EN1003 Poetry Handout 2020
EN1003 Poetry Handout 2020
EN1003 Poetry Handout 2020
I
I stand on the mark, beside the shore
Of the first white pilgrim's bended knee,
Where exile changed to ancestor,
And God was thanked for liberty.
I have run through the night—my skin is as dark— 5
I bend my knee down on this mark:—
I look on the sky and the sea.
II
O, pilgrim-souls, I speak to you:
I see you come out proud and slow
From the land of the spirits, pale as dew, 10
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III
And thus I thought that I would come 15
And kneel here where ye knelt before,
And feel your souls around me hum
In undertone to the ocean's roar;
And lift my black face, my black hand,
Here, in your names, to curse this land 20
Ye blessed in Freedom's, evermore.
IV
I am black—I am black!
And yet God made me, they say:
But if He did so, smiling, back
He must have cast His work away 25
Under the feet of His white creatures,
With a look of scorn, that the dusky features
Might be trodden again to clay.
V
And yet He has made dark things
To be glad and merry as light: 30
There's a little dark bird sits and sings;
There's a dark stream ripples out of sight;
And the dark frogs chant in the safe morass,
And the sweetest stars are made to pass
O'er the face of the darkest night. 35
VI
But we who are dark, we are dark!
O God, we have no stars!
About our souls, in care and cark,
Our blackness shuts like prison bars:
And crouch our souls so far behind, 40
That never a comfort can they find
By reaching through the prison-bars.
VII
Indeed we live beneath the sky,..
That great smooth Hand of God, stretched out
On all His children fatherly, 45
To bless them from the fear and doubt,
Which would be, if, from this low place,
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VIII
Howbeit God's sunshine and His frost, 50
They make us hot, they make us cold,
As if we were not black and lost;
And the beasts and birds, in wood and wold,
Do fear and take us for very men:—
Could the weep-poor-will or the cat of the glen 55
Look into my eyes and be bold?
IX
I am black, I am black!
And, once, I laughed in girlish glee;
For one of my colour stood in the track
Where the drivers drove, and looked at me— 60
And tender and full was the look he gave!
A Slave looked so at another Slave,—
I look at the sky and the sea.
X
And from that hour our spirits grew
As free as if unsold, unbought: 65
We were strong enough, since we were two,
To conquer the world, we thought!
The drivers drove us day by day;
We did not mind, we went one way
And no better a liberty sought. 70
XI
In the open ground, between the canes,
He said ‘I love you’ as he passed;
Where the shingle-roof rang sharp with the rains,
I heard how he vowed it fast.
While others trembled, he sate in the hut 75
And carved me a bowl of the cocoa-nut
Through the roar of the hurricanes.
XII
I sang his name instead of a song;
Over and over I sang his name;
Backward and forward I drew it along 80
With my sweetest notes, it was still the same!
I sang it low, that the slave-girls near
Might never guess, from aught they could hear,
That all the song was a name.
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XIII
I look on the sky and the sea! 85
We were two to love, and two to pray,—
Yes, two, O God, who cried on Thee,
Though nothing didst Thou say.
Coldly Thou sat'st behind the sun:
And now I cry, who am but one,— 90
Thou wilt not speak to-day!
XIV
We were black, we were black!
We had no claim to love and bliss;
What marvel, ours was cast to wrack?
They wrung my cold hands out of his,— 95
They dragged him—where? I crawled to touch
His blood's mark in the dust—not much,
Ye pilgrim-souls,—though plain as this!
XV
Wrong, followed by a greater wrong!
Grief seemed too good for such as I: 100
So the white men brought the shame ere long
To stifle the sob in my throat thereby.
They would not leave me for my dull
Wet eyes!—it was too merciful
To let me weep pure tears, and die. 105
XVI
I am black, I am black!
I wore a child upon my breast—
An amulet that hung too slack,
And, in my unrest, could not rest:
Thus we went moaning, child and mother, 110
One to another, one to another,
Until all ended for the best.
XVII
For hark! I will tell you low—low—
I am black, you see,—
And the babe, who lay on my bosom so, 115
Was far too white, too white for me;
As white as the ladies who scorned to pray
Beside me at church but yesterday,
Though my tears had washed a place for my knee.
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XVIII
And my own child! I could not bear 120
To look in his face, it was so white;
I covered him up with a kerchief rare,
I covered his face in, close and tight:
And he moaned and struggled, as well might be,
For the white child wanted his liberty— 125
Ha, ha! he wanted the master's right.
XIX
He moaned and beat with his head and feet,
His little feet that never grew;
He struck them out, as it was meet,
Against my heart to break it through. 130
I might have sung like a mother—
But I dared not sing to the white-faced child
The only song I knew.
XX
And yet I pulled the kerchief close:
He could not see the sun, I swear 135
More, then, alive, than now he does
From between the roots of the mango—where?
I know where. Close! A child and mother
Do wrong to look at one another,
When one is black and one is fair. 140
XXI
Even in that single glance I had
Of my child's face,—I tell you all,—
I saw a look that made me mad!—
The master's look, that used to fall
On my soul like his lash..or worse!— 145
Therefore, to save it from my curse
I twisted it round in my shawl.
XXII
And he moaned and trembled from foot to head,
He shivered from head to foot,—
Till, after a time, he lay, instead, 150
Too suddenly still and mute.
And I felt, beside, a creeping cold—
I dared to lift up just a fold,
As in lifting a leaf of the mango-fruit.
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XXIII
But my fruit! ha, ha!—there had been 155
(I laugh to think on't at this hour!)
Your fine white angels (who have seen
God's secret nearest to His power)
And gathered my fruit to make them wine,
And sucked the soul of that child of mine, 160
As the humming-bird sucks the soul of the flower.
XXIV
Ha, ha! for the trick of the angels white!
They freed the white child's spirit so.
I said not a word, but day and night,
I carried the body to and fro; 165
And it lay on my heart like a stone—as chill;
The sun may shine out as much as he will:
I am cold, though it happened a month ago.
XXV
From the white man's house, and the black man's hut,
I carried the little body on; 170
The forest's arms did round us shut,
And silence through the trees did run!
They asked no questions as I went,—
They stood too high for astonishment,—
They could see God rise on his throne. 175
XXVI
My little body, kerchiefed fast,
I bore it on through the forest—on—
And when I felt it was tired at last,
I scooped a hole beneath the moon.
Through the forest-tops the angels far, 180
With a white fine finger in every star,
Did point and mock at what was done.
XXVII
Yet when it was all done aright,
Earth, 'twixt me and my baby strewed,—
All changed to black earth,—nothing white,— 185
A dark child in the dark,—ensued
Some comfort, and my heart grew young;
I sate down smiling there, and sung
The song I told you of, for good.
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XXVIII
And thus we two were reconciled, 190
The white child and black mother, thus;
For, as I sang it,—soft, slow and wild
The same song, more melodious,
Rose from the grave whereon I sate!
It was the dead child singing that, 195
To join the souls of both of us.
XXIX
I look on the sea and the sky!
Where the Pilgrims' ships first anchored lay.
The great sun rideth gloriously!
But the Pilgrims' ghosts have slid away 200
Through the first faint streaks of the morn!
My face is black, but it glares a scorn
Which they dare not meet by day.
XXX
Ah!—in their stead their hunter sons!
Ah, ah! they are on me! they form in a ring! 205
Keep off!—I brave you all at once!—
I throw off your eyes like a noisome thing!
You have killed the black eagle at nest, I think:
Did you never stand still in your triumph, and shrink
From the stroke of her wounded wing? 210
XXXI
(Man, drop that stone you dared to lift!—)
I wish you who stand there seven abreast,
Each for his own wife's joy and gift,
A little corpse as safely at rest,
Hid in the mangos!—Yes, but she 215
May keep live babies on her knee
And sing the song she liketh best.
XXXII
I am not mad: I am black!
I see you staring in my face—
I know you staring, shrinking back!.. 220
Ye are born of the Washington race:
And this land is the Free America—
And this mark on my wrist, (I prove what I say)
Ropes tied me up here to the flogging-place.
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XXXIII
You think I shrieked then? Not a sound! 225
I hung as a gourd hangs in the sun:
I only cursed them all around,
As softly as I might have done
My own child after. From these sands
Up to the mountains, lift your hands, 230
O Slaves, and end what I began!
XXXIV
Whips, curses; these must answer those!
For in this UNION, you have set
Two kinds of men in adverse rows,
Each loathing each! and all forget 235
The seven wounds in Christ's body fair;
While HE see gaping everywhere
Our countless wounds that pay no debt.
XXXV
Our wounds are different. Your white men
Are, after all, not gods indeed, 240
Nor able to make Christ's again
Do good with bleeding. We who bleed—
(Stand off)—we help not in our loss,—
We are too heavy for our cross,
And fall and crush you and your seed. 245
XXXVI
I fall, I swoon! I look at the sky.
The clouds are breaking on my brain;
I am floated along, as if I should die
Of Liberty's exquisite pain—
In the name of the white child waiting for me 250
In the deep black death where our kisses agree,—
White men, I leave you all curse-free
In my broken heart's disdain!
I
I wonder do you feel to-day
As I have felt since, hand in hand,
We sat down on the grass, to stray
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II
For me, I touched a thought, I know,
Has tantalized me many times,
(Like turns of thread the spiders throw
Mocking across our path) for rhymes
To catch at and let go 10
III
Help me to hold it! First it left
The yellowing fennel, run to seed
There, branching from the brickwork's cleft,
Some old tomb's ruin: yonder weed
Took up the floating weft, 15
IV
Where one small orange cup amassed
Five beetles,—blind and green they grope
Among the honey-meal: and last,
Everywhere on the grassy slope
I traced it. Hold it fast! 20
V
The champaign with its endless fleece
Of feathery grasses everywhere!
Silence and passion, joy and peace,
An everlasting wash of air—
Rome's ghost since her decease. 25
VI
Such life here, through such lengths of hours,
Such miracles performed in play,
Such primal naked forms of flowers,
Such letting nature have her way
While heaven looks from its towers! 30
VII
How say you? Let us, O my dove,
Let us be unashamed of soul,
As earth lies bare to heaven above!
How is it under our control
To love or not to love? 35
VIII
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IX
I would I could adopt your will,
See with your eyes, and set my heart
Beating by yours, and drink my fill
At your soul's springs,—your part my part
In life, for good and ill. 45
X
No. I yearn upward, touch you close,
Then stand away. I kiss your cheek,
Catch your soul's warmth,—I pluck the rose
And love it more than tongue can speak—
Then the good minute goes. 50
XI
Already how am I so far
Out of that minute? Must I go
Still like the thistle-ball, no bar,
Onward, whenever light winds blow
Fixed by no friendly star? 55
XII
Just when I seemed about to learn!
Where is the thread now? Off again!
The old trick! Only I discern—
Infinite passion, and the pain
Of finite hearts that yearn. 60