LOVING UP!!!

I like very much how you look. I will be honest, I don't ever, not ever look at the
outside to learn about someone, I feel the real person is who is inside. Oh, of
course there has to be some kind of physical attraction but that is not the only
part of a person, I am good and kind and loving, I am always there to give help to
anyone who needs it.

Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. Your coming
into my life when everything seems so dark but you provide the light to find my
way. As I rest my head on my pillow after our chat, a smile seeps through my soul,
knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole. Without you, I would simply be
surviving, but with you, I am living life to the fullest. Will you make these true?

Thinking back to the strange way we met, how we grow so close in just a couple of
days, and how you were the first one to show me the meaning of true love after many
years, it makes me smile and fall all over for you again. Baby, you make my heart
beat faster each time I look at you in the picture, and I'm sure you give me
butterflies when you're chatting with me. You are the one I want to hold for the
rest of my life. In your arms is where I belong. You melt me every time you tell me
about the future that you want to spend with me and how we could show the world the
real meaning of being in love with the right person.

I want to start by saying that I miss you, and you have no idea how much I love
you. I know you don't need another reminder because even if I tell you a thousand
times a day how much I love you, it's not enough, but I do and that is my only way
to show you. I'll love the hundred ways you'll show me how much you love me, and I
know my simple words can never compare. From day one, I knew there was something in
you that no other woman had. You are the most AMAZING woman I have ever known.

I don't think I could live a day knowing that you are not in my life. I know that
anyone that tries to replace you would only be compared to you in my mind, and I
know they could never live up to you in my eyes. Everytime I look into your eyes in
those pictures, I know that is where I want to live and die, and every of my time
with you when we meet, I knw I wouldn't want you to let go because that is the only
place I feel safest.

We may get discouragment from what people may say, they may believe our
relationship would never last because of one reason or the other which you and I
don't see, but I want you to know it's because they don't understand the kind of
love, special love we have for each other. I want us to prove them wrong and I want
you to stay in my life forever, as you will in my heart. I know forever is a very
long time but it won�t be enough time for me to spend with you, showing you every
day how much I love and care about you. I hate being far from you. Knowing that I
will only see you on holidays breaks my heart. Wherever you go, I pray that you
will carry my love for you in your heart while you are gone, and I look forward to
the day when we can be together again.

Here in my heart, that's where you'll be. I promise you this. No distance can keep
us apart, long as you're here in my heart because I know when come back, everything
will be alright. The distance will keep us apart, but distance, no matter how far,
can't change these feelings in my heart. Honey, I understand that time may take us
apart, that's true, but I will always be there for you, You're in my heart, you'll
be in my dreams, no matter the miles between us. These lonely nights are hard to
get through, I will keep you in my eyes by making you a dream.

You have my heart and soul. I know the miles between us are great. But our love
will keep us near to each other. I want you to know that one day, those miles won't
be there, because I'll be in your arms forever. You have given me so much already
by accepting me as the only woman you want in your life. Baby, I love you with
everything that I have inside of me. I love you!

I tried not to feel the way that I'm feeling right now with you for I did not know
who you were but began to desire your touch, and your smile. I need you to know
that you complete me, Honey, and this stirring desire of passion and want is what
love is all about. I've never felt so special. So much love and tenderness I'd get
from you makes me want to be with you right away. I know you'll love and take care
of me like no other man would. You love me for who I am, we have a spiritual
connection, a bond that cannot be broken -- You understand my struggles and my
pain, your support of my dreams is so encouraging.

I love talking to you and I want to stroll hand in hand on a country road, enjoying
nature and its breathtaking beauty. You're so funny, you make my heart smile and
the joy you bring, I can't explain. I just know it feels good, God gave me my
heart's desire. When He sent you, I don't think there could be more to ask for if I
have an Angel like you in my life. That time will come when you will ask me, I'll
say YES, and I will be yours forever. I will be here for you, waiting till the day
that I will be in your arms forever. Take me as I am, as I will do the same for
you.

You speak what I feel and to know that the intense emotions run the same through me
as they do you, I can not explain what is happening between you and I, I just know
that there is a reason for why we are here and if it is for each other, then I will
not let go. It's amazing that you think the way that I do for I have had the most
unhappy four years of my life and for some reason, the events of today have taken
me to you. If this is what love is, then may I feel it forever, for it fills me
with want and desire again and for that, I am truly thankful.

Love me for who I am and know that I am yours. I really can't wait to tell you
those words, to see the passion in your eyes, and the love that you will have
forever. You're everything I dreamed of, a man after God's heart, so kind and
compassionate. Beyond your rugged exterior is a sweet and gentle spirit -- You
walked in when others walked out, accidentally. Darling, you're my peace in the
midst of the storm, you're my best friend, I could not ask for more. The perfect
gentle man, lol:X:X:X:X. You could teach others a thing or two about how to treat a
lady and what the word respect means.

There are so many expressions of our love: the gentleness of the way you've touched
my heart, how a smile 'ld light up my face when I hear your voice, and how my body
would responds to your voice, how happy I am when I'm talking to you - you make me
who I am. There was a huge void in my life until you came along. I thank God
everyday for leading us to each other. You complete me. I think back to how empty
my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I can't wait to
spend forever with you.

You are my life, my love, my soul mate, my heart, and my reason for breathing. I
love you, with everything I am. Love always, as the days pass, my love for you
grows more and more everyday. When you're telling me that you love me, I feel
better for who I am because I got you everyday. All my life was a disaster, but
when you appear in my life, my disaster turned into happiess because you appear. Do
you think I'm joking with this?

Since the day we met, every day that passes, my feelings for you grows. You are my
dream come true and I can't wait to spend forever in your arms, get lost in your
eyes, be warmed by your smile, melt with every kiss, and fall deeper in love when
we make love. Baby, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes
me beautiful. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me so
important, you're everything to me. I can't stop, I just can't stop feeling this
way. How do I stop saying these words?

If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler
supreme. Even in the dark of night, I have only to think about you to feel your
loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I will never touch the
ground again.

If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak, for you hold the
key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel how
your very presence talking to me has the power to heal all the wounds inside me.
You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can
no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve -- If only you knew, HONEY.
If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to
take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and
expect nothing in return. Oh, how I yearn for you.