I, Faith Marie Sanoy Vergara, have always been surrounded by the warmth of my parents,

Florencia and Jovencio, and the playful energy of my six siblings. As the youngest child, I
relished the attention and pampering that came with my position. However, the arrival of my
nephews and nieces marked a shift in family dynamics, as the focus of attention was now shared
among the three of us.

Born on February 11, 2004, in the quaint town of Maybato North San Jose, Antique, Philippines,
I've always been drawn to the extraordinary. Growing up, I found solace in the pages of fantasy
novels, especially the enchanting world of Harry Potter. This ignited a lifelong love for
storytelling and the power of imagination.

Growing up, my childhood was often solitary, punctuated by fleeting friendships and unrequited
crushes. While I found solace in the escapism of television shows, books, and music, I yearned
for deeper connections. Thankfully, the people I've met along the way have filled my life with
love and companionship, ensuring I'm never truly alone.

I struggled with body image issues and unhealthy eating habits since young. These struggles
culminated in the development of bulimia, a disorder that took a toll on both my physical and
mental health. I'm deeply grateful for my parents' unwavering support and sacrifices during this
difficult time. Their love and dedication helped me through the challenges I faced.

As I matured, my interests expanded beyond the realm of fiction. I developed a fascination for
the complexities of human behavior, leading me to explore psychology. The intricacies of the
mind and the nuances of interpersonal relationships have captivated me for years. Alongside this,
I've cultivated a deep appreciation for the natural world. From the delicate flutter of butterflies to
the majestic creatures of the wild, nature has always been a source of wonder and inspiration..

My journey through adolescence was marked by a mix of youthful crushes and the
challenges of navigating early relationships. At the tender age of fourteen, I found myself in my
first serious relationship, only to have it abruptly end due to parental disapproval. This
experience left me with a sense of disappointment and a lingering distrust of boys.

As I entered high school, my experiences with boys continued to be mixed. I often found myself
drawn to individuals who seemed promising, only to be let down by their superficiality and lack
of commitment. This pattern of disappointment reinforced my existing trust issues and made me
hesitant to open up emotionally.

However, fate intervened when I met my current boyfriend during my senior year. Our encounter
was a chance meeting on campus, but it felt like love at first sight. Despite our initial shyness and
introverted tendencies, our friends encouraged us to connect, and we gradually developed a deep
bond.

Over the past two years, our relationship has blossomed into a beautiful partnership. We have
faced challenges together, supported each other through difficult times, and celebrated our
triumphs. I am grateful for his unwavering love, support, and understanding. He has been a
constant source of strength and encouragement, always there to listen, offer advice, and lend a
helping hand.

My journey through love and relationships has been a process of growth and self-discovery.
While I faced setbacks and disappointments along the way, I am grateful for the lessons I have
learned. My current relationship has taught me the importance of trust, communication, and
mutual respect. It has shown me that true love is worth waiting for and that with the right person,
anything is possible.

My peers find me either weird or intimidating. They say I am a boring person, I don't
usually go hanging out with friends and have some fun, or simply I don't have any social
life—not to mention an old-fashioned one. But honestly, I do such things in specific time and
careful plan with certain people. I have different versions of fun too, I read, I write, I paint, I
sketch, I play instruments, I stitch and I go for adventures alone. I just let people label and call
me whatever they want. I don't need to explain my space because I reserve so much privacy and
intimacy. My peace comes from walking away from unnecessary arguments. I don't settle with
negative influences from people. I observe motion and behaviour too. I know somehow, I have
been meticulous with my words and actions. I have so much time for reconnection with myself. I
always evaluate my words and thoughts. I calculate my actions for some reasons. And I spend
most of time rewiring.

But little did they know, there is fun in spending time alone, this is the time I get to know more
of myself of what I can and cannot do.

While I am a generally open-minded and accepting person, I have strong boundaries and values.
I believe in treating others with kindness and respect, and I have a deep-seated aversion to
rudeness, injustice, and dishonesty. I am constantly seeking to learn and grow, and I am excited
to see what the future holds.

My journey through life has been marked by a series of friendships, some lasting, others
fleeting. Along the way, I encountered individuals who used me for their own benefit, leaving me
feeling hurt and betrayed. However, these experiences were not in vain. They taught me valuable
lessons about the qualities I seek in a true friend and empowered me to stand up for myself.

One of the most significant moments in my life was meeting my best friend in senior high
school. Our connection was immediate and profound, and we quickly formed an unbreakable
bond. Together, we have weathered storms, celebrated triumphs, and supported each other
through thick and thin.

Our friendship is a cornerstone of my life. It is a source of comfort, joy, and unwavering support.
Even when I have been at my worst, my best friend has remained by my side, offering
unconditional love and understanding. I am eternally grateful for her presence in my life.

Through my experiences with friends, both good and bad, I have learned the importance of
loyalty, authenticity, and mutual respect. I have also discovered the power of friendship to heal
wounds, provide strength, and enrich our lives in countless ways.

One of the things I take the most pride in is my ability to choose the battles worth fighting for.
It’s easy to get caught up in every minor conflict or injustice that comes our way, but I’ve learned
the value of discerning which struggles truly matter. By focusing my energy on issues that align
with my values and make a meaningful impact, I’ve managed to maintain a sense of purpose and
direction amidst the chaos. This selective approach not only preserves my strength but also
ensures that my efforts contribute to something significant.

This conscious choice to invest in worthwhile causes has taught me a lot about resilience and
integrity. It’s not just about winning battles but about fighting for what truly resonates with my
core beliefs and long-term goals. Each time I face a challenge, I remind myself to evaluate its
importance and relevance, allowing me to approach conflicts with a clear sense of purpose and
confidence. In doing so, I’ve found a deeper sense of satisfaction and fulfillment in knowing that
my battles are chosen with intention and care.

I might not be the perfect girlfriend, the best friend, the greatest auntie; or even the best daughter
but in everything I do, I can honestly say i do it with my heart and love!! I have so much on my
plate that sometimes I tend to shut others out because that’s what I do to protect my peace &
that’s what’s best for me to do. I take L after L but I always come back on top. Don’t count me
out just yet. i never needed someone to save me, just someone to understand me that’s it!

Sometimes I can’t help but ponder how life was supposed to be. I find myself reflecting
on the dreams and aspirations I had and comparing them to the reality of where I stand now. It’s
easy to get caught up in a sense of missed opportunities or wonder if I've veered off the path I
once envisioned. Yet, in these moments of contemplation, I also recognize the unexpected joys
and lessons that have shaped my journey. Life rarely unfolds as planned, but perhaps it’s the
deviations and surprises that truly define our experiences and growth.

Life is highlighted by ups and downs, each moment contributing to the richness of our
experience. The highs bring joy, achievement, and inspiration, while the lows challenge us,
offering opportunities for growth and resilience. It's this interplay between triumphs and trials
that shapes our character and deepens our appreciation for the journey. Embracing both the peaks
and valleys allows us to navigate life's complexities with greater understanding and strengths.

I’ll tell you that there are times when I wish I could just shut off my thoughts and
feelings…Because on those long nights when time drags on ever so slowly,I get almost
overwhelmed by overthinking about everyone and everything in my life.What could happen,
what may happen, what might happen..

Even what has happened…

The list goes on about the thoughts that flash through my mind.

I’ve seen many a sun rise because my mind just won’t shut off and let me rest.Some might
consider it a curse and problem, but I’ve learned to make peace with it.
Sure, I wish I wouldn’t miss sleep as often as I do, but that’s just the over-connected parts of me
that care deeply and love intensely.

I can’t imagine my life without days full of vigor and love brimming with passion.It makes me
feel alive and gives me purpose and happiness…

And I need all of that and more.

So, don’t look at me with pity because I overthink and maybe don’t sleep enough or have times
when I get lost in thought…

Appreciate that I’m exactly the way I choose to be because it makes me happy.Whether you’re
my friend, family or partner, you know that you’ll always get all of my heart, every single day.

And who doesn’t want all the love they can get?

I know I do.

So, yes, I do overthink…

But I also over care and over love.

And I wouldn’t have it any other way.

One of the hardest parts of adulting is the overwhelming realization that not everything
will turn out the way you hoped. As children, we imagine a future filled with endless possibilities
and dreams coming true. But as adults, we often face the weight of responsibilities, unfulfilled
aspirations, and the constant struggle to balance expectations with reality.

It’s disheartening to confront the gaps between where you are and where you thought you’d be.
The dreams that seemed so achievable can sometimes feel out of reach, overshadowed by the
demands of everyday life. The worst part is grappling with the sense of loss and disappointment
that comes with it, knowing that despite your best efforts, some of those dreams may remain just
that—dreams. It’s a sobering aspect of growing up, one that reminds us of the fragility of hope
and the resilience required to keep moving forward.