Gifted Saviour
By Jude Ainaki
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I love them dearly and they have greatly eased my journey.
My boyfriend had shown me that through hardship, nothing mattered as long as you had the people that loved you around you.
He showed me that suicide was not the answer.
He showed me that life is and always will be worth living.
I am at risk of deportation and I fear he will leave me. Despite my outrageous paranoia, I will view the time I had spent with him as a true rebirth. He has made me feel worthy of breathing earth's air. He has held me tight as I cried my heart out at my misfortunes and ill circumstances.
I will always look back at the time we spent together as one well spent. I regret none of my decisions.
I greet you with an alternative to a perfect ending to a perfect time period, no matter how brief.
For my heart.
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Gifted Saviour - Jude Ainaki
Gifted Saviour
Jude Ainaki
Into the deepest dark end, we tread.
Contents
Drugged Up in November
Purse Lipped Photographs
Lifeblood of the Hollow-eyed
Songbird of the Sorrow
The Radical World in my Bones
Crouch Beneath the Mountains behind Your Eye Sockets
Spirit of the Desolate
A Transcendence to Rule Them All
Empathize with the Sorrow
Drugged Up in November
Would you like to go back with me to November?
Sprawled on the bed, limbs comfortably intertwined, gentle heaving. You’d always cower away when you felt you got too deep into my eyes. I couldn’t strip mine off yours. So elegant and tender on the inside, absolutely graceful. And then I take a step back to admire the creases and the curves, the corners and the turns. I’d peer into them every time you’d let me, even when you covered them up. I’d push your hand aside. What a window.
"Why are you hiding such glory