Teacher Learning and Professional Development
Vol. 1, No. 2, December 2016, pp. 84 – 96
Re-envisioning contemplative pedagogy through self-study
Sabrina D. MisirHiralall *
Montclair State University, U.S.A.
Contemplative educators often emphasize the need to develop a way of knowing that explores the
meaning of life, our individual and communal purpose, and societal values. Numerous research
studies point to the benefits of contemplative education in higher education (Sable, 2014; Sanders
and Wehlburg, 2013). Overall, educators deepen awareness through insightful concentration to
educate the whole being of students (Palmer, 1998). All members of the classroom community, the
professor included, looks inward with personal awareness and then extends insight outward to foster
a social consciousness in an effort to acknowledge our interconnectedness to each other.1 When we
consider our communal connection, then there is an opportunity to engage in an active learning
environment that thinks about how to create a more just and compassionate society. To illustrate
this, The Center for Contemplative Mind in Society developed a visual entitled The Tree of
Contemplative Practices (Zajonc, 2013, 88). This visual depicts the variety of contemplative practices
that emerge from the roots of communion, connection, and awareness.
Before introducing contemplative practices to students, Barbezat and Bush (2014) point to
the importance of educators maintaining a personal practice – they acknowledge that it is difficult to
expect students to have a contemplative practice if educators do not. Kuchipudi Indian classical
Hindu dance is a part of my contemplative practices. For this reason, I share my identity and
contemplative practices as a faith-based Kuchipudi Indian Classical Hindu dancer with my students.
I convey to my students that what is secular for them may be religious for me because of my identity
as a faith-based Hindu. My hope is that my students will understand how who I am as a faith-based
Kuchipudi Indian classical Hindu dancer informs my secularized contemplative practices in the
classroom.
For the purposes of this article, I place an emphasis on the philosophy and ethics classes that
I taught at Middlesex County College in New Jersey although I teach several classes on many
campuses. After I teach, I compose a teaching journal to concentrate on how my personal narrative
links to my teaching practice as I engage in a self-study methodology. While I have always reflected
on my teaching practices, I initially did not maintain a rigorous effort nor did I acknowledge the
need for trustworthiness in my reflection. The self-study methodology brings trustworthiness to my
research.
I thank my philosophy students, especially Miles Firestine, Bavandeep Singh, Shenne Dugtong, Amandeep Singh, Paul Fricovsky,
Elyse Gabel, and Benjamin Lander for their insights on this project. This paper developed from my 2016 presentation for the
Spirituality and Education SIG of the American Education Research Association.
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* Email: misirhiralall.s@gmail.com
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Self-Study
My philosophical method requires me to engage in a self-study of my teaching practices. The
American Education Research Association (AERA) acknowledges the need for self-study research in
education. The Self Study of Teacher Education Practices SIG of AERA states the purpose of self-study is
“To inform and rethink teacher education by studying practice-varied educational settings and
methodologies. (Self-Study of Teacher Education Practices SIG, n.d.).” My project involves selfstudy as a philosophical research methodology that aims to inform educators and rethink the
theories and praxis of teaching. As LaBoskey (2004) writes:
The research is improvement-aimed; we wish to transform ourselves first so that we might be
better situated to help transform our students, their students, and the institutional and social
contexts that surround and constrain us. (820-821)
LaBoskey and other self-study researchers such as Kelchtermans and Hamilton (2004) agree that
self-study is a complex educational process that intertwines teaching and learning. This quest for
improvement-aimed pedagogy is never-ending. Taylor and Coia (2006, 55) refer to self-study in this
manner, “Our self-study is not static. There is no meaningful sense in which it can be considered
done, a chapter closed once it is written up and the lessons absorbed.” With this un-static approach
to pedagogical development in mind, my project is a life-long quest to engage in self-study as I
aspire to improve my pedagogy as an educator and reconstruct the field of teacher education
practices.
As I work towards improvement-aimed pedagogy, I make myself vulnerable as I share my
experiences with my Peer Scholar. My Peer Scholar, which some researchers call a “critical friend”,2
deliberates with me to challenge epistemological assumptions along with suspicions. Samaras and
Freese (2009, 5) state:
Self-study builds on the personal processes of reflection and inquiry, and takes these
processes and makes them open to pubic critique. Self-study is not done in isolation, but
rather requires collaboration for building new understandings through dialogue and
validation of findings. Self-study research requires openness and vulnerability since the focus
is on the self. And finally, self-study is designed to lead to the reframing and
reconceptualizing the role of the teacher.
Essentially, the self-study methodology grants me the chance to develop a sense of trustworthiness
in my research. For this project, my Peer Scholar is Dr. David Dillard-Wright, philosophy professor
and Chairperson of the History, Political Science, and Philosophy Department, at the University of
South Carolina Aiken. As I mentioned, I record my classroom experiences in a teaching journal after
I teach with a specific focus on pedagogy. I email my teaching journal entry to Dillard-Wright. Then,
Dillard-Wright responds to specific parts of my journal, using the review features of Microsoft
Word, as he offers me insightful comments in addition to questions to help me challenge my
thoughts through a relational contemplative practice. After, Dillard-Wright emails my journal back
to me. Then, we engage in a back and forth dialogue through email until we feel content with the
deliberation. Following this, we meet for a video chat through Google Hangouts to further discuss
I use the term Peer Scholar because I feel the term implies a mutual relationship as opposed to a “critical friend” who seems
domineering.
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the teaching journals. Although my self-study is ongoing, this article concentrates on journal entries
from the Spring 2015, Fall 2015, and Spring 2016 semesters.
The self-study dialogue with Dillard-Wright causes me to define initial components of how I
engage in an improvement-aimed contemplative pedagogy. My hope is to support those who wish to
implement contemplative pedagogy in higher education as I relate my working framework based on
the themes that developed from the deliberation. The following parts, which convey how I engage in
contemplative pedagogy, are not meant to serve as a checklist or stern procedure for classroom
activities. I share these aspects of my contemplative pedagogy, with suggestive scripts, not as a rigid
structure but rather as a work in progress that is always under construction.
Components of Contemplative Pedagogy
Circle Setup
At first, I employed several different physical classroom setups as I taught. However, through my
self-study deliberation, the circle setup emerged as a crucial part of my pedagogical method. The
circle allows my students and I to acknowledge each individual’s importance as we get to know each
other, talking directly to one another, which creates a classroom intimacy that builds community.
Overall, the circle generates a space for a transformative communal connection to each other. I
often sit with my students, as I become a co-inquirer and facilitator of our classroom discussion.
When my students see this, I sense they feel comfortable enough to share during the discussion
without the intimidation of a professor’s authority or the combative judgment of their peers.
Although students sit in a circle, I do not demand that all students physically move their own desks.
Here is an example of how contemplative pedagogy is at play as my class engages in arranging the
circle setup. I frequently say,
If there is anyone who does not feel up to the task of moving desks, then do not strain your
muscles. We will not judge you. As you move the desks, please be mindful of your
surroundings including the people around you.
This acknowledgement helps to create an ethic of care (Noddings, 1992) within the classroom
community. My self-study sheds light on several examples that emphasize the reciprocal compassion
my students in turn provide me with, which may be the result of the presence of an ethic of care in
the classroom.
Meditation
Following the circle setup, my class and I engage in a secular meditation. Fran Grace (2011, pp. 107108) maintains that meditation is not the sole possession of a particular religious tradition but rather
is a humanistic practice of peace. Here, my students have a chance to participate in a meditation that
provokes an inner exploration to help them gain focus through peaceful self-awareness. The goal is
to remind my students that they are a whole person who has a purpose in the world. The meditation
provides a space for students to let go of any distractions and instead focus on their purpose for
being in college and in the classroom. The audio for the meditations includes secular instrumentals
by Krishna Das (2010), Karunesh (2002), and Anoushka Shankar (2007). I initially chose these
composers because of the Eastern and Western flair that seemed to move across the illusionary
binary of the East and the West.
With this peaceful practice in mind, it is imperative to understand that the goal is not to
impose a religious tradition onto my students. However, I do confess to my students that the
meditations often provide me with a religious and spiritual experience because of who I am as a
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faith-based Hindu. Similarly, my students may have experiences during the meditations based on
who they are. Students might undergo a religious experience (Taves, 2009) if they identify as faithbased individuals who have a strong belief in a Cosmic Force. A spiritual experience may occur if
students are in tune with the immaterial dimensions (Zajonc, 2004) of life but do not resonate with a
religious framework. Some may endure a phenomenological experience if they focus on their
subjective experience (Husserl, Merleau-Ponty, Lawlor, and Bergo, 2002). Others may partake in an
aesthetic experience (Carroll, 2001) if they connect to the artistic elements of the visual pieces that
often accompany the meditations.
Overall, we cannot deny our individual identities because our individuality is always with us.
I cannot ignore who I am as a faith-based Hindu while in class just as my students should not ignore
their identities either. The meditations grant the classroom community the opportunity to focus on
the whole self. Throughout my experiences meditating with my students, I never had a student
express discomfort or unwillingness to participate. On the contrary, my students convey that they
look forward to coming to class to mediate. Sometimes they tell me they were having a tough day
and anticipated coming to class precisely for the meditation. Generally, we begin to mold together as
a strong, classroom community without barriers. Here is an example of what I would say to my
students before each meditation.
I would like to start our class session with a meditation. I do not wish to impose a religious
tradition onto you. This is a secular meditation that is meant to resonate with who you are.
You may have a religious experience if you are a faith based person, a spiritual experience if
you are in touch with the immaterial dimensions of life, a phenomenological experience if
you are in tune with your subjective features, or an aesthetic experience if you connect to the
visual art pieces that will appear on the screen during the meditation.
I know that you have individual experiences. Some of our personal experiences might make
it difficult to focus on class. However, you are here because you are a capable college
student. Let us remember that as we move into our class discussion. Remember your
purpose for attending college and remember your purpose in life or try to think about what
your purpose in life is as you participate in class today.
As I play this instrumental piece, with the intention to deepen our insight, feel free to close
your eyes or leave your eyes open. I consider this to be our meditative moment. I ask that
you try to let go of any obstacles that may prevent you from focusing on our class session.
Scan your body from head to toe. If you feel any pain, acknowledge the pain and let it go.
You may even slightly move your body in a way that helps you to let go of any pain.
During the instrumental piece, you may take a few belly breaths by slowly inhaling as you
push your tummy in and slowly exhaling as you push your tummy out.
The goal here is to help you maintain focus and awareness as we enter our class discussion.
If the music, the visual, or the activity makes you uncomfortable in any way, you may leave
the room for a few minutes and return. However, I do ask that you convey your discomfort
to me after class.”
My students and I reflect for a few moments after the meditation. This is important because it helps
to build a community of trust within the circle setup. We frequently discuss the distinction between
listening to music and meditating during the beginning of the semester. Some students would
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chuckle and call the meditation “silly” during the start of the semester. My students repeatedly admit
at the end of the semester that they were fearful of meditating at first because they feared harsh
judgments from classmates. For this reason, I consider it necessary to share sensitively with my
students after each meditation with the goal of building a community of trust.
Dillard-Wright and I noticed that the meditations seemed redundant. Through my self-study
deliberations, I decided to develop a varied approach to the secular meditations. I engaged my ethics
class during the Spring 2016 semester at Middlesex County College in a traditional loving-kindness
meditation to develop a varied approach. Loving-kindness is also known as metta in Pali, the
Buddha’s language (Miller, 2006, 61). In a loving-kindness meditation, we connect with our own
hearts as we generate caring warmth for ourselves. We extend this loving-kindness outwards as we
think about living beings and geographical extensions. Regardless of geographical location, a lovingkindness meditation creates the opportunity for compassion, which has the potential to develop
when we acknowledge that we are interconnected.
According to contemplative educator John P. Miller (2006), there is a two-fold purpose to
the loving-kindness meditation. First, we practice a loving-kindness meditation “for the liberation
for others” (Miller, 2006, 61). Second, we practice a loving-kindness meditation with the hope that
others will “gain more wisdom that frees them from suffering” (Miller, 2006, 61). You can practice a
loving-kindness meditation in several venues. Miller (2006, 63) shares an example of a student who
practices a loving-kindness meditation when he sees people on the subway, bus, or while in traffic.
Educators can practice a loving-kindness meditation towards their students (Miller, 2006, 63).
Several components of the traditional script of the loving-kindness meditation (Miller, 2006)
troubled my class and me. Consequently, we began our class each week as we built on a
philosophical discussion that thought about what love for humanity is, what conditional love is,
what unconditional love is, who deserves unconditional love, and other questions. We discussed
how we could possibly give unconditional love to people that we know and don’t know. My class
and I explored the possibility of loving those who are criminals who may have engaged in inhumane
behaviors. We investigated the distinctions between tough love and unconditional love. My class
stated that respect, sympathy, empathy, and compassion are the necessary building blocks to
unconditional love with care and acceptance being the outcomes.
With the philosophical discussion in mind, I wrote a loving-kindness meditation that my
class and I were comfortable with. This allowed us to engage in a genuine loving-kindness
meditation with the intention to honor humanity after we thought deeply about the concepts within
the loving-kindness meditation. I offer this suggestive script to illustrate how my class and I came to
terms with developing a loving-kindness meditation that we were comfortable with. You are
welcome to use this meditation, dissect it philosophically with others, and revise it to bring forth
further possibilities of peace.
Metta Meditation (Loving Kindness Meditation)
I would like to share a metta meditation with you. This is a meditation that focuses on
surrendering to unconditional love expressed through words. First, we should think deeply
about these terms. What is unconditional love? Should we give unconditional love? If so,
why or why not?
Unconditional love is a genuine kindness that acknowledges that we are connected to the
world. It is not based on deserving to be loved. Instead, it is a love that transcends the
boundaries of who should be loved and extends into loving all whether these individuals
deserve it or not. It is love without conditions or limitations.
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I do believe in an unconditional love because love is a necessary component of humanity.
We are all interconnected with each other. What one person does effects the other. What
one nation does effects the other. We may not see these effects clearly or even understand
them, but the effects are there. You may wonder if we should love criminals or those who
have committed the most heinous actions towards humanity and the world. Doesn’t violence
or ill will create more violence and more hate? Why not combat violence and ill will with
unconditional love? Why not destroy hate through love?
I do not mean to be foolish through unconditional love. We should not endanger ourselves
through unconditional love but instead we should place an emphasis on our ability to send
loving thoughts into the universe. What I am saying is that we are all interconnected and
should therefore care for each other through a genuine love for humanity and the world.
Understandably, some obstacles may block our ability to give unconditional love. Perhaps if
we maintain self-respect, we may think about how to respect the humanity of others, which
may lead to sympathy for their suffering. This may cause us to develop compassion. In turn,
we will help to foster an atmosphere of care that hopes to help others learn to love.
With this in mind, we will focus this meditation on loving ourselves, loving those we already
love, loving those we neither love nor not love, and loving those that we may have angry
feelings towards.
Maintain a comfortable position. Begin to slowly breathe as you slowly push your tummy all
the way in as you inhale and slowly push your tummy all the way out as you exhale. As you
breathe, let go of all ill feelings that you have for yourself. Generate kind thoughts for
yourself. You may wish to silently repeat the following phrases.
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May I be safe from all physical and mental danger.
If I am in danger, may I maintain clarity to help me confront the danger with
ease.
May I be free of emotional distress.
If emotional distress arises, may I maintain clarity to help me confront the
emotional distress.
May I come to know the purpose of my birth.
May I gain the strength to fulfill the purpose of my birth.
May the purpose of my birth generate bliss for society.
May peace surround me always.
Now, think of a person that is easy for you to love. Continue to slowly breathe as you slowly
push your tummy all the way in as you inhale and slowly push your tummy all the way out as
you exhale. As you breathe, focus on all the wonderful feelings you have for this person and
let go of any small indifferences. Generate kind thoughts for this person. You may wish to
silently repeat the following phrases.
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May you be safe from all physical and mental danger.
If you are in danger, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the danger
with ease.
May you be free of emotional distress.
If emotional distress arises, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the
emotional distress.
May you come to know the purpose of your birth.
May you gain the strength to fulfill the purpose of your birth.
May the purpose of your birth generate bliss for society.
May peace surround you always.
Move your attention to a person that you feel indifferent towards. Continue to slowly
breathe as you slowly push your tummy all the way in as you inhale and slowly push your
tummy all the way out as you exhale. As you breathe, generate kind thoughts for this person.
You may wish to silently repeat the following phrases.
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May you be safe from all physical and mental danger.
If you are in danger, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the danger
with ease.
May you be free of emotional distress.
If emotional distress arises, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the
emotional distress.
May you come to know the purpose of your birth.
May you gain the strength to fulfill the purpose of your birth.
May the purpose of your birth generate bliss for society.
May peace surround you always.
Think of a person that is very difficult to love. This might even be someone that you hate.3
Continue to slowly breathe as you slowly push your tummy all the way in as you inhale and
slowly push your tummy all the way out as you exhale. As you breathe, generate kind
thoughts for this person to the best of your ability. You may wish to silently repeat the
following phrases.
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May you be safe from all physical and mental danger.
If you are in danger, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the danger
with ease.
May you be free of emotional distress.
If emotional distress arises, may you maintain clarity to help you confront the
emotional distress.
May you come to know the purpose of your birth.
3 My students and I deliberated in depth about the word “hate”. At first, we thought this word was too strong. We eventually came to
the conclusion that we should use the word “hate” because it forces us to think about someone that we may possibly feel hatred
towards.
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May you gain the strength to fulfill the purpose of your birth.
May the purpose of your birth generate bliss for society.
May peace surround you always.
You may wish to send peace to all living beings of this world. You may wish to send peace
to the entire universe or universes that we know or may not know.
Refocus your attention on yourself as you breathe. Make a promise to yourself to be the best
person you can be because you are an important part of this world. Remember to always
love yourself and help yourself to maintain a loving place in this world.
As we end this meditation, remember that your entire life could be a meditative journey if
you choose it to be. As the great Zen master, Thich Nhat Hanh says, ‘Peace is Every Step.’
If your eyes are closed, open them when you are ready.”4
Philosophy for Children
The philosophy for children framework (P4C) is a critical part of my contemplative pedagogy
because it creates the prospect to build a community of trust within the classroom through sensitive
discussions. In fact, the abovementioned loving-kindness meditation developed through a P4C
discussion. P4C (Gregory and Brubaker, 2008) focuses on the development of intellectual rigor
through community-based discussion inquiry for students of all ages, ranging from early childhood
to adulthood. It is crucial for me to explain the P4C framework to my students before we begin our
class sessions. Here is a suggestive example of what I frequently say to my class as I familiarize them
with P4C.
In our class, we will engage in rigorous, intellectual discussions. This might cause you to feel
that you have to choose a side of the discussion. This is not a debate class. This is not a
combative space for confrontation. This is a space where we should aim to engage in
teaching and learning together. You should allow yourself to question your own perspectives
throughout the discussion. Challenge your assumptions. Lean on each other to help one
another in an effort to understand one another during the discussion. Let’s build on each
contribution to the discussion. Be sure that all of our thoughts connect to one another
during the discussion.
Before you participate in a discussion of this nature, I feel the need to give you guidance as
we start:5
Remember, that we need to be respectful to one another. We should not have side
conversations or talk over one another. During the discussion, you should get a sense of
when you need to raise your hand and when to speak freely. For instance, if no one is
speaking, then you may use that opportunity to convey your thoughts. However, if a few
people wish to speak, then you should raise your hand.
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Visit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dKQtImPMOc0
This is where I teach my class Socratic Questioning.
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My students engage in a P4C discussion that employs Socratic Questioning (Paul and Elder, 2006). I
teach my students how to think, not what to think, but how to think about asking appropriate
questions during the discussion (Splitter and Sharp, 1995). My students tie their questions to a
critical thinking moment, which helps them to think deeply about why they ask what they ask. For
instance, a student may ask, “What do you mean by that?” The critical thinking move there is
clarification. At the end of our discussion, we use the P4C reflection tools to think about how we
each did individually and as a group (Gregory and Brubaker, 2008).
Here is an excerpt from my self-study journal that illustrates how my students become a part
of a classroom community that philosophizes comfortably with one another as they employ the P4C
methodology. Remember, my students sit in a circle.
We started to discuss psychological egoism, ethical egoism, and altruism. Price6 said that
altruism is a fallacy because everything we do is based on self-interest. Vicky said she
disagrees and gave the example of caring for an elderly parent just because you love your
parent. The class pressed the points with the examples as they discussed the possibilities of
altruism and egoism. At the same time, Devina kept complaining throughout the entire class
about hunger. (She came to class right from a full-time job). Pixie, who sits on the other side
of the circle, said that she had some goldfish [crackers]. Pixie asked Devina if she wanted it.
When Devina said yes, Pixie walked across the circle to give Devina the snack. Right away
the class exclaimed with laughter, “Egoism or altruism?!” We started to talk about the live
example in class. Not too long after, there was a little spider by Devina’s desk. She was
bothered by it but tried to ignore it as the class continued the discussion on egoism and
altruism. Mitch picked the spider up with his finger and took the spider outside into the hall
where he let the little spider go. He said he doesn’t like anyone knowing he’s a nice altruistic
guy. The class continued to press the discussion as they attempted to make distinctions
between egoism and altruism with this live example. Talk about pressing the points! The
class sure got into it! (MisirHiralall, 2015b)
The class pushed the discussion as they confronted every example with a counter-example, in an
effort to move deeper into philosophical analysis. At the end of the semester, Luke approached me
after class. Luke shared some of his personal struggles with me and, at the end of our conversation,
gave me some relevant literature and his personal phone number, inviting me to share it with anyone
who might need help. In my self-study journal, I wrote: “He told me that he might seem altruistic
but really [he thinks] it’s all about egoism because helping others is how he manages [to help
himself]” (MisirHiralall, 2015a). The class discussion left a lasting imprint on Luke as he reevaluated
whether he was an altruist or an egoist. His perspective from the initial discussion changed as he
engaged in an internal dialogue with himself to think deeply about these concepts.
My self-study deliberation with Dillard-Wright causes me to acknowledge that the concepts
of the P4C framework, is a part of contemplative education. P4C opens up possibilities for students
to question themselves to further understand why they believe what they believe and how they come
to know what they know. Furthermore, it helps me to question my perspective as a faith-based
Hindu as I engage in dialogue with my students. We always test our epistemological perspectives
based on our individual identities that come together to form our classroom community.
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Validations and Pulse
As a result of my self-study, I have come to realize how valuable a class closure is for my students
and me as we end our class session. At the end of class, we stand shoulder to shoulder in a circle.
We briefly talk about how we did in the discussion as a class. This is the moment where we employ
the P4C reflection mentioned in the previous section. I prompt students with reflective questions
during the start of the semester until they become comfortable with reflection. I ask my class if they
would like to offer validations to someone in the group. Validations are insightful, positive feedback
or comments from one individual to the next. Students frequently share how other students helped
them in and/or outside of class. Sometimes, students open up very intimately in this space as they
share things that they struggle with personally. I believe these validations help to build a community
of trust as we get to know each other in a way that seeks to learn about one another as a whole.
I invite my students to cross their right hand over their left. I use my right hand to squeeze
the hand of the person to the left of me. This pulse continues clockwise until it comes back to me.
When the pulse comes back to me, we turn around and class is dismissed. Many individuals regularly
remain in the classroom casually continuing to talk philosophy. In fact, many of us even walk out of
the classroom together as we continue the discussion even further. My students often become
friends who spend time together outside of the classroom. Also, the mentor-mentee relationships
that develop between my students and me are powerful as it enriches my purpose as an educator.
Conclusions
Engaging in self-study helps me to re-envision the way I employ contemplative pedagogy. I
implemented the self-study methodology after I realized that only some of my students and I had
professor-student relationships that blossomed into mentor-mentee relationships during the
semester. The self-study methodology helps me to re-envision contemplative pedagogy by providing
me with a lens to analyze and interpret how I interact with my students as I teach, and how I might
approach my teaching differently as a result of my interpretations of our interactions.
I must emphasize that the role of my Peer Scholar served to provide trustworthiness to my
project. My teaching journals involved much more than mere reflections. The journals served as a
space for inquiry as my Peer Scholar and I deliberated about the themes that emerged in each
journal and overall throughout the project. The P4C methodology was at play during the
deliberations. It is my contention that P4C is not just a methodology in the classroom, but rather is a
contemplative practice in and of itself and thus also a part of contemplative pedagogy as well as my
approach to self-study.
At any rate, the themes that emerged in my teaching journals caused me to develop
components for my contemplative pedagogy. It is important to physically arrange the classroom into
a circle, engage in a secular meditation, teach through dialogue, and end class with validations
coupled with a pulse activity. I do not offer these components as a mandatory checklist. On the
contrary, I plan to consistently re-envision these contemplative pedagogical components as I
regularly engage in a self-study to work towards the development of my pedagogy. These
components develop through my self-study, which helps me to understand my pedagogical
practices. For this reason, I grasp how I teach as a result of the self-study methodology that informs
my teaching. Aside from deliberations with my Peer Scholar, my students often share their
classroom experiences with me at the end-of-the-semester in an individual learning log and a whole
class discussion. This causes me to frequently confirm and challenge my assumptions of what my
class experienced. In turn, this informs my pedagogical decisions.
With my contemplative pedagogical framework in mind, students began to engage in
extracurricular academic activities outside of the classroom with me. For example, some students
participated in Philosophical Conversation meetings, evening lectures on campus, academic
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conferences, and enrolled in upcoming classes with their peers and me. In fact, my students worked
with me to develop YouTube clips about contemplative pedagogy. It is imperative to note that I
continue to mentor several students who were once pupils in my philosophy classes.
I grapple with developing a pedagogy that considers the whole being of not just students,
but also the classroom community as a larger part of society. While I engage in teaching, I step back
to focus on the epistemological attitude that accompanies my teaching practice. I recognize that I
must focus on a complex self-inquiry that brings my entire being into the classroom as a devoted
educator. I must constantly renegotiate contemplative pedagogy as I develop my identity and
uncover new concepts in my self-study with my Peer Scholar(s). As Taylor and Coia (2006) indicate,
self-study is not static. For this reason, my teaching practice as a contemplative educator is always
under construction.
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