my face. This was not my favorite topic. “She
wasn’t particularly keen on leaving our house, and with the resources we
had, she was able to have the best care money could buy. But I also think
my father played a role in that decision, from what I overheard once.”
“What did you hear?” she asked.
“I heard them arguing a few months before she died when he’d graced
us all with his presence and then visibly winced when he saw how much
she’d deteriorated since he’d last seen her. They were arguing, and she said
she didn’t want us to see her like this any longer. I think she knew she was
at the end, but she also wanted us with her at the same time, if that makes
sense?”
“It does. She wanted every last minute with you. I can understand that.
Yet her need to protect you had her discussing other options?”
“Yes. She mentioned going to a hospital, but my father didn’t like that
option because it would make things more public. She was very hidden
away at our home, as was her illness. I think if people knew how bad it had
gotten, they wouldn’t have been too keen on seeing my father out there
flaunting his affairs and attending events several days a week while his wife
was at home fighting for her life.”
“So, he hired the best nurses and had you and Wyle there with her until
the end. It sounds like it was his way of giving her what she wanted, as long
as it didn’t involve himself being there.”
“Correct.” I cleared my throat. The lump forming there was making it
difficult to talk. I’d never thought about it that way.
“Have you ever asked your father why he wasn’t around?”
“We’ve argued about it many times. The bottom line is, he’s selfish. He
didn’t want to be there to see her deteriorate. Her illness was a massive
inconvenience in his life. And once she got sick, he had no use for her.”
She nodded. “Do you hold him responsible for her death?”
“In a way, yes. I believe he contributed to her suffering, at the very
least,”
I said, moving to my feet because I was antsy. I walked toward the
window and stared outside at the falling snow. Cars were driving slowly,
and the grassy area next to her office was covered in fresh white snow.
“He also left you and Wyle to deal with it all. Do you resent him for
that?”
I let out a long breath. “No. I’m grateful I was with her till the end.”
“But a lot of that responsibility fell on your shoulders, right? You tried
to shield Wyle the best you could, and you carried all of that weight. Not
typical for a high school kid.”
“We had good nurses. I still had my fair share of fun in high school. The
illness took her fairly quickly, and things didn’t get really bad until the very
end. So, I was fine.”
“But you were a child. And seeing your mother take her last breath was
traumatic, am I right? You were the only one there at that moment.”
“Sure.” I turned around to face her, my hands shoved in my pockets.
“I think all of that trauma and all this anger toward your father is
festering inside you, and that’s the reason for the nightmares. But as you
talk about it more and let go, you will be able to move forward. But you
have to let go of some of this, Maddox.”
“So, I should just forgive my father for what he did to her? And then we
can all live a happy life?” My tone had more bite than I meant it to. But
why did he just get a pass from everyone? After what he’d done, he didn’t
deserve that.
“That’s not what I’m suggesting, Maddox.” She raised a brow, and I
made my way back to the couch, sitting back down to face her.
“Okay, let’s hear it.”
Her lips turned up the slightest bit in the corners, and her eyes were full
of empathy as she watched me. “I think we need to talk about your anger,
and then put it in the right place. Does that make sense?”
I scrubbed a hand down my face. I was fucking exhausted from this
conversation. I didn’t like digging all this shit up. “Not really.”
“Fair enough.” She chuckled. “So, your mom’s disease took her life,
correct?”
“Yes.” I was trying not to bark at her, but the questions were frustrating
me.
“So, we can hate ALS for taking a beautiful woman’s life far too early.
It’s fair to be angry about.”
“Agreed.”
“And we can be disappointed in your father for being a crappy husband
and a crappy father when all three of you needed him most.”
I narrowed my gaze. “It’s what he did to my mother that angers me. I
don’t care about that man.”
“Is that true, Maddox? Would you still be attending his reception and
going to family events if you didn’t care about him at all?”
“I don’t have a choice. He’s family.”
“You always have a choice.” She held her hand up when I opened my
mouth to spew something angry. “What I’m saying is, your father let you
down. He let your mother down. He let your brother down. But he isn’t
responsible for your mother’s death. He wasn’t there for her, or for you, but
he isn’t the reason that she’s not here. And I think you’re mixing up those
feelings and holding him responsible for her death. But the truth is that even
if he had been a decent husband and a good man, she still wouldn’t be here
today. Isn’t that right?”
I leaned back against the couch, letting my head tip so I was looking up
at the ceiling. “That’s true. But it didn’t help her when she was suffering.”
“Agreed. But you said that your mother never said a bad word about
him, right? She loved him even despite his betrayal.”
“Because she was a good fucking human,” I hissed. “And he’s not.”
“And that stinks, because you had a parent who always put you first,
and she’s not here. And I think you’re angry at him for not only the way he
treated your mother, but for the way he’s treated you and Wyle. I mean, you
stayed. You were there with her. Who took care of you?”
“It's fine. I survived, didn’t I?” My voice was barely recognizable as it
was laced with pain and anger and grief.
“You did. But you were young, and you shouldn’t have had all that
responsibility on your shoulders. So, you have every right to be angry with
your father for not showing up for you and your brother. For betraying your
mother. For not being the father that you needed. Those are all fair
emotions, and you can decide what to do with them. But I think a little part
of you doesn’t want to completely write him off.”
“I can’t. I’m forced to see him at family events.”
“Really? What would happen if you didn’t attend?” she asked, and I
pinched the bridge of my nose.
“It would disappoint my grandparents. They’ve been good to me, to my
brother, to my mother. So I go for them.”
“Is there any part of you that wants a relationship with him?”
“No,” I growled, looking away before finishing the statement. “I mean,
now I’m even more tied to him because he’s going to have a baby. I can’t
turn my back on my sister or brother.”
“You are allowed to do whatever makes you happy, Maddox. And what
I’ve seen of you and Georgia, I think you’re both very happy together.”
“Absolutely,” I said. “Without question, she’s the best thing that’s
happened to me.”
“You said she’s your first serious relationship. The first woman you’ve
loved since your mother’s passing, right?”
“She is.”
“I think that’s a sign that you’re ready to move on. To let go of some of
this sadness. You deserve that. And whether or not you continue a
relationship with your father is up to you. But you need to know that you’re
also allowed to stop hating him. That would not be a sign of you being
disloyal to your mother. So I want you to think about what you really want
moving forward. Don’t worry about your grandparents. They are going to
love your father and love you regardless of what either of you do. I think
they’ve proven that by being so forgiving of his actions.” She pushed to her
feet and reached for my hand, waiting for me to look up at her. “You’re
allowed to be happy, Maddox. Your mother would want that for you.”
Fuck me.
This shit was hitting every fucking nerve in my body.
I nodded, the lump so thick in my throat it was difficult to swallow, let
alone speak.
So, I didn’t.
I pushed to my feet, and I just wrapped my arms around her and hugged
her.
And for today, this was enough.
I wanted to stop thinking about it and get home to my girl.
She was all I needed.
And that was what made me happy.
twenty-nine
. . .
Georgia
CAGE
Why in the motherfucking hell would you put that in a group
text? May you never do naughty things with anyone, Georgie.
But Happy Birthday. I’m endlessly proud of you and love you.
Happy Valentine’s Day to the rest of you romantic saps.
FINN
I agree with Cage on this one. I’m going to ignore that part of
the message, Brinks. Maybe you two can share that kind of
shit on a separate thread. Happy Birthday, Georgie.
HUGH
Do whatever makes you happy today, Georgie girl. I love you,
and I’m wishing you a kickass year. You deserve all the good
in life.
CAGE
Wow. That was deep.
BRINKLEY
Can we please talk about how sappy Hugh is now that he’s in
love? Cage, you’re an endless grump. Finn, stop being
Cage’s bitch.
Hey, guys! Thank you for the birthday wishes. I can’t believe
I’m another year older. I’ll be thirty before I know it.
FINN
You’re twenty-three…
But someday, right? LOL. I’m having a great day so far, but I
won’t even tell you all the naughty things I’ve done already.
CAGE
Please don’t. <puking emoji>
FINN
Some things are better left unsaid. <covering eyes emoji>
HUGH
You do you, Georgie girl. <shrugging emoji> <heart eyes
emoji>
BRINKLEY
Go girl, go. <thumbs-up emoji>
Maddox and I had picked up takeout from Reynolds’, and he refused to tell
me where he was taking me.
We talked and drove up the mountain a bit, and I quickly figured out
what he was up to.
“Are you taking me to the pond?” I asked with a chuckle.
It was as if someone had literally climbed inside my head and shared
every single thing that I would want and put it all into one day.
He pulled down the dirt road, which made it clear that he’d been here
before. I saw two trucks coming from the opposite direction, which was
surprising because there was never traffic up here.
“I don’t know how all these people know about the pond. It’s pretty
private. Only the locals know about this place, and no one comes up here at
night,” I said, watching as they both passed us on the narrow road.
He just smiled and kept driving. When we came around the corner, my
mouth fell open. There were twinkle lights in the trees that surrounded the
pond. It had always been my favorite place to sneak away to.
The place I’d first learned to skate.
Sometimes I’d drive here when I was in high school, park my car, and
just bundle up and listen to music out here and daydream.
It was always so clear at night, and the stars danced in the distance
when I looked out the window.
There was a large blanket and candles placed in a line down the dirt
path toward the frozen pond.
“It’s so beautiful,” I whispered.
“That’s what those guys were setting up for us.” He winked.
“Is it a fire hazard?”
He barked out a laugh. “The candles are on batteries, Tink. Hugh gave
me some good ideas for how to light the place up at night.”
“I still need to give you your gift, but now I feel like a crappy girlfriend
because I didn’t transform your favorite spot and turn it into a winter
wonderland.” I reached over the seat to grab the package when we came to
a stop a few feet from where our blanket was.
“Don’t be ridiculous. You gave me my gift this morning.” He waggled
his brows when he turned to face me.
I pressed the button on the light above us and handed him his gift. My
stomach fluttered with nerves because I’d wanted it to be special.
He pulled off the first package and unwrapped it before flipping through
the pages of the small rectangular book. “A coupon book, huh?”
I climbed over the seat, moving onto his lap, as he held up the last two
gifts so I could settle on his lap. I could never get close enough to this man.
He wrapped his arms around me as he read each one to himself, laughing as
he turned each page.
“Good for one life-changing blow job, huh?” He nipped at my ear.
“Of course, that’s the one you focus on. Not the day of teaching you
how to play pickleball or reading a romance book to you aloud.”
“I love it,” he said, and he turned my face so he could kiss me. “Best
gift I’ve ever received.”
“You’re too easy.” I chuckled and pushed the other package in front of
him. He opened the white box with the red bow wrapped around it and
pulled out the T-shirt that read: My girlfriend won the county pickleball
championship, and all I got was this stupid T-shirt.
His head fell back in hysterical laughter.
Maddox Lancaster’s laugh was music to my ears.
“I love it, baby.” He kissed my cheek, and I took the T-shirt and the
coupon book and placed them in the back seat, pushing the final package
toward him.
He tore off the red-and-white polka-dot paper and then opened the lid to
the box. I heard the inhale of his breath as he studied the photos in the large
frame with two cutouts.
There was one picture of him and Wyle and their mom sitting on the
back porch beneath the stars. The other picture was of me and Maddox,
curled up on the outdoor couch in his backyard, with the stars twinkling
above us.
“Georgia,” he whispered. “Where did you get this?”
“I asked Wyle if he had a good photo of the three of you, and he asked
your grandmother. She said she had boxes of photos from your mom. So,
that night, when you thought I was doing a girls’ night with Brinkley and
Lila, I had actually gone out to the city and had dinner with your
grandparents, and we went through a bunch of boxes of photos. When I saw
this one, I knew it was what I was looking for.”
His eyes were wet with emotion, and I turned to face him so I was
straddling him as his hands ran through my hair, tucking it behind my ear.
“That’s exactly how I felt when I found you.” He pulled me close and
kissed me. “Thank you.”
“I mean, it’s not a pickleball court or a transformed ice-skating pond.” I
smiled. “But I’m glad you like it. And I want you to know that I love
everything you did, but if you did nothing, I’d be okay with that, too.
Because the best gift I’ve ever received is you.”
“Right back at you, baby. Now, let’s get you out there so you can show
me all your moves. I’ve got one more gift for you in the trunk. Let’s go.”
“There’s nothing left to give me,” I said, climbing off his lap when he
pushed the door open. I started jogging down toward the ice.
“I’ve got skates for you!” he shouted after me, but I didn’t stop running.
I paused at the blanket that had flowers and a bakery box there. And
when I turned around, I saw him walking my way, wearing his black ski
coat and carrying our dinner and another box with a bow on it.
“I’ll give you a little preview without skates. And then I’ll put them on
for the big finale. I can twirl barefoot if I want to,” I said over my laughter,
as I moved onto the pond that looked like glass with the moon shining
down on it. I held my hands out to the sides and spun around.
He set the food down on the blanket and shook his head. “All right,
then. Let me see it.”
I moved to the middle of the ice and spun around as he watched me and
held up his phone to take a picture.
“Okay, one more twirl, then we’ll eat.” I moved farther onto the ice and
heard a crunching noise beneath my feet. My stomach twisted, knowing
something was wrong, just as the ice beneath me opened up—and
swallowed me whole.
thirty
. . .
Maddox
THERE ARE moments in your life that you know are going to be life-
changing the minute they happen.
I’d experienced it before.
I dropped the bag of food, dropped my phone, and started sprinting
before I could truly process what was happening.
“Georgia!” A voice I didn’t recognize left my throat as I moved quickly
toward the pond.
She’d been twirling.
Laughing.
Smiling.
My angel. My love.
And then she literally disappeared beneath the ice.
There was no warning.
Like she’d stepped into a hole and fallen right inside it. I’d heard her
gasp. And then she was gone.
Terror moved through every bone in my body, but I knew I had a short
time to get to her, so I reacted.
I made it to the edge and tugged off my coat, knowing I would need it to
be dry when I pulled her out. I dropped down on my stomach and slid as
fast as I could toward the center of the pond. I knew stepping on the ice
would be too risky.
I needed to get to the hole and get her out.
“Georgia!” I screamed as I got closer. Something beneath me pounded
on the ice and I realized it was her trying to get out.
I screamed her name again as the hole was only inches from my reach.
I kept my lower body on the ice and shoved my head down inside the
freezing cold water.
And that was when I saw the tint of red flowing around her as she
floated in front of me in her white coat.
I silently begged her to give me her hand, but she was lifeless, and her
body swayed just out of my reach. I pushed further into the abyss and
grasped her coat as the red water darkened, and I realized it was blood. I
tugged as hard as I could, sliding my body back as I pulled her head
through the hole, and blood moved from the top of her head and down her
face.
I pushed to my knees and pulled her out as a guttural sound left my lips.
My hands shook as I touched her everywhere, covering her cheeks and
shaking her.
“Baby, please,” I begged. I pulled her as far as I could from the center of
the ice so we wouldn’t risk falling through.
Fuck.
The word repeated over and over in my head.
Once we were close to the edge, I pressed my ear to her mouth, and she
wasn’t breathing. Her lips were blue. I turned her on her side and hit her on
the back as water spewed from her mouth, and then I leaned down to listen
for a breath.
Nothing.
Fucking nothing.
I unzipped her jacket, placing one hand over the other, and pumped my
hands into her chest as I shouted and wailed words that weren’t coherent.
“Twenty-nine, thirty,” I said. “Breathe, baby.”
I tipped her head back, plugged her nose, and breathed. I saw her chest
rise, and I leaned back down and gave her another breath.
She coughed and made a wheezing sound, and I placed my ear against
her mouth again, and thanked God that she was breathing, but she still lay
there completely lifeless.
A sob escaped, and I swiped at my face, unsure if they were tears or
water.
Everything moved in slow motion, and I knew I needed to act fast.
I picked her up and tossed her over my shoulder, grabbing my coat as I
sprinted up toward the blanket. I reached for my phone and the edge of the
flannel blanket, yanking it hard as everything flew into the air around it, and
I raced toward the car. I opened the door and started stripping her clothes
off of her as I dialed 911 on speakerphone. I wrapped her in the blanket and
then put my coat around her.
“I need help. My girlfriend fell through the ice. She’s unconscious.” My
voice didn’t sound like my own. It was shrill and panicked, and I was on the
verge of losing it.
The operator shouted all sorts of orders at me, and when I realized there
was no way for anyone to get to us quicker than I could get her to the
hospital, I moved behind the wheel, with Georgia in my arms, and raced
down the mountain.
“I’m on my way to the hospital.” I ended the call and demanded Siri
dial Hugh Reynolds.
“My man. How did it go?”
A strained sob left my throat again as I raced down the road.
“Maddox.” Hugh’s voice was laced with panic.
“She fell through the fucking ice!” I shouted, finding my voice now. “I
don’t have time to get her to the city. I’m going to the closest hospital.”
“The hospital is a few blocks from Reynolds’. You’re close. Is she
breathing?”
I couldn’t speak again as I looked down at her as she lay lifeless on my
lap. “Breathe, baby!”
I ended the call and swiped at my eyes. My vision blurred as I
approached a red light. I laid on the horn and flew right through it, knowing
the hospital was not far. I pushed the gas pedal down and sped into the
hospital parking lot, driving over a curb to get there faster. When I pulled in
front of the emergency room, I put the car in park just as a group of people
came flying out the door, and I lifted Georgia in my arms, hurrying out of
the car. I didn’t know how they knew we were coming, but I figured Hugh
must have made a call. Blood poured from her head down her face, and
three men reached to take her from me.
I didn’t let go at first, and I choked on a sob.
“Sir, we need to see what’s going on. Please, let us take her.”
I held on to her hand when they took her from me, and I followed them
over to the gurney where they laid her down.
Her hand slipped from mine as they hurried inside, and I followed them,
quickly answering their questions as fast as I could, but everything was
happening so fast.
“How long do you think she was under the water?” one of the men
asked me, as another group of people hurried in our direction to help when
we moved through the waiting room.
“Maybe two minutes?” I shook my head. “I don’t fucking know. She
wasn’t breathing at first. But she coughed up a lot of water. I did CPR, and
she started breathing.”
They moved her toward the double doors, and the guy talking stopped
me. “You need to wait here. We will do everything we can and be out as
quickly as possible. Where did the head injury come from?”
“I don’t fucking know. I think she hit her head when she fell in or
maybe she hit it beneath the ice when she was trying to get out,” I said,
shaking my head with disbelief.
“Okay. Thank you. We’ll be out as quickly as we can.”
I stood there, staring at the double doors where they’d taken her, and
rage suddenly took over. No fucking way was I standing out here.
She needed me.
I pushed through the doors, and two guys moved toward me and asked
me to leave, and I swung.
“I’m fucking staying with her!” I wailed, just as two arms came around
me from behind and squeezed tight.
“I’ve got him. He’s just upset.” It was Hugh’s voice.
“We need you both out of here. We can’t help her if we’re fighting you.”
I threw my hands in the air in surrender, and Hugh walked backward
through the doors as he kept hold of me. Once we were out in the hallway,
he turned me around to face him and wrapped his arms around me.
“You’re okay. Breathe. Tell me what happened.” His voice was eerily
calm.
I stepped back, looking down to see my hands covered in blood. My
clothes were covered in blood and soaked. “I don’t know. She ran down to
the ice while I was setting the food down. And we were talking. We were
fucking talking. And then she just fell through the ice. There was no
warning. She was just gone.”
I leaned against the wall. I couldn’t catch my breath.
I couldn’t fucking live in a world that Georgia Reynolds wasn’t in.
Not now that I’d experienced life with her in it.
“Jesus. You’ve got blood all over you.” He reached for my hands and
took his coat off and put it around my shoulders. “Where is the blood
coming from?”
“It was coming from her head,” I said, staring down at my bloody
hands. “She was unconscious. She never spoke.”
“Was she breathing?” Hugh’s voice cracked, and my eyes snapped up,
and I saw the panic.
“Not at first. I did CPR, and she started breathing. But she wasn’t
conscious. I don’t know what the fuck happened. I’m so fucking sorry. I let
her go out on that ice. I fucking let her go out on the ice!” I shouted and
turned and punched the wall.
Hugh grabbed me again, just as Cage and Finn came running around the
corner. The next hour was filled with all of Georgia’s family members
showing up. There were tears and questions, and they hugged me, repeating
over and over that it wasn’t my fault. Lila brought me dry clothes, and Cage
and Finn dragged me over to the bathroom and forced me to go in the stall
and change. When I came out, I washed the blood from my hands and then
fell against the wall beside the sink, sliding down to the floor and letting
myself break down. They moved on each side of me, sitting on the floor as
they cried right along with me.
When Brinkley arrived, she paced for the longest time and then went
and got a hot tea and insisted I drink it while she paced some more.
The next few hours were brutal. We were told that Georgia had suffered
a traumatic brain injury when she’d fallen through the ice and most likely
hit her head hard enough to split it open. She was in a coma, and they had
no idea how long it would be until she woke up.
I called my grandfather, who had a friend that was a prominent
neurosurgeon in San Francisco, and he flew on our helicopter to give a
second opinion. No one thought she was in a state to be moved, so we’d
bring doctors here and do whatever it took to make sure she got the best
care.
We were able to sit in her room in the ICU, and the Reynoldses had all
agreed to take shifts, as the hospital didn’t want more than two people in
her room at a time.
I wasn’t big on taking shifts.
I was here, and I wasn’t leaving.
When the sun came up in the morning, I blinked a few times, my hand
covering hers and my head resting beside her waist on the bed. I’d slept in
the chair on one side of her bed, with Alana on the other.
“Good morning, Tink,” I whispered. “Can you hear me, baby?”
Nothing.
She looked peaceful, not a sign of distress other than the gash that
they’d stitched up at the top of her forehead.
Her hair was wild and wavy from being submerged in freezing cold
water.
I squeezed my eyes closed as I remembered how she looked when I’d
pulled her out. Her lips were blue, her body lifeless.
Just like my mother had been.
Was I fucking cursed?
The two most important women in my life had put their lives in my
hands.
I’d failed the first time.
We had no idea if Tink had suffered a loss of oxygen to the brain. Dr.
Lexington, my grandfather’s doctor friend, had agreed with Dr. Pruitt here
in Cottonwood Cove.
Time would tell.
Fucking endless years of schooling, and that was the diagnosis?
Time would fucking tell?
Time had never been much of a friend to me.
It had taken my mom too soon.
I rubbed my thumb over the back of her limp hand and glanced over to
see her mother sleeping in the other chair.
“I didn’t get to give you your other gift. It wasn’t just the skates in that
box, Georgia. There was a key to the house,” I said, my voice cracking on
the last word. “Our house, Tink. The one with the pickleball court. I
promise I’ll play as much as you want me to if you wake up. If you let me
know that you’re in there.”
I gave her hand a slight squeeze. Nothing.
My head fell forward and rested on our joined hands.
“Please, baby. I need you.”
“Hey,” Alana said, and I raised my head to look at her. “How is she?”
“The same.”
We both knew that the longer she stayed in this state, the worse it would
be.
“Maddox.” She stood and stroked her daughter’s hair away from her
face. “You saved her life.”
My eyes widened. “After I nearly killed her?”
“The ice breaking was not your fault. The boys told you to take her
there. I would have told you to take her there. It’s her favorite place. And
you responded quickly. I don’t even know how you pulled her out of there
so fast and performed CPR and got her to the hospital, all within minutes.
That is why she’s here and still breathing.”
“I should have gone out on the ice and checked it first.”
“Why would anyone think to do that? And honestly, if you had gone out
there first and fallen in, she would have gone after you just like you did for
her. But she wouldn’t have had the strength to pull you out, and then you’d
both be gone.” Her words broke on a sob. “My daughter is very strong,
Maddox. She’s a fighter. Always has been.”
Dr. Pruitt walked in and talked to us a little more about the fact that he
knew nothing about her condition or her future.
I hated him for it.
I hated everyone right now.
A nurse came in to change her IV, and I saw a bruise on Georgia’s arm,
and I lost my shit.
“Does anyone know what the fuck they’re doing? You can’t just keep
poking her!” I raged, just as Bradford and Hugh arrived. Alana kissed my
cheek and went home to shower as her father and brother said that they
would take turns coming in so that I didn’t have to leave.
Because I wasn’t fucking leaving.
Hugh pulled me out into the hallway, handed me a coffee, and told me
to settle the fuck down.
“Punching walls and screaming at everyone is not going to make her
wake up faster, brother.” He raised a brow as I sipped the black coffee.
“How do you know? Maybe she’ll wake up and tell me to shut the fuck
up,” I said dryly.
Hugh barked out a laugh, but it wasn’t nearly as loud as it usually was,
and I didn’t miss the dark circles beneath his eyes.
The Reynoldses were all suffering, just like me. I was just the one being
a total dickhead because that was how I usually dealt with things.
“You might be right. There’s nothing Georgie loves more than calling
people out if they aren’t behaving.” He scrubbed a hand down his face.
“Is it bad that I don’t want to give up my spot in the room? I know
you’re all taking shifts, but I don’t want to leave, Hugh.”
“Nah, Maddox. This is where you need to be, and we all respect that.
Everyone’s out in the waiting room. Lila went to get bagels and muffins.
The family will be taking over this hospital until she wakes up. And we can
take turns coming in and out of the room. You stay right there with your
girl. She’ll want to see you first when she wakes up.”
I nodded. “Thank you. And I’ll try not to scream at anyone for the next
hour or so.”
He nodded and forced a smile. But it wasn’t genuine, because none of
us could smile right now. I turned to walk back into the room, and he
clapped his hand on my shoulder. “I’m sorry I told you to take her there.
I’m so fucking sorry.”
Jesus. He was blaming himself, too?
I turned around and wrapped my arms around him. “Don’t do that.”
“It was my idea.”
I pulled back. “If you would have seen her face when we pulled up.
Hell, I probably could have gotten her to agree to marry me in that moment,
because she was so fucking happy we were there.”
“Yeah. She loves that fucking place. Dad made some calls, and we’re
trying to figure out how the fucking ice cracked in these temperatures.
We’ve been skating on that ice for years.”
I shrugged just as Bradford called me to come back in.
I hurried inside, hoping something had happened, but it was just more
updates about her heart rate being slow now.
I took back residence in my chair, reached for her hand, and promised
her I would be there when she woke up.
But the sunlight that filled the room during the day would darken in the
evening. Another night without my girl.
Another night where we couldn’t sit beneath the stars.
Brinkley and Finn had taken shifts coming in with me during the late
hours.
Cage had come for several hours and sat with me.
Lila and Hugh were there the following morning, taking turns in the
chair on the other side of her bed.
The days and the nights blurred.
Alana had urged me to go home and sleep and take a shower. But I
wasn’t leaving until I knew she was okay.
Period. End of story.
The room had filled with flowers from everyone in town.
The largest arrangement that arrived was from my father, who’d called
me multiple times a day to check on her.
Who the fuck would have guessed that Georgia Reynolds would be the
reason I would take calls from my father?
But he was genuinely concerned about her because she’d been nothing
but kind to him.
Wyle called constantly, as did my grandparents.
Everyone loved her.
I’d put them in touch with Alana, who was much better at updating
people, because I didn’t want to talk to anyone but the one person I couldn’t
talk to.
“I’m going to go down to the cafeteria and get you a sandwich. You
haven’t eaten anything today,” Alana said when the room darkened and we
were getting ready for our third night of sleeping in a chair. She’d left
during the day and brought food for everyone at the hospital, but I had no
appetite.
I nodded, not because I wanted food, but because I could use a minute
alone. I didn’t want to break down in front of Georgia’s mother. Hell, she’d
given birth to my girl, and I knew she was hurting. But holding it in was
killing me.
I wrapped both hands around my girl’s dainty hand, and I let the tears
fall.
“Baby, I need you to wake up. I never thought I would love anyone the
way that I love you. And now that you’ve awakened that, I don’t know what
to do with it.” I sniffed and tried to stop the tears from falling. “I can’t be in
a world that you aren’t in. So please, please, Tink. Don’t leave me.”
The lump lodged in my throat made it difficult to breathe. I fell forward,
my head resting on her hip. Her hand wrapped in mine.
And that was when I felt it.
Her finger moved along the back of my hand. Soothing and healing and
bringing me back to life.
My head sprung up to look at her. Her eyes were blinking. Her hand
squeezing mine back.
I glanced at the outdated clock hanging on the wall.
Forty-eight hours and twenty-nine minutes of pure hell.
Georgia’s dark gaze locked with mine.
She was awake.
thirty-one
. . .
Georgia
CAGE
How does it feel to be home? Do you need anything? Are you
okay to be by yourself?
BRINKLEY
She’s been home for five minutes. Perhaps you could wait a
little bit before you start firing off the questions.
FINN
Mom said that you didn’t want her to stay with you tonight.
You sure you’re okay to be by yourself?
HUGH
Lila and I could bring you dinner tonight?
The elephant in the room was the fact that my boyfriend had left the
hospital three days ago, and I hadn’t heard from him since. I’d called and
texted, but he hadn’t responded. And they were all afraid to ask about it
because no one wanted to upset me. But everyone had clearly noticed his
absence.
No one more than me.
And it hurt like hell.
BRINKLEY
You sure you don’t want to sleep at Mom and Dad’s house
tonight?
HUGH
You also have a room at my house. You don’t need to be
alone.
HUGH
He’s processing, Georgie. It was a lot. He blames himself for
the accident. The dude was an absolute mess.
CAGE
No question that he loves you. Just give him time. He’ll come
around.
FINN
It was scary. We thought we’d lost you, Georgie. Everyone
deals with things differently.
BRINKLEY
Yeah. I don’t give fucking grace to anyone that hurts my sister.
So, if he doesn’t get his act together quickly, he can suck it.
There, I said it.
FINN
There are times I feel like Brinks would be better suited to be
a mob boss than a sports reporter.
HUGH
Yes. She’s totally giving off gangster vibes at the moment.
You terrify me sometimes, Brinks.
CAGE
Normally, I’d agree with you, Brinks. But I saw the man. I saw
the torment and the hurt. He gave her fucking CPR and
brought her back to life. I think he gets a pass while he figures
his shit out.
BRINKLEY
Touché. I suppose he does deserve credit for pulling you out
of the freezing cold water, breathing life back into you, and
hauling ass down to the hospital. Even mafia bosses can give
passes sometimes.
FINN
Should you go find him?
HUGH
Fuck. That was deep, girl.
CAGE
You amaze me, Georgie. I don’t give you enough credit for
how much you’ve grown up. I’m proud of you.
FINN
Did someone steal Cage’s phone?
CAGE
<middle finger emoji>
BRINKLEY
Fine. We let the bastard live. For now. But he best figure out
his shit quickly.
HUGH
Or what? Horse head in the bed?
CAGE
Can we not talk about dead animals, please? I took a few
days off work to be at the hospital, and Mrs. Remington has
been blowing up my phone with texts letting me know that Mr.
Wigglestein was still single. Guess the fuck what? I’m still
single. The pug is no different from any other dude out there
trying to survive.
FINN
The fact that you put yourself in the same league as the pug
says a lot. You choose to be single, brother. There is a slew of
women who wouldn’t mind being Mrs. Doctor Reynolds.
BRINKLEY
Wait. If you marry a doctor, you don’t get to use the title of
doctor in your salutation, do you?
HUGH
No fucking way. If you marry a football player, you don’t get to
call yourself a quarterback.
CAGE
What the fuck are you people talking about? Are you drunk?
FINN
I’m three sheets to drunkville. It was a joke. Duh. You people
have no sense of humor.
HUGH
Did you just say, duh? That word is so over. Hell, it hasn’t
been used in your lifetime.
BRINKLEY
Let’s reel it back in. You still there, Georgie?
CAGE
Text when you get out, please. You did have a serious
concussion, and I know that you would like to have us all call
the coma a “long nap”, but the truth is, you were in a coma.
FINN
Wow. You really are a doctor. Impressive advice, Dr.
Reynolds.
HUGH
Well, even if it was a long nap, you should still let us know
when you’re out of the tub. You did hit your head hard. I don’t
need to be a doctor to know that’s dangerous.
BRINKLEY
I’m at your front door, Georgie. Open up. I’m sleeping over.
FINN
Well, that’s another way to go about it. She said she wanted
to be alone, so why not go right over there and insist she let
you in? <laughing face emoji>
BRINKLEY
<middle finger emoji>
I padded to the door and pulled it open to see my sister holding a bag
from Cottonwood Café.
“I got you the mac and cheese. I know it’s your favorite.” She walked in
and dropped the bag onto the counter before wrapping her arms around me.
The tears started to fall. And for the first time since my accident, I let
myself fall apart. I cried for what happened and the trauma that it put
everyone through. I cried for the fact that my favorite place was now tainted
by this horrible accident. But mostly, I cried because the man that I loved
was hurting, and I couldn’t help him.
“You’re okay, Georgie,” Brinkley said, and there was a crack in her
voice when she said my name.
I pulled back and swiped at my face. “Wow. You were willing to deal
with Mrs. Runither just to get me my favorite pasta?”
“It’s the duty of being a big sister. But she didn’t ask about me tonight.
She only talked about you.” She moved toward the bag and pulled out the
two containers, setting them up at the little island counter where the two
barstools sat.
“Really? That’s so unlike her.”
“Well, she started out by asking if you were okay. But then her
questions were all about you and the hot billionaire, and if you were
boinking him. She commented on his height. His hands. That he appeared
to have large feet. And that his broody demeanor probably made him a lion
in the bedroom.”
My jaw hung open, and my tears turned to laughter. “She is
unbelievable.”
Brinkley handed me a fork, and she sat beside me and took a bite. “It is
damn good. Totally worth the awkward conversation.”
I groaned as the warm cheese hit my system. “I get the fascination with
the man. Hell, I’ve been fascinated by him since the moment we met.”
“You love him, huh?”
“I do.”
“Have you told him?”
“Yes. We’ve said it to one another and I heard him say it when I was,” I
paused to hold my pointer and middle fingers on each hand to make air
quotes, “taking a long nap. I know he loves me. I’ve known for a while.”
“Damn. That’s kind of hot.”
“What?” I smiled and searched her gaze.
“That he stayed by your side during your hospitalized nap time and
declared his love. And then he ran away when you woke up because the
pain of almost losing you was too much. Sounds like a great romance
book.”
I chuckled. “Yeah, but that’s why romance books are fiction. Living that
is not as charming. You don’t want to have to go through hell to be together,
you know? But I’ll mention it to Ashlan. She could probably use that plot in
one of her books.”
There was a knock on the door, and I startled.
“Do you think Bossman sent you more flowers?” Brinkley chuckled as
she glanced around my apartment at the endless arrangements that he’d sent
since he’d left the hospital and hadn’t said where he was going.
I moved to my feet, and when I opened the door, my mouth fell open.
Dylan, Everly, Ashlan, Charlotte, and Vivian stood there. Vivian had a large
pink bakery box in her hands.
“What is happening?” I shouted, and they rushed toward me one at a
time.
Once they’d hugged me and Brinkley and pulled off their coats, Vivian
handed me the box of pastries.
“We thought you might want some cupcakes when you got out of the
hospital.” She kissed my cheek.
Everly flicked her finger at Dylan. “We needed to see that you were
okay. And money bags over here had her husband send the helicopter for
us, and then we grabbed her in the city, and here we are.”
“We know you’re exhausted. We’re just here for a few hours. We can
eat cupcakes and laugh like old times.” Ashlan wrapped an arm over my
shoulder and rested her head there.
“You knew, didn’t you?” I chuckled and glanced at my sister.
“I’m a reporter, Georgie, I know all things. Of course, I knew. Plus,
someone had to tell them where your new place was. So, we figured I’d
feed you real food first, and then we’d binge on Vivi’s cupcakes.” She
carried the bakery box down to the coffee table, and we all found spots on
the couch and huddled together.
“I can’t believe you guys are here,” I said, and my bottom lip started to
tremble. Tears broke free, and once they started, I couldn’t stop them.
But I felt all the love right here in this room, and it was exactly what I
needed.
“I know you went through some serious trauma,” Charlotte said, “but
Brinks gave us the short version about what’s happening with Maddox.
Boys are so freaking stupid sometimes. I swear, they put us through hell
before they sweep us off our feet.”
Everly reached for a tissue on the coffee table and wiped at the tears
falling down my face. “It’s all going to be okay, Georgie. Everyone handles
trauma differently. Trust me, I can vouch for that. I was a runner myself.
Sometimes, the fear of losing someone is so overpowering you can’t think
straight.”
“But no one runs forever. He’ll figure it out,” Vivi said, handing me a
chocolate cupcake with pink icing formed into the prettiest flower. “I know
these are your favorite.”
“Cupcakes make everything better, don’t they?” Ashlan said as she
reached for a vanilla pastry from the box.
“They really do.” Brinkley took a big bite of the pink, sugary icing and
groaned. “This is a good temporary fix.”
“So, tell us about Maddox Lancaster. Wolf knows him and says he’s a
brilliant guy, and he really likes him,” Dylan said before wincing. “Or do
we hate him now? Because I can blow up a photo of him and get us some
darts, and we can beat the shit out of him on paper if you want.”
I laughed and I cried all at the same time.
Though my body was still recovering, and my heart was aching…
family always made everything better.
Even if my heart was beyond repair, I wasn’t alone.
But the thought had my chest aching again.
Because I wondered if Maddox was alone.
Suffering all by himself.
And the thought of him hurting made my entire body ache.
thirty-two
. . .
Maddox
THERE WAS a knock on my hotel room door, and I groaned. I’d already
ordered dinner, and I didn’t want to be bothered by anyone.
I’d come straight here after I’d left the hospital.
After I knew Georgia was okay.
Everything had come crashing down on me when she opened her eyes.
It hadn’t happened when she’d fallen through the ice, or when I’d given
her CPR. Almost like my body had been in fight-or-flight mode, and I’d
fought like hell to get her to the hospital. To make sure she was okay.
But from the minute those sapphire blues had locked with mine… The
minute I’d heard her hoarse voice speak…
My body had had a visceral reaction.
Flashbacks of my mother not responding when I’d breathed into her
mouth and desperately pumped my hands down on her chest. Memories of
her lifeless body being taken from our home.
I felt like I was reliving it all over again.
And I couldn’t get the thought of Georgia lying on the ice with blue
lips, her body completely still, out of my head.
Allowing myself to love someone the way that I loved her had been a
reckless decision.
I’d fucked up.
Because I would not survive losing this woman.
I looked through the peephole and groaned. Why the fuck was Wyle
here?
I pulled the door open. “Did you not get my text that said I was fine and
that I didn’t want company?”
He strolled past me. “Of course, I got it. I just don’t give a fuck what
you said.”
I moved to the minibar of my suite and poured myself another whiskey
straight up and tipped my head back, allowing the cool liquid to warm my
throat.
“So, what’s the plan, Maddox? You’re just going to hide out here
because your girlfriend almost died? I thought you were the mature
brother.”
“Fuck you. You have no idea what went down. You have no fucking
idea what I’ve gone through. The shit in my head.” I pointed my finger in
his face, and he slapped it away.
“Don’t be a dick. I’ve asked you hundreds of times to talk to me after
that night with Mom, and you shut me down over and over. So don’t play
that card with me, brother. Tell me what happened with Georgia. I know she
fell through the ice, and you got her to the hospital. But I want to know
what’s going on in that head of yours. What’s got you so fucked up?”
I shoved past him and dropped to sit on the chair next to the desk that
I’d been working at. “It’s just too much, you know? She almost died, Wyle.
I took her out there. And she was dancing out on the fucking ice like a little
fairy, and then—” I looked away and glanced out the window at the tall
buildings outside as the last bit of sunlight disappeared behind the clouds.
“She was gone. Without warning. And when I pulled her out…”
He poured himself a drink and pulled up a chair beside the table and
moved it right in front of me, our knees almost touching. “That had to be
fucking terrifying. Was she breathing when you pulled her out?”
I sucked in a deep breath before letting all the air exit my lungs. “Her
lips were blue. She wasn’t breathing. I turned her to the side and slapped
her back hard, trying to expel the water from her airways. And then I did
CPR until she started breathing. And there was all this blood and I didn’t
know what the fuck to do. I called 911, but they couldn’t get there quick
enough. So, I wrapped her up, and she was completely lifeless.
Unconscious. But I knew she was breathing.”
He covered my hand with his, and I startled. Lancasters weren’t touchy-
feely people. “That had to bring up some memories about the night you
found Mom.”
“It didn’t at first. Not until after she woke up. And then it hit me like a
ton of fucking bricks.” I scrubbed a hand over my face. “Fuck, Wyle. If I
lost her, I’d be done. So fucking done. How did I let myself get here?”
“You love her, and loving someone is scary as hell. But you’re hiding
here in the city, talking about how she could have died, and you would have
lost her—yet you aren’t with her now, when she needs you most?”
My head snapped up. “I was there when she needed me. I never left
her.”
“Yeah. You stayed when she was in a coma, brother. And then you took
off the minute she woke up. That’s a little fucked up.”
“I’m in too fucking deep, Wyle. I needed to know she was okay, but this
is too much for me. I’ve got to be careful moving forward. It hurts too
much. And I took her out there, you know? What kind of shit boyfriend am
I? I nearly killed her on Valentine’s Day. The first girl I’ve ever loved. I’m
not cut out for this shit.”
He tipped his head back and finished the amber liquid in his rocks glass
and set it down on the desk. “Listen to yourself. You’re making no fucking
sense. First of all, her falling through the ice had nothing to do with you. It
was shitty luck. Shit happens, Maddox—we both know that. It was out of
your control. You could have taken her to a fancy restaurant and gotten into
a car accident on the way there. That would not be any more your fault than
this was. A shit boyfriend does not plunge half his body into the freezing
water, which, by the way, you could have fallen through that ice yourself.
Going out there was risky. But you did it because you love her. You fucking
risked your life for her, man.” He slapped me on the arm when I stared out
the window and waited for me to look at him. “Seeing her like that, I’m
sure it fucked you up. Especially after what happened with Mom. But
Georgia didn’t die, Maddox. She’s alive and well. And there’s always a risk
when you love someone, but we’re all going to die eventually. There’s no
risk-free way around it. It doesn’t mean that you stop loving just because
you might lose that person someday. Guess what, Harvard, you will. We all
will. You just have to love the best you can while you can, right?”
His eyes searched mine, and I shook my head. “What the fuck is
happening here? Who are you, and what have you done with my
unemotional brother?”
“Hey, I guess this was a wake-up call for all of us. I think we all shut
down after we lost Mom, and, man, she would be so pissed about that. She
was all about feelings, you know? About loving one another.”
“Yeah.” I nodded. I was so tired, and I didn’t know what the fuck I was
doing anymore.
“She would be so pissed at you right now.” He barked out a laugh.
“Fuck you. She would not. She never got mad at me.”
A wide grin spread across his face. “True. But… you went through all
those heroic measures to save the girl. Hell, you breathed life into her and
wouldn’t leave her side. And then she wakes up, and you tap out? That’s
fucked up, brother.”
I scrubbed a hand down my face. “I get it. I’m a dumbass. The truth is, I
didn’t know I was capable of loving someone the way that I love her, and
that scares the shit out of me.”
“You’ve never been a coward. Man the fuck up.”
“Okay, can we give the offensive pep talk a rest and let me process this?
How did you know I was even here?” I hissed.
“Hugh Reynolds must have gotten my number out of his sister’s phone.
He called me. Said he was worried about you. He’d gone by your house,
and no one at the office had seen you since you left the hospital. So, I called
the hotel, found out you were here, and came right over. I was actually in
the city, meeting with Grandfather. I think I’m going to join the world
again. You’ve inspired me. I agreed to take a position working with Dad.
I’m interested in real estate. What can I say?”
“Well, aren’t you just full of surprises?”
There was another knock on the door, and I rolled my eyes. “When I
told the front desk I did not want to be disturbed, that seems to have been an
invitation to knock on my door every five fucking minutes.”
“Listen, I’m meeting a woman down at the bar. But I sent this surprise
to you myself. You’re welcome.” He marched to the door and pulled it
open, and I stood there, stunned to see Alana Reynolds on the other side of
the door.
“What are you doing here?”
“She’s your therapist. Hugh and I both thought you were due for a
session. You’ve got an hour, and the helicopter is waiting to take her home.”
Wyle shrugged and winked at me.
The little fucker.
“I’m sorry you came all this way,” I said, holding my hand out for her to
walk in.
“Good luck, Alana. He’s a tough nut to crack,” Wyle said as he made
his way out the door before letting it shut behind him.
I pulled a chair out beside the table, and she took her seat.
“Can I get you something to drink?” I asked.
“I’m good for now, but thank you.”
I settled in the chair across from her. “Should you be away from
Georgia right now?”
She smiled. “Georgia is okay, Maddox. She was released from the
hospital, and her cousins all flew to Cottonwood Cove to surprise her, and
she’s doing really well. I stopped by this afternoon and saw all the
arrangements that you sent.”
I cleared my throat. “I wanted her to know that I was thinking of her.”
“I think she knows.”
“You don’t seem like you’re pissed at me…” I leaned back in my chair.
“I’m not. I’m your therapist right now, and I’m here to talk about you.
You are clearly going through something, and I want to help you.”
“I left your daughter when she needed me most,” I said, raising a brow,
almost begging her to get angry with me. That would make things easier.
Her eyes widened. “My daughter needed you most when you pulled her
out of the ice and rushed her to the hospital. How could I be anything other
than grateful? I know how much you love Georgia.”
“I don’t know why I ran. And now, I don’t really know how to fix it.
This feeling that I could lose her—it’s overpowering me. I’m drowning in
fear,” I admitted.
She leaned forward and took my hand. “I know why you ran.”
“Why?”
“Those first few days in the hospital, when she was in a coma and we
didn’t know if she was going to wake up, you were in shock. You’d
experienced something traumatizing, just like she did. But yours wasn’t
visible to the outside world. But that fear, the flashbacks of that terrorizing
moment, seeing her the way you did…” She swiped at the tear running
down her face. “Doing what you did that day was not easy. You stayed calm
and in control. You did what needed to be done. And now… it’s not easy
either. To process all that happened. To realize that you love someone so
deeply, and the fear of losing them hits you smack dab in the face.
Especially when you combine all of this with the fact that you’ve been
through a similar trauma with your mother, and you didn’t get this outcome.
It’s human nature to think of all that could have gone wrong. So… you’re
processing it all, Maddox.”
“But she needs me.”
“Georgia is a strong girl. But I do think you talking to her about this
would be helpful for both of you. She knows you love her. That’s not what’s
hurting her.”
“What do you mean? Is she not recovering well?” I pushed to my feet as
my heart started racing.
She stood, a kind smile spreading across her face. “No. She’s physically
on the road to recovery and doing well. She’s hurting because she knows
that you’re hurting. She doesn’t like knowing that you’re alone and dealing
with this on your own.”
“My sweet fucking fairy,” I whispered under my breath, but Alana
chuckled, which made me think she heard me.
“I have one-hundred-percent faith in you, Maddox Lancaster.” She
squeezed my hand.
“I guess I’ve been bashing my father for leaving my mother when she
was sick, and now, look at the way that I ran.” I shrugged. I hated the
thought that I could be anything like him. “I guess that makes me a
hypocrite.”
“You and your father are very different people, Maddox. I know that.
You know that. You didn’t leave Georgia when she needed you. No one is
questioning your loyalty. Taking a step away when you’re terrified is okay.
What he did was completely different. But maybe there’s a part of you that
can forgive some of his actions, because they stemmed from fear. Yes, he
made some really bad choices after that, and that’s on him. And what you
do moving forward is on you.”
She leaned up and kissed my cheek. “You’re a good man, Maddox. I
have all the faith in you. I’ll see you back in Cottonwood Cove next week
for our usual appointment?”
“Thanks for coming. I’m going to figure this out.”
“I don’t doubt that for a minute.” She held her hand up. “I’ve got a
helicopter to catch.”
“Thanks again,” I said as she made her way down the hallway.
I closed the door and squeezed my eyes closed.
What the fuck was I doing? Was I really going to let fear stop me from
being with the woman I loved?
Fuck no.
Time to sober up and get my shit together.
And by get my shit together, I meant get my girl back.
Because nothing worked without her.
thirty-three
. . .
Georgia
I WALKED into the office and was greeted by a face that I didn’t
recognize. She looked to be a little older than me, with a kind smile.
“Hey, I’m Georgia. You must be the new receptionist?”
“Georgia, hey. Yes. I’ve only been here for a week. My name is Halle,
and I started when you were in the hospital. Everyone was so worried. I’ve
been so excited to meet you as you were in a meeting the day that I
interviewed with your boyfriend,” she said, before covering her mouth and
shaking her head. “Am I supposed to know that? Anyway, I haven’t seen
the boss since I started here. Will he be in today, too?”
“That’s okay. It’s not a secret that we’re together.” I’d leave out the fact
that I hadn’t heard from said boyfriend in several days. “He hasn’t been
in?”
“No. Not since I started here last week.”
So much had happened in the last week and a half. It felt like years had
passed.
Maddox and I had declared our love to one another, I’d fallen through
the ice, died, come back, slipped into a coma, recovered as quickly as I’d
been wounded, and the man whom I normally spoke to a hundred times a
day, who hadn’t left my side the entire time I was in a coma, had left
without saying where he was going.
But he owned the company. He couldn’t hide forever.
“Well, he’ll be in soon. It’s great to meet you. Welcome to the team.
You’re going to love working here.”
I made my way toward the stairs, and everyone came out of their offices
to greet me. They’d all sent flowers and cookies and all sorts of treats while
I’d been in the hospital. I took turns hugging everyone, and even Nadia
Wright looked emotional when she squeezed my hand.
“We’ve missed you. Both of you. Is Maddox coming back today?”
A lump formed in my throat, but I forced a smile. “He’ll be back soon.
He’s just taking care of a few things.”
Freddy and Craig told me they’d be waiting for me at lunch to defend
my ping-pong title.
Sydney told me she had lots of good office scoop to fill me in on, and
she followed me up the stairs. “I was crying at the office one day because
I’d been so worried about you, and Freddy consoled me. He’s since taken
me to dinner, and we’re sort of secretly dating.”
“I love that.” I shook my head and smiled. “Two of my favorite people
are dating. That’s amazing.”
“Ahhh… we missed all that sunshine at the office, Georgia. So happy
you’re back. Where’s the boss?”
I cleared my throat. “He is taking care of a few things for his family.
He’ll be back soon. I’ll see you at lunch.”
“Thank you. I’m guessing he’s the one who sent all the flowers this
morning?” she said as she turned to jog down the stairs.
I hadn’t received any flowers this morning. I’d gotten a few more
arrangements yesterday, and I always sent a text letting him know that I
received them, and I missed him. I wasn’t going to beg him to come back to
me. Not after all we’d been through. I knew he was going through
something, and he needed to do it on his own.
He never responded to the texts. He just sent more flowers.
Bossman never did anything the easy way.
Like picking up a phone and telling me what he was going through.
Nope. He just filled my house with peonies and hydrangeas and every
single card said the same thing.
I love you. M.
“Georgia!” Virginia squealed from behind my old desk. My chest
squeezed at the sight of her sitting in my spot. The place where it all started.
That felt like it was so long ago.
“Hi! Thanks so much for all the sweet treats you dropped off for me at
the hospital.”
“Of course. Boy, did we miss you. The boss called to make sure your
office was all set up for you this morning.”
“Oh, really? Did he say when he was coming in?” I asked, trying not to
sound desperate.
She looked at me, a little puzzled. Obviously, everyone knew we were
together, but they didn’t know that he’d left after I’d woken up or that we
hadn’t spoken in days.
“He didn’t say. But I’m guessing he’s the one who sent you all the
gorgeous arrangements. I had them brought into your office.”
I moved around the corner, and she was right behind me. There was a
nameplate on the wall outside my office that read: Georgia Reynolds,
Creative Director.
My breath lodged in my throat when I stepped inside to see the white
desk, floor-to-ceiling bookshelves that ran along one wall, and every open
surface was covered with a floral arrangement.
I needed a minute.
I was confused and tired and suddenly feeling angry that the man just
kept sending flowers that I didn’t care about instead of showing up and
talking to me.
“I’m just going to get settled in here. Thanks for everything.”
She smiled. “Should I bring you a cup of coffee?”
“I’m okay for now, but thank you.” I closed the door, desperate for a
minute alone.
It hurt that everyone was asking about him, and they all expected me to
know where he was.
Because he was my boyfriend, after all.
And the man that I loved.
He didn’t get to just run away from me every time he was scared.
I picked up my phone and let out a long breath.
Yes, it was scary. I hate that our first Valentine’s Day together
is tainted by all the trauma that went on. But you don’t see me
running away, do you?
I died. You brought me back. We’re all good. Get over it.
I’m throwing all the flowers in the garbage. I’m not accepting
another delivery until you speak to me.
I spent the next few hours going through emails and reading a few
submissions.
“Hey,” Sydney said as she stood in the doorway. “We ordered takeout in
honor of your first day back. Can you sneak away for lunch now?”
She glanced around the room at the floral arrangements and gasped. I
hadn’t lived up to the threat of throwing them in the garbage. That was just
me having a meltdown. “I would never have guessed Maddox Lancaster
was such a romantic guy. He always seems so intimidating and grumpy to
everyone else. But with you…” She moved to one of the arrangements and
leaned down to smell the peonies. “He’s just so different with you.”
“In what way?” I asked because I needed a reminder at the moment.
“It’s something that’s hard to explain. But you know how we both love
our romance books?”
“Yes.”
“Well, the hero is always so consumed by the heroine, right? That’s
what we love so much. And that’s how Maddox is with you. It’s like no one
else exists.” She shrugged as she walked toward the door. “We were all
imagining that he was glued to your side when you were in the hospital, and
no one knew if you were going to wake up or not. That must have been
terrifying for him. You know, when you realize you’ve found your person
and then you think you might have lost them… Ahhh… I can’t imagine.”
I thought about her words as I followed her down the stairs. My chest
was heavy, and I stopped in the lounge where they had pizza and salads set
up. There was a cake that read: Welcome Back! It had an ice skate on it with
a big red X, which actually made me chuckle for the first time since I
thought about the accident.
My father had done some digging and found out that a kid had taken his
snowmobile on the ice earlier that day, and someone had reported him to
the park district, and he’d been cited. But they hadn’t made it out to check
the ice for safety yet.
Not many people went out there, so unfortunately, I’d most likely been
the first person to step out on the ice after.
I hadn’t had much of an appetite since I’d returned home from the
hospital, but I picked at my pizza and tried hard to focus on the
conversation.
But my mind kept wandering to Maddox.
And what Sydney had said.
I pulled out my phone and sent another text.
Ignore those earlier texts. The flowers are fine. You can keep
sending them for as long as you need to. I love you,
Bossman.
“AND THAT’S how you do it. Winners gonna win, and losers gonna
lose!” Georgia shouted, doing some sort of crazy dance as she twirled
around in her little skirt with tights beneath it because it was still chilly in
Cottonwood Cove.
She refused to wear the helmet I’d bought her, even though the freaking
ball pegged her in the cheek when she was playing with her brother, Cage,
last week. He’d looked over at me sheepishly when I’d growled at him, and
the rest of her siblings thought it was hilarious.
Normally, I despised losing. But losing to this girl felt like a win.
I loved her excitement and enthusiasm for the smallest things in life.
She’d already taught me so much about living. Here I’d been the one born
into this wealthy family, where I’d never wanted for anything. I’d traveled
the world and experienced things most people would never experience. Yet
Georgia Reynolds was teaching me about life.
About living.
Really living.
Playing pickleball, picnics at the park, walking along the cove, and
Sunday dinners with family.
We’d been living together for two weeks, and to say that things were
good would be a massive understatement.
I wanted things that I’d never thought I’d want.
And they all revolved around her.
I followed her inside as the sun was just starting to go down, and she
said that she had a surprise for me.
“What are you up to?” I asked as we walked through the opening at the
back of the house that was all glass, and the entire wall opened to the
outdoors. We left it open when we were home because we were backed up
to mountains and a gorgeous view of the ocean.
“I know it’s hard to lose, so I’m going to do something nice for you.
You just sit down on that couch, Bossman. I’ll be right back.”
I rolled my eyes because she loved to rub it in when she beat me. I acted
annoyed, even though I fucking loved every second of it.
I sat back on the large sectional couch and glanced around the room.
There were photos hanging on the walls now.
Pictures of my brother and me and even the photo we’d taken at my
father’s reception hung in a gorgeous frame on the wall. The photo of my
brother and me with my mother was blown up and hanging amongst the
others, as well. Photos of Georgia’s family donned the walls, too. But my
favorite photo was the one of me and my girl sitting under the stars. It was
what we did every night now before we went to bed.
And as corny as it sounded, I thanked my lucky fucking stars every
single day for this girl.
For the way she’d breathed life back into me.
The irony was not lost on me. Even though I’d been the one who’d
literally resuscitated her, she’d actually been the one to bring me back to
life.
“You ready?” she shouted from around the corner.
“Born ready, baby,” I said, using the words she’d said to me so many
times.
“Alexa, play ‘Slow Ride’ by Foghat,” she ordered our little speaker in
the kitchen.
The next thing I knew, her odd choice of music started playing loudly. It
was the song she always played now, since I’d told her that was the day that
I’d fallen in love with her without even knowing it. The day she’d danced
around my closet like a fucking rock star.
She came around the corner wearing her pickleball skirt, minus the
tights, a little white tank top, and my grandfather’s cowboy hat. She wore
her infamous wide grin as she strode toward me, and her feet were bare.
She started singing the lyrics to me, and I leaned back, enjoying the
show.
She moved closer, climbing onto my lap, one leg moving to each side so
she was straddling me.
My hands moved up her toned, lean thighs, and she just continued
singing as she smiled down at me.
My fingers moved to the apex of her thighs, and I stroked over her thin
lace panties as her head fell back, and she gasped.
We couldn’t get enough of each other.
And it wasn’t for lack of effort.
Her hands found my shoulders as I slipped my fingers beneath her
panties.
“You want a slow ride, baby?” I purred, and she bit down on that juicy
bottom lip of hers as I stroked along all her wetness as she groaned.
I reached down and shoved my joggers down my thighs, freeing my
ever-eager cock, who couldn’t get enough of this gorgeous woman. Her
gaze locked with mine, two dimples on full display as she smiled before
sliding down my thick erection, inch by glorious fucking inch.
I held her still once I was all the way in, because I just wanted to savor
the moment. Because when I was with this woman, I was exactly where I
wanted to be.
I’d found my home and my joy and my happiness in this little bundle of
a beautiful woman with sapphire eyes, a heart of gold, and the sweetest
pussy known to man.
I gripped her hips and helped her slide up and down my erection, slowly
at first. I tugged at her tank top and pulled down the straps, needing to see
her beautiful body, nudging her bra down as my mouth came over her
perfect tits, one at a time. I flicked my tongue at her hard peaks as she
sucked in a breath and her head fell back.
She rode me into fucking oblivion.
And I never wanted it to end.
Her hands gripped my shoulders, and I knew exactly what she needed.
Because I knew every inch of this woman’s body.
I moved my hand between us, rubbing little circles over her clit, just the
way she liked it.
“Yesss,” she hissed, as she moved faster.
I wrapped my hand around her neck and pulled her mouth down to
mine, and I kissed her hard. My tongue slid in and out at the same rhythm
as my dick.
She moaned into my mouth just as she exploded.
Her body shook as little gasps left her sexy mouth, and I pumped into
her once more.
And that was all it took.
I went right over the edge with her.
Just like I always did.
WYLE
I think I’m going to buy a place in Cottonwood Cove. Now that
I’m living in the city, I want to have a place I can go to on the
weekends.
I’d been telling him how we took the boat out the last few weekends, and he
knew how much I liked living here now.
Dad said he wants to get a place here now, too. You’re all so
fucking clingy.
WYLE
It’s all your fault.
WYLE
When the grumpiest dude on the planet is living his best life,
people take notice, dickhead.
He knew I was kidding, because having Wyle nearby had been really
nice. My family was slowly healing from all the anger and loss that we’d
experienced. My father wasn’t my favorite person, nor did I ever think we’d
be close, but I wasn’t going to ice him out anymore. Claire was a good
woman, and they were having a baby, and for whatever reason, I didn’t
want to miss out on that. We still had work to do, but we were moving in
the right direction.
WYLE
Damn straight. Can Georgia set me up with some of her
friends?
Well, the fact that you want her to set you up with multiple
women is a bad sign. She’s not going to go for that.
WYLE
I don’t know. Your girl is pretty soft on me. She baked me my
favorite cookies when I was in town last week. You better
watch your back, brother.
WYLE
Even though you’re an arrogant fucker, I’m happy for you,
Maddox. You deserve this.
WYLE
Nothing soft over here, brother. And if you tell anyone what I
said, I’ll deny it and tell them that you used to sleep with that
penguin stuffed animal Mom got you until you were thirteen.
WYLE
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Love you, dickhead. See you in a few days.
You’re coming to look at spec homes with me on Saturday.
WE’D JUST CLEANED up after having everyone over for dinner and
a heated game of pickleball, where Finn gave me a real run for my money.
The bastard had never even played, but he’d clearly gotten the same
pickleball gene as me.
My parents had come by to watch, and my dad barbecued so Maddox
could ref the games. Everyone but Brinkley had been here, as she’d had a
big press conference to attend for some famous football quarterback that
she couldn’t stand. But my sister never let anything or anyone keep her
from getting her story.
Cage had tried to teach Gracie how to play, but teaching wasn’t his
thing, as he had the patience of a Labrador puppy. So, she and I had had a
lot of fun just tossing the ball back and forth to one another, trying to get it
over the net.
Baby steps.
Wyle had stopped by, and everyone in my family loved him. He was
working with Brax to find a home. Brax owned the real estate company in
town, and he’d taken him out to see a spec home that Travis and his
company had built a few months back. He showed us photos, and we all
loved the property, which was walking distance from our house.
He and Hugh both challenged me to another round of pickleball, and I
loved every moment of it. Having everyone here. The sun was shining, and
it was a perfect day for a barbecue.
But then, Cupid shot an arrow straight into my heart when I glanced
over to see Maddox bent down, Gracie’s back to his chest, with his hands
covering hers as she held the racquet, and he gently swung her arms back
and forth, letting her feel the motion.
That was when Hugh had scored a point against me. Which was a small
miracle in itself because he and Lila weren’t remotely focused on the game
as they had agreed to have an outdoor wedding at our house this summer,
seeing as we had the big yard with views of the ocean, and they could look
right down at the cove, which was their favorite spot in the world.
It was Maddox’s idea. They’d been tossing out venues they were
considering, and none had felt quite right for them. He suggested they do a
tented area out in the backyard, and I’d gasped when he also suggested the
pickleball court would make a perfect dance floor.
I’d agreed, of course.
Weddings before pickleball.
I was reasonable, especially when it came to love.
And it would only be covered for a few days, so I could live with that.
So, they’d walked the property, taking photos and talking about
potential ideas for where to set things up. And we’d all given suggestions,
as well.
Everyone had just left, and Maddox and I were settling on the couch to
watch a movie.
“You were really sweet with Gracie today,” I said as I leaned against
him. “I think you’d be a great dad someday.”
We’d talked about it—marriage and kids—often, and it was something
we both wanted, but we weren’t in a hurry to grow our family just yet. I was
just finding my way in my new career and enjoying my life with this man
beside me.
“I never thought that would be something I’d want, but you’ve changed
my outlook on a lot of things.” He kissed my forehead. “My fear is that they
won’t all be like her, you know? I mean, Gracie is the best. I’d have a dozen
kids if I knew they were going to turn out like her. But if we get a little shit
like Wyle? Then we’re completely fucked.”
I laughed hysterically, and he smiled as he watched me. He loved his
brother, but they also loved to give one another a hard time. “I think we’ll
be fine with whatever we get.”
“Yeah. I hope we have lots of little girls that look just like you and have
all your goodness. It’ll make the world a better place to have more Georgia
—” He paused. “You will be taking my last name. You know that, right?”
“You don’t want to be a Reynolds?” I teased.
“I already feel like one. Your family has a way of seeping in. Answer
the question, Tink.”
“When you ask the question, I will be happy to take your name… I
mean, pending I say yes,” I said over more laughter.
He rolled his eyes. “Well, I can assure you I won’t be asking at any
fucking ice-skating rink. But I’ll come up with something special when that
day comes.”
“Maybe we could take a drive on Scooty, and you could ask me as our
hair is blowing in the breeze and we’re cruising down Main Street. We
could get some mac and cheese after and get sexually harassed by Mrs.
Runither.”
“Not a fucking chance. I’m going to dazzle the fuck out of you.”
“You already do every day,” I said, because it was the truth.
I’d never known life could be this good. I’d always been a happy person
with a positive outlook. But I couldn’t have dreamed up all that had
happened over the last few months.
Where I’d started.
Where I was now.
Who I was with, and how happy he made me.
And I was a girl who believed in fairy tales wholeheartedly.
But this one—this one was my favorite.
My phone vibrated on the coffee table, and I leaned forward and saw
that it was Brinkley. I answered and put her on speakerphone.
“Hey, how did the press conference go?”
“Not freaking good,” she said, and her voice cracked on the last word,
causing me to shoot forward, my back ramrod straight. Brinkley rarely got
upset, and when she did, it was usually for a good reason.
“What happened?”
“Lincoln freaking Hendrix happened.” She sniffed.
“What did he do?”
“Everyone wants to know what that arrogant bastard is going to do next
year. His contract is up, and he hasn’t announced where he’s going to play.
And he always lets that asshole, Tex McGuire, break the big news. He never
calls on me or acknowledges me when we’re all gathered after games, no
matter how persistent I am. He’s a misogynist pig.”
“Yes, you’ve mentioned that before,” I said, glancing over at Maddox,
who was listening attentively, as well.
“So, I found out where he was before the press conference. And maybe
I snuck into the men’s bathroom when I saw him go in there. I mean, so
what!” she shouted. “We all pee, right? It’s not fair that all the male
reporters get the benefit of catching him off guard while I’m in the women’s
bathroom with who? There are no quarterbacks in that bathroom.”
A small laugh escaped Maddox’s lips, and I covered my smile. “That’s
true.”
“So, I caught him off guard. I mean, it’s not like I saw his package. He
hadn’t unzipped. But obviously, he’s got issues there because he freaked out
on me for being in there.”
“Did he lay a fucking hand on you?” Maddox hissed.
“No, no, nothing like that. But he shouted about no one giving him a
fucking second to himself. Guess what, genius? You’re the GOAT of the
NFL. You don’t get a second to yourself. That’s the deal.”
“Did you say that?” I asked, because Brinkley was like a dog with a
bone when she wanted something.
“I did. And then I just asked him to tell me if he had decided who he
was going to play for. He’s the hottest free agent on the market. It’s the
story everyone wants to break. And my asshole boss wants this story. At all
costs. Those were his exact words.”
“And did he answer you?”
“He did not. He pointed his finger in my face and said something like,
shame on you. I shouted the same thing back at him as he stormed out of the
bathroom. And then he goes and has me banned from the conference.
Security literally escorted me out of the building.”
“No!” I gasped. “That’s horrible.”
“It’s not even the worst part.”
“What happened?” Maddox asked, his tone hard, but I could hear the
concern.
And that was when it happened. Brinkley started crying. I could only
think of three times in my life that I’d seen my sister cry. One was when my
mother washed her favorite white cashmere sweater with Hugh’s red
football socks. The next was when we found out that our aunt Beth had
passed away from cancer. And the last time was when we’d found out that
our father also had cancer, which was now in remission.
“Brinks,” I said, my heart aching for her.
“He called me out publicly in the press conference and said I crossed a
line. He actually said my name on national television. And my boss just
called to tell me I needed to take an unpaid leave. It’s the same thing as
being fired, but he’s keeping the door open in case I recover from this
because he knows I’m good at my job.”
“Hey. You’ve said for so long that you’re tired of working for him and
you’d rather be a freelance reporter. You’re an amazing journalist, Brinks.
This is your time to take that leap.”
It was quiet on the other end, aside from a few sniffs, and then she
cleared her throat. “That’s true. I do have a lot of money saved up, and I
wouldn’t need to pay this high rent and stay in the city. I can come rent a
place back home for a few months until I figure it out.”
“Yes. That sounds like a great plan. You can build your freelance
business.”
“I like the sound of that. But I am not living in Hugh and Lila’s casita,
and I’m sure as hell not tucking tail and living with Mom and Dad. I need
my own place. I’ll find a cute house, and I can work from home, too,” she
said, her voice sounding upbeat now, like she had a plan and was going to
be okay.
“Hey, we just had the floors redone on that rental house that Georgia
was living in, and I was going to have a few more renovations done to it,
but it’s yours for as long as you need if you want it,” Maddox said, stroking
my hair. “And it’s already furnished.”
I smirked at him because I’d recently learned that none of that furniture
had belonged to him. He had purchased it all for me so I wouldn’t have to
wait.
“Really? You haven’t rented it out?”
“I wasn’t planning on it. I figured we’d just offer it to family that came
into town,” he said.
“Well, I insist on paying rent. That’s the only way I’ll agree to move in.
I don’t need a handout, even if I was just publicly humiliated.”
“You fucking Reynoldses and your pride about handouts is exhausting.
Fine. Rent is one dollar a month. Don’t be late. We’ll kick your ass to the
curb.”
My boyfriend tried to keep his voice even, but I heard the humor.
“Deal. And I’ll make you guys dinner whenever you want.”
“You don’t cook,” I reminded her.
“Well, now that I’m an unemployed sports journalist, I’ll have more
time on my hands. Maybe I’ll start making jam in jars. Or growing my own
vegetables. Yes, that’s what I’ll do. And then I’ll go to Lincoln Hendrix’s
next game and chuck big melons at him from the stands,” she seethed.
“This kind of anger isn’t healthy,” I reminded her. “Put him in your
rearview mirror and move forward. When one door closes, another opens.”
She groaned. “You’re like a walking mantra. He closed that door in my
face, and payback is a bitch. I’ll walk through this new door, but I will find
a way to get revenge on that guy. From now on, we all curse the ground he
walks on. You got it?”
Maddox cringed. Lincoln Hendrix was his favorite player. He was a
huge fan, and he’d been anxiously awaiting his announcement about where
he would play next year.
“Done!” I shouted. “Lincoln Hendrix is enemy number one.”
Maddox rolled his eyes before turning back toward the phone. “You
need help to get packed up?”
“Nope. My apartment is small, and I can be out of there in a few days. I
love you guys. I’ll see you soon.”
She ended the call, and I leaned against Maddox’s shoulder. “Thanks for
offering her the house. That was really sweet of you.”
“Baby,” he whispered. “How serious is she about us all hating Lincoln
Hendrix?”
I turned in his arms to face him. “She’s a bit of a grudge holder. We still
can’t speak of Timmy Wilson because he kicked her bike over at the park
when she was in third grade.”
“Shit. Isn’t Lincoln all three of your brothers’ favorite player, too?” His
voice was so concerned it was difficult not to laugh.
“Yep. They’re big fans.”
“And we all just hate him now?”
I shrugged. “It’s sort of what we do. I won’t tell on you if you keep your
secret man crush private.”
He moved so fast I didn’t see him coming. He had me on my back on
the couch as he hovered above me. “I only have one crush, and it’s on my
future wife.”
“There you go again. Don’t threaten me with a good time. Put your
money where your mouth is, Bossman.”
His mouth crashed into mine in response, and my lips parted in
invitation.
Because I couldn’t get enough of this man.
And I never would.
The End
Are you excited for Brinkley Reynolds to find her happily ever after
with Lincoln Hendrix? This small town, enemies-to-lovers, sports
romance, ON THE SHORE, is available for pre-order now! Narrated
by the amazing Erin Mallon and Joe Arden!
https://geni.us/ontheshore
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Greg, Chase & Hannah…you inspire me every day! I love you always!
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laughs that never end. So happy to be on this journey with you. Love you so
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