Moving Beyond Trauma: The Roadmap to Healing from Your Past and Living with Ease and Vitality
By Ilene Smith
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In Moving Beyond Trauma, Ilene Smith will introduce you to Somatic Experiencing, a body-based therapy capable of healing the damage done to your nervous system by trauma. She breaks down the ways in which trauma impacts your nervous system and walks you through a program designed to process trauma in a non-threatening way. You will discover a healing lifestyle marked by a deeper connection with yourself, those around you, and with everything you do.
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Moving Beyond Trauma - Ilene Smith
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Copyright © 2019 Ilene Smith
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-5445-0600-5
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This book is dedicated to my mentor Mia Elwood, and Healthy Futures AZ for the guidance and encouragement to take a deep dive into Somatic Experiencing and for giving me a home to practice my skills.
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Contents
Introduction
Part One: Understanding the Mind-Body Connection
1. My Journey to Healing
2. You Are Not Your Brain
3. Trauma: We’ve All Got It
4. What Healing Looks Like
Part Two: Creating Change
5. Assessing Your Problem Behaviors
6. Healing Exercises
7. Living a Healing Lifestyle
Conclusion
References
Acknowledgments
About the Author
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Some parts of this book have been altered in varying degrees, for various purposes. This book is not intended as a substitute for medical or psychological advice from professionals.
Introduction
On some level, albeit often a subconscious one, people realize that their bodies and minds are intricately connected. Look no further than yoga or Pilates. Often, people begin these practices based on the physical results they want to achieve. But if they stick with them for long enough, something starts to change. You will often hear practitioners talk about how the physical movement alleviates stress
or eases their mind.
This is not a coincidence. It’s the mind-body connection at work. What these people are actually experiencing is the dawning understanding that we don’t handle stress in our heads, for as much as Western society treats stress as a cognitive issue. In truth, healing and balance require bringing the body into the process.
Psychological stress is held and manifests in our physical body. It’s important to understand this, because in this day and age the vast majority of us are experiencing increasing levels of stress as the world becomes a little bit faster every single day. As more mental health issues crop up, people are beginning to understand that the things we’re currently doing, including different types of talk therapy, don’t offer the complete solution. Even insurance companies are starting to acknowledge this by contributing to alternative therapies and preventative care.
Since you picked up this book, you may very well be in the same position that so many of my clients find themselves in: you’ve tried all of the traditional routes to resolve psychological stress and trauma, yet you are still in the thick of it. Perhaps you’ve tried therapy or even medication and you still feel anxious or dysregulated. Maybe you feel like your body and brain are moving in different directions. If so, you’re not alone.
We are told that psychological issues are resolved in our head—that it’s a cognitive process. As a Somatic Experience therapist, I couldn’t disagree more. Have you ever heard the phrase We hold our issues in our tissues?
It’s something like that. To feel less stress, more connection, more joy, and more healed, we have to bring our bodies into the equation. That’s where the answers lie, and that is the missing link.
How You Got Here
Most people go to talk therapy because they want their life to feel different somehow. They want to feel more comfortable, more connected to the people and world around them and to themselves. They want to feel safer.
Through the process of talk therapy, we dig around and try to understand why the things in our lives are the way they are; why we are the way we are. We seek answers for why we act the way we do, why certain things are so difficult, and why we can’t achieve the things in life we want to achieve, such as healthy, loving relationships, a sense of autonomy, or a feeling of fulfillment. We go to talk therapy because we’re curious about ourselves and want to make a change for the better. We want answers.
All of this is very well intentioned. After all, it’s what we’re told to do when we want to improve our lives and ourselves. Don’t get me wrong: I do believe that talk therapy certainly offers some benefits. However, here is the issue: in the process of digging around for answers, most therapeutic processes end up dredging up our past experiences. And when we talk through those experiences without also dealing with them in an embodied way, talk therapy can actually be counterproductive. We can end up re-traumatizing ourselves rather than healing. Instead of healing, we move into more discomfort—or, at least, our level of discomfort does not diminish. As human beings, our natural instinct is to move away from pain, so very few people actually dive into and resolve the pain that can be brought up in the course of talk therapy.
We can’t trick our bodies into thinking we’ve dealt with pain and trauma simply by talking through it. We might be able to fool our mind, but we can’t fool our body—and we especially can’t fool our nervous system.
Processing and expunging the pain and trauma of past experience is like peeling back the layers of an onion. One of the things we must do in this process is to build up resilience. We need to build up a new sense of safety. Without doing these things, we have not resolved the issues we sought out therapy for in the first place.
There are certain things you can do along the way to help you build up a better sense of safety and connection. For example, I have many clients who have attended various types of healing workshops. For a lot of them, those workshops have been helpful insofar as they have helped create connection and a sense of safety. Both of these things are very important. But they still don’t solve the problem on a root level. They just take care of one layer of it. In order to get to the root of our pain, hurt, and trauma and heal it once and for all, we have to bring our body and nervous system into the process. It’s how we are built as human beings.
I also have to tell you that there is no quick fix for any of this. Healing is possible, but it takes time. However, I know plenty of people who have spent years and years in talk therapy—I spent fifteen years in it myself—and never found true healing.
As a society, we have become accustomed to quick fixes and distractions. We can just turn to our phones and listen to a podcast or scroll mindlessly through social media until we have managed to blunt whatever emotion it is that we are trying to avoid. We can look at porn, we can shop, we can play games—we have an enormous toolbox of distractions at our fingertips these days. More than ever before in the history of mankind, we don’t have to sit with our emotions if we don’t want to. Because, let’s be honest, who really wants to sit with some of the more difficult human emotions like grief, anger, and sadness?
Despite our best intentions, talk therapy can be a distraction too. It distracts us from what we’re feeling. It keeps us focused on trying to solve the problem or level up, so to speak. What it doesn’t do, though, is get to the heart of the issue at hand. It does not hold our hand so that we can safely move through whatever it is we are feeling and get to the other side.
What Talk Therapy Does and Doesn’t Do
I wanted to heal long before I actually did. In fact, I spent years and years trying to heal, but I now realize that despite all of my best efforts, I just didn’t have the tools at my disposal to do so. Like so many people, I thought that talk therapy would provide me with all of the answers I needed to understand my pain and behavior and, thus, how to bring an end to both of them. I continued to believe this even after years of continuing talk therapy without any significant changes in my behavior or how I felt.
I want to be clear that it’s not that I didn’t gain anything out of talk therapy; I did. I learned a lot about how I functioned as a human being. Talk therapy opened my eyes to the fact that I was afraid of setting boundaries, and avoided situations that made me uncomfortable. I tended to shift between over-attaching and detaching to the people in my life. In short, talk therapy gave me a framework through which I could recognize when things weren’t right or when I wasn’t behaving in ways that worked toward my best interests. But it didn’t help me break these habits or maladaptive behaviors. It just made me more aware of them.
Awareness does help some things. For example, I used to be an emotional eater with disordered eating patterns. Therapy helped me become aware of the fact that I had the tendency to use food as a way of avoiding feelings of loneliness. I started doing this as a kid; when I walked into an empty house, I would immediately go into the kitchen. This behavior continued into my adult life. By then, it was habit.
Thanks to therapy, as an adult I became aware of and subsequently corrected that behavior. Now, when I walk into an empty house, I don’t allow myself to go into the kitchen first, because I understand that acts as a trigger for me. I changed the behavior and broke the habit. Here’s the thing, though: changing the behavior did not change my nervous system’s reaction to being alone, it just changed my pattern for dealing with that loneliness. It’s the same for all of us. Even if we can change a pattern or behavior through therapy, unless we are dealing with the issue from the bottom up (in other words, by bringing our body into the picture), it will show up elsewhere.
For me, not walking into the kitchen didn’t change the fact that I felt lonely, couldn’t sleep well, and tried to soothe myself by zoning out and watching mindless television. The root issue was still there, unaddressed. I still felt uncomfortable in my body based on my nervous system’s reaction.
The other tricky thing about talk therapy is that, by nature, it requires you to keep telling your story over and over and over. This keeps calling upon pain and, furthermore, engrains the story more deeply into your identity. Pain isn’t resolved from the neck up. We hold the trauma of our stories in our entire body, so our pain and trauma have to be resolved systemically in our bodies. Cognitive relief does not help reconnect us to our sensory experience. Just talking about our experiences does not provide us with a sense of mastery or a feeling of completion and safety. Additionally, retelling the story can reactivate our trauma.
Talk therapy can provide insight and help you understand how your past experiences are impacting your life today. That’s a good thing. These verbal stories may very well lead you to understand the story that is playing out in your body, reiterating its experience in your nervous system. In that way, talk therapy can serve as a useful roadmap. However, talk therapy alone will never be a complete solution.
Somatic Therapy
When I found Somatic Experiencing (SE) therapy, I still sometimes found myself feeling anxious and uncomfortable, but I didn’t know what to do to resolve that. I still had difficulty feeling calm and centered in certain moments. Other times, I found myself being reactive, didn’t feel fully connected to myself or others, or present. I noticed that anxiety crept in at times and places when I would have least expected it. For example, no matter how much talk therapy I did, the second I sensed that I wasn’t being heard, I immediately disconnected from the person I was communicating with and went offline. I understood rationally that this behavior wasn’t effective, but I still couldn’t do anything to change it.
SE is a body-based therapeutic modality that does include talking but utilizes talking as a window in, to track and notice body sensations and experiences. From there, the individual can safely move through the traumatizing experience, thus unsticking the energy from their body in order to heal. SE allowed me to heal, connect with, and build a relationship with myself through my body rather than my brain. In doing this, I was finally able to react to myself, my world, and my experiences in new ways. From there, I began to gain a deeper capacity to stay connected to other people and to the world around me. It allowed me to socially engage so that I could be supported. In the years that have followed, as I have offered this same therapy to my own clients, I have seen them experience similar shifts—shifts that are nothing short of transformative. Shifts that completely eluded them, no matter how many years they dedicated to talk therapy before coming to SE.
Learning how to experience this sort of connection with self and with others changes everything, and it does so relatively quickly as compared to talk therapy. Whereas I was in talk therapy for twenty years with very little effect, within less than six months I started to notice the difference with Somatic Experiencing. This is because rather