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    ADHD and Marriage
    ADHD and Marriage
    ADHD and Marriage
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    ADHD and Marriage

    By Jiyeon Lee

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    Despite being born in unfortunate circumstances and experiencing much suffering, I have entered into a wonderful marriage. In this world, many children shed tears due to their parents' actions. However, even if one grows up in difficult circumstances, it is still possible to have a successful marriage and enjoy a heavenly-like family. I would like to share the process of how I created a happy home. There are many blissful families in this world, and I hope all women and children can experience peace and contentment.

     

     

    Love, money, and marriage

    I got married in November at the age of 33, and it makes me wonder if there is anything as important in one's life as marriage. There's a saying that goes, "Behind a successful man, there's a woman," implying that women are greatly influenced by their husbands. Similarly, husbands are also influenced by their wives. Nowadays, many people choose not to get married, and there are also many who are unable to do so. Divorce rates are high, and family structures have become more diverse.

    Jesus said that your enemies can be within your own family. It's a challenging time to witness happy marriages. We are living in an era where people use the name of love to treat each other as enemies. Writer Gomisook described nuclear families as a failed system that doesn't fit the current situation. Her words resonate. Raising one child requires an entire village, she said. However, when a mother becomes too attached to raising a child on her own, she can become exhausted and experience alienation. The nuclear family structure itself seems to be a type of household designed to lead capitalist societies, where much alienation occurs within it. The husband earns money, and in return, the wife bears and raises the child while managing the household. This transactional nature turns love into something monetary, and within this structure, it might be difficult to find genuine love. Consequently, children may experience a lack of affection even with their mother's devoted care, leading to conditions like ADHD and depression.

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    There is a short story by Lawrence called " The Rocking-Horse Winner." The mother married for love, but love turned out to be ephemeral. She had three children, and both she and the children knew that the mother did not love them. She confirms this fact with her gaze. The look in her eyes speaks an undeniable truth. She was a person who had lost the ability to love others. Unconsciously, she knows this well, so she pretends excessively. Pretends to love the children. The children are aware of it. They know it's an act. In that household, no one says anything, but there is a sound that can be heard. "There will be more money" "There will be more money." The couple with extravagant tastes had many expenses despite a meager income. The children hear the sound, just like we breathe, but no one acknowledges it, just as no one says that there's a corpse in the closet of any household. The family secret was just that. The mother is a woman obsessed with money, and the son, unconsciously influenced by his mother, acquires the skill of recalling the name of the horse that won first place at the horse races while riding the rocking horse to please his mother in a trance-like state. And he overexerts himself and dies, leaving behind a fortune of 80,000 pounds. The mother gains money but loses her son.

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    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherJiyeon Lee
    Release dateJul 31, 2023
    ISBN9798223079170
    ADHD and Marriage
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    Jiyeon Lee

    After 13 years of a painful work life, I came close to being utterly miserable. Now, I'm living as a freelancer. I dislike anyone's interference and prefer pursuing my own authority, so I find freelancing to be an excellent fit. I am content with this lifestyle. I write, translate, and read numerous books. It took me a long time to break free from constraints, but I finally managed it. A liberated daily life sets my mind free. I'm grateful to God for granting me this kind of lifestyle.

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      ADHD and Marriage - Jiyeon Lee

      Love, money, and marriage

      Igot married in November at the age of 33, and it makes me wonder if there is anything as important in one's life as marriage. There's a saying that goes, Behind a successful man, there's a woman, implying that women are greatly influenced by their husbands. Similarly, husbands are also influenced by their wives. Nowadays, many people choose not to get married, and there are also many who are unable to do so. Divorce rates are high, and family structures have become more diverse.

      JESUS SAID THAT YOUR enemies can be within your own family. It's a challenging time to witness happy marriages. We are living in an era where people use the name of love to treat each other as enemies. Writer Gomisook described nuclear families as a failed system that doesn't fit the current situation. Her words resonate. Raising one child requires an entire village, she said. However, when a mother becomes too attached to raising a child on her own, she can become exhausted and experience alienation. The nuclear family structure itself seems to be a type of household designed to lead capitalist societies, where much alienation occurs within it. The husband earns money, and in return, the wife bears and raises the child while managing the household. This transactional nature turns love into something monetary, and within this structure, it might be difficult to find genuine love. Consequently, children may experience a lack of affection even with their mother's devoted care, leading to conditions like ADHD and depression.

      There is a short story by Lawrence called The Rocking-Horse Winner. The mother married for love, but love turned out to be ephemeral. She had three children, and both she and the children knew that the mother did not love them. She confirms this fact with her gaze. The look in her eyes speaks an undeniable truth. She was a person who had lost the ability to love others. Unconsciously, she knows this well, so she pretends excessively. Pretends to love the children. The children are aware of it. They know it's an act. In that household, no one says anything, but there is a sound that can be heard. There will be more money There will be more money. The couple with extravagant tastes had many expenses despite a meager income. The children hear the sound, just like we breathe, but no one acknowledges it, just as no one says that there's a corpse in the closet of any household. The family secret was just that. The mother is a woman obsessed with money, and the son, unconsciously influenced by his mother, acquires the skill of recalling the name of the horse that won first place at the horse races while riding the rocking horse to please his mother in a trance-like state. And he overexerts himself and dies, leaving behind a fortune of 80,000 pounds. The mother gains money but loses her son.

      This short story seems to reflect reality as it is. Love fades away, and money takes its place. With the advent of the COVID-19 era, many flight attendants took unpaid leave or resigned. I overheard two people discussing their worries, and it turned out that the man they were dating told her that she was unsuitable as a marriage partner due to her appearance and income, then left. This revealed the true nature of their relationship, where one of her conditions was not met. I want to tell her that it's fortunate she didn't marry someone like that because, sooner or later, he would have left her once she fell short of his expectations. It was an inevitable breakup, a predestined farewell. But how did the world end up like this? Money has taken the place of love.

      Marriage is not like that. Professor Kim Hyung-seok, who lived for a hundred years, also said that people get married because of love. However, the problem is that everyone has been so focused on money, money, and money that they have lost their ability to love. So, how can we regain the ability to love? Like Announcer Go Min-jeong, who married to a poet who may seem economically inept, who can marry solely out of love. We need to restore such a mindset. I grew up in a dysfunctional family, witnessing immense violence and experiencing neglect and emotional and physical abuse. However, I managed to have a good marriage and am happy now. Nonetheless, I haven't completely healed from the pain and suffering of my childhood and am still on a journey of recovery. But I was fortunate enough to have a good marriage through serendipity, and I am happy now. Our home is like paradise. Nevertheless, despite that, we can still make good choices and have good marriages. That's the story I want to share.

      The man my mind desires, the man my heart desires, and the man my body desires.

      Irecently read Son Mina's essay One day, I said my heart was unhappy. I've read almost all of Son Mina's books, and they are enjoyable to read, but I often feel that there's nothing substantial left after finishing them. Still, she is a best-selling author, so I should respect that. Anyway, in this book, she shares the story of how she rented a luxurious suite in Thailand for a vacation while hearing others' comments about their success and accomplishments. Despite enjoying her time there, she still feels a sense of unhappiness. The book also includes the story of her fortunate encounter with a guru during her stay in Thailand.

      ONE WAY TO INTERPRET human beings is to see them as entities composed of three elements: mind, heart, and body. In the case of Son Mina, the person you are currently aware of, there is a high possibility of an emphasis on the mind. The mind plays a decisive role in self-development, fulfilling responsibilities, and achieving success in social life. It is involved in accomplishments. However, doing something truly important has its drawbacks, as mind is naturally ambitious. This doesn't make it a bad thing; it's just that it possesses a strong drive and an insatiable desire for more, which becomes a problem. It seems like Son Mina has lived a life dominated by her mind. Despite having enough satisfaction and leisure, she constantly belittles herself, always feeling inadequate, and tirelessly pushes herself, saying, Do better, work harder, make more effort... This could easily lead to excessive self-criticism. Once the mind becomes strong, it becomes difficult to control. If its power becomes too overwhelming, it may fall into perfectionism.

      The heart has a completely different disposition from the mind. It lacks ambition and desires very little. It finds satisfaction in the smallest things, and even a little attention brings joy, much like an innocent child. What the heart wants is often quite distant from what the mind pursues, and though it easily finds contentment, it is also prone to getting hurt. Therefore, expressing regular care and being affectionate are essential.

      THE BODY IS A FAITHFUL ally and a transparent friend. If you cherish and respect it while creating conditions to maintain good health, it can support what the mind and heart desire in good condition. However, if treated recklessly, issues inevitably arise. It cannot tolerate superficial kindness or the abandonment of loyalty.

      From this perspective, Son Mina's story is about her managing the business she built with a strengthened mind while taking care of her heart and body. This guru believes that this phenomenon is a problem that most Koreans have, as they all seem to be similar in this regard. I've been contemplating about the mind, heart, and body, and I came to the belief that marriages in a society where the mind is overly emphasized, like in Korea, can lead to unhappiness. Son Mina herself got married but divorced after about a year. Perhaps she married the man her mind desired.

      What does it mean for the mind to desire a certain man? The mind values accomplishments and has many ambitions, which leads to being selective about conditions. Have you heard of the grading theory? It divides men and women into categories A, B, C, D, and E. According to this theory, Men A marry Women B, Men B marry Women C, and ultimately, Woman A and Man E remain. This grading theory seems to be a way of categorizing the man the mind desires.

      In Korean society, there is a belief that women who are too intelligent and socially accomplished may have difficulty getting married or, if they do, may be unhappy or unable to live well. For instance, there's a well-known lawyer named Lee Ji-hoon, who passed the bar exam in her 20s, got married without much insight into life, and ended up experiencing depression in her mid-30s, hitting rock bottom. She chose divorce as a solution and even wrote a book and started a YouTube channel about her experiences. This is how things

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