Life As A Tower Maid
Life As A Tower Maid
Life As A Tower Maid
I transmigrated into a novel as the maid of a prince who was trapped inside a tower.
It was depressing enough to be locked up in that tower, but the situation that I found myself in as soon
as I transmigrated was straight up whack.
The original owner of this body, Rosé, threatened the prince and forced him to kiss her!
To make matters worse, Rosé was completely obsessed with the prince, and while trying to monopolize
him, she dies a futile death!
We’re right on track to [death via decapitation] as soon as the prince escapes the tower.
So instead, I offered to make a contract with the prince, aptly titled as ‘The Contract for the Life and
Death of Rosé Artius’.
No skinship at all! As long as he guarantees that I’ll live until a ripe old age, I will devote my diligence
and loyalty to the prince!
But somehow… the prince’s gaze was a bit dangerous. And inside the tower, we were totally alone.
***
The breath that lingered on my lips disappeared as the stranger moved away.
I stared at the man who kissed me just now.
Under those dark eyebrows were red eyes that were exceedingly cold.
I was instantly bewitched. I couldn’t look away, as if there was an irresistible force coveting my gaze.
Because he’s so handsome.
I shuddered as the sweet voice whispered next to my ear. Only then did I come to my senses.
I laughed awkwardly to fill the silence. Ahaha, I really don’t know…
At my words, Albert grinned. It was the forced, soulless smile of a sales team member. Nonetheless, he
was still breathtakingly beautiful.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’re numbered normally to make things simple. Moving
forward, the TL will be posting as often as she can to compensate for the length.
Chapter 1
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 1
Translator: Yonnee
Anyone who owned a pair of eyes could agree that Albert Grey was
a handsome man.
With gray hair that was a subtle shade between black and silver, and
crimson eyes that were like rubies perfectly embedded upon his face
—everyone would be captivated by him.
No matter who it was that passed by, they would stop in their tracks
just to admire him.
Having the skills that surpassed even a sword master, Albert’s entire
body smouldered with muscles, so it was safe to say that even his
body captured the hearts of many.
Envious instead of proud, the current king hated the prince because
Albert was not his son.
This was an open secret amongst the people. This was why he
brought in a suitable heir who had mixed royal blood, and that heir
was Albert Grey.
When he was brought into the palace, Rosteratu was relieved. Albert
wouldn’t be able to gain more power than him.
Inside the tower that was imbued with magic that confined him
within, Albert was left alone with one maid. However, this was not for
his convenience.
The current king even gave her a magic wand to torment the prince.
The maid played with Albert to her satisfaction, and so she controlled
him relentlessly with the wand just to fulfill her desires.
A kiss or a hug were easily coerced out of Albert. Everything went
according to Rosteratu’s plans.
But Albert was not a fool. He gradually regained his strength, and
one day, he succeeded in coaxing the maid to give him the wand.
After only one year of confinement, Albert eventually left the tower.
Then, he exacted his revenge.
Can you guess what the first thing he did after he got out?
Ding ding ding! If you guessed it right, then you get a prize!
He lopped off the head of the impish maid then and there.
The maid died at once, not even having the chance to beg for her
life. It was the rightfully futile death of a third-rate villain.
***
That’s right. The maid who died from getting her throat slit.
I reincarnated as her.
Once upon a time, I read a book that detailed Rosé Artius’ exact
characterization and actions.
I read all about the first day she came to the tower as she greeted
Albert…
Under those dark eyebrows were half-lidded eyes that glinted with
intellect, a certain elegance exuding from that gaze that no one
would be able to look away from.
But those eyes that were as red as blood… made him look as if he
wanted to devour me whole.
He was more handsome than any other celebrity I’d ever seen, with
distinct features that made you think that he may just be a statue
accurately created out of God’s image.
“…Yes.”
In the novel, the maid Rosé always asked for a kiss from Albert in
exchange for letting him see the wand.
…Damn it.
***
I got into a bus accident when I was on my way to work, then when I
woke up, I opened my eyes to this world.
This novel that I transmigrated into was one of the novels I had read
before.
It was frustrating to see Albert suffering from the evil plots of side
characters, but it became exciting the moment he left the tower and
found the female lead, Seo Ina.
It was the novel that I was thinking about right before I died.
Sure, I could roll with that. But there’s one big problem.
Rosé Artius was a depraved individual. Although her life wasn’t really
given much detail because she had a small role, it was clear that she
was someone who did everything just to capture Albert, who she fell
in love with at first sight.
Rosé might have been thrilled that she was locked up with the most
attractive man in the world, but I, Yoo Jung-in, was not thrilled at all.
If I lived like Rosé, I’d surely die. And since I didn’t want to die any
time soon after just getting a second shot at life, I shouln’t act like the
original Rosé.
There’s a saying that went like: ‘Even if you’re rolling in sh*t, it’s still
good to be alive.’
Albert Grey was incredibly handsome, and this fact was indisputable,
but honestly… ‘Handsome’ was too weak of a word to describe him.
The mere sight of him really would mesmerize any person, and
they’d surely want him to be theirs.
Originally, my ideal types were more beautiful the farther they were
from me. Because that way, I wouldn’t have to be hurt by unfulfilled
expectations.
I tried to recall the first and last kiss Rosé had with Albert.
The memories swirled inside my mind like a blurry dream, and when
I woke up here, they started disappearing.
The crazy maid won a kiss from Albert just a week after being
confined together. She really was greedy for him.
Should I be glad that she never went beyond that? But no, while
Albert kissed me, I already knew what kind of person Rosé was.
And the more I thought about it, the more my headache got worse.
Another person was locked up with him in here, and that was me.
How the hell am I gonna live for a year in a place where there’s no
wifi, no internet, no computer?? As a person from modern
civilization, this is surely going to drive me insane.
t/n: hiya, yonnee here~ tower maid will now be continued in this website~ im still re-editing
and re-checking the chapters as i go (to make everyone’s reader experience smoother,
even if only a little) so the past chapters will all be posted over the course of a week or two.
once the new (unreleased) chapter comes out, you can get a direct notification ping over at
belle reservoir’s discord server!
additionally, please note that the chapters of this novel have now been split into halves but
numbered normally to make things simple. this is to match the chapter numbering system of
BR, but i’ll update as often as i can to compensate for the length
Chapter 2
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of for more details.
Chapter 2
Translator: Yonnee
But after I lamented for a bit, I pulled myself together and faced
reality.
The first thing I did was recall the tower’s structure again. The tower
had three floors in total.
The first floor had the kitchen, where there was a lone door where
food came in and where we could communicate with people from the
outside.
There was also a storage room where cooking utensils, bowls, pans
and pots were kept, and there were ingredients there as well. Of
course, there was also space to light a fire.
Because the tower was round-shaped, the stairs were curved like a
whirlwind along the wall.
If you go out the kitchen and go up the stairs, you’ll be able to reach
the one and only bedroom.
There was a bathroom next to the bedroom.
This tower really shouldn’t have been called a ‘tower’. There’s only
one bedroom in it.
Fortunately, the tower was large, so even if it had only one room, it
was spacious enough. The ceiling was high, and there was a window
so it didn’t feel stuffy.
The walls of the tower were painted with a warm beige, so it was
strangely soothing.
Some distance away from the fireplace was the bed, and opposite
that was a small bookshelf lining the other wall and a table in front of
it.
There was a ladder, too, which you could use to climb to enter the
attic, which was the highest floor of the tower. It’s also being used as
a storage room.
With the wand, I could roam everywhere, but Albert was confined to
just the bedroom on the second floor.
This was an opportunity to live a new life after I died in vain due to
an accident in my previous life.
Albert was a prince, and he was destined to become king. Life was
all about getting the right connections. If I would just stick close to his
side, then it’s like winning the lottery.
If I do that, I’d be able to leave the tower and get my life and
retirement guaranteed. And it’s better if both Albert and I could leave
the tower soon.
What was the point of being alone here with him? I just needed to
give him the wand and cooperate a bit.
As I went down the ladder to exit the attic, I saw Albert sitting
elegantly on the bed as he was reading a book.
“Your Highness.”
“I guess you weren’t satisfied with the price I just paid, Rosé. I
thought I did pretty well.”
Gah, I must be out of my mind! But Albert was such a good kisser.
Maybe this was one of the upsides to being the main character.
I added in a hurry.
“It’s not something that you wanted. You don’t have to force yourself
anymore.”
Albert rose from the bed and approached me. I gulped and recalled
what I was meant to do.
“No! I don’t want physical contact with Your Highness! I don’t want it!”
Oh my gosh. Why did that sound so natural coming from him? And
that confidence didn’t seem forced at all.
If I were to say, ‘I’m not Rosé Artius. I’m Yoo Jung-in and I don’t have
feelings for you,’ it’s obvious that he wouldn’t believe me.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 3
Translator: Yonnee
“Yes. More than anyone else, I want Your Highness out of here.”
Furthermore, don’t you know how much a queen had to do? And
what about assassination threats? Absolutely not. That’s not me. I
already have my life planned out.
“As you can see, I put a clause about the skinship that you hate so
much.”
His eyes were still narrowed with suspicion, then he muttered, but
still spoke in a voice I could hear, “I can’t believe you’re the same
person as before.”
“The moment you kissed me, I realized what I should do with Your
Highness.”
“If you don’t believe it, then why don’t you think over the contract for
a few days before you sign it? I’m confident.”
I felt like I would be captivated just by his voice. I almost said ‘yes’
just now.
“You’re a great man, so I think you’ll be able to escape the tower one
day, then I’ll be horribly killed the moment you leave.”
“…Horribly?”
Ah. A new word[1] that hadn’t been coined yet popped out. I changed
my words.
But instead of saying that, I started flattering him, hoping that I’d look
as pitiful as possible.
“……”
A soul that had mastered the ability of perfect flattery in the past life!
This was the only thing I learned as a new employee!
Albert smirked.
Pouring my heart out with all my might, I decided to flatter and praise
Albert as much as I could.
“Of course, Your Highness. Then, I’ll show it to you myself through
my body.”
“…Body?”
“Yes. My body.”
I continued solemnly.
***
The first thing I decided to do for Albert was give him the bed.
There was only one bed in the room, which was by the wall, and it
was a double-sized bed. It was the perfect size for one man and one
woman to sleep together. This was clearly a collaborative effort by
the impotent king and Rosé.
It was fortunate that the original Rosé was a bit of a neat freak, so
the attic was well organized. There was not a speck of dust
anywhere.
Of course, there was no bed, but that’s fine since I’m used to
sleeping on the floor.
“I told you that I’d dedicate myself to Your Highness. Like this! I’ve
prepared a space for you alone.”
“This is the sincerity that I can show to you before the contract.
You’re a prince. It’s only right that I do this.”
I’d have to be careful because I’m still being doubted for the contract.
I decided to change the topic and flatter him for his strengths.
There’s no one in the world who doesn’t like compliments.
“Why?”
“Too handsome…”
Flattery was the best way to butter someone up and to let them know
I’m on his side.
“Yes. Your Highness can conquer the world with just your face, as
I’ve said before.”
Jingle jangle. This was the technique to survive the social world.
I praised his appearance because that was the easiest thing to
praise. Furthermore, silly comments just pop out naturally in front of
attractive people.
Albert’s swordplay was amazing, but I couldn’t see it now. He’s not
always kind or friendly, so I should just stick to what I could see.
Albert was handsome, but he was certainly far from my ideal type—I
just wanted to observe beautiful people from a distance.
¹ The word used was 끔살 which takes the first syllables from ‘horribly’ and ‘killed.’ ↩
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 4
Translator: Yonnee
Still staring at me, Albert nodded. The way he raised his chin and
moved his fingers was sexy, as if I was watching a photoshoot.
Albert squinted.
“Aren’t you going to kiss me? I don’t think I’m wrong, I’m just saying
this because I think you’ll actually do it.”
Albert got up from his seat, then stepped closer to me. He drew his
face close to my ear, then said.
Well, it’s not like I don’t like it. There’s no way I’d hate kissing a
handsome man.
“But?”
“You’re only trying to kiss me because you don’t trust me. That’s why
I don’t want to do it.”
“You’re just trying to see if I’m just blowing hot air, or if I’m actually
willing to fulfill my contract with Your Highness.”
“I don’t know what the hell happened to you yesterday, but you
certainly changed.”
“You must have read my mind. But there’s one thing you don’t know.”
“What is it?”
“Your Highness, I’ve written in the contract that I’m sure I don’t want
to maintain skinship anymore. If you can’t believe that, then isn’t
aren’t you being foolish, Prince?”
Albert widened his eyes with a pitiful look. He raised his fingers and
began to fold them one by one as he counted.
That maid!
His gaze was so intense that it left me bashful. I blinked a lot, trying
not to show my real feelings.
“It’s a good chance to get you to trust me more. Then, this will be the
last time you’ll have to be close to me like this, Your Highness.”
“Kiss!”
The hot breath on my lips took over my mouth. It was such a long
kiss that I was gasping for air.
And I wasn’t the only one who didn’t close their eyes. Albert didn’t
either.
His lips pressed harder. It was a strong kiss, one that was for a lover.
I smiled broadly.
***
After reading the contract, Albert had some questions for me.
“How can I believe you’ll promise to carry out the contract’s terms?”
It’s kind of confidential that he could use magic. It was a secret that
he never told anyone.
But this was knowledge that readers of the novel knew about.
“Your Highness knows how quick-witted I am, right? Why else would
you want to look at the wand? Aren’t you trying to absorb the magic
in the wand?”
“Then why did you allow me to use the wand at first? It wouldn’t
benefit you at all.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 5
Translator: Yonnee
He’d be able to understand that there were just some people who
were weak to that face of his.
“It’s amazing that this turn-around happened in just a day, and you
were absent for half of that time.”
Albert replied sardonically. This brief moment of hysteria was all for
the sake of the contract. But it was suspicious for a maid to suddenly
gain knowledge about contracts after a day.
And Albert deserved to be angry at the fact that he’s being controlled
by a maid all this time.
With a determined expression, I continued.
“It’s impossible for me to use magic now. I’ll have to take a closer
look at the wand.”
I will, at least.
His eyes were cold. At that, goosebumps ran through my body. It felt
like I was watching a horror movie unfolding right before my eyes.
But I can’t get scared here. I quickly gathered my wits about me.
A client.
Albert, who was in front of me now, was a client I’ll have to win over
so he’ll sign the contract.
“Your Highness. I’ve shown you all the cards I have. I’ve drafted a
contract, moved to another room, and even kissed you to clear your
suspicions.”
“Did I threaten you or beg you for it? I want you to know that we’re
on equal grounds for this contract.”
Well, maybe he didn’t like the idea of being equals with a maid. But I
cleared my throat and explained.
“Of course, this will only be applied while we’re inside the tower. I’m
saying this in the first place because I don’t want Your Highness to
misunderstand that I might be using you.”
“So you’re saying all your actions are in accordance with the
contract?”
“Yes. I’m willing to fulfill my part in the contract faithfully. That is, if
Your Highness respects my terms as well.”
“But you, Rosé. I don’t believe in you. What would happen if you fail
to uphold the conditions?”
“Your life?”
“Yes, sir.”
He ordered me around so naturally. I handed over a pen with the
sincere heart of a subordinate towards her boss.
I spoke seriously.
I gave him the other copy and looked at my own copy with a happy
face.
Now, I was on track towards a full life until I grew old and wrinkly.
Wherever I am, I just take from the bowl assigned to me.
Holding the contract with both hands, I bowed to Albert and spoke
with a loud voice.
“Then, I’ll be in your care for the rest of our time here in the tower,
Your Highness. I’ll make sure you won’t regret signing this.”
I climbed the ladder to enter the attic and placed the contract inside
a desk drawer.
And with this, Albert can try getting out of this tower faster.
People who didn’t get along with each other would make terrible
roommates.
Albert, who was currently reading a book, raised his head and
narrowed his eyes, expressing that he didn’t want to be disturbed at
the moment.
“What is it?”
“Pardon?”
“Food.”
“I would like to know if you like spicy, sweet or salty food, Your
Highness.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 6
Translator: Yonnee
***
The reason I could talk about spicy and salty food here was because
the worldbuilding in the novel wasn’t a perfect medieval world, but a
fantasy-fusion that existed in the author’s mind.
Albert Grey, the lonely and prideful king who was once locked up in a
tower as ordered by the previous king.
Such was the fate of Albert Grey, who was likely to die a celibate due
to this chuunibyou mindset.
After coming from modern day South Korea and traveling to another
dimension, Seo Ina realized at once that, despite the setting being
like the Middle Ages, strangely enough, Eastern ingredients existed
in this world.
No one knew the difference between red pepper paste and red
pepper powder.
I didn’t understand what was happening in the novel when this part
was mentioned, but the plot was interesting enough so I just didn’t
think about it and kept reading.
Seo Ina took full advantage of being a Korean through and through.
She captivated people through their stomachs by making delicious
food like fried chicken, tteokbokki, samgyupsal and so on.
And all the people who got to taste her food fell in love with her
charms. She came here to conquer the world with Korean food!
Eventually, Albert came to meet Seo Ina… and that was the gist of
the webnovel I read back then.
I didn’t know what happened after that, but I’m sure those two hit it
off.
I wish I had read it all. But then again, sleep was more important
because I needed to go to work the next day.
If I knew I’d die in vain the next day and get transmigrated inside the
novel, then I would have read more. But I had no way of knowing
that.
In any case, the novel strangely overlapped with the time I lived as a
new hire in the marketing team.
The boss who I regularly report to, King Impotent, and Prince Albert.
I opened the lone window of the tower and looked outside. I made
eye contact with the soldiers standing guard outside, then I waved
hello.
The usual routine was that I receive the supplies, then send in my
report of all the torturing I’ve done to Albert.
“Surely, it’s not enough to just torture him through the wand, hm?
Food, clothing and shelter are the very basic elements of a human
being’s life after all.”
“I’m going to starve the Prince and give him spicy food to mess up
his stomach. Just leave it to me…!”
The soldiers rushed back with my report with them, and I licked my
lips.
Well, at least for now I’ve convinced the soldiers enough. I hurried
back to get ready for breakfast.
After placing the soup I’ve already prepared on the tray beside some
bread, I closed the kitchen door behind me and went up the spiral
stairs.
At the top of the steps was the door to the bedroom. When I opened
it, I saw Albert sitting at the desk right next to the door.
He was looking at the wand with a monocle on one eye. His long
eyelashes fluttered as he narrowed his eyes.
When he lifted his gaze to look at the top of the wand, his sharp
jawline was revealed. But not only that—also his perfectly angled
nose bridge and beautifully curved lips.
The sight of a handsome man once per day was very, very good. As
long as it was on the level of Albert’s face.
Hehe.
Ah, I giggled without realizing it. Then, Albert, who finally noticed me,
tilted his head and turned to me.
“People live to eat. Isn’t it natural to be happy when you can eat your
favorite food?”
Chapter 7
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 7
Translator: Yonnee
It’s a shame that the joke flew over Albert’s head, but it’s
understandable that he was left dumbfounded. So, I changed my
approach.
“It was a joke to change the mood. It’s a kind of compensation, Your
Highness, because you’ll guarantee my retirement.”
My arm was stiff now because I was still holding the tray up, so I
stopped talking and put down the meal on his desk.
Praise made even whales dance. And I’m sure Albert wouldn’t help
but love hearing compliments. I’m just being honest anyhow.
“……”
I’m sure he was aware of it, too, because that should be the main
reason why he signed a contract with me. Even so, Albert remained
silent instead of answering me.
“And before you refute me, there’s something I must tell you first.”
“What?”
Originally, if you change the flow of the narrative, you get involved
with the male protagonist and fall in love with each other. It’s a cliché
that’s so obvious and overdone, but people can’t get enough of it.
The count family he was born in had noble royal blood mixed in, but
there was only superficial honor left.
It was when he was eight years old that he had to endure the
assassination attempt by his brothers.
I don’t know what kind of love he’d eventually have for Seo Ina, but I
knew that the road to him realizing this love wouldn’t be smooth. And
I lived a life similar to his.
When I had just graduated from college, my parents died in a car
crash.
I lived without any time to grieve. I cried a lot by myself when I was
alone, even though I had to push through and survive in society.
Getting used to the sad reality I had might be the reason why I
accepted this ridiculous incident right away, no matter how absurd it
was to find yourself suddenly transmigrated into a novel.
The reason I liked reading books was because I could forget my own
reality for a while. I felt comforted by seeing people live their own
lives that were so different to mine, and in a sense, I felt their love for
life as well. Unlike me, those characters didn’t have such misfortunes
in their lives.
Once I leave this tower, I’ll find the right man for myself.
I’ll feed you, so all you have to do is bring yourself. Oh, but your
face, body and personality should all be good.
“…Me?”
“Yes, I’ll be careful as well. Then I understand that you agree? You
won’t fall for me?”
“Alright.”
Albert made eye contact with me, his intense gaze entirely on mine.
How satisfying.
¹ Sweet potatoes – internet slang in Korea for ‘being frustrated or impatient’, the same way
it’s hard to keep it down without drinking a beverage after eating it.
The other side of this is cider (what Koreans call Sprite) which emulates the opposite effect
of ‘sweet potatoes’ in that cider is more refreshing right after eating sweet potatoes/seeing
something incredibly frustrating in a novel. ↩
(side note: y’all this is so funny in Korean, she literally talks to the prince in a customer
service voice like he’s a guest at a hotel or smth lol)
Chapter 8
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 8
Translator: Yonnee
“You must be tired after examining the wand. Please eat this, I
prepared it.”
“…What’s this?”
“Egg drop soup. It’s my favorite kind of soup, so I prepared it. It’s
very popular where I used to live. Please remember that this is how I
feel about your health!”
With bread at the side, the egg drop soup was made by stirring the
eggs while boiling. I had memories of a lot of other recipes that the
original Rosé knew, but I preferred Korean food more.
But in fact, I prepared this for a bigger reason.
Didn’t this happen to everyone? That moment when you just really
don’t want to do anything.
I sat in front of him and ate my own serving of soup as if it was the
most delicious food in the world.
It was definitely not because I had a guilty conscience. The egg drop
soup was really that delicious.
***
Well, he didn’t have a sword, so it was more like image training. But
he didn’t neglect it nonetheless.
I think he actually laughed that one time. But anyway, the only
exercise I did in the tower was breathing.
If I went to the second floor, I’d eventually run into Albert after he’d
washed his face. After I handed over the wand to him, he was free to
use the bathroom anytime he wanted. However, the kitchen was still
impossible for him to enter.
Whenever I ran into him, I would greet him warmly, hoping that his
vigilance would soften.
It seemed like the reports I wrote about Albert suffering through the
spicy food was effective. But of course, the Albert in my reports was
fictional.
When I served rice, I didn’t hear any complaints from Albert. Actually,
I never heard him complain about anything.
Today, I was cooking spicy potato soup with potatoes, rice, fried
eggs and cabbage.
The potato soup was steaming now, and when I tasted it, it was just
right.
After opening the lip of the pot, I transferred the white rice to a bowl.
A lot of rice for Albert, and just enough for me.
Then, I took out another bowl and put the fried eggs there. Two for
Albert, one for me.
I opened the simmering pot and took the boiled eggs and transferred
them to a bowl.
Albert exercised a lot, so it’s good for him to eat more protein.
I don’t know anything about the right diet, but when it came to
protein, boiled eggs were the best.
As I held the tray, I spoke in a loud voice while climbing the steps.
When I got closer to the room, my hands suddenly felt lighter.
“Rosé, that looks too heavy for you to lift. I’m sure you called me on
purpose.”
“I’ve been caught, dear Prince. I believed that the kind Prince would
help me.”
Hehe. I followed Albert in, who took the tray from my hands. He
placed the tray on the table, then I pushed over one bowl to him.
This desk right next to the door was something he used for work, but
when it was mealtime, he would use it as a table for eating.
“You said that this was a new type of torture method, but I’m not sure
if it was the right decision to let you get ahold of these ingredients.”
“I’ll ask you seriously, Rosé. Just how many eggs do you have in
front of you?”
“Eight, sir.”
“Two eggs for rice and six boiled eggs for the muscles that the
Prince exercises every morning. Obviously it’s not enough.”
I spoke with confidence, but his gaze was still stabbing at me.
“Everyone has different tastes. Still, today’s potato soup is the best.
It’s really delicious.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 9
Translator: Yonnee
“Delicious, right?”
“Oh, but I’m really proud of myself. How difficult it is to match the
Prince’s taste~”
Suddenly, Albert put down his spoon and crossed his arms. His eyes
curved upwards as he stared at me, and he looked absolutely
mesmerizing.
But I knew all too well that his smile wasn’t real. The atmosphere in
the room cooled instantly.
“The left side of Your Highness’ lips goes up slightly when you’re
eating something you’re satisfied with.”
He smirked and took the spoon in his hand again. Soon, a quiet
meal commenced.
It’s a common saying that you shouldn’t disturb even dogs when
they’re eating.
After I finished eating, I washed the dishes. Albert was still barred
from entering the kitchen, so cleaning up over there was my
responsibility.
Albert sat at his desk as usual, wearing his monocle to inspect the
wand.
Albert used his time efficiently and improved himself every day, but I
want to go out and walk around, travel a lot and meet people.
“Prince.”
“What is it.”
“Be honest with me. Your Highness isn’t human, but a god, right?”
“……”
“What?! Why?”
“If we get out now, I’ll only provide a valid excuse for that king to get
rid of me.”
“……”
Even when he was confined to the tower, he used all of his strength
and efficiently, contacting a lot of people outside the tower.
With his arms crossed, Albert spoke in a low voice, eyes flashing
dangerously.
Ah, no no. I need to pull myself together. If I hold it in, then my old
age would be guaranteed.
I took another bite of the apple. Then, at the crunching sound, Albert
turned to me.
“It’s not that I don’t like it, but it’s frustrating and depressing to be
here… Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with emotions that I can’t
control. Isn’t that the case with Your Highness, too?”
“You don’t usually show it, but you really seem like it’s taking a toll on
you.”
…My chin.
He raised it…?
Huh? Huhh?
But honestly though— for one split second, I thought ‘How many
women out there could possibly resist him in this situation?’
His lips only slightly touched my skin, then went down… and
brushed against my lips.
It was only an instant, but I was left in a daze. The place where his
lips touched was burning.
He spoke languidly.
“……”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 10
Translator: Yonnee
***
Whether I kissed my boss or not, time went on. I slept well anyway
because it was my day off, so I didn’t have to get up early the next
morning.
It was agreed upon that I would have one day off every week.
Albert’s breakfast this morning was bread and eggs that I’d already
prepared for him in the bedroom.
Ah, I love sleeping in. It was almost lunchtime when I woke up.
Today again, Albert was gracefully sitting on his bed while reading a
book.
He was as perfect as a man who just came out of a clothing store all
decked up. In comparison, I looked like a beggar on the streets.
But I didn’t want to look good for him, so it wasn’t a problem to show
him my half-asleep bare face.
So I spoke solemnly.
“Does your mood feel better? Who doesn’t like being called
handsome, right, Your Highness?”
“You’re dismissed.”
“Yes, sir.”
I gave up right away. I didn’t have to insist on it because the land that
was already promised to me might get cut down.
“I think Your Highness is not just smart, but very, very smart.”
And if the other person was as captivating as Albert, the effect would
be even greater! Just look at the flutters I felt just a second ago.
I tried not to think about it too much, but the fact was… I’m also
vulnerable to loneliness.
It’s not as though I especially like the light kisses he gave me. I think
it would be more exciting to just touch his face.
But I didn’t want to feel anything for him.
“Your Highness, I know we can’t go out and I know you won’t give
me more land, so would it be alright if I ask just one favor?”
People would say, ‘I’m the only one who doesn’t have a cat!’
If I had a pet animal who could be my friend that I could take care of
and be with, even if it wasn’t a cat, I feel like I’d be less lonely.
“A favor?”
“A pet…”
“Dogs need walks, but we can’t leave the tower so we can’t get a
dog. But a cat, or maybe a hamster? I think they won’t get stressed
out too much if they can’t go out. Even if it’s a different but similar
animal… I want to raise one.”
I’ll take very good care of my pet and give it my full attention so it
won’t get sick. Then, I wouldn’t have the time to think about Albert.
“We’re not getting out of here anytime soon anyway. Please? Can
you do this for me?”
I looked at him with watery eyes just like the cat in Shr*k.
And I didn’t forget to make my voice tremble so that I sound even
more pitiful.
It wasn’t like I’m asking him to start his rebellion right away.
Rosteratu was going to die eventually, but he was the one who
locked up Albert here. He wasn’t just someone to underestimate.
If I tried to rush Albert just to get out of the tower sooner, the novel’s
contents might go awry, and his coup d’état might fail. I might also
get caught in the crossfire because I’m someone who’d help him with
his rebellion.
Albert would know better when and how to fight the current king.
“Pleeeeeaase?”
“Just give me permission and I’ll take care of that. We’re living
together, so of course I have to ask you. Do you have any allergies?”
Spicy was always good, but I have another dish in mind, and it’s my
secret weapon!
Chapter 11
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 11
Translator: Yonnee
“But don’t you know that no matter who cooks the godly chicken, it’ll
be delicious? Hm? Hmm? Priiiiince.”
With an iron plate over my face that knows no shame, I held his
hand firmly and shook it.
Pride does not exist when asking for pets! I am a faithful cat butler!
Pets are the best!
“Ooh, really?!”
Albert smirked.
“Sure, go do that.”
Albert casually replied and turned back to his book. I could now feel
the hunger gnawing at my stomach because I used my head for too
long.
***
Today’s menu is spicy tteokbokki that has the power to relieve stress
from being cooped up in this tower! Red pepper powder for Koreans!
As long as there’s red pepper powder, it’s Korean! As expected,
these two are inseparable!
Rosé was the one who suggested setting up the tower in this way.
She loved Albert so much that she wanted to take good care of him
—and this was the only thing I was grateful to her for. I had almost
everything to properly serve Albert.
Shaaa.
I filled the pot with just the right amount of water and mixed red
pepper powder and red pepper paste. The transparent water turned
red in no time.
Then, I picked out the ingredients that I had already set aside. Rice
cake, vegetables and fish cake. I’ve only just seen the ingredients,
but my mouth was watering already.
It played a part that I got quite close to them after I found out that
they were already fathers. I had a few short conversations with them
while handing out snacks.
Of course, it’s the acting skills I honed from adulting before that truly
helped me develop (?) the relationships I had with people around
me.
I was stuck between the handsome yet picky prince while being
pressured by the impotent king. That’s why the guards felt sorry for
me for being locked up alone with the notorious prince.
All of this was possible only because the agreement between Rosé
and the impotent king was a secret. The guards and I even speak
without honorifics now and we greet each other casually. There was
a tremendous change after just talking to them for a few minutes
once a week.
What can I say, I’m a Korean who can survive under the extreme
pressure from my boss.
I added the chopped vegetables and square fish cakes into the pot.
The way they fell into the sauce was like divers at a pool.
Today I shall prepare these for Albert agai… Nah, these boiled eggs
are for me. They taste immaculate when paired with tteokbokki
sauce.
As I entered the room, Albert took the tray from my hands as usual.
“…What’s this?”
“You’ve already eaten the spicy potato soup before, but is this still
strange for you? This is spicy tteokbokki.”
Albert placed the tray on the desk and I quickly sat down on a chair.
His eyes were narrowed.
But Albert didn’t seem to believe me at all. Well fine, more for me. I
can just eat all the tteokbokki by myself.
“Uwah… So yummy.”
It’s been a while since I ate this, so it was all the more delicious. Ha,
hoo, ha. Ahh, so spicy.
I ate another rice cake and fanned myself. But I’m happy!
Chapter 12
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 12
Translator: Yonnee
“You know what, Your Highness? People feel a whole lot better
whenever they eat spicy food.”
“……”
Eventually, he bit the rice cake. A rice cake full of spices went into
his mouth!
How did I know, you ask? It’s because one corner of his lips went up.
“It’s spicy.”
“If you sweat while eating something spicy like this, you’ll definitely
feel better afterwards. And Your Highness likes it, right?”
“Of course~ Your Highness, if you put some of the sauce on the
eggs, it’ll be delicious.”
I sliced the egg in half with a fork and evenly coated it with tteokbokki
sauce. Then, pop! I put it in my mouth, where a fantastic taste
started to spread.
I dipped the fish cake and rice cakes together, and the chopped
vegetables were also crunchy and delicious.
What I said made him laugh, but with a sense that he had nothing to
say. It felt like he was denying what I said.
It seemed to be spicy for him, but he’s trying not to let it show, like
someone who was used to keeping everything to himself.
When I saw him pausing in between chewing, it was clear that his
mouth was burning.
I took the glass of milk from the tray and offered it to him.
“…What is this?”
Albert picked up the glass instead of answering, then drew the glass
closer to his lips. Ah, what a champ, this guy. Even when drinking
milk, he’s perfect…
Then, the meal continued with me saying one or two more silly
comments.
I felt weird.
It’s always like this whenever Albert touches me—I don’t know how
to act in this situation. Sometimes, as if I’d been enchanted, I get
compelled enough to wish that I could give him everything.
But at the same time, I knew that he had no feelings for me.
For him, this physical contact was just a means for controlling me.
I smiled brightly.
***
I stayed in bed in the attic hoping that I’d feel better, but I don’t think
it’s working.
“A needle…”
While searching the attic, I realized that I left the basket downstairs.
In fact, it was more accurate to say that all the things related to
housework were downstairs in the bedroom.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 13
Translator: Yonnee
He had been concentrating on his book with his monocle on his eye,
but he turned to me.
“I need to sew.”
“I’m fine.”
I tried to smile, but I had one hand clutched over my stomach. Oh, it
hurts so much.
“…I’ll be honest. I think what I ate earlier isn’t sitting right with me,
Your Highness. It hurts.”
“You did eat in a hurry. What are you trying to do, though? Why do
you need that basket?”
Smiling awkwardly, I slowly moved to the attic ladder with the basket
in my hands.
“…Okay then.”
I groaned and took out a needle. It was a needle for sewing clothes
—well, it was perfect for the job.
Disinfection is a must. I hovered the tip over a candle flame first that
Albert had left on next to the bed.
“If Your Highness feels sick later, you can do the same thing. It’s very
effective, so it’s a good remedy.”
Albert had been standing behind me, but he instantly moved closer
to me. He held me from behind, reached out for the needle I used to
prick myself, and took it away from me.
The air sank coldly even though I couldn’t see his face.
“And what does that have to do with injuring yourself with a needle?”
He moved away from my side and went in front of me. He was still
holding my wrist.
It was only then that I realized he was someone who was truly going
to be a king. What he’d shown so far was only a fraction of his
presence.
He knew how to control people with just the tone of his voice. My
heart pounded heavily.
“Look at me.”
The face I once thought had gotten softer was as cold as a glacier.
His severe expression was so scary, and no matter how handsome
he still was, I wanted to run away.
Those red eyes were more terrifying than they were beautiful.
The vicious gaze made me recall that he was someone who knew
how to kill people.
He was the man who would kill Rosteratu and all of the king’s allies
just so he could rise to the throne.
Even if those killings were justified, it’s not something that could be
understood by someone who thought with a modern perspective. I
never imagined killing anyone in my life.
“I-I’m not.”
When a person gets driven into a corner like this, it’s difficult to keep
up pretenses like the usual.
I was usually good at catching onto these things. Only then did I
realize why Albert asked me again one last time.
Why did he want to hear a lie when the truth was so obvious?
“Rosé.”
“I’m not scared. The Prince is so handsome after all. It’s okay since
you’re handsome.”
“Thanks, Rosé.”
I think I could hear those words from him even as he didn’t say them
directly. I gulped and nodded.
Chapter 14
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 14
Translator: Yonnee
Albert looked down at my finger. It was still bleeding after all this
time, but I immediately said something about it.
“Ah, it’s fine even if it’s still bleeding. It’ll stop soon…”
I placed a hand over his chest to push him away. No, it was more to
push myself away from him.
“Uh…”
With his head leaned forward, his gray hair cascaded over and
touched my shoulder.
He was way too close. I could even see his individual lashes.
The eyes under those lashes slowly looked up. Now, he was staring
right into my eyes.
This guy.
***
But considering the situation, that doesn’t make any sense at all.
The only time I’m with him is whenever we’re eating together or
whenever I’m not here in the attic.
Rosé in the book would have received far saucier actions than this,
but I never asked for any of it.
It’s not good to get too close with each other anyway. In the long run,
unnecessary contact would only make us uncomfortable with each
other.
Aristocrats weren’t all that bad, but… Anyway, I’ll continue to feed
him, so please just do handsome and nice things.
But still though… What’s wrong with Albert? Isn’t it that he doesn’t
like me?
Are we following the flow of the narrative? Was this a cliché case of
no matter how much I struggle, the novel’s scenes would still
happen? Was he just doing this because he was meant to do this
with Rosé?
Even so, it was hard to read Albert’s intentions.
What difference would it make if Albert likes me? I don’t like him
anyway.
If it’s a feeling that won’t continue in the future anyway, it’s much
wiser to pretend to be tactless and clueless.
The night before this, I slept very well, so I wasn’t so fatigued after
not sleeping this time. But my belly clock was ringing.
It was almost time for the knights to come with food and other
necessities, and this was the only moment that the gate of the tower
opened. It’s hard to get all the ingredients through the small window,
but I had no other choice because, of course, I couldn’t go outside.
King Rosteratu had been worried that Rosé would change her mind,
so he had cast a spell on this body as well.
Our handsome Albert is a feast for the eyes, but my quality of living
was just as important.
Working out without a shirt on, Albert wiped his face with the towel
around his neck. He stared at me.
“Yes.”
I’m good at smiling. And I think I know what it was he’s expecting.
I winked and made some silly comments. Alright. Okay. That was
perfect.
Obviously, I got used to Albert’s godly face after living with him thus
far.
The problem was that now… everyone else looked like squids
because I was so used to looking at him.
Two knights could be seen through the window. They looked like
they were bickering.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 15
Translator: Yonnee
“Good morning!”
“Oh my! I think I can see something moving right there. What’s that?”
“Nothing you need to know. Here are the ingredients you asked for.”
The knight on the left pushed the bags through the door. Inside one
bag were some poultry, pork, seafood, flour and some other daily
necessities.
The other bag had clothes in it, and I realized again that Rose was a
maid who really knew how to throw her weight around here.
Some say that fashion could make a statement all on its own, but
with Albert, it doesn’t matter what he wears, he’d shine either way.
And I’ll just be here and continue to be a faithful fan.
“Oh my…”
How cute!
It wasn’t any taller than my knees, but its sparkling eyes alone were
already a source of so much cuteness.
It reminded me of something.
I closed my eyes.
It crawled past the knights and then easily went into the door of the
tower to come inside.
“…Huh?”
It was only after I saw its wagging tail closer that I realized what it
really was.
It was similar to the dragon I saw in that cartoon before, but it was
hard to tell that it’s a dragon because the animation had a fully-
grown dragon.
Isn’t it just a tale of romance between Albert and Seo Ina after
Rosteratu dies? I’m not too sure because I couldn’t read until the
end…
“Mister.”[1]
“Huh?”
The knight on the right responded to me, and I pointed to the dragon
that was still circling around me.
“A black cat.”
The man on the right was called Bob, but I asked John on the left
this time.
“You don’t like black cats? Looks like it can enter the tower.”
“People say that cats are really smart. I guess that’s right.”
The two misters talked to each other and just accepted it.
“If you don’t like it, you can send it back out. We’ll take it.”
I stared at the dragon that was still scurrying around. If it’s a dragon,
isn’t this the best…?
And how could I possibly shoo it away and potentially get it to hate
me? That would just mean I’d be further away from my goal of
having a long and safe life.
“I’ll try raising it. Thanks for delivering these to me again this week.”
Afraid that they would take the dragon away from me, I smiled and
quickly closed the door.
The kitchen grew quiet as only the dragon and I were left together.
The small dragon climbed over to where the cutting board was, its
movements light and agile like a cat’s.
I heard that dragons usually live really long lives, but I wonder how
old this one is? It could be my great grandfather’s or even my great-
great grandfather’s age if they were alive.
¹ Rose calls the two knights ‘ahjussi’. I never know what to translate that to, it’s such an all-
encompassing word with so much context lmao ↩
² Dragon-ssi / Dragon-nim are both gender neutral. I’m not actually sure of the dragon’s
gender, so I’m keeping it as sir/lord for now. This can change later~ ↩
Chapter 16
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 16
Translator: Yonnee
The dragon and I locked gazes. Was it the one who spoke?
“Is it you who’s talking right now, Lord Dragon? Is that voice from
you?”
“But don’t dragons sign contracts? Can you use your strength to be
omnipotent?”
If that’s the case, then I’d very much want to enter a contract! If I
become a powerful person, my life will also be so much easier!
A life of being the best without having to try too hard. Let’s do that.
“…Pardon?”
No, but Lord Dragon. What do you mean? You’re a dragon no matter
who looks at you. And what’s with this cute baby-like voice and
demeanor?
“……”
I wanted to ask more questions, but the dragon had lain back down
on the table.
His words gradually grew muffled, and right then, the dragon fell
asleep.
I tried to call out to him, but no matter how much I called, the dragon
wouldn’t wake up.
He says he’s not a dragon, so now it’s weird to regard him as one.
Fried chicken in the morning would have been great, but I’m too
fatigued to make it, so I can’t make that. There’s a reason why fried
chicken is a popular meal for delivery.
Setting aside the thinly sliced meat in a bowl, I took out the red
pepper paste and red pepper powder again today. The garlic that I
chopped last time was also added in.
This was a meal that I really liked eating whenever I felt down.
When both body and mind are beaten down, the best remedy is
delicious food.
I mixed the seasoning with the pork and took out the rice I soaked
before I went to bed. Then, I chopped up some green onions.
How delicious would it be if this was kimchi stew with pork instead?
But the problem is that I don’t know how to make kimchi.
I placed the pork over the sizzling pan. Wait a sec. I just
remembered Seo Ina, the female protagonist in the novel.
Her hands were so adept at cooking, and the dishes she made were
truly marvelous. She was such a great person who perfectly
personified ‘cooking is life’.
If I were Seo Ina, I’d have been able to cook excellent Korean food in
this world.
As I tried to figure out when exactly Seo Ina would appear, I recalled
my first day after coming here.
After I get that building that I’ll rent out, I’ll go on a gourmet trip…
The life of a landlord who enjoys kimchi stew made by the best chef,
Seo Ina! That’ll be my life!
“I’ll give you some separately. Please wait for a little bit.”
I was afraid that Blanc would eat up the breakfast I prepared for
Albert and myself, so I quickly put out portions on our plates.
The steamed rice was cooked just in time as well, so that was also
placed in two bowls.
¹ Blanc, but basically Rose calls him ‘Whitey’. It’s a common way to call pets in Korea, but it
doesn’t translate well in English, so let’s go with French lol ↩
Chapter 17
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 17
Translator: Yonnee
“I’m hungryyy…”
Even if I knew nothing about dragons, this was the most frightening
thing to me.
I wanted to get closer to him first, but I changed my mind and just
decided to let Albert know about Blanc’s existence.
And he might also know why Blanc isn’t seen as a dragon by other
people. He’s the most knowledgeable person I know here.
“Well, I’m going to eat upstairs. If you’d like to eat, please follow me.”
“Oh, well then thank you for allowing me. Blanc, shall we go up?”
I accepted his offer quickly. It’s true that it’s kinda awkward to keep
speaking formally towards Blanc, who was as small as a cat. And the
way he was speaking was like a child.
We’re going to eat, eat, eat! I went up the stairs excitedly at the
thought of having breakfast.
“Your Highness, I brought our food.”
The moment I spoke in a brave voice, the tray was taken from my
hands.
I had no idea yet what his intentions were, but at the very least, it
didn’t seem like he wanted to kill me.
“Good job, Rosé. But… what’s that thing clinging to your side?”
As he held the tray, Albert narrowed his eyes. Blanc and Albert had a
staring contest right then.
“…Blanc?”
“It’s the name I gave him. Your Highness, don’t you think he’s
pretty?”
“I don’t think you’re close enough with that animal to give it a name.
How long has it been since you met it?”
And that strategy was to change the subject. I was curious about it
anyway.
If he’s not a dragon yet, then that means he could become one later,
right?
“There are usually two types of people who can see the true
appearance of a dragon fledgling—the first is its contractor, and the
second are mages. But you’re neither.”
“…That’s right.”
“Maybe I gained some power over magic after handling the wand?
Maybe that’s why I have the qualities of a mage?”
“This tower is covered with magic… Thirty mages from the magic
tower had built it from the ground up, so what you’re saying might be
plausible.”
As expected, this male lead right here isn’t someone to scoff at.
While I was admiring Albert’s skills, I saw him put down the tray and
cross his arms.
I could feel it—his mood was souring. A siren rang in my head.
Something had offended him.
“You must really hate being stuck here with me, Rosé.”
…Pardon?
Chapter 18
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 18
Translator: Yonnee
“I didn’t think you were serious about bringing in a pet here in the
tower.”
“……”
“You managed to bring one here when you couldn’t even get out.”
“……”
Was this the south pole? Why was my body shivering all of a
sudden?
Why?
My name is Rosé, and I’m the master inventor of the jingle jangle
technique.
“Eyy, Your Highness. Don’t be like that. If it’s not the Prince, who else
would I like? I didn’t call over Blanc—it’s him who came inside the
tower of his own volition. He said that this place is nice because
there’s a lot of mana here.”
White lies were also a great plus for a quick escape. Opening my
eyes as wide and imploringly as possible, I stacked praises upon
praises.
“Even if you know, you’ll fall for it. Because even if I use my brain, I
won’t be able to beat you, Your Highness.”
“Oh, since Your Highness laughed, then we’re good? I’m hungry.
Can we eat together now? Today’s breakfast is to die for.”
“It’s my identity—identity, I tell you. I love all things red. Thank you
for the food!”
Albert, who had just been staring at the food, picked up his spoon
and started mixing just as I did.
“Give me some, toooo… I’m hungryyy…”
Blanc smiled broadly. It felt like honey was going to drop out of my
eyes at the adorable sight.
“Ack, I gave you that name. If you don’t like it, we can change it.”
Blanc said his name carefully. As he did so, he soon began to eat his
stir-fried pork.
“It’s the same as usual. Just mix it like this and eat it with rice. Ahh,
so good.”
***
Our food was scarce and limited, so it’s a bit of a bother to cater to a
picky prince’s tastes. I could make excuses, but fruits were different.
Only basic needs were supplied to us.
Prince, why do you eat fruits so well? It’s okay to be a picky person
who hates fruits.
But for me, the fruits that I like are peaches, refreshing watermelons,
and sweet mangoes. It’s all about a balance between crunchiness
and sweetness.
I ate such a good and fulfilling breakfast just earlier, but I think I’m
hungry again.
I drew Albert’s face on a red apple on the cutting board. Well, I didn’t
draw it deliberately.
Shiik, shiik. After cutting up the apples prettily, I placed the pieces in
a bowl.
Then, while looking at the bowl that I’ve yet to wash, I breathed out a
sigh of relief. It’s great that Blanc isn’t a dragon.
Come to think of it, dragons were large, so if it’s like that, I’d need to
feed him a ton of food because his appetite would be enormous.
I wondered a while ago if Blanc’s appetite was big enough that he’d
eat up all the remaining ingredients, but it seemed that the amount of
meat I gave him earlier was already enough to satisfy him.
Blanc, after eating, went back to the kitchen and fell asleep. Maybe
it’s in his nature to sleep a lot.
With a gentle gaze, I looked at the sleeping Blanc and closed the
curtains so that the sunlight wouldn’t disturb him.
Here, I realized once again that humans were truly social beings.
¹ if you don’t already know, ‘mukbang’ is a kind of eating show, or an online broadcast
where the host consumes food while interacting with the audience ↩
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 19
Translator: Yonnee
With his gray hair tied and his monocle on, Albert was preoccupied
with his research.
He shut his eyes tightly, then opened them again as he pressed his
forehead hard.
I placed the bowl down at the end of the desk. Then, I sat on the
floor and looked up at him.
“It’s tiring.”
He was someone who could figure out the curse on the wand and
the magic spell over the tower that was made by thirty high-ranking
mages? And this quickly? Rosé Artius in the novel was absolutely
fearless.
The current King was already notorious amongst those who met him
in person.
“…’Some’ what?”
“Handsome.”
“…Pâtissier?”
Sweet things were the best of all, especially when you’re feeling
depressed. Food that could change your mood was just precious.
“You like sweet things. But I thought you only like spicy things?”
Albert smirked and rested his chin over his palm. As though recalling
something, he was silent for one moment, then he muttered.
“Wow… But how could I possibly take the royal chef with me?”
I’m a person who knows my place.
Korean food was something I could make, but eating sweets here is
like plucking stars out of the sky.
“Rosé.”
“Yes?”
“Blanc and I will move to a city that’s just the right size, and I’m going
to enjoy my life as a building owner.”
“A building owner?”
“I want to rent it out to people who need to find a small house to live
in. Then, I’ll find a chef who’ll cook all kinds of dishes I want. And I
want to buy everything without worrying about money. I also want to
travel—it’ll be fun to ride a cruise ship.”
Of course, his life wasn’t all that smooth either. If it was, then we
wouldn’t have been trapped in this tower in the beginning.
But it might be hard for him to understand why I’m pursuing a normal
life.
I agreed with him. It’s a truth that I had realized since I was young.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 20
Translator: Yonnee
But was that all? The early genre of this novel was confinement. I
just went ahead and changed it to an office setting with me as the
employee and Albert the employer.
Albert was going to suffer for another year. He would have lived
being buried under work until Seo Ina appeared.
I didn’t have the answer to this question. And I couldn’t possibly ask
Albert.
The happiness that you feel when you can buy whatever you want…
I know how precious it was to live with some small happiness in your
life.
The same was true in this tower. In the reality that I was flung into,
it’s just better for my mental health to be grateful for what’s given to
me. It wouldn’t do me any good to look only at the bad sides of
things.
“…It seems like you’ve become a different person since a few days
after you entered the tower.”
Well, he’s not wrong. I smiled wider even though my heart was being
pricked with guilt.
“Was it too idealistic? I think I went crazy when I saw Your Highness’
face. Because the Prince is so handsome.”
“……”
“Prince, how about you? What are you going to do once we leave
this place?”
Albert blinked, as though he didn’t expect that I’d ask him the same
question.
As he tapped his chin with one finger, he tilted his head to the side.
“I don’t know if I can tell you. You’re the one who trapped me here.”
“Umm…”
“I think it was your plan to be with me for the rest of our lives here.”
“No.”
After that, I just gaped at him because I didn’t know what to say.
As he saw my stunned face, his lips curled up into a smile that was
so blinding.
Albert nodded.
“I never knew that was the case. It’s the first time I made a joke.”
The sunlight that seeped into the curtains fell over Albert’s features.
“I will be King.”
Why was it that… his face looked lonely to me.
“……”
“It’s a fight that would end only with one person dying. I know this
kind of struggle very well.”
I realized that he was talking about his family. His two brothers, who
fought until death for the position of a count.
I wondered what kind of life it was, just to survive. But I didn’t ask
him. I was a person who didn’t derive to know.
In order to remain like that, I had to keep this narrow line between
us.
Just as he said, Albert would eventually push out Rosteratu and take
the throne.
Would Albert fall in love like he did in the book? Or would he love
someone else?
In this world where Albert lives in, killing people was as natural as
him exuding charisma yesterday. It was strange from a modern
person’s point of view.
Because our worlds were different in the first place.
Since he’d have to strengthen his hold on the position, he’d work
hard to rule the country and guide the nobles. I nodded.
“Your Highness, it’s good to work hard, but you shouldn’t overwork
yourself.”
Albert was good at everything. He was able to rise to his place now
because he worked himself like a dog, especially with this physical
and mental strength.
To me, he’s not just a character in a book, but a person who was
right in front of me.
His hands were so gentle, so I didn’t move away and just kept silent.
“But, Rosé.”
“Yes?”
No matter how clueless I was about the laws and hierarchy in this
world, I knew how ridiculous it was to have a maid and king in the
same space.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 21
Translator: Yonnee
As it became a daily routine to think about what to eat for the day, I
lived every single day as though I was filming ‘Three M**ls a Day’.[1]
The day after we talked about what we’d do with our lives after
leaving the tower, I decided to make Korean fried chicken for Albert.
I couldn’t even imagine him using magic or spewing fire out of his
mouth!
Was this related to the reason why people who couldn’t wield mana
saw him with a different appearance?
Albert seemed to know more about Blanc, but I couldn’t ask yet.
“What’s thiiis…?”
“It’s a simple bread dish, but it’s usually eaten during brunch.”
“What’s bruunch…?”
It seemed to have been spicy even for Blanc. Maybe I should tone it
down next time.
Even though Albert didn’t care if he ate something spicy, the main
character has a steel-like stamina buff, so I’m more worried about
Blanc’s stomach. He was so much like a child I needed to take care
of.
Of course, when I first possessed her body, I didn’t have all of her
memories.
I could only distinctly recall her negotiating the tower’s facilities with
Rosteratu before entering this place and kissing Albert.
However, I could roughly guess the poor life of the orphaned maid
who entered the palace for work.
She had fallen for Albert, and just like that, she fell for Rosteratu’s
tempting offer as well. In the end, she died after she pushed Albert
too far.
Inside a bowl, I mixed some eggs and some milk, then stirred with a
spoon.
After the pan had been heated, I dipped the bread in the egg
mixture. Then, I put some oil on the pan and placed the bread there.
After being dipped in the egg mixture, the bread sizzled a bit and
became golden brown as it was cooked.
“French toast…”
I handed over the bowl with the French toast, and Blanc ate with a
smile.
Watching him eat was such a pleasant sight. Was this how mothers
felt?
He really looked like a baby, but I suddenly wondered how old Blanc
actually was.
“Me? Hmm…”
Blanc counted while opening and closing his claws one after another.
I started sweating a little because he seemed to be much older than I
thought.
What the…? How long do you need for you to count your age…?
“I’m 499 years ooold… Just a little less than a year until my
biiirthday…”
“…Can I really speak to you casually and just call you Blanc without
honorifics?”
What was he talking about? Sure, he’s scary when he’s angry, but
most of the time he’s harmless.
Blanc was stubborn until the end, so I just left out his share of the
french toast from the tray and went up by myself.
Of course, I didn’t forget to tell him not to eat the ingredients in the
pantry.
¹ ‘Three Meals a Day’ is a reality cooking show that aired on tvN back in 2014 ↩
Chapter 22
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 22
Translator: Yonnee
“His name is Blanc. I gave him that name. Prince, please call him
that, too!”
“…Where’s Blanc?”
“He’s quick-witted.”
There’s nothing wrong with what he said, but why did it feel like
something’s amiss?
***
If someone were to hide their emotions while eating, could they still
be called a human being?
The transparent barrier around them was made of dragon mana, and
so their real appearance could only be seen by mages or the
fledglings’ contractors.
There are two options that a fledgling could choose between to get
through this.
The person who’d enter a contract with a dragon fledgling must give
their life to the dragon, then they would start sharing the same
lifespan.
But in return, the pain each would feel would be split between them
equally.
Even if they would survive this process, the contractor often became
unable to use the power of the dragon.
The dragon fledgling would be able to endure the pain, but the
contractor could not.
“It’s not that they can’t. It’s just that dragons don’t usually take care
of other beings.”
But this method wasn’t used often because the dragon fledglings,
just like humans, mostly died without being able to overcome the
pain.
“As a joke, people say that being a dragon’s contractor is the most
painful torture in the world.”
“Goodness…”
“So the fledgling that you brought in can’t be called a dragon, Rosé.”
“I understand…”
“A dragon is a creature that has larger horns, a huge body and could
polymorph however they want.”
“Don’t get too attached because you don’t know when he’ll die. Even
more so because he’s 499 years old now, so he has a little less than
a year left to live.”
“…What?”
When I asked back, Albert had a cold look behind his eyes.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 23
Translator: Yonnee
“No, but Your Highness, Blanc has already settled in. And I already
gave him a name. He also really likes this place, so… I can’t do
that.”
How could I throw out a child out there in the world, and to top it all
off, it’s not even certain when he’d die?
“It’s only been a day, Rosé. Did you get attached already in just that
short of a time?”
“The span of time we spent together doesn’t define the way we spent
it.”
“Even though I’ll be sad if Blanc dies later, I won’t regret meeting
him. We’ll spend our time together as best as we can from now on.”
I answered firmly.
“I like spending time with him, so we can just have more happy times
together. It would be better for the both of us.”
“He survived until he’s 499, so who’s to say he can’t survive more in
the future?”
This is because I knew all too well how hard it would be for someone
you love to leave your side.
“It’s foolish to start something that you know will end eventually.”
“But happy memories will remain with me, Prince. For me, the time I
can spend with Blanc would be an unforgettable memory.”
“……”
Despite what I had said… I really was still scared of the future.
I might have offended him a lot. Maybe right now he’s already
thinking of cutting my neck.
Prince, please tell me you won’t cut down the land and money I’ll be
receiving from you just because of this argument…?
Albert stared at me, his eyes slightly narrowed. He was still so
attractive, and he looked ready to entice someone just about now,
but that didn’t matter at this moment.
“…Huh?”
“…Huh?”
“…You were so stubborn at the start. Isn’t Your Highness’ words too
different from earlier?”
“No! No!”
I shook my head.
“…You’re surprised?”
“It would be a lie if I said I wasn’t. Didn’t you say you can read my
face?”
“But Your Highness accepted in the end. I knew it, Your Highness
truly is a beautiful and benevolent prince.”
Gulp.
“Me?”
“Yes, you.”
Welp. If I can’t avoid it, then I should just postpone it. With a solemn
expression, I asked.
I cried inwardly, but Albert didn’t take back his words. He was
already set on it.
Dinner time.
This was the time when Albert and I didn’t come into each other’s
spaces.
Albert broke the silent agreement between us and invited me into his
space during this solitary time.
I couldn’t even cut my own hair right now, but it’s true that Albert’s
hair had gotten thicker.
But no, actually, it does matter! My meager skills would bring harm to
the prince’s appearance!
“Your Highness, do you really have to leave this to me? Why don’t
you just grow it out? I think you look good with long hair, too, Prince.”
I really really really don’t want to. When I told him that I wouldn’t do
it, the prince just persuaded me by saying he’d increase the land
he’ll give me later.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 24
Translator: Yonnee
***
I took a nap after lunch, then before I set off to cook dinner, I took out
a pair of scissors.
The time I had to practice was only one day. Nevertheless, I did so to
preserve Albert’s beauty.
Imagining that Albert’s hair was right in front of me, I tried to wield
the scissors, moving it around. But after a short while, I gave up right
away.
“No, this is for Blanc. He likes it in the kitchen, but it must be cold in
the evening.”
“There are more spells in place in the kitchen, that’s why I can’t go
there. The dragon fledgling could be attracted to that place because
it’s filled with magic.”
“Sure.”
I turned around and went down the stairs towards the kitchen,
keeping my steps careful because the blanket in my arms was
blocking my vision.
But even as I was being careful, I took the wrong step. My body
lurched forward right then.
“Ahh…”
But still, even if he were to scold me here, it’s true that Albert saved
me just now.
I was too close to Albert. To the point that his hair was tickling my
nape.
I nodded quickly.
It’s not my fault this time, Prince. I really was being careful.
“No, Your Highness is always right. You saved my life, too. Prince,
are you hungry? I’ll be making fried chicken today, partly to celebrate
you giving your permission to let Blanc stay here. It takes a long time
to make, so—I’ll be on my way!”
I didn’t want to fight with Albert again, so I hurried down the flight of
stairs, the blanket still in my arms.
“Whoa, okay, let’s calm down. He probably doesn’t think it was a big
deal anyway.”
His actions didn’t mean much to him. If I get excited alone, I’ll be the
only one who loses.
I said this over and over like a chant. Then, I opened my eyes.
“Whaaat…?”
Albert won’t be part of my ordinary life. I’ll live peacefully with Blanc.
“This is miiine…?”
As he touched the soft blanket with his paw, he soon rubbed his face
on it, seeming to like the soft texture.
“I liiike it…”
Blanc really seems like a cute baby dragon when he’s being like this
—a child who’s innocent to the world.
But this child was going to die soon. I couldn’t believe he’d undergo
so many hardships.
“Blanc, you said you’re already 499 years old. How have you been
living so far?”
With his head tilted to the side, Blanc replied with a cute smile. His
eyes were really pretty whenever he smiled.
“I was asleeeep…”
“Huh?”
“I’ll just go around for a year and see the wooorld… then I’ll diiie… so
I just slept all that tiiime… because I’m scaared… of the paaiin…”
Blanc had a cheerful expression despite his words. This only made
my heart hurt even more.
Chapter 25
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 25
Translator: Yonnee
“Blanc, there are many reasons in this world for you to keep on
living.”
“……”
Blanc had one remaining year. We’d be able to get out of the tower
by then.
Now, after leaving this place, I’ve decided to spend the rest of my
time traveling the world with Blanc.
And I would be there by his side as he’d endure the pain of the
metamorphosis.
The desire to save Blanc and the desire to live a long life.
“Let’s go on a trip.”
At this time, I didn’t expect just how much he would change the
moment we went outside.
***
First, I brought out the chicken that had already been cut to pieces
and washed with water.
After slicing more cuts on the clean chicken, I dipped the meat in a
bowl full of milk. It was to remove the odor.
Rather than get splattered by oil and get the kitchen dirty, the best
method was to buy chicken. So I had only ever tried making chicken
twice before.
But I couldn’t possibly forget how to make chicken, now could I? It’s
fortunate that I could remember the recipe in this world. There were
no fried chicken restaurants here after all.
Blanc was lying down on the bed I prepared for him, while I leaned
against the wall.
When I finished seasoning with salt, pepper and minced garlic, there
was a necessary waiting time again.
Here’s the reason I’m too lazy to make chicken: it’s good to eat, but it
took such a long time to make.
I’ll seduce Seo Ina with money once I get out of here.
Oh, but Albert would like Seo Ina’s food, too. And… Would I be able
to beat his wealth…?
I shook my head, agonizing over useless worries. I’ll think about that
later. Delicious dinner first.
I decided to have some french fries to munch on while waiting for the
chicken. Ah, if I were to be ambitious with it, I’m not making it
properly.
After peeling some potatoes, I cut them up as though they were
shredded.
Anyway, I poured a lot of oil into the pot to make chicken today, and
that oil wouldn’t disappear once I used it. It’s only right to be efficient.
The time has finally come to coat the marinated chicken with the
batter.
Well, in this world, there’s actually no store that was selling frying
powder, so I was using flour this time.
Batter that was neither too thin nor too thick was what made chicken
a success. If fried chicken didn’t have batter, it couldn’t be called
fried chicken.
Putting some flour in another bowl, I added the chicken parts that I
had marinated earlier.
After that, I moved them around in the bowl to coat them with the
batter evenly.
I placed the bowl of chicken and the bowl of fries at one side of the
pot. Sweltering heat reached my face.
“It’s hooot…?”
Now then, after watching Blanc for a while, I put some of the chicken
into the oil.
Bubbles went up on the oil and blurred the surroundings with the
light smoke that flowed in the air. It felt like I was listening to an
ASMR.
Because the inside needed to be cooked properly, I took out all the
chicken after frying them once.
I stabbed the parts with a fork to check if they’re cooked well, then
fried them once more. Straight into the oil they went.
It took a long while to fry all the chicken, but I was proud to see them
leave the pot and have a golden appearance.
Along with some french fries, the perfect chicken combination was
now complete.
In fact, my favorite flavor was spicy chicken, but I couldn’t add red
pepper paste to it yet, so I replaced the flavor with soy sauce. I also
liked the soy sauce chicken at Ky*chon.
The batter wasn’t perfectly in between thick and thin, but I still felt a
sense of accomplishment.
Blanc, do you know what it means for one person to give you a
chicken leg?
It’s love.
As I glanced over at the clock, it was only then that I realized that it
was already 7 o’clock. I handed over one more chicken wing to
Blanc, then went up.
Chapter 26
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 26
Translator: Yonnee
He might have heard me talking, but Albert didn’t take the tray from
me this time.
Albert was staring into the air, his face completely devoid of emotion.
[ Rosteratu destroyed the fief where Your Highness stayed. All the
people living there have passed away. ]
“……”
[ He set fire to the entire domain. People outside the domain think
that it’s nothing more than a regrettable accident, but it isn’t. It’s clear
that it was to remove traces of the people who support Your
Highness. ]
The voice coming from the cane was unfamiliar. It seemed like Albert
was talking to one of his subordinates.
As soon as he said that, light flowed out of the cane and became
something like a projector.
Albert wasn’t the only one stunned. I almost dropped the bowl of
chicken in my hands.
Before me, a scene that was so cruel that it was hard to keep looking
was vividly depicted.
I gulped dryly.
The atrocities of King Impotent, which were not detailed very much in
the novel, were beyond my imagination.
“Is that so? I think it’s easy to read you, and it’s saddening that you
tried to hide your thoughts in the past. But how can you read me?”
My boss, who was noble and elegant, but whose heart was
unreadable.
“I didn’t even hear you come in because the meeting was extended
for a bit.”
Placing the bowl of chicken down on the table, I sat facing him.
“Yes… I didn’t know that the present King was such a son of a
b*tch.”
“Son of a b*tch? Haha, it’s the first time I’m hearing you curse.”
“Even calling him that doesn’t do him justice. Dogs are cute. I can’t
even call him trash. Prince, aren’t you angry?”
“Nothing would change even if I get angry here. I just need to use
this time to increase my strength. The best revenge I could do is to
get out of here, kill him, then become king.”
Sure it wouldn’t change anything even if you get angry, but it was
important to let off some steam. That’s the most important thing to
me in the world.
“Either way, nothing changes either if you just keep it all inside.”
Unlike me, who acted friendly at work, Hye-in was like a bear.
She kept all her feelings locked up until the moment that her anger,
which had piled up so high, finally reached its limit.
It was the first job she had, and during that time when it was hard to
get a job, Hye-in thought that the best she could do was to endure it.
The day she told me all about it, she left behind her usually
impregnable walls due to the influence of alcohol.
If you just endure it, it becomes a disease. Mental illness was difficult
to treat.
“Prince, if you hold it in like that, you’ll get sick. Do you know that?”
“Sick…”
“If you hold it in, you’ll get sick. Your Highness can curse in front of
me. No, I can go first. That impotent bastard’s so greedy that I don’t
think there’s any other punk in the world who could match him.”
“Hahaha! Ha… hahaha! Just where did you learn how to curse like
that?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 27
Translator: Yonnee
Life was difficult everywhere, then people would talk behind each
other’s backs. Especially if there’s an unreasonable boss up top.
“Sure. And I’m sorry that frightened you, the meeting went on longer
than usual.”
It’s weird.
“Oho, let’s stop apologizing now. Here, Your Highness. I’ll give you
the most delicious part.”
“Are you saying that a chicken leg is the most delicious food? But for
some reason, it’s not colored red. It’s not like you to cook this.”
…While living with me, Albert had gotten to know me too well.
Later when Seo Ina appears, Albert might be surprised that Korean
food didn’t only consist of red-colored food.
“Yes, Prince. You know, giving someone else a chicken leg is like
proclaiming how much you lo… No, it means I really like you. You
know how much I think about you, right, Your Highness?”
There was a saying that giving up a chicken leg was a sign of true
love. Because it meant giving up what one likes the most for the
other person.
I was jokingly going to say ‘love’, but I changed the word because I
didn’t want the atmosphere to get awkward.
I dunno know why I was feeling self-conscious for no reason, but I
thought I shouldn’t say it.
“After tasting it, if you like it, then please give me more land.”
“It wouldn’t make sense that I’d give you more land just for a single
dish.”
“This is a dish where potatoes are fried in oil. It’s called french fries…
It’s one of my most favorites ever.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you eat food that you don’t like.”
Albert smiled, his chin propped up on the back of his hand. He knew
me too well. I protested timidly.
“That’s right, because you didn’t even ask me for my taste in food.”
“And once we leave the tower later, you’ll be able to hire as many
chefs that you want. There’ll be a lot of people who can cook better
than me.”
“You don’t know that either. Maybe there’ll be another person who’ll
come up suddenly, who can cheer you right up and will cook food
like me.”
Ah, it’s not like I had the same thoughts as the female leads in other
transmigration novels, like, ‘I appeared, but you’ll still fall in love with
the original female lead!’
Since I was already here, I knew that the contents of the novel had
already begun to change.
Even so, Seo Ina was wise and beautiful. And above all, she was a
good match for Albert.
There must be a valid reason as to why the stories of the two got
intertwined.
That’s exactly why there was a male lead and a female lead.
Even if it wasn’t Seo Ina, there would be a lot of women who could
end up with Albert if he liked one enough. And who would reject his
beauty?
“Ah, then I’ll go first. It happened a long time ago for me… my first
love.”
Yes, my first love was an actor I saw on TV. He was someone who
had features that could almost be comparable to Albert’s beauty.
“That’s true.”
I gasped.
“Really?”
“All I can tell you is that she’s a person I met when I was young, and
that she has a warm gaze.”
There’s a lot of people who could have a warm gaze, but just who
exactly was Albert’s first love?
But since Albert changed the subject, I didn’t want to push him.
Chapter 28
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 28
Translator: Yonnee
After seeing Albert picking up his fork, with a serious face, I shook
my head.
“Well, you can eat it with a fork… But it’ll be a bit uncomfortable. If
you want to eat while avoiding the bones, I recommend this method.”
Then, I took a bite at the thick, but crispy skin and into the juicy, salty
flesh and chewed them together.
You think that’s all? There’s also the soy sauce that was marinated
into the flesh. Ahh, what a fantastic combo.
I’m so happy!
“Prince, I was born for only this moment.”
Albert held the chicken leg in his hands, then he bit into the crispy
chicken.
The sound of the crispy skin tearing apart was like music to my ears.
No, actually, Albert’s face made it all the more melodious.
“Perhaps.”
I realized that Albert was still avoiding to answer, but I wasn’t going
to point that out.
As long as he felt better. Or even if it’s later, since he might not feel
better right away.
After his short meal, Albert came back from washing his hands. He
didn’t eat much.
When Albert had just been watching me for a while, he propped his
chin up with one hand and asked.
“Mmh, it’s a place completely far away from people’s gazes, and I
don’t have to keep up with manners and social propriety while I’m in
here.”
I was no different from the other characters in the novel, nor the
other young ladies here.
Oh, of course, that’s also the only reason I could get him to sign the
contract where he promised not to kill me.
If we had been outside, I might have just cowered and trembled with
anxiety over the fact that I could die soon.
In front of him, I would be just like the others, a lowly person who
was shaking in fear and saying only good things to appease him.
“Honestly, if it wasn’t for that contract, Your Highness would have cut
my neck by now. Who would let such an arrogant maid live?”
The still-warm fries were crispy on the outside but chewy on the
inside.
“I hope the food that we’re eating now can comfort Your Highness
even a little.”
“……”
“Thanks.”
“What is it?”
“Haha.”
Albert burst into laughter again. It felt good to know that I could make
him laugh.
***
Rosé had already gone up to the attic, and Albert remained alone in
this room.
He saw the faces of the people who were trying to protest the false
accusations on him and his unfair imprisonment.
Albert hoped that his anger and resentment would not disappear in
time.
He took a moment to close his eyes, mourning for the lives lost.
The tip of the want flickered. It was a signal that Liam was calling.
After his short prayer towards the dead, Albert picked up the wand.
Mana buzzed around him, and the light from the wand projected a
person’s face in the air.
[ We’ve gathered all the mages on the list who participated in locking
Your Highness up, and I’ve taken care of about half of them. The rest
are being searched for. ]
“Great job.”
Liam Masen.
“No, I’m alright. Don’t worry and just focus on your work.
[ Yes, but… ]
Liam hesitated for a moment, but Albert asked right away.
“What is it?”
[ I believe that Your Highness will have to come out for a while. ]
The time for him to leave behind this life where he was almost
disconnected from the world and to return to his reality… it was
gradually approaching.
Chapter 29
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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[ And Your Highness, you always say you’re alright, but you don’t
have to hide it. ]
Liam continued with zeal, but he trailed off as he noticed that there
was something amiss when Albert narrowed his eyes.
“Liam, I know you care about my well-being. But don’t mind Rosé in
the future.”
“Yes.”
Lost in thought, Albert raised his half-lidded eyes. His voice was
lower.
Albert recalled the way Rosé laughed. Just like a dear reminiscence
of a memory.
“…is different.”
[ Pardon? ]
His tone remained kind, but Liam knew all too well that Albert had
drawn a line here—one that he couldn’t cross.
There were many things that he was curious about, but he couldn’t
go against his Lord’s order. Especially since it’s Albert.
[ I understand, sire. ]
After the call with Liam, Albert lay in his bed. He needed to get up on
time the next day.
People said that a regular daily life was dull.
But Albert, who was far from ordinary, felt that he had come alive
these days.
***
Taking out a piece of paper and a pen, I sat down and spread the
paper on the floor.
“Hm…”
I wrote down the ways that Blanc could safely become an adult
dragon.
The way he ate was similar to humans, so maybe the way he built
physical strength and became stronger was similar to how humans
did it.
Once we get out of this tower, I can get my hands on more
information about this. The only books that were in here were fairy
tales and a few other books.
After mulling over it, I realized that there was someone else perfect
for this.
Albert Grey!
It was clear that Albert would be the best teacher for Blanc.
…But the problem was that it’s unlikely that Albert would agree to
take charge of Blanc.
***
“Haaahm…”
It was hard to wake up early. It felt like my body hadn’t woken up yet.
Even while I’m dazed, it’s true that I successfully woke up, but
experiencing this made me desperately crave a cup of coffee.
With my still drowsy eyes, I made eye contact with Albert, who was
absorbed in his morning training. His shirt was off.
Albert wiped his face with a towel around his neck, then he asked.
“…You?”
“Hmm, stamina…”
“But I don’t know a lot of exercises, so I’d like to ask a favor from
Your Highness…”
“It looks like this maid trying to shuck off the dragon fledgling onto
the prince so that she could run away from responsibility.”
“……”
What are you saying to someone like me who, for all my life, has
regarded breathing as enough of an exercise? You must be the
devil.
Chapter 30
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 30
Translator: Yonnee
“If you work out with him, I’ll help your fledgling.”
“…Prince, you can just lessen the land you’ll bestow upon me, so
please do me this favor and…”
“Oh my, Prince, do you know how much I just love working out?
Wow, I really want to do it. I’m alive for only this moment.”
“No! Uh, I’ll start tomorrow. Prince, please work out with only Blanc
today! I love you!”
I was only kidding, but I’ve been careful about those kinds of jokes in
front of Albert. It slipped out without me realizing it.
It was like the affection you’d have for your neighbor’s kid who was
the ideal son, perfect at everything. But in this case, the neighbor’s
kid was a high-ranking nobleman who could kill people…?!
I shrugged.
How could there be only one or two people who’d say ‘I love you’ to
someone like Albert? Those words would be as natural as ‘how do
you do’ to him.
Still, I should pay special attention to the stuff I say while half-asleep
in the morning. Words were seeds. I really have to be careful.
After making a determined vow, I headed to the pantry to bring out
the ingredients needed for breakfast.
***
For breakfast, I made some egg over rice and seasoned it with soy
sauce.
This was the result of having spent so much time and effort on the
chicken yesterday. I was too lazy for anything too taxing now.
For lunch, I grilled some meat and made french fries again with the
leftover oil yesterday.
I really liked it because the meat was delicious after only grilling it.
And for dinner, I made a simple egg fried rice. While cooking, I
appreciated the existence of eggs several times.
My motto was to cook only one delicious thing a day, but yesterday’s
chicken was an exception.
No matter how much I say I’m alright with a futon, it’s true that
sleeping on a hard floor made me miss a bed.
That’s why I asked if I could lay down on Albert’s bed today before
cutting his hair.
It was just the right amount of soft, perhaps because Rosé ordered a
good one.
Ah, I should have used it for just a few days at least. I blamed myself
for going up the attic as soon as I signed the contract with Albert.
“Is it nice?”
“Then why did you say you like sleeping on the floor?”
“The floor isn’t bad either. Have you finished your work, Prince?”
“…I am, in fact, not ready. But I’ll lie for you, Prince, and say that I
am.”
Albert got up from his seat and moved his chair to a place near the
small trash can.
“Prince, in my report this week, I’ll say that you’ve been bound to the
point that you could only use one finger.”
“Do whatever you want. The king would love to read about it.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 31
Translator: Yonnee
Now that I was looking at him squarely, I saw that Albert’s bangs
grew quite a bit, poking his eyes. It was admirable that he endured
until now.
It felt weird.
I’d just been looking up at him all this time, but never looked down.
At that time, Albert grabbed my wrist gently. It didn’t even feel weird
because he did it so naturally.
If I get caught being flustered, Albert wouldn’t like it. I’m sure he said
that without thinking.
No excessive self-consciousness.
You can’t.
“Alright.”
“You said it’s alright if I mess up. You can’t take back those words.”
“Yes.”
Bowing his head slightly forward, Albert closed his eyes. When he
did, his long eyelashes could be seen.
It was the first time for me to see Albert with his eyes closed. The
face illuminated gently by the fire made him seem like a holy saint.
I even had the vague imagination that I’d be corrupting the saint the
moment I touched him.
Then, I stepped closer to him and began to cut his hair little by little
—really, <i>little by little.</i> As much as I possibly could.
Snip.
The gray hair that fell seemed like the milky way.
He stared at me for a long time. There was no end to the depth of his
gaze.
And it was as if… I wouldn’t be able to get out the moment I’d fall
into them.
But he said it again as though he knew that I’d make some excuse
like not hearing it properly.
“Let’s kiss.”
His face.
His voice.
This atmosphere.
A moment’s impulse?
***
How did it come to this?
The very moment I transmigrated into this novel, it was the time
Rosé was coercing Albert according to her self-interest.
I didn’t even close my eyes back then to let Albert know that I was
confident—confident that it wouldn’t lead to anything romantic. I
thought this kiss would be the same.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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It was far from a light kiss. His other hand naturally wrapped around
my waist.
—In this moment where two people share each other’s breath.
And when I opened my eyes, his lips still on mine, I met his gaze,
only an inch apart.
I realized that the maid Rosé never truly experienced anything with
Albert.
He wasn’t the kind of man who would only place his lips over
another’s and wait for time to pass.
By the time my face had turned entirely red and when I needed to
breathe, Albert pulled away. I gasped for air.
His eyes that were once veiled by his hair were now clearly curved
into crescent moons. His ease and satisfaction seemed too
apparent.
Still, he swept his fingertips over my lips, his touch leaving a trail of
scorching heat. Albert had the same relaxed expression, but he was
different from his usual self as he kept an appropriate line between
us.
A tyrant. A king who reigned over all the land he wanted. A beast
that would never let go of what it had sunk its teeth in.
The fingers sweeping over my lips lowered and stopped at the tip of
my chin, and with this, I thought that he was going to kiss me again.
Of course, I could ask if I could kiss him just as he did, but that would
only make him lose his trust in me. I could never imagine the
opposite from happening.
As I saw him from below, him looking down at me, it seemed like
there was a flicker of desire within his gaze that I had never seen
before.
His gentle touch on my chin went in slow circles, but the arm
wrapped around my waist was steady. After the kiss, I was still
breathing heavily in his arms.
“Rosé.”
If his earlier expression was like winter, then right now, it seemed as
though spring had come as flowers bloomed. It was a season that
marked a new beginning for everyone.
With the atmosphere still different, his voice was too low, too sultry.
Pardon? The only thing I’m guilty of was following the Prince’s
orders.
“Prince.”
“Yes.”
Cutting his hair had long been forgotten between us. Albert nodded
once. Just as I erased my usual playfulness and mischief while
focusing on the conversation at hand, he did the same.
I cleaned up the hair that had fallen to the floor, then I placed the
scissors back in the drawer. Even at that moment, my mind was a
mess of complicated thoughts.
I brought another chair and sat down. Albert stared at me, touching
his lips. This reminded me vividly of when he touched mine.
I spoke first.
This was a sudden hunch, but it was the only guess I could think of
that would fit the way his attitude and gaze towards me changed.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 33
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Albert spoke in a low voice, stroking his chin. Then, he narrowed his
eyes.”
“…Pardon?”
Just like that, he switched the focus of the conversation from him to
me.
And now that he was right in front of me, he was looking down to
meet my eyes.
“……”
“Don’t even think to hide it. I can read you better than you think.”
Albert’s eyes shone under the dim room. He was like a beast hunting
for prey, prowling to bite my neck.
…Above all, it was like Albert was ready to kill me if I can’t come up
with the answer he wants.
People instinctively like pretty things, and I heard it’s part of how
evolution works—something about increasing the chances of
survival by gravitating towards good things.
Obviously, I think Albert is handsome. His face is perfect, as though
God himself sculpted him. And it’s not that I don’t like him.
But to ‘like’ someone and to ‘love’ them were two separate things.
His obvious arrogant tone and elegant gestures show how he lived
his life as a nobleman, and this always reminded me of how he’s
someone who lives in a whole different world.
At the end of the day, this is my conclusion: I don’t like Albert… but.
“Prince?”
But at that moment, the wand lit up to rescue me. It’s my savior now.
The wand’s light pulsed like a police car’s flashers, however Albert
just glanced at me and continued to stare.
As I recalled all the shameful things I did in front of him, I just stayed
silent.
If I were him, I would have thought, ‘Wow. There are people like this
in the world, too,’ all the while looking at me as though I were some
kind of alien.
I take back what I said about the wand being my savior. In the first
place, it was supposed to be rescuing me from Albert, but Albert
himself didn’t care about the signal, so it was useless.
I think I’ll die if I answer the way I’m thinking, but I couldn’t avoid it.
Albert surely wouldn’t move an inch until I answered.
But more problems would arise after today’s conversation. After all,
I’ll have to stay with him for quite a long time.
Even if I tell him, ‘Prince, I don’t like you that way,’ it wouldn’t end
just like that. He and I would have to continue seeing each other’s
faces while living under one roof.
For the first time, I regretted asking him to eat together and to do
physical training with Blanc every morning.
Then again, avoiding the problem won’t mean it’ll be gone either.
And if I say that I do like him, that’s also another problem altogether.
“……”
“Your Highness also said that I should not fall in love with you.”
“……”
If I simply said that I didn’t like him that way, I really feel like I’ll die
from Albert’s brutal glare.
“At that time I knew very well about what you thought of me, Prince.
So I never dared to build on any feelings for Your Highness.”
Chapter 34
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 34
Translator: Yonnee
Albert didn’t like Rosé. And I understand why he didn’t. Although I’m
mentally a different person, I respected his opinion.
Ba-thump, ba-thump.
“It’s not that I don’t like you! I personally think that the Prince is very
cool and handsome…”
“If you really don’t, then let me ask one more question. Why did you
kiss back?”
“……”
Albert was silent for a moment. And that silence scared me. It really
looks like he’s thinking hard about what he’s about to do with me.
“Prince, you remember that you signed the contract with a clause
saying you can’t kill me, right? I’m going to get out of here for my
peaceful retirement!”
“…I won’t kill you, Rosé. I was just wondering why you’ve been
fostering such a misunderstanding.”
I was just crying while eating mustard seeds.[1] It’s all too clear that
Albert’s the kind of person who only listens to what he wants to hear.
“Rosé. You really have a talent for making people feel miserable.”
“……”
Even if I had ten mouths, I had nothing to say after that non-
rejection. But I’m still sorry that he misunderstood because of the
kiss.
But I don’t know what Albert’s thinking while he’s asking me like this.
I doubt that his feelings were pure from the start in the first place.
And I’m not the only woman in the world. Unlike the Rosé of the
novel, I’m a normal person with common sense.
I thought I already knew him pretty well, but it’s a mistake to think
that way. Right now, his expression was completely wiped off, as if
all his emotions had completely disappeared.
…What?
But my liver has already shrunk so much that I couldn’t say it frankly.
Eventually, I had no choice but to wait for Albert to finish speaking.
I received a confession.
“I think about you. I wish to touch you. Rosé. This is the extent of my
feelings for you. Do you understand?”
Like a kindergarten teacher teaching children new words for the first
time, Albert repeated it again.
“And I can’t kill you. I need to find another way.”
“But what should I do. The first person who falls is the one who
loses. I’m not used to unrequited love.”
Albert leaned down and our eyes met, our faces close.
I could hear the same sound of his breathing, the same sound that I
hear before we kiss.
“What I’m saying is, Rosé, I’ll make you fall in love with me.”
“And I’m spelling it out for you because I know you’ll pretend that you
didn’t understand what I said once I bring it up again next time.”
He continued to hit the bull’s eye, and at this point, I should just
throw my tongue out because I can’t say anything.
He said that he understood me, and this was true. I was like an open
book to him now, and he saw how I tried to pretend to be tactless.
¹ Crying while eating mustard seed – when someone is forced to do something he or she
would rather not do, but pretends to enjoy it anyway. (Mustard seed is hot and spicy and is
used for seasoning.) ↩
Chapter 35
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 35
Translator: Yonnee
Albert grabbed the wand, and as if they had been waiting for that
moment, someone’s voice was immediately transmitted.
“His condition…”
“……”
“The duchy.”
Mumbling briefly, he turned to me.
“Get ready.”
I just received a confession from my boss, but now I was being put to
work. Can’t I adjust first…?
I went down to the kitchen and carried the sleeping Blanc carefully.
Then, I waited for Albert to come down to the first floor.
But then many minutes passed and it didn’t seem like he was going
down any time soon.
Eventually, I went up the stairs again, and Albert was waiting for me
there, the wand in his hand.
“No, isn’t it you who’s late, Prince? I was waiting for you downstairs!”
I thought Albert would remove the spell on the tower and we’d leave
through the door. He’s a genius after all. After solving the binding
spells, he could even go in and out the bathroom whenever he
wanted.
Albert didn’t proceed down to the first floor. Rather, he went up to the
attic—that is, my room.
“I can’t go to the kitchen freely yet. If I solve all the spells in the
tower, the mages will find out what’s happening. This is the only
way.”
If I didn’t know Albert, I’d be looking at him like he’s crazy right about
now.
Albert waved the wand before I could even ask what that meant.
After I took Albert’s hand, he walked up towards the starry sky with
me.
I thought that the roof disappearing was just an illusion. But then we
quite literally went through the roof.
I wondered when the last time it was that I saw such a clear sky. I
was used to seeing the night sky after working overtime, but this was
completely different.
And I realized it, just how much I wanted to go out, just how
frustrating the life I thought I had gotten used to really was.
I bowed my head and averted my gaze for a moment, but our eyes
soon met. Seeing me act like this, Albert smiled.
Right now, as we were atop the tower, it would be right to say that it
was ‘Covered by the dark night sky, it’s the perfect scene~’ and it
really was almost perfect.
In this dark landscape, it couldn’t be helped that Blanc stood out
because he was perfectly white, but only to those who had magic or
could see his true form without his disguise.
I saw the soldiers patrolling around the tower. The guards were
standing in intervals. Even in the far distance, I could see that the
soldiers stationed there were in droves.
I couldn’t see this from the tower because there was only so much
that could be seen through the window.
King Impotent’s vigilance was much tighter and more ruthless than I
thought.
“I see the reason why Your Highness said that we shouldn’t go out
the door. I knew it, our Prince is very smart.”
How would we get from here to our destination? Where’s the Duke?
When I looked up to ask Albert a question, he already had an
answer ready as if he had been waiting.
I’d never heard the name of the duke, but I knew what position he
had—Duke of the North.
Anyway, I didn’t explain any of this for fear of being treated like a
crazy woman.
“It’s nothing.”
“Is he handsome?”
Chapter 36
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 36
Translator: Yonnee
Maybe Duke Masen was the second male lead of the novel I never
finished. That’s how it usually went for dukes in these kinds of
romance novels, right?
“I heard Duke Masen is popular with young noble ladies. But you
know, Rosé.”
Albert, who was next to me, took a step closer to me while still
holding my hand.
While we faced each other, he leaned very very close to me, our
faces only inches apart. We had each other’s consent to hold hands,
but other than that, there was no other contact.
Smiling affectionately, Albert raised his other hand and hovered his
index finger very close to my lips. And with a dangerous tone, he
whispered.
“I don’t think it’s right to ask me.”
“……”
“Protect.”
“Fly.”
We had just been hovering in the air at this time, but as soon as
Albert said this, it became easier to move.
This was magic. I held Albert’s hand and followed after Albert’s
steps. It was amazing that this could happen at all.
I knew he was a genius, but I had never seen him use his skills
properly inside the tower. He was always busy solving the spells on
the wand, and he didn’t use his own magic except for when
communicating with his aides outside the tower.
“That’s right.”
Actually, I had a bit of hope. The spell was in English, and it wasn’t
an exaggeration that English was my second language because,
even though I grew up in Korea, I learned a lot of English words.
But of course, if I talk to any foreigners, my mind goes blank… Such
was the memorization of Koreans.
“Light.”
Our speed was much faster than normal walking. As if it was a kind
of space altering magic, in no time, the tower was far away.
“…I’m alright.”
…Maybe there was still a spell outside the tower hindering him?
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 37
Translator: Yonnee
“Blanc, we’re outside. Don’t just sleep—look at the sky. It’s so pretty.”
Well, it hadn’t been long since Blanc entered the tower, and he could
technically still go in and out as he pleased.
Now that I think about it, Albert’s attitude was similar to Blanc’s right
now.
I was the only one who’s excited here, and it seemed like Albert
wasn’t agitated at all. I thought he’d be antsy to get out of the tower
as soon as possible, but it didn’t seem like it.
I thought he’d think that the tower was too stuffy. Even more so
because he grew up in wide spaces like large mansions and
palaces.
Albert drew a large magic circle on the ground with the wand. Then,
geometric patterns and shapes could be seen being etched in the
magic circle—it was almost like a work of art. Within the circle were
the sun and moon that were close together.
“Oohh…”
“The most important factor is to draw the magic circle properly and to
say the incantation well.”
Eyeing the wand, I contemplated. Once I get out of the tower, I’d
have a guaranteed retired life anyway, so I thought I’d be able to do
whatever I set my mind to.
But here, I gave up on magic.
In the middle of the magic circle, Albert reached out to me. Naturally,
I held his hand and stood in there with him. The circle was only wide
enough for us to stand close together.
Is there a reason that we’d have to touch like this when we’re not
even in the sky like before?
After he finished drawing the magic circle, he tightened his hold over
my hand. Looking down towards me, he spoke with a smile on his
lips.
“I didn’t think you’d notice. But I’m satisfied with this as well.”
“……”
“Teleport.”
***
The snow that fluttered down from the sky created a mysterious
ambiance. And under that snowy sky was a castle. It made me
wonder—did the Snow Queen live in a place like this?
“You’re here.”
With about twenty soldiers behind him, the man in front of us bowed
his head towards Albert. He was younger than I expected, so I was
surprised.
He seemed to be in his early twenties, but because he looked young
for his age, it seemed more like he was in his late teens.
“…I would just like to thank you for coming all the way here. I’m sure
His Grace the Duke would be very pleased as well.”
It was amazing. It’s the first time I’m seeing Albert interact with other
people like this.
Baron Bergen’s eyes were truly only on Albert. It seemed like he had
yet to realize I was here, too.
I thought that I had already braced myself for how I’d be treated
outside the tower. But since I’d only been interacting with Albert and
the guard soldiers, it turned out that reality wasn’t that forgiving.
Right now, I was being treated just as I should. A maid was like air.
It was a little depressing, but being ignored like this was tolerable
enough.
Chapter 38
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 38
Translator: Yonnee
It’s cold.
While talking, Baron Bergen gave Albert a thick fur coat that a soldier
had been holding onto until now.
“Baron Bergen, I know we’d need to talk further, but there’s someone
waiting next to me. I’ll introduce you.”
As he opened the coat himself, there was a languid look in his eyes
even as he looked like a sculpted statue.
“So I wondered if you were alright in the cold like me… You stayed
still like this even though your lips have turned blue.”
Seeing him worry about me like this made my heart skip a beat.
Albert had his back towards Baron Bergen and his soldiers, so I was
completely obscured from their view because of Albert’s wide frame.
“If you need anything, tell me right away. Don’t endure by yourself.”
Dazedly, I nodded.
Albert turned away and looked back at Baron Bergen once more.
“Say hello. This is Rosé Artius. She lives with me in the tower…”
Albert trailed off for a moment. He seemed to be thinking of how to
introduce me.
In fact, Baron Bergen didn’t say anything even though it was evident
that this was strange to him.
Albert and the baron’s eyes met. Something unsaid between them
came and went. Soon, Baron Bergen bowed his head and greeted
me.
He’s saying sorry! I didn’t think this was something that a baron
should be obliged to say to a maid.
And so the conversation between me and the baron was cut off, and
the chance to explain myself disappeared. I went into the castle with
Albert, Blanc still in my arms.
Albert was walking next to me, keeping pace with my steps. Just as
when we were walking through the starry sky earlier.
***
Albert asked if I’d like to go with him, but I refused right away. I was
tired of having to feel those countless gazes following me.
Perhaps he read my mind. Albert just said that he’d visit me later
instead of urging me to come with him.
It hadn’t been long since we came out, but he was already talking
about going back.
“Wow…”
Indeed. The tower was much too narrow for me and Albert.
I should respect Albert’s private life more in the future. I recalled and
reflected on the time I watched him exercise or work. Prince, I’ve
sinned gravely.
Knock, knock.
Someone was outside the door. With a gulp, I answered the door.
“…Baron Bergen?”
Before me was Baron Schubert Bergen, who had left earlier with
Albert.
He was much taller than me. But rather than imposing, he felt more
like a younger brother who grew up well. His soft appearance was
completely different from Albert’s countenance.
Albert had a smoldering, languid allure, while the baron had the
appearance of a warm-hearted guy. Although he’d yet to grow into
his features, I just knew that this guy would make countless women
cry in the future.
And right now, his expression was like a one eighty degree turn
compared to how he was looking at Albert earlier. With a scowl on
his face, it was obvious that he didn’t like me. He was on guard
against me.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 39
Translator: Yonnee
It looked like he was trying to threaten me, but it wasn’t that scary. I
already went through the same thing with Albert, and that was worse
than this. Any verbal threats from this greenhorn couldn’t be
frightening.
The world revolved around personal connections. And Albert was the
most powerful backer in the world.
It’s obvious just looking at how Albert naturally commanded over all
those people earlier.
What antidote was he saying? I tilted my head to the side and asked.
Now, the second boss has appeared. If Albert is the CEO of the
company, then wouldn’t this guy be like an assistant manager? In
this world’s hierarchical status system, it was like I was less than an
intern. It would be ridiculous for a maid to stand up to a baron.
“I don’t know what kind of antidote you need, and neither do I know
why you’re asking me, Your Lordship.”
“His Highness who I saw from afar or from reading about him and
His Highness who I saw with you today are completely different.”
“It’s probably all because of the potions you used like a witch.”
If he would see everything Albert did for me, a mere maid, in the
past, he might have passed out already.
But still, one look at Albert and this hypothesis wouldn’t seem all that
farfetched. I was also surprised by the prince’s one-eighty change in
attitude, so it’s not surprising that his vassals would think so too.
“First of all, I’ve never given or fed His Highness anything of the
sort.”
“Impossible.”
However, Schubert was stubborn. I reminded him of an obvious fact.
Shiiing.
With the sound of wind being cut, Schubert brandished his sword.
The sharp tip of the blade headed for me. He’s like an overachieving
teenager who wants to get ahead of others.
“No, I meant that I would have done it if I really could. All I gave to
His Highness is the food I’ve cooked and my loyalty.”
I was worried that he’d be more wary of me, but Schubert was
obediently listening to me. Afraid that he would swing the blade
again, I quickly added.
“I’m sure you, Baron Bergen, knows that His Highness is not a soft
man who’d be beaten by someone like me.”
Anyway, I knew exactly when to make his eyes tremble. Timing was
meant to be used at times like these.
Towards Schubert, I made an offer that he wouldn’t be able to
refuse.
“Through my cooking.”
“…Cooking?”
As a Korean, I also had Korean fried chicken and stir-fried spicy pork
up my arsenal as my secret weapons.
In the novel, it was once implied that Seo Ina gained some ability
after she transmigrated into this world. But I had no such a thing, so
why shouldn’t I use my knowledge like this?
“It’s chicken fried in oil. It’s a very excellent dish that’s crispy on the
outside and juicy on the inside.”
“Never mind then. How did you prove your loyalty to His Highness?”
His tone became even more serious. The sentiments of a true fan
could be felt from Schubert, who spoke enthusiastically.
“No one hates hearing compliments. His Highness opened his heart
to me because of my continued outpour of compliments and loyalty.”
“Oh, you’re handsome, too, Baron. I think there’s a lot of people who
admire you now.”
What I’ve said so far hasn’t worked at all. Well, it’s difficult to
persuade someone who’s originally hostile to me.
It’s also harder to do this to people in higher ranks than me. Because
they wouldn’t need to understand me.
Nothing would change even if he asked Albert, but the boy in front of
me regrettably didn’t know this—the fact that Albert had been
thoroughly conditioned by my silly comments.
Schubert repeated the same words, then he turned his back on me.
In response, I just stared at his retreating figure.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 40
Translator: Yonnee
***
There were clothes for me on the bed that I could change into.
Fortunately, the clothes didn’t include undergarments and corsets
that noblewomen used, but rather ordinary clothes made with thick
fabric. They were something I could change into by myself.
Schubert’s attitude towards me earlier. The clothes that were
provided for me. The castle’s attendants who wouldn’t wait on me.
Albert didn’t say it openly, but it was clear that Schubert knew who I
was.
While inside the tower, Albert was the only one I could talk to, along
with Blanc, though he wasn’t actually human.
But it’s not necessarily something I show. I knew that Albert was in
the same situation as me, so he might also be hiding it from me.
Well, a young master who seems ignorant to the world was also
cute.
“I wanna reeest…”
Blanc saw the bed and squirmed in my arms. The stress that had
risen in me soon deflated the moment I saw Blanc’s face.
It was still nighttime, but what I saw was white snow, so I could see
outside better than I thought. There were torches and people
standing guard around the castle.
If I thought about it like this, then the tower was like a magical place.
I wouldn’t have to worry about something like this. I could just live in
the moment.
But that was something that couldn’t be done in the real world.
I closed my eyes.
The sound firewood burning in the fireplace. A soft, warm dragon
fledgling. A pleasant scent that lingers at the tip of my nose.
It’s been such a long time since I’ve been this comfortable.
As the problems of the real world grew farther and farther away, I
vividly imagined the good things instead once I leave the tower.
“Good things.”
For example, proper furniture, decorations, books that I’d need to fill
my walls. The walls of the tower looked empty, so it’s fun to imagine
a densely decorated space.
I realized just how much I’d forgotten things outside the tower. How
important some things were.
And a lot will change the moment we get out of the tower.
I pictured a happy future after leaving the tower. I first thought of how
I’d buy my own house, and I never thought I could do that in my life,
so a smile naturally tugged on the corners of my lips. I won’t have to
worry about putting food on the table for the rest of my life.
Blanc seemed to like the magic power laced across the tower. Blanc
tilted his head to the side.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 41
Translator: Yonnee
His voice was still slow, but what he wanted to say was conveyed
clearly. At this, I felt sweat trickling down my temple.
First of all, it was decided even before Blanc entered the tower.
“Theeen, humans who are stuck together like that doesn’t
necessarily mean they have that kind of relationshiiiip…”
Mm, I persuaded you well. He tended to speak slowly, but Blanc was
very smart.
…So there was nothing more I had to say. The fact that there’s some
skinship between us and that our lips sometimes become swollen
after meeting each other was irrelevant here.
But after saying that, I really did become sleepy. It was originally time
for bed anyway, and because I was in a better mood after going out
of the tower and staying here in such a luxurious room, eventually, I
fell asleep with Blanc in my arms.
***
“Rosé.”
“…your permission.”
But I want to sleep more. It’s cheating to wake me up like this when
I’m sleeping so comfortably—whoever it was. The face was blurry
because I was still half asleep.
Instead of waking up, I snuggled further into the duvet and buried my
face into the pillow.
“I already got your permission. Are you still going to stay like this?”
Someone with this kind of voice, was there anything he could ask me
for permission about?
…There is, I think. While thinking about it, I was drifting off to sleep,
but I was startled by the hand that lowered the duvet.
“Cold…”
I mumbled as I pulled back… Well, tried and failed to pull back the
blanket. There’s a fireplace, but during dawn, the tower was still
freezing. And furthermore, the attic I stayed at was colder than
Albert’s room.
He was sitting at the bedside, looking down at me. While the night
sky brightened up as the sun rose, the light filtering in moderately
brightened up the blurry gray hair. There was a slight shadow over
his face.
I was looking up at him, but even from this unsavory angle, I could
see no fault in his beauty. Were there even any faults to begin with?
Albert was perfect from each and every angle. Even though we saw
each other every day, I couldn’t help but stare at him blankly as
though possessed.
His hand reached over to caress my cheek slowly. Over the path his
hand touched was a trail of the sun that passed by. I feel like I’d
been lit up like the embers of the fireplace.
Albert’s gaze was both warm and cool. Two different characteristics
were subtly intertwined.
I feel like I’ll walk right into trouble if you talk to me like this…
“…What permission?”
What I heard earlier was only the part of ‘your permission’, and so
now the puzzle was solved. As expected, it was better to listen to
someone else from beginning to end.
Gulping dryly, I slowly moved away from Albert and protected myself
by wrapping the duvet around me like I was a roll of kimbap.
And then Blanc, who was trapped there in the blanket, spoke
drowsily.
Even while he was running out of breath, he still spoke slowly. It was
safe to say that it’s like he’s someone on vacation.
Seeing the prince, Blanc tilted his head to the side while standing up
on his stubby paws.
After getting up on the bed, Blanc went towards the fireplace some
distance away and settled there. Turning his head, he glanced at me
and waved.
Smacked with a sense of déjà vu, I recalled the time when Blanc
asked me to go up to the room from the kitchen by myself.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 42
Translator: Yonnee
“I expected that.”
No, wait, don’t be sad about that. This is Albert’s way of flirting. If you
start thinking like that, you’ll get swept away.
“Already?”
“The room’s big and it’s pretty, so I like it. My room in the tower looks
so desolate.”
“We have to go back soon, but look around the room. I’ll charge you
later, so you can take anything you want.”
“Really?”
“Why are you changing your words in the middle of talking? Continue
what you were saying.”
I’m not sure if he knew it’s something that came out unconsciously,
but it’s flustering me that he was asking me to continue so openly.
“…Prince.”
“……”
Shhk, shhk. After getting out from under the blankets, I got out of the
bed and stood up.
“Here’s a substitute instead.”
Then, there was a knock on the door. Albert’s smile changed subtly.
His expression contained only sincerity until then, but there was now
a mask over his features.
“Who is it?”
“I told you to rest more. I don’t understand why you rose from your
bed.”
“I couldn’t just let Your Highness leave like that, which is why I’ve
come here.”
Duke Masen was the reason why Albert was here.
“No way, of course not. How can I possibly look away from the
Prince? I’m just maintaining proper etiquette towards any other
person.”
I’m embarrassed that I’d be meeting someone for the first time while
I was in a blanket burrito. I answered back skillfully while slightly
biting back. Albert narrowed his eyes.
“I have a hunch that’s not the only reason, but that’s probably my
misunderstanding.”
These words were sincere, but Albert was kind of on the mark. It’s
inevitable to anticipate one’s first meeting with a duke.
“Come in.”
“Yes.”
Ba-dump, ba-dump. I stared at the door as though I was watching a
movie. When the door opened, Duke Liam Masen stepped inside.
“Your Highness.”
Liam was quite the looker, with his short black hair and green eyes.
He definitely looked older than Schubert, and considering his strong
physique and the scabbard at his side, it was clear that he was
someone who wielded a sword.
Even if I looked at his tanned face for a long, long time, I don’t think
I’d ever get tired of it.
¹ What Rosé chants here is this mantra: 무념무상무념무상 (munyeom, masang, munyeom,
masang) and the dictionary definition for it is a [ state of impassivity ] or [ the act of attaining
a spiritual state of being that is free from all thoughts and worries ] and sure, I could
translate that into a more sensible English mantra, but my brain is fried and I literally can’t
think of anything but that meme xD ↩
Chapter 43
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 43
Translator: Yonnee
Liam, who felt my gaze on him, turned his head for a moment. Then,
he stared at me and subsequently nodded indifferently. As if he
knew.
His eyes seemed to hold no malice. Though that didn’t mean he held
favor for me either.
Like a fog, his gaze was difficult to read. He was completely different
from Schubert, who was like an open book. He felt more like a blunt
person.
“This must be the loyal vassal Your Highness has told me about.”
“Yes.”
It was unexpected that he brought this up with me, for Albert’s sake.
Though he didn’t openly show any hostility towards me like Schubert
did, I still thought he wouldn’t talk to me.
Perplexed, I nodded and replied.
“Of course.”
And that’s all I said. Time for the main event to start!
I slowly stepped back, and Liam and Albert faced each other again.
Schubert followed Liam into the room, like a puppy following its
master.
Schubert’s eyes twitched when he looked at me, but the moment his
gaze turned to Albert, they sparkled again.
Liam sighed and frowned. Because he was still pale, he looked quite
sick.
He was working hard while I was just sleeping. There must have
been nothing I could do anyway, but I was feeling abashed for no
reason.
“I counteracted the spell on the tower, but it’s still unstable. It’ll be
better to return quickly because I don’t know when they’ll figure it
out.”
“…No matter what I say, I know that Your Highness will go.”
Albert smirked.
“I understand what you’re worried about, but it’s really nothing. While
leaving my spot, I still work hard while taking care of myself. It’s not
like Rosteratu can be overthrown overnight.”
“Yes, I’ve been careless this time. Even if Your Highness punishes
me later, I’ll accept it sweetly.”
I’ve just been appreciating their different charms while they were
talking to each other, but really, this isn’t bad either. I approve of this
kind of development.
I thought about whether I should react or not, but I just flashed him a
finger heart. One corner of Albert’s lips went up.
Liam nodded and handed Albert a pouch. I wonder what’s inside, but
I’ll just ask Albert later.
…Huh?
I was about to ask him again, but Albert beat me to the punch.
“It’s a dimensional pouch that expands inside. You can put whatever
you want in it and take them out later.”
I couldn’t breathe.
No matter how optimistic I was, it wasn’t easy to be trapped in such
a small space.
And more than that, since I came out like this and experienced again
how wide and free this world truly was, I regretted it even more even
though it was too late.
“Yes.”
“Alright.”
***
I folded the blankets one by one and wondered how it could possibly
fit in the pouch, but when I brought the pouch near it, the blanket just
went right in.
I also swiped all the books in the bookshelves, some frames, vases,
pillows and tables that I could pick up with my two hands.
Firm on my back were the gazes of Albert, Liam and Schubert, but I
was determined. Pride won’t feed me.
If I do all this now, it can help me live in confinement in the tower with
better physical and mental health.
After finally getting one last tapestry into the pouch, I turned around
and looked at Albert.
Behind Albert, Liam looked lost while Schubert was just straight up
astonished.
It was clear that their first impression of me was still clearly instilled,
however I don’t know if this change was a good or a bad thing.
¹ a korean proverb. the main idea of this proverb is that even if the best choice isn’t
something that’s on hand (pheasant), what you have right now (chicken) is better that
nothing. ↩
Chapter 44
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 44
Translator: Yonnee
“Trust in magic.”
He offered a hand to me. With his vassals behind him, the face that
stared at me was as dazzling as the sun.
As soon as I tried to pull out my hand, Albert held my wrist lightly and
whispered.
I was helpless against Albert. He knew his strengths and knew how
to use them properly.
“And this time as well, it’s only my body that submits to you.”
The wording was weird, but this petty revenge was all I could do
against Albert.
Albert narrowed his eyes, but there was a glint behind his gaze.
…In the first place, this was an argument I’d never be able to win.
***
Having left the duke’s residence with the pouch, Albert and I
returned to the forest near the tower through the use of his magic.
We walked in the air again from the forest and back to the attic of the
tower. When I looked around my quiet attic room, there were no
signs of anyone else there, only my own traces left behind. It was a
quiet room that had barely anything.
Going outside was like a dream that was far beyond reality. And now
that I’m back here, I’m just left with disappointment and frustration.
…I’ll have to overcome this until the day we can go out again.
“Mmhhh…”
It’s really time for bed now. I turned my gaze towards Albert.
But at that moment, Albert, who was just standing next to me,
suddenly collapsed and was now sitting on the ground. Staring in
disbelief, I asked.
“…Prince?”
Something’s weird.
His breaths were particularly drawn out and rough. With a low voice,
Albert replied to me without even looking up.
“I’m fine. You should rest now, Rosé.”
It was amazing that he didn’t seem to realize so far, but he did look
like he was sick.
Now I can understand why Albert was being stubborn about going
back right away. He knew he was going to be sick, but he didn’t want
his vassals to know.
I reflected on myself. I’ve been serving Albert for a while now, but
how incompetent of a maid was I that I didn’t even notice his
condition.
I vowed that I would be loyal to only Albert, but the moment I got
swept up by the excitement of going outside for the first time in a
long while, I didn’t even look after the person who actually allowed
this trip outside to happen.
Blanc’s eyes grew wide the moment he heard the word ‘sick’.
Faltering back, Blanc covered his lips with his front paws.
I cut him off right away, but at this, Blanc just gave a sad expression.
It seemed like the thought that one would die after just getting sick
was something too deeply ingrained in his mind.
“I’ll show you that even if someone’s sick, they won’t die.”
Chapter 45
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 45
Translator: Yonnee
“…I’m the one who’s sick, but you’re the one who’s more concerned
about this.”
Albert said this with his eyes closed. Urk, I’ve been hit. I set Blanc
down and approached Albert again.
Regardless of his physical condition, the look in his eyes was still
clear.
What kind of life did he live to have that much mental fortitude? How
did he live for him to be equipped with that much grace and dignity?
“Let’s go downstairs.”
Albert went down the ladder first, then I followed behind carrying with
me the pouch and Blanc.
“Prince, I’ll get you some water so we can wash your face.”
So, I went to the bathroom and turned on the faucet. The tower was
complete with the basic essentials for people, so of course, it was
also equipped with a clean bathroom that had plumbing.
I looked for a piece of cloth that was the right size, soaked it in water
and then squeezed it out. Then, I filled a basin with water and
prepared the towel.
Returning to the room, I tried to show the basin to Albert and placed
it down on the table next to the bed.
If he’s left like this, it’ll be hard for him to move for a while.
Albert saw me return and tried to get up, but I just shook my head
and spoke.
“Prince.”
“What is it.”
A person’s well-being came first before the contract. It’s not time to
play hot and cold.
“I know that this sounds really weird, but it’s not like I’m doing this
out of self-interest…”
“……”
“Even a fool would know that you’re only trying to take care of me.”
I placed the towel on his forehead that was trickling with cold sweat,
and Albert’s eyes gradually closed.
With the distinct feeling of wiping a saint’s statue, I slowly wiped off
the cold sweat.
It’s absolutely difficult to think that these eyes, nose, lips belonged to
a human.
While wiping him down carefully, I asked a question that I’d been
itching to ask him since we left the north.
“Prince.”
“Yes.”
Obviously, Liam would tell him to rest before we left. Schubert was a
loyal follower, so if Albert said he was sick, Schubert would have
taken action.
That place was a castle, and this place was a tower with only two
inhabitants. The environment here was much worse.
“If you let me know earlier, I could have brought back medicine with
us…”
As I wiped his forehead once more, Albert spoke with his eyes
closed.
“…What?”
His words had many connotations. And it was just as Albert said.
“……”
Liam also expected him to be sick. But I didn’t know that he’d be this
sick.
I recalled his face when we left yesterday, and I was nervous from
then on. At what I said, Albert nodded.
“It’s the same. The farther away from the tower, the more I’ll be in
danger.”
Chapter 46
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 46
Translator: Yonnee
“……”
After dipping the towel into the basin and squeezing out the water, I
placed the towel on Albert’s forehead.
What should I do with this guy?
If he showed me his weak side like this, it’ll make me want to comfort
him. Because I knew he was human, too. And because I had also
experienced something similar.
“I know.”
I don’t know what kind of life he’s been living. I can’t even
comprehend what kind of position he was in.
All I know is what Albert has shown me inside this tower. That was
just a part of him as a whole.
“…Okay.”
When I heard his weak answer, I surmised that maybe I was saying
the words that he wanted to hear.
“If you’re sad or having a hard time, please say that you are.”
“…Okay.”
Wasn’t it too tragic to live without having a friend you can confide in?
“I’m a bit dense, so I won’t know unless Your Highness tells me.”
If there’s no reason to make excuses, then just make a reason for it.
“I know what kind of virtues you must uphold as a prince, but if Your
Highness can pay a little attention to this impertinent maid’s request,
that would be nice.”
He might feel that it’s unpleasant to say it, though it wouldn’t be his
own thoughts but his convictions doing this. He and I lived in
different worlds, but even I can see this.
“Prince, can you let me know how you’re doing right now?”
At times like these, I realized how fortunate it was that I’m a maid.
Albert doesn’t have to keep up formalities with me. Until the end,
there wasn’t any reason for him to hide his feelings from me.
Because I’m not a noblewoman who’s in the same league as him.
“I’m sick.”
It was a nice gesture, much like indulging a child to grant their wish.
But it didn’t end there.
Albert blinked.
“How fascinating it is, just saying it. You can feel this way just by
uttering those words.”
It was a blessing to say that you’re sick when you’re sick, and to say
that you’re sad when you’re sad.
At the intense gaze, I grew shy, so I tried to avoid his eyes. I stood
up.
Just as Albert usually did, his touch was neither too strong nor too
light.
I was always looking up at him, but there were rarely any times that it
was the other way around.
Albert spoke.
“I still don’t know why you wanted me to tell you that I’m sick, Rosé.”
At what I replied, Albert was silent for a moment. I don’t think I’d ever
seen him actually speechless before.
But Albert didn’t let go of the topic there. His red irises were like the
deep color of a sun setting over a horizon.
Then, with a voice that was like a chain over my neck, like a trap that
I wouldn’t be able to get out of, he said,
Romance won’t solve everything. It’s easy for him to come closer to
me, but it wouldn’t be easy for me to approach him at all.
“Even until the bitter end, you won’t say what I want to hear.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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Albert tilted his head to the side, his jawline clearly visible. It was a
smooth, angular line.
“Right.”
Albert smiled.
I crouched near him while he was lying down, then I looked at him.
Albert, who slightly raised his upper body, made eye contact with
me. His deep eyes had an intense gaze in them.
If the tower wasn’t the special place that it was—from the fact that I
never would have gotten the chance to meet him, to the cold truth
that both our ways of thinking and our values were very different.
There’s a saying that goes like this—if a crow tit walks like a stork, it
will break its legs.[1]
And it’s the same with a prince and a maid. Romance could flourish
only here inside this tower where there were no obstacles, but it will
not be able to last.
People need to stay within their lanes. This is what reality dictates.
“Don’t do that.”
“……”
“……”
If you say that with pain so evident in your eyes, I can’t say anything
more. I bit my lips hard.
“Because if you really change, I don’t know how I’ll change, too.”
“This is an order.”
“……”
“Now I’m sure that I’m sick. I keep saying words I wouldn’t normally
say.”
The topic of the conversation changed. Albert was trying to be
considerate of me. After sighing inwardly, I closed my eyes for a
moment, then opened them once more.
All I could do right now is to provide proper care for a sick person.
“That’s also what I think. That’s why I should go down for a bit and
bring back some water. May I?”
Arriving at the kitchen, I first filled a large jug with water for Albert to
drink.
I groaned all the way back up the stairs while carrying the huge jug.
Going back to Albert’s side as he was now lying back, I placed the
jug down and grabbed a cup, which I filled with water for Albert.
“Goodness…”
How long did it take me to get the water? Albert’s condition was
much worse than before.
His voice was no different than usual, but how he looked was
completely different. His usual languid expression had disappeared,
and now he was all pale.
I was doused with fear. Something serious might really happen with
Albert.
He’s the male lead of this story, but the contents of the novel have
changed ever since I’ve come here.
Without one year even passing by, Albert already knew how to get
out of the tower. He even went out for a little while to save his vassal
from black magic.
The novel never mentioned anything about Albert being sick. He was
an ever-reliable male lead.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 48
Translator: Yonnee
There’s a reason why he’s the main character. There’s no way he’d
die in a place like this.
However, as I was watching him being sick like this in front of me, I
couldn’t help but be anxious.
“Here, Rosé.”
Albert managed to drink the water and now he was handing me back
the cup.
I never felt more frustrated about the fact that we’re trapped here
more than I am now.
Oh my god! That’s too long! Anyone who’s sick knows that time goes
by too slow at a time like this, and it’s terrible just to hear that it’ll last
for three days.
I told you not to say you’re fine when you’re not, but you’re repeating
the same thing again.
Just how great Albert was—the heavens know this and the earth
knows this as well. But that’s not important right now.
With his short hair sticking to his cheeks like this, as I peered at his
bare face, I could even see his natural beauty shining through.
I can’t believe I’m thinking about something like this towards a sick
person.
Opening a drawer, I took out one of Albert’s shirts. The rather rough
texture was completely different from what the clothes I received in
the guest room earlier. And I also recalled the coats and outerwear
that Schubert and Liam were wearing.
No. It was Rosé who did that, not me. I shouldn’t overlap myself with
Rosé to that extent.
He squinted and looked alternately between the folded shirt and the
sweat covered shirt clinging to him.
“…Help me.”
“Pardon?”
Smirking, Albert had whispered in a languid tone. This wet look of his
seemed awfully dangerous. To the point that I gulped dryly without
even realizing it.
The moment he handed back the shirt to me, his finger grazed mine
for a moment and left. The instantaneous contact made me nervous.
Yeah, sure, I’ve seen the prince’s body before, but… isn’t this a bit
different…?
I wanted to say no. It was too much to look at him and touch his bare
skin at the same time.
Albert is a patient.
He’s a patient lying in bed because he couldn’t even control his own
body properly.
He tried to unclasp the buttons of his shirt, but soon, this left him
exasperated. He sighed and said,
Albert only said his first request, but why was my face heating up?
This was just the start, the first request, but… why does it feel like
I’ve dug my own grave?
“Yes.”
After gulping once, I reached out to the first button around the collar
of his shirt. Just under this button, this shirt, his bare skin was about
to touch mine.
My finger lightly grazed Albert’s adam’s apple, but it was only for an
instant.
Albert raised his head.
At this, I was solely focused on just the buttons. And with my intense
gaze on them, I was worried that the buttons might wear out.
Chapter 49
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 49
Translator: Yonnee
“If Your Highness changed your clothes, what about the clothes you
were wearing before?”
“……”
Something like burning, that sounded a bit extreme. No, they might
have thought that I placed some kind of spell on his clothes. Baron
Bergen had yet to abandon the suspicion that I was a witch.
“…Next step?”
…Huh?
Yeah, okay. The moment I thought I finished one thing, there lay a
bigger hardship ahead.
“Now, take off my shirt and have me change into a new one.”
“Umm…”
I rose to my feet.
“Just a moment, Prince.”
Asking Albert for permission, I changed the water in the basin. I also
brought two more towels next to the basin.
I gulped.
“Go ahead.”
When Albert breathed afterwards, I felt his hot breath on the back of
my hand. In that strange atmosphere, I was barely able to hold back
my gasp.
“A loyal vassal who hides her inner thoughts and smiles insincerely.”
It felt like I was stabbed. I knew that the smile I reserved for Albert
was a business smile, but I thought it wouldn’t matter…
“……”
“If you twist up my sincerity like that, Rosé, I’ll be very sad.”
“Why in the world would I not be nervous when you say things like
that. Didn’t Your Highness intend for this to happen?”
Actually, it was more than he was teasing her, but Albert shrugged.
“Since you liked to touch me a lot from the moment we entered this
tower.”
The novel started off with a narration of her evil deeds. And the
scene that followed immediately after led to Albert brutally killing her.
…But not anymore. And now I’m the one trying my best to clean up
the crap that she left here.
The way he said it was too heavy for it to be just brushed it off.
“No. You really might be someone else. But I don’t know how that
could be possible.”
Did he notice? No, in the first place, was it even a common idea in
this world to think that it’s possible for someone to possess another
person’s body?
If so, then I really could be driven to the stake as a witch. And since I
wasn’t even originally a person from this place, I wouldn’t ever be
accepted as someone possessing someone’s body.
…But if I get caught that I’m someone else, it’s also true that I’m
curious about what would happen.
Will Albert be able to accept that I’m a person from another world?
Chapter 50
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 50
Translator: Yonnee
Finally, the last of Rosé’s memory was a tilted view as though she
was falling, and then after that, it’s blank.
Before he could reply, I grabbed the front of his shirt with both hands
and undressed him. Not even giving a warning like this preceded my
shame.
From his shoulders, his bare body became clearly revealed. I gulped
dryly.
Even when Albert was exercising, I didn’t see him this close. All I
had to do was sit at the desk and watch him exercise for just a bit.
His abs and forearms, which were clear from a distance, were such
a sight to behold when seen closely. How elaborate his well-woven
muscles were that it seemed as if I was looking at a statue.
It’s clear that God gave Albert everything that’s needed for a male
protagonist. No, even after giving him everything, those blessings
continued to overflow.
Ah, I forgot to ask for his consent. I hurriedly added the words.
I answered firmly.
“No.”
Glancing at me, Albert put one hand over my head, gently stroking
me.
“Good answer.”
It felt like I’m a puppy in front of my owner. Still, it’s good that I got
the answer right and got praised for it. I’m being recognized for my
abilities.
As I sat closer to Albert, I started wiping every inch starting with his
neck.
Of course, just like when I was unclasping the last button earlier, my
eyes were stuck only on the towel.
I’m holding the towel now, but how do I do this? The moment I
touched his bare skin, my hands heated up as if they were on fire.
Emptying my mind as I continued to wipe him down, the task that
seemed to go on forever finally ended.
But my conscience shouted that there was still the back left.
In fact, his back must have sweated the most, so I caught myself.
“Sure.”
I didn’t know that the day would come that Albert would start
obediently listening to me. I was deeply moved.
“Uh…”
Because as I was already close to him while wiping his body, the
distance between us suddenly narrowed and got close in an instant
the moment he sat up.
No, has Albert received any such concern before? Why does it seem
like my actions are unfamiliar to him?
“How can I not worry about you when you’re so ill like this?”
Albert tilted his head to the side. His brows became furrowed as his
forehead wrinkled. In a low voice, he muttered.
Even if a sick person says that he isn’t sick, it won’t work. This
method doesn’t work anymore!
“This is in violation of the promise you made with me before, Prince.”
Stroking his chin, Albert stared at me. I don’t know if he was affected
by my words or if he couldn’t think of an answer.
Then Albert turned around to show his back. There was a smirk on
his lips.
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Chapter 51
Translator: Yonnee
Rippling with muscles just the same as his chest, his back looked so
strong in a way that I didn’t notice or couldn’t expect. Though at
least, while I was wiping his back, I was glad that he couldn’t see my
expression.
Trickle. The only things that could be heard were the sound of water
being squeezed out of the towel and the sound of that towel being
wiped over his back. Just as it usually was, the tower was quiet
inside.
“Rosé.”
He called my name, and as I looked up at him, Albert’s hand gently
swept over my forehead.
“You’re sweating.”
For fear of what else he’d say, I hurriedly finished dressing him.
Soon enough, Albert succeeded in wearing the new shirt with my
help.
It’s over!
This had been a very long journey, but I was happy to see Albert
wearing a new shirt now.
“Prince, go back under the sheets. You might feel warm now, so it’s
okay if you cover just your lower body.”
He lay comfortably back in bed. Maybe it’s because I wiped off his
cold sweat, but he looked better now compared to a while ago.
But I still couldn’t feel relieved. I knew that Albert would just continue
saying he’s fine even though he’s enduring the pain.
After looking at the clock, I saw that it’s now around five in the
morning. It was the usual time that Albert woke up.
I was getting drowsy now, but I couldn’t go to bed yet because Albert
didn’t look like he was in a stable condition yet.
“Rosé.”
“Yee… es?”
“Ack—”
“…Prince?”
Albert smiled as he ruffled my hair.
…Huh? Why are you telling me that? You… You’re not asking me to
sleep with you, are you?
“The bed is soft, Your Highness is feeling cozy, so I agree. It’s the
perfect time to sleep.”
Albert narrowed his eyes. He noticed that I’m avoiding the matter at
hand.
“If you’re going to nurse me to health, then you’d better sleep here,
too. Isn’t it better that I can call you right away like this?”
It was such a sweet temptation. After all, sleep was one of the most
basic human needs.
Even so, sleeping now was like leaving Albert alone while he was
still sick.
I shook my head.
“Don’t worry. I’m not sleepy.”
With the same hand that he used to cover the blanket over me,
Albert held up two fingers.
I have two options, he said, but why was that making me nervous?
While looking around for a bit, I nodded. What else could I do when
the prince was giving me a choice anyway? I’ll listen to what he has
to say.
“One, you’ll continue to lie down here. Two, you’ll kiss me.”
“Prince, I think you’re a bit sleepy now. I don’t know why you’re
saying something like that?”
On the other hand, I felt so relaxed because the bed was soft. And
maybe it’s because I did the laundry not too long ago, but the sheets
were so fuzzy and cozy. I like how it smells, too.
But I don’t know if this nice scent was from the bed or actually from
Albert.
“Until Your Highness stops saying things like that under the excuse
of being sick.”
“If you keep twisting my sincerity like this, I’ll be sad, Rosé.”
Albert reached up and touched the lock of hair that was covering my
face.
I could see his face clearer now. It’s like I was looking at a world-
renown painting.
The deep gaze behind his eyes made it impossible for me to avert
my own eyes.
“……”
“I’m used to being sick and in pain, but I’m not used to being this
comfortable. I just want to stay like this longer.”
A life that was filled with more pain than comfort.
It’s not like Albert was trying to do anything with me, and it wasn’t
that I was under the covers either. The fact that we’re still quite a
distance apart also compelled me to give in and just lie down.
Chapter 52
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 52
Translator: Yonnee
Albert nodded.
“I usually am though.”
I tried protesting, but Albert just nodded again. I couldn’t find any
solace in how he looked now.
No matter who listened to him right now, it’s clear that this was a trick
to try and get me to sleep. With my eyes wide open, I shook my
head.
“Will you try to resist even when I’ll continue to look at you like this?”
Albert shrugged.
“They got caught, so they don’t get a score. That’s why I won every
time.”
While I was trying to think about what to say, Albert beat me to the
punch and spoke first.
“……”
“Sleep, just try it out while keeping your eyes shut like this.”
At that moment, I realized how different even our body frames were
judging by his wrist. It’s rare for me to touch Albert first.
I gently pushed his hand away. There was no longer any darkness in
front of me. Instead, I saw Albert again.
When in the kitchen, you follow the ways of the chef. I don’t know
much about the food in this world, and all I know is Korean food and
delivery food.
How unfair. But still, I emphasized it again. It’s not spicy. It’s reeeally
not, okay?
“Um, I usually do what I can, but since you’re sick today, I’ll ask…”
No? There’s nothing you want to eat? I asked again. What would you
like? Ah, but he didn’t have a preference either. I was puzzled by his
answer.
“You haven’t.”
Albert’s voice was so sweet that it seemed to melt like honey. Both
his voice and what he said were all enough to draw someone in.
…Albert’s flirting seemed to get more effective by the day. Even now,
I could feel my face heating up.
“You’re up.”
“…Huh?”
“I have no choice.”
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 53
Translator: Yonnee
It wasn’t like this at first, but why did it feel like I was being led here
and there by him?
It wasn’t until I closed the door behind me, in this room that Albert
wasn’t allowed to go into, that I felt relieved.
I took in a deep breath to calm both my heated cheeks and the
tension I was feeling inside me.
Blanc tilted his head to the side. Then, with a serious face, he spoke.
Not knowing how I could explain the reason to Blanc, I answered him
with silence instead.
After taking some rice, scallions, carrots, onions and pumpkins from
the pantry, I started with soaking the rice.
I chopped up some more scallions than I need for the porridge since
I decided to set aside some for a rolled omelet. I stayed up all night
nursing Albert, so I’m hungry, too.
Placing five eggs in a bowl and beating them, I added some of the
scallions I chopped just now in the bowl and added a pinch of salt as
its seasoning.
I turned on the fire and placed a pan on the stove, then I waited for a
moment.
Sizzle.
When I poured the egg mixture into the heated pan, the pleasant
sizzling sound came out. The rolled omelet I’ll be making has as
much as five eggs.
I rolled over the thin layer using a spatula. When the scallions were
added, the vibrant rolled omelet was complete.
“Huh?”
“Me toooo…”
“Ah, here.”
Blanc was staring intently at me from one side, so I placed one rolled
egg slice into his mouth.
Blanc chewed on the rolled omelet. Then, his droopy eyes soon
turned round.
“Dewicious….”
It’s good to eat along with kimchi stew. I knew it, the moment I first
meet Seo Ina later, I’ll have to ask her to teach me how to make
kimchi first. Kimchi stew made with well-fermented cabbage kimchi
would be absolutely fantastic.
Wow, just thinking about it made my mouth water.”
“I want mooore…”
I gave all the remaining egg rolls to Blanc. With his bracken-like
claws, he took the egg rolls I sliced up and chewed them one at a
time. A bright smile bloomed on his face.
I can cook rolled eggs again for Albert. There’s still time since I need
to soak the rice more.
Feeling happy, I beat some eggs again. While eating the omelet,
Blanc mumbled.
It seemed like he was talking about the stir-fried spicy pork dish.
After coming here, I think the hobby of cooking really stuck to me.
“Reeeaaally…?”
“……”
The words Blanc spoke with a small voice had a great impact on me.
Living nearly 500 years as a dragon cub didn’t mean anything to
Blanc. The time spent on this world and the meaning one can glean
from it weren’t proportional.
And it was rewarding that the food I could give to Blanc gave new
meaning to his life.
“I’ll make some chicken again, and stir-fried spicy pork sounds good,
too.”
“Okaaay…”
“……”
It was the first time I heard Blanc speak with such conviction. I liked
this change more than I thought I would.
Really. A lot.
***
I went back to cooking. Adding in some sesame oil into the pot, I
stirred the soaked rice once. I had no rice prepared in advance, so
this was one other way to do it.
Since the rice had enough water, I added some vegetables and
waited until it began to boil. I seasoned the porridge with salt and
stirred from time to time so that it wouldn’t stick to the pot.
After the porridge was done, I placed some of the rolled omelet I
cooked on a plate and placed them both on a tray one after another.
Mm, perfect.
As expected, it’s better to have someone there to care for you when
you’re sick. Like family or friends.
Let’s not think about depressing things. It’s good to be alive. It’s a
blessing enough.
And on that note, it’s true that I’m also worried about Blanc. With
such life-changing pain, what kind of choice will he make?
“…Yeeaah.”
Blanc lay down on his usual spot on the table. I tucked him in with a
warm blanket.
“Good niiight…”
After saying good night to Blanc, I turned off the lights and went up
the stairs with the tray of food.
Chapter 54
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 54
Translator: Yonnee
The way he continued to have his eyes closed without any reaction
seemed to show just how fatigued he was.
I placed the tray down on the side table next to the bed and checked
Albert’s condition.
For a moment, I thought about just letting him continue sleeping like
this, but he kept sweating and he had yet to eat anything. It worried
me to let him just sleep on an empty stomach like this.
I watched his face closely. I knew it, there were traces of cold sweat
on his skin.
It’ll be better to have him eat and then get him back to sleep.
With one hand on his right shoulder, I shook him gently.
“Prince.”
Albert looked this way and opened his eyes slightly. As he blinked
his eyes, he looked like he was half-asleep.
Huu… Albert let out a long exhale and shook his head slowly.
But I wondered if this distance was still important when the person in
front of me was sick. Wouldn’t it be possible if it was someone else?
It seemed like Albert was also taken aback. He blinked slowly and
asked me with a low voice.
“Just a few spoons before you go back to sleep, Your Highness. You
can’t sleep without eating anything like this.”
“…Alright.”
I gulped.
At that moment, my attention was drawn to his lips. They were just
the right thickness, and if I were to touch them, the texture…
“It’s a dish with the most boring taste that you ever made.”
“Once you get better, I’ll let you eat all the spicy food again.”
The recipes I knew were only of the food that I liked, but I didn’t even
take the time to care about Albert’s preferences.
Suddenly, the novel came to mind. The food that would be made by
Seo Ina, who was in love with Albert, would suit his tastes better
than my food.
She cooked dishes that were less spicy and red compared to mine.
“When we get out of the tower, wouldn’t there be someone out there
who can perfectly suit Your Highness’ taste?”
“Strange.”
“……”
After placing the tray down, I carried over the basin full of water and
two dry towels on top of the side table.
I did feel a little sleepy a while ago, but I feel more energized now. At
this point, I was thinking about organizing the luggage we brought
back, and I also had to continue nursing Albert. There were some
dishes I had to wash back in the kitchen downstairs, too.
“…Rosé.”
“No matter what Your Highness will say, it won’t work. If you don’t
sleep now, I’ll go down and sleep there in the kitchen. Now hurry up
and close your eyes.”
I repeated the same thing again, and Albert eventually closed his
eyes as he was exhausted. Seeing his eyes closed, I stood up—
No, I was about to stand up, but Albert’s hand held me there. To be
exact, he held onto my wrist.
“……”
He had his eyes closed now, but I don’t know how on earth he was
so quick to feel his surroundings.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 55
Translator: Yonnee
It’s the first time I’m watching Albert fall asleep. Come to think of it, I
never did see him sleeping before this.
With his eyes closed, the face that I couldn’t look at directly before
was now right here where I can stare at in more detail. He’s so
handsome. Even if I say it hundreds of times, it wouldn’t be enough.
In fact, it was difficult to know when exactly he fell asleep. The way
he didn’t move now wasn’t any different from how he was a while
ago.
I just guessed he already fell asleep when the hand holding my wrist
gradually loosened its grip.
I got up from my seat and wiped his face carefully so that there
would be no sound. Then, I covered him with the blanket only
halfway up because he could feel hot later despite the cold sweat.
Light leaked through the curtains as the sun rose, so I quickly closed
those curtains to block the light that might reach Albert.
Still, it was difficult to just keep sitting next to the bed. I wasn’t doing
anything, so it felt like I was going to fall asleep at any given time.
Perhaps because I went outside for a bit and came back, but my
longing for the outside got worse. It couldn’t be solved after just
going out once.
This yearning that I had barely forgotten was revived with just a
single trip outside. How refreshing it had been to walk while inhaling
the cold, but crisp outside air—how beautiful nature was to see.
Let’s not think about this. As I shook my head, I looked around the
room.
The only bedroom of the tower was equipped with all the essential
things for daily life, but it still looked somewhat desolate.
The first thing that my hand reached for were the books.
One book, two books, three books… As many as ten books had
been pulled out. After ten books, I took out a small bookshelf that
could be placed atop a desk.
I took that over to Albert’s desk and put the books in it. The books
were organized from left to right according to their height and
thickness. The desk used to just be achromatic before, but now,
there was a splash of color.
Next, I took out the red rug that used to be in the guest room I stayed
in.
Unfolding the rug, I pulled it over next to the bed. Once Albert wakes
up, the place where he’d make his first step became soft. It was also
a bonus that the pop of color made my eyes happy.
I set aside the other rug so that I could bring it to the attic later.
After the rugs, small frames came out one by one. The sizes of the
frames containing paintings were all different from each other.
I placed the smallest frame on one side of the desk, then I leaned
the largest landscape painting against the wall.
Even if I’ve yet to hang it on the wall, the landscape painting made
the room brighter just by existing. It looked good, too.
The blankets and pillows brought from the guest room also came
out.
I’ll put these in my room later, then I’ll change Albert’s beddings with
these over here after he wakes up…
After taking out the sheets and pillows, a few more small
bookshelves were pulled out. When I assembled those bookshelves
together, they looked like a proper-sized bookshelf. The more I
decorated, the more proud I became.
The room felt a lot more cozy. I’m proud of myself. This is all thanks
to me. After I finished this, I felt rewarded, and I looked forward to
what would happen later.
His cold sweat had definitely decreased, and his shallow breathing
had become more relaxed.
Should I stay up all night like I did before? Agonizing over this, I
opened my mouth and yawned like a hippo.
And since I didn’t sleep, I have a raging headache. It’s no match for
Albert’s sickness, but I wasn’t exactly in tip top shape either.
First of all, Albert should have something to eat when he wakes up.
He can’t go inside the kitchen, so I need to bring some food up in
advance.
Chapter 56
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 56
Translator: Yonnee
While thinking about what side dish would be okay even if it’s cooled
down, I simply boiled some eggs.
Porridge and eggs would be enough to fill his stomach. I’ll need to
see his condition first later before I can decide on what meal he’ll
have next. Or, we might have to stick to porridge.
When I put the porridge on the desk, I yawned again. I really want to
sleep right this second.
If I could, I would have wanted to go up to my attic room and sleep
right there, but Albert might feel some discomfort by not being able
to find me when he wakes up. So I shouldn’t leave.
I plopped down on the soft rug next to the bed. I brought the blanket
and pillow with me next to the bed, placing the pillow in front of the
bedside table and spreading out the blanket. I’m used to sleeping on
the floor anyway.
I have no idea what kind of material this fluffy rug was made of, but it
felt like a futon, so I liked it. A stray thought crossed my mind that I
wouldn’t have to miss my bed for the time being if I lay this on top of
my cot in the attic later.
Sitting next to Albert’s bed, I put a book on the floor and placed a
piece of paper on top of it. It was a temporary measure in case the
floor might get scratched.
Things I want to do once I get out of this place, which is too narrow
with nothing to do inside.
I just lied down, but I think about half of my fatigue disappeared just
then.
Five minutes always turned into thirty minutes, and then an hour, and
then more…
***
His body also felt heavy, so his mood plummeted even more. He
wasn’t in such a good condition to welcome a new day.
Exhaling, Albert sat up. A wet towel fell off his forehead.
His desk was decorated with old-fashioned things, and it now looked
like a small library.
These were things that were from Liam’s castle, but once they were
placed here, they felt completely different.
“……”
There was only one person who would do all this while he was
asleep.
“Rosé.”
Albert found Rosé sleeping next to his bed, lying down on a rug
while covered by a blanket.
Next to the sleeping Rosé was a piece of paper and a quill that had
rolled out and spread ink. Albert frowned as he stood up while
cradling his head. Then, he picked up the piece of paper.
After going over what was written, Albert had a blank expression as
he blinked.
The words written in a round cursive script that was very like Rosé…
made him speechless.
The list, which expressed Rosé’s wishes, began with simple tasks
like ‘taking a walk’ and other such things.
Most of the wishes were ordinary, yet couldn’t be fulfilled here inside
the tower.
The list made it clear just how much she wanted to get out of here.
At first, he detested Rosé and the things she did. But after they
signed that contract, which she brought up as though she’d become
a different person, he gradually became accustomed to her presence
and she eventually grew on him.
He got used to hearing her candid praise. The spice-laden food that
he didn’t even like gradually suited his taste.
It was like experiencing a calm rain that would slowly but surely
break down a once-solid wall.
Like her.
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※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 57
Translator: Yonnee
At some point, he got used to her smiling face. And her actions that
made them closer became more natural to him.
Inside the tower, where only the two of them stayed, when he knew
that her eyes would be directed at only him, he felt a strange sense
of satisfaction.
Albert used to think that he knew Rosé, but she turned out to be a
difficult person to understand. After asking him to kiss her so
shamelessly, when their kiss ended and their gazes met, her eyes
were so stained with embarrassment that it seemed like she was a
completely different person.
This sight made him think that he had hallucinated somehow.
Because people don’t change so easily.
Why, he wondered. He thought that this fact would make him feel
relieved, but really, it made him feel bitter.
Rosé would distance herself from him the moment they would step
out of this tower. Perhaps she would never try to see him ever again.
Albert was also someone who was very grounded in reality and lived
in it entirely. And he knew that their status difference meant that they
lived in completely different worlds.
‘Still, I didn’t know I’d feel this reassured that the contract wasn’t
bound by magic.’
He had never once been rejected, yet this certainly made him
uneasy. It wasn’t only once or twice that he cursed himself for
signing that contract so readily.
Not knowing what she was saying, Rosé gave him permission as
she talked in her sleep. Albert smiled languidly. Soon, he made a
strong vow to himself.
‘I shouldn’t let you sleep in front of others for the rest of your life.’
Holding Rosé in his arms, Albert moved her to the bed. This would
be better than sleeping on the floor.
Since she must have been busy nursing him to health all night,
letting her have a restful sleep would be better for her. Albert gently
touched the sleeping Rosé’s cheek.
She wrote many things that she wanted to do with the dragon
fledgling that she met here, but Albert’s existence had completely
disappeared.
Once they leave the tower, the time would come that they’d surely
part ways. And Albert didn’t want Rosé to be in danger.
He would be waging a coup after leaving the tower, and blood would
naturally be shed. He didn’t want to show that to Rosé.
He knew very well about how Rosé was afraid of his true self. Rosé
was as easy to read as words written on plain white paper. Even if
she tried to hide her emotions, it was evident for him.
He carried her over to the place where he had been sleeping just a
while ago. That part was still warm, so he thought it would be better
to place her there.
As he picked up the wet towel that fell on the bed, he dipped it in the
basin and wiped his face. At that moment, Albert frowned deeply.
“Ugh…”
The headache had returned once more. Pain shot down through his
entire body yet again.
Enduring the pain with his eyes shut tightly, he groaned and lay
down on the bed.
Sleep was his only respite. He wouldn’t need to think about what
expression he had on his face. He wouldn’t need to hide his feelings.
***
As I stirred awake, I was surprised at the much softer feeling of my
makeshift bed. I didn’t expect that the bed I made would be so nice.
…But wait. Isn’t this too soft for a rug? Why can’t I feel the hard floor
underneath it?
No, the rug wasn’t as soft as the bed. I was lying on the bed.
Looking around with a puzzled face, I found Albert lying down on the
rug. It seemed like he was the one who moved me here.
When I rose to my feet and looked out the window, I found that it was
already deep into the night. I slept for quite a while.
Then it was all for nothing that I kept myself awake all that time…
After sighing and touching my forehead, I changed the water in the
basin and woke up Albert so that he could move back to the bed.
I was grateful to him, but at the same time, I felt apologetic for taking
his bed. Why did you have to take care of me when it’s you and not
me who’s sick?
“Your Highness, you do know that you’re the one who’s sick, right?”
These days, I was more scared of seeing Albert smile rather than
seeing him without any expression on his face.
I’m probably feeling more sensitive because he was sick, but there’s
no reason to continue a pointless argument. I decided to change the
subject.
“…Yes.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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Translator: Yonnee
It was a smile that Albert did only whenever he was in a good mood.
A wave of relief washed over me only then.
Those words seemed light, but they weighed a lot more to me. After
hearing this, I felt a lot better.
“That’s a relief.”
After that, I wiped him off and changed him into new clothes again,
just as I did this morning.
This was the second time I was doing it, so it’s easier than the first
time… It was so much more nerve-wracking the first time to the point
that I felt like dying.
Physical contact with Albert made me feel the same things no matter
how many times it happened. It’s the same as with me not ever
getting used to his looks.
After changing his clothes, I made dinner for him. I made porridge
already, so I cooked some additional stir-fried potatoes and fresh
kimchi. Except for the other ingredients, only the potatoes were
chopped as strips and cooked in oil. Stir-fried potatoes were the
perfect quick side dish to pair with rice.
It was entirely Albert’s fault that I’d become this good at reading
people’s mannerisms.
Albert’s sickness wasn’t even a cold that I could catch, but my head
also started to throb as though I’d caught the bug from him.
I was used to enduring like this, too. And, well really, I was used to
pain as well. It’s not a big deal for an office worker to have a light
migraine.
I thought it would get better as time passed by.
“…Rosé?”
***
But rather than the fact that I’d fallen ill, what flustered me more was
Albert’s overprotective reaction.
I tried to refuse, but Albert laid me back down on the bed. There was
also that unexpected touch.
Anyway, now that I was here with our roles switched entirely, Albert
stared down at me with a serious expression.
“Hm…”
Albert placed his hand over my forehead, which was so warm that
his hand felt cool. He compared our temperatures by alternately
touching my forehead and then his own.
My symptoms were similar to what Albert had felt, but at the same
time, it was different. I also broke out in cold sweat, but I didn’t have
a fever.
I felt comforted by the fact that the person I was taking care of was
now not sick anymore. Psychological pain was much crueler than
physical pain.
Since the situation was like this, I should rest well. I made up my
mind like that. As though I was determined to cash in on my monthly
leave from work, I declared firmly.
Albert pinched the tip of my nose lightly, but soon let go. Ouch…
You’re just hurting me more.
“Prince, it hurts…”
“Do I seem like a person who’d still make you work when you’re like
this?”
Only then did I realize he was a little angry. Oh, he did deserve to be
angry. Albert’s gaze, which had been looking around over my face
without anything to focus on until now, reached my eyes.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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Translator: Yonnee
Albert turned around and carried the basin with one hand. It was so
different from when I was groaning while lifting that with both hands.
Albert also looked graceful from behind even while he was carrying a
wash basin. Yet again, I was mesmerized by his elegance, but I
wrapped a hand over my forehead.
This was the first time I was experiencing a headache like this. It was
a kind of pain that my various experiences with headaches couldn’t
even alleviate. I really, urgently need some Tylen*l. As a person from
modern times, it was so sad that I couldn’t have this.
This was only a fraction of the pain that Albert had gone through.
Three cheers! Everything hurts, but this is nice. Lying down like a
homebody was as natural as breathing to me.
“Yes.”
Albert set down the full basin. The moment he did, the water
overflowed a little.
He carried that much with one hand, I can’t believe it. I realized
again that Albert’s upper body strength was just that great. As
expected, people should exercise.
I’m the only one who could go into the kitchen. With a deep breath, I
sat up. Again, my head pounded and I stumbled for a moment.
“Rosé.”
Albert reached over and helped me, holding my hand.
“It’s like the words ‘I’m fine’ are stuck on the Prince’s lips.”
“Thank you.”
It was difficult to turn down his offer since my physical condition was
terrible. As I took his hand and clasped it tightly, I bit my lower lip to
endure the pain. Moving around was harder than I initially thought.
I thought that I’d only need to hold his hand for support, but Albert’s
other hand naturally wrapped over my shoulder to hold me steady.
“Just lean on me.”
“Really, I don’t know how I can face you later, Your Highness. Where
else will we be able to see a maid being taken care of by a prince?”
Albert stared at me, his expression calm. So I’ve been caught. He’s
been reading my face much better than I imagined he could.
As though he didn’t hear anything just now, Albert changed the topic
right then.
“Go inside and come right back out. Don’t make me wait.”
I was already sorry for making him wait. I replied rather bravely.
“It’ll take me a while, so please return to the room and rest. It’s not
like I can’t move anymore.”
“Who was it again who said that she didn’t like lies? Rosé, can you
tell me?”
The first thing I did after coming into the kitchen was to place a pot
over the stove and started the fire to heat it up.
“Don’t be siiick…”
“I’m okay, I won’t die. See? Sick people can get better.”
“Reeeaallyyy…?”
“Yes, yes.”
He still had tears brimming around his eyes, but Blanc seemed to
understand what I was trying to say.
Soon, the porridge was all heated up. After contemplating for a
while, I took out some eggs and made a simple rolled omelet.
Albert’s been having about the same food for several days in a row
now. It seemed difficult for a well-built person to eat only porridge.
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※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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Translator: Yonnee
It’ll be delicious if I add some vegetables, red pepper paste and half
a boiled egg. Pressing hard over my temples with one hand, I
checked our dinner on the plate.
Porridge, fresh kimchi, egg rolls and grilled beef. I definitely made at
least some effort. Good job, me.
I held out the tray full of food towards Albert, who then looked
through it and stared back at me.
“I know it’s the same for you, too. I can also read you this much, you
know.”
“…Wait here.”
Was that really the speed of someone who’s just walking? It even
made me wonder if we have the same experience of going up those
steps.
Anyway, once we leave this place, everything will change. Albert and
I wouldn’t be able to interact in the same way. Was there really a
reason to continue abstaining from doing what I wished to do?
In the first place, was there anyone out there who wouldn’t fall in love
with this guy when he’s trying to seduce you? I’m one hundred
percent there’s not one person who could resist.
“Rosé?”
The conflicting thoughts within me didn’t last long. This was because
Albert took my hand and squeezed once.
“Let’s go.”
***
I really like that the atmosphere of the room has changed. I sat face
to face with Albert with the food between us.
Seeing Albert like this as he was eating only porridge, rolled omelets,
and meat with only salt as its seasoning, the guilt I was feeling inside
me was revived once again.
How dare you give this kind of food to our Prince…! While saying
this, he might just tackle me while his eyes were ablaze.
I’ve known Schubert for only a little while, but I could already picture
how he would react.
“Prince, please eat a lot of delicious food once we get out of here.”
“You really are sick. What’s going on that you’re suddenly talking
about this?”
“No… I’m just feeling sorry that this is only what I can cook.”
“…It’s fine. Like you, I’m getting used to spicy and sweet food.”
…This, what?
Did what he said even make sense? Being sick like this has nothing
to do with my limbs!
I was afraid I’d give in, so I picked my spoon then. I should eat
quickly and show Albert that my limbs were just fine.
Albert furrowed his brows. His hand that was holding the spoon
started shaking slightly.
Where’s the person who practically flew up the stairs just now?
“This is an order.”
But it was two completely different things to feed the sick Albert
compared to me being spoon-fed like this.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 61
Translator: Yonnee
If I still had my old job, I could have just gone home after work, but I
was in the tower right now. I was still too sick to escape to the
kitchen, and it could get dangerous if I ever collapsed while I was by
myself.
I didn’t want to use the bed as much as possible, but I just followed
Albert’s order for me to use the bed as long as I was sick.
“Ugh.”
The moment I lay in bed and my head hit the pillow, the migraine
became unbearable. I frowned.
And when you try to will yourself asleep, that’s when sleep escapes
you.
I shut my eyes tightly. I’m going to sleep. I’m falling asleep. I’m
sleeping.
“…I’m about to sleep, but sleep isn’t coming to me. I’m in a terrible
condition, but my body isn’t letting me sleep…”
“You’re not. You’re only saying your fine. I should make you feel
better.”
Yet again, I failed to hide my thoughts. I could feel the bed shifting
under his weight beside me.
How can a maid make a prince do something for her? With my eyes
wide open, I spoke firmly towards Albert.
“For just letting me use the bed, I’m already eternally grateful to Your
Highness.”
“Nonsense.”
His low voice sent shivers down my body. I couldn’t figure out why
the words, ‘How should we start,’ sounded so different to me.
And his face, which should be harmless, was like a deadly weapon
right now.
But at that moment, the migraine shot through my head and seemed
to split it in half. It was like the pain I’d felt until now was just a taste
test, and so a tremendous amount of pain hit me like a
sledgehammer.
“Agh…”
“Huuuuk…”
“Rosé?”
“Uuugh…”
“Mmh…”
I clenched my teeth together and held back my groans. I was worried
that I might bite so hard that my teeth would get cracked, but those
worries disappeared in an instant. I couldn’t think about anything
anymore as I clutched my head tighter when another wave of pain hit
my head. I just had to believe that the pain would pass if I continued
doing this.
The look in his narrowed eyes was deep, as though he had unknown
oceans within them.
But come to think of it, I’m in his room and there’s nowhere else
Albert can go. It would be insolent of me to kick Albert out and send
him to my attic.
Then, there’s only one way. I’m the one who needs to move.
¹ the word used for ‘rebellion’ here is actually ‘green frog’, which is a character that appears
in a fairytale where the green frog does everything that his mother tells him not to do. ↩
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※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 62
Translator: Yonnee
However.
“Preposterous.”
“Lean on me.”
Slightly leaning down his head, Albert’s gaze was entirely on my own
as I looked up.
“It’s futile to ask you anything. Nothing honest comes out through
these lips.”
“…There’s nothing Your Highness can do either. That’s why I’m just
being considerate…”
I protested with a small voice. No, I mean, I said that it was for
Albert’s sake, but if that’s how he interpreted it, then wasn’t that just
unfair. I’m really just trying to be mindful.
…That’s not what I meant at all. Seeing his expression that was
reminiscent of a cold winter breeze, it felt like he was going to cut me
through my neck. I knew he wouldn’t do that, but my body still froze.
I realized once more that the Albert here in the tower would return to
his old self the moment we got out of here. When I would face him
then, he would be a different person.
It scared me to think of the day I’d feel that difference. It was a day I
knew about, and at the same time, a day I didn’t know about.
The day we leave this place and be free once more would be a
turning point for both Albert and me. I looked away, and then I saw
Blanc beneath the bed, staring up at me with concerned eyes.
Perhaps knowing the reason why I turned away from him, Albert let
out a shallow exhale.
“With your condition like this, I don’t even know how you’ll go down
the stairs.”
I could never win against Albert in any fight with him. And since I was
already so exhausted from battling the headaches, I gave up
protesting and surrendered myself to him.
Albert carried me back to bed. It was the very bed that I considered
to be a sacred place I was forbidden to even get close to. But now, I
was so used to it that it felt like it was my own bed.
“So it seems you managed to figure out that there’s no use arguing.
Tell me which part hurts.”
“What hurts the most is the back of my head. It’s like someone’s
stabbing me with needles.”
Lost in thought for a moment as he cradled his chin with one hand,
he soon approached closer. He gently lifted my neck with his left
hand to make me sit up, and then he touched the back of my head
with his right. Then, his hand swept over my face—my forehead,
eyes, nose, lips. His touch, the heat I could feel over my neck and
arms. It felt like sunlight.
“This place?”
It was like that. I had to focus on answering his questions despite the
headache that kept rushing in. Strangely, I grew nervous.
“Is it here?”
“…Yes.”
Huu. Albert was so close that his sigh touched the tip of my nose.
Through his narrowly opened eyes, long lashes fluttered like gentle
butterfly wings. For a moment, my heart seriously leapt out of my
chest.
How long would I be able to resist a man like him when he’s actively
trying to win me over? Before anything else, the surefire way of not
falling for him was to get out of the tower and stay away from him.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 63
Translator: Yonnee
There was a shine to the eyes looking at me. And I was instantly
captivated by the perfect proportions of his features, as though he
was a living statue.
The reason I don’t want to fall for him was simple—the distance
between us was far too much. The tower narrowed the gap between
us right away, but if you think of it that way, then it’s also true that the
gap would widen once more just as easily the moment we leave the
tower.
Admittedly, I’m weak to affection and I enjoy the time I’ve been
spending with him. So, it was better to nip it in the bud and not start
anything in the first place.
These were just excuses. That’s the best defense I could give
myself.
Meanwhile, I still didn’t know why Albert was taking so long with his
diagnosis.
It felt like I was a patient waiting for the doctor to break the news to
me, that I had an incurable disease or something.
I waited for him to continue, but he didn’t start talking again after a
while. This silence stretched between us and it made me even more
worried.
Albert I turned back to face him. To endure the migraine, I’d been
biting my lower lip to the point that it was about to bleed.
Albert’s eyes became dark, as though they were the color of blood.
An eerie chill was sent down my spine. The icy ruthlessness in his
gaze reminded me of the first kiss we had.
This was not how Albert usually acted. This wasn’t the expression he
had while he was supporting me earlier, and it wasn’t the flirty
expression he’d give me that would induce fireworks inside me.
Something had triggered his vigilance. This was what changed his
demeanor.
There’s one solution to the current situation—I just had to ask him. I
need to ask what he noticed. I chose the straightforward path
because I know there’s a problem, and we have to solve it.
“It seems like you suddenly gained sharp senses that you claim you
didn’t have.”
He was always quick to catch on things like this. I sighed and
responded clearly.
“Rosé.”
His long fingers slipped towards the nape of my neck and then
wrapped around the back of my head. The moment he pulled a little,
I found myself leaning against his chest.
This incredibly gentle touch made it hard to believe that the prince’s
brutal gaze was directed at me until just now.
“Prince?”
“It’s not because I have hidden intentions, so just stay still. There’s
something I need to check.”
Albert’s tone was different now. I couldn’t see his face, but I’m sure
that he had the same expression again as before. There seemed to
be a reason why he was hiding his reaction from me.
“Rosé.”
“…Yes.”
“No, I don’t.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 64
Translator: Yonnee
Why are you asking if you already knew the answer? I was about to
protest, but I instead groaned when the migraine returned.
“Black magic can eat away at your life every day. However, it’s also a
type of magic that can taint the soul of the target.”
“……”
Gracious, I really can’t understand Rosé. Just what kind of life did
she live?
This made me think that Rosé might have a deeper backstory than I
originally expected.
It’s actually also a little suspicious that, out of all people, Rosteratu
chose Rosé to get locked up in the tower with Albert. Why was it
her?
Was it all just a coincidence?
“If we’re considering any changes that could have happened this
time… I believe it’s because you left the tower with me, and it served
as an opportunity for the hex to be activated.”
Dark mages could use their own souls as ammunition on top of their
original power, but black magic was still essentially magic.
Since the spell couldn’t have gotten activated while I was still within
the confines of the barrier, an opportunity came up when I left the
tower. And since it got activated, it seemed like the effects still
continued even when I’ve already returned inside the tower.
And what did he mean by the black magic eating away at my life! At
this rate, I’m being forced to say adios to my happy future. In the
meantime, the migraine was getting worse and worse.
I was enduring it while I was talking to Albert, but I don’t think I can
keep it up anymore. I decided to end the conversation as soon as
possible.
Albert tilted his head obliquely, and his bangs swept down. He
reached up to his own gray hair, its strands scattering through his
fingers.
It was a simple, clear statement, but it was also the most difficult
thing to do.
“……”
“It’ll eat away at you since it’s already activated. You’ll only feel a
migraine now while you’re inside the tower, but this doesn’t change
the fact that your life is being depleted.”
Rosé was a character who was set to die, that’s why—in the
beginning of the novel—there was only a brief mention of the time
Albert and Rosé spent together. Did the original Rosé have these
symptoms? Did the novel just gloss over this particular detail
because she was a minor character?
Albert once again placed his hand on my nape and gently pulled me
close to him. His eyes shone dimly in the darkness.
“To nullify the effects of black magic, you need a mage with the
opposite attributes, Rosé. What’s needed is for me to treat you.”
“…What is it?”
“To nullify the hex, we’ll need to be outside the tower for a long time.
It would take a lot of power to be away for that long of a period, and
it would also take a lot of power again to treat you. After all that, I’ll
be incapacitated for a week, and the pain I’ll feel will be much more
severe compared to what you’ve seen in the past few days.”
“At that time, I’ll have to accept whatever it is that you’ll do to me.”
Albert slowly raised his hand, and my eyes naturally followed the
movement as he held up two fingers.
He spoke unhurriedly.
Only then did I realize the meaning behind his icy gaze earlier.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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Translator: Yonnee
“It’s been on my mind that you might have been hexed. But it doesn’t
make sense.”
“…….”
“For you to have been hexed, there are three requisites—the dark
mage’s soul, the mage’s tool, and the target of the hex itself.”
“If you were a dark mage, then everything would make sense. Even
though he despised me, Rosteratu didn’t dare harm me before. But
then he had a sudden alliance with the mages while they were in
disarray.”
Yeah, that could really be the case. Rosé Artius, not me—she could
really be a dark mage. Because her backstory was never explained
in the novel. No one needed to know the circumstances of a minor
villain.
“The more a dark mage uses magic, the more their physical body
would break and the more their mind would gradually collapse. The
fact that you’re acting like a different person is something that could
have been rooted from psychological collapse.”
Raising his gaze, Albert stared into my eyes. His voice, reminiscent
of a snake’s hushed whisper, made my shoulders flinch.
“But even if your memories can’t come back to you, I just know that
people don’t change so easily.”
…I was reminded of the Albert inside the novel, the one who killed
Rosé.
That gentle tone of his sounded like a death sentence. His gaze
persistently swept over my entire face, so close in front of me as if
he was about to devour me whole.
The hand that reached towards my neck gradually rose and
caressed my cheek. It’s an inherently romantic gesture, but I could
only feel terrified.
Gently placing my own hand above Albert’s hand, which was still
wrapped atop my cheek, I opened my lips to speak.
Albert placed his index finger over my lips, and those lips that tried to
spew excuses closed in an instant.
His words carried such pressure. Even so, those words rather made
me feel calm.
Right. Let’s listen to Albert first and try to organize this situation.
Taking in a deep breath, I nodded.
“…Pardon?”
I was just about to beg him not to kill me, but I was instead taken
aback by the unexpected statement. And this was all the more
because I knew Albert was very well in the right position to doubt me
entirely.
What are you thinking?
“I’m saying that I’ll trust you, Rosé. And that we’ll be going out the
tower again.”
His face was much too close. Knowing how to smile so brightly like a
child and knowing how to glare so fiercely that I thought he’d kill me
—they were both sides of him.
How long has it been exactly since you met me? You and I are only
bound by a single contract, and once we leave this place, we’ll be
strangers who have nothing to do with each other.
Albert must have met countless people in his life. And the position he
had wasn’t something light to bear. How could he agree to going out
of the tower again just because he says he’s going to trust me?
And besides that, I was also terribly flustered by this blind trust that I
neither wanted nor wished to receive. And it was also worrying that a
lot of things might go wrong for Albert because of me.
He’s the male lead of this world, so he wouldn’t easily die, but the
story was already changing little by little, deviating from the original
story.
I recalled the reason why Albert hurried back to the tower before—it
was because he didn’t want to show them his weak side.
But if he were to go out there again, he’d have to lie sick in bed for a
week, and he wouldn’t be able to hide it this time.
“Is that alright? You said you didn’t want to show your weak side like
that.”
“Who’s the one who told me that I can show this side of myself, too?”
“……”
“I’ve decided to trust the sincerity of the person who said that.”
My words were coming back to bite me. Albert always just listened to
me during the most inconvenient times.
Albert’s thumb swept over my lower lip and gently pressed down. His
eyes contained a strange, heated fire within them. However, I shook
my head and pushed his hand away.
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“…No, it’s just, it hasn’t been long since you’ve met me, Prince. It’s a
bit burdensome to receive your trust.”
That’s right. His blind trust was quite heavy as it was. The same was
true of how the way he thought of me changed so easily and so
quickly while we’re confined alone here.
What on earth did Albert see in me that he could change his mind
just like that?
“It’s easier than you think to see just what kind of person you are,
Rosé.”
“……”
“That’s why I also know—it’s difficult to meet someone like you.”
Someone like me… what. It’s much obliged to hear such words from
Albert.
“And there are times when I wonder if you’re the one I’ve been
waiting for all this time.”
“It’s true, what you said about being burdened because of me.”
“……”
“…Shackle?”
And at his low-pitched words, his eyes glinted with a strange light. I
could see a momentary flash of madness burgeoning within his
persistent gaze.
“The contract will still be fulfilled. Though I never said I’d let you go
so far away from me, it seems like you’re planning to do just that.”
…This prince was always so many steps ahead. I really couldn’t win
against him. The land in the capital was definitely going to be more
expensive. If he wants me to be near him, then I’d feel just how big
the gap between the rich and the poor was even more—yet he didn’t
seem to mind this.
I couldn’t even openly say, ‘Yes, I really was planning to never see
you again after leaving the tower, Prince.’
But even as he was taking such risks for me, I couldn’t lie either and
say, ‘Alright, I’ll only be by the Prince’s side for the rest of my life.’
I mean, I do think Albert will wake up and be hit with the truth of
reality later, too. Because he’s a wise person.
Eventually, I chose not to say anything. And I knew that Albert could
also surmise why I closed my lips like this.
Even so, Albert’s eyes curved beautifully into two crescent moons.
He looked at me with a satisfied expression.
“……”
“Rosé.”
Would there ever come a day when I’d be able to win against this
man? I let out a sigh.
The kiss was short, expressing how he cared for me as I was sick.
***
“I’ll warn you now—the moment we go out, you might feel even
worse pain.”
“Fly.”
The same way we left the tower last time, Albert uttered the spell, his
voice resounding against the silence.
“Huh…?”
The headache I was so worried about didn’t worsen, but rather than
that, I was more surprised about something else.
I hurriedly answered.
t/n: don’t mind me over here, just feeling really soft and vulnerable while i have ‘felt this way’
by crj on loop the whole time i was translating, bye
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The way Albert said such things naturally always made me nervous.
Does he know just how much his casual words make my heart
pound?
It would be nice if I had the power to look into people’s hearts. I’m
not a bold enough person to be comfortable right away with the
person who confessed to her.
I know that this happiness now might not last forever, and I also
know that the affection he’s harboring for me could leave just as
easily as it came. So, I can’t fully trust the prince.
Despite such sentiments, there were still times when I got overcome
with the urge to take his hand and let go of all the thoughts and
worries that were holding me back. There were times when I wanted
to accept his feelings without ever worrying about the future.
A person’s heart was very simple, and it was all too easy for it to
waver when in comes an elegant, attractive prince who keeps
approaching me despite my efforts to push him away.
He’s cheeky, knows how to handle people well, and knows just how
much his words affect others.
I looked straight into Albert’s eyes. Looking at him this close, those
red eyes now feel different compared to when I first saw them.
Framed by jewel-like gray hair beneath the dark night sky, his perfect
jawline could be seen. Below, it was his protruding adam’s apple and
his wide shoulders.
…I believe it’s been a while since I’ve said this. But as I continued to
stare at him with a serious face, I somehow got grumpy, wanting to
make his heart waver just as he did with mine.
“Prince.”
Well, something like this wouldn’t make Albert’s heart pound, but it
didn’t seem like he hated hearing it either.
The answer: honesty. It’s impossible to play hard to get with Albert. I
decided to express my feelings little by little, even if it wasn’t direct.
“I wanted to see you get surprised by why I said, Prince. I feel like
I’m the only one who gets taken aback every time.”
“Compliments aren’t bad, but there’s another way to surprise me.
You’ve already let me personally experience it.”
“How?”
“……”
“You’re really not falling for it, Rosé. I’ll have to try harder.”
“The most important thing is that you’re still here with me, Rosé.”
As always, he smiled all the same, but his low voice carried an
underlying weight.
I’m too scared to address that weight. I know for a fact that the
moment I try to do so, it would be a point of no return. In such a
case, it would be best to pretend not to know anything or just pretend
not to notice it.
“That’s right.”
Yes, I wouldn’t ‘notice’ unless Albert tells me. So, it was another jab
at my conscience. Albert really knew me well.
“…What.”
“Y-Your Highness?”
As I made eye contact with Schubert, I saw how his lips opened and
closed several times. He looked so hurt, as if he had witnessed his
lover having an affair.
I struggled to get down from Albert’s arms, but even if I tried to push
him with all my strength, it could never be enough.
“Stay still, Rosé. You have to be close to me so that the hex can be
contained. Who do you think is stopping your headache?”
…What Albert told me before we left the tower came to my mind. It’s
not that I wasn’t feeling pain, but Albert, now able to use magic
outside, was the one blocking it!
“Good girl.”
Fortunately, Liam and Schubert were the only ones who came to see
us. Maybe they’re the only ones Albert called, so the others didn’t
know.
The prince carried me with one arm and reached out to Liam. Liam
stood blankly in place, as though he was genuinely in shock.
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Liam was handsome even while he’s frowning. Even so, he looked
quite scary right now. All I could think of was how evil I looked in the
eyes of someone who’s loyal to Albert, thinking that I was a witch.
“I apologize for suddenly making a visit at this time. First, take out
the coat I asked you to bring.”
With one corner of his lips raised, Albert snatched the coat out of
Liam’s hand. It wasn’t the same natural smile I saw whenever I was
with him—it was a monarch’s smile that made his magnificence
shine.
“I know you want an explanation, but there’s no time for that now.
Just as I trust you, this time, you trust me.”
Albert placed the large coat over me, and my vision soon turned
dark. The arms holding me were still firm.
He started walking.
“Let’s go.”
With the short remark, I could hear the sound of their footsteps over
the snow-laden road. Liam and Schubert followed Albert silently and
without any protest.
“…Everything’s weeeiird…”
I thought that he was sleeping until now, but it seemed like he heard
everything.
When I whispered to him, Blanc lowered his head for a bit and then
raised it once again.
“I can’t sleeeep…”
Just as I did while Albert was sick, this little dragon was worried
about me. Enough to shake off all the drowsiness he used to feel just
to keep me company.
“……”
“Don’t diiie…”
Blanc’s eyes were brimming with tears as he dug into my arms. I’m
not sure whether Albert heard it because he said it in such a small
voice.
…Yeah, I’ll go see the world with Blanc. My goal is a relaxed, healing
life.
The moment I followed Albert to the capital and people found out
what kind of relationship we were in, it was natural that they would
be the talk of the town.
A maid and a prince. It was good enough material for gossip, and I
knew all too well what kind of words would be said about me.
Anyway, I was here so that Albert could heal me, so I’ll stay put until
it’s time to wake up from this and return to the tower.
It’s not like we wouldn’t see each other again in the future, so I
should score some points with Schubert and Liam.
Albert and I were only spending more time together, and it could be
because he’s a lonely man.
Time would solve everything. I could disappear from his sight, and
everything would return to the way it was.
***
Coming into the room and locking the door behind him, Albert laid
me down on the bed. Only then did my vision brighten once more.
The room was full of large and eye-catching decorations, and it had
an even more antique feeling to it than the room I stayed in before.
Maybe this was Liam’s taste in décor.
“Your Highness.”
Liam called out first to Albert. Still staring down at me until that point,
Albert soon turned his head. Liam asked with a serious expression.
“The fact that Your Highness is going to cure a hex… Is that true?”
“Yes, that’s why it would be best for you to leave. I have to make a
barrier inside the room.”
“Just as you’ve ordered, we also prepared the annex, but I still would
like to ask if this is all worth Your Highness’s effort.”
The air between these two was strange. Albert replied with a smile
on his lips.
“It’s my first time seeing this side of you, Your Highness. There’s no
way for me to know whether this would be good or bad.”
What Liam said was also convincing. Even more so since Albert had
never acted this way before.
“What happened to me and the hex surrounding Rosé right now are
connected. It’s better to investigate right away.”
“…Does Your Highness mean that it’s connected to the reason why
you’re trapped inside the tower?”
“That’s right.”
“This didn’t come up when the mages had been tortured one by
one…”
“You don’t have to be sorry for something that you were rightly
suspicious about. Then, can you leave now?”
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Maybe it’s because I don’t know them that well just yet.
Albert sat at the edge of the bed and crossed his arms. He seemed
to be lost in thought as he lowered his gaze.
As though he was pulled back from his reverie, Albert blinked and
soon moved closer to me.
“Of course.”
Now beside me, Albert pointed to the sleeping Blanc.
“Yes, I forgot. Not get rid, then. Just kick him out.”
“……”
I could only imagine how different Albert would be right now if this
was the old Rosé.
I already knew that he didn’t like Blanc, but not to this extent. What
happened? Come to think of it, I think I heard a conversation
between him and Blanc before.
Did they talk? Well, they were strangely huddled closely together
back then so I couldn’t here.
I hugged Blanc and held his paw out towards Albert. Here, look at
how clear and pure Blanc’s eyes are!
“Prince, Blanc also stayed up all night worrying about you before…”
“I don’t think it’s a bad idea if I let you know why I’m doing this.”
“Prince, I believe that you had a truly generous and beautiful heart.”
“My heart’s generosity and kicking out the dragon fledgling are two
different things. It’s important to minimize the number of individuals
in the room before I start the treatment.”
“……”
Umm, so that’s what it is. If Albert was talking about the treatment
like this, then there’s actually nothing for me to say in retort. It’s
something I knew nothing about.
“Blanc, I’m sick and I need to be treated, so let’s stay apart for a little
while.”
How can Albert stay there without batting an eyelid when this cute
little dragon’s right in front of him?
“If you don’t go, the treatment won’t go smoothly. That will increase
the chances of Rosé dying.”
Albert knew perfectly how to deal with Blanc, just as he did with me.
He knew the right words to say and when to say them.
“Okaaayy…”
In the end, Blanc left the room after saying so in such a sullen voice.
But as soon as the door opened, one certain person got startled and
shouted, “Kitty!” The voice sounded like Schubert’s… but I can’t be
too sure since I didn’t see his face.
I asked what I’d been curious about since earlier. Albert just
shrugged.
“Yes.”
This was a little surprising. You told me it’s hard to see an adult
dragon! As I’ve met only Blanc, I became more curious about the
dragon that Albert met before.
That dragon could be Blanc’s friend. Maybe they can teach Blanc
how to survive.
Albert didn’t respond right away. Maybe it was just a trick of the light,
but it looked like his eyes darkened for a moment, as though thinking
about an old wound.
“It was a long time ago, so I can’t remember very well. I wanted to
see it again, but… I never met that dragon again as I was growing
up. So, there’s nothing I can tell your dragon fledgling.”
Albert immediately caught onto what I wanted to hear from this
conversation. Feeling a little awkward, I laughed it off.
Albert gave me a smile again, but it didn’t look like the usual relaxed
smile. This was the same fake smile I had on my own face whenever
I met clients for work before.
Indeed, I don’t know if it’s because we’re far from the tower now, or
because we’re far from the magic circles that were surrounding the
tower, but it seemed like it was still difficult to remove the hex on me.
“If I’m going to do any major spells inside the tower over a long
period of time, then I would need to completely dispel all the magic
circles in the tower. If that happens, they’ll know that I’ve regained
my strength, and we can no longer stay inside the tower.”
“I see…”
It’s also understandable that Albert had no other choice but to do this
since the coup still wasn’t ready.
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Yes, yes. That’s all I can do. And this isn’t self-deprecation, just self-
awareness.
“I’m afraid that it’s going to be your favorite spicy dishes again.”
Light was being emitted at the end of his index finger as he began to
draw something around the bed. While he was drawing the magic
circle, Albert raised his head for a moment, his brows furrowed.
“But Your Highness doesn’t like spicy food very much. I’ll feel guilty if
I just feed spicy stuff to a sick person…”
“……”
“The royal palace’s chef will cry if he hears Your Highness saying
that.”
“Then while we’re here in the north, I’ll make porridge for you… I’ll
also cook fried rice for you… And I’ll grill meat for you, too.”
Since this was a fortress, there’s a lot more ingredients! It’s a bit
daunting that we’re in the north right now, but I’m also pretty excited.
After all, this was the castle of Liam, who was a duke.
I also liked the fact that what I could do here could make the prince
happy.
“Now, lie down on your back.”
From just sitting against the headboard, I listened to his words and
tucked myself in. Lying there quietly, I glanced slightly towards
Albert.
Albert was crouched on the floor next to the bed, his gaze focused.
Huu. Letting out a small exhale as he swept his bangs, I couldn’t
take my eyes off him.
Then, I realized.
I work for him under a contract, but I wonder how difficult it really
was to be working under him. I mentally sent my well-wishes to Liam
and Schubert, who would continue working under Albert.
While thinking about nonsense like this, the magic circle surrounding
the bed lit up and suddenly became a formless tether that went
around my body.
Albert furrowed his brows. His face’s complexion didn’t change, but I
could see sweat gradually forming on the sides of his face.
“…Anything.”
“Then tell me about yourself.”
About me. Is there anything about me that’s not that far off from the
real Rosé?
It’s the first time he said anything about the adult dragon, too.
But in this situation, it’s a little difficult to ask Albert to tell a story
about himself.
Mulling it over for a while, I decided to talk about my last trip to Los
Angeles before I entered the workforce.
Of course, I didn’t mention the name of the place and when exactly it
happened.
Even though it was winter when I went there, the sunlight was so
dazzling as it poured down over the blue sea. There was a lively
crowd who also visited, and I walked along the shore all day.
I loved the freedom that traveling gave me, especially the experience
of seeing new places.
That’s why I’m going to strive for it later. During this time in
confinement, I’ve forgotten even the ‘tra’ in ‘travel’.
Ending with words of admiration for traveling, I turned to glance at
Albert—only to be startled to see him gasping.
“P-Prince?”
This was something I didn’t see even when he was working out
before. His hair was soaked on the sides with the sweat trickling
down his face.
He let out a low exhale. There was an unreadable look in his eyes as
he stared at me as though he was going to devour me.
“Rosé.”
I’m not someone who’d stop a sick person from wanting to hold
hands. I nodded quickly.
“Rosé.”
The way he called my name again with a low voice made me entirely
nervous. With a quick nod, I replied.
“Yes.”
His grip on my hands grew stronger. His face was so close to mine.
His breath touched the tip of my nose as his voice rang close.
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I didn’t think I’d be able to keep it a secret from him, but I didn’t
expect either that he’d ask me outright.
I don’t know. Would it be right for me to tell Albert what I’m really
thinking to do? Well, I tried to hide it only because I thought it might
provoke him more, but if he’s asking me so straightforwardly like this,
it’s difficult to make any excuses.
“…Yes.”
Sitting there with light shining on him, Albert looked like a saint. He
glanced down at me and smiled faintly.
“I knew you won’t make any excuses.”
…It’s a true crime that only I knew since it was a secret before, so it’s
alright. I gathered my conscience back together and put some tape
on it to make it whole again.
Not using any force yet knowing best how to pull people in anyway
he wants! That’s Albert!
“You know how I am, too, don’t you? That’s good, Rosé.”
…What’s this? I feel like I’m a student who’s being praised for
answering correctly.
Either way, since this opportunity came up already, I began to try and
persuade him.
“Temporary, hm.”
“You know, it’s just. At first, you… hated me so much, and the tower
was so cramped with just the two of us.”
Albert tilted his head to the side as he continued to hold his chin.
After inhaling for a moment, he let out a chuckle.
“Just because I’m stuck in the tower doesn’t mean that my standards
would disappear.”
But I don’t fully believe what he said just now. I have no idea how
Albert would change when he had fallen in love.
In other words, it’s impossible to know whether his words were true
or whether this was all a bluff from a person who couldn’t objectively
see the person in front of him anymore.
I knew all too well that a person would change once they’re in love.
He didn’t cut me off, and he didn’t show that crazy side of him just to
cut me off.
Come one now, don’t think about anything else. Albert’s voice is only
like that because he’s having a hard time wielding magic right now. I
muttered to myself as though being brainwashed, but I couldn’t help
but be constantly distracted by him.
I asked seriously.
“Absolutely.”
I almost struck a nerve there. Since the person concerned said it’s
alright to continue, what could I do? I gave up and chose my words.
“I’m a maid.”
Right now, it’s like he’s those chaebols who don’t understand the
lives of ordinary people. There’s no way that a person who’s lived his
entire life as an ultra-rich heir would be able to understand the
hardships of an office worker…
Actually, I don’t know if Rosé had been a maid all her life, but let’s
set that aside.
“I’m afraid of the people who’ll start talking.”
Albert casually concluded like this. His unwavering gaze and tone
made me really feel like it’s possible.
I sighed.
This one is a very personal reason, and just thinking about it was
making my heart twist up in all sorts of ways, so I didn’t want to say it
as much as possible.
It’s also a frank confession of the fact that I’m more of a coward than
I look.
I finally opened my lips and uttered the words I tried to hide deep in
my heart.
“…It hasn’t been long since you’ve changed also, right? In the same
way that you started liking me suddenly, I’m scared that you’ll stop
liking me just like that, too. It’ll happen later when I’ve already given
all of myself to you.”
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That’s why I need to hear some assurance before I can fully accept
him.
Hearing all these reasons, Albert was lost in thought. His breathing
gradually settled as he calmed down.
“How many people in this world can ever dislike you, Prince…?”
The light of the magic circle gradually faded and covered my entire
body instead. As the light had dimmed, his faintly lit eyes shone in
the white light.
“Even if I try to explain, you won’t believe me, will you, Rosé.”
“Try it.”
“…What?”
His eyes curved into arcs. A warm look in his eyes was directed at
me, as though to console me.
It couldn’t be said that he looked like a man who’s given up. Rather,
he was like a predator who was releasing his prey temporarily if only
to show a little mercy.
The problem was that it’s more likely that the prey would eventually
fall back into the cage.
“What I mean to say is, whatever you want to do, I’ll allow you to try
it.”
Albert cradled my face with both his hands. As his center of gravity
had shifted, it looked like he was about to fall on top of me.
The weak light emanating from the magic circle cast a slight shadow
over his face. One bead of sweat flowed down from the side of his
face and to my cheek.
With one hand, he caressed my cheek. One thumb swept where the
bead of sweat had fallen, smearing it to the side.
Albert’s face was getting closer. The moment I let out a sharp exhale
in surprise, his voice sank into my ears.
“Right now, just as I’m begging to you, I’m going to try every trick
there is.”
Albert’s body tilted forward. His face got closer and closer to mine.
“D-Da—”
Dangerous, was what I was going to say, when Albert buried his face
on my shoulder. To be more exact, he fell on top of me.
“Huh?”
I could feel his firm body on me. He didn’t feel heavy because he
was still sitting on the bed with just his upper body falling on me, but
the distance between us was practically gone. My face flushed bright
red.
***
After the treatment, Albert set aside those feelings for the moment
and sent Rosé out. Showing no signs of wanting to go out, she
asked if it would be better for her to stay and take care of him, but he
eventually mentioned that dragon fledgling’s name.
When the name ‘Blanc’ came out, Rosé went away without any more
fusses. As she left, Liam, who was waiting outside, came into the
room.
Albert rose from the bed. Contrary to what he had told Rosé, it didn’t
seem like he had any problems moving.
Liam was actually the most curious about this. When Liam asked
him to stay here back then, the prince left without even looking back,
but then suddenly he came back to the castle with that maid in tow.
Liam couldn’t understand.
“It concerns black magic. You might be put into danger, too. Losing
you now would affect the military greatly.”
Liam grew quiet. It’s true that he was accustomed to wielding a
sword and not magic.
“And it would be better if I can find out who had cast this spell.”
He didn’t tell Liam the truth—the fact that Rosé Artius was a dark
mage.
Rosé was no longer a danger. She didn’t know how to use black
magic, and even looked as though she’d never seen magic before.
Even so, that didn’t mean that she wasn’t a dark mage anymore.
Albert opened a window to let the cold air seep in. Outside, all that
could be seen was darkness.
“They will all think that I’m still in the tower because I’ve cast a spell
of confusion around it.”
Similarly, he also didn’t tell Rosé the entire truth. Albert’s magical
capabilities weren’t so weak that he’d be bedridden for an entire
week just for leaving the tower and removing the hex on her.
From tomorrow onwards, he’d probably need to rest for three days,
but he’d be fine after that. Rather, if he would use up his mana
reserves close to the limit, then he might need to rest for around a
week.
Even so, if he ever would need to push himself to the limits, the pain
that would fill his whole body would be something he’d need to
inevitably face.
It was like that when Rosé had nursed him back to health. The
intense pain that swept over him back then felt as though he was
being burned alive, but then after this, he realized that his magic had
become stronger. It’s something that he’s been used to for a while
now.
Every time dawn came and he went to bed under the pretext of
being taken care of, he planned to go to the prison in the far north.
That’s where the detained mages were. If he were to ask the mages
there, he might be able to get some information on Rosé.
“If I tear their whole bodies apart, they’re bound to say something…”
Dark mages were easily identifiable because their minds and bodies
had already collapsed. The mages know this, too.
Liam should not know the existence of a dark mage around him. So,
Albert had to deal with this himself.
Because the moment it’s revealed that Rosé Artius was a dark
mage, his maid would be beheaded.
That was the biggest reason why Albert came to this place.
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Albert healed me until the point of exhaustion, so it’s only right for
him to stay back in the room and fall asleep.
Now that it’s come to this, the best thing to do was to make some
good food for Albert. I was just going to work really hard without any
ulterior motives…
Besides that, though Albert didn’t like Blanc that much, it seemed
like he wanted to rest alone for now since he mentioned Blanc’s
name and all.
“Of course, any person needs some alone time while resting, too.”
As I left the room, I ran into Liam. He was leaning against the wall
along the hallway, and the cold look he was now directing at me
reminded me of my first meeting with Albert.
Since I’ve been trained in the art of serving Albert, Liam’s cold
demeanor was like the cold wind a mere air conditioner would give
off.
Liam was still scowling. Well, I didn’t have any expectations that he’d
change his attitude towards me with just a few words and a smile.
“Yes, of course.”
“Are you saying you’re using His Highness’ good intentions just to
suit your own convenience?”
“No. I just have to find my cat, and… I’ll find my cat and make
something to eat. May I use your kitchen?”
“Kitchen?”
I’m currently in the cold northern region of the empire. Can’t a girl
have some warm soup? Scrumptious, clear soup! I’ve just been
eating porridge for the most part of the last few days, so now I’m
craving a proper meal!
“Do as you please. And the cat was taken away by Schubert.”
So Schubert took Blanc with him. I think I’ll have to ask later. After
giving my thanks to Liam, he guided me to the room I’ll be staying in.
This room was both similar and different to the room I stayed in the
last time. It wasn’t as fancy as Albert’s room now, but this room was
better already since it’s bigger than the bedroom at the tower.
The fortress’s interior was warm. It’s because the fireplace was lit,
but also perhaps due to some magic spells serving as heating
systems. Even so, since the dress I was wearing was thin, I still felt a
bit cold.
It seemed like only a few people here knew that I was a maid.
It might be a bad idea to say, ‘I’m a maid, too, so you don’t have to
help me’…
They might think that I’ll be cooking personally, but it’ll be fine as
long as Liam says something about it.
“It’s finished.”
“Thank you.”
It’s like a clichéd scene where the female lead typically shows off her
kindness. It’s a common scene in romance fantasy novels.
It’s as if I’d been born again. My entire body felt so light, like all those
migraines never happened. I think Albert’s magic had fully stabilized
in my system now.
…I don’t want to hurt Albert for anything like this again in the future.
This happened because I was a dark mage.
Still, he treated me anyway. Since I’m Rosé now, I don’t even have
any inclinations towards black magic, so this wouldn’t happen again.
It’s making me feel a bit uneasy that the treatment was done and
over with so fast like that, but… This must be because Albert’s just
that great.
I realize once again how life is so comfortable when you have the
right connections.
Oh, but I should find out more about black magic. And really, about
magic in general. Since this fortress is huge, there should be a
library somewhere around here. It would be a good idea to spend
some time there.
Once again, I became very excited with the fact that I’m in a new
place after being cooped up for a long time.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 74
Translator: Yonnee
***
I heard that Schubert was walking along the garden at the east wing
of the castle. It was snowing heavily outside, so I first thought that
the attendant was joking when he said that the baron was in the
garden.
I soon got excited while thinking about the property I’ll be receiving
from Albert, along with the attendants and chefs I’ll be hiring. If
possible, I’d like to hire some good-looking people.
The attendant who went outside came back in no time, but he looked
a bit troubled.
“Can you tell my cat that I’m going to cook something delicious? He’ll
come to me then.”
After a while, the door opened again, and I saw Blanc running
towards me. He was so full of energy that, as he came running, his
little wings were flapping behind him.
“Blanc!”
“Don’t follow just any human just because they give you something
delicious, Blanc. What if he’s some weirdo?”
When I said that, Blanc protested gently. The attendant who was still
there blinked at me. I must look like a crazy cat lady talking to her
pet.
“No, the Baron is a very good man. I’m just saying it as a warning.”
“You have a way with words, don’t you… You must have been like
that with His Highness…”
From the short distance between us, I heard him gritting his teeth.
His ferocious glare was intense.
Well, it wasn’t all that scary to me though. I’ve been training under
Albert all this time.
“Food?”
“His Highness likes my cooking quite a bit, so I’d like to cook some
for the Baron, too.”
Flinch. There, I saw it. That very slight flinch of Schubert’s shoulders.
That minute trembling of his eyes.
Bewildered now, his voice was different from the usual threatening
tone.
You feel that it’s a shame, right? Right? You thought I’d try to
convince you a few more times.
Now’s the perfect opportunity to show him how I cook for Albert and,
at the same time, let him taste the same food Albert eats.
“……”
There were many soup recipes out there. But I had one in mind.
“Anything is fine. Shrimp would be nice to have, but clams are good,
too. Mussels or an octopus also.”
“H-Hold it!”
Dear gullible customer, you’re here?
“I must check with my own eyes if the food you’ll cook for His
Highness isn’t poisoned.”
“…You’re weird.”
“Baron, I can hear you, you know. If I prove I’m not a witch, then it’s
alright to be called an idiot.”
Schubert tilted his head to the side at my words. I don’t think I’ve
warmed up to him just yet, but my image had certainly changed in
his mind.
For the first time in a while, I was going to cook again. I’m feeling a
bit excited.
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Would Albert react the same way? It’s not going to be spicy, but I’m
still not sure if sujebi’s alright for a bedridden person to eat.
Well, I’ll make it first and he can just see! If he can’t eat it, then I’ll
just give him some soup and seafood.
When I got to the kitchen, it was already empty because dinner time
had passed.
After being called back in a hurry because he heard that I’m here,
the chef looked very surprised when I said I’ll be cooking personally.
With a serious look, I insisted on the chef’s work-life balance.
“I won’t interrupt your resting time. May I just know where the
ingredients and the spices are?”
“Of course…”
Just like the attendant, the chef looked at me strangely as I was still
holding the sleeping Blanc in my arms.
If I’m faced with people who I’ll need to meet continuously in the
future, then I would have cared more about my image and the
rumors surrounding me, but the situation I’m in wasn’t like that.
Blanc jumped out of my arms and also soaked his paws with water.
A slight splatter of water touched my face.
“……”
“Would you like to play more with the baron while I’m cooking our
food?”
An immediate cute pet attack!
At the mention of food, the small dragon blinked his eyes slowly and
asked with a shimmer in his eyes. His expression seemed to say that
he couldn’t resist answering to whatever I tell him now.
“I’m alright now. I’m sorry you were forced to go out like that a while
aago.”
“White dragooon…?”
If only he could meet an adult dragon in the flesh, then they might be
able to help Blanc a lot so that he wouldn’t suffer when turning into
an adult dragon himself.
After thinking about it more, I realized that I didn’t ask Albert about
how he came to meet that adult dragon.
Besides that, really, I knew very little about Albert except for what I
had read in the novel.
All I knew was how handsome he was, how bright his smile was
when he’s happy, how great of a man he was. But other than that, I
knew nothing about his past. I didn’t know how his personality turned
to what it was now, or about the things he hated and was afraid of.
“It feels like I’m always just the only one talking…”
I want to know Albert better. But at the same time, I shouldn’t know
more.
Even so, I didn’t want to know him just based on some kind of
suppressed attraction. I want to know him more, from one person to
another. Setting a line between people who were mutually attracted
to each other was always going to be difficult.
Worrying about this, I realized that Blanc had also gone quiet. He’s
usually not like this.
“Adult dragooon…”
“Yeah.”
“…Huh?”
“Weird…”
“What’s weird?”
“It’s been… so long since we last meeet… and left mee… but just
thinking about it… my heart huurts…”
And when I saw the tears pooling at his eyes, I froze up in an instant.
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Chapter 76
Translator: Yonnee
Everything must have been Blanc’s first time. Staying with someone
for a long period, talking to someone else, living together and
bonding together.
Through the time he had spent with me, Blanc might have realized
just how lonely he was before.
After my parents died, I still couldn’t forget the emptiness that was
digging so deep into me. I realized just how precious the time I had
with other people, and it was all the more painful when I lost them.
Blanc seemed to be happy with me now, but was that really a good
thing?
I promised to spend the rest of the year with Blanc. Getting closer to
him like this and letting this child know how to feel more emotions…
After this, will I really be able to let him go?
Even now, I was already sympathizing with him so much.
I nodded quickly.
Here’s one more reason why I should make this sujebi delicious.
Just in time, Schubert came back to the kitchen. His previously beet
red face turned back to his original complexion.
“I have to cook now, Baron, but I can’t keep Blanc with me. I’m really
sorry to impose, but would it be alright if I entrust Blanc with you for
just a little while?”
“…Me?”
“He likes being in your arms. You played with him a bit earlier, but if
you help me again this time, I won’t forget your kindness.”
I spoke sincerely and slowly held out Blanc towards Schubert, who
then cradled the baby dragon in his arms. At first, he was holding
him awkwardly, but he soon hugged Blanc comfortably not even a
few seconds later.
After washing my hands again, I took out a deep bowl and poured
some flour into it. Pouring water into the bowl as well, I started
kneading the dough hard.
I could feel the gaze on me while I was punching the dough. I looked
up and met Schubert’s eyes as he was staring blankly at me.
“I’m not done cooking it yet. There’s also some seafood to prepare.”
“This isn’t part of a hex, is it? I’ve read in some old books that there’s
a way to curse someone though handmade dolls.”
“Loyalty…”
“I’m the one who makes His Highness’ favorite food, so please trust
me even for just a moment. If you don’t trust me, then it means you
don’t trust the Prince.”
Schubert’s tainted impression of me was worse than I thought, so I
poked at his loyalty towards Albert instead. Maybe this was a good
method, since Schubert became quiet and instead turned to Blanc.
It would be nice to let it sit more, but there’s no time for that right
now. I placed the lump of dough back into the bowl, washed my
hands and immediately started making the broth.
A while ago, I followed the chef into the pantry and saw all the fresh
ingredients being kept there. They were all so fresh that you’d think
they’d just been plucked out of a beach a few minutes ago.
I might incur Liam’s ire if I cook this recklessly, but I did hear that it’s
not a big deal since the pantry was refilled almost every day.
I picked out some huge shrimp, squid and an octopus. There were
some mussels, too, so I took some big ones! I never thought I’d be
so elated just choosing ingredients to cook.
Next, I removed the heads of the shrimp and I peeled off their skin. I
got the hang of it as I did it more, so towards the end, my hands got
fast. Then, after I finished preparing the shrimp, squid and octopus, I
finally rose from my seat.
“Uugh…”
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The broth was now boiling. It’s my first time making broth with only
vegetables in it. Is it going to be okay? It’s a bit unfortunate that I
can’t borrow the power of the great and mighty MSG.
When I tasted it, it was kinda bland, so I added a little more salt.
Then, I took out the bitter vegetables from the pot one after another.
“Baron!”
“What is it?”
“But if you help me, then His Highness will be able to eat the Baron’s
dish.”
“……”
“Wouldn’t you like to see His Highness smiling with satisfaction after
taking a bite…?”
After hearing what I said, Schubert mumbled the same words and
came forward slowly, as if entranced.
I felt this while talking to Schubert, but he really was more naïve than
I thought.
He’s the kind of person who’s the same inside and out, like a young
boy who’s still innocent when it came to the real world.
Even if this guy didn’t like me much, I still felt like this towards him.
Still, I’m a little curious what kind of story there was between this boy
and Albert.
“What is it?”
As he was in the middle of washing the flour of the sujebi from his
hands, Schubert’s expression became serious.
“…Oh.”
Albert saved his life. Then it was certainly a good reason to revere
and serve the prince.
I waited for him to elaborate on the story, but Schubert didn’t say
anything more, and I don’t want to force it out of him either.
Unfortunately, this was a story for another day.
Thanks to Schubert, I quickly finished tearing the noodles right away.
By the time the sujebi was cooked a little, I poured the seafood into
the pot.
The shrimp began to glow red one after another. The plump octopus
and squid also floated along the broth with the sujebi. I picked up the
ladle and tasted the still-boiling soup.
“Mm.”
I was worried that it might taste bland or not that delicious because
it’s just vegetable broth, but it seemed like my worries were
unnecessary.
I took out a tray and some bowls, then transferred the sujebi and
seafood evenly. Next to me, Schubert’s eyes were wide open as he
observed my actions. I gave him a little nudge.
“……”
Schubert shook his head. I called the attendant and asked for some
utensils.
“Thank you for taking care of Blanc, Baron. It’s because of you that I
was able to finish cooking the meal successfully.”
“You’re doooone…?”
“Yeah. Let’s go bring the food to His Highness and eat together.”
“Okaaaay…”
“May I ask you to come with us, Baron? I still don’t know my way
around the castle… It’ll trouble His Highness if I’m too slow.”
I could have just asked for directions, and it wasn’t necessary for me
to mention that I’d ‘trouble’ Albert, but I needed an excuse. And this
kind of excuse worked exceptionally well when it came to Schubert.
“Who is it?”
It was Liam’s voice. Seems like he’s still inside. Good, the prince
might not be sleeping yet.
After that, I heard Albert’s voice. Taking the tray from the attendant’s
hands behind me, I went inside, towing along the hesitant Schubert.
Blanc was resting atop my head.
“I thought Your Highness was sleeping already,” I said.
“I feel like I’ll be sick the moment I lie down, so I’m trying to maximize
my time as much as I can.”
Albert smiled back at me. Seeing him like this, it was hard to imagine
that he was sick. The same was true when observing his actions.
I walked towards the sofa where Albert was sitting, then placed his
bowl of sujebi on the table in front of him.
“I’m surprised that you haven’t turned in yet, Rosé. You seemed very
tired.”
“I’m hungry, too. I was able to cook this meal thanks to His Grace
allowing me to use the kitchen and the ingredients there.”
People are going to think I can only cook red food! Liam and
Schubert are going to misunderstand for sure. I smiled right back at
him.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 78
Translator: Yonnee
“It’s a dish called sujebi, and it’s made of hand-torn noodles and
some seafood. The soup is cool to the palate and the ingredients are
chewy.”
Well, it’s the kind of a cool, refreshing feeling that only Koreans
knew… It’s true that Koreans even exclaim, “Ahh, refreshing,” while
dipping into a scorching hot bath—but if I say that here, they’ll just
think I’m a madwoman. I corrected myself.
“It’s best to eat this dish while it’s still warm. Oh, and the Baron
helped a lot in making the noodles, that’s why it tastes amazing. I
just wanted to mention it.”
“……”
“Baron Bergen.”
“Yes, sir!”
Liam was sitting on the sofa across Albert, and Schubert was
kneeling before the prince. There was a balance of arrogance yet
ascendancy in the air that surrounded him as compared to the two
other men.
The conversation between the three of them felt like a different world
to me. And I knew well enough that I would need to get used to this
unmistakable distance between us.
“It seems like you’re still in the middle of your conversation with His
Grace the Duke, so I’m fine going to the kitchen. It might put
everyone in a difficult spot if I listen.”
Liam treated me like that when I was leaving the room earlier, so
what more if I stay here.
“We’re done talking. Liam, you must be tired, so you may retire now.”
But right now, Liam was occupied by the sujebi I brought in. He was
staring intently at the hand-torn noodles amongst the seafood, a
frown on his lips.
“…What is this?”
It seemed like Liam really did like seafood. He seemed upset that his
favorite seafood had been used in an unfamiliar dish. Maybe he’s
quite the connoisseur.
Even a duke was a human being, so he must have his likes and
dislikes. Still, it’s a little sad that he hasn’t tried tasting sujebi just yet.
I worked hard to make this!
It’s not the kind of dish that’s eye-catching and fancy like the food
that the protagonist of this novel, Seo Ina, cooks, but it’s still tasty.
Now that Liam wasn’t showing any signs of leaving the room easily,
and with Schubert here, I absolutely have no intention of eating here.
It’ll be better for me to go back to the kitchen and eat comfortably
there.
I was going to say ‘I’ll be off’ right then, but Albert took a spoon and
scooped up a spoonful from the bowl. The well-cooked octopus and
soup went into his lips. As he savored the food, a strange silence
enveloped the room.
“Delicious.
Albert said only one word, but it gave me a warm, proud feeling in an
instant. Because I knew that the way he lifted one corner of his lips
like that meant that he really liked it.
It made me even more happy to hear this because I made this dish
while thinking about Albert. It’s the kind of happiness that you could
only get by giving a present that fits the other person perfectly.
“…Pardon?”
“Pardon?”
“I’ll get some more food and come back right away, Your Highness.”
I’ll go out and give some sujebi to Blanc, too. The moment I was
going to say that, a thunderstorm from a certain place suddenly
resounded throughout the room.
Grumble, grumble.
“……”
“Hmm.”
Albert crossed his arms and took a good look at Schubert and Liam.
“Rosé.”
“Yes.”
“Yes, I understand.”
At such a late hour, I was about to have a strange meal with these
three men.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 79
Translator: Yonnee
Wow, a meal with Albert and his most loyal retainers. My life was
turning into a desperate survival story of an employee being stuck
between the CEO and the Executive Directors… Well, it certainly felt
like that.
In fact, I was quite surprised that Albert asked me to bring two more
bowls of sujebi. I thought he’d want to eat with only me.
Would Liam and Schubert like the sujebi though? Considering Liam’s
expression a while ago as he stared at the sujebi, I’m a little afraid to
serve some to him. I’m less worried about Schubert since we made
the dish together.
Blanc said this very proudly, his voice slowing down in some places
as he spoke. He seemed excited at the thought of eating a brand
new dish. To other people, his words would just sound like a cat’s
mewls, but Blanc didn’t seem to care about that.
He was invigorated enough with the thought of him being able to eat
the food I cooked and this dish being something he’s never eaten
before.
“For you to be helping me like this… You’re a bit unusual, aren’t you,
Milady.”
After going out the tower like this, with an ambiguous position that I
had, it’s difficult to know how to treat other people. I’ll only be able to
answer comfortably if I knew to what extent it was possible.
***
When it became certain that Albert, Liam and Schubert were going
to have a late dinner, we moved to the dining room.
The warmly heated dining room was cozy, and there was a long,
white table in the middle with luxurious chairs around it. Albert sat at
the head of the table while Liam and Schubert sat on each side of
him, though one seat apart from him.
“Sit on whichever side you want. I don’t know which one you’d like
more.”
But, uh, isn’t it like a crime for a new employee to sit with the
executives?
“I told you that you’ve already been treated, but there may still be
some black magic left in you. I’ve explained to them both already, so
you don’t have to be so uncomfortable.”
“That’s the case, but even so, it would be rude to the Baron and the
Duke and…”
“Objecting against my orders is a greater sin.”
It seems the prince’s words take precedence. When Albert said this
in a low voice, I quickly bowed my head.
“Over heeeere…”
In the end, I chose to sit next to Schubert. I was torn about where I
should sit, but I still didn’t have the courage to sit next to Liam.
This might have been what Albert was going after—a trap that they
wouldn’t be able to get out of.
But besides that, there was something else that was bothering me
now.
The shocking fact that Albert’s bowl was now cold! He should have
just eaten his food while waiting for me to come back.
Though of course, I brought another serving for him! I did predict that
this was going to happen.
I placed the new piping hot bowl with steaming sujebi in front of
Albert.
“This is what I’m supposed to do. Your Highness gives me too much
credit.”
I felt weird. The words this great man had just uttered made me want
to do something more for him. At this, even if he didn’t have such a
mesmerizing appearance, I was convinced that Albert still would be
able to captivate anyone he wanted.
Fortunately, the other two men also seemed to like the sujebi. While
eating his sujebi quietly, Liam listened with one ear open at the
conversation between me and Albert. Schubert was also eating
quietly.
In the dining room, only the clattering of spoons rang. This meal time
was very boring since I couldn’t eat comfortably and burst out in
exclamation about how yummy the food is. I also couldn’t freely talk
to Albert and Blanc.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 80
Translator: Yonnee
“What is it?”
“Hmm, right. The fact that we’re confined to a tower together or the
fact that I’m here, no one else knows unless they’re close aides.”
So that’s the reason why there weren’t many servants in this large
castle. I also noticed that there weren’t many people who greeted us
when Albert and I first came here.
Sitting next to me, Schubert muttered and tilted his head to the side.
It didn’t sound like he was being sarcastic, just genuinely curious.
“I’d like to read up on magic and black magic… And I’m also curious
about dragons. May I borrow books on these subjects, Your Grace?”
Good, good. Even if my food isn’t as delicious as Seo Ina’s, I can try
to garner the favor of the people around Albert…!
But I think I can read a book while I’m there, right? And I can ask
Albert questions if he can answer.
“I don’t know how you were placed under black magic, but you’re
under our charge now. Do not worry, I’ll make sure it’s solved.”
Dazedly, I blinked back at him and tried to wrap my head around the
words he just said. Worry? Make sure it’s solved?
“All dark mages have committed illegal magic, and they deserve to
be put to death.”
“…I see.”
Me.
What would have happened if someone other than Albert found out
that Rosé was a dark mage?
I could now imagine a little just how big of a risk it was that Albert
made in bringing me here.
I’ll have to ask Albert more about black magic later. I’m not using
black magic now, but I thought I should still learn how to wield a little
of it for emergencies.
The center of the story was always Albert. Indeed, he was the male
lead who had everything.
I turned to Albert. And, I gave him a look of infinite trust and respect.
“Prince, do you like the shrimp? Would you like some more?”
Transferring my huge king prawn from my bowl to his was a sign that
I really—as one human being to another—like him!
I took some hand-torn noodles into my mouth. It was worth doing all
that to knead the dough. And the seafood mixed into the soup were
also perfect.
“But where is this recipe from? I didn’t expect the noodles to be this
good, but… It’s amazing.”
“It’s a dish that I used to make a lot before I went into the tower… I
learned it a long time ago, so I don’t know who I learned it from…”
“It tastes delicious. I think it’s the kind of dish I’d be craving for now
and again.”
The two men smiled lightly and praised me. Meanwhile, I smiled
awkwardly back, scraping the bottom of my nearly empty bowl with
the spoon in my hand.
…I must never let it be known that I, more often than not, cook spicy
food for Albert.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 81
Translator: Yonnee
“I’m doing fine thanks to Rosé. It doesn’t feel like I’ve been locked
away.”
Liam’s pupils shook as Albert said this. Even so, the ensuing silence
wasn’t as awkward as I thought it’d feel.
Liam grew tense again when hearing Albert’s question. Sitting next
to me, Schubert unexpectedly opened his lips to speak first.
“It seems only yesterday when you asked me, ‘Do I really have to
join the knight order?’ But now you’re doing a good job.”
Albert spoke proudly. I was rather surprised at what he said about
Schubert—he looked to be the type who’d say that he wanted to be
a knight ever since he was young, but it seemed like that wasn’t the
case in the beginning.
“That’s because I’m not as dignified as my liege, and I have not been
educated well.”
He must be greatly loyal as a knight serving Albert. I’ll ask how you
guys met later.
“But the general public’s opinion is not very good,” Liam said.
Liam frowned.
It’s new for me to see Albert working hard from behind the scenes.
This enough told me that he was doing so much more without me
knowing.
After that, the conversation flowed between them. They didn’t seem
to be bringing up anything that was top secret in front of me, but I
could understand why.
As the tension in the dining hall eased little by little, the conversation
became more natural. It’s also fun to talk to more people. No matter
how much I liked being a homebody, staying home voluntarily was
different from being confined against my will.
I wondered at first why Albert made me sit here, but now I think that
he was right to do so.
Albert was now almost certain that I’m a dark mage, and one who
actively engaged in confining him to the tower. Removing the spell
on me before officially leaving the tower was practically a gamble for
him.
Even so, Albert was giving me such good treatment and was now
even introducing me to his retainers.
Either way, it’s obvious just how great of a man he was. The fact that
such a person was being so considerate to me made the corners of
my lips unconsciously curl up.
Gracefully, he held the spoon in his hand, and slowly, his eyes
turned towards me in languid ease. Even his slightly opened lips
looked unrealistic. It felt like that even more so because I don’t think
his beauty was something that existed in the real world.
“As I’ve said many, many times before, Your Highness is very han…
Never mind.”
I was about to say something I usually said, but I clamped my mouth
shut when I felt Liam’s narrow gaze directed towards me.
I guess the thick iron plate over my face had become thinner since I
hadn’t met other people for a while now. I need to get used to them
quickly. So, I smiled, hoping that next time would be smoother.
“It’s a pity.”
Setting down his spoon onto the table, Albert rested one elbow on
the surface and rested his chin on a closed fist. The eyes that
resembled crescent moons curved beautifully.
It’s something you hear everyday anyway? But when he said it like
that, it’s difficult to tone down the heat that I could already feel
blooming on my face in an instant.
I hurriedly changed the subject. Let’s cut off that conversation right
there.
“Prince, aren’t you feeling tired? It would be better for you to rest
now.”
“Ah.”
It’s not like he’s sweating because of the hot food, it should be from
pain. It’s almost like he’s not even sick right now.
“…Don’t you think it’s better to go and rest now, Your Highness? I’ll
go back to my room now, too.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 82
Translator: Yonnee
“It’s not that bad. Still, it would be better if everyone retired today. My
body is reaching its limit as well.”
Yep. If the boss calls, I go right away. With a somewhat sullen face, I
followed behind Albert. In my arms, Blanc was snoring cutely as he
had already slipped off into dreamland.
***
Before entering the room, Albert told me to wait outside while he’s
changing clothes.
After a while, I soon faced Albert, who was wearing nothing but
trousers and a loose robe.
“Come in.”
“…Yes.”
Flustered, I looked at him with wide eyes because it’s my first time
seeing something like this in my entire life. I mean, it’s not like I’ve
watched only one drama series just once or twice! If you show a
seductive face here, I’ll definitely lose!
Through his gray fringe, his eyes as red as rose petals could be
seen clearly. And those eyes were looking straight at me.
Without realizing it, I took a step back. But behind me was already
the closed door.
The smoldering voice as hot as the sun was lower than usual.
“I know I’ll sweat a lot in my sleep, so I asked for a robe I could wear
since I thought wearing this would be better. It felt like a lot last time.”
“Ah…”
Wasn’t it kind of a stroke of luck that the original Rosé didn’t know
that Albert could wear something like this? If Albert was dressed like
this every day, I don’t think I’d be able to face him properly day after
day—even with the shamelessly thick iron plate over my face intact.
“Don’t say anything about it. It’s better to just talk to me.”
The casual way Albert said it also made goosebumps rise over my
skin. For a moment, I was shocked frozen by his heavy words, but I
soon breathed out a sigh of relief.
Sooner or later, he was going to rise to the highest position and rule
this country. He should know how wrong it was to cover up things
while thinking only of personal feelings.
“You’re not the only one I’m taking care of, so don’t worry like that.
You seem to be scared I’ll become a tyrant.”
Grinning, I meekly agreed to his words. Smiles were always the best
tool to smooth over a bit of awkwardness.
“Rather than sensitivity… It’s more accurate to say that it’s only
because I’ve been observing you now for a much longer time and
even more closely.”
Ah, he’s coming onto me again like this. His words were making my
face heat up. I glanced up at him and asked him mischievously.
“Prince, what if I’m actually a bad person, what will you do? You’re
letting me know everything.”
“A bad person?”
Albert stroked his chin as he was momentarily lost in thought. His
silence did not go on for long.
“……”
“So, the moment you run away, you’ll have to think about what
excuses you can tell me the next time we meet.”
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Chapter 83
Translator: Yonnee
Now back in my room, I lay down flat on the bed. I’m so tired. I can’t
wait to go to sleep.
It’s no use trying to recall the original novel now, since she didn’t
have much of a presence as a character there. In the first place, she
was just a side character who was killed by Albert.
I now know how she got into the tower… But there were still many
questions that were yet to be answered.
How in the world did Rosé become a dark mage? Dark mages were
condemned with the death sentence the moment they were spotted,
that’s why they’d all gone extinct. How was she able to hide her
identity?
For someone like her, who was just a maid, how did she come to
know about black magic?
Did someone teach her? If so, then when and how did she meet that
person?
Not much was known about Rosé. Come to think of it, I couldn’t even
remember much of her memories. It was all just a blur, as if I’m
looking through a thick fog.
Let’s sleep first. Sleep tight and put it off until tomorrow.
Could there be abalone in the pantry? If they have it here, then I’ll be
able to make some abalone porridge… was what I thought, but ah. I
realized that they might not even have any rice here.
I’ve been in the tower for so long that I was taking things for granted.
It’d be better to leave the food prep to them and go to Albert early
tomorrow morning so that I could nurse him properly. After covering
Blanc with a blanket, I closed my eyes.
This cozy bed was much better than what I had in the tower, but I
wonder why. I couldn’t fall asleep easily. This soft texture, which was
different from my futon on the attic floor, felt much too unfamiliar to
me.
I did come out of the tower before this, but I’ve never stayed out like
this.
All this time, I’ve been wanting to get out of the tower, but I might just
come to miss it later.
***
“Mmm…”
Just as I thought, it’s seven in the morning, the time I always woke
up at.
But rather than breakfast, I had a more important agenda. I told the
lady-in-waiting that I’ll be back later.
“Okaaaaay…”
Blanc jumped into my embrace right then, and so I walked down the
hall with him in my arms.
There were fewer people around the corridors than I thought. Liam
seemed to have rearranged his staff just in time for Albert’s arrival.
So that his presence wouldn’t be revealed.
Along the hall where my room was, at the end of it was Albert’s
room. It was the biggest room there.
It’s lucky that it’s an easy enough route for me that I didn’t need
someone else to guide me. The castle’s hallways were like a maze,
so I’d still probably get lost around most parts.
Um… Should I get him some food? And I think it’s better to prepare
some wet towels. As I recalled what I did while he was sick in the
tower before, I quickened my pace.
Walking down the hall, I saw someone in front of Albert’s door. Was
he standing there to protect Albert? Upon closer inspection, I
realized that it was Schubert.
It seemed like he just came out from his morning training, seeing as
how he was wiping the sweat from his face with a handkerchief. With
his refreshing youthfulness on display, he really seemed like the
main character of a high school movie.
I’m kind of glad to have met him a day before. Maybe he felt less
skittish around me after eating sujebi together and playing with Blanc
yesterday? I cheerfully called out to Schubert.
“Baron!”
Schubert turned to face me, and when our gazes met, he nodded
seriously and muttered this.
“I don’t think I’ll need to call your name though. Ah, but is this little
one’s name Blanc? The cat.”
Schubert was practically recoiling from me, but the moment he saw
Blanc in my arms, his eyes sparkled. It’s amazing how transparent
he was.
With this robot called Schubert, the only keywords related to me that
were entered into his system were ‘His Highness’s Maid’ and
‘Blanc’s Guardian’, and this fact was felt by not only me.
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Chapter 84
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“Go on in. His Highness said that you can go in whenever you want.”
“Thank you!”
“Huh? Ah…”
“……”
“No, I’m asking for a favor. I really, truly cherish Blanc, but it seemed
like Your Lordship took good care of Blanc yesterday…”
“…I see.”
Ack, I almost got jealous just now. I thought I’m the one who’s
closest to you, Blanc!
“Who’s there?”
And inside, I raised my head as I heard an unfamiliar voice. A strict-
looking old lady, who looked to be at least in her sixties, was sitting
by Albert’s bedside.
“Good morning. I’m here for the Prince… to look after him.”
“Even so, His Highness must not have meant to say that at all even if
it sounded like he did.”
I smiled back at her with a huge grin on my face despite her words.
When one’s life was mentioned, how many people would think that
those were just empty words?
“Between someone who has known and has taken care of His
Highness since he was a child, and someone who has spent only a
few months together with him in a tower, who do you think knows
him better?”
Ah, so Greten already knew who I really was. With her expression
full of contempt, even those dismissive words made my head hurt
already. This kind of emotional upheaval was something I didn’t
really enjoy.
With a soft voice and a gentle smile on my lips, I answered.
I walked closer towards Albert. I could see that his condition wasn’t
so good.
He was soaking in cold sweat, and he couldn’t even open his eyes.
Guilt weighed heavier down on me as I saw how much worse he was
compared to before.
“For… For you to say that you can understand His Highness when
I’m here, you have no right!”
“Do you think there’s only one or two people like you who have tried
to approach His Highness while blinded by his beauty? If all you plan
to do here is spout lies, then just leave!”
“I know that the Prince is handsome, but I’m still not lying.”
“Even right now you’re just seeing His Highness for his outward
appearance!”
…This was just the usual kind of look in my eyes that I had on
everyday though, but her words were kind of stabbing at me. Albert
was really so handsome though, so it’s not my fault that I’m prone to
his allure.
It’s not because I’m afraid of her that I’m choosing to retreat—it’s
because I don’t want that negativity rubbing off on me. There’s no
reason to continue a useless argument like this. And for Albert’s
sake, this was the best option to take.
Later once Albert wakes up, he’ll definitely tell her. But right now, she
still didn’t know.
“Just clarifying, but I came here, yet you made me leave, Miss
Greten.”
Albert might get angry at me later when I’m not there after he wakes
up, so I had to clearly state this here. Greten was puzzled by my
words.
“He’s not the kind of person who cares about such insignificant
things.”
“The Prince is the kind of man who cares about everything like this.”
“He may seem outwardly interested even if it’s none of his business,
but he’s indifferent on the inside.”
The Albert Greten knew and the Albert I knew seemed to be on the
polar ends of a spectrum.
“Please remember the conversation we had just now. And the last
thing I’d like to say… Don’t regret making me leave, okay? I believe
that the Prince I know will want me to stay by his side.”
Wow. I really said such a cringe-worthy line, huh! You will regret
forcing me to leave! —but the milder version of that line!
But really, this was for Greten. Because I’m just here to follow
Albert’s orders.
“Ha, His Highness? He’ll feel the most comfortable without you by
his side. That’s why I’m here.”
I think Schubert went out to play with Blanc. It feels kind of wrong
that I’m not by Albert’s side.
It’s been a long time, but I think it’s a good day to read a book.
Chapter 85
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 85
Translator: Yonnee
While there were some books available at the tower, the selection
we had was limited. Among the ones there, not one book interested
me.
Still though, at the core of it all, what I asked Albert yesterday was
about ‘magic’.
I do feel sorry and it’s a bit burdensome that I’m always at the
receiving end with Albert all the time. Here I am trying to turn down
his feelings but I still keep getting his help. I know I’m just leading
him on this way.
Once I’m living alone later, it would be nice if I could protect myself
through magic.
Since this body I possessed was originally a dark mage, that’s why I
could see Blanc’s true form. Because of this, maybe it really is
possible for me to learn a few spells.
“Why magic?”
“…Dark mages have gained mana, so maybe you can try. However,
it won’t be the same as a regular mage who’s born with it, and it’ll be
different when it comes to capabilities and variation. I hesitate to
recommend it.”
“Because I’m always just on the receiving end. I want to help you
later, too, Prince.”
I don’t remember ever doing anything for him. Sure, I cooked food
for him, but that’s only because I needed to eat too and we’re eating
together anyway.
I can’t always rely on Albert. I’d better search for a way myself.
The attendant led me to the eastern wing of the castle. The path was
complicated, but it was strangely familiar.
“Ahh…”
That’s great. I can stop by the kitchen later and make some
refreshments. I can’t stay beside Albert, but I can at least give him
some food. I’m sure Greten wouldn’t stop me from doing so, too.
It felt strange. It’s the first time that I’m away from Albert for this long
of a time. Unless I decide to accept his feelings, I know that I
shouldn’t take the time we have left together for granted.
It seemed like I had gotten too used to the world where only him,
Blanc and I existed.
“Would you like me to assist you in finding the books you’d like to
read?”
I was curious about what kind of place the library was, and I thought
it’s a good place where I can kill some time.
The books on the shelves were all neatly organized with a system
just like a library. I’m sure there’s a book about magic here
somewhere…
When I looked up, I saw Liam staring at me, sleeking back his black
hair, which was very apt for a grand duke of the north like him.
Liam folded his arms as I said this, then he let out a sigh. ‘Greten
again,’ he muttered under his breath, as if it really wasn’t the first
time she’d shown this type of behavior.
She might have played a key role in defeating all the women who
flocked around Albert. Of course, Albert didn’t seem to want them
around him either.
“Yes, that’s why I’ll try to see him again this evening. Since that’s
what His Highness ordered.”
Liam widened his eyes faintly. Looking at his reaction, it seemed like
he’s here to talk about something else with me.
“…What do you plan to do with your life once you leave the tower?”
Chapter 86
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 86
Translator: Yonnee
At the sudden question, I could only blink. Albert didn’t tell him about
the contract we made? I thought they talked about that much.
But it didn’t really matter. The core of it all was that—why else was
Liam asking me this question?
Like a snake, Liam’s eyes narrowed after hearing what I said. With
his brows slightly furrowed, his glare towards me was chilling.
“As I was serving the Prince at the tower, I’ve got a good idea of
what you’re thinking of. You must be scared that I’ll keep hanging
around His Highness and make some unreasonable demands.”
“You can’t just chalk it up to being ‘scared’—I am only concerned for
His Highness. Even so, you’re right.”
Thud, thud. Liam approached closer. Because of the dim lighting, the
shadow over his face made him give off an atmosphere that was as
cold as the north pole.
I could see Greten’s gaze in the look Liam was giving me now.
Schubert also had the same gaze. I’m already tired of having to deal
with people who had their guards so high up against me.
If I had less common sense than I had now, then it would just be an
uphill battle of trying to gauge their view of me and trying to turn it
over. And even if I had a good sense as I did now, it’s still not
enough to tide me over.
But then again, I knew that if Albert continued his pursuit of me like
this, my feelings would get the better of me and overtake my
rationality.
Albert was also aware of this. That’s why he could relax and tell me
to do whatever I wanted.
“I know that His Highness is a good man, and I also know that I’m
not a good match for him.”
“……”
“If I tell you I just want to leave this all behind quietly, will you help
me?”
“If it’s not like that, then I think His Highness will follow me.”
“No, you heard me right. I meant it. He’s going to follow me.”
I don’t think I could tell him about Albert’s feelings towards me, so I
just vaguely brushed it aside.
“I guess so.”
Liam was lost in thought for a moment, and he tapped the sword that
was on his belt. Then, he asked.
“Why do you want to leave when it seems like His Highness would
seek you out? Is it really because you feel that you don’t belong with
him?”
That might be one of the reasons why Albert started to like me. I had
the disposition of knowing my pace well, and I’m satisfied enough
with it. That’s why Albert couldn’t really say anything when I acted
like this.
“Thank you.”
If I get Liam’s help, considering that he’s a duke, then things just
might pan out better. I suddenly became more fond of Liam.
I came to this library because there’s a book I’m looking for though!
But I decided to help Liam first.
“But is there a book that you’re looking for? I’d like to help you if I
can.”
“Dragons?”
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Chapter 87
Translator: Yonnee
Since that’s the case, even if Blanc was in a situation where his life
was in danger, then there would be no one else but me who’d help
him. Because I knew this, I didn’t find it strange to hear about the
other dragon cubs.
“Ah, that reminds me. You mentioned that you were interested in
dragons, correct? Why is that?”
Liam didn’t have the capability to see Blanc’s true form. Can I tell
him about Blanc?
All I knew about dragons was what Albert told me. And Albert didn’t
like dragons very much.
…I think the biggest reason he dislikes Blanc was because I brought
him in.
But if I continue hiding it, I won’t be able to get any information from
Liam. More than that, I kinda need his help.
“Ahh.”
Liam briefly replied like that with a sour tone of voice, but he soon
looked back at me with his eyes wide open.
“You haven’t really awakened yet, then. Ah, that’s why you’re looking
for books on magic.”
“Yes, but why is Your Grace also looking for a book on dragons?”
Liam pulled out a thick book from its shelf. It looked about a
thousand pages long.
Seeing that he had a sword on his person even inside the castle, it
seemed like he was a swordsman. Perhaps he’s more brawn than
brains.
So what the hell’s up with Albert…? Was it his male lead buff?
Lost in thought, I returned to what I came here for. Liam was here
personally, even though he could have asked someone else to do
this.
Can Blanc be able to transform into a huge dragon like this later? As
I thought of this, I suddenly realized that I have never once
envisioned that Blanc would die.
It’s said that dragons cubs were weak.
I was always with Blanc, so I didn’t even have time to think about
this. I just thought about leaving the tower and continuing to be with
him.
At the beginning of this book, I read about the same information that
Albert had told me about. It’s as if he had memorized the whole
book.
The reasons for why dragon cubs tended to die was also explained
in more detail—as a matter of fact, there were many reasons. The
closer they got to their 500th year, the less likely they were to die
from the most ridiculous reasons. But, still as ever, torturous pain
awaited them on their 500th birthday.
The only evidence left that they existed in this world was a disaster
that would be caused after their death. This made me feel strange.
But why was Liam here to check this information? He said that a
dying fledgling dragon was found, not its remains.
“It’s for His Highness. The death of a dragon fledgling in itself would
have quite a large impact on the kingdom. And it’s a rather good
decoy.”
The book also gave a warning about how terribly painful it was to be
a dragon’s contractor. The pain that would be passed on was far too
much for any human to endure.
I heard the same words from Albert, but they had a different impact
on me now.
When I first found out that Blanc was a dragon cub, all I wanted to do
was to create good memories before he’d have to overcome the
ordeal that he’d go through when he’d turn 500.
As I read about the pain that Blanc was going to experience, there in
clear printed script, it made it feel more real to me.
The more time I spent with Blanc, the more so it was going to be.
I want Blanc to live. I want him to be happy and look as cool as the
dragon on the first page of the book. I don’t want him to pass away
and become a natural disaster.
Then, a contractor.
Chapter 88
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 88
Translator: Yonnee
…If I was a mage, then I could learn how to wield magic with all that
I can for the rest of the year, then I can become Blanc’s contractor. If
it’s like that, then will Blanc be able to live?
What if I gather all one hundred of the best magic teachers and try to
sleep as little as I could just so I could absorb everything?
But the moment I thought about Albert, I also recalled how he tried to
throw out Blanc. I just know he’d be against me becoming Blanc’s
contractor.
I wouldn’t be able to hide this from Albert for the rest of my life, so I
think I really would need to talk to him about this. Though it’s true
that I’ll need to wait for the right timing.
Otherwise, I had a very strong hunch that I’d have to say goodbye to
Blanc. I could already imagine the smile he’d have on his face as
he’d say ‘It’s okay,’ in front of me, then everything between us would
be finished.
***
With the help of the attendant, I brought back with me several books
about magic and dragons. Then, he turned to guide me towards the
direction going to the room where Albert was waiting.
Seeing as how the attendant’s steps were more urgent than before, I
could already expect that Albert’s mood was not going to be the
usual.
Rushing through the corridors, I saw the sun slowly setting over the
horizon out the windows. At the same time, my stomach rumbled.
It didn’t seem like it’s been long since I went to the library, but before
I knew it, it was already dinnertime. I seem to have taken quite a
while because I’m not a speed reader.
“Rosé.”
Just like yesterday, Albert was wearing a thin, sheer shirt that was
half translucent.
His hair clung to his forehead as though there was a wet towel there
just now, and through that soaked fringe were his eyes that were
opened languidly that just attracted people’s attention automatically.
Greten wasn’t sitting on the chair beside Albert’s bed. Seeing that
she was away, it seemed like she now knew that I was right.
The tray next to the chair had a bowl of soup prepared for Albert.
Albert’s gaze was resting on my hand that was holding the spoon.
He was staring at me with his lips closed in a tight line. As if he was
waiting for me to speak first.
“I heard.”
After I spoke first, Albert’s gaze visibly relaxed. But still, his eyes
were still narrowed like that. Perhaps it’s because of the shadows
from his long lashes, but his eyes looked especially red right now.
“No matter how much I told Your Highness’s nanny that I know you
much better…”
“Why have you never told me? That you know me much better.”
Albert’s words made me pause. In the first place, I couldn’t really say
that I knew him better. I slipped past this and brought up something
else.
“I said that time can’t account for everything, but… I thought that it
wouldn’t be good to keep squabbling when we’re in front of Your
Highness while you’re sick. You should be resting in a quiet place.”
Albert blinked.
“I guess you never thought about how it’s much worse when you’re
not here with me.”
“……”
“And why are you changing the subject, Rosé? I’m trying to ask you
about what you said about knowing me better.”
Albert leaned closer to me. Then, his hand touched my cheek. His
face drew nearer in an instant.
…This touch. His hands were unusually hot. Inhaling, I stared at him
for a moment.
In this short distance where even our breaths could be shared, Albert
laughed and whispered.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 89
Translator: Yonnee
I was a little startled with how Albert was rationalizing his actions.
Though he knew that I’d accepted the skinship he’d initiate with me,
he always asked my consent beforehand. Whenever it got to this
point, the contract was far from my mind, but he always asked for my
permission.
I could have gone with the flow. If I wanted to keep Albert’s mood up,
just as I usually did, I would have just said that I was wrong, did
whatever he wanted and just flattered him.
After my precious family passed on, I realized just how difficult it was
to lose a loved one. Whether it was intentional or voluntary, it’s hard
to let go of someone who’s a significant part of your life.
The more you live amidst society, the more it’s inevitable to become
defensive and wary of your surroundings. It’s natural to weigh the
pros and cons every step of the way. Experience was something that
could turn a person into a coward.
Albert’s eyes grew wide. The red tinge that filled his irises were like
roses that were blooming.
“I’m sorry, Prince. I can’t smile and brush this off as I usually do.”
“No.”
“…What way?”
“That you’re expressing your opinions. That’s what made me fall for
you.”
“Just as you said, time doesn’t account for everything. That’s why I
felt a little frustrated.”
“……”
“The fact that you think you’re not the one who knows me best.”
His words were like the sound of the wind that was flowing straight
from his heart.
“The fact that this was enough for my nanny to kick you out without
being able to say anything back.”
“……”
“The fact that you couldn’t defend yourself against that, and the fact
that you didn’t even think to argue back.”
The sigh that he let out after saying was reminiscent of the exhale
you’d do while smoking a cigarette. I stared dazedly back at him like
this, caught off guard as though I was a criminal who had been
arrested.
“It’s my fault.”
I raised both hands to wrap them over his hand which was holding
my chin. Despite wrapping over one hand with both of mine, there
was still an exposed part in his, and so it looked like he had an
entirely different frame.
It’s better to admit that I was wrong. Anyone could make a mistake,
but what mattered was how you’d accept them and grow from them.
“Even when I’m holding you by your chin like this, and while we’re
close enough that we’re breathing the same air?”
“…It’s not something that has happened only once or twice, so I’m
trying to get used to it.”
“Well, it’s not something that you should get used to.”
His lips brushed near my lower lip. The sensation of that very instant
made my entire body tense up. The memories of what we did before
made my face burn.
“After you made me feel so impatient, you seemed so calm that I felt
a bit wronged.”
“……”
“I didn’t forget about our contract. That’s why I’m trying to control
myself now.”
Like a heat wave despite the spring breeze, Albert said this with a
soft tone.
The hand that was holding my neck withdrew, as well as the hand
that was holding my chin. His face drew further away.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 90
Translator: Yonnee
Oh my god, I’ve gone crazy. All this time, I’ve been trying to push
Albert away, but it’s a shame that I couldn’t kiss him…? Crazy!
More than that, I even recently asked his right-hand man, Liam, to
help me run away. I know I’m definitely wrong to think that it’s a
shame.
“Absolutely not!”
…This prince must already know me like the back of his hand. I
glanced over to him and suddenly recalled that I was holding a
spoon.
Okay, let’s go back to doing that. After letting out a deep sigh, I
dipped the spoon in the still-warm soup and stirred it once.
Then, I got up and placed the tray down in front of Albert. However,
he just stared at the bowl of soup for a while, after which, he looked
back at me.
“…I understand.”
I did so many wrong things today, after all. I might as well do this to
atone for my sins. I pulled the chair closer and picked up the spoon
again.
He opened his lips, and I carefully brought the spoon closer. Albert
then began to eat his soup.
“I guess Liam didn’t know either that Greten would hate you so
much. Still, she’s someone who serves me.”
Ah, now that the topic of Greten was brought up, this might be a
good time to convince him. And to put a wall between us.
“I understand how Miss Greten feels though. I can see where she’s
coming from. When a man and a woman are trapped alone in a
tower, there’s no way to see that in a good light, is there?”
“Yes.”
Albert rested his chin on one hand as he was deep in thought. Great,
I think he’s successfully being persuaded. I picked up the spoon
nervously, waiting for him to speak again.
“Just as you said, rumors can spread easily. But people are easily
won over as well.”
“……”
“If you’re worried about the rumors that would arise about you, then
I’ll change them all for you.”
“It’s not so easy to turn bad rumors the other way around.”
Albert’s voice rang low, as if he’s been through this many times
already. He sounded tired.
Which rumors was he going to use? Maybe the kind of rumor that
could topple the public’s opinion and at the same time hurt Rosteratu
as well.
“Prince, regarding what you said during dinner last time. Are you
saying that you’re taking advantage of the rumors?”
“When you were talking about the rumors back then, your expression
was weird. What kind of rumor are you trying to spread?”
He wasn’t answering me straight. Now I’m getting nervous.
“Prince, if it’s a rumor that you’re trying to spread, then I’ll hear about
it later anyway. Why are you hesitating now?”
Now I’m really getting a bad feeling. Why was he being so vague
about this?
“……”
“It’s something I’m willing to tell everyone for my benefit, but I’m
wishing that you wouldn’t know.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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“……”
“People will be quite sympathetic once they realize that the person
who is all the way up there is, in fact, not so different from
themselves.”
It was a story that was kept down to a hush even amongst the
aristocrats, so of course this was never known among the
commoners.
“I want to remain the perfect man in your eyes, even a little longer.”
I know there’s a good reason why Albert was acting in this way.
He chuckled quietly.
“Thank you.”
The bowl was finally empty. I cleared the tray and carefully examined
Albert’s condition. He was looking out the window with an
expressionless face.
With his arms crossed while he looked out into the landscape, he
matched the winter winds of the north perfectly. Albert’s countenance
was as cold as the frost out the window whenever he wasn’t talking.
His gray hair, which was devoid of any warmth, seemed to add to
this atmosphere even more.
I went to the bathroom for a moment to fetch some water then came
back to soak the towel in the basin. When Albert watched me do this,
he asked with a clear voice.
Perhaps he was trying to lighten up the mood, but there was a smile
hanging on his lips now. However, I couldn’t tell whether this was a
genuine or a fake smile.
“If I want to know Your Highness a lot more than your nanny, then I’ll
have to ask you many questions, won’t I?”
“Yes, that would be very nice. Now and in the future, as long as
there’s something you want to ask, just ask away. Don’t worry
whether it’s something you’re allowed or not allowed to ask.”
“Not exactly. You just made it obvious enough that I could read your
expression.”
Albert shrugged as he said this, and I couldn’t refute it. I felt sorry for
him for a moment there, but my nerves shot up once again.
“If you really knew what I was worried about, then you wouldn’t be
able to say that.”
“Prince, I’m asking you seriously. Are you just straight up reading
people’s minds with a magic spell or something?”
While laughing out loud, Albert finally settled down when he saw the
way I was glaring at him. Pfft. Still though, he let out a small noise
that indicated just how much he was holding back his laughter, and
at this, I just squeezed the other towel extra hard.
“……”
I was suspicious of the way honey seemed to make his words sound
more convincing. Otherwise, there’s no other reason out there that
could win me over.
“Prince, I think you’re becoming more eloquent than you look these
days.”
I admitted it honestly.
It always seemed like Albert got his way in the end, but it’s not bad
this way since it’s not like I lost anything.
I picked up the towel and wiped off the sweat on his neck.
“I’ll change a little later. Ah, I just remembered. Did you find some
books about magic and dragons?”
“……”
“Especially about what that dragon fledgling you have by your side
will have to go through.”
I murmured softly.
“Until when are you going to call him a dragon fledgling… Rather
than that, I think it’s better to use the term dragon cub.”
Whenever he said ‘dragon fledgling’, it almost sounded like he’s
cursing at Blanc.
I know I was only talking to myself, but I’m sure Albert heard me.
Still, he went straight to the point.
t/n: when Rosé pointed out that ‘dragon fledgling’ sounds like a curse word, it’s because the
term dragon fledgling/드래곤 새끼 (literal tl: dragon baby) is close to 개새끼 (dog baby),
which roughly translates to a very colorful phrase that starts with ‘son’ and ends with ‘itch’.
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※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 92
Translator: Yonnee
I’d been trying to avoid this topic, but I didn’t expect Albert to bring
this up first.
To be honest, if I come out and say that I’m thinking about becoming
Blanc’s contractor, then I had a stronger hunch that he’d just go
ahead and throw Blanc out, frosty eyes and all.
No, it’s not just a hunch at this point. I’m certain of it.
And because I was the person he likes, I know that he’s only saying
this for my own good. And I already found out how dangerous it was
to continue being with Blanc.
“Rosé.”
If I don’t say anything here, Albert was going to keep driving the nail
into the coffin, and it’s as good as saying goodbye to Blanc for my
own good. It felt like I was going to be separated from him right
away.
“Rosé?”
His urging eventually made me speak. I didn’t even know what I was
saying. My mouth just started speaking on its own.
“…What?”
In an instant, there was an entirely cold look on his face that shut me
up right away.
Maybe I said it for the sake of trying my luck, but my thoughts really
spilled out of my lips before I could stop them.
Sighing, I leaned down to take the wet towel from the floor. However,
over my bowed head, Albert’s voice resounded ferociously.
“Rosé.”
In the end, I decided to just be honest. I placed the towel back on the
tray. While avoiding his vicious glare, I answered.
“…….”
There was never a time when the silence around Albert was as
frightening as it was now. I hurried to explain.
“……”
Compared to any horror I could think of in my imagination, Albert’s
silence no matter what I said was all the more terrifying.
Albert opened the book, went to the page where it explained what it
meant to be a dragon’s contractor and showed it to me.
“The contractor will receive the ordeal’s pain as it is. In the process,
different people experience various levels of pain, but it could last for
as long as a month until the dragon becomes a full adult.”
What he read out loud was much more detailed than what I read
earlier. Albert must have memorized this book by heart.
“…See what?”
“You’ve heard about the dragon fledgling that’s dying. Go and see it
for yourself—just how devastating its surroundings has become.
What you’ll see is only a fraction of what you’ll experience
personally.”
“This is an order.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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“Hu…”
This pain was never something he had gotten used to. It felt like his
whole body had been set ablaze in a fire pit. Every moment, every
second, this fire burned through him. As he felt as though his bones
were being broken to pieces then melded back together again, the
thought even crossed his mind that it might be better to die than to
endure.
At first, this was all he thought about.
Even though he knew that the human body was much tougher than
anyone would expect.
He was aware that the pain of becoming a contractor was far beyond
just this. So, he couldn’t understand what Rosé was thinking
anymore.
It hadn’t been long since Rosé found that dragon fledgling, but why
was it that she’s gotten so attached already.
Albert once thought that there would never come a time when he’d
feel like a normal person. He still had that notion while he was
trapped in the tower.
Precious moments in one’s life would not come often. If one did not
act in time, then they would be left brooding and lamenting the past.
When a dragon fledgling would let out a deafening cry, it was a sign
that it had less than a week left until it’s dead.
“It is a blue dragon, but it’s being much more cooperative than we
expected. I believe it’s taking this as an opportunity to take revenge
against Marquis Evnen.”
“The fledgling is nearly 500 years old, and apparently it had been
attacked by Marquis Evnen before.”
“How sad.”
“It must be because Marquis Evnen hadn’t been able to control his
greed again.”
“Yes, that seems to be the case, sir. There are also reports that the
mages and the Marquis had made a deal between themselves.”
Marquis Evnen was a close aide of the current king, Rosteratu. The
marquis was a man who yearned to become a mage, but because
he lacked the mana for it, he instead had a great desire to acquire a
dragon to allow him to gain the constitution of a half-dragon.
If that dragon fledgling were to be left with that marquis, then it’s
obvious what its fate would be.
With the disaster that the dragon fledgling’s death would cause,
Albert intended to maximize this opportunity to damage Marquis
Evnen’s side and drive a wedge between him and Rosteratu.
“I was going to say that as well. And, I have another order for you.”
“What is it, sir? Is it the rumors you told me to spread starting at the
outskirts?”
“……”
The moment those rumors were mentioned, the first thing that Albert
thought of was Rosé—back when she said that he didn’t have to tell
her about it if he didn’t want to. That expression of hers that
comforted him so.
“Take Rosé Artius to the capital with you and show her the
landscape of the disaster.”
“…Pardon?”
Liam asked back with a dazed expression. Just taking the maid with
him to the capital was baffling enough, but to take her to the forefront
of the disaster?
“…Is that so? But how, when you’ve just been at the tower…”
“Ahh…”
Liam grew silent, choosing his words slowly and carefully before he
replied. He didn’t want Albert to catch on that he and Rosé had
talked back in the library. There was a risk that Albert would put two
and two together if Liam made anything slip here.
That the maid, Rosé Artius, and Liam had met in the library and
decided to cooperate so she could run away.
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This plan was something Liam was all for. He couldn’t believe that
the maid willingly wanted to leave Albert Grey when he’s the most
perfect monarch out there.
“Rather than the pain that she had never experienced personally…
she said that it would hurt her more if she were to part with that
fledgling.”
However, the following words that Liam heard did not waver a single
time.
“When my person says they’re going to walk right into the gates of
hell, shouldn’t I stop them, she said.”[1]
“…….”
The languid smile on his lips would make anyone mesmerized. He
didn’t look human. As he was not just a man but a mage as well who
would push the boundaries of strength, there was a certain air to him
that made him seem absolutely peerless.
Compared to the shock he felt that the cat Schubert had been
playing together with was actually a dragon, he was even more
astonished that the woman named Rosé was determined to become
that dragon’s contractor.
Since she had read the book about dragons, she should know what
it meant to become a contractor. And, again, Liam was shocked to
know that she was trying to protect her person—no, well, her dragon.
“I understand, sir.”
The relationship between these two was subtle but evident. While
Albert was originally the kind of person who would take good care of
the people on his side, there was always a wall that prohibited
anyone from getting close.
At his core, Albert was an orphan who once had no power. Once he
ascended the throne, it wouldn’t make sense for him to make that
maid his queen—this would only serve as a thorn at his side.
In the first place, marriage was more like a contract of mutual
benefit. There were plenty of noble ladies who were willing to sign
such a contract with Albert.
Any good retainer would do their best while serving their liege. And
so, Liam would do his best with his liege’s best interests in mind.
Even if Albert were to hate him, as long as all that Liam did was to
help the future king, then that was enough.
“Match the time you come back from the capital with me. You can
leave tomorrow because we don’t know when the dragon fledgling
will die. Return by the weekend.”
It’s going to take a while for them to torture the dark mages and
make them cough up what they knew. He was thinking about how to
make Rosé stay away from his room in the meantime, and it all
managed to work out like this.
This was a good opportunity for her to see the capital as well…
Then, she would see that there’s no need for her to keep that dragon
fledgling by her side.
The Rosé he knew was someone who cherished her own life dearly.
‘That’s the reason you made me sign that contract after all.’
At that time, she knew that the very moment she stepped out the
tower, she would lose her life. So, she pushed for the contract and
suddenly changed her attitude entirely.
Rosé didn’t seem willing to bring it up first and talk about it, but it was
still a matter that they must address.
While Albert was lost in thought, he recalled something that he
hadn’t thought about in a very long time.
As Albert was immersed in his thoughts and at the same time trying
to suppress the pain he was in, Liam’s stiff voice rang out.
“Okay.”
Knock, knock.
“…Greten.”
“Y-Your Highness. You’ve been too harsh. You drove me out like that
yesterday and…”
After having just entered the room, Greten’s eyes brimmed with tears
as she hurriedly stepped forward to change the wet towel on Albert’s
forehead. Before she could, Albert slapped Greten’s hand away.
“…I never thought that Your Highness favored that child to this
extent. From now on, I’ll fix my way of speaking.”
“……”
As she was shedding tears as she picked up the towel that fell on
the ground, Greten looked up with a bewildered expression.
“…Pardon?”
“I guess Liam hasn’t told you yet. The rumors are already spreading.
The things that you thought only you knew.”
It was a part of Albert’s past that she especially knew, and it was
what made her Albert’s person.
It was a flaw that a divine king should never have. To spread such a
story! That’s impossible!
“Your Highness, you can’t do that. Have you not told me to hide it?
You must continue to keep it hidden. It’s like a curse. A curse, Your
Highness. It’s something that would incur even God’s wrath. So then
you must—”
As he listened to Greten utter words like a crazed madwoman,
Albert’s eyes curved thinly.
A nanny who had deluded herself into thinking that she was special
to him, regarding him with the insulting idea that he was a king who
could do nothing at all. Left suffocated and unable to breathe, he
was led to believe that this was all utterly normal.
¹ this line is not so clear-cut in Korean as it is here in English just because of that one
phrase at the end, which was ‘she said’. there are two interpretations here: (1) Albert
recounts what Rosé had told him about not wanting to let Blanc die, or (2) Albert says that
he’s not willing to let Rosé walk right into hell because she’s his person. ↩
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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“If you can’t believe me, then I’ll tell you personally—about the
rumors I’m spreading.”
“The poor prince, whose life had been in danger under the threat of
his own blood family, wished to die many times.”
Because he knew that just because he’d say this, it was a fact that
Rosé wouldn’t treat him differently.
But with her nature, wasn’t it obvious what she would do? Even
though what she would say to him was sincere, he didn’t want to
hear it—he didn’t want to see her in tears. He knew that she would
cry for him.
How big of an irony this was. He wanted to know more about her, but
he didn’t want her to know more about himself. He wanted her to be
the one who knew him best, yet he also wanted to hide this side of
himself from her.
Even if he were to sell his sob story at a bargain prince to buy the
sympathy of many, he wanted to stay as the man who wasn’t like
that. Only to her.
The one who sometimes teased her, the one who sometimes would
get shocked by the food she made, the one who sometimes
complained about how well she could read the room…
His red eyes glistened like blood. In his mind, he could see the figure
of his brother, who had collapsed to the ground and was prostrating
towards him.
“Half out of his mind from living all alone, the poor prince was taken
to the palace by the order of the king. However, instead of the
attention that he craved, the king instilled hatred.”
“Now afraid of the prince who might take his place, the king
imprisoned him in a tower and spread false rumors about him. Once
again, the prince was betrayed by the only person he trusted. And
so, the blade of revenge was sharpened.”
“……”
“And right now, that prince is trying to denounce the corrupt king and
try and find his rightful place.”
Watching Greten tremble, Albert smiled.
“What do you think? Isn’t it the most ideal rumor? A moderate mix of
fact and fiction makes it perfect.”
“……”
“……”
“The reason I have not revealed this fact thus far was not for the
benefit of your arrogant behavior.”
Erasing any trace of the smile he had earlier, Albert whispered into
Greten’s ear.
“I wonder when I’ll ever hear again that you’ve used my name to
manipulate other people?”
She knew very well that he was the kind of person who would go
through with it, if he so wished it.
“Me, too. I want to believe that you don’t have any such useless
thoughts.”
“……”
“For that, you’ll have to be on your best behavior from now on, yes?”
“……”
Rising to his feet, Albert turned his back on Greten. He snapped his
fingers. In an instant, Greten left hurriedly.
She had a strong intuition that she really might lose her life right here
and now.
***
Meanwhile, just after Liam had left Albert’s room, he headed straight
to Schubert’s room. The baron was there stretching and warming up.
“Oh, Duke.”
Meeting him here, Schubert waved his hand to the duke. He was as
light as a feather when he raised himself from the sofa.
Liam then explained the mission to Schubert, and at this, his face
grew brighter the more he listened to what Liam said.
Schubert grinned.
“Even if it’s like my role as a knight got buried after I got the title of
baron, I know how to do my job, okay.”[1]
Before Liam had inherited the duchy and even before Schubert had
entered high society under his new title as baron, the two had been
more informal with each other.
“T-That…”
The previous Baron Bergen had been one of Marquis Evnen’s close
confidants. For Albert, Schubert entered the scene as the previous
Baron Bergen’s adopted son and took over the title after the previous
baron and baroness’ deaths, which were disguised as ‘accidental’
deaths.
Ever since Albert saved him, Schubert’s line of work was mainly
assassination, and he was undoubtedly perfect at the job.
After that, Schubert volunteered to join the knight order for the sake
of Albert’s successful coup d’état and started managing the rumor
mill from there.
¹ Schubert has always been speaking formally until now, but he dropped honorifics here. ↩
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Ever since Albert had saved him when he was a kid, Schubert never
had a chance to meet the prince in person. All he’s done so far was
read about him in books or look at him from afar as a baron.
Albert entered the tower and really couldn’t be seen anymore. But,
coincidentally, he got a chance to meet Albert here.
His idol who he met was far more perfect than he expected. And
Schubert could take care of him now every day!
So after hearing that Albert would visit the north again this time, he
sputtered out sorts of excuses like some chronic illness or whatever
just so he could be excused from his post. And thus, Schubert went
on his way to the north.
“It’s only because I came all the way up here. That, and you know…
Can’t I change the way I talk? I’m tired of talking like a stuck up
baron…”
Schubert’s usual way of speaking was so different from how
aristocrats normally talked, so acting like this was essential. His
silent and reticent façade also helped solidify other people’s
impression of him and so they wouldn’t suspect him of having killed
the previous baron.
Since he didn’t know much about the nobles, all Schubert could
emulate was Liam’s tone of voice, apart from when the duke wasn’t
comfortably talking to him like an older brother. It was that stern and
aloof kind of tone, befitting of an aristocrat.
“No, I’m serious. Whenever you talk like me, it really suits you. It’s a
good fix to your habit of talking like a good-for-nothing.”
“Duke, I implore you— I won’t ask for any vacations from now on, but
can I please stop speaking like this?”
“Yes, yes, I understand perfectly. Duke, can’t you tell His Highness
today that I did well?”
“Sure. The scheduled departure is in just a day though, so before
that, you have to check the dragon fledgling’s condition.”
After everything’s done and over with, his wish was to buy a huge
mansion and fill it with cats.
Looking at the sparkling Schubert, Liam let out a hum that sounded
as if he felt sorry for the other man. Schubert tilted his head to the
side nervously.
“…What?”
“Pitiful.”
***
I couldn’t sleep well last night because it’s the first time we had such
an argument. When I woke up at dawn, I just stared at Blanc, who
was still sleeping beside me.
It made my heart heavy that I’d be face to face with someone who I
wouldn’t be able to save, and I wasn’t even sure if this was even
proper.
But that’s how life originally was. There was more you’re unsure of,
and there’s always a moment when you don’t know where you’re
headed.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
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I know that Albert cares about me. That the smile he shows me isn’t
something common either.
And it’s not like he said anything wrong here. So I couldn’t easily
retort against the words that were pressuring me.
Even still, it’s also true that I don’t want to just let Blanc go.
The sky, as the sun rose, became tinged red. I was captivated by the
beautiful scenery, but I paused at one spot as I saw something
moving in the air.
“…Your Grace?”
“Perfect timing.”
It’s clear that morning training was the standard for the male
protagonist. It’s difficult for him to get up now, but it’s right to say that
nobody does it like the protagonist does.
“His Highness has given his command. We are leaving this evening,
so be ready.”
“So soon? But His Highness…”
Albert did tell me to go, but I can’t help but worry since he wasn’t in a
good condition right now.
Liam took a deep breath as his brows furrowed. While saying, ‘Let’s
go inside and talk,’ Liam put one hand on my left shoulder, turned
me around lightly and guided me back into my room.
My world, which consisted of only Albert and Blanc inside the tower,
began expanding.
I thought I’d only wander around the north after being treated from
the hex. But now, the world, which I considered only to be a world
inside a book, gradually started to come alive around me.
The fact that Albert let me go on such an important occasion was
proof enough that he trusted me that much. There was no need for
the contract now.
“Yes, I understand.”
“If there’s anything you need to be prepared for this operation, talk to
Baron Schubert.”
…He’s a real knight, right? It seemed like he’s playing hooky too
much.
Though if I were to see him act as he usually did along with his
external image, Schubert seemed exactly like Liam, except the
knight version of him.
“It would be faster for you to hear the rest from Schubert, but there’s
one other thing I have to ask you. Are you going to take that dragon
with you this time?”
Liam gestured to Blanc with his chin. He must have heard about
Blanc’s real identity.
“If you’re going to take the dragon with you, come out with it at the
gates by eight in the evening. It might be beneficial to talk to another
dragon.”
“……”
After one last reminder that he didn’t forget about the conversation
we had before, Liam left the room.
“Whaaaat…”
“Huuuh…?”
“It’s to see the dragon cub for the last time before dying.”
I held one of Blanc’s front paws carefully. It was a paw small enough
to fit in one hand.
“It’s not that. I just want to confirm how brave I can be.”
“…Huuh?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
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Blanc shook his head as he said this slowly. His voice was calm,
without even a hint of resignation.
Hearing him say this made me realize just how much this dragon
had given up in the past. I held Blanc in my embrace and patted his
back.
After coming to this place, next to Albert, the one I had grown so
attached to was this perso… I mean dragon.
“You don’t have to come with me if you don’t want to. I’ll be right
back.”
“……”
Blanc hesitated and fiddled with my hand. I gave him a big hug.
“I’m leaving tonight, so you can think about it more. I’ll go and meet
His Highness now.”
It might be good to give Blanc some more time to think about it.
***
Thinking about what I could do for Albert before I left for the capital, I
borrowed the kitchen and made a simple potato soup. Just like what
we used to eat at the tower.
She didn’t look like a person who’d easily admit to her mistakes, but
it seemed like Albert’s words frightened her so. See, you should
have just let me in yesterday.
Regardless of what Albert said, it’s not easy for someone of her age
to give in first.
“I would like to stay here with my cat until before lunch. Is that
alright?”
Albert was lying on the bed, groaning. I walked closer to him and
observed him closely. Even while his condition was this serious, he
was trying to send me to the capital.
Albert finally noticed my presence and opened his eyes halfway. The
shadows beneath his eyes looked terribly dark.
“Whenever I’m in front of you, I always show you this weak side of
me.”
“I’m the one responsible for this though. And if this is what Your
Highness considers to be weak already, then you look too good for
that.”
I’m serious. The pain he was feeling right now was the price to pay,
and it was a moment when we would always touch. As he was
willing to endure that much, Albert was simply amazing.
I fumbled with his hand for a long while before I raised my head.
Since when had Albert been staring at me? I looked back into his red
eyes, then I spoke firmly.
“Your Highness, I’ll go to the capital and watch the last moments of
the dragon you told me about before. I’ll think about it properly.”
“……”
“……”
“I know I’m being difficult, but thank you for understanding me, really.
Your Highness is always giving me something to be thankful about,
being the beautiful person that you are.”
I knew whatever Albert did, it’s always for my own good. So I wanted
to let him know.
I’ve been calling him handsome all this time, but I’ve never let him
know that I think he’s a good man. Complimenting someone for their
looks was easy, but praising them for their inner character was
difficult.
Rolling over my hand so he could hold it tightly, Albert smiled with his
eyes. They were as beautiful as crescent moons amidst the dark sky.
It was a satisfied smile, as if to say I like it.
“You. You’re not even giving me a proper chance to get angry.”
“……”
“I sometimes resent you for that. But you know, that’s the best
compliment you’ve ever given me.”
“Oohh…”
My face was flushed red. It felt like there was nothing else in this
world for him except for me. For a moment, it’s like we were back in
the tower.
“Rosé.”
Perhaps.
“I know you’re not fond of it, but the normal days we’ve spent
together have become more precious to me more than anything
else.”
The look in Albert’s eyes was as deep as the endless sea.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 99
Translator: Yonnee
The dragon cub, who was now known as Blanc, was left alone in the
room. There, he recalled the time he broke through the egg that
encased him—when he was born.
He wasn’t the only one who had gotten hatched. There were colorful
hatchlings who broke through their own eggs as well, and they
chattered about in excited voices.
Everything to him was strange. He looked around while his mind was
blank, then he felt a gaze boring into him. As he raised his head,
Blanc found a huge black dragon staring down at him.
The dragon was observing Blanc and the other hatchlings. Her eyes,
which showed no affection, even felt goosebump-inducing.
“Do not be too obsessed with life. Not to the point that you’ll give up
something for it.”
The advice that the black dragon left behind was the first and last
conversation Blanc had with his mother. That was the only thing
Blanc knew, as he knew nothing else about the world.
Blanc headed these words faithfully. Rather than obsessing over life,
he already decided to prepare for his death in advance. Instead of
getting attached to life, he slept away every moment of his. As a
result, Blanc had survived thus far.
He knew about the pain that would come to him the moment he
turned 500 years old. He didn’t want to grow into an adult. There’s
no reason for him to want it.
After waking up, he decided to spend the last year of his life
meaningfully. But really, he didn’t know what to do.
Because he was so tired, Blanc had been led to the tower where he
soon met Rosé. In the meantime, he experienced what it was to live,
and his plan for the rest of his life changed a lot.
The world around him, which had just been so gray, gradually
became full of so many colors.
***
After I came back from meeting Albert, I went back to my room and
started packing. Blanc rolled over in the bed and soon rushed to me.
As I hugged him in my arms, Blanc spoke in a determined voice.
“I wanna go…”
The last word still sounded a bit stretched, but his tone was much
more firm than how he usually spoke. Blanc was also changing little
by little.
“You’re here.”
Schubert’s expression was a bit stiff when he smiled at the white cat
in my arms. It was a different reaction from what he usually showed
—he even quivered as he whispered to me.
Schubert covered his face with one hand and let out a long sigh.
“…Huh?”
“Let’s go.”
Through the snowstorm, he led the way. Hooo, when I exhaled, fog
came up.
“You’re here.”
Liam was waiting for us inside the magic circle. There were also
three luggage bags by his side.
I couldn’t see very well because it was too far away, but there
seemed to be a shadow standing by the window of his room.
It’s the first time I’ll be away from Albert. Even though it’s only a few
days.
Then, I’ll come back safely. I bowed my head and said farewell to
Albert one more time.
Now I realized just how meticulous Albert was when he had cast the
same spell before.
“We’ve arrived.”
“This is Baron Bergen’s residence in the capital. The owner here will
guide you around the manor, so I’ll be going up first.”
Liam deftly picked up his bag and strode through the basement, then
up the stairs. It seemed like he’s been here more than just once or
twice.
“Ah, seriously…”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 100
Translator: Yonnee
Still looking annoyed, his gaze turned from Liam to me, then he
spoke with a stern tone.
“Let’s go up. I’ll show you to the room you’ll be staying in, and I’ll tell
you about the operation.”
“By the way, is there anything I can do to help during this operation?”
Schubert and I ascended the stairs after Liam. The basement was
connected to the kitchen, which was full of dust. It seemed like it
hadn’t been used for a long time.
There was even one pair of pants and a blouse on the bed that I
could change into. Wow, how long had it been since I last wore
pants?
“We don’t know when we’ll need to run, so this is a better attire than
a dress. Of course, if you’d prefer a dress…”
Dresses were nice, but pants were definitely better when you know
you’ll be moving actively. I felt regrettable about the fact that all the
clothes I had in the tower were simple dresses that I could get into
by myself.
“By the way, may I know what’s going to happen? I’d like to hear
more about the operation.”
“The civil dragon is currently staying at the place where the operation
will commence. We will go there through the mage here.”
“If it’s a mage… Then is it one of the mages who trapped His
Highness in the tower?”
Schubert nodded.
“His Grace has captured almost all the mages who confined His
Highness to the tower. After they had all been captured, everyone
has been split into two groups—the liberal faction, who wants a new
royal family to rule, and the conservative faction, who supports
tradition and the current royal family.”
Rosteratu might have been able to pull wool over the eyes of citizens
who didn’t know the full situation with the royal family, but it became
an entirely different matter when he recruited mages. Especially
since the opponent was Albert, who started to reveal through the
liberal faction just how great his capabilities in magic were.
I wondered how Liam’s side found the dragon, but the question was
soon answered.
The only people who could recognize the true form of a dragon were
mages. The fact that Liam found a dying dragon fledgling this time
was probably through the mages who had sided with the liberal
faction.
“Then, change your clothes and come out. Let’s head to the place
where the dragon is together with the mage.”
“No, it’s not like that, but… the Duke told me that you should have
more time to talk to that dragon.”
“…Amaziiiing…”
“I’m sure there’s a lot more of me that you haven’t seen just yet.”
…Who’s this?
I tilted my head to the side, but the other person took off the hood of
their cloak first. It was a beauty with short red hair, smiling.
“Let’s get the greetings out of the way first. This is Mercy, the leader
of the mages on our side.”
Wow, it’s been so long since I last saw someone else of the same
gender. I greeted her with a slightly high-pitched tone.
“Fine, fine, but can’t you do something about the way you talk,
Baron? I think the other way is much better.”
“What a bold-faced lie. You said the other way wasn’t better—just
that this way is creepy.”
“As long as you know it. If you brought her here though, it means
she’s on our side.”
Huh. Since they answered seriously like that at the same time, it
didn’t seem like they really were dating. I just shrugged in response.
I stepped into the magic circle again. Mercy and Schubert were on
either side of me.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 101
Translator: Yonnee
Nighttime. The shadows were dark inside the forest. Silence was the
only thing that could be heard. As long as no one would say
anything, then this was the best hiding spot.
Mercy waved the wand she was holding. Exactly the shade of her
hair, the wand had red gems studded on it.
“Hide.”
Her incantation made our bodies shine for a moment, then it was as
if there was a transparent film covering us. The thin membrane
wrapped over us according to the shape of our bodies, like a bubble.
It was just like the cloak of invisibility in H*rry Potter, and I thought for
a second that the other two wouldn’t see me, but I had nothing to
worry about.
“…Is the dragon here?”
This forest though. I had a feeling that it’s not just a forest.
As though she felt the shift in the looks she was getting, Mercy
added.
“Whenever Rosteratu did some dirty work, this is the place where it’s
done. He holds hunting parties often, regardless of whether the ones
being hunted were humans or animals. Because that’s how he likes
it.”
“He’s also eager to call servants and dancers into his villa. He’s
under the impression that acting promiscuously will make his lower
body function properly.”
Before doing that, so that it wouldn’t work at all, shouldn’t that part in
the middle of his legs be chopped off? Mercy muttered under her
breath in a harsh voice, then she looked back at me and grinned.
She had enough chops to be the head of the mages and she had a
good personality to boot. I liked how she viewed Rosteratu with
contempt while also being generous without being pretentious.
I kinda, really like Mercy. If we get to know each other more, I’ll be
more reassured. I grabbed Mercy’s hand.
“Unnie.”[1]
Hearing me call her that way, Mercy tilted her head to the side.
I asked cautiously.
“I’m twenty.”
“That is to say, something like maybe… Are you hiding the way you
really speak…?”
“Stop.”
Of course, it’s known outwardly as just a ‘banquet’, but the truth was
a little different.
The impotent Rosteratu was feeling a bit effeminate these days. No,
rather, he might be leaning more towards that side of the spectrum
exactly because his thing wasn’t working.
“Even trash can grow feet and walk on their own these days.”
¹ Unnie = older sister; there’s a cultural aspect to it, so I decided not to translate it directly as
‘sister’ and just left it as is. ↩
Chapter 102
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 102
Translator: Yonnee
These people were close enough to Rosteratu that they were invited
to his villa.
…Then this must mean that those nobles were some of the people
who agreed to confine Albert to the tower.
Albert was trapped in that tower, eating food that was made with my
meager skills instead of the luxurious food he should be eating, and
even now, he had collapsed in pain. However, those nobles were
wearing colorful clothes, living frivolously and with abandon.
As I learned more about this world, I realized just how much I was
depriving Albert of.
Even if it was ‘Rosé’ who did that before I transmigrated, I’m Rosé
now.
At the end of the forest, there was a small cabin that was hidden by
magic.
Schubert led me to the door of the cabin and took a step back.
“His Highness told me to give you time to talk to the dragon alone, so
we’ll stay outside. There’s only a couple of hours before the dragon
dies, so when you see its body glowing, let me know right away.”
“Yes, I will.”
The blue dragon was crouched into herself while breathing hard, and
he woke up as he heard us coming. While staring at Blanc with an
unreadable expression, the dragon muttered.
“…You’re still alive?”
They seemed to know each other. Blanc stared back while blinking
dazedly a couple times. As if he was tracing his memories.
“…You’re dying.”
The calm statement was not uttered sarcastically. It was just the
plain truth. To me as well, I recognized that Blanc was just telling the
truth.
The blue dragon cub was right at death’s door. It was evident to me
now that the dragon in front of me wouldn’t be able to make it.
His vengeful eyes glinted with a red light. Despite his small size, he
seemed ready to devour me at once. I felt chills running down my
spine.
…Was this cabin going to be my funeral hall? I had that thought for a
moment, but Albert wouldn’t have sent me here if I’d be killed. I took
a deep breath and steadied myself.
Blanc was in front of me. Unlike how he was in front of Albert, the
relaxed atmosphere he had now was strangely different.
“Rosé is differeeent…”
“Different my a*s. If you can’t even speak properly, don’t try to come
after me.”
“I was born one minute earlier than you. And compared to you,
dragon fledgling, I’ve had a lot more experience than a wimp like
you.”
Um, they’re both dragon cubs, but when the blue dragon said
‘fledgling’ in that way, it didn’t sound like it.[1]
Even his attitude was like that of a nagging old man. I tried to come
between them before they argued more.
This was Blanc’s business. It was only right to give him a chance to
speak first because he couldn’t always come forward.
“If you haven’t met humans who lied about wanting to be your
contractor and used you while threatening your life, then don’t talk to
me. There’s more than just one human who tried to stab me in the
back.”
The dragon lowered his eyes, looking bitter as he talked about his
experiences of betrayal.
His experiences in the world for almost five hundred years weren’t
negligible, but it’s still not fair to say such negative things in front of
Blanc without even letting him speak. I don’t want Blanc to believe
just that.
Crouching down and looking straight into the blue dragon’s eyes, I
murmured softly.
“And it’s because we’re human that we talk a lot. If we can’t say what
we want to say with such short lives we have, then how would we be
able to live with our pent-up feelings?”
“Looks like you haven’t found a contractor yet either. Are you here to
watch me die? You’re destined to have the same death, you know.”
“……”
The blue dragon spoke of death so naturally. And Blanc didn’t even
refute it.
Words were like seeds, so I had no reason to just let this be. I
opened my lips and spoke in a spirited tone.
“You seem so sure about Blanc’s death, but our Blanc is not going to
die. He’ll grow up to be a magnificent dragon who’ll live for many
more centuries.”
The blue dragon tilted his head to the side, perplexed. Blanc…
Blanc? Then soon, he looked at me and flinched.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 103
Translator: Yonnee
“Yeah, what’s wrong with Blanc?! It suits him a lot and it’s cute! It’s
great at expressing his personality!”
The blue dragon remained silent. As if it’s not worth his effort to
answer me at all.[1]
“And on that note though, I would like to know the name of the one
we’re talking to right now.”
Alexander’s eyes sparkled. And even the way he explained his name
was in a flashy manner. It’s as if it’s his lifelong dream to present his
name in this way.
“…Well, it’s not like I can use it anymore.”
“I almost reached it… Damn it all, a dragon like me is dying, but how
come you’ll live?”
“So you really just slept? I guess that’s amazing, too, in its own
way…”
“In any case, I’m going to die anyway, so just watch the masterpiece
I’ll be leaving behind in my wake. I’m going to make sure that people
remember that I once existed.”
“Yes, of course, I’m very sorry. I’m not well informed on the subject.”
“Why are you here anyway? Are you here to attend my funeral? You
do know that we’re not close to each other, right?”
Contractor.
“…I didn’t think you’d be such a dunce… Do you know what’s going
to happen to you when entering a contract?”
“Because I’m using your death in this way, Lord Alexander. I don’t
think it’s right for someone who’s experiencing their last moments in
this way.”
“Of course, if this is the end that you’ve decided on, I don’t have a
right to say anything.”
“……”
“But after this, I will try to make sure that a proper funeral will be held
for you. So that you can leave with a lighter heart.”
“If this is something that I can do as a person, then it’s something I’ll
do.”
Alexander said nothing back. He opened and closed his mouth a few
times, as if he was choosing his words, but it really seemed like he
was speechless.
“……”
Alexander looked exactly the same as when we first saw him, but at
this very moment, he seemed like a wise man who had just awoken
from a very deep slumber.
I was going to ask what he was talking about, but Alexander rose on
his feet.
The dragon, who had been expressing many different emotions just
now—
Then, he slowly walked deeper into the cabin. He went back to the
perch where Blanc and I first saw him when we came in. Soon,
Alexander closed his eyes.
¹ Keep in mind that Blanc is supposed to be more like ‘Whitey’, i.e. a very common name
that you might give your white kitty or puppy. ↩
Chapter 104
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 104
Translator: Yonnee
***
I found Liam and Schubert outside while they were talking. The duke
was dressed in plain clothes that servants usually wore.
When I told him about Alexander’s condition, Liam went into the
cabin with Mercy, and they brought Alexander out.
“Yes.”
“See you later after work, Sister[1]! I hope we can meet and hang out
before you go back.”
I glimpsed a sphere of light as Mercy waved her wand in the air, and
then she disappeared. Liam handed Alexander, who had been
brought outside of the cabin, over to Schubert.
When we left the castle, he yelled at me about why I didn’t tell him
that Blanc was a dragon, and it was only now that I understood why
he said that.
“Now then, Dragon. Tell me, how close do you want to be to the
King?”
“…Me?”
“…If the disaster puts her in danger, I will not be able to face His
Highness.”
“It’ll benefit her, too. And it wouldn’t put her in any danger as you
think. If you don’t listen to my demands, then the deal is off.”
“I will not hurt even a single strand of hair on her head. I swear it.”
“It’s your decision, Human. Are you going to stay close to me or will
you only look at me from afar?”
“I’ll go.”
Liam’s sigh became louder, and he muttered under his breath, “What
will I say to His Highness?” He looked at me intently, and somehow,
that made me uneasy.
“…Pardon?”
“Since this is something you want to do, you’re the one who’ll report
about it to His Highness.”
“No, but, why is Your Grace passing off your work to a simple maid
like me!”
“Ah, by the way, it’ll be Schubert who’ll help you run away later.”
“Finally, I can speak however I want. I’m called a baron, but I’m really
from the bottom. The fact that you don’t want to be a burden to His
Highness, that’s impressive.”[2]
What the, why did his way of speaking change…? It’s like he turned
into a completely different person. Where did that boy who spoke like
Liam go…?
Was this what Mercy was talking about earlier? Something about
Schubert’s true self?
“…So I guess you were just pretending to speak like that before?”
“A-hem! After seeing how much you’re working hard for His
Highness’ sake, I just decided to acknowledge that you’re a decent
person, ‘s’all. I mean, I guess your food’s great, too… And you can
make His Highness smile…”
Schubert let out a cough as he gave his reasons. He seemed to be
embarrassed from his actions.
But he acknowledged me. I’m glad that I finally won over Schubert.
It’s a little sad though that it happened only when he found out that
I’ll be running away from Albert.
“I think so too.”
He looked like a puppy, but he’s more like a kitten. I’m more of a cat
person though, so that’s nice.
Schubert took the lead and Liam followed behind him. Schubert
complained about my formal way of speaking, too, but Liam just
insisted that he should just match the tone and speak formally as
well.
² It doesn’t translate to English well, but he’s speaking informally at that part. ↩
additional notes: There’s an emphasis on one’s way of speaking in the past couple of
chapters because there’s a particular hierarchy when it comes to speech levels in Korean,
and the most common that are used are: informal, semi-formal and formal. (There’s some
other speech levels in between, but those are just used in old timey settings.)
Schubert was speaking formally all the time to Rosé before this chapter, and the reason
why Rosé joked about preferring the formal way is because Schubert’s younger than her
(it’s very rude to talk to someone older the way he is right now). The informal way of
speaking is used when talking to people who are younger or in a lower station/rank, but it
can also be used between people who are close to each other—and this is also why Rosé
said it feels like she gained a younger brother.
Sorry about the sudden Korean lesson asdhfkdj I couldn’t translate the underlying
connotation directly to English smoothly enough
Chapter 105
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 105
Translator: Yonnee
We met up again with Mercy at the villa’s rear garden, and there, she
updated us on the status of the operations—it seemed like Rosteratu
and some other people were inside. As I changed clothes, Schubert
and I infiltrated the mansion posing as attendants.
Lights illuminated the hallway brightly. It was around midnight, but it’s
as bright as the daytime inside the villa.
It looked more simple on the outside, but sure enough, the inside of
the house was practically gilded with gold. I would have even
believed that this was Midas’ mansion after he had turned everything
he touched into gold.
I tried to recall the original story and when exactly Albert was
supposed to escape the tower. I think there’s a few months left…
Though I’m not entirely sure.
The glasses made sure that my gender and my face itself looked
ambiguous to the eye. Because of this, other people didn’t give me
any particular attention, so my smaller physique didn’t matter to
them. I was just an attendant who’s hard at work, that’s all that they
could see.
“Once we’re done distributing the liquor and food, the dragon will
knock on the box three times—that’s the signal for us to get out of
the way.”
“If you’re too far away, then I’ll wave my hand three times to let you
know. Still though, are you sure you won’t avoid it?”
“…That’s true.”
Schubert looked like he’s worried about me. It was not too long ago
that he said he’d never ever trust me, but I seemed to have
successfully gained his trust now.
“…But when you say it that way, it really does make me worried.”
There’s this saying that goes: the longer you live, the more your true
character shows on your face. That’s exactly the case with
Rosteratu. His life was plain to see on that face.
I recalled Albert, who was trapped in the tower yet was still busy
managing his condition every day. And how brilliant he was.
The scene in the novel that talked about how Albert killed Rosteratu
was short.
***
Doing an attendant’s work was far more difficult than I thought. It’s
like these nobles had vacuums installed in their stomachs or
something because the food I gave them disappeared right after—
every single time. People around me were busy laughing and
chatting as they promiscuously played around.
There were some people who really just talked. I have no idea what
happens behind the scenes in their minds, but they looked like those
aristocrats I’d see in the movies, greeting each other with prim and
proper courtesy as they conversed.
…Well, it’s something that I’d have to deal with if I ever decide to
stay by Albert’s side.
But Rosé Artius was a maid. What would happen when the rumors
spread?
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 106
Translator: Yonnee
“He must be suffering right now. Haha! That bastard who comes
from nothing doesn’t know how to repay my favor, what with him
trying to surpass me and become king.”
“Haha, I never liked him ever since I first got him. His brothers and
parents were all dead, and yet that look in his eyes was just
ridiculous despite it all.”
“You’re right, you’re definitely right, sire.”
The noble sitting across Rosteratu nodded, but in fact, it didn’t seem
like the king’s blathering interested him at all. It’s obvious that he’s
just saying that for the sake of keeping up with Rosteratu’s mood.
…I immediately saw how he’s just forcing himself to please the king,
perhaps because I often did it at work, too. Setting aside the feeling
of bitterness, I eavesdropped on their conversation.
“According to the latest report, a lot of things with this and that had
been demanded of Albert, that’s why he should be feeling tortured
right now…”
Rosteratu let out a bark of laughter that was laced with satisfaction.
“Haha! I almost want to go see that bastard just to see him in pain!”
I’m confused. It seemed like he’s talking about the report that Albert
wrote for me while I was sick.
“Ah, with the help of that wand’s power, the report said that he
couldn’t resist at all and he did everything that he was asked of. It
was demanded that he give several kisses many times a day, all day
long.”
My face burned up in an instant. I took a deep breath to steady
myself.
On the other hand, I couldn’t help but think that Albert was truly
admirable. He figured out what to write in the reports, and I think he
really remained faithful to the tone of it, too.
I agonized over the dilemma like a high school student who’s about
to take the deadly college entrance exams. As I looked through a
window of the banquet hall, I could see the sky turning into an
emerald hue.
It’s the first time I’m seeing a sky like this. It’s too bright to say that
it’s still nighttime.
Wondering if it’s already daybreak, I then turned to the clock, but it’s
still just two o’clock. We’re still a long way off from sunrise.
From some distance away, I saw Schubert push the tray slightly
forward while waving at me.
It’s time.
The scenery outside the window looked much too beautiful for it to
be the prelude to a disaster, with its harbinger being Alexander.
The nobles were all staring out the window, too. And the same was
true with Rosteratu.
“Just what…”
Schubert opened the box beneath the tray, and there, Alexander
slowly staggered out.
Before coming to this banquet hall, the dragon could barely move his
legs and couldn’t walk properly, but right now, he flew with all his
might. The blue wings on his back moved urgently.
“Y-You!”
“What…?”
“It’s just a puppy though?”
Graaaah!
Alexander’s pupils were wide. His slit eyes looked straight at Marquis
Evnen, glaring at him ferociously. Hate filled the dragon’s eyes
entirely and shot out a killing intent.
Scales peeled off from Alexander’s body one by one. The nobles
began to collapse around me.
“Foolish man.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 107
Translator: Yonnee
Alexander’s body grew. He had once been small enough to fit in that
box, but he grew into a size that seemed to fill the entire banquet
hall.
And as he grew bigger and bigger, the more he became see through.
His body held no substance. His growing body could still be seen,
but it seemed impossible to touch. Like he was a ghost.
Alexander’s face was now near the ceiling. He became so massive
that I had to crane my head to see him.
During his final moments before he died, he attained his adult form,
and yet he looked so sorrowful.
The size and overbearing pressure that a human would not dare
touch weighed heavily on everyone. I also felt suffocated.
I know he wouldn’t hurt me, but I couldn’t help but instinctively feel
terrified.
“W-What is this…!”
In front of the translucent dragon that was much bigger than him,
Marquis Evnen could do nothing but shudder and collapsed onto the
ground. But…
Maybe I should give Alexander some time to get back at that guy.
“He won’t wake up just because I’ll play a little prank on him, will
he?”
Hearing Blanc’s sure answer, I opened the wine bottle and promptly
poured its contents onto the guy’s face. I chuckled.
I didn’t stop there. I took all the other drinks on the table and poured
them, too.
“No, I thought it’d be fine to stay considering what the dragon said
earlier. But seriously, what’re you doing…”
I thought about hitting Rosteratu, but I’d rather not touch him.
“I don’t really want to touch him directly, you know, so I’m just
pouring a lot of wine and other liquids to make him cold. He looks
weak since he’s an old fart.”
While saying it was all for His Highness, Schubert went as far as
removing Rosteratu’s outer coat to lower his body temperature more.
The wine eventually pooled at the floor beneath the sofa. It looked
like blood was flowing down from Rosteratu’s body.
It looked exactly like the scene of a murder. It’s such a shame that I
couldn’t take a picture—I would have wanted to show it to Albert.
“No— NO!”
He yelled out. I watched the guy enact his dark history in real time.
I’ll be sure to tell the story to Albert later.
Alexander was the one who said that. I looked up towards the ceiling
where Alexander, who had turned into an adult dragon, was staring
down at me.
“I’ll show humans what they fear the most, then manipulate it if
needed.”
“The man who tried to use me fears the loss of his position.”
Since he’s the one who caused this disaster, it seemed like he could
also see directly what kind of fears people had around him.
“I put Marquis Evnen in the King’s dream. It’s a dream that is more
vivid than reality, so he won’t ever forget it. When he wakes up, the
King will suffer very much from the dream’s afterimages and will try
to kill the Marquis.”
“……”
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“It’s the perfect end. Everything that happened today was also
organized by Marquis Evnen.”
It’s the perfect plan to drive out Rosteratu’s closest allies. Schubert
looked around the banquet hall, where everyone had fallen
unconscious, and clapped slowly.
“…That’s right.”
AAARGH! UGH!
“I originally thought that I should inflict physical pain, but… This isn’t
bad either.”
All the nobles who were enjoying the banquet up until a few
moments ago were now breaking out in cold sweat, suffering.
The only ones now who weren’t embroiled in nightmares were us.
“……”
When I first entered the cabin earlier, I knew that Alexander hated
humans, and yet he was now helping me.
This act alone made me emotional because at the very least, while
Alexander was living in this world, it’s enough to show that there’s
not only bad people around him.
He trusted humans.
“But don’t worry. You’ll wake up much faster than the others, and it
won’t be a disaster for you.”
“Then why?”
“……”
“You never know, right? Maybe you’ll overcome your fears and really
become the contractor for that white dragon, and that dragon cub will
be a real adult dragon.”
“If you become a real adult dragon thanks to me, please write it
down and leave my name in history.”
“……”
Blanc and Alexander stared into each other’s eyes for a long time.
“Okay.”
“For this opportunity, really, thank you so much. I’m so glad to have
met you, Lord Alexander.”
“If I ever get born once more, I’d really like it if I can traverse
dimensions.”
“I wonder. Would the fear of pain be greater than the fear of losing
someone dear…”
***
But even during all that time, I couldn’t pluck up the courage to
become his contractor. After all, the contractor was the one who’d
take the brunt of the inexplicable pain of a dragon’s ordeal when
turning into an adult. In my mind, this physical pain was what I was
the most afraid of, and I couldn’t overcome that fear to take on that
pain.
“It’s okaaay…”
“Uuugh…”
“I-It hurts…”
The little dragon cub groaned and cried, unable to power through the
pain that incapacitated his entire body.
I wasn’t in pain.
“IT HURTS!!!”
I could only sit there and watch Blanc writhe and struggle and cry out
in pain.
I just watched.
Taking in his last breath, Blanc looked straight at me. His clear eyes
had not even the slightest shadow of resentment. This added to the
guilt weighing down on me.
Blanc died.
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“Ah…”
My fear of pain was what killed Blanc. I wasn’t even aware of just
how much of my heart I’d given the small dragon. I didn’t know I’d
regret it this much.
Not even knowing who I was talking to, I repeated the same word
over and over again.
And then.
“Rosé.”
During a time that I was unable to breathe, his voice was what
breathed oxygen into me. His existence alone comforted me.
As though I’d become a person lost in the desert, I rushed to him like
he was my oasis.
“…Prince?”
It was the same calm, icy glare that welcomed me to this world after I
woke up as Rosé, in the middle of coercing him into a kiss.
My heart plummeted.
Because the fear of it was the biggest reason why I pushed him
away in the first place.
“What’s so good about you when you’re the maid who locked me up
in that prison?”
The fact that I had no right to refute this brought me even further
down the depths of despair.
“I’ll uphold the contract that I signed, so let’s stop it here. Let’s not
meet again in the future.
And even until the bitter end, Albert smiled as he spoke to me.
I laughed bitterly.
I finally left the tower. Albert upheld the contract just as he said.
From then on, I could live properly without worrying about money.
It’s not that I didn’t try. However, he was now the king, and I was a
mere maid who couldn’t dare ask for an audience.
I tried to visit the palace a few times because I couldn’t press down
on the need to see Albert. But then, without even getting the chance
to take one step inside, I was sent away.
Albert could choose to see me anytime, but that wasn’t the case for
me.
I was sent back to the lowest point of my entire life—the day I lost
my mother and father at the same time; the day I became all alone.
I cried for a long time in our home. When I cried and cried without
stopping, I soon became sick and dehydrated. I barely reached the
hospital with the help of my distant aunt.
That was the moment I feared loving people who might one day
disappear from my life. It became so difficult to give all of myself to
anyone else.
That emptiness when a loved one was gone. The crippling loneliness
of being alone.
To me, this was something that terrified me even more so than any
kind of physical pain.
“…Huu.”
I let out a light gasp and wiped the tears trickling down my eyes.
I was back in the tower again, where the dream first began.
This place wasn’t real. What I went through just now was
Alexander’s final gift, his disaster. I know that now.
“…If he’s saying that this isn’t bad, then just how much pain are
those other people experiencing?”
Of course, I’ll tell Albert first before I enter the contract. He’s the one
who allowed me to come here, so I couldn’t enter it without telling
him.
Even if he wouldn’t like me doing it, it’s still my decision in the end. I
can’t just do whatever Albert would tell me to.
And as I recalled Albert, the cold look in his eyes flashed before my
eyes. Thump. My head was pounding.
“…I’m in trouble.”
This was the reason why I’d been trying to keep my distance from
Albert.
In the dream just now, Alexander brought out my fears and showed
them to me. The first part of the dream concluded with Blanc’s death.
The second part of the dream didn’t focus on the fact that Albert and
I had ended things between us. It showed how I was desperately
trying to see him again.
I love Albert.
At the end of that dream, I was left all alone, without him by my side
any longer. What frightened me even more than him not loving me
was that I could no longer see him.
What broke my heart was the possibility that the moments he and I
spent together would just become fleeting memories over time.
However, after we left the tower later, I still held firm to the plan of
keeping distance from him for some time.
Albert and I needed some time apart, so that we both could confirm if
these feelings were genuine or just temporary. Even though I knew
how it might go for Albert, I didn’t know about myself.
However…
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***
“It’s a bit disappointing that this is all you can say, former Head.”
“I already told you everything I know! How many times have I said
that!”
The man yelled out and clung to the wall like a worm. It was the only
thing he could do to stay as far away from Albert.
His body was entirely ridden with cuts and slashes. But that’s not all.
“Still, what’s the point in staying conscious? Some of the others are
already half out of their minds.”
“……”
“Don’t make such a fuss. Your arms and legs are intact, are they
not? If they hear that I’m at least giving you a sword, they’d be
jealous of how considerate I am to you.”
The man then threw away all the pride left in him and prayed
desperately in front of Albert.
“If you die, you won’t be able to get the money and honor that you
like, you know.”
“……”
“T-That…”
“You survived until now, but you’re asking to be killed here? You
won’t get what you want.”
The corners of Albert’s eyes curled up. To anyone else, he looked
like the world’s wisest, most benevolent man.
However, his lips were firmly tight. And lurking beneath those red
eyes, a glimpse of madness could be seen.
Albert approached the man and handed the sword over to him.
“Get up.”
After he placed the sword in the man’s hand, helping him grip it
tighter, Albert whispered in his ear.
“Don’t you know that if you don’t get up, you’ll just be in more pain?”
“……”
“I don’t think you’re that stupid, hm? Notwithstanding the fact that
you got lured in by Rosteratu.”
In the end, the man had no choice but to rise to his feet. He stood
there with the sword in his hands.
He slashed the man’s shoulder in one graceful arc. The sharp wind
that rose along with his movement made Albert’s fringe flutter.
“S-Stop…”
Albert laughed bitterly. But soon after, his expression hardened again
as he recalled what he learned from the mages.
It’s still unclear who Rosé Artius’s mentor was. First of all, it didn’t
seem like she was affiliated with these mages. They didn’t seem to
know her at all when told how she looked.
At first, everyone pretended that they didn’t know anything. But when
faced with relentless torture, they finally opened their mouths and
just talked about everything they knew.
What they revealed was that Marquis Evnen was the one who’s the
most invested in black magic.
Marquis Evnen often made secret visits to the magic tower, asking
for any information about black magic. Of course, all the mages
there could only give him books with basic information on the
subject.
Since all the dark mages had been banished from the tower.
‘I’ll need to pay a visit to Marquis Evnen.’
If even the mages here didn’t know about it, then it was almost
impossible that anyone else knew.
Rosé had never talked about her past. She wouldn’t even bring it up.
Now recalling the problem that had yet to be addressed with Rosé,
Albert shook his head. Rosé will tell him herself when the time
comes.
Then, Albert remembered the throne Rosteratu was sitting upon right
now.
‘King.’
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It’s just a shame that their time alone would be lessened now.
The tower was a unique space that completely separated two people
from all the others.
Albert looked out the window. Before he knew it, the red sun had
already touched the horizon.
Albert thought of Rosé. Her face kept flashing across his mind,
regardless of whether he remained lying in bed or whether he was
torturing the mages.
What did she see?
He was sure that the disaster she’d face would be enough to make
her afraid of entering the contract. He was just worried that it might
be too much of a shock for her.
It’s only been a few days since he last saw her, with that unique way
of speaking of hers, the tone of her voice, her smile. Even the way
she looked at him whenever she tried to flatter him. He wanted to
see it all.
Along with the sword that he wielded all day long, Albert left the
prison cell. Blood trickled down its blade.
After letting out a deep sigh, he took off his thin shirt, leaving it on
the dungeon’s floor. It was entirely stained with blood—blood that
was accumulated from all the people he tortured today.
The blood on the sword had already dried up, leaving behind a black
stain. Albert took a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped the
blade.
Then the first people who came to mind were Liam and Schubert. If
not them…
It was highly likely that it was Mercy, the daughter of the leader of the
mages—the lord of the magic tower—who Albert had tortured. Sure
enough, it was as he expected.
“Your Highness!”
He watched as Mercy ran to him from afar. Putting on the fresh shirt
that was prepared for him, Albert murmured casually.
“Is there a reason for you to run like this? We’ve decided to meet
today anyway.”
Mercy gasped for air, unable to answer back right away. She was
winded from running around the dungeon while searching for Albert.
She couldn’t use magic to find him.
“And Rosé?”
Staring at the huffing Mercy, Albert’s first question was about Rosé’s
safety. At this, Mercy’s eyes widened, then she grumbled.
“Right, the problem. Still, let’s start with talking about her first. How
was Rosé after the disaster?”
“Now?”
So there was a time when she wasn’t fine. The look in Albert’s eyes
grew cold, and in response, Mercy flinched. She sighed deeply.
“What is it then.”
“…What?”
Albert doubted his ears. However, as if already expecting that Albert
would snap back at her, Mercy said it again. He was killed. Him.
It’s true that he hoped the disaster would cause a rift between
Rosteratu and Marquis Evnen, but he also knew that Rosteratu
wouldn’t just let go of the marquis that easily.
Rosteratu was very fond of Marquis Evnen. After all, he was loyal to
the royal family—though to be more precise, that loyalty belonged
solely to Rosteratu—and he offered bribes regularly. It’s safe to say
that Rosteratu considered the marquis to be his most trusted
confidant.
It was a great boon to Albert’s side that Rosteratu killed his confidant
with his own hands.
The way he slammed down the people who opposed him showed
exactly how shrewd and cowardly Rosteratu was. However, at least
he wasn’t the kind of ruler who was crazy enough to kill his most
trusted confidants.
Albert returned his sword into its scabbard and strode to the
dungeon’s exit. Mercy followed after him.
Fear.
“Then you mean this has something to do with the current situation.”
Albert wasn’t going to force her to explain either. Even if there really
was a problem, it would be best to hear it directly from Rosé.
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“I believe he will have to stay in the capital for the time being.
Rosteratu’s condition has turned unusual.”
“I can imagine.”
The disaster was the dragon’s final act of vengeance—and this was
against Marquis Evnen. However, this great power also affected
Rosteratu.
“I guess he’s out to chop off my head himself. He’ll need a mage to
open the magic tower.”
“He even said that he’d tear down the magic tower if none of the
mages would cooperate.”
Mages were a huge pain in the neck for Rosteratu. He left the magic
tower with little to no funding, and he also often threatened to cut off
support altogether if the mages didn’t obey him.
People had no choice but to follow his orders, especially since the
magic tower could operate only through the support given to them by
the royal family. Rosteratu particularly bribed the lord of the magic
tower, and so managed the mages in this way.
She put so much effort in reforming the magic tower and shifting
power away from Rosteratu to cut out him and any shred of loyalty
towards him that’s left. None of this would have been possible
without Albert’s help.
Albert gave the order, and it was Schubert who came to act on those
orders.
This was also how Mercy and Schubert got to know each other.
Since they were about the same age, they also got close.
“He’s still alive. Didn’t you say that you’ll finish things yourself later?”
Her eyes watered as she recalled her father. But then she soon
laughed bitterly at herself.
“I will end it, but later. The biggest problem right now is that
Rosteratu is on the verge of charging down with all his soldiers to kill
Your Highness himself.”
“Ahh, even when he told me to stay still in that spire and even went
as far as to imprison me there, how terribly benevolent he continues
to be.”
Albert smirked as he waved one hand in the air. His gaze through his
narrowed eyes was enough to send shivers down anyone’s spine.
“My dear father, who wishes to kill his own son, should of course be
greeted with a warm welcome. Let’s move up the plan—the palace
should be in complete chaos now anyway. How can anyone trust a
man who killed his own right-hand man?”
Just in time, the rumors that he released to the nobles were also
spreading quickly, further instilling the seed of doubt. This rumor
pertained to the prince just wanting to claim his rightful place—and
so they would think that it would be better to stick to his side instead.
“Tell Liam to contact the nobles and gather the soldiers. Same with
Schubert while he’s in the knighthood.”
Watching Mercy heed his orders firmly, Albert realized that the time
for the coup really was nearing.
Albert recalled the first time Rosé ever asked him for a kiss.
Unlike how she was now, her eyes had been persistently full of
desire, and this desire that emanated so blatantly from her was
incredibly lecherous.
That’s why he immediately realized what that maid had in store for
him.
With lingering physical touches that made him feel filthy, he was
once overcome with the unbearable urge to kill the maid and mutilate
her body. These kinds of thoughts visited him many times a day
before. However, after deciding to kill that maid, he vowed not to die
a futile death himself.
Eventually, Albert set his mind on using that maid. It was easy to
manipulate her. There’s no one in the world who ever once resisted
his charm, and after all, what the maid coveted was his body.
He promised to himself that he’d chop off this maid’s head as soon
as he got out of that spire. So that they could never see each other
again.
After that, he would separate the king’s head from the king’s body,
thereby allowing him to stand at the highest position. To all those
who dared look down on him, he would show just how great of a king
he’d be.
When he regained the will to live again, what drove him to this point
was revenge.
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Even when Albert and I got sick, I don’t think Blanc ever cried this
much. I reached up to comfort Blanc by patting his head.
“I, I…”
Even though he could see that my eyes were wide open now, Blanc
couldn’t stop crying.
Alexander also gave Blanc a chance to see his fears and confront
them.
“I died, and…”
“I-In my dream, Rosé… you don’t remember me… and you said you
don’t need a dragon fledgling like me anymore…”
“Buuut—”
“You know what I realized? That compared to the pain I’ll suffer, I
was more afraid of losing you.”
I told Blanc about the dream that I had. His pupils shook.
I don’t want to lose anyone precious to me. But I also don’t want to
die.
There’s one reason why Albert was trying to stop me from becoming
Blanc’s contractor—and that’s because he thinks that I’ll die.
I don’t want to lose Blanc, and I didn’t want to hurt Albert. I knew fully
well just how traumatic that was going to be.
Right after my parents passed away, it felt as though the entire world
was collapsing in on itself. But I lived. I continued living. Throughout
all this, I found a different meaning to life and I learned how to smile
again.
Even when I was a corporate slave, even when I first fell into this
world and came to possess Rosé’s body, even when it felt like
everything around me was dark. I continued to find a way to live.
It was the same this time, too. I just had to find a way.
In all the speculations I had laid out, there was not one premise
where I think I’ll die.
***
I heard that Rosteratu killed Marquis Evnen. It’s only been a few
hours since Rosteratu woke up and stormed to the marquis’s
residence to slit the guy’s throat.
With his eyes besieged by madness. With his body fuming all over.
And with the blood of Marquis Evnen coating him entirely, making
him look like a monster.
“We need to return to the tower quickly just in case some soldiers
come and check inside. I’m glad you woke up before the mages
started.”
Mercy went ahead to inform Albert about the situation, and it seemed
like Liam was going to carry me on his back if I hadn’t woken up
before the magic circle was activated.
I followed him down to the basement and stood on top of the magic
circle. I held Blanc tightly in my arms.
But something felt off, like something’s missing. With my head tilted
to the side, I realized that Schubert wasn’t here.
“He was called urgently. Rosteratu summoned all the knights to duty
after all. It’s an emergency call, but he’ll be back in about at least two
hours.”
Ah, right. He did say he’s part of the knight order.
Since Alexander knew that Schubert was on our side, the blue
dragon should have given him the same consideration that was
given to me. But still, the fact didn’t change that it was still a
nightmare.
“Is he okay?”
Liam trailed off. He stared straight at me. The faint illumination within
the darkness cast over his face.
At that moment, his black hair looked like the evening sky and the
green pigment of his eyes looked even more green.
“You look quite alright yourself, too. Considering that you just
experienced a disaster.”
It was only after Liam said this calmly that I realized this about
myself.
“The dragon cub kept crying as soon as he woke up. I thought he’d
stop if I brought him to you, but even when you were already
together, he still continued crying.”
He glanced at Blanc. Of course, Blanc didn’t look like a dragon to
him.
“I was left all alone after I’ve lost all the ones who are precious to
me.”
Liam was leaning against a wall right now, but he slightly looked to
the side and made direct eye contact.
I mentioned ‘precious ones’ and not just the singular. He noticed that
Albert was in the dream I had, too.
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“But rather than running away, I think it’ll just be some quality time
away from each other so we can sort out our own feelings.”
It hasn’t even been a few days since I asked for his help in running
away. I’m so mortified that I’m turning back on my words like this.
But I’m not the kind of person who would stop there and not explain.
I laid out my thoughts carefully.
“The situation we had at the tower was far from ordinary. I know His
Highness cares for me. But we need some time apart.”
To be honest, this move was also partly motivated by fear. The more
I spent time with Albert, the more I was falling for him. And I still
continued to harbor the fear of the despair I’d be drowning in later
when he finally says he doesn’t love me anymore.
“But no matter what happens, I’ll always wish for the Prince’s
happiness.”
“And the Prince also personally told me that I can try and do the
things I want to do.”
“I see.”
“Rosteratu has taken a hit, but not everything can be resolved right
away. We still have to stabilize the peripheral situations and, one by
one, deal with the nobles who had sided with him.”
“…Right.”
“Let’s aim for that timeframe. I’ll have everything prepared the next
time we meet.”
“Yes.”
I could also guess that Albert would take these actions. He wouldn’t
possibly take me to the battlefield while the coup was ongoing.
Albert himself was aware that I’ll try to run away from him. But he
didn’t know where I’d be going.
But no. I’m pretty sure that as soon as I tell him, he’d already be
waiting there. I could already picture it without actually seeing it with
my eyes.
Alright. Just one month. If Albert wouldn’t change his mind after
we’re apart for one month—if he’s still looking for me, then I’ll go
back to seek him out. At that time, I’ll erase all the doubts in my mind
and love him with all of my heart.
After setting my mind to this, I realized that Liam didn’t step into the
magic circle.
“I’ll stay here a bit longer. I still have to observe the movements of
the nobles here in the capital… Your dragon cub also mentioned that
a funeral should be arranged for the blue dragon.”
He glanced towards me, and I saw the corners of his lips curl up
ever so slightly.
It was a very minor change to his countenance, but the effect was
remarkable. His atmosphere suddenly had a certain hint of warmth
that was so different from how he usually was.
And here, I realized again that he really was the titleholder for Duke
of the North in a romance fantasy novel.
The magic circle began to shine. And Liam went, Ah— as he said,
“…Huh?”
When I asked back like an idiot, Liam drove the final nail in the
coffin.
“From the matter of the changed disaster and until what happened to
you there, be sure to report it all to His Highness, one by one.”
“…No way.”
“Also the fact that you were unconscious for a few days. He should
have heard about it from Mercy, though… So he’s probably waiting
for you now.”
“…No way!”
I mean, I really was planning to talk to Albert today though, but I was
going to think about what I’m going to say first while on the way to
his room! Just the loaded question he asked me the other day was
already making me sweat buckets!
I know you’re some hotshot Duke of the North, but how could you hit
someone on the back of the head like this? As my resentment
towards Liam surged up to my neck, my surroundings suddenly
shifted.
“Rosé.”
Albert placed a coat over me and wrapped me with it. All vestiges of
the worries and concerns I had until just now all but vanished
because I was now with him.
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It hasn’t been long since we’ve been apart, so why was he saying it’s
been a while? I wanted to greet him casually just like I usually did,
but that wasn’t going to work now.
The coat he placed around me was warm thanks to the wool lining
inside. Even so, the comfort this warmth brought was no match for
his voice.
I missed his voice. His real voice, not the cold voice I heard in that
nightmare. I had yearned to see this face which looked at me.
Now that I’ve been reunited with Albert, I realized once again just
how terrible that nightmare was. It had been a necessary experience
for me to face my fears, but seeing him act so coldly like that was no
good for my heart.
I liked his scent as it reached the tip of my nose. Did he just come
out of the bath?
“Rosé?”
Albert shook my shoulder lightly. I must really be in shock. It’s the
first time I’ve ever been like this around him.
I usually kept the contact we had to a minimum, but now, all I wanted
was to be in his embrace.
His chest went up and down as he breathed. I looked up. I saw that
familiar but still unrealistic face, then smiled. And he, too, smiled at
me.
But his surprise soon disappeared like melted snow. The corners of
his eyes curled up.
“Let’s go.”
Blanc flapped his little wings and perched himself atop my head. I’m
a bit surprised to find out we could balance like this better than I
thought.
“…Yes.”
***
Ah, and I also have to tell him about the nightmares I had during the
dragon’s disaster—that I didn’t just watch it from afar, but even
disguised myself and infiltrated the villa to get close.
I could already imagine what kind of reaction Albert would have. I get
why Liam left all this work to me.
But I needed time to think first. I asked the first question that popped
into my head.
You and I are the only ones who can go in and out of there.
When he said this, his voice was so full of confidence that it’s like
he’s telling the obvious truth.
“Ah, Blanc, go back to your room and rest. I’ll fetch you later.”
“Okaaay…”
Blanc nodded readily. It’s great that he could still remember what I
told him before we returned.
It’s obvious enough that Albert was going to be angry, and there’s a
chance that he might harm Blanc.
“Prince, you must be hungry, right? I’ll cook dinner for you.”
I almost fell down. I took a deep breath and tried to stand upright
again, but my back touched something hard behind me.
It was Albert’s chest. As I was in his arms, it was obvious just from
hugging him that the solid chest was made up entirely of muscle.
My face flushed bright red. I’m lucky that my face wasn’t visible to
Albert right now.
Slightly hunched down, Albert slowly leaned closer. He’s trying to get
close to my face. His breath brushed against my right cheek and ear.
“We’re not done talking yet, but you were trying to leave, that’s why.
And you didn’t get hurt. Did you think I’d let you get hurt?”
“…No.”
This much I was sure of. Albert’s reflexes were fast enough that it’s
difficult to tell whether they’re still the reflexes of a human being.
“And you know that there’s still something I need to hear from you.”
“I haven’t even had dinner yet, Prince. Don’t you miss the food I
usually cooked for you while I was out? I can make you the ultimate
chicken again, the same kind I cooked for you before!”
I chose the dish I knew was going to take me the longest to cook for
Albert.
“Thank you!”
I escaped his arms and ran straight to the kitchen. I mean, well, I
tried to keep running like that.
“The longer you take over there, the more I’ll look forward to a
perfect explanation.”
It really feels like I’m on the palm of Albert’s hand. I had to wonder if I
should be grateful for his mercy.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 116
Translator: Yonnee
***
First things first, I have to explain the reason I made this decision, so
I should start with telling him about the nightmare I had.
…And the reason I can’t bear to part with the ones I love.
It’s also a bit troubling that I didn’t know anything about Rosé’s past.
However, if I had to explain my situation to Albert, I couldn’t leave out
the past.
I cut the raw chicken up into pieces, drained its blood and dressed it
with the flour batter I prepared.
…And apart from all that, I felt guilty about inadvertently causing
Rosteratu to have that nightmare. If he didn’t have one, then there
wouldn’t be a call to arms right now.
The kitchen here at Liam’s residence didn’t have red pepper paste or
soy sauce stocked. This was probably because those ingredients
weren’t very popular.
Indeed, that’s why I’ve been given permission to cook food for Albert
in the first place. If the pantry was full of ingredients from guaranteed
sources and with guaranteed taste and composition, then it would be
difficult to poison him, unless I prepared poison in advance.
While I stared at the fried chicken, I grabbed a fruit knife and nicked
my finger with it. The moment I made the cut, it stung.
Uuugh, I hate this. But if I was going to make a wound without him
knowing, this was the only way. I pressed down on the wound. Blood
bubbled up. I remained still for a while, then I soon arranged the fried
chicken on the tray.
After knocking, I entered the room, and there I saw Albert sitting at
the table while reading a book.
…It was a book about dragons. Anxiously, I placed the fried chicken
on the table. At this, Albert closed the book and set it aside.
“Yes, I’m done preparing for our conversation. But please eat first
before we talk. Today, I prepared scallion fried chicken. There’s no
sauce for it, like red pepper paste.”
This wasn’t the kind of topic that should be brought up while eating.
And so, Albert and I started eating. If we really started talking while
eating, I’m sure I’d get indigestion. Fortunately though, he was quiet.
I bit into the drumstick I had in my hands with the particular mindset
of the last supper.
There was a delicate line that could easily be crossed when it came
to the chicken’s greasiness, but thankfully, the crisp scallions were
perfect to balance it out. Delicious. As expected, it has a different
charm from any other sauce!
But if we’re going to talk about the drink alongside this, I missed fried
chicken’s usual pair. Ah, the best drink along with fried chicken really
was beer. Whether it was in this place or back in the tower, I’ve
never had a drink since.
“Prince, beer goes really well with this dish. When we eat this
together again next time, it’s a really good combination to have.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 117
Translator: Yonnee
The book he was reading when I first entered the dining hall was
testament enough.
I looked squarely at him. His eyes, which were like the red sunset,
reminded me of a sturdy, old tree that wouldn’t be shaken even by a
strong gust of wind.
“If you’ve spent this much time thinking, then surely, you came up
with a good explanation. I don’t know if you can convince me
though.”
“……”
It’s true that Albert was able to read me quite well. Still, that didn’t
mean that he knew everything about me. As a matter of fact, the
closer people were to each other, the more they had to be careful of
any preconceived biases.
“It was Blanc’s birthday and I watched him die painfully. I didn’t do
anything, and all I felt in that moment was regret.”
I paused for a moment. I couldn’t bear to look him in the eyes while
explaining this. I lowered my gaze and spoke in a whisper.
“……”
From the light of the chandelier overhead, a shadow sank around his
eyes. He looked terribly exhausted. Pressing down on his eyelids, he
blurted out the words as though he forced them out.
“You can’t.”
“Rosé, this is suicide. Do you think you can save that dragon
fledgling just by entering a contract?”
“At least if I enter the contract, the probability of Blanc surviving will
increase. I’ll do my best to survive and become the contractor of a
full-fledged dragon.”
“You’re being idealistic. I also hope that it works out as you say, but
do you think that simply having the will to achieve that will make it
happen?”
Albert cynically threw the sarcastic remark. Beneath the shadow that
slanted obliquely upon his brow, his eyes flashed coldly.
Still as ever, the tone of his voice was graceful, but his words lashed
out the truth like a whip.
“Even so, that’s why I’m here to talk to you about it. Like I said, I
can’t just let Blanc die. Maybe before, when I didn’t know him yet,
but I can’t turn a blind eye now.”
If Blanc had been sent away from the tower as soon as he took just
one step inside, the story might have turned out different.
But that didn’t happen. I let the dragon inside. And that stemmed
from the fact that I was a fool who didn’t want to give all of my heart
to Albert.
The atmosphere was tense between the both of us. Neither side was
willing to back down. I would have compromised with him normally,
but I had no intention to do that now.
Before I knew it, Albert went around the table and stood right in front
of me.
“……”
“I can blame only myself. I should have killed that dragon when it first
crawled into the tower. Then it wouldn’t have this much influence on
you.”
“……”
As his eyes lost focus, they were terrifying. I was someone from
modern society, so he and I had completely different moral codes.
The difference between me and him suddenly became all too real.
Albert Grey was the kind of man who did not hesitate to kill.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 118
Translator: Yonnee
Albert’s eyes curved into arcs. His face became covered with the
mask of an innocent child who knew nothing, then he spoke.
I was well aware of the difference. Would I truly be alive if all I’ll be
left doing is breathing in and out with the crippling guilt of letting
Blanc die?
“I have no plans of just watching you walk straight into fire. I gave
you time to change your mind, but you didn’t.”
I stood from my seat and made eye contact with Albert, who
continued to glance down from above.
“…You’re too cruel, Prince. You never tried to hear me out at all. The
reason I didn’t enter the contract right away was because I respect
you as well.”
The veins on his fist were as clear as the way he uttered those
words. Perhaps suffocatingly from between the buttons of his high
shirt, I saw his adam’s apple move up and down. Then, with a bright
smile now, he spoke.
“While you’ve been busy worrying about the safety of that dragon
fledgling, you’ve cast me aside completely.”
Hearing my words, Albert shook his head. The smile on his lips was
close to a perfunctory one, yet this faint smile just made him look as
if he was on the verge of tears.
“I’m sick and tired of being left all alone. It was the same when I was
young. What you’re doing is not respect, Rosé. It is deceit.”
If I hesitate here, that would only show him that I’m anxious. I stared
straight into his eyes. Then, I spoke slowly so as not to look
apprehensive.
“If I don’t die, I’m not deceiving you.”
That’s why I couldn’t sign the contract without telling you first. Even
though I already knew that we wouldn’t agree on this.
Even if the sky were to collapse, it’s possible to rise from the fissures
it’s left behind. When my parents died, I learned to smile again, and I
continued to survive to this day after I fell into another world. Even
when Albert had been destined to kill me, we fell in love instead.
When a dragon hasn’t yet reached adulthood, they can’t use magic.
However, it’s a different story if there’s already a contractor. The
dragon’s mana would allow the contractor to be so much more
talented than any other mage, and the dragon cub will then be under
the contractor’s protection until it’s time for them to turn into an adult.
The contract was the starting point of the metamorphosis. After that,
the most important thing to look out for was how much the dragon’s
potential could expand and change.
Of course, there were very few mages who had attempted to enter a
contract even after the tantalizing possibility of a dragon’s mana was
in sight. After all, once a person becomes a dragon’s contractor, the
possibility of dying was very real.
Unlike his cold, biting words, his hands were exceedingly warm. His
jaw trembled as he let out a sigh.
“Do you think just your efforts alone will change the inevitable
outcome?”
“Yes. I’m not that much of a coward that I’ll leave you behind just
because of that pain, Prince. I’ve been through that, too, and I
understand it completely. So I’m going to live no matter what. And
most of all…”
“I’ll get through this because the Prince who I respect the most in the
world is going to help me.”
“Think about it, Prince. This is also a good way for me to raise myself
higher, close to you. If I’m a dragon’s contractor, people won’t care
what kind of lineage or background I have.”
“That doesn’t even matter in the first place. Do you think I’ll let that
kind of gossip run amok?”
“Umm, still though, I think having the rare title of ‘dragon contractor’
to my name sounds very nice.”
“If name or honor is what’s important to you, I can give you whatever
you want.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 119
Translator: Yonnee
Holding back the urge to make a rebuttal, I tried to fix the problem
again.
“Rosé.”
“……”
“You told me that you don’t love me anymore and left me. So I was
all alone and…”
“But rather than you leaving me, what frightened me even more was
when I could never see you again.”
“……”
“I know it, too. What it feels like to be left all alone. Prince, please
listen to me. Please believe that I can do it and please help me
achieve it. I want all of us to be happy.”
There was a knock on the door. Just in time, Blanc was here.
I stepped away from his arms and opened the door. Blanc faltered as
he came in.
I already expected it to turn out like this, but when I’m actually facing
it now, there was a bitter taste in my mouth. Certainly, it’s in Albert’s
personality that he wouldn’t just easily accept this.
“I thought so.”
As Albert tried to grab Blanc by the scruff of his neck, I smiled bitterly
and raised my wounded finger near Blanc’s mouth. The unwiped
blood had dried up, but it was still there.
Asking the contractor’s name was a simple request. I’ve gotten used
to living as Rosé Artius, but… Within me, I was still Jung-in because
that’s how I lived for a long time.
…I’m not even saying this aloud and Albert wouldn’t hear, so
shouldn’t my real name be okay? It might be fine if I bring it up to
Blanc.
[ Yoo Jung-in. ]
Blanc’s eyes became red for a moment, but this color soon faded.
Blanc and I gasped at the same time.
The back of my hand suddenly stung, and when I looked at it, there
was a white pattern engraved on it that resembled Blanc.
Still clutching the scruff of Blanc’s neck, Albert stared down at me.
The look in his eyes sank dimly. He took a deep breath and closed
his eyes.
Blanc defended himself against Albert with a firmer tone than usual.
“……”
If the time Blanc spent with me gave him a will to live, witnessing
Alexander’s death gave him a reason not to die. Blanc’s heart has
grown.
“……”
Blanc and I share our lifespans now. If I die, Blanc will die. And if
Blanc dies, I will also die.
“Ha.”
After letting out a short bark of laughter, Albert ruffled his hair. He
stared at me emptily.
“You…”
“You.”
“……”
“My teacher was a dragon’s contractor, and he died the day his
dragon turned 500 years old. He couldn’t prevail over the ordeal and
he couldn’t overcome the pain.”
Chapter 120
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 120
Translator: Yonnee
“He’s not a stranger to magic, but he still couldn’t overcome the pain.
He took his own life.”
Albert didn’t learn magic by himself, but there was never a mention
of his mentor in the novel.
Almost each person who was close to Albert had already passed
away. That might be why he still kept Greten around.
“I won’t.”
I spoke again in a clear voice. If this could reassure him, then I’ll tell
him over and over again.
“Truly, I won’t.”
I think I heard this from somewhere—that people who smile a lot had
a lot more wounds and scars within them than anyone would think.
His low voice tickled my ear. I tried to recall how he looked during the
first time he suggested this. I think he was smiling. And he was
relaxed, as he always was.
Clutching the hem of his shirt, I shuddered as Albert took off his lips
for a very brief second. I took in a shaky breath as if I was a child
drowning in water.
Because after I took that short breath, Albert brought his lips upon
mine once more.
I could feel my face turning beet red. Albert’s hold on the nape of my
neck was much more meaningful than before.
“……”
Now with our lips a hairsbreadth apart, I breathed in and out for as
much as I can. Albert gently rubbed my lower lip. Unlike the intense
kiss, his touch was ever so soft.
Liam was standing there, and Schubert as well, who had a gaunt
face.
***
After Rosé Artius left, Liam could instinctively tell that Albert was in a
terribly bad mood. The reason was obvious. He didn’t have to ask.
He finished conveying his report amidst that stony silence. It was the
last report Albert was going to receive before his return to the tower.
The coup was moved up, and it was proving difficult to gather people
for the cause. The beheading of Marquis Evnen recently affected a
lot of people.
“My sword.”
“It’s here.”
He drew it out from its scabbard. With its sharp blade, the sword
shone with a blue sheen. Albert traced one finger along the edge.
“Good job.”
“Speak.”
The look in his eyes seemed to say that he already knew everything.
¹ bastard sword – a variation of a longsword which could be used with either one or two
hands; it was given the name ‘bastard’ due to its ambiguous categorization, irregular traits
and misleading appearance. ↩
Chapter 121
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 121
Translator: Yonnee
“She’s someone who wants to try doing everything. In the first place,
she must have realized that she wouldn’t be able to run away from
me just like that, so isn’t it obvious that her only other way to escape
is to ask for help from the people around her?”
As Albert said this, Liam realized that hiding their previously agreed-
upon plans here would not fly by Albert’s eyes and ears.
“I’m sure you know better than anyone else that silence is louder
than any other excuse right here.”
“I’ve decided to let her do whatever she wants. But just to be fair,
shouldn’t I also know what she’s planning?”
Liam smirked inwardly. He realized that even if he tried to hide those
plans right now, regardless, Albert would eventually make him open
his mouth later.
Now that it’s come to this, perhaps it was for the better. Since Albert
knew how it was that woman who instigated this plan rather than
Liam himself, Albert would be more agreeable.
“She said that it was for the sake of Your Highness’s happiness that
she wants to keep her distance for a while.”
Albert murmured as he put his sword back into its scabbard. Liam
was somewhat taken aback by the prince’s light answer.
“I’ll honor Rosé’s wishes, so I’ll entrust her to you for about a month
after we leave the tower for good. I will need about that much time to
clean up the palace anyway. If I’m going to be with her for the rest of
my life, what is a month compared to that.”
Rosé’s wishes had to be fulfilled right away. While there were still
many things to sort out in the royal court, it’s possible for Rosé to do
everything she wanted to do.
“Your Highness?”
“It’s her choice, sir. There’s no need for Your Highness to show such
concern…”
Though he tried to hide it, there were just some things that could not
be hidden.
His liege had already given his heart to a maid, whose identity and
background were ambiguous.
Liam believed what Rosé told him—that once they’re back outside,
the illusion of love fostered between them, created by the tower’s
narrow space, would soon disappear. Then, as Albert would regain
his rationality once more, he’d realize just how foolish his actions
had been until now.
‘One month.’
‘I’ll have to make sure that neither hide nor hair of that woman could
be found.’
…The food she cooked was more delicious than he had expected,
and she was a maid who had a good head on her shoulders. Even
so, these reasons were not enough to keep her by Albert’s side.
It’ll be alright.
Liam knew Albert. He wasn’t the kind of person who’d go crazy just
because one person had disappeared.
***
“I can’t believe I won’t be able to see His Highness for some time.”
I thought he was a bit depressed because of the nightmare, but it
turns out that he’s just listless because he’d have to return to the
knight order due to the king’s commands. There, all he’s going to
hear was endless sermons about how he had to sacrifice his own life
for the king.
Just in time, I took Schubert to the kitchen so that I could give him
some of the chicken I cooked earlier.
“What is it?”
“It’s the fried chicken that I mentioned to you before. It’s not that hot
anymore, but it’s still delicious.”
It’s cold now, but fried chicken still tastes good when it’s cold. He
took a bite out of the piece and widened his eyes.
Schubert ate all of the leftover chicken while licking his lips from time
to time. Suddenly, his eyes focused on the back of my hand.
Then, he gaped at it blankly.
“…You.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 122
Translator: Yonnee
With the blasé attitude of not having anything to do with it, Schubert
continued to stare at me for an unusually long period.
“…No?”
I heard that each and every dragon had differing levels of mana, but
it seemed like Blanc had an abundance of potential.
Even so, I was a bit worried about how I entered the contract using
my real name, not Rosé’s.
So does that mean that Blanc is under contract with Yoo Jung-in, not
Rosé Artius?
But now that it’s come to this, I don’t know how it’s going to affect
me.
Schubert checked the time, then stood up from his seat. Seems like
it’s time for him to report to Albert.
“See ya later.”
After that satisfying meal, Schubert went to Albert, right after Liam
was done talking with the prince. As he turned back, I asked
Schubert to let Liam know that there’s some chicken set aside for
him, then I headed towards the library where Blanc was right now.
I pulled out a few books from the shelves, ones about magic. They
were all about the fundamentals, such as how to wield magic.
I got permission from Liam to pack up, so Blanc and I did it together.
Then, we sat down in front of the room where Albert still was, talking
to his subordinates.
“Zzzz…”
After some time of waiting, the door finally opened. With the knob in
his hand, Albert found me like that. He blinked once.
His countenance right now, with this rather calm answer along with
those curved eyes, was the complete opposite from what I was
expecting. So, I was left confused.
Albert’s spell was smooth, like flowing water. Much more than
Mercy’s.
There were a lot more troops deployed here now compared to when
we left a few days ago. The people below looked like a swarm of
ants.
We walked through the air towards the tower’s attic. It was as quiet
as when we left it.
Soon enough, we descended to the attic floor. The first thing I did
was carry slumbering Blanc to the kitchen. It seemed like he was
really tired because he never once tossed in his sleep on our way
back.
Climbing the stairs once more, I ran into Albert, who had already
changed clothes. Unlike what he wore in Liam’s residence, the shirt
he was wearing now was made out of plain, rough fabric. Still
though, I’m much more used to seeing him like this.
There’s still some time left for me to be alone together with Albert.
Since it’s like this, then it’s good to take advantage of this
opportunity.
Albert looked back at me with his arms crossed in front of him. With
a languid tone, he answered back.
…If you’re answering like this, are you sure you’re not angry
anymore? Then again, him not being angry would stress me out
more.
“Yes, sir.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 123
Translator: Yonnee
“I don’t feel comfortable letting you sleep in the attic where there’s no
proper bed.”
…But you allowed me to sleep in that place. And I’m fine with it.
“It’s a bed for two people anyway. Just change your clothes and
come back down.”
“No, Your Highness. How can I dare sleep in the same bed as you…”
All I wanted was to make a strong case to defend myself here. That
wasn’t me, sire. The woman who crawled into your bed and the
woman in front of you now isn’t the same person!
…But saying that would just make me look crazy—just as crazy as
the real Rosé Artius was. I desperately grasped for a different
reason.
“Don’t tell me you’re about to say that’s not right, Rosé? You’re not
trying to take back your words, are you? If so, then you can just give
me your permission again.”
What a smooth talker, this guy. Never in my whole life have I met
another person who’s as eloquent as our dear Albert.
Did this prince even know that saying this is only making me more
nervous? ‘Not yet,’ he said, but what are you going to do later?
“If it’s impossible to win you over with words, it is only wise to switch
tactics, yes?”
“……”
“If you listen to my words well, then I feel like my anger will dissipate
in time.”
As he spoke gently to soothe me, I couldn’t help but give in. In any
case, Albert would counter every excuse I could possibly give. The
inevitable conclusion would be for me to nod my head and follow
after what he’d say.
Yeah, okay, I’m just doing this for my own sake. Let’s not think about
anything else. We’re just going to sleep.
“I wonder if there comes a day when I can finally win against you,
Prince.”
“That’s what I want to say. I wonder if there’ll come a day when I’ll
truly win.”
…Here was a prince who’s taking care of his maid’s clothes. What
kind of sight was this.
Still though, inwardly, it felt nice that Albert was taking care of me.
Though the current situation was strange, it didn’t feel bad either.
“Prince?”
The moonlight streaming in from the window fell upon his face—his
small face, which had such beautiful features. There were shadows
beneath his long eyelashes.
The only sound that could be heard inside the room was the sound
of his quiet breaths. As he lay back in such an upright position, he
looked like a sleeping saint.
He must have been so tired. The last few days were sure to have
been long for Albert, too.
“……”
“Still, judging by your face, if it’s at least true that your anger’s gone,
then it might be fine. But when I think like this, I can’t help but think
of how stupid I’m being.”
I stared at Albert’s face for a moment longer, then I drew the
curtains. I was worried that Albert might wake up because of the
moonlight.
Lying next to him made my heart race again. I’ve been in his
embrace before, and I’ve already kissed him. But this was different.
***
When she stared at his face intently and when she spoke to him with
a voice that seemed to melt like honey, Albert could still endure it.
He never even thought of her calling him by his name because she
always said Prince this and Prince that. But, no—he imagined it
once. He thought that it would make him feel good, but he didn’t
think that it would ever happen.
However, when this imagination did actually materialize into reality, it
became a problem. What he felt now transcended just ‘good’—it was
at the level that rendered him helpless as his body’s condition
changed.
To make matters worse, Rosé—the very person who made him this
way—so quickly fell asleep. Albert’s ears were hatefully filled with
her even breaths.
“Ha…”
What do you mean you can’t win against me, Albert muttered to
himself. In the end, he had to leave the bed.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 124
Translator: Yonnee
***
I rubbed my clouded eyes. The sky outside was much drearier than I
expected it would be. It’s raining.
“It’s time for the soldiers to come. Go down and get ready.”
It’s the day of the week when the soldiers were scheduled to give us
our food supplies at the door. What have they brought this time? I
jumped out of bed.
There was a wide smile on his lips as he said this, but why did it feel
like his words were filled with thorns. I’m the only other person here,
but you fell asleep before I did, so why are you blaming me? That’s
unfair.
Albert picked up a letter that was placed on the desk. Seeing as how
he’s wearing a different set of clothes now, too, he must have woken
up a while back.
Then, I saw his sword next to the desk—seems like he had already
finished his morning training as well. The luxurious sword suited
Albert very much.
Brushing his hair with his fingers, Albert handed me the letter.
Albert even wrote a report that I should have crammed. But then I
felt a bit mutinous against the prince. Feeling a bit odd, I turned the
letter in my hands.
“Prince, thank you for writing the reports for me all this time… But
may I ask, what on earth have you been writing?”
“…Huh?”
I was overcome with the urge to open the letter and read it right
here, right now. Albert stroked his chin and narrowed his eyes.
“It’s the last opportunity to make the king drop his guard.”
“…I see.”
“Would you also like to flesh out today’s story? It might even be
better if we say that I’m sick.”
At his low voice, I also became serious. It felt a bit more real that
we’re fighting against Rosteratu now.
“Oh, and you can read that report if you want to.”
Albert’s tone had a hint of laughter. In the midst of it all, he was still
trying to tease me.
He’s definitely teasing me a lot more these days. Of course, it’s only
natural that I’d get flustered by his words and actions.
“You may do as you please.”
As I found myself in this kitchen for the first time in a long while, my
fighting spirit soared. I must cook something that Albert will like!
This voice was owned by neither of the two misters, Bob and John,
who usually delivered our food supplies. It seemed like someone
else had replaced them.
Maybe the people on the other side weren’t soldiers at all. I couldn’t
see their faces.
“The Prince is so very sick that he couldn’t even get out of bed right
now. How can I satisfy my desires like this!”
I knew well enough it’s my fault that the coup was being moved up.
That’s why I had to do my part at least so that this coup would be
successful.
Since they’re all set to slash Albert’s throat, they seemed to think
that any food that would pass through it would just be a waste. After
hearing what they wanted to hear, they all disappeared just like that.
These evil scoundrels. How can I live without food?! Do you even
know how important meals are to Koreans!
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 125
Translator: Yonnee
Fortunately enough, since we were out of the tower for a week, the
food that had been delivered last week still remained the same
amount.
I went into the pantry and took stock of the leftover ingredients,
checking them one by one. The first thing that caught my eye were
the potatoes, then next the pumpkins.
I sliced the potatoes and scallions, sprinkled them with some red
pepper powder, which I missed all this time. After boiling the
ingredients for some time, I did a taste test. Tastes spicy and good.
I must have woken him up. Blanc fluttered towards me while rubbing
his eyes. It was so adorable seeing him fly with those very tiny wings
that almost couldn’t be seen behind him.
“Yeeeah.”
Just in time, the rice was ready. I opened the pot and scooped some
out with a spoon. The grains of rice had a sparkling luster to them.
“Yummyyy…”
“We’re going to eat something more delicious during lunch, so you
can look forward to that.”
I could feel exactly just how excited Blanc was. And more emotions
that were difficult to express in just words because of how vividly I
felt them now. It was so amazing to experience such feelings that I
otherwise wouldn’t have understood before.
That’s a relief. It would be difficult if Blanc would also feel all the
feelings I had whenever I saw Albert. And whenever I saw Albert, my
emotions would just run rampant.
I didn’t want to let Blanc know all of those emotions second hand. It
would be nice if he could experience it personally later in the future.
But if I look at how pure and innocent Blanc was right now, that might
still be far away. I patted Blanc over his back.
Blanc grinned. It was a child-like smile that would make anyone who
saw it happy as well.
“I always wanted to tell you my feelings like thiiis.”
“Why?”
“……”
I set the soup at the side and filled another pot with water. This was
so that I could make the boiled eggs that I always served Albert with
care.
After I handed him his food, Blanc flew back and opened the book.
His face looked very serious as he turned the pages with his front
paws.
Blanc frowned.
“It said each dragon has different paces when evolving, and…”
Although Blanc was born a dragon, the only things he knew about
himself were by instinct. And on his 500th birthday, his evolution
would happen. It was an instinct that was known by all dragons from
the start.
I was going to study hard from today onwards, too. I’ll be learning the
basics from Albert.
After putting the eggs into the boiling water, I read the book that
Blanc was also reading.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 126
Translator: Yonnee
I took out the eggs from the boiling water and finished preparing
breakfast.
The fresh kimchi, which I made a while ago, and the rolled omelet
were transferred to a bowl. And when the potato soup and boiled
eggs were placed on the tray as well, the perfect breakfast was
complete.
I think there might be a tad too many eggs in this meal, but… I’m
confident. Am I becoming a cook who specializes in eggs?
With a tray full of dishes, I slowly began to go up the stairs. It’s quite
heavy because there’s a lot of food on it.
…Should I have held back a little? As soon as I worried about it, the
door to the bedroom opened.
“Oh…”
Before I could even say, ‘Prince,’ Albert took the tray from my hands.
His swiftness made me stop there blankly. On the other hand, Albert
just carried the tray naturally and moved it up and down as though
measuring the weight. His eyebrows were furrowed.
I volleyed the words back with ease. I’m glad Albert came out here
though.
It’s strange. Albert always stepped up and helped me before I’d say
anything. He’s always the first to know what I wish to say, the first to
predict what I’ll do.
With him being so thoughtful, I was reminded again about how much
I like him.[1]
***
We placed the dishes on the desk one after another. When he saw
the potato soup, Albert smirked and said that spicy was the best for
him.
“Of course.”
“If you don’t want to eat it, you don’t have to.”
“No, I want to. You made this for me after all.”
…How can you swoop in just like that? My heart skipped a beat. I
took a deep breath and picked up a spoon.
As I said this, Albert sighed lightly and lowered his gaze. His half-
lidded eyes showed a hint of bitterness.
It was the mundane, everyday life that didn’t exist for him before.
And I can say for sure that, in my whole life, I don’t think I’ll ever be
able to meet a man as perfect as Albert.
***
The rain poured down heavily, and as the raindrops drummed on the
windows, the noise drowned out the rest.
“Why?”
While I was washing the dishes earlier, Mercy and Liam had
contacted Albert through the wand.
The number of soldiers we could see outside the tower was just the
appetizer.
There were 30,000 soldiers called just to deal with one of Albert. It
even looked like they were going to war.
¹ This line was very loosely translated because I can’t figure out how to make it sound good
+ more accurate in English. Roughly, it says, “I like (the) him (who does these things).” It’s
kinda just the straightforward confession of, “I like him,” but with an added modifier to ‘him’
pertaining to the previous paragraph. ↩
Chapter 127
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 127
Translator: Yonnee
“Mercy will bring the mages with her in just the right time… And
Schubert is doing his job properly at the knight order. Don’t worry,
Rosé.”
“Pardon?”
No matter how precious a mage was considered, wasn’t that too
few?
Besides that, there was also a significant number of mages who left
the tower after being fed up with the heinous behavior of the higher
ups before.
With how blasé he was about this, I could clearly see how certain he
was of his own abilities.
With his chin still propped on one hand, Albert leaned towards me.
“Ah, the first thing I should do after returning to the palace is to honor
my part of the deal.”
“…Huh?”
“Didn’t you ask for enough riches so that you can live a lofty life?”
“Ah, that…”
He’s talking about the contract now, but it somehow didn’t feel real.
The contract was really coming to an end now.
Once we enter the palace, it’s certain that I’d be revealed as just a
maid. If things pan out in this direction and I keep being at Albert’s
side, it would be difficult to keep any personal information secret.
Once they find out that a maid roped the prince into signing a
contract ensuring her fortune and riches, what kind of aristocrat
would like hearing that?
He took out the contract that he kept stored in the drawer.
Wordlessly, he carefully scanned the terms of the contract, then he
turned to face me.
“……”
“Money?”
“A building?”
“A building in the capital that has the best restaurant with the most
customers.”
“……”
“Anyway, I’m satisfied with a regular monthly stipend. It can help a lot
wherever I go.”
“Travel…”
He said this with certainty, but this statement was like a bolt out of
the blue for me. A bolt of lightning.
I added hastily.
“Prince, I’m not worthy of having a fief. I don’t even know how to
manage one in the first place.”
“That’s why there are people out there you can hire. Not even all the
nobles know how to manage their land. Wouldn’t it be better to have
a fief as your lifetime pension rather than just money, Rosé?”
“As a loyal subject who knew that I was imprisoned in this place, who
sacrificed much of her life to infiltrate this tower and stayed right
beside me, shouldn’t you receive this much?”
It’s easy to guess that this was the narrative that Albert would spread
once we leave this place. He’s a capable man who knows how to
spin stories.
“If there’s someone who asks you about it, that’s what you should
answer.”
“Ah, and one more thing. There’s a rumor that Liam told me about.”
“What is it?”
“He said there’s someone who makes food that’s similar to what you
cooked in his residence.”
If it’s the food I cooked at the duke’s place, then it’s sujebi and
chicken. If there’s anyone else who could make such dishes in this
world, then…
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 128
Translator: Yonnee
I trailed off, then I shook my head. Seo Ina and I aren’t exactly
acquainted.
Still though, it’s kind of amazing to hear about Seo Ina now. The
original story truly was beginning in earnest.
And it’s clear that Seo Ina’s story was going to change after I went
around and affected the plot, regardless of the original.
I don’t know either what the future entails, whether Albert might
come to dislike me eventually, but I do know that it would be
impossible for Albert and Seo Ina to connect now.
I’m not enough of a fool to willingly send away the person I like.
Unless Albert chooses Seo Ina himself.
“I’d like to meet that person.”
“Why?”
The reason is this: I’m curious about the food that Seo Ina makes. If I
were to use the metaphor of coffee, then in the cooking world, I’m
just instant coffee while Seo Ina was T.O.P. When it came to food,
cooking was important, but so too was enjoying it.[1]
Maybe I should think about taking the fief and bringing the female
lead there. I’m seriously considering it.
“If you want, I’ll bring that person to the palace later.”
“Go travel for a bit, then you can stay at the lateral palace for a
while.”
“Lateral palace?”
“There are two lateral palaces on the east side of the royal palace. I’ll
be using one, and…”
He stared at me.
“Once you’ve received your fief… After that, you’ll have to leave the
palace with Liam. I still need to have the palace cleaned up on a
larger scale.”
As I listened to Albert explain this calmly, I felt guilty. Even if I’m only
going to be away from him for a while.
The way he said ‘clean up’ might not just refer to cleaning up the
building itself. It’s nigh time that those who’ve been supporting
Rosteratu, surviving up until now, should be dealt with and erased
from history.
“I’ll need a lot of time cleaning up the place, and I don’t want you to
see how messy it is.”
His gaze sank as deep as his low voice. Though his expression was
languid as usual, he looked tired as he sighed.
I thought out loud. At this, Albert rose to his feet and walked towards
where I was on the floor, sitting on the ground as I listened to him
explain all that. Then, he placed his hand on top of my head.
His life, which Rosé Artius had ruined, was finally back on track.
One month.
Liam wouldn’t have said it on purpose. Albert was just too quick-
witted.
But I wonder why. Why was it that even as I looked at Albert, who
already knew about my plans, I wasn’t upset at all.
“I did say tell you I’ll follow as you heed and let you do whatever you
want to do.”
“My patience is running out, but I think you’ll believe me when that
time comes.”
“After a month.”
He held my hand tightly and pressed it against his chest. His heart
was racing. And as I felt his solid muscles beneath my touch, my
face became bright red.
On the other hand, unlike his rather calm, composed demeanor, his
heart was pounding violently. And in time, I could no longer tell
whether this racing heartbeat drumming against my fingertips was
his or mine…
“You’ll be bringing with you everything that I can receive, and I will
wait. After that…”
You will come back. His voice echoed within me. And, he kissed the
back of my hand.
The gentle touch and soft breath tickled me. The kiss was too pure
to be considered anything sensual, but his lips lingered a moment
long enough that I could feel his hidden intentions.
In the end, as Albert’s lips left my hand, he laughed with his eyes
curved elatedly.
He was so dazzling.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 129
Translator: Yonnee
It’s drizzling. The rain persistently drummed upon the eaves and
rang pleasantly. I perched on the bed and furtively sat next to Albert,
who was reading a book.
“I see.”
Albert just flipped a page on his book, nodding once with an aloof
expression.
“Who knows.”
“…But how will I overcome the ordeal without learning magic from
you?”
“Who knows.”
That’s absolutely not like the Albert I’ve seen. But maybe there’s
something he’s been hiding…
I stared at Albert’s face. With a smile on his lips, even the way he
turned his head to avoid my gaze was so picturesque.
But I knew exactly just how his tumultuous emotions were hidden
behind this visage. I knew how angry he was when I first entered the
contract, and I knew how anxious he was right now.
And there’s something more. I’m sure of it. Albert figured out how to
deal with this without teaching me any magic and without breaking
the contract.
Still, it was clear that he wouldn’t cough up the info no matter how
many times I asked him. And regardless of what he’s up to now,
there’s still a time buffer between since dealing with Rosteratu was
going to be the priority for now. I’ll ask Liam about it later, and I’ll aim
to learn magic first in the meantime.
“You have to teach me, Prince. I can’t even sleep at night while
knowing that I might really die…”
I tried my best to look like a poor, kicked puppy while pouting my lips
to the max. And in response, as though he thought I’m acting
ridiculously, Albert crossed his arms over his chest as his eyes bent
into curves.
“You slept so deeply last night that you wouldn’t have noticed if you
were carried off.”
Busted.
Certainly, it’s true that Albert got up earlier than I did and even
trained at the crack of dawn.
“Right. Didn’t you say that you’ll train with Blanc? Your Highness is a
man of your word, after all, you are a great, amazing monarch
who…”
“I can also recall. Wasn’t there a condition that you also have to train
together?”
There’s not much time left until we’re leaving this tower anyway. For
this kind of hard work while waking up so early in the morning,
wouldn’t it just be about a week?
…But it seemed like Albert wasn’t budging either. Huuu. Even if it’s
an iron wall, this iron wall right here is no use. There’s no such thing
as an iron wall when the person you like is attacking like this. If you
don’t fall for it, then I don’t know how you even came to like me.
Huu. Letting out a sigh, Albert closed his book and he slowly turned
to face me.
His cold eyes were the same color as the sunset. This man, who
didn’t know the meaning of the word compromise, vehemently stared
at me with unreadable emotions flashing across his gaze.
Rising to his feet, Albert strode up to me. His hand reached to touch
my hair, but it paused behind my left ear, and he now fiddled with my
earlobe.
He’s wavering. Now then, I believe it’s time for me to strike. For an
added effect, I clutched his hand tight and soon unleashed all the
aegyo[1] I could muster in my entire life.
“Pretty pleeease?”
“If you ask that way, do you think that I can’t say no?”
Since I couldn’t see his face now, I was left confused. I couldn’t tell
his reaction at all since his tone of voice was entirely even, neither
high nor low.
“P-Prince?”
¹ Aegyo in Korean refers to a cute display of affection often expressed through a cute voice,
changes to speech, facial expressions, or gestures. Aegyo literally means behaving in a
flirtatious, coquette-ish manner. ↩
Chapter 130
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 130
Translator: Yonnee
In any case, I don’t think I’d ever go all the way with Albert in this
place.
“Mmh.”
“Prince, if you teach me the basics of magic, I’ll tell you things about
myself!”
“About you?”
“Yes, you can ask me anything you’re curious about. I’ll tell you
everything I can remember.”
“…You did tell me about your parents last time, didn’t you.”
I trailed off because I was out of breath. Albert’s low chuckle rang
out.
…I mean, I wonder if there’s any woman out there who can get away
unscathed when given this much contact with Albert.
“Compared to kissing?”
“Yes.”
“Don’t you think it’s better to get used to it step by step to prepare for
what comes after kissing?”
***
The root of all magic is mana. In other words, the stronger the magic
spell, the more mana it requires.
And Albert was such a man who was doing all that without any
problems.
“It doesn’t end with just drawing a magic circle. You need an
incantation spell for it—this incantation is going to be laced with
magic. In other words, the incantation will shape the mana into what
we wish it to be.”
“I see…”
“You seemed to know about incantations back then.”
“A bit…?”
Except for Fly, which Albert used, and Hide, which Mercy used, I
also mentioned things like Fire and Water to give shape to those
elements.
For some reason, I felt excited because I could finally apply the
things that I had learned before. Watching me perk up, Albert
muttered with a serious tone.
“Huh?”
“What I’m saying is, for someone who supposedly doesn’t remember
how to wield magic, you seem awfully familiar enough with the
incantations.”
It’s not unreasonable for him to think so. The language in this world
was completely different from English, and I guess people take a
long time to learn the incantation words properly.
“Huh?”
“About who you really are.”
On the other hand though, I’m in a bit of a tough spot. I have no way
of clearing up this misunderstanding.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 131
Translator: Yonnee
“You seem to have the basics down already, so let’s first look at the
magic circles that you need.”
Albert opened a book and showed me the magic circles for one
magic spell at a time. The round circles were chock-full of geometric
patterns. Just looking at them made my head swirl.
“You can wield genuine power only after memorizing and drawing
each stroke of the magic circle correctly. And the intensity of your
power will depend on the mana that you already have.”
“The pattern to the west of the magic circle represents nature, and
on the right side of that western pattern represents water. They have
a completely different meaning. If you draw even one line wrong, you
won’t be able to manifest the spell. And of course, there could be
side effects too if it’s wrong. That’s why you have to memorize it all
properly.”
I took some books and stacked them side by side on the floor, then I
placed a blanket atop it to successfully make a makeshift table. It’s a
good thing I got some books again this time.
Running to my side, Blanc smiled broadly and sat down next to me.
It’s cute how he was turning the pages carefully with his front paws.
I shook my head.
I immediately dipped the quill to the inkwell and started drawing the
magic circle. I decided to memorize the circles that I think I’ll need
the most.
With the mindset of the artistic kid I once was who had a good
aesthetic sense, I soon started studying that magic circle.
I was staring hard at all the strokes of the magic circle I was drawing,
and Albert guessed exactly which one it was.
“Forget… Not bad, but I don’t know how long that would last.”
“But after my spell wears off, I know that you’ll be there to help me,
Prince!”
“…Yes, I will.”
Albert stared at me for a moment, and the corners of his lips tugged
up. I already thought I’ve built up some immunity to that face, but I
was as mesmerized as ever when I saw his sincere expression.
When I trailed off for a bit, Albert’s eyes curved as though he knew.
The smile that graced his lips once more was as deep as the setting
sun amidst the coming twilight.
I know what Albert meant here. But what I wanted to say wasn’t
‘you’re handsome’.
“I hope that there can be more things that you can sincerely smile
about, Prince.”
I know how, all his life, he had just been lifting the corners of his lips
to pretend to laugh and smile with a seductive expression. He was in
such a position that he couldn’t easily let himself be vulnerable and
show his emotions to other people.
I’m not saying that I want him to smile even while he’s having a
difficult time, but I don’t want him to ever lose this smile.
At the heartfelt words that knocked at his heart, Albert slowly opened
his lips to say this. His eyes, as he stared at me, blinked
unexpectedly. Then slowly, they curved into two crescent moons.
He whispered with a deep voice, and with the smile that I liked.
“Then to this person who already has, how much more are you going
to make him fall for you?”
Sitting opposite me, Albert leaned down and propped his elbow on
the table to cradle his chin. His languid eyes stared deep into mine.
“…Should I refrain from saying things like this?”
“No, don’t. I’ll punish you if you refrain from doing so.”
I giggled.
“Of all the people I know, you’re the one who fits the word ‘perfect’
the most.”
***
Come to think of it, Blanc didn’t say anything either. As he was still
reading, I whispered to him.
When Albert saw Blanc jump straight into my arms, one of his
eyebrows twitched. I pretended I didn’t see that and hurriedly went
down to the kitchen.
Chapter 132
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 132
Translator: Yonnee
***
The pork caught my eye. The portion wasn’t going to be enough for
even one serving, but that’s not going to be a problem.
“I should add the meat in and make red pepper paste stew.”
Bringing together pork and red pepper paste was always a winning
combination. Veggie pancakes were delicious on their own as they
were deep-fried, but then it might get too greasy because of the oil.
It’s a good idea to have it together with spicy soup. I also usually
crave soup whenever it’s raining…
After deciding on the menu, I took all the ingredients I needed and
placed them in the basket, then I went out of the pantry.
“…Huh?”
With a shameless expression and with his head tilted to the side,
Albert replied.
“I came here because I got upset about the fact that I couldn’t come
here all this time.”
“Um…”
“Is it so strange that I can go inside the kitchen when I can even
leave the tower?”
“…But you said that you can’t come into the kitchen.”
He couldn’t come into the kitchen all this time, but how could he
come and go now…? As I asked myself, Albert smiled brightly.
“The mages that are supervising the tower had been called in to
prepare for battle. I can go in here now because the barriers were
loosened.”
I thought about it seriously, but Albert just took the basket from my
hands and carried it to the table for me.
His voice was like music to my ears, but I snapped out of it and
thought that I should finish cooking right away so that we can eat. It’s
going to be difficult to mediate between the two of them if they break
out into a fight while I’m cooking.
“There’s not much to see. I’ll try to cook as fast as I can then.”
“Oh gosh…”
“No, not always. The onions are just especially strong today.”
“Strong?”
“Let me do it.”
Where on earth can you even see a prince who cooks! It’s a huge
burden to watch your own boss cook!
I shook my head and tried to stop him, but Albert moved much
quicker than I could react.
Taking the knife in my hand, Albert then stood beside me. The
entirely peculiar image of Albert inside a kitchen with a knife in his
hand finally became reality.
I pleaded for the knife, but Albert was much taller than me and he
had longer arms.
“…Prince, you can’t. Just having the Prince here in the kitchen is
already a tricky enough combination, but how can Your Highness
even go as far as cook?”
I’ve lived alone for a while now and I’m good at wielding a knife!
What’s the big deal about tearing up while peeling an onion!
I muttered to myself and tried to push him back, but there’s no way
on earth that I could beat Albert in strength. Blanc helped me out and
tried to snatch the knife back from Albert’s hand, but even with the
both of us, we could never beat Albert.
…I don’t want to witness the strength and agility of the male lead in a
situation like this!
Albert dogged Blanc’s white front paws with ease. And the dragon
cub’s face gradually flushed red.
How can Blanc know only pretty words? I patted Blanc on the head
because he was being so kind to me.
Honestly, I don’t know how well Albert could wield a knife. In the first
place, the way he was holding that knife right now was kinda weird,
so I wasn’t expecting much. The kitchen wasn’t exactly his usual
haunt, and this was only natural.
However, compared to the awkward knife-handling posture, he
managed to slice up the onions perfectly, as if he was an artisan
whose main medium was a knife for all his life.
“…I mean, a little? I have this thought that you’ll be pretty when you
cry, Prince.”
It’s the same as how it’s mesmerizing to see a beautiful woman cry.
Albert stared at me for a moment, then with the knife still in his hand,
he whispered into my ear.
“…Are you telling me that you’ll give me a hard time once we leave
the tower?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 133
Translator: Yonnee
[ That guy ordered me to gather the troops, but does he think the
magic tower is still on his side? Wow, after he harassed all the
mages? He doesn’t seem to be tired at all, huh. ]
Even though he could only hear her from the wand, Albert could
imagine the dark circles under Mercy’s eyes from her tired voice. He
smirked.
The power that dragons produced during their death was enormous.
Since the dragon had wished for a miserable end for Marquis Evnen,
then he would have also swept Rosteratu into it since he was the
marquis’ most influential backer and source of power.
“The plan of coming to the tower. Did he explain what he’s going to
do?”
Although he was the king who’d gone mad and called in countless
soldiers and nobles, he still knew how to distinguish between his
enemies and his allies.
It’s said that the former lord of the magic tower was like a loyal dog
to him, but now it was different.
Rosteratu was now using the mages as leverage against Mercy, but
to some extent, he was still keeping a strict line between them. If he
relied too much on the mages, then the damage that would come
back to him would be immense if he would be betrayed in the end.
Albert nodded. This was as expected. That king had always been
suspicious of others.
The mages were now leaving the magic tower and were headed to
the palace. This was to speed up the time they’d need tomorrow to
come to the tower where Albert was.
“We all know he’s crazy, but this isn’t just about his fear. He’s
planning to use me perfectly until the end.”
Even when Albert was still in the palace, the current king had always
been preoccupied with putting the prince down. The king was
obsessed with vanity, and so he would always try to make a show
out of completely crushing ‘Prince Albert’.
[ I will have to join the fray tomorrow, sir. What are your orders? ]
“Be inconspicuous.”
[ Wow, I’ve always been wondering what the spire looks like, but I’m
finally going to see it. ]
There was just one day left before the battle that Albert had been
preparing for since the day he entered the tower, but it seemed like
Mercy wasn’t nervous about it either. Albert narrowed his eyes.
Anyway, Albert was firmly rooted here at the tower so that Rosteratu
wouldn’t care about the royal palace.
The king was going to bring with him to the tower countless soldiers
and the Order of the Eagle, which was the highest of the three
chivalric orders serving the royal family. The other two chivalric
orders were firmly guarding the palace.
The previous king had been a wise king, and so Rosteratu was
benefiting greatly from that. The power of each chivalric order, which
the previous king had established, was formidable.
Liam’s secret forces had outstanding talent, but they were greatly
outnumbered. They had asked the other nobles to cooperate and
send their forces as well, but they demanded to see Albert, who was
still trapped in the tower, face-to-face first before aiding in the
resistance.
In the end, it’s become a battle between speed and wits. Albert gave
Liam intel on the palace’s underground passages.
Small numbers complimented covert military operations.
The mages, Liam and Schubert would hit the palace. Except for
Mercy, the two mages who would assist Liam would be Icy and Fiery.
Icy was the most brilliant mage in the magic tower when it came to
frost magic, while Fiery was the best in flame magic.
In other words, the only people who would face Rosteratu and his
30,000 soldiers here at the tower were Mercy and Albert.
The rumors that Albert released outside had yet to reach the capital.
So it must not have reached Rosteratu’s ears yet.
Chapter 134
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 134
Translator: Yonnee
[ Miss Artius and I will watch from the tower, Your Highness. It’s been
a while since I last saw you in action with your magic. ]
Albert smiled tilting his head to the side as he heard Mercy’s words.
As he crossed his arms, there was not a single hint of fear in his
countenance.
The moment he’d show his overwhelming power and kill Rosteratu,
the other nobles wouldn’t dare stand against him.
No, even at the event that he’d be confronted, he was still confident
about succeeding the throne. However, he didn’t want to take the
innocent lives of those who were afraid.
He knew that a lot of blood would be spilt, but he still wanted to
reduce the casualties as best as he could. Albert was a benevolent
ruler.
[ Yes, I understand. ]
“Yes, you also have to speak after all. About how Rosé had been a
great support to me while I was trapped in the tower.”
The first person Mercy would be meeting inside the tower wasn’t
Albert, but Rosé.
The plan was smooth, and so there was nothing to worry about.
The rebellion within the magic tower hadn’t been this smooth either.
There was a traitor in the middle, and the battle that decided things
had been brutal.
…But she had a hunch that, despite this uprising being bigger than
the one she had been in, it’s going to end up as just a one-sided
pummeling.
Not all efforts could be directly translated into results, but he was the
kind of man who always produced results beyond the effort he had
put in.
After hearing the necessary reports, Albert was about to end the call,
but Mercy added one last thing as though it was an afterthought.
To be more precise, the man… who had once been her father, but
not anymore. He had already abandoned all his morals as a man
and lived like a dog following Rosteratu’s every command. He had
forgotten his dignity as a mage. And, because he couldn’t bear his
daughter’s disgusted gaze towards him, he kept beating that child.
Ever since she became the lord of the magic tower, her disposition
towards the former lord had become unyielding. However, she had
been delaying her eventual meeting with him so far. Mercy herself
was surprised by this as well.
She thought she had gotten rid of all emotions tied to that man, but
she still felt the vague emotions of love and hate surging within her.
Because it was still true that he had once given her affection.
And here, it finally was. She realized it now. People wouldn’t change
so easily, and neither would that man. If he would survive through
this coup, he would just seek a chance to cut her own head off.
She would tell her father about how the corrupt world, which he was
protecting so much, had collapsed.
She’d tell him how the coup had succeeded, that Albert had escaped
from the tower his own father had trapped him in, and that he killed
Rosteratu.
And, that the king her father used to serve was no more.
“Cutting off his head would bring him to death the soonest. Or, well, it
doesn’t have to be like that. If you want him to be in pain, break his
ribs one at a time.”
[ If I think about what kind of treatment he’s given me before, I’d love
to do that… ]
They were talking about family, but these two people were
indifferent. This kind of conversation was natural for them.
Rosé had talked about the time when she lost her family, as though it
pained her so.
“It seems like it’s also possible for one’s existence to be precious to
someone else.”
His long eyelashes fluttered. After thinking about Rosé for a moment,
he then recalled what he was supposed to ask.
[ Ah, right. I got there at the right time, so I had the chance to search
the mansion thoroughly. But how did Your Highness know? It was
pretty well-hidden. ]
“Report.”
Mercy knew that Albert wouldn’t answer anyway even if she tried to
ask again, so she shrugged and continued her report.
She was also curious about it, since Albert hinted at it last time they
met at the dungeon prison—that Marquis Evnen might have
something to do with black magic.
That’s all the proof she could find. No one knew about the
involvement between Marquis Evnen and a dark mage. Or perhaps,
it was more correct to say that they hadn’t been allowed to live.
Albert liked to deal with things neatly. He didn’t like how ambiguous it
was now, but… if that dark mage still couldn’t be found until this day,
then it was reasonable enough to think that they might not be alive
anymore.
As long as the truth about her being a dark mage would never be
revealed, then it was fine.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 135
Translator: Yonnee
Albert drew nearer towards Rosé, who was sleeping on one side of
the bed.
It hadn’t been long since she started sleeping in this bed, but she
was sleeping so well that it seemed like this had been her spot all
along. She would be so nervous while settling into the covers, but
while he pretended to sleep, she would relax almost instantaneously.
Albert lay down on his side of the bed. The sound of her even
breaths next to him filled his ears. He turned to the side and leaned
his head on Rosé’s back.
You, who gradually brought color to my dull, colorless life. I like you.
From the moment you brought up the contract. When you showed
me the expression you had when you said that you would never,
ever touch me. During the times you laughed. As we ate together
and read books together. Throughout all those times, I like you.
The moment they had entered the tower together, she told him that
he should think of no better happiness than this. However, only a fool
would have trusted the words of ‘that woman’, and he vowed that as
soon as he’d get out of this tower, he would exact his vengeance
against Rosteratu. That was the only way he’d be able to continue
on with his life.
Ever since she changed, she had become his shelter. His salvation.
Living in the tower gave him a moment’s repose from all the malice
and all the greed he had been surrounded by throughout his entire
life. She was the one who made him realize what living truly meant.
It was during the time he spent with her that he was truly happy.
Even though he knew that it was impossible for them to live here
forever, he still wished that they could.
The time he had with Rosé reminded him of a memory from way
back when. As he started to think about it more, that memory
gradually became clearer.
Albert recalled the time he met that woman, when all he had was
nothing but loss. He couldn’t find a single reason to continue living,
but then she held his hand and made it possible for him to think that
enduring and trudging ahead was worth it.
Her smile resembled the clear daytime sky, and her tone and
personality were exactly like that of the current Rosé Artius.
He recalled the dragon fledgling who had taken up space on the floor
next to the bed. Such a precocious name like ‘Blanc’ didn’t suit it.
Albert was now under the strong suspicion that his childhood
memories had been blocked. He was even suspecting that he was
under a memory erasing spell. Having a vague idea of it, Albert soon
stopped thinking about it.
In the end, she was going to leave him yet bring that dragon with her.
Albert gently held a lock of Rosé’s hair, which was tickling his cheek,
and soon, he brought it to his lips. Being so close to her yet not
being able to touch her was torture.
His brows furrowed, and yet he smirked. At the end of the day, this,
too, was a time they spent together.
After getting out of this place, there would be two weeks. Then, one
month. This would be Rosé’s first and last grace period.
***
…I guess the day we’re getting out of this tower has finally come.
We really are leaving now, but I don’t feel as delighted as I thought
I’d be. It made my heart pound just thinking about Rosteratu and his
30,000 soldiers.
“You’re up early.”
…Did all the eggs I had boiled for him help? I did my best to cook
those, y’know.
“From my body?”
“…If I say ‘Yes, that’s the case,’ would that put you in a bad mood?”
“It’s alright when it’s you. Then, I guess the answer is yes.”
“Yes.”
“You don’t have to stare so intently right now. You can continue
looking later, so there’s nothing for you to worry.”
Albert promptly smiled at her with his eyes, then he went and hid in
the bathroom.
Look at what?!
Chapter 136
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 136
Translator: Yonnee
…Then he must have heard our conversation, must have seen the
way I stared at Albert’s body, and must have witnessed how my
expression changed in an instant.
I’m a bit embarrassed and ashamed that he had to hear that, but,
like, I mean, he’s practically even older than any human being’s
grandfather, but to me, Blanc has always been a child, that’s why…
“Rosé…”
“A while ago…”
“Because today’s an… important day… But Rosé, I guess you really
like that kind of figuuure…”
Blanc declared this very determinedly, though his words were from
the left field as he was oblivious. No, Blanc, please. I don’t want to
see you like that.
“No… I’ve never seen Rosé so shy and happy, that’s why I gotta…”
It seemed like Blanc had already made up his mind. Ah, ah, my head
started throbbing. But that’s not important right now.
While Albert was washing up, I looked out the window. Compared to
yesterday, the tower’s surroundings were quickly filled by so many
more people. All the soldiers were standing upright while they held
their weapons.
“…Whoa.”
I held onto the wand that Albert had handed to me. I only knew the
basics of magic, and I’ve never cast a spell properly, but I was ready
to do so anyway.
I heard Albert’s voice behind me. Startled, I stuck close to the wall
and spoke.
“Oh god, you surprised me. When did you come out, Prince?”
Albert looked out the window together with me. But even the sight
before us wasn’t enough to change his expression.
Still, the languid look in his eyes and the confident smile on his lips
remained.
With the way he stroked his chin, he looked kinda happy, even. He’s
laid out his perfect revenge against Rosteratu, so it’s only natural.
The ease in which he carried himself was something that only the
strong could emulate.
Soon, his red eyes flashed. With the corners of his lips curled up, he
let out a low chuckle.
Only now did I notice what kind of outfit Albert was wearing. He was
wearing a different style than he usually did. On his neck was a
cravat, and the fabric of his clothes was soft silk. Then, on his back,
he had a cape that was embroidered with the royal crest depicting
lilies. But even as he was all decked up in luxury, it absolutely didn’t
look over the top at all.
It was as if those clothes were made for him and him alone.
With his sword fastened to his waist, he looked like the very image of
the noble and beautiful god of victory.
“Let’s go.”
Albert held out a hand to me. As though bewitched, I took that hand.
We went down the stairs towards the kitchen.
“…Huh?”
I was so busy studying magic that I didn’t hear the details of the plan
from Albert, so I didn’t know anything about how the coup would be
carried out. Left confused, all I heard from him were vague things
that confused me.
“No way. There’s a ton of people eagerly waiting for His Highness
outside.”
Chapter 137
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 137
Translator: Yonnee
He had already killed Marquis Evnen. As for the nobles who could be
colluding with Albert, they were either killed or framed with false
criminal charges. Albert was trapped in that tower, was unable to do
anything and was practically reduced to the position of a slave, but
Rosteratu’s fears still would not disappear.
Discontent amid the people was growing due to the ongoing drought
and due to the taxes being raised this year. Rosteratu had blamed it
all on Albert—as long as there’s someone to blame, Rosteratu could
evade criticism.
This, too, was the reason why Albert was kept alive all this time in
the tower. He was a good sacrificial lamb to take on all of the king’s
problems.
…As long as the prince wouldn’t dare try to come for the king’s neck,
that is.
He was so excited about the possibility that the prince had already
lost his mind in that tower, after having been subjected to all kinds of
humiliation that the maid had put him under.
Mercy took out a gem that could take down the spell that was
covering the entire spire. With almost all of the mages beheaded
now—or at least, Rosteratu knew that they had been injured and
incapacitated—the gem that was filled with the magic power of many
mages floated in the air as commanded by Mercy’s wand.
“Unlock.”
Crack! The gem cracked into pieces with a loud sound. A buzz could
be heard coming from the tower.
The strange noise seemed to sound like the waves of the sea one
moment, but it soon changed to a sound that was reminiscent of
glass breaking. At that moment, the barrier spell surrounding the
entire tower was released.
The soldiers put on their helmets to protect their heads and they
clutched their weapons tightly. Those who were armed with bows
aimed their arrows at the door of the tower. Each arrowhead was
coated with deadly poison, so even just a single graze could kill a
person.
Compared to staying outside with many other people, going into the
small tower and personally bringing Albert outside was tantamount to
suicide. It’s true that they were prepared to risk their lives, but they
weren’t fearless. Especially since their opponent was the prince who
they knew was a devil.
“Your Majesty, I…”
So, Adrian stepped down and didn’t insist because he also knew
this. It was shameful, but he also didn’t want to die.
“…You, personally?”
By bowing her head like this, she fortunately could keep her
expression hidden.
Rosteratu told the soldiers that they should not relax, not even for a
moment.
The soldiers shouted back their response. They aimed their arrows
and clutched onto their swords and spears.
On either side of Rosteratu, the mages who had come with Mercy
aimed their wands.
Mercy opened the door of the tower. However, the others couldn’t
see well inside.
Rosteratu knew that Albert was a good swordsman and a mage, but
the king believed that the prince was not going to be a match against
the lord of the magic tower.
He expected that Mercy would come out soon, but as time went on,
she had yet to show up again. Perhaps a fight had broken out inside.
The narrow belief he had in the tower lord quickly ran out. He was
thinking that she had already died.
Of course, the truth was that Mercy wasn’t dead. She’s just finishing
up her breakfast in peace while looking around the tower. Today’s
breakfast was sujebi made with the few vegetables that were leftover
in the pantry. The white noodle soup, which was tailored to Albert’s
tastes, was also something that Mercy liked very much.
Chapter 138
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 138
Translator: Yonnee
“Commander.”
The smell of sujebi flowed through the open door. At the famishing
smell, Rosteratu was left perplexed.
“…Food?”
People started talking.
“It’s just a conspiracy to confuse us! Everyone, do not let your guard
down!”
“Fire!”
Whiiz! Dozens upon dozens of arrows flew through the air. The
arrows were just like the rain that was falling a while ago. However,
not one single arrow hit anyone.
Because all of the arrows lost their momentum right in front of the
door. They all fell to the ground.
“…Magic?”
Rosteratu rose from his seat. Uneasily staring into the door, he soon
saw someone coming out of the shadows. It was the silhouette of a
man.
Despite the dim, dreary sky, the man shone brilliantly enough—and it
was the same man that Rosteratu had thrown into that tower.
“…Albert Grey.”
The elegant smile on that man’s lips stunned the soldiers for a
moment, making them forget where they were.
Through the fringe of his gray hair, the man’s red eyes looked like
the eyes of a demon—one that would devour him.
His and Rosteratu’s gazes met in the air. Then, Albert’s eyes curved
gently.
“Your Majesty will not have another heir if I die here, but don’t you
think that this kind of welcome is much too grand?”
“…What?”
After hearing the words that were laced entirely with sarcasm, all
Rosteratu could do was pause for a long moment. The fact that
Albert was obedient to him before entering the tower played a part in
this reaction.
Rosteratu pointed urgently at Albert, and it was only then that the
soldiers came to their senses and rushed to attack Albert. Their
shouts were deafening.
But at that moment, Albert spoke with a voice that was as soft as the
spring breeze—
“Freeze.”
Cold air flowed through their surroundings. The air froze as though it
was snowing.
Then, it was as if time had stopped. People froze in place. The
soldiers tried to move their bodies, but the only thing they could
move were their eyes.
The soldiers looked around with their eyes wildly. All the deafening
war cries disappeared and only silence remained.
Then, Mercy’s spell seeped out from the tower like a mist, and it
began to surround the soldiers around Albert and Rosteratu.
[ Because I am afraid. ]
The illusion, which was based on real events, had completely filled
people’s eyes and ears, making it possible for the revelation of new
facts.
They once believed and trusted the king, but it turned out that he
was hiding such an ugly truth underneath. They were quickly
disillusioned.
“A-Adrian!”
One by one, Rosteratu shouted the names of the people who should
help him. However, even the entire knight order had seen the
images.
The king was the person who brought him in—the one who once
gave Albert hope that his life might turn out different.
And yet, all the king did was use him without any mercy nor remorse.
All the king did was to try and cut him down.
Still, Albert endured. He held onto the thought that he would one day
be king. For a moment, he was swept away by the memories of that
time.
“My anxieties grew as I waited for that long. I thought that you might
take your own life—that’s what made me really nervous.”
“If you’re suffering that much from just dreams alone, dreams that
aren’t even real, don’t you think that’s too unfair to me?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 139
Translator: Yonnee
His sword touched Adrian’s chin, and the thin ice surrounding
Adrian’s body melted in an instant. The vision before his eyes melted
as well, then he let out a rugged exhale.
“Huuk…”
“Please watch.”
“You bastard!”
Adrian’s sword was too slow for him. Even as an opponent in the
battlefield, he couldn’t land a single strike. There’s one reason as to
why Albert had undone the spell, and this was to maximize
Rosteratu’s fear.
“W-What is this…”
“Is this not like the hunt that you like so much?”
“…Y-You…”
“Run away. You never know—you just might be able to escape and
survive.”
When Rosteratu could run no more, he stopped and gasped for air,
looking back at Albert while trembling.
“Uh, uuuh…”
“It would be much too boring if the hunt ends soon, right? This, too,
is something you’ve taught me before.”
“P-Please spare me. I’ll let you be the king. Just, please, spare my
life. Please! I’ll give you everything you want!”
“U-Uaaahh!”
He turned away from Albert and began to run through the crowd
once more. However, all he could see were frozen soldiers.
“You know, what I was worried about was how I might kill you as
soon as I saw that face of yours. But I guess we don’t have to worry
about that.”
While he watched Rosteratu run wildly away, at the back of his mind,
he thought that he didn’t want any marks left on himself.
Albert stared at the tower for a moment. He didn’t realize it, but the
tower’s door was closed now. Mercy was obeying his orders as
expected. Rosé wouldn’t even be able to come out.
Rosé said that she also knew how to use magic, and that’s why she
also offered her own help. But in the first place, in a game like this,
Rosteratu already didn’t have any chances of winning.
And Albert knew that Rosé would be afraid of him if she saw him like
this. That’s why he made sure that she would never witness this.
Confirming that Rosé didn’t come out of the tower, Albert gave Mercy
the signal to dispose of Adrian’s body. This was so that Rosé
wouldn’t be surprised when she’d come out later.
His languid gaze now grew sharp. The image of a pure man of God
suddenly turned into that of a monster.
Albert tore off his cravat. Letting out a low breath, he soon followed
leisurely after Rosteratu.
From the very start, it’s clear who the winner was.
Chapter 140
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 140
Translator: Yonnee
***
“But why aren’t you even letting me look out the window?”
“It’s because…”
Mercy trailed off. I glanced sideways at her, then soon sighed. Right
now, I’m just here in the bedroom with Mercy while waiting for
Albert’s signal.
I know he’s strong, but there’s just no way he could take on that
many people alone. Sure, he might not get hurt badly, but he
certainly might get injured here and there. And I felt guilty about this
because the coup started at an earlier date because of me.
“Prince, please let me go out with you so that I can help you.”
After breakfast inside the tower with Mercy, this was what I told
Albert. While staying inside the tower for the remaining time, I started
studying magic very diligently for this reason.
I wanted to help him, but it was also important to heed his words.
Mercy had chimed in and further added that there’s so much here for
her to see. It’s clear that Mercy, who perked up like that as though
she’d been waiting to speak, was following Albert’s orders. In any
case, it was difficult to insist on going out after I heard what Mercy
said.
In the end, I couldn’t stop Albert from going out all by himself.
Mercy was looking out the window to see the state of things outside,
then she was suddenly on the move.
“Still though, this time, I can cook whatever I want and we can eat
whatever we wish. We can buy desserts and clothes, meet people
and talk to them and return to being a member of society.”
I feel relieved just thinking about how we can finally go out after this
long confinement is over. No matter how much I liked staying in, it’s
difficult to be a homebody by force. It’s essential to maintain the
freedom to go out whenever I want.
I could read his thoughts on this. And rather than revealing that we
had a transactional contract, this was better. I couldn’t go against this
plan because it’s much better for the sake of Albert’s dignity and
status.
…How on earth could I possibly handle that many people? It’s still
difficult for me to even memorize magic circles. And I’ve never really
wielded magic before.
It feels like I’ve become a new employee again! And it’s terrible!
Clutching my hair as I agonized over this, I gasped when I felt a
sudden pang.
“Ugh…”
It felt like the same headache that Albert had treated not long ago.
While wrapping both hands over my head, I crouched down.
What’s this? But Albert healed me already. There’s no reason for this
headache to come back.
“You must’ve waited a long time! You can come out now.”
The moment I heard Mercy’s cheerful voice, the headache
disappeared. Blanc was still looking at me with wide, worried eyes,
so I comforted him.
“Now then, it’s time for you to use magic to knock those people out.
Just leave a few witnesses here.”
“Yes.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 141
Translator: Yonnee
At the end of the day, I thought that I should personally ask Mercy.
Clasping her hand, I asked the question seriously.
“Didn’t His Highness explain it? He said that he gave you a note.”
After Mercy said this, I was reminded of what Albert said after
slipping something into my hand while he was on his way out.
It was a strangely familiar magic circle, and when I thought about it, it
occurred to me that it looked like the magic circle for ‘Forget’ that I
practiced often.
“Yes.”
I was holding the wand with my other hand. It was the wand that
came back to my possession after Albert gave it back to me.
“Big Sis, your job is simple. Just send electricity over to the ones that
are frozen.”
Mercy stepped forward and came up behind me, then she held the
wand with me.
“It’s your first time wielding magic, so it’s better to draw the circle in
advance.”
With Mercy’s help, I began to draw the magic circle on the ground.
The light from the end of the wand moved slowly.
But the people in front of us now didn’t know that. I could see their
eyes blinking nervously.
All they could do was move their eyes and blink, but this alone
conveyed their emotions.
So I asked Mercy out loud so that the people in front could see what
I was really doing. To comfort them, maybe. Mercy responded with a
laugh.
“Haha, His Highness couldn’t have intended for you to kill them, Big
Sis. He prepared it carefully, so you don’t have to worry.”
“……”
It seemed like she was amplifying our voices. I recalled the rumors
about Albert, then I replied to her.
“He’s a true, genuine Prince. I didn’t go to the tower with him for
nothing.”
“Huh?”
“Electricity.”
With a crackling sound, light came out from the end of the wand and
flew straight to the frozen soldiers.
The vivid yellow light was distinctly beautiful, and it looked as if this
brilliance had been taken right out of the sun.
As soon as the sharp light touched the ice, water droplets fell from
the ice, like snowmen who were touched by sunlight.
And it just so happened that the sun was rising from the horizon. The
rays of the sun sparkled against the ice and the droplets falling from
the soldiers.
Along with me, the people who were freed from the ice stared at the
scene as though they were mesmerized.
Then, people began to fall asleep one by one. All the people brought
by Rosteratu couldn’t defend themselves, let alone attack.
It’s clear to me that even this was part of Albert’s plan. He managed
to end the rebellion without killing one single innocent person.
I hope he can get revenge for all the time he had to endure.
Well, I mean, it’s not like I’m in the kind of position that I’d do them
any favors.
Chapter 142
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 142
Translator: Yonnee
“Roséee!”
Blanc flew straight into my arms, and so I hugged him tightly. With a
loud voice and with his eyes sparkling, he spoke.
“I’m glad you thought so. But most of the magic that happened just
now was planned by His Highness.”
There’s no way I could have made such a beautiful scene with just
one electricity spell. But as he heard my explanation, Blanc tilted his
head to the side.
“That’s the Prince’s fault. How could he when our Blanc is this cute!”
My sly words made Blanc giggle lightly. It was always nice to hear
Blanc’s laughter.
“Mercy?”
“There’s a problem.”
“What is it?”
“Even now?”
…So these people weren’t lulled to sleep for nothing? Once again, I
was shocked. And Mercy’s power also surprised me.
“You’re dealing with all of these people alone… You can do that?”
“Eyy, this is nothing compared to what His Highness could do
though.”
Today was the day that Albert would kill Rosteratu. The uprising had
been moved up, but I was aware of what this entailed.
Today was also the day that he’d take over the palace and become
the new king. Throughout the process, Rosteratu should be no more.
Albert couldn’t even express his anger as he heard his people dying.
I held Mercy’s hand furtively. She tilted her head to the side,
perplexed as to what I was doing.
I pointed to myself.
“…Huh?”
“You need to be here, Mercy, and His Highness needs to exact his
final revenge, so I’ll go and release the restraints. If the only
requirement is for a mage to release them, then I could do it.”
Hearing me say that, Mercy blinked. But she didn’t refute my words.
Her face didn’t immediately crumple either, so this must be a good
sign.
“You can just teleport me there, Mercy, and all I have to do is direct
the spell at the restraints. Just send me to the right place, and I can
do it. Or, is it in a really dangerous place?”
“It’s dangerous. Big Sis, if you get hurt anywhere at all, I wouldn’t be
able to face His Highness.”
“Schubert and Liam are there, too. You can trust them. And think
about it, Mercy, we can’t end His Highness’ revenge here when he’s
been waiting for this moment for a lifetime. How difficult has it been
for him all this time?”
This was the final test. If I don’t answer correctly here, Mercy
wouldn’t let me go there!
In my mind, I flitted through all the contents of the books I’ve read
before. To release those restraints. The English word for this is…!
“Unlock, right?”
“…That’s right.”
“You must have memorized the incantation words well. I’ll show you
the magic circle, let’s try drawing it together. If you can remember
how to use the wand like earlier, it’ll be much easier for you to draw
later. It’ll help you like a guide.”
“When will it be possible to just imagine the magic circle in your mind
instead of actually drawing it?”
“It varies from person to person. But it’s only possible if the magic
circle is completely memorized in your head.”
She further said that wielding magic without magic circles was also
possible.
But she also added that the spell would be very weak.
“You can skip drawing the magic circle, but wielding magic without a
wand is the most difficult step. His Highness is famous for a reason.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 143
Translator: Yonnee
“Hide.”
Mercy waved her wand. It was the same spell that she used while
we were crossing the forest last time.
Something started fluttering around my body. This was the sign that
the ‘hide’ spell was working properly.
“Now, the only people who can see you are Duke Liam, Schubert
and the mages.”
It was just a small comment, but it’s amazing how she started
building an idea from that. She really was the lord of the magic
tower. Of course, there’s a reason why she attained that position at
such a young age.
“It’s my attribute magic. Mages are born with one each. You’ll be able
to find out what’s yours later.”
“…Attribute magic.”
“I heard it’s also close to what you truly wish for. It’s a specialty that
should suit you, and I’m sorta wondering what it is.”
I was taken aback a little after hearing Mercy’s explanation. She said
that it would be close to one’s wishes, so the same should be true for
Mercy.
What kind of wish did she have that she could control powerful
illusions like this?
…It’s clear that there was a hidden side to Mercy that I didn’t know
yet. Would there come a day when I’d be close enough to Mercy that
I could find out?
Regardless of her age, her eyes showed a strong will, and her smile
was so cool.
“Of course.”
This looked exactly like the kind of place where ghosts appeared.
Still though, at least there were some light fixtures on the walls,
enough to illuminate the surroundings.
There, I saw Liam and Schubert standing side by side. The two of
them blinked back at me as though they couldn’t figure out what was
going on. Shubert tilted his head to the side.
“…How did you get here? And on your head, isn’t that the dragon?”
“Yes, this is Blanc. And I’m here to undo the restraints as Mercy’s
substitute. I’m a mage now, you see.”
…Oh yeah, he hates reptiles. I could feel Blanc feeling a little sad
after seeing Schubert’s reaction. The little dragon’s emotions were
conveyed to me.
“Yes, and as a mage, I’m here to sincerely help His Highness in his
uprising.”
“What we need right now isn’t a novice mage. Why couldn’t Mercy
come here personally?”
“His Highness hasn’t returned from his battle with Rosteratu yet. We
couldn’t possibly get in the way of the revenge he’s been looking
forward to for a lifetime. And even if I’m just a beginner at this, I
know what I need to do.”
I had one job here. And I could perfectly remember the ‘unlock’ spell
to undo the restraints.
Perhaps hearing some credibility in my explanation, the look in
Liam’s eyes loosened as though a thread taut with tension became
relaxed.
“…You’re a maid, but you really do have the right ideas, always.”
But here with these two, there wasn’t any anger that I needed to
coax them out of, and it’s not the right time to bring out humor and lift
the atmosphere.
I endured it all when it came to Albert, too, so it’s not like I couldn’t
take what Schubert was dishing. With the corners of my lips tugging
up, I laughed away my concerns.
“But where are the mages now though so that I can undo their
restraints?”
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 144
Translator: Yonnee
“Huh?”
The mages were people who wielded magic, and they’re not like
Liam and Schubert, who had trained their bodies. It was an adequate
reason.
It would have been better if we could call Mercy right now and ask
her how we should proceed, but I didn’t know the right spell or magic
circle for sending messages.
I need to judge the situation here.
“No, they might want to reverse the mages’ powers and use them for
themselves. Those two mages are both very powerful.”
I stood still in the same spot, lost in my own thoughts. How should
we go about this problem?
“Ah, just FYI. We got intercepted by the knight order here in the
passageways earlier. They’re coming after us right now.”
Hey, wait, what did you just say? The moment my mind registered
what he just said, I felt a chill down my spine.
“Then are you saying that they’re right on our heels this very
second…?”
While stretching, Schubert started moving. No, but, I mean, you can’t
just say that now!
The knights were following us, but I couldn’t imagine how they could
find us.
Liam took the lead while looking at the map in his hands. It was all
thanks to magic that I could keep up the pace with them when they
were going so fast.
If it wasn’t for magic, I would have been left in the dust by now,
unable to keep up with them.
Judging by the fierce look in their eyes, they were clearly different
from the soldiers I saw earlier at the tower.
I could conjure a small fire for a bit more light, but I decided to save
my magic reserves.
We didn’t know when exactly the other knights would find us and
attack. If that would happen, then I’d need to use all my strength
then.
It didn’t occur to me that something could go wrong. Liam and
Schubert moved calmly, and they were very thorough men.
I ran harder for a long time so that I could reach Schubert’s side,
then when I was there, I spoke.
He made a strange sound when I thrusted Blanc into his arms. Still
though, he didn’t drop Blanc.
He had a good relationship with Blanc, that’s why it’s a waste to just
leave it like this as they were.
After me, I think he’s the next person who Blanc opened up to.
This, too, was an experience that made Blanc start feeling little by
little that it was worth living in this world.
“Please consider Blanc’s feelings. Didn’t you guys have fun hanging
out together before?”
Don’t people say that you shouldn’t judge a book by its cover?
Sighing, Shubert covered his face for a moment, but he soon placed
Blanc on his head.
Feeling satisfied, I watched them make up. Alright, this side has
been settled.
“What is it?”
I know what Albert thinks of me, but I can’t figure out why he’s being
so passive about teaching me magic. While we were still at the
tower, I made a great effort in studying magic.
However, Albert showed very minimal effort in teaching me. It was so
unlike his usual self.
So, I came to the only possible conclusion why he would act like
that.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 145
Translator: Yonnee
It’s the first time Liam agreed with my words readily. It kinda felt like
we were two co-workers talking about our boss.
“He’s been carrying such a burden all his life, so doing that might
come more naturally for him.”
I understood what he’s saying, but at the same time, I couldn’t help
but think that it would be lonely for Albert to live like that for all his
life. I only wish for him to have more happiness in his life.
I had only been half sure of it until now because there was no
conclusive evidence pointing to it.
“Is there really a way to change the contractor? I don’t think I read
anything about that in the books I have…”
“I heard from His Highness that he’s going to the Dragon’s Tomb.”
He had never been this generous to me though. I’m sure he’s doing
it for Albert.
“I’ve never heard of the Dragon’s Tomb before… I’ll have to ask
Blanc.”
During the time needed to prepare for Albert’s coronation as the next
king, I should go to this ‘Dragon’s Tomb’ with Blanc, and at the same
time, we’d have to work harder at learning magic.
It would take too long for me to self-study magic. Albert was such a
genius that it felt like a waste for him to teach me because I couldn’t
understand right away.
I needed another teacher. Hopefully someone would be available
once we truly get out of the tower.
Dear Teacher, I’ll pay you a lot of money! This student of yours is a
building owner!
Creak. The door was up a few steps. At the end of those steps, Liam
pushed the door further open.
Along with a breeze of fresh air, the blinding sunlight welcomed us.
The sudden brightness made me squint as I went out.
After Liam, Schubert, Blanc and I walked through the door, the rest
of the soldiers followed.
The landscaping done on the garden was beautiful, and there were
many flowers planted there. However, it was like a maze.
They did it so effortlessly, too. Were these men really the king’s
knights?
I looked at them with suspicion as we ran past them. Before long, all
the knights, who subdued the others, regrouped in the front of the
fountain.
I saw Schubert there, and with Blanc in his arms, it looked like the
baron was more relaxed now.
“You’re not avoiding him anymore.”
When I walked closer to them and said this, Schubert didn’t say
anything for a moment, then he soon muttered under his breath.
As Schubert said this, he also looked cute, honestly. It really felt like I
had gained a younger brother. I chuckled softly, then I remembered
what Liam and I talked about earlier.
“…Um. I’m not sure if it’s a tomb, but… I think it’s the place where I
was born…?”
“There are many kids who die even before hatching… Because
there’s no place where dragons gather togetheerr…”
“Uh-huh…”
It was loose on me because it was too big. Still, this was better than
nothing.
Unlike Liam, who was a bit antsy because things might go wrong, I
was calm.
This part was the biggest inciting incident of the novel that would
lead to the core story, so there’s no way that Albert’s uprising would
ever fail.
Of course, it’s also true that I fully trust and believe in Albert.
Before Liam opened the door, he held his breath and listened. It was
quiet beyond the door.
Was he not being alert? It’s weird that there’s no guards here at the
entrance.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 146
Translator: Yonnee
“Do you truly intend to let that cursed scoundrel have the throne,
Duke?! Have you not questioned why he survived alone while the
rest of his family perished? That wretch is not a legitimate prince!”
Seriously…
In any case, once Albert would come and sweep away all these
people later, that’s the only time they’d realize how stupid they’re
being… And at the end of the day, they’re just extras to be used as
sacrificial lambs for cider.[1]
“Charge!”
…Our souls have become connected. This was both exciting and
chilling. I should take care of myself, too. I can’t let Blanc die in vain
because of me.
I’ve become his contractor already, but why couldn’t I see what Blanc
was seeing right now?
A quick reaction time was the best in this situation. To do the spell,
the magic circle should absolutely be learned. Memorization was a
key step that shouldn’t be skipped.
I was carrying the wand already, but let’s also bring a sword just in
case.
Right then, I saw one knight leaning against a wall to catch his
breath.
I’m not sure if that knight was fatally wounded, but Schubert just
ignored him and didn’t kill him.
I know Mercy put a spell on me, but I still needed to steel my nerves
first before charging straight through these fiercely fighting men.
With the sword now in one hand, I slipped through the crowd and
ignored the knight’s words. I was surprised to find out how heavy it
actually was.
“Forget.”
It was the very first spell I learned, and it was also the one I knew
best. It’s a spell that would make things easier for me, more than any
electric shockwave.
The memories that could be erased by the spell would vary from
person to person. Even so, no matter who it was, it’s impossible to
make them forget those memories forever.
Still though, it’s unclear how long exactly they’d regain their
memories after the spell would come undone.
After I cast the spell, the knights blinked. Looking into their hazy
gazes, I slipped between them.
“Huuuh?”
Leaving behind the knights’ voices behind me, I darted down the
stairs.
¹ see the tl note at the end of chapter 7 ↩
Chapter 147
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 147
Translator: Yonnee
Rosteratu’s end was more futile than one could imagine. Albert
realized this as he found out how ugly a man could be after being so
overcome by terror.
The man, who used to threaten and perpetrate Albert with violence
due to his inferiority complex, was just.
This small.
Far from showing any sympathy towards a boy who had just lost his
family after surviving alone, that man laughed about how well things
turned out. But here, now, that man howled as his limbs were being
snapped. He also went as far as clinging onto Albert’s leg, begging.
Albert brought upon torment and agony towards that man. With
magic, he healed that man’s body parts. It would have been too
merciful to kill him right away.
When stripped away of his magnificent clothes and social status, that
man truly was nothing.
It was all due to this man that Albert had been so blinded by the
thought of revenge. It was all due to just this kind of man that so
many people had lost their lives.
Albert recalled the faces of the people who were loyal to him.
Despair washed over him as he recalled all the innocent people who
died in the past.
All he could think of now was that this void within him could be filled
by seeing her laughing and joking just as she usually did, while also
saying that everything’s fine.
Apart from now wanting that man’s blood on himself, he didn’t want
Rosé to be frightened of him.
As he neared the tower, Albert found everyone asleep. It all went
according to plan.
When Mercy saw Albert, she rushed to his side immediately. Seeing
the beads of sweat on her forehead, it seemed like she was still
maintaining her illusion spell inside the soldiers’ minds. Perfect.
It was due to the greed of the former lord of the magic tower—her
father—that she painstakingly started having illusion magic as her
specialty.
Even so, there was no one who could reach Mercy’s level now.
“And Rosé?”
“…A small problem occurred amidst the rebel forces, and there’s a
task that could be done only by a mage. She personally volunteered
to go because I cannot leave this spot.”
“If all you needed was a mage, why didn’t you call me.”
“…Miss Artius said that we shouldn’t call you. That Your Highness
needed to be where you were.”
Mercy couldn’t refute what Rosé said. After all, she had been
watching Albert for many years.
Before she became the lord of the magic tower, she often went in
and out of the palace with her father, and one particular face she
saw there always clearly drew attention.
Rosteratu had schemed together with Mercy’s father, who was the
tower lord then, to isolate and torment Albert.
It was impossible for her to not know about her father’s atrocities, but
because she had still been young, there was nothing she could do to
stop it.
No, maybe she could have done something. But she had been so
afraid.
She had been afraid of how her father, who always treated her
kindly, could abandon her in turn. It took quite a while for her to get
over that fear.
She knew that Albert would be angered the moment he’d find out
that Rosé wasn’t here, but she couldn’t help but let her go to that
place.
After letting out a deep sigh, Albert stood right in front of Mercy. He
looked down at her and whispered in a low baritone.
“I know with what kind of thought process you decided to send her
away. But from now on, do not do anything like this.”
“…I am aware of how capable Your Highness is, but it’s impossible
for you to read minds.”
“Just because you’re trying to hide your emotions from your face—
you must have thought it would be fine.”
Before they knew it, the sun was now shining brightly high up in the
sky.
Albert’s gray hair shimmered brilliantly like silver beneath the sun’s
rays.
“It’s because you suffered through that abuse as well,” Albert said.
Mercy thought that she would never hear such words of consolation
ever in her life. Albert walked past Mercy, who halted in place.
“I’ll let it slide this time. But next time, never prioritize me over Rosé
ever again.”
His hand gradually went up. Towards Mercy, who was standing
absentmindedly, Albert gestured a farewell.
“Come to the palace once you’re done. Lock the tower’s entrance
before you do.”
After Albert left her there, Mercy shuddered alone. Perhaps Albert’s
magical prowess could even reach a dragon’s level someday.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 148
Translator: Yonnee
***
Blanc and I went down the long staircase. We kept going down and
down.
“Uh-huh…”
As I tried to walk closer to the two people who were trapped in that
cell, I flinched right away as I felt something cold touch my neck.
“……”
“Don’t think about turning invisible. Any invisibility spell wouldn’t work
here. Magic is repelled in a place like this.”
Blanc had walked so silently, and ordinary people would still just see
him as a black cat, so it would be difficult to see him in the dark.
“Okay!”
“AACK!”
After a moment, the woman started rolling on the floor. I raised the
sword in my hand and pointed it at the woman’s neck.
The woman smiled bitterly, but after she noticed Blanc’s presence,
she wondered to herself.
She didn’t seem to care about the sword I was pointing at her neck.
Rather than her, I was more worried about how she might get
stabbed by the tip of the sword while she moved like that.
It’s ridiculous.
“Um, are you even aware of how I can slash your neck right now?”
…?
What was she talking about? The moment I tilted my head to the
side, the woman threw a key at me.
“Open the cell with that.”
“I only did that to fulfill my duty as a knight… But you know, now that
I think about it, it would be better for me to just help along with the
knight order’s ruin.”
I think I can vaguely guess what she’s talking about here. Under
Rosteratu’s administration, it was nigh impossible for there to be a
proper knight order.
“While I wasn’t allowed to join the battle outside, I was told that it
was a great mission in itself to guard this place.”
Pain could be felt palpably in that bitter voice. To me, it seemed like
she was tired of it all.
As she lay on her back there on the ground, she didn’t look
threatening at all. Actually, I kind of sympathized with her.
“Why don’t you hurry and move along? Aren’t you here to break out
those two mages?”
“If I can’t undo the restraints here, I’d have to carry them up the
stairs… But I can’t do that alone. So help me. If you’re going to fail
your mission anyway, commit to it and fail completely.”
She then opened the prison cell and soon picked up both mages on
her shoulders. Even though it must have been heavy to carry two
people like that, it looked easy breezy to her.
“Shall we?”
“Huh?”
“I’m someone who wields a sword, so I can see it. You’re not used to
holding one.”
“Yes, it’s all thanks to your change of heart, Dame. Or else I’d be
dead by now.”
“…How honest.”
Turning her head slightly to face me, she blinked for a moment.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 149
Translator: Yonnee
The stairs went on and on. It was better when I was descending the
steps, but it became overwhelming to keep going up like this.
I’ve been using the spell ‘Run’ since we entered the imperial palace,
but I couldn’t do it now because I had been constantly on the move.
The woman in front of me was carrying two entire adults over her
two shoulders, but she didn’t even look tired at all.
Her thighs, as she was leaning against the stairs, looked rock solid
even underneath that armor. She had a body which she evidently
trained over many years, and she looked really nice.
Wasn’t she the very pinnacle of a girl crush? While I was still working
at a company, my only exercise was breathing, so I was definitely
nothing like her.
Mercy was on the slender side, while most of the noble young ladies
that I saw in Rosteratu’s party back then were elegantly skinny while
wearing those dresses of theirs. The lady knight in front of me
seemed to have made a better choice.
“…What is it?”
I guess I was staring too blatantly without realizing it. She was
averting her gaze from mine until now, but she finally asked.
“Your physique looks so cool that I found myself staring. You look so
strong and… I just think that you’re really amazing.”
“I’m telling the truth though. I know how difficult it is to put on muscle.
Now that I think about it, I don’t even know what your name is. May I
know?”
“Just Dame Leona is alright. Then I guess you’re from Duke Liam’s
side…”
“Yes. His Grace is fighting up there, and I’ve been tasked to come
here to release the trapped mages.”
Come to think of it, Blanc didn’t look tired either. He didn’t usually
exert himself like this, but it seemed like he had good stamina.
“…For you to give a black cat the name Blanc though, it’s quite
unusual.”
“…Haha.”
However, Leona spat out curtly. It seemed like she wasn’t used to
being comforted. When she shot back in response, her eyes were
directed back to me.
“There are many people who just want to project their own
righteousness unto others,” I said.
“……”
Leona didn’t deny what I just said. She rose to her feet.
At the same time, I thought about what kind of new country Albert
was going to raise. I knew for a fact that it would be nothing like how
it was under Rosteratu.
“Once the new king is crowned, the knight order will change.”
She stared at me for a moment, then she said this. I was instantly
surprised, and I could feel my face flushing bright red.
“Yup.”
She didn’t know anything about me and Albert, so I knew that she
was only giving me earnest advice.
As she looked into my eyes, she saw that I didn’t agree with her.
Leona continued speaking as she climbed the steps.
I know that, too. The lack of a foundation was the very reason that
Albert had been brought in by Rosteratu.
“There’s actually one such young lady who comes from a household
that’s been around since the founding of the country, and that
household has the blood and riches of true nobles.”
Albert had a lot of power himself. Apart from that, he had Mercy—the
lord of the magic tower—on his side, as well as Liam, who was a
duke.
Just because I told Albert I’ll be leaving doesn’t mean I don’t want to
keep holding his hand.
I asked him for a month apart exactly because I knew it would be like
this.
With a grin on my lips, I changed the subject.
“That’s something you’ll have control over. Even if you’re not being
courteous, it’s not like your position will be taken away from you.”
It’s not easy to meet someone you’d click with in an instant like this.
“Dame Leona, what are you going to do after leaving this place?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 150
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“There’s not much I can teach you. Even if I go to a ball and wear a
dress, other young ladies often look at me with such shock in their
eyes. It’s also been a long time since I danced. You won’t learn what
you need from me.”
If you put it in another way though, perhaps they were like this only
because they grew up in such environments where they needed to
be quick-witted.
And sure enough, she really would have stood out if she had to
conform to the dresses that were usually worn by noble ladies in this
world.
“I know it’s not easy building muscles like this as a woman. And I
know that it’s a result of your own blood, sweat and tears, that’s why
I want to be closer to you, Leona.”
“And like you, I’m equally someone who’d stand out. I just know that
there’d be so many people objecting my appointment as a noble,
especially since I’m just a maid who served His Highness while we
were in the tower.”
“…You’re a maid?”
“That’s why, can’t you accept my offer? I want to get to know you
more.”
“Do you not remember how I pointed a blade at your neck the
moment we met just a while ago?”
Well, it would be a lie if I said she wasn’t scary. But at the end of the
day, she didn’t kill me, and we’re cool now, so that’s enough.
“That’s why I admire you even more. You’re someone who can
distinguish between public and private matters.”
“Once I betray the knight order, it’s the same as breaking the trust I
had once been given. Do you think the new king will still trust me?”
The people of the kingdom had never gotten the chance to see how
Albert would rule. After all, before they could even get to know him,
he was locked up inside that tower.
“Yes.”
My answer was filled with honesty. It’s not because he’s the apple of
my eye or anything, I’m just being truthful.
Albert was the kind of ruler who would cry for his people when
they’re suffering, and he also knew how to control his anger and
translate that energy into something productive.
He had enough power to kill everyone around the tower back then,
but he didn’t do that.
“You can’t argue about everything on his behalf just out of your love
for him.”
Leona smirked widely, as though she believed not one word out of
my lips.
However, she let out a long exhale, then she leaned her head
obliquely. She whispered back.
And that was enough. In the first place, I didn’t think that I’d be able
to change her mind right now.
“Cough…”
The male mage tilted his head to the side as he looked at me.
I passed over their remarks lightly, then I asked if they could use
magic right now.
The two mages were set down from Leona’s shoulders as they
started walking on their own feet. At that, Leona started moving
double time.
As she moved, her breathing was still as even as ever. The two
mages and I followed behind her with the help of a spell.
Soon enough, after climbing up the steps while discussing the plan,
we arrived at the entrance of the staircase.
I saw the redheaded man driven to the wall, evidently bloody. His
and Liam’s swords were locked in a clash.
Liam also looked a little worse for wear. Half his armor had been
removed and one shoulder of his was injured.
Catching sight of Leona, the redheaded man raised his head and
shouted loudly.
Of course, Leona frowned back with her arms crossed. She shouted
back at the man.
“…What?”
When Liam’s sword moved once again, the man called ‘commander’
hurriedly blocked the strike.
“Leona Blake?”
…It seemed like Schubert already tried to win her over to our side
while he was still staying in the knight order before.
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But what was more surprising than his change in demeanor was how
Leona and Schubert regarded the other. They seemed to know each
other well enough.
There was an awkward air between them, like they weren’t really all
that close, but they weren’t on hostile terms. Rather, it seemed like
they respected each other.
“Miss Artius, I’m sorry for asking this, but I hope you don’t use your
magic against the other knights.”
And Schubert and Leona didn’t have the luxury of continuing to chat
at a time like this.
With an invisibility spell still cast over them, the mages flew over the
plethora of knights.
The only one left would be the knight commander. Still though, I
didn’t want to get involved with Liam’s battle. That might be rather
rude to him.
I came here with a single purpose, and I’m already done doing that.
But it wouldn’t be good to just stand here.
No, wait, if you’re going down the cowardly path, then I’d have to do
something to stop it.
For someone who clearly cast aside their morals, maybe one electric
shock would be fine…?
“Electricity.”
“Hu-ihh…”
After letting out a strange noise, two people collapsed right then and
there. Liam tapped the knight commander’s head. His eyes were
rolled over.
…Is he dead?
“They’re wearing armor that’s resistant to magic, but your attack still
did a number on them.”
No, I mean, even if I proclaim that I’m strong, where exactly is that
power coming from? Blanc’s power was my power, and my power
was his.
Liam was about to say something to me, but then at that moment.
“A mage!”
Liam’s voice reached my ears at the same time the knights began to
rush towards me.
“Run!”
I waved the wand and cast a spell that would help me get out of
there.
A defense spell this time? No, I don’t know any defense spells! I
mean, I know one spell, but I can’t use it because I didn’t memorize
the magic circle!
The knights were in a frenzy, making me doubt just how long I’d be
able to last.
“Freeze.”
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Even though they were all wearing armor that was resistant to
magic, they were helpless in the face of overwhelming power.
“Rosé.”
“Prince.”
As soon as I called him as well, Albert smiled, and the sight of him
was like looking at a flower in full bloom.
She didn’t seem to have entertained the notion that my feelings were
requited.
His thumb brushed over the wound. It was a very thin cut, but it
looked like this was enough to bother him.
It’s the first time that Albert was showing this much concern towards
me in front of other people.
A looming shadow was cast over his deep gaze. His hand, which
was hovering over the wound on my neck, seemed to draw a circle
before it was moved away.
He slowly averted his eyes from me. He took not one step away from
me, but he addressed Liam.
“I am honored, sir.”
The elegance upon his demeanor was something that could not be
emulated just right away. Seeing him like this, it was as if he wasn’t
the same man who had a pleasant time eating together with me in
that tower.
I realized once again just how stark the difference was between the
two of us, and I hated this moment.
I knew it’s only natural, yet I also knew that there’s nothing I could
do, even with my efforts.
Albert then explained in detail. Starting this day, Albert would invite
people to the palace under Rosteratu’s name.
The moment they step foot into the palace would be the moment that
the purge would begin.
Those who would live and those who would die depended solely on
Albert’s judgment.
Albert looked around, then his eyes settled on Leona. She flinched.
“You must have a lot of things to say about the knight order.”
The mages must have told him about Leona’s situation. In response,
Leona nodded gravely.
“Yes, sir.”
I wanted to talk to Albert more, but now was not the time.
***
Albert had to go somewhere with Liam so they could talk about the
current situation. Meanwhile, I was led to a room inside the palace.
The room had not just a soft bed inside, but also a luxurious sofa in
front of a fireplace that gave off an antique elegance.
After washing up, I lay down on the bed. The tub was filled anew,
then Blanc went off to take a bath as well.
The bed was as soft as a feather, but I felt a bit awkward staying
here.
Albert let me sleep on the bed at the tower recently, so I got used to
that, but the fluff and softness of this one was somewhat
burdensome.
After all this was over, I wouldn’t have to be trapped in that tower
anymore. But then… What was this emptiness that I was feeling?
…It’s as if I was missing the past already. But how long had it been
since I left that place?
How would I be able to last a month? Honestly, I think I’ve fallen for
Albert much harder than I first thought.
This time, I’m the one having problems with this, not Albert.
Before I knew it, the moon had already risen in the sky.
It’s only because I’ve already left the tower that I’m slowly forgetting
how suffocating it is in there.
Thinking that I should get some air so I could wake up, I rose to my
feet.
Come to think of it, earlier, I couldn’t even ask if Albert was done
dealing with Rosteratu properly.
His voice was as clear as the array of stars glimmering across the
evening sky.
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Like the night sky that still lingers at dawn, his demeanor was empty.
An emotion that I couldn’t distinguish had deeply settled upon him.
The Rosteratu that I saw before was a nobody. And he would have
still been the same when Albert met him again.
But the time that had already passed would not come back. Not just
the time that passed, but even the innocent people who had been
sacrificed and the wounds that could not heal.
And I felt grateful that Albert met that man again. Because he was
able to relieve the emptiness and futility that he’d been harboring all
this time.
He caressed the base of my neck once more. His touch was warm.
He has always been such a kind person.
Ever since I first possessed Rosé’s body, it was rare for me to see
any gaps in Albert’s walls. He always kept his emotions exceptionally
sealed.
I want to know the part of your life that I don’t know. All the unhappy
times you had to endure during your childhood. The experiences you
had to make up who you are today.
“Prince.”
He’s much taller than me, and it rather looked like I was in his
embrace instead. But that didn’t matter.
“…Rosé.”
Albert uttered my name with a sigh. His breath fluttered over my hair.
Once more, I patted him on the back.
Rarely ever does it appear, but now, here was gap in Albert’s walls.
“……”
“It’s always either ‘Good work,’ ‘You did well’… But I also wanted to
hear someone say to me that I must have had a hard time.”
“……”
“…Yes.”
I nodded. Right now, my month away from him wasn’t just for the
purpose of giving each other time and space.
All his life, he always bore other people’s burdens while enduring the
pain.
“Right, I did say that you can do whatever you wish, so of course it
should be granted.”
“……”
He smiled faintly.
“So soon?”
It was only today that he launched his uprising, but there was
already a territory ready for me? What about the backlash of other
people’s opinions?
There were many things I wanted to ask, but it seemed like none of
those were of any concern to Albert.
Since I knew just how well he handled his work, I wasn’t very worried
about that part.
With his hand still cupping my cheek, he held me with very slightly
more force.
And he was mentioning the contract now to point out that one clause
there—that from tomorrow on, we wouldn’t need to ask for
permission before touching the other person.
I’m not usually the kind of person who’d get embarrassed so easily,
but I found myself finding a new side to myself whenever I’m in front
of him.
At first, I still managed to clap back or retort to his teasing words, but
as I began to like him more and more, I couldn’t help but get so
embarrassed like this.
“It’s sad, yes. I had to hold back very much at the time.”
He smiled brightly as he lightly rubbed my lower lip.
“Do you know that you sleep exceptionally well next to me? But on
the other hand, it’s thanks to you that I can’t sleep well at night.”
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“…You never said that! And if I knew that it’s because of me, I would
have gone—”
“I knew that you would have gone back to the attic, that’s why I didn’t
say anything. I just thought that it would be better to saddle you with
this guilt.”
“Haha…”
“You can look forward to it. Now that I’m not bound by any
restrictions after the contract is over, look forward to what I have in
store for you in a month’s time.”
“……”
It’s clear that the time we’ll have apart had a different meaning for
Albert.
“Use the coming month to preserve your energy. After that, wouldn’t
it be your turn to lose sleep?”
The finger that was rubbing my lower lip disappeared. His face drew
nearer. I couldn’t even close my eyes.
But Albert stopped with a fraction of an inch between us, our breaths
mingling. Leaning towards me, he stared into my eyes. Our
foreheads met.
“Rosé.”
“…What is it?”
“……”
“So, once in a while, can’t you tell me what you want with your own
lips?”
Now that he mentioned it, it’s always Albert who made the first move.
I always just tried to abide by the terms of our contract. I was afraid
that anything I say would remind him of the old Rosé.
But because of this, he might have felt anxious and upset, too.
…Above all however, if Albert asks like this, I have no immunity for
this whatsoever. No matter who it was, there’s no person out there
who’d be able to resist the beautiful him.
“Please?”
Compared to the hug we shared, this kiss was much longer. Barely
giving me time to breathe in the middle, he kissed me again and
again and again.
“Here.”
“…This is…”
“It’s the key to the tower. You need to stop by the tower and take
your stuff before you leave, right? You and I are the only ones
allowed to go in and out of there.”
A space that was only for the two of us. The tower had become a
special place.
I nodded.
…But all that I could see on Albert’s face was utmost sincerity.
I’m so glad that I was able to give him good memories in his life.
Although we had some difficulties along the way, I could recall our
time at the tower fondly, and I think it’s the same for you.
Now that Rosteratu was gone from this world, we’d only need to
settle Blanc’s situation before we could finally live happily together.
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Blanc finished his very long bath and came back only after I was
already laying back in bed.
The pleasant bath was another reminder for Blanc’s reason to live.
It’s actually not the big things that urge people to continue living. You
just need a little thing to get by, one day at a time.
Delicious food that you get to eat tomorrow, or a pleasant bath today.
Perhaps also a conversation with a friend.
I hoped that these small little pockets of joy would slowly pile up for
Blanc. So that he wouldn’t regret entering a contract with me.
***
The next morning, Mercy visited me with a tray of food. She greeted
me by putting the tray on the bed.
“Haha, of course!”
But unlike her energetic voice, which sounded like the usual, her
face was pale.
The last time we saw each other was just yesterday, but what
happened in the meantime?
“No, it’s alright. It was wrong of me to send you there, Big Sis. It was
my greed, so… Haha. I’m fine.”
But if she really was fine, what’s with the dark circles under her eyes
that were much too dark!
“Eat up. I’m also here to deliver the dress you’ll be wearing to see
His Majesty.”
“…Dress?”
“Yes.”
She took out a dress from the spatial dimension pouch on her waist.
It was like the magic pouch that I used before, the one from Liam’s
residence. The dresses upon dresses popped out from the small
pouch.
“It’s a pity that I couldn’t buy more because I didn’t have time… My
standards are quite high, you know.”
I thought that she was just saying this out of courtesy, but it was
evident in her expression that she was serious about this. Come to
think of it, it’s true that Mercy dressed well.
Her red dress right now was stylistically accessorized with the right
jewelry.
“Oh my goodness, how did you get all these dresses in just one
day…”
I don’t know why His Majesty wouldn’t let me in. Mercy grumbled as
she pressed hard on her temples.
But not just because of the fact that Mercy was willing to do this.
Honestly, she played a really huge part with me and Albert making
up. I took her side on this.
“You’re not the only one who did something wrong. And seriously,
this shouldn’t even be considered an injury.”
Mercy grinned. She sat at the edge of the bed, saying that she would
wait until I’m finished eating.
Along with the savory cream soup, I was also given warm bread.
It had been a while since I got to eat freshly baked bread! I pinched a
piece and brought it to Blanc’s mouth.
“Yummyyy…”
With her chin on the back of her hand, Mercy stared at Blanc as she
muttered. I nodded right away.
“I’m going to self-study magic for a month while I’m away from the
Prince.”
“…Right.”
“Should I go?”
“It’ll be in His Majesty’s hands, well. If I say that I’ll stay with you, he
might even welcome me with open arms.”
“But…”
“It’s not just any ole mage helping you. I’m the Lord of the Magic
Tower, you know. I’ve trained beginner mages more than once.
Unlike our genius liege, I’ll be able to customize a study plan for
you.”
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Mercy’s eyes grew wide as she feigned innocence. Then, she asked.
“Yes, we met…”
“……”
“To be exact, His Majesty just said that you want to learn magic.”
Mercy sighed and murmured.
“And among the people I know, I’m the one who can teach magic the
best.”
“And it’s true that I feel apologetic towards His Majesty, so I want to
redeem myself by doing this. I’ll teach you well. Intensely, too.”
With Mercy vowing like this, I couldn’t possibly say no. In the end, I
had no choice but to allow it.
“Me, too!”
“That’s right. But before that, Mercy, can you come shopping with me
around the capital?”
I’ve received so much from him until now, and it’s always on the back
of my mind that I gave too little back.
I wasn’t even thinking of the price. After all, I’m a woman who’s
about to have her own fiefdom. Not only did my dream of becoming
a landlady get fulfilled, but even the pension that I so want.
Just thinking about all the money I’d be spending thrilled me. At the
heart of capitalism, money always makes the world go round.
“When?”
Next week wasn’t too bad. As if she was sorry that she couldn’t go
right away, Mercy pouted.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t go with you sooner. I’ve been putting it off for a
while now, so I can’t push it back anymore…”
“If it’s something like that, then of course you have to do it.”
“Right? I hesitated for a long time, but I need to finish it for real this
time. I definitely need to let go of all the pain I’ve been suffering
through all this time.”
Mercy smiled crookedly. Seeing her smile like this strangely brought
chills down my back.
***
Through his testimony and the testimonies of the soldiers around the
tower at that time, my merits were proven. In response, the nobles—
who seemed to already have first-hand experience of Albert’s might
—all nodded in agreement.
Some of the people here were also the nobles who laughed and
chatted at Rosteratu’s party before.
Even if it’s just a simple event like how I wanted it to be, the peerage
bestowal ceremony ended so quickly.
It did seem like he was going to come visit sooner or later. After Liam
waved him away, the attendant retreated.
“I’ll be straight with you. His Majesty knows exactly what we’re trying
to do.”
“……”
“I know that he’s not the kind of person who’d be fooled, but…”
Liam sighed and looked much more tired today compared to when
he was fighting yesterday.
Still, this wasn’t surprising at all since I already knew about it. Albert
himself told me.
Not just land, but a fortress, too. Even though Albert’s going to attach
a person who’s going to manage it for me.
“The south…”
After I said that, Liam started laughing like a madman. It wasn’t out
of genuine glee, but more like a sardonic laugh.
I had a growing hunch that he’s actually crazy. Liam had his face
covered with both hands, but after a while, he looked up and asked
seriously.
“…Do you like snow?”
“Huh?”
“It seems like His Majesty is trying to get me as far away as possible
from you, judging by the territory he granted to me. Mine is closer to
the capital than the south, but…”
“…Not just cold. It’s a beautiful place where snowflakes bloom like
flowers all year round.”
So it’s a place even colder than Liam’s already cold ducal estate.
The mere thought made my body tremble.
“…Not anymore.”
“Most of the population of the south mostly stay in the coastal areas,”
Liam explained. “Among the estates there, yours is small, but there’s
a constant supply of seafood. It’s a famous place that makes a lot of
profit.”
“……”
“After taking your post as the new fief lord and showing your face…
No matter where you are, His Majesty is going to know exactly
where you are through rumors—right away.”
After Liam explained with a low voice, I realized what he was saying.
Even if Albert said that he’s going to let me go, he had no intention of
doing that at all. Liam’s explanation was a more merciful way of
saying that I’d have a difficult time getting away from Albert at all.
In the end, after one month, it’s decided that my temporary residence
would be at a village located at the northern end.
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Albert became busy. And I mean, extremely busy. At a time like this,
I realized once again that I wouldn’t be able to see him right away
just because I wanted to see him.
The attendants just kept repeating all the time that I wouldn’t be able
to see His Majesty.
He needed to do his work as the new king, clean up the nobles, and
also wind the hearts of the masses— all that wouldn’t be easy, sure.
I could understand that, and I didn’t seek out Albert either. I wanted
to meet him, but I endured and held it in.
We’re outside the tower now, I got myself some land, and I had a
bright future ahead of me. Though there’s this slight problem: I can’t
leave just yet…
The blue lake, which did not freeze even in winter, was very famous.
But I mean, I’m really not sure anymore whether that would still work,
“Rosé.”
So far after leaving the tower, his attitude had not changed even a
little.
Truthfully, he’d become more proactive ever since the contract was
no longer in effect. Consistently, he would sit next to me.
Consistently, he would touch me. And consistently, he would kiss
me.
Once it ever started, it felt so good that I’d lose any semblance of
rationality. That’s why it’s better to keep a proper distance like this so
that it wouldn’t start at all.
Albert had raised one eyebrow as if he didn’t like my words just now,
then he got up from his seat and sat next to me in a blink of an eye.
I wonder if he’s just being mischievous with the way that he didn’t
want me to part from him. I looked at the back of his head and
murmured.
“But you’re still free to run away. They’re all helping you, too.”
Albert replied. He didn’t seem to be trying to deny it.
…So he did know a lot about how I wanted to run away. I can’t
believe this.
“Since it’s come to this, I hope you know just how much I can’t let
you go.”
I’m aware that Albert was someone who knew how to separate
public and private affairs, but there was no reason for him to overdo
it just for my sake.
“No. I saw just how much Liam was suffering while trying very hard,
so I decided not to dig into it anymore.”
“Thank you. Please don’t try to look for me. Otherwise, it’s really
going to be meaningless.”
Above all, this was going to be my first and final time to escape
Albert’s eyes.
Soon, he raised his head. I saw that the corners of his lips were
downturned.
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“No, not yet. I do still need to get the rest of my clothes though.”
Now that I was in a wide, open space like this, there were times
when I’d suddenly remember that small room over there, in a place
where only he and I existed.
…I didn’t know I’d miss such a tiny place. I’ve left the place I wanted
to leave all that time, yet I’m starting to miss it, like a disobedient
child who never followed what she’s told.
I nodded.
At that moment, Blanc woke up from his nap and went to my lap,
getting snug as he found his place. Albert coldly stared at Blanc, but
the little dragon then responded with a cold stare of his own.
The relationship between these two was getting worse and worse.
Albert was usually kind to his people, but Blanc was an exception—
he was always strict with him. I patted Blanc’s head and sighed.
“…Prince, Blanc isn’t the same dragon that you met when you were
young.”
If they could catch someone’s eye, then that person could become a
contractor. However, as the probability of their death would increase
over time, dragon cubs also tended to avoid people more.
“Their eyes, and their energies—I feel like they’re similar. And I told
you before, I really don’t like dragons. I’ve felt the same way ever
since I was young.”
“What is it?”
“…How should I call you now? You’ve become Your Majesty the King
now, but I still keep calling you ‘Prince’.”
Mercy, Liam and all the others have since changed the way they
addressed him after he became the new king, but I was still calling
him ‘Prince’.
I was also used to calling him ‘Your Highness’ at first, but I’ve
become more accustomed to calling him ‘Prince’.
Despite vowing that I’d soon call him properly as ‘Your Royal
Majesty’, the word ‘Prince’ still kept popping out of my lips. It’s
become a habit by now.
“…Huh?”
“When it’s just the two of us, I don’t think it’s bad to hear you call my
name.”
No, I mean, who one earth calls the king by his name? He’s not even
a prince anymore. He’s the king, for pete’s sake.
No matter how much Albert and I flirted, it’s difficult to say we’re that
close to each other.
So, I was about to open my lips and firmly turn down the suggestion,
but then Albert suddenly spoke up, and his words soon got stuck in
my ears.
“……”
Calling a person’s name had more effects than one could think. And,
true enough, I was also excited every time he called me Rosé.
“I don’t care about what you call me in front of other people. If you
want to continue calling me ‘Prince’, then you can continue doing so.
I’ll accept whatever you call me.”
I mean, you’re the ‘Prince’ so that’s what I’m calling you. But Albert
flowed without pause, and it was as if he was truly concerned.
“If you’re having a hard time saying it, just think of it as an order and
call me like that.”
Honestly, I do want to call him by his name. Rather than calling him
‘Prince’, I would feel much closer to him if it was his name instead.
First his title was ‘Your Highness the Prince’, and now ‘Your Majesty
the King’. No one ever said his name.
After realizing that I’d be the only one who’s allowed to call him by
his name, I felt myself wavering.
“Rosé.”
And after hearing that pleading tone, I finally shaped my lips to utter
his name.
The name lingered upon my lips first, but soon flowed out through
the air with my voice.
“Albert.”
The evening had come upon us, but his face was as bright as the
day.
The corners of his lips rose somewhat shyly, his expression turning
boyish.
He closed his eyes for a moment, as if to savor the sound, then he
opened them once more.
“Again.”
“Albert.”
This name that could be heard by only the two of us—I quite liked it
as well. I was embarrassed, but just as I was excited and happy to
hear him say my name, I wanted him to experience the same thing
as well.
“……”
“……”
“Rather than just living for the sake of revenge, thank you for giving
me a meaning to my life.”
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Chapter 159
Translator: Yonnee
I borrowed a few books here and there at the royal library, then I
spent most of my time researching.
There was very little information about the Dragon’s Nest. I wouldn’t
know anything about it until I went there in person.
That’s why I needed to study harder before I left. Albert didn’t stop
me from going to the royal library.
So, we’re going to have to fly through the sky to get there.
She had a lighter expression now, as if she had returned after letting
go of a huge burden. She did say that she had something to do, so I
guess it ended well on her part.
“Me, too!”
Her voice as well was full of life. And I was amazed to see Mercy
dressed to the nines today.
The dress she was wearing was adorned with vividly colored lace.
Even though the design could be considered extravagant, it matched
Mercy’s personality perfectly.
With her eyes curved and the corner of her lips turned up, Mercy
kind of looked like a cruel witch for a second there, especially when
a slight shadow came over her face.
“Yes.”
I waited for Mercy to share more details, but she ended her answer
there and turned the corner.
“I know we’re going out today to buy you some dresses, but…
Actually, I didn’t like what I brought you last time, so I got you a new
one beforehand.”
Towards me, she held out a soft satin dress, just like hers. It had a
pale pink color, and it stood out with its fine lace.
“Thank you.”
“It’s from the most famous designer in the capital. And we have a
reservation at their boutique today.”
“…Reservation?”
“Yes, that’s where we’re going to stop by today. We’re going to get
you some clothes today, and we can’t possibly get you just ready-
made clothes.”
It might take us a couple hours. Since I’ll be out all day, it seemed
like I might have time to choose out a gift for Albert, too.
Seeing how different the situation was right now, I might be putting
the cart before the horse, but.
“Yes, you know a lot more about this than me, Mercy, so I’ll follow
what you say.”
“There are many kinds of accessories out there as well. Every time I
saw you, I kept thinking about how cute you’d be if we could get you
a hat—or, oh, a cape. But there was never a chance to prepare them
before.”
Blanc with a hat? Ahh, I can already imagine how cute it’ll be!
“…Rosé?”
“Shall we?”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 160
Translator: Yonnee
***
It was my first time going out to town. As I got into the carriage,
Mercy gave me a hat.
“People are very interested in His Majesty and the other leading
figures of the uprising, so it’s better that you use that.”
I had absolutely no idea because I never went out of the palace, but
it seemed like my name was already known.
Rosé Artius.
The utterly loyal individual who was the only one with him inside the
tower. And, it’s rumored that the place where she and Albert stayed
was exceptionally brutal.
But even so, I was a maid, and Albert was the king who was ruling
over this country. It’s impossible for me to be accepted just purely
based on the reason that I had received his favor.
“Over there, can you see the people following after the carriage?”
“After His Majesty stabilized the power balance inside the palace, the
first thing he did was to distribute food. That was proof enough that
Rosteratu had been deceiving his people.”
“……”
“And whenever His Majesty goes out to meet the public, he always
mentions that it’s all thanks to you that he managed to leave the
tower. It’s only natural that the public sentiment towards you is bound
to be positive.”
Every single move was planned meticulously, just like how the
electricity spell had been. Seeing the knowing smile on Mercy’s lips,
I realized again just how considerate Albert was of me.
After all, I knew just how beautiful Albert was whenever he smiled
sincerely.
With how thoughtful he was, and with how lovely his voice was as he
would call my name.
He likes how I call his name. He likes potato soup, and he likes
reading books at a spot beneath the shade in an otherwise sunny
room.
But there were so many things about him that I didn’t know just yet.
What’s his favorite color? What kind of music does he like best?
Maybe Mercy knows? She’s known Albert far longer than I have, so
she might know that side of him.
“About the Prince, I mean, about His Majesty. Would you happen to
know what he likes?”
“Huh?”
“I don’t know. Honestly, I think you know him better than I do.”
“No way. You’ve known him much longer than I have. We can’t
ignore the time you’ve spent knowing each other.”
“It’s been a long time, sure, but I only know as far as His Majesty’s
face. Really, I still feel awkward seeing him smile. It’s probably the
same with the Duke and Schubert, too.”
I don’t think I could believe that even Schubert was the same. He’s
the one who seems to know Albert more than anyone else.
Facing me, Mercy raised one hand and drew a line in the air.
“His Majesty isn’t the kind of person who’ll reveal his feelings to just
anyone. He looks like he’s open to people, but there are always
walls around him.”
“……”
“You’re the one who opened his heart. The walls around His Majesty
that no one during his entire life had been able to break down.”
“……”
As soon as the elegantly dressed woman saw us, she bowed politely
and took my hand in both of hers.
More and more people started staring at me, them with their dresses
and their hair up. Their curious gazes stung more than I expected.
Honestly, it’s as if I’ve become a zoo animal that’s being gawked at.
“That person…”
Even if they hid their lips or faces behind folding fans or parasols,
they were still talking loudly enough to hear. Umm, maybe this is a
high society thing?
I still have one more month until I’d have to deal with this in earnest.
It crossed my mind that maybe I should start getting acquainted with
them, but can I do well?
After living in seclusion for so long, I forgot how stressful human
relationships are.
Albert himself was a complicated man, but it wasn’t all that hard to
match his tune.
But it’s not like all the people in the world were the same. Now that
I’m here, I recalled the many kinds of people I met at work before.
It’s something I’d have to go through later anyway, so let’s just take it
easy. The stress of being the center of rumors was one of the
reasons why I wanted to distance myself from Albert, but…
Well, if it’s too hard, I know that I can just ask Albert for help.
There’s a saying that goes like this: You can’t spit on a smiling face.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 161
Translator: Yonnee
“We’ve emptied out the entire boutique for you today, Lady Rosé!”
Crowell smiled as she stepped inside. Her hair was in an updo that
resembled an ice cream swirl. I couldn’t help but be impressed.
“Now then…”
I didn’t notice this earlier because she had a smile on her face
before, but she actually had quite a cold impression when she was
expressionless. There seemed to be a reason why she smiled like
that.
Feeling myself get pulled in, I quickly nodded as Crowell said this.
She led me to the next room. Meanwhile, Mercy and Blanc waved at
me.
“We’ll be waiting for you in the drawing room, so take your time, Big
Sis!”
“May I start?”
“Yes.”
“Is there a style of dress that you have in mind? Perhaps jewelry or
lace design as well.”
“Then I shall get the catalogue for you right away. Would it be alright
if I ask for you to wait just a moment?”
Seeing her act like this immediately reminded me of the first time I
met Albert, back when I was treating him like my boss.
The walls of the drawing room were neat and had a modestly colorful
design. In my eyes, it wasn’t just fancy—rather, I could see the care
that went into the design.
Every time she turned a page, I saw that there were sketches of
dress designs onto the pages, and next to those sketches were
actual lace and frill samples.
“Ptheeew…”
There was a half-doubtful look on his face as he eyed it, but the
moment he took a sip once more, his eyes went round. Blanc
beamed brightly.
“Yummy.”
His wide smile made my mood so light. Blanc really had the power to
cheer me up just by being who he is.
I met many people before, studying their tone, their voice, their
expressions and how they all changed. But Blanc was still Blanc.
The first one contained cloth samples, the second one contained
lace and frills, and the third one was much like what Mercy had—a
catalogue of full-fledged dress designs.
“When I heard that you will be visiting us, I tried to imagine your
atmosphere and appearance and designed accordingly. Please give
your feedback comfortably.”
While turning over the first page of the catalogue of designs, Crowell
explained like so as she poured a cup of tea.
“Crowell, I liked the dress you made last time,” Mercy commented.
“Yes, we’ve also prepared a sketch to match that design since you
liked it.”
Crowell then took out a pile of papers. I don’t know where she got
those.
The sheets of papers were filled with her sketches. Mercy took those
designs with a big smile.
“Please go ahead and take a look, Lady Artius. Let me know anytime
if none of these catch your eye.”
With a smile the whole time, Crowell said this with a genuinely giddy
expression. I was worried that Albert coerced her into forced labor
somehow.
I thought of this before, that if Albert were to fall in love, the receptor
of that love would be the only one who wouldn’t see how he’d turned
into a tyrant. Was it possible?
Still though, even if there would be times when I’d feel a little sad
that he couldn’t put me first all the time, I wanted him to be the kind
of king who’d be loved by everyone.
“Even if you were commanded by His Majesty, aren’t all these a little
too much?”
But as Mercy pointed it out, Crowell’s eyes widened and she shook
her head. And more than I would have expected, there was a
determined light in her eyes.
“Not at all. I made all these because I wanted to. That’s why I’m also
very grateful to you, Lady Artius.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 162
Translator: Yonnee
Crowell’s words were unexpected. Today was the first time we’re
meeting.
…Or was she someone who was acquainted with the original Rosé
Artius? I’ve never met anyone who knew her before I came to
possess her body.
“Yes.”
But what Crowell said after this evaded my expectations yet again.
“…Younger sister?”
I recalled the person who gave off the same atmosphere as Crowell.
Mercy stepped forward from the side. Crowell readily admitted it.
“I didn’t mean to hide it, but it’s rare for anyone to notice since we
don’t look all that similar. And we’re practically estranged from our
household. Anyway, I heard that my younger sister owes you a
favor.”
“I’m the one who owes her. On the way back out of the prison, she
was the one who carried the other people with me.”
The last time I talked to Leona was at the dungeon. It was nice to
hear about her here at an unexpected place.
“How is Leona doing? We met for the first and last time back then…”
Crowell took the pile of sheets out of my arms and raised it up high,
laughing jovially. Then, she lowered her head and whispered into my
ear.
Crowell scratched her head a bit awkwardly, then she took out a
notepad and a pen.
“Please take your time and tell me what you want, Lady Artius. In the
meantime, I’ll be sketching the design. I’ve prepared about thirty
garments beforehand for you to try out, and I’ll have them ready
while you eat the refreshments.”
“…Thirty garments?”
No, it’s not normally your duty to do this. I listened dazedly to her
and began to look at the designs one by one.
The sketches were much more detailed than I thought, and there
were various types of dresses.
And there, I saw the dress that was adorned with diamond-like
gems. The sketch alone already told me just how glamorous it would
be.
“I believe that you will dominate high society as soon as you debut.
With me beside you, there’s absolutely nothing to fear!”
Honestly, I wasn’t thinking all that much about it when I did it, but the
aftermath was significant.
Since so much had been prepared for me, it’s only right that I review
them all properly.
Her assistants came into the room with all sorts of hats in their
hands. Then, Crowell set down her pen and notepad, rubbed her
palms together, then smiled at Blanc, who was sitting beside me.
“I’ve also prepared many kinds of hats that will suit cats well.”
The first hat was small, its size looking as if it would fit Blanc
perfectly. And the second hat was larger and would fit me.
The moment he heard that he and I could match hats, Blanc’s eyes
began to sparkle.
***
With a swagger in his steps, Blanc walked around while wearing the
hat that fit him perfectly. He was so cute, even with the way that he
fiddled with the little hat.
“Yes.”
“Honestly though, he’s going to like anything that you give him.”
Even so, I want to buy something for him that’s useful and easy to
use once he receives it.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 163
Translator: Yonnee
Actually, the place I asked Crowell about earlier was the store where
she had bought her fountain pen.
Crowell’s work relied on her sketches, and it’s not just a day or two
that she’d been using that pen.
It must be the good kind, if Crowell was continuing to use the same
fountain pen. It also had a luxurious feel to it.
Mercy and I entered the fountain pen shop, then I picked out a
handcrafted, customized pen for Albert. It would take about a day or
two to prepare.
And since I was already out, I also want to get him another simple
gift. So, I bought a platinum bracelet at the jeweler’s next to the
fountain pen shop.
Everything that happened until now was well worth the trouble—as
long as I’d be able to spend this much every time.
Oh, the joys of life when it’s finally possible to buy things without
looking at the price tag!
There were many shops along the avenue that had posters of
Albert’s face hanging on their windows. People everywhere were
praising Albert’s might.
After such a long time, I met many people and was able to talk to
them. Even if I do miss the tower, I realized that—naturally—people
should meet other people, communicate with them in order to live.
A lot of talk also involved how he had a grasp over the lord of the
magic tower and the other nobles.
Mercy smirked when she heard that she was being talked about as
well. Of course, they didn’t seem to know that Mercy was the one
and only lord of the magic tower.
“Gosh, he’s truly a great man. After overcoming such a time in his
life…”
Such a time, huh. Well, it’s only natural to say something like that if
you know what happened during Albert’s childhood.
“You know, my son went out to volunteer this time. My son also said
that he’s a great man.”
I halted where I was. That last part struck me right then. All I could
think about was that I shouldn’t just pass by like this.
“Isn’t that what made His Majesty who he is now? I’ll be loyal to him
for the rest of my life.”
What I was aware of was about how unhappy Albert’s childhood had
been, but…
I had never heard about him trying to take his own life. I didn’t even
read anything about it in the original novel. Never once did it even
cross my mind.
Seeing the sudden fervor in my gaze, Mercy scratched her chin for a
second, then she let out a deep sigh.
“It’s a rumor that His Majesty had spread himself. It played a part in
calming down the false rumors that Rosteratu had spread before.”
When she mentioned that Albert had spread this rumor personally, I
was able to put two and two together.
About how he barely survived from the attacks of his very own blood
relatives, who all had killed each other. A story like that was enough
to win people’s sympathy and favor.
Albert was wise enough to make good use of his irrevocably tragic
past.
I knew that he’d be able to jump over that hurdle in no time. And
looking at the Albert of the present, no one would be able to imagine
him suffering in any way in the past.
He was the main character who could fully overcome all his
childhood wounds. Every main character had such a backstory.
It was a scar from the past that would make it impossible for others
to completely be able to understand him. This was a cliché that’s
often used in novels.
“People will be quite sympathetic once they realize that the person
who is all the way up there is, in fact, not so different from
themselves.”
I already knew about how harsh his family history was before even
being taken under Rosteratu’s custody. However, I never thought
about whether he had been able to overcome those experiences
already, emotionally and mentally.
Seeing the present Albert, such things didn’t seem important to him.
Everything was part of the past—just a required trial in order to make
who he was today.
Of course, what had been mentioned just now could be just another
publicity stunt. It might have just been a lie so that he could further
manipulate public opinion towards him. After all, it aligned with what
he said about buying the people’s sympathy.
“I want to remain the perfect man in your eyes, even if only a little
longer.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 164
Translator: Yonnee
I had feelings for Albert, and yet all this time, I had been putting him
on a pedestal.
What I told myself was that I was still too afraid of getting to know
him more—for fear that it’s impossible that he would love me.
Even if it was him, who was more used to listening to other people
talk rather than letting his own thoughts known.
I didn’t dare to try and see the true extent of his scars.
I had lost my entire family, too. But even then, I couldn’t bear to think
about ending my own life.
But Albert was different. Now, I had become aware about how he
tried to end it all… several times.
With this realization, it felt as if I had come face to face with a huge
sin that I had committed.
You said that you like him. You said that you love him. But before all
that, you didn’t even know about such an important part of him.
I had been turning a blind eye to him all this time, ignoring all the
opportunities to better understand and get to know him.
So, would it be better to pretend not to know? But how long could
such a story be covered up?
“Rosé, do you know why His Majesty became such a strong mage?”
Mercy pretended to slit her own throat. When she had trailed off,
Albert’s face immediately came to my mind.
Albert only said that he was going to be sick. He never said anything
about teetering between life and death.
I could feel myself getting upset at Albert. I knew that he just didn’t
want me to know because I’d feel this guilty.
And Mercy likely didn’t know that what she’s saying would affect me
to this extent.
If I had known about such a thing earlier, I would have endured any
amount of pain that I had been given. No matter how painful it had
been for me, I never wished for him to risk his life.
“But not many mages know about this. Usually, it’s considered
suicide to use up your mana to the point of mana exhaustion.”
“Yeah. Even when His Majesty had been so young back then, he
came to the conclusion that it was better to just die than to continue
on. So he tried to take his own life through this method, but he
survived, and that’s how he came to know about that fact. He’s never
one to do things half-heartedly.”
I didn’t want this to be the reason behind why he had been able to
become the strong mage that he was.
Neither did I want him to be the perfect male lead from a novel who
had everything from birth.
Even if everything had come from his abilities, everything else would
have been fine.
Still, I wanted to hear more from Mercy. Anything that she knew.
“It’s a fact that’s known amongst mages who have gone through the
same thing. There’s nothing more I can say about it beyond that.”
Being aware of this side of him wouldn’t dent his perfection in any
way, but I still wanted to protect his intention of not letting me know
about it.
“Sure, alright.”
While going down the avenue, I listened to what other people were
saying.
“I heard that His Majesty had thrown himself down a lake. He died
and came back to life.”
“…When he came back from that near death experience and made
up his mind, it wasn’t long after that he was taken under the former
king’s custody.”
“And then he was used. What a rotten f*cker, that former king.”
And, inevitably, if the stories about Albert were just merely rumors,
then they wouldn’t have been able to get such detailed anecdotes.
In the end, there were witnesses, and this added credibility to those
stories.
Most of what I was hearing now were things that I had already read
in the original novel, but it was still so painful to listen to them.
These were my thoughts, but I wonder what people felt about these
stories. It couldn’t even be certain if respecting Albert was a natural
progression for them.
What was flashing through my mind now was the look on his face
when he said that it was fine, as long as I was the only one who
didn’t know about it.
Old wounds were bound to leave scars. Time could solve many
things, but that didn’t mean that scars wouldn’t remain.
There’s no way that I didn’t actually wish to talk to him about it, to
check whether he was alright now or not. But with that expression on
his face, I wouldn’t have been able to bring it up.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 165
Translator: Yonnee
Come to think of it, it’s not all that strange anymore for Albert to
come and see me often. Just as he promised, he sought me out
every day.
Now, however, I don’t know if I’ll be able to act like nothing had
happened whenever I saw his face.
I’m not sure what I’ll do, but as soon as I see him, I might try to argue
and say, ‘Back when you treated me from the black magic, why
didn’t you tell me about how life-threatening it actually is?’ Even
though I knew all too well that I’m not really in any position to argue
with him about that.
“Yes, of course.”
***
As we went inside, the first thing I saw was the splendidly decorated
table in the middle, luxurious tableware atop it.
“You must be hungry. Did you get to choose the dresses that you
wanted?”
“What limit could there be to the person who saved the king? Come,
sit.”
“I don’t know about that. I prefer sitting like this, side by side. Put
your favorite dragon fledgling there in front of you.”
Albert shamelessly replied like that. Blanc tried to stick close to me,
but when he found out that there was no room for him, he stood on
the table.
Acting like this with each other had practically become a daily routine
now, and as I saw this, I felt the tension in my body dissipate.
But I wonder, was it still possible to still call out his name?
I had already decided to call him by name, but I hadn’t done that
many times yet.
I wasn’t used to it, really. And since this place wasn’t like the modern
times, I had to be more aware of other people’s eyes and ears.
“Albert.”
There were times when he, too, would get flustered. I came to
realize this fact once again.
“As I’ve said before… You’ve got me figured out pretty well.”
And I replied with a wide grin.
Albert stared at me. His red eyes glimmered with a shade similar to
that of the setting sun outside the nearby window.
“……”
“If there’s something you want to ask me, then you can ask me. If
there’s something that you found out, then you can continue knowing
about it.”
The soft, gentle smile on Albert’s face held no darkness at all. His
face, without a shadow, rather made me nervous.
And this smile made it difficult for me to tell what Albert’s feelings
really were.
“I know.”
“……”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 166
Translator: Yonnee
Rather than preventing them from falling, his warm touch stimulated
my tears instead.
Did Albert know how much his words right now sounded like a lovely
confession?
“I wanted to comfort you, but… I’m the one who ended up being
comforted.”
After I heard the rumors about him, I wanted to ask if he was alright.
But in fact, the moment I faced Albert, it’s as if all my worries would
just vanish into thin air.
“I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you.”
Hearing this, Albert let out a low chuckle, then he pulled me into his
arms. His embrace always smelled so good, and this calmed me
down.
Just as his scent grounded me once more, I wished that Albert could
be comforted by my hug as well.
While I was still in his embrace, I reached behind him and patted his
back.
“I’m fine.”
“Don’t just say that you’re fine. You’re not really fine. I heard that you
jumped into a lake.”
“I did jump into a lake, but… In the end, I never had a brush with
death in that place.”
“I want to know how you were able to overcome that time, Albert.
What was your childhood like? And, what do you mean that you
never actually had a brush with death in that place?”
“Who?”
Albert looked like he was trying to recall his past. His gaze became
unfocused as he stared into the air, but his eyes gradually found their
focus once more. Then, he said,
“I don’t know.”
This was unexpected. Did he not want to tell me, or not want to tell
me the person’s name?
“I’m not really sure. Maybe she told me her name and I forgot, or
maybe she never told me in the first place, so I couldn’t possibly try
to recall it. Maybe I’ll remember it later.”
“With magic?”
“I believe so.”
If Albert could tell that his memories had been wiped, then there
were two likely cases.
Albert was sure when he called that person ‘she’. Now I’m really
curious about who exactly was the person who saved him from the
lake.
“Who is ‘she’?”
“You don’t know her name, but you’ve met her. I wonder what
happened to her, and what kind of person she is.”
“Me?”
“I’m not projecting. But right now, I can’t deny that she resembles
you when it comes to her personality and way of speaking.”
It seemed like he’s worried that I’ve become concerned about this
mystery woman. Perhaps because he said that she resembled me.
But how dare I do that?
“Don’t worry, I’m not jealous. I’m asking without malice when I say
that I want to know more about her.”
He said I can ask him questions. If it’s like that, then I’d like to know
more about him.
While listening to his story, I wish to know more about his true
feelings and about who he was.
Chapter 167
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 167
Translator: Yonnee
Unlike Albert, who was still just a child at that time, his older brothers
were already fully grown adults.
In their eyes, Albert wasn’t anyone worth their attention, but was still
a nemesis that they could kill at any given time.
His brothers sent assassins to Albert before, and they even tried to
poison him, but it wasn’t a frequent occurrence.
Those older brothers thought that the first priority was to kill each
other first, as they were more immediate threats.
Before Albert had been born, their household was very affluent
thanks to the gold vein discovered in one of their mines.
The count, who knew nothing but honor, experienced a new world as
he enjoyed this newfound wealth that he never had before in his life.
It was then that Albert was born.
The warm voices of his father and mother. A house that was as
beautiful as the house he had once seen in a fairytale book. Two
older brothers who took care of him well.
His family spent a lot of money without any regard to future plans,
and they had gotten accustomed to a life of extravagance. Once the
household’s financial situation had changed, they couldn’t adapt at
all.
Far from making better use of what’s left of their money, they were all
busy taking care of their selfish desires.
As the days went by, their obsession with money intensified. The
family began seeing each other as enemies.
His mother locked herself in her room, blaming Albert for everything
because ‘everything went wrong after he was born.’ Some time later,
she started frequenting the black market, then died of the epidemic.
His older brothers laughed at his swordsmanship, yet were also busy
making plans to kill each other.
Greed festering in their eyes, they did not hesitate to order Albert,
the youngest child, to go out and make money.
Eventually, everything came to an end. Albert was left alone.
Everything became too much to bear just for the simple fact that he
had once gotten a taste of what happiness felt like.
When faced with so many unbearable things, running away was not
something to be ashamed of. It’s one way of surviving.
“While asking myself, ‘Is a life like this worth living at all?’ I threw
myself into that lake.”
The lake that Albert was talking about would be in the village where
I’d be staying during my month away from him.
It matched with what Liam said before, that it was a place where
winter was always present.
“I thought that it was the perfect day to die. And it actually was.”
Contemplative, the look in his eyes sank. The hint of darkness that
could be seen in his gaze showed how he had once given up on life.
That he had once collapsed and knelt down in the face of despair.
I couldn’t help but know how he was feeling. I had also gone through
the same thing.
Better yet, it’s more accurate to say that it’s harder not to think in that
way. Although, the only difference was that I never acted on it, unlike
him.
He smiled at me. It wasn’t the usual smile, nor was it a smile that
expressed his happiness.
It looked like the usual smile, but since I had gotten better at
understanding him, I saw clearly how this smile contained a
multitude of mixed emotions.
Because, more than I had ever expected, the expression that Albert
had now showed just how much he had been hurt, and how much he
had despaired.
“Isn’t that funny? The people who gave birth to me, who raised me,
were the very same people who became jealous and tried to kill me.
On the other hand, a woman who I met for the first time that day
gave me salvation.”
This was his childhood, which no one else could ever see.
The man in front of me now was not a prince, nor a king. He was just
Albert Grey.
From the way he breathed slowly, the weight of his despair could be
heard loud and clear.
“I blamed her. I cried and asked her why she saved me.”
“……”
If she had known Albert’s name, then it’s clear that she had been
keeping a close eye on him.
“Perhaps she was afraid that I would try to take my own life again,
but she brought meaning to my life by giving me a gift once a day.”
It may be thanks to her that Albert, who had met such a person, was
so much sweeter and even more of a beautiful person than Albert in
the novel.
Her, the benefactor who saved Albert and gave his life new meaning.
“She said that there will definitely be a day when the pain that I’m
feeling would feel like nothing.”
It was the kind of love and affection that Albert would never forget.
It was the light that appeared when he thought that all hope had
been lost.
If only I met Albert when he was a child—to give new meaning to his
life, to make him even just a little happier.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 168
Translator: Yonnee
It’s the same one he talked about while we were still in the tower.
“Is she the one who saved you, the one you mentioned while we
were at the tower?”
Why did she suddenly leave Albert when she took care of him so
much? That was the most confusing thing.
And it’s only natural that Albert had many unanswered questions.
“…You?”
“Please at least have her face drawn later. Once I become Blanc’s
contractor, I can go anywhere.”
“…Huh?”
“She came and went however she pleased, without anyone knowing.
She had also cast a perfect spell on me before. Even if I was young,
I had enough talent for magic, so she wouldn’t have been able to do
that if not for the fact that she’s a dragon’s contractor, too.”
Come to think of it, Albert once said that he also met a dragon when
he was a child. I remember him saying that it was a white dragon,
just like Blanc.
…Was this what he meant when he mentioned that he met a dragon
when he was young?
Besides that, didn’t his magic teacher fail during the ‘developmental
stage’ of the dragon he entered a contract with?
Blanc had his head bowed. I wanted to comfort him, but before I
could try to, he raised his head and shouted bravely.
“I, I will become a mighty adult! Then I’ll help you find that person!”
Albert leaned back and narrowed his eyes, like he couldn’t believe
what Blanc said to him.
“It’s a good opportunity to meet her again and find out why she had
to leave. It won’t be hard at all since you have me and Blanc!”
“I mean it. I’ll make sure you can meet her again.”
It’s not very common for Albert to fail at solving something. That’s
even more reason for me to give him a helping hand.
“For you, Albert. I’ll find her for sure, one hundred percent.”
I sincerely want to help him. Besides that, I want to know why he had
to leave Albert, and how she knew him.
She was the one who gave Albert precious memories. I know she’d
also want to meet him again.
For Albert.
“Just hearing you say that already fills me with such happiness.”
With that, Albert’s words reminded me that we were still inside the
restaurant.
“I put up a barrier around us so that you’re the only one who could
hear.”
So there’s a reason behind why he sat right next to me. Now I’m
feeling a bit embarrassed after thinking that he only wanted to get
closer to me.
I… Am I maybe getting too self-conscious?
But with Albert whispering sweet nothings into my ear every day,
anyone in my shoes would have thought the same thing as me.
That’s why it’s not my fault at this point.
Albert moved seats and was now sitting across from me. It felt a bit
regrettable that we’re apart now.
With one gesture of his, the soup on the table was removed, and the
entrée began to fill the table.
It seemed like even if a barrier was put up, people left so that they
wouldn’t interfere with our conversation.
“I’ll make a whole lot of food for you later, you can look forward to it.”
“Ah, that reminds me. I’ll invite the woman to the palace in a month’s
time, the one who cooks similarly to you. Didn’t you say that you
want to meet her?”
His words made me recall Seo Ina, who I had honestly forgotten until
now. She was the original novel’s female lead, true, but I was busy
trying to survive, and I had a lot of things going on.
“Thank you.”
This was entirely Albert’s consideration for me, and he’s doing it only
because I said I wanted to meet her.
I felt a little apologetic for forgetting her, but considering her
adventures in the novel, I figured that she’s living well enough.
…Okay, I’ve decided. I’ll learn how to cook more dishes once I meet
Seo Ina.
I want to cook something that isn’t spicy for Albert. It’s good that he
tries to go along with my preferences, but I also want to cook
something that suits his palate from time to time.
After that, since we’re out together right now, we decided to stop by
the tower.
Chapter 169
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 169
Translator: Yonnee
I left the restaurant with a much lighter heart than when I entered it.
Above us, in the setting sun’s twilight sky, stars shone as brightly as
the streetlights around us.
Ever since it became known that it was the place where Albert had
been confined in before, the tower was now regarded as some kind
of tourist destination.
They began thinking that the tower was cool. It was amazing how
people’s perception could change as time passed.
Albert used a ‘Hide’ spell so we could avoid other people’s eyes, and
our appearances were immediately obscured. His magic was
becoming more and more intricate as time went on.
As we soared into the sky, Albert and I walked in the air, just as we
did when we first left the tower. It’s as if the stars had paved a path
for us amidst this never-ending sky.
Albert turned the knob, and the door opened with a creak. Soon, the
dark space within could be seen. Albert went inside first and turned
on the light.
It was the kitchen that I hadn’t seen for the longest time.
Well, I brought the bag for the sake of carrying Albert’s gift with me,
but its usefulness was shining here. I looked around, lost in
reminiscence for a moment.
Albert’s bed. The table where we ate together, him, me and Blanc.
Even now, I could vividly picture the moments we spent together.
But when I arrived, I saw that dust had settled in the attic.
“Ugh…”
“Rosé?”
Pain shot throughout my entire body right then. It was the same
symptoms as when I had been mired with black magic.
But now, what’s wrong with me? Does the problem lie with the tower
itself?
I saw the face of ‘Rosé Artius’, who was looking at me with a sour
expression.
…What? I’m looking at Rosé Artius?
This…
I had a sinking feeling that the person in front of me was the real
‘Rosé Artius’, the character in the novel who had a twisted love for
Albert, and tried to have everything for herself.
At the same time, it was the very same Rosé who Albert had struck
vengeance against—the dark mage, who was executed in the
original novel.
The moment that everything’s over, and when I thought that all that’s
left ahead of me was happiness, I was hit on the back of my head
like this.
“…Rosé?”
Blanc tilted his head to the side. The ‘Rosé’ in front of him smiled.
“Why, Blanc?”
When I saw the face she made, chills ran down my spine. The way
she stretched the corners of her lips was so similar to the way that I
smiled.
As if she had been observing me for a long time, and was now
imitating me.
Of course, you could also say that Rosé might have had the same
smile as me. But just before this, I saw the real her.
That eerie atmosphere she had given off… Just thinking about that
made me convinced that what she’s doing right now was a mere act
to mimic my actions.
Rosé lifted the bag up with one hand and spoke in a tone of voice
that was similar to mine. At that moment, I became anxious about
just how far she knew until now.
Rosé Artius is not dead. She’s been watching me. She’s been
observing my behavior this whole time.
“For you to have been hexed, there are three requisites—the dark
mage’s soul, the mage’s tool, and the target that holds the hex itself.”
I now realized that the headache I’d been having, and the same one
that had resurfaced just moments ago, was due to the curse that she
had put on me.
I just did not know because I never imagined that her soul had
remained in the tower.
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 170
Translator: Yonnee
But it wasn’t easy to get rid of her now. All the evidence pointing to
her being a dark mage had already been gotten rid of.
Even worse, Albert was actively hiding any proof from Rosé’s past
that could be used as a flaw.
Fury started seething within me. Seeing her act like me so calmly
made me want to lash out in anger, even if I didn’t have anger issues
in the first place.
It made me even more angry to think that I just had that sincere
conversation with Albert today.
…Don’t you dare call Blanc’s name! I’m the one who gave him that
name. You’re not allowed to even speak it!
But all the words I wished to say merely got scattered in the air.
“…Uuuhh.”
It hadn’t been long since they left the restaurant. What she said was
in direct contradiction of what had just happened.
But this was just a small thing. Blanc wouldn’t immediately think that
the Rosé in front of him had changed into a completely different
person.
It’s clear that Rosé had regained her body through the use of black
magic, but it seemed like what she could do was quite limited.
If she could use black magic freely, she would have surely acted on
her jealousy. After all, I had been so close to Albert all this time.
As a mage myself, I could do some simple spells, but I’m not sure
whether I’d be able to use this to let them know of my current state.
Besides that, I left behind my wand when we went out today.
And most of all, my highest priority was to somehow tell Albert that
my soul and Rosé’s soul had switched. Was there a way to do that?
While thinking of him, his familiar face appeared in front of me. I took
a step back in surprise.
“You said there’s not much here that you need to take.”
I hurriedly turned to look at Rosé, but her eyes curved into crescent
moons. Seeing this, a smile likewise found its way on Albert’s lips.
“…Alright.”
“Albert! Albert!”
I rushed to him and waved my arms. However, his focus was not on
me. He was looking at only Rosé.
“Prince.”
After packing her things, Rosé approached Albert. She gave him a
big smile.
She had copied the way I smile. It was the same with the tone of
voice I used whenever I called him.
She was perfectly acting like the maid ‘Rosé’ who had taken care of
Albert.
“Prince.”
Albert patted Rosé gently on the back. And Rosé dug deeper into
Albert’s embrace.
As they were locked in each other’s arms, Albert made eye contact
with Rosé.
His grasp on Rosé’s chin tightened. To the point that it was difficult to
believe that there was a smile on his face just a moment ago, only
coldness remained in his demeanor.
“Right. When I saw this look in your eyes before, I vowed to exact
my revenge on you. I vowed to cut down your throat the very instant
it was all over.”
Rosé barely regained her balance as she sat back with her hands
behind her. Then, Albert knelt down and stared straight into her
eyes.
I was also thrown into confusion when I heard him say this. But
because it was Albert, I knew that I could trust him.
Albert wasn’t the kind of man who’d say this for no reason. Out of
anyone else, I was the most aware of just how quick he was to think.
“I was waiting for you to tell me the truth with your own mouth… But I
didn’t think you’d change again like this.
“Prince, what are you talking about? I’ve always just been taking
care of you as I was beside you. I cooked food for you, and we—”
Chills ran down my spine. I’ve always wanted Albert to know the
truth, but I didn’t think that he already caught on.
Did that even make sense? Who would come to the conclusion that
the person in front of them had become possessed by someone
else?
“The real Rosé… No. She doesn’t call me ‘Prince’ anymore, Artius.”
It was only then that I realized what exactly was giving me a sense of
incompatibility as I was watching her.
Even so, it should not have been easy to surmise that something
had changed with that fact alone.
“You must be the dark mage. I could guess what happened— The
more you used your power, the more the link between your body and
mind collapsed, and your soul eventually separated from you. And at
that time, her soul must have entered.”
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 171
Translator: Yonnee
I would have had the same reaction as her, if I was in her shoes.
Albert’s response to this matter was unusually quick—as if he was
acting on gut instinct that was not a mere human’s.
Rosé flinched, but she soon reached forward to hold Albert’s wrist.
She dropped her gaze and blinked.
She must have observed me every day. Just looking at her now, she
smiled in the same way I did, she had adjusted the pitch of her voice
to match mine, and she even copied the way I spoke.
It would be a lie to say that this wasn’t disturbing to see. And to add,
I also told Albert before that I ‘lost my memories’ when I first came to
possess Rosé’s body.
Since there was a precedent, Rosé’s assertions right now held some
ground.
I grew nervous. I could only think that Albert would waver and start to
believe her because her reason was ‘partial amnesia’.
“But you see, it’s so very easy to see through a person’s true
essence.”
Rosé blinked and pressed her lips together. Even from here, I could
feel the despair surfacing from deep within her.
There was a pitiful expression on her face now, enough to elicit
sympathy from anyone who’d see it. I glanced alternately between
her and Albert nervously.
“…What are you talking about? I’m the same person you confessed
to, Prince, the same person who you have pulled into your embrace,
and the same person you kissed. I am Rosé.”
Despite having been cornered now, as if she was driven to the edge
of a cliff, Rosé continued to try and cling to Albert. Her pitiable plea
was brimming with sincerity.
But Albert recoiled from her once again. He pulled his wrist out of her
hold and pushed her away. This alone made Rosé collapse to the
floor.
“Prince, I know I seem strange right now, but… You have to believe
that I am the same person. You said that you trust me…”
She’s one heck of an actress.
At this, Rosé’s mouth slowly gaped open as she was filled with
surprise.
“How could I possibly mistake her for someone else just because
they had the same body? What a foolish thing to do.”
In hopes that Albert might be able to see me, I rushed towards him
and Blanc.
“Albert! Albert!”
I called his name at the top of my lungs, but Albert did not react in
any way.
In the spectral state that I was in now, it seemed like no one would
be able to hear me regardless of how loudly I shouted.
Albert leaned down and made eye contact with Blanc. The hostility
that he always extended to Blanc whenever they interacted was
almost invisible at this moment.
As if he was giving an important order, a grave expression replaced
any sort of mischief that could have been found on his demeanor.
“Where is she?”
In other words, as much as I could help Blanc, Blanc could also help
me.
Contractor.
I looked at the back of Rosé’s hand, where the proof of the contract
between me and Blanc should be apparent.
I heard that the contract between a dragon and its contractor was
made between their souls. And, when we entered our contract, I
uttered my own name.
My name.
Did Albert notice that the pattern had disappeared from the back of
Rosé’s hand?
No, but… I don’t think Albert ever took a single glance at Rosé’s
hand while they were talking earlier…
“We can tell for sure by looking at the back of the haaand…”
Just in time, I heard Blanc whisper this to Albert. Blanc now brought
up the topic of the pattern to Albert.
But… huh?
“Name?”
…Don’t tell me. Are you really getting upset about this now?
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make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 172
Translator: Yonnee
Albert stared at Blanc for a moment, but he soon let out a sigh.
Bringing a hand towards his own chin, he then asked Blanc another
question.
“What’s her name? I can’t keep calling her vaguely like this.”
Was this just my imagination, or… did it seem like he’s treating this
matter to be more important rather than the fact that I’m not Rosé…?
Blanc stared squarely back into Albert’s eyes, then he declared with
a clear voice.
“Jung-in?”
“Yeah.”
“…Jung-in.”
All this time, I thought I had lost my name in this world. However,
now that I was able to hear it from someone else again, it felt
strange.
“Jung-in.”
For the first time, I regretted not telling him the truth—that I was not
really Rosé. Of course, I wouldn’t have hidden it from him if I knew
that he’d accept the situation so easily.
I regretted even more that I hadn’t been able to share more of myself
with him when I had the chance.
Now that she had taken off her mask, there was a determined look
on her face.
Full of madness.
The curse was no longer on the tower, and the magic wand was
nowhere near this place. However, none of that mattered to her.
“If you love me, then the person you want to see might just come
back.”
“You should be content with the fact that you’re not dead yet.”
“…If you kill me, she won’t have a body to return to, will she?”
“……”
“The reason she’s still alive in this place is because I’m alive.”
Perplexed, I took a step closer to her. I need her to explain this more.
“Prince, let’s strike a deal. All I want is for you to love me. If you don’t
want her soul to disappear, then you just have to love me.”
Rosé took a step towards Albert. Still as ever, she was full of
determination despite being subjected to Albert’s murderous intent.
Although, I’m not really sure if it’s right to mention the word
‘determination’ in a situation like this.
“It would be better if you start explaining what you mean about how
Jung-in’s soul might disappear.”
“It’s only natural for a soul to disappear when the body dies, but
there are some lucky souls that get a chance to live longer by
instinctively finding a way. She’s like that.”
There’s a chance that Rosé was only lying to Albert, but so far, she’s
telling the truth.
“It makes sense. But you seem to know a lot about souls.”
Albert narrowed his eyes at her, but Rosé merely kept the same
smile on her lips. She now had a completely different atmosphere
about her compared to when she was still mimicking my smile.
“As much as I practiced black magic, I was very fascinated with
souls. But you know, the problem with souls that don’t have bodies is
that… They’re bound to disappear gradually.”
Disappear? Does that mean I’ll disappear if I stay in a state like this?
“……”
“……”
“So, Prince, the only way you’ll be able to save her is for you to meet
my demands. I’m the only one you know of who has a body that
matches her soul for her to possess.”
In the original novel that I had read, as soon as he left the tower,
Albert killed Rosé with just a single stroke.
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 173
Translator: Yonnee
Albert took a huge breath. The anguish contained in that one sigh
could be felt even by me.
“If you look up the tomes with information about souls, you’ll be able
to verify everything I said. But among anyone and everyone who has
looked into the topic of souls or any related fields, I can say that
there’s just a handful of people who researched as far as I did.”
“Then the separation of your soul and body must have happened
even before you entered the tower.”
“Apparently, the more that black magic is used, the higher the
chances it happens.”
So it seemed that Rosé already had her soul detached from her
body over and over again before, but she did not give up on using
black magic. As she insinuated this, Rosé looked rather proud of this
accomplishment.
It was evident that Rosé longed for Albert, like a blind person who
had never experienced light in her life. To her, he was the sun.
It was the same fake smile that I saw when I first possessed Rosé’s
body.
Unlike Rosé, whose mask had already slipped off, I felt strangely
sorry as I saw the smile Albert had to force out as tensions were
high.
She seemed happy enough despite having been at the brunt of his
cold shoulder not too long ago.
Albert nodded and answered, “Yes. Then, it’s time to return to the
palace.”
He naturally walked past Rosé and picked up the bag that I brought
with me today.
He didn’t want Rosé to so much as touch my bag.
“Come here.”
Blanc felt lost and was at a loss, but as he made brief eye contact
with Rosé, he flinched and immediately went to Albert’s side.
“…Yes. I’ll decide where you will be staying when we get back.”
He naturally hid the fact that Rosé actually had a room in the palace,
and it was where I used to stay.
Rosé quickly adapted to a new term of address for Albert. For what
it’s worth, I’m glad to see that he was maintaining proper distance
with her even as he was complying with her demands.
In any case, nothing’s been solved yet, and Rosé was trying her best
to snag Albert, but…
I had a good hunch that there’s nothing at all that Albert couldn’t
solve.
Albert went down the steps first, then he paused at the door leading
to the kitchen and the exit. Then, he murmured.
The name, which seemed to roll off his tongue, was uttered with a
tone that felt like the gentle, warm breeze of springtime that would
tickle my ears.
“Yes!”
All the while hoping that his worries would soon be relieved.
***
Albert looked like he was being gentle with Rosé, however he had
drawn a clear line between them.
He listened to the stories that Rosé was telling him on their way back
to the palace, answering insincerely but never asking questions to
spur her on. The only contact between them that he allowed was
only with their hands.
And it seemed like Rosé was satisfied with this for now, but there’s
no telling just when her disposition would change.
Just as she demanded, Albert gave Rosé the room that’s closest to
his at the palace where he and I lived together in.
“Yeees…”
This palace was where the king was meant to stay, so it’s no wonder
that the rooms were magnificently adorned. Rosé was promptly in
awe of her surroundings, and the corners of her lips tugged up right
then.
“You don’t quite prefer only such abrupt touch, do you,” Albert said. “I
was under the impression that you don’t want me to treat you as I
have before.”
Rosé couldn’t see Albert’s expression right now because she was
still gawking at the room. But I could see.
“I know that you must have endured very well today. Thank you for
that. I will also think more positively about our contract,” he
continued.
He whispered such sweet words into Rosé’s ear, but then his
expression was as emotionless as it possibly could—perhaps
lifeless.
Now that he had parted with Rosé, he headed towards his chambers
with Blanc. He didn’t stop at his office, nor his study. He’s going
straight to his bedroom, but, uhh…?
I’m following after him somehow? I don’t understand why, maybe it’s
a physiological phenomenon? But now Albert’s on his way to the
bathroom!
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 174
Translator: Yonnee
His expression unfocused, he ran his hands under the running water
and washed them with soap again and again and again. They
eventually turned red from all the friction.
I knew all too well that he had put up with Rosé’s malicious actions
for my sake. But despite that, I felt guilty.
“……”
“No…”
Once Albert falls asleep later, I decided that I’ll go study and look
through his books. I followed after them.
Seeing Albert sitting behind his desk with his chin propped up by one
hand, he soon called three people in.
The head maid, the head butler, and the chief maidservant who was
in charge of managing the other servants who were in the lower
ranks. They all bowed their heads before Albert.
Rosé was certainly putting up an act to imitate me, just as how she
tried to first deceive Albert. But it’s not clear whether she’d stick with
it or not since Albert already had her figured out.
Maybe she’ll do it if Albert asks her to do it, but she might ask for
something in return.
He stated clearly that this order would be in effect until it’s found out
how those memories were lost and until they’re regained.
It’s not just his appearance. Everything about him was perfect,
including the way he handled the task at hand, the tone in which he
spoke, and the accent that lilted his words.
To be honest, I had no idea about this side of him. It’s my first time
seeing Albert work with many people.
Because I know that I will return. Thus far, everything that Albert said
would happen did happen.
After the others left, Liam entered Albert’s office. The duke’s green
eyes, which could be seen between the wisps of his black fringe,
were as dark as a forest at night.
The last time I saw him was during the uprising, so it’s been a while
since we last met.
Unlike Liam’s neatly combed hair, Schubert’s brown, curly hair was
unkempt. And beneath his messy fringe, even the look in his eyes
seemed frazzled.
“It’s been a long time since Your Majesty called me and Schubert
together. Is something the matter?” Liam asked anxiously.
“…Your Majesty? I am aware that you care about Miss Artius, but
saying such a thing is not appropriate for a king to utter.”
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 175
Translator: Yonnee
I was already expecting that Albert would ask for Liam and
Schubert’s help, but I didn’t think he’d go as far as telling them that
Rosé was a dark mage.
Liam asked back quizzically. It turned out that he didn’t have any
suspicions about Rosé being a dark mage at all.
And it surprised me that Schubert had the same reaction. His eyes
went wide.
“To be precise, the fact that ‘Rosé Artius’ is a dark mage must be
revealed.”
He was talking about when I was suffering from the side effects of
black magic.
“Yes.”
“I’m well aware that there’s a good reason behind your surprise,
Schubert. But don’t you think that the current situation is quite
unexpected as well?”
“…She didn’t seem bad. In any case, she cooked delicious food, and
she seemed to be the type to take good care of other people.”
Schubert grumbled as he explained. I guess the sujebi and fried
chicken I made at that time was tasty.
“Liam, you also must have seen not only her bad sides.”
As Albert said this, Liam pursed his lips for a moment, then he
replied firmly.
“Your Majesty, with all due respect. The story that’s being spread
right now seems to be nothing but a cover-up to protect a criminal.”
“It’s just as Schubert said, you can’t judge a book by its cover. The
very existence of any dark mage in itself is harmful.”
“…Sire?”
“’Rosé Artius’ is a dark mage, and her soul grew weak as it was
corrupted. And when she took a step into the tower, another soul
entered her body.”
Blanc, who was waiting for the right time to come out under Albert’s
desk, jumped up at that moment.
ACK!
Blanc declared with a clear voice. Even his unwavering eyes were
full of confidence.
Albert and Blanc never got along with each other before, but their
teamwork now was amazing. They’re managing to get along so well.
…I just wish it’d been like this from the start. It felt strange thinking
back on all the times I had to get stuck between them before.
“…Goodness.”
This was undeniable evidence because Liam had also seen the
pattern on the back of my hand before.
Actually, it’s more fun than I thought to witness such changes in his
expression. He only usually showed such a brusque demeanor.
Albert ran a hand through his hair, now disheveled, and let out a
chuckle that was rather helpless.
“I wouldn’t have been able to confirm her existence either, if not for
the dragon contract that I’ve been trying to stop until now. What a
joke.”
At Albert’s ensuing words, silence blanketed the air. It was the same
for me—I didn’t know what to say.
Albert exhaled deeply. I could feel the anguish plaguing him through
that sigh.
Still, how could he have predicted a situation like this? Even I didn’t
know it would turn out like this.
I didn’t know that my sacrifice for Blanc would actually save my soul.
“…Did Your Majesty know from the beginning? That she’s someone
else?”
Liam then asked this question out of the blue. Actually, this was
something I was curious about as well.
When did he realize that I had changed? Did he have an inkling that
I really had become a different person altogether? That I didn’t just
lose my memories?
“It was back when she came up with a contract to help me escape
the tower. I couldn’t rule out that possibility from then on.”
If one such person didn’t show any signs that they wanted to
change, let alone to change 180 degrees like that, it’s only natural to
think of other possibilities.
Well, in the first place, it’s not a ‘natural’ supposition at all, but it
seemed to make sense enough in Albert’s perspective.
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“Before she wrote the contract, what did she say to you, Your
Majesty?”
“She said that she was very, delightfully happy to be living with me.”
Albert said this with a calm tone, but I felt chills running down my
back the moment I heard it.
It seemed like I was unable to estimate just how sensitive Albert was
to changes in people.
Pausing, he stared into the air for a moment. It felt like he was
talking directly to me now.
Albert whispered under his breath, loud enough for only me to hear.
He smiled ever so beautifully—it was my favorite sincere smile.
Hearing him say that he couldn’t help but fall for me, I felt my
feelings soar.
All that time, I just acted like I always, and it was enough to move
Albert’s heart.
I knew he meant every word now, but I’ve never heard him say any
of this to me.
The feelings that started to bloom in such a short period of time was
this much, and it was enough for him to try for my sake.
I want to apologize, to say sorry for not trusting his feelings for me.
I’m a coward, so I needed time.
But unlike Albert, who was conveying the magnitude of his feelings
to me, there was nothing I could do.
I couldn’t speak. I had never felt more frustrated in my entire life until
now.
“And when she was under the hex’s effects, I became convinced that
she was not Rosé Artius. I thought that she’d personally tell me
when the time came.”
“Then, Your Majesty, her soul disappeared and the original Rosé
Artius returned.”
“I don’t know exactly where Jung-in’s soul is, but this dragon cub that
she’s still alive somewhere.”
“No, a soul that does not have a body to tether it cannot live long.
The same was true with Rosé Artius. I think that’s the reason why
she put a hex on Jung-in to drive her soul out.”
“We must find a way to extricate Rosé Artius’ soul from her body with
as little damage as possible.”
“And the moment Jung-in’s soul returns to that body, we need to kill
the soul of Rosé Artius.”
Ruffling his hair, Schubert sighed. Then he raised his head and
looked Albert in the eye.
With a smile now, Schubert glanced once at Blanc, then he left the
room right away. The footsteps going down the hallway sounded as
if he was practically flying away.
Liam stood in the same spot without saying a word. His expression
returned to the same brusque demeanor he always carried himself
with, and he stared at Albert.
“Human beings are inherently emotional. I’m admittedly the odd one
out for being so rational all this time.”
“This is normal.”
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“Your Majesty, you should have informed us that you knew Rosé
Artius had something to do with black magic. But let alone telling us,
you actively hid it?”
Liam immediately pointed out what Albert did wrong. Right. He didn’t
want Rosé Artius—or, ‘me’—to die.
It’s evident that Liam felt betrayed that Albert had not told him any of
this.
He must have already known that he’d be in conflict with Liam after
bringing this up. However, he was determined to bear it all.
“I apologize, sire, but I… Even if that woman manages to come back,
I really don’t know whether or not she would bring any good to you,
Your Majesty.”
“I’ve been quietly receiving your criticisms until now, but let me tell
you this. She is good for me.”
Albert had remained still until now, but he spoke firmly this time.
Liam’s pupils shook. He clenched both hands into fists and gritted
his molars.
It was clear that he really was just doing this for Albert’s sake.
Liam pleaded.
Albert listened silently to the end, then rose from his seat. He stood
in front of Liam, looking down at the kneeling duke as he whispered
in a low voice.
“That is the happiness that you want for me. It is not truly my own.”
“I am aware of just how much you trust me, and just how far you’ll
follow me. I shall continue in my endeavor to be a righteous king who
is fair to everyone, and I shall do my best not to disappoint those
who believe in me. There were no setbacks during the uprising,
correct?”
Albert wielded his power and directed the power of his vassals to
bring Rosteratu down in one fell swoop, and he managed to
smoothly gain the throne and establish his position.
Never once did he push aside his work to prioritize his love for me.
“It was my mistake to hide that she’s a dark mage. Whatever you say
about that, I shall listen to you without denying it. However, you
cannot dictate what happiness should be for me.”
“I like the things that she taught me. I like that she allowed me to see
just how precious an ordinary life is.”
At that time, what Albert considered his happiness was very similar
to what Liam had mentioned. No, rather than happiness, it would be
more apt to call it a goal.
When talking about happiness that makes me want to continue living
from day to day, there’s one particular thing that Albert told me.
Life in the tower changed not only Blanc’s outlook on life. It also
changed Albert’s values.
My little, mundane life with him permeated his life and created a new
definition of happiness.
I was overjoyed to hear that I wasn’t the only one who considered
our mundane life at the tower to be precious.
“I’m sorry that I could not be the ideal liege that you were expecting.”
“…You’ve changed.”
But, unexpectedly, the words Liam uttered were laced with emotion.
“I always thought that I must give you a helping hand, Your Majesty.
But you were already moving forward.”
“……”
“I have been immature, sire. It is not my place.”
Liam spoke in a low voice and bowed his head deeply towards
Albert.
This time, Albert knelt in front of Liam, who quickly raised his head.
Liam hurriedly tried to get Albert to stand up again, but Albert did not
budge from his spot.
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“Why, is there a law that says the king is not allowed to kneel before
his subjects? Each person should admit it and be held accountable
after committing a wrongdoing, and it’s only right that they receive
their punishment without any qualms.”
In the end, what Albert said was enough to make Liam grin. Well, it
was a very small smile on his ever-cold expression, but it suited him
well.
“You and Mercy are both obsessed with some peculiar sense of guilt
that makes you think that you’re obligated to help me. You don’t
even have a single ounce of resentment for me.”
“That’s not the only reason I’ve chosen to follow Your Majesty.”
“I know. And I wouldn’t have accepted you had that been the only
reason.”
They now smiled at each other with a more comfortable air between
them. These two men seemed to go way back, a lot further in the
past than I first thought.
Although I was in a situation like this, I still found one silver lining—
I’m given the chance to understand him even more.
I wondered if I’d have been able to see this side of him if I wasn’t in
this state.
Feeling a bit conflicted, I left the room where Albert and Liam were
talking.
And besides, I wanted to know what Rosé Artius was up to right now.
Albert kept her in his palace for the purpose of surveilling her easily.
There’s still a week left before the deadline of the contract, but I was
still worried.
I didn’t really go here and there inside this palace before, so I got lost
a bit. But I eventually reached the room where Rosé Artius was
staying.
As I entered the room, I quickly noticed that she was wearing outer
clothes.
Where’s she going?
I shouldn’t just let her go like this. I rushed after her. I was just a
specter right now, so it’s the perfect opportunity to follow her.
Flying through the sky with her hair fluttering behind her, Rosé
grumbled to herself. The wand she usually used was probably stored
in my room right now, I think?
Now that she wasn’t displaying her abnormal obsession for Albert,
nothing could be gleaned from her disposition. Just a blank,
apathetic expression.
…What the heck did Rosé go through that she turned out like this?
Rosé Artius landed in front of the tower—the tower where she had
locked up Albert in, and the same tower that Albert and I lived a life
of confinement in.
She started to cast a spell in front of the tower, and the main door
opened easily. As it creaked open, the tower’s dark interior entered
my vision.
Lighting a fire, Rosé went inside and hurriedly climbed the stairs.
She went straight to the attic where I had stayed, then she pulled
something from above.
A small door popped open from the ceiling, revealing a space that I
didn’t know about. It’s certainly a good place for hiding something.
“Fly.”
Uttering the incantation of the spell, Rosé went into the small space.
It’s the attic of the attic… Huh. Like you’d expect, the inside was very
narrow.
Now that she was inside, Rosé began to pack up various tools.
It seemed like they were the tools she used when practicing her
black magic.
She moved quickly and carefully. It was clear from her actions that
she valued those items very much.
“The only thing that the soul can do is stay ‘alive’, right?”
…It wasn’t difficult to surmise which soul she was talking about.
After collecting her belongings, Rosé went down from the attic’s
compartment.
But then, an uninvited guest was seen leaning against the wall in the
dark.
“Big Sis, what brings you to the tower? And, you’re even emerging
from a space no one knew about?”
But as soon as she thought this, Mercy swiftly narrowed the distance
between them and ruthlessly pushed the end of her at Rosé’s neck.
Mercy gave her a cold smile. Killing intent, which I had never felt
leaking from her before, emerged and was directed instantly at
Rosé.
It’s difficult to believe that she was the same person who treated me
the way she did before.
Just now, Mercy had treated Rosé in the same way she treated me,
but it didn’t seem like it was because Albert told her to do so.
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He said that he’d tell Mercy to find evidence that Rosé was a dark
mage. This was so that Rosé could be condemned.
The wand that was pushed up to her neck was quite sharp. As it was
digging into her skin, it certainly didn’t look like it was a pleasant
experience, but rather than wincing or anything, Rosé just laughed.
“Sure, I can’t kill you, but it’s possible to do anything else, yes? I just
need to keep you alive enough and drag you back to His Majesty so
you could sign a contract with him.”
The moment she said this, the tip of Mercy’s wand glowed
dangerously. And for the first time, Rosé’s relaxed expression
cracked.
Her mouth slowly gaped open, and her grip on the wand loosened
slightly.
Mercy seemed to have shown Rosé and illusion, but I had no way of
knowing what it was about.
“Ggh…!”
Glaring at Mercy while biting down on her lip, Rosé was trembling
like a slender poplar tree. I had never seen such a horrified
expression on a person before.
Again, I had no way of knowing just what it was that Rosé saw, but
one thing’s for sure: it set off Rosé in a panic.
“Run!”
After the incantation, Rosé began to run fast. I didn’t know what I
should do in a situation like this, but I quickly decided to follow her.
Because the first thing I needed to find out was what she’s up to.
Beneath the night sky, Rosé’s face was bright red. She looked like
an ill person who was breaking out in cold sweat.
Just the name seemed to have elicited Rosé’s fear, but I felt
frustrated because I didn’t know what the reason behind it was.
“I’ll kill you. I’m going to kill you. I’m going to make you into a specter
that has no consciousness at all.”
“……”
“You can’t be the only one who’s loved. I can’t be the only one who
struggled like that. Yeah, if I can’t be loved, I’d rather kill you.
Anyway, I…”
Even if I can’t talk right now, maybe I can find a way to use magic.
Once I do, I can later tell Albert what Rosé was up to.
Rosé stopped at an empty clearing in the middle of the forest that
Albert and I went to before teleporting to the northern region.
Going down on her knees amid the greenery, Rosé tore through her
bag like a madwoman took out her tools one by one.
I knew absolutely nothing about black magic, but from what I could
observe now, it’s certainly different from how normal spells were
cast.
Firstly, I found out where Rosé was staying and what she’s doing, so
it’s better to go back to the palace now and try to find a way to send
a message somehow.
And when I looked down at my body, which should still have the
outline and colors of a human being, I turned completely translucent
—the night sky’s dark hue could be seen through me.
“…No way.”
It’s obvious now that the spell Rosé had activated was a curse to
extinguish my soul.
No, she still needed to enter a contract with Albert in order to have
him in her clutches.
Albert left Rosé alone for a while because he thought that she
wouldn’t dare hurt me.
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“B-Blanc?”
There were a few times before that Blanc talked to me through this
method, but it completely slipped my mind because I rarely ever
conveyed my thoughts to him like this.
It’s true that you really can’t think with a clear head while you’re
panicking. It’s pathetic that I didn’t think of this earlier.
Blanc must not have known until now, too, that his thoughts would be
successfully delivered to me. After all, I was merely a specter.
[ Blanc, you’re just in time. I followed after Rosé just now and— ]
[ Where are you? Are you in the palace? Are you with us? We need
to get back to the tower! ]
[ The more time you’re not in a body, the more your soul disappears!
The only reason Rosé Artius managed to stay alive for so long was
because she never left the tower! ]
Moving away from Rosé, who was still in the middle of hexing me, I
ran to the tower.
[ Blanc, Rosé Artius is out at the empty clearing outside the palace!
The exact location is… ]
But the very moment I managed to say where she was, I collapsed.
***
After being crushed into a wall, she struggled to stand up again. And
she recalled the illusion that Rosé Artius had seen.
The spell that Mercy cast on her was, particularly, an illusion spell
that would show the target’s deepest fear. It was also the most
powerful spell that Mercy had in her arsenal.
All she meant to do was to momentarily stun Rosé so that she could
snag Rosé’s bag, and it was for the sake of securing evidence that
she was a dark mage.
…But Mercy couldn’t help but be surprised. The person she saw in
Rosé’s memories was not one she ever expected.
Meaning, he was the person Rosé Artius was the most terrified of.
As if they had been purged, all of the members of his household had
disappeared. There was no one left that she could ask regarding the
marquis.
‘While I was tailing Rosé Artius, I sent a message to tell His Majesty
I’m here.’
Mercy rose to her feet, letting out a groan. After she had been flung
to the solid wall, it felt as if all the bones in her body were screaming.
It even felt like her wrist was crushed.
At that moment, the tower’s main door burst open. As the door
slammed to its adjacent wall, the huge sound made Mercy grimace.
But the person who entered through that open door was Albert.
But right now, it was not important how unkempt Albert looked.
The sight of the pained, writhing dragon was familiar. And ominous.
Graaaah!
There was one single phenomenon that would make a dragon cub
screech eerily like this.
When its death was imminent.
As Blanc struggled to endure all the pain, Albert stroked the dragon
cub’s head once. Then, Albert accelerated his pace.
“…The silver lining in this situation is that she won’t be able to feel
any pain while she’s in that soul state—unless it’s the pain of death.
This dragon cub is suffering from this much pain because death
draws close.”
And, he soon faced Rosé Artius, who was sitting in the middle of a
magic circle.
“Whatever it was that you saw, Rosé, you have to calm down. You
don’t have to do this.”
“……”
Despite Albert’s relaxed tone, she said nothing. The magic circle
around her continued to glow.
This magic circle, which glimmered with a deadly red hue, was a
dark mage’s magic circle.
Graaaah!
Blanc, who was in Albert’s arms, cried out once more.
If Albert failed to coax Rosé here, both Jung-in and Blanc would die.
Immediately.
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There was an eerie glint in Rosé’s eyes as she stared at Albert while
getting up from the ground.
As though she had forgotten what went on today, she reverted back
to calling Albert with the title of ‘Prince’.
Because that was the perfect title for Albert, who Rosé loved.
Albert did not bother to correct the term of address. If calling him that
way would help Rosé feel more stable, then he would let her call him
that many more times.
As long as it would reassure Rosé and save the lives of both Jung-in
and the dragon cub.
He came here with Mercy, but she immediately hid, perhaps knowing
that her presence would only aggravate Rosé.
Firstly, once Rosé’s magic circle had been deactivated, Mercy will
come up and subdue her with illusions.
Rosé Artius hated everything related to Yoo Jung-in, who had once
taken over her body. She also deplored the dragon.
And her eyes glimmered as soon as she saw that Albert was now
standing in front of her magic circle.
“Prince, I’ve been thinking about this since I was a child. Is there
anyone in this world who can love me? Even though I’m like this, can
I be loved?”
Now that he thought about it, he heard from Mercy that she saw
Marquis Evnen in the illusion Rosé was shown.
Even if it would eat away at their lifeforce and corrupt their souls, it
wouldn’t have mattered to him. He was like a man who had tasted
the forbidden fruit once and could not go back.
He who knew the sweetness of power could not help but touch black
magic.
Albert fixed his eyes on Rosé, cautiously choosing his words. It was
imperative that he’d bring up something that she would be most
intrigued with.
As expected, Rosé’s face flushed red the moment the contract was
mentioned.
With a practiced, insincere smile pasted upon his lips, Albert slowly
spoke.
“Rosé, I didn’t ask you to wait one week for nothing. I also need time
to think about the future.”
“……”
Compared to when she was paralyzed by fear earlier, she now had
time to think again.
Graaaah!
Blanc was still crying out in pain. Albert needed to finish this as soon
as he could. His palms were clammy.
He was worried about the condition of both the dragon cub and
Jung-in. He didn’t want to show this wretched woman any affection,
but in no time at all, he needed to show that he ‘cared’ about her.
With knitted brows, Rosé stared at the writhing Blanc, then looked at
Albert again.
“I honestly don’t care about my body. You can just take it right away.
You won’t love me anyway, Prince. Then, I wanted to take this body
back. Because while I was watching on the outside, you were always
so sweet.”
“No, impossible. I will never kill that woman’s soul, Prince. If I kill her
soul, you won’t love me.”
It seemed like she couldn’t even realize that she was contradicting
herself.
She knew that she would not receive Albert’s love, but still wanted to
be loved.
‘The problem is that I can’t find out more about her connection with
Marquis Evnen.’
After Marquis Evnen met his demise, the marquis’s domain was now
in a state of near-obliteration.
The bracelet was the only medium that would allow him and Jung-in
to talk.
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Earlier, after he had finished his discussion with Liam and Schubert,
Albert opened the bag that Jung-in had used before.
And he found a platinum bracelet that Jung-in had prepared for him,
along with a letter she wrote.
Inside the tome, Albert found a spell that could give form to a soul.
The period it could hold was only one month, and the soul given a
form could only be seen by one person. However, even with these
limitations, it was enough.
One month was enough time to find and return her to her original
state.
Back in the office, he inscribed the spell onto the bracelet and called
Jung-in, but she did not appear.
If she had seen him inscribe the spell into the bracelet, she would
have surely gravitated towards it.
So, thinking that she would have followed Rosé Artius if she wasn’t
with him, he headed to Rosé’s room, but no one was there.
Then, the only place he could think about was the tower.
And it was while he was flying to the tower that Blanc began to cry.
After that, he met Mercy and flew all the way here to face Rosé.
That woman’s gaze was so full of murderous intent just now. Would
she truly keep her word that she wouldn’t kill Jung-in if he would
enter a contract with her?
Truthfully, Albert could not fathom why Rosé was so obsessed with
him.
“……”
The corners of her lips slowly tugged up. Entirely delighted as if she
had been waiting for this moment, the joy painting Rosé’s features
made her look innocent for the first time ever.
She held on tight as if she would never again let go. All of her
attention was on Albert and Albert alone.
Right then—
As Mercy had been hiding in the woods until now, she raised her
wand and wielded a spell. It was the same, powerful illusion spell
that she had cast over Rosé, making her panic.
But the spell did not reach Rosé. Rather, it was repelled.
“…What?”
Just as Albert, flustered, was about to wrench his hand away, Rosé
wrapped her arms around him tightly. Grimly, she murmured.
“I truly cannot trust anyone. The Marquis taught me one thing right…
that no one could possibly love me.”
As soon as she said these words, the magic circle began to glow yet
again. Rosé whispered to Albert.
“It’s a magic circle that I made with half of my lifespan. After all, a
price needs to be paid when hexing a soul.”
“……”
“If I can’t be happy, then I hope, Prince, that you may stay miserable
as well.”
At that moment, Albert could not hide his pure hatred for Rosé. How
could he smile at someone who wished to ruin his life?
The magic circle did not disappear. It’s just that it was waiting for the
hex to be completed.
“VANISH!”
If he couldn’t stop the spell that had already been activated, then he
would erase it.
However, the hex with lifeforce powering it was much stronger than
he had thought.
Right now, there was only one person who called him Albert.
Neither were Blanc and the bracelet. That spot was empty, as if they
both had never been there in the first place.
***
When I came to my senses, I saw Albert and Rosé, confronting each
other. Rosé was in Albert’s arms.
I felt remorseful towards Albert. Anyone could tell that he was only
keeping up an act to appease Rosé and lower her guard.
“…What’s this?”
He wouldn’t have brought this here for no reason. I then reached out
towards the bracelet.
I can see myself! The first thing I did was shout to Albert at the top of
my lungs.
But the moment I said this, I got sucked into an unknown place along
with Blanc.
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“…What the?”
Blanc was still breathing roughly. The bracelet was still in my hand.
I had no idea where the light source was, but it wasn’t completely
pitch black.
The walls were filled with all kinds of etched drawings of dragons.
Then, I realized that there were some strange-looking eggs on one
side of the floor.
With a soft glow illuminating them, the eggs huddled together were
each about as big as Blanc.
The wall behind the eggs was full of drawings. Several dragons were
clearly engraved on the mural.
White dragons like Blanc, black dragons, and blue dragons like
Alexander. The most impressive thing was that they each were
drawn together with their contractors.
As he was laboriously gasping for air, Blanc got up from his spot,
looking up at me with a helpless smile.
[ The ordeal is going to start now. It’s such a good thing that Jung-in
a soul right now, you won’t feel any paaain.”
He should be experiencing everything for the first time right now, but
there was no hesitation in his voice as he explained it to me.
There must be a reason why Blanc and I had been separated. The
pain I would be subjected to was going to be enormous.
I felt restless.
As I grimaced, I could see the boy walking closer to the cliff’s edge.
…No way.
I had a sinking feeling that he would throw himself off the edge, and
that hunch was right. The little boy jumped off the cliff.
Splash!
It was a picturesque scenery that did not match the tragedy unfolding
before my eyes.
I ran as fast as I could to the edge of the lake where the child had
plunged into.
Being that I was in the state of a specter, I had no idea whether I’d
be able to touch the child at all, let alone save him. Even so, I
couldn’t just turn a blind eye.
I found the child, and he was sinking further and further to the abyss.
Burble— Accompanied by the sound, air bubbles continuously left
through the child’s lips, and they floated upwards.
If I just leave him like this, he’s really going to lose his life. I rushed to
him even faster.
I was so worried that my hand would just pass through him, but I was
able to hold onto him more easily than I expected.
But I put off thinking about it. Drawing my full attention to the child, I
pulled him into my arms before he could take in even more water
into his airways, and I swam frantically out of the water.
He was just a small kid, and maybe it’s because he took in too much
water, but he was much heavier than I thought. I had to exert all my
strength.
“……”
I was speechless.
With light gray hair that glittered like silver beneath the sun’s rays,
and distinct features that made it seem like he was a perfect
statue…
‘Impossible.’
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“…What?”
“Eugh…”
Hearing my voice that’s filled with concern, the child opened his
eyes.
And his eyes were bright red, just like shining rubies. A smile found
its way on my lips naturally.
How could I not recognize the man who confessed his love to me
and gave me such breathtaking kisses?
“…Albert Grey.”
As if time had stopped, the young Albert’s eyes met with mine.
After coughing constantly, the child slowly rose to his feet. Somehow
feeling a tinge of fear, I clasped his hand.
…Was I the one who saved you as you were trying to escape from
the world?
He looked at the wrist I was holding onto tightly. His voice was still a
bit high, and the lack of a baritone really matched his age right now.
“Are you feeling alright? Why did you think of jumping into a lake in
the middle of winter? You must be feeling very cold…”
Albert was thin and, of course, not strong. It was clearly revealed just
how much he’d been suffering at this time of his life.
He tried to yank away his hand from my grasp, but he couldn’t at all.
In the end, he shouted.
“Let go!”
“Why are you sticking your nose into my business when you’re just a
stranger anyway?”
I want to tell him how sweet and poignant his voice and way of
speaking was.
I want to tell him how pretty his smile could be.
Even so, I knew that he wouldn’t believe me. Hastily dumping all that
information would just make me look like a crazy person in front of
him.
While recalling his voice, I took a deep breath and slowly spoke once
more.
“I know you more than you think. I know you tried to run away.”
“It’s okay to run away. There’s no shame in running away when it’s
become much too difficult to endure. Everyone goes through life at
their own different paces and ways.”
“……”
But he soon gritted his teeth and wiped away his tears roughly with
an arm. With a trembling voice indicative of his unshed tears, he
asked.
“…If you know, then why are you trying to save me?”
“……”
“What am I?”
I did not dare try to estimate what kind of pain the young Albert had
to go through before saying this.
Albert raised his other hand, the one that wasn’t in my grasp, and hit
me on the arm. But it didn’t hurt me at all.
It wasn’t just because I was in this soul state. Whatever Albert did to
me now, it would not hurt.
“……”
Pulling away from him just for a while, I wiped the tears trickling
down his cheeks and whispered in a clear voice…
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“Uwaahh… Why did you save me… Why did you save me…!”
Like a child crying for the first time in his life, Albert let out everything
here and now. The constant stream of tears running down his eyes
made me fear that he’d get dehydrated.
This was proof enough that he had not met a single person to talk to
all this time, and I couldn’t help but sympathize with him.
I gently tugged Albert’s hands from his eyes as he was wiping them,
then I pulled him to me and hugged him tightly.
I held him like that for a long time, until he stopped crying.
“C-Cold…”
He was a child who had entered an icy lake and couldn’t even dry
himself properly. There’s no way that he could return to his normal
body temperature.
Albert couldn’t have come all the way here alone from the Count’s
residence… Then he must have come from a villa.
“……”
Albert said nothing and only shivered. While still cradling him in my
arms, I drew back a little to look at him.
“If you’re still thinking of doing something foolish, I’m not going to let
you go. I’m gonna keep you in my arms and run like that.”
I also just got in and out of an icy lake but I couldn’t feel any pain.
I needed time to think about both my own ordeal and Blanc as well. I
had to know if I could communicate with him somehow.
[ Blanc, are you alright? I don’t know what happened, but I’m in the
past right now. ]
While it’s true that being in a spectral state made it so that I didn’t
feel any pain, I couldn’t help but feel frustrated because I had no
idea how much pain Blanc must be feeling right now.
For now, the priority was to take Albert to the villa so that he could
rest. His life was in danger right now.
“Tell me where the villa is. If you won’t, I’ll knock on all the doors of
the mansions in this area and say, ‘Albert Grey is sick, please treat
him quickly’.”
“You’re the only one who’ll look disgraceful. Do you think the nobles
will let me in?”
Albert answered harshly. I was so used to his gentle voice, and it
was a new experience to hear this rebellious, adolescent tone of his.
The rough tone in which he spoke obviously made him sound angry,
but of course, it only sounded ridiculous to me. After all, I’d been
trained by the Albert of the future.
“…Eeek.”
Albert bit his lips as if my words had hit the nail on the head.
What I said obviously irked him. I never thought I’d see this sight.
“What part?”
“…That I’m handsome.”
Speechless, Albert buried his face against my back. There was only
one reason to explain his reaction.
Ahh, I want to tell you more! They say that compliments did good for
a person’s self-esteem.
“Go past the lake cliff and the forest and you’ll find a trail. The villa is
at the end.”
I didn’t think that calling him handsome would be what would urge
him to tell me in the end.
Once I tell this story to the future Albert, I wonder what he’ll say?
“Just go!”
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On our way down the path, I could hear Albert’s groaning. Each time,
I felt my anxiety shooting up as high as a mountain. I ran as fast as I
could.
“Run!”
It was one of the few spells that I knew by heart. I was worried about
whether I’d be able to do it since I was in the middle of the ordeal
and I didn’t have a wand, but I felt my steps getting a little faster
nonetheless.
I didn’t have a wand with me, so that must be why the spell wasn’t as
effective as it should have been. But it was still worth using anyway.
With his face buried in the crook of my neck, Albert said nothing.
What is he thinking, I wondered.
He came all the way out here, determined that today was truly the
last day of his life, yet someone he didn’t even know suddenly
appeared and saved him.
I wish that the comforting words I gave him earlier had moved his
heart. Still, if a single attempt wouldn’t work, I could understand.
After going up the slope of the cliff and reaching the forest, I soon
began to see other people.
The strange thing was that people were just staring at me, slowly
avoiding my path.
Even if Albert had covered his face, he was still recognized. Was
Albert such a threat to them?
When Albert came to the lake, the mine was already ruined and
people were busy trying to drag each other down. I can’t believe they
hadn’t sold a villa this enormous yet.
“It’s no use.”
“Why?!”
…It looked like a decent mansion from the outside, but it seemed like
it was a mess inside.
I mean, there’s a child living here, but the doors weren’t locked
properly?
As the woman rushed towards me, her face seemed oddly familiar.
Since she’s the middle-aged woman who’s looking after Albert
now…
“…You’re floating in the air right now? Did you use magic in front of
other people? Really, do you even know how worried this nanny of
yours is?”
I was slightly touched by the fact that she remained by Albert’s side
even when everyone else had already left.
However, she mentioned that Albert was floating in the air. As I was
reflecting on what she said, Greten easily pulled Albert off my back.
It wasn’t just that. When she took Albert, Greten’s hand passed
through me like I was air. As if I didn’t exist.
Only then did I understand why those people reacted like that.
…Even so, I saved Albert. I took his hand, I talked to him, and I
carried him on my back.
Was Albert the only one who could see me, while to others I
remained a specter? Whatever it was, it’s better than staying in that
state as a soul, but… It’s still frustrating. I didn’t know everything that
was going on.
I touched the platinum bracelet on my wrist—the bracelet that was
originally meant to be my gift to Albert.
Then, the person who must have cast a spell on this bracelet was
him…
There must have been a limit to the spell it could contain. Albert
wasn’t as adept at magic related to the soul compared to Rosé, so
this made sense.
I recalled how Greten had taken care of Albert. It’s clear to me that
she would take care of him.
But it bothered me. I was left with the impression that he didn’t like
Greten that much.
“Albert.”
“Don’t leave…”
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Young Albert entered the room as he was still in Greten’s arms. The
room was completely deserted.
I could tell that the baron’s mansion was once a place where people
had lived before, but this place… It seemed more like a ghost’s
manor than anything.
Hearing Greten’s stiff urging, Albert gritted his teeth but nonetheless
sat up.
Greten’s actions were rubbing me the wrong way. Albert was clearly
having a difficult time, so why was she waking him up like that? It
would have been better to just let him rest.
Greten brought another dry towel and stoked the fire in the fireplace.
It burned with a warm light.
I couldn’t feel anything, but seeing as Albert was shaking less, the
room certainly seemed to have warmed up.
Greten came back with hot soup. Groaning, Albert sat up on the bed.
“Please eat up, Young Count.”
Except for the dark shade beneath his eyes, his face was completely
devoid of color.
I wanted to see the young Albert smiling. I didn’t know how many
days I’d be staying here, but I wanted to make him happy.
As Greten was drying Albert’s hair with a towel, she carefully asked.
Her choice of words left me appalled, but on the other hand, Albert
only glared silently at her.
“I told you not to do that. The noble blood of the Royal Family flows
through your veins, Young Count.”
Greten knew what Albert had tried to do. Perhaps Albert had already
attempted the same thing in the past.
When Albert told me before how he had abused his own magic when
he was a child, I seemed to be witnessing it with my own eyes now.
“There is not a doubt in the world that you will be called to the Royal
Family, Young Count. It’s not like you don’t know. After all, His
Majesty the King…”
A smile slinked its way to Greten’s lips as she whispered with a low
voice.
“…is impotent.”
At the words that were spilled through the nanny’s mouth, Albert
looked completely fed up.
Even if it’s true that Greten was helping Albert, what she said just
now was much too harsh.
She did not care that Albert’s mind was in shambles. Greten was
taking care of him not for the simple reason of goodwill.
Greten had a clear view of Albert’s potential. She had looked into his
background and investigated the people surrounding Albert. This
shrewd nanny was setting herself up for the future.
“Of course.”
It looked like this happened frequently enough, and Greten left the
room without even a murmured answer.
“Umph, ugh…”
Outwardly, he was showing just how much he didn’t like what I was
doing, but he followed in the end anyway. Just the sight of this made
my heart feel heavy as it was clear that the boy was just hungry for
care and affection.
It’s impossible to think that his time with Greten was fine as it was.
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“This is what people call the kimbap strategy. It’s what I also do
whenever I get sick. Do you still feel cold?”
“I’m cold right now because someone had the gall to save me. If you
hadn’t saved me, I wouldn’t be sick.
“You’re saying thank you, right? For saving you. Oh, our handsome
Albert.”
I thought that he’d tell me to quit touching him right away, but he
remained silent. He was just holding onto the edge of the blanket I
wrapped him in.
As Albert raised his gaze, he made direct eye contact with me.
His red eyes twinkled like the sunset. Still, I hesitated to answer.
Considering what the future Albert told me before, the young Albert
and I would soon separate.
It looked like I came back to the past as part of Blanc’s ordeal for him
to become an adult dragon.
Albert said that I had erased his memories of this time, and that I had
hid my name from him so he couldn’t remember.
I knew how much I’d mean to a child who yearned and was hungry
for love.
I hadn’t spent much time with him here, but I could already imagine
how much he would depend on me.
It wouldn’t be good for him to just live in the past. I didn’t want that
for him.
I didn’t tell him my name.
“……”
“I want to show you that it’s worth living in this world—much more
than you think.”
Albert chewed on his lips. I could see hope glimmering in his eyes.
Over the shadow that had fallen upon him, light was cast. I looked
into his eyes for a moment then hugged him tightly.
“If you’re really here to save me, of course you’d say that.”
It’s not wrong to cry if you want to cry. I knew how important it was
for a child to stay as a child.
“Whenever you want to cry, you have to cry. That’s how you can get
rid of all your unpleasant feelings.”
Later, Greten came in and changed Albert’s towel once more while
he was still sleeping. And, she left a simple piece of bread on the
bedside table.
She was more annoyed than worried about Albert. Seeing this, I
couldn’t help but scoff.
I couldn’t believe that no one really knew Albert better than I did.
That time, I listened meekly to Greten and left Albert’s room when he
had been sick. I still resent my own actions from then.
Greten stoked the fire and put more firewood before going out again.
I glared at her the entire time, then I looked out the window.
Snow was falling gently from the night sky, which was completely
covered by darkness. Perhaps because I was in the state of a soul,
but I wasn’t feeling sleepy.
Finally, it’s time for me to take a breather, too. Lost in thought, I sat
next to Albert.
Blanc and I went to the Dragon’s Nest. There, Blanc said that his
ordeal to become an adult dragon was beginning sooner than
expected.
At this point, I was also sure that I had come back to the past as part
of my ordeal.
The only aspect of this that I wasn’t certain about was the fact that I
was in a spectral state, unlike how most contractors would be when
they’d go through their ordeals.
The reason Albert could see me now must be because he put a spell
in the bracelet. And he’s the only one who could see me.
If I had been my original self, I’d have suffered through physical pain
as I should have. If not that, I would have fallen back to the past
where no one knew me, and my condition would have been much
worse than I was now.
The only reason my ordeal had become so easy was because I was
in the state of a soul right now.
“…It’s me.”
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Once I’d meet Albert again, I would meet him in the form of the Jung-
in from his childhood memories.
What kind of reaction would he have?
I think I came back to the past not just for the ordeal, but for the
opportunity to bring happiness to Albert.
And I can have faith in Blanc, whose growth I watched with my own
eyes as he was by my side.
As long as I still existed, this meant that Blanc was still enduring
through his ordeal. So, I shouldn’t be too anxious.
[ Blanc, you know this right? That I love you, always and forever. You
have to stay strong… Until we meet again. ]
I had no physical body, and so I could feel no pain. The ordeal I was
faced with now was not wrought with suffering but was a shining
opportunity.
Stepping out for a moment, I went on my way to get a gift for Albert
so he could start the day positively after waking up tomorrow
morning.
***
“Uugh…”
‘Give up. Just give up. It’ll be easier. I’m more important than
anything. There’s no need to endure this pain.’
He was in so much pain that it was making him want to run away.
Unlike other dragons, Blanc had avoided going outside and only
slept his days away throughout the centuries. He had a strong
tendency for avoidance.
This was the reason he thought that, on the day he’d turn 500 years
old, it would be the last day of his life.
There was only one way for a dragon to escape the pains of growing
into adulthood—to die.
Blanc gritted his teeth and shook his head. He did not answer the
temptations that came from within him.
I want to live.
Blanc shook his head several times, and the devil’s temptations that
had plagued his mind gradually died down. Blanc curled into himself.
Although she wouldn’t feel any pain because she was a soul without
a body right now, the pain that Blanc was receiving right now had
clearly been reduced.
Besides that, he could feel Jung-in’s presence from time to time, and
this alone also helped Blanc endure the pain.
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Seeing as Jung-in had disappeared from this place, her ordeal must
be taking place in another world—or another time.
This was the most awaited moment for a dragon cub in their lifetime,
but all the information would be given to them instinctively from
within, and this knowledge would be awakened all at once.
The dragon was the one who’d grow, so there was a lot of
information that they’d get. On the other hand, a contractor would
know little in comparison.
How long would they be able to endure such pain when they had no
idea when it would end, in a time and place where no one knew
them?
For some, it was a billion years. For others, it was a year or just a
month.
The ordeal was also a test of trust between the dragon and the
contractor.
Opening his eyes, Blanc felt the same agonizing pain once again.
It’s true that he didn’t want to die from this ordeal, but at the same
time, it was also true that this was an opportunity for both Blanc and
Jung-in.
Once a dragon would turn into an adult, the contractor would also
gain a new body that was different from what they had before.
Blanc recalled how Albert had taken care of him at the end.
Even if that guy didn’t usually like Blanc, only his words were sharp,
and he had never truly set out to harm him.
After the real Rosé Artius had returned, Albert had taken more care
of Blanc, too.
Albert had also been with Blanc for a long time ever since he entered
the tower.
As soon as he clenched his teeth tightly, the wings on his back grew
a little bigger.
***
It was already dawn, but the sun hadn’t risen yet. It must be because
it’s winter.
Still, the sky had only been dark until a while ago, but it now looked a
little brighter.
The stars embedded in the sky made me think of the time that Albert
and I walked through the sky.
Looking around if there were any vases I could put the flowers in, I
found Albert’s back as he was sitting in front of the fireplace. He was
all swaddled up in a blanket.
He was covered until his head with the blanket, so from the blank, it
looked like he was a small mountain of blankets.
I looked up at the clock—it was only five in the morning. Did he have
a habit of waking up early ever since he was a child?
“…Albert?”
I sat next to him and held up the baby’s breath flowers in my hand.
“You told me not to leave, didn’t you? I just went out for a bit
because I wanted to give you a present.”
“…A present?”
As I handed them over, Albert fiddled with the pink blossoms in his
grasp for a long time. As if the baby’s breath flowers were precious
gems.
“…No.”
However, he spoke with a sharp tone as though he was hiding his
feelings.
“You think I don’t mean it? Even though I haven’t told a single lie?”
I saw it. His ears turned red because he liked the compliment, and
the corners of his lips went up because he couldn’t hide his delight.
As Albert smiled, I was proud to see that his spirits were lifted.
Clasping one of Albert’s hands in mine, I whispered to him.
“……”
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Rather than taking care of a sick person, she was obviously acting
only under her own ulterior motives.
She even locked the door from time to time to prevent Albert from
going outside.
She was watching her closely so that Albert wouldn’t get any other
ideas.
“…Even if she does that though, I don’t really care,” Albert muttered.
He was eating a bowl of meat stew that Greten had brought in for
him. Fortunately, the meals served to him were better than I had first
thought.
She fired all of the other servants of the mansion, and she also sold
the mansion’s furniture and the family’s jewelry one by one.
“Young Count, we need more funds so that I can prepare food for
you tomorrow as well. So, I’ll be selling this chest of drawers.”
It was clear that Albert’s life would have been so much more difficult
if not for her.
While stirring what’s left of the soup with his spoon, Albert asked me.
I placed a hand over my chest and faced him with an emotional
expression.
“Albert, you’re already so handsome, but it’s a sin that you’re also so
kind. I’m touched by your thoughtfulness.”
“I’ve done nothing to warrant that, but it’s the first time I’m being
praised like this.”
“If it was strange to you before, it’s going to be more natural to hear it
from now on. I can be even more generous with the compliments,
too. You’ll keep hearing it more later.”
Not believing a single word I said, Albert narrowed his brows. It was
something he often did whenever he looked at me.
“You should become much taller than me, and you have to eat well if
you want to get taller. What if you’re still smaller than me even after
you’re all grown up?”
…Though I knew for a fact that the future Albert was much taller than
me, of course.
“Didn’t you just tell me that you’ll give me a present everyday? Why
do you keep changing what you say?”
“I’m doing this because I want you to be healthy. Well then, I’ll just
give the gift to you, but would it be alright if you eat all of your stew
first?”
He’s still young, but Albert was Albert. If I were to continue arguing,
in the end, I’d be the one at the disadvantage.
Even though this was a place where winter seemed endless, there
were many kinds of flowers that bloomed here.
She must be under the impression that Albert was doing it through
his magic.
After a while, Albert emptied his bowl, and Greten came in to take
the empty bowl with a satisfied face.
He let out a fake cough first before he asked, trying not to make the
expectant look in his eyes obvious.
All his thoughts were clear on his face because he wasn’t good at
schooling his features yet, but it was so cute to see how he seemed
to believe that he was hiding everything like that.
The moment he saw the rose, his eyebrows shot up. He must be
surprised at my flower choice this time.
“Why a rose?”
“Because pretty, like the color of your eyes. Of course, not as pretty
as you are though.”
I meant that. No one in this world was more beautiful than Albert.
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Albert was staring at the rose, but as he heard my question, his eyes
widened faintly. This was what Albert frequently did whenever he
thought he did something wrong.
“What’s wrong?”
“How did you bring this here when you’re invisible to other people?
Did you steal it?”
“…The festival?”
“Yup.”
Blinking once, Albert then rested his chin on one hand, looking
bored.
“I hate festivals.”
“Why do you hate them? There’s so many fun things you can do
there.”
When I was as young as Albert, I was excited about going to just the
marketplace, so I couldn’t understand why he hated festivals that
involved the whole town. There must be some reason behind it.
“Help?”
Meeting people and greeting them seemed fine enough, but what?
He needed to borrow money? Ugh, I could feel a fever coming on.
Parents weren’t just parents for the heck of it. Where were Albert’s
parents and what were they doing?
“You know who I am by face, you claim that you can read my true
feelings, but you don’t know about my parents?”
“……”
“No, they’re in the capital. I came here to see if I could get any help
from the nobles and mages who’ll flock to the festival.”
It might be better if I could find out who was coming here, so I asked
again.
“The important people include the Lord of the Magic Tower and Duke
Masen. Marquis Evnen’s coming, too. And the rest…”
I didn’t know who the current lord of the magic tower was, but if it’s
Duke Masen, he must be talking about Liam’s father.
That aside, Marquis Evnen was Rosteratu’s right-hand man, and I
remembered seeing him at the banquet last time.
All I knew about this place was that Liam was planning to send me
here during my supposed one month away, but I didn’t know this was
such a famous place.
Going over the list of nobles, it felt like I was about to have a
headache. I wanted to make sure that Albert would enjoy the festival.
But I had to be careful here. One little thing that I did in the past
could change Albert’s future.
“Albert, after you meet those people, would you like to go around the
festival with me?”
“……”
“Eat well, rest well, and once your fever goes down, let’s go hang out
in the evening. I’ll come with you.”
“Before that though, can you lend me the magic tomes here in the
villa?”
To make it possible that Albert and I could have an enjoyable time at
the festival, I would have to make several preparations.
***
A few days later, Albert recovered from his cold as though he had
never been sick in the first place.
[ Blanc, how are you going? I’m going to a festival with the young
Albert today. ]
Under the pretense that he wasn’t feeling well just yet, Albert was
laying down on his bed. Soon, the lights in the room went out.
As he confirmed that Greten had gone to her own room, Albert sat
up and went down from his bed.
This was the third time that I witnessed Albert falling ill. I never
wanted to see this happen again in the future.
“Am I a kid?”
“Yup.”
I held his hand firmly. Even though I couldn’t feel his warmth, I liked
the feeling of his hand in mine.
“Fly.”
Just like Albert did before, I soared high into the night sky.
The young Albert and I walked across the sky together. He admired
the scenery with a look of wonder.
The way he reached out to touch the stars in the sky was so cute. In
the end, I patted Albert on the head.
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“The stars are so close that nothing else matters. It’s okay to reach
out.”
I did the same and raised one hand as well. It really felt like I could
catch the stars that I could see between the gaps of my fingers.
At that moment, I recalled the starry road that Albert and I had
walked before.
Here, the wind slowly scattered Albert’s hair. I swept his bangs to the
side with my other hand.
Meanwhile, my own hair as it was covering my cheeks was
completely unaffected by the wind.
I lowered my hand from the sky and held his hand tightly. I could only
hope that my feelings could warm him up.
“……”
I stared back at him. I didn’t have the courage to try and take my
own life like he did, but I thought about it too back then.
As I was drowning in despair, I was also afraid that my life was going
to consist of just that single moment. It felt as if I would be forced to
live in just that suffocating feeling for the rest of my life.
I had wondered if it was still worth living anymore, and so I lost the
will to live. It felt as if there was no one at all by my side.
The world was full of illogical things. The repetitive daily life I had
lived was filled more with suffering than happiness.
“But you know, Albert, there are some moments in life when you’ll
think, ‘It’s good to be alive.’”
Miraculously, I met him inside a novel and shared a magical daily life
with him, and eventually, we fell in love.
“…That’s a lie.”
“It really will happen, that time you’ll think, ‘I’m alive for this
moment.’”
I believed so.
We walked hand in hand. And, little by little, the lights of the town got
closer as well.
The cloaking spell was a way to allow Albert to escape the prying
gazes of everyone else.
I didn’t know that what I had studied before would be so helpful now,
even if I was so far apart from the future Albert now.
It felt strange to see that the past and future were connected in this
way.
With a curious gaze, Albert looked up at me. It was the same look
that I often gave him whenever I watched his future self using magic.
“Is it fascinating?”
“…I guess. I haven’t had the chance to see it apart from with my
teacher. I don’t have much magic myself either.”
If it’s his teacher, then was it the person who entered a contract with
a dragon but perished because he couldn’t overcome the agony of
the dragon’s growth?
“Where is he?”
“He went to another country with his dragon. He said he’ll come here
if everything’s well at this festival, but…”
“…Why?”
Albert frowned.
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“But how do you know that I can wield magic? It’s amazing how you
don’t seem to know me, but at the same time, you know many things
about me…”
We were drawing closer to the town where lights were shining. Albert
raised a pouch that was in his pocket and jingled it. Then, he spoke
in somewhat of a warning.
“I’ve never done that deliberately though? And really, I worked for it.”
“Uh-huh, sure…”
“Everything I say comes from the bottom of my heart. I’ve never lied
about anything until now, have I?”
Of course, my words were going through one ear and another with
Albert.
Anyway, where did he get that money? Was that Albert’s allowance?
Greten’s usual spiel was, ‘We don’t have enough funds to prepare
your meal,’ but here Albert was, bringing money from who knows
where.
“Greten did?”
“Ah. I asked her about it because the money she reported to me and
the prices didn’t match.”
“It’s not like I’ve risen to the status of the Count’s heir for no reason.”
Still, it’s a bit regrettable. Before me, there must not have been
anyone who listened to him.
“If you weren’t here with me on this outing, Albert, I’d have been in
trouble.”
“…Huh?”
The child made a fuss, shaking the dust off of Albert’s clothes.
The boy, as he repeatedly said sorry, had a child-like voice that’s still
high-pitched. The boy’s face, however, was what surprised me most.
What the?
As the boy was about to leave in a hurry, his face just looked so
familiar to me. His face was giving me the impression that I was
looking at a puppy…
As a child now, he’s got a scruffy face and he was only about half the
height of Albert right now. Still, it was difficult to forget a boy with
distinct features like Schubert.
“Wait.”
“C’mon, you look like you have a lot of money anyway. Losing just
this much won’t put you in a pinch, would it? Just overlook it, will
‘ya.”
Albert looked up at me. Even though Schubert had just run away
with his own money, Albert seemed unphased.
“If we don’t have any, then it’s fine. We can just look around!”
I took Albert’s side because I was afraid that he’d be upset that his
money had been pickpocketed. Albert’s brows knitted together at the
center.
“No, that’s not it. I’ll catch him.”
“Run.”
Now standing before Schubert, who fell on his backside, Albert stood
before him and held out his hand proudly.
“D-Don’t wanna!”
“Why?”
“…If I can’t have this, I won’t have anything to eat today. You can’t
take it. Just punish me instead, I can’t stand being hungry.”
“Pull.”
With a spell, Albert pulled the pouch from behind Schubert’s back.
Schubert remained lying on the floor, staring in vain at the pouch that
had returned in Albert’s hands.
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“If you want to take me away, then drag me to where you wanna go.
If not, then I’ll just sleep here, so leave me as I am.”
Albert took out some money from the pouch and gave it to Schubert.
Fiddling with the gold coin that’s now in his hands, Schubert was
puzzled.
“…You’re…”
Besides, Albert’s face was already widely known in this town, and it
wouldn’t have been difficult to recognize his face had it not been for
the veiling spell right now.
It was still a fact of the matter, though, that Schubert did not know
about Albert’s family issues.
Albert did not try to hide the shadows forming from his gaunt
features. Neither did he hide his lifeless eyes.
Schubert most definitely knew what those meant.
“I don’t. It’s rude to the people who live morally even though life is
hard.”
“I’m not saying that what you did is wrong. I just want to know why.”
Even so, they would meet again. Schubert said that Albert had
saved his life.
I don’t think Schubert would follow Albert with such devotion only
because Albert gave him some money one time.
They would meet again later. In any case, they left such deep
impressions on each other during their first meeting.
Albert blinked dazedly. One corner of his lips looked like it was about
to rise.
“But I’m saying it so that you can get used to it. Because you really
are that great of a person.”
Albert did not reply. Perhaps he didn’t know what to say. Instead, he
held my hand tightly.
There was a week left until the festival would begin, but this place
was already in a festive atmosphere.
However, it was a bit regrettable to see that most of the trees were
thin. Of course, it must be because it’s winter.
“Do you know why the festival is held for only one week?”
“Why?”
Snow blossoms that would cover the entire town. Even just
imagining it, I had no doubt it was a beautiful scene.
The busiest shop around here was the clothing store that was selling
ready-made clothes, another shop for coats and another one for
custom hats.
The beanie looked as if it was intricately woven with wool, and I just
knew for a fact that it would enhance the young Albert’s cuteness.
As I was staring at the hat inside the shop, Albert asked me.
He did say that he’d buy things for me, but somehow, I didn’t feel
comfortable spending his money.
Regardless of whether Albert was a noble, his household was in
shambles right now… It felt like I was stealing money right from
under a child’s nose.
…But I also felt too guilty to swipe it from the shop owner.
“Oho! What are you saying! I made a promise to you, so how can I
break that?”
Right, this day was for Albert. I was going to help him with all my
might, this boy who had never bought a gift for himself before.
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“You don’t know that for sure, so let’s just hurry in.”
He might refuse to wear the beanie if I told him on the onset that it
was for him. In the end, I dragged Albert into the hat shop and
neglected to clear up the misunderstanding.
The man who must be the shopkeeper approached Albert and asked
him kindly.
Since Albert was veiled with an illusory magic spell right now, the
shopkeeper was treating him as a normal child, not knowing that he
was a noble.
“You just have to say hello like a commoner would, Albert. Because
right now, you’re not Albert, just a passing commoner boy. You don’t
have to act like how you normally would.”
It was so cute to watch him fumble with his words, clearly not used to
speaking politely. It looked to me like Albert was sweating bullets, but
he managed well enough on his own.
“Yeah.”
Looking around first to confirm that there wasn’t anyone watching us,
I lifted the beanie from its perch and snugly put it on Albert’s head.
Albert raised his hands and touched it.
If I went ahead and told him that I actually chose it for him, Albert
would deny it sharply like a knife. So, I gave excuses here and there.
Whenever I was with Albert, my acting skills and senses always took
center stage. I dropped my head and put on a sad expression.
“F-Fine.”
And in the end, I succeeded in getting that beanie for Albert from the
hat shop.
Since this was a place where winter flourished, it was all the more
important to wear snug hats.
Because of that, even nobles in this place wore hats out of necessity,
and it was rare to wear hats only for the sake of fashion.
Now that Albert was all warm and bundled up, I smiled contentedly.
“Why?”
It’s the first time that Albert regarding me in a more polite manner.[1]
The gesture touched me, not only because he was more polite to me
now. I liked it because Albert was extending his honest feelings to
me.
I recalled the times that Albert had called me Rosé before. And I
could only wonder if that gesture was what made my heart begin to
waver.
“…When?”
“You said that you’ll never break your promises, so I’ll trust you.”
I pulled back from the hug and was about to take his hand in mine
again, but at that moment—
“Albert.”
I heard someone calling Albert’s name from close by. But there
shouldn’t be anyone who’d recognize him because of my spell?
“…Master.”
¹ Albert’s politeness – In this part, Albert called Jung-in ‘당신’, which is the more polite
version of ‘너’ (as he was calling her all this time since he didn’t know her name). It’s a
notable difference in Korean because of the shift in speech level from informal to formal. ↩
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In his disbelief, little Albert opened and closed his mouth many times
before he finally spoke.
“You told me to come here and hang out with you, so I made some
time to visit.”
With bobbed hair that looked quite good on him, there was a rather
androgynous atmosphere to him. Rather than saying that he had a
good physique, it would be more apt to say that he seemed a little
thin.
Despite that, with the corners of his eyes raised like a cat’s eyes and
stiffly closed lips, he gave off a sharp impression that made it clear
that he should not be underestimated.
As much as the man caught my eye though, my gaze gravitated
towards the little black dragon beside him as well.
Smiling, the man picked up the black dragon cub and carried it in his
arms.
The little black dragon, or Noir, bowed to Albert, who was in turn
rather aloof towards the dragon.
The man replied while hugging Noir. Albert, of course, did not let go
of the matter easily.
“My ordeal is just around the corner, so I came here to see your face
one more time before going.”
At the mention of the word ‘ordeal’, I figured out the situation right
away.
He said that his teacher had died because he couldn’t overcome the
pain caused by the dragon’s transformation.
After suffering through all that pain continuously and incessantly, the
man had chosen to end his own life.
He could see me? The moment I thought so, the man plopped Noir
into Albert’s arms and asked the boy a favor.
The way that the man treated Albert was exactly as how an adult
would treat a child. However, he spoke to Albert with utmost
politeness, complete with addressing Albert formally with his title,
too. Besides that, he spoke so elegantly that no fault could be found
in his words.
The man looked troubled as he asked Albert this favor, brows knitted
in the middle. As he met eyes with Albert, he soon nodded.
When his teacher gently admitted it, Albert looked rather relieved
before he moved away.
From the way Albert left my side just like that, I could feel just how
much he trusted this man.
“It’s been a long time since I’ve met a fellow dragon contractor. It’s a
pleasure to meet you—I’m Emmett.”
“It’s because I’m the one who created the magic circle to make this
possible.”
“…Pardon?”
What the heck was up with that? At his stage as a dragon contractor,
he shouldn’t be sharing his dragon’s lifespan yet.
Albert never really talked about his teacher in great detail, but I didn’t
know he was this amazing.
I was learning so much about him that I wouldn’t have been able to
know had I not come back to the past.
“The pattern is clearer than it’s usually supposed to be, and judging
by how you look to be from a completely separate place with your
different appearance, it seems like you’re currently going through
your ordeal.”
His perception was formidable. No, it’s the fact that he had lived for
so long that’s formidable.
“You seem to have met quite a few people who have also gone
through their ordeals, Lord Emmett.”
“That’s right. The longer you live, the more that you see.”
Emmett admitted this passively. I couldn’t help but think that meeting
him like this was a great opportunity.
There were so many things that I still didn’t know about the ordeal I
was facing.
Even the time I was spending here with Albert was, so far, a series of
precious moments, and that couldn’t possibly be considered an
ordeal.
The time I was being granted to stay here was graciously allowing
me to show Albert what happiness truly is.
This was a good chance for me to find out if he might know anything
about this.
¹ A more straightforward translation for the dragon’s name would be ‘Blacky’—both Blacky
and Whitey are common names given to pets in Korea—but just to match Blanc’s name, I
opted for French as well for Noir. ↩
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“…Yes?”
Emmett turned to Albert, who was walking some distance away, then
looked at me again.
“The fact that you’re here in the past means that the future can
change—depending on your actions.”
I already knew that much. But in the future where I came from, I
already knew that I was the one who had saved him when he was a
child.
I was also already aware about the days I had spent with him here.
“……”
Now that I thought about it, as I was observing the future Albert’s
decisions as he was prioritizing me, I’d been constantly worried
about how he might be going down the path of a tyrant who cared
about only me.
“There might come a time that you’d want to change the past, and
the opportunity might appear in front of you—and perhaps it might
happen many times.”
With his capabilities, Emmet was the foremost person I needed right
now.
“You will be wrought with strife. You’d think, is this part of the past
truly something that had happened in the future that you know? Or,
is this something that you shouldn’t interfere with?”
“From here on out, you will have to choose wisely. What has been
altered in the past cannot be changed once again.”
“You must strive to exist here without changing the future, as much
as possible.”
“……”
“For Albert.”
I was startled to hear him say Albert’s name instead of his title.
I could feel just how warm of a person he was just by the way he
smiled. That’s also how I imagined him until now through the stories.
His death was also the reason as to why he still disliked dragons
until now.
Should I tell Emmett that he was going to die? Would telling him
about it alter the future greatly?
…It was impossible to decide the future in just a short period of time.
“You don’t have to be so surprised. And, don’t think too badly about
my death.”
“……”
“It is the natural cycle of life, and I would only be returning to the
earth that I had come from before.”
As a sage who had lived for a long time, he was impossible to read.
“And this will be a secret to the Young Count for as long as he lives.”
“Why is that?”
Albert thought that he had died in agony, but all this time, it was a
planned death.
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The more affection one’s words contained, the more they were
difficult to refute.
Wasn’t his death only going to make Albert hate the dragon?
“But why? That will only make Albert think that you’ve died in terrible
agony. That will also make Albert dislike your dragon.”
He nodded.
“…He can’t?”
“Yes.”
“…But this is under the premise that Albert will not exceed my
predictions.”
Apart from being a sage, Emmett was a man who had a strong grasp
upon life as he had lived for many years. But of course, this didn’t
mean he knew everything.
Emmett fixed his gaze upon Albert, who was about to return before
we knew it. Emmett’s eyes were dark.
Albert told me before that Emmett had cared more about the dragon
than him.
I spoke up.
“You must also know just how much Albert cares for you, Lord
Emmett.”
“I’m not so foolish that I’d fail to notice a child’s fond gaze. But I just
know that this is all that I can do.”
“……”
“I will be ending my life soon enough. Being more present in his life
will only make it difficult for him.”
“It would be best to draw the line between you and Albert.”
“I’m saying this not just for Albert’s sake, but for yours as well. All the
more so because you are an outsider here.”
The first spell I learned was Forget. I’ll leave Albert with nothing but
the afterimage of our happy days.
Emmett blinked.
Even if all these memories must be erased before I’d leave, those
memories would still be carried forward by me, for as long as I
remembered them.
Besides that, the Albert of the future was already slowly recovering
his memories.
I didn’t know how much he could remember by now, but from what
he told me about my everyday visits, it seemed like he was close to
remembering everything.
I will overcome my ordeal and meet with Blanc again, and we will
return to Albert, who’s waiting for me.
So, I can erase the young Albert’s memories by thinking about the
day I can meet him once more.
I can do it. For the sake of both the future Albert and the current
Albert, this much had to be done.
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Perhaps feeling my worried gaze, Emmett raised his head and gave
me a smile.
“Pretty things are valuable, too, just from existing alone. It suits me,
doesn’t it?”
“…It does.”
As I had nothing to refute, I just agreed. Well, it’s true that it looked
good on him.
“Yes, thank you. You need to return to the mansion now, so I’ll take
you there. It’s late.”
Noir was walking along next to Albert until now, but he soon settled
in Emmett’s arms again.
Now that he mentioned it, the people around us had thinned out
already. Darkness gradually seeped in as more shops had put out
their lights.
Albert paused for a moment after Emmett said that, and he turned to
me.
He’s asking for my opinion first. I liked seeing how he’s truly a
gentleman by nature.
Today wouldn’t be the only day that I’d get to go on an outing with
Albert. It’s best to go back for now.
“I’m good.”
Albert replied.
“If you’re saying that just for my sake, we can stay longer.”
At this, I smiled and touched his cheek. The sudden contact made
Albert’s eyes go wide.
“W-What!”
“We can just go out together again next time. It’ll be easy to avoid
Greten’s notice.
“…Next time?”
“Tomorrow?”
“Uh-huh. Tomorrow. I’ll wear all the clothes we bought today, so I’ll
be warm and I’ll be in tip-top condition. Let’s definitely go out
together tomorrow.”
It was the first time that Albert was expressing himself like this, so I
was a little taken aback.
It looked like he was worried that the ‘next time’ wouldn’t happen
again. It was clear from his face right now just how troubled he was
by it.
So, I wanted to put his worries to rest. I nodded back vigorously, and
Albert’s expression practically glowed.
“Promise?”
His pure excitement was one that only children could exude.
“…Yeah. I’m talking too much about what I want to do, so I’m
nervous.”
The fact that Emmett had reached a level where he could do such a
thing silently was phenomenal. A transcendental being really was
different.
…Huh?
I wasn’t the only one who was shocked. Albert’s eyes were as round
as saucers, just like when he had run into Emmett earlier.
By his reaction alone, it seemed like this kind of thing didn’t just
happen once or twice before. Albert looked like he was already used
to Emmett’s whims.
“One where Greten won’t notice me, please. As for the price…”
“I can just get it from the Tower Lord as he’ll be coming down here
this time.”
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“Nothing good will come out of provoking the current Tower Lord,
Master. Your life can be in danger.”
“My life won’t be in danger. I haven’t touched him until now only
because I didn’t have a reason to do so.”
Pouting a little, Albert let out a sigh. It was quite a heavy sigh for a
child.
Strangely ironic, his grumbling words were kind of funny. Even more
so when I thought about Emmett’s age.
But back to what Albert said earlier, I became more curious about
the current tower lord.
There’s this thing about people who were close. If the tower lord was
close to Marquis Evnen, then they must be on the same wavelength.
“He’s also close to His Majesty the King, so his power and influence
can’t be ignored. One wrong move and Master can get hurt.”
I recalled how Albert had dealt with Rosteratu’s army in one fell
swoop.
The future Albert, who was not yet on the level of a transcendent,
had successfully rendered 30,000 soldiers immobile in a single
instant, then soon after, he had seized the royal palace.
Albert had the ability to grasp things quickly with his good situational
perception.
If he had been properly informed about Emmett’s skills, he shouldn’t
be worrying about the transcendent in this situation.
He didn’t wish to tell him everything. This must be one of his efforts
in drawing the line between Albert and him.
As I was thinking about the relationship between the two, the sudden
question came in. I raised my head and noticed the slight unease in
Albert’s gaze.
Once again in his eyes, impatience was apparent. It was the same
when he told me to make a promise with him earlier.
“…Master always leaves just like that, and to me, you feel the same
way.”
Albert’s words strangely made sense. Both Emmett and I had gone
through years that did not fit with this time period.
Emmett had lived for a very long time, while I was someone from the
future.
“No, I made a promise with you, didn’t I? How can I leave just like
that? And before I leave, I’ll be sure to talk to you about it first. So
that you won’t be surprised by it.”
“Someday.”
When he muttered the same thing again, I was at a loss for words.
Albert dropped his gaze, as if all his hopes had disappeared.
Albert raised his head. There, on his face, was the same grim
expression he had when we first met here.
“No.”
“Then, if not then, how about three days later?”
“No.”
As he turned away from me, Albert took off his beanie and stepped
into the bathroom. I followed him until he reached the door.
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The next morning, he also didn’t speak to Greten when she had
served him breakfast.
And in less than a day’s time, Emmett had completely made himself
home, transforming the room into his own space.
The room was now full of books and documents that mysteriously
materialized out of nowhere.
From this alone, it was clear to see that Emmett tended to be quite
inattentive to many things.
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I knew that Albert’s eyes strayed my way a few times in the middle.
He cared about me, but he pretended that he didn’t.
After all, it was like that too between me and Albert in the future.
The young Albert would be like that as well—I’m sure of it. Despite
how he was treating me now, it could be seen clearly how he
couldn’t completely push me away.
“Young Count, His Grace the Duke of Masen sent a letter wishing
that he can come to visit.”
Albert reacted rather bitterly. I would have reacted the same way as
him.
Greten was delighted by the fact that a duke was coming for a visit,
but this was certainly not a proper place to receive a duke.
“Of course, it’s to meet you, Young Count! It seems like Young Duke
Liam has been wanting to have a spar with you for a while now, too.”
It’s my first time here in the past that I’m Liam being mentioned. I
already knew that Albert and Liam had known each other since they
were children, but I didn’t know that they also sparred together.
It’s only obvious that Albert would win in a match between them. Still,
I wondered how well Liam could hold up.
“It’s only obvious that His Grace shouldn’t just come here as it is.”
Greten brought her index finger and thumb together to form a circle.
She’s talking about money.
Right then, Albert’s face grew red. Greten must know that he would
not be able to deny this.
In the first place, Albert came here to this place for the sake of
borrowing money, so he knew what she was insinuating.
Albert’s eyes darted around. I knew right away who he was looking
for. Me.
I was well aware of the effect money had on one’s self-esteem, and
furthermore, Albert was still a child.
Perhaps relieved by the fact that I wasn’t in the room, Albert’s eyes
relaxed slightly. He gave Greten a nod.
With that signal, Greten went out excitedly. By her expression alone,
she must be thrilled that she’d be able to buy better meat for today.
After just seeing Schubert, this visit was going to allow me to see
what Liam looked like as a child.
The period in which I met Albert was filled with many different
coincidences.
And when I think about the people I’ve met thus far, it’s impossible
for me to think lightly of Liam’s visit.
The same was true for the nobles who had come to the festival.
Marquis Evnen, who had close ties to Rosteratu. The lord of the
magic tower. Schubert. Emmett. Liam. Albert’s teacher.
Except for the tower lord and Emmett, who I had only heard about
before, they were people who I had also met in the future.
The only ones who hadn’t appeared yet in Albert’s past were Mercy,
Leona and Crowell… That’s about it.
Was I going to see everyone? No, it might not end at just seeing
them.
From what Emmett had said before, I couldn’t help but feel that there
was something more to this festival.
I pray that whatever my choice will be, it’s for the good of both me
and Albert.
***
It was decided that Liam’s visit would be two days later. After
Emmett heard about it, he helped with the mansion’s clean-up.
With one gesture, his magic swept through the interior, making it so
spik and span that it looked like a hundred employees had scrubbed
the entire place.
Really, how lucky was it that she didn’t really know much about
magic?
“It’s your first time visiting this place anyway, so don’t fret. And don’t
exhaust your magic when you don’t really need to use it.”
Emmett grinned.
Where did that mysterious, aloof first impression of him go? Right
now, I could only see Emmett as a young man whose real age bore
no weight.
I’ve been meaning to go see Albert one more time before the festival
starts.
It was a child who was trying hard to look calm, but his reddened
ears were giving him away.
The future grand duke of the nor… Err, I mean, the duke and closest
confidant of Albert.
Liam Masen.
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This little Liam really was like the duke’s heir who could be found in a
novel.
With skin that looked so soft, his black hair combed neatly, and his
refreshing green eyes holding in them a distinct glimmer—he was
the very picture of elegance.
Only after he cleared his throat for a long time did Liam say hello to
Albert. Still, the tremors in his voice couldn’t be hidden.
He’s doing his best not to forget his stature as a duke’s heir, but
nevertheless, he couldn’t hide how excited he was.
“Thank you very much for accepting our request to visit, Young
Count. It was a rather rude request.”
“On the contrary, I feel that I should be the one saying that to you.
I’m glad that I can help you with Young Duke Masen’s
successorship.”
It was an open secret that Albert was here to borrow money from
other nobles even though he was a count’s heir, whereas Liam was
a duke’s heir widely known to be the successor to his family’s
renowned duchy.
On the surface, people might think that Albert lived a life of luxury to
the point that his hands need not be dampened by a single drop of
water. But on the contrary, he had already been through too much in
this world at such a young age.
“…Thank you.”
This seemed to be the ‘aid’ that Greten had talked about earlier.
Albert nodded silently.
One after another, the attendants carried the various gift boxes into
the mansion. It wasn’t difficult to guess what they contained.
“Ah, the spar with my son. Of course. But if you don’t mind, may I
watch your bout?”
The harmonious relationship between the father and son was nice to
see. They seemed to have the most normal relationship I had seen
in here.
Happiness to have once had, but now knew all too well to never
have again.
“Albert.”
I drew closer to him and cupped a hand around his ear, whispering.
Watching Albert behave strangely, Liam tilted his head to the side.
The duke was confused as well.
“A-An insect flew by. It’s alright with me if you watch the spar, Duke.
Shall we head to the rear courtyard then?”
For someone like me, who knew how he acted in the future, it’s so
new to me to see him like this. His expressions and reactions were
so colorful.
I liked the way he’d smile, but I also wanted to be by his side as he’s
flustered or was sometimes lonely. I couldn’t help but feel both happy
and sad about this.
Duke Masen sat on a bench in the backyard. The clearing had been
cleaned up with Emmett’s help.
Piles of snow had been pushed to the side, but it’s thanks to this that
there was enough space for a spar between two people.
And fortunately, it was bright out today, with the sun shining down
with enough warmth. It was still cold when standing beneath a
shade, but the places that the sun’s rays reached were warm in their
own way.
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“If you win against me while I’m using a wooden sword, we’ll have a
match with real swords later.”
Swords weren’t cheap at all. As House Grey was pouring all their
assets into gambling, the household could not afford to set aside
enough for Albert to have a proper sword. And Greta was surely not
helping.
“Then— Start.”
While sitting on the bench, Duke Masen stood as the judge between
the two contenders.
Making the first move, Liam swung down with his sword, which then
broke through the air and made a distinct sound. Albert stepped
aside and lightly dodged the attack.
The weight and material of each kind were completely different. So,
as Liam lunged forward, Albert instead chose to dodge and lodge an
attack where Liam was unguarded.
The wooden sword headed towards Liam’s side, but before it could
even hit the boy squarely, Albert halted his movements.
“We’re here for a spar, but that doesn’t mean I’ll let you get hurt for
no reason.”
Albert pulled the wooden sword back as he said this. Liam’s face
flushed bright red.
“It’s fine even if I get all beaten up. Please give me your best.”
“If you sincerely wish for that, please come back after you’re done
training more.”
In just this short exchange, the difference in skills between the two
boys was plain and clear.
Both I and Duke Masen could see this. However, in fact, it must be
Liam who could feel this difference the most.
But it’s not that Liam was completely devoid of talent. It’s just that
Albert was brimming with too much of it.
In time, Albert pursed his lips together before soon opening them
again to speak.
“That’s right. You’re much better than the last time we had a match.”
I thought he’d just leave it at that, but it’s a bit surprising to see Albert
encouraging Liam now.
“Really?”
“Well done, Liam. Now, I’ll be discussing a few things first with the
Young Count, so head back inside first. You’ll be too excited if you
stay here, so you won’t be able to rest properly.”
“…I understand.”
I didn’t think either that Liam would follow the duke’s words so
obediently and innocently, but against my expectations, it’s exactly
how he acted.
It seemed like he was somewhat aware that his presence here would
burden Albert.
And evidently, Duke Masen’s visit wasn’t only for the sake of Albert’s
and his son’s sparring session.
Only when he saw Liam leaving the mansion did Duke Masen turn
around, visibly more relieved.
“Of course.”
Albert was aware of this as well, and he answered the duke with a
low voice.
She bowed her head constantly with a wide smile on her face. She
did not forget to say, “Thank you ever so much, Duke Masen, for all
the gifts.” Then, silence reigned as she walked out the door, leaving
only two people inside.
Albert did not say anything at first. Duke Masen likewise remained
silent, taking a sip of tea before setting the cup back down. They
both seemed to be in favor of getting down to business immediately.
After this room was cleaned earlier, there was one window that
hadn’t been properly closed. Liam began to eavesdrop on the
conversation of the two people inside.
Not noticing any of this, Albert and Duke Masen continued their
discussion.
Besides that, he was also fully aware of how much his precious son,
Liam, admired Albert.
In the present, Liam was already the duke, but even though he knew
Albert for a long time, he couldn’t stop Albert from getting locked up
in the tower.
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It’s not as if Albert was clinging onto Liam. It was Liam who was
quite obviously more fond of his peer, but Duke Masen was choosing
to hurt Albert—who was easier to deal with—rather than hurt his own
son.
As expected, the more Albert listened to the duke, the more his
expression became crumpled. All Duke Masen was doing was to
remind Albert of how miserable his circumstances were.
But even as Albert looked calm again, his frustration was still yet to
be tempered. With anger laced in his tone, he asked.
“Is that the intention behind the ‘gifts’ you have given today?”
“No, it is not.”
Duke Masen shook his head and brazenly replied. Having dealt with
people for a long time now, he knew exactly which words to pick.
“It is purely to express my gratitude. The gifts today are only with the
intention of thanking you for having sparred with Liam.”
Even from a distance, I could see how much Albert was suppressing
his emotions. Alternately, I looked between the wounded Liam and
Albert.
Duke Masen asked with a smile on his face—a smile that would
really make you want to hit him. He seemed very confident in what
he brought today.”
“If you are not pleased with them, I can take them back.”
Though he was saying this, Duke Masen was feeling confident about
what Albert would answer.
Albert didn’t turn down the duke when he sent a sudden notice of his
visit, so he must not be able to easily refuse his proposition now.
And besides that, the ‘gifts’ that Duke Masen brought today were the
things that Albert most urgently needed.
“I don’t believe this is a question that I can answer. Only you, Duke
Masen, will be able to provide the answer.”
“All I know is that Your Grace’s words are an insult to His Majesty the
King. He has yet to appoint a prince.”
At that moment, Liam pushed the window open and jumped in. With
a bright red face that had been bitten by the cold air, Liam stood
before Duke Masen.
“Liam, you…”
“You also know that what you said is wrong, don’t you, Father? How
could you say such a thing to the Young Count!”
However, even until the very end, Duke Masen didn’t apologize.
There was not a single instance that he spoke while thinking of
Albert’s wellbeing, and he and his son left just like that.
Slap—!
The rage in his eyes showed a father’s love that had gone awry. But
Liam didn’t shrink back at all.
“Why do you hate the Young Count so much? He’s a good person. I
want to keep interacting with him, and I want to get to know him
more.”
Hearing his son’s words, Duke Masen let out a long sigh.
As Liam was talking about Albert directly, the quivering of his lips
suggested that he was scared.
Even so, Liam continued to look straight into Duke Masen’s eyes.
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“The close aides of His Majesty the King. It will be a small banquet.
House Masen is neutral, so be mindful of how you will be acting
during the event.”
“Yes, I understand.”
Liam replied bravely, and Duke Masen added with a cold tone.
“……”
Liam’s brows became furrowed. Only then did he feel that there was
something odd about this banquet.
Even though he was still a young boy, it’s impossible not to feel
anxious about a blatant warning not to do anything.
“It would be considered treason to take the side of the Young Count
in that place.”
“What?”
“Liam, justice will give you nothing. There in that place, see with your
own two eyes just what exactly the position of the Young Count is in.
Face the reality of how feeble a being you are.”
It was difficult to believe that these cruel words were being conveyed
by a father to his son.
Duke Masen patted Liam on the back as though to console the boy.
Hah. After all the negative things he had saddled his son just now,
everything’s going to be solved later just because he did it all
because of fatherly love?
Absurd.
“Electricity.”
“Huh?”
I tried a few more times just in case I said the spell wrong, but Duke
Masen continued to remain calm. Nothing was happening to him.
The only people I could use magic for were Albert and myself.
I found Albert sitting at the table in his room, staring blankly into the
air. I stared at him for a moment, recalling what Duke Masen had
said.
Given that Rosteratu had prepared for the occasion, it’s clear that
this banquet would be an important starting point in Albert’s life.
“…Driving me nuts.”
It’s difficult.
Still, there’s nothing that I’d be able to solve just from thinking about
it alone. Doing this only made my guilt feel heavier.
“It looks like something’s going to happen there. And it seems like it’s
aimed at you.”
Hearing this sent a slight wave of relief at me, but this only made me
hate myself.
While I don’t know what’s waiting for him in that place, I still kept
thinking that the future wouldn’t change as long as he would go to
the banquet.
He must have been in a terrible mood since earlier, but now, I could
at least do something to make him feel lighter.
“…What?”
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All she could do for Albert was to help him cheer up.
Despite the present conditions, I can only hope that Albert would be
able to hold out and endure for a long time.
I knew well that the future Albert had changed himself so much just
for the sake of bearing the burden that’s been placed upon his
shoulders.
When the future him openly told me about his hardships with such a
pained voice and expression, I could remember not being able to say
anything back for a while.
I reached forward and took Albert’s hand. I hope that my hand could
warm him up.
As his lips were slowly about to open, Albert hastily closed them
again as he schooled his features. He turned his head away from
me.
Whenever he’d see me, he’d try to be curt and keep me at arm’s
length. But whenever I’m not there, he’s also disappointed.
And it’s not as if Albert hated being with me either. He’s just afraid.
We both did not know how long we’d be able to be together. But
since that’s the case, we couldn’t just keep waiting for the inevitable.
“I’m asking you out now after thinking about it for a long time. In the
end, I’ve just been rejected several times by the handsome Young
Count.”
“……”
I’d have a little spat with Emmett for a bit, but I’d surely get his
permission. Hearing my words, Albert flinched but soon sprang up
from his seat.
The fact that Albert wasn’t refusing was clearly revealing his inner
thoughts. I smiled and nodded.
“Okay, Albert. After dinner, get ready. I’ll pick you up in a little while.”
“And you never said that you won’t go. I want you to come with me.”
This was because Emmett used his magic to completely erase the
existence of this room from other people’s perception.
Greten completely forgot that this room even existed.
…because the food that Noir and Emmett were eating was so
familiar.
Egg rolls mixed with some red pepper powder—a dish that looked
like Emmett made himself.
And it looked like he hadn’t cooked it only once or twice before. The
beautifully made egg rolls looked very delicious.
It’ll be a while before Albert finishes eating dinner, so I’ll take this
time to ask Emmett some questions.
I was still so dazed at the sight of the Korean food I hadn’t seen in a
long time. Emmett and Korean food was such an unexpected
combination.
“’A dish like this’… If it’s a dish that you know, it must be a dish from
another world.”
“Because it’s not a popular cuisine. It’s true that very few people
know of it, but I’m used to it.”
But after hearing about this from Emmett, it made me think that this
might not be the case.
“Then since you’re also a contractor,” he said. “You will also be able
to return to where you originally lived.”
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What came to mind was everything I missed while I was in the tower.
But why, I wonder. The opportunity to have all those things again did
not appeal to me as much as I expected.
“I’m fine.”
Because I had someone I love here, and there was no need for me
to meet new people.
In any case, I couldn’t help but think that the history of events in this
world would have changed a lot due to the existence of dragons and
contractors.
I had come back to the past for my ordeal, and the future might
change depending on my actions here.
Since a dragon contractor had the ability to travel through time, both
to the past and to the future, what would happen if they also
changed things up?
Emmett was a transcendental sage and had lived a longer life than
even dragons. It seemed like he had also met quite a few dragon
contractors before.
He answered slowly.
“You will be able to see what kind of future your actions might bring.”
“…If you live for a long time, you tend to experience many things.”
Noir was reminding me of Blanc. When will I get to see Blanc again?
The fact that my soul was still alive meant that Blanc was working
hard to overcome the ordeal.
He picked up the last egg roll and fed it to Noir before continuing.
“I don’t think you know this, but the time in the real world flows much
faster compared to the time during an ordeal.”
“Pardon?”
Wait, how long has it been since I first came here? Starting from the
day I saved Albert, it’s been…
“Then, how long is it in the real world compared to one week here?”
“You can think of a single day as ten real days. So, if it’s a week
here, then it’s been about seventy days over there.”
Albert said that he would very barely endure one month away from
me.
Rosé had tried to kill me just to have him in her possession, but I had
disappeared in an instant. It was a good thing that I managed to
ease his mind of the possibility of my death, at least.
In all honesty, I was completely fine, but I had no way to contact him.
Suddenly, I felt suffocated.
No, first, let’s calm down. Emmett might now know everything after
all. Maybe he’s under the wrong impression on this.
No matter how much Albert loves me, he’s a very rational and
humane person.
And as a kind and merciful man, he might despair and feel sorrowful
because I’m not there, but he’ll be able to overcome it valiantly.
He’ll welcome me back with a smile. His eyes will go wide because
of how surprised he’ll be to see that my hair has turned white.
And, he’ll be happy. Perhaps he’ll get mad at me, but that’s a given.
I will overcome this ordeal and return to the present with Blanc.
***
Like a madwoman, Rosé was laughing maniacally in the middle of
the magic circle.
“Haha! You shouldn’t have deceived me, Prince! You won’t even love
me!”
‘I…’
Devastation settled upon Albert’s face. His eyes slowly lost focus.
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Albert himself had told Jung-in’s soul to follow him to the tower.
Therefore, it was also his own fault that her soul had disappeared.
‘Even if you came to my side a little late, I just had to make sure that
you wouldn’t get hurt and would stay safe.’
Jung-in would have trusted him no matter what, but it was his choice
that led to her death.
Jung-in had disappeared.
In the time that he had spent with Jung-in, he had never once
considered a life without her.
He had acquiesced for her to be away from him for one month only
because it was clear that they would spend the rest of their lives
together.
Albert turned and looked at the magic circle where Rosé was.
His mind was blank. Only the desire to kill that woman remained.
She was the person who erased the one and only reason for his
existence.
Was there any other choice other than to kill that person?
No. It would be too easy to kill her. She needed to suffer more. It was
imperative to keep Rosé Artius alive just so she could suffer more.
He could not allow her to feel lonely, all alone on the other side.
With a ferocious grip upon her neck, her entire body was lifted.
However, Rosé never stopped smiling.
Magical power crackled at the tips of his fingers, and it looked like he
would take Rosé’s life at any given moment.
“Y-Your Majesty! Your Majesty! Please calm down!” Mercy cried out.
“The one who should calm down is you, Mercy. Do you think I will kill
Artius that easily? Death is too much of a benevolent end for the
likes of her.”
He then used his other hand to strangle Rosé further. She had been
smirking until just now, but her face was soon being tainted with a
purple hue.
Because of the spell she had cast just now, she couldn’t use black
magic that would drain her life force, but she was still a powerful
mage in her own right.
“Instead of life, I shall bestow upon you a longer life. It’s the first time
I’ve ever felt such an urge to kill someone other than Rosteratu.”
“……”
“You’re quite good at talking because your mouth still functions, hm?
Allow me to rectify that, starting with your airways.”
Albert blocked Rosé’s mouth and blocked any oxygen that she might
have inhaled. She tried to struggle out of his grasp, but in the end,
she lost consciousness.
He threw the unconscious Rosé to the ground.
And it was only then did he realize that Rosé’s magic circle was still
glowing.
It was the magic circle that was created for the purpose of
extinguishing Jung-in’s existence, but it was still there.
If the spell had already fulfilled its purpose and was successfully
applied, the magic circle should have already disappeared.
However, the blood-red magic circle was still on the floor, clear for
him to see.
The darkness clouding his mind was broken through by a faint light.
It was a glimmer of hope.
Although she was gone from this place, Jung-in and Blanc were still
alive. This magic circle was evidence enough.
The fact that the magic circle set to make Jung-in cease to exist had
yet to disappear meant that the spell had not been completed.
“Mercy.”
“Take Artius to the dungeon. Make sure that she doesn’t get a single
sip of water. Use magic to replenish very little water to her body. Just
enough that she wouldn’t die.”
“Use chains to restrict her movement and prevent her from harming
herself. Remember that her body must be maintained in pristine
condition, but her mind must undergo agony. Do not hurt that
woman’s body.”
Once he’s reunited with Jung-in, she would need a body to use as a
vessel for her soul.
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The possibility that he would not find her did not exist in his head.
He hadn’t the slightest clue where she was. There were countless
places where he could look for her—perhaps as many as the
individual grains of sand in a desert.
“Make sure to dig out that woman’s trauma through your illusory
magic.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
The dark expanse of the night sky cast a deep shadow upon Albert’s
face. The expression itself sitting upon his countenance was dark as
week.
Albert glanced once at Rosé and gestured towards Mercy to take the
woman away. Then, he turned around.
He had tried to hide his original self, but hints and pieces of his
overflowing emotions could no longer be ignored.
It was how Albert had been during his childhood, and it was a
version of him that Mercy had never seen before.
Even as he was bringing Rosteratu to his end, Albert never once lost
his rationality like this.
The murderous intent exuding from Albert had been sending chills
down Mercy’s spine since earlier.
She now also noticed that the magic circle hadn’t disappeared,
which meant only one thing.
It looked like he was finally calming down, and that was a good thing.
Staring at the magic circle, Albert’s eyes were still covered with a
certain haze—as though he had gone mad.
Though he spoke quietly, it was still loud enough that Mercy could
still hear him.
“Of course.”
…But your duties! Your duties as the king! You just ascended the
throne as the new monarch!
“What do you mean, Kotuar! The borders between our kingdom and
that nation are practically closed shut because of the sh*t that damn
impotent scum left behind! How will you be able to go there?!”
Kotuar was a country directly adjacent to the kingdom, and the two
were currently hostile to each other. The one and only person who’s
to blame for this was none other than Rosteratu.
“Then, won’t it be fine if I just go ahead and conquer that nation? I’ve
been thinking about expanding our territory anyway.”
All of a sudden?
“Firstly, I’ll have to take control of the capital… Any and all opposing
aristocrats shall thus be slaughtered. Kotuar is rich in resources, so
it’s not a bad idea.”
Albert spoke in such a casual tone, but the words themselves were
just not it. Mercy’s eyes were now as wide as saucers.
The end doesn’t justify the means! We just need to find Jung-in’s
soul!
The Albert who Mercy knew was a fair and just man. She thought
that he would only act based on proper reason.
It was absurd that he was planning his ‘visit’ to Kotuar in this manner.
“…But there’s no way that they’ll just agree with you just like that,
right?”
“Then I’ll deal with them all. Whether it be soldiers, mages, or the
whole capital itself, it’s going to be easy for me. They’re all
inconsequential. You should just focus on keeping this place
guarded and keeping Artius tormented.”
Really, his tone was so light that anyone would think that he’s just
talking about a pleasant stroll somewhere.
Not knowing what to say, Mercy’s mouth gaped widely, and in the
dawn of renewed silence, Albert was once again lost in thought.
“If she’s not in Kotuar, then I’ll just go to the neighboring countries. If
she’s not there either, I’ll go to the island countries off the coast. Ah,
there’s a chance that she’ll come back here, so I’ll have to tour the
entire kingdom as well.”
Though his words were uttered with steady composure, Albert’s eyes
glinted with unbridled madness.
Here, it dawned on Mercy that she and Albert were not on the same
page at all. It’s as if they were each standing on parallel lines that
would never intersect.
Mercy smiled blithely. She never once thought that she’d ever curse
Albert out, but today’s the day.
No longer was she faced with the rational liege she had been serving
loyally until now.
The only one left in his place was a madman who’s desperately
searching for his lost lover.
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Besides that, Albert had thoroughly and rationally prepared for his
vengeance against Rosteratu before actually enacting it.
“Don’t worry, I have not forgotten my duties. I can’t possibly leave the
country in ruin when it’s the place Jung-in will return to.”
Albert raised his gaze languidly and crossed his arms over his chest.
Perhaps he recalled Jung-in’s face for a moment because a light
smile could be seen on his lips.
Albert murmured, a hint of his smile evident in his tone. It was the
promise he made with his lover before they parted ways, and it was
most definitely still in effect.
“Huu…”
In the end, a long sigh left Mercy’s lips. She could feel her stomach
burning.
It’s not as if she wasn’t worried about Jung-in. Mercy was also
thinking about how they’d find her.
Correction. Albert Grey was not just crazy. He’s beautifully crazy.
First and foremost, she had to stop this crazy plan of conquering all
the neighboring countries just for the sake of finding Jung-in.
Though Mercy had been trying to persuade Albert all this time, she
soon realized that she’s the one getting persuaded instead.
His Goddamn Majesty— No, uh, His Majesty was much too good at
controlling people’s strings like puppets to make them do his bidding.
Noticing Mercy’s inner conflict, Albert continued with his glib tongue.
“I’m doing this for the sole reason of finding Jung-in. I have to
personally step up to the plate because I’m the only one who can
see her.”
He wasn’t wrong. Albert was, indeed, the only one who could see
and touch Jung-in, who was currently just a soul.
It wasn’t the kind of thing he’d be able to ask someone else to do.
For the life of her, she could not understand Albert’s viewpoint.
Of course, she had met Jung-in, and she knew just how much Jung-
in’s warmth and gentleness had drawn Albert in.
So, she found out that her liege had a preference for kind people.
And really, she personally had a lot of fun talking to Jung-in as well.
Mercy was well aware that Albert was a good man. However, his
actions were now crossing the line.
Taking one more deep breath, Mercy tried to calm Albert down
again.
“Please calm down, Your Majesty. It hasn’t been long since you met
Miss Jung-in. I implore you to please, please look at things
rationally.”
Quite literally. The only time Albert and Jung-in spent together was
there in the tower.
But still. The time they spent together was very short.
Furthermore, Albert was the coldest, most rational man Mercy knew.
He was the kind of person who would always judge each situation he
was in with impartial logic.
“It would be best not to make any hasty decisions. Please take more
time to consider it. Of course, I’ll be there to help as well.”
“Your Majesty, you were with her in that tower for only a handful of
months. It wasn’t that long.”
Even if she’d use up the rest of her life to come up with all the valid
reasons she could throw at him, she would never be able to
persuade Albert.
Albert’s feelings seemed like they had gone beyond infatuation and
were now encroaching upon the realm of madness. Mercy wanted to
ask about the depths of his feelings so she could understand and
could follow behind him, whatever action he might take from now on.
“What exactly do you like so much about Miss Jung-in? I’m going
crazy just trying to understand how Your Majesty could have
changed in such a short span of time.”
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In all honesty, she thought that Albert would live like a lone wolf for
the rest of his life.
The answer that first came to mind was on the tip of his tongue.
He liked his daily life with Jung-in at the tower. That small happiness
that she had given him forever changed his life.
The time they had together in the tower was brief, but it was enough
to touch him deeply…
…It became that way only after she brought up the contract.
The way she treated him and the way she spoke and acted changed
only after the contract, and that’s when his feelings for her began to
grow.
The daily life that she had introduced to him, the way she would
praise him, the way she spoke and acted—it all quickly settled in his
mind.
But he did.
He told himself that he was putting up an act all for the sake of using
her.
This was the reason he had when he had kissed her with his eyes
open, and even when he had kissed her on the forehead.
He was not the kind of man who’d express himself in that way.
The same was true with the undeniable urge to express his desires
so openly or with teasing innuendo with her.
Everything was a first for him. Even so, he did not find it awkward.
He called her name more and more. And, each time, he liked the
way she would look at him.
When she had cut his hair for him, regardless of whether she
showed embarrassment or complete focus, looking at her like that
made him think that it did not matter who the person within that body
truly was.
She was so lovely that he could not hold it in any longer. He needed
to kiss her.
He did not know which exact moment in time he had fallen for her,
but there was no doubt about it. It didn’t matter where they were; just
being together with her—together in bliss—was enough.
“Your Majesty.”
As Mercy was sincerely curious to hear his answer, she urged him
softly.
It’s destiny.
In the same way that he quickly found out that the person in front of
him had changed, so too had he quickly fallen headfirst in love with
Jung-in. It’s as though his entire being had been waiting to meet her
all this time.
“……”
Thinking about Jung-in, Albert’s red eyes burned deeply like the sun.
…He had let go of the hand of the person he’d been longing for so
much. Albert clenched his teeth.
But, wait.
‘Why… again?’
Did he feel the same way when his first love had left? No, he wasn’t
sure.
His memories of her were slowly coming back, but there were still so
many things that were not clear.
It was also difficult to say whether the memories rushing out were
rooted in reality.
Albert shook his head. Above everything else, this was not the time
to think about such things.
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She lost.
There had never been a time that Albert’s choices had disappointed
Mercy.
And his choice this time would certainly be the right one, too.
“Your Majesty should decrease your workload. No, not just that,
please definitely lessen it. I’ll talk to Duke Liam and Schubert first,
then I’ll use my illusory magic.”
Albert had enough capacity to juggle his duties and his search for
Jung-in at the same time, but at the end of the day, he was still
human.
If he were to work nonstop, it’s only obvious that his body would
break down eventually.
With Mercy’s illusory magic, even if Albert was away, she could
make other people see that he was still there.
If she were to help him like this, then Albert would have more time to
find Jung-in.
With a smile perched upon his lips, Albert soared into the sky.
***
Of course, Emmett wasn’t going out just to spy on us. He was a busy
man who had other things to do.
Apart from that, since Emmett was told that the lord of the magic
tower was going to be in attendance, he finally decided to set his
plan into motion.
And the plan in question was none other than… extorting money
from the lord of the magic tower. It’s ridiculous!
When Albert heard about it, he was naturally astonished and he tried
his best to dissuade his teacher. However, the child’s warnings fell
on deaf ears.
After hearing such a thing, Albert couldn’t sit still and ended up going
out.
The weather was especially cold today. Worried that Albert might
catch a cold, I firmly put layers and layers on him.
A fur coat, a warm scarf and the beanie we bought last time. After
being sufficiently clothed, Albert became as fluffy as a cute little bear.
That aside, all the time I made sure he was eating properly was
worth it. Albert’s face had become slightly plumper.
It was a small thing, but it was a big change for me, as someone who
looked at him every day. It’s only a given, since all my care and
attention were focused on Albert and Albert alone.
“Albeeeeert…”
“Can’t… breathe…!”
Albert broke free of my hug with a bright red face.
Having praised Albert once more, I took his hand and prepared the
spell for our traverse through the sky.
However, with Noir in his arms, Emmett asked while slightly tilting his
head to the side.
“I like taking strolls at night though. The sky is clear tonight, too, so
it’d be nice to look at the stars.”
“……”
“But honestly, I’m too afraid to go alone. Can you come with me,
Albert? I know you’re still mad at me, but…”
When I trailed off, Albert just took my hand and clasped it tightly,
acting as though he was doing me a great favor.
“Then, it can’t be helped. Let’s walk.”
As Albert opened the window, the wind made his gray hair flutter
faintly. His moderately round forehead was exposed to the breeze.
“Wow…”
His ruby eyes, looking out into the night sky, were just so pretty.
And within his gaze was a kind of innocence that was still intact. It
was completely different from when he was in front of Duke Masen
earlier.
For a moment, I thought— I wish Albert could just live a peaceful life.
Had he lived the kind of life that would have preserved his smile,
even if he’d be less mature than he was now, he would have been
much happier.
“Let’s go.”
With the night sky as the backdrop behind him, Albert turned to me
and took my hand.
“I don’t quite like feeling the biting wind on my skin, so I’ll see you at
the festival instead.
Before stepping out the window, I put on a fly spell on both me and
Albert.
My white hair sparkled in contrast to the dark night sky.
And just like the first time we did this, we enjoyed walking through
the evening sky.
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“What is it?”
When I asked, Albert hesitated for a moment and pursed his lips
together.
After a while, Albert took a deep breath and spoke in a small voice.
“I’m sorry for being rude to you the past few days. I don’t know why I
did that. I don’t deserve to be upset with you anyway…”
Albert lowered his head, but soon raised it again.
The act of apologizing for one’s feelings was also a testament to how
that person felt.
He looked like he wasn’t used to saying this, and the image of the
adult Albert scratching his head overlapped with the child Albert.
We both tried to push the other away, but at the end of it all, we
relented and admitted our true feelings.
I answered resolutely.
“It’s not that you don’t deserve to. You can be upset with me. Isn’t it
totally understandable that you felt that way?”
“You don’t have to think about my part. Albert, you can be a little
selfish, you know.”
Albert’s eyes twinkled like rubies. The deep red hue reminded me of
him in the future.
“Thank you.”
Albert while he was dealing with Greten. Albert while he stood his
ground in front of Duke Masen. Albert as he would talk to Emmett.
Except for whenever he was with me, who had witnessed a moment
of his life wherein he had been trapped in a deep abyss.
The more I knew about his past and just how hard it was for him, the
more I was filled with such sadness.
“I’ve been wondering. Why do you always have this bracelet on?”
“Ahh…”
He’s right in saying that I’m leaving because of ‘that’ guy, but…
“Can’t you just stay here? I don’t think that guy is a good person.
You’ve been away for so long but he’s not even looking for you…”
I really shouldn’t laugh at a time like this, but I couldn’t stop the
corners of my lips from twitching.
“Never mind. I don’t want to hear any more of this. I can already
imagine the answer even if you don’t say it. Whether you leave or
stay, who cares.”
“That’s too bad. It’s saddening to hear that you don’t care either way
whether I leave or not.”
“Because that person is waiting for me, and he must be looking for
me, too.”
The Albert of the past and the Albert of the future were both
important to me.
Once I return to the future, I’d be reunited with the Albert who makes
my heart flutter in a different sense than the Albert standing before
me right now.
…Maybe I can tell him a little more since I’ll be blurring his memories
with the forget spell later.
“It’s a promise.”
And, once more, I was overcome with the need to return to the future
and see him again.
I was walking together with him as well, here and now, but I wanted
to go back to him and tell him just how beautiful and admirable he
was for doing his best to survive at that young age.
…And I wanted to whisper to him, I’m sorry for making you wait so
long.
***
We found Emmett standing by the entrance of the festival. It was
certainly more picturesque now compared to the last time we were
here.
It was a middle-aged man with the same red hair Mercy had.
At his remark, I found Mercy as well. Her red hair was as charming
as ever, but this time, it hung long and loose down her back.
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The Mercy I know had short hair and a rather cold countenance, but
how she appeared now was a direct contrast to that image.
With her hair grown out long, her lusciously thick hair cascaded
down to her waist. And, the smile on her lips was without even a
single hint of a shadow.
“……”
“I keep wanting to wipe everything out. Once I start finding out more,
there’s no end to it.”
“Master, please—”
“Don’t follow me, Young Count. If you come, I’ll stop you by force.
And I might not teach you magic anymore.”
Even though the future Albert himself was such a powerful mage,
Emmett’s magic was of a different kind from what I witnessed before
from Albert.
Emmett hid all this from Albert, and I wasn’t in the position to reveal
this on someone’s behalf.
With his lips pressed together, Albert looked up at the sky and gazed
upon the fireworks. He looked nervous, still, which was an unfamiliar
sight to me.
“Me?”
I was surprised by the envy behind his gaze now. It seemed like I still
wasn’t aware of the extent of his faith in me.
I changed my mind.
Right. Even if I can’t use magic against him, I can at least see what
Emmet’s up to, yes?
“No! Why would I! He’s just busy taking care of that dragon every
day!”
Pausing for a moment, Albert pursed his lips. Red flowers started
blooming on his cheeks.
It wasn’t a stretch to think so. At this time, Emmett was the only
person who ever showed Albert any affection.
Albert’s pupils shook.
“…There’s not much time left either. He wouldn’t even tell me when
he’ll leave.”
Albert’s pure heart for Emmett was so pretty that I just couldn’t
refuse any longer. In a blink of an eye, I headed towards Emmett.
“Hello, Belfort.”
Blinking up at her father, Mercy was uneasy. She gripped her father’s
hand tightly.
“The children who visit the tower often disappear, right? Would you
like me to tell you where they went?”
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“But Dad—”
“Stay!”
Mercy’s hand was in the air, about to hold onto Belfort’s robe, but it
plopped back down. Her wounded eyes were filled with tears.
Emmett was looking at Mercy, but he soon raised his hand and
pointed towards one alley. Belfort took the lead.
As soon as they entered the alley, Belfort thrust his cane menacingly
into Emmett’s neck.
“For one, I know that you’re selling children to Marquis Evnen and
quite a few other nobles.”
He raised one hand and grabbed Belfort by the neck. The cane fell
from the man’s hand.
“How did you come up with the idea of using the Young Count?”
“Well said.”
“……”
Belfort looked perplexed. Even though he was the one who threw the
bait, he didn’t know that the other man would bite so quickly.
When Emmett held out a piece of paper, Belfort snatched it from his
hand bitterly. And soon, he balked at the amount written on it.
Emmett blinked.
“Alright.”
“If he locks the child up in the magic tower and puts an illusory spell
on him, nobody will see. The Tower Lord possesses a great amount
of magic power too.”
He would have wanted Albert to continue his life, not knowing about
such a despicable thing.
“Albert holds the title of the Count’s heir, so why would the Tower
Lord do such a thing?”
“He’s aware that Albert could one day be prince, so he’s trying to
reduce the puppets that Marquis Evnen would be able to wield.
Though the Tower Lord and Marquis Evnen have a beneficial
relationship with each other, they constantly keep each other in
check.”
In the future where Albert had already become king, both men’s lives
had already ended. It was surprising to me that they were so
treacherous towards each other in the past like this.
“I asked for quite a lot of money… and I’ll erase all his memories
about trafficking children.”
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“Since my final days are just around the corner, let’s just say that my
intervention this time will be a rare exception.”
“You never tell him anything, so how could he not worry? He doesn’t
even know that you’re a transcendental sage.”
Yet despite all that, he was going out of his way to deal with as great
of a man as the lord of the magic tower, and he was even taking care
of Albert.
Emmett’s eyes went wide right then, then he shrugged once more.
I simply pointed out the very truth he had been trying to turn a blind
eye to.
However, he grinned.
For the first time, I was curious about the life Emmett had trodden.
Though indifferent to others, Emmett truly cared for Albert with all his
heart.
Then, I recalled just how much the future Albert had mourned
Emmett’s death.
‘…If he lives…’
And it’s enough to be sure of this just by seeing how Emmett had
handled Belfort.
This.
This was the ordeal.
Not once had I thought about saving Emmett since the moment I met
him. His death was already an established fact in the future.
But instead, I…
“No. Don’t.”
“My resolve is not as firm as you think—I might be swayed. Don’t say
anything. Do nothing.”
“Let me die.”
Emmett continued to speak with a light expression despite the
gravity of his words. I could not respond.
The only way I’d be able to meet the future Albert was… if I were to
turn a blind eye to the present Albert’s agony.
Looking off to the side where Belfort could be seen walking towards
this direction, Emmett whispered.
Well aware of just how much tears of anguish the present Albert
would shed, and yet.
I could not deny the yearning I had for the future Albert to remain as
he was.
***
There was only one reason as to why Belfort was willing to pay such
an astronomical price.
“Your Excellency.”
“You’re here.”
Using a polite tone for his greeting, Belfort carefully gauged Marquis
Evnen’s mood.
And, soon enough, Belfort found the dragon cub beside Marquis
Evnen.
“This…”
“You’re meeting this little one for the first time, so say hello. Its name
is Alexander.”
“So, this investment will be used for the future of the mages, yes?”
The compensation that Marquis Evnen was giving the Belfort now
was for their business of child trafficking.
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The observant Belfort nodded right away. And, he did not forget to
paste on a fake smile.
“Of course, Your Excellency. I’m sure the young mages will be
pleased as well. But, if I may ask, what brings you to this shabby
place…”
Belfort nodded. He knew just how obsessed Marquis Evnen was with
mana.
Frankly, Marquis Evnen was Belfort’s biggest cash cow. It was for
this reason that he served the marquis well, but he still needed to
keep one eye out just in case.
“Did you like the product I had sent to Your Excellency this time?”
“She’s perfect to use as a maid. She said that she had been doing
that since she was very young.”
Belfort did not know what exactly Marquis Evnen was doing with the
children.
The child he sold to Marquis Evnen this time was a girl with light
brown hair.
“The children, are they not pitiful? I’ll stop here now. However, I’ll
continue to request slaves.”
“Yes, of course.”
It was for this scenario that Belfort made sure to keep paper trails on
the marquis’s transactions. And besides, his business was going to
continue anyway.
Other than Marquis Evnen, there were quite a number of nobles who
were interested in buying children.
Especially when it came to the street children, who the tower lord
saw as his own personal currency. He’d be able to use them, even at
low prices.
One day, Belfort would have to think about currying Rosteratu’s favor
so that he’d be considered as the king’s close ally.
It was for this reason that he wanted to use Albert, but… He would
need to be careful from now on.
Belfort needed to know if there were more people other than that
unknown man earlier who knew about his plans. While thinking
about that man’s face, Belfort gnashed his molars roughly.
How dare that scoundrel try to dig into the tower lord’s affairs. He
must have a death wish with that kind of gall.
For now, Belfort would cooperate and pay that man just to shut him
up. It’s inevitable that the man would be careless after this.
It was then that Belfort set off to meet up with Emmett. The thought
of all the ways he’d torture that man made his steps feel light.
Emmett was waiting for him.
Emmett opened the jewelry box and checked its contents. In no time,
however, he narrowed his eyes.
“…What?”
The moment Emmett made one simple gesture, the spell that’s been
cast on the jewelry box had gotten released. He broke Belfort’s most
powerful spell without even uttering an incantation.
Only then did Belfort realize that this man was an absolute monster.
“……”
“Koohhk…”
And so, Emmett neatly erased all the evil deeds that Tower Lord
Belfort had done.
The next time he’d wake up, he would not be able to recall anything
of what he had been up to until now. He would shun his own
insidious businesses.
Emmett knew.
He knew well enough that human beings did not change so easily.
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While Emmett went to get the payment from Belfort, I went back to
Albert’s side.
And as soon as I saw him, I was filled with guilt. I knew about
Emmett’s death, but I could not persuade him.
I knew I could stop it, yet I turned away and pretended not to see.
The restless Albert became calm when he saw me. He tilted his
head to the side.
“Where’s Master?”
Albert grimaced.
“Their conversation ended well. The Tower Lord will pay the money.
There was nothing for you to worry about after all.”
But even after I said all this, Albert continued to examine me.
“…Hmm.”
With him narrowing his eyes at me like that, I got a little nervous.
Albert slowly asked.
“……”
Albert looked like there were so many things he wanted to ask about.
But I didn’t know how much I should tell him. I was lost in thought.
After listening to what Emmett had to say, I kept thinking about the
ordeal.
Other than me, Albert had only Emmett in his life, so could Emmett
really be left alone to die? Was it truly reasonable to let him die?
I wished to live to see another day and meet Albert again. If I just
needed to overcome the pain and guilt I was feeling now, I would.
It was unexpected.
“I trust you.”
How could my gaze not gravitate towards him like this? How could I
not love him?
I bit my lower lip to push down on the surge of emotions within me.
Crouching down, I pulled Albert—who was much smaller than I was
—into my embrace.
“W-What…”
“I like you because you’re you. Thank you for being born into this
world.”
Once I see him again, I will never stop telling him that I love him.
Thinking back on just how lacking I was compared to Albert when it
comes to expressing my feelings to him, I couldn’t help but regret it.
I was with him now, but what we knew about each other was so
different.
“…I asked you what happened. Don’t just say weird things.”
I had always been honest with him. I didn’t want to hide anything
from him just because he was a child right now.
But instinctively, I knew I couldn’t tell him that I was going through an
ordeal right now.
Still, that didn’t mean I should keep Albert completely in the dark.
“…Your actions?”
While fiddling with my hand, he raised his head and met my eyes.
He blinked uneasily and murmured.
I was so glad that the time we spent together seemed like it would
leave him with a happy memory, but it was bittersweet. It filled me
with sorrow to see just how starved he was for warmth.
Even now, he was making sure that I felt fine and was trying to take
care of me.
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“Express yourself more—be more honest about what you feel in the
moment.”
I just wished to relieve the burden he would carry in the future, even
if it was only a little.
Albert hooked his pinky with mine. Within his voice, another
overlapped.
Snow began to fall through the flames that were bursting in the sky.
However, there was nothing else more beautiful than Albert’s sincere
heart.
***
It had been a long time since he had tried this hard to hide his true
nature. But this was all because he met a dragon cub.
How could he pass up this chance when treasure had appeared right
before his eyes?
He might just need to take good care of Alexander for the next ten
years or so just to get his trust.
It was not uncommon for a dragon to face their ordeal alone. They
would make an effort to find a contractor amongst the humans
around them, but they would be cautious just before the birthday
itself.
If, after all that effort, this dragon cub wouldn’t choose to enter a
contract with him, he would personally exact his revenge.
After he finished thinking about all this, Marquis Evnen clicked his
tongue.
God was said to be just. Of course, since he had been given power
and smarts, he was not bestowed mana.
Every time the festival was held, there was a corresponding banquet.
But this time, it was a little different.
Albert Grey.
Marquis Evnen was here to see if the boy truly had the qualities to
be a prince.
It was here at the banquet that the marquis would gauge whether
Albert would have any chance of stepping up to the throne after
Rosteratu.
The time was coming for Rosteratu to name his successor. Albert
Grey had the qualifications for it.
So, Marquis Evnen was already planning ahead. He needed the next
king after Rosteratu to be someone that’s in the palm of his hand.
But that was all. When a person had no power, their external beauty
would only serve as a hindrance in their life.
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Marquis Evnen faced the servant who was waiting for him.
“It’s likely that the child will rebel greatly, but will it be alright?”
“At the end of the day, if things go wrong, I’ll have her head detached
from her head, yes? It’ll be fine.”
This was the marquis’s unique way of giving mercy. The child had
already been dead the moment she got caught robbing his pocket.
She had sealed his fate, here and now.
A lowly child of the slums. Wasn’t she the perfect one to match
Albert?
While thinking about the event he had especially prepared for Albert,
Marquis Evnen laughed merrily.
Life could be so sweet if you only turn your eyes sideways a little bit.
He couldn’t understand why other people kept trying to be so
upstanding and righteous when they didn’t have to be.
It was a place where only Marquis Evnen could freely enter and exit
by using a special key.
Lying inside a prison cell, the girl noticed the people approaching
him. She raised himself up.
“L-Let me out…”
The child who uttered those words was with a dirty face. Her light
brown hair shook as he trembled.
It was a mere orphan, without even a name, was the one he had
nearly sold to Belfort. She was showing more talent in magic than he
had initially expected.
“If you listen to me and heed my orders, I will let you out.”
After letting the child’s magic develop as much as possible, the
marquis would sacrifice the child for his own sake.
In any case, even if this child were to die, he still had the next best
thing to do.
The child clasped her hands together and begged. Desperation was
palpable in her eyes.
The hungry child easily gave her heart to whoever reached out.
Marquis Evnen laughed contentedly.
“Then, we must start anew. I’ll tell you who your new master is.”
***
I went to see the festival with Albert every day. The immaculate snow
that covered the whole village was spectacularly beautiful to see.
By the time that the festival’s end was approaching, my body had
changed a lot. Even if I wasn’t wearing the bracelet anymore, my
face and parts of my body had started to be visible to people other
than Albert.
This new body was one that did not have to rely on a soul or magic.
As the days passed by in a blur, it was soon time for Albert to attend
Marquis Evnen’s banquet.
Having his hair swept back like that made him look a little older.
Next to me, Emmett was looking at Albert as well, but he said this as
though he was getting tired of my antics. I side-eyed him briefly
before turning back to Albert again.
Not a single wrinkle on his clothes could be seen. There was only
one thing I could say to Albert as I looked at him.
He turned his head to the side as though he didn’t want to show his
embarrassment, but as long as my heart was conveyed clearly to
him, that was enough.
I was conflicted. On one hand, I didn’t want to send him off to that
place, preventing him from getting hurt. On the other hand, I thought
about our future.
Perhaps it was due to Duke Masen’s recent visit that he had noticed
Albert’s presence.
All that’s been said that this banquet would be the place where
Albert’s worth would be tested, to make sure he was the perfect
candidate for the position of ‘prince’.
The moment Albert had been conferred the title of prince was the
biggest change in his life.
The ringing voice in my head grew louder.
“Are you sure you don’t mind that I’ll be coming with you?”
If I were to go with him today, the only people I’d see there were
those who held ill-intentions for him.
You’ve just been saying ‘I’m fine’ all this time! This habit must be
corrected.
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Chapter 222
※ This novel’s chapters are half chapters, but they’ve been numbered normally to
make things simple. Read the note at the end of chapter 1 for more details.
Chapter 222
Translator: Yonnee
Back when he had just received the payment he had extorted from
Belfort, I met up with Emmett again.
Once more, I tried to persuade him. I reiterated that the end between
him and Albert didn’t have to be so tragic.
This was possible only because I knew how strong Albert’s hatred
against dragons was.
But further, even if it wasn’t for Emmett’s death, Albert would later
witness Blanc taking me away and disappearing. It was also
because of me that Albert started to hate dragons.
…No, well, that’s what he told me he’d do, but Emmett had yet to
say anything to Albert until now.
“…Yes.”
No, I didn’t tell you to say it like this! I just want the end between
student and teacher to be more beautiful!
“Still, Albert. What Emmett means is that he wishes to spend his last
moments with you.”
Since Emmett didn’t seem to be initiating it, I was trying to fix the
situation in his stead.
I looked at Albert.
They insisted that they didn’t resemble each other, but their body
language couldn’t hide how much they actually cared about each
other.
And despite that, Emmett must have continuously tried to act only
coldly.
Albert’s face was also a little brighter. Scratching the back of his
neck with a shy face, Albert turned and looked at me.
Emmett did not stop him from going. He must know that today’s
banquet was an inevitable occasion that would shape Albert’s future.
Even though I couldn’t stop him from going there, I didn’t want Albert
to go alone.
But after that bright smile on his lips, Albert hastily spoke in a hurry
as though he had just remembered.
He must have roughly guessed what was in store for him today, and
he was conflicted—it was a relief that I was coming with him, but at
the same time, he didn’t want me to see what he’d have to go
through.
“If there’s anything you don’t want me to see or hear, tell me.”
“……”
“I’ll make sure to cover my eyes and ears whenever you want.”