i'm not imagining this is my sister

and my husband profile picture

my husband akimus

is

so my mom rushed to that house

why are you doing this situation

that is lillian's husband so

quantity was it a futile no kakazi

she just wait for you what time you look

for your you know what she told my

mother

uh for the first time

akamura is yes from there my mom

became so nice

confused confused so uh

context

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back

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hello welcome to tookatux my name is

lynn googie now my guest today never

thought her husband would leave her

for her sister and she openly admits

that

it broke her heart and drove her into a

state of depression

but she has forgiven them saying that's

a burden she no longer

wills to carry and so without further

ado please
allow me to let her introduce herself

hello hello

hello how are you i'm very good welcome

to two cutouts i thank you

so much yes i appreciate kuku i have a

and i thank god for this opportunity yes

my name is

a mom of two that is

of two beautiful children that is naomi

and joshua

oh you have a baby girl and a baby girl

and a baby boy

and i appreciate i appreciate them so

much

yes now let me ask you lillian when

when when you sent me an email and you

told me i want to come and share my

story

and then i called you for the brief i

was like

your own sister can do that to you yeah

my own sister that's your blood season

my blood sister

into ambay tu meleuana pamoja

um tuambaya to meishinai pamoja boma

moja

my own own sister who is the older one

you are i'm the older one

she's my younger sister

we have uh we are three sisters in our

family

and three brothers so nimona ameni

fuerta mimi i'm the firstborn she's the

second born

we have grown up in a nice family a

family

which we've been going to church my mom

has been

so good to us my dad has been so good to

us

now i never thought we'll reach to that

point my

sister would betray me or she'll go

with my husband so i've been a loving

sister to her and also to my other

sister and also to my other brothers

i think i've been so good to them

to that point

she came to okay let me just say to

punish that is what i would say akali

zoya and so

she's she made she made that point of

maybe i can just do that to her yeah

take me take me back to you guys growing

up

i know you've said you came from a very

religious family

yeah how was it like especially the

my connection with my sister was

a little tight it was tight because i

loved her so much

and she loved me too but at some

age it reaches to a point

that akuna yenye

lewani has sisters

she finds that okie won

it's one and a half or two years

so i don't know liliana is

and friends very good friends

took a gojiana to uranus

nanine to

and that time he was a born again dude

napier liquana hubiri

aliqua into christian sana and that is

why i loved him

for that

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and now i became more spiritual

than him like in the pia ali kwananda

nahubiri he was more into church

he used to preach there and he used

even to host some bishop interviews

there

so i thought this is a good man

and took a date to cadet and then

i became a pregnant and

who is now me now and he was a good

father

um

but i'm so sorry and we could come

together because

to make her for seven years tonight navy

so we have we were very social as a new

recommendation

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to go there he was so close

and i made him so close

these are my siblings these are my

sisters nikawapathia

yo freedom freedom nikawa connect visuri

sana

and so he was a good guy

this guy must be something something and

my mom was like he's a good guy no

no mother me that guy is chick

and then i was like oh yeah yeah

but uh nami me pia mali musa manili ko

i think i gave him that freedom

yakupatana

with my sisters for the dudes i have no

problem

because i had a sister who was at

college

during that time he came to mecca my

sister who was

sister

they used to stay together so we used to

visit them

with my hubby tuna fania shopping

to learn that we

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just to make them feel they have a big

sister

and they have this brother-in-law and

they really

appreciated that now what i never know

about where my sister

got my husband's number

lakini who are you now lisa my sister

william doggo munyame fuerta

because she had the number of my husband

i think that is where she got

the number and from during that time

yeah my second bond joshua now

me for almost three months

like he don't want me to go to facebook

or to go to whatsapp

oh sienna facebook knows in here what's

up with this engineer facebook

i want to maintain this molly a marriage

as a wife

as a as a woman

yes
when someone is calling aman ki chatnam

to maybe

lisam to collage maybe you have some

former classmates you have some friends

no you are not supposed to talk to those

people how could

you see you paint or any dictatorship

ah i thought like um

as a as a woman i just want to be

someone listening

and then i thought i shouldn't waste my

time again i think i need this dude

to take another family familiar that was

my intention

do you think that was a mistake for me

it was a mistake

it was a mistake was babukama

singh like i'm too much

into you nimone you know i'm supposed to

go

to work i'm supposed to work as a woman

because i remember one day my mom

telling me

those now are the ones which comes to my

brains

who are my mother lillian make sure um

so that when you get married to any dude

and i came to realize that is true later

later when you have that job

atakamanikaze nagani uja manajua

my

kid a liquor almost one and a half years

indian nikki wanna eat bowling now

yeah so it came so fast he gave me

his phone one day and then nika said

i got into his messages and then he

comes like warner

and pesa messages to my sister's name to

my sister's name to my sister's name

come with me come on basically because

she's my sister

you can release uh baba naomi

why are you doing this

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because she knows who to learn that to

know what i'm believing to know

for near shopping and all that at least

and then he was like you know she called

while i was work and i decided

and it was urgent named to me alafu

to tongue and then i was like

but god made it possible

of which

i'm so sorry and then i was like it's

okay

but another day don't repeat that

mistake again

the next mistake in a giro dia

divulge

moments

those people i'm that person

nikki kiyonashida kwanza sita kimbeli at

that moment what i studied

i studied kwanzaa the or at least

atanicky when i talk it out

i must have evidence the only jewish

because she's my blood sister why should

i judge her not to make one

and i never thought she could betray me

so i decided uh to talk to him nik

akunatem alifang and eliasana and during

that time i was i think i was almost six

months

pregnant evo nikali asana nikamwambia

anyway

just pay me all these things ogoje to

nizai

now i decided to call my mom nicole

be a mom can you talk to my sister and

talk to

baba naomi about this issue

mother nakamu explained he came to

explain here

okay

anything they had any relationship so i

told my mother talk to my sister um

i'm the one who is supposed to

called my two sisters

at wilmington

but she made that effort let me talk to

these two sisters

number that is not right

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so i found it good and now she even

called the husband

na kareke bisha wakare kebisha

kabisa water now my sister kept quiet

hakuni angelesha tenna na haquai

ongalesha ujjama of which i didn't know

whether they were communicating

now it came a point nikki watona ball

i decided i want to go home

to go maybe spend a week or two with my

mom

who shall go quanda

my phone alicoa ashani on

can you help me with that foreign idea i

can download

what's

and then during that time when i arrived

home my mom told me like you know i want

to go to nairobi to

see your your dad because

my father works in nairobi so some my

mom aka
ambiance out of alicia burma

i'm not imagining this is my sister and

my husband

profile picture my husband akimus

for now he doesn't tell me sansa and

ambiance is tango

and i told my brother can you just

cliche to that thing

to begin my angle

is that what is going on number three

tony and the ocean ago

the only more party of free time and you

know at that time my husband

to come by like a dog to naish in baliki

dog one of my sisters

now nika shindua muma

can you please talk to my sister

um what is going on and then

talk to this man man um what is going

on my mom also was in shock

allah come to mia please let me come to

me and your picture nick

can you just check it out my mother and

be a lilan

i must talk to them because for her she

was working

and my mom was wondering this girl is

working she has a good job why is she

doing this

so my mom rushed to that house

like akamuita i

was like why are you doing this

situation

that is lillian's husband so when anyone

sits with him there

now kokasi she just wait for you what

time you look for your

you know what she told my mother uh

for the first time aka muliza uta muacha

yes from there my mom became so

nice confused confused akansa kumcha

and then my sister called me my small

sister kane

i i told mom no use

into her senses let her cool down

let her cool down kumcha pahita

sudohisha anything

you just let her be a time

maybe had you in indiana and then

utah utam ganesha their husband

like

these people they must have something in

common

now my mom akane you know what

you must come okay i told her it's okay

acha niru nirudi nikarudi the same house

now we're in the same house

me my sister my two sisters and my mom

and now my dad

is called but during that time

so we talked with him through the phone

akasema when he comes back to taonga

to tonga but he communicated through the

phone with my sister akamoambian

whatever the name can you please

go familiar today's camera kamahizo who

are you to do search

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you shouldn't do that for the sake of

the children

now i told my mother she's a grown-up

and this man is a grown-up hapakunam

toto

why can't you just let them it was

painfully in

but i made my choice

my mom called mother-in-law akapigia

father-in-law

to kapanga meeting all of us

i showed up my mom showed up

the other parents showed up he was

nowhere to be seen

my sister asha hama ukusasa

wamerent amiya chakazi

they have decided to move on during that

moment nikon our total

women
are settled now i'm almost going to give

birth

now my mom ako hapa anani shikan and

you know all shall be well i will stand

with you my dad here

nam shukuru sana piaye ali simama

pamojanami sana my dad

hakukuja whatever bella kaho celine

and i called him nicole you know what

nico horsey

and see god this good question i

delivered

visuri sana na ni como

you know what i've delivered and now

i have a baby boy and now he was like it

is a boy oh

i can be a watokwa mama naomi

and and then i felt like you know

during that time

and now i had that thing of believing in

myself

like ninangalia

nikon and niza fulham

i have that energy i can go there and

use this kumani fannia nini

and during that time

um

even my firstborn naomi she knew um

during those two years i'm a jew

strong tea

now girlie she couldn't complain

and that is why i say because alipita is

stage

this is the time for her to enjoy

whatever her mom

is doing this is the time josh hakufika

your time cause

joshua

she's the one who struggled with me but

god has been a faithful let me tell you

now what you want to motoku i don't know

new clothes new shoes and then i could

ask god do you love

me this much

why should i bother with these other

people

and so i struggled

but good moms they stood with me they

stood with my children

what can i be

how much you need and to taku patia

do our total these children had favour a

lot of favor

nigeria two are taught to see juyang

because

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during that period

uh i met her my spiritual mom

i've done this and this and this i can't

even be a lilian

i'm giving you that job

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and i appreciate them so much

i appreciate even my mama my dad all

those who

stood with me

sometimes

when you imagine it is your sister when

you melawa

you have grown together um zuri and that

is why i tell

people

what was your name

take advantage because my sister took

advantage of me

he took advantage of the free dominion

ilikwani memphia

so mimi nikaji funds are like if it is

my husband

atacama connection

i don't think i would do that again

again in my lifetime

ebony collision yeah

your ex husband yeah not our chapata

it was hurting especially during

that time
nico palais

and

this

now what am i going to do and for that

matter

lynn

now he's then coming back

i don't even belong you know i want you

to get

back to me like i want you to be my

first wife

and your sister to be the second wife to

xiaong gianna sisako

namakuba namekubali i know there is a

time

i called nilokwatunataka kumpima

nicomobia you know what

uh hitachi mahitachiano

nataka pesa yakua kamaningwa viato

nanini

and so he told me i'm going to send you

that money and so

uh ika malizaka and now i texted him

like do you remember because

he creates fights

because i felt very bad so

uh

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another wound another wound in my heart

why
is

i'm dealing with you i'm not dealing

with her siddha kamiya sim's idea

and i know nam's idea but apia

and i have the right to ask for money

but sit away

no because you are a mature man you know

nakuna pia and pesa could not be a bank

and from that time lean hajj is

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in that moment maybe he wants me to meet

him of which i told him

right now he moved on right now

i want to move on me to i want to be

happy

because i want to make my future and i

want to make the future

for peace kids lovely

nafa

even my sister wherever she is i know

she will just come across this video

mimi

lim same nikawa chilia look our set free

nico was set free

sasha unless idea parents of which i

don't know what

they wanted to listen

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my brother to talk to my parents she

and she wants to come with this husband

and my mom asked makuna madara oki dogo

in indiana kunamadawika

when they give birth was why include my

family that is the same issue iliendana

the other family but the other families

they will still communicate but the dude

goes there

to nakama to kopamoja but we are not

together

i already set him free na mimi

when i need to get another man i will

get another man i get married

our mama don't ever

accept that man attack

he must appreciate your kids that is the

first

priority in my life you appreciate naomi

you appreciate josh and i will

understand whatever you are telling me

like lillian i want you yes you want me

do you want my kids

now maybe any person when i come across

my path

there's one thing whoa natangulisa

cucumbia

i am a mother and i have two kids

are you comfortable with that if you are

comfortable eating the leftover

important for you to share your story

this is the first time you are doing so

yes why was it important for you to

share your story

ah lin i found it important because

there are so many women out there

kamahaliwa especially women

especially single ladies

so i came up with that idea nika sema

come on me mini messy mama anna says

this there are so many men

come around like

who are you rise up

right now when that man looks at me like

this

by the way i'm i'm sorry to say so she

looks more older than me and she's my

younger sister

and she looked more fabulous than me

right now

um

but for now this is lillian who looks

like a

23 years old a mom of two

a man of two families

like i look at naomi i look at josh oh

my god

like nikama tunaka i don't know how they

think

alini party a favor i thank him so much

because of those kids by the way

because zuri was zuri

wazuri intelligent kids i thank him so

much

oh i thought you were fine if he

happened in mexico the favor of these

children

not even me so mahalia you have these

kids

don't lose hope

listen to him now now

lillian are you um your final words to

your okay first

what message would you like to send your

sister

to my sister wherever you are

i will always appreciate you as my

sister

and i love you so much

no matter what you did

um i'm now born again

and it is painful

napier nyay bupiya familia

but sikho apa kukuibisha

i'm only here to say whatever is

the truth now always

the truth shall set us free

maybe shall come and i shall communicate

with you

need to communicate nowhere no matter

what when

when time comes i won't promise but when

time comes

i shall communicate to you because i i

always feel that bond

you are my sister no no need you a

visual

i still appreciate you as my sister and

i love you

so much i don't know what came in your

mind i still appreciate you as my

blood sister yeah

and to your husband and also to my that

is my ex-husband

i live to work

to my husband to my husband okay i loved

you so much during those

uh those days and

thank you so much uh for giving me two

beautiful

children that is naomi and josh

atacama

who won an empire mummy but yeah so then

i'm cut

you know by a juice no annonga

when you actually spend now every

night in germany

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i wish you a good time and a happy

family afternoon totally

for now i appreciate now appreciating

you know what none in our panda by the

way

because i already forgiven you you are

released

now that's why any nungear about

forgiveness here

and you will always remain the father of

my kids

i'm there but happy mature

but feel free feel free yeah and

uh uh here on the show we always ask

people what do you do right now hustle

nigani

oh so now i'm a journalist yes

uh i work

tv oh you guys you are doing an amazing

job yes

now what do i get maybe what i need you

know why do i bump to people i'm like oh

lily and i watch you on one gaza tv

i'm there napier nikona

yeah i can as well give you my number

yeah
my number is 0 7 eleven

two hundred and nine and thirty three

zero seven eleven two hundred and nine

at thirty three

and also my email it is a lillian miguel

816 at a gmail.com

lillianmigo816 gmail.com i'm apollo

katika

facebook i have my page which is a

lillian

miguel follow that page

i have a lot of friends in my facebook

page now i have my page

which you are supposed to follow so

we'll follow yeah

and they will yeah thank you so much for

coming thank you so much

your story yeah i mean i think you're

such a brilliant woman

oh wow you're an amazing mom you are

beautiful your father

is strong oh yes you are

some people who are going through these

things but they're scared of even coming

out

yes and i always say when you come out

and share something

you're burdening a lesson i'm already

healed you're already healed i'm already

is important forgiveness

forgiveness if you want to go forward

forgiveness

yes

sometimes god will take you through

stuff

so thank you so much for coming and

sharing your story oh yeah and you my

amazing tuko family

i hope you have been inspired by today's

show

vitizarred this bad leopard

[Laughter]

is in our show here what an elizabeth is

a red

velvet now so i hope you guys you are

inspired

by today's talk and if you want to share

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we appreciate them and we do not take

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thank you so much for watching my name

is lynn googie see you

on the next episode

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you