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yesterday i had a wild thot.

hearing james brown on the radio singing say it loud: i'm black and proud. i thot, wonder how it would feel to say, say it loud, i'm female and proud. it was obviously too silly. think how embarrassed i would be if a neighbor came to the door. what if john came home & i was making the bed yelling I'M FEMALE & I'M PROUD? i'd never hear the end of it. i started saying it and nearly choked on the words. couln't get them out. realized it was a lie. i aint proud. didn't have a thing to do with it, took pot luck and came out a broad. kept trying to say it. after a few tries, i could. it wasn't very loud. it was probly the quietest sound in the room. me patting pillows into place on the bed and muttering, i'm female & i'm proud. then i got a little hostile and said it loud, i'm female and i'm proud and thot about it and wanted to feel it and said it loud i'm female and i'm proud and after the record was over i yelled it a couple of times and it felt okay, and i havent done it since but maybe i will again. Alta's Deluged with dudes ( Shameless Hussy Press, 1989) is as wonderfully earthy, alive, human, and full of eros the second time around as it was the first. "I've never loved a man more than I've loved a white page," Alta claims, yet she's known and cared about many fellows and writes about them here, from "Harry the Biker from Antioch" and lawn mower Lorenzo, to Marty--a platonic lover less than half her age. Often erotic, sometimes unabashedly comical, Alta's revolutionary polyamory is active, not theoretical: "For twenty years runaway youngsters & homeless kids have been landing on my porch, waiting to see if I'll take them in," she writes; "some people attract cats." Still Alta employs an epigraph from Lorraine Hansberry: "There's two kinds of loneliness: loneliness with a man, & loneliness without a man." This delicious complexity represents a moist, salty whole. "Alta said, 'I'm going to write a poem with no metaphors, because if I write in metaphor, men misinterpret it. So I'm going to write a kind of poem that they could in no way misinterpret'"
Alta was born in 1942 in Reno, Nevada, where her parents owned a piano store. When she was twelve, her family moved to Berkeley so that her brother could attend the California School for the Blind. She attended Castro Valley High School, and then UC-Berkeley in the early 1960s. She left UC Berkeley to teach school in Virginia, where civil rights movement protests over segregation had led to the closure of the public schools. White people had set up private schools for their children, and Alta was part of the civil rights movement's project to set up schools for black students. In a 1976 interview with Jennifer Stone, Alta said about this experience, "obviously they didn't need some white chick from California. I found out my job was to fight racism in my own community among whites." Returning to California, Alta, like many women at that time, began to question the institution of marriage. The experience of women's isolation in suburban marriage became on of the primary topics she explored in her writing. In 1970, her second marriage, to poet John Oliver Simon, ended in divorce. Alta moved back to Oakland, where she organized a commune that provided refuge for women escaping abusive marriages. It was there that she began Shameless Hussy Press. Like most feminist and leftist presses of the 1960s and 1970s, Shameless Hussy Press was a shoestring operation while Alta, a single mother, struggled on welfare for years. Alta began her press by publishing a small anthology of women's writing entitled Remember our Fire, which she printed on her AB Dick 360 small offset press at her house. She

continnued to print her books herself for many years. Remember Our Fire was inspired by the first women's poetry readings in the Bay Area. In her narrative she says, "I read everything I could get my hands on by women writers, and I could only find ten poems about being a woman, so I used them all." One of the most important historical contributions of Shameless Hussy Press was the first publicatio of books by four women who later became prominent feminist writers: Pat Parker, Mitsuye Yamada, Ntozake Shange, and Susan Griffin. . . [Alta] assesses her place in American poetry, "I opened Pandora's box. There were lots of things that women had never talked about. I just started writing about them." Alta's poetry was part of a genre of narrative, free verse poetry which emerged in the 1960s, and broke with classical poetic form, instead prioritizing accessibility and emotional impact. It provided a powerful vehicle for feminists to write about women's experiences of what was formerly considered purely personal and unspeakable. Some of these topics were the female body, domestic violence, rape, and lesbian sexuality. In her foreword to Alta's book, i am not a practicing angel Marge Piercy wrote about Alta's poetry: "She doesnt say more--or less--that she means. Her poems drop into your mind like stones and set up vibrations. Not angelic or demonic, not grand or overinflated, not studious or poesy, what she writes is as human and daily and nourishing as good soup. She has a salty sense of humor. Poems of the kitchen, the bedroom, and the street, and of herself as a character caught and speaking." Alta's poetry has often been described as emotional, even shocking. In her essay, "The Feminist Poet: Alta and Adrienne Rich," Suzanne Juhasz described the impact of Alta's poetry. "This kind of poem usually does not use the imaginitive transformations of figurative language. Rather, it calls on the impact of the literal detail to fly directly like an arrow, to couch feeling to feeling." Irene Reti, Alta and the History of the Shameless Hussy Press, 1969-1989 http://library.ucsc.edu/reg-hist/alta.pdf

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