Jeslin CW
Jeslin CW
Jeslin CW
That cannot be
Both genuine
And reserved
It become harder
Expose yourself
I like
To believe in people
But please
As it’s a bridge
Never see,
Meaningful, thoughts
Form a flower
Your beauty
You are
We are beautiful.
MOTHER’S LOVE
In my hands.
FEAR
Fear follows us
Fear stalks us
Fear controls us
Fear surrounds us
To our success
When we are
Stopped by love.
FEBRUARY
February
So incomplete
And so imperfect as I
Yet so complete
And gently
Winter leave
And listen.
Although it is the
Shortest month
A little angel opened her little eyes on the beautiful planet called earth. Ready
to start her journey. Her little hands were eager to touch the loved ones, craving for
affection. Wiggling her little fingers to be grabbed by someone. But why no one
seems happy? Not her grandparents, not her daddy, not even her own mom. Why birth
of a baby girl is not welcomed? And definitely not if she is dusky. She was 'fortunate'
to be born in 21st century, that she was not killed after birth. But does she have a fair
life? Why does a girl grow up as a burden to the family? Why nobody bothered for
her proper nutrition, love or care she deserved. But girls are born warrior, she
At the age of 5.she understands the language and words but not aware of the
inequality or partiality. She doesn't understand why her brother is been treated
differently, why he is been provided with every luxury he demands and she is not
provided even basic things. She doesn't know why everyone in family refrain
themselves seeing her face to be the first thing in morning, why she is not allowed to
pass across when somebody is going out. She doesn't know the term bad luck or
inauspicious. She even doesn't understand why her aunts tease her saying
"Rathy ma". Why she doesn’t let her children to play with her, is her dark complexion
On the contrary, it got worse. When she realized that she is ill-treated, she
started questioning and got beaten up in return. She was aloof, abandoned and all by
herself. She spends most of her time in the library, indulges herself into reading. She
had been introduced to different kind of people through the books. She started with
short stories and eventually started reading novels including fiction, love stories,
contact with the characters of every book. Up to the age of 16, she was accompanied
by books always. now she urges for a male companion. Teenage - the age of love and
romance. Hormones are flooding and over shooting through her veins. She likes a guy
from her school, a glance of him makes her heart to beat at the 180 speed. But the
years of humiliation and ignorance has destroyed her confidence. She can't talk to
anyone without hesitation. In front of her crush. she has no courage to even stand next
to him. When her classmates flaunt the gifts from their boyfriends, she seats quietly,
thinking, which boy would like to be with a dark girl. She believes that her
She tried fairness creams, homemade face masks, and what now. Nothing
worked. She is more frustrated after failing all efforts to change the skin color. Her
teenage went being lonely and depressed. She doesn't like to read books now, because
they give her a false hope of a prince charming, probably she can never have. She
believes, everything would be fine when she will get married. She will get all the love
from her husband. Right now, she has got no option but to focus on studies and get a
good job so when her family starts looking for a suitable groom, they don't have to
pay a huge amount of dowry. Over the years, she has realized now that for girls,
purpose of education or a good job is to get a good husband. It has nothing to do with
She was very good academically; she graduated and got a good job in the
bank. She started to think just like society that getting married is an ultimate goal for
any girl. She also fell in this trap. Every time, a prospective boy comes to see her for
arranged marriage, she gets ready, try to lighten her skin tone with makeup, cautiously
choosing her clothes -avoid yellow and florescent colors. Behind the curtain, she
would stare at him with a hope. He might be the one. But as soon as she walks in the
room with the tray of tea to offer. The guy would try to walk out for various reasons,
denying talk to her at all. Nobody wants to know how she is as a person, how she
feels, what kind of dreams she has. A glimpse of her dark complexion and boy would
run away.
Multiple humiliations shattered her bit by bit. She is socially out casted
because she is 30 and still unmarried., as per society, a girl cannot live by herself, she
has to marry, no matter. What.! And a day comes when she agrees to marry a 10th
grade dropout. Just because he said yes, she has got no choice but to accept him. For
her family, he was a hero for saying yes with little dowry. The girl must worship such
guy. And it is already understood, she will perform all household chores and of
She accepted her faith and try to love her husband, devoted her life entirely.
She expected love and respect in return. She thought her husband likes her as he chose
to marry her. But soon after marriage, she realized he married for her good salary. No
feelings, no love, neither respect. One day she found out, he had extramarital affair.
When she confronted, he behaved liked it was her fault because she is not beautiful.
Enough is enough. She has been suppressed all her life. Not anymore. Sometimes a
single moment is enough to break through all inhibitions. No more humility, disgrace
or insult. She cannot go to her own parents for help. They will definitely ask her to
tolerate everything and be with her husband anyway. She just walked out of the
She struggled to get a decent house in the beginning, had to stay in a working
women hostel with minimal facilities but it is far better than a luxurious house without
honor or self-respect. She had to hear abusive words from her family and in laws,
questions were raised about her character but the years of harsh words had already
lost their effect. Nothing penetrates her now. A rebel, a stubborn, a divorcee,
characterless - whatever label society wants to put on, she doesn't care anymore.
Nobody showed up when she suffered for her whole life, so nobody has a right
to say a single word now. Society would always have something to say but she has
developed a selective listening. Nothing bothers her now. She is fully focused on her
own growth. She is doing fantastic at her job. She also started reading books again -
She grew tremendously in her professional career and personally as well. She
rebuilt her confidence and rekindled the spark she lost a long ago. With her hard work
and ignited spirit, she got an opportunity to work overseas. She is 35 now, fully
independent, happy and successful, living in London. She lives with her fiance - soon
to be a husband, who is 5 years younger than her. A British guy, whom she met a year
back at the library. They exchanged their thoughts about their favorite books. The guy
got attracted by her wisdom, a perspective towards life, her intellect, and her morals.
with her like a rock. He made her realize that she is the most beautiful woman he ever
met and beauty is not just the outer appearance. She indeed feels beautiful in his
presence. He identified her phenomenal talent. He not only encouraged her to pursue
a writing career but also helped to love herself and forget all the injustice, bitterness
Her heart is filled with magnificent love, no space is left for any grudges. She
poured all her heart and soul in the writing. She made an instant connection with the
readers and could touch their heart with her soulful writing. Her life is a real example
of blessings in disguise.
ROHAN AND THE BOOK
Once upon a time, there lived a boy whose name was Rohan. He lived in a
bungalow. His father’s name was Ravi and his mother’s name was Seema. They all
lived very happily. One day, Rohan asked his mother, what kind game which his
ancestors used to play with. His mother told Rohan that the game was in the store
room. Rohan searched for the game but did not get any games. When he was going
out of the store room, he found a Golden book with hard-cover. He thought that the
Rohan tried to open the book, but could not. Then he read the back side of the
book. It was written that to open the book one needed to provide his thumb
impression. Rohan tried his thumb impression and it worked. He was surprised to
know that his ancestors had made a book which was futuristic and which could
recognize his thumb impression after so many years of their death. He felt very happy
for his ancestors’ talent and started reading the first page. Only one sentence was
written in the entire page. "To go to the Rabbit temple, you need to go to the Kerala.”
When Rohan was going to read the second page, his mother called out for
dinner. So, Rohan left the book at the store and went for dinner. After having his
dinner, before going to sleep he asked his mother whether they could go to Kerala the
next day? His mother assured him of going, but not next day. Rohan was happy and
slept. The next day, Rohan again went to store room and opened the book and read the
second page. It was one line in the entire page just like first page. "You need to reach
Kollam district at Kerala to find the Rabbit temple and find tomb of the dark
magician.”
Rohan did not understand anything because he was eight years old and
studying in standard three. He was scared and surprised, but did not ask his mother
about this because he thought his mother might tell him not to read this book and
probably Rohan would never discover reason behind Rabbit temple. The next few
The story of the book was very interesting. Actually, the book belonged to a
black magician. The magician wanted to turn the whole world into dark soldiers. He
wanted to turn the Sun into a black ball which would create black thunder and help
the magician to conquer all the powers and destroy the Universe. He made this book
to perform a mantra which would create a ruby with all the powers of the Universe.
There also, lived a good magician. He wanted to stop the black magician. He
knew about a thief who could steal the book. His name was Seega. He was ancestor of
Seema, who is mother of Rohan. Rohan was very excited to know all the facts about
his ancestors. One-night Seega stole the book and kept it at his home and left. The
good magician killed the black magician and buried him in an Rabbit temple. There
was no traces of Rabbit temple nor Seega. It was assumed that Seega died somewhere.
After 7 centuries, The book got its power back as Rohan opened the book.
Rohan’s finger prints matched the expected impression and book came to live. It was
not a normal book, but a man with special power who was cursed to live inside a
book. After few days, Rohan reached Kerala. He and his family stayed in a hotel that
Rohan suggested. He told the name of hotel as it was written in the book. The hotel
was very suspicious. All the people of the hotel wore scary mask of gold-plated rabbit
face. The entire family was scared and they scolded Rohan for suggesting such a
scary hotel. The next day, when the family woke up, they felt very cold as they were
on a golden ground. They could not believe their eyes. The entire hotel had vanished
and there was no one except a scary soul and golden book which Rohan had carried
this possible?” – said the scary soul. “That night when Rohan opened the book, and
read which he got from store room, he brought soul of good magician back to live.” –
then he went on to explain the story of Seega, good magician and bad magician etc.
The soul continued “Good magician made all the illusion of the hotel and the
suspicious people.”
Then, the soul took Rohan and his family to the golden cave where the black
magician was buried. At that time, the family was terrified but after meeting the soul
of the good magician and listening to the story of the good magician’s soul, they
calmed. Seema was very angry with Rohan and scolded him. The soul of the good
magician told Seema that it was not the time to be angry but to burn the book. He also
told that he was going to be vanished soon. He told that when he was alive the black
magician cursed him that after 7 centuries and 12 days, he would be vanished. The
day was very near and he didn’t have much time left. He quickly told them what to do
to burn the book. He told that the book would flew through the longer route to the
body of the black magician. He also told the family that no one should touch the book,
rather try to catch the book through secret shorter route. He gave a map to Rohan and
pointed to destination, which was just 100m away. Before he could say anything, he
vanished.
The family followed the secret shorter route, as directed by soul, when they
saw a golden rabbit with a horn in his head. They asked him if he knew anything
about the black magician. He did not have any information, but gave the family some
magical equipment like a magical wand , magical feather and a ruby book which has
the power of all magical books. The family found the thing which they want to
were the first human brothers. The golden book was evil and the ruby book was
virtuous. One day, while walking in the garden they met an old taantrika. They made
fun of her so she was angry and cursed them that the evil brother will turn into an
golden book and will be opened and will get the power of moving after 8 centuries
and the virtuous brother will be stolen by a golden rabbit and will get back its power
of moving after a boy would open it in the rabbit temple, where Ruby’s brother would
come to find his master, the black magician. After saying this she turned them into
books and threw them into the air and she also told that in the ruby book it is written
how to destroy the golden book. After saying this taantrika had vanished.”
Rohan and his family took the ruby book and opened it. It was written that to
attract and capture the golden book one needed to rub the book with a thing which is
not made up of gold and situated in the Rabbit temple. Everything in the Rabbit
temple was made up of gold but Rohan had an idea. He told that the body of the
preserved dead magician is made up of flesh, who has been mummified, so if they rub
the book with his body so that they can attract the golden book before it reaches the
body of the black magician and make him alive. The family did exactly what Rohan
told. The book and magician was finally destroyed. Everyone was very happy for
Rohan to save mankind from the black magician through his intelligence.
THE FLOWERY TALE
What is the secret of your success? asked the interviewer holding a mike in
front of Indra and her team. I made my dream come true, answered Indra firmly.
Her friends cum business partners Nila, Deeps, Malar and Roshini chuckled
visualizing the nightmare she had two years ago. None expected that her dream will
bring a change, except Indra. As soon as she got the details, she had asked from her
business partners, she called the maids of her area and asked if they can help her out
to recycle the flowers into vermi-compost and lifestyle products such as soaps,
incense sticks, perfumes. decors etc., free of cost. Without giving a second thought,
Malar who is good at People management, persuaded them by saying that they
will help their children score good marks and make them speak English in return.
Also, Nila said that they can take the Eco-friendly end-products for their personal use;
and finally agreed. Malar tapped the pulse of the maids and as she guessed they
accepted.
In the initial days, Indra and her team went from temple to temple to collect
flowers but later on, people conducting weddings, decor agents, flower vendors
started calling them to collect the flowers respectively. The women workers were
given intense amount of training on segregating the flowers and separating them into
two groups: one to recycle them as lifestyle products and two to prepare vermi-
compost. Deeps's father who is an owner at CMBT market, delivered to them all the
vegetable wastes such as corn cobs, cabbage, onion peels and egg shells; and coffee
ground from his nearby vendors. Also, residents near Indra’s place started giving
away their organic waste to make use of it. Once the mixture was ready, earthworms
were added to help increase the nitrogen content. This mixture was sold to all nearby
residents and free organic farming training was given by Nila to promote healthy
eating. In this manner, both the residents and the maid gelled together as nail and
flesh.
On the other hand, the children of the maids were taught English and other
subjects after school hours on Indra’s terrace by all the five and as promised they
scored above 80% in their exam, pleasantly surprising their parents. The lifestyle
products such as incense sticks, perfumes, soaps, candle, rose water, face-wash, tea,
lip-balms, handmade paper and potpourri that the maids made, only by using their
tender hands, received excellent reviews on e-commerce sites and gave them extra
saving. Deep’s web technology attracted a large number of customers and few
Indra started writing about the same; using her art and words which attracted
many others to join her team. Also, the matured flowers which had a short life-span
were mixed and matched and distributed to hospitals, orphanages, aroma therapy
centers to promote happiness and good health as a random act of kindness. The
change that they brought in these two years not only gave them name and fame but
consumers started increasing in number, making all the other aesthetic industries take
a backseat. Many approached her for collaboration but she denied boldly!What are
We wish to continue the same in all 29 states and promote India as an eco-
friendly country and uplift all the underprivileged women to make them stronger,
uniform tone! We have decided to offer jobs to the children we taught and going to
teach, and also farmers from the Cauvery delta, added Roshini. Watching their live
interview, parents of Indra, Deeps, Roshini, Nila and Malar shed tears whereas the
We made it Indra, Malar said climbing the ladder to settle herself in the small
place in between the water tank and ventilator. Yes, all the four shouted teasing Malar
who was struggling to fit into the space filled with pillows, rugs and bedspreads. The
cold breeze blew the lighted candles and a frightening thunder struck the ground. The
rain drops increased it speeds and a large shadow engulfed the five of them into their
world.
Thank you Indra, the Rose bowed down its head. Her friends held each other
tight in fear whereas Jasmine, Daisy, Lily, Lotus came from behind to show their
She was shivering and Indra asked them where was Four’o clock beauty? Here I am,
she came out as a little bud! All the flowers exchanged glances and at sharp 12 am,
they converted the candles into lanterns and made them fly in the air among
raindrops!
Indra and her friends stood stunned and they couldn't believe what their eyes
saw! Rose took a picture of them using their smartphones and said that - You kept
You wanted lanterns on New Years Eve! and here it is, giggled the cactus.
Wishing you all a Happy New Year and all the best for your future endeavors, cried
the flowers. Indra, they listen to all our talks, said all the four without moving their