Radha Damodara Vilasa 2
Radha Damodara Vilasa 2
Radha Damodara Vilasa 2
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Foreword
Introduction
Preface
Prologue
First Wave,
Broadway Bound
Vrindavan, October 15, 1972
Boston, October 1972
New York, October 1972
Philadelphia, October 27, 1972
Atlanta, November 1972
Govardhana Puja 1972
Vrindavan, November 1972
Atlanta, November 1972
Dallas, November 1972
New Orleans, November 1972
Bombay, December 1972
Miami, December 1972
Los Angeles, December 1972
Second Wave,
South of the Border
Florida, January 1973
Gainesville, Florida, January 1973
Philadelphia, February 1973
New Orleans, Louisiana, February 1973
Houston, Texas, March 1973
Mexico, March 1973
Austin, Texas, March 1973
Dallas, March 1973
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St Louis, March 27 1973
Third Wave,
The Kidnapping of Ramacharya
Mayapur, March 1973
New York, April 5, 1973
Boston, April 13, 1973
Philadelphia, April 1973
Pittsburgh, April 1973
Detroit, April 1973
Chicago, April 1973
Denver, April 1973
Los Angeles, May 1973
Laguna Beach, May 1973
Fourth Wave,
High School Confidential
San Francisco, May 1973
Portland, Oregon, May 1973
Seattle, May 1973
Vancouver, Canada, May 1973
Denver, May 29, 1973
New Vrindavan, June 1973
Fifth Wave,
Bikers and Brahmanas
New Vrindavan, April 1973
Louisville, Kentucky, May 1973
New Vrindavan, June 1973
Philadelphia, June 1973
San Francisco, June 1973
Rathayatra, July 1973
Sixth Wave,
The Mayor’s Race
Summer 1973
Chicago, August 1973
Detroit, August 1973
New York, August 1973
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State Fairs, 1973
New Vrindavan, Janmastami 1973
Atlanta, Georgia, September 1973
Atlanta, October 1973
Nashville, Tennessee, October 1973
Dallas, Texas, October 1973
Seventh Wave,
The Blazing Inferno
Los Angeles, October 1973
Houston, Texas, November 1973
Phoenix, Arizona, November 1973
New Mexico, November 10, 1973
Houston, Texas, November 12, 1973
Dallas, Texas, November 1973
New Vrindavan, November, 1973
New Jersey, December 1973
Los Angeles, December 1973
Eighth Wave,
Big River
Pasadena, California, January 1974
Bombay, India, January 1974
Miami, January 1974
New Delhi, India, January 1974
Jaipur, India, January 1974
New Delhi, India, January 1974
Allahabad, India, January 1974
Patna, February 1974
Mayapur, February 1974
Vrindavan, India, March 1974
Bombay, India, March 1974
Ninth Wave,
Back in the USA
New York, March 1974
Miami, Florida, March 1974
Key West, Florida, March 1974
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Atlanta, Georgia, April 1974
Boone, North Carolina, April 1974
New York, April 1974
Bombay, India, April 1974
San Francisco, California, April 1974
Seattle, Washington, May 1974
New York, May 1974
Vancouver, Canada, May 1974
Chicago, May 1974
San Francisco, May 1974
Dallas, Texas, May 1974
Tenth Wave,
A Garland of Jivas
Los Angeles, June 1974
San Francisco, June 1974
San Francisco, July 6, 1974
San Francisco, July 7, 1974
Eleventh Wave,
No Grand Opening
San Francisco, July 1974
Minot, North Dakota, July 1974
ISKCON Chicago, July 1974
Ann Arbor, Michigan, August 1974
Vrindavan, India, August 1974
San Francisco, August 1974
Jagannath Puri, Orissa, August 1974
New Vrindavan, August 1974
Vrindavan, India, August 1974
New Vrindavan, August 1974
Twelfth Wave,
Steps and Missteps
Boston, August 13, 1974
Vrindavan, August 13, 1974
Boston, August 16, 1974
Philadelphia, August 1974
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Philadelphia, September 1974
Washington, DC September 1974
Thirteenth Wave,
On the Wings of a Prayer
Virginia Beach, October 1974
Denver, Colorado, October 1974
Berkeley, California, October 1974
Los Angeles, October 1974
San Diego, November 1974
Los Angeles, November 1974
Govardhana Puja, 1974
Fourteenth Wave,
Escapade on Esplanade
Arizona, November 1974
Texas, November 1974
New Orleans, November 1974
Bombay, India, December 1974
Gainesville, Florida, December 1974
Miami, Florida, December 1974
Miami, Florida, December 1974
Sidney, Australia, February 1973
Melbourne, Australia, December 1974
New York, December 1974
Fifteenth Wave,
Faults and Faultfinders
Fort Lauderdale, Florida, January 1975
Brooklyn, New York, January 1975
Fort Lauderdale, Florida, January 1975
Key West, Florida, January 1975
Fort Lauderdale, January 1975
Gainesville, Florida, February 1975
Chicago, February 1975
Sixteenth Wave,
1975 World Tour
Honolulu, Hawaii, February 1975
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Mexico City, Mexico, February 11, 1975
Caracas, Venezuela, February 19, 1975
Atlanta, Georgia, February 1975
Miami, Florida, February 25, 1975
Houston, Texas, February 1975
Atlanta, Georgia, February 27, 1975
Atlanta, Georgia, February 28, 1975
Atlanta, Georgia, March 1, 1975
Atlanta, March 2, 1975
Dallas, Texas, February 1975
Seventeeth Wave,
The GBC Meeting
ISKCON Dallas, March 3, 1975
Austin, Texas, March 5, 1975
Phoenix, Arizona, March 1975
Los Angeles, March 1975
Calcutta, India, March 1975
Sridhama Mayapur, March, 1975
Mayapur, March 27, 1975
Mayapur, March 31, 1975
Mayapur, April, 1975
Eighteenth Wave,
The Ultimate Triumph
Los Angeles, March 1975
San Diego, April 1975
Hyderabad, India, April 11, 1975
Vrindavan, April 15, 1975
Krishna-Balarama Mandir, April 20, 1975
Los Angeles, May 1975
Appendix One,
Elevation to Ecstasy
Age of Fighting
Universal Movement
Dance of Love
Appendix Two,
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Conversations from India
How Krishna consciousness has gone from East to West and back
again
Land of Pious Life
Purity in the Midst of Confusion
A Sensation Within the Heart
An Ecstatic Beginning
The Leaders of India
A Practical Program for Basic Needs
Prosperity Through God Consciousness
Appendix Three,
You Can’t Eat Nuts And Bolts
Conversations From India (Part II)
A Cheating Civilization
Railway Robbery
The Lure of City Life
Natural Divisions
The Brains of Society
Beyond the Barriers of Birth
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Rādhā-Dāmodara Vilāsa II -
Vaiyāsaki dāsa
VOLUME TWO
1972 - 1975
vaiyasaki@kirtan.org
VaiyasakiDas Adhikari
Sravanam-Kirtanam Press
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Dedication
I humbly offer this book at the lotus feet of my eternal spiritual master
His Divine Grace Srila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, in
recognition of his disciples who gave the best years of their lives
traveling with the various Radha-Damodara sankirtan parties to fulfill
the prophecy of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu that Krishna kirtan would
spread to very town and village worldwide.
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Acknowledgements
The Radha-Damodara Vilasa trilogy was begun in March 1992. Volume
One was published in 1999, and now Volume Two is in your hands. It
has been a long journey. My original intention was to write a short book
about His Holiness Vishnujana Swami, so that his contribution to the
pioneer preaching of Krishna consciousness would not be forgotten with
the passing of Srila Prabhupada’s direct disciples.
In 1994, I visited Vrindavan, and it was here that His Grace Jayananda
Prabhu became a major character in the book. My esteemed godbrother
Mahanidhi Swami had gathered many valuable interviews on the life of
Jayananda with a view to publish a book in glorification of this great
Vaishnava. But, as he remarked to me, he had been away from America
for too many years and he could no longer project himself into that
environment to accurately portray the mood of Jayananda and his times.
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had joined the Radha-Damodara party and was equally legendary in
ISKCON’s pioneering days. So it was natural to expand his impact in
the book.
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I was also fortunate to have Servant of the Servant by Tamal Krishna
Goswami, and What is the Difficulty by Srutakirti Prabhu, as points of
reference that were invaluable to reconstruct several important moments
in the narrative. I also want to gratefully acknowledge the inspiration I
received from Srila Prabhupada-līlāmṛta by Satsvarupa dasa Goswami,
and Our Merciful Srila Prabhupada by Mula Prakriti Dasi. I owe these
authors a gracious, “Thank you.”
I have to honestly admit, however, that I really cannot take any personal
credit for writing this book. I consider myself more of a weaver rather
than a writer, because I only wove together the events described to me
by the devotees whom I interviewed.
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wife, Kaisori Devi Dasi, who also translated Volume One into Spanish.
Without her love and assistance at all levels of the project, this book
might not be in your hands today.
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Foreword
A full decade has passed since the release of Radha-Damodara Vilasa,
Volume One, a momentous book that documented the journey of Radha
and Krishna – the Supreme Lord and His eternal consort in Their forms
as Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara – to the Western world. That journey was
facilitated by the loving, herculean endeavor of His Divine Grace A. C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, Founder-Acharya of the
International Society for Krishna Consciousness, and augmented by the
charisma, devotion and talents of two extraordinary individuals,
Vishnujana Swami and Jayananda Prabhu, among others.
Those days blossomed into months and years, as days normally do, and,
today, I find myself being asked to write such notes again – this time for
what will be Volume Two of a trilogy. And because of the considerable
moments that have elapsed between the publication of the first book and
that of the second, I find myself thinking about time and space, and
about how they impact an epic of devotional history like Radha-
Damodara Vilasa.
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Avicenna doubted the existence of physical time altogether, opining that
time only exists because of memory and expectation. Others have
argued convincingly for both physical and psychological time, at least in
the material world. And the scriptures have their own story to tell: In the
spiritual realm, time is conspicuous by its absence.
No one in the material world can escape time. Nor should they want to.
Time is, after all, a form of Krishna. And to submit to time properly is to
submit to the Lord and His service. Otherwise, one merely goes sour,
like milk, or wilts, like a flower. Not so for the pure devotee and his
associates. For him (or her) life springs eternal, and while going through
the motions of one subjected to time and space, such personalities live a
life of ever-increasing bliss. Such a life of “timeless time” engulfed both
Vishnujana Maharaja and Jayananda Prabhu.
Here, in Volume Two, Vaiyasaki Das illustrates this quite clearly. The
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volume picks up where the previous one leaves off. It is fall of 1972 – as
if its subjects are functioning within the precincts of time – and we find
ourselves sharing “time” with Srila Prabhupada in the holy land of
Vrindavan, a land that is clearly beyond the limitations of past, present,
and future. Vaiyasaki brings us there in his own inimitable way,
virtually transporting us to Krishna’s holy abode.
From there, we are brought to North America, where the Divine Couple
– and their superlative devotees, the main protagonists of Vaiyasaki’s
book – extend Their blessings to all who would receive them. We learn
that Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara are the ultimate Sankirtan deities, unable
to sit in one place, as other immobile manifestations of the Divine tend
to. Rather, by the grace of Vishnujana Swami and later, Tamal Krishna
Goswami, They seek to share the divine truth of Their existence with
one and all.
They live on the road with Their devotees, inspiring Their glories to be
sung by experienced practitioners and by newcomers alike. They watch
magazines and books go out, and, as a result, new seekers come in.
Vishnujana Maharaja is at the helm, bestowing Their mercy through his
shining example and mellifluous voice. Tamal Krishna Maharaja –
Vishnujana’s other self – works closely with him, complementing his
soft, endearing qualities with practical know-how, scriptural knowledge,
and a sense of gravitas.
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As such, Vaiyasaki’s book is a literature of exemplars, displaying the
ideals of a community as much as the events of individual lives.
Vishnujana Swami and Jayananda Prabhu are no doubt the main models
for the religious life as portrayed in the book you now hold in your
hands, even if their exemplary behavior is predicated first on
Prabhupada and his superlative example. This should be perfectly clear:
While our two protagonists are center stage in this particular series of
books, it is never far
from the author’s mind that they are flawed, human individuals, and that
their “perfection” is precisely in their ability to take shelter of a pure
devotee of the Lord, in this case, Srila Prabhupada. This truth is implicit
in nearly every page of this book.
His own ability to take shelter of his spiritual master, Srila Prabhupada –
the same teacher who so inspired both Vishnujana Swami and
Jayananda Prabhu – has grown with the years. Time can do that. A life
lived properly helps one progress on the spiritual path, no doubt. And a
person who lives many years pursuing the spiritual path in earnest will
generally be closer to the goal than a fledgling devotee. Not necessarily,
but generally.
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Steven Rosen (Satyaraja Dasa) is an initiated disciple of His Divine
Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. He is also founding
editor of the Journal of Vaishnava Studies and associate editor for Back
to Godhead. He has published twenty-one books in numerous
languages, including the recent Essential Hinduism (Rowman &
Littlefield, 2008) and the Yoga of Kirtan: Conversations on the Sacred
Art of Chanting (FOLK Books, 2008).
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Introduction
hṛdi yasya preraṇayā pravartito ‘haṁ varāka-rūpo ‘pi tasya hareḥ pada-
kamalaṁ vande caitanya-devasya
For a long time people have asked, “When is the second volume coming
out?” And now it is in your hands! It was of utmost importance to
research and interview eye- witnesses, because a book about
Prabhupada and his disciples must be accurate and devoid of errors.
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To avoid the pitfalls of relying on only one person’s memory, I have
done extensive research for the volume you are now holding. That’s one
reason the book has taken so long to come to print. The second reason is
that I’m always traveling and preaching. Moreover, there is no one to
assist me because I do not accept disciples, so this work is basically one
man’s endeavor.
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At a high school in Portland, Oregon, the reader sits beside Vishnujana
Swami as he presents a slide show describing the qualities of a bona fide
guru. Everyone should know the actual qualities of a spiritual master so
they can choose a guru based on knowledge, not on sentiment. He also
describes the qualities of a bona fide disciple. He goes on to describe all
aspects of life in the practice of bhakti-yoga, including marriage,
renunciation, sādhana, Deity worship, and returning back to the spiritual
realm. Vishnujana calls his bhakti-yoga presentation, Easy Journey to
Other Planets, after the title of Prabhupada’s first book.
At the present, japa retreats have become popular for improving the
chanting on beads. As you read Vishnujana Swami’s realizations on
japa back in 1973, after only five years of chanting, you will be
astonished. His insights will bring you to a higher understanding of the
culture, tradition, and daily practice of mantra meditation.
All great reformers and visionaries are liberal and thus they upset the
status quo. Therefore, they are criticized by their contemporaries, the
conservative class. The criticism often crosses over to the realm of
vaishnava-aparadha, and this clash between liberal and conservative is
evident even in the ISKCON world.
Srila Prabhupada explained during a class that poet Alan Ginsburg had
commented, “Swamiji, you are very conservative.” But Prabhupada did
not agree. “No, I am the most liberal. You do not know. If I become
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conservative, then none of you will come to me.”
Towards the end of the book, it becomes clear that Vishnujana Swami is
disturbed by something that makes him sad. Various people begin to
notice this although they don’t know why his mood has changed. The
reader becomes an eye-witness to the development of Vishnujana’s
Krishna consciousness as he experiences different challenges, including
his greatest challenge.
The spiritual master is known to give both the “sweet sauce” and the
“hot sauce.”
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Although Tamal Krishna was a good person at heart, he acted in a heavy
way to get results. And he did achieve results in preaching and
management as you will see. Most people are followers and cannot
accomplish what they need to do, therefore they require a strong leader
to make them act. Some sannyāsīs are too soft and can’t accomplish
much because people take advantage of them.
I hope nobody feels upset about the incidents in the narrative where
Tamal Krishna Goswami acts in an unconventional way. He was aware
of his own nature and has also recorded these events in his own
writings. All activities performed in devotional service are on the
absolute platform. I’m not writing this book to present material
activities. Still, there may be an occasional reader who will think that his
guru has not been sufficiently glorified. To such people I must
emphasize that Radha-Damodara Vilasa is not written by a disciple
glorifying his spiritual master. Rather, this is one of those rare
manuscripts written specifically to glorify one’s godbrothers and
godsisters.
Sri Vishnu uses the mace as well as the lotus flower. He is not only
sweet. He also has His other side and can hit hard when it is deemed
necessary. In the same way, all human beings have both sides as well.
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This is the nature of the mind of an uncommon personality. Sometimes
it is soft like a flower, but sometimes it is as hard as a thunderbolt. [CC,
Madhya 7.72]
Finally, Tamal Krishna read Volume One and personally told me that it
was, “right on the money.” He also told me, “only a kirtaniya could
have written this book.” I can’t say I understand his entire intent, but I
do believe that there is a purpose behind my writing. Moreover, he said
he liked being in the “subordinate position” to Vishnujana and
Jayananda. For whatever reason, Tamal Krishna did see himself as
subordinate to Jayananda, and he has stated that frequently. He also
wrote in his own book that he left Prabhupada’s service in India simply
to be with Vishnujana Swami!
Again, I must emphasize that this is not a book about one’s guru written
by a disciple. Therefore, the mood is not formal with awe and reverence,
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but informal and affectionate. Tamal Krishna enjoyed the first book so
much that he said he would request every one of his disciples to read it.
Volume One was a huge success and I did not hear one protest about
using the name ‘Tamal.’
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Mahaprabhu, Lord Nityananda predicted that later there would be
dancing and chanting in every village. [CC, Madhya 7.82]
“We hope that these devotees who are preaching the message of Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu will very seriously follow strictly in His
footsteps. If they follow the rules and regulations and chant sixteen
rounds daily, their endeavor to preach the culture of Sri Chaitanya
Mahaprabhu will certainly be successful.”
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Personally, I had two major realizations while undertaking this project.
We learn from scripture that one advances spiritually simply by
glorifying the Vaishnavas. My experience was that simply hearing
others glorify Vishnujana Swami and Jayananda Prabhu, I was totally
enlivened and that carried me in my service of writing this book.
Secondly, just as Princess Rukmini fell in love with Sri Krishna simply
by hearing about His glories, similarly I fell in love with Vishnujana
Swami and Jayananda Prabhu simply by hearing about their glorious
activities. These transcendental pastimes gave me the inspiration to
continue the project through many challenges.
I pray that my spiritual guide and teacher, His Divine Grace A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Srila Prabhupada, as well as all the readers, will
be pleased that Vishnujana Maharaja, Jayananda Prabhu, Sri-Sri Radha-
Damodara, and the many devotees of the Radha-Damodara party, have
been properly glorified for their pioneering work that made Hare
Krishna a household word and Deity worship acceptable previously
considered idol worship.
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Preface
EVERY GENUINE MOVEMENT attracts persons who stand out by
their acts of selfless sacrifice. Vishnujana Swami and Jayananda Prabhu
were two such persons in the Hare Krishna movement. Their spirit of
humble service and commitment to spreading the glories of kirtan, the
singing of the Holy Names of the Lord, left an indelible impression on
everyone who met them. Each became a legend in his own time.
Vishnujana Swami was active in devotional service for only eight years
and Jayananda for only ten before they passed from our vision. They left
behind no disciples, no books, no temples.
Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara
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The Lord sometimes makes unscheduled visits as part of His sankirtan
līlā. In kali-yuga the Lord again makes His own appearance, but this
time He comes incognito, in the mood of a devotee. This advent of Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu is due to both internal and external
considerations. The internal reasons, antaraṅgā vicāra, are for His own
Divine Purpose.
The external reasons, bahiraṅgā vicāra, are for the benefit of the
conditioned souls.
kṛṣṇa-varṇaṁ tviṣākṛṣṇaṁ
sāṅgopāṅgāstra-pārṣadam
yajñaiḥ saṅkīrtana-prāyair
yajanti hi sumedhasaḥ
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu’s advent and līlā are also described in the Sri
Visnu-sahasra- nama, which appears in the Mahabharata:
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suvarṇa-varṇo hemāṅgo
varāṅgaś candanāṅgadī
niṣṭhā-śānti-parāyaṇaḥ
In every town and village around the world My name will be sung. [CB,
Antya-lila 4.126]
With this prophecy Lord Chaitanya reveals that He will come again,
because there is no difference between Krishna and His Holy Name –
kali-kāle nāma-rūpe kṛṣṇa- avatāra. [CC, Ādi-līlā 17.22]
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mahā- mantra. Both the Holy Name, nāma, and the possessor of the
Name, nāmi, are one. Both are on the platform of eternal existence,
eternal knowledge, and eternal bliss. This is the Absolute nature of
Krishna and His Holy Name.
tyaktvā su-dustyaja-surepsita-rājya-lakṣmīṁ
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11.5.34]
Synonyms
Srila Jiva Goswami has shown that this verse also describes the
appearance of Lord Krishna. The words surepsita-rājya-lakṣmīm
indicate Mathura, which is described as a reservoir of opulence.
Although taking birth in the opulent city of Mathura, Krishna left that
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city (tyaktvā) and relocated to the village of Vrindavan, by the words
(ārya-vacasā) of His parents, Vasudeva and Devaki. Following their
instruction, He relocated to a forest village (yad agād araṇyam). The
relationship between Sri Krishna and Srimati Radharani (māyā-mṛgam)
indicates yogamāyā in this context since Radharani is Krishna’s hlādinī-
śakti, His original internal pleasure potency. Because Krishna is
Madana-mohana and Radharani is Madana-mohana-mohini, therefore
mṛgam means Krishna is like a deer that is controlled by the beautiful
Radharani. Sri Radha always performs pūjā to bind Krishna because She
cannot live without Him. Due to Radharani’s ārādhana, or worship,
Krishna never leaves Vrindavan. He runs through the forests of
Vrindavan (anvadhāvat), playing with His friends and cows and
engaging in amorous pastimes with His most desired object (īpsitam),
Srimati Radharani.
The ancient sage, Sridhara Swami, has explained how this verse also
describes the incarnation of Lord Ramachandra, who gave up (tyaktvā)
an opulent kingdom, which is very difficult to renounce (su-dustyaja).
Lord Rama left the kingdom that was desired even by the demigods
(surepsita-rājya-lakṣmīm) to honor the words of His father (ārya-vacasā)
whom He accepted as a guru, and entered the forest (yad agād araṇyam),
thus showing His unflinching submission to the path of dharma,
(dharmiṣṭhaḥ). He wandered throughout the forest (anvadhāvat) and
displayed His affection for Sita-devi by chasing the illusory deer (māyā-
mṛgam) created by Maricha. The golden deer was especially desired by
Sita-devi (dayitayepsitam).
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We may observe that this same verse also applies to Sri Sri Radha-
Damodara and Their pastimes. They gave up living in a temple (tyaktvā)
where Deities normally reside. Many people come to the temple to pay
tribute, and the temple service provided by Their devotees is usually
opulent and affectionate, so that situation is difficult to give up (su-
dustyaja). They left the opulent capital city of Washington, DC, of the
richest country in the world (surepsita-rājya-lakṣmīm) for the holy
purpose (dharmiṣṭhaḥ) of spreading the sankirtan mission.
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Thus He, as the moving Brahman, delivers all the people of the world.
[CC, Antya-lila 5.153]
From the historical evidence presented in this book it will become clear
that Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara arrived in America and traveled on a bus
to inspire Their devotees to fulfill the prophecy of Sri Chaitanya
Mahaprabhu.
Madhya-lila
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Prologue
Mission Impossible
The pūjārī begins to notice that the gentleman comes regularly, once a
month on a weekend. He always takes a seat on the floor in the back of
the temple hall. Sitting there for hours at a time, he simply chants japa
quietly and deeply.
After several months of this routine the temple pūjārī expectantly waits
for this gentleman and greets him warmly when he arrives. Again, the
man simply smiles and sits quietly to chant japa at the back of the
temple hall. The pūjārī has developed some affection for this Vaishnava
gentleman but never invites conversation which might disturb his
bhajan.
Occasionally, the pūjārī hears the man’s voice choke up as he chants his
japa.
Sometimes, he sees that his eyes are full of tears. His profound presence
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makes a strong impression on the pūjārī.
Time passes. One Thursday afternoon on August 12, 1965, the pūjārī
notices a saffron-clad sannyāsī sitting in the back of the mandir chanting
japa.
The pūjārīs interest is piqued and he asks, “Who are you? I remember
you from so long ago.”
There are countless souls there who have never heard of Sri-Sri Radha-
Krishna and so they are suffering greatly.
“I have not known how this mission of his will be successful, so I have
come here to this special house of Advaita Acharya where he,
Nityananda Prabhu, and Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu would gather
together to plan the sankirtan movement. It was here that they launched
the inundation of love of God that swept India and continues to this day.
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“I have been praying very earnestly here that they will give me their
mercy that somehow they will empower me and guide me. I want to
satisfy my gurudeva’s desire, but I am feeling unqualified to do this.
As the Vaishnava sannyāsī reveals his heart to the pūjārī, tears begin to
roll down his cheeks. Then he humbly asks the pūjārī for his blessings,
and leaves. The pūjārī is deeply moved by the Vaishnava’s sincerity and
determination. He watches him as he departs, walking down the road
and finally out of sight. He wonders about the journey that he will take
across the ocean.
Again, time passes. One day, the pūjārī is shocked to see several
western Vaishnavas at Advaita Bhavan. This is the first time he has ever
seen Vaishnavas that are not Indian. They are wearing dhotis and saris
and chanting on tulasi-mālā just like Indian Vaishnavas. He can’t get up
the courage to approach them although he is filled with questions. As
they leave, one of them comes forward and gives him an English
magazine. The title is Back to Godhead.
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While in New York, Prabhupada corresponded with several of his
godbrothers to elicit their support and cooperation in his attempt to
fulfill Mahaprabhu’s prophecy that the Holy Names be sung in every
town and village worldwide. Unfortunately, he did not get the support
he was hoping for. No doubt, this pained him because he was a sensitive
man.
One may justifiably inquire why the Gaudiya Math did not support or
assist Prabhupada’s effort to spread Lord Chaitanya’s mission
worldwide. The answer is disarmingly simple. Srila Prabhupada was
never part of the Gaudiya Math inner circle. He was never a temple
leader nor a guru with disciples. He was simply Abhay Babu, the
householder. He was what we call a congregational member, a
businessman with a family who came to the temple regularly and
assisted the temple leaders.
Even when he took sannyāsa at the age of 63, he was a lone preacher,
not connected to the Gaudiya Math management structure. It was no
wonder, that his godbrothers felt he could not possibly accomplish what
had never been done before. Thus, Prabhupada was obliged to take up
the order of his spiritual master single-handedly.
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around the country putting on grand programs that lasted up to a week.
This volume begins where Volume One ends. Now, let us travel to the
holy land of Vrindavan where Srila Prabhupada is about to be honored
by a special function at the Radha-Damodara Mandir.
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First Wave,
Broadway Bound
We are not interested in attracting millions of men to see some show.
Better we attract one sincere soul to join us in ecstatic chanting and
hearing. That will be of real value. [Letter to Sudama - November 25,
1972]
A large crowd has assembled to honor their local son. Srila Prabhupada
will receive a hero’s reception, having returned from a triumphant
global preaching tour. Surrounded by his forty Western disciples, he is
greeted with a magnificent welcoming celebration in the courtyard of
the Radha-Damodara temple.
Only one of his godbrothers is present to honor his achievement. His old
friend, Dr. O.B.L. Kapoor initiated as Adi Keshava Das, opens the
program with a short address. He had also left the mission of Sarasvati
Goswami due to the politics that overtook the Gaudiya Math. Now,
however, Dr Kapoor is Prabhupada’s staunch supporter. In his address,
he begins by describing how Prabhupada left the shelter of Vrindavan
and Radha-Damodara to inaugurate the worldwide sankirtan movement
prophesied by Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
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and the West, or at least the beginning of such a meeting. This signifies
the victory of spiritualism over materialism, of good over evil.
“This is really a rare moment in history because for the first time in the
history of the world, for the first time at least in living memory,
Vaishnavism, the message of Vaishnavism, the message of
Mahaprabhu, the message of pure devotion, has been carried to the
West, and carried so successfully.
“I am sure that historians of the future will have a lot to say about
Prabhupada and his movement. And they will be even envious of us for
living in a time when this movement was begun, and for our
participating in it.”
Many locals continue to crowd into the courtyard, jostling one another
in front of Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara, causing a minor disturbance.
Everyone is anxious to catch a glimpse of the successful hometown
Swami. Many don’t understand English, but they want to be present at a
gathering they are being told is historic.
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He begins by thanking Dr. Kapoor and offers his own praise in return.
He informs the audience that they have been godbrothers for forty years.
“So his association is a great blessing for us. But this reception is
actually not my reception. It is the reception of my foreign students. Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu wanted that His message should be broadcast all
over the world, in every village and every town, and my guru maharaja
attempted this.”
“So I was a little surprised, especially at that time. I was a very young
man and newly married. I had one son also. So it was my mistake that I
did not take up the words of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Goswami
Maharaja immediately. I thought that, I am now married. Let me settle
down. Perhaps if I would have joined from 1922, by the blessings of
Guru Maharaja, I could do more preaching work. Anyway, it is better
late than never.
“So I left Vrindavan in 1965 and went to New York at the age of 70
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years. But for one year I had no place to live. I took some of my books,
Srimad Bhagavatam, printed here, up to three parts, First Canto, and I
was personally selling these books. With great difficulty I was pulling
on.
“New York is a very expensive city, a great city, a great forest, and I am
a poor man.”
“After chanting in the park, many young men and girls used to come to
my apartment, my meeting place. In this way I started, first in New
York, then in San Francisco, then Montreal, then Boston.”
Gopal Chandra Ghosh: Particular persons criticized him saying that his
Western disciples were CIA. But he did not take offense and behaved
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with humility. I heard him say to his disciples, “All of you, it seems the
Vrajavasis may dislike you but you should offer them praṇāmas.
Because they are Vaishnava, if you do this you can get their mercy. If
you want to get any of Radharani’s or Lord Krishna’s mercy, then do
seva of the Vaishnavas.
He was always so kind. Small boys could talk with him and old men
could talk with him. English persons and Indian persons; he did not
differentiate between anyone.
Mr. Pathak convinces the Sarafs that Bhaktivedanta Swami is the most
worthy and proper person to build this temple and bring the foreign
Vaishnavas to India. Full of enthusiasm, the couple donate their land so
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that Srila Prabhupada can build this temple. All over Vrindavan, Mr.
Pathak promotes the new temple project and helps collect donations. He
makes loan arrangements for the construction. He assists in the
negotiations and legalities involved in acquiring the land, as well as
making many important arrangements during the building phase of the
temple. Due to his untiring devotion for the project, Srila Prabhupada
will invite him to speak during the temple inauguration in 1975. His
wife remembers those early days.
Boston is unusually cold this year. Fresh winter snow has come early,
speckling the surrounding countryside. The three Road Show buses are
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parked at the temple compound on North Beacon Street in Allston. The
brahmacārīs sleep in the warm temple, but the brahmacārīnīs are asked
to sleep outside in a bus with no heater. Taking the humble position,
they accept in the mood of surrender.
Hasyagrami: When the Road Show was big, we were a force. We felt
like that too. We could roll into a place and take it over. Can you
imagine the logistics of mounting that? We would take over a whole
stage, we had a huge backdrop, we had instruments, a cast of 25-30
people, a chorus with many singing parts, dancers, several parts of
acting. The whole thing took almost three hours. It expanded step by
step. Each person added something. With the band it was like that. We
must have had 30 songs. We only used about half that, but we kept
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writing them. Mangalananda and I wrote a lot of songs that just flew
out. He was the musical director.
The next day, all the talk around the temple is about performing on
Broadway. With the Boston bookings completed, the plan is to return to
New York and merge the Road Show devotees with the Brooklyn
temple. As the buses are about to depart, Suhotra, the Boston sankirtan
leader, decides that traveling with the rock opera is big-time preaching.
He jumps aboard one of the festival buses as it exits the compound. Trai
Das, the newly-arrived Boston Temple President, is very upset. He’s
losing one of the main temple leaders – but that’s show business!
Driving out of Boston, all the devotees are inspired seeing Vishnujana
Swami so devoted to Sri-Sri Radha Damodara. He is the first to wake
up, then he bathes with cold water, sometimes breaking the ice outside,
and dries himself with the dhoti he puts on! He then cooks a milk sweet
for Radha-Damodara and wakes Them. Then he leads maṅgala-ārati,
after which he bathes and dresses Radha-Damodara and leads the Deity
Greeting. When he speaks it is usually short and sweet, but with such
love for Krishna consciousness that the devotees’ hearts melt. They
never become tired or bored with his talks. His kirtans are remarkable.
He leads kirtans and bhajans eight hours a day, and still finds time to
chant his rounds and perform Deity service.
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Chaitanya would enter a temple to see the Deity, have kirtan, and
exhibit ecstatic features.
After the kirtan, Maharaja sits down for class and begins to glorify
Radha-Govinda. He comments that Their faces are very much like
blossoming lotus flowers. He speaks with the same fervor as a mother
praising her children. Vishnujana articulates his points in a loving mood,
evoking poetic expression, although there are also moments when he is
grave. He is certainly inspired.
In his class, Maharaja explains how a devotee should review his attitude
in relationship to the Deities. “I am the servant of Sri-Sri Radha-
Govinda, and I cannot go anywhere or do anything without Their
permission.” This simple idea is enough to further bond the New York
devotees’ relationship with Radha-Govinda. By Maharaja’s insight they
are inspired to cultivate a deeper commitment to devotional service.
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Sravaniya dd: They were my heart and soul. Damodara’s hair was really
amazing. The way He had us dress Him was always dramatic. I was one
of those white pūjārīs. We all wore white. All we did was pūjārī work,
sing bhajans, and polish the silver. It got me into a real priestess mode
and I absorbed my mind in just that. It was a dream to travel with
Radha-Damodara and take care of Them in such an informal way.
Actually, what we used to offer Them almost wasn’t good enough, but
everything went fine. No lightning bolts hit us.
I can still see Vishnujana Maharaja walking out into a New York winter
wearing nothing but his sannyāsa cloth. He used to walk down the street
in the bitter cold in just sandals and a kurtā like a real avadhūta. I
remember him as being a performer and an introvert at the same time.
He was enigmatic, but Gemini is like that. He didn’t demand that
anybody be or do anything. He just set his own example knowing that
devotees will naturally follow the truth.
The Road Show devotees live and rehearse in the loft above the
ISKCON Press warehouse at Tiffany Place. Every Sunday, they perform
select portions of the rock opera for the guests at the Love Feast. This is
where Sudama Goswami starts to get involved. Sudama first saw the
show at the Syria Mosque auditorium in Pittsburgh and fell in love with
it.
Toshan Krishna is still the Road Show manager. His office is in the sub-
basement of the temple. The basement is where the prasādam hall is,
and below that is a dungeon- like area dominated by washing machines
and big sinks for cleaning. Also in the sub- basement is Pancharatna’s
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office. He has a tiny corner for his public relations work – organizing
college preaching and school programs as well as trying to get on radio
and television.
The Broadway producer who saw the show in Boston arrives at the
Brooklyn temple one afternoon for a meeting with Toshan Krishna, Bali
Mardan Goswami, and Sudama Goswami. After sampling a little
prasādam, he explains that the show’s success has attracted the attention
of important Broadway people. They believe the Hare Krishna rock
opera might have a successful run like Jesus Christ Superstar, currently
the hottest show on Broadway. Tactfully, he emphasizes the need for a
few “minor” revisions to customize it for a Broadway audience. He
acknowledges that it’s a great rock opera in and of itself, and he knows
that the Hare Krishna mantra is already in another show, Hair, but he is
not convinced that deity worship fits the concept of a Broadway act.
Sudama and Bali are willing to make concessions in order to get the
show on Broadway. They agree that certain revisions are feasible to
make the show more sophisticated, more in accord with what the
producer says will work. They believe that major recognition will please
Prabhupada.
That evening the Road Show managers have a meeting to discuss the
future. The question is whether to develop the entertainment side for a
Broadway run or to retain the original format as a preaching vehicle for
schools and colleges. Hearing about the proposed changes, Vishnujana
Maharaja voices his displeasure. He is an integral part of the project,
and his concept is to preach in all the cities and towns as desired by
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Lord Chaitanya.
After the meeting, Sudama convinces Bali Mardan that, with his
previous theatrical experience, he is the only person who can reformat
the Rock Opera to ensure a Broadway success. “Reaching out to the
higher class of people will really please Srila Prabhupada,” he
concludes.
Bali Mardan becomes convinced. Together, Sudama and Bali make the
decision to take over the project and revamp it for theatrical success.
Their idea is that Vishnujana Swami should be replaced with Sudama.
They don’t consider Vishnujana a good manager anyway, and he is
already voicing his displeasure about the new direction that the show
needs to take.
Sudama Goswami had joined because he wanted to play the role of the
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Maharaja in the show. In the beginning he was the understudy, trying to
work together with Vishnujana. But Vishnujana Swami carried the part
off with style and grace. Sudama’s version of the Maharaja role is to
become a dancing swami. He makes his stage entrance with a series of
rhythmic movements with his danda, coming across more like a
performer than a real sannyāsī. Nor can he sing as well as Vishnujana.
Dayal’s idea is to remodel the ashram bus into a temple room. The
raised platform, however, will prevent anyone from standing, so
devotees will have to sit for darshan. The floor already has marble-look
linoleum tiles, and there are two trap doors that lift up for easy access
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underneath. Outside, the bus is painted a bright blue color with the
mahā-mantra air-brushed on both sides.
The bus leaves Brooklyn, crossing the Brooklyn Bridge into Manhattan,
then through the Holland Tunnel and onto the New Jersey Turnpike
heading south. Vishnujana tells his men, “Let Sudama have the theater.
I’ll take the Deities.” That’s his mood. He’s happy to leave the show to
Bali and Sudama. “They can have the money, and I’ll take Krishna.”
With Vishnujana and his brahmacārīs gone, the show quickly changes
into a cabaret. Sudama and Bali accept that Deities can’t be in a
Broadway play, but with Radha- Damodara out of the show, most
devotees feel that the nectar has dried up. It’s no longer a blissful
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experience. Some feel a foreboding.
Ravindra Swarupa is the temple president. He greets the party, and after
offering obeisances to Maharaja, brings him to the temple room for
darshan. The news that a sannyāsī has arrived quickly spreads
throughout the temple. The local devotees gather in front of Lord
Jagannath for kirtan. Vishnujana Swami is the kirtan man. His mṛdaṅga
playing has everybody enthralled. They can see he has all the beats and
accents down, as well as all the moves. Of course, Vishnujana Maharaja
isn’t performing, he is chanting from the heart as instructed by Srila
Prabhupada.
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Vishnujana’s exalted position in ISKCON. “He’s the first devotee in
America to sing Vaishnava bhajans, having learned them personally
from Srila Prabhupada in Los Angeles.”
Mithiladish has been observing Maharaja for the past hour and marvels
at the diversity of Krishna consciousness. A person can be scrubbing
something filthy, and five minutes later, after taking bath, can be serving
the body of the Lord. Maharaja’s party reminds Mithiladish of
transcendental pirates, like a roving band of merry men, yet very
inspirational.
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Busily serving at the Henry Street temple, Chandrasekhar receives a
message to report to Bali Mardan’s office. As soon as he enters the
room Bali hands him the phone. He is surprised to hear Vishnujana
Swami’s voice. “Would you like to join me, or are you established
there?”
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Come with me. Leave the temple. But Vishnujana is a sensitive person.
He isn’t into acquiring men to have a large party.
Another leader might have said, “Sure, come with me. Be on my party.
We’re the best.” But Vishnujana Maharaja wasn’t like that. He just gave
pure Krishna conscious instruction. There was nothing I could say. I
swallowed it and knew I wasn’t going to be leaving with him. I was in
such anxiety at that point.
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kirtan and classes. He gave class and kirtan like nobody I ever met. He
was worthy to follow because he enlivened people; he attracted people.
He was always full of energy. Waves of prema were flowing from him.
I couldn’t help but be overpowered by his enthusiasm for everything to
do with Krishna consciousness. Deity worship, prasādam, there was
nothing he wasn’t blissed-out about; except money and politics. That he
didn’t relate to.
After the morning program at the beach, Dayal Chandra drives the bus
over to the preaching center. Dasarath and Bhagyavati are chanting japa
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when they see the bus pull up. They greet Vishnujana Maharaja with
obeisances and escort him into their temple room. Vishnujana offers
daṇḍavats to the picture of Panca-tattva on the altar, which serves as
their Deity. Then he asks, with a big, warm smile, if they would like to
come onto the bus for Radha-Damodara’s darshan.
Dasarath: He took us out to the bus. As we went in, there was a big step
up to the platform where all their paraphernalia was stored underneath.
We had to almost crawl into the temple room on hands and knees. We
couldn’t stand up, so we sat down. He opened the curtain with one
sweep of his hand and then offered daṇḍavats. He got up to a kneeling
position and, folding his hands, began speaking to the Deities.
After a brief stop in Virginia Beach, the bus is back on the road heading
further south towards Atlanta. During the controversy with Sudama and
Bali Mardan, Vishnujana conceived of a new project that he tentatively
named Yoga Village. He much prefers to have a yoga village than a
Broadway play. He wants to continue presenting Krishna consciousness
to the backdrop of music and drama, but the major focus must be
preaching Lord Chaitanya’s mission. Fame or fortune on the Broadway
stage holds no attraction for him. He could have had that as a rock
musician before he joined the temple in San Francisco. But he wasn’t
interested then and he has no interest now. His life is simply dedicated
to self-realization, serving the divine forms of Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara.
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devotees because everyone knows there will be great kirtans. Maharaja
wants to stay in Atlanta for a few weeks to begin rehearsals for his new
project. It will be a concept similar to the Road Show but focused
mainly on preaching, prasādam, and book distribution.
Atlanta Underground is still the best sankirtan spot in town. The Atlanta
devotees go there in the evening for kirtan. It’s an area that encompasses
a crazy assortment of people and scenes that the Radha-Damodara
devotees wouldn’t imagine to be together in one place. Vishnujana’s
party is into book distribution so Suhotra thinks this could be an ideal
spot to introduce Prabhupada’s books.
The first night that Suhotra and Vishnudatta have a look at Atlanta
Underground it is in full swing. When they distribute a few books, they
find that it’s a good field. They are the first devotees to distribute books
there, so it’s fresh. After the initial success other devotees become
excited to distribute there.
Vishnujana likes to cook hot sabjis to fire up devotees for going out at
night. He has a special sabji made with lots of red pepper “to get you
thoroughly fired-up.” Suhotra and Vishnudatta introduce their own
adaptation, the honey and cayenne pepper mixture. They eat the sabji
with all the red peppers, and then chant a couple of rounds. Just before
they get in the van to go out, they offer up the honey cayenne pepper
mixture and split it between them. Now they are ready to go down and
hit up the crowds.
On Sunday morning, Suhotra goes out alone with two book bags filled
to the brim with packs of softbound KRSNA Book trilogies. He hangs
one bag on each shoulder, and appears almost like a mule carrying a
heavy burden. The Atlanta devotees are surprised seeing him go out.
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They think that Sunday is nothing, super slow. But at the end of the day,
just in time for the Sunday feast, Suhotra returns with both bags empty
and pockets bulging. He has sold every one of the KRSNA trilogies.
Radharani’s lotus feet are visible for this occasion as special nectar for
the devotees.
She is the only Radharani Deity whose lotus feet are revealed. She has
two outfits that are cut so that Her lotus feet can be seen. On the day She
reveals Her lotus feet the devotees go mad in ecstasy. It isn’t a common
thing, just on special occasions. Amoghalila is particularly attracted by
this pastime. Still, he wonders if it is bona fide and approaches
Vishnujana Swami.
“Damodara’s outfit displayed His lotus feet as He stood on the base that
was locked into the bus altar for stability. Radharani’s long dress,
however, not only covered Her feet but the base as well, making Her
look much taller than She really was. After offering obeisances, Srila
Prabhupada gazed at the two Divine forms and quietly commented,
‘Radharani looks more like Mother Yasoda.’
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“Prabhupada looked at me, ‘Oh, you don’t like to see Radharani’s lotus
feet?’ I was really surprised. ‘Yes, you can show Radharani’s lotus feet,’
he continued, ‘because She is at the Damodara age.’
“It was a moment of enlightenment. And ever since that day, devotees
can have the darshan of Radharani’s lotus feet.” Amoghalila is satisfied
to hear this nectar story from Maharaja.
After class, they all gather for a personal darshan in Prabhupada’s sitting
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room. As he speaks, local residents bring offerings of fruits or flowers to
place at his lotus feet. Suddenly, a monkey darts into the room and
lunges for a bunch of ripe bananas. Vishakha responds quickly by
throwing her chaddar over the monkey and grabbing the bananas as he
runs by. She manages to retrieve most of the bananas, but within
seconds the monkey is gone, clutching one prized banana in his hand.
Srila Prabhupada laughs, “Just see how intelligent this monkey is. This
shows that in their own respect all living entities are intelligent. How
long do you think it would have taken you to do that, run in and out and
get the bananas? This monkey is so intelligent in regards to his eating,
he can do it in a few seconds and practically no one even saw him. He
just took the bananas and ran out. This is what it is like in the material
world. Everyone is expert in his own sphere. So, we have to become
expert devotees, not expert like monkeys.”
Several days later, Srutakirti brings in the mail and drops several letters
onto Prabhupada’s desk. Formerly, he was one of the original Road
Show members but is now Srila Prabhupada’s personal servant. Looking
through the letters, His Divine Grace sees one from Sudama Goswami.
Toshan had written because there was pressure from the cast to inform
Prabhupada about the new Broadway presentation. They wanted
Prabhupada to know that the show is different from the one he saw in
Pittsburgh. That show was powerful in terms of the spiritual message
delivered in the songs and the drama. Prabhupada had given a short
discourse, and then sat down in the audience to watch the performance.
At the end of the concert there was a standing ovation and many in the
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audience had tears in their eyes. That was the power of the play.
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presently rehearsing his new Yoga Village presentation at the Atlanta
temple.
“You better read this,” he says as he hands the letter to Maharaja, who
reads it aloud with concern.
My dear Sudama,
I beg to acknowledge receipt of your letter dated October 27, 1972, and
I have noted the contents carefully. So far the Road Show and this Yoga
Village are concerned, these things should be stopped. Simply perform
our kirtan. If we divert our attention in this way, the whole thing will
gradually deteriorate. He is going far away. All these things are
nonsense inventions. Such inventing spirit will ruin this movement.
People may come to see, some will become devotees, but such devotees
will not stay because they are attracted by some show and not by the
real thing or spiritual life according to the standard of Lord Chaitanya.
Our standard is to have kirtan and start temples. What is this “Road
Show” and “Yoga Village?” It will be another hippie edition. Gradually
the Krishna consciousness idea will evaporate: another change, another
change, every day another change. Stop all this. Simply have kirtan,
nothing else. Don’t manufacture ideas. [Letter to Sudama - November 5,
1972]
With the preaching dimension of the show drying up, Prabhupada gives
the order to disband. “Stop all this. Simply have kirtan, nothing else.”
The message is clear – these shows will not make devotees according to
Lord Chaitanya’s standard. Upon reading the letter, Vishnujana
immediately surrenders to Prabhupada’s instruction.
“Jaya! Now we’ll just travel and preach and distribute Prabhupada’s
books.”
Gokularanjana: When the letter came it was very helpful for me to see
Vishnujana’s reaction. He just took it as Srila Prabhupada’s mercy.
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Earlier this year, Prabhupada had written Kirtanananda emphasizing the
same essential point: that kirtan is the most important business for
devotees, especially in regard to performances. “So far your road-show
is concerned, we are not meant for giving performances. We are simple
kirtan men. There must always be kirtan going on wherever we travel,
and nothing else.” [Letter to Kirtanananda - June 25, 1972 ]
Toshan Krishna: The reason that I was ready to can it myself after we
got so many contracts lined up, was because of the only problem the
Road Show ever had: temptation was there. And it wasn’t even
manifest, it was still in its incubation stage. I could tell, as with all
performing arts, theater, and shows, that here was a strong potential for
illicit activity. The Road Show was spectacular, with audiences raving,
and a lot of enthusiasm among the cast members about the fame that
was coming. But backstage there was constant mixing, especially with
changing of costumes and makeup. The mood backstage was Krishna
conscious relative to today, but none of these girls were married and
they were all young. I knew what was going on, and as the promoter of
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the show I knew it would not remain pure.
We can attract people by some gorgeous show, but inside there must be
strict purity and seriousness, otherwise, we shall be attracted by the
gorgeous show only. There are two energies always working
simultaneously, and Maya means when we diminish the spiritual
energy, then automatically we become attracted to the external dress of
Maya. So I do not care very much for these plays and dramas unless
they are coming directly from the Vedas.
If we can recite from Bhagavad-gita the first chapter without any need
for elaborate scenery or stage-props and gorgeous dresses, that is best.
Just like your Shakespeare. Macbeth may be recited by two men,
without anything else, and simply by their acting ability and the
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meaningful words alone, they can very easily capture the entire
audience and give them real substance. We have so many stories, like
Jagai-Madhai, Krishna departing for Mathura, like that. Satire will not
help us. Our message is very grave, and because it is the Absolute Truth,
it will work without any artificial presentation.
Because they heard of our program in Bombay along with the Zavery
Sisters (Manipuri Dancers) here in London they had arranged one
program of lecturing by me along with a recital by one man playing on
the vina just to attract attention to my speaking. I am not in approval of
such arrangements, and it will be a dangerous thing in future if we begin
this type of program just to attract the masses. Already I see this
happening practically all over the Society, so better we stop it now and
get ourselves firmly on the track chalked out for us by Lord Chaitanya.
We are simply sankirtan men, our program is chanting, dancing,
distributing prasadam, and speaking high philosophy, that’s all. [Letter
to Madhudvisa - July 8, 1972]
Some people are disappointed and feel bad about the demise because it
could have been a great program. Even though totally committed to the
performance, everyone accepts Prabhupada’s decision to stop the rock
music and simply become fixed in Lord Chaitanya’s style of preaching.
Life goes on.
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Yes, we shall base our preaching work on Lord Chaitanya’s formula:
sankirtan. After all, He is God, and if He recommends, what is the
question of failure? That is not possible. If we simply stick to this
program as I have done it since the beginning, namely, kirtan,
preaching, kirtan, distribution of prasadam – if you do like this only that
will be sufficient. Of course, you may make the kirtan as nice as
possible, with dancing, many khols, karatals, conches, and if you preach
sincerely, anyone will listen and become convinced. The potency of
Krishna consciousness movement does not come from some outward
showing. No, it is the transcendental sound vibration of Hare Krishna
mantra and the words of Bhagavad-gita, Srimad-Bhagavatam, like that.
So go on and develop the things in this spirit. That will be nice.
We are not interested to attract millions of men to see some show. Better
we attract one sincere soul to join us in ecstatic chanting and hearing.
That will be of real value. And distribute books, as many as possible. If
anyone hears philosophy from us, that will help him. But, if he
purchases one book that may turn his life. So selling books is the best
preaching activity. Sell books, hold the kirtan in public places like
schools and colleges, and preach. If you practice these things, and try to
improve them more and more simply by your practicing sincerely, that
simple program will please Krishna the most and you will see that very
soon. [Letter to Sudama - November 25, 1972]
One by one the Road Show devotees are brought into Bali Mardan’s
office and officially informed that the show has been disbanded. Narada
Muni and Aja are cornered and told that Prabhupada has dissolved the
show and that they should now remain in New York. Without really
saying it, Bali gives the impression that Vishnujana Swami is in illusion
and that Prabhupada wants all the devotees from the show to stay on at
New York temple. But Aja and Narada Muni want to travel with
Vishnujana Maharaja. Secretly, they contact him in Atlanta and beg to
join his party.
Aja: All of us, especially the brahmacārīs, were really suffering. There
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was a lot of close association with the lady members of the cast. The
atmosphere was becoming loose, and Radha-Damodara were gone. We
were praying for a way out. It was our service, but we were suffering. In
those days you never left your service unless it was authorized. We were
rehearsing the changes in Brooklyn when Prabhupada’s letter was
posted on the notice board, disbanding the show. I remember reading it
and being very happy.
Over many months, Bali has been receiving complaints from other GBC
men about the Road Show. The major problem was that the show
collected money and the GBC body wanted to know where the funds
were going. The Road Show, as a large, attractive money-making
organization, was not attached to any particular GBC man, and that had
unsettled the higher echelons of management. The show was considered
too much temptation for any one manager.
The disbanding of the Road Show creates a minor uproar within the
movement. Now there is tension and debate among the leaders. Who
will get this devotee, who will get that devotee, who will get this bus,
who will get the Deities? They begin to divide the assets. The Deities
originally came from the closet of the Washington temple so there is a
dispute about where They should end up. Initially, They were meant to
be in Washington and some people feel that Kirtanananda pulled a fast
one in taking Them. A controversy develops. Now Vishnujana has the
Deities and is traveling with a renegade band of devotees; a traveling
party not connected to any temple.
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to carry Gaura-Nitai Deities. Then Prabhupada said that Radha-
Damodara could be considered as Lord Chaitanya, since He was both
Radha and Krishna. There were tense moments as we prayed that They
would come back to us. But Vishnujana Swami wouldn’t back down.
We were happy to see Them worshipped, but it was a mixed happiness
because we wanted Them too. Whenever Vishnujana came to
Washington he posted extra guards for the Deities because he knew we
wanted to kidnap Them.
Most of the Road Show devotees remain in New York. Gradually all the
electronic gear is sold. Mangalananda becomes the head cook. He was a
baker before becoming a devotee so he likes to make cakes and sweet
rice for the Sunday feast, along with sabjis, rice, and dāhl. He also gets
involved in the plays and sings Road Show songs with his guitar to
entertain the Sunday feast guests.
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Revatinandana: Vishnujana and I exchanged a couple of letters in ‘72.
He wrote me how he felt about what happened on the Road Show. It
was exactly what he always wanted to do, but when other people got
involved strange things started to happen. Some people were having real
problems with sex in those days and it came out later.
He wrote, “I haven’t told many people about it, but I’m explaining this
to you. I feel bad about what happened with the Road Show because I
feel like I was responsible. Even though I didn’t do anything, I feel bad
about it because I caused other devotees to get into māyā.”
Some things happened the last month of the show in relation with
Sudama and other people. It came to Prabhupada’s attention and he
curtailed the show. He considered that the whole medium had led the
devotees too close to the edge, where māyā could take them over.
In spite of Srila Prabhupada stopping the music and drama, there are
still some devotees who want to dovetail their musical aspirations within
the preaching mission. Prabhupada gives his definitive direction on this
point in response to many such requests.
Your question is whether you can utilize your inclination to play the
guitar and write songs about Krishna in devotional manner of activity.
Several times I have replied this question. I do not know why you are
not learning these things. There should be arrangement for distribution
of such information to all the devotees if there is some important
question, not that I shall have to continue answering over and over the
same thing. But as you have requested, I am your spiritual master, I
must reply to your satisfaction.
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So this playing guitar and writing of songs is not very important thing.
You can write and play, but one cannot take it very seriously. If any
Vaishnava is writing songs about Krishna, he should have realized
himself what is Krishna, just like our great saints and acharyas like
Madhvacharya, Ramanujacharya, Rupa Goswami, six Goswamis,
Bilvamangala, Bhaktivinoda Thakur, like that. They are self-realized
souls, therefore if they write some song about Krishna that will be
perfectly from the transcendental platform, without any tinge of
mundane influence or nonsense imagination.
All the kids are totally excited when the Radha-Damodara bus arrives.
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As Vishnujana enters the temple room for his first darshan of Radha-
Kalachandji, he exclaims with a wave of his hand, “This is God!” He is
obviously impressed. “This is God!” he affirms again, almost like Srila
Prabhupada would do. Thereafter, he will always tell devotees, “When
you’ve seen Radha-Kalachandji, you’ve seen God.”
His preaching is wonderful, his kirtan is wonderful, and even his mere
presence affects everyone in a wonderful way. He is so absorbed in
chanting that he appears blissful and satisfied in his Krishna
consciousness. The ladies are also excited hearing Maharaja lead kirtan
and give class. By his dedication and sincerity he reminds them of Srila
Prabhupada. Thus, he immediately becomes like the guru of Texas. The
kids love him and everyone wants to be around him. When the kids
come onto the bus for Radha-Damodara’s darshan, Maharaja always
gives each of them a gulābjāmun.
Reuniting with Vishnujana, Sri Galim tells Maharaja the story of the
Deity installation. “Srila Prabhupada had made the arrangements for the
Deities to come to Dallas. The story goes that Srimati and Kausalya
discovered Krishna in an antique shop in Jaipur, and He was supposedly
fashioned around 400 years ago. Prabhupada wanted them to get this
Krishna, and a Radharani to accompany Him.
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“When the Deities came to Dallas in September, Prabhupada was eager
to install Them although the devotees here were not really ready for
Radha-Krishna worship. At one point he told Satsvarupa Maharaja he
wasn’t going to do it – he was going to leave– because Jahnava had
removed the original paint and repainted the Deities in a different style.
Srila Prabhupada was furious. ‘It should not have been done,’ he said.
“She answered, ‘Well, that’s what I was told to do by my authority.’
Prabhupada replied, ‘I’m your spiritual master, and I’m in the next
room. Why didn’t you ask me?’ “She was crushed. So she had to repaint
the Deities back the way They were, overnight, and hope that the paint
would dry. The entire temple room had to be constructed within a
couple of day’s time. Somehow or other, the devotees stayed up all
night and got everything finished.
“The Deities were installed the next day. When the curtains opened and
everybody bowed down, Prabhupada got up from his vyāsāsana and
went to the altar so he could offer ārati. When he picked up the camphor
lamp, there wasn’t enough camphor to his satisfaction. A devotee added
more, and Prabhupada said, ‘No. MORE!’ The devotee then put a big
chunk of camphor on the lamp.
“When Prabhupada was offering the lamp there was a huge flame
shooting up from that large chunk of camphor. His hand kept inching
down the lamp because it was getting so hot. By the time he put the
lamp down, he was only holding it by its base. A devotee came by and
picked it up to offer to the devotees, and he scorched his hand!
Sri Galim then reveals that the temple authorities are trying to get him
married, because after six months of teaching at Gurukula he’s still an
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agitated brahmacārī. He expresses his desire to leave Dallas and join
Radha-Damodara’s traveling party.
Vishnujana’s party has been taking to the streets from the very
beginning, distributing BTGs in dhotis. So the temple authorities accept
Maharaja’s proposal and Sri Galim joins the party.
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offering for Radha-Damodara.
When the mahā-prasāda comes off the altar everyone is eager to get the
nectar. Maharaja distributes the large cauliflower pakorās, followed by
strawberries and cream for dessert. He explains, “When making
cauliflower pakorās don’t cut small florets. No. Cauliflower pakorās for
Radha-Damodara should be big.”
Hearing the question, Vishnujana turns off the tape recorder and
explains. “Lord Jesus could have multiplied apples if he had wanted to,
but people in that area were used to eating fish because fish was all that
they had.” He adds that the pūjārīs in Jagannath Puri are also known to
eat fish.
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Lord Jagannath, Baladeva, and Subhadra. They are in their late thirties
and Vishnujana is only twenty-four, but after hearing him speak about
the beauty of Krishna consciousness they want to join the temple!
The local devotees are astounded by his potency. They consider that
special mercy has taken place in the professor’s heart because he is so
deeply entrenched in society. Subsequently, they both move into the
temple for a while but they can’t maintain the strict regulated lifestyle,
and leave shortly after.
The fact that women are only allowed in the temple at certain times
because the brahmacārīs are agitated is not good news. Prabhupada
replies that the brahmacārīs can go to the forest. In his letter to Ekayani
he notes with great concern that he has never implemented such rules in
the temples.
I do not know why these inventions are going on. That is our only
business, to invent some new program? We have already got our
Vaishnava standard. That is sufficient for Madhvacharya, and
Ramanujacharya. It was sufficient for Lord Chaitanya, the six
Goswamis, for Bhaktivinoda Thakur, for my Guru Maharaja
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati, for me, for all big saints and acharyas in our
line – why it shall be inadequate for my disciples so they must
manufacture something? That is not possible.
Who has introduced these things, that women cannot have chanting of
japa in the temple, they cannot perform arati, and so many things? If
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they become agitated, then let the brahmacaris go to the forest. I have
never introduced these things. If the brahmacaris cannot remain in the
presence of women in the temple, then they may go to the forest, not
remaining in New York City, because in New York there are so many
women, so how they can avoid seeing? Best thing is to go to the forest
for not seeing any women if they become so easily agitated. But then no
one will see them either and how our preaching work will go on? [Letter
to Ekayani - December 3, 1972]
As they enter the temple, the Miami devotees receive their first
introduction to Vishnujana Maharaja singing bhajans with his
harmonium. Most of them have never seen a sannyāsī before. When the
conch blows and the curtains open everyone is delighted to see the
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divine forms of Radha-Damodara, who now stand on the altar next to
the painting of Panca-tattva. They appear magnificent, Their forms
golden and effulgent. It’s the first time the resident devotees have seen
Deities. It’s quite an experience to have Radha-Damodara on the altar
while Maharaja is in town.
Every Sunday the Miami temple takes their Love Feast to Peacock Park
in the heart of Coconut Grove. The park is nestled beside a marina right
on the shoreline overlooking the bay. Many groups in town also bring
their scene to the park on Sundays. There are drummers at one end with
their drum circle, the acid water colorists at another end, a hatha-yoga
group has their spot, and the devotees have their place. It’s an
interesting, attractive, and colorful element in the Grove.
After the meditation is over the yogi leaves and Vishnujana begins his
kirtan. The yoga students come over, join in the kirtan, and begin to
dance happily. It’s quite a change from sitting in silent meditation to
blissful dancing in kirtan. Many young people in the park also come
over and join in the chanting. They hold hands while singing and
dancing in a circle around the kirtan.
Since winter has taken over the rest of the country, a large contingent of
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young people from all over America hangs around the park. Two
hippies, Amzie and Kenny, frequent the park, bringing their dulcimers
to play for money. It’s a regular gig for them. They earn a living around
the country playing their mountain dulcimers, a four- stringed
instrument that sits on the lap and is strummed. People who appreciate
their music throw spare change onto a colorful blanket.
Amzie: We would play near the Krishnas because the Krishnas had free
food in the park. We ate the Krishna food but we didn’t really think
much about the Krishnas. We thought the Krishnas were kind of weird.
We didn’t know much about them but we got high on the food.
One day this big bus pulled in and all these Krishnas came out and
started playin’. There was this Swami guy who looked real muscular.
He was in the middle of them all and he was like a rock star. I mean he
would get this harmonium thing goin’ and just start rockin’ and totally
gettin’ down.
Generally, we would not respond to the whole Krishna thing, but when
this guy started up, we just said, “Gaad!” and started hoppin’ around and
stuff. Gradually we started playin’ music with him. We played our
dulcimers in the background while they were playin’ drums and
harmonium. It was great. We’d get really high on it. We played really
good together.
Afterwards we were talkin’ to him and he was like, “Get on the bus.
You guys can go with us. Let’s go.” And we were like, “No way, Jose.
We’re not goin’ with the Krishnas.” The interesting thing was my friend
and I never thought about becoming Krishnas, or anything about
Krishna. But we responded to Vishnujana Swami because he was just so
magnetic and incredible.
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Shave up. C’mon, let’s go.” You’d meet him for ten minutes and he’d
say, “Yeah, you’re ready to go.”
You couldn’t help but love the guy and you couldn’t help but be
attracted by what he was doin’. He gave off such a straightforward and
pure energy that you would just say, “Whatever it is, it’s right.” Even if
you didn’t know anything about it, you knew it was right and you
wanted to get on board. Yeah, he was the greatest, man. He was really
cool.
All of the devotees are excited, but especially Patatriraj. He first heard
Vishnujana Swami chanting in New Vrindavan at the Bhagavat Dharma
Discourses and felt his chanting to be powerful, blissful, and exciting.
Later, he was at the Atlanta temple when Vishnujana came through with
Radha-Damodara. Again, he was moved by the beauty of his chanting,
by his sincerity, and by his compassion.
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interested people return to the temple.
People also come by the temple during the week. Narahari works in
Miami playing rock clubs as a drummer with Tiny Tim’s Band. He has
devotee friends, Madan Mohan and Vrindavanesvari, who have sent him
Srila Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gītā As It Is. He is familiar with the Gita
because one of his primary interests is yoga. But he has only read
impersonalist commentaries of the Gita. After reading most of
Prabhupada’s translation and purports, he wants to meet the devotees.
He and his girlfriend decide to visit the temple. As they enter, they
encounter their first devotee. They exchange glances like, Wow, these
people certainly look different. Not knowing the proper protocol,
Narahari simply says, “Hi. I’ve been reading one of your books, the
Bhagavad-gita. I had a couple of questions I wanted to ask you.”
“Oh, you’ve been reading the Gita?” the devotee replies. “That makes
my heart as jubilant as a peacock.” They are taken aback by the emotive
reply. “Come with me,” he says with a big smile on his face. He escorts
them down a hallway into a room where he asks them to be seated.
Narahari: I looked to the front and saw these silver statues with flowers
and jewelry and costumes on. I didn’t know what to think. I didn’t think
they were that beautiful. But he thought they were so beautiful that it
made me think, “Yeah, maybe they are beautiful.”
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After about fifteen minutes we finished chanting and I asked him my
questions. He answered them eloquently. I was philosophically inclined
and good at asking questions. He wasn’t bashful, and answered
whatever I asked. What I had read in Prabhupada’s Gita was contrary to
all the conclusions that I thought were there in the yoga system, mainly
the impersonal conclusions. What he responded with was so different,
with his personal conception of God, and the idea of perfection being
activity existing on a higher plane beyond perception. Not just a void of
impersonal brahman. There was a lot to talk about.
I remember asking, “How long have you been a devotee?” He had been
a devotee for five years. We talked for a good hour and a half and it
ended smoothly.
After I left the room another Hare Krishna approached me, “Do you
know who you were just talking to?”
“Gee, I don’t even know if I caught his name,” I said. “Oh, that was
Vishnujana Swami.”
Radha-Damodara are the first Deities Narahari has ever seen, the first
time he walks into a temple. He doesn’t know what to think, but
Vishnujana conveys to him the proper mood, and not in a sectarean way.
Vicariously, he experiences what Vishnujana is feeling, because Krishna
is revealed through His devotee in such a way as to evoke one’s eternal
relationship. Vishnujana expresses deep feelings of attachment and love
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for Radha-Damodara and Narahari can pick up on that.
Later that evening Narahari phones his friend, who later becomes
Raghava Das, to tell him about Vishnujana. “You’ve got to meet this
guy.” They return to visit Maharaja, and Radha-Damodara, Who are
now back on the bus.
Narahari: We’d go on the bus, listen to kirtan, watch the curtains open
and see the Deities appear. We thought it was so bizarre. When the
curtains opened, billowing incense smoke would fill the bus. Then
Vishnujana would start playing harmonium, and it was irresistible. You
weren’t in the material world when you were in his presence. It was just
bliss.
Just at this time, one of Miami’s top bands offers Narahari the chance to
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become their drummer. He has been thinking of joining the temple and
now the offer of fame and fortune looms ahead. It is another temptation.
Having come in contact with the Supreme Lord in the form of Radha-
Damodara, and having experienced the blissful mood of the Lord’s
surrendered devotee, Narahari and Raghava decide to move into the
temple. One of the first people they connect with is Riksaraj. He is also
a musician, now serving as a cook in the temple kitchen. When he first
joined the movement he really wanted to play music. The devotees told
him he could bring his guitar along. But once he shaved up they said,
“Oh, no. You can’t do that now, Prabhu.” When he wanted to join the
Road Show he was told, “Their program is unregulated. You should first
experience regulated devotional life in a temple.”
Riksaraj: I heard that the Road Show broke up, and then Vishnujana
showed up in Miami. He was so incredible. He radiated Krishna
consciousness all the time. He loved Srila Prabhupada. It was just his
whole vibration. To see the way he treated people, and the way he
treated himself; he was so austere. He would sleep on the floor every
night with just a little chaddar, with no pillow and no mat underneath.
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Riksaraj is also instantly attracted to Vishnudatta due to his talented
mṛdaṅga playing in kirtan.
Vishnudatta and Suhotra are the main book distributors on the Radha-
Damodara party. Every day they go out to the large high-rise apartment
complexes in Miami to distribute KRSNA Book trilogies. These are the
days when devotees wear only devotional clothing. It’s unheard of for a
devotee to wear “karmi” clothes. Door-to- door distribution is the
mainstay for the Radha-Damodara men because people generally try to
avoid them when they see a dhoti. Of course, certain places are not so
conservative. The downtown mall in Providence, Rhode Island, is
renowned during the ‘70s as one of the best places to sell books in a
dhoti. But in the cities and towns where street distribution is not so
successful in dhotis, devotees do the apartment complexes instead.
The system is to split up alternate floors so as not to run into each other
and duplicate what the other has already done. Suhotra reaches the top
floor of the high rise and begins going door to door. There is no answer
at the first few apartments he tries. Then he knocks on a door and hears
a woman’s voice asking, “Who is it?”
“I’m from the Hare Krishna movement. We’re coming door to door
selling books.”
Suhotra: She asked a couple of questions and I heard a man say, “Watch
out it could be anybody.” Then someone unlatched the door. The door
opened to reveal an old man with a revolver that he pointed right at my
head. He was just as shocked as I was when he saw me standing there in
robes and tilak. He said, “What the hell?” When I saw his gun I also
said, “What, Hare Krishna!”
His wife peered around the side of the door and said, “It’s okay, Harry.
He looks harmless.
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You can put your gun away.”
They are an old couple and are curious about what Suhotra is doing and
what he represents. The conversation turns philosophical, and they seem
interested. In the end they buy a book.
During the winter of ‘72, many people come in contact with the Hare
Krishna devotees, who are now quite visible throughout Miami. Many
of these devotees have come down from the northern temples to
distribute books in the warm Florida sunshine.
The Pittsburgh TSKP arrives in Florida after Christmas. They are going
to a rock festival in the resort town of Hollywood, north of Miami,
where many young people will gather. Vishnujana Swami and Radha-
Damodara are also there. At this rock festival, there are three different
traveling parties present. They easily find each other because they’re all
shaved up, wearing dhotis.
At the festival, the Pittsburgh party has posters on both sides of their van
and loudspeakers on the roof with a tape of Srila Prabhupada’s voice
booming out the Hare Krishna mantra.
Brahma Das: We were the Pittsburgh TSKP. We hung out around the
bus because they did great festivals and a lot of book distribution. They
were all good distributors, Aja especially. He was amazing. Everybody
was doing it in a dhoti then. Vishnudatta played amazing mṛdaṅga. I
was mesmerized by these guys.
Rama Das: I liked the devotees when I met them in Fort Lauderdale
doing sankirtan on the beach. One devotee approached me, “Would you
like to help us out?” I had long hair and a beard but I grabbed some
books and a big bundle of incense and started distributing. The day went
by so fast that, all of a sudden, it was evening.
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Someone gave me a book to read. It was Perfection of Yoga. I also got
the current BTG, the one with Vishnujana’s article on varṇāśrama-
dharma. I was captivated by the article, but didn’t meet him at that time.
I gave up my other habits and started chanting Hare Krishna and reading
Perfection of Yoga. On New Year’s Eve I wanted to go to the Miami
temple. I hitchhiked into Miami, chanting all the way, and ended up at
Peacock Park in Coconut Grove. When I got to the park another festival
was going on, which I later found out was the standard Sunday Feast
program. Radha-Damodara were on Their altar, and there was a devotee
leading the chanting. After the kirtan, he sat down and spoke with
different people. I was afraid to ask any questions, but I followed him
from one group to the next thinking, “If this is what a devotee is like, I
want to be one.” That devotee was Vishnujana Swami. He was so
blissful and I was completely impressed. By reading from Prabhupada’s
books, chanting Hare Krishna, and hearing Vishnujana preach, I was
convinced that I wanted to be a devotee.
The San Francisco TSKP has also arrived at Peacock Park for the
Sunday feast program. They are distributing books and collecting lakṣmī
at street fairs and drive-in movies throughout Florida. While distributing
at the University of Miami they hear about a Hare Krishna program in
the College bar, although no alcohol is being served. They are surprised
to find Deities on the stage. Many students are entranced to see devotees
doing their chanting program along with an attractive sannyāsī.
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Srila Prabhupada’s instructions was to be happy! Because Vishnujana
Swami was so happy, it really increased our faith. We would always
hang around wherever he went because he was very inspiring.
These traveling parties are pioneering the Miami area. They are always
visible in their dhotis preaching at the shopping malls or in the high rise
apartment blocks. There’s no concept of wearing street clothes at this
point in time. The local temple has no regular street sankirtan program
so the visiting traveling parties are very welcome.
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This afternoon the San Francisco TSKP van arrives at the temple and
drops off one of their devotees. He doesn’t have the flair for book
distribution and the other members of the party consider him dead
weight, like ballast. So they finally decide to donate him to the Miami
temple. He is happy to be back to a regulated schedule in a temple and
pleasantly surprised to have the association of the Radha-Damodara
men. He had always admired the party and has a special affection for
Radha-Damodara.
Back in the San Francisco temple he was previously the head pūjārī and
when it came time to repaint the Deities the temple president had given
him that service.
But then, Bhutatma didn’t like the style. So he had Yogesh Chandra
repaint them in a really hard Indian style. When that happened it broke
my heart. I couldn’t handle it. I just became totally morose. I was a
basket case. So Bhutatma said, “Why don’t you go out on traveling
sankirtan? We’ll send you down to Florida to meet up with our TSKP
van.”
Chiranjiva feels much more at home at the Miami temple than on the
traveling van. He is excited to have the association of Vishnujana
Swami and Radha-Damodara. Before too long, however, the day arrives
when Vishnujana decides that it is time for the party to get back on the
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road. The Miami devotees instantly feel separation hearing of Radha-
Damodara’s pending departure.
Riksaraj is anxious to join the party and lobbies the temple president,
Abhirama, to let him leave. When he finally gets permission, he steps
onto the bus wearing a big smile that lights up his whole face. Patatriraj,
has been following Vishnujana since the Bhagavat Dharma Discourses
in New Vrindavan, and also leaves with the party. Chiranjiva, seeing the
bus ready to leave, realizes that he doesn’t want to lose the association
of Vishnujana Maharaja so he also climbs aboard.
As Dayal Chandra revs the engine, ready for departure, Maharaja is still
leading a big farewell kirtan. Vishnujana brings the kirtan over to the
bus, chanting and playing mṛdaṅga in his usual blissful style. Anxious to
get going, Dayal Chandra is already inching the bus onto the road, ready
to depart. At the last second Vishnujana jumps aboard while still playing
mṛdaṅga, and the party drives off. The Miami devotees continue the
kirtan until the bus turns a corner and disappears from view.
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than 25 traveling parties roam the countryside, affecting the lives of
hundreds of thousands of conditioned souls! Since mid-September we
have distributed over 15,000 complete KRSNA trilogy sets! And since
mid-August we have distributed over 9000 soft Bhagavad-gitas and over
950 hard Bhagavad-gitas. Macmillan too has completely sold out
(20,000 Gitas sold commercially) and is reprinting large quantities for
the Christmas rush!”
During this period before Christmas, a new program begins. It will soon
become the standard for every temple – the December book distribution
marathon.
I finally arrived at the temple at about ten minutes to twelve, and I burst
into the sankirtan room. But the only person there was the secretary,
Madhukanta. I said, “Oh, no, everyone went to bed?”
He said, “No. Nobody is back yet.” I was the first one back! That was
the discovery of the first Christmas marathon. It was completely
unplanned. No one had instructed anyone to stay out that late. We just
did it spontaneously. So in this way we performed the 3-day marathon,
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the 22nd, 23rd, and 24th of December.
I am so much pleased to hear from you that the book distribution has
increased five times than before! Similarly, I have heard from Chicago
and other places also that they are increasing five times than before.
That is very encouraging to me. You are, I can understand, very much
enthusiastic to endeavor big things on Krishna’s behalf, and all of the
new students there at Boston center are also feeling enthusiasm from
your example. That is the business of leader: He must be himself always
enthu iastic and inspire others to be always enthusiastic. Then he is real
leader. And that enthusiastic mood is maintained when everyone is
always without fail chanting 16 rounds daily, rising early for mangala-
arati, reading books, preaching. [Letter to Trai Das - December 27,
1972]
The movement is also having great success in New York since most of
the Road Show devotees have now become part of the temple.
Prabhupada writes Bali Mardan Goswami after receiving his accounting
of the financial position of the temple for the last six months.
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I am most pleased to note from that income statement that since June
your monthly income has doubled and that for six months you have
collected $245,000. That is very much astonishing to me, and I can
understand from seeing these figures just how much suitable you are for
heading up the responsible position of senior man in the New York
temple affairs. [Letter to Bali Mardan - December 31, 1972]
With such outstanding results can anything stop the growth of the Hare
Krishna movement?
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Second Wave,
South of the Border
Pure devotional service rendered to the Supreme Lord is spiritually so
potent that simply by hearing about such transcendental service, by
meditating on it, by respectfully and faithfully accepting it, by chanting
its glories, or by praising the devotional service of others, all living
beings can be immediately purified. [SB 11.2.12]
Dayal Chandra likes to park the bus right on the beach where they camp
overnight.
When the devotees take rest at evening the temple room floor becomes
an ashram. Everyone picks his spot as they lie across the width of the
bus like sardines, with Vishnujana Maharaja closest to the altar. As
night falls, devotees drift off to the sound of the surf gently breaking in
rhythmic peaks.
Taking bath in the morning is easy. Before dawn, they awake to jump in
the ocean for a quick dip and return to the bus for an ecstatic maṅgala-
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ārati. Then they chant japa on the beach. At the sound of the conch they
return to the bus to greet Radha- Damodara and hear Srimad-
Bhagavatam.
“You’re not the sufferer,” Maharaja asserts during class. “It’s a fact.
Only devotees can enjoy because they are connected to the supreme
pleasure potency through Krishna consciousness. Non-devotees are in
the illusion that they are enjoying. But actually they are in constant
anxiety. Deep in their subconscious is the gnawing anxiety that
everything will be taken away by disease, old age, and finally death.”
The boys on the bus are convinced they have the greatest service ever.
They feel especially fortunate to go from nothing, to shave up, and then
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a few months later to be on the road with an advanced sannyāsī helping
Srila Prabhupada fulfill Lord Chaitanya’s prophecy. It’s a great way to
begin spiritual life. These are the times they will always remember
fondly, traveling with Radha-Damodara in the association of Vishnujana
Swami.
In West Palm Beach the second TSKP out of San Francisco meets the
Radha-Damodara bus on sankirtan. Vishnujana’s inclination is to
always invite devotees onto the bus for Radha-Damodara’s darshan.
This party is Sarvabhauma, Sankarananda, Nimai, and Yudhamanyu.
Their policy is to distribute books and magazines at fairs and rock
concerts, but now they plan their itinerary around Radha-Damodara’s
schedule.
“I’m very sorry to hear that,” he said, “so here’s a little orange slice.”
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Right after that we had our biggest success in Pompano Beach. We only
had KRSNA books left and we stacked them up like a wall behind us
and passed them all out. Some people gave $20 and some gave only $2,
but it was the most fun we ever had. Whenever we traveled with
Vishnujana Swami, he was always decorating the Deities in different
ways. He would allow us to do ārati while he would chant.
The San Francisco devotees are surprised to see Chiranjiva on the bus
with Vishnujana Swami and Radha-Damodara. They heard that he
jumped ship in Miami but he now appears very happy in the association
of Radha-Damodara and regular Deity worship. “Everything works out
fine in the end,” they tease as they embrace Chiranjiva and wish him
well in his new service.
In the beginning he was worried about dealing with Radha and Krishna
on a bus, so Srila Prabhupada told him that these Deities are the same as
Lord Chaitanya; They are for sankirtan! So it was a relaxed standard,
yet you could tell that he appeared to have a very genuine affection for
the Deities. They had been through a lot together.
Every day we did college programs. It was fun making pakorās and
distributing them. We had some of the hottest bhajan people, too. That
was a sweet time.
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In the tiny kitchen at the back of the bus, Vishnujana loves to cook his
favorite dishes – giant cauliflower pakorās and gulābjāmuns. He also
has an eggplant preparation that is real saucy. There is no starvation
program on his bus because he loves to feed devotees. After one bite,
anyone can immediately realize that Radha- Damodara have accepted
all his offerings and imbued each preparation with Their bhakti shakti.
Everyone agrees, “You can taste the bhakti!”
Patatriraj: He used to cook really hot potato sabjis that were full of red
peppers. He fried dried red peppers in ghee until they were black and
then served them out. He called them ‘sharks’. I remember one time we
actually got high sitting in the bus eating his potato sabji. We were all
laughing and Vishnujana Swami was high with all of us, from the
peppers!
Patatriraj likes to go out near the ocean to distribute the books. When he
meets favorable people he brings them back to the bus. “There’s this
really neat swami, really far-out, and he’s doing this special service on a
school bus. He’s got a temple in this bus.”
Patatriraj: I’d bring people back and listen to him preach with incredible
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compassion. There was a real mood of love and compassion in his
voice. People really liked him. Then I’d go out and sell more books.
“All of us are moving around and changing our position. We’re all
going from one village to another, from one city to another, from one
job to another, from one personal relationship to another, from one
country to another. We are even going from one planet to another trying
to find out more material resources to exploit and enjoy our senses. And
we’re always becoming frustrated.”
The next slide is the yogi with the long matted locks from the cover of
Perfection of Yoga. “A yogi is that person who is finished with this
frustrating material sense gratification, so he’s going beyond this
universe back to the Spiritual Sky. He’s traveling beyond all of these
planets back to the spiritual planet of Krishna.”
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has slides of devotees preaching, of deity worship, of an initiation
ceremony, and a wedding ceremony. He also describes the esoteric
meaning behind each ceremonial. Deity worship is described in detail
with reference to Radha-Damodara.
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This question is often asked of devotees. For Vishnujana Swami it’s a
beautiful meditation in the morning marking the body as a temple of
God. He is expert at making simple things sound exciting, speaking in a
way that anybody can understand.
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After wonderful engagements in Cocoa Beach the party heads
northwest. Amarendra and his wife, Gayatri Devi, have opened a center
beside the University of Florida in Gainesville. The local devotees go to
the campus daily to distribute prasādam and Back to Godhead
magazines.
Shyama Kunda: I was a hippie and I was coming back for more and
more halava. Sri Vallabha turned to Vishnujana Maharaja and said, “Oh,
this one is gonna become a devotee. He’s on his fourth cup.”
They were all laughing and Sri Vallabha was saying, “Yeah, eat some
more. Eat more!” I saw Vishnujana preaching to some college kids, and
I remember there wasn’t a negative word that came out of his preaching.
He showed a lot of interest in people. He asked about their interests in
life, and then he would tell them how they could use that in Krishna’s
service. He was all positive energy and I was impressed by him.
At one point Vishnujana got off the bus with his mṛdaṅga, wearing
black gloves on his hands to protect them. He led a rip-roaring kirtan,
jumping high in the air. It was an ecstatic kirtan and the hippies joined
in with their flutes and guitars. Everybody was chanting Hare Krishna.
It soon became night and the kirtan was still going on. The devotees left
early because they needed to get up early the next morning to chant
japa. When they boarded the bus and left, the kirtan continued on! His
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kirtan was so ecstatic that when the devotees left it went on for a whole
hour after they were gone.
Previously, they used to spend nearly seventy dollars a month for meat
to feed the animals, but after accepting a vegetarian lifestyle they
realized, “We can’t do this anymore.” So they begin cooking vegetarian
dog and cat food made with barley meal, other grains, and various
spices. They cook enough to last a week and keep it in a large pot in the
refrigerator to feed the animals.
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very mystical, and of course, very beautiful. In this way Radha-
Damodara personally rescued me from my material situation.
One day the brahmacārīs come back to the Newberry house very
hungry. No one is home so they begin looking for something to eat.
They open the refrigerator and discover a mixture in a large pot that
looks something like kichari. It’s not long before they’ve finished the
whole pot. When Dhanesvara returns home, the brahmacārīs are
complaining, “What was that you had in your fridge? It tasted like dog
food.”
Dhanesvara can’t control his laughter at the turn of events but doesn’t
want to hurt anyone’s feelings, so he just apologizes for the fact that he
is not such a good cook. After a successful week preaching and doing
several Bhagavat Dharma classes at the University, the party leaves
Gainesville and drives north up Interstate 75 into Georgia.
Their first port of call is a college in Valdosta. Next, they visit the
University of Georgia in Athens. At both institutions Vishnujana Swami
is able to give his Bhagavat Dharma discourse and slide show. Now that
they are out in the countryside with no temples and no beaches,
Vishnujana Swami teaches the new recruits how to take bath on the
road.
Dayal Chandra usually parks the bus in a secluded spot, or even on the
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shoulder of a country road, for a night’s rest. Before dawn Vishnujana
brings the new members out by the front door of the old bus right next
to the engine. He places his gallon milk jug right on the engine mount
and says, “Now we will take bath with only one gallon of water.” He
splashes half of the gallon jug of water over his body and then
completely soaps up. With the remaining half gallon he rinses off.
Vishnujana Swami has a very large body so the new devotees are
surprised that he can take a full bath with only one gallon of water.
After seeing Maharaja’s example, the new devotees all follow suit. The
experienced Radha-Damodara road warriors are content with only one
gallon of water to take their bath when traveling throughout the towns
and villages of America.
From Georgia, the bus turns west towards Jackson, Mississippi. Every
day the brahmacārīs go out with Radha-Damodara and set up at a
college, in a park, or on the street to do kirtan and serve out prasādam.
Maharaja gets a tremendous response presenting his Bhagavat Dharma
class, and then the distributors go into the college dorms to sell books
door-to-door.
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on the bus.
With the satellite vehicles away from the bus for a week at a time the
men have no facility for hot meals. To keep the devotees ‘fired-up’
Suhotra introduces Eagle Rock – a sankirtan preparation he learned
from Buddhimanta that is meant to inspire the book distributors. The
recipe is simple. A tin of Eagle brand condensed milk is boiled in water
until it becomes caramel. Next, the caramel is mixed into a big plastic
tub of sour cream. The proportions are one to one. Finally, you slice
bananas in and stir it all up. That is the sankirtan meal. Buddhimanta
taught this and he called it Eagle Rock. It is supposed to be a full meal
for devotees when they’re out on sankirtan.
After the Eagle Rock wears off in about three hours, and you start to
slow down, Buddhimanta would recommend that you drink a litre of
buttermilk and eat chickpeas. You pump yourself up again with
buttermilk and chickpeas so you can stay out all day, and all night, too.
He would always have a full bag of chickpeas in his book bag. I would
see him standing on the side of the road, gulping the buttermilk and
tossing chickpeas into his mouth.
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expense. He simply says, “All right. I’m glad you’re back. I missed your
association.” He never seems to get angry. These devotees are all young,
in their early twenties, and Vishnujana Maharaja is only a year or two
older, yet he seems light years ahead of them. Everyone feels he’s a
unique, extraordinary soul, very renounced, and with all good qualities.
Therefore, they consider him like a guru, even though they are
contemporaries and godbrothers.
But Sri Vallabha is a person who can’t control his senses. When he gets
hungry he will offer a grocery store to Radha-Damodara by standing in
an aisle, pulling out his brāhmaṇa thread and chanting the gāyatrī
mantra.
“I offered the whole store. Let’s get some prasādam. Anyone who
comes to shop in that store for the rest of the week, at least they’ll be
buying prasādam.” That’s his rationale. When the brahmacārīs get
hungry on the road, they persuade Sri Vallabha to offer the next grocery
store so they can eat prasādam.
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of a Vaikuṇṭha angel dressed in saffron robes.
Sri Galim is the other Texan. He does the pūjā and is the head brāhmaṇa
who likes to study śāstra. He is the focus for people who are attracted to
Deity worship. His expertise in the kitchen is his gulābjāmun recipe.
Devotees proclaim that they are just the most incredible sweet you ever
tasted in your life.
Suhotra is the sankirtan leader who was trained by the now legendary
Buddhimanta back in Boston. He is very intelligent and equally
eccentric, with a great sense of humor. He’s always thinking up novel
ways to keep the brahmacārīs inspired. They, in turn, are always keen to
hear Suhotra’s sankirtan stories about his association with Buddhimanta.
Aja and Narada Muni are from the Road Show musical production. Aja
played the lead role, Ringer, whose character became a devotee, while
Narada Muni played a supporting role. On the bus, however, they both
play a major role by setting up college engagements for Vishnujana
Swami and by distributing books for Srila Prabhupada.
Riksaraj is a very short fellow who loves to sing and play mṛdaṅga. He’s
also quite proficient on the sitar. His closest friend on the party is
Vishnudatta from whom he learns many mṛdaṅga beats. Haysagrami is
also an avid musician and a staunch sankirtan devotee. He was the
guitar player in the Road Show band. Being musically inclined he is
always where the kirtan is going on.
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Haysagrami: Vishnujana Swami always impressed us. In those days we
got three classes a day, two in the morning and one in the evening after
sankirtan. They were full classes, not just the verse of the day. We were
all amazed by Vishnujana’s classes. He would read the purport and then
continue speaking and you couldn’t tell where the purport left off and he
began. He sounded so much like Prabhupada that we were all just in
awe. He had a lot of formatted classes in his mind, of which he already
knew the beginning, middle, and the end. He could pull them out on
various subjects. He was very organized.
All these devotees live, eat, and sleep in the association of the Supreme
Lord and His eternal consort Who have descended to perform Their
sankirtan pastimes as Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara by traveling on a bus to
assist Their pure devotee, Srila Prabhupada, spread the mission of Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. These most fortunate devotees on the Radha-
Damodara TSKP are the instruments by which the Lord accomplishes
the prophecies of śāstra.
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into my brain, into my meditation. Radha and Krishna were right there,
smiling at me!
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that he should also have a traveling bus party. He writes Prabhupada to
ask permission to do this service as the other sannyāsīs are doing. He is
feeling a little down after the Road Show debacle and is looking for a
service to get him back on track. He asks Prabhupada for advice on how
to stay fixed on the preaching mission. Prabhupada’s reply is direct and
to the point: simply stick to the standards that he has given.
And if you simply keep to our standard program – don’t try to invent
anything “Road Show” or “Yoga Village”– that means chanting daily 16
rounds, rising early, attending mangala-arati, like that. If this program is
strictly maintained amongst all the devotees, they will remain pure, and
if preaching is pure, automatically leaders, managers, funds, everything
will be given profusely by Krishna, without any doubt. [Letter to
Sudama, December 23, 1972]
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Prabhupada writes Sudama Maharaja to not take Radha-Krishna Deities
traveling.
You mentioned about your Temple bus, and that is very nice. When I
saw Rupanuga’s bus in New Vrindavan I wanted that there be a whole
fleet. But you should not take Radha-Krishna traveling, better you take
Gaura-Nitai. For serving Gaura-Nitai there is no offense, but if Radha-
Krishna is there and there is some discrepancy, then there is great
offense and this should be avoided. Therefore, I gave the same advice to
Vishnujana when I was in Pittsburgh.
The idea of the Temple bus is to attract them aboard, back to Krishna…
[Letter to Sudama, March 23, 1973]
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wearing western dress.
Vishnujana Maharaja said, “You can tag along with us.” That winter we
traveled with Vishnujana’s party and that was just great. We were the
most fortunate brahmacārīs now. We were with the bliss crew.
Vishnujana was doing kirtan in parks, and festivals in colleges. I learned
from Maharaja how to give love to people, and in that way attract them.
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the morning program together. Vishnujana Maharaja would cook some
fantastic prasādam for Radha-Damodara, swimming with ghee and sour
cream; very opulent preparations.
During the day, the Philadelphia devotees generally go off on their own
to distribute the big MacMillan Gitas they have in their van. They go
door-to-door, and dorm-to- dorm, with shaved heads and dhoti, carrying
an album of glossy photos of devotees feeding refugees in Bangladesh;
as well as a letter of appreciation from the Canadian Ambassador. They
are always greeted politely. By speaking purely about Krishna
consciousness they attract people to give a donation.
Whenever they find out about a rock concert they make it a point to go
and preach there. Dhristadyumna likes to follow the big rock concerts
because they can usually distribute a lot of books to the young
concertgoers. Their method is to get in through the back stage entrance.
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we’d just walk in. Sometimes he’d say he was a personal friend of the
band. When a band member came out Dhristadyumna would always
have a plate of prasādam ready. He could always get us in. One band
liked us so much that they made an announcement during the concert,
“Make sure you take care of our friends out there.” We distributed
Perfection of Yoga and Beyond Birth and Death during the concert.
Whenever someone gave a bigger donation we always gave out a
Bhagavad-gita.
Even in the south it is unseasonably cold this winter, with frost on the
ground. On cold mornings before dawn, when they pour water on their
bodies they can see steam rising from their skin. In Mobile, Alabama,
the bus parks at a college and the men go to a dormitory in the early
morning to shower. Whenever they can find a college dorm to shower in
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that’s always better than using the gallon jugs to bathe on the side of the
road.
Not all the towns are favorable. In Mobile, other traveling parties have
gone through and caused a disturbance. As soon as the Radha-
Damodara bus is discovered, the police pull them over and politely ask
them to leave; otherwise they will create a lot of trouble for the
devotees.
The Philadelphia TSKP is having such a wonderful time that they are
sorry when they run out of books and the time comes to return back
home, back to the temple. On the trip north, however, they blow out the
engine of the van. After paying for the books, gas, food, and van
maintenance, they had still managed to save $1,000. But when the
engine blows all that money is needed for repairs. So when they return
to the temple there is no money left to give to Ravindra Svarupa.
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between the Florida and Texas temples. The temple president is
Nityananda Das and his wife is Kanyakumari. Many parties come
through during the winter when it is still warm in New Orleans. The
temple is large, thus making it a nice facility for any party to feel
comfortable in the spacious brahmacārī ashram. The prasādam is also
quite good, so there are always visiting guests.
During Mardi Gras, the brahmacārī ashram is packed with devotees who
arrive to do sankirtan and work the crowds. It seems that every sankirtan
party in North America is here, even a party from Vancouver, Canada.
They are amazed to see so many debauched people all in one place.
“Okay, let’s get out the fabric and see what we can do for Radha-
Damodara. Let’s make an outfit for Them.” They have all the
dimensions written in their book since the first time Vishnujana Swami
brought Radha-Damodara to New Orleans last November.
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happening on the street, Maharaja dances and chants energetically as
everyone stops to watch.
Debraja dd: When Maharaja came he would always ask if I could sew
something or mend something, because I did the sewing and pūjārī
service. He was generous about letting me go on the bus to take care of
his Deities. On occasion, he let me put Them to rest for the afternoon.
Not very often did he let women on his bus, but he was quite generous
about that, much more easy-going than some of the later prabhus.
The New Orleans temple is filled with guests at all times of the day and
night, mostly to take prasādam. In the evenings Maharaja likes to sit
with these people quite casually and speak about the pastimes of Radha
and Krishna as if they were something so common that everyone should
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know about them. His presentation is so attractive that people simply sit
and listen in rapt attention. Devotees also try to get as close as possible
to listen to his talks. He makes the pastimes sound like they have just
happened, that he is simply relating what Krishna did yesterday with
Radharani.
Debraja dd: Late one night I was finishing prasādam by myself when a
man walked in, a long- haired hippie, stinky and nasty. He was in bad
shape but Vishnujana Swami would take anyone in. The way he
presented the Krishna stories was so beautiful and so attractive. They
didn’t sound like far off things or like fairy tales. By the time he
finished talking, the man was in tears and he ended up staying the night
in the temple. He stayed after that for several days and when Maharaja
left, he left with him.
Vishnujana does a lot of fun things around the temple besides the
normal day-to-day pūjā. His presence creates a different mood at the
temple. Devotees love their service, yet day-to-day duties can seem
repetitive for new followers. But Vishnujana makes every service more
exciting and the temple atmosphere changes dramatically, like a breath
of fresh air that blows in the door. Only two men go out for long hours
on sankirtan, so the temple emphasis is more on the Deity worship.
Kanyakumari dd: I was sitting in the hallway all bummed out, in māyā.
Maharaja walked through and I overheard him say to my husband,
“What’s wrong with her?”
“Then she should go to more kirtan, because she’ll get a taste for
chanting from kirtan.” And it worked.
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When Radha-Damodara came off the bus to our altar, I was dressing
Lord Jagannath and
My son Bhima was two years old and one time I heard him screaming in
the reception room.
I came upstairs from the kitchen to see what was going on, and
Vishnujana Swami was chasing him around the room, just playing. Then
he gave him prasādam and let him go. Bhima was having a good time
with him.
We had many guests for the Sunday feast. The temple room was packed
and one guest asked him about air pollution, and the damage to our
lungs from breathing all the incense smoke. He answered, “Because the
incense is offered to the Deities, it’s purifying you. It’s not polluting at
all.”
For the Monday morning class, Vishnujana begins speaking on the topic
of the verse, but then segues into talking about Radha and Krishna’s
personal pastimes, and the loving relationship between Them. Maharaja
wants to convey that devotees must have a loving relationship with
Krishna.
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“Not like Radharani, but our relationship with Krishna is personal, and
very loving. It’s our natural position to have that loving relationship
with Krishna.”
Even when the verse makes a philosophical point he always likes to get
it back to developing the relationship with Krishna. “Love Krishna; do
devotional service.” It’s not just do service because this is the process.
“This can be so sweet for you, too. You can be in bliss doing your
devotional service twenty-four hours a day.”
Apparently, the pavilion is named after two sisters who donated money
to build the French-style building. They remain anonymous to this day
as they wished to remain so. It’s located in the Botanical Garden and
modeled after a French orangery. On the east side of the pavilion is a
splendid sculpture by the famous Cuban artist, Enrique Alferez. A
beautiful fountain situated nearby is surrounded by camellias and
azaleas.
Suddenly, two Alabama state troopers arrest them and place them in a
police car for the drive to the station. At the first stoplight, one of the
troopers turns around to give the devotees a warning. “Any of you boys
thinkin’ ‘bout jumpin’ out at this stoplight? You’re gonna get your
backside full of buckshot.” He lifts up a 12-gauge shotgun to illustrate
his point.
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The devotees are hauled into the Mobile police station where they are
heavily razzed. Because it’s Friday night they won’t get a hearing until
Monday morning and will have to spend the entire weekend in jail. The
charge is soliciting without a permit. They are, however, allowed a
phone call.
Late Friday evening the phone rings at the New Orleans temple. It’s a
call for Vishnujana Swami. Sri Vallabha picks up the phone. Suhotra
quickly blurts out that they are under arrest in Mobile, Alabama, before
the police realize it’s a long distance call. Suhotra explains that they are
in jail before the police push the receiver down. It’s another sankirtan
disaster in Mobile.
Over the weekend, with the party in jail, Sri Vallabha tries to contact
George Wallace, the governor of Alabama, but he is only able to get the
Lieutenant Governor. Sri Vallabha puts on a southern accent. “I’m
callin’ from New Orleans. I thought you Alabama boys was gentlemen.
Well, I sent my preachers out there to Mobile, and they done got thrown
in jail. Now what kind of way is that to treat honest preachin’ boys?”
On Monday morning the four devotees are taken for a hearing. The
courtroom has over-head fans turning slowly. As they enter through a
side door they come face to face with the spectators.
Suhotra: For the two seconds that I could see the people sitting there,
they all looked the same. There were about thirty people who looked
like carbon copies of one another. They all had greasy hair parted down
the middle, wearing thick glasses and brown suits. They looked really
weird looking up at us. I turned to face the judge, and he looked just like
the rest of them with his hair parted down the middle.
“I really don’t know. I don’t know where our car is. I’ve been in jail. No
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one has told me anything.”
“Boy, let me put it to you this way,” he replied, “You got a half hour to
get across our city limits.” Then we were released. We picked up our
van and drove straight out of town.
Adi Keshava: We had a very difficult exit from Mexico. All our stuff
was stolen. We were supposed to come back and join Pyari Mohan from
Boston. Anyway, we met Vishnujana Swami at the old Houston temple,
and he nursed us back into good spirits. As soon as he got there he fed
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us sweet rice and took us in to see Radha-Damodara. He led us in a big
kirtan and then we felt better. I began to feel that I had a special
relationship with Radha-Damodara since we were “saved” by Them at
that point, because we were new devotees and had experienced a
difficult time. We weren’t expecting that, for the sake of Prabhupada’s
mission, we were going to have to go through some of the things we
went through.
The Radha-Damodara party now has two satellite vehicles, a van and a
beat-up car, that visit towns and colleges for book distribution. Knowing
that his men are suitably engaged, Vishnujana Maharaja arranges to visit
Mexico. He’ll take only two devotees, Dayal Chandra and Sri Galim.
The rest of the bus crew will remain at the Houston temple to
rendezvous with Suhotra’s van party.
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would be considered dutiable or contraband. The inspector does a
perfunctory search around the bus.
The customs agent is so taken aback at seeing the Deities that he exits
the bus and waives the party on. As Dayal Chandra maneuvers the bus
on to highway 85 for the drive to the Mexico City temple, the devotees
break into a hearty laugh over the look on the inspector’s face when he
saw the Deities.
Mexican highway 85 is not the super highway the devotees have just left
behind inTexas. It is full of bumps and potholes. To make matters more
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difficult, Dayal Chandra has to slow down frequently to avoid bicycles,
wagons, and children playing on the road. As they pass by the city of
Monterrey towards Ciudad Victoria, night begins to fall. Motoring
through a quiet desert region, Maharaja decides they would be wise to
drive all night to avoid the crowded road during the day. It will be
cooler and they will make much better time, enabling them to get to the
temple much sooner.
After driving past Ciudad Victoria they continue south towards Ciudad
Mante. It is the dark moon night, amāvasyā, and now there is not a soul
to be seen anywhere. As they drive along the deserted road toward
Mexico City in the dead of night, Vishnujana Maharaja keeps the other
devotees alert by telling stories from KRSNA book and answering their
occasional queries. The countryside is so dark and quiet it seems as if
they are the only people alive on the planet.
All three devotees are now alert peering wide-eyed into the darkness yet
unable to see more than a short distance ahead of them even with the
bright headlights of the bus. The bus is now completely engulfed by the
cloud cover and they can barely see anything more than a few meters in
front of them. Over the roar of the bus engine they hear a strange
rhythmic sound that seems to become louder by the moment.
Dayal Chandra slams on the brakes as hard as he can. The bus skids to a
screeching halt. They hear the rumbling clickety-clack of a train passing
across the road directly in front of them. There are no lights, no signs,
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nor any other indication of a railroad crossing. They had almost run
right into the train in the dense darkness of night.
Very early the next morning, the Radha-Damodara bus negotiates its
way through the busy streets of Mexico City after driving more than
twenty hours. Dayal Chandra finally finds the ISKCON center and parks
beside the temple compound filled with devotees chanting japa. The
temple was previously an Embassy building in an important quarter of
the city that devotees have converted into a house of worship.
Seeing this amazing bus parked on the road in front of the temple
garden with the mahā-mantra spray-painted on both sides, the local
devotees quickly gather on the street. A kirtan party rushes out of the
temple and surrounds the bus, chanting enthusiastically as a welcoming
committee.
The temple was really cooking at the time. It was one of those old
fashioned temples where everyone was very free, and everyone was
very responsible. There was a nice group of devotees. It was very
dynamic and everything was happening. When Vishnujana arrived we
did kirtan in the street to greet the party. Right away we were invited to
go on the bus, in small groups, to see Radha-Damodara. I found it
exciting and amazing, because I had never seen any traveling sannyāsīs,
a la Americana. He was definitely something to witness, something to
see.
Rohini Kumar is now living at the Mexico City temple after leaving the
San Antonio center founded by Vishnujana Swami last year. He is
cooking in the kitchen at the time of Radha-Damodara’s arrival. Hearing
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the commotion and enthusiastic kirtan outside the temple, he runs out to
see the Radha-Damodara bus on the street in front of him. Catching a
glimpse of Vishnujana Swami dancing heartily along with the Mexican
devotees, he offers obeisances and hurries over to join in the
celebration. He is delighted to see Maharaja again after a long time
since the early days of preaching together in Texas. Vishnujana
immediately invites him onboard for darshan.
Rohini Kumar: Haihaya said they were coming but it didn’t really strike
me until, all of a sudden, they were in front of the temple with a bus.
That really surprised me. I didn’t expect Radha-Damodara to be on the
bus either. When I went on the bus and saw the Deities, I was really
excited. Then they were taking the Deities out and bringing Them into
the temple room. It was exciting because they came with a bus, and then
with the Deities on top of it, that really blew everybody away. I was so
happy to see him again.
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sounds the conch three times in long succession. As the curtains open
everyone bows down to the sound of govindam ādi- puruṣaṁ tam ahaṁ
bhajāmi… The local devotees are delighted to see the resplendent forms
of Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara alongside Lord Jagannath, Subhadra
Maharani, and Sri Baladeva.
“Srila Prabhupada said, ‘One has to always be ready to serve, not simply
we are always accepting service.’ We call each other prabhu. Well,
prabhu means master. Does the servant expect the master to serve him?
Therefore, when I say, prabhu, it means I must render service. We
should cultivate this mentality that I am everyone’s servant because I
address others as prabhu.”
He expands on the point, illustrating that the guru is the most humble of
all devotees and thus is the personality of servitor Godhead. He clarifies
the meaning of the sākṣād-dharitvena samasta-śāstraiḥ verse that
devotees sing every morning, emphasizing how we can distinguish the
spiritual master directly as the personal servant of God, and Krishna as
God the master.
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father. But all they did was hurt their father. Obviously, no one benefits
from this kind of service.
After class and breakfast prasādam, Vishnujana meets the head pūjārīs,
Turiya Das and his wife Shaktimati. They originally joined in Hawaii
but somehow ended up in the Mexico City temple.
Last year, Turiya had written Srila Prabhupada asking whether they
could install lord Jagannath Deities in the temple. Prabhupada replied
giving his consent, “provided you and your wife are going to stick there
in Mexico City and you will not go away.”
I have heard that you are well qualified to worship the Deity at highest
standard and this is very much necessary. One who is worshipping the
Deity must be always attentive and mindful of his occupation at all
times. He must never for one moment forget his duty of serving the
Deity at every moment and strive always to please the Lord. If you are
willing to stick there in Mexico City, along with your good wife, and do
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the needful for worshipping Lord Jagannath and take all responsibility,
then I have no objection if you install. [Letter to Turiya - August 16,
1972] Later, in January 1973, Turiya received another letter from Srila
Prabhupada giving his consent for the Mexico City temple to be ready to
receive Radha-Krishna Deities.
The reports that have come from our Mexico City temple have always
been encouraging and I am glad to learn that now you wish to increase
your service still further. Krishna is unlimited, and His devotees’ service
should also be unlimited. Since you have more than five brahmanas who
can participate in worshipping large Radha- Krishna Deities, and you
have done nicely in worshipping Jagannath, you can order marble
Radha-Krishna Deities. Make the worship of Radha and Krishna most
opulent, profusely decorate with flowers, celebrate all the festivals and
in this way automatically large crowds of people will be attracted to
your temple. [Letter to Turiya - January 27, 1973]
Turiya and Shaktimati have been busy setting up a new temple room in
a larger area downstairs. They have been doing every offering and ārati,
as well as preparing the recently acquired large marble Deities, Sri-Sri
Radha-Madan Gopal for installation even though Shaktimati is in the
advanced stages of pregnancy. They are pleased to see Vishnujana join
them each morning on the altar when he comes to dress Radha-
Damodara.
After breakfast prasādam all the devotees get ready to go to the Home
Show. The annual Feria del Hogar is in full swing at the time of Radha-
Damodara’s arrival in Mexico City. This is the important Home Show
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held annually during the month of March at the National Auditorium.
This is the place where Mexican families can find anything and
everything for their home.
The temple has a booth here and at least a dozen devotees sell books and
incense all day long. They have spent a lot of time and money to make
an attractive booth in contrast to the thousands of booths displaying the
latest in home appliances and accessories. During this event there is no
street sankirtan, since most of the devotees are working at the booth.
Even the Sunday feast is scaled down because of the big preaching at
the Home Show.
Thousands of people attend the fair, located not far from the temple.
Vishnujana Swami is invited to join the devotees at the show and to
bring Radha-Damodara. A small place in the booth is set aside for
Radha-Damodara’s traveling altar where They can give Their blessings
to the passersby.
Mexicans love kirtan and they especially like Vishnujana Swami. His
chanting is particularly appreciated because he sings so sweetly.
The Home Fair is such an important event that the President of Mexico
inaugurates it every year on opening day. This Saturday, President
Echeveria attends the Fair with his wife, strolling among the various
booths and viewing all the latest in appliances and home furnishings. All
of a sudden he happens upon the beautiful devotee booth situated in a
strategic location. He stops to survey the scene. It’s a large booth with a
small gallery displaying pictures about the teachings of Bhagavad-gita.
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On the other side, devotees sell Indian paraphernalia and incense.
Vishnujana Maharaja is comfortably ensconced in the center chanting a
beautiful bhajan as Radha-Damodara bestow Their blessings. They are
the main attraction of the booth.
Rohini Kumar: The President of Mexico came by the booth and saw our
display and Radha- Damodara. Vishnujana was his all-blissful self, and
Sri Galim looked like he was going to go through the roof. It was the
most together thing we ever did in Mexico. The book displays looked
really nice, and when the President came by even he was impressed. We
had a large booth and the Deities looked really fine.
Maharaja’s main activity each day is leading bhajans and kirtans at the
fair. Every morning, he gives the Bhagavatam class, with Haihaya as the
translator, and in the evening he teaches devotees how to play
harmonium and mṛdaṅga. More than anything else his association is
unforeseen, yet highly welcome, and very enlivening. Maharaja gives
the Mexican devotees a wonderful opportunity to experience a different
aspect of Krishna consciousness.
Nanda Nandana: It was very ecstatic. At that time Mexico City temple
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was small so it was enthusing to see Vishnujana Maharaja come with his
sankirtan party. We had a booth at the Feria del Hogar selling books and
incense. Maharaja was there with his harmonium, the Deities, and other
devotees chanting. It was very attractive. Many people passing by would
stop and ask questions about the books and the devotees. The Deities
were very attractive with their golden forms and all.
This Sunday, devotees have brought their small Jagannath Deities to the
park on Their palanquin. Maharaja creates a sensation as he sings with a
far-away look in his eyes, and speaks in a foreign language with a
translator. All eyes and ears are on him, as if a demigod had suddenly
descended upon Mexico. Because most Mexicans are short, Maharaja
appears even taller by comparison and some devotees even have the
impression of Lord Chaitanya in Mexico. Every person appreciates his
presence and when the devotees return to the temple, many interested
people come back for the ārati and feast.
Indra Deva: I had just joined, and like most devotees the first month in
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the movement there are questions of staying or leaving. We haven’t
consolidated our faith. Vishnujana Swami was one of the main factors
that helped me consolidate my faith. His attitude, his chanting, and his
sweetness consolidated my faith and made me feel that this was
something real. He had such a heavy sweetness. He was sweetness
personified due to the Holy Name. He was tasting the Holy Name by the
way he was chanting, and by the way he was relating to us. He saw
devotees as his brothers, as his children, and that really impressed me.
On the journey back to the states, the bus develops mechanical problems
due to being so old. Fortunately, Dayal Chandra manages to overcome
every crisis and gets the bus running again. They barely make it back to
Texas, but they all agree that the Mexico experience was a nectar
excursion.
Suhotra’s van party meets the Radha-Damodara bus at the temple for a
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happy reunion. Also at the Austin center at this time is Satsvarupa
Maharaja’s traveling party with Mahabuddhi, Ghanashyam, and
Ghostabihari. Several devotees from Dallas are also at the temple,
making things quite crowded.
Mahabuddhi: Many people would go in for darshan. That was new for
me too, seeing Radha and Krishna on a bus. Vishnujana Swami on his
own, or with other devotees, was always attractive, always humble, and
always joyful; kevala ānanda-khanda.
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relationship, where I would be his kartāl player. It was always fun being
in kirtan with Vishnujana Swami because he would really get into the
Holy Name, and it would last a long time. It was a safe harbor, a
wonderful experience.
The stay in Austin is brief. The Dallas devotees inform Maharaja that
they are sponsoring an exceptional festival to honor the appearance of
Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. The event will be in a large Dallas park over
the weekend. Maharaja is eager to participate. His old friend,
Mohanananda, is now serving there as the Gurukula headmaster.
Another friend is Dayananda, the Dallas temple president. He was the
temple president when Vishnujana was a brahmacārī in Los Angeles.
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book written in simple language with exercises on how to learn
grammar. A staff of writers is also preparing other books in the same
fashion for different age levels. The teachers are gaining the trust and
friendship of the children more and more, so they don’t have to resort to
harsh forms of discipline. But there is a need to improve relations with
the parents.
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education.
When Mohanananda asks him to put up the money for the project,
Vishnujana agrees to finance the recording since he now has a source of
funds from the success of his book distribution team. Mohanananda is
absolutely ecstatic to hear this news and runs to his office to book a
recording date with a professional studio. When they receive the news,
the kids are totally excited that they will be chanting on a record with
Vishnujana Maharaja.
Jagamana: When he cut that record with us, he really showed us that we
were appreciated as people; with voices, with enthusiasm, with love. We
often felt that was missing in the movement. He was the most personal
Chaitanya-like personality. He actually lived it. Instead of just preaching
against māyāvādīs, he was also acting as a non-māyāvādī. As a kid I
picked up on this. I could tell that he really loved people.
Amongst the kids he was the guy to emulate. He was a very desirable
person. We were very surprised that he took the renounced order. I was
always asking him why that was necessary. He didn’t want to talk about
it. He just said, “That’s the progression, and you should also have to
look forward to that.”
The female voice on the Tulasi prayer was Manisha. She succumbed to
cancer in ‘76 and passed away. I was the drummer. There was no
disrespect for females. That came later. I never saw that in Vishnujana
Maharaja.
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Mohanananda: In the recording studio all the kids were singing around
Tulasi Devi. On the label it was Vishnujana Swami and the Children of
Gurukula. I got my name on as Producer. It was all part of our Gurukula
Books and Records division. I was working to have the school
accredited in the state of Texas.
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I got burned out by Vishnudatta. He used to give me a really hard time. I
missed my mom and dad so I went home for a while. I was only
seventeen. I didn’t get initiated until a year later in Puerto Rico.
Vishnujana Swami begins his talk with a mantra that Prabhupada wants
chanted before every class.
“Chant this mantra with me. I say, you say. Oṁ namo bhagavate
vāsudevāya.”
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of love, bhagavate. Oṁ namo bhagavate vāsudevāya; a very important
mantra. This mantra has been recommended for purification, and for
development of love of God. Since the beginning of this universe, such
an ancient, beautiful mantra in its timeless nature, its transcendental
nature, is this sound vibration Oṁ. This is a very important sound.
“So, my name is Vishnujana Swami, and for five years I’ve been a
disciple of His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada,
who is the topmost swan-like devotee and wandering mendicant, who
has kindly come to us who are standing in darkness with our eyes closed
shut, and who is forcing our eyes open with the torch light of
knowledge.
“The Deities which we have brought – Their names are Radha and
Damodara. Damodara is a significant name of Krishna. Actually God
has so many names, and His names are chosen according to His
qualities and pastimes. So, Damodara means bound up with ropes.
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found that the rope was short by two inches. When she got an even
longer rope and tried to tie Him, it was still short by two inches. And
when she gathered all the ropes in the whole house together and tried to
bind Him, still it was short by two inches.
“Other yoga systems will bring you different types of results. That is
also guaranteed in the Bhagavad-gita. But this bhakti-yoga system will
allow you to bind Krishna up as your dear-most child. That is the most
intimate – united with Krishna. Krishna says, ‘Of all yogis, he who is
intimately united with Me in devotion, he is most dear to Me.’ “Radha
and Damodara have been on a transcendental journey. These Deities
were drawn before Their creation by my Spiritual Master, personally.
He has specific intentions for these Deities, and he said to me in
Pittsburgh, not more than eight months ago, that these Deities are acting
as Lord Chaitanya.
“Lord Chaitanya, you know, started this chanting of Hare Krishna in the
streets of the world 500 years ago, and these Deities, Radha and
Damodara are also traveling all over the world and requesting everyone
to please chant Hare Krishna. So, that is Their function. They are asking
everyone to chant Hare Krishna and remember Krishna. Therefore,
They are visiting various temples around the country. They are also
going to places where there are no temples.
“So we bring the temple to the people in the form of that bus you see out
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front. That serves as a kitchen and a temple for Radha and Damodara in
Their travels. The Deities have been visiting all over the South. They’ve
been to Jackson, Mississippi, and have been received by gigantic crowds
of people. Gigantic crowds of people have received them in Florida, in
the Philadelphia temple, and especially the Atlanta temple.
“The various jewels that are decorating Their bodies are all gifts from
the various temples. Also, the traveling sankirtan parties have been
enlivened seeing Radha and Damodara out on the streets with them.
Usually, it’s very difficult to go on a traveling sankirtan party and be
away from the temple and nice prasādam very long. But with Radha and
Damodara and the temple bus out there, it becomes very easy and
sublime. “So the traveling parties coming from the different temples go
to those cities where there are no temples to distribute literature. They
have also been feeling very enlivened by the presence of the Deities and
the programs of Deity worship on the road. Most recently, we were in
Mexico City, where literally hundreds of thousands of people joined in
the chanting and dancing and seeing the Deities. The people there are
very simple and have a tendency towards singing and dancing, and are
naturally curious to anything new. So they were very affectionate
towards Radha and Damodara.
“Also we just got through with a festival in Dallas, Texas. So these have
been some of the activities of Radha and Damodara in traveling around
the country.
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“We have to see something beautiful, we have to smell something
beautiful, we have to touch something beautiful, we have to taste
something beautiful. That is the desire of all living beings. So Krishna
consciousness does not mean to restrict these desires. It means to
channel them to Krishna. You taste Krishna prasādam, you see the form
of Krishna – the Divine Couple. You want to see a young boy and girl
together, here is a beautiful boy and girl and They remain eternally
beautiful. They don’t get old, diseased, and die like the relationships in
this world. So you want to see something beautiful, taste something,
smell something? Smell the flowers and incense offered to Them, the
sandalwood oil that’s rubbed on Their bodies, the rose-water that bathes
Them.
“In this way, you can engage all your senses and be fully satisfied in
serving Krishna.
“You will see, as days go on, when you engage your senses in the
service of Krishna, you won’t be the loser. You’ll be the gainer a
million-fold. That is Krishna consciousness. Actually the seeing process
is Krishna, the eating process is Krishna, the smelling process is
Krishna, and the hearing process is Krishna. You will find this in
Srimad Bhagavatam, that all these functions of your body are all
representations of Krishna. And you are simply lending your
consciousness to the process of vision, the process of smelling, the
process of hearing. You are lending your consciousness to these
functions. So, actually you are dealing with Krishna.
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This is the esthetic sense of Krishna consciousness – to be aware that
I’m dealing with Krishna. In all relationships, in all actions – Krishna.
That’s Krishna consciousness.”
At the same time a new temple president, Makhanlal, has just taken over
the management. Due to the transition of temple presidents there are
some problems in the temple. Mahamuni is the temple commander and
sankirtan leader. In order to keep the devotees enlivened he is always
preaching, “Just depend upon Krishna, and Krishna will rectify
everything.”
Every morning and every evening Maharaja would lead kirtan and give
class. For the Sunday feast he did a wondrous multi-media presentation.
He’d lead these incredible kirtans, and give these wondrous classes, and
the devotees just became solidified. Every little bit of anxiety or despair
in the whole temple just disappeared. He was this incredibly fascinating
personality who was the most Krishna conscious person I had met. Of
course my realm wasn’t so big, but still he had this incredible potency.
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After his introduction, Vishnujana Maharaja begins the class by
chanting the Sanskrit from Bhagavad-gita As It Is chapter 4, verse 36.
Even if you are considered to be the most sinful of all sinners, when you
are situated in the boat of transcendental knowledge you will be able to
cross over the ocean of miseries.
Maharaja reads the purport and begins his class. Prana is also sitting and
listening to Vishnujana’s discourse. He lives in an apartment a block
away from the temple. When the Radha-Damodara bus arrives he is
visiting the temple. He has just begun chanting japa and when Sri-Sri
Radha-Damodara come out of Their bus, it’s the first time he has ever
seen Deities.
Prana: I had been going to the temple for the morning program and was
participating in the kirtans as an observer, maybe 60% observer and
40% participant. But when Vishnujana Swami came and started leading
kirtans with the mṛdaṅga, and even the way he led bhajans on the
harmonium, it was totally mystical. It was like the Holy Name was
coming from some other dimension. His consciousness seemed to
impart something to the kirtan that I was not experiencing otherwise, up
to that point.
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Now, he comes regularly to the St Louis temple to ascertain for himself
if Krishna consciousness is the answer to what he has been searching
for.
What attracted me was the goal of actually coming face to face with
God, becoming reestablished in my original relationship with God, and
ultimately returning to the kingdom of God. That is why Krishna
consciousness is what it is, and that is the only reason Krishna
consciousness is what it is.
Prana can understand that without developing our love for God, the
ISKCON movement is no more consequential than anything else in the
material world; other than the fact that it’s based on the mode of
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goodness. But if the culture or lifestyle surrounding the movement fails
to link the individual with Krishna, it would not have any more
significance than any other way of life where people live predominantly
in the mode of goodness.
“Krishna Consciousness is very easy, but for one who has begun the
path in earnestness, in seriousness, there requires to be some careful
undertaking. That careful undertaking is to take every activity which is
performed either in the temple, or out on the street, or in your mind; take
every activity and ask, ‘Have I been directed to perform this action, or
thought, or word, by my Spiritual Master and Krishna?’ This test you
have to be making. This will protect you from mental concoction and
from the attraction of illusory things.
“If before performing every action – and that includes even putting on
your dhoti or your sari, or even lying down to take rest at night – if you
can question yourself and ask yourself, Have I been given this order by
my Spiritual Master? that will keep you always on the platform of
remembering Krishna.
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concoction? If you always make that test, you’ll be fully Krishna
conscious twenty-four hours a day. No activity will be mundane because
even while you’re washing your clothes you’ll think, Have I been given
this order by my Spiritual Master or Krishna? You make this test and
see if it doesn’t help you.”
When Maharaja ends the class everyone is delighted. No one has heard
such a perceptive understanding of Krishna consciousness before.
Maharaja’s points make so much sense because they bring the devotee
into a much closer moment-to-moment relationship with guru and
Krishna.
Every afternoon Vishnujana sits in the temple president’s office with the
door open. Anyone who wants to can come in and talk to him or ask him
any questions or discuss problems. This is his policy. He makes no
distinction whether brahmacārī or brahmacārīnī; everybody is welcome
to come in and talk with him. The women in the temple especially
appreciate his mood. Regardless of whether the question is
philosophically brilliant or materially ignorant, it doesn’t make any
difference to Maharaja. He is just happy to try and help in whatever way
he can.
When you were around him, you were drawn into what he was doing.
You were drawn into the kirtan, you were drawn into the class, and
drawn in very strongly. There was something coming from his heart
where he wanted everyone to chant Hare Krishna. He wanted everyone
to relish the Holy Name. He wanted everyone to love God with him. He
wanted everyone to worship Radha-Damodara with him. He wanted
everyone to be as attracted to Radha- Damodara as he was, or even
more. If he could find someone who was more attracted, he would
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derive that much more benefit out of their association. And that mood
affected everyone who associated with him, unless they felt challenged
by him. He was one of the best inspirations there was, as far as I’m
concerned.
Maharaja concurs with Narada Muni’s point. Since most of the colleges
and schools are closed during the summer it would be wise to take
advantage of the state fairs. He has been thinking about this idea himself
and sees Narada Muni’s suggestion as a confirmation from Krishna. He
would love to travel from one fair to the next, selling books and
paraphernalia prasādam all day long.
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Third Wave,
The Kidnapping of Ramacharya
Books are the basis, preaching is the essence, purity is the force, utility
is the principle. [Srila Prabhupada maxim]
The main people involved in the Diorama Project are Baradraja, Adi
Deva and Srimati. Last year Srimati and Kausalya had done some
wonderful preaching in Jaipur. They also found the Kalachandji Deity
that is now being worshiped in Dallas. But soon Srila Prabhupada sent
word for her to return.
“Srimati, you come back to Mayapur. You were doing so well here.”
Once back in the holy dhāma, she is awakened one evening. “Srimati,
Prabhupada wants to see you.”
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Srimati dd: We went to Gaurni and found a young man. His father and
grandfather had always made the deities in the town out of straw and
mud. It was Durga Puja – a big holiday. There was a big procession
after ārati and they took the deity to the Ganga.
So this man was the right person and he came to Mayapur the next day.
While Prabhupada was talking to him, he sat quietly and did a detailed
small head of Prabhupada out of clay. It was very beautiful. Prabhupada
liked it and hired him. He said, “This is very good. Please come back
here and show Srimati.”
Every day the young man comes to teach doll making and Srimati is his
first student. Gradually Baradraja and Rukmini along with Adi Deva
and Murti Das join the class. Then Bhavananda decides he wants to
learn too, so he joins the little class for a while, just for fun.
They construct a large kiln and also learn to make their own paint; even
their own brushes and glue. Everything is natural. They are taught every
detail of the art. There are fields of jute nearby, and some Bengali
devotees sit down and twist the jute to make ropes. Whatever the doll
makers need is supplied. Their life is simple living high thinking, and
they consider it marvelous.
The classes are held on the second floor of the beginnings of the
Mayapur Temple building. When everybody arrives for the festival, the
Bengali workers construct a grass hut on the roof of the building. It’s all
set up for doll making and all the straw and mud they need is brought to
them.
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When the workday begins, they all go up there and start making dolls.
Baradraja makes a really large Lord Nrsimhadeva, whereas Srimati
sticks with the smaller sizes. She makes a small Panca-Tattva set and
gives Them to Prabhupada. They remain on a shelf in his room. On one
occasion Prabhupada remarks to Bhavananda, “These are Srimati’s
Deities.”
Ishan: I was in Toronto when Srila Prabhupada sent out a notice to all
temple presidents that mṛdaṅga making was a dying art. There was no
more pride in it. They were embarrassed to take up these trades. I could
see that when I was there. So Prabhupada wanted his men to come and
learn.
Jagadish was our president and I found a notice among papers on his
desk, un-posted, that said, “Srila Prabhupada wants men to go to
Mayapur to learn to make drums.”
Among the group of devotees who have come to learn drum making,
most cannot get the hang of this Bengali craft. Some of them don’t even
last two days in Mayapur and are back on a plane to the West.
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One day a man comes who is a translator. The western devotees
frequently ask, “Why does he do it this way?” Ishan glances at them as
he continues cleaning the hut, or scraping the hair off a new hide, or
stretching a new one in the field outside the door. When the translator
questions the mistri, he simply looks up, pauses, and replies in Bengali,
“My father did it that way.”
After a week has passed, the mṛdaṅga mistri draws a picture of a map of
the world on the dirt floor. He points to the various devotees who have
come to learn, sitting in the hut with their notebooks, and he says,
“mṛdaṅga mistri nei,” as he points to each of them one by one. Then he
points to Ishan and says, “Ishan Prabhu, mṛdaṅga mistri.”
Ishan: I loved him and that was the difference, I think, because you only
give your secrets to someone who loves you. And I served him. Not
because I wanted the secrets; it was natural. I really loved this man. He
was barely over five feet and very thin, with jet black hair, and about 65
years of age. He did a few yoga āsanas to stretch before he began his
work. And when he was tired, he would put a cloth on the floor of the
hut and just curl up and go to sleep, saying, “Acha, resting.” Then after
45 minutes he would rise, take some water to wash his face and hands,
and back to work. He taught me a lot about being just natural.
Actually, there were two men. A different man taught me how to make a
clay shell. I would have to clean his clay. We’d dig it out of the ground
and take every piece of grass out of it until it was smooth. That was my
job. Yogin Pal was the clay man and Jotin Da was the mṛdaṅga man. He
would always apologize to the mṛdaṅga for having to put his foot on it
when tightening the straps. He had a very devotional attitude and always
referred to the drum as “Śrī mṛdaṅga.”
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Mayapur to embark on another world preaching tour. Several reporters
are present to cover the Swami’s return to New York. Prabhupada gives
a short address.
“Ladies and gentlemen, I thank you very much for kindly receiving me
in this honorable way. According to our Vaishnava philosophy,
whatever honor is offered to the spiritual master is transferred to the
Supreme Personality of Godhead: yasya prasādād bhagavat-prasādo
yasyāprasādān na gatiḥ kuto ‘pi.”
After clarifying that he takes no honor for himself but offers all honor to
Krishna, Prabhupada explains that his ISKCON movement is based on
the authority of scripture.
“Now, so far our movement is concerned, you more or less know about
our movement. But you should know that this is the most scientific,
authorized movement in human society, because the movement is based
on the authority of Bhagavad-gita.
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consciousness.
“So this life is not very congenial to the human society. The chaotic
situation of the present human society is due to the fact that there is no
intelligent class of men. This is our challenge. The so-called scientists,
so-called philosophers, they have no intelligence. Therefore the whole
society is in the chaotic condition. So these boys and girls, American
boys and girls, they’re being taught, instructed to become first-class,
intelligent man. This is the movement.”
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Bali Mardana Goswami is still temple president and GBC. Once again,
he has instituted a policy that is proving to be quite unpopular; that
visitors have to pay for prasādam. Vishnujana Swami’s traveling party
is no exception.
For the Bhagavatam class Srila Prabhupada lectures from the prayers of
Queen Kunti. Sunday is the appearance day of Lord Ramachandra, and
Prabhupada requests Vishnujana Maharaja to give the Sunday feast
lecture. Many guests regularly appear for the Sunday program.
But Vishnujana Maharaja spoke about Lord Rama in such a way that I
began to get this feeling, there’s something to this philosophy. He
conveyed to me that it’s actually possible that God could have a human-
like form. That was my first meeting with him and I always hoped I’d
meet him again. To this day it’s the memory of Vishnujana Swami that
keeps me feeling that the process works.
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Every Sunday the New York devotees go to Central Park for harināma
sankirtan after the morning program. When Agnideva moved into the
temple, Mangalananda was singing the Road Show songs at the Sunday
feast. Agnideva used to sing along with him because he’s also a sweet
singer.
You could count on him to take out the harināma party. Everybody
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looked up to him, and everybody liked him. He was absorbed in Krishna
consciousness and his deity worship was attractive. You knew he was
tasting something. He was the only sannyāsī who had his own deities
and was worshipping Them and taking care of Them so nicely. Back
then no one else had their own deities. You saw how absorbed one could
be in Krishna consciousness.
At the New York temple many sannyāsīs used to come through because
New York was like a hub. A lot of Swamis demanded the mahā plate,
but Vishnujana Maharaja never asked for it. Vishnujana didn’t ask for
anything, but it came automatically because people liked him. He was
definitely more austere than the others. He would never ask for special
quarters. Vishnujana Maharaja stood out in his giving of himself to the
temple, to the devotees, in taking out the harināma party, with his
enthusiasm, and by his austerity too. He didn’t demand respect, but he
commanded it.
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Vishnujana mentions that this is the sankirtan party that won a category
in Ramesvara’s BBT Newsletter and received special praise for their
distribution of his books. To the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs, that
award never registered as being anything of great significance. They
were just doing their service. However, Srila Prabhupada’s eyes
immediately open wide as he remarks, “Yes, brahmacārīs and sannyāsī.
Go on and increase. Keep on doing what you are doing.” He is pleased.
The mood is intimate and sweet although Prabhupada doesn’t say much.
The nature of the Radha-Damodara party then was more like a family.
We weren’t into designations. That’s why when we won a category it
was no big deal for us. I never considered myself the sankirtan leader.
We were just distributing books. The sankirtan party meant, whoever
was there would get into the van. I drove the van because the others
didn’t have a driver’s license. Because I drove the van I planned out
where we’d go. Sri Vallabha was with us and he had a great deal of
experience. He was a veteran book distributor. When he was on the
party I used to think of him as the sankirtan leader, although there was
no official designation.
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Dayal Chandra and Riksaraj. Vishnujana Swami makes the most of the
occasion by recommending them for brāhmaṇa initiation. As Maharaja
speaks, Srila Prabhupada never takes his eyes off Vishnujana; he is
completely absorbed in everything Maharaja is saying. When
Vishnujana is finished speaking, Srila Prabhupada says, “Yes, whatever
you say is all right.”
To me that association with Prabhupada was just like sitting there with
Krishna and the cowherd boys. That’s what Prabhupada was like. He
was just like a young boy, sitting there with a big smile on his face with
no pretense about anything. It was like seeing his real self. That was the
kind of relationship he had with Vishnujana Swami.
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devotees for their increased book distribution results, “I must express
my appreciation for Sriman Tripurari Prabhu’s outstanding service, as
well as all the devotees in your party.”
The next point is that you should dress just like perfect American
gentlemen, but the sikha and tilak must be very prominent. Coat, pants,
necktie, and everything, brahmacari and grhasthas, they can put on,
because you are not Sannyasi. In the temple, you can dress as
brahmacari, but in order not to become ridiculous in the eyes of others,
outside you should dress just like a very nice perfect aristocratic
American. So there is no objection. But we must always have our tilak
and sikha and there is no compromise for this purpose. [Letter to
Brahmananda - October 6, 1968]
On April 13, Srila Prabhupada returns to the airport to catch his flight to
Los Angeles where he plans to stay for more than a month. He is
followed by a convoy of devotee vehicles. Many devotees crowd into
the Departures Lounge to bid their spiritual master farewell. His stay in
New York has rejuvenated everyone’s determination to push on book
distribution.
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During this time in New York, Aja leaves the Radha-Damodara party.
Rupanuga Goswami needs a brahmacārī assistant to work with him, so
he approaches Vishnujana Swami to help him out with a man. Maharaja
is happy to be of assistance and agrees to lend a hand. After careful
consideration he recommends Aja.
The Radha-Damodara party is also leaving New York. They will drive
north to Boston. But before leaving, they pop into the Salvation Army
and St Vincent de Paul’s to get secondhand clothing. They purchase
nice-looking outfits so they can dress smartly for distributing books
without spending a lot of money.
Sumati Devi is still doing pūjārī service and has also taken over the
sewing for the Deities. She has only been in the movement for a year
and has never sewn before, but now she is responsible for sewing
clothes for God. Although she is a little doubtful about her ability to
serve the Deities, still she does the best she can. However, after a
remark from a visiting devotee that the Deities’ clothes were the ugliest
he had ever seen, she becomes distraught. She has no idea what to do
because nobody else in the temple knows how to sew either.
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The following morning, as both she and Vishnujana Swami are dressing
the Deities, she reveals her predicament to Maharaja.
Niranjana: I had never seen the devotees chanting before. When I saw
Vishnujana Swami chanting, the very first impression that went through
my mind was, I want to become a devotee. That’s exactly how I was
feeling when I saw him because the air he manifested around him was
so blissful. It wasn’t until I actually saw Vishnujana Swami that I
believed becoming a devotee was the next step that I had to take.
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like he was a walking Nectar of Devotion. He had a very unique deity
schedule. Radha- Damodara had six āratis every day but they were
short. The last one at night was a full ārati. At the end of the ārati
Maharaja took a mechanic’s lamp that was just sitting there, and he
offered that to the Deities!
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speaking with another former confidant he learns that Ramacharya is at
the small preaching center in Provincetown, with Adi Keshava and
Somadatta. Provincetown is a tourist resort on the Cape Cod National
Seashore. In the summer it’s a big place for book distribution and
sankirtan.
After a successful day of book distribution Suhotra gathers his men, Sri
Vallabha, Vishnudatta, and Riksaraj to explain his plan.
“What for?” Sri Vallabha wants to know. “It’s a long way out of our
way and it’s already late in the day. We’ll be driving all night before we
reach Philly.”
“Yeah, but we’re going to pick up an old friend of mine who wants to
join the party. He’s the big distributor in New England and he’s fried
with the temple. He wants to join up, associate with Maharaja, and serve
Radha-Damodara.”
“Actually, he’s more the pūjārī type, but his strong point is book
distribution. He’ll be a great asset to the party.” On the way down to the
cape Suhotra continues telling the others about Ramacharya’s exploits
as a sankirtan devotee. He relates the story of when Ramacharya was on
Pyari Mohan’s party distributing KRSNA books.
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“This is one of the wild and woolly early ISKCON sankirtan stories.
They were driving down this highway and they overtake a car with this
guy driving all alone. Pyari was driving and Ramacharya was sitting in
the shotgun seat. So he rolls down his window and starts talking to this
man and shows him a KRSNA book. He was showing him the pictures
and the man was looking and driving and then Ramacharya starts selling
it to him!
“The man says, ‘How much?’ ‘Just five bucks,’ says Ramacharya. And
then both cars pulled off the road. Ramacharya gives him the book,
accepts the lakṣmī, and then he gets back in the car with Pyari and they
drive off. I’m telling you, he is extremely enthusiastic.” The
brahmacārīs enjoy this story, along with the others that Suhotra tells to
keep them entertained.
By the time they round the cape and begin closing in on Provincetown,
night has already fallen. It’s been a long drive from Boston. “I know
Ramacharya,” Suhotra continues, trying to fire up the others who are
wondering if this might be a wild goose chase. They are getting a little
restless with all this driving in the opposite direction from Philadelphia.
They finally reach the tip of the cape and head towards the tourist area,
a crowded, narrow avenue, which is the main drag in Provincetown.
Suhotra drives slowly looking left and right.
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everyone becomes acquainted with Ramacharya they accept him into
the family. Now, they start thinking about bedding down for the night.
The next day, after the morning program, Sri Vallabha suggests they
distribute books on their way down to Philadelphia, so the party stops
somewhere in New York state for a day of sankirtan.
In the meantime, the Boston temple president gets an early morning call
from Adi Keshava at the Provincetown preaching center. “Prabhu,
Ramacharya seems to have disappeared. He didn’t return to the ashram
last night. And we haven’t seen him back this morning.”
Trai Das is instantly in alarm mode. The last time Vishnujana Swami
came to Boston with the Road Show, Suhotra had left; and now
Ramacharya is missing. Putting two and two together, Trai begins
interviewing the brahmacārīs and learns that Suhotra had been inquiring
about Ramacharya. He realizes that Suhotra has just abducted his star
distributor. His mood is like that of a bull who has just seen red. Trai
Das learns that the Radha-Damodara bus was heading for the
Philadelphia temple. He asks Adi Keshava to join him, and soon they on
their way to Philadelphia.
Trai Das: I was tracking them down. First, Suhotra left and ran off with
the Road Show when I arrived as temple president. I was very angry
because he was our sankirtan leader and main man. Then, Suhotra came
back secretly trying to get Ramacharya. I was agitated because we lost
two of our best sankirtan devotees. I was on the other side in those days.
Later, I went over to them and joined the party!
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He closes with a promise, “Maharaja always gives nectar classes and, of
course, incredible kirtans.”
I thought, This is amazing. This man can’t have been around very long.
Prabhupada hasn’t been in America very long, and yet so much emotion
is being generated, so he must be a very unusual individual. Devotees
had a great desire for his association. It was almost bordering on how
they felt about Prabhupada.
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sits down with a harmonium. He starts chanting Hare Krishna nicely and
Setubandha offers his respects.
Setubandha: There was no one else in the room. He had not asked for
water or prasādam. He was obviously an older devotee. His eyes were
closed and he was chanting with deep concentration and great devotion.
His voice was phenomenally attractive. I had never heard any chanting
like that. This went on for about fifteen minutes. It was just him and I in
the prasādam room.
“No, I’m fine. Thank you very much.” “May I ask your name?”
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no idea that a political uproar is brewing. Later that day, Trai Das and
Adi Keshava arrive at the temple. They see Suhotra’s van is not there,
and neither is Ramacharya. They park across the street with Vishnujana
Swami’s bus in view and wait for the sankirtan van to return. Their plan
is to take Ramacharya back, by force, if necessary.
Since Suhotra’s party has decided to do sankirtan on the way back, the
Boston devotees quickly get tired of waiting. Vishnujana Maharaja
becomes aware of their presence and becomes annoyed. “Who are these
devotees waiting for my sankirtan men?” Realizing they have been
discovered, Trai Das and Adi Keshava approach Maharaja on the bus. In
their minds the full blame is on his shoulders.
“Vishnujana Maharaja, why are you stealing our devotees?” Trai says
bluntly in an irritated mood.
Adi Keshava: Suhotra came in the middle of the night and picked up
Ramacharya. That was a big political thing. But, basically, Ramacharya
wanted to go with Radha-Damodara, so he went. Trai Das drove down
to Philly to see Vishnujana Swami. I thought Vishnujana was really
cool, so I got to hang out with him and Radha-Damodara. In the
meantime, I was becoming more convinced of Maharaja’s program the
more I knew about it.
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Maharaja to accept Ramacharya, and he finally agrees. Immediately,
Ramacharya becomes a happy member of the party. He falls in love
with Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara and, with his prior experience as a tailor,
he soon begins making outfits and crowns for Them. It is years before
the Boston temple forgives Suhotra.
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a feel for what the standards were.
There was one really wild devotee named Vishnudatta. He was a very
expert mṛdaṅga player and a bit of an eccentric personality, almost like
a Chicago gangster. His face was a little bit tucked to one side. He had a
rough way of speaking, but he was a real character and a lot of fun to
have around. He was very attractive to me because I wanted to learn
how to play mṛdaṅga, and I was very attracted to kirtan.
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I realized later that I should have been laughed at, and it was acceptable,
but I was so touched by his reaction. I resolved that in the future if I
should have any difficulty, and if I needed association and an answer to
an intimate question in devotional service, that I would seek him out
because his heart was so kind. Not just that he was learned. But I trusted
his devotional sentiment because he showed concern for the feelings of
others. Even from the very beginning, not even understanding
devotional service, that was the most important symptom of a devotee to
me; being considerate of others, first and foremost. Not just being
determined to preach or instruct others.
Vishnujana turns him down, even though Ravindra affirms that he gives
a good massage. Maharaja, however, is reluctant to accept so luxurious
a service.
he might do for himself, but even then he was accepting in the mood
that he was so busy he didn’t have time to do it himself. My feeling was
that he really honestly only accepted it in the mood that it might be good
for the devotee. He didn’t expect anything for himself and I was very
impressed by that. I understood by the way other devotees were treating
him that actually we should offer him ten times what he was taking. And
his humility was very natural. It was part and parcel of who he was. I
saw so much in just three days, because I was inclined to observe him
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carefully. I gained a tremendous affection for him over a short period of
time.
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beautiful. Eventually I acquired some taste. They are unique Deities,
very potent, very sweet. Krishna’s arms are so strong.
With the sankirtan van back and Ramacharya accepted as the newest
member of the Radha-Damodara TSKP, Vishnujana Swami is ready to
leave for Pittsburgh. Srila Prabhupada has instructed him to go there and
oversee the initiation of several new devotees on his behalf. The fire
yajña is scheduled for Sunday afternoon, prior to the Love Feast, so that
the guests can experience a Vedic ceremony. After four days of nectar
association the Philadelphia devotees are already feeling pangs of
separation as they watch the bus and the van drive out of the compound
and down the road.
By the end of 1972, however, so many new people have joined the
movement that there is a need to further modify the system. Prabhupada
writes to Kirtanananda Swami explaining that he is delegating him to
chant on beads for devotees in America and Canada. In many of the
letters that Srila Prabhupada writes during January, he takes the
opportunity to explain the system.
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My Dear Revatinandana,
I shall continue to deal with the matter of second initiations. The sacred
threads do not require so much postage to send airmail. [Letter to
Revatinandana - January 4, 1973]
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utilizing tape recorders to convey the Gayatri mantra.
My dear Bhutatma,
Now hold the fire yajna and give also second initiation to Sarvadarsan,
Yajnapati, and Hari Vallabha. Enclosed please find three sacred threads,
duly chanted by me, along with three copies of Gayatri mantra. Hold the
fire yajna for all nine devotees. And for the second initiates teach them
how to chant on the finger divisions and play for them the tape of me
reciting Gayatri mantra into their right ear. [Letter to Bhutatma –
January 5, 1973]
He has recorded a tape of his chanting the Gayatri mantra which is now
being used to initiate his disciples into the brahminical stage of
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devotional service. If, as they say, the transcendental sound vibration of
Gayatri cannot be reproduced electronically, then many of Prabhupada’s
disciples were cheated and did not receive the Gayatri mantra at all.
Regrettably, lesser Vaishnavas with a poorer fund of knowledge come
to a conclusion that leads to Vaishnava aparādha because this false
understanding implies that Srila Prabhupada was unaware of what he
was doing.
One may wonder why such disparities among Vaishnavas exist. The
answer is always based on a misunderstanding of śāstra. This is
explained by Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
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In his purport to this verse, Srila Prabhupada states, “Unless one comes
to the Absolute Truth, there is no possibility of agreement.” Therefore,
only on the platform of absolute truth can there be agreement.
Regarding this particular issue, the consequence is clearly enunciated by
Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and he uses the great saint Madhavendra
Puri as an example.
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the spiritual master is very strong and cannot be disobeyed. That is the
injunction of the śāstras, the revealed scriptures. [CC, Madhya 10.144]
Nari dd: When Vishnujana Swami came with his bus party he
performed my fire sacrifice along with Chandra Bhanu, Brahma Das,
and some others. Srila Prabhupada wrote a letter accepting us as his
disciples and said it would be just as potent if somebody else did the fire
yajña because he was accepting us. Vishnujana Swami was there, so
Srila Prabhupada had him do it. When he was chanting it was just so
pure, so potent, with so much spiritual energy. It’s pure when anyone
chants, practically, but I just felt the potency that much more. There was
so much dancing and jumping when he led the kirtan afterwards.
Also present at the Pittsburgh temple is Rama Das, who met Vishnujana
Swami in Miami’s Peacock Park over the New Year. Later, he had gone
to the Washington, DC, temple and met the same Pittsburgh TSKP
members who had introduced him to Krishna consciousness in Florida.
He has now joined that traveling party with Mahendra, Brahma Das, and
Chandra Bhanu and is back with them in Pittsburgh to see the initiation
ceremony.
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After the initiations, Vishnujana Swami sits with two initiates, Brahma
Das and Chandra Bhanu, to honor prasādam. Rama Das also sits with
them to hear Vishnujana Maharaja tell a story about Radha-Damodara’s
wonderful mercy.
Udayananda: Our kirtans were pretty sickly, kind of just hanging on for
dear life. All of a sudden, a big white Dodge van pulled up. The door
swung open and this glowing entity came out carrying a huge mṛdaṅga
covered in foam and madras. That was the first time I laid eyes on
Vishnujana Swami. Whenever sannyāsīs came to visit, their reputation
would precede them. Vishnujana’s reputation was that he could enchant
the world by his chanting.
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He greeted us with, “Haribol,” which was befitting because that was his
real nectar, harināma sankirtan. We offered our obeisances to him right
there on the street.
At the end of each kirtan the crowd responds with applause and
Vishnujana gives a short talk. “This chanting of Hare Krishna has been
given by Chaitanya Mahaprabhu just to free you from all the anxieties
that you’re feeling in life; to free you from the distresses of the rat race
you’re in.”
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prepared a whole speech in my head. I gave sort of a fire and brimstone
speech, and when I finished he turned to me and said, “That was very
nice.” I was on cloud nine just because he recognized me. We didn’t
distribute any books, but we didn’t care – we were just so blissful. He
was playing that mṛdaṅga until his hands were raw. People were
mesmerized. He was like the pied piper.
Hearing this, the man opens his wallet and gives Udayananda 50 dollars.
Udayananda realizes that everything Vishnujana Maharaja has been
preaching is really hitting home because the man can understand that
he’s suffering. In return, Udayananda gives the man a Gita.
Subsequently, the man shows up at the Sunday feast program.
At the end of the day, everyone returns to the temple for the full evening
program.
He also has slides of all the holy dhāmas. He gives detailed explanations
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how everything is made of touchstone, how every step is a dance and
every word is a song. Speaking in his unique, articulate way, the words
flow like poetry from his mouth. Everyone agrees it’s been a heavenly
day.
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Kishori.” They are the only Deities in ISKCON where Krishna’s name
comes before Radha’s name.
It was a blissful few days and everyone was very energized by his
presence.
Some Chicago book distributors like to go out with Sri Vallabha and
Vishnudatta because their style is free and unrestrained. The Radha-
Damodara men are not disciplined like the devotees in Sri Govinda’s
regimented Chicago temple. They are a little independent and do what
they want. Although they’re a free-spirited group of brahmacārīs, they
have a genuine taste for Krishna consciousness along with a knowledge
of śāstra. Thus, they are attractive to the Chicago devotees.
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Among the guests coming to the center is a university exchange student
from India. Born in a pious Gujarati family, he was raised as a
Vaishnava and knows about Krishna. Seeing Vishnujana Swami’s
devotion, he’s inspired to know more about his own culture and
tradition. He especially likes talking to the Radha-Damodara devotees.
New people prefer easy-going devotees over the heavies.
One thing about him, even though he was very affectionate, he was also
aloof. He was detached and aloof. When you talked to him he would be
friendly and kind, otherwise he was aloof. He had spiritual power.
As usual, some of the brahmacārīs want to leave the temple and join the
Radha- Damodara party. Most are very young and Vishnujana Maharaja
is senior, so they are awe-struck by his kirtans and classes. They have
not seen or heard anything like Vishnujana Swami in Chicago,
especially his harmonium playing. Maharaja likes to sit in the temple for
hours and sing with harmonium for the Deities. The temple devotees are
always there, chanting along with him.
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evāsam evāgre... He gave a lecture on that verse and it was really
impressive. These are the most famous verses in the Bhagavatam. He
was an exceptional lecturer. He could go for an hour and keep
everybody’s attention and make it interesting. He had logic and heart.
He amazed me. All the devotees were awe-struck. Vishnujana was a cult
figure – like a demigod.
Among the bhajans that Vishnujana and his brahmacārīs play for the
Chicago devotees is a song glorifying the guru. This is a new song for
ISKCON but will soon become the standard in every temple. after
ending the bhajan, Maharaja gives the meaning of the song along with
an explanation.
The lotus feet of our Spiritual Master are the only way by which we can
attain pure devotional service. I bow to his lotus feet with great awe and
reverence. By his grace one can cross the ocean of material suffering
and obtain the mercy of Krishna.
Our Spiritual Master is the ocean of mercy, the friend of the poor, and
the lord and master of the devotees. O master! Be merciful unto me.
Give me the shade of your lotus feet. Your fame is spread all over the
three worlds.
“This is a wonderful description of the guru, that his fame is spread all
over the three worlds. The planetary systems in this universe are divided
into three divisions, according to the struggle for life. In the upper
planetary systems the struggle for life is much less than here. They live
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for thousands, even millions of years, without the problems that we
encounter, except for birth and death; that problem they also encounter.
There are the middle planetary systems like this one, and the lower
planetary systems where the struggle is even harder, like in the lower
animal kingdom; that hard a struggle.
“So, the benefit derived from traveling all over the three worlds and
gaining knowledge from the greatest demigods all over the universe, is
that gain is there at the lotus feet of a bona fide Spiritual Master. In
other words, if you could develop mystic power after thousands of years
of meditation, and travel at the speed of mind all over the universe, you
can’t get anything more valuable than the lotus feet of a pure devotee of
the Lord. You couldn’t achieve a greater facility even by mystic power.
“You see, love for Krishna is the most valuable power, the most
valuable miracle. And therefore that miracle can be had at the lotus feet
of one who loves Krishna. Otherwise any amount of phenomenon or
mystic power in this material world can never add up to that most
valuable miraculous nature. The Spiritual Master is the sum total of all
the demigods, all great mystics, all great rishis, all great teachers.
“That’s the way that a thief is treated, isn’t it? When there’s a thief, a
policeman comes and grabs him, takes away the stolen property and
then puts him in jail. So similarly, we are like that, we’re living like
thieves, saying that this is my car, it’s my body, it’s my wife, it’s my
country, it’s my this, my that – and death comes, ‘All right rascal!’ and
takes it all away and puts you in the jail of your next body.
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“So we’re thinking we’re very nice people, very friendly, a special
community – but actually we’re all rascals; thieves number one.
‘Wanted’ number one, that’s all. Death is coming to take us. Therefore,
the Spiritual Master opens our darkened eyes and fills our hearts with
transcendental knowledge. From him ecstatic prema emanates. Prema
means transcendental love, not the lust of this material world, but the
transcendental love of the spiritual world, which is eternal. That is
prema, and from him prema emanates.”
The same scenario is enacted every day at the Brooklyn temple. “Here
comes Srila Prabhupada walking in,” and everyone pays their
obeisances in the same way as when Prabhupada is present.
It’s the same scene in every temple. In Atlanta, Balavanta goes upstairs
to open and close the door, and when devotees hear his steps they
imagine that Srila Prabhupada is coming down the stairs. As soon as
they see Balavanta enter the temple room it means Prabhupada is right
there behind him. Then the curtains open to the Govindam prayers, and
everyone offers flowers to the Deities and to Prabhupada’s picture on
the vyāsāsana.
In some temples, devotees sit and listen to a tape of Srila Prabhupada for
15 minutes before someone actually gives the Bhagavatam class. The
full ārati and guru-pūjā doesn’t become a standard until 1974. At first
Prabhupada doesn’t agree to have a full pūjā every single day, but
gradually the ceremony becomes formal and builds up to the big ārati
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and kirtan of today.
They gave me very nice prasādam in the morning; sweet rice with
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strawberries, and halavā, and many other nice things. At noon they
would cook a very nice cauliflower potato sabji, with a good amount of
ghee in it, and puris. When I ate that Radha-Damodara prasādam spiced
a little hot, Indian style, it was very attractive. Vishnujana Maharaja was
an expert cook. Sometimes Sri Galim Prabhu would also cook. All these
things were reeling me in. I couldn’t escape. Who could not fail to be
attracted, to travel and see America, to preach in different places with
beautiful Radha-Damodara?
They said, “Why don’t you go and join him in the summer?” It was their
proposition for me to travel during the summer. This was the chance I
was waiting for. When my friends asked me about it I said, “Well, when
the train is in the station you have to jump on.” The bus party was so
captivating.
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devotee, a problem with that devotee. How can I deal with my mind?”
He had personal affiliation with each person, wanting to give them good
advice. I always got direction from him. He was expert in engaging
devotees, expert at seeing what they could do and what they couldn’t do.
I don’t think he expected them to do more than he expected of himself.
He didn’t want them to be super devotees, but to be honest and
straightforward, to do your best. It was fatherly advice.
After a short stay the bus party is ready to move on. Their destination is
Los Angeles temple where Srila Prabhupada is now visiting. The most
fortunate Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs will see and hear their spiritual
master a second time within a month. From Denver the bus continues
west on I-70 through Colorado and Utah until I-15, where they turn
south to Nevada. Finally they enter California connecting with I-10
which takes them directly to New Dwaraka, ISKCON’s western world
headquarters.
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distribution results. Every evening he waits for Srutakirti to finish
giving Prabhupada his massage, and then enters with the day’s report in
hand. Consequently, he is able to get extra Prabhupada nectar to share
with the book distributors.
You are working so hard for broadcasting the glories of Lord Krishna’s
lotus feet, and thus my Guru Maharaja will be so pleased upon you.
Certainly my Guru Maharaja will bestow his blessings thousands of
times more than me, and that is my satisfaction.
A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
With this note in hand, Ramesvara has his nectar to share with the other
devotees. Every morning after maṅgala-ārati there is always a small
group in front of the temple, because no one is supposed to talk in the
temple during japa period. Ramesvara comes to the door and calls
people over until a little cluster of devotees has gathered.
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“Everyone should go with the Sankirtan Party as soon as possible”
becomes the rallying cry behind a new wave of book distribution fervor.
Previously, Prabhupada was emphasizing harināma sankirtan and
prasādam distribution. Now, seeing what the devotees are capable of
doing, he places emphasis on the bṛhat mṛdaṅga, the greater mṛdaṅga of
the printing press. His spiritual master had instructed him, “If you ever
get money, print books.” So Prabhupada takes this new zeal for book
distribution as the mercy of his Guru Maharaja who has sent these
American boys and girls to help him do this service.
Tripurari: I heard a knock on the door, and when I came to open it,
there was Vishnujana Maharaja, a tall, towering sannyāsī. He was a very
big man with big hands and a big smile. “Have you got any milk to
make some amṛtā for my Deities?” he said in earnest with the kind of
simplicity of a young boy although he was a big man in appearance and
a sannyāsī. I paid my obeisances and went to get some milk. When I
gave him the milk he said, “What is your name?”
“Tripurari Das.”
That’s how we met. I found out later he took that milk and made amṛtā
for Radha-Damodara with saffron and almonds. It was right out of the
classic description in the Srimad-Bhagavatam where a householder is
approached for a cup of milk by a sannyāsī early in the morning, waking
him up and so forth. He would lead every maṅgala-ārati and go out on
harināma sankirtan. A good part of the day he would be available to
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counsel the householders. They would come on the bus and eat with
him.
In those days you read about it in Srimad Bhagavatam, and that’s how
things were supposed to go on. A sannyāsī would counsel the
householders when he was in town, and advise them and preach to them.
To my mind, sannyāsīs were self realized souls because they had given
up the world entirely.
I went to see him one day. My wife was losing interest in the process.
“I’m having a problem with my wife. She’s not too much interested.” I
guess I wasn’t much of a husband in the sense that I was always out
selling books and I wasn’t around much. I was just going with an excuse
to talk to him.
Srutakirti: If other devotees were in the room, they would also chant
gāyatri. Usually, this was not a good idea because Prabhupada always
finished before his disciples. Their dilemma then became trying to
decide whether to stay frozen in their brahminical pose and miss their
guru maharaja walking out the door, or to hurriedly get up and try to
keep His Divine Grace in their vision. I loved to watch this humorous
scenario unfold. Even though it seemed to happen in every temple, I
could never bring myself to warn my godbrothers. Being a rascal, I
speculated that Srila Prabhupada enjoyed seeing their desperate looks as
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much as I did.
Sitting in class after the morning walk, the sannyāsīs surround Srila
Prabhupada’s vyāsāsana looking bright and shining, dressed in their best
saffron. Vishnujana Swami, in comparison, looks so innocent with a big
smile like an eternal 11-year-old boy sitting with his dhoti up to his
knees and his curly śikhā all messed up in the back. Suddenly,
Karandhar’s 3-year-old son walks over to Vishnujana. Maharaja pulls
him over and gives him a hug.
Gopavrindapal: Vishnujana Maharaja was the first one that I ever saw
dancing with the mṛdaṅga. Everyone else might sway, or bounce
around, but he would dance. His knees would go a mile high, while he
was keeping perfect beat on the mṛdaṅga. So he was jumping and
always keeping beat.
The Los Angeles devotees were very attached to him, because he had
been the temple commander here. I would regularly hear stories about
Vishnujana from them. The picture I got from these stories was that he
had a way with people; that he could just sit down in the small parking
lot next to the kitchen, or lean against a car, and people would come to
him for service. And he would blissfully dispense them out to different
responsibilities. I got the impression that people really loved him as the
temple commander and would regularly come back for more service,
just to get a few minutes of his association, and then be dispensed off to
some service for Krishna.
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apartments across the street.
Ujjvala dd: He engaged the women that were close to him when he was
our temple commander and we were brahmacārīnīs. We were all very
close, like a family, so we felt comfortable, even though he was a
sannyāsī, to go and ask him to engage us in service. He gave me a large
sum of money and told me to go to the finest stores in Beverly Hills to
buy stones, cloth, and whatever I desired for Radha-Damodara. I bought
Them each an aquamarine stone to wear on Their crowns and some
fancy sari material. He gave me the patterns and measurements and I
made the outfits. I remember enjoying making a parasol with all these
ribbons for Radharani. He was really into serving those Deities.
Radha-Damodara are a big hit in Los Angeles and many devotees line-
up to get on he bus for darshan. Of course, Vishnujana Maharaja is
always ready with Radha- Damodara’s prasādam to benedict anyone
who comes on the bus. Every afternoon he makes the Radha-Damodara
nectar drink – a blend of orange juice and buttermilk, with strawberries
floating throughout – for the vaikālika bhoga offering. Maharaja
becomes particularly animated as he serves out the nectar.
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“DIIIIVE INTO THE OCEAN OF NECTAR!” he roars in a jubilant
voice as he pours the sweet fruit drink into everyone’s cup. Local
devotees who experience this ritual for the first time are awe-struck
hearing Maharaja’s rousing voice. It increases their desire to honor
prasādam and a smile always comes to their face. Lastly, he honors the
nectar himself in an old silver goblet – previously used by Srila
Prabhupada – which he always drinks out of.
Every so often the Los Angeles pūjārīs auction off older Deity
paraphernalia as they purchase new items for Sri Sri Rukmini-
Dwarakadisa. At the same time they also auction Srila Prabhupada
nectar.
Danavir: I saw him with his ten man Radha-Damodara party. They were
all very happy. Vishnujana Swami was completely satisfied with what
he had. He wasn’t ambitious; totally not ambitious. He gave the
impression of having a treasure house of love of God. He’d say things
like, “Get your love for Krishna,” during a kirtan. Even the expression
was unique. That’s how he felt and that was his mood. He didn’t change
tunes very much, usually one tune for about an hour. He was always
dancing.
One time he told me, “I was sleeping, and I was about to go to sex.”
That’s how he said it. Then he remembered that he had to get up to do
pūjā and cook for the Deities, and that saved him. That stuck in my
mind too, that was interesting.
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they love the bhajans.
When I became sick in 1967, I left the United States and returned to
India. Sriman Acyutananda could not remain separated from me, and
therefore he joined me in Vṛindavan when I was staying there. Since
then, Acyutananda Swami has worked very hard in India. He has
preached extensively in Calcutta and other parts of Bengal. He has
learned how to sing in Bengali and play mṛdanga like an expert
professional, and now he has compiled this book of Bengali songs with
English explanations.
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memorizing verses like crazy. It was a real nice time.
Vishnujana Swami has his own style and he isn’t about to start sounding
like Acyutananda, though he adopts the traditional melodies. One of his
favorites is Radhe Jaya Jaya Madhava Dayite which he sings a lot, but
in his own style. The songs are so fascinating that the tape quickly
begins to circulate and Acyutananda’s name gradually becomes known
throughout ISKCON. All of a sudden there is a sense of transcendental
competition, with Vishnujana Swami the renowned kīrtanīyā in the US,
and Acyutananda Swami, a newcomer, encroaching from afar.
But the majority of devotees are in high spirits hearing Maharaja sing
these beautiful, heartfelt bhajans. It is something new in ISKCON that
will soon become a standard feature in most temples before long.
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The temple has a special diet facilitating devotees who want to be free
from desire.
Maharaja invites the whole temple onto the bus for evening ārati and
Gita class so the devotees can have darshan of Radha-Damodara. In the
class he emphasizes how a devotee must remain vigilant in devotional
service.
“At every moment our mind is ready, and Māyā is ready, to distract us.
Actually, in Krishna consciousness you mustn’t think that the distraction
is sex or drugs, because the distraction is criticizing. Then the sex
desire, and everything else, will come. We must always be thinking; ‘I
have to be engaged in service. I want to be engaged in service. Please
Krishna, I want to be engaged in Your service.’ But as soon as we think,
‘Oh, my godbrother is not engaged’, at that very moment, Māyā has got
us. Because as soon as you’re not vigilant with yourself, immediately
you’ll be looking, ‘Oh, what is wrong outside? Let me find something
wrong. Let me criticize.’
“From that moment on, you’ll be thinking, how can I enjoy? You are no
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longer the servant, no longer the devotee. Rather, you have become the
criticizer, and then soon, the enjoyer. But if we’re always thinking that I
have to stay absorbed in Krishna consciousness we won’t have a second
to wonder about the spiritual status of our godbrother or our godsister,
because we’ll have no time for that. So please never criticize. You will
ruin your spiritual life.
The next morning, Maharaja leads all the kirtans and gives the
Bhagavatam class. He points out how devotees must become cent
percent conscious of Krishna. He reveals a dream that he has had.
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consciousness was so wonderful. He was completely open. “I am also
fallen, but here is my realization.”
Later in the day, Vishnujana observes Srutakirti chanting japa alone and
takes the opportunity to associate with Srila Prabhupada’s servant. They
had seen each other when Prabhupada was in New York but they didn’t
have a chance to speak. Srutakirti had left the Road Show to travel as
Srila Prabhupada’s personal servant and they haven’t seen each other
since then. After offering obeisances to each other, Vishnujana asks how
Srutakirti is doing in his new service. Srutakirti confesses that he
doesn’t feel at all qualified for the position.
“I just wish I had as much love for Prabhupada as all the other devotees.
Actually, that’s what I told Srila Prabhupada this morning.”
“Really?” Vishnujana Swami’s eyes open wide, his mind fixed on every
word.
“After the seat belt sign went on instructing the passengers to stay
seated, he got out of his seat, went to the bathroom and put on tilak. An
attendant tried to stop him, but he ignored her request as if he didn’t
hear her. I accompanied him and waited outside the bathroom door. The
walk to and from our seats was exciting as the plane lumbered in for a
landing. He returned to his seat and carefully hung his bead bag around
his neck. When the plane landed, he put a flower garland on.
“As we left the plane and entered the corridor, I could hear the devotees’
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chanting in the background. It grew louder and louder as we entered the
Arrivals Lounge. Srila Prabhupada’s smile grew larger as he approached
his loving disciples. On that day, there were several hundred devotees in
the airport as he walked into the terminal. They were oblivious to
everyone and everything going on around them, except for their glorious
spiritual master.
‘Srila Prabhupada,’ I said, ‘All of your disciples have so much love for
you. It makes me feel so bad. I lack this intense love. When I’m with
you at the airport, I can see everyone dancing, chanting, and crying. I
have so much association with you, yet I don’t feel this overwhelming
love like they do.’
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preparing his lunch. After he chanted Gayatri he called me into his
room.
“I said, ‘I guess so, Srila Prabhupada.’ ‘So, you just do your service.
That is all that is necessary. This is what love means – to do service.’
“Yeah, we had a similar experience the last time Prabhupada took a one-
day trip to Laguna Beach.” Srutakirti automatically launches into
another Prabhupada lila. “That evening he asked for hot milk. I was
unable to find sugar in the temple kitchen, so I sweetened the milk with
honey.
“I explained, ‘Some devotees think that white sugar is not healthy and
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that it is better to avoid it.’ He said, ‘That’s fine. If they don’t want to
eat sugar, they don’t have to. But, Krishna likes sugar very much. This
is nonsense. They must use sugar when they make preparations for the
Deities.’”
“Yeah. Their idea was that Prabhupada’s stay would be more peaceful. I
thought it was unusual, but it did give Srila Prabhupada a chance to have
a relaxing visit.
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“I know. It was a great benediction. Prabhupada usually honors
prasādam in private. So I left the room and went back to the kitchen to
roll and fry a few more puris. I rushed back with two fresh puris, and
Srila Prabhupada looked at me inquisitively, ‘There is no sweet?’ ‘No,
Prabhupada, I don’t have any made yet.’ ‘Oh, all right. Bring me some
sugar,’ he said mercifully, realizing the situation.
“I went back to the kitchen, filled a bowl with white sugar and returned,
placing the bowl on his plate. He took a puri, stuffed it into the bowl of
sugar and took a bite. He did this a few times. You could hear the
crunching sounds as he enthusiastically chewed. He stopped for a
moment and chanted, luci cini sarpurī lāḍḍu rasābalī. [Bhaktivinoda
Thakur’s Bhoga Arati song cites puris and sugar]
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bless people with the Holy Name. That really impressed me. He was
singing and preaching all day with his velvety voice and dramatic way
of speaking. He had such an engaging manner of communicating and a
sweet style of engaging people. He was very personal. I remember at the
end of the day he collapsed because he was actually very sick.
Nrsimha Chaitanya: He led kirtan for hours and hours and everybody
was dancing in ecstasy. It was a completely divine experience. Back at
the temple, his clothes were completely soaked in perspiration. He
didn’t have a change of cloth because he had just flown in for a day, so I
offered him a simple brahmacārī kurtā. He was so humble and
appreciative of any small service. He made you feel like it was
important to render even the smallest service. He really opened
everybody’s heart. He was always beautiful.
Early the next morning the Radha-Damodara bus is ready to leave for
San Francisco. Even though Prabhupada is still in Los Angeles and
giving classes daily, he has requested Vishnujana Swami to continue
traveling to enliven devotees and instruct them to remain vigilant in
their sādhana. Maharaja bids a fond farewell to the Los Angeles Deities,
Sri Sri Rukmini-Dwarakadisa.
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for practical advice to improve their kirtan and japa.
“Then, as far as japa is concerned, one has to chant personally for his
advancement in Krishna consciousness 16 rounds daily on his beads.
There are guiding principles for chanting attentively. One of these
principles, obviously, is the beads. The beads are given to you by the
Spiritual Master and you chant Hare Krishna paying attention to each
bead. This vow of chanting attentively on each bead impresses the
Supreme Lord. He sees that you are serious, and He gives you
realization. It’s that simple. You chant in regulation and vow, and the
Supreme Lord sees, ‘Oh, he is serious. He’s keeping his vow,’ and then
He gives you realization.
“When you don’t chant attentively, you’re thinking and making the ten
kinds of offenses while chanting. Then the Lord will see that you desire
something else. After all, you can’t fool Him. He’s living right there
within your heart. He knows your desire before you even speak or think.
So, if while you’re chanting you’re committing offenses, thinking of
sense gratification, being attached to material objects, then the Lord will
know what you really want, and therefore you won’t feel the bliss of
chanting offenselessly. The Lord won’t allow you to feel that because
you desire other things.
“So, the main thing is to realize that, I’m dealing with Krishna. That’s
the main thing through this chanting. I’m being with Krishna, therefore,
I have to be very careful. Krishna can’t be fooled like you can fool me.
You can easily fool me that you are chanting attentively, you see. It’s
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easy to fool me because my senses are imperfect. If you see me come in
the room and you’re thinking something nonsense or doing something
nonsense, immediately you feel ashamed. Actually, you should feel that
way twenty-four hours a day because Krishna is always there,
witnessing. You know how it is; you’ll be doing some nonsense and
you’re thinking that no one is watching. No one knows what I am
thinking. But as soon as your godbrother comes and suspects you, then
immediately you feel ashamed, Oh, I’m doing something which is not
good.
“Now, the difficulty here is that you don’t realize that it’s not good for
you. It’s not that you’re offending me; you’re hurting yourself. This is
what they don’t understand, you see. This means that he doesn’t
understand that he’s hurting himself. So herein lies a great difficulty:
there’s a blind spot in our consciousness. We don’t know that our
actions are directly harming our development in Krishna consciousness
if we’re not humble in dealing with Krishna at every moment. We don’t
understand that. We don’t give that value, you see. We think we are
simply socially existing, that if I do some offense then my godbrother
will criticize me and I have to bear his criticism. No.
You’re hurting yourself for not realizing that you’re dealing with
Krishna. That is the worst suffering. That’s the worst illusion.
“If you’re looking lustfully on a girl, or this or that, you can easily fool
me as we’re going through the day’s activities. That’s easy, and if I
catch you, you can feel that, Oh, Vishnujana has caught me. But the
difficulty is that you don’t realize that you’re dealing with Krishna.
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Therefore, one of the beautiful aspects of japa is it forces you to realize
that, When no one else is around, and I’m chanting Hare Krishna, I’m
dealing with Krishna. And unless I do it properly, then I’m being
offensive to the Lord. There’s no one else to hurt, but me. I can’t hurt
Vishnujana, I can’t hurt this one, I can’t hurt that one. I can’t offend
them, all I can do is offend God and myself.
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Fourth Wave,
High School Confidential
Lord Krishna and His Holy Name are identical. They are one and the
same Absolute Truth, the all-inclusive yet supremely independent form
of dynamic spirituality, full of emotion, without beginning or end. [Srila
Haridas Thakur]
Due to its location on the Pacific Ocean, thick fog and constant wind
besets the city during the summer months. Conversely, throughout the
winter months the climate is quite pleasing.
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to Jayananda, so he was able to influence them through powerful subtle
ways. Thus, Jayananda was a big part of book distribution taking off,
because all he had to do was say it and everyone did it. Everybody was
affected by his service mood.
Babrubahan: Jayananda was like the daddy in the temple. If there was a
party somewhere with a broken-down vehicle, he would drive out and
fix it because he was a mechanic, too. He had a degree in engineering.
He would fix all the vehicles on traveling sankirtan. He was also selling
incense and he used to get donations at the wholesale fruit market. He
once told me he used to go with Srila Prabhupada and get donations. He
said in the beginning he used to sit in front of Prabhupada’s door and
chant his rounds.
The San Francisco Sunday Love Feast is very popular and today the
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temple room is packed as Keshava Bharati gives the talk. All of a
sudden, there’s a commotion outside. The Radha-Damodara bus has
arrived and parks in front of the temple. Soon Vishnujana Swami walks
in dressed in saffron and carrying his danda. Even his face is almost
saffron because he’s always out in the sun.
Vishnujana is a big fellow to begin with and always wears a big smile,
so he makes quite an impression as he enters the temple and offers
obeisances to the Deities. To some, it appears that a demigod has
entered the room. Keshava Bharati immediately turns the lecture over to
Maharaja.
Bana Bhatta: When he came in all the devotees would, in all practical
terms, lose it. Everyone was so in love with Vishnujana Maharaja. I
don’t know what it was about him; there was a certain quality of
unconditional presence. Everyone around him immediately felt the love
that poured out of his heart. He would just have to be in a room and it
was almost like having a celebrity there.
The second point that he always left us with was when you take rest at
night you should think, Did I please my spiritual master today? As
we’re taking rest and just drifting off we should be thinking, I have
another day tomorrow to actually please my spiritual master better than
I pleased him today. That was his whole mood, to always be conscious
of trying to please Prabhupada whatever we’re doing.
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is actually our life and soul. It was something that never left me. I
regularly think and envision him speaking that, and I follow that today.
When I feel there’s something I’ve done that’s not pleasing Prabhupada,
I become upset.
After his talk, while the devotees and guests are honoring the feast,
Vishnujana sings beautiful bhajans to enhance the devotional mood.
When he finishes the song Shuddha Bhakata he gives the translation
along with a further explanation of the song’s deeper meaning.
The holy days like Ekadasi and Janmastami are the mother of devotion
for those devotees who respect them.
May I always visit the holy places associated with the lila of Lord
Chaitanya and His devotees.
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By seeing the tulasi tree my heart feels joy and Lord Madhava is also
satisfied. When I eat the prasada favored by Lord Chaitanya it is a new
life’s experience.
“So these are the principles of devotional service. The lotus feet of a
pure devotee, and devotional service to the pure devotees of the Lord,
are the root of the creeper of devotion. In other words, the beginning of
your love of God is to associate with a pure devotee of the Lord, and to
celebrate holy days like Ekadasi and Janmastami. In this way by
remembering Lord Krishna’s pastimes we become advanced in love of
Krishna. By chanting, by remembering, by offering prayers, by serving
the Lord, giving up everything for the Lord, making the Lord your
friend – these processes of devotional service melt our hearts and allow
us to become attracted more and more to Krishna.
“Now if you want Krishna, you can have Krishna. But since it’s difficult
to want Krishna again, being so conditioned in material life, these
regulative principles of devotional service will help us to want Krishna
more and more. Bona fide songs describing Lord Chaitanya’s pastimes
make our hearts dance in ecstasy.
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sudden it opened into the whole spiritual realm. This was the experience
of Bhaktivinoda Thakur. Because his life was surcharged with devotion,
therefore he could walk into the spiritual realm, without any difficulty of
time/space limitations that keep us from realizing true reality. “So, by
taking the caraṇāmṛta of the Deities – the water that washes the feet of
the Deities – he sees the Ganges water come from the feet of Lord
Vishnu. These things are the value of devotional service. No one can
estimate how valuable it is just to sit in this temple room, just to take the
caraṇāmṛta, just to see the ārati ceremony, just to offer obeisances and
bow down; there is no estimate how valuable it is. At the time of death
when the soul is leaving the body, he has to leave with his subtle mind
and sees his many life’s activities come before him, and whatever is
predominant, whatever he was most attached to, he focuses on for the
development of his next life.
“So, by simply bowing down before the Deity, at the time of death that
will come into your consciousness as the brightest activity. By simply
seeing the devotees chanting Hare Krishna, that will come into your
consciousness as the brightest action. In other words, a little bit of light
can dispel a lot of darkness. Our lives’ activities are like a lot of
darkness, a lot of karma, but a little bit of non-karmic activity, a little bit
of akarma, spiritual activity, can outshine all that darkness.
After everyone has taken prasādam to their full satisfaction there are
still four buckets of sweet rice left. Jayananda calls Nalini Kanta over,
“We have to pass this out.” If anything is left over from the feast
Jayananda always goes to the park to feed the hippies, or takes the
prasādam out to the local mission. He is constantly engaged.
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knocks on the door of the bus, which is parked by the temple on
Valencia Street. Vishnujana welcomes him and brings him in for Radha-
Damodara’s darshan. Maharaja is a sannyāsī and Jayananda Prabhu is a
gṛhastha, yet Vishnujana sees Jayananda as his authority. He was temple
president when Vishnujana became a devotee in 1968. Jayananda had
inspired him when he visited the temple and therefore he had joined the
movement.
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chanting and dancing in ecstasy when Prabhupada drove by.
“I was still on the floor offering obeisances, so I barely heard him. All I
could say was, ‘Pardon?’ Prabhupada replied, ‘When you were not
married, you gave me five thousand dollars. Now you are married, so
you must give me ten thousand, double. Come on. Hare Krishna.’
Everybody in the room started laughing. So that was a little
embarrassing.
“The goddess Durga is asking the devotee, ‘My dear boy, you are
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happy?’ ‘Yes, mother, I am very happy – simply two things wanting.’
‘What is that?’ ‘I have no food, I have no clothing.’
“His point was that even with no food and no clothing the devotee was
happy. He remarked that someday that might happen in America, no
food and no clothing, like in Russia, because things are always
changing. Therefore, we must spread Krishna consciousness all over the
country before any further changes come. That means utilizing fruits
and flowers for Krishna’s service and being happy. He always said,
chant and be happy. Now it’s up to us to spread the movement all over
the world.”
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he’s very tired. As he chants Gayatri, his head keeps bobbing up and
down as he tries to stay awake.
“The person who answers this next question completely right, gets all
the mahā for the whole day from Radha-Damodara, and also gets to do
Their pūjā in the morning for maṅgala-ārati.”
Bana Bhatta has just finished reading the book and it’s fresh in his mind.
Thus, he is able to answer the question and get it right. That night he
takes rest before everyone else to be prepared to offer ārati on the bus to
Radha-Damodara. This is a special opportunity for him so he is feeling
particularly fortunate. Early the next morning he begins the pūjā as
Vishnujana sings the Guruvastakam prayers.
Bana Bhatta: He was chanting while I was offering. It was like being in
Vaikuntha directly. And I got the mahā-prasāda of Radha-Damodara for
the whole day! It was the most ecstatic experience. I remembered that
for years afterward. Just the feeling of being around Vishnujana Swami
was always very special. He always made me feel very secure and much
loved.
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to associate with Maharaja, Chiranjiva explains in detail how he
returned to San Francisco to get married.
“When I arrived here there was a lot of disruption in the temple, a lot of
arguing, and a lot of disagreements. Various temple leaders were writing
letters to Prabhupada, complaining about this and that. All the devotees
were so disturbed that no one was enlivened about anything. Finally,
Prabhupada said, ‘Just stop everything and chant Hare Krishna.’ To us
that meant everything; like the incense business, book distribution,
everything. It seemed like a radical instruction but, actually, the temple
management took it to heart and stopped everything except chanting
Hare Krishna.
“Nothing else was going on, so we all just went out on the streets and
chanted Hare Krishna every day because we had stopped everything
else. From the temple we would walk and chant all the way to
downtown San Francisco. Then we walked all over the city, up and
down hills, chanting constantly. We walked almost the entire time we
were out, which was at least 7-8 hours. We were doing that for quite
some time so we were in good physical condition. Actually, after the
first week was over nobody remembered what we were fighting about!
Jambavan: Yogesh Chandra took out a chanting party from the temple
every day. Chiranjiva was really dedicated to playing the drum and
leading the chanting. Those who didn’t have any fixed service at the
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temple would hit the streets of San Francisco, chanting all day long for
eight hours. When Vishnujana Swami was there he wanted to chant
across the Golden Gate Bridge. So he joined us all the way across the
bridge into Sausalito, jumping up and down with his tridanda in absolute
bliss. He was so fired-up. Vishnujana thought that was the greatest
thing, a chanting party across the bridge.
Bhutatma: We had a heavy duty kirtan party that went out to the city
regularly. We took the party all the way from the temple in Mission,
through downtown, out by the park, and across Golden Gate Bridge into
Sausalito. The devotees that didn’t come drove out to meet us there for a
mahā-kirtan in Sausalito. I remember crossing the bridge with
Vishnujana Swami leading the whole way. We drove back because it
was quite late by then. Radha-Damodara didn’t go because They were in
the Deity room.
Kaulini dd: My son was born in April. The first time I took him out of
the house we went downtown to the Financial District. The first deities
my son ever saw were Radha-Damodara that day. It was special for me
because my son had his first exposure to Vishnujana Swami chanting
the mahā-mantra. Vishnujana Maharaja and Radha-Damodara seemed
so much above and beyond everything else that was happening.
Sometimes businessmen would stop to look at Vishnujana and Radha-
Damodara. They could tell that he was in a totally different world while
chanting. He was so strikingly different from everybody else and so
absorbed in his chanting. It always made us feel really special towards
him.
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Every day Vishnujana Maharaja does his festival program, whether on a
street, in a park, or at a college. He even takes Radha-Damodara out to
Fisherman’s Wharf for a day of chanting. At Sonoma State College,
north of San Francisco, he sits down with his kirtan band on the lawn in
the center of the campus. Several San Francisco devotees, Jayananda,
Chiranjiva, Vatsala, and Nalini Kanta, take advantage of the presence of
the Radha-Damodara bus to do the festival program. Vishnujana
Maharaja has an attractive personality and people want to travel and
preach with him.
One time he ran out of cups and had to hurriedly buy cartons of Coca
Cola cups from a local vendor. When the devotees served the nectar in
the Coca Cola cups, they discovered that people would take it more
readily. And once they tasted that nectar they would drink as much as
they could. Since that time Maharaja prefers to use Coca Cola cups for
distributing nectar prasādam.
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harmonium and asks Vishnujana to teach him the morning melody
during a little break at a college program.
Vishnujana replies, “Okay, you sit down here.” They both sit down in
front of the harmonium. Maharaja plays the first part on the lower
octave, saṁsara-dāvānala-līḍha- loka, and then he says, “Okay, now you
play that.” Then Vatsala repeats what Vishnujana has shown, playing
the same thing on the upper scale.
Vatsala: We went through the whole song like that, part by part. I
learned it quite easily that way. He told me that this was the same way
that Srila Prabhupada taught him to play harmonium.
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At least once a week Nalini and Jayananda do a high school or college
class and they always encourage the students to chant with them. Often
they do a play in the classroom like “Liquid Beauty” or “Mrigari the
Hunter.” The idea is to get the students to participate and then ask for
questions. Before leaving they distribute prasādam, usually Simply
Wonderfuls.
In the early morning, while most devotees are absorbed in chanting japa,
Jayananda is out doing the ‘bhoga run’ – shopping at the wholesale fruit
and vegetable market. Nalini Kanta frequently goes with him to the
Produce Market. The vendors know him as Johnny Ananda and they
have cartons of fruits and vegetables set aside for him. Everyone gives
him as much as they can.
Nalini Kanta: We’d go to Banana King Louis and he’d give us 12 free
cases of brownish bananas, 15 cases of apricots, and some cauliflowers
with a little brown on the top. Jayananda loved it there. He would bring
prasādam, Simply Wonderfuls or banana bread with sugar icing, to all
the guys. Sometimes he’d give a book and ask them to come to our
Sunday feast. He didn’t talk philosophy too much, but he’d always
invite people to the feast. We had so many bananas so we’d make
banana bread and banana chutney.
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and jumps on the garbage to pack it down so more can fit. He enjoys
doing this because it’s ‘sacred trash’, the remnants of the Deities and the
Vaishnavas.
Sri Kanta, however, feels bad seeing Jayananda jumping up and down
on the trash.
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“Dina Bandhu prabhu, there’s a call from Vishnujana Swami.”
Dina Bandhu is in total ecstasy for the rest of the day, telling everyone
within earshot about this incredible devotee, Vishnujana Swami. “Never
was there a time when he had not joined ISKCON!”
Dina Bandhu is busy cooking in the kitchen when he sees the old blue
bus. He comes running out wearing an apron completely splattered from
the preparations he’s making and pays his obeisances. Dina Bandhu has
a respectful relationship towards Vishnujana Swami, but with deep
affection and ease because they are old friends.
Vishnujana laughs to see his friend. “As we were driving into Portland I
was thinking, I hope Dina Bandhu is in the kitchen. I’ve been to so
many temples but Keshava told me that your sweet rice is almost as
good as in New Vrindavan.”
“New Vrindavan has so much nice milk,” Dina Bandhu replies, “but we
are also going out to the countryside and getting raw milk.”
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local devotees are astonished to see such beautiful Deities entering. It’s
another ecstatic happening on this auspicious day when Gaura-Nitai are
being installed.
As Sri Sri Radha-Damodara enter the Deity Room, Sikhandi and Akuti
are busy dressing Gaura-Nitai for the first time after Their installation.
The ladies are dressing Gaura-Nitai in a separate area, adjacent to where
Vishnujana places Radha-Damodara on the altar.
Sikhandi dd: We knew that Vishnujana Swami had arrived and he was
setting up his Deities. I hadn’t seen him yet because I was absorbed in
dressing Gaura-Nitai. When I came out, there was Radha-Damodara and
Vishnujana Maharaja. It was very sweet, very memorable. The curtains
were open now and everybody was overwhelmed taking darshan. He
decorated Their altar really fine. We had a wonderful kirtan and ārati
after that.
“These are Deities of Radha and Krishna, the Divine Couple. Just as
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there are couples in this material world – and the material world is
nothing but a shadow or reflection of the spiritual world – so in the
spiritual world there are couples, perfect couples. Radha and Krishna are
the Divine Couple of the spiritual realm.
“There’s a refrain to this song; it’s the first line. The first words Radha
and Krishna are sung three times: Radha-Krishna, Radha-Krishna,
Radha-Krishna prāṇa mor, then again Radha-Krishna, Radha-Krishna,
yugala-kiśor. That will be the refrain. I’ll sing it once more Radha-
Krishna, Radha-Krishna, Radha-Krishna prāṇa mor / Radha-Krishna,
Radha-Krishna, yugala kiśor. Okay?”
He launches into the song with the feeling and expression reminiscent of
the eternal devotees whose only desire is to engage in transcendental
devotional service. Afterward, he reads the translation.
I’ll string garlands of malati flowers and place them around Your
Lordships’ necks, and for Your lotus lips I’ll offer betel leaves scented
with camphor. By the side of Lalita and Vishakha I will stand ready to
fulfill any service at their lotus feet.
“So, Radha and Krishna are not an ordinary boy and girl. If they were an
ordinary boy and girl then why would so many renounced monks –
sannyāsīs – why would they be so much absorbed in singing about Their
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beauty; about Their pastimes?
“Naturally, if They were an ordinary boy and girl then we’d all go out
and have our own affairs, you see? But since They’re very special, since
Their bodies are sac-cid- ānanda – eternity, knowledge and bliss –
therefore Their loving affairs are much different than the loving affairs
of this temporary body, which is a combination of chemicals, and which
is not my self, but only a puppet that I’m moving with my self. Actually,
my self is originally eternal, full of bliss and knowledge, just like the
body of Krishna, but because of my forgetfulness of my relationship
with Krishna, therefore I’ve identified myself as matter, as this bunch of
chemicals.
“Radha and Krishna, this Divine Couple, have Their own loving affairs
which are filled with emotional exchanges of love just like a boy and
girl in this material world, but based on eternity, knowledge and bliss. If
you see writing on a rock, just like once I was sitting down chanting on
my beads in a forest and there was a rock where a girl had written ‘Mary
loves John forever.’ Naturally, when you give your love, you give it
forever, isn’t it? You don’t give your love to someone and think, Well,
I’m giving my love to you for a little while, but I want to tell you that in
a little bit I’m gonna leave you and go off somewhere else. No one
begins a loving relationship like that.
“She hasn’t found that person to whom she can give her love to forever,
although she wants to love forever. Similarly, all of us want to love
forever but we haven’t found that relationship, that object that can
actually reciprocate love forever, and that we’ll never get tired of loving
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forever. But that is this Divine Couple, Radha and Krishna.”
“It should be our definite policy that nobody is ill treated that he may go
away. We recruit a person to join us after spending gallons of blood.
Everyone comes for reformation; you cannot expect everyone to be
perfect. Rather it is our duty to make everyone perfect as far as possible.
So we shall be very much cautious and careful in this connection.”
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[Letter to Tamal Krishna - August 23, 1973]
“We’re offering our respectful obeisances unto the lotus feet of our
Spiritual Master, His divine Grace Sri Srimad A. C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami Maharaja Prabhupada, who is the topmost swanlike devotee and
wandering mendicant, and who has kindly come to us who are all
standing in the darkness with our eyes closed shut, and he’s forcing our
eyes open with the torch light of knowledge of the Srimad
Bhagavatam.”
After reading the verse and purport he begins speaking about the
material conception of life, how at the time of death there is no
protection. Therefore, everyone should be trained in the principles of
Krishna consciousness and take shelter of the Vaishnavas to give the
greatest benefit to the world.
“So this is the beauty of Krishna consciousness, that it can transform the
morbid face of the present conditioned society into the beautiful smiling
glance of the Lord, by simply introducing this type of spiritual culture.
In spiritual culture everything is done in the most aesthetic way for the
pleasure of the Supreme Lord.
“To get the highest value of some activity, of some object, means to
excavate Krishna from every activity, from every object. That is to find
the essence. Those who are aesthetic personalities, they are interested in
the essence. They don’t want the superficial. They want the essence. So
if you’re actually interested in the essence of all relationships, of all
objects, it is to excavate Krishna by devotional service, in all
relationships and in connection with all objects. Then we can see the
Supreme Personality of Godhead as the central feature of everything.
Krishna is in the center of everything. He is the nucleus of creation. He
is the vortex of all qualities and activities.”
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He begins to develop his theme that all qualities and activities extend
from the spiritual realm, beginning with the Lord’s original pastimes
with his pure, liberated devotees.
“To purify the reminiscence, of course, one has to hear about the Lord’s
glories, hear about the Lord’s pastimes, activities, name, entourage,
paraphernalia and servants. By hearing all these topics in relation to the
Lord, you get the purified reminiscence. And the hard knot of material
affection for bodily relationships is severed. When that hard knot
ahaṅkāra – identification with the body – is severed, then you are a
liberated soul. That is the qualification of a liberated soul.”
The next point in his presentation is how the pure soul comes under the
illusion that the body is the self. Maharaja explains how this happens
right at the first moment of birth.
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you identify life with breathing. The breathing symptom becomes what
you identify life with, from the very beginning of your birth. When you
were living in the womb of your mother, you weren’t breathing. But as
soon as you come out, you identify life with breathing. You see?
“Imagine being a little child with this huge respiration experience going
on, the in- going and out-going breath. The senses are brand new.
Imagine how shocking it is, how absorbing it is for the mind of the little
child, this breathing. You take it for granted now, because of so many
years of conditioning. But imagine the fresh senses of the child. How
much conditioning, how strong is that experience of breathing and
eating from the mother’s breast? He identifies life with eating,
annamoya. His whole conception of existence is based on eating and
breathing. Just see how illusory this material world is. In this way the
knot of affection for this body is created.”
“Guru is one who is a liberated soul, who has cut off the affection for
bodily activities, and who is engaging all his senses and mind in the
service of the Lord. That’s a guru. He has 26 qualities and is completely
attached to Krishna. He doesn’t go anywhere if the Lord is not involved.
These are the qualities of an actual guru, completely controlling his
senses, his mind, the pushing of his genitals and belly. He has controlled
all these things.”
“The actual yogi is thinking how the Supreme Lord will enjoy by this
yoga process. He has transferred the account of sense gratification to the
Lord. And he uses these senses, which are also the property of the Lord,
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in the service of the Lord’s senses.
Therefore, he is actually one with the Lord. Because his senses are
dovetailed in the will and the pleasure of the Supreme Personality of
Godhead, he is one in will with God.”
“It’s bogus that after we get rid of false ego, we lose all individuality,
we merge and become God. That’s not true. That’s a concoction of the
minds of the rascals. The actual fact is, ‘Never was there a time when I
did not exist, nor you, nor all these,’ Krishna says, ‘nor in the future
shall we ever cease to be.’ We were individuals in the past, we’re
individuals at present, and in the future we will continue to be
individuals. But spiritual individuality is different from material
individuality. Material individuality is due to this body, and spiritual
individuality is due to the variety of the pleasure potency of the
Supreme Lord. Variety is part of enjoyment. Therefore, the Lord has a
variety of servitors that serve Him in different moods of affection, and
render Him transcendental pleasure. That is the basis of spiritual
individuality.
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sex all the duration of my life. And at the end of life I will go sit down
by some river, and I will become a self-realized soul. Just see the rascal.
He’s encouraging prostitution in his so-called spiritualism, that you go
on to experience the depths of illusion, and you will be able to
experience the deep spiritual beauty. Just see the rascaldom!”
“So these young people that are simply closing their eyes to the facts of
action and reaction, karma, they are closing their eyes to real spiritual
rules and regulations of life. These persons are just like the rabbit,
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closing the eyes to the tiger of birth and death that is pouncing on them.
So you protect these innocent people. Give them this knowledge. Any
question or comment?”
Again, no one puts up a hand to answer. Seeing that not one of the
temple devotees is brave enough to answer, Dina Bandhu at last speaks
up.
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“Suppose I come to you and say I’m a self-acclaimed doctor. You have
a disease, and I’m going to fix it for you. Will you accept me? I’m a
self-acclaimed doctor so no one will accept. Only stupid people will
accept. But one who is in knowledge he’ll think, ‘You are self-
acclaimed? You have no degree? You haven’t studied under any
physician? I can’t even see how your patients are doing? All your
patients are dying, and you want to operate on me. No sir.’ They are
such fools that they accept self- acclaimed doctors. Who else has some
other qualifications?”
“He’s an acharya,” a female voice speaks softly from the rear. “Yes. He
teaches by example.”
“He comes in the line of parampara.” The reply comes from a bold male
voice.
Today the temple has arranged a High School program. After breakfast
prasādam Dina Bandhu, Mahibharta, Akuti and Sikhandi are ready to
depart along with the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs. Everyone in the
temple wants to go to the program but Dina Bandhu explains that they
can’t bring a crowd into the classroom.
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the Science of Yoga. You’ve heard, most of you, at least by now,
something about yoga. And yoga actually means union with the divine –
linking up our consciousness with the highest happiness, the highest
ecstasy. That’s the literal meaning of yoga – to link.
“How to practice yoga; that’s what this slide show is going to be about.
What a guru is; we’re going to try and explain that and explain what it
means to be a disciple, or an aspirant of yoga. What the lifestyle is like;
how to live the lifestyle of a yogi. In order to understand the science of
yoga one has to be able to give full attention. So to help you and us give
full attention, we’re going to be doing some chanting. They are called
mantras, or mind purification. That’s what mantra means in Sanskrit.
Now the mantras are usually composed of three or four words that are
very simple. Some of them will be written down on the slides and you’ll
be able to chant with us, especially the Hare Krishna mantra.
“These mantras are not against any particular religion. Whatever your
religious background is, the beauty of yoga is that it’s non-sectarian. It
doesn’t offend any religion. Mantras are simply codes for purifying our
consciousness and making us happy. You’ll see as you engage in the
chanting how happy you can become simply by a little meditation.
“So we’ll begin with a mantra. This is the original mantra of the Vedas;
a very old mantra, actually millions of years old. Then we’ll go on with
the slides and explanation. So listen very carefully. If you feel a little
distracted, just close your eyes, and absorb yourself in yoga, in sound.
Unite yourself with this sound.”
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travel to the highest happiness. Everyone is moving from one situation
to another, from one relationship to another, even the scientists are
going from one planet to another, looking for higher happiness, more
resources, in order to fulfill our lives. They spend millions of dollars and
millions of man-hours developing space capsules, for going to the
nearest planet, the moon. What is their hope? What is their aspiration?
It’s to find more resources in order to fulfill our desires. That is why
they’re working so hard.
* “So a yogi is also searching. He’s also looking into the realm of more
resources to satisfy our desires. But he’s not looking to any planet in this
dark universe. He’s looking to what is called the brahmajyoti, the clear
light, and the clear sky beyond this black universe, this dark universe.
He’s looking into that realm where everything is, in the Sanskrit
language, sat cit ananda, eternal, full of knowledge and bliss. We have
no experience of such a realm, such a universe, where even the atoms
are eternal, full of knowledge and bliss! Just imagine the ecstasy of
living in that type of environment. That is the environment that a yogi is
looking for.
* “In this realm of existence in the material world, we’re going from one
relationship to another, one friend to another, one stage of our life to
another, one country to another, and in this way we’re going from one
object to another trying to increase our fulfillment, trying to increase our
happiness.
* “But a yogi knows that everything in this world is limited. Every plan
has its limitations. Every stage of our bodily development, and mental
development, has limitations. Therefore the yogi uses the word
‘transcendence’. He’s trying to transcend the limitations of the body, the
limitations of the mind, the limitations of this whole universe. That is
the easy journey to other planets that a yogi is engaged in. Of course,
this human form of life is compared to the perfect ship for traveling on
that easy journey to the higher planets. And every ship requires a good
captain, and that is where the word guru comes in, the spiritual master.
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Guru means the captain of your ship, the one who is guiding the use of
this body and mind in the yoga practice, controlling the senses and the
mind.
* “So that is the great service that my spiritual master has done for the
western world. He’s the first guru to actually translate the ancient
Sanskrit Vedas, on a large scale, into English. Those books we’ve
brought here today to show you and after class you’ll be able to look at
some of them.”
* “My Spiritual Master came to this country and he saw that there were
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many other gurus of different types of yoga, hatha yoga, raja yoga, kriya
yoga. Some of you know there are so many systems of yoga. But he
asked all of us, ‘Do you know what is the qualification of an actual
guru, an actual Spiritual Master?’ An exemplary situation was that at
one airport when my Spiritual Master arrived in Los Angeles, one boy
stood up and said, ‘What do you think of the Maharishi Yogi?’ My
Spiritual Master looked at the boy and said, ‘Do you know what is a
Maharishi?’ The boy said, ‘No, I don’t’. My Spiritual Master replied,
‘You don’t know what you’re even asking about, so I could tell you
anything, and you’d believe it.’ And my Spiritual Master went further,
he said, ‘If you come to a drug shop and you ask the drug keeper, ‘will
you sell me some gold?’ the drug keeper will immediately think that
you’re a fool. If you are looking for gold, what are you doing in a drug
shop asking for gold? Therefore I could sell you anything.’
“So my Spiritual Master was giving him a warning, that before you go
looking for a guru, you should study and understand what are the
qualifications of a guru. Otherwise you can be cheated by anyone. Any
person with long hair and a big white beard and beady eyes can call
himself a guru, take your money and give you some cheap process of
yoga. That’s actually going on, on a large scale. Cheaters are coming
from India and for a few hundred dollars, or a thousand dollars, they
teach you how to press your nose, and stand on your head, and go away.
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gathered here right now? What is that intelligence which has arranged
this?
“We could say that it was the responsibility of one or two girls in the
class, or the responsibility of the teacher who is a liberal person. We
could find so many relative causes. But ultimately we have to see that
there’s the Supreme Intelligence that’s bringing us all together. That is
the vision of a real guru. He sees that Supreme Intelligence working
twenty-four hours a day in everything.
“Even the animals have this quality. I was watching some birds this
morning.
There’s one class of bird here in Portland that in order to keep the
females happy, I saw, he has to feed them. All the female birds gather
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‘round the male bird and he picks up little things, and they come up to
him and open their mouths. He puts it in their mouth, and that way he
keeps them faithful to him. So he’s rendering service. He’s devoted to
those female birds. In every species of life there is a quality, and that is
giving. Giving to others so that we can all serve each other in love.
Without giving to our child, or husband, there’s no question of enjoying
in this life. Therefore, service is the eternal religion. That is the teaching
of a real guru, a real spiritual master.
* “He’s always in ecstasy. He knows that he’s not this body; that the
body is only a vehicle that he’s traveling in. Just like your vehicle, you
put gas in it and it runs. So this body is a vehicle, you put food in it and
it runs. You don’t know how it runs any more than you know how the
car is running once you put the gas in. But you know if you put gas in, it
will take you where you want to go. Similarly, if you feed this body,
then you can go wherever you want to go. So this body is a vehicle. It’s
not myself. I’m traveling in it. My hand, my leg. Not I hand, I leg or I
body. Have you ever heard anybody say I body? No it’s my body. Just
like it’s my car. It’s my house. It’s my body. But where is that I? Where
is that I that’s in this body we call us? When a person knows that I, then
he becomes joyful, because he’s no longer affected by the pains and
pleasures of the body. That is called self-realization. That is the position
of a yogi.
* “He is free from what are called the modes of material nature. In the
mode of ignorance, people go to the tombs of dead men, like you see at
the bottom. There are two ghost-haunted trees, and they worship them.
In the mode of passion, people worship men, like scientists. There’s a
picture of a man worshipping Hitler in the second world war. Men
worship other men who satisfy their desires, who give them wealth, etc.
And in the mode of goodness at the top, you see them worshipping the
different demigods, the residents of the higher planets. These are the
modes of material nature. Goodness, passion, and ignorance. There are
foods in the mode of ignorance; things that give an obnoxious smell and
make you sick. There are foods in the mode of passion that are just too
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hot, and which cause distress in the body. And there are foods in the
modes of goodness like fruits, and vegetables, and milk. These things
cause a longer duration of life, increased happiness within the body. So
these modes of material nature, goodness, passion and ignorance, are
controlling everything.
“The forest is the place of goodness. The city is the place of passion.
The bar or brothel is the place of ignorance. So these three modes are
just like the three primary colors. The three primary colors can make 81
combinations. Similarly with these three modes of nature, all the
different psychologies of all human beings are created. Every species of
life is conducted by these three modes of nature. The yogi is able to see
that. He’s able to see that nobody is really doing anything freely, but are
forced to act by the modes. Why is it your father decides to go to the bar
instead of the baseball game? Or go to the church instead of the bar? It’s
because of these modes of goodness, passion, and ignorance. One who
can see these things working, can understand the mind of everyone. He
can read everyone’s mind, because he sees the great influences
controlling our walking, our talking, our dressing, everything. This is
the vision of a real guru.
* “He knows that from the highest planet to the lowest planet, they’re all
places of repeated birth and death. The cycle of saṁsāra, repeated birth
and death, is reincarnation. He knows why one appears in the animal
kingdom, why one appears in the human kingdom, or why one goes
beyond into the demigod’s kingdom, the higher planets. These are the
laws of karma. A real guru can explain everything to you about action
and reaction; the laws of karma.
* “A real guru has completely controlled his senses. He’s controlled his
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working senses, his belly, and his genital. These are some of the
working senses. He’s controlled his knowledge acquiring senses: seeing,
hearing, tasting, smelling, touching. These are our knowledge acquiring
senses. He engages his working senses and knowledge acquiring senses
only in the service of the Supreme Lord. That is actual yoga; mystic
yoga. In this trance of mystic yoga, one can actually meditate within the
four chambers of the heart. And it’s there, within the four chambers of
the heart, that you and I are situated, along with the supreme soul.
“Even a scientist will agree that all energy is seated within the heart.
Even all religions claim God is in your heart. But many scientists have
opened the heart, and they haven’t found Him yet. What do they mean
in all religions, God is within your heart? That a real guru can explain;
how to see the supreme within your own heart. That is the vision of the
mystic yogi.
* “He knows everything about this dark material world, as well as the
light spiritual world, where everything is eternal, full of knowledge and
bliss. And he can explain it all to you and answer all your questions.
* “He’s unaffected by the changes of the body. He can instruct you that
you’re not dying at all. Only this material body is going through the
changes of creation, maintenance, and destruction at last. There’s no
need for lamentation over these changes of the body. Everyone’s
lamenting over his or her body. Oh I’m getting old, I’m getting
diseased, I’m dying. But I’m not getting old. The body is. I’m not
getting diseased, and I’m not dying. It’s only due to my false ego and
my identification with the body as myself that I think I’m suffering. A
real spiritual master can free you from this illusion that I am the body.
That is his gift. And that’s just the beginning.
* “He warns you about the path of attachment to material things, false
pride and prestige, anger, lust, greed, ignorance and envy. These are the
enemies of the path of yoga. These things have to be avoided, by higher
development, accepting a bona fide guru, studying the scriptures,
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controlling the senses and mind, and living a life of austerity. These are
things that help us control the mind and senses on the path of yoga. Now
we’ve described a little bit about the guru. So let’s think a little bit about
what it means to be a disciple, or an aspirant on the path of yoga.
“If one hears sufficiently and gives service to the guru, then he gets his
intelligence satisfied, that all he has instructed me is actually best for
me, is good for me, and will make me happy. It’s only then that one
agrees to act accordingly. For example, if I tell you not to eat meat, why
should you do it unless your intelligence is satisfied that it’s really not
good for you? So the real spiritual master answers all your questions,
satisfies your intelligence, and convinces you of the laws of karma,
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action and reaction, and what is the real path of happiness in life. Then
you’ll agree to act on his instructions. After you act on his instructions,
you become free from all the conditioning, the misconceptions that have
been imposed upon you by the misled society leaders, etc. You become
free of all that conditioning that has been injected into you from your
very childhood, and even before, in your past lives. When you’re free,
when your mind is completely free of all misconceptions of yourself and
others, then you actually develop this universal vision of seeing
everything in relation to the Supreme. At that stage you’re called a
liberated soul. And from there you progress more and more. And that is
a great subject.
* “So if we take a number of bona fide disciples, put them together, with
a wonderful guru, a spiritual master, then it becomes like an army; a
spiritual army of love. And what is the war? The war is against illusion,
against darkness. Here you see some of my godbrothers along with my
spiritual master – even at the airport, always dispelling the darkness of
illusion by dancing and chanting. We’ll do some of the chanting and
show you some of the slides of the different temples around the
country.” At this point Vishnujana Maharaja begins a short kirtan
chanting his favorite melody. After four minutes he brings it to a close
and continues with the next slide.
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love and devotion and is offered on the altar to the Supreme Lord, and
then all of us sit down and eat together with love and devotion. Only
vegetarian food is used, milk, fruit, grains, nuts, like this.
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communes, we go out to homes and families in the community.
Wherever we are invited we put on programs just like we’re doing here
today. We distribute a feast of beautiful food and give them flower
garlands that are offered with love to God. In this way we try to make
their whole life joyful, and show people how they can transform their
homes into a temple. One doesn’t necessarily have to live in the temple;
he can make his home a transcendental place. By rising early and
meditating, and things like this, it will actually cement families together
in spiritual life.
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dancing. I thought it was beautiful; such a wonderful atmosphere. So
even without any knowledge or understanding, one can understand the
happiness you experience by chanting Hare Krishna.”
At this point Vishnujana looks over to the teacher. “Is there much time
left?”
“Well, let me teach you the mantra and we’ll stop here. There’s a lot
more I can show you, but I’d like to leave some time for you to ask
questions. So I’ll teach you the mantra. You can say after me with the
devotees, Hare, Krishna, etc. So we’ll do the chanting and you can
follow along.”
The teacher speaks up. “Class is over. We’re going to have to get some
of you back to class now. Thank you very much.”
Dina Bandhu: I remember the slide show program he was doing. In fact,
I memorized it and put together my own slide show to emulate
Vishnujana Swami. He had a lot of good ideas. The kids loved it.
One morning he came and told me that when he did the Deity worship,
“Their forms would be burned into my mind.” Because he would be
bathing Them and rubbing Them with oil, he said, “Their forms would
just be burned into my mind.”
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Later that evening, Vishnujana Swami performs the fire yajña for an
initiation ceremony in the temple. He has chosen an appropriate Gita
verse especially suited for the new initiates.
Everyone looks at Maharaja and the broken bottle of oil, waiting for his
reaction.
Vishnujana winces and pulls out another bottle that is almost empty.
“Why couldn’t it have been this other one?” he says in a heartbroken
voice.
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on his knees. He begins rubbing his beads in the fragrant oil. Instantly
everybody else follows suit, taking out their beads to daub them in the
oil. Then Maharaja starts smearing the oil over his body. Again devotees
emulate his behavior. Vishnujana’s reaction and detachment puts
everybody at ease again.
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devotees and guests have arrived late. They are chanting japa when they
hear the sound of music coming from the upstairs prasādam hall.
Bharata: I was down in the temple room chanting japa with another
devotee and I heard this transcendental sound. We both looked at each
other like, Who is that singing? As we were walking up the stairs I felt
like I was floating. I thought, What is this? I walked around the corner,
and here is this guy singing this sad, sad, song. I was having a heck of a
time giving it all up and joining the temple. This guy was a mature,
older devotee and his chanting just ripped my heart out. I collapsed over
in the corner sobbing. I couldn’t control myself. When I looked up he
just had a smile on his face.
Where are the saviors of the fallen souls, and where is my Swarup
Damodara, and where are Rupa Goswami and Sanatan Goswami?
All at once they have gone to join Lord Gauranga, the great dancer. To
reach such a perfect personality as Lord Chaitanya I can only break my
head against the stone in the anguish of separation.
They have all gone off together in their own pastimes. Narottam Das
Thakur says, ‘Unable to obtain their association, I must simply weep.’
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“In the material world one misses his friend, or his child, or his lover, or
father, because of a bodily affection for one another. But this affection
that’s being sung about here has nothing to do with this material body.
This affection deals with the eternal relationship of the individual soul
and the Supreme Soul. In that relationship there are also emotions. It’s
not emotionless. Whatever exists in the material world exists originally
in the spiritual realm in perfection.
“If ever you meet our Spiritual Master, Srila Prabhupada, you always
see there are tears in the sides of His eyes. This is the mark of someone
who’s always in this mood of separation. This feeling is due to one’s
intense love, and that intense love is so powerful that it allows his
consciousness to pierce the material realm and enter into the spiritual
realm. Just like, suppose you’re in the middle of downtown somewhere
and you’re missing someone you love, then are you really in the middle
of downtown? No. Because your mind is totally absorbed in that person
you’re unaware of the things going on around you. Isn’t it? This is the
power of love. So how much more powerful is love of God?
“If love for a material friend can bring you out of the atmosphere of
downtown, imagine how powerful is the feeling of love for God that it
can bring your consciousness out of this entire illusion of material
existence. This is the affection; this is the love that’s indicated in this
song.”
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and down. It starts to come away from the wall foundation because the
wall is standing still. Then the plaster begins to crack.
Bharata: After the bhajans we had a kirtan that practically broke the
second story floor. I’ve never been in a kirtan that was so emotionally
charged, with everyone pulling out all the stops, jumping up and down.
It was like a hurricane of wonderful ecstatic emotions. Our chanting was
whole-heartedly, We’re going back to Godhead, right now! I’ve never
been in a kirtan that was as blissful.
Kanti Mati dd: That was one of the most ecstatic kirtans I’ve ever been
in. You never forget the feelings you get in a kirtan like that. Those
feelings don’t go away and you go seeking more of that. Vishnujana
Swami instilled and inspired those types of feelings and we just wanted
to seek more.
I’ve always felt he’d much rather sing than talk. If he got a chance to
say a śloka, he always sang them instead. If there was anything he could
sing, he would sing it. Srila Prabhupada said that’s how they
communicate in the spiritual world.
With everything he did we always got the indication that he wasn’t quite
from here. He was a little bit more special; so let me get a little bit
closer to this person. He knows something I don’t. He’s been
somewhere I want to go. I always felt that. And that was really the
attraction because it wasn’t just the ladies who were attracted to him.
The men were just as much in love with Vishnujana Swami, and just as
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attached to him. They cried the same kind of tears. In fact worse,
because he never got close with the women like he did with the men.
Dina Bandhu is a good example of that kind of closeness, that kind of
love. When Vishnujana had to leave, Dina Bandhu felt dejected, like
when Krishna left the gopis and told them they had to stay behind.
It is late at night when they cross the border. Arriving at the Vancouver
temple they find everyone fast asleep. Nevertheless, Vishnujana Swami
is still the first person up for maṅgala-ārati.
The devotees like to go for a japa walk after ārati in a nice neighborhood
near the temple. Vishnujana Maharaja accompanies them on the walk
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along with the temple president, Bahudak. They mostly chant japa but
are happy to associate with a well- known sannyāsī. Vancouver is off
the beaten track so it’s rare for the temple to host such a distinguished
visitor.
One gṛhastha man complains that, “My wife and I don’t get along.”
Maharaja simply replies, “Don’t worry. Don’t take it seriously. Don’t be
offended by her. Be forgiving...” Another devotee expresses frustration
with the temple authorities, “Bahudak wants to kick me out.” Yet
another complains, “Look, I can’t get my rounds done because I have to
do books, books, books.”
Kutichak: We ate, and chanted, and then we rested on the grass. That
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was new for us in Vancouver. He could see that we were worked to the
bone. I have a congenital problem with my knee and I also have flatfeet.
Because of my disability, Vishnujana Swami gave me a total foot
massage. I couldn’t believe what had happened. A senior devotee had
taken care of me so nicely; and a sannyāsī, mind you. Then we ran
through the woods. Finally, we returned to the temple for evening
kirtan.
When the song is over he reads the translation and explains the deep
meaning.
O Gopinatha, You are my only hope, and therefore I have taken shelter
at Your lotus feet. I am now Your eternal servant.
O Gopinatha, how will You purify me? I do not know what devotion is,
and my materialistic mind is absorbed in fruitive work. I have fallen into
this dark and perilous worldly existence.
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O Gopinatha, this sinner, who is weeping and weeping, begs for an
eternal place at Your divine feet. Please give him Your mercy.
O Gopinatha, You are able to do anything, and therefore You have the
power to deliver all sinners. Who is there that is more of a sinner than
myself?
O Gopinatha, You are the ocean of mercy. Having come into this
phenomenal world, You expand Your divine pastimes for the sake of the
fallen souls.
“Bhaktivinoda Thakur is not full of lust, but he prays like that for our
benefit so we’ll have a platform on which to be sincere. Even if your
heart is full of lust you can still find a platform of sincerity to pray to
Krishna. This is one of the devotional principles: making Krishna your
friend. You reveal everything to Krishna, even the bad things.
“You don’t keep anything apart from Krishna. Otherwise, how can He
take it away from you? If you want to keep all kinds of secret thoughts
and desires apart from Krishna, then how can He help you? But if you
reveal to Him, if you say, ‘Krishna, even though You are living within
this body, I’m thinking all kinds of nonsense, please help me,’ then He
will help you. So don’t keep anything from Krishna, not even the bad
things. Reveal everything. That’s called making Krishna your friend,
one of the devotional principles.
“There are hundreds of songs. This is the mood of kirtan. We could stay
here all night.”
Hasyagrami: Vishnujana sang with the ektar and someone made a good
recording with the primitive home studios of the ‘70s, a four-track and a
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mixer with four microphones. It was a lot of fun.
Then Bahudak and some of the inner group, the treasurer, started to
make a little politics. They started accusing him of being sentimental.
Not the way Srila Prabhupada uses the word. They were using it in a
different way. I don’t think Vishnujana Swami was sentimental. He was
sweet and he pampered devotees, but that didn’t mean that his men were
sleeping in. They worked hard for him. I noticed they were nicely
dressed and taken care of. One of his men had a dental problem, so we
took him to the Dental College and Maharaja stayed a few days extra so
the devotee would have two visits.
He understood that if your body is hurting you can’t really serve that
well. If your teeth are hurting how can you think of Krishna and
surrender fully? So he understood that and pampered devotees. He
understood that joining the movement and spending the first year in the
kitchen washing pots was going to discourage some people.
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Everybody loves when the Radha-Damodara party arrives at a temple,
although temple presidents tend to be less enthusiastic since the party
does have the dubious reputation of being Vishnujana’s Raiders.
Because the party is just passing through, sometimes things leave with
them. Indian kurtās and dhotis are rare at this time so everyone wears
polyester dhotis. If someone has an Indian dhoti, that’s considered
special. So, sometimes the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs take attractive
items with the rationalization that we are not the proprietors and
everything will be used in Krishna’s service, anyway. Sri Vallabha is
the main man behind this.
Nevertheless, the first impression temple leaders have of the bus party is
a band of brahmacārīs who look so blissful and happy that local
devotees want to leave the temple to join them. To resolve the issue,
Bahudak approaches Vishnujana to discuss the situation. Hasyagrami
has seen this scenario before and understanding the circumstances, he
eavesdrops on the conversation.
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the first devotee they have heard that really sings melodiously on the
harmonium.
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and beautiful angelic boy.
The shock of shaving his head and the reaction it engenders from the
others, apparently has an unpleasant effect on Mahamantra, causing him
to act in an erratic and insecure manner. Nevertheless, his enthusiasm
for this new chapter of his life solidifies his position on the party.
Sri Galim: I’ve never seen a person get so much sauce in my entire life.
He got it from morning to night, mostly from Dayal Chandra who was
on his case constantly. But he was humble and he took the sauce.
As the bus rolls down I-80 towards Chicago, a lot of the conversation is
about the upcoming Ananta Sesha Festival in New Vrindavan. Srila
Prabhupada himself is planning to come and devotees all over America
are talking about it. A great yajña will be performed for the anticipated
construction of a new temple. The Radha-Damodara men are excited to
attend this festival.
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should offer his item and chant the first verse of Gayatri mantra. Kirtan
should accompany the entire ceremony.
Prabhupada emphasizes that the Deities in the new temple must face
East. He suggests having the yajña with four brāhmaṇas surrounding the
fire, each one reading, respectively, from Bhagavad-gita, Nectar of
Devotion, Srimad Bhagavatam and Teachings of Lord Chaitanya. The
reading is meant to continue for the entire ceremony to purify the
atmosphere.
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Fifth Wave,
Bikers and Brahmanas
The exact adjustment in Vaishnava philosophy, which is called yukta
vairagya, means that we should simply accept the bare necessities of our
material part of life, and try to save time for spiritual advancement.
[Letter to Hayagriva – June 14, 1968]
The idea was to be in New Orleans by February for the famous Mardi
Gras Carnival, where book distribution is rated super ecstatic. The
Canadian devotees spent a blissful week in New Orleans distributing
books along with the other sankirtan parties. In the course of their
travels, they always aspired, and prayed, to meet Radha-Damodara.
Wherever they went they made inquiries to ascertain where Vishnujana
Maharaja was preaching so they could meet him.
After Mardi Gras, their next port of call was the Dallas temple. Along
the way they distributed box loads of Bhagavad-gītās, going door-to-
door at University campus dormitories, shopping malls, and any other
place they could find a crowd. In Dallas, they took shelter of Sri Sri
Radha-Kalachandji, praying for Their mercy. Experiencing the kind
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hospitality of Dayananda, they immediately adopted him as their temple
president. In reciprocation, he inspired them with enthusiasm to
continue book distribution.
Krishna Katha makes friends with Kasyapa and shares some of their
traveling experiences with him.
“On our way to New Orleans, we visited the temple in San Francisco
where we met Jayananda Prabhu. I went into the garage to get
something and there was this devotee, covered with grease, working on
a car. He crawled out from under the car and gave me a big, blissful,
self-contented smile.
“Dinanath told me that when he was at his first Sunday feast, Jayananda
was sitting opposite him. Dinanath wasn’t really getting into the feast,
so Jayananda asked, ‘Are you going to eat that?’ Dinanath said, ‘Not
really.’ So Jayananda said, ‘Well, I’ll take it.’ And so he ate his plate
too.
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“Then Dinanath decided to stay over at the temple that night. The next
morning they said to him, ‘We’re going to send you on the garbage
detail.’ So Dinanath was feeling like, Yeah, right. Typical.
“They put him out with Jayananda, and he said that was it. He thought,
If the garbage man in this organization is so blissful, what’s everybody
else like?”
“Then we drove down to Los Angeles. That temple really blew us away.
We visited the Art department where the artists do the paintings for
Prabhupada’s books. Then we toured the BBT building where hundreds
of thousands of Prabhupada’s books are transcribed, printed and
warehoused. Finally, we met Krishna Kanti in the Golden Avatar studio
where all of Prabhupada’s classes are recorded and distributed. We were
amazed to see so many wonderful devotees doing so much devotional
service.
“But the highlight of the visit was meeting the book distribution big
guns, Tripurari and Ramesvara. That experience motivated us to
distribute as many of Prabhupada’s books as possible all over the
country.
The next morning after breakfast, Dharmatma takes Krishna Katha out
to a hayfield to show him two old buses lying in disrepair. “These are
the old Road Show buses!” Dharmatma expresses a strong desire to fix
up one of the buses. Specifically, he likes the kitchen bus – an
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International Harvester school bus – which still seems to be in fairly
decent condition.
Krishna Katha doesn’t have the vision to see the old bus as a beautiful
traveling temple. But Dharmatma is strong-willed and continues
preaching about it. Gradually, Krishna Katha is overcome by the feeling
that this could be something big and agrees with the vision.
Dharmatma offers Kirtanananda Swami $500 for the bus and the deal is
done. Then Dharmatma discusses the restoration work with the party
members. They would like to do it up really nice, but they prefer not to
do it in New Vrindavan. They’ll need an income stream to pour into it
so that means basing near a city.
Their daily schedule is to take their van into town to distribute books
and return at evening to “rehab” the bus. The preaching is really sweet
in Louisville. The Canadian devotees meet nice people on the streets
and invite them back to their bus for the Sunday Love Feast. While
Dharmatma does the cooking, they have a big blowout kirtan, class, and
finally a big vegetarian feast.
They all go out during the day in their dhotis to distribute incense and
books. Except for paying the BBT for their books, they spend all the
money they collect on sankirtan to refurbish the bus. Thus, they are not
sending any money back to the Vancouver temple. Dharmatma buys
everything to fix up the bus because he is the handyman.
A few houses down the street lives a motorcycle gang called Sons of
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Silence. They all live in a large house, and are always hanging around
tinkering with their big bikes.
Riddha: We would come back at night and see the bikers with a beer in
their hands. “Hey man, give me some of that incense.” I would give
them a couple of sticks to keep them quiet, because they were half out
of their brains.
Krishna Katha is an artist so his first inspiration is to give the bus a new
coat of paint. It’s an old bus with raised protective barriers, like ribs, all
around it. He decides to paint the bus white and the ribs a lovely yellow
color. On either side he paints the Hare Krishna mantra in red
devanāgarī script surrounded by pink lotus flowers, with the symbols of
Vishnu at either end. On the front of the bus he paints, “Lord
Chaitanya’s Sankirtan of Love.”
A certain day is set aside once a week so everyone can work on the bus.
Dharmatma recreates the floor with a beautiful tile pattern that only he
can do. The others marvel how the bus floor now looks as immaculate
as marble, although it’s only vinyl.
Every evening Krishna Katha loves to bring out his paints. Inside, he
does scenes of kṛṣṇa-līlā on the ceiling. He begins with a large lotus
flower depicting different Krishna pastimes on each petal. On the walls
he paints murals of other Krishna pastimes and right inside the cab,
above where the driver sits, is a picture of Maha Vishnu lying on the
Causal Ocean.
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likes to say, “We’re going out to do sankirtan because this is Lord
Chaitanya’s mood.”
“Can you help us out?” Dharmatma inquires. “I’m trying to make a very
large altar curtain with three strings going through it so that it can be
raised up from the bottom in perfect folds.”
He has already designed the curtains and asks her to sew it. She’s happy
to oblige. This is the magic of Krishna consciousness. Everything seems
to come together and each day the devotees are amazed how Krishna is
reciprocating through the people they meet. It’s a nonstop mystical
experience day after day. They never know what will happen next; only
that Krishna is behind it all.
It’s a dream bus for brahmacārīs to live in, complete with all the
necessities required for living on the road, including a shower. It is their
traveling temple. Preaching out on the battlefield year in and year out is
difficult, but Srila Prabhupada has said that whenever he thinks of the
traveling parties he considers them “as Krishna’s soldiers fighting
Maya’s army,” so this gives the sankirtan devotees great strength.
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Ganapati: We were going out in dhotis and selling books. We would go
to the laundry or a grocery store and immediately people would come up
to us with questions, so we were preaching. We would meet people and
have programs in their homes, then they’d get into it, and we’d bring
them to New Vrindavan.
Dharmatma: One young man would come every day to the downtown
mall in Louisville and just sit and watch us distribute books. Ganapati
Prabhu gave him a book and invited him to the Sunday Love Feast that
we put on. He accompanied us to New Vrindavan and later was initiated
as Gopinatha Das.
With the bus parked down the street from the motorcycle gang, the
devotees attract a lot of attention. The leader of the gang, who owns a
bar in Louisville, has a beautiful daughter. She becomes intrigued by the
devotees up the road, because they are different. The devotees believe
that she is interested in Krishna consciousness because she comes over
to visit all the time with her friend, and Mahariddhi befriends them. Her
father, however, begins to suspect that she has a crush on one of the
devotees.
At the beginning of June, after being in Louisville for over a month, the
bus is now beautiful and road-worthy. The Vancouver devotees are
ready to leave town. As they prepare to depart, the young girl
approaches Dharmatma with bags in hand. She desperately asks
Dharmatma to take her with them.
Understanding that she’s the daughter of one of the bikers and aware of
some inappropriate behavior with Mahariddhi, Dharmatma explains that
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he can’t possibly take her. With tears in her eyes, she begs again and
again, but Dharmatma is firm and the girl leaves crying. Unbeknown to
the devotees, the girl has already run away from home and was
expecting to travel with them.
The bus leaves Louisville and the party drives to Columbus, Ohio,
where they have already met a lot of interested people. Some of them
are inspired to visit New Vrindavan and spend a few days at the Ananta
Sesha Festival to experience the festive mood of Krishna consciousness.
Upon entering the New Vrindavan grounds the bus is moving relatively
fast considering the winding and hilly landscape. Recently there was a
lot of rain and the roads are muddy. Without warning, the bus comes
upon a sharp curve in the road and begins tilting to one side. The driver
has taken the curve a little too fast for the vehicle to handle. All of a
sudden, the bus is riding on two wheels at a 45 degree angle.
Centrifugal force carries the bus over the edge of the road and it topples
over a ridge, turning over and over in multiple somersaults as it tumbles
down the grassy hillside, finally landing upright at the bottom of a
narrow valley.
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firmly that They are protected. The system, which Vishnujana Maharaja
built himself last year, was properly arranged for traveling so that
nothing could happen to Them in a worst-case scenario. His next
thoughts are for the devotees. They have been protected as well. Except
for minor cuts and scrapes, and bruises here and there, no one is
seriously injured.
The bus, however, is now stuck in the mud and cannot be driven out.
Someone calls for a big tow truck. After a long endeavor the truck pulls
the bus out of the ravine. From this incident devotees understand how
Sri Sri Radha-Damodara undertake great risks in order to dispense the
mercy of Lord Chaitanya’s sankirtan mission to the fallen conditioned
souls. The episode turns into an amazing story that portends some
ominous happening, but no one is exactly sure what it means.
Once the bus is back on the road, the party stops at the New Vrindavan
temple.
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festival since Srila Prabhupada came last year for the Janmastami and
Vyasa-Puja celebrations. That was when Sri-Sri Radha-Vrindavan
Chandra moved from Their original installation site at the Old
Vrindavan Farm, to the ‘new’ temple on the main road at Bahulavan. At
present, They are housed in a beautiful temple room at Bahulavan farm.
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stories of Krishna’s pastimes from KRSNA Book. They are young and
eager and their days are full for Krishna and for each other.
New Vrindavan has planned a full-out three day festival with Deity
installations, initiations, and a fire yajña wedding. The foremost
attraction will be the Ananta Sesha ceremony for laying the cornerstone
for the new Govindaji temple on a hill behind Bahulavan. A record of
five fire sacrifices will be performed in three days. Fire yajñas are fairly
new to western devotees, and are always an exceptional experience.
The Vrindavan farm has only one cow, unlike the volumes of cream that
come from the many cows at Bahulavan, so the ladies put a cup of
cream in a mason jar before going to the temple for ārati. As the ladies
are dancing and jumping during kirtan, the mason jars get fully shaken.
The result by the end of the ārati is butter to offer Krishna.
New Vrindavan is usually an austere place with not even rice and dhāl
available.
Devotees typically eat oat gruel or split-pea soup with polk weed, a
local wild green, as opposed to buying spinach or cauliflower.
Kuladri: We were drinking oat water in the morning and eating bean and
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corn mush for lunch. I remember Vishnujana Swami saying one time,
“This prasādam is a joke. Where are the cauliflower pakorās and the
tomato chutney?” He was laughing at the devotee prasādam in a friendly
way. But we always offered nice preparations to Radha-Vrindavan
Chandra.
For the Ananta Sesha Festival, however, the local devotees are sparing
no expense to host the visiting Vaishnavas in a wonderful way. At
Bahulavan, Chinese lanterns are strung up all over the patio area
creating a festive atmosphere. Behind Bahulavan, prasādam is served in
a huge cow barn that is open on four sides, with the hay pushed over to
the sides. The resident devotees have cleaned it spotlessly so everybody
can sit on the floor. There’s no lack of prasādam, with more rotis and
puris than anyone can possibly eat. The sweets include blackberry sweet
rice, blueberry sweet rice, and strawberry sweet rice, all made with fresh
berries. Vishnujana Swami directs the serving of prasādam.
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appreciation for prasādam. When you see someone excited about
something, then you become excited. So while I watched him enjoying
devotees take prasādam, I got more of an appreciation for what I was
eating.
Pundarikaksa: I still remember one time when they served out a big
feast. We were all sitting down for prasādam and Vishnujana Maharaja
took a little bit because he immediately got up and started chanting, like
serenading the devotees while they took prasādam. That was always his
mood. Whenever he gave a class it was a nectar class. Someone who
was critical might have called him sahajiyā but you could see by his
dedication and by how hard he worked that he felt Krishna
consciousness from the heart, rather than the intellect.
Sridhara and Nrsimha are friends that previously traveled with the Road
Show. After it ended, they joined the New Vrindavan community and
lived as brahmacārīs at the original ashram where Prabhupada stayed for
a month when he first visited in the late ‘60s. Sridhara has always been
an admirer of Vishnujana Maharaja and likes to reminisce about the
times he spent with him.
Sridhara Das: [This is not the Canadian Sridhara who became Sridhara
Swami] Vishnujana Maharaja sat at the harmonium for the last ārati
while everybody else was still outside eating. There were only a few
devotees present and Vishnujana sang, govinda jaya jaya, gopal jaya
jaya, radha ramana hari, govinda jaya jaya. The melody would always
go up on ‘hari’ and he would pause there briefly. It was beautiful, a real
tear-jerker. I’ll never forget that first night he was there. All the
sannyāsīs, the traveling preachers on the road, were really fired up,
especially Hrdayananda, whose dancing was like he was floating.
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but I felt tied down after being there a year.
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alone with nothing else has the power to deliver the whole universe.”
How he would just glorify prasāda! He would get intoxicated eating
prasāda. He loved prasāda and he would eat a lot of prasāda too. But
with every bite, practically, he was savoring it and extolling its virtues.
Sometimes they would just give him the bowl of gulābjāmuns, and he
would distribute them to everybody.
One time he had apple chutney. “Oh, this apple chutney! Jesus Christ
was crucified and died for the sins to purify people’s hearts. Everything
that Jesus did can be attained, just by eating this apple chutney.” He
didn’t say it in a condescending way; he was actually glorifying Lord
Jesus. He was sharing his own feelings about the apple chutney. “The
whole world can be free from all its sins just by tasting, or smelling, or
seeing this apple chutney.”
A huge fire yajña is in full swing at the crest of the hill for the
installation of Ananta Sesha and the cornerstone laying ceremony for
the new Govindaji Temple. This is on the next peak from where Radha
Damodara, Lord Jagannatha and Srila Prabhupada had presided over the
Bhagavat Dharma Discourses the season before. Because the rituals are
being performed outdoors, the local devotees have created a huge
bonfire for a terrific offering. As brāhmaṇas chant ślokas, the pūjārīs
carry sacred items on their heads into the pit as Prabhupada instructed in
preparation for the installation of Ananta Sesha.
Vishnujana Maharaja leads the kirtan during the yajña. Every devotee is
fully engaged in either chanting, dancing, or in offering auspicious
sacraments intended to invite Sri-Sri Radha-Govinda to make Their
auspicious appearance at the proposed new temple to be built on this
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prominent hilltop, according to the instructions and guidance of His
Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada.
Among the visitors from around the country are a group of devotees
from Vancouver, led by Bahudak. They have driven down not only for
the festival, but to reclaim their traveling sankirtan party and the bus
that was paid for by their collections. The party has been gone from
Vancouver for over five months but they have neither sent word nor
money, so Bahudak is really concerned.
There are many new devotees who have recently joined ISKCON and
they have also come to New Vrindavan hopeful to meet Srila
Prabhupada and to receive initiation directly from him. They are
unaware that he has returned to India due to ill health.
Kiranasa: I had just joined about five days before the New Vrindavan
festival. I came to New Vrindavan because devotees told me that Srila
Prabhupada was coming. Vishnujana Swami came and stayed a few
days. He told us during a class that if anyone had any doubts they could
come and talk to him, because he said he was firmly convinced about
Krishna consciousness.
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Now the man demands the return of his daughter, the trooper explains.
“She has supposedly eloped with one of your people, and he thinks you
are hiding her.” No one in the class knows the girl they are talking
about. Nor is she present in the temple room when her father comes
looking for her. But he is convinced that his daughter has run off with
one of these devotees.
Actually, the girl has already left with some other festival attendees. Her
plan is to leave her father and the whole biker scene.
Riddha: The same biker had come the previous night brandishing a
pistol and protesting about his daughter. Devotees quickly dispatched
him. So he came again in the morning with the police, and he was still
disturbed. I even heard that there was a phone call for Mahariddhi from
Moundsville, but it didn’t connect. After we finished doing up the bus
and pulled out of Louisville, the girl must have left also and the father
assumed that we had taken her with us. Mahariddhi liked to sleep
underneath the bus on a mat in his sleeping bag every night, so we
weren’t aware of anything developing. We didn’t know if he was getting
fresh with her or not. He must have given her the address of New
Vrindavan.
Ganapati: One young devotee on our party got involved with the
daughter of the leader of the bikers. They were secretly meeting. When
we went to New Vrindavan, they planned a rendezvous and she split
from her folks.
Krishna Katha: It turned out that Mahariddhi was sneaking out at night
and meeting with the girl. I was so naive I had no idea devotees did that
kind of thing.
The day before, the bikers watched the big fire yajña from the woods on
another hill. Seeing the ceremonies with devotees intoning svāhā in
front of a huge bonfire, they concluded that the devotees were
performing some sacrificial rites and perhaps even planning to use the
girl as a human sacrifice to place in the pit. They were freaking out and
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decided to report the incident to the police.
Later that evening, they confronted Radha Kanta demanding the return
of the girl.
Some New Vrindavan devotees shave only once a week, and they don’t
wear dhotis when they work, so they appear rugged and look like they
can handle themselves. Radha Kanta is chopping wood at the time and
since they don’t appear to be friendly he politely escorts them off the
property with his ax. “Your daughter is not here in New Vrindavan.”
Early Monday morning, the day after the festival, when most of the
visiting devotees have departed, the bikers return at dawn. They want
revenge – to completely wipe out the Hare Krishnas in West Virginia.
They assume that the locals will accept that as a worthy goal and might
even want to assist. After all, when some Mormons had tried to settle
the area several years ago, they were driven out with fire and lynching.
The bikers’ first action is to cut the phone line to the one telephone that
exists in the devotee community. Then they send one of their members
up the high road to the beautiful homestead on the ridge owned by the
Snyder family, whose land straddles between the Bahulavan farm and
the Old Vrindavan farm.
Devotees often walk across Mr. Snyder’s part of the ridge going to and
from Bahulavan on errands, or for the Sunday Feast program. When
doing so, they stop at the house to always get his pleasant and nominal
permission to cross his land. The Snyders have no interest in what the
devotees are doing, as long as they behave as good neighbors with
regard for their property.
On Monday morning, June 5, Mr. Snyder opens his front door to find a
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man brandishing a semi-automatic rifle. “How many Krishna people
live up there behind your place?”
Not liking the attitude of the stranger, Mr. Snyder cautiously answers,
“Oh, about a dozen.”
“Well,” replies the stranger patting his rifle, “that’s twelve dead, right?”
Pulling his own rifle out from behind the door, Mr. Snyder levels it at
the man’s chest and says, “Thirteen. Turn right around and go back
where you came from.” The stranger doesn’t hesitate.
The topic is about Dhruva Maharaja. All the devotees are sitting on the
floor inside, unaware that gang members have surrounded the temple.
Everything seems to be progressing unrealistically smooth. And yet,
some devotees are ever mindful that these
West Virginia hills are tenanted with prejudice and bigotry. Like
Dhruva Maharaja’s conquest over the Yakshas at Alakapuri, where he
was ever vigilant for a surprise attack, the more experienced New
Vrindavan devotees are concerned that things might be going too
smoothly.
The windows on the right hand side of the temple are at ground level.
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They are stained glass windows that were purchased from a church. The
lower parts are tilted open, like a separate little window, to allow a
breeze. All of a sudden, rifle barrels poke through the opening in every
window. Seeing the shotguns come through the windows, some
devotees begin to shout. Kiranasa dives through the doorway into the
Deity room with the pūjārīs.
Kuladri comes running in from the prasādam room where devotees are
cutting vegetables at the front of the temple. “The demons are here!”
There are no guards, or anything, to protect the devotees or the temple.
Everyone stands up to bolt but Kirtanananda Swami shouts, “Sit down.”
In the ensuing fight the gun barrel moves erratically from Kasyapa’s
head to Krishna Katha’s chest. Krishna Katha is standing on the other
side of a fully loaded double barrel as he tries to pull the barrel off the
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stock.
Suddenly, a shot rings out. Several ladies start screaming. The explosive
impact of a shotgun blast sends buckshot, stained glass, blood, and
devotees flying through the temple room. Kirtanananda cries out,
“Everybody down!” The idyllic atmosphere has been shattered by
gunshots and screams of terror.
Krishna Katha: I felt an explosion and I was flying through the air. I
didn’t hear the sound; I just felt it. I was thinking, “How did that gun go
off?” I wasn’t thinking of Krishna! We had the barrel cracked open on
the shotgun, and I could see the shell. So I thought, “That’s really weird
that it went off.” I didn’t realize there was more than one gun. Someone
from the other window shot me in the shoulder with a 12-gauge
shotgun. I must have flown four or five feet in the air and lost
consciousness in front of Srila Prabhupada’s vyāsāsana.
From the pūjārī room, Kiranasa hears a shotgun go off. Glancing into
the temple he sees Bidhan Chandra and Krishna Katha lying on the floor
in pools of blood. As bullets whiz by everywhere, there is blood all over
the floor with many devotees wounded to some degree. Blood is
splattered all over the walls.
Suddenly, the father of the missing girl storms inside the temple through
the front door. He is followed by four other bikers with long hair and
beards, and vicious eyes. They are fully armed with shotguns and
handguns. “Everybody down on the floor.” They proceed to terrorize the
devotees by shouting obscenities, pushing people around, and shooting
holes in the ceiling.
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Riddha: Immediately I realized what was happening and who they were.
I ran into the Deity room and saw the mātājīs, all petrified, praying to
the Deities. Mahamaya was gathering the small Jagannath Deities from
the altar in her apron. All I saw coming from Bidhan Chandra was a
fountain of blood going to the ceiling. I took my kurtā off and wrapped
it around his arm. I heard the commotion and gathered myself.
From behind the curtain in the pūjārī room, Riddha finds an open
window and drops ten feet to the ground. Moments later, two bikers
come into the Deity room through the kitchen. One of them picks up a
rolling pin and whacks Kiranasa on the head. Then they herd the pūjārīs
into the temple room.
Mahamaya dd: I was on the altar bathing the Deities. Kutila and I
managed to place the small Deities – Jagannath and Radha-Krishna –
out of sight behind the altar before we were ordered into the temple
room. There I saw Bidhan Chandra and Krishna Katha prabhus lying
bleeding on the floor.
Krishna Katha: When I came to, I saw a devotee lying next to me with a
big pool of blood around his head. I thought, “Oh no, they shot him in
the head.” But it was my blood! Kasyapa also got hit in the eyelid with a
pellet from the buckshot. Parambrahma was fearless because they told
everybody to get down but he just sat there and ripped my kurtā off. He
was applying pressure on my wound at the top of the shoulder to stop
the bleeding.
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up!”
But the devotees don’t stop; they sing even louder. One demon waves
his pistol in the air and fires several shots into the ceiling. “Stop! Stop
that!”
One of them yells as loud as possible, “Stop it, shut up!” Everybody
begins chanting japa softly, praying fervently to Sri-Sri Radha-
Vrindavan Chandra to protect them. It’s the most sincere japa they have
ever chanted. Kirtanananda instructs, “Don’t do anything rash. Just
remain sitting and do what they say.”
Krishna Katha: We shut up, and I was thinking, that’s really dumb. But I
was only a devotee for six months and I thought they were more
advanced so they must know.
The father of the girl demands, “We want your leader. Who’s in
charge?” Kirtanananda Swami raises his hand, “I’m in charge.” The
man slaps him severely across the face. With vicious eyes, the bikers
take a quick look around the room. One of them recognizes Dharmatma
from Louisville. He puts a pistol to his head and pulls back the trigger.
Satisfied that they have the people in charge, the bikers force the other
devotees down on the floor while a few of them take Dharmatma and
Kirtanananda out of the temple at gunpoint. “Okay, you’re going up that
hill. We’re going to kill you guys. You’re going to dig your own
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graves.” They order them to grab two shovels standing nearby. They
march them up the hill towards the sacred ground where the fire yajña
had just taken place. The other attackers stay behind and harass the
devotees in the temple, hitting a few over the head and knocking others
around.
All the devotees are cowering in fear as the bikers walk around the
temple room with .45s in their hands, verbally and physically abusing
everyone. Kiranasa is a brand new shaved up bhakta. Seeing him with
his incredibly long śikhā one of them whacks him on the side of the
head with a rifle stock. Everyone can feel how bad that must hurt.
Kiranasa is sitting in pain after being whacked in the head when the
demon puts the shotgun to Kiranasa’s forehead. “Boy, do you know
what happens if I pull the trigger on this damn gun?”
While the bikers turn their full attention to terrorizing the devotees in
the temple, Garga Rishi and Riddha have managed to escape. Going off
in opposite directions without delay, they run for help as fast as they
can.
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Garga Rishi: A couple of us saw the guns come through the window, so
we ran outside. There were some bikers there and one of them shot at
me. The bullet just glanced off my neck so I ran past him and back into
the temple, up the stairs, and jumped out of a second story window to
the ground. I went off to the neighbors to try and get some help. I ran to
the next farm over barbed wire fences; I had ripped my dhoti and was
bleeding. I banged on the door and a lady came to the door.
I said, “Give me a gun because these bikers are down there shooting up
our temple.”
She went to get a gun for me but then her son came down the stairs and
said, “No way. We won’t have nothin’ to do with it. Get outta here.” I
ran over to another farm. The lady there called the police but they didn’t
come for an hour or so.
Riddha: I crossed the road where the horses were kept and I saw
Sridhara crying like a baby. He had obviously seen what had happened.
He was too distraught so I didn’t speak to him. My heart was pounding
and I ran. I was so frightened I kept running and falling. It was just too
much for me. I finally got to the edge of the road and saw a school bus
coming. I tried to flag it down, but it wouldn’t stop. The driver thought I
was crazy, so I ran up to the next farm and got the farmer out of his
house.
“Get a phone! Call the police. Have you got a rifle?” I was desperate. I
knew something bad was going to happen. He wouldn’t give me a gun
but he let me use the phone and I called the state troopers.
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But the sheer horror and violence keeps everyone silent.
All of a sudden, one gang member turns towards the closed curtains in
front of the altar, as if summoned, and bellows, “What’s behind that
curtain?” Getting no response he orders that the deity curtains be torn
down. Nobody moves.
The other bikers are also struck by this vision. “That must be their god,”
one of them offers.
Enraged and arrogant beyond belief, the biggest and nastiest demon
strides up onto the altar, turns his back on Their Lordships and declares,
like Hiranyakasipu, “Now, I’m your god. Worship me!” Getting no
response, he turns around with the intent to desecrate the Deities.
Kasyapa: When Krishna’s Deity shattered so too did our dreams. And as
Sri Radha’s Deity seemed to be following Him, the devotees were
breathless as if all hope was about to be destroyed.
The evil biker orders Kiranasa to go up on the altar and throw down
Srimati Radharani. Although just a new devotee, Kiranasa refuses to
obey. Gang members surround him and begin beating him terribly with
their rifle barrels and their fists. One demon drags Kiranasa by his sikha
jerking his head around and jokingly asks another biker if he would like
to see some brains right now.
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Another gunman laughs, “What brains? They ain’t got no brains.”
Krishna Katha: When some devotees offered to help push the Deities
down, I was like, This is not right. To this day I think I should have
done more, but I was lying there with a shot-up arm. I wasn’t sure if I’d
ever use my arm again because it was totally numb. I was thinking, Oh
no, I’ll never paint again. My arm felt like it was paralyzed. But I also
thought I should get up and do something.
Gloating, the chief demon watches as the two devotees gently lift
Srimati Radharani, one of them on each side. With shotgun in hand, he
orders them to carry Her out to the center of the temple room and break
Her up.
The bikers are aiming their firearms and threatening to kill the devotees.
It’s a difficult choice. Either throw Radharani down or the devotees get
shot. Of course, no devotee can possibly make such a choice.
In the meantime, Kirtanananda and Dharmatma are now far up the hill
with shovels in hand for digging their own graves. They are praying to
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Krishna to please save them, convinced that without Krishna’s mercy
they will be shot and buried at the same site where the foundation stone
was just laid.
They are almost up to the top of the hill when they hear a gargantuan
sound.
Krishna Katha: There was a sound like thunder. The sound made so
much noise; it was totally mystical.
When Radharani’s Deity falls to the temple floor, it doesn’t sound like
marble hitting marble from a short distance. Materially speaking, that
sound should not be very loud. But this sound is inordinate to the actual
crash. It’s like a supernatural sound, that produces a huge, thunderous
noise that can be heard for miles, almost like that of a massive
explosion.
Riddha: As I was waiting for the police I heard a colossal sound, like an
explosion. I couldn’t figure out what it was. Oh, no. What’s going on
over there? Hurry up state troopers! Later, I found out they had marched
Kirtanananda Swami and Dharmatma up to the top of the Govindaji
Temple hill site and were going to shoot them and bury them there.
Although the bikers that have Kirtanananda and Dharmatma are quite a
distance away up the hill, they become alarmed when they hear this
unearthly sound. The sound that Srimati Radharani makes when She hits
the floor is so horrendous, so frightening, and so piercing, that it totally
unhinges the attackers. Hearing this incredible sound coming from the
temple at the bottom of the hill, these bikers become alarmed. “Uh-oh,
somethin’ awful just happened down there. Somethin’s gone wrong.”
Thinking that the other gang members are in some kind of danger, they
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make a quick decision. As they push Kirtanananda and Dharmatma
further up the hill, one demon says, “Don’t turn around or I’ll put a
bullet in your head. Just keep walking.” These are big bikers with guns,
but they suddenly turn around and run back down to the temple full of
anxiety to find out what’s happening.
Back inside the temple room, when the attackers see the other bikers
running down the hill their fear becomes contagious. Shouting to their
cohorts, they conclude, “They must have seen the cops, or somethin’.
Let’s get outta here!”
All the bikers are totally shaken by the explosive sound of Radharani
falling. They have become fearful because the recognition has come that
they are going to be in deep trouble over this! Terrorized out of their
own wits, in combined panic they run off at once thinking there is some
danger and they need to get out of there fast. The intoxicating glory of
their bloody conquest has transformed into an ungodly panic which
sends them fleeing for their lives.
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Suddenly, the demons are gone as abruptly as they had come. The
devotees in the temple room are simply thinking, “Hare Krishna!” It is
now obvious that a divine arrangement has been made to save them by
an inordinate sound that spooked the entire gang. Although the sound in
the temple room was not unduly loud, outside it could be heard for
miles!
In śāstra two incidents evoked a similar level of fear. One was the roar
of Lord Nṛsiṁhadeva coming from the pillar just prior to His
appearance, and the other was the appearance of Mother Kali from her
mūrti form to save Jada Bharat. Did Srimati Radharani reveal Her
horrible and furious Durga feature to the demons who assaulted Her
deity and Her devotees?
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death on the temple room floor.
In an extreme state of shock, the ladies wipe up the blood and glass
fragments in the temple while the men carry the Deities of Radha and
Krishna to Kirtanananda’s cabin. There is no question in anyone’s mind
other than to care for Their Lordships and regain Their darshan: their
life and soul.
The Sheriff informs the devotees, “There was a group of 150 bikers
camped outside of Moundsville. The original shoot-up gang had come
in a car. Their plan must have been to first rescue the daughter, then
attack your community.”
“If these guys ever set foot on your property again, don’t ask, just shoot
them.” The devotees look at each other and agree, “Okay.”
Garga Rishi: An hour later the cops showed up. They didn’t like the
devotees. What did they care? They’d been trying to get us out of there
for years. I remember Kuladri holding up Kirtanananda Swami and he
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was crying like a little baby.
Ganapati: Immediately a lot of devotees drove into town and went to the
gun stores. That night there were many devotees standing guard with
rifles. There were some minor repairs needed on the Deities, too.
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reply.
I am in due receipt of your letter dated June 6, 1973 and have noted the
contents with great care and concern.
I am very pleased that the cornerstone function was nicely done and
successful.
Continue the work enthusiastically. Thank you very much for the check
for $200.
I was just thinking of you and wondering why I hadn’t heard from you
in a long time. You’ll be pleased to know that your assistant Srutakirti is
here. He’s feeling all right. This boy appears to be a very sincere
devotee. [Letter to Kirtanananda Swami - June 12, 1973]
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believe that she was never in New Vrindavan, so devotees are certain
they are coming back. There are sandbags all over the property, both on
the ground and on top of some of the one-story buildings.
Several devotees have M-16s and are practicing on the sandbags. Some
of the kṣatriya men begin sleeping in the temple room vestibule with
sawed-off 12 gauge shotguns. They have orders to shoot first and ask
questions later if anyone tries to force an entry. There is even a serious
suggestion to ring the temple room with weapons in case of another
attack.
Sri-Sri Radha Vrindavan Chandra remain in the cabin beyond the vision
of everyone as They are tended to and worshipped. Devotees are so
attached to Radha-Vrindavan Chandra that the whole community has
lapsed into a state of shock. The atmosphere is like a body with its heart
torn out. Anxiety, fear, shock, and guilt are palpable elements in the
ether. No one can tolerate being in the temple room emptied of Radha-
Vrindavan Chandra’s merciful presence.
The daily darshan feels strange without the presiding Deities of the
community standing on Their pedestals. It’s difficult for devotees to
sing with enthusiasm during ārati when they are brokenhearted. Rather,
the kirtans express the mood of separation, vipralambha-bhāva.
Devotees are longing to once again behold the beautiful forms of Radha
and Krishna that have now disappeared from their vision.
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about Flint, Michigan, I decided to jump ship and go to New Vrindavan.
I arrived at Detroit temple where Govardhan tells me, “You’re going to
New Vrindavan? Did you hear what just happened? A motorcycle gang
came there and shot up the place.”
I was thinking I was going to have peace and quiet in New Vrindavan
because I was tired of the road and all the crazy people in the parking
lots and shopping malls. So Krishna taught me a lesson. I got there on
Tuesday and it was so bizarre seeing this empty altar when the curtains
opened.
But that appears almost minimal compared to the reception that Srimati
Radharani gets. When She comes down the steps in Her traveling cloak,
Her face is radiant with Her compassionate glance for all the devotees.
As one, the devotees begin chanting, “RADHE! RADHE! RADHE!”
over and over again, unwilling and unable to stop. They are literally
beside themselves with their overriding joy of reunion and thankfulness.
On Saturday, the news all over New Vrindavan is that Sri-Sri Radha-
Vrindavan Chandra will make Their re-appearance for sandhyā-ārati.
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Nobody is going to miss this event! Everyone crowds into the temple
room at evening, anxious to greet their beloved Lordships again.
So the Deities were inspecting us and nobody said a word. Nobody said
anything. We’re looking at Them, They’re looking at us. They were
really looking at us! It was intense. Kirtanananda Swami had asked me
to lead the kirtan, but I couldn’t say anything. Finally somebody nudged
me, “Start singing.”
Kiranasa: The hair on the back of my neck was standing on end during
that kirtan.
Kasyapa: I was reminded of the scene from a church which had been
damaged in the bombing of World War II. The form of Lord Jesus had
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his blessed, healing, and soothing hands blown off in the violence of the
holocaust. The church elders held council to discuss whether the form
should be repaired or replaced. The conclusion was that he should
remain as he was, but have a plaque placed at his feet declaring his
message with reinforced emphasis, “I have no hands other than your
hands to do my work in this world.”
For some time after the incident, several devotees still take guns to the
temple because they are not sure if the bikers will come back. Whenever
Kirtanananda tells the story he always calls it, “The day Radharani
saved my life,” because of the sound She made.
As the news spreads around the movement, some devotees are shocked
and write Srila Prabhupada asking for an explanation why the Deities
and the devotees were attacked. The faith of some is being challenged.
Why could God not protect Himself?
You have asked what is the mentality of the demons who attacked New
Vrindavan and why did this happen? You should know this already, that
there are two classes of men, devotees and demons. The whole history is
that the peaceful devotees are disturbed by the demons but that the
devotees are always victorious by the grace of Krishna. In the
Bhagavad-gita Krishna ordered Arjuna to declare to the whole world
that His devotees would never be vanquished.
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And in the last verse of the Gita, Sanjaya says wherever there is
Krishna, and Krishna’s pure devotee Arjuna, there will always be
opulence, victory, extraordinary power and morality – tatra srir vijayo
bhutir dhruva nitir matir mama. But because we are engaged in warfare
with the forces of Maya, there will be casualties. Even Arjuna’s son,
Abhimanyu, a 16-year-old boy, was killed at the battle of Kuruksetra.
We should be prepared to protect the Deities and always expect
Krishna’s Mercy, because we are always dependent on Him and we
cannot do anything on our own without Him.
You have asked about whether nuclear devastation on this planet would
affect the Sankirtan Movement. No, there is nothing that can stop the
Sankirtan Movement because it is the will of God Himself, Lord
Chaitanya, that His Holy Name be heard in every town and village.
Neither can the demons devastate this planet independent of the will of
Krishna. Nothing happens without His sanction. If Krishna wants to kill
someone no one can save Him, and if Krishna wants to save someone no
one can kill him.
For our parts we should just be determined to carry out our mission
against all opposition; demons, nuclear war, whatever. The whole
universe is finally subject to certain annihilation by the will of Krishna,
but devotional service is eternal and is the only certain way one can save
himself from devastation. We can preach all over the world that the only
way to be saved from collective and individual devastation is to take to
the chanting of Hare Krishna.
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gives details that even in Sri Mayapur there are similar unpleasant
episodes in the surrounding precincts of the Holy Dham. “Here in
Mayapur there are reports of dacoity at least once, twice, in a month
surrounding our place. So we have now taken two guns under regular
license from the government.”
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changed forever. When Kirtanananda informs His Divine Grace that the
devotees feel that their spiritual master should be worshiped in a palace,
Prabhupada replies enthusiastically.
It’s not long after the biker incident that the proposed Govindaji temple
project is renamed Prabhupada’s Palace.
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Radha- Damodara. Jahnava mātājī had spent time with Vishnujana in
Texas when he opened several temples, so Maharaja knows that she is
expert at painting. He locates her in the New York temple and requests
her to do this service for Radha-Damodara.
His Radha-Damodara bus was in the middle of a park and he had two
young brahmacārīs with him. And there They are, Sri Sri Radha-
Damodara, and They need to be repainted. All the paint was there. I
started really early in the morning and took all the paint off the Deities.
Then I put on a white undercoating. I painted white on all the areas that
I was going to paint. When that dried then I put on the paint. Then I put
on a second coat of enamel paint, and then I had to varnish the paint.
This was all in the back of the bus behind a little curtain.
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you?”
Mahamantra: He played a cat and mouse game with me. For 20 minutes
I was desperately trying to find Maharaja in the forest, but I was unable
to find him. Then I looked through this tunnel of bushes, and there he
was at the end of the tunnel with Chaitanya Das, looking at me and
laughing loudly. I ran through the tunnel, grabbed Maharaja, and
embraced him happily. Then I put my head at his feet and offered
obeisances. Vishnujana Maharaja was very jovial and loved to play
games to bring out the love and affection of his servitors, just like one
would expect Krishna and Prabhupada to do. He knew how to bring out
your love in a very nice way. He was also skilled with a knife. I was
marveling to see how he could throw a knife and stick it into a tree, very
expertly, from a considerable distance.
As the sun begins to drop low on the horizon, Maharaja brings the boys
back onto the bus. He tells them wonderful stories of the various
pastimes of Srila Prabhupada and the devotees serving intimately with
him. Some had become familiar with Prabhupada and later fell down.
He explains to the boys how important it is to serve the spiritual master
without being familiar. Then he relates the pastimes of Lord
Ramachandra.
Jahnava dd: To keep me going, because I didn’t have time to eat, he told
the story of the Ramayana in extreme detail to these young boys in the
temple room. The curtain was closed but I could hear the whole thing.
He just kept going on and on and on, and I was able to stay awake. The
fumes were extreme. Somehow or other, I did this whole thing in one
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day, and they deposited me back at the temple by 10:30 at night. I was
totally blissed-out because of all that association with Sri Sri Radha-
Damodara. I did it all in one day. It was a miracle actually.
When I was first coming, I got the pamphlet On Chanting Hare Krishna.
Vishnujana’s photo was on the front and he looked like he was in
ecstasy. You could see in this little pamphlet that he was totally blissed-
out. His fingers were all bandaged up and he was right there, spiritually.
I remember seeing his picture and thinking, “This Hare Krishna guy is
heavy. That’s where it’s at, to be where he is.”
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where the annual Ratha-yatra festival will take place. In 1973 this is the
only city where Ratha-yatra is performed in America. Many devotees
are making plans to attend Ratha-yatra this year, including devotees
from all over the ISKCON world.
She collects eight dollars, enough to get the desired fabric. The ladies
are in ecstasy as they rush to the sewing room. They know Vishnujana is
in a hurry to leave and they have less than an hour before the bus
departs. And now a kirtan party is chanting by the bus in front of the
temple as a farewell offering to Vishnujana Swami and Radha-
Damodara.
I ran out on the street. Vishnujana was singing and hanging out the
window of the bus. He was always excited and happy. All his devotees
were singing away, hanging out the windows. I waved and flagged the
bus down. Vishnujana said, “What is it, mātājī?” “I have a gift for
Radha-Damodara.”
“Oh, okay. Come on the bus. Go see the Deities first.” I went in, saw the
Deities, and then handed him the handkerchief. He said, “Oh, this is so
beautiful. Thank you very much.” When I got off the bus, I was so
happy to have given Them a gift.
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San Francisco, June 1973
The arrival of two new sannyāsīs from India has enlivened the San
Francisco temple. These sannyāsīs are about to write a new chapter in
the evolution of ISKCON. They will become famous as the ‘mean
swamis.’
For example, Srila Prabhupada said ‘swami’ means one who cuts, so
they take that to the extreme. Women are māyā for sannyāsīs, so they
take that to the extreme. For them, Krishna consciousness means the
sannyāsīs and the brahmacārīs. They have a strong macho attitude, and
many sannyāsīs in the ‘70s begin to emulate this macho style.
By the time the Swamis arrive in San Francisco, they both have
jaundice. They are quarantined in the temple garage on Valencia Street
to recuperate. But soon they are in the temple room leading their own
brand of kirtan in a rough and ready style. They call themselves the
‘mean swamis’ and they like being known by that name.
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Their desire is to form a party to collect money to build a temple in
Vrindavan for Srila Prabhupada, the Krishna-Balarama Mandir.
I said, “That’s good. Let’s do it.” I went out every day on my own. I
collected $100 a day; that was my quota. Eventually, we had enough to
get a little bus. Then gradually, one by one, devotees joined the party,
which they called the Nama Hatta party.
They came from India, and they were chanting Sanskrit ślokas. They
were singing bhajans and they had a mean kirtan. It seemed so good
because I was kind of passionate. They started the trend in ISKCON
about being negative and hostile towards women.
The ‘mean swamis’ are good friends, but they aren’t equals. Gurukripa
takes the role of the big boss. He has the drive and the energy to get
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things done. Yasodanandana is more of a scholarly person, almost like a
bookworm, so he’s not the one who is going to go out and get things
done. However, he’s an enthusiastic kirtan man so they make a good
team. They complement each other very well, but Gurukripa is the
leader.
Vaiseshika: When I first joined the temple I used to sleep in the book
room in the garage. Early in the morning, way before maṅgala-ārati, I
used to see Yasodanandana Swami walking back and forth in the garage
chanting ślokas. When the kirtan really got going, Yasodanandana used
to start jumping really high while he was playing mṛdaṅga. Their kirtans
were really fired-up. I was a new bhakta and when I saw him leaping
straight up in the air I thought, Wow, now he’s seeing Krishna, because
I’d never seen that before. Gurukripa gave good classes with a lot of
ślokas. I thought they were awesome.
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common with sex-oriented rock music.
With tears in his eyes, he asks Siddha, “Don’t you know? Prabhupada
doesn’t want this. Why are you doing it?”
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Krishna, then that’s called yuktā-vairāgya.”
Things should be accepted for the Lord’s service and not for one’s
personal sense gratification. If one accepts something without
attachment and accepts it because it is related to Krishna, one’s
renunciation is called yuktā-vairāgya. [Quoted in CC, Madhya-lila
16.238, purport]
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mind that every night he slept under a different tree. This was his
practical application of yuktā- vairāgya. It is common practice to engage
non-devotees in dovetailing their material propensities for Krishna’s
service, but having once taken up the process of bhakti-yoga serious
devotees always remains aloof from material energies. Srila Prabhupada
has clarified the meaning of yukta vairāgya right from the start of his
preaching mission.
The ‘mean swamis’, having just come from India, also take the position
that rock music is a deviation from the orders of the spiritual master.
They state that any activity not sanctioned by the spiritual master is
considered śrama eva hi kevalam – simply a useless waste of time.
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movement of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. He always knows the exact
point he is making, even if others don’t. Sometimes disciples think that
cultural differences prevent Prabhupada from fully understanding their
intentions, so they try to interpret his statements. But His Divine Grace
knows who he is dealing with, what they need, and exactly what he
wants them to understand. It is only due to attachment that devotees
continue trying to get Prabhupada to agree that rock music can be used
to attract people to Krishna consciousness. But Prabhupada has to
constantly reiterate that utilizing rock music to preach is not wanted.
Seeing that devotees are always trying to add new ideas in an effort to
attract people to Krishna consciousness, Srila Prabhupada instructs his
GBC man, Rupanuga, to be careful to maintain what he has established
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and not to allow changes to be added.
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Everyone does whatever Jayananda requests. Nobody can say no to
Jayananda.
He is well known in the temple for taking out the daily sankirtan party.
Jayananda loves the Holy Name, loves chanting and feasting, and he
loves Srila Prabhupada. His happiness is almost childlike: “Let’s go and
chant, let’s go out on sankirtan.” He just loves the entire process. He
lives it and loves it. He is always encouraging, “Oh Prabhu, how nice
that you have come out on harināma sankirtan.” He says it so sweetly
that it makes devotees feel like a million dollars for going out. He never
takes any notice that some devotees are hesitant to go out, or that others
are dragging their feet. No one can admit they’re not into it around
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Jayananda. He has the kind of energy that dissipates all the shadows.
Everyone’s dark side becomes purified being around him because he’s
so happy about it. “Sankirtan is so wonderful.”
He always plays the same simple mṛdaṅga rhythm but he hits the drum
so hard that it fires up the kirtan. He is fond of saying, “Sankirtan is for
the masses and Bhagavatam is for the classes.” Unfortunately, an
unavoidable part of the masses is the occasional demon that tries to
disrupt the chanting. Jayananda is tall and strong with huge hands, he is
very handsome and pure looking, and this seems to upset some people.
One time a drunkard singled Jayananda out and wanted to attack him.
Getting angry and upset, he finally came running right at Jayananda. He
was an old bum and Jayananda was just playing the drum and chanting.
I was standing next to him and I was thinking, Oh, no. Here comes some
trouble. I thought he was going to push Jayananda or tackle him, but
Jayananda just stuck his chest out and the guy stopped right in front of
him, screaming.
Jayananda yelled right back, “Chant Hare Krishna. Just chant Hare
Krishna.” He continued playing the drum real hard, “Just chant Hare
Krishna,” and blew the guy away. After he left Jayananda said, “Oh
Prabhupada. Oh Prabhupada.” He was really affected and just closed his
eyes, really intense, very strong.
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Jayananda?” He singles him out and asks about him because he is
always engaged in service. This is the ideal relationship between guru
and disciple.
There are big hills south of San Francisco where the main highway leads
into the city. A week before Ratha-yatra, Jayananda drives out with bags
of lime early in the morning when it is still dark. On a very prominent
hillside he writes in huge letters, “Hare Krishna - Golden Gate Park -
July 21 - Festival.” People driving into the city on their way to work
cannot miss seeing this message.
The San Francisco brahmacārī ashram is very austere – one huge room
where 40 devotees sleep facing east. During festival time that number
doubles. Ganga Narayana wakes everybody up for maṅgala-ārati by
banging on a pot. It’s very unpleasant to wake up to that clanging sound
early in the morning, but in spite of the inconvenience Jayananda always
says, “Krishna consciousness means eating and sleeping in the best of
company.”
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without being aloof, if you know what I mean. He always maintained a
Krishna conscious upbeat spirit. He never got into putdown jokes, or
cheap comments. Whenever he showed up at a temple, everybody
would be excited about street kirtan.
His party had a loose camaraderie, very laissez-faire. Everybody was his
own man on the party. He treated everyone as an adult. They didn’t
always act like one, but he treated them as such. They were like nothing
else in ISKCON. They were like buccaneers, not in the sense of
renegades, but more as rebels.
The renegade spirit was more from Gurukripa’s party. “We know
what’s going on; you guys are all out of it. We know your name, we
know your game.” They were rebels without a cause, whereas
Vishnujana Swami was happy-go-lucky. He created a convivial
atmosphere. His brahmacārīs were always chanting, and they’d invite
people on his bus to take opulent prasādam all the time. It was very
relaxed, easygoing.
Vishnujana Swami wasn’t like that. He just sat on the floor with his
harmonium, or he played mṛdaṅga, with his big floppy socks, two sizes
too big. Those were the standard wool socks with a stripe that he used to
wear in the heat of the summer. He was genuine.
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by the temple door and Jayananda had the potency to put tilak on people
as they entered. How many people can do that to guests on a Sunday?
Mother Silavati is now living at the San Francisco temple. Seeing the
bus parked outside the temple, she has a strong desire to go on the bus to
see Radha-Damodara. She was Their first pūjārī, but she hasn’t seen
Them for so long because They are traveling with brahmacārīs. She
approaches Vishnujana Maharaja with a request to do a little pūjā for
Them.
“No, you can’t go on the bus now,” Maharaja explains, “because it’s not
only a temple but a brahmacārī ashram too. So you just can’t go on.”
Silavati is obviously upset hearing this news, but there’s nothing that
Vishnujana can do about it. For days in her room, she is simply pining
to serve Radha-Damodara.
We ran down the hall, down the stairs, and onto the bus. Silavati got to
see her Radha-Damodara. She dressed Radharani and I dressed
Damodara. It was a really fine way that Krishna arranged for her to
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come on the bus and see Him. She was pulling out all the clothes that
she’d sewn for Them, and some jewelry that she had made. She not only
got to see Them, but she got to dress Them. She was so excited. It was
real nice to see her with Radha- Damodara because she had a close
relationship with Them and They reciprocated. It was obvious.
Then the brahmacārī came with a nice offering and did the pūjā. He was
mild mannered, very pleasant, and thin. I felt honored to be part of that
pastime.
The San Francisco temple has a large prasādam hall, which is divided
equally between the men and women by a thin plastic curtain. Every
morning Bhavatarini cleans the brahmacārīnī side of the prasādam hall.
Her one-year-old daughter, Nipuna, likes to crawl around to where the
men take prasādam. They enjoy putting sweet balls in her pockets, so
she is always eating sweet balls. One day Bhavatarini overhears a
conversation among the men, and she recognizes Jayananda’s voice.
I thought I was the only one who knew Jayananda was very special. He
arranged for me to have a room in the temple, next door to the kitchen,
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because my husband had left me. Then Jayananda brought him back to
the temple and found an apartment for us. He was very kind.
She begins banging the wooden door to the temple garage where they
house the Ratha-yatra carts. Vishnujana Swami is on his bus and hears
the commotion. He opens the door, goes straight towards her, and
simply says, “Come with me.”
Bhavatarini dd: He just picked up this distraught child who no one could
do anything with and everybody thought was hopeless. He took her on
his bus that was painted blue and she stayed with him for hours. Later I
asked, “What did you talk about?”
“Nothing,” she answered back. “The Deities were taking rest. We just
chanted softly. He wants to have breakfast with me tomorrow.” Every
day I made fruit salad with yogurt for breakfast and took it to the bus
with her. Then she would go on the bus and eat breakfast with
Vishnujana Swami and spend the day with him. She thought he was her
best friend. He gave her a prasādam crown from Radha-Damodara. She
just sat for hours at a time in front of Radha-Damodara. Vishnujana was
like a swan. He didn’t look like he was from this planet.
She was seven when he passed away. When she heard that he
disappeared she was very upset with him. She couldn’t understand why
he didn’t tell her, or talk to her first. She thought they were best friends.
She was very broken-hearted when he left the planet. It took her years to
get over it. She never spoke about what they talked about. The whole
relationship they had was very private and very transcendental.
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Kunti: When I was little, Vishnujana was my best friend that I used to
hang out with. I would take prasādam with him. Mostly I would just sit
in front of Radha-Damodara and whisper, because They would be
sleeping. I have one clear memory where he gave me a crown. I was
sitting on the steps of the bus in San Francisco. He had given me some
mahā jewelry from the Deities and I was wearing the crown. He really
loved the Deities. He never talked very much. He wanted me not to talk
so much but just observe and learn. If I talked he would go, “Shhh, the
Deities are sleeping,” very nicely. I didn’t ask many questions. He
didn’t tell me stories. I would just sit in the bus while he would do
things for the Deities. He wasn’t like a father figure, more like a friend,
a companion.
Many devotees who were at Ratha-yatra last year have returned. Some
of them want to make their home in San Francisco. When Hari Vallabha
returns he goes looking for Jayananda. He finds him working in the
garage next door. He’s very happy that Jayananda remembers him. They
sit down and Jayananda asks how everything is going. Hari Vallabha
talks about his recent marriage to Kusha Devi. Jayananda is keen to
listen. He folds his arms and looks intently at Hari Vallabha, who
notices that Jayananda is now also wearing white.
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another’s path is dangerous.”
I met him when we moved to San Francisco from Hawaii. I also knew
his wife. We were both from Hawaii so she would confide in me.
Basically, he was in the brahmacārī ashram and she was in the
brahmacārīnī ashram and she was not happy about it. She wanted a
relationship that was more earthy. There were certain distresses. She
wanted to have a home and maybe a child. Jayananda treated her as he
treated every devotee and she didn’t know how to deal with it. She was
always on the edge. Sometimes she left to visit her parents in Hawaii
because she was beginning to feel that it was hopeless.
The marriage was simply arranged. It wasn’t a big deal for Jayananda. It
wasn’t going to change him. It didn’t affect him whether he was a
householder or a brahmacārī.
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walked in the door, he’d create a large pomp and circumstance, “Oh the
Vaishnavas are coming! Please accept my humble obeisances!” It was
dramatic and it was humorous. Sometimes, there would be ‘diving for
feet’ and it was really exciting. This is at 4:00 o’clock in the morning,
every morning. Even throughout the day, if devotees came to the
temple, he was like that.
Rather than pacing back and forth, Jayananda just sits during japa time.
He chants quite fast and loud always rocking up and down. On the floor
beside him is a little notebook with a pencil. Srila Prabhupada said that
in Kali-yuga memory means keeping a notebook. As soon as something
comes to his mind Jayananda jots it down, especially before Ratha-yatra
when he has so much to do. He’s always completely absorbed in his
chanting, but when something comes into his mind that needs to be done
he will jot it down. The whole Ratha-yatra festival unfolds in this way
as he chants his japa.
Jayananda Prabhu loves talking about Prabhupada but never talks about
his relationship with Prabhupada. Nor does he talk about himself, except
to minimize his own service while glorifying the service of others.
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For sankirtan, Sausalito is always a favorite place to take the chanting
party. When Vishnujana Swami is in town he always leads the
sankirtan. The book distributors are dressed in plain clothes just a short
distance away from the sankirtan party. In this way, the sankirtan and
book distribution go on side by side. As they distribute books, these
devotees can hear the chanting up the street. This is exactly how
Prabhupada prefers his disciples to perform sankirtan, with the books
and the mantra being distributed simultaneously.
Ravindra Svarupa had written Prabhupada asking if it’s all right to send
the entire sankirtan party out to distribute books, which meant that no
one would be available for chanting. Srila Prabhupada replied that book
distribution would increase if sankirtan party was nearby the book
distributors.
So if there is any occasion of necessity, if there are not very many men
available, or if there is prohibition by the municipal authorities,
something like that, we may assign everyone for distributing our
literature. There is no loss for that. But it is always better if there are
also some devotees chanting loudly on the street. If there is even one
man to two men or a small party who are chanting Hare Krishna, that
will increase also the book sales. So if there are sufficient men, and if
we have got sanction by the authorities, it is always better to have at
least a small party chanting along with as many distributors of books as
possible.” [Letter to Ravindra Svarupa - January 5, 1973]
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Vishnujana takes Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara and his kirtan group to
Golden Gate Park to chant all day and invite everyone in the park to
attend the festival on Sunday. A lot of the visiting devotees immediately
make arrangements to accompany Maharaja.
Pasupati dd: We got out of the van and I could hear sweet sounds
wafting through the air. It was very hypnotically attractive and I just
followed the sound, like with the pied piper. As I got closer a crowd had
gravitated to where the sound was originating.
There were people three or four deep, and when I wriggled up to the
front I saw the beautiful forms of Radha-Damodara. All these ordinary
people, non-devotees, were automatically attracted to the sound of
Vishnujana Swami chanting on the harmonium and attracting everyone
to the lotus feet of Radha-Damodara. The amazing thing was that
although the bhajan was in Bengali, everyone in the crowd was
repeating Gopinath. He was singing, and everyone was responding
Gopinath in unison at the chorus. Vishnujana made it so easy for people
to be Krishna conscious, because he made it so attractive. He was
powerful and charismatic, and I sensed that he had a lot of devotion for
attracting people to Krishna consciousness.
“It’s a beautiful theme, and it’s open to everyone. What we’re going to
do is take beautiful Deities, like the ones you see here from India.” With
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his right hand he directs people’s attention to Radha-Damodara. “We’ve
built these 30-foot, gigantic wooden carts, something like big wagons,
but beautifully decorated. And with thousands of other people we’ll be
pulling the carts through Golden Gate Park to Lindley Meadows.
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Angeles and San Francisco devotees in front of Balarama’s chariot, and
Vishnujana Swami with the ‘mean swamis’ in front of Subhadra Devi’s
chariot.
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Jayananda is everywhere, ensuring that the festival goes off without a
hitch. During the parade he directs the movements of the carts. At the
end of the parade he organizes the serving of the feast for about 20,000
people. He loves to cook the feast and engage people to help him. It was
Prabhupada’s idea that the free feast should be first class because
“prasādam is our secret weapon.”
Unfortunately, in later years, the free feast is not the most delicious
prasādam available. In later years, devotees begin selling the best
prasādam to cover the festival expenses. The mahā-prasādam is for the
“special” devotees, the free feast is for everyone else. So the original
mood of inviting people to Lord Chaitanya’s movement with fantastic
prasādam is lost, and fewer devotees are made.
During Ratha-yatra some devotees are so busy that they can’t find the
time to chant their rounds. Jayananda is working day and night and he
also can’t find the time. But he always keeps track of the lost rounds.
When Ratha-yatra is over, he goes into the temple to sit and chant for
hours and hours to make up the missed rounds. When people ask,
“Where’s Jayananda?” the answer is always, “Oh, he’s in the temple
chanting his rounds.”
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Jagannatha and Srila Prabhupada, I was completely happy. When I think
about him, I want to become totally absorbed because that’s how you
become free from suffering.
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Sixth Wave,
The Mayor’s Race
Krishna’s name is the sweetest of sweet things, the most auspicious of
auspicious things, the transcendental fruit of the vine of all Vedic
literature. O best of the Bhrgus, chanted even once, either with faith or
contempt, it delivers the chanter. [Rupa Goswami - Padyavali, text 16]
Summer 1973
All summer long the Radha-Damodara bus treks back and forth across
America.
They have their itinerary planned out, attending state fairs and visiting
ISKCON temples along the way. Since the party’s return from Mexico,
Narada Muni has been booking as many state fairs as possible. At the
fairs, they sell handicrafts from India, Spiritual Sky scented products,
and Srila Prabhupada’s books, from a booth that Suhotra and Dayal
Chandra have built.
He serves them with chutney at four for a dollar. At the same time, the
Radha- Damodara book distributors go into the neighboring towns to
distribute KRSNA Book. They do hundreds of these books every day.
During the summer of ‘73, book distributors discover that they can
distribute masses of the KRSNA Book at rock concerts. Now published
as a softbound trilogy, the devotees utilize the foreword by George
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Harrison to attract concertgoers. Tripurari and his men are now
distributing books in Western attire and wigs. They claim that this
makes it easier for people to relate to the devotees. At one concert they
distribute 600 KRSNA books. Ramesvara writes Prabhupada that the
Los Angeles temple is selling 2,000 KRSNA books every week!
Prabhupada replies from London:
So you are the expert in this field. I like also your program of sending
out your best men to teach the others. That is the actual process of
Krishna consciousness. To train others to continue this program, so that
in the future every devotee in our movement will know the art of
distributing books. This is approved by me. [Letter to Ramesvara -
August 3, 1973]
Tripurari now begins visiting different temples to train others and share
his experience. More devotees start going out in western dress to
increase the potential for selling books. However, not everybody agrees
with this new direction. A minor controversy arises. Various people
present their case to Srila Prabhupada about distributing books “in
disguise.” After hearing all sides of the argument, Prabhupada settles in
favor of Western clothing as long as devotees dress as respectable ladies
and gentlemen wearing tilak and neck beads.
The results speak for themselves. The MacMillan Company reports that
more than 150,000 copies of Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gita As It Is have
been sold. Sales of the many other English editions of the Gita are
dwindling, the Company writes, as Bhagavad-gita As It Is continues to
grow in popularity. [Back to Godhead magazine, volume 60]
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The Nama Hatta party is also on the road with the mission to help
Prabhupada build the proposed Krishna-Balarama temple in Vrindavan.
But their focus is collecting money rather than distributing books.
Kritagama, Pundarika, Badarayana, and Bir Krishna have joined
Gurukripa and Yasodanandana’s party. Although the ‘mean swamis’ are
dedicated to expanding Prabhupada’s mission in India, their aggressive
tactics are not appreciated in America.
Sura Das: There were so many different traveling parties. We had three
mothers on our party and they would sleep in the van and the men
would sleep outside the van at campgrounds. The six of us traveled for
months in ‘73. It was so innocent. The thing that scared us most of all
was when we met up with the ‘mean swamis’, Gurukripa and
Yasodanandana. They were tough people. The Nama Hatta party was
very powerful. They were doing mall programs and rampaging the
country with heavy devotees.
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Vatsala: There was talk that every temple was going to start a program
like Vishnujana’s. I think one of the main reasons was because every
time Vishnujana Swami came to town, everybody wanted to go with
him. The authorities figured that if the temple had that kind of program,
then maybe everybody wouldn’t want to go with him. I was supposed to
start this program in San Francisco.
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purchased round pita breads, avocado, lettuce, and tomato for the road-
mode sandwiches. Vishnudatta gives them to Narada Muni to offer to
Radha- Damodara. While waiting for prasādam, Riksaraj becomes
impatient and solicits Narada Muni, “Did you throw a thread on it?”
His boys were coming to take prasāda with us and that’s when I coined
this phrase. They were sitting down and it wasn’t offered yet, so I told
the pūjārī on the spur of the moment, “Okay. Throw a thread on that.”
They started laughing. They cracked up like anything.
We’d pull up in front of a market and I’d say, “Okay, get out and get
some of that whole wheat bread.” The pita bread was a variety that we
picked up on later. “Then get tomatoes, lettuce, avocados, and
Philadelphia cream cheese.”
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chopped up or sliced.
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“And chant he did. In those days, devotees went out for street chanting 8
to 10 hours a day.”
Suhotra adds his own experience, “The Boston devotees would go to the
Boston Commons and chant for eight hours every day. It was harsh on
the hands so they wore gloves to play mṛdaṅga.”
“What else about it Vishnujana Maharaja? How did you start to play?”
Sri Galim tells stories how Vishnujana Maharaja made him a devotee
and other tales when he was under his tutelage. Sri Galim is a tall lanky
Texan and wears very large sandals, the same shoe size as Vishnujana.
Nobody else can wear their sandals. But Maharaja doesn’t make any
distinctions so he will put on whatever sandals are nearby, to the
occasional annoyance of Sri Galim.
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He was very expert at everything; an expert cook, expert in honoring
prasādam, expert at lecturing, and expert at charming the hearts of all.
But kirtan was his forte. He was so enlivening. He was attentive to the
temple programs and lectured nicely. The way he would dance in the
kirtan! He was graceful and had wonderful unique long steps going
forward and back. He had an intense look of compassion and a huge
neck and huge hands. I never met such a wonderful individual. He was
just joy.
Praghosa: I went out and knocked on the door. The door swung open
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and there was this gigantic guy, a big huge man. His śikhā was
everywhere because he had just woken up when I knocked.
He looked at me and said, “Well thank you, Prabhu. Thank you very
much. That’s very kind of you. What’s your name?”
“My name is Vishnujana Swami.” I didn’t know who he was but he was
real friendly and humble, not distant at all. He was like a brahmacārī in
a sannyāsa role.
Later that morning he gave a slide show. His men were playing exotic
Indian instruments and he played the harmonium while narrating each
slide. I don’t remember what the slide show was about because I wasn’t
looking at the screen. I was looking at him the whole time. He was so
fascinating. The way he talked was very melodic; it was hypnotic. I
can’t describe it except that it was just different.
After prasādam, Maharaja makes sure that all the Detroit devotees go
out for street sankirtan dressed in their best Vaishnava clothing.
Vishnudatta is one of the kings of style, and sets the example.
Vishnujana Swami, in contrast, dresses quite simple. No silk for him.
Everyone squeezes into cars and vans for the drive to Kennedy Square
in downtown Detroit. Before starting the kirtan, Vishnujana Swami does
an inspection checking that the devotees are standing nicely in line and
ready to dance together in time.
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the kirtan.
All of a sudden, he turns to Bhakta Pat., “C’mon Prabhu, your turn. Say
something.”
“Just tell the people what you like about kirtan. Tell them how much
you like to chant.”
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was probably the nicest I ever met in ISKCON. He was just fabulous. It
was a great temple and everybody there was really fired-up. Vishnujana
didn’t stay in Detroit very long, but he went out every day to chant and
we went out with him. He would play the drum all day on the street. He
made us feel like we were part of the whole thing.
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New York. They were known as the ‘mean swamis’. After maṅgala-
ārati they came up to the ashram to canvass the brahmacārīs. “So, are
you going to come with us, or stay in this place and start wearing
white?” They just began canvassing. They didn’t respect the temple.
They do kirtan inside the booth, because the booth is large enough.
There’s no other boutique like this one on the midway. Sometimes
Maharaja splits the party and does two fairs simultaneously because
they are having so much success with this program.
Even at the fairs, the daily sādhana is maintained. Devotees rise early
for maṅgala- ārati with Sri Sri Radha-Damodara and then chant japa
together. After greeting the Deities, Vishnujana Swami gives the
Bhagavatam class, followed by prasādam. Then they go out to preach.
There are different shifts. Some devotees stay back to cook and serve
Radha-Damodara, others go to the fairgrounds and prepare the booth for
the expected crowds, while some go out to the nearby towns to
distribute books. Vishnujana oversees the entire operation.
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Naturally, the weather plays an important part of the fair experience.
When the skies are not sunny and bright the crowds dwindle. With any
outdoor event there is always the possibility of rain. When an occasional
storm threatens to take over the day, it dampens the spirits of everyone.
“No, no, no. This is our eternal service,” he explains. “This is decorating
the Holy Name. Someday we’ll be back in Goloka doing this, just like
the gopis, decorating Krishna. This is our business, just decorating the
Holy Name.”
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He had a keyboard arrangement of the morning melody that was just
brilliant!
Hearing about the success of the Radha-Damodara party, it’s not long
before other traveling parties realize that the state fairs are a good place
for book distribution because of the huge crowds. However, these
parties distribute in disguise, wearing western garb rather than
presenting themselves as devotees of Krishna like the Radha- Damodara
party is doing in their booth.
While preaching across America, many traveling parties run across the
Radha- Damodara devotees at various locations. The St Louis traveling
party of Chaturatma, Prana, and Radha Kunda, meet the Radha-
Damodara extravaganza at a county fair in Sedalia, a town about three
hours west of St Louis at the junction of highways 50 and 65 in the state
of Missouri.
Chaturatma: We hadn’t been near a temple for weeks, and when I turned
down one of the rows of booths I heard a kirtan. I thought, “It couldn’t
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be a kirtan; it must be carnival music.” We followed the sound and
when I turned down one of the aisles, in the second booth from the main
cross aisle, there was Vishnujana Swami on the harmonium enticing the
crowd doing kirtan with Vishnudatta, Riksaraj, and Hasyagrami. Radha-
Damodara were up on a stage. We almost fell over.
The state fairs are a real high point for preaching. The crowds come
mainly in the evening, which is great for the brahmacārīs. During the
day they can go into the towns to distribute books and return about 5:00
o’clock to preach at the booth. Ramacharya always helps with the
Deities when he comes back from book distribution. He is not yet a full
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time pūjārī, but he loves to make garlands for Radha-Damodara and
frequently goes out to get flowers for Them.
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So let us concentrate on training our devotees very thoroughly in the
knowledge of Krishna consciousness from our books, from tapes, by
discussing always, and in so many ways instruct them in the right
propositions. [Letter to Hamsaduta - June 22, 1972]
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just like Jagannath Puri. It is so encouraging to me to see how very
enthusiastic you are working there… I want to introduce this Ratha-
yatra festival program all over the world.” [Letter to Madhudvisa -
August 7, 1973]
After the bikers shot up the New Vrindavan temple, the Vancouver
TSKP of Dharmatma, Ganapati, and Riddha have been preaching in
Texas, Arizona, and California. Now they arrive at the Wisconsin State
Fair with their beautiful bus, “Lord Chaitanya’s Sankirtan of Love.”
It’s obvious he was a renounced person, but you need to be more than a
renounced man.
You need to be human, and to communicate. And these are the qualities
that I liked in him. I was a bit unhappy to see that he was selling
Spiritual Sky products at the state fairs. I could see that here is a man
with great ability to sing devotional songs and to encourage people. I
would see him managing Vishnudatta and those devotees selling these
products at the state fairs, which would inevitably attract women.
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There were some crack book distributors at the fairs. Lokasaranya had
class. He was soft. He would distribute a book like a waiter. He would
hold the book like he was taking hors d’oeuvres on a tray, and he would
deliver the book to people like that. He would do big. Another was
Sarvabhauma, a little Jewish guy, and bent over. He would always say,
“Excuse me. I beg your pardon. We’re just asking for a courtesy
donation.” He was elegant in the way he delivered the books.
We also met up with the ‘mean swamis.’ All I can say about Gurukripa
is that he tried to influence me to join him. He tried the macho stuff on
me and it didn’t work.
The Nama Hatta party is very aggressive in the way that they collect
money for building the Vrindavan temple. In contrast to the ‘mean
swamis’ are the two ‘scholarly swamis’, Hrdayananda and Satsvarupa.
They have a bus party named the Bhagavat Dharma Discourses TSKP.
Their main service is booking classes at major universities.
Hrdayananda Maharaja originally approached Satsvarupa, who was
preaching downtown on the streets, and suggested, “Why don’t we
preach to the intelligent class of men, in the universities and colleges?”
If at least the seed is planted and they begin chanting rounds and
following the principles while continuing their studies at school, that is
our great victory. And if they like, they may go and live in one of our
centers, wherever they like, and learn further. But we shall not present
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Krishna consciousness as anything dry or like a set of rules and
regulations only. No. Krishna consciousness is the topmost philosophy,
also the highest knowledge of educational experience, so try to impress
this aspect of offering the perfect scientific understanding of everything
as it is, not the temporary and unsatisfactory and incomplete
understanding of things. [Letter to Satsvarupa and Hrdayananda -
January 9, 1973]
At the Wisconsin fair, the ‘mean swamis’ arrive with their men. With so
many parties at the same fair a sense of rivalry develops, which brings a
mood of competition that goes beyond a friendly challenge. With so
many devotees working the crowds at the Wisconsin State Fair, some
kind of altercation is inevitable. Before long, a dispute arises when a
Nama Hatta devotee takes a woman’s purse. That brings the police and
gets the Radha-Damodara party in trouble, too.
Suhotra: The police just lumped us in; it’s the Hare Krishnas. That was a
source of trouble for us, because we were not supposed to work the
crowd like that at the fairs. If the management connects that it’s the
same organization – the guys selling in the crowd with someone in a
booth – then the guys in the booth will be shut down. So that was a
source of friction.
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Vishnujana Maharaja, being also in the sannyāsa ashram, had more of
an insight into what was really going on. Vishnudatta got along well
with the ‘mean swamis’ but I shied away from them. I didn’t trust them.
Traveling out of Los Angeles, Kavi Chandra and Pandu are also
distributing books across the country and they too meet the Radha-
Damodara party at the Wisconsin State Fair. Pandu has seen Vishnujana
Swami before and he uses this get-together as a golden opportunity to
join his party.
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Vishnujana Maharaja.” Kavi immediately understands the situation and
realizes he is about to lose a man. Resigned to the inevitable, he talks it
over with Maharaja, who agrees to accept Pandu. Kavi Chandra returns
with the good news. “All right, you can do that.” So Pandu joins the
party on the spot.
Also at the Wisconsin Fair is the New Vrindavan TSKP. They have
been trained to collect money for developing the New Vrindavan
project. When word gets back to Kirtanananda Swami that Vishnujana
Maharaja is at the fair, he calls to speak with him. Kirtanananda has
plans to go to India and he needs someone to watch over New
Vrindavan while he’s gone.
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Vishnujana is the right person to take over the spiritual leadership of
New Vrindavan while he’s away because they traveled together for over
a year with the Road Show.
The Vancouver party also wants to attend the Janmastami festival. They
decide to leave the fair early and offer to drive Vishnujana Swami to
New Vrindavan in their bus. Maharaja takes Mahamantra and
Vishnudatta along with him and requests the rest of the party to continue
preaching at the Wisconsin fair.
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are quite insular. When guests come they treat them cordially but at the
same time they check them out first very carefully. They do not readily
accept other devotees, because they are totally sold out to Kirtanananda
Swami.
The fact that New Vrindavan can’t do nice kirtan always disturbed
Kirtanananda.
Now that Vishnujana has arrived, everybody comes out of the hills.
They are excited. “Wow, Vishnujana Maharaja is here. We’re going to
have great kirtans.”
Garga Rishi: When the word got out about Vishnujana Swami,
everybody was in the temple ready for kirtan. Taru used to lead a lot. He
had a real nasal, horrible, voice actually, but a lot of devotion, so he led
a lot of the kirtans. Vishnujana Maharaja was already there and
everybody was ready for the big kirtan when Taru walked in. There was
some kind of rasa between Kirtanananda Swami and Vishnujana Swami
because, in the excitement and build up to the kirtan, Kirtanananda told
Taru, “I want you to lead instead of Vishnujana Maharaja.”
Taru was always known for jumping into the kirtan before anybody else
had a chance to lead and everyone knew that. So everyone was in the
temple room waiting for the curtains to open and looking at Taru like,
Don’t you dare try it.
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supposedly the big sannyāsī coming to lead kirtan, and this other guy
jumps in and starts singing. Afterwards he comments, “Krishna is
always making me humble.”
This year the festival is up on a hill, next to the new barn where the blue
Harvesters are parked. Vishnujana Swami gathers whatever musicians
he can find and spends his time on the hill chanting beautiful bhajans
and kirtans during the festival. Bathing is still very rudimentary, but the
visiting devotees are happy to be there because most aspects of the
festival are well organized.
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regular association.
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meant to become a place for preaching.
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When the van arrives back at the Chicago temple, the Radha-Damodara
bus is already there. The men have come from Madison, Wisconsin, and
are full of anecdotes from the fair.
Now that summer is almost over, the weather will become colder, so
Maharaja decides to drive south towards Atlanta. Sri-Sri Radha-
Damodara will be more comfortable in the warmer climate. There is big
preaching going on in Atlanta and Vishnujana wants to participate and
help as much as he can.
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Panca-tattva.
I remember the kirtans as being some of the most relishable that I ever
experienced. Those kirtans were sweet, melodious, bhakti-filled kirtans
that really touched my heart. People compared Maharaja to a Gandharva
because his voice was so beautiful. And he was very well built, kind of
like a demigod. But his smile, his enthusiasm, his love for Prabhupada
and Radha-Damodara was the real attractive feature.
I remember the effect it had on me; that Krishna consciousness was real
and you simply had to open your heart to enter into it. I can’t remember
anyone in my contact with empowered devotees within the movement
that had that kind of effect on me as Vishnujana Maharaja.
The temple’s main preaching focus is the race for Mayor of Atlanta.
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Balavanta, the temple president, is running for public office. He has
already run, unsuccessfully, for the state legislature. Srila Prabhupada
approves of this policy and is encouraging him to be a candidate for the
office of Mayor of Atlanta.
I am very pleased that you are running for Mayor of such an important
city as Atlanta. Now you present to the populace the perfect example of
a Krishna conscious person, and always be very clean and neat. You
may present the simple program to the citizens for becoming purified
and regaining their lost happiness by meeting together frequently to
chant Hare Krishna, that’s all. We have no complicated political
platform. Politicians today are simply pick-pockets, tricking the voters
to pick their pockets. They make promises to gratify the public’s senses,
but then they only gratify their own senses and the public throws them
out, repeatedly. So we can promise perfect peace and happiness, and we
can fulfill our promise very easily. You and the other devotees are the
practical demonstration, and whenever you speak in public they may be
also present and hold kirtan and give speeches also.
Actually, this world is like a hospital. We are all like sons of rich men
running mad in the streets. Our Father, Krishna or God, is the wealthiest
father, and we are all His sons gone mad. Someone is thinking give him
food, that will help, or give him house, or clothes, this or that – but the
madness is still there. So this kind of bodily welfare work will not help.
The world is supposed to be a place for curing men of their varieties of
diseases of madness and sending them back home, like a hospital. But
men have now got the mistaken idea to make a permanent settlement in
this madhouse! Just like the hog is eating stool and he is thinking, “Oh, I
am enjoying like anything, and when I am finished, then sex with any
she-hog – wife, daughter, sister, it doesn’t matter – and for so many
children I shall have to have big house.” And on and on like this, all
because of his madness that he thinks, “I am enjoying.”
So preach like this, and I think many people will appreciate our
philosophy and gain respect for this Krishna Consciousness movement.
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[Letter to Balavanta - February 18, 1972]
The run for Mayor of Atlanta is a non-partisan race with the only
condition being the payment of a $1,000 fee. The Atlanta temple has
paid the $1,000, which was a lot of money for them, and now Balavanta
is one of many candidates for the post. A side benefit is favorable
publicity – like hundreds of thousands of dollars of free television,
radio, and newspaper advertising.
The local CBS TV channel gives focus to the four front-runners and one
of the other ‘crackpot’ candidates. “One of these groups is using the
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mayoral race as an opportunity to create a philosophical forum.” They
don’t refer to Balavanta as crackpot, but present him in a more favorable
light. The visual shows the devotees’ Mercedes truck with Vote for
William Ogle for Mayor – Hare Krishna painted on both sides. It’s a
large gray vehicle previously used for delivering shipments of bread. On
top there’s a small railing along the perimeter of the roof. Devotees
place a rug on top and sit on the roof doing amplified kirtan with the
temple instruments and a sound system. The truck goes slowly along the
main streets of downtown Atlanta and devotees call it the kali-yuga
elephant.
From the back of the truck devotees hand out flyers promoting
Balavanta’s run for Mayor. They distribute prasādam in the form of
donated fruits, from the back of the truck. Some devotees delight in
throwing apples and oranges to the crowds. They are extra careful with
the tomatoes. People are amused and delighted with the kirtan and fruit
as they compete with one another to catch the thrown prasādam.
Gokularanjana leads the kirtan on top of the truck, and sometimes
Ananga Manjari leads while playing her mṛdaṅga. When Vishnujana
Maharaja arrives he takes over the kirtan. All this is captured on TV.
Praghosa: Vishnujana’s kirtans were really from the heart and he sang
like a demigod. Sudama’s kirtan was almost like soul music. The way
he and Premarnava played mṛdaṅga, the way they danced, and the way
they got everyone else to dance, it was spectacular. It was fabulous.
Sudama saw that I was enthusiastic, so he asked Govardhan if I could
travel with him for a couple of weeks. So I went with him and then I
decided not to go back to Detroit.
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to further help in promoting Balavanta. They are out late into the night
giving speeches, meeting the press, and putting up posters all over town.
Just like Vedic Vaishnavas, they do everything themselves.
While the Mayor’s race is in full swing, two long-haired hippies show
up at the Atlanta temple. After seeing Vishnujana Swami at the
Brooklyn temple in July, the two friends have become a little serious
about Krishna consciousness. The Brooklyn devotees advised them to
visit New Vrindavan for Janmastami, and there they saw Vishnujana
Maharaja once again.
They have arrived from Nashville where they went to check out the
music scene. But their stay in Nashville turned out to be a drag. They
decide to visit Key West, where Radha Raman has made some devotee
friends. Fortunately, they have a BTG magazine. Looking at the list of
centers they see that there’s a temple in Atlanta and decide to check it
out on their way to Key West.
From time to time, the truck visits minority neighborhoods where kids
quickly surround the vehicle. They are completely excited about the
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game of catching fruit. Devotees challenge the kids who can chant
louder. “We’ll give you more fruit if you can chant louder than us.” As
the devotees chant, “Haribol, Haribol,” the kids shout back,
“HARIBOL, HARIBOL.” Soon, many parents are also attracted to join
the crowd. Then, as the truck drives slowly forward, everyone follows.
Because it’s a public campaign, all the candidates speak at every forum.
When they invite one, they have to invite all. Vishnujana Maharaja is so
impressed by Balavanta’s run for mayor that he offers him a $100
donation, which the Atlanta devotees consider a fortune. They are
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amazed, “He’s a sannyāsī and Balavanta is a householder and he’s
giving him a donation!”
Ananga Manjari dd: I was thinking, “All that devotion is going into the
sweet rice. It’s going to be super nectar.” We talked about it and he said
something about the Holy Name going into the sweet rice. We tasted the
sweet rice later and relished it like anything. He brought the spiritual
world to a reality that you could feel. I could feel the spiritual things
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taking place. It wasn’t ethereal or imagination. It was real. That’s what I
remembered about his personality.
For the Sunday Feast the Atlanta players always present a drama. This
Sunday the play is called The Ballad of Everyman. It will be performed
after ārati and before the feast. Gokularanjana plays Everyman, the spirit
soul searching for the meaning of life and asking questions about his
existence. Māyā always appears to answer his questions and affirm,
“This is yours. You’re meant to enjoy.”
“Just look, here are your parents.” There is a scene with loving parents
that eventually turns into a frustrating situation.
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something dynamic. He was our most potent preacher at the time.
The play ends with Vishnujana Swami leading a kirtan and then
prasādam is served out. Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva and Radha Raman
always try to sit near Maharaja during prasādam time. Because they are
musicians, the Atlanta temple authorities have been wondering how they
will be engaged. But with the Radha-Damodara party more or less
dominating the temple environment, it soon becomes obvious what they
should do. There is no contention at all. It’s so obvious that they should
join the Radha- Damodara party.
New people are always coming to the temple after seeing the kirtan
party out on the streets or after reading one of Prabhupada’s books. Now
in Atlanta, they are able to have the association of Vishnujana Swami
and the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs when they visit the temple. The
meeting always leaves a lasting impression.
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it out. I came one Wednesday night when Vishnujana Maharaja was
there with the Radha-Damodara party. I walked into the temple and
somebody introduced me, “This is Vishnujana Maharaja.”
Seeing that their warning has been defied, the police return with a paddy
wagon to take everyone to jail. Seeing that police have come to arrest
everyone, Gokularanjana immediately bolts from the sankirtan party in
the opposite direction and quickly returns to the temple to get Balavanta.
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Vishnujana Swami doesn’t stop the kirtan and continues playing kartāls
when the police take the mṛdaṅga from him. Angrily, the police grab
Maharaja and snatch the kartāls out of his grasp. But Maharaja
continues chanting by clapping his hands. The entire kirtan party is
carted off to the city jail and locked up, as Vishnujana Swami continues
chanting with everybody responding.
While the devotees are in jail, Balavanta and Gokularanjana arrive at the
police station with their attorney to ascertain what the devotees are
charged with, and how much it will cost the temple to bail them out.
This is not the first time the police have hauled the devotees into jail
because of street sankirtan. The city has been involved in an ongoing
dispute with the devotees to prevent them from chanting in the streets
and the devotees are continually protesting that decision.
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On one occasion, when Balavanta was running for State Congress prior
to the Mayor’s race, the entire male population of the Atlanta temple,
including Balavanta, was in jail over the weekend. When the police
came to arrest them, the devotees had quickly entered the Chrysler
Center – a place where hippies gathered – to distribute prasādam
according to plan. Determined to rid the streets of the nuisance
devotees, the police adopted a ruse. In a friendly manner they said,
“Actually we made a mistake. You’re free to sing on the street as long
as you don’t block the flow of pedestrian traffic.”
Thinking they had won the battle, the kirtan party resumed chanting at
their favorite corner. Instantaneously, riot troops appeared from all
directions and everyone was arrested and put in jail.
You may get some relief in this connection if you can approach very
carefully some leading members of the city government, or big, big men
of the town, and convince them by your words and behavior that our
devotees are not in any way unworthy persons, that in fact they have left
their lives of criminals to try to turn others away from being criminals,
and that if simply we get a little facility we can render immense service
to the cause of law and order. Like that. If you are sincere and cool-
headed, they will appreciate after some time. And if only one of such
big, big leaders understands the real fact, that is sufficient to stop all
further cases of police attacks.” [Letter to Balavanta - December 13,
1972]
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perfect.
As for political speaking, first of all, don’t go so much into the details of
the affairs. Our message is that people should elect pure God conscious
leaders, that is our main statement. We cannot go into details. As a side
touch you can speak on inflation. Yes, inflation is due to paper currency.
As for land ownership, in the Vedic civilization the land was given to
the people for cultivation not for ownership, and a tax was collected
which was 25% of the person’s income. The land belonged to the state
and the man would cultivate it and pay 25% to the state. If he has no
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income then he doesn’t have to pay. If he doesn’t pay tax he may be
disowned of the land. One cannot get land from the government unless
he agrees to produce something and if everyone produces food then
there is no scarcity. At least he has his own food produced by himself.
Now people are educated as sudras. They are going to work to produce
what is not urgently needed by society.
The actual social structure should be that the first intelligent class, the
brahmanas should be for studying and educating people for God
Consciousness. They are the gurus of all other classes. They second
class, the ksatriyas give protection from dangers and they can distribute
the land. The third class vaisyas are for producing. So after the first,
second and third class, the remaining should help the upper three
classes, then everyone will be employed.
Your work in America with the In God We Trust Party is very inspiring
to me. If anywhere they will take seriously the principles of Bhagavad-
gita As It Is, that will be America. We are getting good response and
being taken seriously as I have seen in the reports from Amarendra there
is even prospect that we may capture some post. I have written a letter
to Rupanuga Maharaja and you may get information from him on the
importance of our men themselves following the brahminical regulative
principles, lest in the midst of political work you forget the aim of life
which is to remember Krishna. So go on as you are doing
enthusiastically and give me information.
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into a dynamic preaching vehicle and things appear to be going well.
Soon this political preaching mood catches on in other centers.
Sesha: I was a brahmacārī for the In God we Trust party. Rupanuga was
a sannyāsī at that time heading up the party in Washington, DC. All the
political programs were under the In God
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powerful and attractive, with students spending time listening to the
kirtans and asking intelligent questions.
Vishnujana Swami invited me for lunch one day because he heard I was
a percussionist.
“Why don’t you come up and take prasāda with me?” So I did. He said,
“Can you play this mṛdaṅga?”
“Well, I’m trying to.” Maharaja knew that I had that inclination, so he
invited me up and showed me how to play a little and then we took
prasādam together. He preached to me, “Why don’t you stay in
devotional service? Perhaps you can travel with my party.”
I figured there’s nothing holding me back, and I might as well just travel
with the Swami. I thought it was the right time, the right place, and the
right circumstance, so I said, “I’d love to travel with you.”
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were doing service and chanting and getting up for the program, and
neither of them spent the time to preach to us to shave up and join the
temple.
“I’m going too,” replies Radha Raman as he throws down the drill in his
hand. He feels angry because he wasn’t part of the get-together.
“You can go if you want to. Just ask the Swami.” So Radha Raman goes
upstairs to speak to Vishnujana Swami, who says, “Okay.”
When the Radha-Damodara bus leaves Atlanta, the new recruits are on
board. To make room for them, Vishnujana leaves Mahamantra behind,
asking him to remain at the Atlanta temple where he will get a solid
foundation in Krishna consciousness.
What a vow! I was praying, Oh Tulasi Devi, You are so beautiful. You
fulfill all the wishes of your devotees. If you’re pleased by anything I
do, please let me get back with that party. I just thought somehow or
other, I don’t know when, I’ll get another chance to go with the party.
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Nashville, Tennessee, October 1973
From Atlanta, the Radha-Damodara party heads westward towards
Tennessee where they are booked at the State Fair in Nashville. They
leave Atlanta with one precious possession: an esraj recently brought
from India by Radha Mohan. When Vishnujana Swami first saw that
esraj, he intimated that he would like to have it. Balavanta, in the mood
of giving charity to the sannyāsīs, wants to reciprocate with Maharaja
for his inspiration and assistance during the Mayor’s race. Approaching
Radha Mohan, he persuades him to donate the esraj to Maharaja since
he has never used it. Thus, the esraj is offered to Vishnujana, who gives
it to Hasyagrami with the instruction, “Now you have to learn to play
this because we’re going to have a Vedic band.”
At the Nashville State Fair the devotees are in their Hare Krishna booth
selling incense, oils, books, and Indian clothing. Ramacharya sits
quietly making his unconventional outfits for Radha-Damodara with
various baubles and beads. When people approach the booth, he is also
expert at selling items.
Two long-haired hippies work as parking lot attendants at the fair. They
meet Riksaraj and he invites them onto the bus when everyone is taking
morning prasādam. Vishnujana Swami offers them a bowl of sweet rice
with strawberries.
“Oh no,” they say, “We don’t take any milk products. Steve Gaskin says
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that milk is not good. We’re vegans and we only drink soymilk.” They
explain that they live on a communal farm and grow soybeans. They
make tofu and soy products, but never eat any dairy. Vishnujana starts
to laugh while he is eating. He begins glorifying prasādam, how
delicious it is, how Krishna has tasted it, and how Krishna is the most
expert mystic Who can change matter into spirit, and spirit into matter,
at will.
Eventually the longhairs acquiesce, “Okay. We can try some.” They are
intrigued to taste this “prasādam” that has been changed into spirit by
Krishna’s mystic potency. Seeing that they are enjoying the prasādam,
Vishnujana says, “Milk isn’t so bad, is it?” All the brahmacārīs start
laughing.
The two were so adamantly against milk, but due to the influence of
Vishnujana, the way he was honoring prasādam and the way he was
glorifying prasādam, they just had to have some.
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and two new Vaishnavas are born.
Devotees are always ready to man the booth at State Fairgrounds for 12-
14 hours and stick there. They have the evening program and evening
prasādam together. Vishnujana is always preaching and his men are
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always preaching. When he goes back to the bus to take care of Radha-
Damodara, the men just sell the books and Spiritual Sky products. In
this way from morning until night, Maharaja is always engaged in
devotional service – the no-gap philosophy. His men also have that
consciousness.
The state fairs are a real challenge for the devotees. The other booths are
loud and go on late into the night. It’s the big māyā and the Vaishnavas
are out there doing a lot of tapasya. Most of the preaching is done at the
so-called ‘freak shows’ where people with unusual bodies earn their
living. After a while the devotees get to know everybody and almost
everybody likes them. From one state fair to the next, they see the same
carnival people on the midway. Some of the favorites are the 700-pound
man, who likes to listen to the devotees. One of the dwarfs also really
gets into the philosophy. There is a hypnotist who is exactly the
opposite. He doesn’t like the devotees and seems afraid of them. Radha
Raman thinks he is really weird.
All the vendors follow the fairs around the country and they book their
spots well in advance. Everything is pre-arranged and organized. Narada
Muni has become expert in doing the bookings. No one on the party
sees him much because he’s always ahead booking future dates in his
car.
After the Memphis fair the party drives towards the Dallas temple on
their way west.
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Dallas, Texas, October 1973
When the Radha-Damodara bus arrives in Dallas, a brahmacārī is
waiting to join the party. Back in New Vrindavan, Sridhara was feeling
separation from Vishnujana Maharaja. When Narada Muni showed up
for a break from non-stop traveling, he encouraged Sridhara, “Yeah, you
should join the party. Maharaja is waiting for you. Now is your chance
since Kirtanananda Swami has gone to New York for a few days. I’ll
cover for you.”
Narada Muni is thinking that if he and Sridhara trade places for a short
time it will be accepted by the two sannyāsīs.
Sridhara’s sister and her husband are in New Vrindavan for a visit, so
they drive Sridhara back to Atlanta. From there he catches a bus to
Dallas to meet Vishnujana’s party.
Pandu: We walked into the classroom filled with students and everyone
had this blank face like, Here come the Hare Krishnas, we have to sit
through this. But Vishnujana Maharaja had a courageous personality. As
soon as he started talking, they began to tune in and he just captured
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everyone’s heart. He had the whole audience in his hand. He spoke on
and on about Krishna consciousness. After the talk everybody was
asking questions. People who you’d never expect would be interested. It
was just his personality that did it all. We were just sitting there and
watching.
Back on the road again, one of the favorite pastimes for new recruits as
the hours and miles pass by the windows is to hear Vishnujana Maharaja
tell stories of the early days in ISKCON, how he joined the movement,
and his interactions with Srila Prabhupada.
Sridhara Das: When I got back on the party it was like going back to
Godhead. I remember Sri Galim cooking a preparation that he learned
from Vishnudatta, who was an early Vishnujana fan. Vishnudatta got
the recipe from an Indian lady. It was a brilliant cauliflower, curd,
tomato, and pea sabji with sour cream. It also had sweet spices, nutmeg
and cinnamon, in just the right quantity. We had huge cauliflower
pakorās, a delicious nectar drink, and triangular parathas. This was the
daily offering to Radha-Damodara! I was coming out of New Vrindavan
where we ate gruel – oats cooked in water with huge quantities of sugar
that became a thick mucousy substance. I came out of that to the most
incredibly opulent, delicious prasāda.
Prabhupada told him, “You go out on sankirtan eight hours a day, every
day, and you will be very fixed up in Krishna’s service.” In those days
sankirtan meant chanting in the streets in dhotis. One time in Los
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Angeles he had a fever, and passed out – fainted on the sidewalk – but
he would go out every day.
In his letters, Prabhupada clarifies that the duty of the leaders of society
is to guide the citizens toward Krishna consciousness.
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The Australian devotees waste no time igniting the transcendental
political engine with the announcement of the candidacy of Sabhapati
through a newspaper article.
The Hare Krishna movement will contest the May 18th Federal
Election.
The Hare Krishna policy speech will be given at the office of the
Spiritual Sky Incense Company. The official opening of the campaign
will be followed by a public rally on Parliament House steps.
The incense with the policy speech was perhaps a little different, but the
shaven head on top of the business suit was disconcerting, to say the
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least. But disconcerting or not, the ‘In God We Trust’ Party today
launched a campaign for the House of Representatives, maintaining it
has the answer to every problem in our society – from inflation to
venereal disease.
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Seventh Wave,
The Blazing Inferno
O Nama! The Vedas loudly declare that even without a devotee
undergoing any suffering, his prarabdha-karma which cannot be
eliminated even by resolute meditation on impersonal brahman, is at
once mitigated by Your appearance on the tongue. [Sri Krishna-
Namastakam verse 4, by Rupa Goswami]
Sri Sri Radha-Damodara arrive very late in the evening when everyone
in LA is taking rest. Most of the brahmacārīs on the bus are fast asleep
as Dayal Chandra parks in front of the temple. Absent from the party are
Sri Vallabha and Vishnudatta, who are with Suhotra’s van party,
Mahamantra, who was left behind in Atlanta, and Riksaraj, who is
recuperating at his mother’s home in Florida after a relapse of hepatitis
incurred before becoming a devotee. Pandu, Sridhara, Radha Raman and
Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva have replaced them.
Mula Prakriti is a brand new devotee. Along with everybody else, she’s
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excited hearing about Vishnujana Swami and Radha-Damodara
although she doesn’t know what to expect. She is so eager to get
involved and not miss anything that she can hardly sleep. Consequently,
she gets up early, before 3:00 o’clock in the morning, and sits in the
walkway outside the temple quietly chanting japa.
All of a sudden she sees a figure in the darkness. She is looking down at
her feet when an orange-clad figure comes quickly through the
walkway, opens the door, and enters the main part of the temple next to
the kitchen.
She decides to get up, thinking that this person is opening up the temple,
and follows through the unlocked door into the temple room. It is
completely dark inside except for a crack of light coming from beneath
the entrance of the Deity room. The light is just enough to allow a faint
glimpse of her surroundings. She goes to the area where she knows the
ladies gather and sits down to continue her japa. On the far side of the
Deity room there is a door that pūjārīs use, and she notices that this
individual is waiting there.
Mula Prakriti dd: I was watching this person who I kind of recognized
as someone important. I realized later he was waiting for the pūjārī to
come in because he was going to bring Radha-Damodara onto the altar
through the side door. He didn’t notice that I was in the room. Thinking
he was alone, he prostrated himself in full dandavats in front of the
Deity doors. He just lay there for a really long time. I was being very
quiet. I actually stopped chanting and was just watching. Then I heard
prayers and sobs coming from the floor. I was amazed. It seemed like he
was talking and crying to Krishna for an awfully long time. I was
actually in shock, but tremendously attached and inspired. After a while
he got up and he was still not even noticing me. Then he happened to
look over and notice there was a body over there, a person. He was very
humble and just went out of the temple room.
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on the same altar as Rukmini and Dwarakadisa, but in front. They were
really beautiful. Gaura-Nitai and Jagannath had separate altars.
After the morning program, Maharaja takes a crew of eight new bhaktas
and bhaktins who don’t have any particular service, and tries to give
them a taste for Krishna consciousness by engaging them in cleaning the
Deity kitchen. Even though he is just visiting the temple, he sets a
perfect example of understanding for these new devotees – that
everything belongs to Krishna and one can serve Him in any capacity,
anywhere. They just whiz through the entire kitchen and return to
inform him that the kitchen is clean.
Maharaja looks it over and says, “Oh, very nice. Let’s do it again! If you
want to do something for Krishna,” he explains, “then you have to put
all your energy and all your love into doing that. Just like if you’re
going to sweep the floor, you can sweep it so-so, but if you keep
sweeping, and every time you focus your consciousness on getting
every little grain of dirt, and noticing all the small details, and relishing
the details and the purification, then you’ll be happy with whatever you
do, because you’ll be concentrating so much like that to please Krishna.
So look for those details. As you clean the temple you are cleaning your
heart.”
Sacidevi and Sahadevi invited me for dinner and they had also invited
Vishnujana Maharaja. Because I was a new person he really got
inspired. He was excited to distribute Krishna consciousness, especially
to a new person, so he was preaching in such a wonderful way. It wasn’t
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that I even heard the words so much, but his presentation was so
attractive. He was full of enthusiasm and joy. It was attraction rather
than promotion. He just beamed.
When Vishnujana takes a kirtan party out, Urjasvat always plays the
drum. Maharaja has been teaching him different ways to play mṛdaṅga
for kirtan.
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distributed and to teach others. He was the main general and his duty
was to produce men who would also distribute the Holy Name. This was
his service, his life’s work, his mission. He took that mission very
seriously.
As much as I could, I would sit down with him and he’d talk about
Krishna consciousness and show me different things on mṛdaṅga.
“Okay, Urjasvat. Your service is to make sure that when I come here,
the drum is tuned and we’re ready to do kirtan.” I could tell that he
really loved Krishna, and the movement. He conveyed a lot of
confidence and total surrender to Krishna. He was a great soul and I
really learned a lot from him.
Before the Sunday Feast, devotees are so busy getting ready for the
guests that the kids are running around unsupervised. Seeing that no one
is taking care of the kids, Vishnujana sits down on the grass in front of
the temple with his harmonium and calls the kids together. He begins to
tell stories utilizing the harmonium as background music for the stories’
All the kids gather like bees to hear him. Soon, the adults are attracted to
come and watch the performance.
Satarupa dd: While telling the story of the Ramayana or the Aghasura
demon, he did special effects on the harmonium and he would also sing.
As a sannyāsī, it wasn’t necessary for him to do that service, but he saw
that it was something that needed to be done so he sat down and
enchanted the kids. He would always do spontaneous things like that. It
was so wonderful and enlivening for everybody.
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with so many children around him, just like the photo in the old Hare
Krishna handbook. They were experiencing it while he was performing.
As the time for the Sunday program nears, Vishnujana leaves the kids
and gets his kirtan group together. They will perform the songs of
Bhaktivinoda Thakur and Narottam das Thakur on the stage in the
sanctuary using their exotic Indian instruments. Hundreds of devotees
and guests crowd into the sanctuary to hear Maharaja sing these
incredible bhajans. It turns out to be a big event and a joyous occasion.
Among the guests present today is Sandamini. She was living and
working in Cincinnati when she met the traveling party of Dharmatma,
Riddha, and Ganapati. She has just finished high school and this is her
first job, but she is attracted to their mood. They have their bus nicely
painted up with Lord Chaitanya dancing on it. Seeing that she is
genuinely interested in spiritual life, Dharmatma suggests she go to New
Vrindavan.
Ganapati has a different idea. “If you really want to become a devotee,
Prabhupada always goes to Los Angeles, so if you want to get the nectar
you should go to LA.”
Sandamini dd: When I arrived in Los Angeles I went to the temple for
the Sunday feast. The Sunday class was going on, but one by one,
people would be leaving the temple room and going somewhere. I was
wondering what was going on, if they were serving the feast? So I asked
someone, “Where is everybody going?”
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“Oh, Vishnujana Swami is giving a puppet show upstairs for the
children.”
“For the children? All the adults are taking off. There’s hardly anyone
left in the temple. This must be some special guy?”
“Oh, yes he is. And he’s just wonderful with the children. It’s such a
performance to see him doing the puppet show for all the kids.”
I didn’t want to miss out so I also went upstairs. There was a little stage
set up – very simple – and all the kids were sitting in the first immediate
circle, with the adults sitting behind them. He was playing with the kids
using hand puppets on this little stage, but not behind a stage like you’d
expect. I thought he was a really special person to be entertaining the
children and getting all the respect, at the same time, from the adult
community who were looking on and enjoying. I could tell they had a
lot of respect for this person. I was both intrigued and impressed. Who
is this person who can command so much respect from everyone and at
the same time be so simple that he can relate so well with the children?
So you please continue your devotional service, cooking, etc, and you
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can also keep giving Bhagavatam class if you like. Women in our
movement can also preach very nicely. Actually male and female
bodies, these are just outward designations. Lord Chaitanya said that
whether one is brahmana or whatever he may be, if he knows the
science of Krishna then he is to be accepted as guru. So one who gives
class, he must read and study regularly and study the purport and realize
it. Don’t add anything or concoct anything, then he can preach very
nicely. The qualification for leading class is how much one understands
about Krishna and surrendering to the process. Not whether one is male
or female. [Letter to Malati – December 25, 1974]
Vishnujana Swami is doing service alone inside the bus. Still, he makes
time to speak to this guest from Argentina and invites him to come
along to his program at the University.
Nrihari: His presence was very powerful. He said they were doing a
program that day at UCLA and that I should come. So I went out with
him. We set up on the lawn at the campus. As soon as he sat down and
started chanting, people would flock around. There was something
about him that people would stop what they were doing. You could see
people walk by and do a double take and then come back and listen to
him. No one could walk by and not be attracted to what he was saying,
or the way he presented it. The students just loved him.
While Maharaja and the brahmacārīs are chanting with their exotic
Indian instruments, the temple devotees distribute books and magazines
and serve out prasādam. As the kirtan takes off, Vishnujana exclaims,
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“Come ride with us on the magic carpet of sound,” and many feel
themselves transported to another dimension. He also asks the students
to chant and dance. Almost as if he was a professor in class, the students
get up to chant and dance because he has asked them. At the end of the
day every devotee agrees it was special mercy to present Krishna
consciousness with Vishnujana Swami.
One morning, Krishna Kanti comes onto the bus to present an idea to
Vishnujana. He has a little four-track studio at the back of the temple
where he duplicates and distributes Srila Prabhupada’s classes and
kirtans under the name of Golden Avatar Productions. His idea is to
schedule a recording session so that the songs that Maharaja sings can
be heard and appreciated by devotees all over the movement.
Vishnujana Maharaja agrees to the proposal. Krishna Kanti suggests
doing the recording tomorrow evening after sandhyā-ārati. Vishnujana
agrees to record tomorrow. The brahmacārīs become excited hearing
this news. They are enthusiastic to participate in the recording.
The next day, as the brahmacārīs get ready to go out to UCLA for
another day of chanting and preaching, Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva
approaches Vishnujana Swami. “Maharaja, we’re recording this
evening. Don’t you want to give your voice a break? Shouldn’t we take
today off and prepare for the session?”
The party returns to the UCLA campus to do their entire program again.
Maharaja chants all day, explains the philosophy, distributes books and
prasādam, and then returns to the ashram for a quick shower. Then he
runs to the temple to lead the sandhyā-ārati kirtan. After kirtan, he is
ready to record.
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Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva: We went out for six hours, and it was hot at the
UCLA campus. We were chanting the whole time and Vishnujana
became hoarse. When we came back at 6:00pm, we were all exhausted
because we were dancing and chanting all afternoon and it had been so
hot. But Vishnujana Swami said, “Okay, we now have an opportunity to
record, so let’s go do it.” I kept thinking to myself, How can you do it?
Your voice is hoarse. Why don’t we all take rest and do it the next
morning when we’re all fresh. I was very tired, but he was fired-up to do
it.
So we went into the recording studio and spent hours recording. It was
great, ecstatic. I played the ektar. We used to call it the ‘twanger’.
Radha Raman: Hasyagrami was on the esraj and I was on the drum. I’d
only been playing the drum a few months on that. Lakshmi was the
twanger man. We had problems getting the kartāls recorded right, so
Krishna Kanti had someone playing them outside the room and recorded
that.
There were a couple of mantras we would do and we’d get into this
thing where you just started floating away. Gaura Nityananda Bol was
one of them. It was really powerful. We would really get a crowd and
they felt it too. There were a few bhajans like that, too. We had a
descending sort of thing of Hare Krishna and Sri Krishna Chaitanya, and
we sang that to everything. Om Namo Bhagavate was kind of in-
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between, a little sonic relief.
It’s ironic that the recording is made mainly with the new bhaktas. The
other experienced devotees like Vishnudatta, the famous mṛdaṅga
player, and Riksaraj, the expert on sitar, are not with the party in Los
Angeles at the time. They are out distributing books with Suhotra’s van
party. The bus crew is mostly the new bhaktas who are being trained by
Vishnujana Swami.
When the recording is released, it’s an instant hit – the number one
listened to tape in ISKCON. Maharaja sounds a little hoarse on the
recording, because he was out chanting at the University campus all
day. Vishnujana never takes a break from his routine. He embodies the
no-gap philosophy. He goes out every day for kirtan, explaining Krishna
consciousness, distributing books and prasādam, even with a fever. He
has the festival mood – Krishna consciousness is blissful. Wherever he
goes, that place is transformed into a festival. By his association his men
become blissful, too. They all give good classes, and are good kirtan
men. Vishnujana Maharaja sings many bhajans that nobody else in the
movement has heard. His sincerity and expertise as a Vaishnava really
appeals to everyone. He has a profound effect on people.
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and takes place on a large open field. A group of mātājī sankirtan
devotees, Vrindavan Vilasini, Labanglatika and Mula Prakriti, will be
going. Vishnujana Swami is enthusiastic that Radha-Damodara should
also attend. On the drive north, the ladies will follow the Radha-
Damodara bus in their own van.
In the early days of ISKCON, Prabhupada trained the men not to see the
mātājīs as ordinary mundane women. Rather, they should be recognized
as a Vaishnavi and respected like a goddess of fortune. Vishnujana
Swami embodies this teaching of Srila Prabhupada in his execution of
devotional service.
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the vision of Srila Prabhupada.
Sometimes he would tell people, “Go talk to one of those girls there,
and they’ll give you one of these books.” So people were clamoring for
books. They were standing in line to get a book. I remember he was in
total ecstasy. Nobody wanted to take rest because people were coming
all night and asking questions and Vishnujana Swami was in his bus
preaching and chanting.
Just to look around that bus to see the beaming faces entranced by his
kirtan and by the nectar of Krishna kathā was an example of joy. He was
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encouraging questions, “You can find the answer to that in these books
the girls are giving out.”
When the ladies return to Los Angeles after the festival, they are simply
raving about the association of Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara and Vishnujana
Swami.
In 1973 there are many spiritual seekers in America, and devotees are in
the mood that this young guru is cheating these innocent seekers with
his promises of enlightenment by simply pressing his thumb between
their eyebrows. The traveling sankirtan vans have come to town with an
aggressive preaching mood. They are convinced this is an excellent
situation for book distribution.
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Still, thousands of long-haired hippies with a glassy look in their eyes,
descend upon the motels around the Astrodome area.
The mood of the organizers is open arms – love and peace – because
they think the Hare Krishna devotees are coming to surrender. “Have
you come to surrender to Guru Maharaj Ji?” But they soon become
nervous seeing that the sankirtan devotees are starting to dominate the
event. Devotees are all over the place, inside and outside the Astrodome,
working the crowds and doing very well distributing Prabhupada’s
books.
After a day and a half, the organizers gradually start to catch on what is
actually happening. They begin making announcements, “Don’t buy
these books.” They forbid the devotees from entering the grounds. “You
can’t come in here.” They also inform the Houston Police, “We have
rented this place, and we don’t want these Hare Krishnas coming
inside.”
Suhotra: For the first day it was, “Love and peace, brother.” Then half
way through the second day, the sides were really drawn. We had
already been informed that we couldn’t go inside anymore so we
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gathered outside the entrance. I thought, “All right. Let’s start a kirtan.”
Then Brisakapi climbed up onto the overhang above the entrance and
began chanting and dancing, “Hare Krishna Hare Krishna, Krishna
Krishna Hare Hare/Hare Rama Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare.”
It’s not long before the police arrive to pull down this crazy Hare
Krishna who is leaping and dancing and singing on top of the overhang
that juts out at the entrance of the stadium.
This kirtan is the straw that breaks the camel’s back. Now the organizers
become totally resentful and begin insisting that the police remove the
devotees.
“We don’t want these Hare Krishnas here, not by the entrance way nor
even in the parking lots.”
Abhirama and Suhotra cook up a plan. They get in their vans as if they
are agreeing to leave. They drive in opposite directions towards the exit
gates leading outside the Astrodome complex. But suddenly, they turn
around and drive back in the innermost lane that leads right up to the
front gate. Their vans are filled with devotees chanting a powerful kirtan
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with kartāls and mṛdaṅgas.
Seeing this, the police call for reinforcements. They arrive in full force
with lights flashing. They quickly arrest the devotee men and drag them
off to jail. This scene is documented by newspaper reporters, who take a
lot of photos.
The reporters then approach the event organizers with questions, “What
is this? Why are you having the Hare Krishnas arrested?”
The devotee’s move was planned, but the reaction of the public was
unplanned. When the story is published in the newspapers and on
television, public sympathy sways in favor of the devotees. While the
devotees are in jail, the festival representatives are interviewed on the
evening news, dressed in white suits and ties, with the women wearing
white dresses.
“Oh, this has nothing to do with our people. We would never put the
Hare Krishnas under arrest. This was just the Houston police force
acting on their own.” They present the episode as an innocent and
unfortunate incident.
When the Houston police see that they are being vilified on the evening
news they just hit the roof. The police chief is angry because they were
told to arrest the Hare Krishnas, but when the media pressured the
premies on TV, “Why did you do this?” the blame was placed on the
Houston police force.
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Siddhavidya: In the first two days we distributed tons of books. The
third day we had an incredible kirtan at the entrance of the Astrodome
with Suhotra leading. There were about 50 men, women and children,
and we wouldn’t stop chanting. Only the men were arrested and put in
one big holding cell. We continued chanting the whole time and the
police were watching and laughing.
Suhotra: After we got out of jail, reporters were coming over to the
Houston temple to interview the devotees. They were sympathetic,
“Who do these guys think they are? They come to our city, rent the
Astrodome, and only 10,000 people show up. And they have the
audacity to arrest our own local Hare Krishnas!” That was a real
adventure. I was on the front page of a newspaper with a policeman’s
arm around me.
“They want you back,” he says. “I just received a call. They said that
they can’t keep the kitchen clean on the bus. ‘Can you give us back our
bhakta?’
“Here’s $50 for a bus ticket. They’ll meet you in Beaumont, Texas.”
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Vishnujana dressed Radha-Damodara in the morning and listened to a
tape. He heard Prabhupada say that everybody wants to see Krishna in
the rāsa dance. “This is possible only for Him, because He is the
supreme controller. People in general should follow the instructions of
Lord Kṛiṣhṇa as given in the Bhagavad-gita and should not even
imagine imitating Lord Krishna in the rāsa dance.” [KRSNA Book,
Chapter 32]
The state fairs are not the most conducive environment to present
Krishna consciousness, nevertheless Pandu, the eccentric artist, meets a
young woman who becomes interested in bhakti-yoga. Vishnujana
sends her to Los Angeles temple for training. Maharaja inspires many
people to take up Krishna consciousness, but he simply sends them to
the nearest temple. He prefers to keep his party small. As far as guiding
the men already on his party, he doesn’t say much in terms of
instructions. He just sets the example.
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beautiful, plaintive melodies filled with feeling. Every morning tears
would come to my eyes because it was so beautiful. I thought I had been
blessed to be with Vishnujana Swami. I felt I was on the best party in
the whole movement, even though I wasn’t totally satisfied with the
state fairs.
Radha Raman: These were the real heavy times with Vishnujana. We
were really out there in the big māyā and I was with him 24 hours a day
on that bus. There was no time you got away on his shift. He would
always take me out to the booth and make sure that I was on his shift.
He knew it was harder for me to surrender so he always kept me with
him.
At the end of the State Fair, the Radha-Damodara bus leaves Phoenix
right after maṅgala-ārati. Their destination is Houston, Texas, where
they will rendezvous with the men who were distributing books at the
Astrodome. Then the party will go to Florida for the winter. Narada
Muni has recently returned from New Vrindavan.
It’s early November and the cool mornings of autumn are replacing the
heat of summer. The bus leaves Phoenix in the distance, heading south
towards Tucson. At the back of the bus a donated white car, a Saab, is
being towed. It will become another satellite vehicle. They have finished
the last state fair of the season and they did well over the summer. At
the Arizona Fair in particular, they have done huge.
The bus is loaded down with $5000 worth of hardback KRSNA Book
trilogies that
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and other paraphernalia used for the daily festival program. Because of
the platform, only Sri-Sri Radha- Damodara can stand up in the bus.
Everybody else has to sit down for ārati, kirtan, and prasādam, because
there’s no room to stand.
Maharaja is very tall, and he’s been living on a bus where it’s
impossible to stand up for a whole year. That’s an austerity.
As they pass the town of Deming, Radha Raman takes over driving the
bus from Dayal Chandra. Since the rule on the party is not a moment
should be wasted in the service of Radha-Damodara, they change
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drivers on the fly without stopping. Vishnujana Maharaja started this
system. Right behind the driver’s seat is a platform that is almost flush
with the driver’s shoulders. The alternate driver simply maneuvers
himself behind the driver’s seat. Then the driver gets out of the seat still
holding the steering wheel, while the new driver slides down onto the
seat behind him, and takes the wheel from his hand. Radha Raman and
Dayal Chandra always switch in this way.
As Radha Raman drives towards the town of Las Cruces, the sun shines
brightly with only a few wisps of cumulus clouds on the northern
horizon.
They have been driving since early morning. At noon it’s time for
Radha-Damodara’s rāja-bhoga offering. Sri Galim blows the conch for
ārati, and Maharaja sits in front of Radha-Damodara with the
harmonium. He begins singing, bhaja bhakata-vatsala śrī- gaurahari…
The brahmacārīs join in on mṛdaṅga and kartāls.
During the ārati, Sri Galim glances out the window and sees smoke
coming from the side of the bus.
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Sri Galim: I was thinking, I just put this out. I couldn’t figure out where
the smoke was coming from. Vishnujana Maharaja was in ecstasy
chanting in the middle of the bus while I did the ārati. I kept looking out
the window and the smoke kept increasing.
“Better slow down and find out what it is.” Dayal considers that a
significant reason to stop.
Radha Raman steps on the brake. “There’s no brake!” “Well, you better
downshift and pull over.”
Radha Raman brings the bus to a stop on the shoulder of the highway
about ten miles west of the town of Las Cruces. Suddenly there is a loud
bang. “I think the tire just blew up,” Dayal Chandra shouts. The vehicle
leans over to the passenger side and sinks down.
Dayal thinks it’s the second rear tire, because one had already blown on
the passenger side and now the other tire is carrying the full weight of
the bus.
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Sri Galim stops the ārati. The smell of burning rubber is pronounced.
Black smoke is emanating from the rear of the vehicle.
Dayal Chandra gets down on his hands and knees to inspect the
undercarriage. He can hear the sizzling sound of fluid touching hot
metal. Because the tired old bus was so overloaded with books, the
weight has pushed the frame down on the back axle which has been
rubbing against the tires.
He can see that the brake line has been ruptured and hydraulic brake
fluid is spraying over the hot axle and the brake shoe. Due to friction,
metal against metal, the entire rear axle and the bearings have heated up
considerably and now the leaking fluid is burning as it hits the hot
metal.
Immediately Dayal shouts, “This is serious.” The fuel tank and all the
propane tanks for the kitchen are sitting just above the burning smoke.
“We’ve got to fix this immediately,” he yells. As the brake fluid
continues leaking out more and more, the smoke is getting thicker.
All of a sudden, the fluid bursts into flame. There is no fire extinguisher
on the bus so several devotees try swatting at the fire with their dhotis
and chaddars to smother the flame. Others throw dirt on it hoping to
extinguish the fire. But it’s a greasy oil fire so their attempts go in vain.
Radha Raman rushes back inside the bus to return with a bucket of
water that he throws on the fire. But he can’t put it out, even with water,
because the oil fire simply hisses and crackles and continues burning.
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The devotees look at one another somewhat bewildered. They realize
this is extremely hazardous because their efforts to extinguish the fire
have been to no avail. Vishnujana Swami’s first thought is to get the
Deities out.
“Let’s get Radha-Damodara out, right now! This bus is a real fire trap.”
The brahmacārīs on the bus doing kirtan are unaware of the dangerous
situation.
Radha Raman: We were outside screaming for everyone to get out, and
the guys inside were chanting and had no idea what was going on. We
were fighting the fire as hard as we could and they were in a good
kirtan, but the flames were getting closer to the fuel tank and the
propane cylinders. It was a raging fire and they wouldn’t stop the kirtan.
They just thought we would put the fire out.
There is a door at the rear end of the bus. Dayal Chandra quickly
unhitches the Saab from the back of the bus and reverses it down the
highway a considerable distance to allow Maharaja easy access to the
Deities. Vishnujana quickly opens the back door to rescue Radha-
Damodara. Narada Muni rushes over to help him carry out Their
portable altar and palanquin. Sri Galim, who is still inside the bus,
quickly pulls out all Radha-Damodara’s outfits and jewelry that hang on
a rail in the back. He takes them out safely in the Deity box.
There is barely enough time to take the Deities out of the bus before the
conflagration starts to take over the vehicle. Radha-Damodara are
placed unharmed on the ground a safe distance away.
The propane gas cylinders have to be removed from the kitchen because
they can explode and cause tremendous damage. In a panic,
Mahamantra is hurling everything out of the kitchen window. While
lowering a propane tank from the kitchen, in the heat of the moment the
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cylinder falls on Dayal Chandra’s foot. Dayal has a thing with
Mahamantra and now he’s ready to kill him.
Mahamantra: The fire started at the rear wheel and the flames were
building up. I accidentally dropped a gas cylinder on Dayal Chandra’s
toe. “OOOOWWWW! MY TOE!!” I can still remember it.
The remaining devotees now realize the seriousness of the situation and
start piling out of the bus. Some want to rescue their personal
belongings, but it’s an impossible task. Smoke begins billowing out the
doors and they come out coughing and gagging. As a last resort,
Vishnujana asks Radha Raman if he can rescue the lakṣmī.
Radha Raman: They sent me back into the bus to get the money. We
had buckets full of coins. I ran inside the bus like a charge, but it was so
thick with smoke that I hit the floor immediately. I couldn’t do anything.
I couldn’t even move. It’s not risking your life when you’re trying to get
the lakṣmī. You have to do that. I felt around for the money but it was
just so hot, I couldn’t take it. Then I got back out, real fast.
Radha Raman runs out on the highway trying to flag down truck drivers
to get a fire extinguisher. All he has on is a lungi; no shoes, and no shirt.
He gets one truck driver to stop and begs him for his fire extinguisher.
The man says, “Well, okay.” Radha Raman rushes back to the bus, but
he’s hit by a blast of heat. He drops the fire extinguisher and runs. The
truck driver is furious.
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The fire began blazing so fast that they just barely got the Deities out the
back door of the bus on Their palanquin. Nobody could envision that the
entire bus was going to burst into flames so suddenly.
Now the flames begin expanding from the back of the vehicle towards
the front.
Within minutes, one side of the bus is completely on fire. Soon, black
smoke pervades the entire bus. Everyone realizes it’s just a matter of a
few minutes more before the whole bus will be engulfed in flames.
A few months earlier, Vishnujana Swami had purchased some guns and
stocked up on three hundred rounds of ammunition to protect the party
after the New Vrindavan biker incident. Now, as that ammunition starts
going off in the blazing fire, it reminds the devotees of firecrackers on
Independence Day.
After we fired we’d look, and he’d say, “Did you hit it?”
“I don’t know if I hit it or not.” At the end I don’t think we ever hit the
target at barely 25 paces away. So we had these guns and ammunition
and while the bus was burning the ammunition was exploding.
As the devotees stand there mesmerized by the fire and the exploding
bullets, Dayal Chandra is thinking of all the things that are burning up in
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the bus, and what might be left; their beads, their clothing, Vishnujana
Swami’s danda, so many tapes, and all the laksmi. Then he remembers
the fuel remaining in the tank. The devotees are standing a distance
from the raging fire but in a direct line opposite the gas cap, so he
immediately warns everybody to quickly move down the road.
“The fire is right next to the fuel tank. We better get out of here, fast.”
Quickly they move further down the highway carrying Radha-
Damodara on Their palanquin.
The devotees stand down the road on the shoulder watching the fire eat
up everything within its reach, as the bullets continue exploding. The
fire has heated the tank to such an extent that the gas cap abruptly blows
off with an explosion, KABOOM. Then the flames hit the fuel tank.
There’s a tremendous blast and a flame
10 meters long shoots straight out from the cap and scorches the ground
where the devotees had previously been standing. A huge conflagration
engulfs the bus and black smoke permeates the vehicle.
Pandu: We ran down the road and all of a sudden, ‘poof’, the bus just
went up in flame. It just went ‘poof’. It was just one stroke. It ignited
and that was it. We took the Deities and Their clothes off the bus, but
everything else, all the books, all the money, all our clothes were still on
the bus. Vishnujana Swami was weeping, I remember.
Everyone is so sad to see their bus, where they live with Sri Sri Radha-
Damodara, going up in smoke and flame. They are barefoot in their
dhotis, some of them without kurtās, as their home and Radha-
Damodara’s temple, becomes a blazing inferno. They have escaped with
Radha-Damodara, but everything else, all the instruments, the books,
the money, their clothing, is now burning up with the bus. Vishnujana
Maharaja stands in front of Sri Sri Radha-Damodara on the side of the
road, fanning his beloved Deities with a peacock fan as the bus burns
down to a charred cinder.
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Dayal Chandra: Within 15 minutes it was a huge fire. We had loaded
tons of KRSNA Book Trilogies onto the bus, which was too heavy for
the bearings. That’s what started the thing, and that’s what fueled the
fire also. When the fire got to those books, the whole thing just started
burning and wouldn’t go out.
In what seems like a horrible nightmare, the bus burns right down to its
frame. Someone must have reported the event because a fire engine
unexpectedly arrives, pulls around and stops behind the burning bus.
Quickly the firemen hose the bus down, completely putting out the fire.
Within a half hour from the moment they pulled over to the side of the
road, they are left standing on the highway with nothing. The bus is a
charred, twisted, cinder on the New Mexico desert floor. Everything is
gone, including the roof. All that’s left is a smoking hulk with just the
metal ribs protruding.
But Radha-Damodara are safe and all the devotees are out of harm’s
way.
It was really a dramatic picture. I wish I had a copy of it. That picture is
still in my mind. It was a Polaroid so we got a copy of it.
The reporter drives off with a promise to send help. So now they stand
on Interstate 10 holding out their thumbs to hitchhike into Las Cruces,
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the nearest town. Sri Sri Radha-Damodara are hitchhiking in the middle
of the desert with Their surrendered devotees. Everyone is totally
depressed, yet thankful that Radha-Damodara have been saved and no
one is injured.
Dayal Chandra: No one would help us. All those people were rednecks
in New Mexico, except one real nice guy who worked for the gas
company. He came in his truck and we loaded the Deities into the truck.
We also had a little car that we were towing on the back of the bus. We
saved that and drove the car into Las Cruces.
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many billboards advertising Motels and a sign that reads:
Visitor’s Information,
They pass all kinds of filling stations, Texaco, Chevron, Beacon, and
come upon an old brown brick church that’s very quaint and quite
attractive. Someone remarks that it looks out of place in the industrial
surroundings. The man drives them to the Salvation Army store where
they can find clothes and food stamps. He tells them it gets cold after
dark so they will need warm clothing and a place to stay the night.
In the Salvation Army store there are four check-out counters. Radha-
Damodara are placed upon one of the counters and devotees begin
looking at the racks of clothing for sale. People are inside buying things
and some come by just to look at the Deities.
After hearing the whole story from Radha Raman, the store manager
tells them to pick out whatever clothing they need because they are
barefoot with only their dhotis on. He suggests they get a voucher for a
free motel room at the Visitor’s Center, which is administered by a local
government agency.
Following the directions given by the lady at the Visitor’s Center, the
devotees get a room at the Motel 6 on La Plasado Lane, a beige-color 2-
story hotel structure with four large wings. Each wing has a green
balcony surrounding the second floor. It’s called Motel 6 because a
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room is only $6 per night.
Sridhara helps Maharaja hang a sheet across one corner of the room to
make a place for Sri Sri Radha-Damodara to allow Them some privacy.
Nobody really says much because they are all so heartbroken. It has
been a weird day, ekādaśī. Some people are thinking, we shouldn’t even
have been driving.
“It means that Radha-Damodara want a new bus. That bus was not good
enough for the Supreme Lord. We should have gotten a new bus long
ago. Radha-Damodara are so wonderful and Their pastimes are so
glorious.
“These are the most unique pastimes. No other Deities perform such
pastimes in any śāstra that we have read. Radha-Damodara are so
special. They are directly the Supreme Personality of Godhead and His
eternal Pleasure Potency, Srimati Radharani, the hladini shakti love
energy of the Supreme. They have descended to this planet to perform
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Their pastimes of spreading the sankirtan movement. They are not just
arcā- vigraha, but directly Radha and Krishna from Goloka Vrindavan!
The next day, several devotees drive out to where the burned out hulk of
the bus is still lying by the side of the highway. They go through the
ruins and try to salvage what they can. All the lakṣmī that was
supposedly protected in the make-shift safe is completely burnt and all
the paper money has been cindered.
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the center, when I got the news that the bus had burned up. The fire
didn’t seem serious at first, but the conflagration spread quickly and
they just had time to get the Deities out. All the lakṣmī burned up and
only the coins were left. There was one black and white photo of
Vishnujana Maharaja standing in front of the burned out shell with a
melancholy smile. In the background you could see the smoking ruins of
the bus.
Later in the day Vishnujana Swami is at the local Western Union office
in Las Cruces where he picks up money wired by Suhotra. Dayal
Chandra rents a U-Haul truck and they place Radha-Damodara in the
wooden box that They have for traveling. They put the box in the back
of the truck and get out of town. A few devotees follow behind in the
Saab. Their destination: Houston temple.
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Suhotra: I remember that Prabhupada was very pleased when
Vishnujana got another bus and continued on after the first one burned
down. He said, “Nothing stops this man. He received a setback but he
keeps going.” That’s what I admired about Vishnujana Maharaja.
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saw it as Radha- Damodara wanting a new bus. We had a picture of
Vishnujana Maharaja in front of the burned out bus shell and that was
our begging picture. We went to the temple presidents and asked them
to help us out. Vishnujana’s party was received much better than the
Road Show. Everyone figured he was a poor business manager, and he
seemed to be a kind of devil-may- care personality, but he was such a
good preacher and such a charismatic conductor of inspirational Krishna
consciousness, that he was received very well for a long, long time.
The fire incident illustrates how Sri Sri Radha-Damodara are willing to
take great risk in order to give Their mercy to the fallen conditioned
souls. Vishnujana Maharaja went out with Them every day, every week,
every month, 365 days a year for a full program of chanting, dancing,
and feasting. By distributing books, prasādam, and the Holy Name,
Vishnujana Swami’s party was a major participant in the fulfillment of
Lord Chaitanya’s prophecy: “In every town and village throughout the
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world, My name will be sung.”
Riksaraj: We did the whole USA a few times in that first year. We were
one of the first major sankirtan parties out there. We were doing the
KRSNA Book trilogies, hundreds of them a day. Maharaja hardly ever
slept. He was known for nodding out during japa because everybody
knew he loved to eat and he hated to sleep.
He whispered, “Srila Prabhupada said that purity is the force, and New
Vrindavan is just like a magnet.”
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In Srimad Bhagavatam we find this verse spoken by Uddhava to Lord
Krishna.
tvayopabhukta-srag-gandha-
vāso-’laṅkāra-carcitāḥ
ucchiṣṭa-bhojino dāsās
Sri Galim: I really didn’t feel the state fairs were the proper engagement
for Vishnujana Maharaja. He was leading kirtans and we would bring
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the Deities out, but still it just didn’t feel like the right atmosphere.
“Oh, he’s a very talented preacher, a very good kirtan man. Everyone
likes him.” He showed me a harmonium in a corner, “See that
harmonium? That’s Vishnujana’s.” It was an old broken harmonium that
was no longer used. I thought, great, that’s Maharaja’s harmonium!
Late one afternoon, a white Saab drives into the Bahulavan compound.
Two brahmacārīs and a sannyāsī alight. The local devotees scramble to
form a kirtan party to celebrate their arrival. A pūjārī hurriedly grabs
one of last night’s flower garlands and gracefully slips it around
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Maharaja’s neck.
“I think the fire was a blessing, because Maharaja wouldn’t get rid of
that old clunky bus. So the whole thing went up in a big fire sacrifice.
I’m glad to see the last of it.”
A few days later, Kirtanananda Swami is ready to leave for India. With
a wave of his hand he gives Vishnujana full charge of the temple, “Here,
it’s yours.” This arrangement satisfies everyone. Kuladri has the car
warmed up as Kirtanananda bids farewell to the devotees. He has long
anticipated his visit with Prabhupada, who is currently situated at the
New Delhi temple in the city’s Anand Niketan district.
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darshan. Anyone can come up and sit in his room and talk to him about
whatever is on their mind. He posts his schedule on the wall right
outside his door so that anyone who wants to can join him, any time of
day.
Garga Rishi and a few other brahmacārīs want to test Vishnujana Swami
to see how austere he is. The local fare is a representation of dhāl, which
is a soup with hardly any beans in it at all. Sometimes there are comfrey
leaves in this soup. Every day, they bring Maharaja this simple
prasādam that devotees eat, but not the mahā-prasādam from Radha-
Vrindavan Chandra.
Garga Rishi: We just kept bringing him the simple prasādam, sort of the
Brijbasis’s test. He ate that every day. But after a while he said, “I gotta
have some better prasādam. I can’t exist on this New Vrindavan fare.”
But actually he did for a long time, so it wasn’t that he was really
complaining. The other sannyāsīs that came through wouldn’t have
stood for it. Everybody else on the first day would say, “Where’s the
prasādam?” But Vishnujana Swami loved the devotees so he tolerated,
and we were actually impressed. Everyone loved him.
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are wild about the Deities’ incredible mahā-prasādam. After Maharaja
has passed Garga Rishi’s test, he is brought a mahā plate regularly. Now
he enjoys distributing the sweets to the devotees because he understands
how austerely they eat.
On one occasion he asks Shankar Pandit to sit beside him and Shankar
feels very honored to sit next to Maharaja. As Vishnujana preaches to
the brahmacārīs, he takes a sweet off his plate and puts it on Shankar’s
plate. “This is mahā-prasādam,” he says with a smile.
The next day, Shankar Pandit sees Vishnujana Swami sitting by himself
reading one of Prabhupada’s books. He takes the opportunity to
introduce himself. He offers obeisances and due to excitement he blurts
out, “I’ve heard so much about you that I’ve always wanted to meet
you. Is it true you used to be the backup guitarist for Jefferson
Airplane?”
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“Where did you join the movement?” Maharaja asks.
“I originally joined the Washington, DC, temple but I just wanted to get
away from my hometown so I came here.” Vishnujana Swami is pleased
to hear that.
“Yes, the New Vrindavan community is a very nice place to begin your
devotional life. Now you should take up some type of regulated service
and become Krishna conscious. I’m going to be giving harmonium and
mṛdaṅga lessons. Would you be interested?”
The next day Maharaja gives Shankar his first mṛdaṅga lesson.
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Radhanath: I was living in Vrindavan for a year as a bābājī. I didn’t
know of ISKCON but when Prabhupada came I met him. He had little
Deities with him and he revealed more beauty in those little Deities than
all the big wonderful Deities I was seeing every day. They were little
Radha-Krishna Deities. Even though I was following everything as well
as I possibly could, I still wouldn’t cut my matted hair or take initiation.
It was the only place I would take a bath, but I didn’t tell anybody that I
was doing this tapasya. I’d wake up early before everyone else, and
when I came back they thought I had bathed in the bathhouse. I
wouldn’t use a flashlight so when there was a moon I could see. When
there was no moon I would fall down here and there, but I got to that
pond. So I was doing this every morning and evening just wearing a
gamsha. I didn’t take a towel. They gave me an old army blanket
because they had no coats or anything.
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One day he confronts him.
“Why are you never in the bathhouse when we’re telling stories?”
“Actually, Maharaja, I don’t usually bathe there.”
“Well, where are you bathing?” After Radhanath explains about the
pond and his determination for austerity, Vishnujana chastises him.
This will make you hard hearted. You should bathe with the other
devotees, and do like they are doing. You shouldn’t think that you’re
better than them. You should stop this austerity.”
A few days later, Vishnujana asks Radhanath, “Are you still bathing
outside?” “Yes, Maharaja.”
Radhanath: He chastised me, but he said it with so much love. It was not
like it created any difficulty in our relationship. He cared about me so
much that he didn’t want me get sick. He was like a mother. He was
very motherly. He treated devotees like his best friend, as if he loved
them. And he did love them – otherwise he would not have done that. It
was a spontaneous outpouring of his Krishna conscious nature.
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him find fault with anyone. It wasn’t in him. He would glorify anyone
he knew as a devotee. He would glorify Krishna consciousness, glorify
Srila Prabhupada, and ultimately everything went to the lotus feet of
Radha-Damodara.
One day Sri Galim arrives at New Vrindavan. He was unable to remain
in Dallas without the association of Vishnujana Maharaja. He sees that
Sri Sri Radha-Damodara are on the altar and he hears Maharaja leading
rousing kirtans and giving dynamic classes. He can see how Vishnujana
is inspiring the New Vrindavan brahmacārīs, who are really fired up by
his association. It’s almost like being back on the bus.
Vishnujana invites Sri Galim to share the little room with him next to
the brahmacārī ashram. Some New Vrindavan devotees are thinking,
what kind of a soul is this that he lives in the same room as Vishnujana
Maharaja and travels with him everywhere?
Sri Galim: He was chanting bhajans with the brahmacārīs, and they
were going to his room to get his association. I remember we went from
Bahulavan up to the mātājīs farm, the Vrindavan farm, and he led kirtan
there. Basically, he enlivened the devotees with his kirtan, his lectures,
and his association. They were hungry for his association.
Mahamaya dd: He started a bhajan every night before the evening ārati.
We began learning prayers we never knew before. He would hand out
copies of Ohe Vaishnava Thakur and songs like that. We didn’t know
these songs so he would teach them to us. It was an open thing for
whoever wanted to go. Then he would lead the evening ārati and give
Bhagavad-gita class. It was ecstatic.
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sixteen rounds of the Hare Krishna mantra in the temple room, and then
he chants eight rounds of the Panca-Tattva mantra. A few devotees also
start following that, like Sri Galim and Radhanath.
Radhanath: I would sit and chant the Panca-Tattva mantra with him for
an hour sometimes. Later on, Prabhupada told him there was no need to
do that. But for the whole six weeks he was there he would chant that
mantra. There was no privacy in his life, you could just come and join
him. You could sit and chant japa with him, you could chant Panca-
Tattva japa with him, he would teach harmonium lessons a certain time
of the day, he would teach mṛdaṅga lessons a certain time of the day,
and he would teach kartāl lessons to all the devotees. He loved to teach.
He was completely the property of the Vaishnavas. Throughout the
whole day he was talking and preaching, and just giving himself.
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the Gaura ārati song the way Prabhupada originally taught. It was not at
all the traditional Bengali melody that we usually hear. It was the
melody Srila Prabhupada sang on his tapes. Everyone would come to his
kirtans. Everyone!
After the last ārati, while the Deities are dressed in Their night outfits,
Maharaja sits in the temple playing harmonium and singing to Them.
Only a few people stay because some have other services and most
people take rest early because everybody rises early in New Vrindavan.
Every night Maharaja stays in the temple to sing bhajans and Radhanath
also stays up with him. Sometimes Taru and Parambrahma also stay up
with them to sing the bhajans. Radhanath plays mṛdaṅga while
Maharaja plays harmonium and leads the singing. Radhanath only
knows one beat on the drum, but it’s the right beat and Vishnujana likes
the way he keeps a steady rhythm. When the curtains open for the final
darshan Maharaja sings to the Deities.
Radhanath: In those days we did an ārati for the last darshan, and
mother Kutila used to offer that ārati. Vishnujana Maharaja would
alternate between two songs nightly, either Gopinath or Hari Haraye
Namah. He would sing with so much enthusiasm and so much feeling! I
remember his head would be up and he’d be looking at the Deities and
singing. Radha- Damodara were on the altar with Radha-Vrindavan
Chandra.
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Everything is as sweet as Krishna. This prasādam is all the mercy of
Krishna.”
Each evening when the mahā comes at 9:00pm, Maharaja speaks in the
same mood of glorifying prasādam to the few devotees sitting on the
floor to honor the holy remnants. Then Vishnujana tells beautiful stories
from śāstra, about sankirtan, and about Srila Prabhupada. Every night
they sit together on the floor until midnight, hearing these beautiful
stories.
First we spent ten minutes glorifying prasāda with him, and then he
would talk for three hours. It was nothing formal; he would just share
his heart with us. He loved talking about Prabhupada. He would tell us
so many stories like how he met Prabhupada, and different relationships
he had with Prabhupada, and different instructions Prabhupada gave
him.
He told me he wanted his ex-wife to join with him, but she just wasn’t
interested. So he left her for Krishna consciousness. He renounced
everything. I remember that he was relating a story of his ex writing him
and sending pictures. He was relating it to Srila Prabhupada, how when
Prabhupada told him, “I had a small family that was not interested, but
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now Krishna has given me such a big family. That is much better.”
So Vishnujana Swami said the same thing. He told us the story of his
wife and child, and then he told us how he dealt with it, by remembering
what Prabhupada did, and what Prabhupada told him about his family.
“Just like Prabhupada I gave up one or two people but now, by
Prabhupada’s mercy, he’s given me a family of so many hundreds and
hundreds of wonderful devotees.” He never showed the slightest bit of
regret to me. He was ecstatic about what was happening in his life.
Vishnujana Maharaja loves telling KRSNA Book stories, but more than
that he loves to talk about his preaching experiences and about Radha-
Damodara. He explains that for a long time he was longing to come to
New Vrindavan and spend time with the resident devotees. Prabhupada
told him that Radha-Damodara were in the mood of Gaura-Nitai and so
They could travel, but he always feels in his heart that one day his desire
is to build a temple for Them.
“I always wanted to be here with the New Vrindavan devotees, with the
cows, and with Radha-Vrindavan Chandra. But because I had my
service I could only stop in for festivals. So now Radha-Damodara has
fulfilled my desire by burning that bus.”
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Maharaja has hundreds of stories about different devotees, different
places he visits, the different ways people respond to kirtan, and the
different ways people dance. He describes how the brahmacārīs
distribute books door-to-door. It’s not what he says, but how he tells it
that makes him so interesting. What he says is what all devotees say, but
he speaks with feeling and bhakti.
“At Rishikesh I used to sit on a rock in the middle of the Ganga and
meditate from dawn to dusk, hearing only the river. As night fell, I
would retire to a cave after begging something to eat. One day I
understood that until I gave up this harmonica I could not make further
progress. I was thinking, I’m living in a cave, wearing only a lungi and
top cloth, and the only possession I have is this harmonica.
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says. “You should play harmonium.”
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always makes burfi for Radha- Vrindavan Chandra with silver leaf on it,
and Kirtanananda asks for it immediately upon his return.
“Have you ever tasted burfi like this? So creamy and so flavorful?”
Then a big smile lights up his face. He especially loves Sri Galim’s
rasagullās made with New Vrindavan milk. Every day the sannyāsīs
challenge each other in a joking mood whether the burfi or the
rasagullās are better.
Sri Galim never thought they were that good at all. He was very humble
so he thought it was just Vishnujana Swami’s mercy to encourage him.
But actually they were wonderful. In those days we never had such an
exotic thing as a rasagullā in New Vrindavan.
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Chandramauli: Once there was a debate in the prasādam hall right after
lunch. Kirtanananda Swami took the side of the impersonalist and
Vishnujana Swami took the side of the devotee. It went back and forth
until it seemed that Kirtanananda Swami defeated him with the
impersonalist point of view. Kirtanananda was a scholarly impersonalist
before he became a devotee, so he knew the impersonalist philosophy
very well. The ability of impersonalists to defeat devotees is due to their
skill in word jugglery. Kirtanananda was expert in using word jugglery
and somehow he caught Vishnujana Maharaja in something. Then
Kirtanananda turned it around and acknowledged Krishna
consciousness. I remember that incident and it was a fun thing and very
sweet.
During negotiations with the dealership, the salesman tells the true story
behind the burned out seats.
“The owner had run up some fuel bills on his charter service, so he
decided to set one bus on fire to collect the insurance money to pay his
bills and get out of that business. On Halloween he paid somebody to
shoot off a military rocket, an anti-tank weapon, through a bus window
to set the vehicle ablaze.
“But the fire department came too quick, so the only damage was the
burning of the seats and some charring of the interior walls. So, he
didn’t get the full insurance pay- off for the bus. Now, he’s hanging in
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limbo, still stuck with bills because he couldn’t collect the full amount
from the insurance company.”
The dealer allows the devotees to fire up the engine and take the bus for
a little drive around the area. Dayal Chandra confirms that it runs well
and is in great condition structurally and mechanically. The damage to
the interior is inconsequential, since the interior will have to be rebuilt
anyway to turn it into Radha-Damodara’s temple. All in all it’s an
excellent bus with low mileage on it.
Radha Raman tells the salesman, “We’re prepared to take this bus, even
with the defects, but we only have $5000. There’s no way we can come
up with more than that.” He hands the man the $5000. The dealer is not
satisfied with that amount of money. But the devotees maintain their
position and negotiate a good deal with the owner because he knows the
bus is no longer usable as a coach due to the burned-out interior.
Dayal Chandra: It was another great deal from Krishna, because it was
worth three times that much. But the guy who owned it was desperate
for cash. Later on, we found the head of a rocket inside.
Once settled away from the dogs, the three devotees get busy taking out
the burned seats and clearing the junk that is still on the bus. After
cleaning the interior and exterior, the naked gutted bus is now ready to
drive to New Vrindavan to pick up Vishnujana Swami and Radha-
Damodara.
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It’s snowing when the bus pulls up in front of the Bahulavan temple.
Dayal Chandra honks the horn. Seeing the huge bus through the temple
windows everyone understands, this is it, Maharaja is leaving. They all
run outside. Vishnujana is so happy to see the bus and his brahmacārīs
that he’s ready to leave in a moment. He just has to get Radha-
Damodara ready for departure. Everything is frozen over in New
Vrindavan so he’s anxious to get on the road.
Seeing that the bus has also been in contact with fire, Maharaja is quick
to notice the irony. Waving goodbye to the New Vrindavan devotees,
Maharaja and the bus disappears down the road.
It’s a twisting road with a slippery surface. Coming over the crest of a
steep hill the bus gathers momentum. All of a sudden, the bus is going
downhill at a fast clip, picking up speed due to the sharp slope.
Maharaja tries to apply the brakes but there is nothing behind the pedal.
It is snowing hard and the bus begins slipping and sliding down the
highway, still picking up speed.
Sri Galim is thinking that they are going to crash for sure, when
Vishnujana Maharaja turns to him and says, “Get Radha-Damodara out
of the box. They don’t like being packed up in a box.” Sri Galim quickly
takes the lid off the box where Radha- Damodara are lying down. He
stands Them up in the box, so They can see the road.
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are not responding so Maharaja pulls the emergency brake. Nothing.
At the last moment the emergency brake catches and the bus begins to
slow down. Finally, they come to a stop at the side of the road. Dayal
Chandra does a quick inspection of the brakes. It appears that they are
still serviceable.
“We should just carry on,” Vishnujana says. They get back on the road
and continue driving until they arrive at the warm, sunny, Miami
temple.
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India, and Los Angeles is the perfect place for him with pleasant
weather and lots of devotee association. The New Dwaraka pūjārī is
now Silavati mātājī, Radha-Damodara’s pūjārī from the Road Show.
Srutakirti considers her to be the ultimate pūjārī because of her
dedication and creativity in serving the Deities.
Charmed by this procedure, Silavati wants to do the same for her Deity
offerings.
The next day, when she brings Sri Sri Rukmini-Dwarakadisa Their
lunch, she runs back and forth with hot chapātīs. Seeing her endeavor,
Srutakirti decides to check with Prabhupada about this practice.
That Gaurasundar and Siddha Svarupa have sold the Temple in Hawaii
and abandoned the beautiful Tulasi plants there is a great fall down on
their parts. They did not ask my permission. If they wanted to go away
they could have, but they had no right to sell the Temple. It is actually a
criminal act on their part. Anyone who follows them will also fall down
without a doubt.
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Now, we have by Krishna’s Grace built up something significant in the
shape of this ISKCON and we are all one family. Sometimes there may
be disagreement and quarrel but we should not go away. These
inebrieties can be adjusted by cooperative spirit, tolerance and maturity.
So I request you to kindly remain in the association of our devotees and
work together. The test of our actual dedication and sincerity to serve
the Spiritual Master will be this mutual cooperative spirit to push on this
Movement and not make factions and deviate. Try to convince
Gaurasundar and Siddha Svarupa to return to ISKCON and let us forget
whatever has happened in the past. [Letter to Babhru - December 9,
1973]
This is the same Siddha Svarupa who came to San Francisco fronting a
rock band after Prabhupada instructed devotees to give up rock music.
As Jayananda Prabhu had foreseen, by disobeying Prabhupada’s
instruction Siddha Svarupa has had a serious fall-down. Of course, most
of the mail is from faithful disciples, which gives Prabhupada much
solace. A letter from Jayananda recounts how he goes out daily for
street chanting. Prabhupada replies warmly.
I was very happy to hear from you. I am always thinking of you and
praying to Krishna for your advancement in Krishna Consciousness.
That you are engaged in street sankirtan in San Francisco is fully
approved by me.
That you are feeling more and more enthusiasm by doing this is quite
natural as sankirtan is our life and soul. My Guru Maharaja used to say,
“One who has got life, he can preach.”
Yes, I remember the old days in San Francisco. Krishna has been so
kind upon me to have sent so many sincere disciples to help me push on
this Movement on behalf of my Guru Maharaja. You continue with your
program there in San Francisco, always strictly keeping our principles
and Krishna will bless you with greater and greater realization of the
importance of this Movement. I am dependent upon you, my older
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disciples, to carry it on.
Please offer my blessings to your good wife, Trayi devi dasi, and thank
her on my behalf for the three nice drawings of Krishna lila. Also,
please thank Bhavatarini devi dasi for her drawing of Gopal Krishna. So
far how she can serve me, the best service is to chant Hare Krishna
always and spread it to every town and village. [Letter to Jayananda -
December 1, 1973]
1. Reside four months in India, four months in Europe, and four months
in the USA out of each year.
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keeping all our principles very strictly, and vigorously preach and
propagate the movement around the world.
Now we have the GBC, the sannyasis, the presidents, and so many
qualified devotees. We have to give up the habit of placing everything
on Prabhupada’s shoulders. We must be responsible, mature, steadfast,
and convinced.
Your servant,
Pandu is back in New Dwaraka. His service is taking out the daily
sankirtan party to downtown Los Angeles. The party comprises 10-15
new devotees who go out with Pandu to chant the Holy Names and
distribute prasādam sweets. But with Vishnujana Swami back in town,
the sankirtan party now swells to over 200 devotees because everyone
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wants to go out chanting with Maharaja.
On Friday nights the party goes to Hollywood where the tourists gather.
As the kirtan party chants down the sidewalk, passersby are pushed back
against the shop windows. Restaurant diners stop eating to look up and
stare in wonderment. Vishnujana is so immersed leading kirtan that he
attracts everybody’s attention.
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without any rest. But this further agitates Karandhar.
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the LA temple. Everyone thought Karandhar was nuts or something. No
one took it seriously, but Hrdayananda Maharaja was especially angry.
“So come on. Chant the mantra, then I will give the names. I am not
asking individually about the four principles. I suppose you know this.
But I was just explaining, sat and asat. These two things are side by
side. Just like there is darkness and there is light. You’ll see, one side is
light, and one side is dark. Similarly, sat and asat, they are existing side
by side. If you don’t remain this side, then you come to this other side.
So it is my choice.
“So this Hare Krishna is the bright side, and the other things, material
activities, and sinful activities, meat-eating, intoxication, gambling,
illicit sex, is the dark side. So it is your choice. If you remain on the
bright side, then your progress is certain, and if you fall down again on
the dark side, that is your misfortune. So you should always remember
that. Come on.”
One by one the six men and two ladies from Venezuela, along with two
ladies from Los Angeles temple, come up to accept their beads and their
new names from Srila Prabhupada.
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up in the kirtan.
The other Venezuelan devotees are surprised to see their rather grave
and sedate godbrother dancing like a madman. Another thing that
surprises the Venezuelan devotees is that the Los Angeles devotees are
taking around a petition on a big piece of cardboard, which states that
the LA community of New Dwaraka wants Vishnujana Maharaja to stay
in Los Angeles. They want everyone to sign the petition. Nobody wants
Maharaja to leave because they love him so much.
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Karta dd: I went back to Caracas and somebody sent the Radha-
Damodara TSKP tape. I was on the altar and I hear this song śrī-rūpa-
mañjarī-pada... This was the first time I was struck deeply by a
particular bhajan. I thought, this is Vishnujana Swami again. He was so
far into the vanguard. We didn’t know what he was singing about but
the way he was singing it! At that time nobody could figure out top from
bottom, side to side. Nobody knew anything. But he was already who
knows where? It was extraordinary, like a mystic power. You see so
many people now and they’re good kīrtanīyās but this man had a special
shakti. It was his internal thing; something from inside.
On the last day of 1973, there’s a lively discussion on the morning walk.
“They do not know that for sense gratification enough facility is there in
the animal kingdom. So if you want to give facility for sense
gratification, does it mean that you want to become more than or less
than animal?”
“They want dog’s life,” Vishnujana says. “They think a dog’s life is
good life. They have to work hard and the dog stays at home all day and
enjoys their nice big house. So they think I would be better to be the
dog.”
That means he has to depend on good master. Big apartment for dog
means he belongs to the master. So he has to find out a good master. But
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if he fails to find out a good master, then he’s a street dog. Dog’s life is
good, provided he gets a good master. So therefore we have decided to
become the dog of Krishna, the best master.”
Everyone laughs at this remark. “And the master says, ahaṁ tvāṁ sarva-
pāpebhyo mokṣayiṣyāmi māśucaḥ, [Bhagavad-gita, 18.66] ‘I will give
you protection.’ So why not become the dog of Krishna?”
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Eighth Wave,
Big River
Devotional service, beginning with the chanting of the Holy Name of
the Lord, is the ultimate religious principle for the living entity in
human society. [Srimad-Bhagavatam 6.3.22]
And every year since 1968 a kirtan party from the Los Angeles temple
arrives in Pasadena to provide an auspicious atmosphere. The grand
parade, with floats plying along the city streets prior to the Rose Bowl
football game, is telecast coast to coast on the first day of each New
Year.
Devadahiti dd: The Parade of the Roses was incredible. We kept going
the whole time and didn’t stop for a minute. Vishnujana Swami did
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sankirtan through the streets early in the morning. He’d go on for hours
and hours and we followed him. We were better than the Rose Bowl
parade. He had so much love for Prabhupada and everybody picked up
on it.
After the Rose Bowl parade most devotees return to their home temples.
Prabhupada will remain in Los Angeles for a few more weeks before
moving on to Hawaii. Vishnujana Swami is able to have a private
darshan with his spiritual master where he reveals his mind. He has been
thinking of going to India for the first time.
Later that morning, Maharaja catches a ride north with the San
Francisco devotees. He needs to go to San Francisco to get his visa for
India. The San Francisco traveling party of Jambavan, Yogesh Chandra,
Nimai Das, and Sarva Darshan are happy to give Vishnujana a lift.
Jambavan: He was going to India and he simply had a small book bag
with a Bhagavad-gita, his beads, and a chaddar with a couple of things
wrapped up in there. He was traveling across the world like that!
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“Well, yeah. We might be able to make it.” “Let’s see if we can make it.
Let’s go for it.”
Yogesh Chandra pushes the pedal to the metal, like a racecar driver,
trying to make the ārati on time. As the van turns on to Mission Street,
Yogesh says, “I’ll pull up in front of the temple, Maharaja. You just get
out, and I’ll park the van.”
From the time he has arrived at the temple, showered, put on the clean
dhoti, and tilak, it’s just a matter of a few minutes. He is completely
fired-up.
After kirtan, Maharaja gives the Gita class. “It doesn’t matter what
one’s situation is. But, ideally, one should always be in brahmacārī life.
One should be dhīra, not contemplating should I get married or should I
not get married. If you’re thinking, should I get married or not, or if
you’re thinking, I should not get married, then in either case you must
get married. But if you’re not even thinking about marriage, then you
might want to become a sannyāsī.”
I was in San Francisco with the Seattle TSKP on our way to Los
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Angeles to see Prabhupada.
One person asks, “How do you know what’s pleasing to the spiritual
master?”
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deal with some ongoing problems there. But before departing, he has to
resolve a problem at Bhaktivedanta Manor in London. He writes the
temple president, Mukunda, and explains the absolute necessity of
maintaining the standard program of ārati, kirtan, and classes. “Here in
LA they have elaborate Sunday festivals and erect a tent on the front
lawn. There are hours of kirtan, a philosophical lecture, and lots of
sumptuous prasādam distribution.” He explains that the LA temple has a
24 hour security guard to protect the Deities and devotees. “So you
should set the example and also see that the others are following.”
[Letter to Mukunda - January 12, 1974]
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bus has burned to a cinder.
“Prabhupada told the Deities, ‘Sit down here. I’m going to install You
before the temple is built, so You can protect the land. My dear Lord, if
You sit down here then I promise to build You a temple. Please, just
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don’t move.’ Because in India, when a Deity is installed, that’s it – you
can’t get the Deity off that land.
“I was never at the London temple, but the photos are enchanting.”
“We clean it every morning when he’s here, and then I do life
membership in the afternoon with Lokanath, who is a brahmacārī.
“One day Palika said to me, ‘Sravaniya, come out here on the balcony. I
made some gulabjamuns for Prabhupada, but I don’t think they’re good
enough.’ We went out on the balcony and she put one in her mouth and
gave one to me.
“I said, ‘These are kind of tough; probably not good enough for
Prabhupada.’
“She said, ‘Yeah, that’s what I thought. Here, have another one.’ They
weren’t really nice enough for him, so we ate them all.”
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Vishnujana bursts out laughing upon hearing the gulab story.
After taking his meal, Vishnujana reveals that the first thing he wants to
do is visit Vrindavan, take darshan of the Radha-Damodara temple, and
soak up the atmosphere of the holy dhāma.
“Hold your horses,” Tamal Krishna chuckles. “I’ll have to arrange train
tickets to Mathura, first. From there we take a horse-drawn tonga for a
beautiful 40 minute ride into Vrindavan. Better that you rest for a few
days in Bombay. Right now you should get acclimatized to India, and
we can catch up. It won’t be easy living here, I can assure you.”
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with Vishnujana as possible.
Vishnujana appreciates Tamal’s sound advice. Over the next few days
he has reunions with several old friends and acquaintances now serving
on the Hare Krishna Land property. But India is a culture shock for most
westerners and Vishnujana Swami is no exception. After only a few
days he becomes a little discouraged. Sometimes the way Indians do
things, or their lack of urgency for doing things, becomes irksome for
Americans. He is also experiencing how austere life can be in India, and
how almost everyone gets sick.
Bhumna: You know how fried people can sometimes get when they first
come to India? Well, I was beyond fried! I had jaundice, dysentery, and
everything. But I was feeling a little better now and making plans to
escape the clutches of Tamal Krishna Goswami. I had $20 in my pocket
and felt like a rich man. In those days the brahmacārīs lived in a shack
in the rear of the property.
Vishnujana Swami arrived and I was with him one day when he said
something to one of the Indian devotees. He was chastising him, but
made a racist reference that he was Indian. I had a strong feeling about it
so I said, “These guys will take any kind of abuse you want, but if you
tell them they’re no good because their Indians, they won’t respect
you.”
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speaks well and performs kirtan properly. Haridas is essential, too,
Tamal explains. He is a young Bengali who speaks Hindi, Bengali, and
English so he can translate and be the go-between whenever needed.
Moreover, he has traveled widely in India and knows a lot of people.
Vishnujana is in full agreement.
The main house now contains the temple room, brahmacārī ashram, and
the treasury office. There are three smaller buildings on the property;
one is the kitchen, another is the brahmacārīnī ashram and the gṛhastha
quarters. The third is the residence of the temple president, Abhirama,
and his wife.
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As the Radha-Damodara men are refurbishing the bus, Abhirama
requests them to place Radha-Damodara on the new marble altar until
Vishnujana returns from India. “They should be worshipped in a
temple.” Radha-Damodara are the first Deities that many Miami
devotees, and guests, have seen.
Titiksa dd: I had only been a devotee for a few months when I was told
that devotees worship Deities. I didn’t know what that meant, because in
Miami there was only a painting of Panca- tattva on the altar. When they
put Radha-Damodara on the altar, the thing that scared me the most was
being able to accept the Deity form of the Lord. I was raised Christian,
Presbyterian, so I was apprehensive. I thought, when this curtain opens,
if I don’t flip, then I can be a devotee.
When the curtain opened and I saw Their faces, I began to cry because it
was so overwhelming. Their faces were so sweet. They were so much
like real people to me that I just started crying. Then I thought,
everybody will think I’m nuts so I shouldn’t let them see me crying. But
I fell so in love with those Deities. They completely melted my heart.
Then I knew that this process was the absolute truth.
Meanwhile, the Miami sankirtan devotees report that the Nama Hatta
party is in town. Gurukripa and Yasodanandana are collecting money
for Prabhupada’s Krishna- Balarama Mandir. The ‘mean swamis’
haven’t officially informed the temple they are in the area, but Riksaraj
is able to find out where they are staying. He goes to their motel room
and offers them an invitation.
“Please come and give a lecture at the temple and stay overnight,” he
humbly requests. “We want to extend our hospitality to you.”
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“Okay, we’re going to the temple. Let’s change into our dhotis.”
When their van pulls up in front of the temple a kirtan party greets them.
Gurukripa gives the order, “Okay, give me my show stick.” Kritagama
puts the danda in his hand as he jumps out of the van. Together, the
Swamis give their typically heavy, but significant class, quoting a lot of
ślokas. It’s a machine gun, mow ‘em all down class, aimed at the
brahmacārīs.
After class, they do their typical wild kirtan, leaping high into the air.
Yasodanandana Swami always jumps high while playing mṛdaṅga, and
that creates excitement. After prasādam, they invite the brahmacārīs for
a darshan.
“Yeah, we work out in North India and Bengal,” he explains. “But when
it’s time for a little relaxation we always take a clean slide down south.”
He tells compelling stories about the temples in South India, like Sri
Rangam, and the relationships they have there with the priests. This
fires Vishnudatta’s imagination, and Riksaraj is right behind him.
Dayal Chandra and Radha Raman have already begun working on the
bus. After building a temporary shop next to the bus, they begin work
on the interior of the bus. Now they’re building a kitchen in the back of
the bus and putting in a nice floor for the temple room. Sridhar is fixing
the altar with beautiful decorations, and the next project is to put in a
shower at the rear of the bus.
At the same time, Suhotra takes out a party every day. They have to pay
back the $5,000 debt to the BBT and also collect for refurbishing the
bus. They have a nice program doing kirtan all day and preaching.
Kritagama likes to associate with the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs.
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When the ‘mean swamis’ rerturn back to India, they leave their men
behind to winter in Miami.
There was no karmi clothes, no lines in the airport, no quick pick in the
mall with incense.
After negotiating for a taxi they squeeze in for the drive to the temple,
located in the Ananda Niketan area. When the local devotees see two
sannyāsīs alight from the taxi, they quickly get a kirtan going to greet
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the Swamis.
Ishan: When he did kirtan the man was in ecstasy. It wasn’t ostentatious,
but it couldn’t be hidden – his eyes and his happiness. He was
celebrating Krishna and it was so beautiful to be around him. It seemed
to flow out of his harmonium. His harmonium was not like a piece of
wood and keys, it seemed to exude, it seemed to flow out in waves – his
singing and his playing – so that people around would be swept up in
celebrating Krishna, and Krishna consciousness through it. So he was a
real kind of generator, a real expansive being. It was wonderful. That’s
how it was when he first passed through Delhi. As I’m thinking back, I
feel that I didn’t appreciate him enough.
After kirtan, Ishan and Vishnujana have a reunion. Ishan explains how
he was trained to make mṛdaṅgas in Mayapur. After a lot of blunders, he
has now become relatively proficient.
“So one day Prabhupada called me into his room. Jayatirtha was also
there at the time. Srila Prabhupada told Jayatirtha, ‘Ishan is making
these drums.’ He pointed to a mṛdaṅga I had made.
“Then he asked me, ‘Where would you like to make the drums?’ “I said,
‘I hear LA is the best place for plastics and synthetics.’ “Then
Prabhupada said, ‘Jayatirtha, you will give him all support?’
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“So Srila Prabhupada asked me, ‘London, Ishan?’
At that moment Yamuna Devi comes over to greet Maharaja. She used
to go out chanting with Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna at Fisherman’s
Wharf when they were new bhaktas in San Francisco. She’s like an old
friend, not just a voice singing the Govindam prayers every morning, so
Vishnujana is pleased to see her again. But there is something in her
demeanor that Vishnujana picks up on. She is not the same blissful
personality that he knew when they were new devotees in San
Francisco.
Yamuna dd: We had a reunion in India. It was six years since I’d seen
him. He finally showed up with Tamal Krishna. They were holding on
to each other, arm in arm. We all kept track of each other vicariously,
but we lived in a different world. We in India from 1970-74 had our
own world of ISKCON. We knew what was going on in the rest of the
world but it really was very different. In other parts of the world,
Prabhupada would leave his men to take care of what he had
established, but India was his baby. It was a different world because we
were always under his thumb and felt the pressure of intensity directly
under Srila Prabhupada. He was in charge of everything and everyone,
all the time.
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Later that day, after lunch prasādam, when most devotees in India take a
nap, Vishnujana and Yamuna are able to speak heart to heart. In answer
to his query about how the devotees were advancing in Krishna
consciousness, she reveals the hardships she has been facing. As the
GBC secretary for India, Tamal Krishna has a strong desire that
sannyāsīs should be in charge of the temples rather than gṛhasthas. This
is his understanding of varṇāśrama dharma. Prabhupada, however, has
great faith in Gurudas and Yamuna and wants to keep them in charge of
his Vrindavan project.
Yamuna dd: When I saw him we all paid dandavats, but at that time
Tamal Krishna and I weren’t on the best of terms. It had evolved from a
close, appreciative, serving relationship to a difficult one. Tamal and I
did a lot of service together, as we all did. Tamal and I installed the
Deities in Hamburg Temple together. I was in charge of the arcanā and
he was in charge of the temple management. We did programs together.
His letters to Prabhupada about me in ‘70 and ‘71 were just glowing. By
‘73, we started our fallout. Tamal Krishna was on the
attachment/aversion thing. I became a symbol of everything that he
didn’t want to see. So it became very difficult for me. Many devotees in
Prabhupada’s service at that time certainly were not communicating
well. It was a very difficult time for everyone. There were a lot of
nervous breakdowns.
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around all these women. Women that don’t wear any clothes; that come
and just shove themselves in your face all the time. I can’t take it
anymore. I’m ready for a breakdown.”
On the way Tamal Krishna becomes the expert tour guide informing
Vishnujana about intimate details of Krishna’s pastimes in Vraja-
maṇḍala bhumi and Srila Prabhupada’s pastimes with the devotees in
India.
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until the Deities were properly situated.”
“Yes, that is our first duty as servants of the Lord – to make sure Radha-
Damodara are comfortably situated. That’s why I got Them a new bus.”
“Yeah? Tell me how that happened? Tell me everything.”
Vishnujana relates the entire incident, how the fire was caused by
overloading the bus with books. Then it swept throughout the old school
bus, leaving him only enough time to save Radha-Damodara, Their
clothing and other paraphernalia. He relates how Radha-Damodara had
to hitchhike with the devotees into town, how They spent the night in a
motel room, and the entire saga how the new bus was purchased.
“The men are in Miami now refurbishing that bus into a fantastic new
temple, a traveling temple that will go to every town and village. Just
like what I want to do with this boat on the Ganga.”
“I can help you with that,” Tamal adds. “I also want to go with you on
that boat trip. You’re a sannyāsī so you would be better off staying in
India.”
When I told him this he just looked at me and laughed. “You don’t
understand. There’s Radha-Damodara.” And I didn’t understand
because I hadn’t met Radha-Damodara. But when he said it, he wasn’t
talking about Deities. He didn’t refer to Them as if They were Deities. It
was like They were the love of his life. It was almost like: I don’t even
know how I’m away from Them even for this amount of time. I could
never leave Them.
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someone else there who was going to be the main part of the formula, if
there was going to be a formula at all. And because of Them it wasn’t
going to be in India. So I couldn’t quite figure out how to deal with that.
“We had a traveling party to end all traveling parties. We had formed a
TSKP of three jeeps, which was quite an amazing party. Our party
consisted of Acyutananda Swami, Gargamuni Swami, Harikesa das
Brahmacari, Sridhar das Brahmacari, Dinanath Prabhu, and Haridas and
Parmesvari. We all went together in three jeeps with two trailers on two
of the jeeps. We went to Indore and Bhopal, in Madhya Pradesh. Then,
unfortunately the temple in Bombay was broken, devastated, so I had to
rush back there. That sort of put the kinks in the works for me.”
TKG: When we met I longed again to be with him, because it was very
very difficult for me in India. Prabhupada pushed so hard and I was the
only GBC in all of India. On the one hand, I was being constantly
pushed by Prabhupada, and on the other hand I had to deal with the
senior people in our movement, who don’t like to be pushed, and yet
Prabhupada would push them through me. So it was a very pressured
type of position to be in – to be the GBC and actually not be the GBC –
because Prabhupada was the GBC, whereas I was his assistant. So it was
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very difficult.
As the car makes a left turn off the main highway, Tamal Krishna says
that they are now only a short drive to the ISKCON temple in Raman
Reti. Tears begin to well up in Vishnujana’s eyes. He can barely hold
back the upsurge of emotional feelings now that he’s in the heart of Sri
Vrindavan dhāma.
The car suddenly comes to a stop. The proposed ISKCON temple is still
a construction site with piles of bricks and bags of cement surrounding a
finished foundation. Nonetheless, Vishnujana is overjoyed to see it. He
gets out of the car and immediately offers dandavats to the sacred
ground of Krishna’s pastimes. He takes a handful of Vrindavan dust and
spreads it all over his body, placing the last few remnants on his head.
Tamal’s eyes open wide as he remembers his own first experience in the
dhāma.
Vishnujana is in bliss, as are the few devotees who greet him. They are
Prabhupada’s representatives trying to build a grand temple for Sri-Sri
Krishna-Balarama. Prabhupada has also empowered them to build an
International Guest House.
The only real building on the property is the first story of Prabhupada’s
proposed brick residence. His room isn’t quite ready. The floor is
simply bricks and dirt. Devotees and hired workers are urgently trying
to finish because His Divine Grace is expected to arrive within weeks. A
small mud-baked hut with a straw roof is located on the edge of the
property. “That’s where I stay when I’m in Vrindavan,” Tamal Krishna
states casually.
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are now in Jaipur.
TKG: When I saw him I was certainly caught up with all the
responsibilities I had, with all the pressures I had. And at the same time
I recalled those days, the most wonderful times I had had with him. I
wanted to have a friend like him again. When a person is under great
strain and pressure, then a loving relationship makes it bearable,
tolerable. You feel more the need for it. You may ask didn’t you have
that with Prabhupada? Didn’t you have that with Krishna? Yes for both.
But still a friend is a friend. So I really wanted to be with him again.
Deities. The smaller ones are the original worshipful Deities of Srila
Jiva Goswami that were moved from Vrindavan around 260 years ago
to protect Them from a demoniac Moghul ruler.
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govardhana-śilā that was worshiped by Sanatana Goswami in
Vrindavan. Also in the temple is another altar, to the left of the main
altar, with Deities of Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva and Prahlada Maharaja.
Looking closely, Vishnujana Swami can see Lakshmi seated on her
Lord’s left side and Sri Prahlada standing just by the Lord’s right knee.
Prahlada’s crown appears like a small silver triangle.
On the return trip to Delhi, Tamal is in the mood to reminisce about the
early days in California.
“Yes,” Vishnujana responds. “Actually, that was the same drawing that
Damodara Das sent to the mūrti-wālā in Varanasi who fashioned my
Radha-Damodara!” “Really?”
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“Yeah, I remember that well. Those were heady days. And then you left
for London.”
“And that’s our philosophy, isn’t it?” Vishnujana adds. “It’s all about
loving relationships. That’s how we are meant to be moment-to-
moment, seeing every person as special. If we develop our loving
relationships in this life we can certainly be transferred to Krishna’s
nitya līlā in the next life.”
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from the heart, which appeals to me because I also try to do that as far
as I can. I try to do the two. I can’t be attracted by anyone if they’re not
like that. But he was so much more from the emotive side and that’s
what appealed to me. Just like it appealed to everyone, it completely
won my heart.
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Madhusevita: I met Devananda in Nepal and became a devotee there.
But since it was not a functioning ISKCON temple, he suggested that I
go down to Vrindavan. Gurudas and Saurabha were affectionate, but
there was nothing to do because the construction of the temple was
going on. So they sent me to Delhi where I met Dhristadyumna, Bhava
Bhuti, Sri Vallabha and Tamal Krishna Goswami. Vishnujana Maharaja
wanted to establish a boat program. Somehow, I was chosen as a
member of that expedition. Bhava Bhuti was a nice mṛdaṅga player. We
were going out for harināma sankirtan every day and distributing
magazines together. Dhristadyumna was taking care of me like an elder
brother.
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and get a crowd. We do our morning program on the boat.”
Dhristadyumna: Tamal told me, “Go with Vishnujana Maharaja and I’ll
see you later.” So I’m very happy. Now I’m able to go with Vishnujana
Swami and sail down the Ganges preaching in every village. Then we’ll
arrive in Mayapur in time for the festival, and we’ll be able to tell
Prabhupada all about our trip. I couldn’t believe it. Krishna was
answering my prayers. I got to do everything I ever wanted to do.
Several days later, Vishnujana Swami and Haridas meet the Delhi
devotees at the train station. They have brought many trunks of Hindi
Bhagavat Darshan magazines and hundreds of japa mālās for the
planned village programs. Maharaja takes them to see the boat and the
newcomers become excited. Already they are relishing the anticipated
river excursion and the adventures that lie ahead.
After loading the trunks and the devotee’s belongings into the hold
below, Vishnujana reveals his next plan. He has commissioned an artist
to paint the sail with HARE KRISHNA in three different colors with
huge letters in three languages, Hindi, English, and Bengali.
“As soon as he’s finished, we’re ready to go,” Maharaja says with a
twinkle in his eye.
Then he goes into town with Haridas to purchase big sacks of rice, dhāl,
gur, [Sugar-cane juice is cooked down until the water evaporates. What
remains is the sticky, brownish gur (pronounced goor)] and murī (puffed
rice), so they have full provisions for the trip.
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Before sailing, Vishnujana and Dhristadyumna decide to visit the police
station to get information about what to do if there is a problem on the
river. The police station is typical, a decrepit office with a creaking fan,
like out of a movie. A big overweight, bureaucratic Superintendent of
Police, with a stubbly beard, sits behind an old wooden desk. To the
devotees, he looks like he gets his palms greased every day. To the
police chief, these devotees look like really naive Westerners. He would
rather not have them on the river in case they cause a disturbance.
“We want to travel down the Ganga to Maypur. So we’d like to know
about the law of the river,” Vishnujana Swami inquires.
“On the river?” he replies. “On the river there is no law. You know
pirates? Pirates there are. If you arrive alive, that will be your very good
fortune.”
After discussing the problem with Haridas, Maharaja calls the Delhi
temple to discuss the situation with Tamal Krishna. He learns that
Prabhupada has left Delhi for Vrindavan because his main concern is
finishing the Vrindavan temple, which requires Tamal’s immediate
attention. Prabhupada’s appearance in Allahabad is now cancelled and
Tamal Krishna’s dream of doing the boat program with Vishnujana is
dashed. He’s unhappy that he can’t sail down the Ganga with his friend.
He suggests that Vishnujana try it with the people he has, to get an idea
of the experience.
“We don’t want to put devotees at risk,” he cautions. “If all bodes well,
maybe I can join you later and bring a few more devotees with me.
Right now Prabhupada wants me here. Call me when you reach Patna. If
Prabhupada won’t let me go, I’ll send Trivikrama Swami to take my
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place.”
Vishnujana agrees this is the best solution. “Okay. I’ll call you from
Patna.”
Now that the boat is provisioned and the sail is complete, Vishnujana is
ready to depart with his crew. As the boat sets sail, Maharaja informs
them that the next 40 days and 40 nights will be spent on the Ganga.
The devotees think this is incredible. There is a bamboo cabin on the
deck, with a flat top and rounded sides, with small windows on either
side. It must have been designed for sitting because it’s not tall enough
for anybody to stand up inside.
The three mājīs live there, and all the devotees’ belongings are piled up
in there as well. They have a projector on board to show the Hare
Krishna movie, although they don’t know how many villages will even
have electricity.
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Every day Vishnujana reads Nectar of Devotion. He keeps a journal and
writes his realizations and feelings about Radha-Damodara and how he
can improve his service to Them. It is only by Their mercy, he writes,
that I am living on the sacred Ganga.
As the sun begins to set, Maharaja decides to anchor the first night by a
small village. He chants his gāyatrī enjoying the peaceful mood created
by singing birds. Not wanting the mood to be disturbed, Maharaja
doesn’t wake the sleeping devotees knowing they will rise early for
maṅgala-ārati.
Everybody wakes up in the early hours for the first morning program on
the boat. Indian villagers also get up early, and some of them have come
to check out the boat. They have heard Maharaja leading kirtan on
harmonium before sunrise. A large painting of Panca-tattva hangs over
the cabin as a backdrop.
After finishing the kirtan, and seeing the villagers still attentive,
Vishnujana decides to have a japa class. He asks Dhristadyumna to get
some japa beads and hand them to the villagers. Once they have their
beads he teaches them how to chant and then everyone chants a round
together. After returning the beads the villagers depart. The devotees get
down to seriously chanting their rounds.
On the Ganges, there were times when it could have been 500 years ago.
The villages were the same as they were for centuries with ancient
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temples, no electricity, no wires, no planes, and no cars. I had a kind of
time-warp experience, like being a brahmacārī 500 years ago. It was a
wonderful experience.
The Ganga passes the ancient city of Varanasi. On the fourth day of
sailing, everyone gathers on deck to watch as they approach the city at
early morning. Vishnujana Swami remembers Lord Chaitanya’s
pastimes in Varanasi and narrates them to the brahmacārīs as they sail
by the city. Bhava Bhuti remarks that it doesn’t look as spiritual or as
ancient as he would have expected.
Sailing past the city, a strange thing happens. Gradually the river begins
turning eastward and continues turning until the boat is actually sailing
north! Vishnujana can ascertain this because the morning sun is always
on the eastern horizon. Nobody can understand what is happening.
“Varanasi is the ancient city of Lord Shiva and its ancient name is
Kashi. It was Lord Shiva who caught Mother Ganga to break her fall as
she fell to earth, so Lord Shiva and Mother Ganga are intimately related.
There is a famous temple of Lord Shiva at the beginning of the city and
after touching near that temple, Mother Ganga flows south along one
side of the city. At the end of the city she turns north and returns back
along the other side of the city to the same Shiva temple. From there she
again turns south and continues flowing south until she reaches the Bay
of Bengal. This is the only place along her thousand mile route where
she flows north.”
The devotees are amazed to hear this pastime of Mother Ganga. All of a
sudden, they are sailing past the ancient temples and ghāts so famous in
photos of Varanasi. They can see many boats filled with pilgrims and
thousands of people taking bath at the many ghāts along the river bank.
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countryside. Maharaja prefers to continue sailing and dock in the
evening at a more remote village.
Haridas: We sailed all day and whatever village came into sight in the
evening that’s where we stopped. There was no discrimination if it was
qualified or unqualified. We anchored the boat somewhere and we had
to jump out of the boat and wade through the mud to get on land.
The morning program on the boat includes a short ārati, guru-pūjā, and
class. Breakfast prasāda and lunch prasāda is always the same, gur and
murī. If they get some milk or bananas from a village then they mix it
in. Only if some person invites them into their home then they can have
a decent meal. Otherwise, they return to the boat and eat the same thing,
gur and murī, and sometimes chīra (flat rice). That’s their main meal
every day. At night the boatmen cook their own food on land. They are
also vegetarian.
Sri Vallabha and Bhave Bhuti like to sit on deck after breakfast and
practice mṛdaṅga together as the boat sails down the river. They sit in
front of each other, with their mṛdaṅgas practically touching. For hours
at a time they practice their beats, going like machine guns, as if in a
competition.
Every afternoon, when the weather is warm, devotees enjoy diving into
the Ganga for a swim. The top of the cabin is a fair height from the
water level. As the boat is plying on the river, they dive from the cabin.
A rope is attached to the stern and trails in the water, so they can swim
over, grab hold of the rope, and pull themselves back to the boat.
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Vishnujana loves to hold that rope and let the boat pull him through the
Ganga. He says it’s like being pulled through caraṇāmṛta. As he’s pulled
through the sacred water, he enjoys singing the mantras from Brahma-
samhita.
Once, Haridas is almost lost at sea. After diving from the top of the
cabin, the current catches him and he can’t swim over to catch the rope.
All of a sudden he is being left behind in the river.
Haridas: The current was going so fast that I drifted way out and missed
the rope. Vishnujana Maharaja had to dive in and rescue me. He was
brave and adventurous, and swam out to bring me back to the boat.
Vishnujana relished and enjoyed the boat, the Ganga, and the scenery,
more than anyone. He would sit on top of the cabin and sing all day with
the harmonium. He was always in trance. His favorite song was Radhe
Jaya Jaya, Madhava Dayite. I don’t know what made him so high, but
he was on the roof alone, all day, singing so beautifully while we sailed.
His bhajans and classes occupied most of our time. Bhava Bhuti was
lying around and taking it easy, a very free kind of man.
Depending on the weather, the entire day is spent either on the deck or
below. The mājīs harness the wind to control the direction of the boat.
It’s cold at night and windy during the day. At times there is thunder
and occasionally a storm threatens. When high winds and waves hit the
boat, Vishnujana Swami joins in to help the mājīs control the sail. One
time the wind becomes so heavy that the mājīs cannot lower the sail fast
enough. The boat is going so fast that it crashes right into the bank. The
boat suffers no harm, however, because the banks are only mud and
grass.
Vishnujana has great faith in Krishna so for him the problems of the
boat are minor.
But the others worry about what might happen. They’ve barely been on
the river a week when they sail past the town of Saidpur, and one man
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has had enough. He wants to leave the boat and get a train to Mayapur.
But Maharaja convinces him to stay.
The mājīs keep the party well informed about conditions on the river,
and about different villages along the way. They really know the river
well and keep Vishnujana Swami apprised of various situations that may
present a problem.
Devotees chant on deck all day as they sail because there is nothing else
to do. One day they come across pirates, swarthy mean-looking men
with dark ships and dark sails. But the Vaishnavas simply sail past them
with their beautiful sail painted Hare Krishna in three languages. The
pirates smile seeing these white people doing kirtan. The boatmen warn
Vishnujana Swami that these men are bad, but Maharaja can tell that the
pirates will leave them be.
One evening the boat stops at a pirate village, but the devotees do their
regular program of kirtan and prasādam distribution. Vishnujana doesn’t
discriminate whether dhīra or adhīra, if it’s a nice village or not a nice
village, whether poor people or not. He’s always imparting Krishna
consciousness.
When the boat enters the state of Bihar, the river becomes very shallow
at Durjanpur. It seems to flatten out and becomes incredibly wide, but
very shallow. The mājīs have long bamboo poles that they use to gauge
the depth of the river by sitting on the bow of the boat and lowering a
pole into the water. Notwithstanding the efficacy of this technique, the
boat does get stuck on a sandbar one time. Both devotees and mājīs have
to disembark and pull the boat off the sandbar with ropes.
After that incident, they continue sailing and anchor beside a village at
evening. With his harmonium strapped over his shoulder, Vishnujana
Swami leads the kirtan party through the village to announce their
presence. Several devotees distribute the Hindi magazine, Bhagavat
Darshan. They immediately attract a crowd and Haridas makes
arrangements with the village leaders for an evening program.
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The program always begins with kirtan and then Vishnujana explains
the mission of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. Haridas translates his talk. Since
this village has electricity they show the Hare Krishna People film.
After the film they have another kirtan and then a japa class, which has
become a regular feature.
All the while, donated rice and dhal cooks in a huge karāi (wok) over a
fire. They finish with an offering, ārati, and then everyone honors
prasādam.
For three weeks the boat sails down the Ganga doing the same program
every evening. For Vishnujana Swami, the boat party is similar to his
Radha-Damodara party, but now he’s on water. Even though he doesn’t
speak Hindi, his speech and behavior are genuine and his body language
is convincing. Educated villagers are impressed with Maharaja’s depth
of knowledge. When a person can convey deep philosophical truths and
make it easily understood, he knows his subject matter well.
Every morning, devotees do their own program, and every evening they
do the village program. One day they see the town of Patna in the
distance.
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town. Having sailed from Allahabad to Patna without incident,
Vishnujana and Haridas agree that they can now proceed towards
Mayapur without any reservation. But Maharaja wants more devotees in
order to increase the potential of the program.
Vishnujana calls Delhi for Tamal Krishna, only to discover that he’s
with Prabhupada in Vrindavan. He leaves a message with Tejiyas, the
Delhi temple president. “The boat has arrived in Patna, and Goswami
should send the rest of the crew.” He asks Tejiyas to have Tamal call the
home of a favorable gentleman they have met in Patna who will relay
the message to the boat.
Dhristadyumna: We were treated like kings and feted by the top people
in the city. So it wasn’t only that we did programs in the villages. We
were like the first padayātrā, in a sense. Some people had heard about
Prabhupada and his movement, but ISKCON was still very small in ‘74.
Vishnujana Swami, if he was preaching to the rich men of Patna, or to a
bunch of pirates, he was the same.
After a warm reception, Vishnujana assures them the trip will be blissful
and there will be no challenges they can’t overcome. He informs them
that he has a nice seaworthy boat with experienced boatmen who know
everything there is to know on the river.
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“We have a little outdoor pandal,” he explains. “Everyone is impressed
to see our group of white sādhus. Haridas made friends with an old
gentleman who was well informed about this Bihar segment of the
Ganga. He gave us valuable guidelines how to live on the sacred river.
So everything is going great.” The new members are happy to be part of
this novel adventure.
After loading their bags and baggage into two taxis, they drive to the
ghāt to see the boat. The light of day is breaking when they arrive at the
Ganga. Seeing the boat, the newcomers are thrilled. After meeting the
other devotees and loading their gear into the hold, Vishnujana takes
everybody to his favorite place under the shade of palm trees where he
likes to do the morning program.
They sit among the trees on the banks of the Ganga for Bhagavatam
class. As the sun begins to rise over the river, Vishnujana Swami starts
singing jaya radha madhava, kunjabihari…
There is a small village nearby. One villager comes by with a clay pot of
date rasa as an offering to the sādhus. The villagers tap the date trees in
the evening and hang clay pots. By morning the pots are full. The
western devotees have never had this before so they put it aside and will
take it for breakfast.
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beverage. We drank it and were very happy after drinking that beverage.
It was some kind of rasa from the trees.
When taken at early morning, date rasa is very good. But every villager
knows that after sunrise it starts to ferment and turns alcoholic. The
devotees are drinking the date rasa with the intention that it is good.
Only Trivikrama Swami refrains from drinking the rasa because he
doesn’t like the taste. Some villagers are hanging around watching and
they start laughing when the devotees become a little tipsy as they drink
more of the rasa.
“Gee, this is good stuff, you know?” says Sri Vallabha with a big smile.
“Is this okay?” Maharaja asks Haridas. “Is it okay to drink this?”
“This is a little bit like wine,” Madhusevita says. “It’s just from the date
tree, right?” Haridas can only laugh because now he understands what is
happening. But he doesn’t have the heart to tell the others.
Vishnujana informs everyone that they had better get back on the boat
and push off. Maharaja has already sent the mājīs into town to purchase
huge sacks of puffed rice and gur.
“For the sake of practicality,” he informs the newcomers, “we will have
a simple diet on the boat – puffed rice and gur.” Hearing this, Sri
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Vallabha and Bhava Bhuti look at each other and laugh, knowing that
the new recruits have no idea what they are getting themselves into.
“This will not only comprise our diet,” Maharaja continues, “but will
also be distributed in the villages along the way. We won’t cook on the
boat, because there is no real facility for that, and we previously had
problems cooking with the kerosene stove on a moving vessel. We’ll all
do our own laundry, and we’ll each have a little space on the boat for
our belongings.”
When the mājīs return from town, the devotees help them load all the
provisions onto the boat. Everything is stored in the hold along with the
books, magazines and japa mālās. They are now ready to raise anchor
and begin the journey of a lifetime.
Everyone shouts, “Haribol,” as the mājīs use their long bamboo poles to
push the boat away from the ghāt. As the boat catches the current of the
river, they hoist the sail. The new devotees are delighted to see the
brightly colored sail with HARE KRISHNA displayed prominently.
Within minutes they are sailing down the Ganga on a bright, sunny day.
For the new members, the excitement of joining the expedition soon
turns into dealing with the practical side of daily life.
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For breakfast, Vishnujana Swami would sit down with a big smile on
his face, and eat a plate full of puffed rice and some gur. He would sit
there and eat and eat and be happy and smiling. I also did that a few
days, but I got so sick of puffed rice and gur, especially the gur. Even
today I don’t like gur, because we had to eat so much. Finally, I only
had one meal, rice, dhal, and sabji, cooked in one pot, once a day at
evening. It would come out like a stew. The only other thing we ate was
puffed rice and gur.
The gur was the thickest type, like the kind they also give to horses,
with pieces of sugar cane still in it. These are the remembrances of a
bhakta. As a young brahmacārī I was in ecstasy thinking, what is this
very austere life! Of course I really liked sweets so I felt that this is
really the program for me. I remember waking up in the morning and
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jumping in the Ganga for our morning bath.
Soon, they cross from Bihar into Bengal. The scenery and the mood
changes completely. Gone are the arid plains of Bihar replaced by the
sub-tropical villages of Bengal. At almost every village they are offered
date rasa. In Bengal it’s a bigger thing than in Bihar. If a village has date
trees, the mājīs go and get the rasa for themselves, and always offer
some to the devotees. Vishnujana makes sure they take it early, before
sunrise. Trivikrama Swami still doesn’t like it, and a few devotees
prefer not to drink it, so Haridas and Vishnujana usually take it by
themselves.
The book distribution led by Bhava Bhuti, goes much better and they
distribute hundreds of copies of Gitar Gan. It’s hot in the villages during
the day, but Bhava Bhuti is encouraging and enthusiastic as he reveals
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the bliss of book distribution.
“This is our life. What more do we want than this? People are so nice
here.”
Every evening the boat stops and they do kirtan through a village to
announce their presence. When Vishnujana ends the kirtan, Haridas
explains that they will do a program that evening and everyone is
invited. Haridas is invaluable as a translator. He speaks both Hindi and
Bengali, and he’s a very clever organizer. He has gained a lot of
experience on the trip and knows how to deal with the local people.
Madhusevita: I don’t know what the villagers thought. They would see
these white men led by a giant-like Vishnujana Swami singing with the
harmonium strapped over his shoulder, accompanied by Trivikrama
Swami holding his danda, and the other devotees playing mṛdaṅga and
kartāls. They were not expecting people like us coming out of a
fisherman’s boat. We could have been from some different planet. For
them, it was like a miraculous appearance - like Columbus coming to
America.
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When the fire starts blazing at a good clip, devotees put a karāi on the
fire to begin cooking down the gur. Soon it starts melting into a
bubbling liquid, like molasses. Then they take the karāi off the fire and
allow the mixture to cool. Next they throw in the puffed rice and stir it
around. At last the mixture is rolled it into large sticky balls called moa.
The brahmacārīs always eat the gur/puffed rice mixture raw, but for the
villagers they cook it down and roll it into balls.
As soon as the first karāi comes off the fire, the second one is put on to
make kicharī. As the kicharī is being prepared, the village kids are
eyeing the moa. Seeing the sweet sticky balls, the kids cannot control
their senses and swarm around the karāi trying to snatch a sweet ball.
Madhusevita becomes concerned that the kids might burn themselves
because the gur is still hot.
The kids are so enthusiastic for the moa that devotees have to have a
guard system to prevent them from taking the prasāda before it’s
offered. Despite these efforts, three kids dive into the wok. Some
devotees pick up sticks to try and stop them, but the kids are so eager for
the sweet balls they are practically unstoppable, like monkeys. They
swiftly load up their pockets and run off coated with the sticky mixture.
As they run they resemble monsters from a Spielberg movie with puffed
rice and gur stuck to their bodies.
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When they set up a screen and bring out the suitcase projector to show
the Hare Krishna People movie, the villagers get excited. This is the part
of the program they like the most. Everyone laughs in ecstasy to see
white sādhus, dancing white elephants as Prabhupada would say, chant
and dance in the major cities of the world.
After the film Vishnujana Swami gives a short talk with Haridas
translating expertly.
There are always big crowds. Vishnujana’s kirtans are well received and
everyone joins in the chanting. They are attracted by the western
Vaishnavas and the movie. They don’t know anything about Prabhupada
or his movement but there is always a good response. Vishnujana
Swami is charismatic and people love him. Women, especially, come up
to offer things at his feet or offer an ārati to him. The devotees are
surprised to see this because they have always been taught how chaste
and shy the women are in India, but now they are experiencing their
high-spirited side.
After a few weeks on this tour, I got so skinny. But it didn’t faze
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Vishnujana Maharaja at all. He would eat so much puffed rice that
somehow he survived. He was always in good spirits.
When the program is over, the villagers help the devotees pack
everything and return to the boat to load all the paraphernalia back into
the hold underneath. Then the devotees take a well-deserved rest.
The boat lifts anchor at sunrise after maṅgala-ārati. During the day
everyone chants japa or reads until prasādam time, which is always
puffed rice and gur. There are the occasional complaints because some
are suffering the pangs of hunger, others the lack of medicine. With no
proper medication or food on the boat, some men start getting sick.
Others try to sleep a lot because the boat is sailing all day long.
Overall, everyone agrees it’s a nectar trip. They have Ganga water to
drink and Ganga water for bathing. They even sleep in the lap of mother
Ganga. Every evening they perform the same program, and each village
is receptive beyond belief. They distribute hundreds of Bhagavat
Darshan magazines and Gitar Gan books in every village.
Maharaja replies, “Yes, I can tell the future.” People’s eyes open wide.
“You are all going to die, and therefore you must take shelter of
Krishna’s Holy Name.” From that point on he begins preaching.
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Basically, he wants to convey the necessity of kirtan, chanting the
mahā-mantra.
There is no moon tonight because it’s amāvasyā. [The dark moon night]
The boat is rocking gently on the ripples of mother Ganga. Vishnujana
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sits on the deck by the bow writing his journal; a solitary sannyāsī in the
darkness. He has a little clay cup, filled with ghee and a wick, which
serves as a lamp. He is writing by the dim light of this small clay cup
lamp.
Dhristadyumna sits on the far side of the boat, by the stern, softly
chanting japa because Maharaja is not in a mood to converse.
Dhristadyumna doesn’t want to disturb him because Vishnujana is
deeply meditating on his writing.
In the faint light, the two devotees can see many tiny gnats approaching
the light of the lamp. They can see the gnats as their trail approaches the
lamp because they start to light up as they enter the flame, pft. The
flame is flickering and becomes dimmer as their dead bodies continue to
pile up. Ultimately, their bodies will extinguish the flame. It’s like a
mystical phenomenon. They are dying one-by-one as they’re attracted to
this solitary light in the dark night.
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that’s why it was so mystical. Just a little flame in the whole expanse of
the black night. It was quiet and Vishnujana was writing. Then we heard
this noise and saw the light growing dim. And we see the trails of the
gnats as they fly into the light and die, just like the living entities drawn
by their sense gratification to death. It was a supernatural scene
illuminated by the flickering lamp. That was profound!
The next evening the boat stops at a village that turns out to be
completely Muslim. As the party kirtans into the village, everybody
turns to look at them with suspicion. “What is this? White people
coming into our village and singing Hindu chants?”
One Hindu gentleman, the teacher in the village school, gives them a
warning, “You better leave now, otherwise they might cause you bodily
harm.”
Madhusevita: It was like being back in the 10th Century. It was a dark
night and I was scared because they were all Muslims. But Vishnujana
was courageous. He said, “Let’s have a program anyway.”
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After kirtan, Vishnujana Swami tries to give a talk. It’s a poetic situation
in the moonlight with people who are attentive but don’t respond. They
don’t talk nor ask questions. When devotees offer them prasāda they
refuse to accept it.
Vishnujana Swami simply says, “Then we will eat,” and the devotees
begin eating.
Gradually the village ladies come forward, one by one, and in the end
many people take prasādam. The devotees stay up very late in that
village to establish a rapport.
The next morning, at daybreak, scores of men come to the boat. A wave
of apprehension sweeps over the brahmacārīs assuming this might lead
to some trouble.
Haridas: They were standing there with fruit and vegetables to give to
us. They brought whatever they had. They all appreciated us! They
remained on the shore waving us off for a long time. That was the only
village where there was an incident, but Vishnujana Swami reciprocated
well with those people. We went to big towns and small villages, but
these people really cared for us when we were leaving.
One fine day, as the boat sails past the village of Rajmahal, the mājīs
casually tell Haridas that they will reach the dam within a few hours. It’s
as if they think that everyone knows about it. Haridas immediately
informs Vishnujana Swami. Maharaja is shocked, “What does that
mean?”
“It might be the end of the trip,” is all that Haridas can reply in a sad
voice.
Soon the boat arrives at Farakka Barrage, a massive dam near the border
with Bangladesh. It appears as if a gigantic steel claw has been
constructed across the Ganges. It’s there for flood control, but during
the monsoon season the reverse happens when the overload of water is
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released.
Seeing the dam appear out of nowhere to block their passage is like a
great shock. Vishnujana gathers the men together. “We have a huge
problem. The mājīs did not inform us from the beginning that the
journey to Mayapur would be blocked.” Everyone is upset hearing that
they may not be able to sail into Mayapur for the conclusion of a
fantastic adventure.
Maharaja has the mājīs anchor the boat by a grassy bank and the
devotees disembark. They walk over to the dam for a closer inspection.
There are a number of chutes, long cement ‘slides,’ that allow water to
cross over the dam. They look down one huge chute, thinking maybe
it’s possible to slide the boat down the chute to the next level of the
river down below.
When speaking to the people who work there, they are advised not to
sail further.
“If you go you may not reach Mayapur, ever. It is too risky.”
Maharaja leads everyone back to the boat to discuss the situation. They
realize that the boat could splinter into a million pieces if they try to
cross the dam. They are undecided whether to take that risk. Finally,
everybody agrees it’s not worth the risk to try and sail over the dam, nor
do they have the money to haul the boat past the dam by truck to get it
back into the river on the other side. Besides, the boat is too big to haul
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by truck. So they agree to abandon the boat and leave it with the mājīs.
They can sail it back to Allahabad.
The great adventure, 40 days and 40 nights on the Ganga, ends here. By
the mercy of Haridas, they try hitchhiking and get a lift with a truck.
They salvage as much as they can from the boat and leave.
Madhusevita: We were sitting in the back of this open truck all the way
to Mayapur. Everything was a challenge, but at the time I really loved
austerities.
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doing a 24-hour kirtan without any rest. Dinanath looks up at Maharaja
and says, “Haribol!” He is completely exhausted and moves over so
Vishnujana can take over the kirtan.
Maharaja tells everyone he meets about the trip down the Ganga. “One
can live here in India and they’ll just take care of you,” he says. Later in
the day, he arranges medication to take care of a leg infection that
Haridas can’t get rid of.
Unfortunately, the entire roll comes out looking like ghosts. The camera
was defective. They are so disappointed that there are no good pictures
of the boat tour and they will have nothing exciting to show
Prabhupada.
TKG: He went on the boat and Prabhupada was very pleased with that.
When he was giving japa mālās away, Prabhupada didn’t want him to
do that. Prabhupada said that you have to sell the mālā, or they’ve got to
become qualified. I don’t recall a great deal about it.
Several Australian devotees are in Calcutta. Seeing the small lake across
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the street from the temple, they decide to go for a little swim. When they
return from bathing it’s time for the evening ārati. There are only 15 or
20 devotees in the temple. As the conch blows for the ārati, two
sannyāsīs enter the temple room. One of them has a clay mṛdaṅga. The
other one begins to lead kirtan.
Sabhapati: Vishnujana Swami came in with just his top piece on, no
kurtā, and led the ārati. He was singing, and Acyutananda Swami was
playing mṛdaṅga. Being in India the first time, with the Indian
atmosphere, I thought he was like a demigod. He had his arms in the air
dancing to and fro the whole ārati. He was very tall and really stood out.
I’ll never forget him because he was effulgent. We’d been listening to
his tapes, but to hear him sing in person was something else.
After the ārati, Acyutananda sang bhajans with a tamboura. It was really
special – like magic. I was just a raw brahmacārī from Australia, and
coming to India and hearing Vishnujana lead kirtan and Acyutananda
singing bhajans, it was such a transcendental experience. It was
mystical.
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Then Madhudvisa Swami speaks up, “I’ll order one thousand for
Australia.”
A few days later Srila Prabhupada leaves Calcutta. When his car arrives
in Mayapur, news spreads around the festival site, “Prabhupada is
coming. Prabhupada is coming.” There’s a huge commotion as every
able-bodied devotee rushes to the road to greet Prabhupada’s car.
Everyone is excited to see their spiritual master, who is accompanied by
Tamal Krishna Goswami and Vishnujana Swami.
The devotees’ excitement is almost like that of the gopis when they hear
Krishna’s flute. They drop everything and run to Him, even if some of
their clothing is not properly in place.
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started and everyone was jumping. I remember Bhavananda dancing
like mad and spinning around. While I was dancing and jumping, my
dhoti started falling down. I just grabbed it and held it up while I
continued dancing. Then Prabhupada looked at me and smiled. I was
stunned.
Many devotees sleep out on the veranda at night where they also keep
their belongings. Prasādam is served on the same veranda, which adds
to the discomfort and confusion. In short, there is no privacy or security.
Adi Deva: When Maharaja returned from the boat trip he had dysentery
and was feeling real sick. He had a little book bag around his neck
where he kept Nectar of Devotion. Every two minutes he would pull it
out and read something. He was obsessed by that book, reading it over
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and over, and over again. Anytime someone sat down he would give an
impromptu class. He told me they tied a rope to the back of the boat,
and he loved when the boat pulled him through the Ganga. They would
have kirtan in villages where people had never seen white men before
and the villagers would go crazy.
This is also the first year that Prabhupada requests the GBC men to meet
and plan for the coming year’s preaching. Those devotees who are not
hampered by illness, are thrilled to go out on parikramā to visit the holy
sites associated with Lord Chaitanya’s pastimes. Bathing in the holy
Ganga is the most favored activity, besides shopping in Navadvipa. Best
of all, however, is to be with Prabhupada in the temple room every
morning.
Another exciting thing for first time devotees in India is to see so many
ISKCON sannyāsīs. The sannyāsīs seem to be everywhere, hanging
around in pairs. They associate Vishnujana Swami and Tamal Krishna
Maharaja. There are the ‘mean swamis’, Gurukripa and Yasodanandana.
Paramahamsa Swami is always with Parivrajakacarya Swami.
Bhavananda Goswami and Jayapataka Swami are together, and there is
Garga Muni Swami with Acyutananda Swami.
On a morning walk in Mayapur, with the sun just rising over the paddy
fields, Vishnujana Swami tells Prabhupada about the boat trip and his
experience in the Muslim village.
“There were only two Hindu gentlemen in the village and still, the
Mohammedans received us and arranged for our kirtan and prasādam
distribution.
“First we were afraid. Haridas Brahmacari told me: ‘Oh, these are
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Mohammedans. They’ll not help us in any way, nor will they accept
prasādam.’ But then I said let’s go.” “No, no. Everyone will help us,”
Prabhupada interjects. “It may be in that way, sometimes, Hindus are
also against. It is not the Mohammedans. In Chaitanya Mahaprabhu’s
time, even the Hindus were against His movement – the brāhmaṇas.
They complained to the Kazi, ‘This is not a Hindu movement.’ You see?
The sankirtan movement! Therefore, the Kazi had to take steps to stop
the sankirtan movement. So the Kazi took steps on the grounds of
complaint by the Hindus.”
Among the visitors to Mayapur are Kim Waters and Chris Murray, a
couple who run an art gallery in Washington, DC. They became
attracted to Krishna consciousness and were persuaded by devotees to
take the trip to Mayapur to celebrate Lord Chaitanya’s auspicious
appearance day. Now at the festival, they are inspired about everything
in the holy dhāma. Even more, they are enjoying the wonderful kirtan
and devotee association that is prevalent in Mayapur.
Chris Murray: That first festival in India was so ecstatic. There was
unlimited kirtan with large parties chanting blissfully on the roads of
Mayapur and Navadvipa. I have this vision of Vishnujana Swami
walking down the road followed by great Bengali drummers, and big
crowds of devotees and people. He seemed to have unlimited energy.
He would chant for hours. He could go, and go, and go, and go. Not just
a 20-minute kirtan. He sang in a way that brought your devotional spirit
alive. The way he pronounced the words śuci, and ruci; he seemed to
wrap himself around those words.
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the kirtan with the Bengali devotees accompanying him on mṛdaṅgas.
Chris Murray: We took one of those boats from Mayapur and they were
always so packed out. I was on one with Vishnujana Swami, and I
remember him telling me about his boat trip. It was the coolest thing I
had ever heard. He told me they would dock, and they would kirtan
right from the shore and walk down the trail to the center of town and
then do kirtan in the town. People would come from everywhere and
they would go crazy. He told me they loved the American devotees.
He really had the spirit of Lord Chaitanya, every town and village with
the boat. He did things that I thought were so cool, like his bus with
Radha-Damodara, his music with the bhajan band, and then the boat
trip. I just thought, God, isn’t that great? I’d like to do that. I just wanted
to give up everything and join because it sounded like the ultimate
transcendental adventure.
I asked if he was coming again next year and I remember his comment.
He said he would return only if he had some service in India. It was in
the context of the boat trip. He was talking about organizing another
boat trip and if that happened he wanted to return. It was an amazing
attitude. I was going on pilgrimage to see India, and he only wanted to
go if he had some service to engage him.
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The boats are carried down river by the current, past the confluence of
the Ganga and Jalangi, and past Navadvipa town. They stop downriver
at a sandy beach-like area. From here devotees have to walk up the
grassy banks a few hundred yards inland where Sridhara Maharaja’s
ashram is located. As they come up from the river they can hear a kirtan
in the distance. As they enter the temple compound, the rāja-bhoga ārati
kirtan is in full swing with several Bengali men playing mṛdaṅgas. The
western devotees become overwhelmed by the ecstatic kirtan and begin
to join in and participate.
Uttamasloka: There was a tall guy and a little short guy playing
mṛdaṅgas. Their beats fascinated and captivated me. Something about
the rhythm just drew me to it. When the kirtan ended, everybody sat
down. The dais was filled with various Gaudiya Math sannyāsīs and
Sridhar Maharaja was sitting in the middle. I saw the little old man who
had played mṛdaṅga sitting on a chair with his drum.
All of a sudden he starts warming up, ‘de bap de boom, de bap de boom,
de de bap boo boooom’ and starts singing, sujanar putra pada padaṁ...
while playing a simple beat on the drum that was just beautiful. I had
my tape recorder on and was taping it. This bhajan was building up, and
all of a sudden, it took off. He started chanting, “Jaya Prabhupada, Jaya
Prabhupada,” using a take-off beat, where he just takes off and goes
sailing. Then, he did a change-up, where he stops and starts over again.
This was the first time I had been exposed to this type of kirtan, because
at the festival it was all western devotees doing a sort of frenzied rock ‘n
roll Indianized style. So when I heard the mṛdaṅga playing in this style,
“Jaya Prabhupada, Jaya Prabhupada,” I picked it up and started doing it
that way, too. I had this tape and I thought, This is it! From that moment
on I was into that style of kirtan.
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associating with the Bengali mṛdaṅga players to pick up their beats.
Back in Mayapur, he asks Nitai Chand, “Why does Prabhupada like
your playing more than others? Acyutananda Maharaja and other
devotees also play well.”
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minutes to show him the basic technique of bowing, how to brush the
bow across the strings and finger the neck with the left hand. He is very
appreciative of her instruction.
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What happened in India was profound. He was like a saint going
around. He was a Chaitanya-like entity, a fantastically inspired kirtan
leader and preacher, who always took care of devotees. He had an
impact wherever he went.
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Balavanta asks Vishnujana if he wants to participate. Maharaja says,
“Of course.”
The Aussie devotees are amazed to hear how these American devotees
do kirtan. To go out with all of them together is an awesome experience.
Jaya Sachinandana has a fabulous voice, Acyutananda sings and plays
the mṛdaṅga passionately, Dinanath is a powerful kirtan man, and, of
course, Vishnujana Swami. These are the best kirtan leaders in
ISKCON.
After a day’s chanting the sankirtan party goes to Juhu Beach for a
swim in the ocean because Prabhupada has said it will be good for their
health. Vishnujana is wary of sharks. He laughs as he says, “Now
Krishna will come to me in His form as a shark and say, Here I am.”
After the devotees stop going out to chant, the brahmacārīs are just
sitting around the Bombay temple. Vishnujana comes to tell them,
“Prabhupada is not pleased that we are all so lazy. We should be doing
something. He says that if you just sit around, you’ll get sick.”
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“They’ve gone to distribute books, Prabhupada,” Maharaja replies. “No.
Tell them to stop. They are not allowed to sell books.”
Prabhupada has his rooms in one of the buildings at the rear of the
property, and the devotees stay in makeshift huts with half the roof
missing. The present temple is the same simple structure with the tin
roof. The kitchen is set up right behind it. Every evening, Prabhupada
does a pandal program, speaking on the fourth chapter of Bhagavad-
gita. After the final ārati, the brahmacārīs take rest on the temple room
floor to protect the Deities.
Vishnujana stays with the brahmacārīs all day like he does on his bus
party. He prefers a simple lifestyle, and eschews opulence. That endears
him to the brahmacārīs who have seen some sannyāsīs enjoy their
privileged status.
Sabhapati: The thing that impressed me was he was very simple, very
humble, and very austere. He slept on a mat and used his top cloth as a
blanket. We didn’t have all the books then because they hadn’t been
translated, but he was very Krishna conscious. In the evenings, he would
talk about his Radha-Damodara Deities and his bus program in
America. They would go to Colleges to chant and distribute prasādam.
They’d travel down the highway at high speed while offering ārati to the
Deities. He was very inspirational. I’ll never forget it. All I wanted to do
was get a bus program going in Australia like he was doing.
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Meanwhile, back in Miami the new bus has been completely
refurbished, and the brahmacārīs are waiting expectantly for Maharaja’s
return. Suhotra has already written a couple of letters to Vishnujana
begging him to come back quickly. “We have a new bus, and the
brahmacārīs are fired-up to get back on the road.” But when most
devotees return from India, Suhotra becomes concerned. Where is
Vishnujana Swami? He finally tracks him down at the Juhu temple and
sends off a telegram:
Bus is ready. Deities are here. We’re ready to go. Just waiting for you.
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Ninth Wave,
Back in the USA
O Lord, as soon as Your Holy Names manifest on the tongue (even in
the form of nāmābhāsa) all seeds of sinful activities are totally uprooted.
This is elaborately glorified in the Vedas. [Sri Namastaka (4) by Srila
Rupa Goswami]
Fortunately, the van is not far from the Hudson River. After a short
drive through the Lincoln Tunnel, the men meet Maharaja at the large
brownstone temple on Henry Street, Brooklyn, for a joyful reunion.
Vishnujana tells how he would jump off the boat every morning to chant
gāyatrī in the Ganga. He recounts various incidents with porpoises and
fresh water dolphins in the river. As he describes it to the brahmacārīs,
he becomes very inspired. For him, the boat program was Radha-
Damodara TSKP on water.
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wonderful experiences preaching in India. His kirtan was so sweet that
some people would cry. Some Bengali men would go blow the dust off
their khols, and come back to rejoin the kirtan. They had to stop the kids
from jumping into the pots while they were preparing prasādam. People
thought he was like a demigod.
While he was doing the boat trip, we were building the bus. That was a
yajña, but kind of fun. We would collect a little, buy some parts, work
on it, collect a little, buy more parts and work on it, in that cycle until
we finished.
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just entered my heart and I felt very moved by that.
We used to have a dhoop ārati after class. He was leading the kirtan
with only a few of us in front of beautiful Radha-Govinda. Most
devotees would leave for prasādam, but I thought I would stay for his
kirtan. He was playing mṛdaṅga and dancing, and we danced with him. I
felt very uplifted by that, and I just revered him.
During Maharaja’s visit, the talk around the temple is about a newsletter
that has been started by a gṛhastha named Srutadeva from the
Washington, DC, temple. This Sankirtan Newsletter will soon
revolutionize the Hare Krishna movement. Only one newsletter has been
published at this time and very few temples are aware of its existence.
Prabhupada has been calling for increased book distribution, so the main
function of the newsletter is to inspire devotees to distribute more books
for Srila Prabhupada’s pleasure.
Every book and magazine is given a point score. The total points
determines a temple’s position in the scoring system. In effect, it’s an
arrangement to ignite a transcendental competition for distributing
Prabhupada’s books.
Then Karandhar began to send out a BBT newsletter with books scores
and inspirational stories about book distribution. After Karandhar left,
Ramesvara headed up the BBT and began doing the BBT newsletter on
a monthly basis.
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see how dear and how important book distribution was to Prabhupada. I
was thinking it would be wonderful if we could do this weekly, since
devotees are going out 8-9 hours daily, and to do that you really need
inspiration every day. It’s a great sacrifice and not something that comes
easily. So I felt that it would be great to have that kind of inspiration
every week, not just every month.
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beloved Deities on the Miami temple altar, he is stirred and begins an
ecstatic kirtan. When asked to speak, he relates details about his boat
trip.
Suhotra: He said the boat trip was very austere. He was eating only once
a day but his joy was to take bath in the Ganga. His greatest bliss was to
hold onto a rope behind the boat and be pulled along the waves of the
Ganga.
A new devotee has joined the Miami temple. Although just turned 18,
Sruti Rupa is a high-class woman from a millionaire family who is now
involved with the Hare Krishnas. When she first became a devotee, she
emptied out her bank account and gave it to Vishnujana Swami before
he went to India. He got the boat and paid for everything with her
donation. She is a bhaktin now, and lives in the same house with
Abhirama and his wife. They have their own rooms and the Miami
devotees don’t consider anything untoward is going on.
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Sruti Rupa dd: When Vishnujana Swami came he was describing his
boat trip. As he was talking I could feel that I was there. Oh, it was
captivating. He explained how he was dragged behind the boat in the
Ganges, and he was thinking, At any moment, just take me now, just
take me now. I entered right into that and it just took me away. He was
so endearing. The Deities were there and that created a whole other
feeling in the community, very alive, and ecstatic.
In his classes, Maharaja gives the Miami devotees the proper training in
the etiquette of Deity worship. “Always be aware that the Deity is
watching you when you’re in the temple room.” It is obvious to
everyone that Vishnujana Swami is fully aware that Sri- Sri Radha-
Damodara are actually the Supreme Personality of Godhead. He is
always thinking how to serve Radha-Damodara either by singing or
making nice arrangements for Them. In this way he is acharya, teaching
by his own example.
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Overwhelmed by the mode of passion one day, he punches a devotee.
Then he hides up in the brahmacārī ashram, afraid he will have to leave
the temple. When Maharaja comes up to talk, Ramadas is in tears.
When the devotees are tired, he sits them down for a class on Nectar of
Devotion. He knows they are green so he simply gives them the ABCs.
Maharaja is always ready to start up a kirtan spontaneously with the
harmonium. There’s so much kirtan all day that the new devotees get
many realizations. They all agree it’s a great way to begin
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himself in Miami. Everybody laughs when a new recruit says that he
thought devotees sometimes kept their regular name and just added a
Krishna name like Vishnu John or Nrsimha Dave.
The relationship with them is friendly and they become a regular feature
of the Sunday program. Maharaja always attracts new people to get
involved.
Abhirama: After the boat trip, I got to know him a little bit. He was
always my superior and I was never his peer. I was happy he was there
and content to serve him. He was busy with preaching and serving the
Deities, reading and chanting. He didn’t gravitate to intense friendships,
but he was like a friend to everyone and he cared about you. So
automatically you felt friendly. He was kind of a loner in his own world,
very eccentric in the sense that he was out of the center. Vishnujana
Swami was pretty much absorbed in the mood of the gopis.
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mail and requests Vishnujana Swami to come into his office to see the
Newsletter. Only five temples have sent in their scores, but Chicago is
number 1 with 2,424 points. Sri Kari Dasi is Chicago’s top distributor
with 594 points having distributed 125 big books, 3 medium books, and
45 small books.
It’s not easy distributing books the entire day to all varieties of people in
a congested airport. This sankirtan yoga tests one’s desire to serve Srila
Prabhupada and these devotees proudly identify themselves as members
of an elite group of book distributors.
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sound equipment.”
From this experience, Vishnujana begins to think that for every female
devotee made, inevitably there will be one less brahmacārī.
Invariably, someone wants to leave the temple and join the bus program.
Last year it was Riksaraj who left Miami with the bus, and this year
Sadananda, the temple cook, leaves with the party. He will be the head
cook and purchase the bhoga. He will also go out to chant and work the
booth at festivals.
Sadananda: I was cooking and I wanted to get out of the Miami ashram.
Radha Raman and Dayal Chandra were the main builders working on
the bus. When Maharaja got back, the bus was finished and they were
ready to roll. I had to ask his permission to join the party although I had
already been invited by Suhotra and Sri Galim.
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Abhirama agrees, “Yeah, he is.”
As each day comes to an end, people loosen up as they wait for Krishna
to paint His nightly extravaganza across the sky. “Look daddy,
dolphins,” a little girl squeals, as the sun splashes more colors on the
horizon than the little girl has in her Crayola box. Hippies watching
under the influence of hallucinogens, say they can see native American
spirits worshipping the gigantic saffron orb.
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As the sun sinks into the sea in all its resplendent grandeur, the crowd at
Mallory Square erupts in applause. Welcome to Key West, where the
sunset gets louder cheers than the high school football team.
Sridhar has built a beautiful new palanquin, which also fastens onto the
altar. It’s perfect to take Radha-Damodara out for festival programs.
Sridhara, slender and brahminical, always helps with the cooking and
the pūjā, but he can also do physical labor. When Maharaja went to
India, he returned to New Vrindavan. But when he received a phone call
that Maharaja was back he booked a flight to rejoin the party.
Mahadevi: There was an evening program at the pier every night where
people get an incredible view of the sun setting in the ocean. The
hippies with their far-out clothes, the magicians doing magic tricks, the
incense sellers, and people selling food: everybody had their scene set
up on the pier every night for sunset. One day Vishnujana Maharaja
came with his bus. Sri Galim and Ramacharya would bring Radha-
Damodara out on the pier.
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voice was so sweet. The music definitely finished me off. He was so
bright and effulgent it seemed like he was incredibly blissed-out. The
more people looked at him, the more they became attracted. He always
had the biggest crowds. The jugglers and other acts were going on, but
he was definitely center stage. He looked so spiritual; he could have
easily played the part of Lord Chaitanya in a play.
As the sun sinks into the horizon, the onlookers break into applause. The
clapping increases in loudness until the sun finally disappears. Maharaja
always positions Radha-Damodara so that the sun shines on Them as it
sets. Radharani’s bluish eyes are so luminous while Damodara’s
beautiful lotus eyes are sparkling. All kinds of people are allowed to
come forward to see Them. Even dogs that walk by get Their darshan,
so They are extra merciful being so accessible for everyone. Of course,
They sit high up on Their palanquin altar, so They are protected.
Vishnujana’s kirtan is already in full swing as the sun sets. He has many
different Indian instruments and he knows how to attract and capture the
mood of the people. A festival atmosphere sweeps over Mallory Square.
Vishnujana Maharaja takes advantage of this in a transcendental way.
He starts his kirtan quite slow, and gradually increases the intensity.
The next afternoon, Maharaja sets up a pandal in a parking lot near the
Marina. He has a book display on one side with posters and pictures of
Krishna’s pastimes, and a booth to sell Spiritual Sky products – incense,
oils, and soaps. Radha-Damodara remain on the bus and interested
people come in for darshan and philosophy. When not performing
kirtan, Maharaja sits beside the booth, bright-faced and cheerful,
chatting with people who come to see the boats but are attracted by his
setup.
“What are you looking for in life?” Maharaja asks her out of the blue.
He has seen her come by several times and wants to attract her to
Krishna consciousness. She replies that she wants to embrace a natural
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way of living. Maharaja pulls out a recent BTG about New Vrindavan
and shows her photos of the beautiful green rolling hills, with all the
devotees smiling and happy.
“You might just want to think about it,” he answers very low key. He
continues preaching to her because she is interested and not intimidated.
Because he’s an expert preacher whatever he says makes a lot of sense
to her. He knows Prabhupada’s books and how to quote from the books
without sounding like a scholar. Philosophy just naturally rolls into his
conversation in a personal way.
“I just don’t see you really being happy doing what you’re doing,”
Maharaja continues. He again suggests New Vrindavan as a place to
visit, and Joline quickly says, “I’m coming with you.”
“No, no,” she says, quite determined to remain with Mahadevi. She does
not want to go back to her hippie parents who apparently mistreat her.
She has been staying at Mahadevi’s apartment the last few nights.
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“Better go to her parents and ask if you can take her to New Vrindavan
for two weeks,” Vishnujana suggests. “Give them the address and in
two weeks they can send some money and she can take a bus back
home. Let her go to the temple for a little while, then she can come back
home.”
When she returns, he shows her how to string the flowers into a garland.
After finishing the garland, she hands it to Ramacharya, the pūjārī, and
starts to leave.
Maharaja calls her back. “No, I want you to stay, because I want you to
see it on Krishna.” He doesn’t want her to leave until she can see the
fruit of her service because she had remarked that the Deities always
had fresh garlands on. She doesn’t understand the significance of it but
is delighted to see the garland on Krishna. “This is really special,” she
remarks.
He always asked me how I was, and Srila Prabhupada did that so often,
“How are you?” The devotees who are developing Vaishnava qualities
ask you how you are. He knew how to behave like a Vaishnava and he
knew how to make you feel like one even though you weren’t. When I
went to see Joline’s parents I was shocked that people could live like
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that. The mother was kind of a bum and the father was too. They said,
“Sure take her.” They didn’t hardly care! So I gave them the address and
told them I’d sent her back on a bus in two weeks. When Maharaja left
Key West, I felt anxiety that here was someone who was reviving my
faith in God, and now he was gone. So the three of us – my dog, 8-year-
old Joline, and I hitchhiked to New Vrindavan. She went back to Florida
two weeks later but I stayed.
A few people at a time are allowed on the bus: first the ladies, then the
men. After darshan, Maharaja sits down with his harmonium to sing a
bhajan in glorification of Srimati Radharani. The ladies rush back to the
bus, which is overcrowded, and everyone packs in to hear Maharaja
sing. It’s evening and the bus lighting is subdued as Vishnujana
Maharaja sings radhe jaya jaya, madhava dayite… over and over.
Naradi dd: It was crowded on the bus and people were jammed up the
steps. He seemed to be singing just to Radharani and Damodara. It was
the first time I had seen Radharani, and I can still remember how She
looked. Tears immediately came to my eyes. It was amazing. They were
so beautiful and so transcendental. It was a beautiful, intimate situation.
I was captivated by his style. Everyone else was doing block chords on
the harmonium but he really had style.
I had heard that he was a talented speaker and really interesting, but he
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was so incredibly good it was more than I expected. He was talking
about bathing in the rivers of India, and just floating along. He said that
swimming in the Ganges was like swimming in caraṇāmṛta! It was very
intimate and I was glad to be there. He definitely carried our minds
away to India. Not many people had been to India, what to speak of
having the fabulous pastimes he had. We were amazed. If I were a man I
would have taken up and followed him.
Kardama Muni: He narrated the entirety of his trip down the Ganga. He
lectured extemporaneously, like he was reading from a diary. The sound
representation of the pastimes of the Lord’s devotees was directly
issuing forth from his mouth. He said they were making prasādam with
puffed rice and gur, and some people were so anxious for it they were
diving into the woks. They were giving japa beads to the village people
and they told Prabhupada about it. He said, “Prabhupada checked us,
because if you give japa beads without getting anything in return, it’s
the same thing as initiation. So he stopped us from doing that.”
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Prabhupada, who offered all his disciples unto Srila Bhaktisiddanta
Sarasvati Thakur. All the devotees appreciate Vishnujana’s realizations.
After the program, Balavanta calls Maharaja into his office to ask if he
has seen the latest Sankirtan Newsletter. It’s the third Issue, April 12-13.
Again, only five temples have sent in their results. The scores are down
from last week, and Washington, DC, is the only temple to repeat. The
new temples are San Diego, Pittsburgh, Vancouver, and Cape Town,
South Africa. Jagatguru Das reports how he is distributing KRSNA
Books on the University campus in Cape Town. “The only thing is –
there aren’t any devotees here. I am praying to Lord Chaitanya that
some devotees come here soon.”
The Vancouver temple reports how they distribute BTGs at the movie
lines. “We purchased a megaphone for the line, and one person just has
to stand a few feet away and make an announcement about how urgent
it is that everyone give a dollar to help those who are starving. Before
you finish the announcement they have their money out! It’s really a
tremendous method. In a short period of three minutes, four devotees
collected 70 dollars and gave out as many BTGs.”
The next day Maharaja is invited to the home of Gadi Das, who traveled
with the Road Show in 1972. He has recently married Titiksa Dasi and
moved to Atlanta where they have a room in the gṛhastha ashram. When
Maharaja leaves after kirtan, Krishna kathā, and prasādam, Titiksa has a
talk with her husband.
“Look, Prabhu. I’ve got a real problem. I want to shave my head, bind
my body to look like a man, put on a dhoti, and I want to leave with this
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person, because I am so in love with him.”
“I can’t even feel one bit of jealousy,” Gadi replies, “because I feel the
same way about him. Everyone that meets him feels the same way.”
He said, “Yes. You can be gṛhastha brahmacārīs, and you can travel
with us.”
The Fiddler’s Convention, which takes place every April in the hills of
North Carolina is a gathering for acoustic music only, no electric bands
are allowed. Several devotee friends inspire Maharaja to take his kirtan
band to the festival since they play acoustic music. The festival
comprises ethnic mountain music, with banjos, mandolins, guitars, and
fiddles. It’s a funky get-together that takes place on open farmland
without electricity with most people intoxicated on moonshine. A large
cotillion of Hells Angels and other bikers show up because they like
country music. People come from all over the US, including wild crazy
hippie types.
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because we’d be going all over the place. I remember emergency stops,
and the stainless steel 10 gallon milk container would go flying. But in
all my years of cooking I never got seriously burned.
Dayal Chandra finds their place and parks the bus. The first task is to
assemble the booth and the stage, while Sadananda prepares a feast.
Maharaja has decided that the daily prasādam will be kicharī, halava,
and puris, accompanied by their famous Radha- Damodara nectar drink
of orange juice, buttermilk, and strawberries. Maharaja is very particular
about the way Radha-Damodara’s halava is made. He trains Sadananda
to make it properly and if it isn’t done right he lets him know about it!
The brahmacārīs unload everything from the bus bays. After the front
part of the fair booth is set up, Ramacharya begins selling books,
incense, and Spiritual Sky toiletries, but not the jewelry and clothing.
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The Indian pandal looks attractive with the elephants, the mirrored
cloth, and concentric circles hanging down with little fringes.
Soon Titiksa, Gadi, and Rakshavan arrive at the devotee site. They park
their car beside the bus and take a moment to watch a brahmacārī
distributing prasādam to whoever happens by. Vishnujana comes over to
invite them for Radha-Damodara’s darshan. Inside the bus, the rest of
the brahmacārīs are honoring kichari. Titiksa feels quite awkward
because she is the only woman among all these men. A brahmacārī
hands Maharaja the mahā-prasādam and he comes over to offer Titiksa
some mahā from the plate. She understands that Maharaja can sense her
nervous feeling, and for that she is appreciative.
Titiksa dd: The next morning Vishnujana Maharaja came to our car
window and woke us up. He looked at me and asked if I would like to
do ārati for Radha-Damodara. I thought I was going to die! I had this
opportunity but I had to refuse because I didn’t have brāhmaṇa
initiation. I was honored that he would even ask. It was so kind of him. I
remember him always making me feel comfortable and being nice to
me. It was such a loving feeling, and he was setting such a nice example
of being equipoised around a woman. After a while, the brahmacārīs
started picking up on his mood and they were more hospitable.
Before breakfast, Suhotra’s van party drives up and parks beside the
bus. As he and his crew board the bus everyone is chanting japa.
Immediately there is, “Jaya! Haribol!” as Vishnujana Maharaja invites
them to have some mahā-prasāda. “What took you so long? You missed
prasādam last night.”
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staring at us, ‘Who are you, boys?’ We started preaching to them and
they let us go. “When we got to the fair grounds it was dark and we
couldn’t find anything because it’s such a huge area. Rather than try to
scout the place out, with no lights, we just parked in a field and took
rest. So when the sun came up, we started driving around the site trying
to find the bus.
“As we were going around a corner, there was a big area that was roped
off, and we saw a couple of weird characters in black leather jackets
with real oily stringy hair, with some logo on the back of their jackets.
They were standing with ax handles in their hands protecting this roped
off area. The thought crossed my mind, Who are these weird guys?
Then we just drove by and at last we found the bus.”
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intense program – chant all day, take prasādam, and zone out for a while
before getting ready to play all evening.
Rakshavan: They asked me to join in the kirtan which I had never done
before. The chanting was a religious experience for me. I remember
Vishnujana Swami talking a lot about dovetailing. Actually, I didn’t
know who he was or what he was, but he definitely won me over. In
1969, when I passed through San Francisco on my way to Vietnam, I
was taking photos of devotees. I didn’t know what to make of it then,
but they seemed to be sincere and were obviously very happy people.
When I saw Vishnujana Swami, I remembered him as one of those
devotees from San Francisco.
I was so impressed with Maharaja that I gave away the marijuana I had
brought with me to a left-wing radical friend I met there. I didn’t need it
anymore. I told him about the chanting: “This is how you really get
high. It’s a natural high.” I felt the cleansing effect and the purifying
effect of kirtan. I had a lot of prasādam and enjoyed all of it. Without
understanding it, I was appreciating what he was doing. Right after
being with Vishnujana Swami, I joined the temple in Atlanta. It was
enough to convince me.
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They are near the front entrance and can see that a huge gaggle of
motorcyclists have just pulled up to the gate. A big guy at the front is
counting dollars into the hands of the man taking tickets. After
finishing, he turns and motions to everybody behind him. “Let’s go,”
and they all come roaring into the festival site at full speed.
Suhotra: It was the Hells Angels themselves. They were driving so fast
through the fair grounds, vroom, vrooom, vroooom, that it was scary.
They all ended up at the roped-off area and parked their bikes.
The Fiddler’s Convention was one of the wildest things I’ve ever seen.
Maharaja had brought an ektar so that made a real Indian-cum-bluegrass
sounding boing-a-boing-a-boing, and Hasyagrami had his esraj. There
was a big tent with 80-year-old guys singing John Henry on their banjos
and stomping around on the stage.
Soon the Hells Angels are getting stoned and drunk and begin lurching
all over the place and getting into fights. Some people become
frightened, because they are big, big characters and they are walking
around with ax handles over their shoulders. A few of them start coming
to the devotee camp. They just plunk themselves down in front of the
kirtan band.
“Yeah. Just gimme as many of those as you can gimme, you know?
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They’re great. I really like ‘em.” Sadananda picks out about 20
blackened chilies deep-fried in ghee and plops them on Animal’s plate.
He begins eating them like popcorn. “Yeah, man. They’re great.”
Animal is a little open and friendly. He likes the sharks, and is always
coming back for more. So Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva starts talking with
him. Lakshmi has heard that Keshava and Karandhar had ridden with
the Hells Angels before becoming devotees. They weren’t actually full
members, but because he’s talking with Animal and a few of his friends,
and because there’s friendly banter going on, to make the conversation
more interesting, with an offhand remark he says, “Yeah, a couple of
our devotees in the movement, they used to be Hells Angels before they
were Hare Krishnas.”
Suddenly the mood changes and gets really heavy. Animal bellows,
“Look, we run down rumors like that. We run ‘em down hard.” He
muscles Lakshmi into a pack of Hells Angels and says, “I’m going to
check this out, right now.” Lakshmi is a short little guy and suddenly
he’s surrounded by angry Hells Angels.
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Animal changes his mood, “Oh, all right.” He begins slapping Lakshmi
on the back and shaking his hand.
Some of the bikers have become regulars at the devotee kitchen. They
come by in the morning to get a huge plate of halava. They have typical
biker names like ‘Bear’ and ‘Mad Dog’ but are friendly with the
devotees. The regulars come by several times a day, nod to the
Maharaja, and get their plate of halava.
There are people who are wandering around all over the festival.
Musicians are jamming all over the place with their stringed
instruments, with very little drumming. The devotees are the only group
with a drum.
As the kirtan starts, a few of the prasādam regulars come over, and one
of them pokes Lakshmi-Nrsimhadeva in the ribs, and winks. But the
mood is friendly. Music has power to soothe the savage beast, what to
speak of devotional music like kirtan.
It’s not long before the organizers come around to the devotee camp and
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invite them to play on the main stage. Because they have stringed
instruments, ektar, tamboura, esraj, the devotees qualify to play on the
main stage in front of the multitude. They will perform tonight after the
Kloggers, an Americana folk-dancing fad that likely originated in
Holland. The Kloggers do circle dancing and square dancing wearing
wooden shoes that make a huge noise by stomping in time to minimal
musical accompaniment.
At the appointed time, the devotees arrive at the main stage. The
Kloggers are in the middle of their act. They’re a large group and the
attraction is mainly the big rhythmic waves of stomping with the
wooden shoes. When they clomp off the stage, the devotees are ready.
They are strictly shaven heads and dhotis. When Vishnujana signals that
they are ready, the MC bungles the introduction.
“Well, let’s put our hands together as we meet and greet the Hair
Christians with Janis Swami.” The devotees smile but it’s bizarre, to say
the least. The usual wave of stupefaction comes across the audience,
seeing the devotees all dressed in orange. “Huh?? Who?? What??”
Hans: He captured everybody’s heart and won the night. What amazed
me was that he could engage anybody; the drunks, the kids, the old
people. He would get everybody up to dance and nobody was self
conscious. He had the overpowering ability to get everybody up to
dance. It was infectious. It was never forceful but always in such a
sweet way. He had an incredible talent. He was great with kids, and they
loved him back. Radha-Damodara were beautiful, and very well-kept.
They looked very happy.
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Atari Das: I heard Vishnujana Swami chant on tape, and heard stories
about him leading kirtans in San Francisco and Los Angeles. He was
like a legend, so I was always looking forward to meet him. The
Bluegrass festival was the most blissful time I ever had chanting. It was
the first time I got his association. That sold me about Krishna
consciousness. I was thinking about becoming a devotee so that made
things concrete for me.
The fairs and colleges are always a high point. With the new bus they
can do many more festivals because the large bays underneath provide
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ample facility for storing equipment. The school bus had no bays so
devotees had to go into the bus and pull everything out through the trap
doors. It was cumbersome and inefficient. Now, they can carry a lot
more and it’s much easier to load and unload the gear for the programs.
After the Sunday feast there is usually a tulasi pūjā kirtan in every
ISKCON temple. This tulasi pūjā kirtan is particularly sweet with many
guests present. It’s so hot in the temple room that Vishnujana Swami
just wears his top cloth without no kurtā. Maharaja is beating on the
mṛdaṅga as he starts jumping up and down. By jumping so
enthusiastically, however, his sannyāsa dhoti starts to loosen and comes
undone, but he continues playing mṛdaṅga with one hand and holds up
his dhoti and tucks it in with his other hand.
Hamsarupa: Vishnujana Swami gave the most nectar classes of all the
devotees. He had his own way of instilling a certain level of
consciousness in a neophyte. He put the philosophy in such a way that it
allowed new devotees to focus on their service and their duties. He had
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even compiled a book specifically on Nectar of Devotion. It had an
embossed gold foil cover and was the forerunner to a Bhakta Program.
Maharaja’s classes are not vague or abstruse, but directly to the point.
“Every devotee knows you’re not the body; you should do this, and not
do that. But performing a practical check on māyā requires having a
little forethought. Is what I’m about to do going to please Srila
Prabhupada? Is it going to have a positive effect on my Krishna
consciousness?”
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to report to Prabhupada. After giving a full report, he reveals his mind
about experiencing constant pain.
“The only way you can deal with hernia is to have an operation,”
Prabhupada replies. A decision is made that an operation is necessary.
Indian medical technology is lacking the modern machines of America,
but Tamal Krishna prefers to stay in Bombay. He feels more
comfortable with Indian doctors than American doctors.
TKG: When I went into the operating theater, I tried to envision Radha-
Rasabihari during ārati with Prabhupada present. Before the operation,
they gave me an anesthetic and said, “Count from 10 down.” So I
envisioned that when they put me under the sedative. I got to 7 and that
was it.
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“I dreamt that the previous acharyas had called you to give them a
report on your preaching work, and how it was going on this planet.
They were all there and asked you, ‘What is your report?’ You reported
to them that you had studied the people of this planet very carefully, but
you found that they had no capacity for any type of austerity and no
ability to tolerate physical inconveniences. Neither were they qualified
to study deeply, nor were they very pious. In fact they were addicted to
many sinful activities.
“So the acharyas said, ‘Then how will you be able to deliver them?’
“Then you answered their question, ‘The only thing that I can report is,
somehow or other, they are taking shelter at my feet.’ That’s the dream I
had.”
Prabhupada sits next to the hospital bed, listening intently. After hearing
the dream, he gives a wonderfully big smile and comments, “Actually,
this is a fact.”
Three days after the operation, the hospital decides that Goswami can be
discharged. But he is adamant that having worked as hard as he has been
working that he needs extra rest. “No, I’m not leaving. I want to stay
here for a week, at least.”
So he stays a few extra days before returning to the temple in Juhu. Now
he lives in a chātāi hut at Hare Krishna Land that was formerly an old
godown where books were kept. Devotees bring in a hospital bed and he
gets all facility, proper prasādam, and personal care while he remains
there to convalesce.
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TKG: I had enjoyed good health in India and to be suddenly bedridden
allowed me a lot of time to think. Vishnujana had come and gone before
the operation and the effect of his association in India was really on my
mind.
Satsvarupa has no choice now but to answer the question of his spiritual
master. “What he is talking about is… that he wants to return to
America to regain his health, just as Giriraja did.”
TKG: Finally one day I got enough strength to crawl onto someone’s
back, and was carried up to Prabhupada’s room. When I was let down I
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just flopped over. I offered obeisances still in quite a bit of pain.
“Why did you come up?” Prabhupada is concerned. “You didn’t have
to.”
“Well, I can probably quote half of the Bombay municipal codes, but I
can’t quote nearly so many verses of Bhagavad-gita.”
“Well, I can preach there. I’m a sannyāsī. I’ve been managing too much.
This Bombay case has taken so much effort. We’ve been in lawyer’s
offices and I’ve spent hundreds and hundreds of hours like that. I think I
need a change.”
Tamal Krishna gladly begins planning his return to the States. Seeing
that he has received Prabhupada’s permission to go out and preach,
Satsvarupa’s own thinking is impelled in the same direction, even
though he is Prabhupada’s servant and secretary.
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Satsvarupa dasa Goswami: All these talks about preaching were very
enlivening, but they made me also want to preach. I went and spoke
with Tamal Krishna in his hut.
For the time being, these words dissuade Satsvarupa from even bringing
up the subject to Srila Prabhupada. But in his correspondence,
Prabhupada continues to address preaching. On April 11, he writes to
Dayananda, “Without preaching, ISKCON will become rubbish.”
Once he is well enough, Tamal goes shopping for gifts to give to the
Deities at the American temples he plans to visit. He decides on four
small silver swings, with two tiny silver cups on either side of each
swing. He journeys to several sacred tīrthas to fill the tiny cups. He seals
Yamuna and Ganga water in one cup of each swing. In the other cup he
seals four different sacred ingredients; Vrindavan dust from Ramana-
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reti, the Samadhis of Sri Rupa, Sri Sanatana, and Sri Jiva Goswami,
neem leaves from the tree where Lord Chaitanya appeared in Mayapur,
dust from the Samadhis of Bhaktivinoda Thakur and Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakur, and, finally, dust from Srila Prabhupada’s lotus shoes.
Tamal Krishna feels a special relationship with the Bombay Deities, and
he prays to Them to empower him to exemplify the activities of an ideal
sannyāsī as he goes forth to America to preach. His excitement increases
as the day of his flight draws near.
Bhakta Das has just arrived to be the new temple president. Previously,
he turned San Diego into a major preaching center. Upon his arrival,
Jayananda greets him with much warmth and love to make him feel
welcome. He pledges his support and cooperation to let Bhakta Das
know that he’s needed and appreciated. Bhakta Das has plans to develop
the San Francisco yatra, but the temple is in financial distress. The first
priority is to discharge all the debts.
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magazine inventory, and no money. There were two traveling sankirtan
parties but nobody knew where they were. Temple devotees were forced
to get their own money to buy sandwiches in health food stores. That
was April and we were supposed to put on a Ratha-yatra festival in July.
“Well, the first year, 1967, we just rented a flatbed truck and decorated
the truck with flowers,” Jayananda recounts. “We put the Deities on the
back, and the girls passed out fruit. A good crowd walked along with us
at the beginning, and when we turned off Haight Street a smaller group
of maybe 50 people came with us and we went all the way to the beach.
“The second year we made our own cart, with saffron silk canopies,
small ones. And we had the parade through Golden Gate Park to the
beach. By that time San Francisco temple had grown a little. We had
maybe 30 devotees and about 100 people came with us through the
park. The chanting was very nice that year. Then in 1969 we built a
much bigger cart, with a tall silk canopy, like the ones they build in
Jagannatha Puri.
“But in 1970 we worked for two months straight and built the three big
carts, basically the same ones we use now. Also we had all kinds of
publicity – TV, billboards, posters. And Srila Prabhupada came to that
Ratha-yatra. So a lot of people came, maybe twelve thousand people. It
was big – a tremendous success. We had a few mishaps, though. One
cart broke down in the middle of the parade. And it was a bitter cold
day. But even though it was so cold at the beach, thousands of people
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stayed there with us and ate a lot of Krishna prasāda. We brought twenty
50-gallon barrels of prasāda, and they ate it all.
“Later that year the auditorium we used at the beach was torn down. So
in ‘71 we decided to end the parade in the park, at Lindley Meadow.
That year, and in ’72 and ‘73, the parade was a little smaller than in
1970.”
“Why don’t we expand it this year?” Bhakta Das exclaims. “Let’s make
it bigger and better than ever. I’m prepared to spend more money than
before and we’ll invite Prabhupada, to make it a huge success.”
With the support of Jayananda, Bhakta Das rallies the troops together.
He encourages the cooking of opulent prasādam to stop the practice of
eating outside. Devotees begin to work as a family again. To raise
funds, Bhakta Das sends Bahulasva out with a few devotees to sell
paraphernalia and prasādam. He also asks Jayananda and Nalini Kanta
to go on the road selling Spiritual Sky incense and soap products.
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Jayananda is frequently gone from the temple traveling all over
California selling Spiritual Sky incense. He’s enthusiastic to do
whatever he can to pay down the temple debt. On the road he usually
eats dates with sour cream, or figs with cream cheese. Most weekends
he returns to the temple for the Sunday Feast.
As he pays off the debts, Bhakta Das arranges financing for the festivals
that are planned. Jayananda is Mister Ratha-yatra, and he declares that
festivals and parades are the ultimate preaching tool to create the most
good will for the Krishna consciousness movement.
One day, Vishnujana Swami arrives at the Valencia Street temple after
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driving cross- country from New York. The new Radha-Damodara bus
is like a miracle. Immediately, Maharaja is invited to the Santa Cruz
festival. Devotees from all over California will converge here for the
festival on the beach.
With a big smile on his face, Vishnujana invites Jnapaka to play with his
kirtan band. He offers him a ride to the Santa Cruz festival on Radha-
Damodara’s bus. “Sure I would like to go,” Jnapaka replies, “but I’m
still living with my parents. I’m due to graduate from high school in
June.”
On festival day, devotees kirtan down the main street of Santa Cruz
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behind two gigantic mūrtis of Lord Chaitanya and Lord Nityananda
each on a round platform with rotating wheels. The platforms are
designed with gears underneath that connect to the wheels, so as the
wheels turn forward, the gears underneath also turn, and the beautiful
mūrtis dance!
Satarupa dd: With Vishnujana and Madhudvisa, you had the two kings
of kirtan. We chanted forever and the crowds were going wild. It was a
magical weekend.
Puru: This was the first time I saw Vishnujana Swami with the exotic
instruments he brought from India. The ektar had one string that was
plucked and the bottom was made from a gourd. He also had another
amazing instrument, a santoor, which looked like a xylophone, but with
strings, and was played with little hammers. Madhudvisa Swami
arranged the prasādam distribution, but Vishnujana Swami didn’t eat
anything. He was just chanting for hours with that ektar. He kept going
around and around on the grass, dancing and chanting. Everybody was
amazed because he just didn’t stop.
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leads the grand finale kirtan on stage. Vishnujana Maharaja sits behind
the mixing board wearing headphones to do the sound mix. Jayananda
encourages everyone to hold hands and dance in a large circle around
the dancing mūrtis of Lord Chaitanya and Lord Nityananda.
Keli Lalita dd: Vishnujana Swami was extra special. It wasn’t just
charisma. There was obvious shakti there because everyone was in
ecstasy when he led the chanting. In retrospect, after reading
Prabhupada’s letters to Vishnujana Maharaja, and how Prabhupada
loved to hear him sing, there is no question that he was representing
Prabhupada’s ecstasy in chanting Hare Krishna, and getting others to
join in the kirtan to experience the bliss.
After Santa Cruz, the Radha-Damodara party heads north, stopping only
in Davis to attend a new age festival. The kirtan band sets up next to the
Spiritual Sky booth and chants all day. The devotees notice there is a lot
of māyā going on at this festival in the name of spiritual life. It’s a free-
for-all type of scene with people stoned-out and in their own world.
Suhotra: That was like a bolt from the blue, like when the clouds open
and a stream of light comes down. He just said that and walked on.
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Leaving Davis, the Radha-Damodara bus heads north on Interstate 5,
out of California and into Oregon. The bus stops at the Portland temple
for a few hours. Hearing that Maharaja is on his way to Seattle, many
local devotees crowd into a van to go up with him. Last year, they heard
about his incredible kirtans at the Seattle temple and want to be present
this time. The Seattle temple president, Sukadeva, is a great kirtan man
in his own right, and the Seattle kirtans are always powerful.
Gauridas Pandit is one of the guests at the program this Sunday. He has
only been to the temple a few times and comes early, before the
program actually begins. As he stands gazing out of an upstairs window,
Vishnujana Swami suddenly comes up behind him. Hearing a deep
resonant voice behind him, Gauridas turns to find an effulgent devotee
he hasn’t seen before. He has a deep tan and looks a little thin, although
quite bright-faced.
Gauridasa Pandit: I had never seen such a bright person. Acting like I
knew the prayers, I bowed down although I had never offered
obeisances before. I noticed that he was effulgent, like an aura. I had
never seen a sannyāsī before but I was impressed by how humble he
was.
For kirtan, Maharaja wears only a thin chaddar lightly wrapped around
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him even though it’s still quite chilly in Seattle. As the intensity of the
kirtan builds more and more, the chaddar begins to slide off his
shoulders and eventually glides down to the floor. He lets it lie there
without giving it a second thought.
Kanti Mati dd: The way we saw him he was beautifully absorbed in
Krishna prema. And that’s all there was to it. The way he would say
“Krishna” would just inspire me to feel that same prema for his devotion
to Krishna. He could inspire you, and that’s why he was so dear, and
why devotees lamented so terribly when they thought they weren’t
going to have his association.
Jagadisvari dd: He was one of the few men that I felt saw me as a spirit
soul. I didn’t feel uncomfortable at all in his presence. I always tried to
be respectful with sannyāsīs, but I felt that he treated me like a spirit
soul. He wanted to distribute Radha-Damodara nectar to everyone. He
would take my son Balarama on the bus and give him prasādam. He was
good with the children and I don’t think he distinguished between child
and adult. He was like the pied piper with Radha-Damodara. He’d play
and sing his beautiful music, attracting everyone, and everyone would
follow.
Sukadeva has brought back a lot of slides from India that he has not
shown yet. Upstairs in the prasādam room, Vishnujana hears there will
be a slide show that no one has seen. During the feast, he decides that he
has to present it and arrangements are quickly made. Although he has
never seen these slides before, he makes a perfect presentation singing
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between each slide and speaking about the pastimes as if he was there.
He seems to know every holy place, every detail of the pastimes of each
place. There is no question in his voice: he speaks with the utmost
authority on every slide. Devotees are amazed.
After the slide show, he gathers his brahmacārīs and begins singing
bhajans. Nobody leaves to go home. There are more people than ever at
the temple this Sunday, and the bhajans go on and on. Every time
Maharaja wants to bring it to a close, the Seattle devotees beg him to
continue singing. “One more please. Please.” So he continues with
kirtan as many people get up to dance.
The temple is a 2-story building and there are so many devotees dancing
that Sukadeva starts to worry that the floor might cave in. He requests
everyone to just sit and listen, but nobody stops. Finally around
midnight, Maharaja brings the evening to an end saying, “See you all at
maṅgala-ārati.”
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When he came to Seattle after that boat trip in India, he brought back
exotic Indian instruments. Instead of listening to Ravi Shankar or Indian
classical music, it was great to have a devotee with the musical talent to
put together that type of group. The sound he was getting with those
instruments was a total transcendental experience.
Vishnujana Maharaja is way ahead of his time. He has his bhajan band
with Indian instruments to appeal to both devotees and non-devotees.
He is the forerunner of the later rock ‘n roll bhajan bands that devotees
will gravitate towards after Prabhupada’s departure from the planet. He
is also ahead of his time in terms of his rasika understanding of the
bhakti mood.
Most of the guests are now ready to go home. Gauridas Pandit lives a
great distance away and it’s very late, so he accepts the invitation to stay
overnight at the temple. He puts down a sleeping bag outside the door of
the room that Vishnujana Maharaja has been given. But he’s too excited
from the evening’s experience, and he can’t fall asleep. So he simply
lies there deep in thought.
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Prabhupada faced when he first came to America onboard the cargo ship
Jaladuta, and the austerities he endured trying to establish Krishna
consciousness nine years earlier.
Goswami spends his first days back in the States adjusting to the culture
shock of returning from India. He tours ISKCON Press, lectures at the
temple, and organizes some kirtan parties around Brooklyn. But he
quickly becomes restless. He wants a definite preaching assignment.
When the Los Angeles temple leader offers him an airline ticket on the
condition that he will stay and preach, Tamal is interested because he
helped establish the LA community before leaving for India. He
requests that the ticket allows him to stop in Chicago and Dallas along
the way.
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that my friends and I should get out to the West Coast any way we could
and join the party. We packed into a van and drove cross-country,
chanting every day. We were really fired-up young kids.
“Don’t anybody get too into him. You’re all staying right here in
Vancouver. When that bus leaves, it’s going without any of you.
Nobody is leaving the temple. Do you understand?”
The devotees are having breakfast when the bus pulls up and parks on
the street in front of the temple. Vishnujana Swami comes inside with
his men for a roaring kirtan in the prasādam hall. He has his harmonium
strapped over his shoulder as he sings and dances. There are 50 devotees
in the building and the kirtan is so intense that the Panca-tattva painting
suddenly falls from the wall.
Padyavali dd: It was like a great effulgence came into the room, and that
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light spread and everybody got lifted up. He was in such an ecstatic
mood of sankirtan.
To the gṛhasthas he says, “All of you men who have wives, Krishna will
steal them. Krishna will steal the hearts of your wives.”
“We are given a hint here into the nature of spiritual love,” he explains,
“that even the dress of the spiritual body is of the nature of ever-
increasing ecstasy for the Supreme Lord.” Maharaja holds up a picture
of Radha-Krishna on a swing.
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“Radharani is seated in the swing there with Krishna, and it’s described
that Her dress is not made of cotton, it’s not made of silk, it’s not made
of oil, like the modern day. Today all these fabrics are made from oil,
isn’t it? They take oil and they turn it into Dacron, nylon, this ron and
that ron, you see?
“So it’s not oil, it’s not cotton, it’s not this, it’s not that, what is it? Her
dress in made of ever-increasing love for Krishna. Now just imagine
what the spiritual world is. You see that we cannot imagine. We’re
always used to making things out of dull matter, but in the spiritual
world things are made out of ever-increasing ecstasy. So we’re given a
little hint.
“Then, there’s a song about Krishna. First we’ll sing about His
childhood pastimes on page 79.” Everyone turns to that page in the
Vaishnava Song Book. He chants Damodarastakam with the devotees.
This is his favorite song because it gives entry into the mystical
pastimes of his beloved Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara.
Several devotees request him to sing Sri Rupa Manjari Pada from his
popular Radha- Damodara TSKP album. After singing the song and
reading the translation he adds, “Acyutananda Swami wrote me that
these Bengali melodies are the source of all emotional expression. They
are the source – this is where our emotion comes from, these melodious
ecstasies...
“There’s another very nice song about this chanting process. You turn to
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page 41. This song has a refrain; it’s the first line of the first verse. It
goes, kabe ha'be bolo se- dina āmār. It means, ‘When, oh when will that
day be mine?’ So you can all sing that refrain at the end of each verse,
and also I’ll stop after singing one line and then you’ll sing it after me,
two lines again, just as before. I’ll sing two lines and you’ll repeat,
except for the refrain.”
When, oh when will that day be mine? When my offenses ceasing, taste
for the name increasing, when in my heart will Your mercy shine?
When, oh when will that day be mine?
Lower than a blade of grass, more tolerant than a tree, when will my
mind attain this quality? Respectful to all, not expecting their honor,
then shall I taste the name’s nectar sublime. When, oh when will that
day be mine?
Great wealth or followers, feminine beauty, I won’t care for them or the
comforts of my body. Birth after birth give me, O Lord Chaitanya,
causeless devotion to Your feet divine. When, oh when will that day be
mine?
When will I utter Krishna, Krishna, Krishna, with words choked up and
shivering body? When will I be trembling all over, lose bodily color,
tears pouring from my eyes? When, oh when will that day be mine?
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When will Lord Nityananda show mercy upon me, and when will I
reject the world of maya? Bestow unto me the shade of Your lotus feet,
and let the right to preach the name be mine. When, oh when will that
day be mine?
I will beg, borrow, or steal the nectar of the name. By the name’s effect
I will feel paralyzed. O enjoyer of the nectar of the name, when will I
touch Your lotus feet till the end of time? When, oh when will that day
be mine?
When kindness to all beings will be appearing, with free heart forgetting
my self- comforting, Bhaktivinoda in all humility prays, “Now I’ll set
out to preach Your order sublime.” When, oh when will that day be
mine?
“This is the next stage, which is called steadiness, or freedom from all
distractions of the mind, all distractions of one’s previous karmic
activities. After the stage of steadiness comes the stage which is
mentioned in this song – the stage of ecstasy, when simply by chanting
the Holy Name of Krishna, tears fill the eyes, there’s shivering in the
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body, hairs standing on end, there’s separation from the body. This is
the experience of one who’s reached this higher stage of Krishna
consciousness. And right after this stage, the stage of perfection comes,
which is the stage of perfect love when one realizes his original spiritual
form in the spiritual realm. That’s the final perfectional stage.
“Then you have to act on the instructions and become free from your
karma. Then you have to reach the stage of ecstasy, and then you have
to realize your original spiritual form in the spiritual realm. This is the
real religion – not Christian, Hindu, Jew. This is the step-by-step
process of realization that is the eternal religion. This is being cried for
here; this is being desired with great intensity by Bhaktivinoda Thakur.
“Bhaktivinoda is our great-grandfather Spiritual Master, and he’s the
first one to write on this Vaishnava conception, this eternal religion
conception, in the English language. He translated books from Sanskrit
into English and sent them to various libraries around the English-
speaking world. Therefore, he’s the pioneer of Krishna consciousness,
and he predicted that very soon on the banks of the Ganges in
Navadvipa, the birthplace of Lord Chaitanya, Westerners, Europeans,
would gather by hundreds and thousands and chant the Holy Names of
the Lord. And actually for the last two years this has been going on –
our godbrothers and godsisters from all over the world have assembled
in the birth spot, Navadvipa, of Lord Chaitanya, and in the Ganges
water and along the banks, chanting and dancing.
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Srila Prabhupada, his representative.”
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Bahudak responds with a quote on the bṛhat mṛdaṅga, and the press.
“Yes. The street. Distribute books – the bṛhat mṛdaṅga – because the
clay mṛdaṅga is only heard a few blocks away.”
“No, no, no. It’s not that we’re forgetting one. We do have street
chanting.” Then a devotee exclaims, “But we haven’t had one in two
weeks!”
Kalki Das: I had just joined the day before and shaved up. The next
morning Bahudak asked me if I wanted to go on sankirtan. I was
thinking, Great, I’m going on a chanting party. He said, “Just go
downstairs and the devotees there will take care of you today.”
I got down there and they gave me a scratchy old wig and karmi clothes
to go out on book distribution. And I had just shaved up!
Not wanting to create a commotion, and sensing that the devotees are
siding against him, Bahudak suggests that everyone begin their japa
meditation. The discussion can continue later. He invites Maharaja to
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join him in his office where he shows Maharaja a copy of the new
Sankirtan Newsletter. It is Issue 5 with results from April 26-27. Eight
temples have sent in a report. He proudly points out that Vancouver
temple is fourth in the ratings with 769 points.
“This is the way the movement is going,” he affirms. “We do the movie
lines with a megaphone, and in only 25 minutes our team distributes 200
BTGs and collects as many dollar bills. Our collection for two days was
$1,500. That’s how we support the temple, pay for the prasādam, and
fund the Sunday festivals.”
“That’s all right,” Maharaja replies. “No one can argue against that.
Still, we must be mindful that the process of bhakti-yoga is not about
collecting men and money. That should not be our motivation because
śāstra tells us our motivation should be simply to please guru and
Krishna.”
“Well, this is what pleases Prabhupada the most. It’s clear that book
distribution is the best service of all.”
“In spiritual life every service is sat cit ānanda – eternal, full of
knowledge, and bliss. Book distribution and street chanting should go
on side by side. Not that we replace one with the other. Srila
Prabhupada wants both to continue like the two tracks that the sankirtan
train must travel on.”
“Well, I have a temple to maintain, and I’m doing the best that I can,” is
Bahudaka’s final say. They agree to leave it at that.
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practically doubled their score in three weeks and Brahma Das is the
week’s top distributor with 61 big books, 105 medium, and 70 small
books. There is a challenge: “Brahma Das, after returning from two
weeks with the BBT TSKP, is churning up a storm! Watch out San
Francisco!!” The book distribution competition is heating up.
The wearing of western clothes has now spread around the movement,
and later that day the book distributors join the kirtan party taking off
their wigs and chanting in street clothes. When Bahudak hears about it,
he becomes furious. He considers it really bad that the book distributors
joined the sankirtan party in their karmi clothes.
On Sundays all the devotees go out to Stanley Park. This Sunday the
temple has arranged to perform a Vedic wedding in the park. The
devotee couple feels that it’s much nicer to get married at a festival in
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the park than indoors. Also a wedding provides a wonderful opportunity
for a grand preaching program.
After the wedding ceremony, as everyone returns to the temple for the
Sunday Feast, Vishnujana comments to a brahmacārī. “Marriage is the
best use of a bad bargain. It’s like having a big mahā plate. The
difference is you can’t eat it.” He explains that in spiritual life husband
and wife don’t have sex except for procreation, like having a mahā plate
that you can’t eat. “Why settle for that when you can have Krishna!”
Back at the temple, Maharaja decides to lead out a kirtan party through
the streets of the neighborhood. Everybody wants to go with him. When
he sings, he always gets lost in śravaṇaṁ kīrtanaṁ. He is dancing and
dancing until he practically drops.
Some guests are simply checking out what Hare Krishna is all about, but
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are being influenced to seriously consider the process of bhakti-yoga.
After the feast, he was singing the different bhajans you can hear on his
tape, like Sri Rupa Manjari Pada. I felt very emotionally drawn to
Krishna consciousness. At one point I had to leave the room and go
wipe the tears from my eyes. It was so moving!
He was such a magnetic personality. They say that when the door opens
and you enter, a gust of wind pushes you in. He opened the door in my
heart and all this Krishna consciousness entered in. It was that kind of a
feeling.
From his own example, I felt he was a happy, satisfied individual, and I
thought, If he can be like that, that’s what I want in my life. I want to
feel like that too. After seeing Vishnujana Swami, I made up my mind
that I wanted to join the temple.
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Chicago, May 1974
Tamal Krishna and Dhristadyumna are met at the Chicago airport and
driven to the temple for darshan of beautiful Kishor-Kishori, the only
Deities where Krishna’s name comes before Radha’s name. Tamal
offers Them one of his silver swing sets and marvels at the size of the
temple facility. Chicago has become the home of big-book distribution,
due to the influence of Tripurari’s BBT Party.
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San Francisco, May 1974
The Radha-Damodara bus arrives back in San Francisco with the idea to
use the temple as a temporary base until Ratha-yatra in July. Maharaja
has a plan to do his festival program at the University campus in
Berkeley. However, it becomes difficult to park Radha-Damodara’s bus,
which is simply too large for the narrow streets of the Mission district.
The temple has grown to overflowing as well, making it too crowded to
house all of Vishnujana Swami’s men.
Jagannath Swami Das and his wife, Maha Laksmi Dasi, live in a
predominantly black neighborhood where nobody has seen devotees
before. He’s a professional drummer so the house also serves as a
practice facility for his rock band. He has a soundproofed room where
they can rehearse.
The Canadian devotee, Paulie, rents a room in the house. He’s been
associating with devotees for more than a year but isn’t ready to take on
the rigorous lifestyle of a brahmacārī. Therefore, Jayananda suggested
he try living at the Oakland house.
Paulie now works for the band as a roadie. To help pay the rent, he also
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does odd jobs around the neighborhood. When returning home one
afternoon, he sees a large bus parked in front of the house. Vishnujana
Swami has come over to check on the situation to see if it’s a suitable
place for his party.
Paulie: I was painting a house down the block so I was covered in paint.
Vishnujana Swami had that sense of personality to come and pay
obeisances. When I got up he already had his arms around my dirty,
sweaty body. He was the kind of person that could integrate himself,
and he wanted to see the facility first to check it out.
I think he was the first impactful devotee that I met. There was
something about him, something that resonates within people who knew
him over the years. There was a certain aspect that just stayed with
people. I think it was the flavor, the type of personality and character
that Vishnujana Swami had.
Vishnujana likes what he sees. The house will be a fine base for Radha-
Damodara’s bus party. From here he can dart in and out of the Bay area,
do programs in Berkeley, and storm into the San Francisco temple for a
big kirtan at the Sunday Love Feast.
They want a new name for the band and Maharaja suggests the name,
“Samsara.”
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The Oakland house is now a preaching center with a regular morning
program. The bus is parked in front of the house with two wheels on the
street and two wheels on the grass so it will be level for Radha-
Damodara. The temple is right there on the curb! They all rise early for
maṅgala-ārati, they chant their japa, and Maharaja gives Bhagavatam
class. Then they finish their japa and have a Chaitanya-charitamrta
reading from the first volume of Adi-lila that has just been published.
After breakfast they go to Berkeley for harināma-sankirtan all day.
At Sproul Plaza many vendors earn a living selling food to students. But
devotees are now competing for the same customers. There’s an
unwritten law that the best spots go to whoever gets there first. The
vendors are irritated because the devotees are always there first. As far
as Vishnujana is concerned the vendors can be at any location and it
would make no difference because whoever wants a hot dog won’t
come to them. But the vendors start coming earlier and earlier to beat
the devotees to the prime spot. In response, Maharaja has to send an
advance crew to claim the best spot.
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On Monday, Jayananda joins Vishnujana’s party in Berkeley with a
crew of brahmacārīs from the Valencia Street temple. He brings the
monthly BBT Newsletter with the astounding report that in 1973, the
temples bought 4,169,004 total books from the BBT. He also has the
latest Sankirtan Newsletter with results from May 10-11 to show
Maharaja. The transcendental competition is picking up.
San Francisco is in second place right behind Los Angeles. Toronto, San
Diego, and Detroit round out the Top Five. Brahma Das is again the top
distributor with 41 big books, 65 medium, and 41 small. Close behind in
second place is Sura Das of Seattle. Neither the BBT party nor Chicago
temple are among the 12 temples reporting.
Tripurari has also come to Dallas to help Goswami present his plan of a
householder sankirtan army. He still has a strong influence in Los
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Angeles even though he has shifted to Chicago. Tamal is excited and
confident that he will have a strong impact in LA. After two days in
Dallas, he calls San Francisco looking for Vishnujana Swami.
Jayananda gives him the Oakland house phone number.
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Tenth Wave,
A Garland of Jivas
The Krishna consciousness movement will inundate the entire world
and drown everyone, whether one be a gentleman, a rogue, or even
lame, invalid or blind. [CC, Adi-lila 7.26] The word around the
community is that a sannyāsī from India is coming.
Vishnujana Swami flies into Los Angeles two days before Tamal
Krishna’s impending arrival. He has been invited by Sahadevi to do a
kirtan in Griffith Park over the weekend to help raise funds for the
children. He has many friends in Los Angeles. Only six months back
everyone signed a petition that he remain as the resident sannyāsī in Los
Angeles. But he went to India instead.
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After lunch, Vishnujana takes a chanting party to the UCLA campus. He
organizes everybody so it won’t be a haphazard space-out. “We should
form two lines like a ‘V’ – for Vaishnava.” He lines them up in two
rows fanning out from one point that forms the ‘V.’ He’s in the center
and, because it’s a ‘V,’ all the devotees can see one another and they can
see him. Agnideva, who is now the temple cook, usually plays mṛdaṅga
and sings but not with Maharaja in town.
Murti Das: I asked what he was doing. He said he and Tamal Krishna
Goswami had plans for the Radha-Damodara party. He was excited
about that. Vishnujana Swami was so nice, outstanding. I joined because
of him. He was very sweet, following the etiquette, being polite and
considerate of everyone’s feelings. I felt that I could reveal my heart to
him at any time, that he was just the right person to talk to. He was a
gentleman in every regard. He did not directly reveal if he was having a
problem, but he had a definite moodiness about him that was different
than the way he was earlier. He was more solitary, more to himself.
There was a feeling of depression.
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flight. He waits in the Continental Airlines arrivals lounge, an expansive
room with wide picture windows facing the incoming planes taxiing
down the runway. He has come early and watches several New Dwaraka
book distributors do their service in the terminal. Their strategy is to
approach passengers embarking on a flight so they have a book to pass
the time.
Whenever the airport is slow, devotees approach people who are seated
quietly in the lounges and waiting areas, so they can give them a book.
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him a seat on the lawn in front of the temple and bathe his feet with
rose-petal water. After the foot bathing ceremony, Jayatirtha escorts the
sannyāsīs to their room. A householder couple invites the sannyāsīs for
evening prasādam and kirtan at their home. When the sound of a conch
announces that rāja-bhoga ārati is about to begin, the sannyāsīs rush to
the temple for darshan of Sri-Sri Rukmini-Dwarakadisa.
After ārati, Tamal Krishna suggests they have a meeting with the temple
leaders. Vishnujana Swami declines, explaining that he has committed
to go to Griffith Park for harināma sankirtan.
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platform.
Tamal Krishna Goswami is going to Los Angeles and I shall give him
instruction to join Madhudvisa Swami, Bali Mardan and Jayatirtha and
reform the deficiencies. As soon as there is a little deficiency we must
repair it or it will create a big hole and the ship will drown. So I have
said keep fit.
As for drugs, not just one party, but everyone was involved. Our process
is to reform. Everyone is under the clutches of maya. If we follow the
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regulative principles we can get out and come to spontaneous love. A
diseased man is always under the clutches of disease. [Letter to
Rupanuga Maharaja - April 28, 1974]
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“I see nothing impractical about the proposal. What facilities did
Prabhupada make for me when I was a householder in India? He
expected me to put aside all comforts for preaching. Our movement is
meant for sankirtan, not for a life of ease.”
TKG: Perhaps the ways in which devotees dealt with each other had
changed since I was last in America, but I had my training in India from
Prabhupada personally, and I was not going to budge an inch from it.
While Vishnujana spent the evening chanting bhajans at a gṛhastha’s
home, Tripurari, Dhristdayumna, and I remained behind and read from
Prabhupada’s books.
The next morning at maṅgala-ārati, Tamal Krishna sees that the New
Dwaraka community has swelled to several hundred devotees. Everyone
appears happy as they dance before the Deities. The men are on the right
side and the women on the left. A narrow aisle that runs from
Prabhupada’s vyāsāsana to the altar separates them. Although Los
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Angeles is the largest and most developed temple in the ISKCON world,
Goswami is not impressed and feels uncomfortable.
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Tripurari is taken aback by this statement. “What are you going to do?”
Tripurari: The next thing I knew they were taking off on a plane to San
Francisco without telling anybody in the temple. Jayatirtha was on the
altar doing pūjā and I was stuck holding the hat. Jayatirtha said,
“Where’s Tamal Krishna Maharaja to give class?” I didn’t know what to
say to him. So I had to give the Bhagavatam class.
I remember I was thinking, what are they going to do? They came here
with a plan in mind for New Dwaraka and they involved me in this
whole plan, and now this plan is finished and here I am in New
Dwaraka.
The flight to San Francisco takes only one hour. On the plane the
sannyāsīs discuss the events that just took place. Vishnujana is upset at
Goswami’s behavior in Los Angeles. “People want to feel valued,” he
explains. “Nothing is achieved by force. That’s why Prabhupada is
always encouraging everybody.”
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explains. “Staying there would not have been very fruitful.”
“He’s just one man. Everyone else needed to hear you speak. You left
without giving them any of Prabhupada’s mercy.”
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“I think Prabhupada did the right thing,” Goswami agrees, “because he
has to support his system that he worked so hard to create. He doesn’t
want to have anarchy on his hands.”
“But there are brahmacārīs and sannyāsīs that are fallen too. It was a
great shock when Bali Mardan fell down from sannyāsa and got
married.”
“I was more impressed with the Indian system that householders support
the brahmacārīs and sannyāsīs.” “Varṇāśrama dharma.”
As they speak, little do they know that another GBC sannyāsī has just
returned to his former wife, leaving his GBC duties and the sannyāsa
ashram behind. Srila Prabhupada writes to console the troubled devotee,
confiding that he already saw that his mind was unsettled due to
negligence in his sannyāsa.
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meeting your wife privately. There is no need of hide and seek. Better
live as husband and wife as householders and in great enthusiasm
execute the Krishna Consciousness Movement. There are many GBC
who are grhastha. You can remain for management of the temples and
also work in the schools and colleges for introducing our books in the
libraries. The recent reports of this work have been very favorable. Take
up this line more seriously, helped by your good wife, and that will be
nice.
I have stopped the political movement because it will not help us. It is a
very filthy atmosphere. Better you do not indulge in those things with
expenditure of money and spiritual energy.
So you should not consider taking sannyasa again, but in your country it
is not a great thing. Although officially it is a falldown from sannyasa,
in your country no one understands sannyasa. The more important
principle is that we should purify our thoughts and engage them in
Krishna’s service…
“Yeah, this is the new craze here in America,” Tamal Krishna jokes. He
peruses the Newsletter with results from May 17-18. Eleven temples
have reported, with Toronto now in second place behind Los Angeles
who has been on top for two consecutive weeks. San Francisco has
dropped down to third place followed by San Diego and Seattle in the
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Top Five. Sura Das is the big distributor for the week, after being beaten
last week by Brahma Das.
When the van pulls up in front of the Oakland house, Tamal Krishna’s
eyes open wide upon seeing the impressive 35-foot GMC Greyhound
bus. It has aluminum panel siding, tinted windows, and deep storage
bays underneath.
“I’ll show you the bus first, and then we can have darshan,” Vishnujana
Maharaja says. He points to a panel. “This controls both the
amplification and lighting systems which work on outside power
sources and the bus batteries.”
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small doorway down a short hall into the kitchen area. “Wait until you
taste Radha-Damodara’s prasādam!” Maharaja beams as he shows off
the four-burner stove, refrigerator, sinks, and storage cabinets.
Beyond the kitchen and further down the hallway there are 12 small
lockers for devotees’ personal effects. At the end of the bus is a shower
facility just large enough for one person to stand in. “If you drop your
soap you’re out of luck, because there’s no room to bend down,”
Maharaja chuckles.
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Damodara’s red-soled lotus feet rested upon a high silver base, on which
His name was carved. The redness was visible on His palms, lips, ears,
and eyes as well. He had an especially bewitching smile, and His eyes
were wide and lotus-like, reaching almost to His ears. He was dressed in
rich gold and green colored silk brocade. From head to toe He was
covered with flowers and jewels, some of which resembled elephants,
calves, and peacocks. He was playing on a short flute, His right arm
resting upon a staff, with a buffalo horn hanging from His waist. I had
never before seen such a wonderfully attractive form of Krishna.
“Prabhupada chided me. ‘You do not like to see Radharani’s lotus feet?’
So from that day on, Her lotus feet will be slightly showing on festive
occasions.”
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Damodara’s specially designed jewelry,” Vishnujana adds. “He’s also
our biggest collector whenever he goes out.” Maharaja explains that
they will stay in the Bay area until Ratha-yatra when Prabhupada is
scheduled to arrive. “It’s a perfect location for us to base in California.”
The next day in Berkeley, Tamal Krishna sees that Vishnujana Swami
has arranged a major exposition that nobody can miss. Radha-Damodara
stand center stage on Their canopied palanquin, which is constructed to
bolt in and out of the bus altar. The kirtan band sits in front of Them on
a large Persian carpet. Vishnujana Swami leads kirtans and bhajans
playing harmonium. Beside him, Hasyagrami plays esraj and Radha
Raman plays mṛdaṅga. Several devotees play kartāls and sing. Between
songs Maharaja gives a little philosophy.
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public: students and professors, tourists and hippies.
The devotees’ ecstatic expressions reveal their inner joy to perform for
the pleasure of Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara. As if part of the kirtan band,
Sri Damodara plays on His flute while Srimati Radharani beckons
everyone to take darshan of Her beloved Lord. They are both very
effulgent.
“There’s a feast being served over here,” Vishnujana Swami informs the
gathering crowd. “A beautiful vegetarian feast that you’re welcome to
take with us.” Daily at noon, delicious preparations of potato and
cauliflower sabji, puris, halavā, and a strawberry nectar drink are
distributed. Whatever donations people offer is happily accepted. It’s a
transcendental celebration with free passes for the soul to the spiritual
world.
“We have a book table set up over there like a library; you can read the
books. They’re translated from Sanskrit into English for the first time,
and it’s a great revelation into the Absolute Truth. If you just look at a
few of these books you’ll see that. And then, if you’d like to sit and
chant with us, you can take up one of these little instruments and get
into the chanting as much as you like. Hare Krishna!” He pauses for a
moment as the sound equipment is adjusted.
“This instrument here is called a tamboura, and it’s the drone instrument
that creates an atmosphere behind the chanting. That constant flow is
like a waterfall behind the chanting.
“This instrument over here is called an esraj, and this is actually the
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most beautiful instrument. It has 23 strings called sympathetic strings.
These strings vibrate without even playing them, simply by the note of
the one string that he is playing. It’s a very beautiful, very difficult
instrument to play.
“That instrument over there is called a shenai, it’s like a horn that’s used
in the chanting.” With a nod of his head, Vishnujana begins another
kirtan. “sri krishna chaitanya, prabhu nityananda, sri advaita, gadadhara,
srivasadi gaura bhakta vrinda…”
Back in Oakland, the amber rays of the setting sun filter through the bus
windows as devotees sip cups of lemonade. Their blissful faces reveal
the deep satisfaction of having spent the entire day presenting Lord
Chaitanya’s sankirtan mission. Sri Galim serves out juicy rasagullās
from the afternoon offering. One rasagullā squeaks in Goswami’s mouth
– confirming for him its perfection.
To supply electricity and light to the bus, a long yellow extension cord
snakes from the vehicle into the house – a brown 2-story older home
with not much furniture. There’s a small back yard and a larger front
yard. According to Goswami’s standard, the house is not clean. A
mildew smell emanates from the peeling wallpaper and old carpet, so he
holds his breath when he enters the house to use the bathroom. The bus
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has been purposely built without a commode, to preserve an
uncontaminated temple atmosphere. But that’s no problem because the
highways are dotted with rest stops and camping grounds with all
necessary facilities.
After taking bath in the early morning, everyone gathers for maṅgala-
ārati. Maharaja plays harmonium, Hasyagrami the esraj, Dhrstadyumna
the tamboura, Goswami the mṛdaṅga, and the rest play kartāls. With the
temple lights off, all attention is focused on the resplendent forms of
Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara. The shimmering flames of the ghee lamp
reflect thousands of times in Their sparkling jewels, increasing Their
beauty unlimitedly.
After four years of intense endeavor and preaching struggle, I had very
much needed this. Knowing my feelings, Srila Prabhupada had
unwillingly consented. He had always urged us on, saying, “Work now,
samādhi later.” But I had needed some relief, a taste to remain inspired.
This evening I had felt a great spiritual satisfaction. But it had not been
easily achieved. The transcendental experience was a direct
reciprocation for the service I had rendered in India and before. Srila
Prabhupada had pushed me to completely engage in Krishna’s service,
and as a result my heart was cleansed enough so I could now begin to
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relish genuine spiritual sentiments.
Many people begin to visit the Oakland house, not only for Radha-
Damodara’s darshan, but to associate with Their sannyāsī servitors.
When Tripurari arrives from Los Angeles he brings Kavi Chandra with
him, a top book distributor and a gṛhastha like Jayananda. They are
invited to stay for as long as they want. They are happy in the
association of their sannyāsī godbrothers.
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renunciation as an ideal, but I liked to have a toy or two. When I was
hanging around the temple I donated my favorite toy, an old Ferrari race
car. It was, in a sense, the ultimate sense gratification machine.
News has spread through the ISKCON grapevine that Rupanuga has
renounced sannyāsa and returned to his wife. Vishnujana Maharaja
begins thinking about Aja. He had given Aja to help Rupanuga’s
fledgling party 18 months back. Under the present circumstances, Aja
might not feel comfortable now. He brings the subject up with
Goswami. Tamal Krishna immediately encourages him to call Aja and
invite him back. Vishnujana is happy and upbeat as he speaks to Aja.
“My good friend Tamal Krishna Goswami has decided to leave India to
work with me on my bus program. What is your situation now?” Aja is
happy to hear the voice of Vishnujana Swami and is glad that he has
called.
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means serving the devotees.
Jagannath Swami Das: At first it was just to park the bus. It got to be
where they wanted to stay in the house. Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna
supplied a bus ticket and my wife went to Laguna Beach temple for two
months while the Radha-Damodara party took over the house. For a
while they did the cooking on the bus, but then they turned my kitchen
into their kitchen. We only had one shower and we all slept on the floor.
Vishnujana Maharaja treated me very respectfully. He would sleep right
next to me. When we were standing on line for the shower he would
always ask me to go to the front of the line.
Paulie: I was young then and Tamal Krishna had a similar persona and
character as my father. I didn’t find that he showed a lot of sensitivity
on many occasions. He’s very efficient and very organized, that’s fine,
but he was an exact opposite to Vishnujana. I found Vishnujana Swami
very easy to be around, and he smoothed the power motif with actual
love. There was a lot of Eros, a lot of relationship, with Vishnujana.
That’s why I think devotees were so attracted to him. He was really a
genuine individual.
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devotees.
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University entrance in front of the flagpoles. Simultaneously, Sadananda
cooks the breakfast offering. After the preparations are offered to
Radha-Damodara a van full of devotees arrives from the house to enjoy
a hearty breakfast on the bus.
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pouring out of his soul through his eyes, which were always on Radha-
Damodara. It was such a nice experience to hear him chant and see him
gaze upon Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara. They are very special Deities. They
have beautiful prominent lotus eyes. Krishna is presented as a very
young boy, which is unique. Radha- Damodara are especially merciful
because They come out to the people to help save Them. They are
totally in the mood of Lord Chaitanya.
“This Hare Krishna mantra contains the names of God. It’s of the
absolute nature, so it’s non-different from God. The mantra is a non-
sectarian chant that any person can chant, whatever your religious
beliefs. The kirtan dispels the darkness of negativity like the rising sun
at dawn, and it allows the light of divine love to manifest within our
heart. Kirtan increases the ocean of transcendental bliss allowing anyone
to experience the taste of spiritual ecstasy that everyone is looking for.
Kirtan can render all blessings to the sincere seeker because the
transcendental sound vibration is empowered with inspirational energy
directly from the spiritual realm.”
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work they gather together and play instruments like the ones you see
here today, and glorify Krishna in a natural, spontaneous way, just like
we are doing.
“So this is not a mere musical diversion because we have nothing better
to do. It’s a lifestyle called bhakti-yoga, to revive our lost love for God.
Yoga means ‘to link,’ and bhakti means ‘by devotion.’ So the process of
bhakti-yoga is how we link ourselves to Krishna through devotion. This
kirtan has inexhaustible spiritual energy so it’s joyfully performed. It’s
recognized as the sublime method of mantra meditation. The ancient
sages of India recommend chanting with humility, tolerance, and a
mood of respect for all living beings. We are meant to be happy, and
this is a wonderful way to stay happy and return back home, back to
Godhead.
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that someone in the crowd has raised and then relates it to Krishna
consciousness.
With so many people gathering daily to hear the kirtans, Tamal Krishna
gives up playing the mṛdaṅga. Instead, he begins walking around the
Plaza looking for people with the potential to surrender. He begins
inviting favorable individuals to spend a night at the Oakland house to
experience a full day of spiritual life in bhakti-yoga. For the next month
the Oakland house becomes a high-powered preaching center.
Sometimes, San Francisco devotees come and spend the night to attend
Radha- Damodara’s maṅgala-ārati and hear Vishnujana lead kirtan.
Tamal Krishna Goswami also gives classes. In his talks he relates many
anecdotes with Srila Prabhupada. He also recalls Bengali proverbs that
he has learned.
“There is a Bengali verse, ‘What is there that a goat will not eat and a
madman will not say?’ Prabhupada then told a story to show how mad
the modern civilization had become. The Indian government once
wanted a painting of a war scene depicting a child being killed in front
of its mother. Government workers asked many artists to paint pictures
showing how the mother’s face would look upon seeing her child killed.
The winning painting showed the mother covering her eyes with her
arm. Prabhupada explained that anyone who can bear to see a child
being killed is an uncivilized, merciless demon. He said that the
scientists are all madmen who will kill their own children in the womb.
In this way he spoke of how demoniac the materialistic culture has
become.”
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Tamal Krishna becomes so enlivened that he reveals his mind to
Vishnujana Maharaja and exclaims, “Now, we will never leave each
other again.” Vishnujana looks Goswami in the eye and says, “No, you
can’t say that.” “Well, I’ll never leave Radha-Damodara.”
“No. Prabhupada knows how conditioned I am, that I’m too much
attached to these Deities and he would never tell me to leave Them.”
The two sannyāsīs quickly become known as the brains and the bliss.
When people hear Vishnujana chanting they are immediately charmed,
then Tamal Krishna preaches to them and blasts their false conceptions
of life.
Some devotees use another analogy to describe the pair, the spider and
the web. As Vishnujana weaves a musical web that attracts people to the
kirtan, Tamal Krishna captures them with his brilliant way of defeating
any bogus philosophies. These people can no longer rationalize their
existing lifestyles when they are inundated by nectar from Vishnujana
Maharaja, and their philosophy is crushed by Goswami. With their
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misconceptions smashed they are willing to give Krishna consciousness
a try.
Although things are going well for Goswami in America, the devotees
in India are feeling the loss of his ability to take care of management
problems that always crop up. Gargamuni writes regularly requesting
Prabhupada to convince Tamal Krishna to return to India to oversee the
various developing projects. Building temples and guest houses to
facilitate devotees coming to India is one of the most important
considerations for Prabhupada, so finding a competent GBC man
weighs heavily on his mind.
I find in both these letters you have especially desired to call Tamal
Krishna Goswami to act as GBC. But he left India particularly thinking
himself not very fit for management. He has now gone for preaching
work with Vishnujana Maharaja and recently Karandhar met him, and
Tamal Krishna Maharaja is now unwilling to come to India for GBC
management work. Therefore I have called Karandhar Prabhu to act as
GBC in India. He has practical experience in various lines of
management work. I hope he will replace Tamal Krishna Maharaja
better than anyone else. [Letter to Gargamuni Maharaja - June 13, 1974]
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Prabhupada arrives.
One evening as he takes off his socks in front of Vishnujana Swami, the
five dollars falls out. Seeing the look on Maharaja’s face, he realizes he
has to explain himself. Before he can utter a word, Maharaja says, “You
don’t have to explain anything. But I want you to know that I’m hurt.”
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“It’s because you don’t feel that I would take care of you, if something
happened. That’s all. Anyway, I don’t mind. Keep your five dollars.”
Satyaraja: I picked up the five dollars and gave it to him. To me that was
a big surrender. What’s five dollars? But to me it symbolized being able
to protect myself.
During this time, Suhotra is out in the sankirtan van distributing books
with a few brahmacārīs. One day the motor in the van suddenly blows
up. The party separates and everyone returns to San Francisco
independently. When Suhotra finally straggles into the Oakland house,
he is introduced to Tamal Krishna Goswami and Dhristadyumna. Then
he quickly finds a suitable place for himself in an upstairs room.
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on a Monday after the feast. There was a big container of gulābjāmuns
in sugar juice. I asked Sadananda to count out 16 and put them into a
bowl with a lot of juice. “After I chant each round I’ll take one.”
“Eight.” Goswami looks in the bowl and sees eight gulābs remaining.
“You’re going to eat a sweet ball after each one of the rest of your
rounds?”
“Not only that. After the last sweet ball is done, I’m going to drink all
the sugar juice.”
Goswami’s eyes widen and he looks around the room. He just says,
“Hmm,” and returns to the bus.
After Suhotra has chanted his rounds, eaten the 16 gulābjāmuns, and has
drunk the sugar syrup, the time comes to greet the Deities. He goes
down to the bus and greets Radha-Damodara with everyone else. Of
course, he is completely in another world.
For days after that he was telling people, “I just couldn’t believe it. He
had eaten 16 gulābjāmuns and drank all that juice and when I asked him
to give the class, he gave a first class lecture. I can’t believe it.”
One day Tamal Krishna decides that all the new devotees who have
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been chanting and associating for more than a month should set a good
example by shaving up before Prabhupada arrives. And the sooner the
better. Some men agree readily, others are definitely not ready. Among
them is a black musician with hand drums who has been captivated by
the chanting.
Lokanath: I started coming every day. Then I was going to the morning
program. I was trying to become a Muslim so I went to the Mosque on
Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday. I’d go to maṅgala-ārati in the morning
where the bus was parked in Oakland.
When Tamal Krishna asks Jnapaka to shave up, he says that he still has
a week of school left. He explains that Jayananda had personally told
him, “Don’t shave your head. Just get a haircut, keep yourself clean and
neat, and come to the programs regularly.” Jnapaka doesn’t consider
shaving up such a hard thing to do, but he is concerned about being
intimidated at school. He’s already being laughed at just for being
different.
To avoid a possible conflict, Vishnujana gently puts his arm around his
shoulder and says, “My dear son, everybody has to surrender sometime.
Arjuna had to do it. So be strong.”
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Jnapaka: When I shaved my head a lot of people thought I was crazy.
Even my mother and father got upset because I hadn’t consulted them
about it. They felt that with something like that, they should have been
consulted. My mother was so angry that she wanted to have a personal
talk about it with Tamal Krishna.
I was chanting japa outside the bus the day my parents arrived. When
my mother went onto the bus, she was furious and very tense. All the
devotees left because it was supposed to be a private meeting with my
parents, the Swamis, and Radha-Damodara. My father was serious. He
didn’t know what to think.
They were in there for some time while I continued my japa outside the
bus. After about 10 minutes I heard a few giggles. I was thinking, What?
Who’s laughing? Are they laughing at my parents? Then I heard more
laughing. All four of them were just cracking up! A half hour passed
and they finally came out. My mother had the biggest smile you ever did
see. I was wondering, What went on?
Dhristadyumna: The highlight of that time was how Tamal Krishna was
able to convince cultured mature people, that it was a good idea for their
son to join the party, that it was actually educational, and that it was the
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best education. He was really brilliant at doing that.
Jnapaka: There was nothing sweeter than going out with Vishnujana
Swami’s sankirtan party. It was very musical and that attracted me.
Originally I got the impression that I would be using my tablā talents,
but I was a beginner so I really wouldn’t have been able to feel the
potency of chanting the mahā-mantra. My first service was to get trained
up as a brahmacārī, help in the kitchen by washing pots, and participate
in sankirtan. I wasn’t quite as attracted to Tamal Krishna Goswami as I
was to Vishnujana Swami, but I liked him. He seemed like a very strong
devotee and he was intelligent. He had a lot of radiance too, a lot of
spiritual potency. But I also felt just a little fearful of him.
Vishnujana is a great cook and he loves to teach any new bhakta who
wants to learn how to cook for Radha-Damodara. Several new men
express their interest and Vishnujana Maharaja shows them how to
prepare potato sabji four different ways. Basically, Maharaja wants to
teach the new recruits how to cook a feast. Besides various sabjis, he
also shows them how to make puris, samosās, and halavā. He also
makes excellent gulābjāmuns and they watch as he demonstrates the
technique.
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this causes a disturbance with the food vendors. Previously, they were
making a good profit selling their different wares but now the free
prasādam takes some of their customers away, cutting into their profit
margins. It gets to the point where some vendors conspire how to
prohibit devotees from doing their program.
One afternoon as the sound of kirtan engulfs Sproul Plaza, a vendor who
sells smoothies and fruit drinks, Fruity Rudy, becomes agitated. When
the kirtan party takes a short break, he comes forward with several
cohorts carrying 2x4s.6
He has been losing customers steadily since the devotees started passing
out free prasādam. He screams in a rage of fury without communicating
in an open way. He threatens to attack the devotees if they don’t move
somewhere else.
Vishnujana’s eyes light up. He immediately leaps up, grabs some poles
that are used to set up the pandal, and throws them to several devotees.
“C’mon. We don’t mind barking dogs, as long as they don’t bite.”
“You guys are crazy coming out like that,” Rudy shouts. He had not
expected a response.
“We’re not like the Christians,” Vishnujana replies, “we don’t offer our
other cheek.” The vendor’s bluff has failed. He backs down and leaves.
The devotees’ superior force has prevented a negative incident from
spoiling the transcendental mood. A Christian zealot, always present to
harass the devotees, takes advantage of the episode to continue his
harangue. “These are idols. Jesus is the only way.”
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Soon a group of Christians gather in front of the stage and begin
harassing the devotees, using horrendous language and blaspheming
Radha-Damodara. Vishnujana Maharaja stops the kirtan and gets up. It
looks like another altercation is going to ruin a beautiful day. One
Christian man immediately challenges.
“That’s right. If I criticize you, you’re going to harm me, isn’t it? So
now we see that you don’t have real love, that you’ll actually harm other
people. This proves you’re not of God.”
“You can say what you like to me, or criticize me in any way, and I will
not resist,” Maharaja replies. “But if you so much as look the wrong
way at Radha-Damodara, I’ll break every bone in your body.”
Later that same day, a tall muscular man holding a long stemmed rose
approaches Radha-Damodara during kirtan. The Deities are very
approachable and the brahmacārīs are pleased that the man wants to
offer the flower. Suddenly he turns the rose around and makes a move to
poke Radharani with the long stem. Vishnujana springs up instantly and
grabs the man. Pulling him away from the altar he smashes him to the
ground. Several brahmacārīs finish the job beating him up on the
sidewalk in front of everybody. Vishnujana explains to the crowd that
the man was unbelievably offensive.
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deterred a lot of people from doing crazy things. The area had tons of
crazy people.
The temple gives whatever men they are able to, but almost everyone is
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needed for other services. The entire construction is always in
Jayananda’s hands, so Bhakta Das has no anxiety about that.
I always remember one thing that Vishnujana Swami told me, “Before
you do anything, you should think, is this going to be pleasing to
Prabhupada?”
Bhakta Das is determined to make this the largest and most beautiful
festival in ISKCON’s brief history. To facilitate the large number of
devotees coming to celebrate Ratha-yatra, he has rented the Armenian
Hall. It’s a large, dark building near the Haight-Ashbury district on the
way to Golden Gate Park where the parade will start. Preparing for the
festival is a monumental task because so many things are going on. To
promote Ratha-yatra and attract people to the festival, Bhakta Das has
an idea to hire a public relations company. He finds an enthusiastic
young man named Reed Trencher * who charges the temple $2,000 to
do the entire PR. The man knows newspaper and media people, and how
to get public interest stories placed in the media and on TV. It’s his idea
to call it the “Festival of the Chariots.” He gets 200 billboards donated
so that “Festival of the Chariots” is splashed all over San Francisco,
Berkeley, and the entire Bay Area. Moreover, there are ads on all the
trains and buses in the area.
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the public seems to accept the event more seriously.
This is the only Ratha-yatra on the West Coast, so devotees from Los
Angeles, Laguna Beach, San Diego, Portland, Seattle, Vancouver,
Denver, Salt Lake City, and from other parts of the ISKCON world,
converge upon San Francisco.
* By 1980, the June issue of San Francisco Magazine had dubbed him
“publicist extraordinaire.” Often hailed as one of the brightest, most
original thinkers in business today, Trencher is widely-known
throughout the media and communications industry for having instituted
“Pay-for-Performance” in his own field.
A brahmacārī sees the couple, who are dressed in overalls, and says,
“Mother, you’re not allowed here. It’s an all-brahmacārī ashram. There
are no women allowed here.” Kantimati is heartbroken, because she has
looked so hard and was excited to hear Vishnujana Swami speak.
Although the couple is dressed in farmer’s clothes, they are initiated
devotees. Vishnujana overhears the conversation through a bus window
and comes out to see investigate.
“Oh, look who’s here. Haribol! Please come in and see Radha-
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Damodara.” Kantimati looks over at the brahmacārī as she enters the
bus.
Kantimati dd: He said, “We want to love Krishna, and dance for
Krishna. And we’ll be running and shouting, Krishna, Krishna, please
take me with you.” It was so beautiful – like hairs on end the whole
time. The way he looked at the Deities, and the way he said the word
“Krishna” he was there. When he looked at Radha-Damodara, that was
his love. Just as you would look at the person of your dreams, and
beyond, because you couldn’t possibly look at the person of your
dreams like that!
You can tell when someone’s being sahajiyā. Vishnujana was never like
that. He had that genuine love for Radha-Damodara, and all Deities. It
exuded from all of his pores and there wasn’t a single person who
couldn’t get caught up in it when you were around him.
Kantimati asks, “Who makes all these decorations and jewelry?” To her
eye they are strange and unusual.
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sequined and rhinestone crowns. He sews for Radha-Damodara as well.
Most of the outfits They wear he has made himself, although outfits are
always being donated by well-wishing devotees.
Kantimati informs Maharaja that she has lots of pearls and ornaments
that she can give to Ramacharya to make crowns for the Deities. Before
they leave Vishnujana thanks them for coming and says, “You’re
welcome to come back anytime to have kirtan with Radha-Damodara.”
I always brought people to meet him when I knew he was at the temple
because what better thing could you do than to bring them in front of
someone like that? And they would go away completely enamored and
mesmerized.
The Cleveland traveling party arrives in San Francisco and are sent to
the Armenian Hall where everybody is staying during the festival.
Wherever they travel, they go to the nearest temple because they want to
be near Deities. They always cooperate with temple leaders and give a
donation.
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excited to have his association.
Divyanga: We pulled up in our van after sankirtan, took off our karmi
clothes, put on dhotis, and joined the festival that Vishnujana Swami
and Tamal Krishna Goswami were doing on the street in front of the
campus with Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara. It was incredible. We sat there
chanting for an hour and then we had a big feast. We’d pass out the
plates and serve the halavā, sabji, puris, and the nectar drink. There were
lots of hippies and students that came up to take books and prasādam.
People would sit down right in front of Radha-Damodara and eat.
Devotees are always talking about Vishnujana Maharaja and his Radha-
Damodara party. Just as Srila Prabhupada is the originator of Krishna
consciousness in the West and no one will be able to enjoy the position
that he has, similarly Vishnujana Maharaja is a sankirtan originator, so
in the same way nobody else can be Vishnujana Swami. There can be
lots of people going out, doing kirtan, and carrying Deities, but they will
never be Vishnujana Maharaja, because that post of being the first is
reserved for him.
Jayananda also has his role with Prabhupada and Ratha-yatra that
nobody else will ever duplicate. That doesn’t mean that he was more or
less favored by Prabhupada; he just got the mercy to be in that spot
which he fully reciprocated. It’s actually part of Srila Prabhupada’s līlā
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that these two persons got to play a role with Prabhupada that no one
else can do again.
Not everyone associating with the sannyāsīs are able to stay fixed.
Ashram life isn’t suitable for everybody and invariably the time comes
when some are ready to call it a day. Several potential devotees have
already left the bus and are now ensconced in the Armenian Hall with
the rest of the visiting devotees.
“If you feel you need to go back home, that’s okay. All I ask is that you
stay and meet Srila Prabhupada. That’s all. And then go back to New
York. You can work with Jayananda on the carts while waiting for
Prabhupada to arrive.”
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He asks, “Why is it such a battle?”
Right after meeting Vishnujana in the Post Office, Satyaraja leaves the
Radha- Damodara party and goes to help Jayananda. Vishnujana’s
asking him to stay with Jayananda is important, and a manifestation of
Maharaja’s mercy. Jayananda takes Satyaraja under his wing like an
elder brother and watches out for him as elder brothers do. Every day
Satyaraja does some service on the carts, and drives with Jayananda
around town buying groceries, parts, and paint.
At night, the brahmacārīs take turns guarding the carts, because the site
is in a lower income part of town with a lot of thievery. Every other
night Satyaraja does guard duty and sleeps out at the site. When their
shift is over, Jayananda comes in the middle of the night and takes
devotees to his apartment. His wife leaves brownies and other goodies
for the fortunate few to munch on. They grab the bag from the kitchen
table and go sit somewhere eating goodies and talking about Krishna in
the middle of the night.
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Prabhupada, always came through.
He led simple kirtans since he didn’t have much of a voice, but again,
his brimming sincerity was always inescapable. We took prasādam
together every day and talked about life, reality, Krishna consciousness.
That time was pivotal in my spiritual life.
Bhakta Das has arranged that Prabhupada will stay at the gṛhastha
house, a large white apartment building full of devotees where
Jayananda also lives with his wife, Trayi Devi. She is from Hawaii and
has the Hawaiian devotee mood; chant on the beach, and be free.
Jayananda, on the other hand, follows a rigid schedule from 4:00
o’clock in the morning until 10:00 o’clock at night. They don’t have
much in common. She is not particularly submissive, nor even
cooperative, but that hardly affects Jayananda. Although he cares for her
and really tries to please her, he never gets emotional.
During Ratha-yatra, Jayananda sleeps in the loft above the big rental
garage, next door to the temple building, with the vehicles and the
sacred trash. He doesn’t sleep in the brahmacārī ashram because he
prefers sleeping in this loft where the books are stored. That’s his place.
He puts everyone into the mood of serving Lord Jagannath and Srila
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Prabhupada.
Bhakta Das: Jayananda never liked anyone to glorify him. He’d cover
his ears and walk away so he couldn’t hear it. He had no trace of false
ego. I’d feel humiliated around him because he was so pure. I’d see my
own false ego sticking out like a sore thumb. Yet he was always giving
me the credit. He was totally unique and so thrifty with Krishna’s
money. If I gave him 100 dollars to buy bhoga, he’d spend 12 and come
back with a full truck. He was a master at that. He was proud that he
only spent $12 and got all the flowers and all the bhoga for three days!
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When the Seattle devotees arrive they settle into the Armenian Hall
along with hundreds of other visiting devotees from all over the West
Coast. With them is a young man who is attending college and has a
part-time job at Boeing Aircraft. A few months earlier he met
Vishnujana Swami at the Seattle Sunday Feast and was extremely
impressed. Although he has no plans to join the movement, the Seattle
devotees have convinced him to attend Ratha-yatra because Prabhupada
will be there. “It will be a mystical happening.” So he agrees to take a
week off and drives to San Francisco in his little green Toyota pick-up
truck.
The Armenian Hall has quickly filled to capacity. The walls are a light
green color, and paintings of various Armenian Presidents in formal
dress with medals are hung everywhere – a striking contrast to the
dhotis and kurtās of the Vaishnavas. There are 300 brahmacārīs laying
head to toe, side to side. Each person has their sleeping bag, and that’s
it. There’s a small room where the sannyāsīs stay. The bathing facilities
are sparse, only three taps of water, so everybody has to line up for one
minute showers.
For breakfast, Kritakarma brings kicharī from the temple. The ladies and
the local devotees remain at the temple. During the day some mātājīs
come over to the Hall to cook lunch prasādam for the hungry hordes.
A large group of children are here from the Dallas Gurukula. This is the
first time that many devotees have seen gurukula kids. To the
brahmacārīs, they all look like the four Kumaras. There’s an open
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invitation for any fearless brahmacārī to sleep in the temple garage with
Gurukripa and Yasodanandana, the ‘mean swamis’, and take those
amazingly cold showers they are known for.
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Goloka Vrindavan.” When he said that, a rose fell from Damodara’s
cheek, over His arm and dropped down. When that happened I felt
Krishna was communicating to me that He was there. It convinced me.
Ranjit: I had only been in the movement six weeks but Vishnujana
Swami already loomed large. In the Vancouver temple they played his
kirtan tapes, and a tape of a boat trip he took along the Ganges. He was
speaking about the places he had gone to, the reactions of the villagers,
and the programs they were holding. I was very inspired by these tapes.
Another person that struck me was Dhristadyumna. On this occasion he
was the pūjārī up front and center on stage with the Deities. He was a
brahmacārī, young and handsome, and to me he seemed to glow.
Finally Vishnujana begins to sing. For new devotees this is the first time
they have seen Vishnujana Maharaja. The Radha-Damodara TSKP
album is the most listened to tape on the ISKCON hit parade. In every
temple devotees listen to it continuously.
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The song Gopinatha is now the most popular song in ISKCON.
Vishnujana sings most of the songs he has recorded and then, suddenly,
the program is over. It’s quite late but there are hundreds of devotees
sitting in the Hall in rapt attention. Out of the blue someone says, “He
hasn’t sung Gopinatha yet.” Then another person says, “Yeah,
Gopinatha.” One by one, people call out, “Gopinatha,” until the whole
crowd is chanting “Gopinatha, Gopinatha.”
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mṛdaṅga. The kirtan increases in ecstasy as 60 devotees sing and dance
to the wonderment of an unsuspecting public. Unexpectedly, they
encounter a large crowd in an area where the San Francisco cable cars
travel.
United Airlines flight 216 from Chicago touches down in Los Angeles
at 6:30pm. A swarm of devotees moves quickly to the gate where
Prabhupada will deplane. The Los Angeles temple president, Tulsi Das,
makes a vain effort to stop the stampeding devotees. “Slow down! Who
do you think you’re running after – some movie star or something?” No
one pays him any attention. They just run like madmen to meet
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Prabhupada. As they wait eagerly at the gate, people at the airport are
amazed to see so many shaven heads and saffron robes.
When Prabhupada steps from the gate with other arriving passengers,
the devotee throng surges forward with great exultation as kartāls,
drums, and conch shells resound simultaneously, heralding the pure
devotee’s entrance.
The other passengers are shocked to see devotees going wild at the sight
of their spiritual master.
Jayananda Prabhu is the first to greet His Divine Grace with a beautiful
garland of white gardenias and red roses. Then he opens an ornate
umbrella with dangling white tassels and holds it over Prabhupada as he
strides with great dignity through the airport.
Nalini Kanta walks slightly ahead of His Divine Grace wearing a big
smile with Jagannath Swami Das following right behind Prabhupada
with a harināma chaddar around his neck.
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passengers stare in disbelief. Outside the terminal, an ocean of
brahmacārīs and sannyāsīs surround the pure devotee and offer him
additional garlands. The expected limousine, however, is not at
curbside. Bhakta Das dashes away to ascertain the problem. Prabhupada
stands calmly waiting for the car, weighed down by the many garlands.
Jayananda Prabhu has driven a temple car and now wants to return to
San Francisco quickly to meet and greet Prabhupada a second time. He
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offers Svarupa Damodara, a disciple from Manipur, a ride back to the
city. Jayananda is driving excessively fast because he wants to overtake
Prabhupada’s car. His plan is to reach the gṛhastha apartment before His
Divine Grace to provide a second welcome.
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that.” Prabhupada simply smiles. “All right.”
Prahladananda: Jayananda sat down in the back and quickly fell asleep.
Someone tried to wake him up but Prabhupada said, “No. Don’t wake
him up. Let him sleep. He’s working harder than all of you together.”
He particularly likes this temple room because it’s bright and clean,
painted white with yellow trim. There’s a large skylight in the center of
the ceiling and the temple room is bathed with light as the morning sun
shines sweetly through the skylight. Many mātājīs are on the roof where
Tulasi Devi is kept. From the open skylight they shower rose petals and
carnation petals on the pure devotee as he enters, exactly like the
demigods do. Prabhupada smiles brightly, showing that he likes the
reception.
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During class, devotees volunteers help cut the fruits and serve the
breakfast.
Mahamantra: I was scared. It was a thick cotton thread, but the point
was the huge weight of those roses on it. He was concerned that it might
break on Prabhupada’s shoulders. He was grave.
Several devotees have been chosen for guard duty to protect Srila
Prabhupada during Ratha-yatra. Samvatsar and Urdhvareta, are trained
kṣatriyas from New Vrindavan. Others, like Vrikasanga and Jiva Das,
are San Francisco devotees. They will sit on the stage and will always
accompany Prabhupada wherever he goes. Just as the President of a
country has his secret service for protection, these devotees will do this
service for Srila Prabhupada.
Prior to the festival, some book distributors go to the site where the
parade will start and begin distributing books. They will continue
distributing all day alongside the procession as it wends its way through
Golden Gate Park.
Before the parade begins, the sky is overcast and it appears that it will
rain. Many devotees are apprehensive about the weather. Gauridas
Pandit is assisting Jayananda with Subhadra’s cart when conch shells
sound to herald the approach of Prabhupada’s car. After bowing down,
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everyone runs to greet him.
All of a sudden, Gauridas remembers that he left his jacket on the cart.
He approaches Vishnujana Swami with his predicament. “What should I
do? The parade’s going to start and I left my jacket up there.”
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These raths have no brakes, so there are people pulling ropes from the
front and from the back. Because San Francisco has more hills than
most cities, devotees need brake with ropes from the back.
Vishnujana Maharaja wanders from cart to cart to lead kirtan with his
Radha- Damodara men. The kirtans are already enthusiastic and then
Vishnujana suddenly appears, jumping in the middle of an intense
kirtan. For some devotees it seems that Vishnujana Swami is practically
leading all the kirtans in front of every chariot at once! Wandering from
one to the next, he fires up the kirtan before moving on. Vatsala is
steering Balarama’s chariot, and he appreciates how Vishnujana Swami
electrifies the kirtan and then disappears.
Vatsala: All of a sudden he would jump into the kirtan with his big
bright face, playing his drum wildly, and then, he was gone. He was off
to the other carts, doing the same thing. Whatever he did, he did with
total enthusiasm.
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dancing in front of Subhadra’s cart, just like Lord Chaitanya dancing in
front of Lord Jagannath. Prabhupada was smiling his really big smile.
It’s not long before another kirtan party moves in and takes over the
kirtan in front of Subhadra Maharani and Srila Prabhupada. It’s the
Nama Hatta group with the ‘mean swamis’, Gurukripa and
Yasodanandana. So Vishnujana humbly takes his party and moves over
to chant before Lord Jagannath.
There are six different kirtan parties on the procession. Besides the
kirtan groups of Radha-Damodara and Nama Hatta, there are
tremendous kirtans led by Sudama Goswami and Premarnava from
Hawaii, the Los Angeles kirtan group led by Agnideva, the Seattle
group led by Sukadeva, and the Vancouver group led by Bahudak. The
kirtan parties chant at different places in front and behind each of the
three chariots.
When Vishnujana Swami appears in the kirtan led by Bahudak, all the
Vancouver devotees smile and acknowledge him.
Kutichak: One of our Vancouver devotees had a problem with his foot,
and Vishnujana got him onto the cart. He was fantastic at little things
like taking care of devotee’s suffering. In those days it was a hard core
brahmacārī movement, and there was little compassion if you were sick.
That’s the brahmacārī mood; the movement has to be pushed on at all
costs. But Vishnujana Maharaja made Krishna consciousness fun.
Washing the pots and standing on street corners distributing books eight
hours a day, I found that Krishna consciousness became less fun. But
Vishnujana Swami made us happy again. He brought an element of
wonder, of ecstasy, of love, and of kindness.
“When Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, the great gardener, sees that people
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are chanting, dancing and laughing and that some of them are rolling on
the floor and some are making loud humming sounds, He smiles with
great pleasure.”
When the parade arrives at the festival site, an ocean of people crowds
in front of the stage where Prabhupada will give an address. It’s an
impressive site with brightly colored pandals from India and booths
where devotees sell books, tasty snacks, sweets, drinks, and devotional
paraphernalia. The main attraction is a huge 3-tiered stage! As the
procession arrives, Vishnujana Swami is already chanting with his
kirtan group on the lower tier. His group is augmented by Tripurari,
Dina Bandhu, and Riddha, who play kartāls and sing.
When the kirtan ends Prabhupada gives a wonderful lecture, short but
sweet.
“This is a very old festival, and it enables one to realize the Lord of the
universe.” He points out that other countries follow and imitate
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America. “So if you kindly become Krishna conscious, and chant and
dance in ecstasy, devotional love of God, the whole world will follow
you and it will be Vaikuntha. There will be no more trouble. Thank you
very much.” The crowd roars in appreciation. [See Appendix One for
Prabhupada’s speech]
When Prabhupada gets up from the vyāsāsana at the end of his talk, he
motions for more chanting. Sudama Maharaja leads a tremendous kirtan
with Bahudak jumping in the air playing mṛdaṅga. Prabhupada raises
his arms and starts to dance wearing the rose garland made by
Mahamantra. Suddenly, the multitude of people also begin dancing
along, their arms upraised.
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Padyavali dd: The place was jammed and the whole crowd was dancing.
Prabhupada started throwing roses off the stage and I got one. You can’t
imagine that incredible moment – the kirtan was roaring and
Prabhupada was standing with his hands outstretched in the air. The
whole place was going wild dancing and dancing.
Although most people sit on the grass to hear his kirtan, some devotees
stand next to the stage, including members of Vishnujana’s biological
family.
Padyavali dd: Vishnujana Swami was on stage at one corner at the very
front. His mother and sister were standing by the front of the stage. His
mother said to me, “That’s my son.”
I said, “I’m very pleased to meet both of you. He’s a great musician.”
“Yes. He’s always been interested in music. But I’ve never heard him
play like this.” She was proud of her son. His sister was so proud of him
also. I had the rose Prabhupada had thrown and I gave it to Vishnujana’s
mother.
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and uncle. There were five people, and he introduced me to them. They
were proud of him, and it was a very warm exchange.
He said, “That. The non-stopping. He has a taste for nothing other than
the Holy Name. That’s the spiritual platform.” He was totally
impressed, and it wasn’t easy to impress Harikesh.
After the festival Vishnujana Maharaja walks back to the Armenian Hall
with a crowd of brahmacārīs, chanting japa and talking about Krishna.
It’s exciting for the younger devotees to be with the famous Swami, and
they crowd around to be with him. Suddenly, he turns to Divyanga and
says, “Prabhu, go get me some sticks from that eucalyptus tree. I use
them to brush my teeth.” He holds up the baby finger of his right hand
and says, “This size.”
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Divyanga runs quickly to do some service for the Swami. It’s a big tree
and he breaks off six little sticks the size of his baby finger. But his hand
is small. He comes running back, all excited, and gives them to
Maharaja. Vishnujana holds up his baby finger, “I said as big as my
finger. These are too small.”
“Oh. I’ll go back and get some more.” But Maharaja grabs his arm, “No,
no. This will be fine.”
The next morning in the Armenian Hall, most devotees are ready to
return to their home temples. Tamal Krishna realizes that this is his last
chance to get more recruits. Jagannath Swami Das is a likely candidate
to shave up. But he plays in a band and is married so he refuses although
he knows that others shaved up to get Prabhupada’s personal darshan.
Paulie also balks at shaving up.
Paulie: The deal was that Tamal Krishna was taking so-called new
devotees, shaving their head, and taking them to Prabhupada. But I was
attached to my hair and I wasn’t willing to give it up. I want to bring up
that issue that he didn’t allow me to go in and see Prabhupada because
of some hair. That wasn’t Prabhupada’s mood. I was supposed to be on
the bus party but I exercised my choice. I could have gone, but...
“Where are you going?” Goswami asks. “I’m going back to Seattle. I
work there.”
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“Yeah. Sure.”
“All you have to do is shave up and join our party. Then you can go see
Prabhupada.”
“Well I’m not ready to do that. I’ve got a job and I’m going to college.”
Tamal Krishna makes another proposal. “I’ll tell you what. Aja, here, is
an expert hair stylist. He can trim a little around your ears so you can be
presentable, and you can go see Prabhupada.”
“Okay. I agree.”
I demanded to look in the mirror. There were chunks of hair cut out here
and there. I said, “I can’t go out in public looking like this! God, just
shave it all off.” How could I go in public like that? I told him to just
shave if off because anything would look better than that. I was very
upset and was determined to tell Prabhupada about it.
TKG: Aja had cleverly tricked him, “accidentally” gouging out large
patches of hair while supposedly giving him a trim. Horrified at his now
ridiculous appearance, he ordered Aja to shave it all off.
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was, go to America for a little bit, but you have to come back to India
because it’s so important. That’s why it was essential for Tamal Krishna
to show Prabhupada results in San Francisco. Prabhupada was going to
say, You’ve had your fun, now come back to India. He was having a
terrible time finding someone to head up things in India. Tamal Krishna
was good, and Prabhupada knew that; therefore, Aja and I teamed
together and shaved up those boys.
None of these “new bhaktas” have been involved with the movement
very long, so they are naturally shy about shaving up. But some agree
because Tamal Krishna assures them, “We’re going to take you to see
Srila Prabhupada and give you his darshan so you can’t have long hair.”
Goswami gathers his new recruits onto the bus and they drive over to
Prabhupada’s apartment. The ten men are freshly shaved and eager to
see His Divine Grace. Each one is given a long-stemmed rose to offer to
Prabhupada.
Tamal Krishna has the men wait downstairs in the hall until he calls for
them. He’s keeping them as a surprise because Prabhupada is still not
happy that he left India.
“It was only due to their cooperation,” he says, “that this movement had
spread so quickly. When I originally came from India, I was regularly
visiting the Scindia Steamship Company, to inquire when the boat
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would return to India. But, somehow or other, I remained, and soon
Krishna blessed me by sending so many devoted young men.”
He pauses to reflect, then changes the subject. “So, are you ready to
return and once again take up the management?”
This is what Goswami has feared the most since joining Radha-
Damodara. He wants to be submissive and truthful so he humbly
suggests, “I would rather remain in America. I think that I should preach
here now.”
“That is all right for you to say. Do you think that I can give up
management so easily?”
“But the preaching is very good here.” Tamal Krishna can clearly see
Prabhupada’s desire. He wants to explain himself without posing any
arguments, but Prabhupada cuts him short with an abrupt reply.
TKG: His mood was decisively firm. I felt in a quandary whether or not
to say anything more. Remaining silent meant returning to India. But
there was no question of disagreeing with my spiritual master. I thought
to make one final attempt.
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“Show me those results,” Prabhupada challenges.
Gauridas Pandit: I put a dhoti on, but I wasn’t going to join. I was just
going to see Prabhupada. We were told to give a rose and offer our
obeisances. I said, “I don’t know the obeisances yet.” So Tamal Krishna
said, “Just say in English what you know about Prabhupada coming to
the western world.” I was nervous as my turn came.
Seeing ten new men sitting before him, tears begin to roll down
Prabhupada’s cheek. Turning to Tamal Krishna with a look of
satisfaction he acknowledges, “Yes. This is real preaching! Thank you
very much. This is the right field for you. Keep at this and make
hundreds and hundreds of such devotees.”
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With the new men comfortably sitting in front of their spiritual master,
Prabhupada begins to speak.
“So you are all very bright-faced and very fortunate to come to Lord
Chaitanya’s movement. Now that you are fortunate to have taken up
Krishna consciousness, you should make others fortunate. Preach this
message of Lord Chaitanya all over the world.”
He continues speaking for almost fifteen minutes and closes with this
advice. “Please serve Vishnujana Maharaja and Tamal Krishna
Maharaja nicely and I will be pleased. Tamal Krishna Maharaja is my
senior disciple. I have trained him in all respects, so learn everything
from him.”
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After accepting the garland, Prabhupada immediately approaches the
altar. Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara are splendidly decorated with various
ornaments and delicate flowers. Prabhupada offers full dandavats before
Them. After taking caraṇāmṛta he stands with folded palms, admiring
Their transcendental appearance. With a wide smile, he stands looking
at Them for a long time before speaking.
“They are very, very beautiful. Who has dressed Them?” Vishnujana
Maharaja explains that he and Ramacharya take care of Their personal
worship.
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gita 6:16:
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Eleventh Wave,
No Grand Opening
The chanting of the holy name of the Lord is able to uproot even the
reactions of the greatest sins. Therefore the chanting of the sankirtan
movement is the most auspicious activity in the entire universe. [Srimad
Bhagavatam 6.3.31]
Now that their service is complete, their bodies feel drained. Bhakta Das
is feeling ill but he has to deal with the normal day-after-Ratha-yatra
lunch with the GBCs and sannyāsīs. This year it’s at the home of a
Berkeley magistrate, Mr. Joshi, who is excited that Prabhupada will be
his special guest.
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bedroom with twin beds. He lies down on one and immediately falls
asleep. He hasn’t slept on a bed in five years.
Bhakta Das gets back into bed and watches as Mr. Joshi pulls back the
covers of the other bed. Srila Prabhupada crawls in under the covers and
Mr. Joshi tucks him in. The twin beds are right next to each other, about
a foot apart. Prabhupada’s head is on the pillow looking in the direction
of Bhakta Das who looks back at his spiritual master. They are lying
head to head taking rest about two feet apart.
Bhakta Das: I couldn’t believe it. I didn’t go to sleep after that. I just
went into a Vaikuṇṭha dream. There was no need for words. It was like
when Jayananda was in a room with Prabhupada.
Back at the temple that evening, Bhakta Das gathers the devotees who
have worked so hard for Ratha-yatra. He wants to bring them over to
meet Srila Prabhupada for a private darshan, especially the new
disciples who have never personally met their spiritual master.
Jayananda is working at the cart site where Bhakta Das finds him.
“Jayananda, come and see Srila Prabhupada.”
“I can’t right now. I have too much work to do. It’s not necessary.
Prabhupada doesn’t want to see me. I’m not important; just let me finish
this service.”
“No, you’ve got to come.” Bhakta Das grabs his arm and pulls him into
the waiting car. “Please sit down. You’re coming to see your spiritual
master.”
They drive back to the temple where the other devotees are waiting to
meet Prabhupada. They all walk around the corner to Prabhupada’s
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quarters and Bhakta Das ushers them in. “Srila Prabhupada, these are
the devotees who have been working so hard for you. Please give them
your blessings.”
Everybody pays obeisances and sits down. Jayananda sits at the back of
the room and leans against the wall. Within minutes his head drops and
he is sound asleep. The devotees have a one hour darshan with
Prabhupada, after which they pay their obeisances before leaving.
Someone wakes Jayananda, who also pays obeisances and leaves the
room.
Following behind the bus, Radha Raman drives Gauridas Pandit’s little
green Toyota truck. Suhotra’s van party left San Francisco before
Ratha-yatra, with a plan to meet the bus at the Minot Fairgrounds.
Cruising through the Sierra mountains of eastern California, the new
Radha-Damodara men are excited, including Tamal Krishna Goswami.
It’s his first trip since joining the party in June at the Oakland house.
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room comes the sound of mṛdaṅgas, kartāls, harmonium, and the voices
of 13 brahmacārīs responding to Vishnujana’s kirtan. Tamal Krishna
turns to peer into the temple through the arched doorway, focusing on
Sri Sri Radha-Damodara. Their earrings swing to and fro from the
motion of the bus as Ramacharya offers ārati.
Cruising at 75 miles an hour, the bus easily overtakes the slower traffic.
Passengers in the other vehicles stare in total disbelief seeing shaven-
headed devotees bouncing up and down during kirtan. Sometimes the
brahmacārīs wave at them with a huge smile. Sometimes people return
the waves, unaware of how fortunate they are to see Radha-Damodara’s
devotees on the move.
San Francisco is first with 3529 points, next is Los Angeles with 2772
points. Chicago, San Diego, and the BBT party round out the Top Five.
Keshava Bharati of San Francisco is the top distributor with 553 points.
The San Diego temple reports that since Tripurari has arrived, “now we
are seeing that big books can be distributed. It’s a whole new
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consciousness in book distribution. Big books can be distributed like
small books. You simply have to take the initiative and completely
depend on Krishna.”
Tripurari Das has sent in his own report: “Madhudvisa Maharaja has
agreed to release Buddhimanta Prabhu to the BBT and the US temples
for one month! His association enlivened me two years ago to distribute
big books. Now, His Grace Buddhimanta will return to give us all some
insight as to how we can inject others with the desire to enjoy Krishna
conscious life.”
After driving 700 miles and crossing the states of California and
Nevada, Dayal Chandra is exhausted. It’s already past 11:00pm as he
carefully guides the bus down a narrow trail to a campsite that Goswami
selected earlier. All the devotees are fast asleep. Vishnujana lies in front
of the altar, Tamal Krishna lies next to him, and the brahmacārīs lie
beside Goswami all packed tightly together like sardines. Dayal gets out
and connects the bus to the campsite’s water and electric lines. With the
bus filled to capacity, he just places his sleeping bag on a picnic table,
stretches out, and immediately falls asleep.
At 3:30am, the sannyāsīs rise to take their shower on the bus. While
Vishnujana prepares Radha-Damodara’s morning offering in the
kitchen, Tamal Krishna rouses the brahmacārīs to take bath in the
nearby stream. Nobody disturbs Dayal Chandra still lying on the picnic
table. By 4:30 all are back to greet Sri Sri Radha-Damodara.
Ramacharya offers maṅgala-ārati as Vishnujana leads the chanting.
During japa period, Tamal Krishna sits beside Vishnujana behind closed
curtains to see how he does the pūjā for Radha-Damodara. He wanted to
assist in the Deity worship and today his training begins.
TKG: Vishnujana kneeled on the first step of the altar while I sat to the
side, watching silently as my godbrother performed confidential service
for the Deities. First he removed Damodara’s flute and crown and then
proceeded to take off Their night clothes. As beautiful as Radha-
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Damodara were when fully dressed and jeweled, this was surpassed by
Their natural beauty. Damodara’s bluish-silver body had a carved dhoti
with a chaddar that flared on both sides. He also had natural bracelets,
as well as a beautiful crown. Radharani wore a finely decorated natural
sāri. These were all unusual features, for normally Deities made of
metal lacked such detailed ornamentation. How special Radha-
Damodara were in every way!
The entire procedure was repeated for Srimati Radharani. She had been
waiting patiently beside Damodara, Her body casually wrapped in cloth.
Srimati Radharani emerged from Her morning ablution with the
complexion of the radiant golden sun. Again Vishnujana turned to
Damodara. He took fresh tulasi leaves and, smearing them with
sandalwood pulp, applied them to Damodara’s lotus feet. Very expertly
he decorated Damodara’s lotus face with dots of sandalwood pulp,
which made His smile even more pleasing to behold. Finally, with great
surrender, Vishnujana pressed the lotus feet of Srimati Radharani and
Lord Damodara to his forehead, praying that They please bestow Their
mercy upon him.
The entire time I had been sitting, transfixed, watching everything with
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undeviating attention.
[Brahma-Samhita 5.1]
Vaishnavas never think of the Deity in a mundane way, that the form of
Krishna is made of marble, brass, or wood. By proper training from
Srila Prabhupada, Tamal Krishna is able to see Radha-Damodara with
devotional eyes. This transcendental vision is possible only by the
mercy of guru and Krishna. It cannot be understood by anyone in
material consciousness, because one cannot comprehend Krishna with
blunt material senses. This is described in Brahma-Samhita 5.38.
premāñjana-cchurita-bhakti-vilocanena
yaṁśyāmasundaram acintya-guṇa-svarūpaṁ
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devotees see in their heart of hearts with the eye of devotion tinged with
the salve of love.”
TKG: Krishna had kindly assumed this Deity form of earthly substance
to allow a conditioned soul like myself to approach Him even with
material senses, which would thus become purified by contact with His
transcendental body. Although the Deity might be made of material
elements, these become transformed into spiritual energy, having been
accepted by the Lord as His transcendental body through the prayers of
His pure devotee. Though the materialist might have difficulty in
understanding this transformation, I found nothing confusing.
Prabhupada had explained that the Lord has multifarious energies which
He employs at different times.
As dawn breaks, Dayal Chandra awakens and takes his bath. Then he
unhooks the electric and water hose connections. The bus is ready for
departure. Dayal revs the engine to let everyone know it’s time to get
back on the road. The morning program continues as the bus wends its
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way eastward. By nightfall, they have driven across Utah, Wyoming,
Nebraska, and into Iowa.
The bus stops for the night at a large Maharishi Ashram in Fairfield,
Iowa. The followers of Mahesh Yogi are friendly and allow the devotees
to park the bus in front of their main building. Early the next morning
there is maṅgala-ārati on the bus as usual. Attracted by the sound, the
leader of the ashram comes out and asks Gauridas Pandit, “Who is that
person chanting?”
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staring into the headlights of a car. Then the truck backs up and quickly
leaves. The brahmacārīs continue their bathing. Within minutes they can
hear sirens blaring in the distance.
Suddenly three police cars pull up and surround the bus. State troopers
jump out with their shotguns aimed at the devotees. The three patrol
cars have sped to the scene after receiving a report of a UFO landing
behind the station – “Aliens have landed.” When Vishnujana Maharaja
explains the situation, the police simply scratch their heads, wondering
if the devotees are for real.
At last they bring out the portable stage for the kirtan band. They hope
to attract people to Sri Chaitanya’s sankirtan movement. Several
carnival people are also setting up, but they hope to earn big money at
the fair. Radha-Damodara will stay on the bus and not make Their
appearance until evening when the fair is packed with people. While
everyone is busy setting up, Sadananda is in the bus kitchen preparing
prasādam. Later this will be distributed to anyone who accepts
Vishnujana’s invitation to “try this pure vegetarian feast offered to the
Supreme with love and devotion.”
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splitting, and watermelon eating. Blue ribbons are awarded for the
biggest squash and the best milking cows. For the kids, there is the
carnival with all the latest rides, including an old-fashioned merry-go-
round for romantic couples.
Uddhava: Ramacharya was expert at selling the Spiritual Sky items and
books. He was sweet and friendly with a bubbly personality, but also
very determined to serve the Deities. He was very firm in getting
everyone to serve Radha-Damodara. Both he and Vishnujana were very
devoted to Radha-Damodara.
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After six hours rest, everyone rises for maṅgala-ārati at 7:00am. The
brahmacārīs fill up the public bathroom wearing gamchas and washing
their feet in the sinks. Several brahmacārīs are shaving their heads when
some carnival people enter. It’s a culture shock for whoever comes in to
use the facilities. Some turn right around and walk out the door, freaked
out by the sight.
Before noon, when there are hardly any people at the fair, Tamal
Krishna and Vishnujana spend time together wandering around the
fairgrounds. Vishnujana introduces Tamal to people he knows from
other fairs, like the huge fat lady and her midget husband. They
accepted a book from him last year, and have no difficulty
understanding that they are not the body!
While the brahmacārīs take care of the booth, the sannyāsīs find a place
by a freshwater brook that flows through the fairgrounds. It’s an idyllic,
uninhabited spot, shaded and peaceful. Here they can absorb themselves
in reading, japa, and discussing future plans. Tamal Krishna notes the
major difference between the fair program and the University program
in Berkeley.
“These people who come to the fair are not the type who will likely join
us as full-time devotees.”
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week at the fair. I really think we need to expand the party.”
“Well, we meet a lot of nice people, and at every fair there are a few
individuals who are searching for real meaning in life. The program is
pure and sincere people are attracted. We just direct them to the nearest
temple. So we are making devotees. We usually don’t bring them along
because it’s hard for new devotees to follow our program, living on a
bus, and keeping weird hours. We can’t have a program for new recruits
because our business is to serve Radha-Damodara and fulfill Lord
Chaitanya’s mission.”
“I don’t doubt that you have attracted people,” Tamal Krishna agrees,
“but they are mostly persons with a curious interest. They are not
intelligent young men searching for the truth like we met in Berkeley. If
we want to make devotees, it would be better to concentrate our energy
on preaching at college campuses and in the larger cities.”
“Your idea is very grand, but is it practical? The set-up expenses would
be enormous. We would have to maintain a separate facility for all the
devotees to travel and live in. I’m still convinced that to continue the
fair circuit is not the best use of our time.”
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“We should focus on making a lot of devotees and that should be our
main program, not doing the state and county fairs,” Tamal Krishna
concludes.
“We already booked some fairs and sent deposits to reserve our space,
then…?”
TKG: We now had two vans, so Aja could take two of the men and
handle the fair programs. The main party could search out more ideal
places where new devotees could be made. I further proposed to
Vishnujana that we seriously consider purchasing more buses. It was
becoming unfeasible for so many men to travel in one vehicle. Besides,
there was insufficient engagement for everyone. Why not duplicate the
program two or even three times? We had good leaders in
Dhristadyumna and Aja, who could certainly head up their own buses.
He says to me, “Excuse me sir, can we have some flowers for our
altar?”
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“Yeah, why not?” I closed the door and went back to bed. I didn’t care;
I had thousands of flowers growing in my yard. Then I heard another
knock on the door. This time he says, “Can I have a knife?”
I was thinking, what’s going on? I looked the guy over. I had a guard
dog, a great Dane, so I went to the kitchen and brought out a big knife.
Then I went back to bed and didn’t wake up until noon. When I looked
out the front window there wasn’t a flower left in my yard – hundreds
and hundreds of flowers that were in my yard were gone. I saw the knife
stuck in the window.
That night I went to the fair with my friends. We were walking down
the midway, and all of a sudden, the guy who took all my flowers came
up to me and tried to sell me some incense. He asked, “What do you
think of the altar?” I didn’t know anything about Krishna at the time. I
looked up and saw Vishnujana Swami with his harmonium, with the
esraj playing, and all these other wild instruments.
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musicians and music was just a job for us, but the way he was talking
about the song I started thinking, how in the world is this guy so much
into this song? What are these guys into? He was going on and on about
the song, and about Radha and Krishna.
I’ll anoint Your dark and fair forms with sandalwood pulp scented with
aguru, and I’ll fan You with a peacock tail fan and see Your two
moonlike faces.
I’ll string garlands of malati flowers and place them around Your
Lordships’ necks, and for Your lotus lips I’ll offer betel leaves scented
with camphor.
By the side of Lalita and Vishakha I will stand ready to fulfill any
service at their lotus feet.
“Radha and Krishna are not an ordinary boy and girl. If they were, why
would so many renounced monks be absorbed in singing about Their
beauty, and about Their pastimes? Actually, They are special because
Their bodies are full of eternity, knowledge and bliss. That’s why Their
loving affairs are so much different than the loving affairs of this
temporary body, which is just a combination of chemicals, and which is
not really who I am. The body is merely a puppet that I, the soul, can
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move here and there just like a driver driving a car.
“My true self is originally eternal, full of bliss and knowledge, just like
the body of Krishna. But, due to forgetfulness of my relationship with
Krishna, we identify ourselves as matter, as a mass of chemicals. But
Radha and Krishna, this Divine Couple, They have Their own loving
affairs that are filled with emotional exchanges of love, based on
eternity, knowledge and bliss.
“It’s natural to give your love forever, isn’t it? Nobody gives their love
to someone with the idea that in a little while I’ll leave and find
somebody else. No one begins a loving relationship like that. We always
begin a loving relationship with the feeling that I’m giving my love
forever. That is real love, actually.
Ritadvaja: One of my friends said, “Look at this. These guys are totally
into that stuff. What is this?” Another friend said, “Hey we’ve got to go,
we’re going on stage.” So we left. I never saw a devotee again for four
years.
Every morning Vishnujana likes to give his men an extra class, Nectar
of Devotion. “Bhakti-yoga is a very natural, happy process,” he
explains. “We don’t have to force it upon ourselves because it’s just so
natural. Krishna consciousness is wonderful. It’s glorious. It’s not that
we have to do all kinds of austerities to reach Krishna. It’s a way that we
can all live together peacefully and be happy.”
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who hasn’t gotten anything for a while, and throw him a sweet. Besides
his love for kirtan and devotional service, he’s very playful.
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humility, tolerance, and detachment – they might conclude that the
process doesn’t work. Prabhupada explains in his books that
advancement is demonstrated by how one loves to hear and chant the
Holy Names. There has to be a living example – the person bhāgavata –
and Vishnujana Swami is one from their own generation, one of their
peers.
The state fair ends without a single new devotee joining the bus as
Tamal Krishna had predicted. He is convinced that the college campuses
are the best field for preaching. But during the summer months, most
students are on summer recess. His idea is to take the festival program
to the large East Coast cities where there are temples. They can do street
festivals until the colleges are active again in September.
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even heard of Krishna you were totally affected.
Chicago is now a big hub for book distribution. Apart from the temple
devotees going out to meet the public, Tripurari is based in Chicago and
is training devotees to distribute big books at the airport where the
affluent public travels. Moreover, the temple managers are developing
systems to raise money through various businesses. Their goal is to
purchase a prestigious temple.
Tamal Krishna tries to encourage the leaders to put aside their business
ideas and depend upon pleasing Lord Chaitanya by performing the
sankirtan yajña. He points out that the devotees going to the airport to
distribute books are fully enlivened. Staying back at the temple to
manage, however, is a dry activity. Tamal Krishna has his own
experience of this. He is much more enlivened now, he explains,
because he has left managing the yatras in India and is traveling and
preaching with Vishnujana Swami.
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13 with 12 temples reporting. He quickly glances down the list.
San Francisco is first again with 2792 points. This is their fifth
consecutive week at number one. Next is Los Angeles with 2401 points.
San Diego, Chicago, and Pittsburgh round out the Top Five.
Yudamanyu Prabhu of San Francisco is the top distributor with 413
points.
The San Diego temple reports that book distributors had some difficulty
with the police at a county fair because they didn’t have a permit to
distribute books. “To avoid a similar occurrence we are starting a file to
keep all permits up to date and to acquire as many permits as possible.”
Philadelphia Temple has sent in their own report about their upcoming
Ratha-yatra festival. “Srila Prabhupada has written us a kind letter
expressing great appreciation with our deity worship (Lord Jagannath,
Lord Balarama, and Srimati Subhadra). Srila Prabhupada has given his
personal blessings and guaranteed that our Rathayatra would be a
success.”
Later in the afternoon, three musicians come to visit the temple. Sri
Govinda says he’s too busy to chat so he sends them over to the bus to
meet the Swamis. Vishnujana welcomes them aboard warmly.
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Srikhar: The first person I met was Vishnujana Swami. He was
introduced to me as a Swami who had played for the Jefferson Airplane.
I had a Guild 12-string and a Gibson Dreadnought that I brought with
me. Vishnujana was playing the 12-string and he was good. Then Tamal
Krishna came in and busted up the jam.
When the young man reveals that he has had “out-of-body” experiences,
Goswami points out that these are at best temporary. By the process of
bhakti-yoga one can he elevated to the transcendental platform and
never have to come back to mundane consciousness.
“If you defeat me then I’ll admit your philosophy is superior. But if I
defeat you, then you have to join our party and travel with us on this
bus. If my philosophy is superior to yours, then you should become my
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student, according to Vedic culture.”
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that?” he asks.
Outside the bus Srikhar explains the situation to her. “I was just visiting
these Swamis and they invited me to travel with them.” “What about
me?” she asks, quite annoyed.
“Well, these are celibate monks. It’s really only for men. They have a
lot of spiritual knowledge so I don’t want to miss this opportunity.”
“Well, I’m thinking to give up everything and travel with the Swamis
for a while, that’s all.”
“Leave me some money! You’re not gonna leave me like this!” She
begins shouting.
“What?” Beside herself with rage, she catches Goswami’s eye peering
through the bus window. She demands that he return her boyfriend’s
money immediately. Tamal Krishna can see how upset she is and
realizes there’s no point in talking to her. He asks Srikhar to drive her
home and calm her down.
Taking her by the arm, Srikhar says to Goswami that he’ll return.
“Don’t leave without me.”
The temple devotees who have witnessed the entire event quickly spread
the word of Srikhar’s defeat and his surrender of $2000. Sri Govinda is
pleased to hear this news. It was he who had directed the musicians to
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speak with the sannyāsīs and now that same person who was always
coming to the temple has finally surrendered. When Vishnujana and
Tamal Krishna come to the office to share the news of the victory, Sri
Govinda gives Goswami a shock.
TKG: What did the temple have to do with it? The president himself
could have preached to the boys but he was too busy. The money had
already been offered to Sri Sri Radha-Damodara, so how could I ask
Them to return it? But he insisted that the temple had its rightful claim
to half of the share. Since the temple president had already offered
everything to Srila Prabhupada, at least proper etiquette dictated he offer
us a hospitable reception free of financial considerations. His present
demand made me feel as if I were being presented with a hotel bill.
“True, and we have welcomed you with all hospitality and kindness.
And please don’t consider that the gṛhasthas in the temple are ordinary
householders. We also speak the Absolute Truth for the enlightenment
of others. We are also surrendered to Srila Prabhupada and live a simple
lifestyle, depending on Krishna for all our necessities.”
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Seeing the two leaders quarrel over money, Vishnujana Maharaja
becomes visibly upset and quotes a verse by Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
kibā vipra, kibā nyāsī, śūdra kene naya yei kṛṣṇa-tattva-vettā, sei 'guru'
haya
When the sannyāsīs leave the office and return to the bus, Vishnujana
expresses his displeasure at the turn of events. But Goswami is adamant.
He wants to establish what he believes is proper etiquette. Moreover,
he’s upset that Vishnujana isn’t supporting his position. Taking no
notice of Maharaja’s disapproval, Goswami decides to counter Sri
Govinda’s claim with a claim of his own. He immediately sits down and
draws up an invoice, charging the temple for every lecture that he and
Vishnujana gave.
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am right and you are wrong.” Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu always
presented his philosophy in terms of sambandha, abhideya, and
prayojana – relationships, the process of developing spiritual
relationships, and attaining the ultimate goal of relationship, krishna
prema.
Based on “I am right and you are wrong,” the Gaudiya Math was
embroiled in litigation for decades with no resolution. Srila Prabhupada
didn’t want to make the same mistake in ISKCON so he cautioned his
disciples to settle all differences amicably as Vaishnavas, and never go
to the courts for a settlement.
The materialist without being able to adjust the varieties and the
disagreements makes everything zero. They cannot come into
agreement with varieties, but if we keep Krishna in the center, then there
will be agreement in varieties. This is called unity in diversity. I am
therefore suggesting that all our men meet in Mayapur every year during
the birth anniversary of Lord Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. With all GBC and
senior men present we should discuss how to make unity in diversity.
But, if we fight on account of diversity, then it is simply the material
platform. [Letter to Kirtanananda - October 18, 1973]
Even though the issue has been settled, Goswami remains disturbed by
the exchange with Sri Govinda. He decides to write Prabhupada about
his experiences while visiting the Chicago and Los Angeles temples.
His purpose is not to complain about particular individuals, but to reveal
a tendency which he believes is caused by economic considerations.
In his letter, Goswami also makes a formal request for a BBT loan. If
Prabhupada agrees, then his plan is to purchase two more buses. With
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Srikhar and his friends joining in Chicago, Tamal Krishna feels that the
crowded situation on the bus will continue to increase and become
critical. Lastly, he asks Prabhupada if he can give advice on preaching
and management when he visits the various temples in America.
Early in the morning, Srikhar returns to the temple with his friends. He
relates how he stayed up all night trying to convince his girl friend to let
him go. “When she finally fell asleep,” he explains to Goswami, “I took
advantage of the opportunity to leave unnoticed.”
Although there are three new recruits, two of the six men who were part
of the garland of jivas depart. The net gain is one devotee. With the new
recruits on board, the bus drives out of Chicago heading east to its next
destination – the college town of Ann Arbor.
Hasyagrami: Tamal Krishna was very good with the guests that came
with the heavy questions. He was great at blasting that stuff out. I
remember several sessions where he would get guys to come for a week
because after half an hour they didn’t have anything more to say. That
was impressive. So I was impressed by him, but he still had this
irritating thing about turning the party around. I probably insulted him in
a subtle way, because in my mind Vishnujana Swami was in charge of
the party.
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development is based on the growing needs of a university populace.
The population of the campus numbers over 40,000, with students and
professors renting every available place in town. During the summer
recess, however, the town is empty with For Rent signs everywhere to
attract the students that will soon arrive by summer’s end.
As Vipra Das negotiates the large Greyhound bus along narrow West
Madison Street he comes upon 718. After a three point maneuver, he
carefully backs the bus into the driveway to enable a much easier exit.
Sitting on the front porch of an apartment house across the street from
the temple, two long-haired hippie-types watch the huge bus come down
a street that normally doesn’t see any busses, and enter the driveway
across the road. They watch in amazement as the door of the bus pops
open and strange people in orange clothing, carrying various exotic
instruments, start to get out and pile into the house.
“See you later, Rick,” one says to the other, “I’ve got to check this out.”
Sri Rama: I went over and asked Vishnujana Swami who he was and
what was going on. He said something about Hare Krishna. A few years
earlier, I had the Radha Krishna Temple album and I played those songs
continuously until my friends went crazy and forced me to stop. When I
realized there was a connection between these people and that music, I
asked Vishnujana, “Can you play Govinda Jaya Jaya for me?” He
actually sat down on the porch of the temple, took a harmonium, and
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played it.
Vishnujana Maharaja senses that Sri Rama is not entirely sober and
suggests that he come back in better condition at 7:00pm for the evening
program.
Meanwhile, it’s been a most difficult day for young Badrinarayan. First,
his car broke down, a beat-up old red and black Ford, a virtual
environmental dump on wheels. Then, no one bought the flowers that he
was selling on the street. He drives home with a heavy heart, utterly
exhausted. All he can think about is taking a little prasādam, then lying
down and going to sleep. He hopes that when he awakens, the whole
day will prove to be just a bad dream. The car struggles up the hill,
blowing black smoke all over West Madison. When he arrives in front
of the temple, Badrinarayan is stunned.
The bus is backed up as close as it can get to the big hedge at the rear of
the property. An old lady and her dog live in the house behind the
temple. Her back yard begins at the hedge and on the other side of that
hedge is a doghouse. And now, the tailpipe of the bus is situated right at
the door of the doghouse. Dayal Chandra is working on the engine
revving it up again and again, vroooom, vrroooom, vrrroooom. Seeing
that Badrinarayan has arrived, the old lady comes over carrying the dog
in her arms. She’s a retiree living behind the Hare Krishna temple who
hates devotees.
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She often calls the police to complain.
Unfortunately, the lady is not pacified by her dog’s quick return from
the dead. “You should move somewhere else. You should have a farm,”
she shouts at the devotees.
Vishnujana tries to calm her down. “Look, you know what it costs to fly
to India? It costs $1000 to fly to India. You’re getting India for free, like
the incense, the music, the prasādam!” Every time she raises some
complaint, Maharaja turns around the point she’s complaining about.
“You’re getting India for free. You should pay us,” he jokes. The lady
becomes charmed by Maharaja’s smile and his sweet way of
responding. Her anger is checked, at least until the next encounter with
devotees.
When she returns to her home, Badrinarayan shakes his head and
extends a warm welcome to the Radha-Damodara party.
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The young men from across the road also come over to further check
out the dancing bus. Although they live across from the temple they had
no prior interest. But now with the arrival of the Radha-Damodara party,
their interest is piqued. In an era where being unique is paramount, the
Hare Krishnas stand out as something worth exploring.
Sri Rama: I was working a night shift in a Michigan state hospital for
the criminally insane starting at 11:30pm until 6:30 in the morning. The
job was a cross between being a social worker and a prison guard. But I
was totally at the end of my material life. Krishna had closed it up in so
many ways. So for a few days I would go to the temple for the morning
program when I got off work.
During their stay in Ann Arbor, the sannyāsīs give class in tandem.
Together to the sannyāsīs. they do several verses for Bhagavatam class,
alternating verses. When Tamal Krishna speaks, Vishnujana dozes off.
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fabrics together. He also does the backdrops and the mukuts. He’s very
sincere but his style is unique and different. All the same, Tamal
Krishna does not appreciate Ramacharya’s style. For him it looks too
gaudy. Nor does he like that Ramacharya is even doing this service. His
opinion is that it’s not bona fide. “We should get all the mukuts from
Vrindavan. This is bogus.” Goswami wants Radha-Damodara to look
more traditional, more like what he’s used to seeing in India.
Vishnujana points out that, “Anybody can go to a shop and buy mukuts.
Buying mukuts is not as devotional as taking the time and effort to make
them yourself with love and devotion. That’s bhakti!”
Next door to the temple is a house with a large front lawn. Over the
weekend, the neighbor and his wife have worked very hard planting
marigolds for the coming spring. They have completed all their
walkways and borders. On Sunday night they are so happy to see their
beautiful garden after spending the entire weekend planting.
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head, he’s trying to figure out what happened to all his flowers. He is
questioning out loud. “Moles? Giant snails? Aliens from Mars?” He’s
trying to figure out, who would completely take every plant? He looks
around and sees Badrinarayan. “They’re all gone!”
Badrinarayan: If you were a karmi, you would think that there was no
answer. Because who would do that? I knew, but I sure wasn’t going to
tell him. What are you going to explain to the guy? And it wasn’t so
much the loss of money, but the man and his wife had worked so hard.
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area, because it was like a no man’s land.”
The sannyāsīs accept his suggestion and shift to the Diag. The temple
devotees watch in admiration as the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs open
up the bays of the bus and unload all their festival equipment including
the Matchless Gifts booth. When a few students stop by out of curiosity,
they are quickly engaged to help set up the festival site.
Most of the student body is gone for the summer. Only a few curious
townspeople and some fascinated summer students come to hear the
devotees chant. Though the attendance is small, nonetheless devotees
absorb themselves in the ecstasy of sankirtan, thankful to serve Radha-
Damodara. They accept whatever comes as simply Their mercy.
Naturally, they would prefer as large an audience as they had at the state
fair, but that is not within their control.
The test of their sincerity is that they remain steady in their service,
certain that Radha-Damodara will reciprocate.
Later in the day a student who knows Sri Rama comes up to talk to him
since he is apparently associating with the Hare Krishnas. Before she
leaves, she gives him a goodbye kiss. Tamal Krishna Goswami notices
the kiss. It doesn’t sit well with him. Vishnujana says, “This is
America.”
The next morning Sri Rama is at the temple again for the Bhagavatam
class.
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“Oh, really? Why do you think so?”
A few minutes later, Tamal Krishna looks at him again and says, “And
you, just get out of the temple. Get out of here and don’t ever come
back.” Sri Rama is in a state of shock. He can’t comprehend Tamal
Krishna’s motivation.
Sri Rama is ready for a spiritual awakening because he’s at the bottom
of his material life. Perhaps Tamal Krishna can understand his mentality
by reading his face, because he quickly adds, “If I can convince you that
the philosophy of Bhagavad-gita is right, will you come and join us for a
few weeks?”
TKG: I put my foot down and handed him an ultimatum. “Stay in Ann
Arbor and waste your life or take to Krishna consciousness and return
back to Godhead.” Vishnujana’s soft, charismatic approach had
attracted his heart, but my strong, uncompromising words were
necessary to push him to the final point of surrender.
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The young man finds it difficult to make a firm decision to join the
party. He has good intelligence and fine sentiments, but the after-effects
of intoxication have left him in an emotional state. At the moment,
however, he is curious to see the outcome of this confrontation. “Well,
if you can do that, I’ll come with you for a couple of months. Because,
either way I’ll have to quit my job. So, why not for a few months?”
Sri Rama: I couldn’t figure out what was going on because I didn’t
understand any philosophy. But it flashed through my mind that soon
these people are leaving and maybe I’ll never see them again. Maybe
I’m missing an opportunity that I shouldn’t be missing. I liked them as
people because they practiced what they preached.
Sri Rama: I figured that they wanted me to cut my hair like your average
1974 person – who we were all rebelling against – and that was a
repulsive thought. So instead, it seemed easier to just shave up
completely. If you’re not going to take the radical position one way,
take it another way. Gauridas Pandit shaved me up and showed me how
to put on a dhoti.
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this...” then later on we would sit down and preach, and it would come
out, that he had pegged his attachment. I was impressed. He was an
amazing personality.
While Sri Rama is getting shaved, Tamal Krishna has doubts about him.
He privately asks Vishnujana about his joining. “This boy can never
become a devotee. Why don’t we just leave him here?”
“Well, come on!” Sri Rama stands his ground. “Look at that poster of
Krishna and Arjuna. They both have earrings, so what’s the problem?”
Tamal Krishna points out, rather bluntly, “You’re not Krishna and
you’re not Arjuna.” So that’s the end of the earring. Although he was
living just across the street, Sri Rama never had any prior interest to join
the temple devotees. Now he has become a Hare Krishna virtually
overnight. He’s a cool, cerebral personality, with an impersonalist
brahman type of mentality that Badrinarayan could never penetrate.
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did the temple programs, but I had no idea what was going on. They
said, “This is Krishna,” and it was a genuinely long time before I
realized that Krishna was the same person I used to pray to when I was a
child. It was even longer before I asked who the girl was standing next
to Krishna on the altar. It was more the overall spiritual quality of the
experience that attracted me. Vishnujana Swami was certainly
charismatic, and a lot of people became fascinated by him, but it was his
kindness and compassion that had an effect on me.
Another Ann Arbor resident has also been associating with the devotees.
Richard, a good-natured follower of Jesus, was initially attracted by the
outdoor festival. Gradually he begins to realize that the Hare Krishna
devotional lifestyle parallels the life of Jesus Christ. But in his own
experience he has never seen this put into practice like the devotees. He
can understand that accepting the devotee’s renounced lifestyle is a test
of his conviction to the spiritual path that the Bible portrays of Lord
Jesus.
To join the Hare Krishnas, Richard has to abandon his present lifestyle
and possessions. Relinquishing his many attachments is not an easy
task. He finally settles on a few sets of clothing and a glass-encased
collection of Brazilian butterflies – a family heirloom for generations.
Goswami looks critically at the butterfly collection.
“If you want me to come, I have to take the butterflies,” the young man
asserts.
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reduces the inconvenience. Still, living on a crowded bus trying to
surrender to Radha-Damodara is not the life for everyone. Therefore,
three men bail out in Ann Arbor – the two Chicago musician friends of
Srikhar, and the percussionist Lokanath. The net result is extra space on
the bus. Of course, devotees understand that all results are arranged by
Radha-Damodara.
Lokanath: Tamal Krishna Maharaja would say, “How can you guys just
sit and play music all day long?” He was a preacher, whereas we would
do kirtan all day. Wherever we went I just played. When we came to
Ann Arbor, I jumped ship and stayed at the temple with Badrinarayan.
Badrinarayan: Tamal Krishna once said, “I’m going nuts, living with
these guys.” It was a definite austerity with them all packed on that bus.
When they left I figured if he could shake them off the tree and reel
them in, that was just desserts. In those days we were making a lot of
devotees, so there was plenty to go around.
After one week in the temple, Sri Sri Radha-Damodara are back on
Their bus. At 10:00am, Vipra Das tries to fire up the engine. Nothing
happens. He has already discovered that driving Radha-Damodara’s bus
is unlike driving any other vehicle on planet earth. Now he gets another
lesson on this subject.
Vipra Das: All of a sudden, nothing would work right. I couldn’t shift
gears. The clutch wouldn’t disengage, the gears wouldn’t engage, and
the thing was just at a standstill. I couldn’t get in gear so I couldn’t get it
to move. I was practically going insane because I understood machines
and this didn’t make any sense. So I got out of the driver’s seat and
Vishnujana Swami got in. He fired the thing up and took off. He was
flying like the wind, never missing a shift. Everything worked to
perfection. I sat there feeling totally mind-blown. I was the big Ferrari
driver and I couldn’t make a Greyhound bus move. Yet a devotee just
jumped in the seat and took off.
Lord Damodara was a prankster. There was always weird stuff going
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on.
Once the bus is out on the highway, Vipra switches places with
Vishnujana Swami on the fly. The bus is heading East, and slightly
South, towards Pittsburgh. Their destination is New Vrindavan to attend
the Janmastami celebration.
On the road to New Vrindavan the new recruits spend most of their time
looking out the windows and trying to listen to a tape of Srila
Prabhupada, but not being able to understand a word. For them the most
prominent feature of the trip is prasādam time. By evening Sri Rama is
dying of starvation. Sadananda has made some cauliflower sabji which
is first offered to Radha-Damodara, then there is kirtan during the ārati.
The wait is taxing Sri Rama. Finally the curtains close.
Sri Rama: I never realized what vegetarian food would taste like after it
was cooked and offered to Krishna. Of course, I never made that
mistake again. Prasādam became a very important part of my life. I was
underweight when I joined the Movement, and actually malnourished
due to not eating enough for a long time. I remember one morning
asking Tamal Krishna if I could eat everyone’s watermelon rinds, and I
proceeded to demolish a whole bucket of them. For months, I was
always hungry. Even if I ate three or four plates of prasādam I was
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always unfathomably hungry.
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Yamuna dd: I remember walking from our place in Raman Reti to the
temple and chanting one round of Hare Krishna. When I walked in the
door Prabhupada said, “You look so beautiful chanting Hare Krishna.”
That just stunned me. Immediately he said, “Do you think it is not
difficult for me?” I didn’t say anything.
“Do you hear that noise on the roof?” Of course I did. I was involved in
Vrindavan’s construction from the beginning. There were 25 brick
masons carving stone – chink chink chink, chink chink chink – 24 hours
a day. There were 25 of them on his roof.
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living entities is paramount.
Gurudas: It’s very important for devotees to find someone to reveal their
mind to if they have something to talk about. There’s usually only one
or two special devotees that you feel comfortable with that you’re able
to do that with. But it got less and less as we got people more and more
into judging behavior.
In the lives of the acharyas, even pure devotees sometimes feel that life
is no longer worth living.
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conception of the transcendental life of Sriman Mahaprabhu. By
rendering further service to his beloved Lord, all of Raghunatha’s
reasons for giving up his life vanished.
From this example we can understand that when we surrender our lives
to the Supreme Lord, then the body can no longer be used erratically. It
belongs to the Lord and the Lord has every intention to use our body for
spreading His mission on earth.
Jayananda hands him an envelope. Tearing it open, Bhakta Das pulls out
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a substantial check, in the neighborhood of $35,000, payable to James
Kohr. The money has been sent by an aunt.
“What do you want?” Bhakta Das can see that it’s a substantial amount
of money. “Nothing. It’s for the temple.”
Within a week, they are both on a plane to India. They plan to visit
Jagannath Puri because Jayananda wants to study the construction of the
Ratha-yatra chariots and to become more familiar with the atmosphere
of Puri. Keshava Bharati takes over as interim president until their
return.
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pastimes like Tota Gopinath, Gundica, Siddha Bakul, and Haridas
Thakur’s Samadhi. At Siddha Bakul, Jayananda pulls out his kartāls and
starts a kirtan. Several onlookers stop to watch the Americans do kirtan
around Tulasi Devi in front of the siddha bakula tree.
Bhakta Das: We must have circumambulated the tulasi plant for two
hours just dancing and singing Hare Krishna. We felt like little boys in a
toy store. On the plane to Calcutta and on the train to Puri, Jayananda
didn’t sleep much. He was always absorbed in KRSNA Book. He had
such a taste for KRSNA Book. He was always grabbing me and saying,
“Oh, Bhakta. It’s so wonderful. Listen to this.” He was so enthusiastic
about KRSNA Book. I was tired-out after the plane ride and tried to get
some sleep, but he was so enlivened by Krishna’s pastimes. I hadn’t met
anyone who demonstrated such a taste for that as Jayananda.
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in Puri, the pair decide to journey to Mayapur. There are very few
devotees residing at Mayapur when Jayananda and Bhakta Das arrive by
taxi one morning. Jayapataka Swami and Bhavananda Goswami, the
two leaders of the Mayapur Project, give them a warm welcome and
provide a large room. Then they bring them down to the temple room
for darshan of Radha-Madhava and Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, The
temple Deities.
After darshan the sannyāsīs invite the visiting Vaishnavas for lunch “to
taste the best prasādam in the movement cooked by Bengali mātājīs who
learned the art of cooking for the Deities from their grandmothers!” But
first the newcomers want to do tīrtha parikramā to the yoga-pīṭha – Lord
Chaitanya’s holy birth site. Again, they are filled with wonder at this
most sacred spot as they offer obeisances to the blessed Neem tree under
which Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu appeared. He was named
Visvambhara, but Sita Thakurani, the wife of Advaita Acharya,
suggested the name Nimai, which stuck.
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says, “You want me to just sit and be served?”
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The next day after the morning program, Jayananda and Bhakta Das are
ready to return to Calcutta. Puskara sees them leaving with suitcases in
hand. He asks Jayananda why he’s not staying longer.
Bhakta Das is told there will be a Grand Opening for the new Krishna-
Balarama temple on Janmastami day. Excited by this news, he buys
tickets for the overnight train to Mathura to be in Vrindavan for this
special event. When they finally reach Vrindavan it’s already evening.
They try to get a rickshaw to Raman Reti but no one will take them
there because it’s too far. Finally, by overpaying, they hire a rickshaw.
They are amazed how desolate it is on the way to the temple, and so far
from Vrindavan town. They wonder if people will come all this way to
visit Prabhupada’s new temple.
When they finally arrive, all they see is a construction site with piles of
bricks and bags of cement everywhere. The temple is far from ready.
There’s not a soul around and they have no idea where to sleep. They
can’t find anybody to tell them where to spend the night, so they just lay
out their sleeping bags and take rest in a storage shed used for storing
cement, tools, and other things.
The next day they meet the devotees who are dedicated to the project.
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Gurudas and Yamuna are warm and helpful. They joined ISKCON in
1967, the same time as Jayananda. As Yamuna arranges prasādam,
Gurudas sits down to relate the story of the temple project.
“At our first meeting and later on, the king made various offers, but it
became clear to us that he was more interested in getting money than in
giving charity. When Prabhupada realized that no palace was available,
he turned his attention to construction. The first step was to acquire
good land. A resident couple, Mr. and Mrs. Saraf, were associating with
our devotees and liked them very much. So they offered us an acre they
had here in Raman Reti. Prabhupada liked the land and accepted the
donation even though it was about five kilometers from the center of
town.
“In June of ‘72, Prabhupada wrote that we must have our own well. The
Vrindavan municipal pipeline didn’t reach the Raman Reti area, so a
well was necessary for construction. I brought in a water expert to
ascertain how to get sweet water because in this area there was only
salty water.”
“In July ‘72, Prabhupada wrote me and said that finding sweet water
was very good news. He said that in Vrindavan, sweet water is good for
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digestion. So by drinking that water we could stay healthy. Then he
said, ‘As far as the name of the temple is concerned, you can call our
place the Krishna-Balarama Temple.’
“So now we had a well, but no design for a temple. Let me introduce
you to Saurabha Prabhu.”
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“I used to go to Delhi regularly to talk with officials who controlled
allotments of cement. I’d go to their homes early in the morning –
sometimes while they were still in their pajamas so they couldn’t escape
– and impress upon them the need for a center of Krishna consciousness
in Vrindavan. This approach finally struck a sympathetic note, and they
began to sanction the amounts of cement and steel we needed. But still
we experienced shortages. We could only get little bits and pieces here
and there, because we didn’t have much money and the government
only gave us small amounts at a time.
“Over the next two years, the structure went up gradually because the
entire temple was built by hand. The only machine we had was a small
cement mixer. All the ornamental work – the peacocks, the elephants,
the scrolls – was done by skilled masons who cut marble and sandstone
by hand. Nothing prefabricated was used. For scaffolding we tied
bamboo together with twine.”
“Well, after the plans for the triple altars were finalized, Baradraja went
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to Jaipur to arrange for the carving of the Deities. He stayed there a long
time to oversee the work. He was especially concerned that the mūrti of
Srila Prabhupada be an exact likeness.
“Other devotees traveled all over India to buy Deity paraphernalia like
marble plates, silver staffs, 6-foot brass lamps, silk clothing, special
types of jewelry, etc. Finally, Srila Prabhupada wanted a gorgeous
festival for the grand opening, but that’s been postponed now until after
Gaura Purnima ‘75.”
Other devotees have come for the “grand opening.” Gargamuni is here
from Calcutta and Dhananjaya is also here along with Manibandha,
Dinanath, and Govardhan. Someone suggests they go up north to
Rishikesh where it won’t be so hot and the air will be cooler. “It will be
a lot more comfortable up there.” Jayananda and Bhakta Das at once
agree.
They are able to book an overnight sleeper in New Delhi and squeeze
onto a crowded train to Haridwar. From there they take a taxi up to
Rishikesh. They find a warm welcome and are given wonderful rooms
overlooking the Ganga at the Shivananda Ashram. The first thing on
their minds is to take bath.
Diving off the rocks into the holy Ganga, the devotees float downstream
with the current. Then they return and do it over and over again. After
diving in twice, Jayananda prefers to sit in the shade for the rest of the
day reading KRSNA Book while the others frolic in the sun. Jayananda
is the senior man and already 35 years of age. He is more mature. The
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others are much younger and still rather rambunctious.
Seeing Jayananda sitting alone, many beggars approach him for money.
He has such a soft heart that he can’t refuse the beggars. It’s very
difficult for him not to give something. He gives a rupee to every person
who comes up to beg, so within a short time he has given away all his
money.
The group stays in Rishikesh for three days eating prasādam at the
Shivananda Ashram. At last, they decide to return to Vrindavan as
Janmastami is approaching. Srila Prabhupada is scheduled to arrive, and
they all hope to get the mercy of washing Prabhupada’s feet on his
Vyasa-pūjā day.
They return to Delhi via Haridwar where they catch the first available
bus. Bhakta Das is sitting right over the rear back wheels. Every time
the bus hits a bump, his head hits the roof. Moreover, he has sunstroke
from all the water sports at the Ganga in the hot sun. He develops a
burning headache.
Jayananda feels great because he didn’t try to enjoy in the Ganga like
the others. He makes an effort to get everyone on the bus into a kirtan.
He begins moving up and down the bus chanting and playing kartāls to
involve everybody in the kirtan. Gradually all the passengers get into the
swing of it and Jayananda leads the kirtan practically non-stop from
Haridwar to Delhi.
Everybody loves it, even Bhakta Das who just sits in the back of the bus
trying to get rid of his headache. Every time he sees lights on the
horizon, he thinks, now we can get off. But it’s not Delhi. To Bhakta
Das it seems like forever before they reach Delhi. He is still feeling
miserable when they finally arrive.
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Just as practically every devotee on the West Coast goes to San
Francisco for Ratha- yatra, similarly almost every devotee on the East
Coast goes to New Vrindavan for Janmastami. This year it will be
celebrated on Sunday, August 11. The Radha- Damodara party will
arrive early, one day before the official beginning of the festival on
Friday. When the bus arrives Thursday afternoon it’s raining and quite
muddy. It has rained a lot during the week, and muddy in New
Vrindavan is like muddy nowhere else.
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activities will take place. Although the barn is unfinished, the upstairs
floor has been cleared to accommodate many visitors. It’s a huge, open
loft space that’s still under construction. There are some rooms along
the sides that have 2x4’s and a little plaster, but it’s mostly an open area.
This is one of the community’s first major buildings and will provide
shelter for the cows and the brahmacārīs. New Vrindavan is still very
basic and austere.
Seeing the large open space, Vishnujana Maharaja is inspired to hold the
festival in the upstairs floor of the barn. He wants to bring Radha-
Damodara in Their palanquin/altar to be the presiding Deities for the
event. “Because the temple room will be too small to accommodate all
the visiting devotees, the Janmastami festivities should take place here,”
he insists.
The resident devotees are excited seeing that the Radha-Damodara bus
has arrived.
There are two things that really carry the New Vrindavan Vaishnavas.
The first is that Srila Prabhupada is coming. The excitement begins
months before Prabhupada’s arrival and everybody’s conversation is
about him. As the time of his arrival comes ever-closer the devotees’
excitement builds to a near frenzy.
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The Janmastami celebration is the second event that carries the
community. Vishnujana’s name is synonymous with the festivals so
with just the mention of Janmastami is the hope that Maharaja will be
coming. Everybody gears up for this festival practically the entire year.
It’s a struggle simply to survive in New Vrindavan, so Kirtanananda
uses the various Vaishnava festivals to keep the devotees fired-up. In
one sense, Vishnujana Maharaja is almost like the light of New
Vrindavan, because the local devotees go for months without ever
seeing a visitor. This is especially true when the weather turns cold.
There are 40 devotees living a simple life in the middle of the woods,
but Vishnujana has been to New Vrindavan several times so he is like a
beacon. Devotees actually wait for his coming. Even to this day, one of
the favorite recordings in New Vrindavan is Vishnujana Swami’s
kirtans.
Later that day a car arrives from Toronto with two householder couples.
Seeing the huge bus, they become excited. They have heard about
Vishnujana Swami and his Radha-Damodara party, so they are thrilled
that he’s here. It’s early evening as they pitch their tent on a hilltop to
establish their place. Then Sashvata ventures back down to the bus. As
he passes the barn he notices some activity. He goes in to check it out
and finds several devotees setting up a stage for Radha-Damodara’s
arrival.
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walks over to the bus. He sees a devotee coming out the door and
catches a glimpse of Vishnujana Swami inside. “Maharaja,” he says,
“do you need any help? Can I be of any service?” “Yes, stay right
there,” Maharaja replies as the bus door closes. Sashvata remains
standing by the bus for a long time. He wonders if he should continue
waiting or head over to the barn. He’s lost in thought, he told me to
stand here because there’d be some service. Finally the door swings
open again.
“Prabhu, come here,” Vishnujana says. Sashvata quickly enters the bus.
“All right,” Maharaja exclaims, “you’re taking the other end of this.” He
points to Radha- Damodara’s palanquin that has now been detached
from the altar. Sashvata looks at Radha-Damodara and is mesmerized.
It was just the two of us and the palanquin was heavy, but mostly
awkward, because They were standing. By Krishna’s grace, I didn’t slip
and we got the Deities all the way up and set Them on the stage.
He was very kind to me, and serene. His movements were slow, his chin
was always held high, and he was very graceful. His movements, I
found anyway, were almost hypnotizing, because he was very swan-
like.
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do?”
Meanwhile, devotees are still arriving. For three years in a row the St.
Louis devotees have packed up their entire temple in two vans – Deities
and devotees – and driven to New Vrindavan. When they arrive in front
of the big barn at Bahulavan, it’s dark and raining. They park near the
Radha-Damodara bus and notice Vishnujana Swami. He’s trying to get
as many devotees as possible to start a kirtan since nothing else is going
on. He knows that new arrivals will come to the barn when they hear the
Holy Name.
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The Cleveland devotees soon pull into the parking lot and jump out.
Only a pūjārī and a few mātājīs have been left back at their temple.
Soon the Montreal devotees arrive. Then a contingent of devotees from
Boston pull in and park. As more and more devotees turn up, they first
notice the Radha-Damodara bus and then hear the kirtan coming from
the barn. Vishnujana’s kirtan is in full swing at the top of the barn with
the St Louis devotees, the Toronto devotees, and the New Vrindavan
devotees joining his Vedic band at the South end of the hay loft, where
Radha-Damodara and Nitai- Gaura Nataraja are presiding.
The next morning, devotees have to come down the hill in the dark to
bathe in a cold stream. Walking down the hill devotees see tents
everywhere. There are people sleeping in the pavilion, on bales of hay,
on tabletops, or wherever they can find a spot. At the Bahulavan temple,
Radha-Vrindavan Chandra’s maṅgala-ārati is at 4:15. When that ārati is
over, many devotees hurry over to the barn for a second maṅgala- ārati
up in the loft with Radha-Damodara. It will be a double maṅgala-ārati
festival this year.
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encourages them in their service.
Tapa Punja: I was living in the brahmacārī ashram at the old Vrindavan
farm. My daily routine after the morning program was to come down to
Bahulavan, which was the beehive of activity.
The brahmacārīs were milking cows or cutting wood. I was doing the
gardens near the old barn when somebody said, “Haribol.”
I turned around to see Vishnujana Swami. I heard the lore about him,
and I heard his tapes. I was a new bhakta and very attracted to his
chanting, so I was sort of mesmerized. He said, “What are you doing?”
I told him, “I’m fixing this garden cart.” “How long have you been
here?”
He was really radiant, such a wonderful person. I felt very attracted, like
I could follow him anywhere. Later I told some of the bhaktas about the
experience and they were also describing his glories. I remember his
constant chanting. He was constantly absorbed in kirtan-rasa.
Ghanashyam: [He later became Bhakti Tirtha Swami] I was a city boy
and the farm was a new experience. I had some sweet times with
Vishnujana Maharaja. I was wandering around kind of out of it,
wondering what was going on, when I saw him. It looked like he knew
that I needed a little support, a little encouragement. We talked a while
and I was so fascinated. He was very kind to me, very friendly. He saw I
was curious and interested. He was so loving and so fatherly. You can
describe Vishnujana Maharaja as simply an angelic personality. He had
an interesting mood toward the person in distress, the underdog.
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Goswami wanted Satsvarupa Maharaja to see the bus, so he took us for
a tour. Prabhupada asked Tamal Krishna to work with Satsvarupa
Maharaja and set up college engagements for the Library party. They
were trying to arrange working together.
The upstairs hay loft is packed with devotees chanting for hours and
hours. Some go to the kirtan to get fired up, and then come back out to
cut firewood or cut vegetables. There is such an overflow of guests that
people have to cue up to get in for Vishnujana’s kirtans. Devotees
consider them incredible.
Prana: Vishnujana Swami led kirtans that were from another dimension.
I had never merged into the Holy Name like I did in his kirtans. I danced
and played kartāls until my hands blistered. The blisters popped and
bled and I didn’t even know what happened until the kirtan finally
stopped.
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also going on at the Bahulavan temple with Radha-Vrindavan Chandra.
The celebration is happening in both places, the barn and the temple, so
people go back and forth all the time because it’s only a five minute
walk. When it begins raining again, the temple provides plastic sheets
for people to stay dry.
Then we will bathe Them with yogurt coming from the cows of New
Vrindavan, and with milk coming from Krishna’s cows. Then we will
bathe them with orange juice, and with water soaked in jewels...”
Everyone responds with, “Jaya,” after each ingredient. For Maharaja,
this abhiṣeka will be the most wonderful ceremony.
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godbrother’s mood, Vishnujana suggests that they do the abhiṣeka
together. So Tamal Krishna Goswami bathes Sri Damodara and
Vishnujana Maharaja bathes Srimati Radharani.
The devotees are excited seeing the sannyāsīs perform the Janmastami
abhiṣeka ceremony at midnight. As they bathe the Deities with various
substances, the Radha- Damodara band is in full swing with
Dhristadyumna leading the kirtan. He has spent a lot of time with
Vishnujana Maharaja so his style is a bit similar. He’s a sweet devotee
as well, although he can also be strict like Tamal Krishna.
Khira-chor dd: The abhiṣeka was really wonderful. They had the kirtan
that night with tamboura, shenai, and harmonium. It was totally ethereal.
Totally ethereal. I hadn’t experienced kirtan like that. It was the best and
we stayed up all night chanting.
Naikatma: We fasted all day and Vishnujana Swami led kirtans that
were so ecstatic. I couldn’t believe how much energy he had because I
was completely wiped-out due to fasting all day. He got Sudama
Maharaja and Subal Swami so excited that they were running, jumping,
and spinning around in the kirtan. It was so amazing. Afterwards, they
served out a huge feast but that midnight kirtan stands out in my mind.
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Ramakeli: At the top of the barn it seemed like the kirtan never ended,
that it went all night. We were dancing and chanting and enjoying the
kirtan led by Vishnujana Swami. When Maharaja led kirtan everyone
was in an ecstatic mood and they just kept going on and on and on. It
was a very happy time for me and it seemed like we never stopped
chanting. He had that kind of effect on devotees.
I did get on the bus and Tamal Krishna was trying to get me to join the
bus party.
During the kirtans, Sri Rama wanders around the grounds taking it all in
with other new Radha-Damodara recruits. He still doesn’t have any idea
of what’s going on. He finds the whole day’s festivities somewhat
difficult to relate to. Because it’s a fast day, he is practically dying of
starvation. He knows there will be a feast after midnight, but he
becomes so tired that he nods out around 11:00pm and sleeps through
the abhiṣeka and the midnight ārati going on around him. He also misses
the feast.
After the midnight ārati there are so many people anxious to honor
prasādam that pandemonium begins to break out. Kirtanananda Swami
sends Advaita Acharya over to the barn to help calm things down.
Devotees are pouring into the barn and putting their shoes everywhere
because no one has thought to put up shoe racks. Hundreds of pairs of
shoes are scattered all over the floor getting kicked around, while
prasādam is being distributed in the same area.
Advaita Acharya: Rain started to pour down. We had a big circus tent
that we erected for people to sleep in at the bottom of the hill. It poured
torrential rain, and as the rain came down the hill it swept under the tent
and all the sleeping bags, bedding, everything, was soaked.
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inner meaning.
Next, the other sannyāsīs and senior-most devotees read their Vyāsa-
pūjā offerings to Prabhupada. Afterwards, everyone moves back to the
barn. Soon there is a huge kirtan going on in front of Radha-Damodara
around noontime.
Sri Rama, who missed the Janmastami feast, and is dying of starvation,
just stands off to the side watching everybody dancing and chanting.
Sri Rama: I kept thinking, why are they doing this? What is it? It kind of
looks stupid, so why participate? But after watching for 10 or 15
minutes, I started dancing along with the devotees. Immediately I began
to experience what apparently everybody else was experiencing– the
ecstasy of surrendering to the kirtan. I began to understand a little of
what was going on around me.
While the kirtans are raging on, Tamal Krishna and Dhristadyumna
approach people they think will be prospects to join the ever-expanding
bus party. Many people decline, others are defeated and give in, while
some ask if they can join the party. Patatriraja remembers the blissful
times he had traveling on the school bus with Vishnujana Maharaja, so
he decides to rejoin the party and is gladly accepted back.
Karnapur: The Boston devotees told me that the best place to spend
Janmastami was in New Vrindavan. I already had the Bhagavad-gita
and had given up my job. Dhristadyumna was canvassing up in the barn.
He approached me and asked if I would like to meet a Swami. It
sounded like a good idea so I went to meet Tamal Krishna Maharaja. Of
course he defeated me and said, “Give it a try for a week. You’ll never
get another opportunity like this.” These people were definitely
enthusiastic and fired up, so I left with the bus
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Gauranga: I remember seeing Vishnujana Swami leaning up against a
fence talking with some devotees and to me he seemed to glow like a
divine being. The only person I had met before with such a heavy
presence was Srila Prabhupada. I saw Prabhupada at the Chicago Ratha-
yatra, then I went to New Vrindavan with the Montreal devotees.
Vishnujana Maharaja had a certain glow about him and his whole being
radiated warmth. I was immediately attracted. I asked devotees, “Who is
this person and what does he do?” They told me he traveled on his bus
putting on festivals. I decided right then that I wanted to travel with him.
I went on the bus and spoke to Dhristadyumna and asked him where
they were going next and how I could join the party.
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Mangalananda expresses his view that he isn’t going for it. “You just
don’t understand the philosophy,” he exclaims. “Hearing and chanting
about Krishna is the process of purification. It doesn’t matter where you
are, who you’re with, or what service you do.”
Goswami abruptly cuts him off to the dismay of some, especially Sri
Galim, who considers this “too much.” He has been having some
difficulty sustaining brahmacārya and has no patience for the new mood
on the bus. He feels he needs a break and asks Vishnujana Maharaja if
he can stay with the New Vrindavan brahmacārīs for some time. Before
leaving he reveals the secrets for his famous sweets.
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take people around Vrindavan. “You can buy lassi here, but don’t buy
anything there.” They train the newcomers how to survive in the dhāma.
Bhakta Das: I wanted to get Jayananda a nice silk dhoti and kurtā that he
could at least wear to the Sunday feast. He usually wore grease-infested
dhotis and kurtās. He didn’t stop me and I bought him the best dhoti.
Then I bought the best cloth and had a kurtā made. I also bought him a
“Lal Imli” chaddar.
At the San Francisco airport, the resident devotees greet the returning
pilgrims. Jayananda returns from his only pilgrimage to India with his
new “Lal Imli” chaddar and the beautiful silk dhoti and kurtā. Rather
than use them for himself, however, he gives them away to some new
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bhaktas, preferring to wear his old tattered dhotis. He has no interest in
fine dressing. Moreover, he gave away all his money to the needy in
Rishikesh.
Bhakta Das: The path to Goloka does not depend on book learning, but
only on the service attitude and surrender of the sincere disciple.
Jayananda was the perfect disciple because of his full surrender and
service mood. He didn’t know many ślokas and he hated to give a
lecture. But he loved to empty Krishna’s garbage and clean Krishna’s
garage. Most of all, he loved to serve Krishna’s devotees under all
circumstances. He had a real taste for the Holy Name. How else could
he sit down at the end of the Ratha-yatra festival and make up perhaps
100 rounds in one sitting?
He had such a taste for Krishna’s pastimes. How else could he sit on the
plane coming back from India and for 24 hours read KRSNA Book and
chant without taking any rest? Jayananda loved Krishna līlā, and when
he read KRSNA Book he would feel incredible happiness and would
giggle like a young child. I felt sad that I did not have such a sweet taste.
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“We don’t all need to travel with the bus. We have so many devotees
that we can split the program up.” He introduces a policy that only the
newest devotees need to stay on the bus. They require sannyāsī
association and a lot of kirtan with Vishnujana Swami. The more
experienced men should leave the nest.
Dhristadyumna and Aja have been promised the next bus, but for now
Goswami sends them out in an old green Dodge van. Mahamantra,
Jnapaka, Laksmi- Nrsimhadeva, Dayal Chandra, Uddhava, and
Hasyagrami will go on the new van party. Seeing Hasyagrami’s dismay,
Tamal says, “You’re on rotation so you can come back from time to
time.” As far as Goswami is concerned all you need for a good kirtan is
Vishnujana Swami.
Suhotra and Ramacharya prefer not to return to Boston. They are eager
to distribute books in the Canadian provinces of New Brunswick and
Nova Scotia and will rendezvous with the bus later.
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When all the visiting devotees have gone, New Vrindavan returns to its
normal quiet self. But the community views the 1974 Janmastami
celebration as particularly exciting. They were overwhelmed with
devotees and Indian guests, and that surprised them. This was pre-
Prabhupada’s Palace, and the first festival that the core of devotees who
were to build the palace came to New Vrindavan. In that regard it
marked the crossover from the old era to a new era.
For many it was the most ecstatic festival of their young Krishna
conscious lives.
They recall seeing Vishnujana Maharaja – the kirtan man with his
bhajan band. He chanted for hours on end and the New Vrindavan
devotees remember that his kirtans were the highlight of the festival.
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Twelfth Wave,
Steps and Missteps
The chanting of the holy name of the Lord is able to uproot even the
reactions of the greatest sins. Therefore the chanting of the sankirtan
movement is the most auspicious activity in the entire universe. Please
try to understand this so that others will take it seriously. [Sukadeva
Goswami to Maharaja Parikshit [SB 6.3.31]]
This is the city that Prabhupada first saw on his arrival to America in
September 1965. Worn out from internal politics, Trai Das has left for
the Puerto Rico temple leaving Adi Keshava in charge. The GBC has
accepted him as the new president although he looks far too young to
hold that position.
Hearing the kirtan party herald the arrival of the bus, Sumati comes out
carrying a beautiful garland. Vishnujana Maharaja is already out of the
bus and sees her coming. “Is that the garland for Radharani?”
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“Yes.” She is pleased that Maharaja remembers. “Well, just go in the
bus and give it to Her.”
Sumati dd: I knew that they were coming so I had the garland for
Radharani already made. Every year Vishnujana Swami came with
Radha-Damodara. The day he arrived, I would always have a tulasi
garland made, and he’d tell me to put it in Radharani’s hand to offer to
Damodara. I did that for a few years. I went on the bus which was
empty except for one sannyāsī sitting beside the altar. I offered my
obeisances and explained myself to him.
He looked at me like, What are you doing here? The altar was closed so
I rang the bell and went behind the curtain, put the garland in Srimati
Radharani’s hand, and left.
When Tamal Krishna exits the bus, Adi Keshava comes forward with
paraphernalia to wash the sannyāsīs’ feet. Vishnujana Swami, however,
refuses to let them wash his feet, so they only wash Goswami’s feet.
Then the sannyāsīs are shown to a room that will serve as their quarters
during their stay. This leaves more space on the bus for the others to
take rest. Immediately a pūjārī brings the Swamis a huge plate of
prasādam.
Vivasvan: I had already left the room when Tamal Krishna Maharaja
called me back and began to chastise me heavily about a popper that
was not done properly. Vishnujana Swami didn’t say a thing. He was
just sitting in the corner taking prasādam. Vishnujana always seemed
like he was in a trance state, but Tamal Krishna was very heavy.
“Would you eat this? Here, eat some of this. Would you offer this to the
Deities?” I said, “Yeah, it looks bad. I’ll tell the cook about it.”
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when they arrive. At the very least the temple leaders clear the mātājīs
out of the building.
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he can neither walk nor stand. A local doctor arrives to examine him. He
has an extremely high fever. The doctor’s diagnosis is malaria and he
prescribes some medication. Devotees call a second doctor who
prescribes a different medicine. Lying in his bed, Prabhupada is
adamant, “Stop bringing these doctors. No doctor can cure me.”
“This is how my father passed on,” he confides one morning, one word
at a time in a soft whisper, “by not eating.” His remark frightens the
devotees at his bedside. The implications of this remark and his critical
condition are so shocking that there is fear he might actually leave his
body. The entire Society is notified to begin 24-hour non- stop kirtan
with appeals to Lord Nrsimhadeva for Prabhupada’s recovery.
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Janmastami. They begin to realize that the sankirtan-yajña initiated by
Lord Chaitanya is indeed the prime benediction for humanity. By
week’s end, Prabhupada is taking a little prasādam again. Still, the fever
rages and he looks very white. For the first time, he looks old.
For many years, His Divine Grace has stated that what the world needs
now is not leaders, but acharyas – people who educate by their own
example. In his Sad-goswami- aṣṭakam, Srinivas Acharya writes that the
Six Goswamis didn’t need to tell people to chant; people would chant
simply by seeing them. When people see a Vaishnava they are reminded
of Krishna simply by his personal behavior and realizations. This is the
acharya standard of purity.
Every evening, Srutakirti helps Prabhupada get into his bed under a
mosquito net, and then he also comes under the net to massage his
spiritual master’s legs. After the massage, Srutakirti places a straw mat
under the bed where he will sleep. The mosquito netting is attached to
the bedposts and hangs down to the floor, so Srutakirti is also protected
from the mosquitoes.
Srutakirti: I spent each night sleeping directly under His Divine Grace’s
bed, so if he needed anything, I was immediately available. This was the
first time I slept next to Srila Prabhupada. He wanted me close by, so if
he had to get up, I could help him walk. It was a very grave situation. I
thought of myself as my master’s dog, lying on the ground by his
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bedside waiting for an opportunity to serve him. I considered this to be
my actual position.
I instantly became wide awake and filled with fear. “Srila Prabhupada,
what are you doing?”
I knew Srila Prabhupada was humble, but this shocked me. I was angry
that he didn’t wake me up and I began to respectfully chastise him. “No,
Srila Prabhupada,” I said. “There is no disturbance! That’s why I am
here. You are very weak. You should have called me.”
“I thought I had the strength,” he said. “But, I can see I have no strength
at all.”
Standing behind him, I placed my hands under his arms and walked him
to his bathroom. I waited outside the door. When he finished, I helped
him walk back to his bed on the porch.
The next day, Prabhupada doesn’t bring up the incident nor does he
complain about any injury that may have occurred due to the fall. His
only concern is that the temple construction carries on without
interruption. He is unaffected by conditions relating to his body. It’s
another day in the life of the pure devotee. Finally, after two full weeks,
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Prabhupada’s fever breaks.
A week later, a letter from Srila Prabhupada arrives for Tamal Krishna
Goswami. It has been forwarded from the Ann Arbor temple. When
Goswami receives the letter, Boston temple is in the midst of 24-hour
kirtan. Every ISKCON temple is performing non-stop kirtan day and
night, praying to Lord Nrsimhadeva for Prabhupada’s protection.
Temple devotees and Radha-Damodara men take turns chanting in
groups. Vishnujana Swami still goes out daily with Radha-Damodara
for a kirtan festival because he knows that Prabhupada would want him
to continue presenting the Holy Name and distributing prasādam to the
public.
I am in receipt of your letter dated July 27th along with BBT loan
proposal. Yes, regarding the buses, Bali Mardan must give you the loan.
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to follow him?
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A modern street lamp is situated on the traffic island that lights up at
night, so Vipra Das concludes there must be a source of electricity
nearby. Hidden in some bushes he discovers an electrical outlet that the
city uses to put up a Christmas tree every year. He mounts an outlet box
and jumps wires into the electric power so devotees can plug in a sound
system. To ensure no one else can use the outlet, Vipra uses an odd
connector rather than a standard one.
The Persian rug is set down in the middle of the traffic island and Vipra
plugs in the sound system. The AC power enables Vishnujana to get a
much better sound for a much longer time than the 12-volt batteries.
Radha-Damodara stand on Their palanquin facing the Zoom Zoom
Donut Shop.
Sri Rama has become a regular musician with the festival party and he
appreciates that. He was playing tamboura before they put him on the
esraj.
Sri Rama: I didn’t know at the time the esraj was a fretted instrument.
Curiously, it only had two frets on it. I was a little bewildered what to
do with the frets, so I learned to play it without any of the frets. A few
years later in India, I came across a real esraj with frets, and realized
what a different instrument it was.
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Vishnujana was a really good showman and he knew how to make
people taste the nectar of Krishna consciousness. I saw how other
people reacted to his charisma as a performer. His presentation was very
much on an emotional level, and I felt like a participant in that. They
always used to chastise me for not being able to chant and play at the
same time, but playing an unfretted esraj took every bit of my
concentration.
After chanting for a while, Maharaja gives a little talk and Goswami
goes into the audience scouting for prospects. Vishnujana is always
preaching between the songs. There are two themes that are prominent
and repeated often.
“For some of you who have just come, this is called mantra meditation.
Man means ‘mind’ and tra means ‘to free’ in the ancient Sanskrit
language of India. So the songs we’re singing are actually very powerful
formulas of sound vibration and are meant to stop the wandering of the
mind. Usually the mind is wandering from one object to another, one
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atmosphere to another, one place to another, because the mind is
actually always looking for happiness. But because the objects that we
usually absorb our mind in are always limited to some degree, therefore
our mind must reject them after a short or long time. For example,
suppose you had to be in your home all day, day after day after day,
again the mind reaches a saturation point and you must reject it.
“So in yoga, or meditation, the whole idea is to fix the mind in that
relationship which is always expanding, which is not limited, so that the
mind, instead of having to wander, instead of being agitated from one
thing to another, can actually find unlimited satisfaction in an unlimited
relationship, an unlimited object. And this is what this formula is all
about. You hear us singing these words Hare, Rama, and Krishna. Hare
means the reservoir of pleasure, Krishna means all-attractive and Rama
means the enjoyer. So these three words are put into a formula: Hare
Krishna Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna Hare Hare / Hare Rama Hare
Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare.
“If you have any questions in your mind, or you’re actually curious
about Who am I? and identifying with your self, instead of all these
external designations – black, white, young, old, American, Indian,
Christian, Jew – if you’d actually like to find out what you are beyond
these limitations, our simple invitation is that you chant these vibrations
with us, allow your consciousness to travel on this wave of sound within
yourself to feel some real, beautiful, happiness that will never end.
Thank you.”
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The second theme, which he elaborates on later, is introducing each
instrument and having the devotee play a little riff on his instrument to
illustrate the sound.
“These instruments are so simple that any of you, if you like, can sit
down with us today and learn to play them. This drum is called a
mṛdaṅga and is made of clay from the banks of the sacred River Ganges.
The heads and straps are skin from cows that have died naturally of old
age, because our tradition is vegetarian – free from cruelty to all living
beings.
“Those finger cymbals are called kartāls, and they jolt our sleeping
consciousness, awakening us to spiritual life. That drone instrument is a
tamboura. It’s a gigantic gourd with four strings on it that are played
like a waterfall of sound. It creates a beautiful curtain of sound that
imitates the om vibration of the universe. The esraj over here is the most
ancient of the instruments and probably the most beautiful. It’s a very
difficult instrument to play and its sound is like the soul crying out for
Krishna.
By this simple music class Maharaja has now captivated the audience.
“This chanting is so powerful that it attracts us to concentrate our mind
on the Absolute. The sound of Krishna is non-different than the
unlimited personality of the Absolute, and therefore when we’re
meditating on that sound we can actually experience the unlimited
qualities of the Absolute.
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engage in the chanting. This sound vibration is so wonderful that if you
allow your mind to absorb it then automatically you reach a reservoir of
pleasure. Hare Krishna!”
One sensed that he really tasted something of the kirtan. No one could
say what he experienced internally. Vishnujana once told me that in the
early days in San Francisco, Prabhupada told him he was a demon in his
last life. It was like, “Don’t be so proud. You barely made it in. You
were a demon in your last life, but somehow or other, Krishna had
mercy on you and now you’re a devotee.”
It was a personal anecdote. Tamal Krishna was there at the time and
didn’t contradict him, as I remember. It was something that was hard for
me to relate to, because I didn’t understand any philosophy at the time,
so I wouldn’t have been in a position to catch what was truth or
exaggeration. So Vishnujana was a little humble in that way. He knew
he was charismatic, but he wasn’t a puffed-up sort of a person. He was
extremely spontaneous, but he wasn’t proud in the way we ordinarily
think of persons as being proud.
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on the street in Boston and some demon came through causing all sorts
of offense, but They would not accept offense. That was the special
mercy of Radha-Damodara, the most beautiful Deities. That’s why we
took Them off the bus.
During the kirtans, Vipra Das is usually on the bus. His musical talent
and sense of rhythm is at absolute zero. Whenever he picks up a pair of
kartāls Vishnujana cringes a little, so Vipra prefers to stay back and
protect the bus.
He is sitting in the driver’s seat a block away from the kirtan when an
old woman walks by. She suddenly stops and says to herself, “That
sounds like it’s never going to stop.” Vipra can’t help but smile,
knowing that the kirtan is indeed eternal.
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Today Tamal Krishna spies another person who looks interested. “What
do you think of this type of music?”
The young man immediately replies, “I was part of the Boston temple a
few years ago when Gaurahari was the president. He kicked me out and
for the last couple of years I’ve been in māyā.”
Goswami reassures the young man that it wasn’t his fault he had to
leave the temple. Some of the administrative people had been in māyā
back then. Goswami suggests that he rejoin the movement via the bus
party. He will be able to travel the country, have strong sannyāsī
association, and get to chant every day with Vishnujana Swami.
Sarvopama: Immediately I got on the bus and joined. I met the party on
August 19. I had been a bhakta with Ramacharya when Suhotra was the
sankirtan leader. When Ramacharya joined the temple he wore an
elephant earring that he said an old lady had given him.
Boston is good for attracting devotees. Day after day Vishnujana leads
kirtan on the traffic island. The party arrives around 10:00am and plays
for several hours, before taking a break to distribute prasādam. The
kirtans are excellent and the prasādam is equally excellent. After lunch,
they resume kirtan until 4:00pm, when they pack up to be back at the
temple by 5:00pm.
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harmonium and sings for hours.
Vivasvan: He used to sit there and play and play. He would also sing
while he was doing pūjā. The bhaktas that traveled with the bus became
advanced very quickly with that kind of association. They asked me to
join many times and Vishnujana Swami wanted me to bring my
harmonium. It was difficult for me to ask for it back, but I did, right
before he left. I had just come back to Boston after traveling and serving
Hrdayananda Goswami for three months. I could see that their program
was extremely heavy. Hrdayananda had been very strict also, so I
needed a break from intense sannyāsī association.
Most of the day, Sadananda is cooking in the bus kitchen. Whenever the
Boston devotees walk past the bus they can smell the intense flavor of
gulābjāmuns coming from a window. The aroma is so thick that the
Boston devotees can almost bite the air. One afternoon Sadananda
comes into the temple with a big pot and places it in on a table in the
back of the prasādam room. The brahmacārīs look up and Sadananda
comments, “These gulābjāmuns are defective, so Vishnujana Maharaja
won’t offer them to Radha-Damodara.”
After Sadananda leaves, the Boston devotees rush to the table to find
gulābjāmuns that have a slight dent on one side. They quickly begin to
devour the sweets. A few moments later Adi Keshava comes in and sees
the devotees gorging themselves.
“Oh, these are some defective gulābs they can’t offer to Radha-
Damodara.”
The temple room is crowded for the Sunday feast, with guests from
Harvard Square that have been invited by Vishnujana and Tamal
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Krishna. The regular Sunday program attendees feel especially blissful
because Vishnujana’s mood is contagious. After the feast there is
always a swing ceremony for the small Radha-Krishna Deities and a
Tulasi pūjā kirtan before the final ārati. So the guests get a complete
Krishna conscious experience and go home completely satisfied.
Several good prospects are invited to an upstairs office to meet an
advanced Swami to answer their questions.
Then at the end he’d say, “Now if you’re a truthful, honest person, you
have to change. You can’t go on the way you are. You have to change
now. You’ve already agreed, you’ve already accepted, you’ve
understood something that you didn’t understand before, and now you
have to change if you’re honest. Otherwise you’re untruthful to yourself.
You’re at a crossroads now. You really have to make a decision, right
now. Are you going to just go on from this point, or are you going to
change? If you want to change then come with us, and we’ll help you
change.”
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it so they were using the temple to bring people back and grill them. He
seemed to be already into the Radha-Damodara mood and Tamal
Krishna’s man. I didn’t feel that this technique was right on. It was such
a heavy sort of psychological trip. That was my impression. Vishnujana
Swami was more the one who attracted people in and made them feel
comfortable and nice.
The new recruits on the party quickly make friends with each other. Sri
Rama becomes close with Gauridas Pandit and also has things in
common with Srikhar. Every morning during the japa period Gauridas
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Pandit takes Sri Rama out for a “japa walk”. They walk to an all night
Supermarket and buy something to eat, usually donuts. There isn’t much
of a concept of reading labels at the time. Sri Rama is always hungry,
but Gauridas has some money so that solves the problem for him. With
donuts in hand they cross the street and sit on the steps of an apartment
building dressed, of course, in devotee garb.
While eating his donut, Sri Rama sees a fresh cigarette on the ground,
just fallen out of a pack. He stoops to pick it up with the intention to
smoke it, but seeing the expression on the face of Gauridas Pandit he
becomes philosophical.
“Well, let’s say if I smoked this cigarette and then I leave, it might be
that I leave because I didn’t follow the principles. So better I don’t
smoke the cigarette. That way, I’ll find out whether Krishna
consciousness is genuine or not.” He tosses it aside in amazement that
he was capable of making such a decision.
It’s not long before they notice Srikhar walk into the same supermarket.
A few minutes later he comes out drinking a bottle of Chocolate Milk
because that’s his big attachment. They wave him across the street.
“Obviously, we’re all up to the same thing so let’s eat together.”
Moments later, they observe Vipra walking into the store. Now it’s
really starting to get funny.
They cross the street and enter the store to confront Vipra buying his
junk food.
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They all have a good laugh and leave the store. They walk back across
the street and sit down to eat. Vipra makes an attempt to do an offering
since he’s the initiated man.
While walking back to the temple, an older woman comes out of her
house and demands, “Are you the ones that are dumping your garbage
in my trash cans every morning?” They look at one another. Nobody
can relate to what she’s talking about.
They are completely straightforward by this time, because they have all
caught each other, so no one is trying to hide anything.
Seeing their blank stares she offers an explanation. “Every morning, one
of you goes to that store, and comes back here and dumps an empty
gallon container of milk, and an empty box of a dozen donuts. And I’m
tired of it.” The devotees look at each other for a few seconds. Then
they all realize what was happening.
Sri Rama: Sadananda was the cook, and he was somewhat overweight.
Tamal Krishna was heavy on his case and put him on a strict diet. At
every meal, he would go in front of Goswami and show his plate, “Just
see how little I’m eating.” So when we heard about the gallon of milk
and a dozen donuts at 6:00 in the morning, I said, “What does he look
like?”
“Bald head, tall, he’s a little fat.” So it just clicked, instantly, and we put
the whole story together. We just literally fell on the ground laughing in
front of this poor old lady. I don’t know what she thought of four Hare
Krishnas on the ground in front of her house in unrestrained laughter.
One day bad news arrives from New York. Another senior GBC man
has fallen from his vows. This time it’s Bali Mardan, a valuable devotee
who did a tremendous amount of wonderful service which Srila
Prabhupada greatly appreciated. Bali has already given up his sannyāsa
vows but now he’s not even remaining vegetarian. Tamal Krishna
shakes his head in dismay.
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Of four senior men that accepted sannyāsa at Los Angeles in May 1972,
only two remain fixed in their vows. Goswami feels he better go to New
York to collect the $10,000 loan for a second bus that Bali Mardan is
supposed to give.
At the same time, Sri Rama develops a case of poison ivy. In spite of the
Hare Krishna Movement’s reputation for never allowing anybody to do
anything reasonable to take care of their bodily needs, when he insists
that he needs to do something about it, the sannyāsīs agree. “Fine, you
can go to the local hospital. Just don’t generate a bill we have to pay.”
“Even materially speaking if you melted the Deities down They would
be worth a lot of money.” That was it! I never saw Maharaja get angry
like that. Vishnujana, who rarely got angry, became very upset.
“DON’T YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN.” I felt
miserable. I realized I had made a huge blunder.
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The Radha-Damodara party stays in Boston for an extended period and
it’s a wonderful time for the brahmacārīs. Among the leaders, there’s an
underlying current of concern about Prabhupada’s condition but they
put on a brave face in the temples. Upon his return from New York with
the $10,000 loan, Tamal Krishna reveals to Vishnujana what he has
learned on his trip.
Several senior New York godbrothers confided that they didn’t believe
Bali Mardan and his wife were following any principles. Moreover, they
are presenting themselves as Prabhupada’s direct representatives and
devotees can only have access to His Divine Grace through them. In
light of these revelations both sannyāsīs agree that they should bypass
New York temple and visit the Philadelphia temple instead.
“This guy is crazy. We really can’t have him leave with us.”
“Well, he’s not going to make it anywhere else,” Adi Keshava remarks.
“He can’t stay at the temple, so you’re going to have to take him with
you on the bus.” Vishnujana Swami also speaks on Sarvopama’s behalf.
“We should at least give him a chance.”
Sarvopama: Everyone was on the bus and I was halfway up the steps
and ready to go, but then I thought, Oh, I can’t do this. It can’t work. It
won’t be right. I turned around to get off the bus when I saw Vasu
Gopal standing there. He had thick glasses, ice cube lenses, and looked
kind of noble with a slightly pock-marked face from acne when he was
a teenager. He looked at me with an expressionless face and started
quoting from KRSNA Book about the cowherd boys playing with
Krishna and having their lunch prasādam. He had memorized a beautiful
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part of KRSNA Book. It completely washed away my anxiety, fear, and
misgivings. For the next three months I was on the Radha-Damodara
bus. I was a problem case so I got special attention.
Suhotra’s van party is already here and they enthusiastically greet the
Radha-Damodara bus. They have returned from eastern Canada with
good news – large quantities of books have been distributed. Suhotra
turns the money over to Tamal Krishna Goswami for safekeeping.
Vishnujana Swami leaves the bus and goes into the Philadelphia temple
room.
Srikhar decides to go out for a japa walk but is attracted by the sound of
an exciting kirtan coming from inside the temple room. He goes over to
check it out. Peeking in through the door, he sees Vishnujana Maharaja
beating the mṛdaṅga, swirling around, and running back and forth like
devotees do in a wild kirtan with a hundred people. But he’s chanting
like this all alone! Surprised to see it’s a one-man kirtan, Srikhar picks
up a pair of kartāls and joins in the kirtan rasa. Now two devotees are
chanting and dancing in ecstasy.
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He always sent a couple of devotees out to liberate flowers during the
night. The next morning the Deities would be decorated with fresh
flowers. He was always in ecstasy with Radha-Damodara and took a lot
of personal care in dressing Them. That’s why Ramacharya became
such a good pūjāri because Vishnujana took such excellent care of
Radha-Damodara.
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Radha-Govinda always get the best festivals.
On the third day, the bus is ready to leave Philadelphia much to the
dismay of the resident devotees. As the bus comes upon a hill near the
temple, suddenly the clutch goes out. The transmission can no longer
engage and the bus can’t move. All the brahmacārīs get out and try to
push it back to the temple, but to no avail. The bus is much too large.
They will need a tow truck to bring the bus back to the temple. They call
a few companies and finally a tow truck arrives to pull the bus back to
the temple.
Radha Raman takes advantage of the disabled bus to have a talk with
Goswami. He explains that he knows where to get buses in New Jersey.
It was he and Dayal Chandra that had purchased the present Radha-
Damodara bus and now might be the time to purchase another one.
Radha Raman: I put the cash in a money belt. Sridhara and I took
Gauridas Pandit’s pickup truck and we headed up north to buy two more
buses. At night it was cold. We couldn’t use any of the money to stay in
hotels or anything like that; we were limited to what we were allowed to
do. We were actually losing it because it was so cold sleeping with our
sleeping bags on the metal floor in the back of the truck, so we’d get up
and start the engine and sit next to the heater to survive.
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With Radhastami coming in two days, the head pūjāri, Pancali Dasi,
thinks that Radha-Damodara want to stay in Philadelphia for the
celebration. Since the bus can’t go anywhere, maybe Radha-Damodara
don’t want to go anywhere. She consults Vipra who informs her that the
bus isn’t going anywhere for a while.
Pancali dd: I sewed the skirt for Radharani and made sure that She
would have everything really nice for the offerings, and flowers, etc. We
had a beautiful purple marble altar that we had just installed. It was
gorgeous. We put our Lord Jagannath Deities on it. Radha-Damodara
were in Their bus, not on the altar with Lord Jagannath, but I think
Radharani definitely wanted to come on that altar.
Pancali dd: Vishnujana Swami gave class that day and he was excited,
explaining how the whole scenario was being controlled by Radha-
Damodara. He said that Radharani liked the altar, the color of the new
marble, and She wanted to be there for Her day!
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The temple has also prepared a superb feast for Radharani. The Radha-
Damodara brahmacārīs gather in the back garden to honor the feast with
the resident devotees. At one point, Tamal Krishna comes over to ask
his men, “Why are you sitting here when the bus is full of prasādam?”
Realizing it’s the mahā-prasādam that the Swamis are enjoying, the men
get up and charge to the bus like a swarm of bees. Inside, the floor of the
bus is covered with pots of prasādam. It’s a first-come/first-take system
and everyone goes mad after the prasādam. “If you snooze, you lose,
Prabhu.”
Sri Rama: On Radhastami we feasted. First there was the regular temple
feast. Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna were on the bus eating all the
mahā-prasādam. When they couldn’t eat anymore, one of them came out
and said that the mahā is in the bus. So we had another feast, and I ate
myself into sickness.
He would usually rise up first every morning and take bath. He would
dry himself with the sannyāsa lungi that he put on. He was so austere it
was unbelievable. Then he’d go into the kitchen and cook the maṅgala-
ārati sweet; usually cooked-down milk with coconut. You knew you
were getting ‘prasādam’ when you got Sri Sri Radha-Damodara’s
remnants.
I traveled with Vishnujana Swami for the first year and I thought he was
a pure devotee. When I made this statement in the Philadelphia
brahmacārī ashram I was blasted. They said nobody’s a pure devotee but
Prabhupada. After Prabhupada left the planet I raised doubts that the
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new gurus were pure devotees and was blasted again for doubting them.
I couldn’t win either way.
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The men pack everything up and take Radha-Damodara down into the
Metro station. They place Radha-Damodara on a platform halfway
down the stairs, not on the train platform, and Maharaja continues
chanting while it rains outside.
On Sunday, interested people come to the temple for the Love Feast and
are at once confronted by the huge bus on the property. Seeing the
sannyāsīs and hearing them speak the philosophy, is an impetus to take
a greater interest in Krishna consciousness. Vishnujana and Tamal
Krishna give a Nectar of Devotion class together, alternating back and
forth, reading and giving a purport.
Bhubrit has been coming to the temple regularly and is present with
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Maharaja at this University program.
Gadadhar: Vishnujana was the web and Tamal Krishna was the spider.
This was not a negative connotation. It was really wonderful and
everybody accepted it. Vishnujana Swami would bring the students into
the web of the beautiful kirtan. Then Tamal Krishna would inject the so-
called ‘poison’ of Krishna consciousness.
There are several pots of prasādam to offer a free lunch to students who
have come. Goswami says they need a prasādam cart to make it more
attractive. When Suddha Jiva says he’s a trained carpenter, Goswami
asks him to build a portable prasādam table immediately.
Meanwhile back at the temple, Vipra has begun work on the clutch with
Vrikasanga assisting him. They quickly discover that the bus has a
complicated transmission, a kind of semi-automatic, with a weird clutch
that has long since gone out of production. They can’t find anyone who
has a complete clutch assembly. In despair Vipra locates a directory of
GMC parts warehouses in the state. After calling around he can only get
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pieces here and there. Between six warehouses he finally locates
individual parts for a complete set of this clutch.
The next morning after breakfast, Vipra showers and changes into clean
clothes before going out to get the bus parts. There are a number of
showers and a big room for changing in the brahmacārī ashram. This is
where the Radha-Damodara men take bath, and some prefer to sleep in
the temple ashram.
Halfway to the first warehouse Vipra realizes he left the wallet with the
money back in the shower room. Returning back to the temple he goes
straight to the shower room but can’t find the wallet anywhere. After
looking every place he can think of, he comes to the conclusion that the
wallet was taken. He asks everybody but no one has any knowledge of
the wallet. He’s very disturbed because now he has to break the news of
the lost money to Goswami.
After hearing his story, Tamal Krishna gets really heavy. “You better go
back and find that money. Or, you’ll be out on the streets for weeks to
collect it.” Vipra leaves like a dog with his tail between his legs. He
looks everywhere, but by the end of the day he still hasn’t found the
wallet. No one has seen it. He slowly walks to the bus to confess that the
money is gone due to his carelessness.
Tamal Krishna allows a full minute to pass without saying a word, and
then he pulls out the missing wallet from a desk. “Don’t ever leave
money lying around. Prabhupada did the same thing to me, and so I’m
passing it on to you.
“Prabhupada always kept a key under his wrist watch to the safe where
all his valuables were kept. He never parted with that key. I always
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desired that Prabhupada would take me into his confidence. So one day
he gave me the ultimate confidence by letting me hold that key. So I
kept that key.
“One day, Prabhupada wanted something out of the almira and he asked
for the key. I came before Prabhupada but I didn’t have the key with me.
I went everywhere looking for that key but I couldn’t find it. I had
people looking for that key all over the temple. So, finally, I went to
Prabhupada. ‘Srila Prabhupada, I have to tell you something.’
Prabhupada was lying down because he was ill, and he said, ‘Yes?’
“I said, ‘Prabhupada, I lost the key.’ Prabhupada said, ‘Call the GBC.’
“I said, ‘Which one, Srila Prabhupada?’ He said, ‘Call the whole GBC
here to decide what should be done.’
“I thought, Oh my God, he said call the whole GBC. There was nothing
else I could do. So I walked out and I was thinking, I have to call the
whole GBC body to Bombay to decide what’s going to be done with
me!
“He said, ‘How did you open it?’ I said, ‘I found another key.’
“He thought for a moment and said, ‘That means the lock was not very
good. Then it doesn’t matter if you lost that key, because it was not a
good lock.’ Then Prabhupada said, ‘Now put the key on your brahmin
thread. Put the thread through the key and don’t ever lose it.’ So I kept
the key on my brahmin thread.
“This key was a key that opened up a safe, and the safe had a key that
opened up the almira, and in the almira under a special place was a key
that opened up the safe in the almira. Four keys! He had a whole key
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system. One key led to another key, to another key, and finally to the
key that opened up the safe.
Tamal Krishna returns the wallet to Vipra and tells him to get the parts
first thing in the morning.
Sri Galim suggested, “You should tell the Swamis that the temple is
trying to get you married. Then they’ll definitely take you.” At the first
opportunity Dravanaksha spoke to Tamal Krishna, following Sri
Galim’s advice. “Yeah, I’d like to come along because they’re trying to
get me married in the temple.”
“Maybe you need it. But then on the other hand maybe not. Who’s your
temple president?”
“Govardhan Prabhu.”
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festival. Govardhan gave his permission and Dravanaksha called Tamal
Krishna in Philadelphia.
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I went to the college festivals and one time Vishnujana Swami said in a
lecture, “If God could appear to Moses in a burning bush, then why
can’t He appear in the form of the Deity?” That really struck me. In the
temple room he was always the first in for maṅgala-ārati. We had big
wooden altar doors and he liked to sing before the doors opened to
create an ecstatic feeling of anticipation before the conch blew.
Ravindra Svarupa likes having the sannyāsīs at his temple. One day he
brings the latest Sankirtan Newsletter to show them. It is issue number
23, with 14 temples reporting their scores for the weekend of August 30
- September 1.
San Francisco is again at the top of the list with 5193 points. Los
Angeles is a very close second with 5017 points. Vishnujana comments
that these two west coast temples are definitely fired up to distribute
Prabhupada’s books.
The BBT TSKP is a distant third with 2605 points, followed by Detroit
and Pittsburgh. Sarvabhauma Das is the top distributor with 960 points
for the BBT TSKP!
He was formerly with the San Francisco traveling party but has since
joined Tripurari’s team. The result is an increase in the number of books
he is distributing every week. The Sankirtan Newsletter is beginning to
dominate the conversation among many devotees nowadays.
Temple visitors are not the only people who notice the bus parked on
the property with ‘Hare Krishna’ prominent in the destination slot.
Parked for a long time in a neglected neighborhood, the bus becomes a
target for hoodlums.
One night some teenagers drive by in a car and start hooting and
hollering. They throw eggs at the bus and one of them hurls a rock
through a bus window. These are really expensive windows and hard to
come by.
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Although the devotees are taking rest, Vishnujana Swami jumps up to
defend Radha-Damodara. He grabs a shotgun he keeps as an emergency
measure since the biker shoot-up in New Vrindavan. Leaping out of the
bus, he runs into the street as the car speeds away. He takes careful aim
and is about to shoot when his lungi begins to slip down. Immediately,
he is forced to grab his cloth to prevent an embarrassing situation. The
vandals escape without injury.
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with it. I explained to him very clearly what the law was, and that if he
did shoot them and killed somebody or even wounded somebody, he
would go to jail. He didn’t think that was right but he accepted my
verdict that it was the law.
The second thing I told him was that it would look bad for the Hare
Krishna Movement. As a law and order man at that time, I was a little
put-off by the Wild West element that was there. I was in the framework
of temple president and what ISKCON is like, following laws and rules
of an orderly society. He wasn’t operating on that framework
whatsoever. So on the one side was the temple president side, which
was law, order, regularity, reliability, ‘punching a time clock’. Then
there was this sort of wild side. He did have this innocent quality
because I could see that it was a kind of simplicity. But it was amazing
to me that he didn’t think that responding with firearms was at all a
disproportionate act.
Vaishnavas are not meant to assume other people’s problems but to help
solve the problem of repeated birth and death. Vishnujana Swami
doesn’t let other people’s problems become his problems. Rather he
gives them what’s in his heart. That’s where his strength is. He gives
people that love and openness. But when Radha-Damodara are
threatened he becomes like a lion.
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particular about protecting the Deities.
There is much discussion about the incident the next day. Some
Philadelphia devotees consider that carrying weapons means no faith in
Krishna. Vrikasanga immediately takes offense at this mentality.
“I did guard duty and protection for Prabhupada at the San Francisco
Ratha-yatra.
Samvatsar was there with Urdhvareta and Jiva. They were trained as
kṣatriyas in New Vrindavan after the biker attack, and Prabhupada
authorized that. We were Prabhupada’s designated guards and were
always around him as protection. The President has his Secret Service
for protection, and also Prabhupada has his.”
Vrikasanga: I was the kṣatriya on the bus. I was the only one that had a
pistol and no one else touched a gun. It never came down to anything
final like that, but we were ready. I was always protecting Radha-
Damodara because there were some heavy demons out there. That was
my service.
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Ravindra Svarupa takes full advantage of the sannyāsīs presence for
advanced association. He gets to know them both fairly well and
observes that they have an interesting relationship. Overall he interacts
more with Tamal Krishna Goswami than with Vishnujana Maharaja.
Slowly he is developing a friendship with Goswami.
Once he went up to New York and came back with a large Rajasthani-
style Krishna-līlā painting that cost a lot of money. He had the notion of
splitting it in half and making a Deity curtain for the altar. Tamal
Krishna was furious that he had spent the money on that. I remember
Vishnujana crouched in the corner studying his finger nails while Tamal
Krishna ranted and raved about spending this money, that it was a stupid
idea, and that it wouldn’t work. The next thing on Tamal Krishna’s
mind was to get the money back.
Sri Rama: Tamal Krishna usually acted as the hard guy and Vishnujana
acted as the soft guy. It was like a good cop/bad cop routine. I once saw
them reverse roles, which was interesting.
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Vishnujana is happy to oblige and brings Ravindra onto the bus for a
quick lesson on playing harmonium the way Prabhupada had originally
taught him.
I know what good teaching is, and it was very good teaching, very
authoritative. I realized that a lot of what he did was inspired.
I was amazed at the size of his hands. He was all over the keyboard. I
have a large hand, but he had a huge reach, an incredible reach. He was
a great musician.
While the party waits for the bus to be fixed, an aerogram from India
alights in Ravindra’s office. It’s for Tamal Krishna, a response to a letter
he had recently sent inquiring about Prabhupada’s health. As soon as
Ravindra hands it to him, Goswami tears it open.
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My dear Tamal Krishna Goswami,
Your program for distributing books and having the street festivals and
then preaching and making devotees is very good. Also by teaching by
your personal example and attending to the Deity worship is the most
convincing. Example is better than precept. I am glad to note that the 24
hour kirtan was going on. It is by your chanting that I am now saved
from the dangerous condition. It was very serious. Anyway regarding
the constant 24 hour kirtan, you should not do anything impractical.
I thank you for sending the thousand dollars to the ISKCON food relief.
We are using the moneys that have already been sent from USA in
Mayapur for purchasing grains. In Bombay they also have a very nice
prasada distribution program.
I have been receiving letters from Satsvarupa das Goswami about his
successful library program so I think you also can take up this program
in conjunction with your sankirtan festivals. Get standing orders for
Srimad-Bhagavatam and Chaitanya Charitamrta as many as possible.
This is very good preaching work. So you may consult with Satsvarupa
das Goswami and he can guide you in this program.
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yad yad ācārati śreṣṭhas tat tad evetaro janaḥ. [Whatever action a great
man performs, common men follow. [Bg 3.21]]
Although Prabhupada mentions that the 24-hour kirtans saved his life,
Tamal Krishna feels listless reading about his continuing frail condition.
These feelings evoke memories of previous encounters Prabhupada
experienced with his health, both in America and India.
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suffered from heart palpitations and severe coughing which plagued him
for nearly a month. Srila Prabhupada had said that his sufferings had
been caused by a disturbance created by some of his most senior
disciples. It was my conclusion that the problem was once again due to
Srila Prabhupada’s disciples. Just as Jesus Christ had sacrificed his life
for the redemption of the fallen, similarly Srila Prabhupada was
suffering on our behalf, absorbing our karma to raise us to
transcendental life.
There are some people on the party, however, who are ready for a
change in service. Many devotees are now going to India and returning
with wonderful tales of close association with Prabhupada. Others return
with tales of illness and austerity. But the Radha-Damodara men thrive
on austerity. Living on the road and sleeping on the floor of a bus, they
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feel they are ready for anything, and mystic India beckons.
Tamal Krishna was out to gain personnel. He was very good at making
devotees by pushing people over the line and shaving them up quick. He
was very good at going after their objections and eliminating them, or
making them feel foolish for having them. When Tamal Krishna joined,
the mood changed. It went from laid-back and not a very pushy
program, to an extremely pushy program.
Bhubrit: They tried to get me to join. I was really attracted but I felt
obliged to join the temple because I had already been visiting there for
awhile. Vishnujana’s program was one of the things that kept me going.
He had a lot to do with me coming to Krishna consciousness.
Ravindra Svarupa: The notion was you find the interested kids, you pull
them loose from the college, send a van out to empty their dorm room,
and put them on the bus. It was manipulative behavior and the kind of
thing that leads you to being called a cult. Ultimately, it didn’t work.
Because by the time Tamal Krishna got to Philadelphia he told me that
it wasn’t making devotees like he wanted to. He didn’t know quite what
they were going to do. He was at loose ends. It was a nice program,
people were chanting, but they weren’t joining.
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program duplicated with devotees distributed according to their talents.
Each bus will be fully equipped and have a full esraj/harmonium
ensemble.
After the bus leaves, Ravindra Svarupa starts his own little kirtan band
and goes to the local colleges and universities inspired by the festive
program of Vishnujana Maharaja. Ravindra lectures and Bhubrit plays
the harmonium. They also have mṛdaṅga and kartāls, and they distribute
a little prasādam.
Vipra pulls over to the side of the road and backs up. The Swamis get
out to survey the damage. The pickup is demolished. A telephone
company truck behind the bus has rammed into the back of the pickup.
The bus has some cosmetic damage at the rear end, but no one is hurt.
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Within an hour a claims specialist from the telephone company’s
insurance agency has assessed the damage and handed Tamal Krishna a
check to cover the loss of the pickup.
Gauridas Pandit: I was still thinking it was my truck. Radha Raman used
to drive it, and grind the gears, and go fast over bumps. It was too much
for me. I was thinking of blooping at our next stop. Then all of a sudden
it was about a third the size of a sardine can. We got a $5000 settlement,
and it was only worth about $2000. The insurance company gave us a
quick payment. But I didn’t get a penny.
The back of the bus will need some minor repair work, so the sannyāsīs
agree they would be better off trying to fix it in Washington, DC, than in
the tourist town of Virginia Beach. It’s already dark when they’re ready
to get back on the road. Vishnujana comes over to speak with Gauridas
Pandit.
“Well, yeah.”
Tamal Krishna gives Sri Rama a street map and tells him to navigate for
Vipra and get the bus to the temple. Simply from the address in the BTG
and a map of the city Sri Rama finds the temple in the middle of the
night.
Vipra parks in front of the temple at 2015 “Q” Street NW, situated in
the high- rolling area of Dupont Circle. When devotees acquired that
building, they had to build a temple room. As they were knocking out a
wall, they found an old newspaper with an article about Ratha-yatra in
India, in which the term Juggernaut was used. That was a sign from
Krishna if ever there was one.
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on the temple door so they can take their bath. Word quickly spreads,
“Radha-Damodara are here!” The temple devotees consider it Krishna’s
great divine arrangement that, lo and behold, Tamal Krishna Goswami
and Vishnujana Maharaja have appeared. Seeing the bus parked in front
of the temple, Tamal Krishna is so pleased he gives Sri Rama another
service – navigating.
“Sesha Das.”
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“I go out for sankirtan every day.” “Who’s your authority?”
Several men remain on the bus to chant their japa. Srutadeva introduces
himself to the sannyāsīs as the person who is doing the weekly
Sankirtan Newsletter. He hands them Issue 25, hot off the press, for
their perusal. Ten temples have reported results. Los Angeles temple is
the top distributor with 3,314 points. Next is the BBT party with 2,330
points, followed by St Louis, Chicago, and Detroit temples.
Tripurari Prabhu from the BBT TSKP is the top distributor with 550
points. Both sannyāsīs praise Srutadeva for his service that is igniting a
revolution in book distribution. They make him feel welcome and invite
him to stay for class and breakfast prasādam on the bus, although he is a
gṛhastha.
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Srutadeva is filled is thrilled to take prasādam with the sannyāsīs. He
pulls out a letter he has received from Prabhupada and shows it to them.
It’s important to note that Prabhupada is pointing out that kirtan is what
actually gives us life – eternal life. At the time of grave illness or
leaving the body, the mind must be full with Krishna’s Name, otherwise
we may have to take birth again! No other service is as effective to help
us remember Sri Krishna as chanting the mahā- mantra. Here he says,
“It is our life and soul.”
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The temple presidents are beginning to push book distribution as the
major daily activity, but are neglecting to send out a daily chanting
party. The same reason given by Bahudak, that book distribution brings
in the money to support the temple, is the justification for this practice.
As the trend becomes more widespread, harināma- saṅkīrtana is reduced
to a few hours on Friday or Saturday night at best. Sadly, another
program that’s slowly being neglected is the evening Bhagavad-gita
class.
Damodara: I remember very vividly the bus being parked in front of the
temple with Radha- Damodara inside. I do remember going onto the bus
and bowing down, and maybe having some mixed feelings. Perhaps,
there was a little bit of awkwardness. But They certainly were being
taken care of nicely so I was not distressed.
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feast.
Later in the day, Srutadeva returns to the bus to ask Vishnujana for a
harmonium lesson. Although he is already familiar with the harmonium
and keyboards in general, and can pick up some melodies easily by ear,
he still wants to learn from Maharaja. Vishnujana, however, has many
things to take care of so he politely puts him off, “When I get some
time.”
That evening, Maharaja and his men set up their portable stage in the
back garden of Chris Murray’s place with all their instruments plugged
into amplifiers. Although it’s autumn there is only a slight breeze. The
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flowers and lighting arrangements make the atmosphere quite pleasing
and enchanting. When Vishnujana begins the kirtan, there are over 30
guests and as many devotees sitting in chairs.
Shankar Pandit: By the time I got there the program had already started
and Vishnujana was already chanting. He was singing Sri Rupa Manjari
and the corresponding Hare Krishna in a sweet melodic way and all the
instruments were blending in. I had never heard anything like it before.
It was very moving and I thought, This is like the spiritual world! I
didn’t have any conception of what music in the spiritual world sounded
like, but I thought it must be something like this.
I had to wipe away the tears because I was afraid someone would look
at me and think I was a sahajiyā. I looked out at everyone else to see
how they were appreciating the chanting and there were several people
who were crying. That was the most amazing thing, because I could
understand that it was moving for devotees, but these were the guests.
They were actually shedding tears! I thought, This is amazing. It wasn’t
your daily kirtan, it was something very unique and special, that even
non-devotees were moved to tears and exhibited spiritual appreciation.
The pace picked up faster and faster, and more intense, and then all of a
sudden, with a stroke of his hand, Vishnujana brought it to a close and
chanted om namo bhagavate vāsudevāya. It was like driving down the
highway in top gear and all of a sudden coming to a complete stop. So
he did that, and when he chanted om namo bhagavate vāsudevāya, with
his hand gesturing in the air, it was very mystical. We were on a kirtan
ride and on that journey sometimes we went fast, sometimes slow,
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sometimes winding.
When he wound up the kirtan he spoke for a few minutes about the
meaning of the chanting. “This is mantra-yoga.” Everyone listened
attentively and then it ended and we went back to the temple. Everyone
was marveling afterwards about the kirtan. That was my first taste of his
kirtan band – completely satisfying.
The Washington devotees have heard Prabhupada say that the BBT
paintings are windows into the spiritual world. Similarly, they say that
Vishnujana Swami’s kirtans are doors into the spiritual world.
Chris Murray: I’m a musician and his ability with the mṛdaṅga and the
harmonium, when he would sing Gopinath and chant Hare Krishna, put
goose bumps on me. He had that slightly raspy voice from preaching so
much and singing so much. After singing the songs, he relished reading
the verses in English. And when he would translate he was celestial, so
warm and so rich. He was so attached to the Bhaktivinoda Songbook!
He was extraordinary, like a demigod. Vishnujana Swami made me fall
in love with Radha and Krishna. He also made me fall in love with him,
which was so nice because it’s wonderful to have that kind of
relationship with a devotee. He was like a bee to honey. He would
always bring out the best in people and he never judged you. He
reminded me of Prabhupada in that way. I felt blessed and fortunate.
The next morning Chris and Kim actually get up and come for maṅgala-
ārati on the bus parked on the street in front of the temple. They find the
experience so enlivening that they want to continue coming every
morning because the mood is so amazing. They are doing a project
called Illuminations from the Bhagavad-gita, which is a series of
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paintings by Kim illustrating Krishna līlā along with the teachings.
Although the project is in a very early stage, they bring some of the
paintings to show the sannyāsīs, who are encouraging. They appreciate
this mood of presenting Krishna’s teachings in an artistic way.
“Why don’t you take your festival program to Montrose Park,” Kim
suggests, “because a lot of people congregate there when the weather is
nice.”
When Chris and Kim arrive the following morning they bring some
gorgeous miniature roses that Kim has purchased for Radha-Damodara.
When the curtain opens for greeting the Deities, Radharani’s dress and
hair are beautifully decorated with the baby roses. Vishnujana is expert
in arranging the offerings and gifts that people give to Radha-Damodara
so that they can see the results of their service.
Chris Murray: I’ll never forget when he opened that curtain and the
roses were expertly arranged in Radharani’s hair and on Her dress. You
really felt that they got to Krishna when you gave them to Vishnujana
Swami. You really believed that the Supreme Personality of Godhead
was there when he was serving the Deities, because he was engaged in
such a personal relationship with Them cent per cent.
Chris decides to join them but Kim will stay back to open the art
gallery. The men carefully bring Radha-Damodara out of the bus and
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into Chris’s little VW van. He considers it a great honor to chauffeur the
Supreme Lord and His Eternal Consort.
Chris Murray: They didn’t take the bus and that was mercy for me.
Vishnujana Swami sat in the back of the van singing to Radha-
Damodara and talking to Them as we drove. I distinctly remember that
he talked to Them like he was carrying on a conversation. He was
constantly talking to the Deities like They were his best friends. He
really had a relationship with those Deities and he made you realize that
They were alive. Kim and I spent a lot of time at the “Q” Street temple
when they were there because the sweetness and intensity of his Deity
worship stood out. It inspired us to get up and come to maṅgala-ārati.
When he sang, his kirtan would literally make us weep. He was so
devoted, so filled with bliss.
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programs that they invite anyone who they think might have an interest
in spiritual life.
Hearing this, Vishnujana begins to narrate the story of Valmiki. “At one
point he was a criminal but when Narada Muni met him in a jungle, he
convinced him to become a devotee. Narada Muni wanted him to
meditate on the name Rama. But Valmiki said, ‘No, I am too sinful.’
“So Narada Muni said, ‘Then, you can meditate on the personality of
death, Mara.’ “Then Valmiki started chanting Mara. The next time
Narada Muni appeared, Valmiki said, ‘Every time I chant Mara it
changes to Rama.’
”Narada Muni replied, ‘Yes, because you are no longer sinful. Now you
can go on to write about Rama.’”
Lokaguru: I already had japa beads and I was chanting the name Rama,
so I thought I might as well add Hare and Krishna also. He was the one
who actually convinced me. He also told me how he met Prabhupada.
“I was living in San Francisco and coming everyday for prasādam, but
not for the class. I was into music and lived upstairs in a Frederick
Street house near the temple. I got this cool drum from India but didn’t
know the right way to play it. So I went to the temple to ask about the
drum and Prabhupada happened to be there. Then Prabhupada taught me
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how to play it.”
Lokaguru relates to this story thinking that it’s similar to what he’s
doing – just coming for prasādam.
In the Adi Purana Lord Krishna addresses Arjuna with the following
statement: “My dear Partha, one who claims to be My devotee is not so.
Only a person who claims to be the devotee of My devotee is actually
My devotee.” [Quoted in Nectar of Devotion]
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Maharaja finally agrees, “All right, let’s do it.” Sitting in front of
Radha-Damodara on the bus, Maharaja begins by telling his own story
with Srila Prabhupada.
The musical and spiritual tapestry that he put down was amazing. You
hear it but you can’t do it. Even simple things like the morning melody
were amazing.
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On Saturday night, temple devotees like to go into Georgetown where
many people congregate for their weekend entertainment. Chris Murray
tells the sannyāsīs about a small park with a nice grassy area. He
recommends that they go early and set up before the crowds come. He
assures them it will be big. But when they arrive the park is empty.
There are hardly any people even on the surrounding streets. Tamal
Krishna is disappointed to see such a deserted place. “How will we
make devotees here?”
Tamal Krishna was going to play mṛdaṅga, and Sri Rama was on the
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esraj. All of a sudden the tuning stopped. Just like a conductor taps the
baton, tap, tap, tap, so just as if the conductor had waved the baton,
Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna looked at each other and started, Gaura
Nityananda bol, haribol, haribol... It was like a rocket taking off to the
moon. I’ll never forget that moment. It was so exciting. There were all
these people, there was electricity in the air, and it was night. Oh, it was
just great.
Vishnujana Swami gets up and approaches the large black police officer
who is the spokesperson. In a humble tone of voice Maharaja appeals to
the man’s finer sentiments. “Please let us chant. Just let us chant a little
longer.” His voice is full of pleading and emotion. The cop is taken
aback and doesn’t know how to respond. Vishnujana Swami is a big guy
himself, with broad shoulders and muscles, although slim. When he
speaks to the cop soul to soul, “we’re just glorifying God!” with a
loving, imploring look in his eyes, the man’s heart melts. “Okay. All
right, all right. But keep it short.”
Dandi Das: We heard the chanting a few blocks away and the
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harmonium sounded distinctly Vishnujana Swami. Some of us headed
towards the kirtan. When we got there the crowd was blocking off the
street. As we came through the crowd and got closer, it was one of those
other-worldly sights that you can’t describe – Vishnujana Swami and his
kirtan band chanting with amplified instruments. There was a huge
crowd all over the place in an open grassy area. It was amazing how
spontaneous the whole thing was. Everybody was absolutely
magnetized to the kirtan. It reminded me of a college program that was
also extraordinary.
Historically, the DC temple takes the Sunday feast out to the public
during the summer. They go to either Montrose Park or Dunbarton Oaks
Park. The Radha- Damodara party is asked to lead the “love feast” this
Sunday. Now that the bus is roadworthy again, they bring the stage and
pandal and set everything up in Dunbarton Oaks, a beautiful, lush, 9-
acres designed garden outside of Georgetown. There are flags, festoons,
and banners everywhere, so it’s very much a festive atmosphere. Radha-
Damodara are placed underneath a beautiful Oak tree in a grove of 400-
year- old Oak trees. The Indian instruments are amplified by the 12-volt
batteries.
People in the park for a quiet Sunday afternoon are drawn in by the
kirtan. They come over to watch and gradually some people begin to
dance with the devotees around Radha-Damodara under the big Oak
tree. In this way everyone is circumambulating the Deities! The temple
has brought enough prasādam to serve even the onlookers. As the sun
slowly sinks into the horizon, people take pleasure in the musical
performance and enjoy a delicious vegetarian buffet.
Palaka: Vishnujana Swami was leading the most attractive kirtans – the
best ever. As people were taking prasādam he chanted until the sun set.
He had a way about him that was like a magnet. He drew people in by
his melodious voice and hundreds and hundreds of people gathered
round to hear him sing. It wasn’t that he was the good-looking guy, or
had a sweet voice, or knew how to speak in public. There was a certain
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quality that Maharaja had. It was like an aspect that Prabhupada had – a
quality of all-attractiveness.
Ramesvara: Devotees once told me you said that the demigods like this
movement very much so that they’re standing in line to take their birth
in the Krishna consciousness movement.
Of course, one can never be sure who a devotee really is, therefore the
injunction of śāstra is to always glorify the Vaishnavas.
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Once the feast is over, everyone departs like light after the sun sets.
Almost immediately only Vishnujana Maharaja, Vrikasanga, and
Lokaguru remain standing by the Oak tree with Radha-Damodara.
Maharaja looks around and says, “Nobody else is here. Both of you are
going to have to help me carry Radha-Damodara back to the bus.”
Word has gotten out that maṅgala-ārati on the bus is super ecstatic.
Temple kirtans have to be very subdued because of the neighbors, so the
resident devotees come down to the street for a second maṅgala-ārati on
the bus. Seeing the bus, and having heard the ecstatic kirtan at the park,
many Sunday Feast guests also come early Monday morning to attend
maṅgala-ārati for Radha-Damodara. The bus is so crammed with people
that Tamal Krishna asks his men to leave to make room for the guests.
Sri Rama: The temple had problems with the neighbors, but that was a
breakthrough for me because one night I led kirtan on harmonium.
Vishnujana had been showing me how to play. I was well received and
quite astonished, but I had to stop because the neighbors were pounding
on the walls. That’s when Tamal Krishna came to me and admitted that
he had told Vishnujana to leave me behind in Ann Arbor. He never
actually apologized; he just implied that there may have been some
incorrect judgment. He’s a hard guy but that’s not to say that he wasn’t
kind in his own way.
Srila Prabhupada’s health has now turned the corner towards vast
improvement. The dire situation that had put the society in great anxiety
has been alleviated. In letters to various disciples, he expresses his
gratitude for their loving care, and gives instruction to keep them
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spiritually strong.
The important point for all to understand from this letter is that every
person has a direct connection to the Supreme Personality of Godhead
by chanting the Hare Krishna mantra.
My Dear Devotees:
Please accept my blessings. I thank you very much for your letters
received at Vrindavan and your prayers for my health. By your prayers
and by your chanting Hare Krishna, and by the grace of Lord
Nrsimhadeva I am recovered from the serious illness.
Mahaprabhu all over the world. My only request is that you all remain
enthusiastic and pure by strictly following all the rules and regulations
and the devotional practices of chanting 16 rounds. [Letter to Devotees
– September 24, 1974]
With the minor damage on the bus now repaired, Radha-Damodara are
ready to continue onward. No one has joined the bus party so Tamal
Krishna is keen to meet up with Dhristadyumna’s van party in Virginia
Beach as previously arranged.
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Dhristadyumna and Aja have had great success in St Louis. They have
convinced two new men, Ratnabahu and Govinda Datta, to join the
party. They enticed them with promises of preaching on the beaches in
Florida, enjoying the beautiful evening breezes in the association of
advanced devotees, with nothing to do except take prasādam and chant!
“Best of all,” Aja concludes, “you’ll get to travel all over the country
and tell people about Krishna with His Holiness Vishnujana Swami and
Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara.”
Govinda Dutta: I had been coming around the temple and was already
vegetarian and doing some service. Dhristadyumna preached to me for a
few hours at a Sunday Feast. No one else had ever asked me to join full
time. I was getting ready to start my second year in college, but he said,
“Well, you have a week before school starts. Just come travel with us
for that week.”
From the temple I called into my job and told them, “I won’t be coming
in today.” They said “Okay. I guess we’ll see you tomorrow.” I said,
“No, you won’t be seeing me then, either. I’m going to take a little
vacation. Just put me down right now that I quit.”
Sugata: We used to crowd onto the bus for maṅgala-ārati because it was
so ecstatic. Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna had a relationship and they
would switch off saying the prayers. They also had incredible programs
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at the University of Maryland and 500-1000 people would be crowded
around them. Vishnujana Swami had a great influence on us. My girl
friend and I joined first, and the rest of my friends joined later.
Chris Murray: The main thing that Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna
inspired me for was the idea of serving a guru – to teach one how to be
fired-up to serve a spiritual master – because they were so magnificent
in the way they were serving Prabhupada’s mission. It seemed to me
they were doing it just right, in the spirit of Lord Chaitanya.
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Thirteenth Wave,
On the Wings of a Prayer
One who constantly hears and chants the holy name of the Lord and
hears and chants about His activities can easily attain the platform of
pure devotional service, which can cleanse the dirt from one’s heart.
One cannot achieve such purification by observing vows and
performing Vedic ritualistic ceremonies. [Sukadeva Goswami to
Maharaja Parikshit [SB 6.3.32]]
The bus arrives quite late at night so the first place they stay is at a
campground. For many new recruits it’s the first time they stay in a
place that isn’t a temple. Before maṅgala-ārati, Ramacharya and Sri
Rama go out to liberate flowers. While clipping white roses in
someone’s garden, Sri Rama looks up at the window above and notices
a woman watching him clip her flowers. He immediately apologizes.
“Excuse me, I’m just cutting your roses for Radha-Damodara. I hope
it’s all right.”
“Oh. Okay.” She allows him to continue without saying another word.
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The party spends several nights at the campground and then shifts to the
home of a young couple. That strikes Sri Rama as unusual, because he
didn’t know that devotees could live outside a temple.
In Virginia Beach the breakfast diet changes from halavā and sweet rice
to upmā. Sri Rama protests vehemently against the change, being
attached to his sweets. But after tasting the upmā he has a change of
heart and agrees that it’s really good too. Reacting to things before
giving them a try is a typical neophyte behavior. Sri Rama realizes that
the new diet is healthier because with all-you-can-eat halavā and sweet
rice one gets too jacked-up on sugar every morning.
With the bus and the van party together again, a huge festival program is
planned.
They set up the pandals on the beach along a lengthy boardwalk with
Radha- Damodara seated quite prominently in Their own separate
pandal. The wonderfully energized kirtans and delicious prasādam
benefit anyone who participates. But soon several Christians zealots
come up to argue, focusing on religious differences.
“Jesus is Lord. You are worshipping false idols. You’ll burn in hell.”
“Oh, you are followers of Lord Jesus?” Tamal Krishna asks. “So you
follow his teachings, right?”
“We do the best we can. It’s not by works that you’re saved. You have
to accept Jesus as Lord.”
“Well, Jesus taught his followers how to worship. Do you know the
Lord’s Prayer?” “Of course.”
“In his own words, this is what Jesus taught his followers: ‘Our father
who art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy
will be done… You know this?”
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“Sure.”
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God’s representative. Therefore Christ is also saying just surrender to
me, the son or representative or spiritual master, and that is the same as
surrendering to my father. Accepting the Lord or His representative as
one’s savior means to render loving devotional service to Him, and in
return he will give you all protection. But the foolish Christians they
think God is their order-supplier so that simply by performing some
religious ceremonies they are entitled to receive all benedictions for
enhancing their material life.
First of all, to be saved by God means that one must obey what God
orders or His laws of commandments. But in the Bible God says “Thou
shall not kill,” but where is the Christian who does not kill animals and
eat? They have changed the meaning of kill to mean “murder,” and for
them, murder means only other humans. So unless you find out some
Christian who is actually intelligent, it is useless to try for convincing
them of these points. Simply show them by example that we are finding
great spiritual joy in serving Krishna, sell them some literature, give
them prasadam, and invite to the temple. And if they cannot understand
from the point of view of philosophy, at least they will be able to
appreciate our wonderful and enlivening activities and that we have
proved ourselves the most upright, moral persons and the best examples
of enlightened souls for the general improvement of all the citizens.
[Letter to Dasarha - March 4, 1972]
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Damodara bus. Vrikasanga takes over the cooking on the bus.
Tamal Krishna gives Aja 20 dollars to fill the tank in Virginia Beach
and the party drives off in a beat-up old van that Hasygrami keeps
running. He’s a wizard at putting things together. By keeping one hand
on the engine and the other on the steering wheel, he somehow keeps it
working. He’s very handy with all mechanical things.
I thought, if he won’t let me go to India, I’ll sleep ‘til 9:00 o’clock in the
morning and convince him I’m in total māyā. Dhristadyumna called
Tamal Krishna from DC and said, “Sadananda is in complete māyā and
he’s about to bloop.” Tamal Krishna got me on the phone and said,
“You want to go to India? You have my permission to go to India.” So I
went back to Miami and stayed a couple of months. In 10 days during
the Christmas marathon I collected $1100 to go to India.
The mood in the ‘70s is that you never disobey your authority. It’s
considered an offense to disobey your temple leader. Prabhupada has
taught this because devotees are supposed to be in the mood of dāser-
anudās, servant of the servant. But if someone does act independently,
generally the authority will give his permission so that the devotee
won’t carry the offense with him. It’s considered to be the mercy of the
temple president.
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colleges, along with book distribution. I preferred to be with Vishnujana
Maharaja, to chant and distribute books, because I was so attracted to
him. I became a little bewildered. We were living an austere life and he
was the inspiration to go out and preach. In a Washington parking lot I
was in anxiety about my situation. As we collected more we bought a
stove so we could cook. Aja trained me up and within two months I was
organizing the sankirtan and training the new devotees. As soon as the
opportunity came to rejoin the Radha-Damodara bus, it was like coming
home.
“Well, you never know who will become a devotee as a result of hearing
the Holy Name and tasting Radha-Damodara’s mahā prasāda.”
The prasādam cart has created the crisis. It takes up a lot of space and
space is always a problem. Sri Rama considers that fitting everything
back into the bays is like solving a jigsaw puzzle – how to put each
thing in so it all fits. All the instruments also have to get in plus
everybody’s sleeping bag goes in the bays. After this, it becomes his
regular service to pack the bays of the bus.
Although every man has a locker on the bus, each locker is only one
cubic foot.
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When the Radha-Damodara bus drives out of Virginia Beach no
devotees have been made, but the Holy Name has spread to another
town and village. After five days in Virginia Beach the party is on the
road again, heading back to Berkeley, California. The bus speeds
westward across the Appalachian Mountain range on Interstate 64,
fleeing the cold weather. They soon connect to Interstate 70. Since Sri
Rama also has the service of navigating, he stays up all night with Vipra
in the driver’s compartment to help keep him awake. The bus is
overcrowded so there’s no place to take rest anyway.
Sri Rama: Vipra would drive at night and he was never actually known
to have slept, other than a little catnap now and then. He would drive for
four or five seconds with his eyes open, then for four or five seconds he
would fall asleep, then regularly as four or five seconds would expire,
he would awaken just before the bus ran off the road. It was kind of
nerve-wracking, initially, to get used to sitting next to him at night as he
drove like this. But finally I realized he was perfectly competent!
Gadadhar is the bhakta leader and bus commander. He’s a tall slender
person whose approach is always gentle and kind. Although he’s in
charge of the new men, he is not a stern ‘do as I say’ type. His motive
for being on the bus with the sannyāsīs is to receive further training in
Krishna consciousness. Whatever he knows about taking care of new
devotees he has learned from them.
Gadadhar: If a new man joined the bus and had trouble, he’d have a
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private meeting with Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna and they’d help
him feel better. I got invaluable instruction because they had learned
from Prabhupada how to take care of new bhaktas. Tamal Krishna
would say that quite often. They emphasized training a devotee until he
was able to stand on his own two feet.
When the sannyāsīs enter the temple at the sound of the conch, every
devotee becomes enlivened.
Mamata dd: When they walked in the temple room that morning the
feeling that came over us was like Gaura-Nitai entering the room. They
were so golden and effulgent walking in, paying their obeisances, and
leading kirtan for maṅgala-ārati. It was so wonderful.
The party spends the day preaching in the college town of Boulder. The
festival is in full swing with Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara as the main focal
point. One college student comes upon the festival and is astonished.
She bows down to Radha-Damodara and approaches Dravanaksha who
is standing nearby. She explains that she had first seen Radha-Damodara
in New York in 1972 and now she runs into Them every year
somewhere in America! She is very happy as she relates this pleasant
occurrence.
When the bus returns to Denver, Sarvopama starts acting bizarre. Sitting
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in front of the temple in a full lotus āsana, he begins bouncing around on
the lawn, rolling from one knee to the other. Sri Rama is thinking that
he’s creating a spectacle and looking foolish. “You can’t do that.” But
his words go unheeded.
Although Denver temple has not reported any book distribution scores
to the Sankirtan Newsletter, nonetheless Kurusrestha Prabhu is
following the results with great interest. Tamal Krishna finds a copy of
issue number 27 in the temple office and notices that only 9 temples
have reported.
For the past month Los Angeles has recorded the highest book scores.
This issue covers the weekend of September 27 – 29. Los Angeles at the
top again with 3,757 points. Chicago is second with a mere 1,530 points,
although Gopal Bhatta Das is this week’s leading book distributor with
696 points himself. Rounding out the top five are the BBT TSKP,
Detroit, and Atlanta.
Los Angeles temple reports that they have too many book distributors
now to go out to the airport, because only eight devotees are qualified to
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distribute there on a daily basis. “After Los Angeles donated Tripurari
and Kavichandra Prabhus to the BBT TSKP,” they write, “the LA
sankirtan party began to train new talent and make new devotees into
book distributors. Now, after 6 months the sankirtan party is roaring
with new devotees going out daily distributing 20-30 hardbound books
and 100 Sri Isopanisads in one day!” They also report that Mulaprakriti
Dasi sold 120 KRSNA Book trilogies in 2.5 hours at a concert.
Mamata dd: We were all in the bus for the kirtan, and it was blissful, so
we thought we’ll all sit down for class. “Now it’s Bhagavad-gita class.
Brahmacārīs please sit down. Ladies please leave.” It was Vishnujana
Swami. I thought, we don’t get to stay for class?
Although it’s dark after class, Vipra has the bus back on the road
heading north towards Cheyenne, Wyoming. The plan is to connect to
Interstate 80 so they can go directly to San Francisco and Berkeley. At
3:30 in the morning the bus pulls into a Truck Stop for devotees to bathe
before maṅgala-ārati. Sri Rama sees an opportunity to get some rest.
Grabbing his sleeping bag, he ducks into one of the bays, unrolls it, gets
in and keeps really quiet. As everyone piles out for their morning bath,
they throw their sleeping bags into the open bay on top of Sri Rama.
Someone closes the bay door and before long the bus drives off.
From his place in the bay underneath the temple room of the bus, Sri
Rama can hear the devotees singing the Gurvaṣṭakam prayers before he
falls asleep. By 7:00am, however, the sannyāsīs realize they are missing
one person.
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Sri Rama: When the bus pulled in to stop, I knocked to let them know I
was there. That happened only once, but I used to sleep in the bay other
times when we were stopped. I just wanted privacy. It was my gṛhastha
tendency – wanting my own space.
The fall semester is in full swing and far more food vendors cater to the
influx of hippies and students. The city has allotted a designated area for
food sales by the curbside on a first-come basis. The vendors come early
in the morning to compete with each other for the best spots closest to
the campus entrance.
Picking the first available spot, the Radha-Damodara men set up their
festival site eager to start a kirtan. As soon as they begin chanting a
friendly crowd gathers.
Early the next morning they arrive in Berkeley to get a good spot.
However, their presence yesterday was detected by some zealous
Christians who now stand nearby with their placards reading: ‘Jesus
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Saves!’ and ‘Pagans Burn!’ The liberal Berkeley student population
feels no sympathy for this narrow-minded approach. Ignoring their
shouts, the students gather to hear the devotees.
In the end, these Christians prove to be the worst advertisement for their
own cause.
Since the devotees are not doing business they are actually free to
choose a location on the campus side of the street, which is off-limits to
the vendors. Therefore, the y cross the street and relocate against the
campus perimeter wall adjacent to the University entrance. Since their
purpose is strictly spiritual they are protected by the freedom of speech
amendment of the US Constitution.
When the vendors see that the devotees now have an even more-prized
location, of which they are denied, they become extremely envious. The
Christians also shift to the campus side of the street to continue
harassing the devotees. They are also protected by the freedom of
speech provision.
TKG: Jesus would surely have been sorry to see them as they blindly
chanted their placard slogans, doing their best to disrupt our lectures and
kirtans. Unfortunately, the obstinate persistence of the pair was
encouraged by some of the food vendors, who had become envious of
our free prasādam distribution.
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take him away, but Vishnujana Swami kept saying, “No. No. Leave him
alone.” He tolerated this man until he went a little too far.
As the devotees begin attracting more students every day, the Christian
man finally loses his temper. He approaches Radha-Damodara with a
cane shouting that the devotees are promoting idol worship. “I will
break those idols into a thousand pieces.” Vishnujana is doing kirtan
blissfully when he hears the threats from this demon. Instantly he jumps
up from behind the harmonium like Lord Nrsimhadeva from out of the
pillar. He charges towards the blasphemer. The man is a giant, the size
of a professional wrestler, but Maharaja is in the mood of protecting his
beloved Deities.
The next day no Christians are present, but yesterday’s incident further
provokes the food vendors against the devotees. Their reaction is to
present a unified front to the University Administration stating that the
devotee prasādam is actually being sold, and not distributed free of
charge.
TKG: The owner of the Orange Julius stand would regularly hurl orange
rinds at us, and Hector, the nasty proprietor of the popular falafel cart,
teamed up with his passionate wife to throw rotten tomatoes and
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discarded garbage. When we complained to the police, they merely
laughed it off as a humorous instance.
That evening Maharaja and Goswami discuss their alternatives. The can
leave Berkeley and move south, to Los Angeles, but neither of them like
this idea. Vishnujana’s opinion is that Radha-Damodara’s reputation is
at stake. Goswami is dissatisfied that no devotees have been made.
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morning program in front of the Deities right on the city sidewalk.
When the vendors begin arriving they are shocked to see devotees set up
in the choicest location. Instead of getting rid of the devotees, the
vendors have lost their best spot. The next morning, the situation is
reversed.
TKG: There was Hector, smiling sinisterly, back in the spot which we
had claimed the previous day. Actually one had to appreciate his
competitive mood and the extra austerities he had undergone in getting
up so early in the morning to compete with Krishna. As a reward for his
efforts we set up our rug just beside him and under great duress forced
him to be an unwilling participant in Radha-Damodara’s full morning
program.
Not to be outdone, the devotees arrive early the next morning before the
brahma muhūrta and set up at the prime location. They have their
maṅgala-ārati on the street and then begin chanting japa. When Hector
arrives to see that he has lost his spot, he can no longer control his rage.
His negative association with Krishna consciousness has not purified
him, exactly like King Kamsa.
He grabs an iron pole and charges towards the devotees while spewing
out abusive profanities. Responding in self-defense, several devotees
quickly disarm and dispatch the demon. He quickly retreats like a
frightened jackal and resorts to verbal attacks. There is no further
incident that day. The vendors realize that they cannot push the devotees
around. They simply have to tolerate the Vaishnava presence knowing
that they will soon leave for their next destination.
After two weeks at the Berkeley campus not one person has joined.
Tamal Krishna becomes a little anxious. He had hoped for a similar
response as during the summer. They have already purchased additional
buses that need to be filled with people. Vishnujana suggests that if he
wants to increase the number of people then recruiting initiated devotees
would serve their purpose better. Raw untrained recruits may never
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actually become full-time devotees. Tamal agrees with this proposal and
Sri Galim is summoned from New Vrindavan.
Among the many hippies hitchhiking around America this year, most
head for the San Francisco Bay area. Many end up in Berkeley, and
some of these hang out at the campus dormitories spending the night
sleeping in the hallways. It’s convenient because in the morning they
can use the bathroom facilities. There isn’t much of a distinction
between hippies and students on campus. The Radha-Damodara
brahmacārīs also take advantage of the dormitories for distributing
BTGs, preaching to interested students, and using the rest rooms.
Dhruva Maharaja Das: One morning I went into the Student Union
bathroom to wash my face. Next to me someone was putting clay on his
forehead. I said, “What is that?”
The devotee explains, “There are yoga centers in the body, called
chakras. This is sacred clay that we use to meditate on these chakras.
We’re traveling musicians. We tour around to different college
campuses. Why don’t you come out to our bus? You can play some
music with us and have some free vegetarian food.” It’s an invitation
right out of the bathroom.
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They sang songs led by Vishnujana Swami. At the end of the song, he
would explain the meaning to the crowd of people who had gathered.
The day after Dhruva Maharaja joins, the bus leaves Berkeley for San
Francisco and beyond. Goswami is satisfied that at least they have made
one devotee before leaving. Dhruva is a bearded hippie who is almost as
eccentric as Sarvopama, so they take to each other quite well. Making
friends is essential in order to remain a fixed brahmacārī on the bus. As
Vishnujana Swami explains to the new men, “If you don’t make friends
with your godbrothers, you’ll have to get married because everybody
needs to have a loving relationship.”
At the San Francisco temple Vipra parks the bus in the huge garage. A
local devotee offers Tamal Krishna the latest Back to Godhead
magazine which has an article about the Radha-Damodara party. While
they were in New Vrindavan for Janmāṣṭamī, the sannyāsīs were
interviewed and photos were taken. Goswami peruses the article and
then shows the magazine to Vishnujana Maharaja.
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inspired us, and thousands like us, to spread this divine movement,
Krishna consciousness, throughout the world, in every town and village.
There are unlimited ways to serve Krishna, but all of them contribute to
the chanting of His glories. From the very beginning, after we joined the
Krishna consciousness movement in 1968, we were attracted to
traveling and preaching, and by Srila Prabhupada’s grace we were
allowed to assist in opening temples in cities all along the West Coast of
the United States. We have both taken the vow of the renounced order
of life, called sannyāsa, firmly committing ourselves to live as traveling
celibate preachers. We have both traveled extensively, preaching,
chanting and distributing prasāda (delicious spiritual food), and have
opened Krishna conscious centers in the United States, Europe and
India.
Since June of 1973, [This was a BTG typo. TKG left India to join
Radha-Damodara in June 1974] we have taken the Supreme Lord
Himself (in His Deity form called Radha-Damodara) all over the United
States. Along with 10 other devotees, we bring the Lord to colleges,
fairs and any large festive gathering. There we set up tents and spread
Krishna consciousness by chanting Hare Krishna, accompanied by
ancient instruments, distributing prasāda, preaching individually to
interested people, and distributing books by our spiritual master. Lord
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, who is Krishna Himself in the role of a devotee,
first expounded this glorious program for self-realization: dancing and
chanting Hare Krishna to the accompaniment of mṛdaṅgas (drums) and
kartāls (cymbals), feasting on delicious food first offered to the Lord,
and hearing the philosophy of God realization.
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give human beings the chance to perfect their lives through this simple
yet deep and sublime process of chanting: Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna,
Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare/Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare
Hare.
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Dayananda was president of Los Angeles temple. Tamal Krishna was
West Coast Manager. For the last four years, TKG was Prabhupada’s
secretary in India.]
One day, a Swedish devotee arrives at the San Francisco temple looking
for Vishnujana Swami.
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was such a nice kirtan singer. Everybody loved him!
He also likes to wait for Tamal Krishna and Vishnujana to return to the
temple every evening so he can give them mahā-prasāda. Tonight, he
brings the Sankirtan Newsletter, issue number 28 with scores from
October 4-6.
The BBT TSKP is second with 3,327 points helped by a world record of
564 big books distributed on the weekend. Tripurari Prabhu is the top
distributor with a world record of 1,110 points and a world record of
189 big books sold to help the BBT TSKP clinch second place. Detroit,
Chicago, and Philadelphia round out the top five. Mulaprakriti Dasi of
Los Angeles is the second biggest distributor with 615 points including
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a word record of 478 medium books sold by one person in three days.
In San Francisco, the Swamis get close with Yogesh Chandra and his
brother, Jambavan. Although both are initiated brahmacārīs, they now
live in an apartment separate from the devotees. Inspired by Jayananda’s
way of attracting people, they have set up a halfway house to bring
Berkeley’s misguided youth to accept Krishna consciousness in a
gradual way. According to Tamal Krishna their experiment is not
proving successful. He points out to Yogesh Chandra that the Radha-
Damodara party is already rescuing misguided youth without
compromising regulative principles or concocting new programs.
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with the Radha-Damodara band he is won over. “Better to go all the
way than halfway,” he grins. He’s ready to join the party but he has one
condition. He wants his brother, Jambavan, to also come along.
Jambavan: Vishnujana Swami was coming through on the bus and I was
attracted to the party. Tamal Krishna heard that Yogesh Chandra had
organized sankirtan and pulled the New York temple out of debt, so he
wanted to have him on the party. Yogesh was reluctant at first, but
finally agreed on the stipulation that I also join the party. I wanted to,
and Vishnujana wanted me to, so we both joined. Those were great
days. What can I say about chanting with Vishnujana? How do you
explain that unless you experience it?
With Jambavan and Yogesh Chandra joining the party, Tamal Krishna
feels that he has accomplished his goal by increasing the number of men
on the party. When he discovers that Jambavan has no musical
inclination he suggests that he help with cooking, setting up the
programs, and doing whatever other service is needed.
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Jayananda Prabhu comes to the Deity room and cleans it from top to
bottom – the walls, ceiling, floor, and śṛṅgāsana. This service he does
alone. Afterwards, he buys flowers to decorate the altar and the Deities.
He tries to make anyone who walks in the door for the Sunday Feast a
Vaishnava. At the very least he keeps everyone in good spirits. No one
can remain in a bad mood around Jayananda because he’s always an
ocean of enthusiasm.
When the Sunday program is over, he takes whatever prasādam has not
been eaten and distributes that to homeless people on the street. He fills
buckets with prasādam and loads then into his van. By his own
enthusiasm, he enlivens other devotees to go with him to the Mission
district or Telegraph Avenue, wherever he can find people who are
hungry. So every morsel of prasādam is distributed.
Sri Rama: The first time I saw Jayananda I was doing something in the
garage and he came in carrying some trash barrels. He had some
position in the temple, and I remember how surprised I was to see him
taking out the garbage. We had a very short conversation. He was
getting up earlier than the other devotees and cleaning the bathrooms
before everybody would wake up. We were told Jayananda was a very
senior devotee, but he proceeded to serve everybody prasādam. That
was his way of doing things. He was everybody’s servant.
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Even though Jayananda is the hardest worker, he’s usually the last one
to take rest at night and the first one to get up in the morning.
Jayananda likes the old vehicles. He teaches Bhakta Das to buy older
vehicles and maintain them well. Devotees can be careless with the
temple vehicles. They will call up from somewhere in the middle of
Texas, “Oh, we can’t put water in. We can’t put oil in. The engines
cracked and it’s going to cost four thousand dollars to put in a new
engine and we are out of commission for a week.” This happens
constantly. Then Jayananda has an idea for Bhakta Das.
“Why don’t you hire a mechanic to maintain the vehicles and make sure
they’re maintained right?”
Bhakta Das puts an ad in the paper and hires a mechanic who is gay. He
pays him $400 a month and every morning he arrives at 5:00 o’clock
and spends several hours checking all the vehicles. When he leaves, all
the vehicles are fine tuned. He does regular engine tune-ups and
maintains log books on every vehicle. Every three thousand miles, he
changes the oil and puts in new filters for each vehicle.
Bhakta Das: Jayananda loved kirtan and he could chant and dance for
hours very happily. He could also sit down and chant 50 rounds without
getting up. I always remember the Sad- Goswami-astakam: dhīrādhīra-
jana-priyau priya-karau, “they are loved by both the gentle and the
ruffians because they’re not envious of anyone.” Jayananda was never
envious of anyone, he always offered sincere respect to all living beings.
So when I think of Jayananda I remember that śloka, because whoever
met him from the grossest alcoholic or drug addict, sex monger or
criminal, he had a way of dealing with them that they loved. He was
truly equal to all. Whatever level someone was at, he could reach them
on that level. He engaged them in devotional service by giving them
prasādam, getting them to say Hare Krishna, or getting them to do
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something for Krishna.
Jayananda is generally in a jolly mood and this puts new people at ease.
He will tell them, “Don’t follow my example. I’m the oldest devotee
here, but I eat too much. You can eat as much as you want because
you’re new.” From that moment on he seems like a second father to the
young novices. Although Jayananda doesn’t know as much scripture as
some devotees, he exemplifies the conclusion of scripture. He
frequently quotes only one verse, “But those who worship Me with
exclusive devotion, meditating on My transcendental form, to them I
carry what they lack and I preserve what they have.” [Bhagavad-gita
9.22] He adds the comment that Krishna won’t have to preserve much
for him, but He will have to carry a lot.
He once told me, “Viji, if you get into fault-finding,” he opened his
hands, “then all you’ll have is a handful of faults.” Another time he said,
“When I was a karmi, women were not attracted to me and I felt bad
about that. After I met Prabhupada I realized it was Krishna’s mercy.”
He told me how to make date milk the way he made it for Srila
Prabhupada. He boiled the milk and whipped mashed dates into it.
Almost every morning he cooked his famous 7-grain cereal. On
Sundays he made pancakes. One time many devotees went on a health
binge, renouncing sugar, white flour, and rich sabjis. Jayananda thought
this was wonderful. “This means I can honor almost all the Mahā by
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myself.”
The new president, Tulsi Das, welcomes the party proudly holding the
latest Sankirtan Newsletter issue number 29. For the weekend of
October 11- 13 only 8 temples have reported results. Los Angeles again
reigns supreme at number one with 4,254 points followed by the BBT
TSKP with 2,792 points. A surprise at number three is the South Africa
yatra. San Diego and Philadelphia round out the top five.
The program begins with the showing of The Hare Krishna People film
followed by an ecstatic kirtan. Meanwhile, several devotees arrange a
set of Prabhupada’s books on a grand table.
After the kirtan, Pusta Krishna Swami asks the audience for a display of
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hands for whoever wants a set of books. Then the fun begins. Devotees
run to the people who raise their hand, give them the books, collect the
lakṣmī, and get their names. Then Pusta Krishna announces each name
over the PA system,
“Let’s give a big hand to Mr. Vishnudas and the Supreme Lord.”
Everyone claps in response. Several more hands go up as other people
want their names announced to the crowd. In this way many books are
distributed at each event.
When Tamal Krishna first arrived in Los Angeles from India six months
ago, his head was filled with ideas how to change things in America. He
had convinced Tripurari of his ideas and their plan was to implement
these new ideas in the New Dwaraka temple. At his first meeting with
the West Coast GBC man, Jayatirtha, Tamal saw that there was no
interest in any of his proposed changes. At that moment he decided to
leave for San Francisco and thus missed out on associating with the Los
Angeles devotees.
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TKG: I felt inspired by the competitive mood of Ramesvara, Tulsi, and
all of the sankirtan devotees. Although our party was first in donating to
the ISKCON Food Relief Fund, and although we had just had our best
month for book distribution, we had placed only ninth in the temple
competition. To be the leading contributor for food relief was certainly
an important service, one for which I had received a direct instruction
from Srila Prabhupada. But in associating with the Los Angeles book
distributors I got my first realization of the nectar they were
experiencing.
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more important and more pleasing to Srila Prabhupada than making
devotees?”
Yogesh Chandra has spent years training men and organizing them for
sankirtan in San Francisco, New York, and Los Angeles. Thus he’s in a
unique position to instruct Goswami Maharaja.
TKG: Because I had been in India I had not known his past record, but
as he told me of his service over the past few years, I began to
appreciate the wisdom of his vision. His conclusion was that what our
men needed was to be engaged in distributing Prabhupada’s books. His
words rang with the call of destiny.
TKG: I could see that many were no longer satisfied in washing the
pots, tuning the instruments, and then chanting in the festival for two or
three hours. At first, when they had joined, these simple services had
been enough of a challenge. But now, with so many new men to take up
these services, they were looking for more, something which would test
their spiritual growth.
Vishnujana takes his kirtan party to UCLA for a few festival programs
but one day he stays back to teach Dravanaksha how to drive the bus.
It’s a hair-raising experience because this is the first time Dravanaksha
has ever driven a bus.
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Dravanaksha: He taught me in rush hour traffic while Vrikasanga was
cooking in the kitchen. That bus had an overdrive unit that got stuck in
second gear, and I couldn’t get it out. I was on Venice Boulevard and it
was my first time at the wheel. Vishnujana Swami said, “Get out of the
seat. I’ll drive.” So I hopped out and he got it out of gear and began
zooming as fast as it would go. He was a very fast driver. He was
zooming down Venice, and the light turned yellow. Vishnujana
accelerated and the guy in front of us braked!
The bus has an emergency switch that locks all four brakes, so Maharaja
instantly hits that switch. The bus stops instantly. Vrikasanga, who is
making an offering to Radha-Damodara, flies all the way from the altar
to the driver’s compartment and hits the dashboard. The offering plates
follow him. But the bus does not hit the car in front. Radha-Damodara
are bolted in the altar so They aren’t harmed.
At a large temple like Los Angeles, where there are many gṛhasthas,
sometimes the mātājīs are allowed to attend Radha-Damodara’s noon
ārati. Vishnujana knows most of them because he was temple
commander here, therefore he allows them to attend the ārati. Sri Galim
or Ramacharya does the pūjā while Vishnujana chants. When the ladies
come for the noon ārati to see Radha-Damodara, Tamal Krishna doesn’t
come. After the curtains close, Vishnujana asks, “Who would like to
make garlands for Radha-Damodara? Anybody want to do some
sewing? Can someone make jewelry?”
During japa period the next morning there are knocks on the window.
Garlands come through, a Deity outfit comes through, and some jewelry
comes through. A lot of paraphernalia for Radha-Damodara is obtained
in Los Angeles, although the bus program is supported mainly by the
collections of the book distribution parties led by Suhotra and
Dhristadyumna.
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and vans.
Danavir: He set up the Deities right on the steps of the Bank of America
building and he had lights shining on Them. All the devotees were
chanting and we had a huge crowd. It was so packed that people
couldn’t even walk. So many people were attracted to that kirtan. The
police were going mad because we stopped up everything. Normally,
maybe 50 or 60 would go out, but he got 120 devotees. The king of
kirtan.
For the Sunday Feast, Tulsi Das arranges a program in the sanctuary for
Vishnujana Swami and his kirtan band. There is construction going on
to turn the sanctuary into the new temple room, so there are pandals set
up around the room to cover up the work that’s being done. Vishnujana
Maharaja gives the Sunday feast address.
Karta dd: He was giving the lecture and speaking very nicely when, all
of a sudden, an Indian man stands up. He was obviously a māyāvādī and
an intelligent man, but very aggressive. Maharaja responded to this man
and dealt with the philosophy in such a sweet way that he completely
charmed that man who was being so aggressive. In a few minutes he
totally defeated him, but very nicely. He not only shut him up
completely, but the man was happy about it. Later, he went up to
Vishnujana Swami and was very respectful.
Then he started kirtan. The typical Sunday Feast in those days was huge.
When the kirtan started I lost track. I didn’t know where I was for I
don’t know how long. I remember only that we were sitting and we
immediately stood up, the whole room full of devotees and guests, and
then we just embarked into this kirtan. And it was like out of this world.
The only thing I remember is that I opened my eyes all of a sudden and I
saw him. He was totally in trance, and he was beaming. The kirtan was
extraordinary. He had his eyes closed and he was playing mṛdaṅga very
nicely. We were there at least an hour and a half. The time just flew. He
was just the most outstanding kīrtanīyā that there was, so everybody
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wanted to hear him. He was a very good preacher too. Not only singing
and leading kirtan, but also philosophically, he would be outstanding.
After a brief stay in Los Angeles, the party leaves Monday morning for
San Diego on the invitation of Gunagrahi. With Deities of Radha-
Giridhari, San Diego Temple is known as New Govardhana, and since
govardhana pūjā is approaching this is the right time to visit.
“You’d better pull over to the side,” he calls out to Vipra, who brings
the bus to a halt on the shoulder of the Interstate near Camp Pendleton
Army base. When the policeman comes to the bus, Vipra opens the
door. Tamal Krishna comes forward to deal with the situation. “We
weren’t speeding,” he says.
“That’s not why I’m pulling you over. I’ve been following your greasy
dishwater trail for nearly half a mile before pulling you over.” After
citing the driver for a violation, the cop says, “Keep California clean.”
He gets back into his car leaving Tamal speechless.
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Radha-Damodara want to be in New Govardhana. For most of the
month of Kartik the bus will remain parked in front of the temple.
Gunagrahi has become the temple president since Bhakta Das left to
rejuvenate the San Francisco yatra only eight months ago. Kusakrata is
the pot washer always chanting Sanskrit ślokas.
“This Radharani is the most beautiful except for our own Radha-
Damodara.” Tamal Krishna agrees and feels happy to be in Their
presence. He can recognize that his worship of Radha-Damodara has
prepared him for a natural kinship of attraction to Radha-Giridhari.
When Bhakta Das was temple president here, he had installed these
Deities. After sending photos of the newly installed Deities to Srila
Prabhupada, he received a wonderful letter from His Divine Grace.
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yatra. That was my childhood activity. I want to see my disciples all
over the world introduce two items, opening Radha-Krishna temples and
Ratha-yatra festivals. Do this under the protection of Guru-Gauranga.
[Letter to Bhakta Das – October, 1973]
Sachi Dulal: The thing I liked about Radha-Damodara was that the bus
was nicely painted and kept really clean. The brahmacārīs were clean
and nicely dressed. Radha-Damodara were so sweet and so beautiful.
They were nicely taken care of. They were the only Deities in the
movement where Radharani’s lotus feet were shown. I always relished
that.
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new mṛdaṅga beats, new bhajans, new kirtan melodies, and new ways of
observing festivals that are not generally known beyond a simple
ceremony. Baradraja is a renowned kīrtanīyā, especially good at bhajans
with the harmonium, who has recently released a recording of
Damodarastakam.
Hearing this nectar, the ladies in the pūjārī department become excited
because they have never heard about the month of Kartik.
Then he said, “Tell her to wait.” I stood outside the bus and waited.
When the brahmacārī signaled for me to come on the bus Vishnujana
Swami came from the back and bent down on one knee holding
Radharani’s hair in his hands. He said, “Every day, could you please
decorate Radharani’s hair?” He touched my heart so much. So that was
my service the rest of the month.
Chinmayi dd: We sang the Damodara prayers and I was excited. It was
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the first time I heard it, and the first time I learned that serving Radha-
Damodara in this month is very special. You get all sorts of benefits so
that in your next life you’ll be able to serve Krishna personally. I really
wanted to do some service for Radha-Damodara but I didn’t know what
to do until my parents came to the temple on my 18thh birthday and
gave me a gold ring. After they left, I went out, pawned the ring, and
bought a pair of earrings for Damodara. I gave them to Vishnujana
Swami and he said, “Ahh, devotional service in the month of
Damodara.”
I was really pleased. “Yes, that’s what I mean. That’s why I’m giving
it.” He was really merciful to me. Every time he saw me he gave me
service to Radha-Damodara.
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University, and other colleges in the area.
Sachi Dulal: I saw them unload the bus and set up at UCSD. They laid
down Indian rugs on the lawn and played the traditional Indian
instruments. Whenever they loaded and unloaded, Tamal Krishna
Maharaja was instructing and chastising. I saw that Tamal Krishna was
the organizer, and Vishnujana Swami the kirtan leader and care-taker of
the Deities. I understood They were his personal Deities. Vishnujana
had really nice prasāda that he cooked in the back of the bus. You
couldn’t get enough of the nectar! The students would come and sit
down, and he would just chant. It was a mellow kirtan from the moment
he started that was steadily ecstatic. The students loved the kirtan and
many became interested in Krishna consciousness.
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doing the college program, the brahmacārīs are enthusiastic to return to
the temple for the evening Damodarastakam prayers and the offering of
lamps.
As Vipra pulls the bus out of the college parking lot, he has to navigate
down a steep hill that is full of twists and turns. He’s driving quite fast
when he catches sight of a stop light at the bottom of the hill.
The Los Angeles temple reports that they now have 7 devotees who
only distribute big books at the airport. Similarly, there are 6 devotees
who only do medium books at concerts, fairs, and large stores, while 7
more devotees concentrate on small books on the streets and at sporting
events.
Philadelphia reports that they have finally “cracked the thousand point
mark this weekend and set ten temple records in doing so.”
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Toronto inaugurated a Sri Isopanisad and KRSNA book weekend. “Our
program has been to involve everyone in the temple in book
distribution, and the results are that on the weekend 40% of the books
were distributed by devotees who do not regularly go on sankirtan.”
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By association with Yogesh Chandra and Keshava Bharati, Tamal
Krishna can see the enthusiasm these devotees have for serving their
spiritual master. Although he feels his service is to make new bhaktas,
he can understand that this innovative phenomenon is pioneering a
revolution in consciousness by firing-up devotees and pleasing His
Divine Grace simultaneously. If every household gets a book, surely
America can become Krishna conscious.
TKG: It was impossible to miss the emphasis that Srila Prabhupada was
placing on book distribution. Although it was a new phenomenon to me,
by visiting the various temples I had come to understand its central
importance as the main program for preaching. Vishnujana was trying to
do his best in that direction, but his heart and soul were absorbed in
kirtans and festivals. And certainly there was no wrong in this, because
who among Srila Prabhupada’s disciples was able to attract so many
people to Krishna simply by chanting Hare Krishna?
But was this sufficient for the growing number of men on our party, and
for myself?
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Vishnujana Maharaja is the nectar kirtan leader, but few devotees have
the taste for chanting that he does. At this juncture in ISKCON’s history
there are several mandates current at the same time. Prabhupada wants
Krishna conscious knowledge distributed as much as possible; the
movement requires funding to support his many projects; and new
people need to be engaged according to their propensities. Thus,
Prabhupada is emphasizing book distribution which fulfills all three
requirements.
I like very much to receive the report of my book sales. I think it also
gives encouragement to the devotees who distribute the books. Here at
Mayapur my guru maharaja was printing one paper. It was selling for
only a few paise. Sometimes, whenever one brahmacari would go to
Navadvipa and sell even a few copies, I would see my guru maharaja
become very much pleased. Even if the brahmacari was not a very
important member, my guru maharaja would become very, very pleased
with him. He personally instructed me that books are more important
than big temples.
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may, his books will always be there to continue his mission long after he
is gone. However, he has already established that devotional service is
on the absolute platform. So the comparative states of better and best
exist only in terms of each individual’s propensities. Nevertheless,
Prabhupada uses these relative terms to spur on a transcendental
competition to fulfill his purpose of establishing Krishna consciousness
worldwide.
One day Tamal Krishna receives a letter from Srila Prabhupada, and
suddenly everything becomes clear. The letter motivates Tamal’s
thoughts into action. After breakfast the next morning, the Swamis call
the brahmacārīs out of the bus to sit with them on the front lawn of the
temple. Vishnujana explains that they have received a letter from
Prabhupada that everyone needs to hear. Tamal Krishna reads the letter.
Regarding Sankirtan and book distribution, both should go on, but book
distribution is more important. It is brihat kirtan. In Tokyo airport one
boy had come up to me asking if he could speak with me. I said yes, and
then he asked me “Swamiji, where do you get all that knowledge in your
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books?” Of course it is Krishna’s knowledge, not mine. But the effect is
there. So for wider kirtan, book distribution is better. Book distribution
is also kirtan.
Yogesh Chandra is ecstatic about the letter. He feels vindicated that his
vision was on target. That very morning he takes out a party for BTG
distribution and begins training the men how to sell BTG’s and incense.
They had already been doing this on a smaller scale but Yogesh is
instrumental in fine-tuning the process. Tamal Krishna begins preaching
that this will be the new direction of the party.
From this day on, things will change on the Radha-Damodara bus.
Vishnujana Swami was very important but Tamal Krishna was the big
guy. He had the shakti, and he made those devotees. Sometimes he
agitated me so much that I didn’t want to be around him, but he had
Vaishnava power from Prabhupada. Politically, he’s just not together
because he blows it with a lot of people. But one on one, he can make
devotees. He picked up these raggedy-ann guys that I would have left
behind. He’s a heavy guy, and I didn’t want to work under him, but he
was great.
Many devotees would not have joined that party without Tamal Krishna.
I’ll always give him the credit. He made those people surrender to
Krishna because he demanded that they surrender to Krishna. He was
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the heavy guy, getting them on the bus.
Without Vishnujana Swami I don’t think he could have done it, but
Vishnujana never would have got those men without Tamal Krishna.
They were a team. Tamal Krishna always wants to be first, but he is
coming from a special place. So as far as the bhakti points go, Radha-
Damodara had a big impact. The biggest impact was that there are a lot
of devotees in the movement today.
Tamal Krishna is now anxious to get back on the road, except that
govardhana pūjā is coming, which is not to be missed. Vishnujana has
been telling Tamal about the nice preaching in Florida. He is still new
on the party so he has to rely on Vishnujana to tell him where the good
preaching places are. Vishnujana says he always bases in Florida during
the winter. He knows people there and it will be the best place to work
on the buses because of the sunny weather.
Unfortunately, there’s no way the bus can drive off with the number of
people now on the party. The bus now feels like a sardine can. No
matter how tightly they pack together, five devotees have to stand
outside the door for maṅgala-ārati. That’s not including seven in the
driver’s section that can’t see anything past the horde that are packed
body to body right up to the Deities.
Tamal calls the Philadelphia temple and orders Radha Raman to get the
new buses to San Diego immediately. “Get over here with the buses, we
need them.” Radha Raman says only one bus is road-worthy. The other
one still needs work, then he will drive it to Florida and rendezvous with
the party.
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Yogesh Chandra: When we finally went to sign for the van, Tamal
threw the pen down, and said, “I can’t go through with this. I just can’t.”
And I said, “Sign the paper and get the van.” He said, “If anything
happens to this it’s all on you, man.” I said, “All right, it’s all on me.”
He sent Prabhupada a letter saying now we’re distributing books, then
Prabhupada sent a series of letters that locked in Tamal. That was the
mood.
Jambavan: When the devotees came back at the end of the day they
were so happy and blissful that Tamal went for it. He was convinced
immediately because everybody became enlivened. We distributed lots
of books and collected lots of lakṣmī. It was a good program all around.
Ramesvara reads the letter with great interest. “Srila Prabhupada has
said that book distribution is more important than street chanting. Book
distribution is bṛhat kirtan. It is literally kirtan in the sense that the
books are spoken and therefore anyone who reads a book is hearing.
Because his books are recorded and transcribed Srila Prabhupada calls
his books spoken kirtans, or recorded chanting. So book distribution is
also kirtan and should not be considered less than kirtan.”
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To ensure that no erroneous conclusions are introduced into ISKCON,
he emphasizes that street chanting should not be stopped for any reason.
“Prabhupada has never said that street chanting should be stopped. The
chanting can go on for a little while and when a crowd is drawn books
can be distributed. When I mentioned to Srila Prabhupada that when in
LA last, there was the system of book distribution all week long and on
weekend nights full street kirtans, he said that was a good system.”
Many senior devotees who grew up with street chanting, view book
distribution as an innovative enhancement to preaching. However, they
claim that not all devotees can go out and distribute books to people
who are not interested. Moreover, they add, pushing devotees to go out
against their own gut feeling could be detrimental to their Krishna
consciousness.
The letter continues to deal with other important topics in ISKCON, but
the effect of the letter is that Ramesvara begins emphasizing the
importance of book distribution over and above every other service.
This is natural for him since his service is with the BBT, Srila
Prabhupada’s book trust.
The result is that through his BBT Newsletters and his own personal
preaching, the meaning of the word sankirtan is re-defined. Because
Prabhupada states that both book distribution and street chanting are
sankirtan, therefore Ramesvara interprets this statement to yield two
discrete concepts. He emphasizes that the word sankirtan refers to book
distribution and defines the word harināma to mean street chanting only.
Thus the Sanskirt term harināma sankirtan is separated into two separate
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and distinct western connotations, redefined by Ramsesvara, without
authority from Srila Prabhupada.
It is this sankirtan which is the life and soul of our movement. Sankirtan
and book distribution should go on together side by side. [Letter to
Srutadeva – September 8, 1974]
There is very good scope in Europe for this Sankirtan movement. If you
just spread this chanting in Europe, then it becomes Vaikuntha. Side by
side push on the literature distribution as far as possible. [Letter to
Haihaya Das - November 21, 1974]
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Even in Prabhupada’s letter to Tamal Krishna the clear distinction of
two types of service – sankirtan and book distribution – is clearly stated.
“Regarding Sankirtan and book distribution, both should go on, but
book distribution is more important.” [Letter to Tamal Krishna
Goswami - October 23, 1974]
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prasādam. This process can be accelerated with the help of the state
administrators and those who are producing the country’s wealth.
Simply by liberal distribution of prasādam and sankirtan, the whole
world can become peaceful and prosperous. [SB 4.12.10, purport]
It’s not long before book distributors begin to look down at temple
devotees who do other services. Street chanting is thought of as just for
the neophytes. Advanced devotees go out and distribute books. It causes
a conflagration in ISKCON which eventually brings both sides into
conflict. Prabhupada will label it a fratricidal war.
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equal vision, paṇḍitāḥ sama- darśinaḥ, because Vaishnavas can see the
Lord in everyone’s heart. Devotional services are simultaneously one
and different, absolute and pleasing, because all living entities are equal
in the eyes of the Lord, samah sarvesu bhutesu.
Five thousand years ago Krishna pleaded with his father, Nanda
Maharaja, to forego the annual indra pūjā, and instead perform
govardhana pūjā. Finally capitulating to young Krishna’s insistence, the
vraja-vāsīs followed His instructions by circumambulating Govardhana
Hill and preparing many varieties of foodstuffs. To accept their
offerings, Krishna manifested a wonderful form known as Giridhari and
the vraja-vāsīs offered everything to the Lord for His satisfaction.
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study I’d be glad to give class.”
Rajavidya: I went to San Diego with the Santa Cruz devotees. The first
time I saw Vishnujana Swami, he led kirtan in the temple and had us
running back and forth. The whole temple was aglow with his dynamic
energy and charisma; his power to get people feeling ecstasy. His kirtan
was astounding. Then he sat down, just a pile of sweat, to give the
Sunday lecture. He gave the most powerful, wonderful, beautiful class.
When he spoke it was melodic. That was Vishnujana at his essence, at
his best. He was the absolute king of it all. I saw him do that many
times, and that’s where his power was. That’s what he loved and always
wanted to do.
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Diego temple when he’s discharged from the Marines.
Among other visitors are Praghosa and Keshava Bharati who are
dedicated to book distribution. They are attracted by the BBT party
headed by Tripurari who is having tremendous success distributing big
books at the Chicago airport. The focus of the BBT party is to distribute
big books at major airports around the country and train other devotees
how to do it. Praghosh has recently joined Tripurari’s airport party in
Chicago and is in San Diego to work the airport here. Keshava Bharati
has yet to join the party but is working the airports on the West Coast
and will receive further training from Praghosh.
Under the guidance of Jayananda and Bhakta Das, the San Diego
devotees make a replica of Govardhana Hill by forming massive
quantities of rice into a ‘hill’ in the middle of Balboa Park. They
decorate the ‘hill’ with an assortment of ‘vegetation’ using broccoli as
trees, liquid chutney rivers with grassy banks of lettuce and spinach
leaves. The large boulders on the ‘hill’ are kacaurīs and samosās. When
the ‘hill’ is finished everyone gathers to observe the festival as
Vishnujana Swami starts the kirtan.
After leading the chanting and dancing around the ‘hill’ for about 30
minutes, Vishnujana Swami stops the kirtan and sings the rāja-bhoga
offering song by himself very slowly, “bhaja bhakata-vatsala śrī-
gaurahari...” He waits for a response, but apparently not many people
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know the words. He sings several verses but no one else is able to
follow so he just sings it himself.
Seeing the response, Maharaja begins dancing around the hill singing at
the top of his voice, “Krishna won’t you please come and take your
prasādam.” He continues singing in English, “Krishna won’t you please
come and take your prasādam” while dancing around the ‘hill’ and now
everyone else is singing and dancing with him.
Praghosa: It was the wildest mantra you ever heard in your life,
“Krishna won’t you please come home and take your prasādam.” When
he did it everyone went crazy, all the devotees, all the guests. From that
he went into Hare Krishna Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna Hare
Hare/Hare Rama Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare, continuing the
melody and leading that kirtan around the hill for an hour.
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sash on. He was always clean but that’s the way he appeared.
He was never into cutting a profile. His tilak always looked unusual. It
looked like he just swished it on, ‘sloop, sloop’, and there would be a
big smear on his forehead. It never looked really perfect and he was
unconcerned with that. He had a big śikhā which he always tied up
nicely, but it sometimes came loose.
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they looked a bit funny and was worried about the Hells Angels or
others beating them up, so I was nice to them, and they were nice to me.
A friend gave me a Gita, but I never read it although I thought the
pictures were far out.
On govardhana pūjā day, Sanjaya is in Balboa Park and sees the big
festival with the devotees dancing around Govardhan hill. He is sitting
on a park bench in an introspective mood, so he’s not much attracted to
the festivities. But Rajavidya approaches and offers him an incense
stick. He asks a few questions and discovers that Sanjaya has an interest
in spiritual life. He decides to hand him up to a higher personality and
suggests, “We’ve got a bus. Do you want to see the bus?”
Maharaja looks right into Sanjaya’s eyes and remarks, “Chris? Bliss! Do
you want one of these?” He offers a gulābjāmun and Sanjaya accepts the
sweet. “I’ll show you something,” Maharaja says as he rings the bell and
opens the curtains of the altar.
After the festival, Jayananda gets a crew together and stays back to
clean up the park. His mood is that a brāhmaṇa always leaves a place
cleaner than when he first arrived. As devotees return to the temple
blissed-out by the day’s wonderful festivities, Sanjaya is invited to
return with them. After taking prasādam to his complete satisfaction, he
is asked if he wants to spend the night at the ashram. Feeling that the
devotees have been so kind to him, he agrees.
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Sanjaya: I couldn’t sleep that night. Everything was so foreign and the
idea of sleeping on the floor with a bunch of devotees was so different
from anything I had experienced. The next morning I had to get up early
for maṅgala-ārati. Gadadhar was the bus commander and he gave me
my first japa beads. He taught me how to chant japa, and I chanted my
first rounds.
Gadadhar: The way Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna had it set up, people
were attracted to come. They immediately saw the respect of the
younger devotees for the sannyāsīs, who always sat on cushions. That
bona fide hierarchical structure attracted new people. Vishnujana and
Tamal Krishna would accept first prasādam, and almost immediately the
second prasādam was offered to the new bhaktas. They were expert in
helping the new men learn and appreciate Lord Chaitanya’s teachings
about humility – to actually see that the reason the sannyāsīs and the
spiritual master were offered such respect was warranted. They heard
and felt the potency of their words, so they saw that they deserved it.
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always needed to be encouraged and I was blessed with the tolerance to
take care of the new people, keeping these things in mind.
Gunagrahi agrees that Tamal Krishna can have any of the new men who
want to travel with Radha-Damodara. But the more experienced
brahmacārīs that have already received training can’t join the bus party.
They have to remain at the temple. Tamal Krishna agrees to this
proposal. At the moment he’s in the middle of getting Sanjaya on board
and already has Rajavidya and Gokula committed to join.
Gunagrahi: When Tamal Krishna came into my office I asked, “By the
way you’re preaching do you think the brahmacārīs should actually
leave the temples and travel with Radha- Damodara? Is that the best
thing?”
He said, “Yes.” Some really wanted to go, and I knew it would be good
for them, so I gave a couple of men. There was no monetary pressure at
our temple so everything was okay.
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Gokula: When I got out of the Marines I wanted to join the temple but
Vishnujana Swami and Tamal Krishna talked me into joining the bus.
He said, “You have to talk to your temple president and get his
permission.”
I was totally mesmerized and felt that I had to leave with these devotees.
He left that impression on me. My intention was to leave with them, but
when I took this proposal to Gunagrahi Das Adhikari, he opposed it.
The bus engine started up and the question was put, “Will you get on the
bus? Will you come with us?” It was a dramatic moment. The door was
open and I wasn’t sure I was getting on. Then, out of the blue, a friend
that I knew who had become a devotee saw me.
He said, “Chris. You get on that bus. You’ll become a brāhmaṇa. Get on
that bus and do it.”
That was the straw that broke the camel’s back. There was somebody I
knew.
So I got onto the bus. I joined the party in one amazing 24 hours. That
first night we drove across the California desert to Arizona.
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Fourteenth Wave,
Escapade on Esplanade
My general request is that you all distribute as many books as possible
and at the same time be very careful in dealings with others so that they
may not become irritated with us. [Letter to Tripurari Das - January 16,
1975]
The Dodge maxi-van accompanies the original bus as one unit. The
newly- purchased bus and Suhotra’s sankirtan van travel together as a
second unit. They leave first because the new bus is untested. In case of
mechanical problems the later group can stop to help out. Dravanaksha
drives the new bus with a group of devotees that includes Jambavan,
Gadadhar, Vrikasanga, Dayal Chandra, and Lakshmi- Nrsimhadeva.
This bus has no altar, and no work done on it. The entire party will
rendezvous at a Truck Stop in Yuma, Arizona.
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Dravanaksha: We were going faster and faster and I couldn’t slow it
down. The air system was old, and the air pressure was zero as I was
pumping the brakes. I was really sweating and chanting, trying to get
into a lower gear. I couldn’t downshift because we were going too fast.
At a certain point you can’t rev it up enough to put it in a lower gear. I
was chanting in a sweat because we were flying down that mountain.
Sanjaya: The first morning being a devotee was in the desert. I was
introduced to an austerity system I didn’t know existed. We showered in
the bathroom of a rest area. Truckers came in when devotees were
drying their brahmin underwear with the hand dryers. That first morning
I chanted Hare Krishna with a bit of sincerity. I climbed a tree and was
chanting japa up in the tree. That’s when Tamal Krishna started taking
an interest in me. He came over, looked up, and offered this gem, “You
were a monkey in your last life. Get down.”
On the way to the senior park, Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna are in
Radha- Damodara’s kitchen. While singing Hare Krishna, Vishnujana
dices a colossal eggplant into bite-sized morsels to prepare the rāja-
bhoga offering. Then he melts a stick of butter in the wok over a high
flame with one hand, while releasing the dirty sink water that washed
the vegetables with his other hand.
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“Why do you insist on waiting until we come to a city before letting out
the sink?”
Tamal Krishna complains. The bus was built without holding tanks to
leave more room in the bays for storing the festival equipment. So the
dirty water empties down the drain and onto the street. Tamal reminds
Vishnujana of the incident when they were cited for a violation just
outside San Diego.
Vishnujana smiles, “Krishna and Balarama never cared for the law and
order of Kamsa.” He tips his head and continues to sing.
“But They didn’t get caught,” Tamal Krishna retorts. “They moved
through Mathura doing as They pleased, with no risk of reprimand from
Kamsa.”
At dusk, Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna stroll along the clean driving
lanes of the senior park. A stable, pleasant winter makes Arizona a
popular state for retirees. As a result, numerous mobile home parks offer
lifetime leases for elderly couples to spend the winter. In summer, most
seniors return north to spend time with their grandchildren. The locals
call them “snowbirds.”
Vishnujana Swami changes the subject. From his shoulder bag he pulls
out the latest Sankirtan Newsletter that he picked up before leaving San
Diego. He shows issue #32 to Goswami. Twelve temples have reported
their scores and new records have been set. Los Angeles remains the top
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book distribution temple with a world’s record of 5,231 points. New
York is second with 4,470 points, and they have set a world’s record for
small books with 8,380 distributed from November 1-3.
Chicago is in third place with a new high score of 4,405 points. San
Francisco and the BBT TSKP follow in fourth and fifth place. Toronto
at sixth and New Vrindavan at ninth have both set new high scores.
Rushing back and forth between the public bath house and the bus,
everyone gets ready for maṅgala-ārati by candle light.
“I’ll tell you what the meaning is,” the man roars as he points the loaded
shotgun directly at Goswami. “How many people are in there? I rented
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this space for one bus and three men, but there’s at least 25 of you,” he
shouts furiously. “I’ve got decent, respectable people living here. What
do you think you’re doing carrying on like this in the middle of the
night? You’ve got one couple practically scared out of their minds.
When the old lady looked out her window and saw a bunch of bald-
headed Martians running around with orange sheets, she was hysterical
and called the police. Now I’m giving you five minutes to clear out of
here before I let my anger get the best of me.”
“A similar thing happened two years ago in Florida. One day my old
school bus was surrounded by police cars. They received a complaint
that I was keeping two small children captive and torturing them with
fire. It turned out that an old lady had seen us offering the ārati lamp to
Radha-Damodara through a window and misunderstood everything. I
had to let the police on the bus and physically show them that Radha-
Damodara were not flesh-and-blood children before they were
convinced.
Meanwhile back in San Diego, a young man named Ryan Butler knocks
on the temple door. He’s looking for the Radha-Damodara bus party.
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Ryan had met devotees in Boston and wanted to join the temple. Adi
Keshava suggested he join the Radha- Damodara party instead.
Accepting this advice, Ryan drives cross country to San Diego to meet
the bus. But Gunagrahi informs him that the party left for Arizona two
days ago. He suggests they might be staying at the ISKCON preaching
center in Phoenix. The young man immediately jumps back into his van
and starts driving.
When Ryan drives up to the address given by Gunagrahi he sees the bus
parked in front of the house. When he enters the bus the first words out
of his mouth are, “Hey, I’d like to join you guys.” Vishnujana Swami
smiles and welcomes him aboard. But after having a shotgun pointed at
him, Tamal Krishna is suspicious. “Why do you want to come?” After a
few minutes, however, Ryan is accepted on the party.
That evening, Yogesh Chandra and Suhotra take out some of the new
men for book distribution at a nearby mall to teach them how to
distribute books. Each man is given a shopping bag with an assortment
of books, BTGs, and incense.
Sanjaya: That very first day they put me out on book distribution.
Yogesh Chandra was the sankirtan leader and he had just bought the
first sankirtan maxi-van. For him and Tamal Krishna it was like a new
toy. I gave out a Bhagavatam that first day but I hadn’t read any of these
books.
Rajavidya: I went with Ryan to do books. That was the first time I ever
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did it. I sold incense and collected $50. It was a phenomenal amount and
Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna remarked, “Lord Chaitanya is really
pleased with you,” laying it on real thick.
Jambavan likes to reminisce about the early days and tell stories to the
new recruits. Tonight he talks about the Radha-Damodara party before
Tamal Krishna joined. “It was a real nice brahmacārī/sannyāsī mood.
Vishnujana Maharaja and Vishnudatta did a lot of cooking on that old
school bus. They were both excellent cooks, so prasādam was really
nice. You heard what happened to that bus, right?”
“Vishnujana visited the old St Louis temple in that school bus when
Mahamuni was temple commander. Mahamuni was a great temple
commander. He was great with the bhaktas because he was such a nice
devotee.
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Texas, November 1974
After passing through Arizona, the convoy of buses and vans drives
through New Mexico. As they approach the town of Los Cruces,
Vishnujana Maharaja again recounts the story of how the original bus
went up in flames. Suddenly they pass a blackened spot of the side of
the road. “That’s it,” Maharaja shouts as he points to the spot. “That’s
where the old bus blew up.”
The Texas highway is mostly dry desert with not too many rest areas.
On the bus, the driver’s compartment is completely separate with a door
that closes. That’s how the Swamis can get away from 30 brahmacārīs
to be alone with the driver. The rear side door of the bus opens towards
the front on the driver’s side, so when it is pried open oncoming traffic
can’t see what is being done. By opening this door as the bus moves
along at 70 mph, a brahmacārī can relieve himself in an urgent situation.
Today is a bright sunny day as that door is now pried open for such an
emergency. The other devotees run to the windows to watch the car
behind. They burst out in laughter when they see the windshield wipers
suddenly start for no apparent reason.
Sri Rama: We had free access to the highway and God help whoever
was behind us. It was so funny because the people in the car behind us
had to turn on their windshield wipers without knowing why.
Vipra has been driving non-stop since the party left Phoenix, and he’s
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feeling extremely tired. He has to keep shaking his head to keep from
falling asleep at the wheel. Soon it’s the middle of the night and
everyone on the bus is fast asleep. Even Sri Rama, who normally stays
up as Vipra’s association to ensure he stays awake, has long since fallen
asleep.
I was totally exhausted and couldn’t keep awake. More than anything
else in the world I wanted to sleep. So I pulled off the highway and
stopped. But there was no place to lie down. Every square inch of the
bus was covered with sleeping devotees, even down in the stairwell on
the steps. I couldn’t even get out of the driver’s seat because I’d have to
walk on devotees. I was trapped behind the driver’s seat and I had to
sleep hunched over the wheel because I couldn’t even get up. So that
was very much like being a refugee.
A thousand miles from San Diego the next morning, Sanjaya realizes
there is no turning back. With Vipra getting a well-deserved rest, the bus
is back on the road with Vishnujana in the driver’s seat. He is listening
to a Prabhupada tape on headphones, completely oblivious to his speed.
The bus rolls along the lonely Texas highway at 75 mph after all the
speed limits have been changed to 55 mph due to the oil embargo. All of
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a sudden the sound of a siren disturbs the mood on the bus. Sanjaya
looks out the window to see the Texas Rangers flagging down the bus
with lights flashing.
Maharaja pulls over to the side of the road and stops. Two large Texas
Rangers get out of their car and walk to the front of the bus. Vishnujana
can be fast when he has to be and, because he doesn’t have a driver’s
license, he volunteers Sri Rama to be the driver. “Get in the driver’s seat
real quick.”
As soon as Sri Rama jumps in the driver’s seat, the troopers knock at the
door. As the cops look up at him, Sri Rama pops the door open. A big
fat Ranger comes in and says a few words to Sri Rama. He wants to
have a look in the back. Sri Rama releases the latch on the door that
opens into the temple room.
“What the Sam Hill...” the cop exclaims, confronted with the throng of
shaven-headed devotees sitting on the bus floor chanting japa. He is
completely taken aback and can hardly believe his eyes. He quickly
returns to the driver’s compartment and nods to Sri Rama, “Okay son,
you better come with us.”
Sri Rama gets out of the bus with shaven head and saffron robes. He
follows the Rangers along a path in the desert with nothing but sage and
sand. After walking almost 100 meters, they arrive at a small cinder
block structure.
One trooper opens the door, “C’mon in, son. Have a seat.” Inside there’s
enough room for a table, a chair on one side of the table, a chair on the
other side of the table, an air conditioner, a refrigerator, and a toilet. Sri
Rama is looking around at this when a trooper says, “Sit down, son.”
Another trooper comes out of nowhere and sits in the chair opposite. He
picks up a gavel, bangs it on the table and says, “This court of the state
of Texas is now in session. How do you plead?”
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“What are my alternatives?” Sri Rama asks. “Son, you’re guilty.”
“I’m guilty.” The gavel bangs down on the table. The troopers frog-
march Sri Rama back to the bus, where he collects 40 dollars. Then they
walk back, and he pays up.
Sri Rama: It was like straight out of a movie. Nothing ever showed up
on my record. No repercussions. It was so surrealistic that it sounds like
exaggeration, but that’s what happened.
By evening the bus arrives at the small Austin temple that Vishnujana
opened in 1970. Prahladananda is the Temple President and has been
since 1971. The temple hasn’t expanded much because the local GBC
man keeps taking devotees for the other centers in Texas. Most of the
new men shave up, including Sanjaya and Ryan. But after one day in
Austin, the party departs for Houston, another temple opened by
Vishnujana Maharaja.
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some good devotees to help them out in Houston, so I gave my two best
men. I also sent some devotees to Dallas.
Tamal Krishna sees them returning with new flowers and pulls Ryan
aside. “Where did you get the flowers?”
Ryan is unaware that he’s not supposed to say anything. “Oh, we just
went to a graveyard and got them.”
Tamal goes to Vishnujana to prevent the flowers being used for pūjā.
Goswami can only shrug his shoulders, realizing the avadhūta nature of
his friend. “All right. Okay.” Tamal Krishna is always the person who
goes by the book, and Vishnujana is the person who is always
spontaneous. It’s the time-honored conundrum: the letter of the law
versus the spirit of the law.
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Swami’s understanding.
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Many people are regulars at the Sunday Love Feast but most never
participate in the kirtan. Basically, they are there for the free prasādam.
But hearing Vishnujana’s kirtan this Sunday, they suddenly begin
participating as though it was their second nature. Maharaja has them
playing tambourines and kartāls, and singing like they were regular
chanters.
The New Orleans devotees are completely taken aback. “Wait a minute,
these people never chant. They never play instruments.”
After class, while everyone remains in the temple enjoying the feast and
preaching to the guests, Vishnujana Swami, Ramacharya Prabhu, and
Gauridas Pandit return to the bus to perform the sayana-ārati for Radha-
Damodara, suddenly Vishnujana comes running back to the temple
raising a stir that some guys have attacked the bus. He wants his men to
come and protect Radha-Damodara.
Basically a group of rowdy drunken high school kids are out for a laugh.
They have been driving around the block and when they come up to the
bus they either shout obscenities and honk their horn, or throw things.
The last time they came around they threw eggs at the bus. That’s what
prompted Vishnujana to call for reinforcements.
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Gauridas Pandit: During the evening ārati I heard a thud on the side of
the bus. Sticking my head out the window to take a look, I saw the car
driving away. They had plastered the side of the bus with eggs. Yuk!
Yogesh Chandra runs out into the street roaring like a lion and sees the
car go around the corner. Yogesh returns out of breath and says,
“They’re going to be back, Maharaja. I know it. They’ll be back, so let’s
set them up.”
Everyone agrees that they need to take care of the attackers. Maharaja
leads the devotees down the street to set up an ambush. Esplanade is a
broad avenue with double lanes of traffic on either side of a spacious
grassy island in the middle, like a divided highway. Vishnujana lines up
behind some bushes 10 meters from the back of the bus which is parked
in front of the temple.
Maharaja tells everyone to get the biggest rocks, or anything else they
can find, and take their positions along the street. Some 15 meters down
the road Vrikasanga is behind a tree on the grassy island. Several other
devotees are crouching and waiting behind some parked cars. Yogesh
Chandra stands 10 meters further down on the same side as the bus.
Goswami is a bit uptight about the mood. He doesn’t really like what he
sees, but he can’t stop Vishnujana and Yogesh Chandra who are men
obsessed with protecting Radha-Damodara. There are devotees hiding
behind trees, and parked cars before and after the bus, all lying in wait.
Several brahmacārīs watch from various positions of the temple, curious
to see what will happen.
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It’s night, so Vishnujana tells Gauridas Pandit to go up the block and
yell if he sees the same car come back. Sure enough, a few minutes
later, the car comes by yet again with five persons in it. The pranksters
are back, hollering through an open window. They are unaware that
devotees are hiding at different choice locations on the street.
As the car passes him, Gauridas shouts back to Maharaja, “That’s it.”
When the car approaches the bus, the driver slows almost to a crawl.
Suddenly, Vishnujana comes running out as if he was leading a Cavalry
charge. He has a big wooden rod with metal on the end, that he calls his
tire poker. Truckers use this to check the pressure on their tires.
Before the villains can do any mischief, Maharaja swings the tire poker
and throws it as the car passes him. It hits the rear window, which
smashes into a jigsaw puzzle and bounces back onto the street. The
effect this has on the other devotees is that the ambush is authorized.
This is for real.
The driver veers the car to the far left, but Vrikasanga is waiting on the
island 15 meters down the road. He now has a good advance warning.
He’s brandishing a tire iron that the brahmacārīs refer to as the
‘breaking bar’. It is tubular steel about a meter in length with a right
angle bend in it at the mid-point. It’s used for removing the lug nuts
from the wheels of the bus. As the vehicle goes by Vrikasanga, he whips
the thing at the car and it smashes right through the left rear passenger
window – SMAAASH!
Instantly, the other devotees leap out from their hiding places and pound
the car with rocks. Chaos ensues inside the car. Devotees converge on
the vehicle as the shocked vandals roll up the windows for protection.
The car starts swerving erratically as the driver tries to intimidate the
oncoming devotees and avoid the flying rocks at the same time. But 50
meters down the street is Sanjaya.
Sanjaya: I remember feeling all the good spots were taken, so I went
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further down the road. As it worked out I was the very last one. I saw
the headlights of a car driving down the road erratically. I could see by
the actions of Vishnujana and the devotees that this was the car.
Sanjaya grabs the nearest thing he can find, a huge rock about the size
of a football. He heaves it up to his shoulders, and it’s very heavy. The
car is out of control, swerving from side to side. The driver and
passengers are in a state of shock as to what has hit them. They’re not
sure what to do, except to get away from there as quickly as possible.
The vehicle has slowed down just enough, to allow Sanjaya to jump out
on the road and stand in the path of the car.
Sanjaya: I lifted this huge rock over my head. The car kept coming
towards me and I could see these guys, who were only about two meters
away. There was a brief moment, and it will be with me forever, when
my eyes caught the eyes of the driver. He saw the size of the rock and
he went into shock. His mouth dropped wide open.
Sri Rama: I could see Sanjaya’s face as the car wheeled into his path.
There was no more than two meters between him and the driver. He was
standing there with the rock as the car came at him. “Do I, don’t I. Do I,
don’t I...”
The driver slams on the brakes seeing a devotee on the road in front of
him ready to throw a huge rock. The car screeches to a complete stop.
The driver doesn’t want any more damage to his vehicle, nor does he
want to kill someone. He’s bewildered about what to do next because
Sanjaya has blocked his path.
So as not to hurt anyone, Sanjaya aims the rock right in the middle of
the glass between the driver and the front passenger and lets it go. The
windshield absolutely explodes into tiny little pieces with an earsplitting
noise – KABOOOOM! The air is filled with shards of glass everywhere.
All the devotees can see what has just happened and it sounds like a
bomb going off. Mahamantra hears a loud scream as the rock smashes
the windshield.
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It takes a couple of seconds for the driver to recover from the shock.
Then he floors the accelerator and almost runs over Sanjaya who jumps
back to the side. The car drives up on the grassy island and back on to
the road, zig-zagging right and left, right and left, down Esplanade for
quite a distance until the driver finally attains stability and gains control.
The devotees watch as the vehicle disappears into the night.
Sanjaya: I was very shaken because it was a violent act and I was upset
because I was new. I walked back to the bus. Devotees were jumping up
and down like it was a great event. “Haribol! Jaya!” The first thing I
said was, “I’m very sorry.” I was literally shaking.
Tamal Krishna adds, “Just see. The newest devotee does the most
damage.” Vishnujana gives the final word. “You have all protected the
chariot of Radha-Damodara. You are all wonderful. Radha-Damodara
will really bless you.”
Some devotees begin to wonder if they are going to see the police now.
Who knows what those kids will tell their parents happened to daddy’s
car? That car will arrive home with no windshield, a shattered rear
window, a smashed passenger window, and numerous dents on both
sides.
Everyone agrees that the temple has to be protected all night with a
shotgun, out of concern that the hooligans will come back. Vrikasanga
volunteers to stand guard duty so the others can take rest. But that’s the
last they hear of these people.
Sanjaya: The kids weren’t really that horrible. That’s why they got their
comeuppance the way they did, because they could have been seriously
hurt.
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Gauridas Pandit: The pranksters were given some of their own
medicine. Having a bit of the kṣatriya spirit we enjoyed confronting
māyā once in awhile, but most days were spent blissfully chanting the
Holy Names.
Hasyagrami: It was a glorious victory that was oft repeated in the annals
of Radha-Damodara.
After the morning program, Tamal Krishna gathers the men and gives a
long speech essentially informing everyone, “Okay, we’re kicking you
out of the nest now. You have to earn your keep.” Tamal feels they need
to distribute a lot of books to counteract the violence of the night before.
He assigns a group of men to a traveling van party with Yogesh
Chandra. They will drive to nearby Baton Rouge for book distribution at
the University there.
In the ten days since the Radha-Damodara party left San Diego, Yogesh
Chandra has conceived a plan to sell books without going into debt with
the BBT. It’s his brainchild to sell a pack of incense for $1.00 and then
give away a BTG magazine as a gesture of good will. The magazine and
the incense pack cost .25 cents each, leaving a profit of .50 cents to send
to the Mayapur Food Relief program.
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Yogesh Chandra and Tamal Krishna are convinced that this method will
produce more results than selling a book directly.
The men all wear standard clothing; clean shirt and pants, and a golf hat.
They carry BTGs and incense in a shopping bag so they look like a
shopper. The hat also covers the shaven head and śikhā. As they become
more confident, they are able to sell more incense packs and give away
a book. When a person buys three packs of incense, the devotees can
give him a Bhagavatam.
Yogesh Chandra continues training the men to sell the BTGs and
incense. Although the Radha-Damodara party has distributed books
from the beginning, with Suhotra and Aja leading the charge, Yogesh is
instrumental in fine-tuning the process for the new recruits. Before long,
the party will get into heavy-duty BTG distribution.
Some of the men take to book distribution sankirtan like ducks take to
water. Others have no affinity for it and sales are slow. This is
especially true for Sri Rama. He longs to return to harināma sankirtan
with Vishnujana Swami. He has difficulty approaching people on the
street, and he has problems with his feet.
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have so much trouble walking.”
That evening Tamal Krishna summons Sri Rama to his quarters in the
temple to inform him that since he’s doing poorly with BTGs, he will
have other duties.
The next day Sri Rama takes up his new duties, which includes washing
the pots, cleaning the interior of the bus, doing the shopping, and
repairing one side of the bus. Basically these are troublesome duties, but
Sri Rama experiences a lot of transcendental bliss doing this work. After
two days, however, Tamal Krishna approaches him to say he’s doing so
nicely in his new service that he will be rewarded by going back out on
BTG distribution again. Sri Rama’s heart sinks.
“Well, if you don’t want to, we’re not going to do more than two hours
a day. You can quote me on that.”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t worry. We’re still going to keep the kirtan program.” “All right.”
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While the Radha-Damodara party is stationed at the Esplanade temple,
Prabhupada is supervising his Hare Krishna Land project in Bombay.
From India he oversees his vast Krishna conscious empire. In response
to Tamal Krishna’s last report, Prabhupada sends a reply to the
Brooklyn temple. Tamal is in constant contact with Rupanuga regarding
the situation there, and the letter is forwarded to him in New Orleans.
Regarding the book distribution, apart from our books, the Communist
Party has become popular simply by distributing their literatures. I know
in Calcutta the Communist agents were inviting friends and reading
their literature. The Russians never came to India, but by distributing
literature in every language they get a pretty good number of followers.
So if it is possible for ordinary third class mundane literature, why
should our transcendental literature not create devotees all over the
world? I see practically how our books and magazines are becoming
popular in your country. So there is good potency for pushing on these
literatures very vigorously.
So organize this propaganda work very carefully and our movement will
be very much successful by introducing literature from village to
village. Lord Chaitanya wants this, so carry out His order.
It is very good that you have purchased a third bus and also that you are
rotating the men. This is a good idea. Yes, train up the brahmanas very
carefully. Many Indians and foreigners criticize us how we can create
brahmanas. They are under the impression that brahmanas are born like
horses and asses are born. According to Bhagavad-gita, brahmanas are
according to guna and karma. So the training of brahmanas should be so
nice that people will be forced to accept them as brahmanas by guna,
quality, and karma, action.
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have to go village to village, and your life will be perfect. I hope this
meets you in good health.
TKG: I had received two letters from Prabhupada containing the same
instruction. If we distributed books village to village, our movement
would be very successful. And by that success our individual success in
spiritual life would be automatically guaranteed. The order was clear;
now I had to carry it out.
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Krishna consciousness – kirtan, prasādam, Deity worship, and the books
– all at one venue, all at one time.
Amarendra is the temple president, and along with his wife, Gayatri,
they distribute prasādam daily on the Plaza of the Americas at the
University of Florida. This program continues to the present day!
Amarendra was involved with the In God we Trust political party and
had run for office in Gainesville, but his reputation as a prasādam
connoisseur is more widely established.
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Amarendra has skillfully cultivated a reputation for having the best
prasādam. It is unchallenged in the whole country. The temple is famous
for their feasts and for stuffing everybody up to the neck. The
Gainesville prasādam is so richly laden with butter, cream, and
vegetables deep fried in ghee, that devotees refer to the place as
Gheesville. Gayatri mātājī is an incredible cook. Her specialties are
fantastic Gauranga Potatoes, and cauliflower pakorās.
Every traveling sankirtan party makes sure to spend at least a few days
here to sample the renowned prasāda before continuing to their next
destination.
The Radha-Damodara convoy of buses and vans take an exit off the
Florida Turnpike to refill the tanks. At the same time Goswami calls
Amarendra to introduce himself. He warns him that the Radha-
Damodara party is about to descend on his temple. “We’re on the way.
There’s going to be two buses and two vans. Dhristadyumna and Aja are
going to meet us there, so that will be another two vans. You can expect
almost 50 men.”
By being connected with them, even the newest recruits are treated like
celebrities. Among the Gainesville devotees are Sankarshan, who
traveled with Vishnujana Swami for over a year, and Dhanesvara, who
hosted the Radha-Damodara men at his farm last year. Both are now
living in the temple.
Titiksa dd: Everybody was getting dressed for ārati when all the mothers
ran to the windows to see Vishnujana Swami arrive. In the kirtan, he
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and Tamal Krishna Goswami were running from one end of the temple
room to the other with the mṛdaṅgas swinging from side to side, and
their dhotis flying. We just couldn’t believe the kirtan that was going on.
It was a small temple room so it was very intimate.
Gauranga: I remember running up and down the temple room floor with
Vishnujana just chanting Hare Krishna. He would mesmerize us by his
chanting. Life couldn’t be better; it was eternal and would never end.
We were living happily ever after with the most blissful personality, just
like the mundane concept of a man and woman falling in love and living
happily ever after. It was like that with Vishnujana Maharaja.
After ārati and kirtan, the sannyāsīs are brought to a guest room where
Amarendra has arranged wonderful plates of mahā-prasādam. As Tamal
Krishna and Vishnujana sample the preparations, Amarendra comes for
a visit. His eyes twinkle as he takes the sannyāsīs to task.
“I’m surprised to see your brahmacārīs are such puny eaters. Many
traveling parties come here with really good appetites. Or perhaps your
men are fasting?”
Tamal Krishna doesn’t let on that they have already honored Radha-
Damodara’s rāja bhoga offering on the bus. Instead, he takes up the
challenge.
Amarendra picks up the gauntlet. “No one has ever disputed our
cooking abilities.” “Well, your women may be able to satisfy their
children’s small bellies, but when it comes to cooking for men, we may
have to go hungry,” Tamal concludes humorously. “Although tomorrow
is not a special holiday, I’ll have our cooks prepare a small feast,”
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Amarendra counters. “It won’t be a special endeavor for them, because
they practically do it every day anyway. I’ll tell them how your men say
they’re starving. But I say it’s all talk. Let’s see if they can really respect
māhā-prasādam as you say. When they’re lying on their backs begging
us to stop serving the prasāda, then you’ll have to admit that they’re not
men at all but simply a bunch of puny boys.”
Tamal Krishna’s plate of mahā is too much for him and he can’t finish
it. He decides to give bhakta Ryan some special mercy. Ryan is a big
fellow with a large appetite, but he’s a new devotee and doesn’t
recognize many dishes, especially the sweets. Innocently, he asks
Amarendra, “What are these?”
Vishnujana orders Goswami, “Tell the men to fast until noon and be
prepared to defend Radha-Damodara’s reputation. No breakfast prasāda
tomorrow.”
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Although Amarendra is focused on prasādam distribution, he is still
enlivened by the Sankirtan Newsletter. He shows the sannyāsīs issue
#33. Los Angeles is still at the top with 4,983 points, but New York is
closing the gap with 4,663 points. They have set a new record for small
books with 10,370 distributed over the weekend. San Francisco,
Toronto, and Detroit round out the top five. New Vrindavan moves up
to sixth place with a new high score of 1253 points.
When Tamal Krishna returns to the bus, he reports that Amarendra has
issued a standing challenge, “You bring your Radha-Damodara men and
we’ll cook more prasādam than you can eat.” This is just the kind of
challenge that the brahmacārīs really warm up to. Everyone is looking
forward to tomorrow.
Suresvara has recently arrived from New Vrindavan hoping to meet the
Radha- Damodara party and perhaps join. Besides doing pūjārī sevā,
Suresvara likes to write articles for BTG. As he gets ready to take rest
for the evening, Ramacharya comes to the brahmacārī ashram looking
for him. Ramacharya makes the gaudy backdrops for Radha-Damodara
and is very devoted to Them.
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can’t because I have another service I have to do for Them. Can you
offer the ārati?” Suresvara follows Ramacharya to the bus parked on the
lawn in front of the temple.
The bus is completely dark when they enter, except for the candles on
the altar where Radha-Damodara reign. Ramacharya shows him the
ācaman cup and the tray for him to offer the ārati.
Suresvara: I had never been able to appreciate Krishna in his brass Deity
form though I could accept His presence in marble. That experience of
offering ārati to Radha-Damodara cured me of that misconception. So
I’ve always thanked Ramacharya in my mind for letting me offer that
ārati.
The men are in a cheerful mood, enjoying the day off to savor a
tremendous feast after fasting all morning. As they joke with each other
in friendly camaraderie, Tamal Krishna is reminded of Robin Hood and
his Merry Men enjoying a repast. After what seems to be a long period
of time, the brahmacārīs begin to thump the wooden floor: “Prasādam!
Prasādam! We want prasādam!
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match. He probably left town, knowing that he would be defeated.”
Several large trays are stacked with puris and chapātīs resembling many
Leaning Towers of Pisa. Another two trays are overflowing with saffron
rice and pulao rice. Other trays are crammed with various vegetable
dishes like Eggplant Balarama, Gauranga Potatoes, Cauliflower
Stroganoff with peas and curd, Asparagus a la mode in a cream sauce,
and kofta balls floating in tomato sauce.
Tamal runs over to the stairway and looks down. Yogesh is leaning
against the banister with a gallon bucket of sweet rice tipped to his
mouth. He looks up and quips, “Don’t worry about me, Maharaja, I’m
just getting warmed up.”
Amarendra and his men are already serving as Tamal Krishna returns
and sits down. The men eat heartily and empty the trays of prasādam.
They have no trouble finishing round one as Yogesh Chandra returns to
join them. But fresh trays quickly take their place crowded with samosās
and kachaurīs, accompanied by a plastic bucket of tomato chutney. New
trays are filled with different varieties of pakorās: cauliflower, broccoli,
potato, and green pepper, complemented by various fruit chutneys:
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plum, pineapple, strawberry, raisin, banana, and apple.
Everyone agrees that the cooks have prepared these wonderful offerings
to Krishna with great care and devotion. The warm and friendly
atmosphere that Amarendra and his devotees have created in their
temple reminds Vishnujana of Krishna taking His lunch with His
cowherd friends. The Gainesville devotees are also taking the feast and
they honor prasādam to their full satisfaction. They know how to eat
Gayatri’s cooking, and in what sequence. The servers are also in bliss
serving prasādam to the Vaishnavas. It’s a transcendental exchange
where both the server and the served are similarly satisfied.
Amarendra stands with his hands on his hips, monitoring the entire
scene. He has served out a huge spread with practically unlimited
preparations. Some Radha- Damodara brahmacārīs have keeled over
and are lying on their backs. Others are resting on their side with bent
arms supporting their head. Seeing this, Amarendra decides to poke
more fun at Tamal Krishna.
“Your men look like they’re getting tired. They’re just a bunch of puny
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boys, as I said to you yesterday. And we haven’t even begun to bring in
the dessert.”
“All right! Everybody sit up!” Tamal shouts trying to rouse up his men
to accept the challenge. “What’s wrong with you? Amarendra won’t
start bringing in the desserts until everybody is ready to eat more.”
Hearing the reference to sweets, the men acquire renewed fervor and
roar with delight to reveal their readiness. In response, Amarendra calls
for the sweets: gulābjāmuns, rasagullās, kṣīra, sandeśa, burfi, laddus,
Simply Wonderfuls, malpuras, blueberry halavā, orange peel halavā,
and strawberry halavā. Seeing the servers bring in these delights, the
brahmacārīs stare in amazement. Following these delicacies are the
cakes, banana cream pies, carob cream pies, plus fruit-filled pies like
apple, blueberry, and other seasonal fruit.
Sri Rama: Amarendra and his wife Gayatri were famous for cooking
and arranging prasādam. Every afternoon they served chocolate eclairs
to the Deities. At that time there was a raging debate about chocolate.
But they served chocolate eclairs anyway, it didn’t matter.
Jnapaka: Gainesville had the biggest feast I’ve ever been to in my life.
There were so many cakes and floating cream pies. We also had very
long kirtans, hours and hours and hours. In those days we did a lot of
chanting.
Of the six items by which devotees exchange their loving feelings, two
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are distributing and receiving prasādam. The others are offering gifts in
charity, accepting charitable gifts, revealing one’s mind in confidence,
and inquiring confidentially. These exchanges of spiritual love are
described in Srila Rupa Goswami’s Upadesamrita. Amarendra and his
assistants relish the opportunity to serve Vaishnavas by offering them
Kṛishna in His transcendental manifestation of prasādam. They assist
devotees to advance in spiritual life by directly experiencing the taste of
Krishna consciousness. The loving dealings of the servers inspire the
receivers to respect prasādam more enthusiastically. The cooks have
prepared unlimited prasādam and the Radha- Damodara men have done
their best to receive it.
Just when Tamal Krishna believes that his men have won the challenge,
Amarendra calls for the coup de grace: two hundred cream-filled, carob-
glazed eclairs still warm from the oven. It’s more than some men can
take. Already many lie on the floor holding their bellies, and stuffed to
their necks. Goswami spurs his men on to continue, ordering them to
finish every single eclair.
TKG: Vishnujana and I sat back, filled with prasādam and amazed at the
one-hour prasādam marathon. All of the men were completely
intoxicated by taking so much prasādam. “You’re the winner,”
Amarendra admitted in happy defeat. “No, you’re the winner,” I said
with similar appreciation.
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feast. I was one of the big eaters and considered myself one of the best.
Vishnujana Swami was a big eater too. He ate a lot of prasādam.
But Amarendra is only feigning defeat to magnify his advantage and lull
Tamal Krishna into a false sense of victory. He is totally into promoting
the contest and gets great pleasure out of it. “You have eaten all of the
regular prasādam. That’s impressive. So now I have something to show
you.”
He leads the few brahmacārīs, who can still stand up and walk, to a
closed door. He opens the door and turns on the light to reveal a room
filled with prasādam. “This is the Māhā from the Deities. You have to
eat this next.”
Gauranga: After we ate to our full satisfaction and could barely walk,
Amarendra brought us to another room! There was all the mahā-prasāda
completely covering the floor. I remember different devotees up against
the wall as mahā-prasāda was being pushed into their mouths.
Mahamantra had tears in his eyes as somebody was working his jaws
trying to get the prasādam down his throat.
Radha-Damodara devotees were trying to run away from the servers and
hide in closets. I ran into a closet, too, because I just couldn’t eat any
more prasādam. But they just kept bringing more and more. It was the
most incredible feast. I’ve never experienced anything like it. That was
a challenge and we lost, but we lost to our full satisfaction.
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devotees would eat so much that they couldn’t stand. They’d fill up to
the neck. So Amarendra challenged Radha- Damodara that we can make
more wonderful prasādam than you can eat. It was an incredible feast,
and Amarendra and Gayatri won.
Sri Rama: It’s a matter of dispute as to who won. Both sides to this day
claim victory. The utter gluttony sticks out in my mind. It was a contest
with no bitter feelings. Everything was in the challenge. Everyone did
their best.
“Mahamantra, you see this gulābjāmun. If you can’t eat this, you guys
are through.”
As Abhirama gazes out his office window one afternoon, he sees the
Radha-Damodara bus on the street. Behind it is another bus and several
sankirtan vans.
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The Radha-Damodara party has returned to Miami for the winter under
the leadership of two sannyāsīs. Abhirama is pleased to meet Tamal
Krishna Goswami as he takes both the swamis on a tour of the spacious
grounds. The property is full of fruit trees like loquat, mango, and
tamarind, along with bamboo and banyan trees. The location is
excellent, a country setting within Coconut Grove but still within the
hub of metropolitan Miami.
The other two buses are driven inside the property and parked in the rear
by the banyan tree. Dayal Chandra and Radha Raman confirm that
Abhirama hosted them nicely last year when they renovated the original
Greyhound bus. Now they have two more to remodel.
“Why don’t you sleep up on the roof with me?” Maharaja opens the bus
door, and climbs up the open door to get on top of the bus. He is very
nimble and scrambles up and down as if he was Hanuman. Before dawn,
he awakens real early and scrambles down to take bath for doing the
pūjā. Ryan is not as agile as Maharaja, and in the morning he’s unable to
get down from the roof of the bus. He has to call for Maharaja to come
out from doing the pūjā to help him down.
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As the sankirtan leader, Yogesh Chandra continues training the newer
men to distribute BTG magazines and he takes them out every morning.
Uddhava, Gauranga, Sarvopama, Dhruva Maharaja, Rajavidya, Sanjaya,
Ryan, Ratnabahu, and Govinda Datta are the first to go out on a regular
basis. Dhristadyumna and Aja go out with the experienced distributors
like Ramacharya, Hasyagrami, and Mahamantra.
When everyone returns to the bus for the evening program it’s
especially nice to join Vishnujana’s bhajans and honor light prasādam;
at times halavā, but always hot milk. They have become totally addicted
to Maharaja’s masalā milk.
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Out in the middle of the temple grounds is a huge walk-in cooler. The
Miami devotees have an arrangement with the Dannon yogurt company
whereby the company donates their outdated yogurt for the temple’s
prasādam distribution program. Sri Rama sees some devotees loading
flats of yogurt into the cooler and notices that the cooler is filled to the
brim with yogurt. He speaks confidentially to Vipra about the unlimited
Dannon yogurt, although the cooler is locked. Vipra sees no problem
with that.
Late that night, Vipra shows Sri Rama how to pry off the hinges to
remove the door from the cooler. Confronted with their prize, they each
eat a flat of yogurt which means 12 little cups of yogurt. But this does
not satisfy their hunger, so they go for another flat of yogurt each, this
time a different flavor. After eating 24 cups of yogurt, they position the
door back on the cooler, replace the hinges, and go take rest. They
continue to raid the cooler at night and never get caught. It’s the
secretiveness of stealing prasādam that is their rasa.
Sri Rama: Tamal Krishna liked to teach people lessons or give them life
experience. One Sunday I was having my head shaved when he came
out of the bus and said, “I want you to go and find Vipra.” I had to run
around the temple completely shaved on one side, and half hair on the
other side. This was the kind of thing Tamal Krishna did that was
supposed to build character or develop humility. Actually it didn’t
bother me. All the things that Tamal Krishna did, actually worked on me
in the sense of advancing my Krishna consciousness.
The festival begins with devotees unloading vans filled with boxes of
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books, white plastic buckets of prasādam, assorted musical instruments,
and sound equipment. This Sunday, the Supreme Personality of
Godhead and His eternal consort, namely Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara, are
the headliners.
The Shivananda Yoga people are also part of the program at the park.
When the devotees start to do kirtan led by Vishnujana Swami, all kinds
of people are attracted to come over and join in.
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He brought in a radically new element of intense organization and
discipline. He brought the German element into the Radha-Damodara
party.
However, all is not rosy in America. Two issues come to light that
further frustrate Prabhupada’s mission to his Guru Maharaja. Both
affairs begin the same way: by not remaining true to one of the
regulative principles, namely ‘no illicit sex’. These issues illustrate
Prabhupada’s method of resolving problems caused by fall-downs. Both
individuals involved did wonderful service, and to chronicle their
history is not to berate them. Rather, their stories emphasize how
dangerous it is to allow sense gratification to enter the heart, and how
merciful Prabhupada is in dealing with the fall-downs of his young
followers.
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relationship.
When Sruti Rupa joined the temple, I saw in her a person of high
character. She came from a wealthy family and the opulence of that
attracted me. She regularly chanted 32 rounds when she joined. She was
extremely austere, and enthusiastic, just head and shoulders above
everybody else I was accustomed to. She was full of energy and life,
enthusiasm and intelligence. I was happy that she joined, and I took care
to preach to her and make sure she was happy. My first wife suggested I
marry her and I agreed to that, thinking it was a good idea. But it
certainly looked bad because my first wife was there, and now this rich
girl has come and I’ve married her. It stunk from a public relations point
of view, although I was at peace with it in my heart.
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follow.
Regarding Miami that you want to replace Abhirama, yes a capable man
must be there, what can be done. But I have already written that he can
marry that girl and divorce his wife. Regarding Washington, DC, that
Damodara is also resigning, we are increasing in so many ways, but our
men are deteriorating.
The next day, however, Prabhupada writes again to Rupanuga about the
Miami situation. The matter has been on his mind and he wants to
clarify the situation for Rupanuga. On many occasions Prabhupada has
quoted the Vedic maxim, phalena paricīyate, that one must judge a
situation by the results, in other words by the big picture, not by a single
event. Prabhupada wants his youthful followers to manage according to
this principle.
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“Direction of Management.’’ [Letter to Rupanuga Das - November 8,
1974]
In the other major issue at the time, Bali Mardan becomes ensnared in a
bizarre situation by a similar mind-set that attracted Abhirama. Valuable
lessons can be learned from these unpleasant incidents that should be
shared to clarify misconceptions.
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Mardan to remain a GBC representative. Unfortunately, Bali Mardan
does not hang his head in shame, but requests Prabhupada to initiate his
new wife.
By 1974, they are exerting a strong influence in the New York temple.
They are understood to be the devotees’ transcendental link to
Prabhupada and Krishna. It’s considered appropriate to behave as their
menial servants, and devotees wait on them hand and foot. It is also
regarded as highly offensive to question their actions, even in the mind.
During this period, the mood of the New York devotees is that these
individuals are intimate associates of His Divine Grace. As advanced
souls, they are regarded as being almost on the same platform as Srila
Prabhupada and honored in nearly the same way. Taittiriya is addressed
by the honorific “Maharani” and Bali’s name is listed on the class
schedule as Bali Mardan Goswami as if he was still a sannyāsī!
Whenvariousdiscrepanciesarise,devoteesnaivelyrationalizetheseas
transcendental, beyond their ability to comprehend. Gradually, these
discrepancies are reported to Srila Prabhupada. He is soon inundated
with letters from temple leaders, GBCs, and other devotees, questioning
what is going on in New York yātrā. The details of this story will be told
mainly by using Prabhupada’s letters.
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Prabhupada emphasizes that the most important instruction is that
Krishna and His Name are non-different. Therefore, one must chant the
Holy Names of the Lord with full faith, care, and attention, to avoid
sinful behavior. “The main guidance is all of us should remain
spiritually strong by chanting the minimum number of rounds and
following the rules and regulations.”
Prabhupada wants that the leaders of the Society must set the standard
by their own personal example. “The GBC should personally observe
strictly all the rules and regulations and they should become the
practical example to others. Then everything will be all right. Then there
will be no fear of being victimized by māyā.”
Janardan: I was in that temple and ran afoul of the wrath of Taittiriya.
They were going to kick me right out of the temple for being envious, or
something. But Bali liked me, so he called me up to his office.
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mind. Finally, Bali threw me out of the temple.
So anyway he has given service to the Society, but when there are all
GBC present they may consider the complaints and do the needful. But,
so far I have studied, if all the GBC so desire, he can retire. Personally I
wish all the existing GBC may be trained up so perfectly that in the
future, in my absence, they can manage the whole Society very nicely
and strongly. That is my desire. At least in this stage of my life it is not
at all desirable that there be any factions amongst yourselves. Try to
settle up amicably and correct yourself. One man is trained up with
great difficulty, especially in spiritual life.
As more news about the state of affairs in New York temple comes to
Prabhupada’s notice, he writes to dispel the ignorance. “I understand
that one devotee is engaged as Taittiriya’s personal servant. No devotee
can be engaged as personal servant in this way. Otherwise everyone will
do this.” [Letter to Hamsaduta Das - October 1, 1974]
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One evening the bell rings at the temple. Bhakta Marino is near the door
and opens it. A uniform-clad man says, “Delivery for Maharani.”
Recently there has been some provocation in our Society regarding Bali
Mardan and his wife. Jayatirtha has received a bunch of complaints.
Similarly Brahmaṇanda Maharaja has also received, so far so, that his
wife is eating chicken in the temple. This has hampered me very much,
so I wish to form an investigation committee of three members, namely
Tamal Krishna Goswami, Rupanuga Prabhu, and yourself. I am
informing them also in this connection with a copy of this letter. So you
combine together and investigate about the charges against Bali Mardan
and his wife. [Letter to Kirtanananda Maharaja - October 5, 1974]
I have not yet received the report from the Enquiry Commission, but
there are four points to be enquired. The first is the meat eating and
chicken eating in the temple and even in the Deity kitchen where the
prasadam for the Deities is prepared. This is the most serious complaint.
And, in spite of the meat eating Taittiriya was allowed to worship the
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Deity.
The second is the complaint of abusing the devotees and exploiting their
service for accumulating money and for aggrandizing himself and
herself both. The third is her real identity, and the fourth is whether
actually the building negotiation is going on. [Letter to Rupanuga Das -
November 8, 1974]
Suddenly, Prabhupada hears that the temple has hired a Hindu cook
from India who is not an initiated Vaishnava. He voices his displeasure
in a letter to Kirtanananda Swami. “Of course he is Hindu, but he went
there to start his business. But, he is not initiated to cook in the temple.
Any paid cook is not desirable.”
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with a fair and impartial inquiry will he take a decision on a matter.
The three GBC men involved with the inquiry interview as many
devotees as possible. Meanwhile, the controversy increases and there is
much gossip about it. Increasingly, the philosophy espoused by Bali
Mardan and Taittiriya to justify their behavior veers further away from
Lord Chaitanya’s teachings. Only devotees who are reading
Prabhupada’s books are able to detect the discrepancies and expose the
deviations for what they are, māyā. Prabhupada acknowledges these
observations in letters to his discerning disciples.
You have marked that she bought a Toyota car with temple funds, so
how could she be a Toyota. You have used your common sense. She
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wanted to hide herself in so many ways, just like this picture, but she
could not.
Bali Mardan says that taking milk is also the same as eating meat,
therefore you can eat meat. Therefore does it mean that because what I
eat all turns to stool, then I should eat stool? If everything I eat turns to
stool, does it mean I should eat stool? Is this sound logic? He was a
sincere boy, but he has fallen down by bad association. Still I can rectify
both of them, provided they agree. [Letter to Gopala Krishna Das -
November 28, 1974]
Los Angeles reports that the temple took a day off and attended
Govardhana puja in San Diego, where they met up with the Radha-
Damodara party. They write that Los Angeles is making more devotees
than Radha-Damodara.
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The gṛhasthas even drive to people’s homes during the week with
prasādam.
Sometimes they pick up these people and bring them to the Sunday
festival.
In New York, Bali Mardan and his wife are gradually exposed as a
fraud. Despite the deviations, Prabhupada’s mood is to always save the
wrongdoer.
Finally, there is a meeting of the New York temple managers and they
ask Bali Mardan and Taittiriya to leave. Prabhupada writes to condone
this decision. The result is that Gopijanavallabha becomes the new
Temple President. The local devotees request him to perform an
abhiṣeka ceremony to sanctify the temple to restore the original purity
that was destroyed. Writing Prabhupada for guidance, Gopijanavallabha
is encouraged to perform the purification ceremony.
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At last, everything returns to normal in New York temple under the new
leadership of Gopijanavallabha Prabhu. He is very good in the sense that
he gives shelter to the devotees. He’s not well-organized but he’s so
personal that devotees take refuge in his guidance. As a result, New
York continues to distribute more books than ever before.
The senior devotees in New York come to understand that His Divine
Grace is particularly disappointed that they could not perceive the
problems and take immediate action. Prabhupada is very unhappy with
the fact that experienced devotees were so foolish and so easily misled.
He expects every devotee to be extremely vigilant to spot māyā and take
action. It is the duty of every disciple to know right from wrong in terms
of the teachings of guru and śāstra, and that understanding comes from
studying Prabhupada’s books.
At the same time, however, the junior devotees are consoled with the
explanation that Prabhupada is pleased and appreciative of their efforts
in Krishna consciousness, particularly their submissive cooperation to
follow the regulative principles throughout the difficulty.
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Vaishnavas should be submissive and cooperative, but not foolish. They
must recognize Māyā when they see her and then act responsibly. To
illustrate the point, one sannyāsī gives a short Bhagavatam class and
asks for questions or comments. There are none. He then reveals that his
talk consisted of bogus philosophy. No one had detected it because they
are not hearing sufficiently from Prabhupada by reading his books.
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Back in Miami, Tamal Krishna Goswami is among several devotees
who do not approve of Abhirama’s marital situation. He agrees with
Rupanuga that Abhirama should be removed as temple leader even
though Prabhupada has allowed it! In subtle ways, Tamal Krishna wants
to make the point that household life is simply a concession for illicit
sexual connection. He begins to expound on this policy during his
classes with references from śāstra about the superiority of the
brahmacārī and sannyāsī lifestyles. As a result, The Radha-Damodara
party becomes somewhat of a disturbance in the Miami temple.
By speaking out strongly, Tamal Krishna realizes that his days in Miami
are numbered. He is already considering where to relocate.
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area. During the Sunday feast in Peacock Park, Vishnujana’s kirtan band
is in the midst of a stirring kirtan, when Maharaja sees the Canadian
devotee, Paulie. He had spent a couple of months with the Radha-
Damodara party in Berkeley.
“No problem,” says Paulie. “I’ll arrange it and get back to you with an
update.”
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of 6,169 points. The BBT TSKP are third with a world record 936 big
books distributed during December 6-8. Chicago and San Francisco
round out the top five.
Montreal temple has moved into sixth place and they report their
success. “Sunday was the George Harrison concert. Twenty cases of
KRSNA trilogies were delivered back stage by ISKCON sound men!
With the manager’s permission over 2,000 trilogies were distributed, so
about 1 out of 5 of the audience received some literature. Urvasi Dasi
distributed 245 during the two concerts plus 500 books the day before.”
The Library party men are thrilled to have darshan of Sri-Sri Radha-
Damodara and excited to have kirtan with Vishnujana Swami. This is
the first time Kalakantha has seen Vishnujana since his initiation 18
months ago in Portland. A lot of exciting things have happened to him
in the interim period. He now feels more advanced and mature in
Krishna consciousness. As he steps onto the bus to offer dandavats to
Radha-Damodara, he notices Vishnujana looking at him and overhears
him ask someone, “And what’s his name?”
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performing his initiation ceremony, but he doesn’t feel belittled by that.
He still considers Vishnujana to be an important and advanced devotee
with a wide range of experiences that he cannot as yet comprehend.
Kalakantha: Tamal Krishna Maharaja gave a sign that I felt was like ‘a
prospect.’ I felt flattered that they would pay attention to someone like
me, but I also felt that I like what I’m doing and I’m not going to leave
the Library Party. Clearly, if I had said, “I’m really not doing much,” I
would have been on their party in a moment.
I had the impression that Tamal Krishna was fairly new to the program.
I remember a distinct feeling that he seemed to have a powerful but
subtle influence on Vishnujana Swami, at least on the character of the
program. When Vishnujana Maharaja had traveled through Portland, the
party seemed like something that appealed to my hippie instincts; a
carefree, place to place, traveling mendicant type of party. Just
traveling, touring, and chanting.
Suhotra also arrives in Miami at this time. He has had a brief stint with
the Library Party in New York and Washington, DC. Tamal Krishna
and Vishnujana are happy to see him again.
“You’re fired-up and happy to have been with the library party,” Tamal
Krishna adds. “How’s everything?”
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“Everything’s okay, except I got a little kink in my back.”
After the “massage” Tamal has a serious talk with Suhotra. “Since
you’re doing so well distributing Prabhupada’s books, I’m going to send
you to Satsvarupa Maharaja’s Library Party. I think Sri Galim can
accompany you. It’ll be better for him to be distributing books than
sitting on the bus doing pūjārī service.”
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Every morning, the Bhagavatam class is outdoors because the weather is
warm and there are many devotees. Tamal Krishna and Vishunjana sit
on chairs while everyone sits around their feet. They take turns giving
commentaries on the Bhagavatam verse.
The Library Party is considered an elite crew. They are just starting to
get rolling at this time, and the party is still small, perhaps ten devotees
at best. They have a collecting party headed up by Amogha Lila, who
originally did the libraries, but switched to leading the collection party,
which for a sophisticated, intellectual gentleman like him, was quite an
inspiration for the others.
Kalakantha: Sri Galim and Suhotra were donated to the Library party. I
had a sense that they had outgrown the Radha-Damodara party. In
retrospect, they didn’t fit in with the new mood. Sri Galim had an
ecstatic mood those days. He told me he was distributing books in ‘74,
and had met a man at the airport who gave him a $100 donation. He was
so excited about getting this donation that he phoned Vishnujana
Maharaja to tell him the news. When he came back to the bus, Maharaja
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had cooked him a wonderful feast as an expression of his appreciation.
Sesha: I can still see Sri Galim sitting by the altar they used to carry out
in their vests. We called them the “vest club.” Sridhar joined the library
party later and he was also into that. I had no experience with
Vishnujana Swami, but Sridhar spent hours talking about him when we
traveled together.
They are not ambitious and simply stand on the street holding the
magazines in their arms. If somebody asks about a book they are told to
go to the temple and get one. Life is austere in the temples and devotees
eat simple prasādam.
Now Buddhimanta makes a vow that the Sidney book shed will be
emptied in a short time. But no one takes him seriously. Buddhimanta
insists they will sell the books and he will demonstrate how to do it.
Devotees watch in amazement as he approaches people on the street
with confidence and a warm greeting. “How are you, mate? We’re
having a marathon today and we’re just asking everybody to take one of
these books.”
He hands the person a book and asks, “Where are you from?”
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“Sydney.”
“You’re from Sydney? Great! I’m from San Francisco. Take one of
these home.” He hands a person a book as he asks for a donation.
Kurma: It was like Buddhimanta set fire to the whole of Australia. From
that very day, book distribution started happening and everything
became auspicious. We had a special BBT book distribution party, and
devotees who joined that party had vans driving around Australia. That
book distribution fever was brought by Buddhimanta, and it continued
from there. I joined the party the end of ‘73.
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pleased with Madhudvisa’s efforts in Melbourne and states, “If you
follow Madhudvisa’s instructions everything will be successful.”
The Deities are cast in Australia by Bhaskara Prabhu. To ensure that all
the 8 proper metals are used, asta dhātu, Narayana’s wife donates her
gold and silver wedding rings. Thus, the Deities are cast according to
sāstric guidelines. With the Deities installed on the bus, the party travels
around Australia, singing, dancing, and distributing books.
Gaura Mandal Bhumi: I was the cook, pūjārī, and musician. The method
of preaching that they were doing in America certainly inspired us on
our bus party. I felt that those were the happiest days in my Krishna
conscious career, traveling on the bus and having no worries; just
chanting and learning ślokas. We played that Radha-Damodara tape
over and over again, and we tried to imitate Vishnujana Swami’s style
of kirtan.
When the Sankirtan Newsletter issue #38 reaches Australia, the local
devotees are amazed to see the scores for the week of December 13-15.
There are 27 temples reporting scores and all of them are from the US
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and Canada.
New York is on fire as they set a world record of 11,054 points. Los
Angeles is second with 7,858 points, followed closely by the BBT
TSKP with 7,321 points, including a world record of 1,329 big books
distributed. San Francisco and Chicago round out the top five.
Twelve temples report a new high score, including the Gurukula TSKP.
They write, “This weekend in freezing cold Hamilton, Ontario, the six
children (ages 9-12) and two teachers distributed over 700 books!
Sriman Dwarakadish Das Brahmacari (only 11 years old) distributed 13
medium books and 125 BTGs.”
Los Angeles temple is determined to beat New York. They write, “As
we move into the final days of the Christmas rush, all activities in LA
temple will completely stop as at least 90 devotees hit the streets to join
Lord Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu’s transcendental pastimes of saving the
innocent lost souls of Kali Yuga. With a spirit to maintain this
enthusiasm all year round, our forces should be able to topple New York
temple right off the charts.”
They end the report with a vow to triple their monthly book distribution.
“LA temple has now promised to continue sending out morning and
evening shifts of book distributors!!! LA temple has promised to
transform itself into a real transcendental base for preaching and book
distribution!!! LA temple has promised to make Sankirtan it’s life and
soul!!!”
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Thus, the brahmacārīs from the bus program become the founders of
New Govardhana, a community of over 300 devotees that soon develops
into one of the most successful rural projects in ISKCON.
Two trusted sannyāsī leaders break away from ISKCON with six of
their followers and take over Govinda’s Restaurant in Hawaii. It’s soon
discovered that the Honolulu temple property is now in the name of one
of these people and not in the name of ISKCON. After much time and
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negotiation Prabhupada finally resolves that problem. Premarnava:
Sudama and I began traveling and doing book distribution but the whole
thing was weak. At a certain point we were called to Hawaii because
Gaurasundar had closed the Honolulu temple and the Deities were put in
a closet in a house somewhere. Karandhar made the arrangement and we
flew to Hawaii. We stayed at a house on the North Shore and recovered
the Deities. Then we rented a house in Ala Aloha Loop and established
a temple while we made arrangements with Ambarish to purchase the
existing temple on Coelha Way.
Three years would pass until the trial, in which all criminal charges
would be dropped and the devotees only fined for violating the
collection laws. But the propaganda, fueled by disgruntled parents and
church leaders, aimed only at stripping the Krishna monks of their
apparently harmless and peaceful veneer and painting a dark picture of
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destructive morons.
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and television propaganda they have ruined our reputation and turned
the general public against our movement. We cannot sit down and be
idle. Even killing of our devotees has been attempted in Berlin by
shooting. Hamsaduta Prabhu has formulated a plan for protesting at all
German Embassies all over the world. This plan has my sanction. He
will be contacting you in this connection. Please co-operate with him
fully. [Letter to all Temple Presidents - February 6, 1975]
Not all the news is negative, however. In 1974 the US airports are
opened for book distribution and devotees distribute in ever greater
quantities. Tripurari’s BBT party focuses on distributing books in
airports. When Ramesvara writes in his BBT Newsletter that one penny
collected in America buys one brick for Prabhupada’s projects in India,
book distribution increases to greater heights.
This book selling is the real preaching of our culture, especially when
you sell Chaitanya-Charitamrta and Srimad-Bhagavatam. They will
understand what we mean by reading these books. So you organize
freely. You are the incarnation of book distribution. So take the
leadership and do the needful. [Letter to Tripurari Das - November 12,
1974]
For the five days, December 20-24, LA temple distributes 47,601 books.
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New York 38,289 books, Toronto 23,205 books, and Chicago 18,310
books. Five Dallas Gurukula girls (aged 10-13) plus two teachers do 277
books in 2.5 hours.
Gajahanta Das is the top distributor with 1,197 points including 227 big
books distributed in Atlanta. Among the GBC men, His Holiness
Hridayananda Goswami did 80 points to lead in that category. In all,
133,586 pieces of transcendental literature were distributed before
Christmas.
More people than ever before – some 400,000 of them – took large,
400-page Krishna conscious books. In only one year’s time the annual
distribution of Back to Godhead magazine (described by Srila
Prabhupada as “the backbone of the Krishna consciousness movement”)
almost doubled to four million copies.
“This is only the beginning,” said Ramesvara Das, the devotee in charge
of the Society’s central book warehouse in Los Angeles. “Krishna is
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unlimited. There’s no end in sight.”
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Fifteenth Wave,
Faults and Faultfinders
Always situated in pure goodness, the Holy Name in the shape of letters
descends to this world as the complete incarnation and embodiment of
the highest sweetness – rasa.
[Haridas Thakur]
The mood of the party is to accept service from people who aren’t
following the rules and regulations. The bus always has to find a place
to stay so there is more of a willingness to bend and accept the
hospitality of God knows who, wherever they happen to be. In this way,
Radha-Damodara extend Their mercy to a lot of people who assist Their
devotees in serving Prabhupada. And since the service of these people is
accepted, they naturally feel a bond and want to offer service again and
again.
The scene at the Fort Lauderdale house bears a lot of resemblance to the
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scene at the Oakland house where the party stayed during the Berkeley
preaching days. In Florida, however, there will be no vendors or school
officials threatening to curtail their preaching activities. Their purpose
here is to purify the tens of thousands of winter vacationers in Florida.
After settling in, Yogesh Chandra drives the sannyāsīs to the beach area
to look for the right spot to set up the festival program. But upon seeing
so many young women in skimpy bikinis, Tamal Krishna balks. He
becomes totally averse to doing the festival program on the beach.
He remembers seeing a nice area that is not at the heart of the enjoying
scene. It’s designed for mothers and children and has a playground with
many swings and other diversions for the kids to enjoy. The location is
right on the water but is more like a park and not all swim suits. Plus,
they can distribute prasādam to the kids and mothers! When Vishnujana
shows Tamal Krishna this location, Tamal relents.
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TKG: The festivals we held were the best public relations and were
laying the ground for making so many devotees in the future.
“To understand sankirtan you have to travel with the men on the road,”
Yogesh Chandra preaches to Tamal as he drives the van to the city.
“Being on sankirtan is like being in the army. You have to be prepared
to rest anywhere, eat when you can, and distribute books constantly, all
at the same time.”
With the colleges re-opening after the Christmas and New Year’s break,
Vishnujana begins alternating between the beach festivals and going to
every college in the south Florida area. With warm weather and idyllic
surroundings, Florida provides unlimited opportunities for these
festivals. To the pleasure of hundreds of young men and women at the
colleges, Maharaja turns up the amplifiers full blast to attract everyone
to dance and chant to the kirtan.
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science lecture, a liberal arts lecture, and a philosophy/religious lecture.
The history lecture is about varṇāśrama which he compares to the
decline of Western civilization, using the Roman Empire as an example.
He’s really casual doing these college classes wearing his sannyāsī garb,
a peach-colored corduroy ‘Prabhupada’ hat, and his green rubber
wading boots.
The new recruits are amazed seeing Maharaja walk into a classroom
dressed like that to give a lecture. He simply asks, “What kind of class
have they booked for me?” If it’s sociology, he gives his sociology talk.
He always gets a good response. While Maharaja lectures, the senior
men continue the festival program by serving out prasādam.
I was extremely pleased to hear your report from your traveling buses. It
sounds as if your program is very wonderful and I am very encouraged
to hear that such a program is coming along so nicely. I am glad that
you have understood the importance of my books, therefore I am
stressing it so much. Let everyone take these books. If he simply reads
one page then he is getting something substantial, a real eternal benefit.
Or if he hands it over to his friend and he reads one page the same result
is there.
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Overflood the whole country by this preaching work. Let the whole
United States become Vaishnavas, then everyone else in the whole
world will follow. That is my real ambition. Therefore your program is
very glorious. This is really preaching. Your intelligence is being
properly utilized. In the beginning you took up the distribution of BTG’s
and you sold the most. Now you have taken up this van program and
you will also be successful in the same way. This preaching spirit will
make you recognized by Krishna. There is so much wonderful potential
in USA for this type of program. So organize hundreds of such parties.
This is fulfilling the mission of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
I am very glad to hear that not only you are maintaining such program
but that you want to expand it. Yes, this is our philosophy;
anandambuddhi vardhanam. It means to expand or to increase.
Therefore I strongly encourage you to double your program by getting
three more buses if you can do it. There is no difficulty. BBT will help. I
have written Hamsaduta one letter to give you the loan of $30,000. BBT
means fifty percent is for printing books and fifty percent for
construction of temples. So your buses are all moving temples. Don’t
worry. There will be no scarcity of money. Go on with your program
and increase and increase more and more.
In the end of your letter you mention that people are not very much
eager to go to temples but with your program you are bringing the
temples to the people. Yes, this is a very important point. You have
picked up this idea very nicely, of bringing the temples to the people. In
this way you will give everyone the opportunity to step in the direction
of back to Godhead, back to home. So you and Vishnujana Maharaja
and all of your nice brahmacaris continue strongly with great
enthusiasm and determination to spread this Krishna consciousness
movement all over your country and Lord Chaitanya will certainly be
pleased with you. [Letter to Tamal Krishna Goswami - December 28,
1974]
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to the people, and Prabhupada approves it. He encourages Goswami to
continue the bus program and expand it unlimitedly. “So organize
hundreds of such parties.” Prabhupada wants the Radha-Damodara party
to increase the number of buses and festivals. “I strongly encourage you
to double your program by getting three more buses.” But book
distribution should not be increased by neglecting the festival program.
“So continue these festivals constantly and make them all Krishna
conscious. Overflood the whole country by this preaching work.”
In his last letter, Tamal Krishna had requested a BBT loan of $30,000 to
get three more buses and now Srila Prabhupada immediately authorizes
this plan. Obviously, Tamal Krishna’s idea to expand the Radha-
Damodara party is getting Prabhupada’s full support and thus
Vishnujana agrees to the new direction of duplicating the original
program again and again.
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Yogesh Chandra encourages Tamal Krishna to purchase three more
vans. The next problem is to find qualified leaders to direct the growing
number of aspiring preachers.
Over the phone, Tamal Krishna explains the situation to his GBC
godbrother. “We are making so many new devotees, but who will lead
them? Prabhupada wants me to organize hundreds of these buses. Can
you spare a man or two? Someone, who with proper training can
gradually accept more responsibility, like Janardan, for example?”
One day the Boston temple president phones Miami to inquire about the
Radha- Damodara party. Abhirama gives him the phone number of the
Fort Lauderdale house. Goswami receives the call after prasādam. Adi
Keshava says he misses the association of the sannyāsīs and Radha-
Damodara. He wonders how things are going.
Tamal brings him up to date saying how they have expanded with two
additional buses. They will soon be on the road duplicating the original
Radha-Damodara festival program. “In addition to that, Prabhupada has
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just agreed to a BBT loan of $30,000 so I can get three more buses!”
“Wow!” Adi Keshava is very interested in this news. “Is there a chance
to get together again?”
“Well, if you’re agreeable, I can arrange to come at the same time and
help you make those devotees,” Adi Keshava offers. “There are a lot of
interested people that come regularly to the New York Sunday feast that
might be ready to join with a little inducement. Traveling across the
states in a bus might be just the ticket for someone to make the break.”
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TKG: I attacked every conceivable variety of sense gratification I could
think of, demonstrating the bitter reactions to follow. With whatever
intuitive power Kṛishna could give me, I tried to anticipate their false
dreams of happiness and tried my best to smash them with the club of
knowledge and detachment. The guests were disturbed and uneasy, but
nobody was leaving. To hear the truth spoken authoritatively shatters
one’s illusions. They had come to be enlightened even at the cost of
discomfort. With the tension at its extreme, I slowly released the
pressure by unfolding the positive alternative of surrender to Krishna.
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Pancharatna: I don’t remember any difficulties with the Radha-
Damodara party. We were making devotees and we were overcrowded,
so if some devotees wanted to join Radha- Damodara, we weren’t upset
about it.
Since returning home after the San Francisco Rathayatra, Satyaraja feels
he would like to accept initiation from Srila Prabhupada, so he wants to
rejoin the party. He convinces his friend, Marino, who also has a keen
interest in Krishna consciousness, to join with him. They cannot refuse
the enticement of a free flight to Florida.
Satyaraja: I had left for some time. I went back to my mother’s place
and attended regularly on Henry Street. Then Tamal Krishna passed
through and said, “You know Vishnujana Maharaja is down in Florida.
I’m going down to meet him.” So I went to Florida with Marino. It was
the first time I traveled on a plane.
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An American Airlines jet from New York taxis into Miami International
airport.
Tamal Krishna and his two recruits are greeted by Yogesh Chandra at
the baggage claim. They also meet Dwarakadish’s flight from Dallas.
Soon they are all on the road to Fort Lauderdale, a 40 minute drive up
Interstate 95.
“Of course I remember you. How could I forget? When you shaved up
you looked just like Narada Muni.” Satyaraja is very pleased that
Vishnujana remembers him.
Then, turning to Marino, Maharaja asks, “So where are you from?”
“We’re from New York.”
“I just got here five minutes ago,” Marino replies. “I don’t know.”
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“Well, stick around,” Maharaja answers, “You’ll be here for a long
time. You’ll love it. This is going to be the best thing that ever happened
to you.” And it’s true, without a doubt. Devotional service to Radha-
Damodara is the best thing that can happen to anyone! For the next few
hours, Satyaraja, Marino, and Dwarkadish join the other devotees in the
kirtan while Tamal Krishna takes over playing mṛdaṅga.
At one point in the kirtan an Indian man approaches and stands listening
with rapt attention. Satyaraja is playing kartāls and notices the man with
his wife and daughter staring at Vishnujana Swami as he sings. When
it’s time to serve out prasādam, it’s the usual Radha-Damodara fare:
cauliflower and potato sabji with peas and sour cream, halavā, and
Radha-Damodara nectar – the buttermilk and orange juice mixture with
small pieces of sliced strawberries floating in it.
Maharaja sits down with Marino and explains the service he is about to
undertake. “Marino, do you understand what I’m asking you to do? Do
you know Who you’re carrying? It’s very important. This is God. You
have to understand this. You’re not initiated but I’m going to accept the
offense, because I want to make sure that Sri Sri Radha-Damodara have
a comfortable ride when we’re taking Them in and out of the bus.
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They’re very heavy, and I want you to pay close attention. Do you
understand what you’re doing now?”
Marino nods his assent and Vishnujana turns his attention to Satyaraja,
who is equally as tall as Marino, and explains the seriousness of
carrying Radha-Damodara in and out of the bus.
Marino: I wasn’t initiated but because I was near the same bodily stature
as Vishnujana, he told me that I was going to help carry the Deities.
Everybody else was shorter than him so he said, “I’m tired of the Deities
getting a bumpy ride.” He was very concerned about that. He allowed
me to carry the Deities on many occasions. We were the same height so
this would guarantee that the Deities were carried smoothly.
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Marino: Vishnujana Maharaja would come by, chanting and holding his
danda, and he’d tickle your ear with his big right toe. I would wake up
and automatically see a sannyāsī chanting with a danda. And he’d say,
“C’mon, Radha-Damodara are waiting. Don’t keep Them waiting.” So
I’d offer obeisances to Prabhupada and Maharaja. He’d encourage you
to get up right away, and you were in a good frame of mind immediately
when you woke up.
By playing off each other and giving varied viewpoints, the devotees
really get a good overview of what the chapter is about by the time the
chapter is completed. Everyone agrees that the classes are great because
they really get to learn the śāstra.
“Well, it all ends up in the same place, Maharaja. I like it when it’s all
merged together like that.” Vishnujana just breaks out in laughter as he
continues serving.
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believe the raisin halava and the opulent fruit salad he made every
morning. For lunch he made fabulous Gauranga potatoes. Pretty much
that was our diet. The prasādam was always opulent and rich, and
always excellent. We could do so much sankirtan all day, because the
prasādam was so good.
Sri Rama: I felt like I was really on the edge and a little lost. I had a
badge of Sri Rukmini Devi from the Los Angeles temple, so I prayed to
Her. “I’m praying to You to please give me the desire to be a devotee.”
Then I stayed back at the house all day. I was uninitiated and Radha-
Damodara were out preaching, but there were some Deity pictures. I
took all the ārati paraphernalia and I did some āratis to the pictures. That
completely revived my devotional service. So actually it was a good
experience for me.
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few occasions devotees have to scramble to get Radha-Damodara back
on the bus. Sri Sri Radha-Damodara have voluntarily renounced the
luxury of relaxing in an opulent temple and waiting for people to come
for darshan. Their mission is to help Prabhupada fulfill the prophecy of
Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu by utilizing his western disciples. Lord
Ramachandra recruited an army of vāṇaras to deliver Sita, similarly
Srila Prabhupada is recruiting a sankirtan army of the sons and
daughters of the mlecchas to deliver Krishna consciousness. Thus, Sri-
Sri Radha-Damodara are always eager to extend Their divine mercy to
the conditioned souls of America.
Right from the start, Satyaraja notices a shift in this latest version of the
Radha- Damodara party. There are many changes in place on the party
since Berkeley, and Tamal Krishna has taken a major role in shaping
these changes.
Tamal Krishna is happy to receive this call. He confirms that they are
doing daily festival programs and book distribution with plans for large
expansion. “This will become the largest sankirtan party the world has
ever seen. And you can play a major role. When are you coming down
to Florida?”
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party in the Dallas area. I just have to return there and get them settled.
Then I can come down and get involved. Can you give me a week or
so?”
“Sure. Just let me know when you’re flying in and I’ll pick you up at
Miami International.”
By that time everybody wanted to join his party. I sure did. Now they
were doing BTGs under Yogesh Chandra’s guidance, and they wanted
to learn how to do big books. They were attempting to get into more
serious book distribution. In New York, our program was traveling
around in vans doing straight books in colleges, universities, and malls.
After the festival, Maharaja invites the hippie onto the bus for bhajans.
Vishnujana does all his favorite songs like, Gopinath, Kabe Hobe Bolo,
and all of the songs he loves to sing, accompanied by the dulcimer, the
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ektar, and the esraj. The sound is absolutely soul-stirring, and Maharaja
is in top form. Satyaraja has a walkman recorder and secretly tapes the
bhajans. It turns out to be an incredible recording and is the only
existing tape of that session.
The next day, Satyaraja asks for his tape back, and Vishnujana replies,
“I’m going to do ārati again. Let me listen to it.” Once again, Satyaraja
surrenders.
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Satyaraja: Over the course of time he kept stalling me. Then I was
transferred to another bus and I never did get that tape back. I think he
stalled me because he really liked that tape and he just wanted to listen
to it over and over again. He had no idea I was going to leave. It all
happened within a few weeks. I cherished that tape more than life itself
for several months.
Soon, another gurukula boy joins the party and Sri Rama is given the
responsibility of taking care of him and Dwarakadish. Ekendra is the
son of Rupanuga, the GBC for the entire East Coast, so he’s a little
proud. Daily Sri Rama drives the boys out to a mall and together they
try to distribute BTGs with incense in the parking lots in front of the
family stores.
Sri Rama: It was quite a shock being connected with young children
when I still wasn’t initiated. I was trying to make sense of how all these
different people fit in the Krishna consciousness movement. Later on I
took care of Kapila in Dallas. This might have been a foreshadowing of
my involvement with Gurukula.
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invitation. Traveling on Sri Sri Radha-Damodara’s bus is always an
adventure.
During the day, Sruti Rupa goes to City Hall to get permits for book
distribution.
When two brahmacārīs are arrested, Sruti Rupa visits the Sherriff’s
Office wearing an elegant dress and talks to the Officer-in-charge.
Because her father is a well-known Florida politician, she is able to
maneuver things favorably based on his name.
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Whenever the sannyāsīs send her out on a mission she always returns
successful and Vishnujana Swami beams from ear to ear. When she
comes onto the bus to report her success, Vishnujana congratulates her
in his deep baritone voice, “Jaya mātājī.”
Sruti Rupa dd: I adored the Deities. At that time they didn’t let any
women do service, but Vishnujana Maharaja would always allow me to
brush and comb Their hair and braid Radharani’s hair. It was very
special. He would talk to me about the hair as he’d come in and out
from dressing the Deities. My impression was that he was a deeply
feeling person.
On the opposite side of the island, many hippies gather at a place called
Sunrise to do their yoga on the beach. This is where they watch Surya
rise in his glorious splendor every morning. Today, the Swamis arrive
there for the morning class. Many hippies come over and sit quietly as
Vishnujana speaks from the ancient Bhagavatam as the sun rises.
After breakfast, Sruti Rupa goes out to buy the bhoga for prasādam
distribution. She also buys all the paper plates and cups. Vishnujana
begins Radha-Damodara’s lunch offering on the bus and the
brahmacārīs go out to distribute BTGs. After offering the preparations
to Sri Sri Radha-Damodara, the rest of the day is spent in kirtan and
distributing prasādam to the beach crowd.
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the horizon, it’s always a glorious sunset because everyone can see the
sun slowly sink into the sea. If the sky is cloudy, then the colors
displayed on the clouds are extraordinary.
Vipra parks the bus near the pier about two hours before sunset. The
place is already crowded with people drinking beer. Some of them
notice the bus with ‘Hare Krishna’ written in the destination slot. They
begin to jeer, “Oh no, the Hare Krishnas. We don’t want you here.”
Some of these people can get a little rowdy. They don’t want anyone
interfering with their sense gratification.
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Damodara. It was so inspiring. They were present to him because he
served Them in such a real way. It was another example of his
realization.
When Vishnujana starts the kirtan, Sruti Rupa sits at the book table.
Tamal Krishna Goswami preaches to anybody who has a question. A
few people continue to mock the devotees, and some come over to
dance sarcastically with a beer in their hand. Seeing these guys drinking
beer and being obnoxious, Vishnujana Swami stops the kirtan. In his
amiable, esoteric voice he explains the Radha-Damodara policy.
“We want everyone to chant and dance with us, but you can’t drink your
beer here. Please sit down by the bar to finish your beer and then come
back here.”
The obnoxious people leave laughing, and the devotees don’t expect
them back. Within half an hour, however, more and more people have
turned away from the upcoming sunset to join the kirtan. Vishnujana’s
singing has completely won them over. It’s not simply because he’s a
great musician, but there’s so much spiritual potency in his chanting.
The new recruits sit with him playing kartāls for hours. It’s the most
chanting they have ever done in their life.
Hundreds of people dance in a huge circle and the devotees are amazed
to see this. Even the beer drinkers have returned, probably because so
many girls are dancing to the kirtan. Vishnujana’s chanting is pure and
heartfelt so a positive influence descends on everyone who is fortunate
enough to come in contact with the kirtan. A potentially dangerous
situation has turned into a spiritual festival of love of God.
As the sun sets beautifully on the horizon, few people notice it this
evening because they are absorbed in the rising moon of Sri Chaitanya’s
harināma sankirtan movement. Although the sun is setting, and this is
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what everyone has come for, hardly anyone is even looking because the
kirtan is so ecstatic. Vishnujana Swami has turned them into dancing
peacocks!
When the festival closes down after dark, the brahmacārīs pack the bus
bays while Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna go for a stroll along the pier,
pacing back and forth, and having intimate talks.
Back at the hotel, the sannyāsīs prepare to take rest for the night. But
Vipra is up to something. He asks some of the brahmacārīs if they want
to check out the ghosts in the hotel. “You guys want to hear some
ghosts? There’s a whole bunch of ghosts in the ballroom of this hotel.”
The party remains in Key West for several days and try to make
devotees. By the way Vishnujana speaks about spiritual life and
traveling on the bus, several young men become attracted to join.
The US Navy has bases in the Key West area, and one day a Navy test
pilot comes by to challenge the devotees. When he challenges their
education, Vishnujana immediately brings out the gurukula boy,
Ekendra, who begins quoting Sanskrit ślokas and translating them. The
fellow is very impressed.
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on the bus in front of me. He was so skeptical but he left with a
Bhagavad-gita. Tamal Krishna was preaching up a storm. He was such
an effective preacher, such a potent preacher. Then Vishnujana was such
an effective singer and pūjāri. They were an extraordinary team. My
friend was so inspired by Vishnujana Swami that he joined and became
Marutpati Das.
Sri Rama: Tamal Krishna and Vishnujana used to play good cop/bad
cop. Tamal would heavy people out, and tell them about their eternal
damnation. He was the bad cop. When they were just about to walk out
the door of the bus, Vishnujana would start extolling the glories of pure
devotional service, and they would go back and forth. I must have
watched it a hundred times. It made devotees. It wasn’t mundane good
cop/bad cop, it was transcendental. In Key West I watched them reverse
one night. I saw Vishnujana play the heavy and Tamal Krishna play the
nice guy. And they did it equally well.
Once the bus is on the road back to Miami, Goswami begins to dish out
the hot sauce to the new recruits. He informs them about practical
spiritual life explaining about all the don’ts: don’t do this, and don’t do
that, give up this, and give up that. By the time they reach Miami, the
weaker men are ready to leave.
Sruti Rupa dd: When I got back to Miami, I was so enthused after being
with them. I loved Tamal Krishna Maharaja and Vishnujana Maharaja
very much. I wanted to join the Radha- Damodara Party so I told
Abhirama that I would even undergo a sex alteration operation to
become a brahmacārī. It was a joke but Abhirama said, “You can do all
the changes you want and we’ll still know you’re a woman, by your
mind.” I felt so defeated.
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Fort Lauderdale, January 1975
Although the Radha-Damodara party is increasing in numbers, there is
also an increase in austerity. Taking shelter of Radha-Damodara and
Vishnujana Swami protects the new recruits and nourishes their faith.
But those men that Goswami sends out for book distribution have no
other shelter than their own faith.
The morning and evening classes are platforms where these issues can
be dealt with in a practical way. The sannyāsīs quote from Prabhupada’s
books and speak from their own realization. They explain that all saintly
people meet the same opposing elements, just as Prabhupada did, as
Lord Chaitanya did, as Lord Jesus did. Therefore, those who represent
such great teachers must expect to meet similar challenges. By
following strictly the devotional principles, Krishna empowers His
devotees with knowledge and detachment to overcome obstacles.
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Prabhupada has clarified this issue in discussing how Maharaja
Prataparudra approached Lord Chaitanya. [See CC, Madhya 14.5
purport]
Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna were very close, really tight friends.
Even when they would argue, you could feel it was an argument
amongst friends. There was never any vehemence or anger. That was an
inspiration for me. I thought, Oh it’s possible to be friends and to be
advanced in Krishna consciousness.
Nonetheless, some people’s faith is not strong enough and a few people
decide to leave. Among them is Richard, the Christian adherent from
Ann Arbor, whose doubts on Vedic authority has peaked. He
approaches Tamal Krishna with his doubts. “What’s the proof that the
Vedas are the word of God?”
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Goswami explains, “The Vedas are the oldest written record known to
man, and their language, Sanskrit, is the mother of all tongues. They are
the final word in theistic science, the postgraduate course in religious
study. The Vedas deal extensively with every aspect about God: His
form, His kingdom, His activities, the creation, and the method by
which to approach Him. The Vedas are like an encyclopedia of spiritual
wisdom compared to the brief, dictionary-like summaries and parables
of the Bible.
“Jesus himself said, ‘I have so much more to tell, but ye cannot bear to
hear it.’ He wanted to explain so much more,” Tamal Krishna
concludes, “but the people he was instructing were not yet ready to
hear.”
“Then why do we take the Lord’s name in vain by always repeating it?”
“Every scripture of the world accepts the Lord’s name as holy,” Tamal
responds. “All the religions of the world recommend that His name be
glorified. There are numerous passages in the Bible to this effect. And
we can see how our own lives have become uplifted simply through the
chanting of the Hare Krishna mantra.”
“The Bible has been edited so many times, and the earliest changes were
partly due to political reasons. Originally it contained information about
reincarnation and other Vedic concepts, but these have gradually been
omitted. The Vedic scholars were highly respected throughout the
world, and there is evidence of their presence in the Greek and Roman
empires. There is no doubt that Jesus was familiar with brahminical
culture and appreciated it greatly.”
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Tamal concludes that if there are any limitations on the knowledge
presented in the Bible, it’s simply due to the time and circumstances
under which Jesus had to preach. Richard is not satisfied, and Tamal
Krishna is not a Biblical scholar. Prabhupada has never advised
devotees to convince people of other faiths to convert. Rather his point
was always that “any religion which teaches how to love God – that is
perfect. It doesn’t matter whether you are Christian or Muslim or
Hindu.”
Richard hangs his head down and admits he has already broken some
principles while out distributing BTGs. Not all of the new recruits are
able to follow the process and sooner or later they ‘bloop’.
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will also certainly be opulence, victory, extraordinary power, and
morality.” [Bhagavad-gita 18.78]
The next day, Tamal Krishna and Yogesh Chandra pick up Janardan at
Miami International. In the van on the road back to Fort Lauderdale,
Tamal Krishna hastily brings up the subject of book distribution.
Janardan explains that his party is not blowing out the books at the same
rate as Tripurari’s BBT airport party. Tamal Krishna is disappointed at
these figures and becomes a little dismissive. Janardan’s candor that
he’s only doing fifteen books a day and maybe a little more on the
weekends, and sometimes a little less, doesn’t seem big enough. Tamal
Krishna has seen what the airport distributors are doing in the Sankirtan
Newsletter.
He is hoping the same thing can be done on the buses and that Janardan
can institute a distribution program for big books. The conversation
lapses into japa for the rest of the journey. Janardan is excited on the
drive up, thinking about being a bus leader on the Radha-Damodara
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party.
When the van pulls up at the beach where Radha-Damodara are set up,
Janardan is not favorably impressed. These devotees appear dressed in
rags and don’t seem to have much of a conception of cleanliness. His
first thought is, Oh my God, what is this?
New York temple has always been a kind of focal point. There are lots
of people coming through the temple from one direction or another.
There are many senior devotees, including the editors at ISKCON Press.
So the temple has fairly high standards for sādhana, cleanliness, Deity
worship, and for regulation in terms of eating, sleeping, and study of
scripture. The siddhānta is understood a little bit more, and stressed a
little more, in terms of the rules and regulations.
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today they arrive. He watches as the cases are loaded into the bays of
the bus. Prabhupada has ordered book distribution and Tamal’s mind is
fixed on this instruction. He is prepared to go ahead at all costs.
Adi Keshava: I had some interaction with Tamal Krishna and then I
decided that I wanted to go with the buses. Trai Das was coming back
so he could become the temple president again. I called Rupanuga and
he was happy to get Trai Das back. I left to travel with Vishnujana
Maharaja and Tamal Krishna Maharaja. I was okay with Rupanuga, plus
I would be doing Radha-Damodara with Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna,
so I was really happy.
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Vivasvan: I joined with Adi Keshava and we got first and second
initiation together. When Tamal Krishna convinced Adi Keshava to join
the party, he wrote Prabhupada to ask permission to leave the Boston
presidency. When the letter came, he said, “Well, he didn’t say yes, and
he didn’t say no, so I’m going to go ahead with it.”
On the way to Florida, Adi Keshava and his men stop at the Atlanta
temple for evening prasādam. Coincidentally, they meet a 16 year-old
devotee who has just flown in from the Portland temple.
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encouraged me to keep peace with my parents and carry on going to
high school and distribute books on the weekends. I wanted to distribute
the books full time, it was so ecstatic. Jayatirtha was the GBC
representative so I brought the question of high school to him.
He said, “No, you shouldn’t have to do that. You should go and join
Radha-Damodara. Then your parents will never know where you are
because you’ll always be moving all over the country.” It sounded great
because I was already becoming one of the Radha-Damodara
worshippers through Mahi Barta’s association. So I sold all my things,
including my bass guitar and record collection, and took a plane to
Atlanta.
Adi Keshava preaches to the young man that he can join the Radha-
Damodara party. “You can be on my bus. I’m going to have a bus too.”
He takes him under his wing and the next morning they leave Atlanta
and drive to Gainesville.
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about a certain mantra.
“I don’t know. It’s the one that’s on that George Harrison song.”
They discover the Krishna devotees by chance because the temple is just
a few blocks from the Gainesville campus. Gopal has friends who are
studying at the University so it’s convenient for him to come to the
temple because it’s the only place in town to get a cheap vegetarian
meal. His friends usually go to a really good vegetarian restaurant but
the prices are astronomical. One of his friends mentions the Sunday
Feast where anyone can eat as much as they want for free! Gopal’s first
reaction is to decline the offer because he doesn’t want to be preached
to.
“Well, look at it this way,” his friend says. “You’ve got your own
spiritual path, but it’s purifying for them to talk about it, so you should
go for their sake.” That makes sense so he becomes a regular on
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Sundays.
After the feast, devotees have a big kirtan and dance in a huge circle
around the temple’s circular driveway. It’s a lot of fun for the guests.
The neighbor next door, however, can’t tolerate the devotees and he
regularly calls the police on Sundays. Most of the visiting guests are
kind of rebellious anyway, so they identify even more with the devotees
when the cops come.
The Sunday feast becomes the only organized entertainment that Gopal
and his girlfriend relish. They live out on the little homestead all week,
and fast on Sunday before coming to the temple. He always wears clean
overalls and puts a handkerchief in his vest pocket thinking he looks
kind of spiffy. He and his girlfriend dance it up at the temple and then
eat until they drop. They totally get into it because it’s their only
entertainment.
Now that Gopal is a regular at the Sunday feast he becomes quite close
with the devotee who takes care of the greenhouse and Tulasi Devi. But
one Sunday Gopal gets chastised for not appreciating people enough.
“You like coming here and eating, but people grew this, and people
harvested it, and people had to cook it and serve it out. We don’t mind,
but you should understand there are people behind all this. You see that
picture on the wall?”
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“Yeah, I really like it.”
“Well, a person put that picture on the wall, another person had to paint
it, and you’re enjoying it. But just understand there’s a person behind
everything.” Gopal begins to think he must be an impersonalist.
In the evening, the temple makes a big deal of advertising a festival that
is coming. It is Lord Nityananda’s appearance day and they bill it as a
huge feast with lots to eat.
When Gopal comes for the big festival, the entire Radha-Damodara
party has already arrived with three buses, five vans, and over 50 men.
There’s a lot of activity going on with brahmacārīs everywhere. It’s an
exciting time and everybody at the temple is fired-up by Vishnujana
Swami and Tamal Krishna Goswami. Radha-Damodara’s bus is like a
Vaikuntha flower starship that swoops down and charges everybody up.
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All the Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs have plastic milk containers.
They have clipped off the tops with scissors so that they can each dip a
gallon of sweet rice and a gallon of nectar drink. These they empty
without much difficulty. They then proceed to move down the tables.
It’s another eating contest and Tamal Krishna is the MC. He encourages
the competition but doesn’t eat much himself. The next stage is
individual competitions where devotees pile plates full of samosās and
try to eat them all. By this time, Tamal has already left the scene to
conduct a meeting that he has arranged with his top lieutenants.
Abhirama: Amarendra and his wife were famous for cooking big feasts.
I remember the outrageous amount of eating that went on. There were
the sweet ball tosses, the gulābjāmun tosses, and all the crazy stuff. I
didn’t get involved. It was way over my head. Radha-Damodara was
definitely expanding, but so was the whole movement.
In a room on the ashram side of the temple, a meeting with all the
proposed leaders of Radha-Damodara is in session. One senior man,
Aja, is absent from the meeting. Tamal Krishna outlines his vision and
the plans he has to attain his goals. “We now have two more buses just
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about ready to go out, and Prabhupada has approved the purchase of
three more buses. He has authorized the BBT to give us a loan of
$30,000 to get these new buses. So Adi Keshava has come from Boston
with his own men, and he will be the leader of one bus, and
Dhristadyumna will take leadership of the second new bus with his men.
“We have to acknowledge and give all credit to Yogesh Chandra who
had the inspiration and determination to stress book distribution. But he
will stay with our Radha-Damodara bus with his own van party of crack
sankirtan men.”
“It’s not nonsense. They’re trying to get to know each other. They don’t
know Krishna yet. They need to develop relationships with each other.
Later that Krishna conscious talk will come when they know
something.”
“After we purchase and outfit the three new buses that Prabhupada has
sanctioned,” Tamal Krishna continues, “then I think that Janardan, Aja,
and Yogesh Chandra can take charge of those buses. Every bus will be a
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traveling temple with Gaura-Nitai Deities, and every bus will distribute
books and put on a festival every day like we do on Radha-Damodara’s
bus. We will continue to duplicate the program, by training up new
leaders and purchasing more buses. Prabhupada wrote me that he wants
hundreds of these traveling temples crisscrossing America. This is the
beginning of a new era of preaching and we are in the vanguard.”
Janardan: At the big meeting I got to know a lot of the people that were
going to play principal roles on the party. I knew Dhristadyumna from
Philadelphia temple. I met Adi Keshava, and Gauranga, who was Tamal
Krishna’s bright light and big star because he was doing so well on the
lots. They were stressing how much people were collecting. These were
$100 a day men. They had a real determination to do some serious
service. I thought I was going to be in charge of a bus right away but he
didn’t really take to me, old Tamal.
As the meeting is going on, everyone else is taking the Sunday feast.
Srikhara approaches Gopal and sits down to talk a little philosophy.
Srikhara’s style of delivery is attractive so Gopal can relate to him more
than the other devotees who have approached him. Seeing his sincerity
for spiritual life, Srikhara tells Gopal that he wants to introduce him to
the Maharaja.
When they finish their prasādam, Srikhara brings Gopal up to the room
where the meeting is going on. When they enter, Gopal sees all the
heavyweights are there. Vishnujana Swami sits on the floor with his
back against the wall wearing a big grin on his face. Tamal Krishna
Goswami is at center stage, leaning over the back of a straight-back
black chair. He wears black horned-rim glasses and is freshly shaven.
Gopal sits down quietly, realizing he is the only outsider in the room.
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He’s not accustomed to seeing shaved-up devotees with horned-rim
glasses so he fixes his attention on Tamal Krishna. Several people say,
“Haribol,” but everybody else simply continues listening as Tamal talks
about book distribution. Because of the warm way devotees usually treat
guests, Gopal expects that they will soon acknowledge his presence and
start paying attention to him. He sits quietly for about 15 or 20 minutes
while Tamal Krishna speaks about distribution networks and profit
margins.
“That’s not the way it works. You go with us, and you learn with us
until you get a chance to meet him.”
Gopal sees his way out. “Well if Krishna wants it to happen with
Prabhupada, then I’ll bump into him sometime, somewhere.”
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Gopal Acharya: I thought, God, who’s this Dwarakadish guy! I expected
someone twice as big as Amarendra the way they were talking. “Bring
in Dwarakadish!”
After a few minutes the door opens and in comes a shy little gurukula
boy. Gopal can see that he’s just the most bashful kid he’s ever
encountered. Vishnujana Swami explains the situation to Dwarakadish.
“We have a problem here. We want this bhakta to come with us, but he
says he can’t because of his friends. What should we do?”
Everyone waits breathlessly for his reply. Every person including Gopal
looks at Dwarakadish expecting an answer. There is a silent tension in
the room.
The day after the meeting, Dhristadyumna and Adi Keshava are fired-
up. Each is now in charge of his own bus with a full complement of
men. Tamal Krishna has given the direction that, “Somehow we have to
keep track of all this, so figure it out.” The party needs to send money to
the BBT, to send to Mayapur, and for vehicle maintenance. They need a
system that they can easily keep track of everything. The brahmacārīs
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aren’t very sophisticated, so they can’t be allowed to just give away all
the incense and books. Dhristadyumna accepts the responsibility to
work it all out.
He stays up most of the night and comes up with something called the
Profit Box.
It’s a little box with a formula to fill in: Number of Books x Cost = Send
this Amount. Every devotee has a box that he fills out and gives to his
van leader every day. Then the van leader amalgamates these into one
report for his van. Then the three or four vans attached to each bus, give
their scores to the bus leader, who amalgamates the three or four reports
into one of these boxes. It’s quite simple because it’s the same form all
the way. Each leader just has to keep adding the numbers.
At the end of each day the bus leaders call in their reports to Tamal
Krishna. Then he can take all the bus scores and add them together to
get the total picture for the day. In this way, Goswami will know every
night how much the party has made that day, and what the profit is for
the day. Then he knows how much to send to the book fund, and to
Mayapur, etc.
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boy wonder.’
Late one afternoon, Aja arrives dressed in white! He has just flown in
after getting married and wants to discuss his situation with Tamal
Krishna. Goswami is horrified when he hears that Aja has gotten
married and is now wearing white. He has spent time training Aja and
had plans for him to be a future bus leader. Although visibly upset,
Tamal agrees to talk about the situation with Aja. They have a
discussion for several hours, but in the end Aja’s departure from the
party is acrimonious.
Aja: Vishnujana defended Tamal Krishna, who didn’t like that I got
married. That was my most traumatic experience with him. He fought it
and made my departure quite bitter. But I never faulted him in my heart
and I always appreciated him. I never felt I was treated unfairly, or he
didn’t appreciate me. I didn’t have that mentality. When I got married I
became vice- president at Atlanta. I think my decision was correct.
Traveling on Radha-Damodara was one of the most blissful periods in
my Krishna consciousness. Dhristadyumna and I became close. We did
a lot of preaching, made a lot of men, distributed a lot of prasādam, and
a lot of books.
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Tamal Krishna just wants to serve Prabhupada and expand the Radha-
Damodara program. When he discovers that book distribution is the way
to go, then for him it becomes the best service. In order to be the best at
distributing Srila Prabhupada’s books, one must be free of
encumbrances. Therefore, Tamal Krishna is convinced that the
brahmacārī and sannyāsa lifestyle is the best ashram for this service.
Gauranga: Tamal Krishna was seeing that our sankirtan was going well
and we were collecting efficiently. So he started to organize from the
book distribution side. He was a very strong personality so there was no
saying no. “This is it, and this is what you have to do.” I felt awe,
reverence, and fear, because he was very strict.
For the next few days, as the construction crew readies the new buses
for final departure, Vishnujana takes his kirtan festival to the University
to complement Amarendra’s daily prasādam distribution program. On
the Plaza, Vishnujana and his harmonium weave beautiful tapestries of
melody together with the kirtan band. Satyaraja is playing the esraj
because Vishnujana needs an esraj player now that Sri Rama has been
shifted to Adi Keshava’s bus and Hasyagrami is on Dhristadyumna’s
bus. Vishnujana chooses to train Satyaraja to play the esraj after he
learns that Satyaraja can play guitar.
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university, Maharaja would introduce the instruments and each musician
would play a few riffs to highlight the sound of his instrument. It
sounded really nice. But when he introduced the esraj it sounded like a
total mess when I played it. So he made a really beautiful apology to the
audience. “Steve is a new devotee and he’s just learning how to play.
Please forgive him.”
“On the Plaza, Vishnujana’s kirtan was just so celestial that I was just
getting lost in it for hours and hours. I knew Maharaja could speak very
sweetly, but I never knew how scholarly he could speak. He gave a
lecture at a science class, and he explained everything in such scientific
terms. The bottom line was we’re not these bodies. He also talked a
little bit about his background. He was friends with a far-out scientist in
California before he became a devotee and it came out in that lecture.
“Coming back from the Plaza he came to the temple and was playing
mṛdaṅga by himself. But the way he was playing, it was emanating
sounds like a kaleidoscope of sounds from the drum. He just walked
into the temple like that playing at full tilt. The curtains were open and
Gaura-Nitai were there. He came right in front of the Deities making
what sounded like supernatural sounds with his drum. I was just
chanting japa in front of the Deities, and he was playing the drum. Then
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he started a kirtan. But I’ll never forget the sound he made on that
mṛdaṅga. It wasn’t human, or physically possible. You couldn’t even
see his hands going.
“Was anybody on the bus this morning? He gave Bhagavatam class and
was telling how important humility is. The example he gave was when
he was in San Antonio.
Nanda Kishor’s wife, Jahnava, was in anxiety. So all day long she was
going around the temple cleaning, and she was just calling out for
Krishna. He said it really grounded him, because he was thinking he was
a big this and that Swami and here is this woman calling out for
Krishna. He said she was actually more fortunate than him. I really
appreciated his appreciation, because it was heartfelt. There was no
hesitation to appreciate this woman’s mood.”
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mood has also been adopted by Tamal Krishna Goswami. Whether it’s
to keep the new men fixed in the mood of brahmacārya or whether there
is an actual dislike for the opposite sex, is not yet fully apparent.
However, the misidentification of self as sannyāsī or gṛhastha is clearly
based on the bodily concept of life, sometimes known as varṇāśrama
dharma.
That was the case in India where it morphed into the caste system, and
now it is surfacing in ISKCON as well. Any point of view that gets in
the way of a person’s spiritual development must be rejected.
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1. fully surrender to Him alone – mām ekaṁśaraṇaṁ– and 2. give up all
dharma which includes varṇāśrama dharma – sarva-dharmān parityajya.
Although the new buses are not entirely finished, Tamal Krishna
decides that the men should go out and try the program of distributing
incense and BTGs. He instructs them to distribute as many Back to
Godheads as they can because “Srila Prabhupada will be in Atlanta in
two weeks and we want to please him with our service.”
Before they all leave, there is a photo shoot with the three buses and all
the men for a BTG article.
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platform of pure spiritual consciousness, Krishna consciousness. This
prayer has been given to the other countries of the world by the spiritual
master of the Hare Krishna movement, His Divine Grace A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. He has endowed his disciples with
his spirit of traveling and enlightening the world in Krishna
consciousness, and they in turn are using their Western technology to
spread the chanting of Hare Krishna.
Pictured above are some of the traveling students of the Hare Krishna
movement. They have converted three Greyhound buses into mobile
temples to bring the message of Krishna consciousness to every town
and village in the United States and Canada. Their program consists of
week-long festivals, featuring chanting (accompanied by Eastern
instruments), delicious vegetarian feasts, and lectures from the books of
their spiritual master. They have just completed a tour of colleges in
Florida, Georgia, Texas, Arizona and California and are now preparing
for a tour of Canada and the northern United States.
Radha Raman: When we were taking that picture, there was a constant
row between me and Tamal Krishna. Everything is silent, ready to take
the shot and then in front of everybody, he walks over to me and says,
“Radha Raman, try to look religious.” I had mirror sunglasses on and he
wanted me to take them off. There were multi pictures taken. I was
sitting in the driver’s seat in one of the buses.
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disappointment, he accepts the decision. But some of the men are
lamenting because they won’t be on Radha-Damodara’s bus with
Vishnujana Swami. Whenever he hears a brahmacārī lamenting,
Vishnujana says, “We’re trying to train you to be brāhmaṇas. Only
śūdras lament about the past.”
To appease the devotees on his bus who had hopes of traveling with
Vishnujana Swami and Sri Sri Radha-Damodara, Adi Keshava calls the
Radha-Damodara bus the “baby program” where new bhaktas are
trained. So being on his bus, he explains, means that they have
graduated from that.
The Gainesville temple becomes quiet when all the buses and
brahmacārīs leave.
Adi Keshava gets a busload of brahmacārīs and they head to the capital
of Florida, Tallahassee. There is no mechanic on board because his bus
runs pretty good. Dravanaksha will be the main driver with Subuddhi
assisting and continuing to fix the interior of the bus because it’s not
even finished.
Vishnujana Swami gives Subuddhi a five minute lesson how to drive the
bus, as a second driver. Subuddhi drives the bus around a parking lot
one time and also shifts just once. Vishnujana Swami smiles and says,
“Okay, you can do it.”
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Subuddhi is shocked because it’s a huge bus, with bald tires and bad
brakes, and there’s no real training.
Ratnabahu: They dropped me off with six cases of BTGs and told me I
had to distribute them all. “Let them go for free if you have to, just flood
the place with BTGs.” Boy oh boy, was I running around like a
madman! I psyched myself up and for a while I was running on pure
enthusiasm. But as time approached to get picked up, I realized that I
still had quite a few magazines to distribute. I was not even close to my
quota. At this point I really started letting them fly, giving them away to
everybody.
There were magazines all over that people had discarded, but I didn’t
care about that. I had a quota to meet! When the van finally came for me
I had passed out almost all of the BTGs. I was a hero!
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soliciting without a permit. We had a favorable lawyer, and I want to
give him honorable mention, because he got us cleared every time. He
said we were just taking donations for our bibles. After five or six times
coming to the court, the judge told us, “You had better not come before
me anymore. If I ever see you again in this courtroom, you’d better
bring your towel and your toothbrush.”
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Krishna is on the road to Atlanta to continue doing the college
programs. Tamal Krishna’s idea is to preach in Atlanta until Prabhupada
arrives. His Divine Grace is scheduled to come to Atlanta after visiting
Honolulu, Los Angeles, Mexico, Venezuela, and Miami. Goswami is
certain that Prabhupada will be pleased to see how large the party has
grown.
But with the new mood of distributing big books at airports, they have
sold their beautiful bus to get a fast vehicle – a van.
So I called Bahudak and said, “I’m not coming back. You’re māyā.”
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Tripurari was coaching me. We were trained to do airports, and army
bases on payday.
Apurva: Tripurari told me he was traveling to the temples and he’d like
me to come with him and help train the cooks. I became very enlivened
and before maṅgala-ārati I left New York and took a bus to
Philadelphia. I took up devotional service there and waited a few weeks
for Tripurari to come. On the party I cooked, did the laundry, and went
out once a week.
The BBT Airport party is doing huge, enormous. Praghosh is one of the
biggest distributors and enlivens the other men. Now the party is
sending $100,000 every month to the BBT. They are doing bigger than
anybody else. Tripurari is the authority. He continues acquiring new
men by offering to train the best distributors from each temple. They
come to Chicago to receive his personal training, but he keeps the best
men for his own party. Bhakta Das sends Vaiseshika to Chicago for one
month’s training. He is then to return back to San Francisco and train
the other distributors.
Vaiseshika: The way we were trained, book distribution was the most
important service, nothing else mattered. To balance out everything else
that was going on, it was necessary to be total fanatics and just be
dedicated to it. I ended up staying in Chicago. Tripurari said it was
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definitely a higher service to do books with him, than to go back to a
temple. He was working with Ramesvara as the official BBT party.
Once he has enough men for his party, Tripurari begins sending his
people to other temples. With Chicago as their base, these men travel
from one temple to another to train brahmacārīs how to do books in the
airports. Most temples welcome the BBT Airport distributors. They
work and stay at a temple for long periods of time, although they are not
part of it. But they do give a percentage of their collections to the host
temple. In this way they don’t get involved with any temple politics.
Because they live and work within the temple structure, they are more
integrated and have more cooperation with the temple leaders.
Tripurari trains his BBT Airport party that the end justifies the means.
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“So do whatever it takes to get Prabhupada’s books to as many people
as possible.” The result is the introduction of dishonest tactics in order
to get a book sold. The men are also taught the misconception that book
distribution is the highest service, and other services are inferior. When
this misconception reaches Srila Prabhupada, he is quick to point out the
fault in his correspondence.
Regarding your question about the controversial talks going on, this
kind of talk is not befitting my advanced students. This is childish. In
Krishna’s service, there is no inferior and superior. Deity worship is just
as important as book distribution. It is not material.
If we simply speak nicely to a person and try sincerely to get him to take
the book he’ll take it. Why should we adopt unfair means? We should
not do anything which will create a bad impression or make us
unpopular. People are after these books, they are hankering for them.
We don’t need to take cheating method. I never had to use any cheating
method when I first began. I simply presented the real thing. [Letter to
Ramesvara – January 1, 1975]
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What should have been preached to the devotees was exactly what Srila
Prabhupada was writing in his books and teaching in his classes: that
devotional service is on the transcendental platform. According to time,
place, and circumstance, any particular service may be considered more
necessary, but not superior.
It is true that Krishna has given some the opportunity to serve Him by
nice writing, some by good business ability, some by nice cooking, and
so on, but these various services are all accepted equally by Krishna. On
the transcendental plane, one service is as good as another! There is no
question of higher or lower. We are tiny, and we cannot really do much.
Simply we engage our time and energy, and that is all Krishna sees. He
sees this boy or girl is spending his time in My service and He is
pleased. [Letter to Hamsaduta and Himavati - March 3, 1968]
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sacrifice of another. That requires a little common sense. [Letter to
Laksmimoni Devi - January 2, 1975]
In their zeal to please His Divine Grace, many leaders don’t live by this
essential instruction – not to sacrifice one service for another. This is
especially true for book distribution policies which are based on a faulty
foundation, that book distribution is the best service, and that the means
justifies the end.
Before long the Radha-Damodara party will become the emblem for this
type of mentality by preaching that the temples are māyā and every
brahmacārī will end up married, and fallen, unless they join a book
distribution party. This will become a source of anxiety for many
individuals and for the entire American yatra by 1976. Prabhupada will
call it a “fratricidal war.” But for now, this mentality is in its infancy.
Riddha: Unfortunately, I have to say this in all honesty, the airport party
was spoiled due to the fanaticism that came from Tripurari. He was
almost like a military man. It was a crack party. You had to get up at
2:00am. You had to be in bed by 9pm. It was like commandos. If you
didn’t do at least 30 books a day, you were useless. If you only did $200
a day you were useless, and he made you feel that way. It was a
chauvinistic regime. It was heavy.
There’s no way that you could have developed your feminine side there.
That’s what they needed, but they didn’t do it. They could have had lots
of women coming in as well, because women are good distributors too.
But it was a chauvinistic act. He had it stuck in his head that Lord
Chaitanya empowered him and he was an incarnation. It went to his
head. I’m sorry, but it did. So much so he didn’t believe in himself; he
wanted a danda. Prabhupada said he didn’t need sannyāsa, he was more
potent as he was. He should have just been more real. So at the end I
had to leave him. I had a lot of respect for him, though.
New people need to associate with more advanced devotees so they can
see the practical example of what is stated in Prabhupada’s books.
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Leaders who manage temples, and pūjārīs who do deity worship,
provide the infrastructure to cultivate people who visit after receiving
one of Prabhupada’s books. The temples demonstrate what is written in
the books. They are a focal point for celebrations and festivals, like
Janmastami and Ratha-yatra, and provide shelter from the conflicts of
material life.
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Sixteenth Wave,
1975 World Tour
We are not after collecting money, but when people offer something out
of love and sympathy for our mission, it becomes a great asset.
First he pays a visit to Hong Kong and then spends several days in
Tokyo before moving on to Honolulu. He is comfortably situated in the
temple where he diligently continues translating the Fifth Canto of
Srimad Bhagavatam. Paramahamsa Swami is his secretary and Nitai
Das is his Sanskrit editor. They work hard taking care of Prabhupada
because Srutakirti relinquished his service several months ago in
Bombay. Srutakirti is now living in Honolulu and is one of many
gṛhasthas struggling to remain fixed in devotional service outside the
temple. He is so caught up in his gṛhastha ashram that he only comes in
the evenings to give his spiritual master a massage. Prabhupada
mercifully never asks Srutakirti why he isn’t more active in his personal
service. He never asks what he’s doing throughout the day or why he’s
so busy in his household activities.
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neither can they work outside.”
Unfortunately, there has been some agitation at the Honolulu temple due
to differences between Siddha Svarupananda Goswami and the temple
leaders. This is the sannyāsī that caused a furor in San Francisco with
his rock band in 1973. Then he sold the temple in Hawaii and
abandoned the Tulasi plants which Prabhupada called a “great fall
down.” Now the complaint is that Siddha Svarupa does not follow
ISKCON’s authority. This morning, Paramahamsa Swami brings the
temple’s objections to Prabhupada’s attention.
“So, the devotees here have some complaints against you.” “What is
that, Srila Prabhupada?” Siddha asks.
Prabhupada finds that quite humorous. “In Hawaii, you get a cold?”
“Sometimes, Srila Prabhupada,” Siddha affirms.
“Then you can wear a hat. Then you will not catch cold. You are a
sannyāsī. Other people are watching. It is important that you set a good
example. Also, you do not carry your danda?” Prabhupada goes straight
to the second point.
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difficult to travel around with it.”
Therefore, they are not coming. But, what can I do but try to preach to
them?”
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“For example, one morning in the temple room Siddha Svarupa
Maharaja was giving the class. He was sitting beside your vyāsāsana
and one of his people came up with a fresh flower garland and placed it
on Siddha Svarupa. When I saw it happen, my mind became disturbed.
In my opinion the garland should have been put on you, as there was no
garland on your picture on the vyāsāsana. I would think that the garland
should have been put on the vyāsāsana first.”
It is all right, they may have wanted to put it on you, but you should
have directed them to put it on my picture.”
The next day Siddha Svarupa Maharaja comes to see Prabhupada again.
He hands Prabhupada a donation of $10,000 that one of his followers
has given him. This demonstrates his understanding of Srila
Prabhupada’s instruction.
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“What has happened?” Prabhupada asks in a gentle voice. “I heard you
were in a car accident.” Srutakirti relates the details of the accident and
Prabhupada listens attentively. “Accha!” he exclaims. “If it wasn’t for
Krishna’s mercy, you would be dead.”
For the next few days Prabhupada talks about the incident to various
visitors. “Srutakirti was in a very serious accident. If not for the mercy
of Krishna he would have died.” Hearing this many times, Srutakirti
finally realizes that without the mercy of Prabhupada and Krishna he
really would have died.
“I like the idea of being his servant in the West, but I always wind up
back in India and I don’t want to go to India.” This is Srutakirti’s main
objection.
“Well, when it comes time to go back to India, we’ll arrange for Nanda
Kumar to travel with Prabhupada.”
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“Yes, Srila Prabhupada.”
“So, now you will stay here as a householder?” “Yes, I think so.”
“So, that is good,” Prabhupada smiles warmly. “You stay here with your
wife and child.”
Prabhupada smiles broadly, tips his head, and accepts the offer. “All
right!”
Srila Prabhupada has spent eleven pleasant days in Honolulu and is now
ready to depart for Los Angeles. A special evening has been planned for
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his arrival.
“We are kṣatriyas, after all,” Yuddhistira explains, “so if we have just
five villages to govern, you can have the rest of the kingdom, and a war
can be averted.”
But Duryodhana is adamant,. “I will not give you as much land as you
can put under the head of a pin!”
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“But my Guru Maharaja was so kind upon me that he sent all of you
American boys and girls to help me. So now I am very happy to say that
Sri Chaitanya’s mission is in the right hands.” As he utters these words,
Prabhupada moves his hands forward as a gesture of placing Lord
Chaitanya’s mission in the hands of the assembled devotees.
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move forward and then offered obeisances. I was at the edge of the aisle
and I opened my eyes as Prabhupada was about to pass me. I quickly
touched his lotus feet as he walked by and felt exhilarated that I had
touched the feet of a great saint.
But the temple president, Tulsi Das, saw that and he later chastised me
for giving my karma to my spiritual master. However, I was confident
that I would receive Prabhupada’s blessing by that action rather than his
displeasure.
With sirens howling, police motorcycles lead the black limousine onto
the highway.
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take a short cut through the city to arrive at the temple before
Prabhupada.
All the devotees back at the temple are fully prepared to receive their
spiritual master. Upon his arrival at the airport, someone had called the
temple and said, “Prabhupada is here. He has put his lotus feet in
Mexico.” The senior devotees remember that Prabhupada arrived in
1972 to find the temple almost empty, because everybody was en route
to the airport to greet him. So this time they have been rehearsing his
reception all week to make it perfect as befits the emissary of the
Supreme Lord.
The first vehicle to arrive at the temple is the gṛhastha car with Nitai and
Paramahamsa. Seeing the car with Americans inside, devotees begin an
ecstatic kirtan thinking that Srila Prabhupada has arrived. Paramahamsa
Swami speaks with a temple leader to calm everyone down.
Hrdayananda Maharaja gets out of the car first and opens the door for
his spiritual master. Prabhupada gets out of the limousine and stands
there looking around. Immediately, everybody falls to the ground to
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offer obeisances. At the same time, devotees on the roof throw flower
petals. Srila Prabhupada is besieged with a shower of petals. For a brief
moment everyone is stunned and no one knows what to do.
Hrdayananda excitedly yells, “Kirtan. Have kirtan!”
Devotees and guests form two lines from the car to the temple entrance.
Prabhupada passes between them to the temple room. Some devotees
continue to throw flower petals as Prabhupada enters into the main hall
where his vyāsāsana is situated. But instead of going to sit down, Srila
Prabhupada goes to the temple room instead for darshan of Sri Sri
Radha-Madan Gopal.
“So I must thank you for your nice reception. I was received by police
escort very nicely, and I remember once I traveled with the governor of
U.P. in 1962 from Lucknow to Kanpur. So exactly we were driving in
the same fashion, escorted by the police motorcycle.
“So anyway, I am so pleased to see you, that you are interested in this
Krishna consciousness movement. So the Krishna consciousness
movement is very, very important for the human society. It is not
exactly a religious movement as it is understood in the Western
countries. Religion is described in the English dictionary as a kind of
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faith.”
Both devotees and guests listen to Prabhupada with rapt attention. This
great, saintly spiritual master, the jagad-guru, has come again to
ISKCON Mexico.
“Along with the Deity worship in this temple, hold classes at least 5
hours. As in the schools and colleges, there are regular classes, forty-
five minute class, then five or 10 minutes recess, again forty-five minute
class, in this way. We have got enough subject matter to study, and if
we study all these books, to finish them it will take at least twenty-five
years. So you are all young men, I request you to engage your time in
reading books, in chanting, in Deity worship, in going to preach, selling
books. Don’t be lazy. Always remain engaged. Then that is Krishna
consciousness.”
“There is no sex life in the spirit soul. Sex life is in the material body.
We are not this body. But because we are in this body, therefore we are
thinking pleasure of the body is pleasure of the soul.”
The next question is straight from śāstra. “Who are we, why are we
here, and where are we going?”
“You are all living entities,” Srila Prabhupada explains. “You wanted to
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come here, just like I wanted to come to your city. I have come here.
Similarly, you wanted to come to this material world and enjoy. So
because you wanted to enjoy this material world you have come here.
Krishna has allowed you to come here, and you are trying to enjoy this
material world. This is called struggle for existence. But you will never
be happy with this material world. It is simply a struggle for existence.
Therefore, you should go back to home, back to Godhead, then you’ll be
happy. That’s all.”
When the questions end, a Mexican lady stands up on impulse and states
in English, “In the name of all the guests and all the Mexico City
temple, we welcome you.”
At last, Prabhupada is shown to his room where he asks for the Deity’s
mahā- prasādam. This is his standard practice as he travels from temple
to temple. He always takes a personal interest to see that the Deities are
suitably worshipped and properly maintained. After one taste,
Prabhupada is not pleased with the mahā-prasādam. “This prasādam is
horrible. The Deity worship here is not up to standard. It is important to
worship the Deities very nicely.” Prabhupada emphasizes the point. “It
is as important to perform first-class Deity worship as it is to distribute
my books.”
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His Divine Grace wants everyone to know how imperative it is to
perform first-class Deity worship side-by-side with book distribution.
Ultimately, the purpose of Prabhupada’s books is to enlighten people
that Krishna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead and we are His
servants. Deity worship is the application of this principle in
Prabhupada’s books.
The devotees in the room are deeply touched, astonished at the depth of
Srila Prabhupada’s empathy.
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“Yes, that is the first offense, guror avajñāśruti-śāstra-nindanam. If you
accept a guru and then again disobey him, then what is your position?
You are not a gentleman. You promised before guru, before Krishna,
before fire, that ‘I shall obey your order. I shall execute this.’ If again
you do not do this, then you are not even a gentleman, what to speak of
a devotee. This is common sense.”
He is feeling separation from his Mexican disciples who are denied the
pleasure of his darshan. For many devotees, this constitutes a major part
of their personal association with him.
While waiting in the car, Srutakirti reveals that he has not prepared any
prasādam for the flight. But prior to boarding the flight on Venezuela
Airlines, an Indian lady comes over and gives Srutakirti a bag filled
with puffed rice that she has made for the trip. At last, they are ready to
board the flight.
“Do you want what is being served on the plane?” Srutakirti asks.
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“No, no!” Prabhupada replies. “We have our prasādam. That’s all right.”
Srutakirti pulls out the puffed rice wrapped in aluminum foil and places
it on the tray-table for Prabhupada to take. Although it’s not a large
portion, Prabhupada only eats half and says, “All right, now you can
take.”
This is the nectar that devotees always relish. Prabhupada always takes
care of his entourage and they greatly appreciate his kindness. Srutakirti
takes the remaining puffed rice and splits the foil down the middle. He
offers half to Paramahamsa Swami and keeps the rest for himself.
walking down the aisle stops to watch them eating the puffed rice. All of
a sudden, she spontaneously reaches past Paramahamsa Swami and
takes a handful of Srutakirti’s mahā-prasādam. With a gleam in her eye,
she tosses it into her mouth.
“I’m glad you like it,” Srutakirti responds trying to maintain his
composure. “Are you having anything else to eat?” she asks.
“I’ll have a look in first class. There may be an extra basket of fruit,”
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she replies happily. Within moments, she returns with the basket of
fruit, and asks if there is anything else she can bring.
“Okay.” Srutakirti then turns to the flight attendant and says. “He will
have some hot milk and we will have some as well.”
She quickly goes back to first class and soon returns with hot milk.
When Srila Prabhupada arrives at the Caracas temple it’s a replay of his
arrival at the Mexico temple, including a foot-bathing ceremony.
Prabhupada sits self-assured, yet humbly, on the modest seat offered to
him. To glorify the two Prabhus on the altar, Sri Sri Gaura-Nitai, Srila
Prabhupada takes up his kartāls and begins to sing Parama Karuna,
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unaccompanied. Some devotees notice that Prabhupada appears to be
trembling in ecstasy as he sings. They can feel their dedication swell
seeing their spiritual master’s perfect example. After his darshan of Sri
Sri Gaura-Nitai, Prabhupada retires to his room and asks to taste the
mahā-prasādam.
This prasādam is not good. Deity worship must be first-class. You must
worship the Deity very nicely!”
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Powerfully preaching on Krishna’s behalf, Prabhupada drives this point
home again and again for nearly an hour.
All in all, Prabhupada’s visit to Latin America has been very pleasant
and he is impressed with the sincerity of the devotees. Before leaving
Venezuela, he comments, “Unless I know everything directly and
indirectly about this Krishna consciousness movement, how can I call
myself the founder-ācārya?”
“Yes, yes.” she replies. “It’s so wonderful to see another devotee here.”
“How did you become a devotee?”
“Well, ten years ago, I used to be an air hostess for Venezuela Airlines.
The first time I saw devotees I met Srila Prabhupada on a flight to
Caracas.”
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The verdict of all revealed scriptures is that by even a moment’s
association with a pure devotee, one can attain all success. [CC Madhya
22.54]
For class, the Swamis sit together and speak in tandem as they have
been doing for the past six months. Most devotees are impressed, but
there are others who feel that something is amiss.
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kind of false enthusiasm to elevate Tamal Krishna and Vishnujana.
They had special āsanas made for them to speak from. I thought that
was a little artificial. I remember they sat in front of the devotees on
these two special seats and preached together.
Gopal Acharya: In those first few days I was hanging around the bus all
day and Sridhar was the only one who stayed back. I was so impressed
with his intelligence. He had a lot of class and a wonderful singing
voice. We spent time together because he was the cook and pūjārī and I
wasn’t going out yet. Ramacharya also did pūjārī work, but Ramacharya
would go out. At first Sridhar seemed a little elitist, but then he’d tell me
stories about laying bricks in New Vrindavan, so he was more down to
earth than I was. I thought, Wow, this guy has been laying bricks and
sawing marble in the freezing cold at New Vrindavan! That’s really
earthy. At the same time he had a sort of elitist or aristocratic bearing,
like a contradictory nature.
When I first joined I was turned off by a cushion that Vishnujana Swami
sat on, plus he ate with a big sterling spoon. Goswami was a little heavy
once we got on the road and he started exercising some discipline. I
remember thinking they were a little arrogant, a little pompous, too
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authoritative and imperious. Of course that changed but it was a big deal
for me to be traveling with the devotees. I was rather intense at the time,
trying to make life decisions.
“Well, I’ve had a nice time and I think I’m gonna go now.” “Fine,” is
Maharaja’s reply.
“Bhakta Tom, I’m sure that since you’re so God conscious, Krishna will
send some God conscious person to pick you up if you hitchhike.”
Normally Gopal wouldn’t mind hitchhiking, but at this particular time in
his life he is burned-out from it.
“Oh well, in that case I’ll just stay a couple of days more.” His guess is
that Vishnujana Swami knows that he really doesn’t want to hitchhike
and since there is no money forthcoming he will just decide to stay.
The next day, he approaches Maharaja again. “You know, I’ve had a
great time but I really do want to leave now.”
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Gopal Acharya: Tamal Krishna was very confrontational about his
philosophical ideas. I kept explaining my philosophy, but he would see
through it. So we had an immediate relationship but it was a little rocky.
He told me I should read Nectar of Devotion. He was trying to impress
upon me what it takes to be a devotee. “It requires some discipline; you
can’t just let it flow.” It was the first book he told me to read and I was
really glad because I was interested in poetry and studying emotions and
psychology. When I started reading about all the rāsas and emotions I
thought, This is unbelievable. How can anybody analyze emotions and
everything in this way? I was really knocked out by Nectar of Devotion.
One night Gopal bunks down with Marino and Satyaraja. He is attracted
to them because they are old friends who have a great relationship. For
an hour, the three of them lie in the dark talking and joking. They are
just like buddies and there’s no pretension in the air. Although he has
just met them, they make a friendship that is special, so he feels that he
can have friends in the movement. After this experience, he relaxes
because he feels accepted. Before falling asleep he thinks that now he
will probably stay.
Tamal Krishna has been keeping contact with Abhirama about Srila
Prabhupada’s pending arrival. When he learns that Prabhupada has
arrived in Miami, he decides to take the opportunity to be alone with his
spiritual master. He has a new idea; that Vishnujana Swami should take
the Radha-Damodara bus to Dallas and meet Prabhupada there. The
other buses will meet Prabhupada in Atlanta. This plan will
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But with Hasyagrami on Dhristadyumna’s bus, and Sri Rama on Adi
Keshava’s bus, that leaves no esraj player for his own kirtan party.
Vishnujana is not pleased by this decision to reduce the quality of his
festival program, but Tamal Krishna is certain that all you need for a
successful kirtan is Vishnujana Swami.
“If we don’t get these books back,” Goswami berates Gadadhar, “I’ll
have no sentiment in the matter. You will pay for every one of the
books. There will be no sentiment in this matter! Every penny you will
be responsible for.”
Gadadhar: Tamal Krishna got so heavy with me that he said, “You are
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not a devotee. You were never a devotee. I’m going to make sure you’re
never going to be a devotee.” He could be so heavy. To this day I’m still
shaking from that incident. Fortunately, the guy didn’t want the books.
He just wanted to get out of there.
Gokularanjana: Gadadhar had given the keys to one guy who took the
van and just kept going. I remember Tamal Krishna talking to
Gadadhar. It was heavy, really intense. Unfortunately, I saw a big
change in Vishnujana Swami after Tamal Krishna Maharaja joined the
program. He wasn’t the same. He seemed distant, like unhappy. It
seemed like he was overshadowed. Everything was getting organized
with quotas, etc.
It’s now clear that Goswami is really pragmatic about the crisis. He
suspects that Ray has indeed stolen the truck and fled. After waiting all
night for some positive development, there is still no sign of Ray after
mangal-ārati. Goswami’s increasing anguish comes to the attention of a
local devotee who used to be a detective linked to the Atlanta Police
Department. He suggests they put out a five-state alarm to trace the
stolen vehicle. With his assistance, Tamal Krishna calls the state police
and an APB [All Points Bulletin] is radioed across five states with a
description of the truck. Now, all that can be done is to wait and pray to
Krishna.
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paintings from his books on the walls. One particular poster depicts
Krishna sitting on the chariot. Arjuna stands behind Him holding his
forehead with his left hand. Arjuna looks particularly distressed in this
depiction.
“Yes, this picture,” he says to Srutakirti. “I like this picture very much.
This picture is very instructive.”
Srutakirti: I was tormented with the fact that I left my infant son and
young wife. The way His Divine Grace explained Arjuna’s dilemma
was completely objective. Srila Prabhupada was so expert. He was not
telling me to leave my family. He was gently persuading me to come to
my own conclusion. There was no indication in his voice that this was
my predicament. Yet, it was obvious to me that this was my exact
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predicament. I was attached and determined to stay with my family.
Srila Prabhupada philosophically prepared me to make the important
decision that was to come in the near future.
I was secure in the fact that my family was being provided for at the
Hawaii Temple. It wasn’t as if I had abandoned them. I was just called
away on a tour of eminent duty. I had only been with Srila Prabhupada
for two weeks after leaving Hawaii. I took comfort knowing that when
His Divine Grace left the United States, I would be back in the loving
arms of my family.
Tamal Krishna Goswami has flown into Miami and is at the temple this
evening to hear Prabhupada’s Bhagavad-gita class. For a change,
Prabhupada is giving evening Gita classes instead of his usual morning
Bhagavatam classes. In front of Miami’s beautiful Sri-Sri Gaura-Nitai
Deities, Prabhupada refers to a question raised in Venezuela. “The other
day in Caracas some psychiatrists came. Their question was that, ‘The
problems of the world are increasing, so what is your prescription to
solve these problems?’
“So the problem is very easy to be solved. I gave the example that this
body is there.
And there is something which is moving the body, living force. So that
living force is the driver of the body, and the body is also described in
the Bhagavad-gita as a machine. Actually it is a machine.
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“Therefore this education has no value. They do not know what is
education.
Education means to enquire about the living force which is moving this
body. That is education. This is not education, that we have
manufactured nice car or nice machine. That is called craftsmanship.
That is not education.”
Early the following morning, Srila Prabhupada takes a walk around the
temple grounds. Tamal Krishna and Abhirama accompany him.
Prabhupada appreciates the property, and is enjoying the fresh fruit that
is available in Miami. However, he’s a little disturbed because of all the
leaves lying on the ground.
“Well, under the leaves there’s nothing but dirt. The leaves keep the dirt
from rising.”
“There are lawns everywhere,” Prabhupada points out. “Why here you
have dirt?” He chastises Abhirama that the grounds should always be
kept very clean and the leaves raked. “If you have your own property
you may neglect it, but when you are taking care of someone else’s
property you have to be very careful.” The purport is, be very careful to
take care of Krishna’s property.
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There are many discussions about organizing ISKCON along business
systems popular in America. Jayatirtha and Ramesvara introduce this
new direction, and there are good results from moving in that direction.
They preach that it’s the natural order of things because it’s obvious
devotees can’t carry on as hippies and Prabhupada certainly seems to be
endorsing that.
They also feel a need to make things consistent, to control things from a
mastermind headquarters in Los Angeles – centralization. But
Prabhupada clearly objects to that. He prefers the Ghandian system with
each temple separate and autonomous, headed by a strong temple
president who would become a leader in the community.
TKG: There was the incident of the Umbrella Corporation, which was
already coming to Srila Prabhupada’s attention, so he was very
disturbed. He said to me, “Why are Jayatirtha and Ramesvara pressing
me like this?” He wanted to avoid having all of our corporations under
one major corporation because Srila Prabhupada felt that this was
actually an attempt by the lawyers to control our society, since they
would make the whole thing so entangled and we would be totally
dependent upon them. In this way they would exercise control over us
and drain our money. In India such things are done by lawyers. They
completely control individuals as well as societies by legal
manipulation. Srila Prabhupada knew this although we were innocent.
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clearly understood.
Tamal Krishna was the first person, besides Karandhar, that I felt really
had some management abilities. He had a practical, let’s get the job
done, kind of attitude, which strikes my nature very well. This was an
immediate impression. I believe that Srila Prabhupada was a strong
pragmatist. Tamal Krishna Goswami had imbibed that from
Prabhupada. He was practical on every point. I liked that because it was
efficient. It meant using everything available, maximizing it for the
service of Krishna.
Then Tamal Krishna speaks up. “Srila Prabhupada, what do you want?”
“I do not want this. It is very dangerous.”
As soon as he says this, the other GBC men agree. “What’s the question
of doing it then? We won’t do it.”
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Srila Prabhupada’s disappearance, however, the centralization issue
again rears its ugly head pushed by several sannyāsīs and GBCs.
I have heard from Jayatirtha you want to make a big plan for
centralization of management, taxes, monies, corporate status,
bookkeeping, credit, like that. I do not at all approve of such plan. Do
not centralize anything. Each temple must remain independent and self-
sufficient. That was my plan from the very beginning, why you are
thinking otherwise? Once before you wanted to do something
centralizing with your GBC meeting, and if I did not interfere the whole
thing would have been killed. Do not think in this way of big
corporation, big credits, centralization – these are all nonsense
proposals.
Only thing I wanted was that book printing and distribution should be
centralized, therefore I appointed you and Bali Mardan to do it.
Otherwise, management, everything, should be done locally by local
men. Accounts must be kept, things must be in order and lawfully done,
but that should be each temple’s concern, not yours. Krishna
Consciousness Movement is for training men to be independently
thoughtful and competent in all types of departments of knowledge and
action, not for making bureaucracy. Once there is bureaucracy the whole
thing will be spoiled.
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train men how to do these things, and they shall develop reliability and
responsibility, that is the point. [Letter to Karandhar - December 22,
1972]
Vishnujana Maharaja meets with Siddhavidya again and they have their
usual joyful reunion. When Maharaja informs him that there are two
more buses filled with brahmacārīs, Siddhavidya really wants to join the
party. He can understand that, after Prabhupada, the Radha-Damodara
party is the fastest devotee-making program ever. But his temple
president won’t give him permission to leave.
Yogesh Chandra is training Janardan how to lead the van parties. The
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main coaching is how to sell a pack of incense for one dollar. If a person
is receptive, they get a BTG as a bonus gift. Yogesh has taken an
already effective system to an even higher level. The Radha-Damodara
party has fifty devotees going out and collecting $40 a day, which is the
quota at this time. The incense pack and the BTG cost .25 cents each, so
the .50 cents profit brings in a minimum collection of $2000 every day.
The overhead for the buses is low, so the $60,000 coming in every
month sustains the party very well.
Tens of thousands of BTGs are distributed every month this way. Due to
this, Tamal Krishna is now applying pressure on the BTG staff to insert
the Radha-Damodara party ad in every single issue.
Yogesh Chandra envisions that 100 men will soon be going out and
bringing in $120,000 profit every month. That’s a lot of money,
especially in 1975, and will give rise to a new dimension in book
distribution. The concept is that with the extra money the men can
distribute the big books for less than cost, and still be debt free to the
BBT. This idea will bring the Radha-Damodara party into the big book
category of the Sankirtan Newsletter. They are already number one in
the small book category.
However, the introduction of this new policy, giving out big books for
less than actual cost, will soon become a controversial issue.
While the van parties go out to distribute BTGs, the bus goes to colleges
where Vishnujana Swami lectures in classes. The gurukula boy,
Ekendra, is also traveling with the bus. After giving a talk in a
philosophy class, Maharaja surprises everyone by suddenly announcing,
“We have a student with us from our school in Dallas. We challenge
that he can defeat anybody in a philosophical debate.”
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“No,” Maharaja whispers tactfully. “It’s like this. These professors
might figure they can defeat him, but they’re not going to take the
chance. Because if someone is defeated by a Hare Krishna kid, he’s
finished. So nobody ever asks him anything, because there’s always the
chance Ekendra will defeat them and then they’re finished. But it makes
us look really good.”
Gopal Acharya: I talked to him about being attracted to women and how
to deal with that. He said, “You’ll notice, when I walk around I look at
the ground. I’m not looking around like you are. I’m looking at the
ground.”
After several days in Houston, a van party brings back a man they have
met at a mall, who wants to become a devotee. He joins the party and
later becomes Acharyaratna. But Gopal feels it’s time for him to leave.
“Oh, you need your sleeping bag? No problem. It’s locked in the bay of
the bus. The only person with a key is Vishnujana Maharaja, so you can
ask him.”
“Why?”
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me, and it’s been wonderful. We’ll have to stay in touch.”
“When you first came you promised me you were going to try it for two
weeks before you leave.” Looking deep into Gopal’s eyes, and with his
soft mellow voice, Maharaja says, “Bhakta Tom, if a man asks you to
walk with him one mile, then you should walk with him two miles.”
Adi Keshava’s party travels all night through the southern states. They
are stopped by the Mississippi State police and ticketed for speeding.
But everyone is filled with excitement knowing they will soon meet
their spiritual master.
When Dhristadyumna’s bus arrives after midnight, his men come into
the temple super excited at the prospect of meeting Prabhupada for the
first time. To their surprise, they find that no one is asleep. All the
Atlanta devotees are running here and there making final preparations.
For the Radha-Damodara men, the first and most important thing to do
is shave up clean for Prabhupada. In the midst of shaving, somebody
suddenly announces, “We should get some flowers for Srila
Prabhupada.”
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book distribution, they have become gung-ho, macho, sankirtan
devotees, and they know it.
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few short questions she leaves. Everyone resumes chanting Hare
Krishna with mṛdaṅgas pounding in great jubilation.
It’s a wonderful encounter for the Radha-Damodara men who have been
looking forward to seeing their spiritual master after hearing so much
about him. As Prabhupada settles into the rear seat of a black Cadillac,
Tamal Krishna quickly takes a seat beside him.
Sri Rama: The memory is clear how I was going to see Srila Prabhupada
at the airport and then go back to hear him lecture for the first time. But
because of the logistics of picking up the luggage, I would not see
Prabhupada at the airport and I would be very lucky if I heard any of his
lecture, or even saw him. I had this distinct feeling of being cheated.
Hundreds of devotees were at the airport to see Prabhupada and here is
the first time I’m going to see my guru and I get stuck with the luggage.
“He’s here! Srila Prabhupada is here!” The devotee throng runs outside
to greet Prabhupada’s car as it parks in the driveway. With an
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uproarious kirtan, they escort His Divine Grace to the temple.
Upon entering the temple, conches sound and everyone hastily bows
down as the curtains open. The sound of Yamuna’s voice pervades the
atmosphere, govindam, adi purusam…. From their kneeling position,
most devotees glance up to see Srila Prabhupada’s saffron lotus feet as
he walks towards the altar.
The Atlanta Deities are Sri-Sri Gaura-Nitai. They are quite tall and
effulgent, transcendentally situated on top of lotus flower bases with
garlands hanging down past Their knees. Their faces show gentle,
compassionate smiles. Their arms are upraised as if urging everyone to
experience the nectar of Krishna’s Holy Names by chanting and
dancing.
When Prabhupada turns to face the crowd, men and women separate to
create an aisle down the centre of the room with a clear path from the
altar to the vyāsāsana. Prabhupada walks down the aisle casting his
auspicious glance upon everyone as he passes. Although the temple is
overcrowded, the room quickly hushes into silence as he takes his seat
on the vyāsāsana.
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“So Chaitanya Mahaprabhu is very kind, parama karuṇa, pahū dui jana.
Two Lords, nitai-Gauracandra, Nityananda Prabhu and Sri Chaitanya
Mahaprabhu, They are very kind, you see. They have appeared just to
reclaim the fallen souls of this age. So They are more kind than Krishna.
Krishna, He is also very kind. He comes to deliver, but Krishna
demands; first of all surrender. Chaitanya Mahaprabhu does not
demand.”
I felt the exact same way. I’ve always carried this with me for my entire
devotional life. It was one of my most outstanding experiences with
Srila Prabhupada – the type of thing you don’t forget.
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Several devotees exclaim, “Haribol!” as everyone bows down
simultaneously.
While this drama is unfolding in the temple room, Jayananda and Sri
Rama have picked up Prabhupada’s luggage and have driven back to the
temple. Prabhupada’s rooms are on the second floor of the house on the
left side of the temple. They carry his luggage up the stairway and leave
everything in his bedroom. Then, their first thought is to hurry to the
temple to hear the rest of Prabhupada’s arrival address.
When Prabhupada opens his eyes, he nods for kirtan to begin. Then he
signals Srutakirti that he wants to leave. His arrival address is over; a
powerful event of three minutes. As he slowly walks out of the temple,
the kirtan increases in intensity. Devotees are stunned by this brief, but
overpowering, darshan.
As Jayananda and Sri Rama hurry down the stairs, lo and behold,
around the corner comes Srila Prabhupada and his entourage. Sri Rama
is bewildered because in his mind, Prabhupada should be speaking in
the temple.
Since they can no longer go down, in order to get out of the way,
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Jayananda and Sri Rama have to retreat back up to the landing. They
watch as Prabhupada comes up the stairs and is shown to his darshan
room, followed by the sannyāsīs and the big shots.
This is the first time Sri Rama is seeing his spiritual master, yet he feels
he should leave. Jayananda, however, has had a lot of association with
Prabhupada and he bids Sri Rama to wait. Jayananda opens the door to
the darshan room and sticks his head in to listen to Srila Prabhupada.
Now, Jayananda decides that he doesn’t want to leave so he signals Sri
Rama who stands at a distance.
“Come here Prabhu. Come here. Come here.” Sri Rama approaches and
also sneaks his head around the door. Prabhupada is sitting on an āsana
surrounded by sannyāsīs and GBC men. Within a few moments Tamal
Krishna notices them at the door. He motions Jayananda to come in. Sri
Rama follows Jayananda and they sit down at the back of the room.
At one point in the conversation, some GBC men are talking about
management and meetings. Jayananda takes the liberty to speak up,
“The main thing we have to do is, we just have to chant Hare Krishna.”
Sri Rama: The irony was that because we went to pick up that luggage
we missed the three minute lecture, but we got to hear Prabhupada talk
for hours. It was a long session. First it was the sannyāsīs and the GBC,
then the Library party with Satsvarupa Maharaja, then it was the
Bhaktivedanta Institute with Svarupa Damodara. I remember in
particular that Prabhupada said to the BI people, “the scientists are
trying so hard to discover how the material world is functioning, but it’s
already functioning. So why don’t they try to find the Person who has
designed it’s functioning.” That seemed so logical to me.
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Srila Prabhupada sits in the room surrounded on either side by his senior
devotees and sannyāsīs. During a short lull in the conversation, he
suddenly asks, “Where is my guru Maharaja?” There is no photograph
of Srila Bhaktisiddhanata on his desk or on the walls of the room.
Chris Murray: When one goes to see the spiritual master one should
have an offering. So Kim and I found a wonderful old photograph of his
Guru Maharaja. We put it in a frame and Kim beautifully decorated it
with pearls and gold paint. It was a wonderful opportunity to present
something to Prabhupada.
Later in the evening, Prabhupada comes over to the temple from his
rooms next door. More than 300 enthusiastic devotees have gathered to
catch a glimpse of him. Besides the local Atlanta devotees and other
visitors, almost 40 Radha-Damodara brahmacārīs, about 12 Library
Party devotees, the devotee-scientists of Svarupa Damodara’s
Bhaktivedanta Institute group, and about 10 men from the BBT airport
distribution party are present. They have all come to Atlanta to meet
their spiritual master and to have private talks with him about their
various services.
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The Atlanta temple room is long and narrow. At the far end is
Prabhupada’s vyāsāsana. There’s not enough room for everyone inside
the temple, so many devotees stand outside at a large open window to be
near their spiritual master. From this vantage point they can see and hear
Prabhupada clearly.
After taking his seat on the vyāsāsana, Srila Prabhupada says he wants
to teach a song, Parama Karuṇa. The Atlanta devotees pass out sheets of
Parama Karuna and Srila Prabhupada begins chanting with his kartāls in
a slow rhythm.
nitāi-gauracandra
kevala ānanda-kanda
None of the devotees can follow. They are fumbling through the song
because they don’t know it. Although it’s included in the Vaishnava
Songbook, it has never been sung before. After a few moments,
Prabhupada stops and asks if someone can accompany him on mṛdaṅga.
Several mṛdaṅga players join in but they can’t seem to find the right
beat. Other players get up and take turns on the mṛdaṅga thinking that,
certainly I can do it. But nobody can pick up this mṛdaṅga beat.
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Prabhupada’s singing and he accompanies his recorded singing on
mṛdaṅga.
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Prabhupada quotes a śloka that begins jñāne prayāsam udapāsya
namanta eva which Ramananda Raya recited to Lord Chaitanya as the
perfection of dharma.
“The meaning is that one should give up other processes and just hear
about Krishna. And to hear about Him you do not require to change
your position – sthāne sthitāḥ. You are a scientist, that’s all right. You
are a lawyer, that’s all right. You are a fool, that’s all right. … But you
do one thing. You use your ear and hear from the realized soul.” After
relating some of Lord Chaitanya’s pastimes, Prabhupada makes a
comparison.
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shoes for his lengthy stroll in the early morning chill. The Bhaktivedanta
Institute scientists, Satsvarupa’s Library Party distributors, and the men
from Tripurari’s BBT Party scramble to accompany His Divine Grace
for his walk in nearby Piedmont Park.
As he steps into the car Prabhupada comments, “This cold is not bad.
Actually it is pleasant.” Nonetheless, he is bundled up in a full-length
lined saffron coat with hood. A garland drapes over the coat.
While Prabhupada is out for his walk, several mātājīs come to clean his
rooms. One of the nectar engagements is cleaning his desk. Mahadevi
picks up a beautiful ornate tilak mirror with a photo of Sri-Sri Radha-
Vrindavan Chandra on the back. After polishing the silver on this
mirror, Mahadevi sees that the other ladies are almost finished with the
cleaning. They always wash the floors on their way out so they won’t
step on the floor once it’s clean. It’s done this way so Prabhupada will
be the first person to step on the newly clean floor.
As the women are about to leave the room with their brooms and mops
and cleaning materials, suddenly Srila Prabhupada is standing all alone
at the doorway. Immediately they all offer obeisances.
Mahadevi: We hit the floor and all of a sudden I felt a hand on my head.
I looked up and Prabhupada had his other hand on another mātājīs head
next to me and he went “Jaya!” I was crying and I remember seeing
Prabhupada’s feet going by. He was all by himself and he was just so
bright. And then all the sannyāsīs came running up the steps, trying to
catch up to Prabhupada. That was the closest I’d ever been to
Prabhupada and his stature was small while the sannyāsīs were so big.
Even though physically he was smaller, he looked much bigger than
them at that particular time. He was so regal and so composed.
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After the morning class and breakfast prasādam, Srila Prabhupada
summons his servant by ringing the bell specifically for that purpose.
Srutakirti enters the room and offers obeisances.
“These shoes do not fit me,” Prabhupada says pointing to the canvas
walking shoes beside the door. “If they fit, you can use them.”
“If I say you can do it, then it is all right,” Prabhupada gently reassures
him. Srutakirti is taken by surprise. It has never even dawned on him
what it would be like to walk in Srila Prabhupada’s shoes!
Srutakirti: Like a young boy, I grew increasingly excited with the idea
of walking in my spiritual father’s shoes. I heard one should not use the
spiritual master’s shoes, so this made the idea even more intriguing. The
notion that I could do it was controversial! I liked it! I had firm faith that
when Srila Prabhupada said something was all right, then it was
definitely all right. I felt safe and was excited knowing his shoes were
filled with incredible potency. Smiling, I agreed to take his shoes.
Without missing a beat, Prabhupada asks, “Do you need any socks?”
Seeing that his spiritual master’s generosity is really flowing his way
this morning, Srutakirti cheerfully acknowledges, “Yes, I guess I do.”
Immediately, he feels a little shame.
Srutakirti offers his obeisances, fills his arms with the shoes and socks
and happily leaves the room.
Srutakirti: The first thing I did was hurry to a secluded spot like a
mischievous child, and tried to place my feet into his transcendental
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footwear. Much like the evil stepsister, my feet were regrettably too big
to fit into His Divine Grace’s shoes. Persistently, I kept trying to
squeeze my locust feet into Srila Prabhupada’s magical shoes. Finally, I
understood the profound lesson. I practically and symbolically could
never walk in Srila Prabhupada’s shoes.
During the day, Srila Prabhupada is kept busy as a long line of people
arrive to take his association. First are the devotee-scientists from the
Bhaktivedanta Institute. His Ph.D. disciple, Svarupa Damodara, has
written a small book, The Scientific Basis of Krishna Consciousness,
based on Prabhupada’s teachings that life come from life. The aim is to
dismantle the atheistic theories coming from the world of science.
Prabhupada is delighted to see this publication and expresses his desire
that Krishna conscious philosophy defeat the bombastic claims,
masquerading as science, that life occurs by chance or from matter.
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“These people have no common sense,” Prabhupada remarks, “and they
all pass as scientists. That we must protest, because we are servants of
God. We are not servants of scientists. Call them directly ‘rascal.’ We
are not a scientist, but we speak from common sense. That’s all. So
many people are being misled by these scientists and politicians.”
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into the forest in Vrindavan. Before they go, Their mothers make
lunches, prepare tiffins for Them.”
“Krishna’s mother, Yashoda, she would make a very nice tiffin and in it
there would be puri, halava, kachori, laddhu… And the other cowherd
boys, their mothers were not so opulent so their tiffins would have roti,
rice, sabji, like that.
“Then they would go and play all day, and they didn’t have the cows.
They are simply little boys so they just have the calves with them. Then
finally they stop for lunch. Sometimes, one cowherd boy would steal
Krishna’s lunch and begin throwing the sweets to each other. They
would play keep-away with Krishna.”
“Finally, the cowherd boys throw their lunches to Krishna and they sit
down with His lunch. They eat the puri, halava, kachori and laddhu
while Krishna sits with them eating the rice, rotis, and sabji.”
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Today is Sunday, and the auspicious Appearance Day of Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Goswami. Prabhupada gives the morning
lecture explaining how Srila Bhaktisiddhanta is empowered by Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and thus known as gaura-śakti. Lord Chaitanya
desired to broadcast the Holy Name of Krishna and predicted that His
mission would spread worldwide. Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati was
the first person who made an attempt to fulfill the desire of Sri
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu on a worldwide scale.
Prabhupada relates the history how Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakur and Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati very much desired to spread Lord
Chaitanya’s teachings in the English speaking countries. In that
connection Prabhupada explains how the Gaudiya Math was begun, and
how he came to join the mission and accept Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Saraswati as his spiritual master.
“So now, by the grace of Krishna and Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and in the
presence of my guru-mahārāja, you are so nice boys and girls. So in
front of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu you are chanting Hare Krishna mantra,
and you are taking part in it very seriously. So my guru-mahārāja will be
very, very much pleased upon you and bless you with all benefits.
“It is not that he is dead and gone. That is not spiritual understanding.
Even ordinary living being, he does not die – na hanyate hanyamāne
śarīre [Bhagavad-gita 2.20]– and what to speak of such an exalted,
authorized personality like Bhaktisiddhanta. He is seeing. I never feel
that I am alone. Of course, when I came to your country without any
friend, without any means; practically, just like a vagabond I came. But
I had full faith that my guru-mahārāja is with me. I never lost this faith,
and that is a fact.
“There are two words, vāṇī and vapuḥ– vānī means words, and vapuḥ
means this physical body. So vāṇī is more important than the vapuḥ.
Vapuḥ will be finished. This material body, it will be finished. That is
nature. But if we keep to the vāṇī, to the words of the spiritual master,
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then we remain very fixed-up.”
evaṁ paramparā-prāptam
sa kāleneha mahatā
[Bg. 4.2]
“If you don’t keep in touch with the original link, then it will be lost.
And if you keep touch with the original link, then you are directly
hearing Krishna. Similarly, Krishna and Krishna’s representative,
spiritual master, if you keep always intact, in link with the words and
instruction of the superior authorities, then you are always fresh. This is
spiritual understanding.”
“It doesn’t matter whether one is born in India or outside India. No.
When Chaitanya Mahaprabhu said, pṛthivīte āche yata nagarādi-grāma –
as many towns and cities and villages are there – he did not say it to
make a farce. He is the Supreme Personality of Godhead. So sometimes
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I am very much criticized that I am making foreigners brāhmaṇas. The
caste brāhmaṇas in India, they are very much against me. But this is not
fact. When Chaitanya Mahaprabhu said that all over the world His
message will be broadcast, does it mean that it will be simply a cinema
show? No. He wanted that everyone should become perfect Vaishnava.
That is His purpose.”
Then Prabhupada defines the word brāhmaṇa and explains that it is not a
spiritual classification.
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“That is Vedic injunction. Tad viddhi praṇipātena paripraśnena sevayā,
[Bhagavad-gita 4.34] nobody can understand Krishna without going
through His most confidential servant. This is the meaning of this vyāsa-
pūjā. You cannot surpass. If you think that you have become very
learned and very advanced, now you can avoid the spiritual master and
you understand Krishna, that is bogus.”
“You may be very learned scholar. You may be a fool. It doesn’t matter.
You are under the laws of material nature. So before finishing this small
span of life…We have got this human form of life. It will be finished, as
the cats’ and dogs’ life is also finished. But if we try through the guru
and Vaishnava, then we can achieve in this life the full success, not
failure like cats’ and dogs’ life. That is the opportunity. So as far as
possible, we are trying to lead you in this line, and you kindly follow.
Then your life will be successful. That is the mission of Sri Chaitanya
Mahaprabhu.”
“All the devotees think so, Srila Prabhupada. They would be very happy
if you did.” “Yes, I will do it.” Prabhupada gets up from the vyāsāsana
to perform the offering to his guru-mahārāja. Everyone’s eyes are fixed
on Srila Prabhupada as he offers guru- pūjā to Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Saraswati Thakur. They can see that he is totally transfixed doing the
ārati.
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Unfortunately, some politics is going on at the temple during
Prabhupada’s visit. Rupanuga informs Adi Keshava that things are
going sour in Boston since he left, and orders him to return to his
service. Adi Keshava replies that he is now too attached to being a bus
leader on Radha-Damodara. He suggests that Aja would be a much
better choice. Since he’s no longer with Radha-Damodara it would be a
better engagement for Aja to be temple president in Boston than vice-
president in Atlanta.
Rupanuga likes this idea. Aja traveled with him when he was a sannyāsī
and they had a good relationship. Adi Keshava adds that he will
accompany Rupanuga to help broker the change.
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Having received approval, Tamal Krishna gathers his group of almost
40 devotees. After briefing them, he leads them up the rear stairway to
Prabhupada’s quarters in the residential building beside the temple.
Two sannyāsīs are already waiting to see Srila Prabhupada. They are
shocked to see a crowd of devotees coming up the stairs. “Tamal
Krishna Maharaja, you just can’t walk everybody in there,” they
exclaim, as if the men had suddenly walked up without an appointment.
When Prabhupada gives his consent, Tamal Krishna brings his men in,
one by one, just as he did in San Francisco. Prabhupada sits behind a
low table on a cushion with bolsters on either side. He is leaning back
against the wall with one knee up. As the men offer obeisances in front
of His Divine Grace, Goswami introduces them. When they get up he
says something about each person’s service or accomplishments. It’s
quite dramatic and Prabhupada has seen this before, but he allows it to
go on.
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I remember very clearly that Prabhupada was singularly uninterested in
anything except book distribution. When Sanjaya was introduced,
Tamal Krishna said how many books he was distributing. Then
Prabhupada commented how happy he was with that and we should
distribute books.
Sanjaya: Tamal Krishna had the pull, and he let everyone know he was
the way to meet Srila Prabhupada. So we were his boys. We were his
pride and joy. When he introduced me I was shaking like a leaf. “This is
Bhakta Chris, Srila Prabhupada. Bhakta Chris is one of the biggest
distributors.”
“He’s distributing between 200 and 300 of your small books every day,
Srila Prabhupada.” As soon as those numbers hit him, Prabhupada
raised his head, rolled his eyes, and looked sideways as if to say, what
do you think of that? He was happy to hear it. I was a bit nervous
because it wasn’t exactly true. I wasn’t doing it every day. But by then I
had developed a bit of a reputation as being talented in that sphere.
Rajavidya: Everyone had to collect lakṣmī for the guru and each one of
us was introduced singly. Prabhupada just looked at each one of us and
said a few words or nothing. Generally he looked unimpressed. If Tamal
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Krishna glorified us he’d look even more unimpressed. He was so
transcendental to that.
Uddhava is the last person to enter the room. After introducing him,
Tamal Krishna says, “This devotee used to be a Buddhist, Srila
Prabhupada.”
“Very nice,” Prabhupada agrees. “Before, there was no hope. Now there
is hope.” Looking up at Tamal Krishna, Prabhupada comments,
“Krishna has sent you every type of assistant in order to make this
program a great success.”
A large vase sits on Prabhupada’s desk. When he sees that it’s blocking
the line of vision for some devotees he moves it aside. Everyone sits
silently. All eyes watch Prabhupada’s every move. Before speaking,
Prabhupada takes a drink of water in his usual manner by not touching
his lips to the cup. He pours the water expertly into his mouth without
spilling a drop as all eyes open in wonderment. They have never seen
anybody drink water this way.
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Govinda Datta: Srila Prabhupada was so transcendental. He took a drink
of water and it was the first time I saw Srila Prabhupada drink water. It
was artistic. He acted unaffected.
Then leaning back upon his bolster pillow, Prabhupada begins to speak.
He points to the back of the room where Aja and Gadi are standing
dressed in white.
“But if it does not go away, then like them, you can take gṛhastha life.”
He doesn’t insist that everyone remain brahmacārī.
Sanjaya: One of the things Prabhupada said was, “You are all Vaikuntha
men. My spiritual master has sent you.” He also said, “You are all
brahmacārī. That is very good. Best you remain brahmacārī. As soon as
you get married, extra baggage.” That was very intimate. We felt we
were given our mission for life, because he was saying things like if you
help Lord Chaitanya to push on this movement, even at the time of
death, if you cannot think of Him, He will personally come and drag
you back to Godhead. It was a very moving experience. I came out of
there a changed man.
Ratnabahu: This was the first time I sat close to Srila Prabhupada. He
was very relaxed and blissful, and he had a smile on his face. He said
something like, “So, I am very happy with all of you. Please go on in
this way. A brahmacārī can live very simply, sleeping on the floor. You
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can travel immediately; such a nice life! But as soon as you get married
then, extra baggage. So facility is there in our Krishna consciousness
movement to get married, if you require. But my advice is that you stay
brahmacārī.”
Misra Bhagavan: Srila Prabhupada said, “You are all Vaikuntha men.”
He told us to stay brahmacārī and distribute his books. I really felt that
the Radha-Damodara party was very dear to Srila Prabhupada. He gave
us a lot of encouragement and nectar.
Govinda Datta: Srila Prabhupada said, “You are all brahmacārīs. Try
and tolerate this sex itch. If you have some itch”– he showed his arm –
“if you scratch it then it will go. But better if you tolerate it and then it
will go away.” That was ecstatic because it was the first time I’d seen
Srila Prabhupada.
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Gauranga: Prabhupada preached to us about the glories of Lord
Chaitanya’s movement, and how we were like Lord Chaitanya’s
soldiers. He encouraged us in brahmacārī life. It was very nectarine.
Prabhupada accepts the first hat graciously but it’s way too small. He
leaves it on top of his head for a moment and it looks almost like a glove
sitting on top of his head because of its small size. Prabhupada doesn’t
want to hurt anyone’s feelings, so he ventures, “I think it is too small.”
It’s a humorous moment.
Sanjaya: Prabhupada took the first hat that was too small and put it right
at the corner of his desk. I put a bee line on that hat. In my heart I
wanted that hat.
The second hat is a larger size, and this is now humbly offered.
Prabhupada takes the second hat to try on. It also looks like it’s going to
be a bit small, but Prabhupada pulls it down forcefully. It’s definitely a
little small, but he comments, “It is tight. But tight is all right.”
At this point a photo is snapped and the darshan is over. As the devotees
file out of the room, Tamal Krishna deftly picks up the first hat that
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Sanjaya has his heart set on.
Sanjaya: Later, I went into Tamal Krishna’s room and saw the hat.
Rather than asking directly for it, I asked him, “Can I clean your room?”
Then I said, “Oh, is that the hat that Srila Prabhupada tried on?”
“Oh, yeah!” So he gave it to me. I wore that hat every day for at least
four years until it vanished in the New York temple during Ratha-yatra.
A few hours later, guests begin arriving for the Sunday Love Feast. As
Srila Prabhupada enters the temple for his Sunday address, the room is
packed to maximum. The word of his presence has spread.
After a short discourse, Srila Prabhupada calls for questions. There are
several Christians present and they soon begin to make their presence
felt. A man who appears puffed-up wants to catch Prabhupada off guard
and trip him up.
Out of the blue, this fellow raises his hand and in a strong, challenging
voice asks, “Srila Guru, I would like the name of the tenth avatāra of
Krishna.”
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animal,” Prabhupada continues, “so there is no need of preaching. Cut
the head. Finish them.”
Prabhupada has only given a short talk but the questions and answers go
on for an hour! The room is filled with book distributors from all over
America. Nirantara, a book distributor from New York, asks,
“Prabhupada, what pleases you the most?”
The tension is relieved and everyone responds, “Jaya,” because it’s the
obvious answer and the entire foundation of Lord Chaitanya’s
movement.
When there are no more questions, the Atlanta players are ready to
perform a drama depicting Lord Chaitanya’s civil disobedience action in
Navadvipa. Gokularanjana and Aja play the leading roles, Lord
Chaitanya and Chand Kazi, respectively. Everyone’s attention turns
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towards the makeshift stage.
Then Chand Kazi seizes the clay mṛdaṅga from the devotee. He lifts it
over his head and smashes it on the floor. It makes a colossal sound,
SMAAAASH. Prabhupada’s eyes become as wide as saucers. He can
scarcely believe that they have smashed a mṛdaṅga on the floor.
It’s an old broken-up drum from the basement that is no longer in use
but the audience is unaware of this. Balavanta has to come over to
reassure Prabhupada that the mṛdaṅga was already broken and not fit for
playing.
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When Lord Nrsimhadeva appears to chastise Chand Kazi for disturbing
the sankirtan party, Prabhupada’s face lights up with a big smile. The
performance is very well done and Srila Prabhupada is all smiles.
Everyone is impressed to see their spiritual master so animated about
the presentation.
The following day, Prabhupada departs for his next stop, Dallas. With
the truck full of books still missing, Tamal Krishna is left with no choice
but to remain in Atlanta until it’s found. He can’t leave with his spiritual
master as he had originally planned.
Radha Raman decides that he has had enough of bus construction and
wants to go to India. He’s surprised that Tamal Krishna doesn’t share
his enthusiasm for India and refuses to give him the bus fare to go to
Florida to collect.
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Dallas, Texas, February 1975
The Radha-Damodara bus is at the Dallas temple while Prabhupada is in
Atlanta. Everyone is energized by the appearance of the bus, especially
the Gurukula kids. The kids are so happy whenever they hear that
Vishnujana Swami is coming because he’s so affectionate and gives
them a lot of attention. It’s always a big event because there will be
great kirtans and Radha-Damodara’s outstanding prasādam.
The bus is parked in the temple parking lot and Maharaja encourages the
kids to come on the bus and offer obeisances to Sri-Sri Radha-
Damodara. Then he sits at the harmonium facing them. Raghunath is
one of the kids that Vishnujana Swami interacts with. “What song do
you want to hear, Raghunath?” They obviously know each other.
Raghunath asks for radhe jaya jaya madhava dayite, and Maharaja sings
the song for the kids and several teachers who have also come.
After finishing the song, Maharaja begins kirtan and soon the bus is
rocking with all the kids chanting and dancing. “Gaura Nityananda bol,
haribol, haribol...” It seems as if the whole school is on the bus. For the
teachers, the kirtan is spectacular. It’s amazing to see how wonderful
Vishnujana Swami is with the kids, and it’s amazing to see how much
the kids love Vishnujana.
Pasupati dd: Whenever he came, he would hold the children or let them
sit on his lap while he played harmonium. He was very paternal in that
way, like a father. He seemed to be an affectionate and loving devotee.
He emanated that kind of personality, like he really cared about
devotees and relationships. I got the feeling from him that he loved
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devotees, he loved prasādam, and he loved the Holy Name.
Madhava Priya dd: I remember I went over to the altar in the back of the
bus, looked at the Deities and then turned around and sat down on his
lap. I was five years old. He was so nice and friendly, always smiling.
That’s what I remember about him. His kirtans were always kind of
wild and enthusiastic. They didn’t let women on the bus but they let the
gurukula girls on.
Bimala: When Vishnujana Swami came to Dallas he was with the bus
and led an incredible kirtan. It reminded me of a wonderful letter that
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Srila Prabhupada wrote to Vishnujana saying, “I want you to come, and
I want to hear your kirtans again. I remember your chanting, and I want
to hear you in my garden chanting Hare Krishna.” But he was like an
avadhūta. He was almost too transcendental, so we thought we better
give our son to Satsvarupa Maharaja. He was more grounded. Better to
have our son on this platform for a while.
The most exciting news around the temple is that Srila Prabhupada will
be arriving in a few days. Everybody becomes fully Prabhupada
conscious, making sure that every inch of the temple is as clean as
possible.
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Seventeeth Wave,
The GBC Meeting
When you are helping my missionary activities I am always thinking of
you and you are always thinking of me. That is real association.
Physical association is not so important as preceptorial association.
This year, he just spends a few days, or at most a week, visiting each
temple. He only blesses two places with his divine association for more
than a week: Honolulu and Mexico City. After spending three days in
Atlanta, Prabhupada and his entourage proceed to the Dallas yatra for a
brief visit.
Most Dallas devotees drive to the airport to greet His Divine Grace. For
the new devotees who are seeing Srila Prabhupada for the first time he
appears much smaller in stature than they would have expected.
Gopal Acharya: At the airport Prabhupada was sort of gliding along and
he looked light and petite. Compared to the picture I painted in my mind
of a giant authoritarian, I thought he had a humble look to him.
Everyone was making a big deal and there was a lot of fanfare. All the
attention was on him and he seemed shy. He wasn’t elated and he
wasn’t grave, but he seemed to be quite modest and that really
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impressed me. These thoughts occurred to me while watching him at the
airport; he’s humble, he’s modest, he doesn’t really like all this
attention, but at the same time he knows how to handle it.
Chaturatma has positioned himself beside His Divine Grace and is very
intrigued by this question. But the Dallas pūjārī is completely
flabbergasted and looks at Prabhupada as if to say, how am I supposed
to know that? After a pregnant pause, the pūjārī exclaims, “Well, I don’t
know Srila Prabhupada.”
“You are the pūjārī. You are the intimate servant of the Deities.
Therefore, who else but you would know the mood of the Deities? You
should know this.”
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When Prabhupada takes his seat on the vyāsāsana, the conch blows for
guru-pūjā. The children are the first to offer obeisances to Srila
Prabhupada. Vishnujana Maharaja begins singing. As the kirtan builds,
he dances back and forth from the front to the rear of the large room.
Paramahamsa Swami joins him playing drums together and dancing
with the kids. One gurukula boy, Markendeya, is an expert musician,
although only six years old, and he plays mṛdaṅga with the sannyāsīs.
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Later that day, Prabhupada has a talk with the teachers. Then he meets
with several GBCs and sannyāsīs who have come to Dallas. The Radha-
Damodara brahmacārīs chant japa in the courtyard below the window
where Prabhupada is staying, thinking it would be nice for Prabhupada
to hear devotees chanting Hare Krishna if he opens the window. As they
look up at the lights in Prabhupada’s room, all of a sudden a side
window opens. Vishnujana Maharaja sticks his head out and sees
Marino.
“Bhakta Marino, just the one I wanted to see. Go into the freezer and get
me the blueberry ice cream we just offered Radha-Damodara and bring
it up here.” There’s a small refrigerator on the bus with a freezer
compartment. Marino is about to leave when he overhears Vishnujana
say, “Yeah, there’s a real nice boy I’d like you to meet. His name is
Bhakta Marino. I think he’s doing really good. I’d like you to meet
him.”
“It’s Mahā blueberry ice cream for Srila Prabhupada, Prabhu.” Seeing
the gun, Marino figures he better call him Prabhu right away.
“It’s for Srila Prabhupada.” Marino is offended that the guard wants to
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see it first. Observing Marino’s expression, the guard explains himself.
“Look, there are crazy people out there. And sometimes they make
threats against Prabhupada. We received one such threat so I have to
check.”
Marino shows him the ice cream and is allowed to pass. “Okay, you can
go.” Opening the door, Marino sees Prabhupada sitting with Jayatirtha,
Ramesvara, and Jagadish; the so-called big guns of ISKCON.
“Thank you, Srila Prabhupada.” Marino places the fancy glass on the
desk and lifts up the cover. He presents the spoon to Prabhupada and
offers obeisances.
After leaving the room Marino returns to the bus and starts chanting
japa. He is completely stunned by his meeting with Prabhupada.
“I asked for the blueberry ice cream. Paramhamsa Maharaja was in the
room with me and I wanted to introduce you. He’s Prabhupada’s
traveling secretary, and you never showed up. That’s embarrassing for
me, you know. He’s a very dear godbrother and friend of mine.”
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comes over Maharaja’s face. “Bhakta Bozo, I wanted that ice cream for
Paramahamsa Maharaja. Now you made me look like a fool. Just for
that, tomorrow morning when Prabhupada goes out for his morning
walk, you are not going on it.”
Marino is in tears by this time. “Maharaja, what are you doing? You
can’t do this to me? It was a mistake. It was an accident.”
Vishnujana bursts out in laughter. “A firm lesson you should learn with
the Lord’s pure devotee, there are no accidents.” Maharaja can feign
anger really well. “You met Prabhupada because you were supposed to
meet Prabhupada. Somehow or other, things were arranged that way. I
don’t feel bad that you gave it to Prabhupada, actually that’s paramparā.
And no uninitiated devotees go on the morning walks anyway.”
Maharaja smoothes things over after play-acting the anger. He’s actually
happy it happened the way it did and that Prabhupada got Radha-
Damodara’s ice-cream prasādam. By that misunderstanding, Marino got
the mercy to personally serve prasādam to Srila Prabhupada.
Overnight there is an ice storm. It never snows in Dallas, but during the
winter if it rains at night then it freezes by morning. Ice is everywhere
and tree limbs begin snapping because of the weight of the ice. Even
whole trees can be uprooted by the heavy weight of ice. Water pipes
also freeze and it can paralyze the city. Nevertheless, Srila Prabhupada
goes out for his morning walk. It was also very cold when Prabhupada
went for his walks in Atlanta a few days back.
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adjustments will have to be made.
A car is waiting to take Prabhupada to a nearby golf course for his walk.
As Prabhupada and his group of devotees walk through the temple
parking lot, Vishnujana notices Yogesh Chandra’s orange and white
van. The fuel cap was recently lost and Yogesh has temporarily stuffed
a rag in the opening. Prabhupada detects the rag and comments, “Oh, a
Molotov cocktail?” He can sense danger with a vehicle minus the fuel
cap. Vishnujana realizes that they must buy a new one immediately.
At the golf course the grass is too icy to walk on, so Prabhupada decides
to take his walk around the parking lot. He explains how the trees have
to suffer so much because they can’t move. They can’t go inside when
it’s cold, or protect themselves from ice storms. He comments that the
living entities who have to stand as trees were nudies in their last life.
Prabhupada also condemns the useless waste of time playing golf. Out
of ignorance modern man doesn’t know there is another life, spiritual
life, so he spends his time pointlessly trying to put a ball in a hole.
Then the brahmacārīs get ready for breakfast. But Vishnujana says that
nobody should eat anything because Prabhupada will come for darshan
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of Radha-Damodara. “It’s not proper for us to eat until after we offer
prasādam to Prabhupada, so just wait.” There is no vyāsāsana on the
bus, so Maharaja instructs them to make one for Prabhupada. They take
several BTG boxes, stack them up against the wall, and cover them with
a colorful cloth. Finally, they put some pillows down and wait for
Prabhupada’s arrival. The brahmacārīs keep looking up at Prabhupada’s
window as time slowly passes. They wait and wait and wait, becoming
more and more hungry.
“The kitchen is in the back, Srila Prabhupada. Do you want to see it?”
But Prabhupada turns around and says, “I have seen before.” Instead, he
takes his seat on the makeshift vyāsāsana. Vishnujana introduces the
men one by one.
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A discussion ensues about having a Radha-Damodara party in India.
Prabhupada advises Vishnujana Maharaja that bullock carts would work
better there than buses, because fuel and parts are expensive and
sometimes hard to get. His idea is an exchange program between the
bullock carts in India and the buses in America. In this way, if someone
gets a little ‘burned-out’ he can go to India to get recharged and then
come back. Prabhupada speaks about this for quite some time.
Gadadhar: I was sitting on one side and Srila Prabhupada sat right
across from me. He was so happy and so proud. Prabhupada looked into
my eyes, and I kind of fell into the depth of his black pupils. I went right
in and I was swimming in there. Prabhupada looked at me with great
concern and with great love. During that little exchange, he was talking
about the bullock carts. He said, “In India all you need is the bullock.
You travel from village to village. Here we have your bus.”
The bus is now also packed with Gurukula kids. Bhadrasena is only two
years young but he has come with the older kids because it’s the most
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fun thing being on Radha- Damodara’s bus with Srila Prabhupada. In
anxiety, Bhadrasena’s mother, Shasti, has come looking for him and she
now stands in the driver’s area at the front of the bus gazing at her
spiritual master.
“Have you gone out to find him? Tell him he should come back. He’s an
intelligent boy.” As Prabhupada asks about her husband, everyone is
affected by his mood. They can see tears in his eyes as he speaks. “It is
like when I cut my finger the pain is felt in the mind as well. Similarly,
when my disciple has some difficulty, I feel the pain also.” Then
Prabhupada looks lovingly at the baby in mother Shasti’s arms. “Now
you become a pure devotee and rescue your father.” He motions for the
mahā plate to be brought to the child, who stares at the platter for a long
time as Prabhupada watches him. Finally, he reaches over his mother’s
arms and takes a strawberry from out of all the creamy milk sweets.
Prabhupada smiles and comments, “Yes, children like red.”
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After this ritual, he leaves the bus. There is chaos inside as everyone
tries to get the remnants – the doily and the caraṇāmṛta water.
Janardan: The first time I saw Srila Prabhupada was in Brooklyn where
there were so many people. Here it seemed a lot more accessible and
intimate. Prabhupada spoke nicely of the party and I was feeling that
this is my link. Srila Prabhupada was sitting by the Deities and I was
there beside him. He pushed the importance of the party and praised us.
Even though there was a lot of hardship, the connection was there
between this party and Srila Prabhupada and me. Any of the inequities,
or difficulties, or fears, or doubts that I may have had, were washed
away. This was Prabhupada’s baby and I felt very connected with the
whole mood of a Vaishnava preacher in the line of Chaitanya
Mahaprabhu.
Tamal Krishna is so elated by this news that the disaster of the missing
truck is momentarily forgotten. In ecstasy, he telephones Vishnujana in
Dallas. He wants him to inform Prabhupada of the astonishing report.
Radha-Damodara’s small group of festival entertainers has now been
transformed into the leading BTG distribution force in the world by
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Goswami’s management expertise.
In Austin, a three-man kirtan party greets the bus on the street in front of
the temple,. Sannyāsīs are always welcomed in a reverential way. After
washing their feet, the Austin devotees offer them mahā-prasādam.
Goswami Maharaja just takes a tulasi leaf, while Vishnujana Maharaja
takes a gulābjāmun with gusto!
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together in 1971. In Dallas, Prahladananda had asked Maharaja if the
Radha-Damodara party could help his small temple by giving some
manpower. Now they have arrived and the bus is packed with over 20
people. But Goswami has another idea.
“We’re not going to give you more manpower. We’re going to take you
over!”
Prahladananda: The first day I was on the bus Tamal Krishna Maharaja
asked me to give class. I gave a balanced class about brahmacārī life and
gṛhastha life. But the sannyāsīs didn’t like it because Tamal Krishna
Maharaja was fanatical against householders. I don’t know if he was
personally against household life, but the strategy was to use that tactic
to attract men with the same mentality. Vishnujana Maharaja was
having some difficulty but he wasn’t open. He was a little introverted in
that aspect, but he did reveal himself a little and I could understand he
was disturbed. Perhaps with the proper persons he might have been
more open.
The new men generally go out with Vishnujana Swami. As usual, their
service at the University of Texas is distributing prasādam and chanting
with the kirtan party. Marino pays close attention to Maharaja’s
personal interaction in preaching to students. He notes that Maharaja’s
style is one of deep realization, but he doesn’t let it go at that. During
the question and answer interval, he makes an offer to the students.
“Look. I’ve got a deal for anyone who is interested. I love to have fun.
That’s why I’m trying to share this with you because I’m having such a
good time. I’m convinced that anybody who comes and chants with us
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will have just as good a time, if not better. Now, if you think you can
show me something better, then please do. We’re all friends here and
friends tell each other what’s a good thing and what’s not. I’ll sit down
with anyone, anywhere, and talk about it. If you can convince me that I
can enjoy myself more doing something else, I’ll give this up. But I’m
having such a good time here that I want to share it with you.”
Marino: People would suggest this and that, and Vishnujana Maharaja
would show the superiority of bhakti-yoga and win people over with
sweet words. He could diffuse any negative situation. Wherever he went
people were instantly attracted. On the bus he was very keen on
prasādam etiquette. “Don’t leave half-empty plates lying around; clean
up after yourself.” And if people didn’t clean up after prasādam, he
would take the rag, get on the floor, and clean it himself. He didn’t act
like we thought a conventional sannyāsī would act.
It’s not uncommon for him to drink a quart of hot milk, and finish all the
halavā that’s left over. He continues eating until there is nothing left to
eat. By the time he steps off the bus it’s already past 10:30am. As he
looks up, the sky is spinning like a kaleidoscope. Without delay he finds
an empty room in the house and falls asleep.
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what to say to people. Marino has a suggestion. “Why don’t you just tell
them Radha-Damodara is in jail, and we need to bail Them out?”
Gopal Acharya: They were sending me out half days so I was staying
back and helping out Sridhar or Ramacharya in the mornings. We had
kirtans at night and Vishnujana Swami would get teary-eyed. Whenever
he led a good kirtan he would always get teary-eyed. He’d get a big grin
on his face and tears in his eyes. He would get very ecstatic leading
kirtan.
After several days, the Austin center is closed and the bus leaves for Los
Angeles via Phoenix. It’s a long drive through Texas, New Mexico, and
Arizona, but Vishnujana is always available to answer philosophical
queries from the men. He also likes to tell KRSNA Book stories. When
they pass Los Cruces, Vishnujana repeats the story how the old school
bus blew up and points out the spot where it happened. He does this
every time they pass this place.
When the men ask about his other adventures he usually tells episodes
with Radha-Damodara. Another favorite is his boat trip down the
Ganga.
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festival program in the evening and he said that villagers would present
them with rice, incense, vegetables, children, and everything. He
enjoyed that a lot and loved talking about it.
Goswami replies, “You’re too far in illusion, I can’t help you anymore.”
Having been declared in illusion, most of the men stay away from
Mangalananda and give him the silent treatment. When Vishnujana
Maharaja leads kirtan, however, such petty matters are quickly
forgotten.
The men consider that the best kirtans are when the bus is going full
speed down the highway. During kirtan, everyone always dances. While
dancing on a bus that’s going fast, when someone leaps up the bus
moves out from under him and he lands in a different place than where
he began. This often results in a fall and inevitably people fall over one
another. If someone jumps too high, his head might hit one of the plastic
light fixtures, and several break in this way.
The people driving on the highway are astonished to see these hi-jinks
on the bus. Kids stare in amazement from the back seat of their parent’s
car, seeing devotees flying up against the windows and sometimes
falling over. Every so often while driving down the highway for hours at
a time, the brahmacārīs look out the windows to catch the attention of
kids in the cars. They hold up a sign of the mahā-mantra and point to it.
Alternatively, they hold up a picture of Krishna and point to it.
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Naikatma: On that trip it was like heaven. As we were driving along the
road Vishnujana Swami was leading kirtan all the time. I was so
enamored by Maharaja. In the morning he would dress the Deities, and
in the evening he’d take rest in front of Their altar. I remember him
chanting for maṅgala-ārati and guru-pūjā and I felt it was like the
spiritual world. Tamal Krishna Maharaja had a different mood. Tamal
Krishna, in subtle ways, would belittle him. It made me feel
uncomfortable, because he was a wonderful preacher and nice example.
I can’t understand that līlā they had.
There is a date palm in the front yard. Seeing that tree, Vishnujana goes
to the bus and returns with a hammer and chisel. He studies the tree to
pick out the best spot to tap it for date rasa. He hangs a small pot below
where he cuts the tree, like they do in India. By sunrise the next
morning, the pot is half full of date rasa. The sweet rasa is offered to
Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara and distributed to several devotees before it
becomes date wine!
Danakeli’s father has had a heart attack. She preaches to him daily in the
hospital.
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was bewildered by this experience. How could it happen?
Maharaja would always find out exactly where people were at and
preach to them on that platform. That always impressed me because
devotees like myself in the neophyte stage, couldn’t get past that barrier.
For me, he was a special devotee because he was compassionate and
non-envious. He always made time to preach to people, and never
allowed a person’s status of life give him cause to look down on them.
Vatsala wants to cook for the sannyāsīs and is happy to see them
enjoying prasādam. Whenever he has free time, he comes by for
association. He’s attracted to the Radha- Damodara lifestyle but with a
wife and kids, joining the party is not an option.
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begins a wonderful kirtan that only he can sing.
“What went wrong? Why on earth would this stop? There must be a
national disaster. Is there an earthquake or something?” Maharaja
quietly explains that the men have to put on karmi clothes to go out
selling incense and BTGs. Srikanta looks right into Vishnujana Swami’s
eyes and expresses his heart. “But this is so wonderful. Why can’t we do
this forever?”
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Ratnesvari dd: In Phoenix, the one point that really sticks out in my
mind is that Vishnujana Maharaja was different. He didn’t seem as
happy. I picked up that change of mood from when I remembered him
in San Francisco. He seemed troubled. I felt a change, but I didn’t know
what it was, of course.
I could see it was taxing Vishnujana a bit in the pressure he was getting
from Tamal Krishna in having to give in to this number one instruction
from Srila Prabhupada to distribute books. Acyutananda was also
having success with his tapes and he was getting big with his singing,
although Vishnujana Swami never saw it as competition. Just that he
was slipping a little bit, even though everywhere we went people always
loved him, because it was right at the point where he was most famous.
Srila Prabhupada has instructed many times that book distribution and
sankirtan should go on side by side. Not that one service should be
sacrificed for the other. But the overriding mood overtaking the society
in the ‘70s is book distribution, and this is being fueled by the Sankirtan
Newsletter. Everybody reads it and that produces a mood of competition
that increases book distribution tremendously.
By 1975, the word sankirtan has come to mean book distribution instead
of street chanting. Sankirtan, as Lord Chaitanya taught and
demonstrated, is reduced to an hour or two a week and is now called
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harināma. Prabhupada, however, continues using the terms sankirtan
and book distribution to mean two separate services.
Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna are in Los Angeles to catch their flight
to India. Their stay in New Dwaraka will be short. Yogesh Chandra will
accompany them to Mayapur while the rest of the party remains behind
to distribute incense and BTGs. Yogesh Chandra’s van party will merge
with the Radha-Damodara bus while the three leaders are in India for a
month.
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Vaiyasaki: I heard that the Radha-Damodara party was coming. That
was the talk of the temple. I was finishing my japa in front of Sri-Sri
Rukmini-Dwarakadish while breakfast prasādam was served. Only a
handful of people were in the temple at the time. All of a sudden the
central doors opened at the front of the room. A shaft of sunlight entered
and brightened the atmosphere inside. I turned to see two sannyāsīs
walk in carrying their dandas. One was tall with a deep golden tan and I
thought, that must be Vishnujana Swami. The other sannyāsī was
shorter, with black rimmed glasses that made him look a little like a
professor. I had never seen these Vaishnavas before but I thought, that
must be Tamal Krishna Goswami. I moved to the side as they came in
front of the vyāsāsana to offer obeisances to Srila Prabhupada. After
offering dandavats to the Deities they stood for a long time taking
darshan.
“Why don’t you open it and look at it,” he says to Maharaja. “Let me
know if you think I should see it.” He thinks it’s from the woman he
was living with and he doesn’t have the fortitude to read it. He doesn’t
trust himself because he’s worried it might expose a weakness. Since he
has now developed some trust in Vishnujana he prefers that Maharaja
look at it first.
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Suddenly, some purple micro dot LSD falls out onto his plate. There is
also a little note: ‘I hear you’re traveling with the Krishnas. That’s great.
Here’s some really good acid.’ Gopal is mortified in front of everyone
on the bus.
Vishnujana says, “Well, I don’t think you want to hear from these
people anymore.” Tamal Krishna adds, “You told me that was a
spiritual community you were staying at. It doesn’t sound too spiritual
to me.”
Radha-Damodara is too famous for the men to have any privacy. Seeing
the bus parked on the street many temple devotees, men, women, and
children, gather round for a look at the celebrated bus. By looking
through the windows they can see Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara on Their
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altar.
Sachidevi: It was like the gopis seeing Krishna in Vrindavan, and the
gopis seeing Krishna at Kurukshetra. I know it’s a perverted reflection,
but the awe and reverence… He was famous and powerful and had a
large following now. Tamal Krishna, of course, gave an air of
exclusiveness like, don’t touch, don’t come near. That was really hard
for us, because Vishnujana had been so much a part of our lives.
Karta dd: I think the main reason the Radha-Damodara party really
expanded was because Vishnujana Maharaja was the main force of
inspiring and attracting people. The thing was the kirtan. He would start
leading and the next thing you didn’t know when the ārati had started or
when it had finished. Sandhyāārati was like that. Not only his music, but
also his pravacana was nice. He was a good preacher and a very sweet
person.
The singing and the preaching were very tasty, so people from all walks
of life joined. He was sweet and jolly, a happy person, positive and
caring, so people would respond immediately. I remember that mostly
he was a simple man. He would just walk around and anybody could
talk to him; he would immediately respond. But he was kind of aloof
also. He would be in his own world of thoughts. I think he was very
much in the vanguard.
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great potential for spiritual life. Then they invite them to meet the
Maharaja! “So come and preach with us. We’ll travel all over America
and do festivals. It will be fun.”
One of the new prospects has seen Vishnujana Swami before and is
already impressed by him. Joining the bus party sounds better than
remaining in the brahmacārī ashram to wash pots in the kitchen.
Alambana: They came up to the ashram and said, “Hey, you wanna
come with us or you wanna get married?” I said, “What? I don’t wanna
do that.” Gadadhar was preaching to me. He was Vishnujana’s main
man for checking the new guys out. So right there I joined.
The first time I saw Vishnujana Swami do kirtan was back in the
summer of ‘74, my first month in devotional service. We went out to
Hollywood Blvd and he played that drum until his hands were dripping
with blood. I’m not kidding, there was blood dripping from his hands,
and the drum head was all bloody. He didn’t even care; he just kept on
playing. He went for hours that day, and he was dripping blood on both
hands. I thought, This guy doesn’t feel pain! He can be a sannyāsī. That
impressed me.
Not everyone can join the bus, however. There are some who would
love to join the traveling party, but are absolutely forbidden to leave
with the sannyāsīs.
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Radha-Damodara Traveling Sankirtan Party to Los Angeles. They rolled
up to the New Dwaraka Temple in this amazing big silver bus, and
stepped out like Viṣṇudūtas, effulgent sannyāsīs and brahmacārīs with
shaven heads and orange robes, loudly and blissfully chanting the mahā-
mantra. It was like the circus had come to town, only much better, and
we were all invited to come join the ringmaster, Vishnujana Swami,
right in the middle of the main ring.
When Vishnujana Maharaja sang the holy names, it was like he was
reaching into the pond of his heart and offering the lotus flower of his
soul to Srila Prabhupada and Lord Krishna. I never wanted his kirtans
and bhajans to end! The Radha-Damodara men made celibacy, and
purity, and simple spiritual austerity look attractive and appealing.
Individuals who have been coming for the Sunday feast also get caught
up in the enthusiasm of Radha-Damodara. They are invited on the bus to
meet Goswami Maharaja. It sounds really good and some make a hasty
decision to travel with the Swamis. It looks so appealing that at least one
man gets on the bus at every temple. Several days later, the new recruit
finds himself hundreds of miles away from home.
Then the reply is, “Okay. We can let you off here, if you want.”
“Actually, we’re only going to be on the road a few more days and then
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we’ll return in a week.” The man is trapped on the bus and can’t leave,
“Uhh, Okay.”
A week later, there is another story. “Well, plans have changed. We’ll
be here a while longer, but we have some people going back and you
can catch a ride with them in a day or so.” After a few weeks of getting
up for every morning program, eating prasāda, hearing the chanting and
the lectures every day, the man has become a devotee. It’s an effective
program because the man is captive.
In this way, the three Radha-Damodara buses travel around and scoop
up men who aren’t ready to surrender to a temple environment.
Mahendra has chartered an entire Air India 747 jumbo jet to transport all
the devotees. He stands in front of the Air India check-in counter calling
out names and handing out tickets. The airport lounge is crowded with
devotees lining up to get their tickets. This is the first year that everyone
can go to India.
In 1974, the India pilgrimage was mainly for the leaders, temple
presidents, sannyāsīs, and senior devotees. But 1975 is open for
everyone and they will all travel together on the same plane. A charter is
cheaper and it brings all the devotees together – one for all and all for
one.
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the gopis. Everyone feels at home in this environment. Some
congratulate Mahendra on a job well done, although this is standard for
Air India jets. At last the plane starts speeding down the runway and
takes off. Vishnujana leads the chanting of the Nrsimha prayers as the
747 takes flight, circles Los Angeles, and heads east.
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with people they normally wouldn’t meet.
Kavi Chandra: We had a big kirtan on the plane but we had to stop
because the pilots could feel something was happening and they
couldn’t allow that to continue.
Sruti Rupa dd: The whole plane was filled with devotees. We had kirtan,
maṅgala-ārati, prasādam. It was like, if I have to go, this is the best way
to go. It was ecstatic.
The European devotees have all gathered in London. They are excited as
they board the plane at Heathrow Airport. A fresh batch of prasādam is
also brought on board. When everyone is in their seat with seatbelts
fastened, the 747 takes off for the journey to New Delhi. The plane is
now completely packed with ISKCON devotees. The only other
passengers are a few Indian families and businessmen who are charmed
to see so many Westerners adopting their traditional culture and
lifestyle.
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movement.
Yogesh Chandra: The bathroom was very crowded and he didn’t know I
was behind him. Two women were completely staring at him, and he
was standing right next to them, and he was completely chatting with
them. I was shocked. I mean Vishnujana Maharaja is a great devotee,
but he was very attractive. That was there in his personality.
When the plane lands at New Delhi airport, there’s a problem with the
connecting flight to Calcutta. Consequently, everyone is put up
overnight in the Ashoka Hotel with an allotment of food. Being in India
for the first time, and seeing many beggars at the airport and near the
hotel, some devotees think that everybody in Delhi is starving. As a
result, they order room service and request fruit. Then they drop the
bananas, apples, and oranges out of the open windows to the beggars
below who scramble for the falling fruit like manna from heaven.
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Tamal Krishna Goswami is very happy to be back in Calcutta where he
did so much service before leaving for America. Srila Prabhupada is
also in Calcutta having arrived the day before. Both Vishnujana and
Tamal Krishna are looking forward to spending time with His Divine
Grace. Thus they prefer to stay in Calcutta rather than take the buses to
Mayapur.
Only sannyāsīs are staying at the temple along with the local devotees.
Yogesh Chandra accompanies the Swamis as their brahmacārī assistant.
The plan is to spend a few days in Calcutta, and go to Mayapur when
Srila Prabhupada goes.
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Shyamlal: Vishnujana Maharaja went for a swim in the lake because
there was no water at the temple. Gargamuni told everybody to “jump in
the lake.” In those days you could only get water in the morning and
evening. I was with Gargamuni as his brahmacārī servant. I did a little
sevā for Vishnujana Swami and Tamal Krishna Maharaja. Vishnujana
Maharaja was not only a big sannyāsī but I found him to be a very good
devotee. He had a lot of humility and Vaishnava etiquette. He knew how
to respect Vaishnavas and how to deal with the other Vaishnavas and
fallen souls. I got real encouragement to be a krsna-bhakta by talking to
him.
A kirtan party meets the car on the road in front of Sri Mayapur
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Chandrodaya Mandir. Prabhupada’s car is decorated with flowers and is
followed by three cars packed with sannyāsīs. The convoy comes to a
halt as devotees offer dandavats on the road and surround the vehicles.
Then everybody walks down Bhaktisiddhanta Marg accompanying the
vehicles towards the front gate, which is still under construction.
Srila Prabhupada is always the center of the festival but the best time to
see him is during the morning program. When he returns from his
morning walk the temple is spotlessly clean. No one is allowed inside
the temple after it has been cleaned so nobody will walk on the marble
floor before Prabhupada. Devotees stand outside the gate and shower
him with flowers as he returns from his walk.
Ringing the bell drives the devotees almost mad and everyone dances in
wild abandon. Seeing their spiritual master in this mood is so enlivening
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and so special for everyone. The ring of the bell is like a confirmation
that devotees are right on the mark, performing kirtan in Mayapur.
After this ritual, Prabhupada takes his seat for class. Before giving class,
he thanks Bhavananda for keeping the temple so clean and adds,
“Management means just keep everything clean.”
After the program, an argument ensues among the leaders about the
proper etiquette when the spiritual master goes into ecstatic trance.
“Srila Prabhupada was in ecstasy. Hamsaduta disturbed the mood and
spoiled a special moment.”
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He sounds a little embarrassed.
“No, Prabhupada, but when it does happen, what should we do? Should
we just sit there? Or should we chant japa?”
“Yes, just chant,” is Prabhupada’s reply. “Chant Hare Krishna. Why are
you making it such a big thing? What is to be done? Just chant Hare
Krishna. That is all right.”
Srutakirti: When he said, “I do not do that very often,” it was the most
innocent voice I had ever heard. The gentle grace and humility he
displayed was amazing. He was apologizing for exhibiting the
symptoms of a pure devotee! It appeared that Srila Prabhupada felt
awkward exposing us to his ecstasy. One of the most wonderful things
about His Divine Grace was the way he always made us feel that if we
just followed the process of Krishna consciousness, then we could
advance to the perfectional stage without difficulty.
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Relief (IFR) expands. As money from the west pours into Mayapur, IFR
feeds vast numbers of India’s poor.
It’s not long before Prabhupada increases the program saying that no
one within a ten-mile radius of any ISKCON temple should ever lack
for food. IFR is replaced by ISKCON Food for Life and becomes a
worldwide preaching success.
There are regular darshans in Prabhupada’s room but no more than forty
people can squeeze inside. Those who get in are most fortunate.
Praghosa has a specific reason to go for darshan. He wants to thank
Prabhupada for inviting everyone to Mayapur.
“I just want to take this opportunity to say thank you for bringing us all
here to Mayapur.” Prabhupada sipped a little water and said, “Oh, I have
not brought you. Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and my Guru Maharaja,
they have brought you. Mayapur, and Vrindavan, this is your home.” He
drank some more water, leaned back, and smiled.
“The West, that is for preaching, or for sense gratification. So you come
every year. Take inspiration here in the holy dhāma and then go back to
the west and preach vigorously. Then come back again and take
inspiration.”
Every day Acyutananda Swami takes out a parikramā party, leading the
kirtans and explaining all the holy sites of Mahaprabhu’s early pastimes.
For most individuals this is their first visit to India and they see
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everything as cintāmaṇi. “This is the same dust that Lord Chaitanya
walked on! This is non-different from the spiritual world.” The visiting
devotees are very excited about everything they experience in Mayapur.
Suddha Jiva: Vishnujana Swami was in the boat next to me. He was
singing and chanting all the time they were rowing across the river.
Acyutananda Swami was leading the tour and gave the talk when we
were there.
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Prabhupada attends two of these meetings.
The main topic for discussion today is a legal document, the Oath of
Allegiance, to be signed by all GBC men. Jayatirtha reads the proposed
duties of a GBC man. “To insure that the highest standards, including
spiritual temple worship, sankirtan propaganda, recruitment of new
devotees and life members, financial management and repayment of all
debts are being adhered to.”
“Either they owe BBT money or they owe bank money,” is Jayatirtha’s
answer.
“That is not good. No debts.” Prabhupada is firm. “If any temple wants
to make debt, it must be sanctioned by the GBC committee. Make it
clear. Not that he whimsically, the president, puts the Society into debt,
unless it is sanctioned.”
Tamal Krishna brings up another angle, “When you say debt, do you
mean a loan?”
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suggests that most transactions should be on a cash basis.
Rupanuga looks at Prabhupada and answers, “One year, you said, after
that.” Prabhupada corrects him. “No, within one year. That’s all. If
within one year, one does not come to the standard, then he’s unfit.”
Prabhupada confirms that the recommendation should be made by the
president.
Jayatirtha now moves on to the next topic. “A GBC man has to act as
the designated representative of Srila Prabhupada to settle all
philosophic, procedural disputes which may arise and are not settled at
the temple level. If there’s some quarrel – one man doesn’t like another
man – and the temple president can’t solve it, then the GBC man can
solve it.”
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monthly, to the board of the GBC or to the individual zonal GBC. But
they have that everyone is chanting 16 rounds, everyone is following the
principles, so much money received, so much money deposited in the
bank, and this is the balance. These are general reports. That’s all. The
financial report means what they have collected, and what they have
spent. And the general reporting, ‘Yes, everyone is chanting,’ or ‘He is
not chanting in spite of warning.’ This is very good.”
Jayatirtha continues. “So then the next thing, besides having a zonal
responsibility, a GBC man may have a functional responsibility, like
we’ve already discussed.” Prabhupada provides clarification. “The main
functional responsibility is to go and see that the regular temple work is
going on, the president is doing nicely, to check in this way. You can sit
down in the class and see how things are going on. That’s it!”
Jayatīrtha: That's it. Now, one point we've included that we haven't
really done before is the idea of establishing committees and individual
service...
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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Brahmānanda may...
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Jayatīrtha: So we similarly...
Prabhupāda: That we can change also. For the time being, it is going on.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: They should always... And this spirit should go on amongst
the twelve. Or if I'm in Tehran, and if there is a financial matter...
Atreya Ṛṣi: Yes. The spirit should be that you write me and ask me, and
I will give you all the service that I can. This should come in us.
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Jayatīrtha: For example, one committee that I would propose is in the
United States, since we share so many similar problems and so many
problems overlap...
Prabhupāda: So you... No, the GBC is already there. But that is...
Committee is there, the whole committee. But for any special purpose, if
committee is required...
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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Jayatīrtha: The main point about that is that the GBC, we all meet
together once a year...
Prabhupāda: Yes. And form all, what is to be discussed, what you are
going to do, future. Just like you can discuss the German affairs, and
find out how to defend ourselves. Of course, it is in the hands of the
lawyer. Still, we can suggest...
Jayatīrtha: Take, for another example, there's the ISKCON Food Relief
Program. Now, last year we discussed this, but no one was given any
specific responsibility for it, and nothing really has been... Some money
has been collected, but nothing major has been done. My idea would be
that if there were a committee, say, of two, three men formed who
would conjointly discuss and work on these projects, such as this
ISKCON Food Relief, then more would get done.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: I just want to ask a question. We're in a... This meeting
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right now is concerning ISKCON and the GBC, but are we going to
have some kind of meeting regarding the BBT? Because that's a very
pressing matter also. Is that going to come in in these discussions, or are
we going to have a separate meeting?
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: But you mentioned in Miami... This is the reason I'm
bringing it up. In Miami we mentioned that we would be discussing at
Māyāpur. Something, you know, should be done so that...
Jayatīrtha: In India?
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Haṁsadūta: So does it mean that the BBT should take charge of the Life
Membership program or to see that they're supplied the books?
Haṁsadūta: Yes.
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Haṁsadūta: Book Fund.
Prabhupāda: That is stated in the BBT. That is the main purpose, that
fifty percent must go...
Haṁsadūta: For printing. Fifty percent for printing, fifty percent for
building.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Prabhupāda: The BBT, that, it should be: how the complaints should be
stopped, and if they have no other income, then how things should be
managed. That is... GBC should discuss.
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Prabhupāda: Now, one thing is that sometimes before, Jayatīrtha
suggested that if the ISKCON goes to liquidation, then the BBT also
will be affected.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Legally, you will want. But, in fact, GBC is also
concerned...
Prabhupāda: Now they want to maintain from the GBC income. How
this can be avoided, you consider.
Prabhupāda: Yes. But these are the important problems, that the, here in
India, the members are complaining. Sometimes they are sending
complaining to me. So the first business is how to, how the collection
from the membership is being dispersed, how the money is being
dispersed. Suppose I... He is a member. I take him, 222. Then how the
money is being spent? So you see first of all that...
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: I would like to ask a question. Just like in the... Now,
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this is one point to consider. Now, another point is, which we have put
off until this meeting, especially to be considered in this meeting, is the
moving of the Press. The moving of ISKCON Press. Is that...
Prabhupāda: Yes. I want to see, as the chairman of the BBT, that fifty
percent is spent on printing and fifty percent is for constructing temples.
That's all.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: But in this particular case he's heading it very particularly.
This is something...
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Tamāla Kṛṣṇa: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Because it's very sensitive issue. It doesn't mean separate.
Prabhupāda: So that... First of all manage these things. Then you will, it
will be included in the trustees. First of all show your capacity that you
have managed these things very nicely, these two things. Why there
should be complaint? How you can solve it? And why the temples
should be maintained by collection of the BBT? It is meant for printing
and constructing temples. Why should [we] violate the purpose of the
Trust? So first of all you manage these two things. Then, if you want,
you can come. If the problem remains the same, then what is the use of
increasing heads?
Prabhupāda: Yes.
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Atreya Ṛṣi: Work together and manage nicely, he wants to.
Jayatīrtha: Yes.
Prabhupāda: Eh?
Prabhupāda: Yes.
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Prabhupāda: So this is the first thing, that the GBC maintains here.
Immediately the collection is there—fifty percent goes to the BBT
account, and fifty percent goes to the printer.
Jayatīrtha: ...later on
Prabhupāda: These complaints are not at all good. They have become
very serious. Complaint must be stopped. Why they are...? Now print
cheap edition here and give them books. Sell also.
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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Rūpānuga: They cannot accuse us of cheating them.
Jayatīrtha: The...
Prabhupāda: Eh?
Prabhupāda: So discuss...
Jayatīrtha: I don't know, necessarily, that it's your desire to have them
discussed in your presence or, for example...
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Jayatīrtha: Yes, that's nice.
Jayatīrtha: The agenda that we've created so far is... The first point on
the agenda is how to become Kṛṣṇa conscious.
Jayatīrtha: Yes. You said that that should be our first point.
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Jayatīrtha: By nature water is clear.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Haṁsadūta: Yeah.
Devotees: Jaya.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Just applicable to myself, it's very easy to think that "Now I
am in a position of responsibility. I may be most advanced." But what
your instruction is that I always think that this position of responsibility
requires that I become pure, so I have to be very, very careful. I am not
most advanced. I have to...
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Prabhupāda: Yes.
Prabhupāda: Offenseless.
ceto-darpaṇa-mārjanaṁ bhava-mahā-dāvāgni-nirvāpaṇaṁ
Jayatīrtha: So the agenda for the GBC meeting to decide on... First of
all, Jagadīśa has made one proposal for financing Gurukula, if it has to
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be discussed.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Atreya Ṛṣi: Śrīla Prabhupāda, about this tax, about this money to be
taken from each temple. Gurukula is one of the projects. For example,
there may be another project...
Atreya Ṛṣi: ...that Your Divine Grace and group, when you travel, there
needs to be also... Every temple should contribute to that as well.
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Prabhupāda: And if you can pay, it is all right. If there is deficit, BBT
will pay. You don't bother.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Yes. But in this Gurukula project, Śrīla Prabhupāda, temples
are having difficulty in paying their debts to BBT already. I don't think
they will respond, respond. On one hand, BBT, Ramesvara Prabhu is
recommending that we reduce the cost of books, and on the other hand,
it's being recommended that the tax for Gurukula be collected.
Prabhupāda: It is not a fact that by reducing the price you'll sell more.
Jayatīrtha: No, no. Not reducing the price to the public. Reducing the
cost to the temple, so the temple can make more profit.
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Jayatīrtha: Then that means that BBT is paying.
Atreya Ṛṣi: No, BBT is not paying. You're going to give them a
reduction. Don't give it to them...
Prabhupāda: No, no. This... This is... Contribution is better for you.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Rūpānuga: Does that, does that... What about those temples that don't
have any children there in Gurukula. Because it seems that the problem
is not just that... There are people besides devotees who are not paying...
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detailed, and we have some proposals in writing. We can discuss them
more. Anyway, so one proposal is Gurukula finance. Another proposal
is Brahmānanda's made some proposals about Africa, specifically
manpower to be sent to Africa. Another proposal... another thing is to
discuss the BBT, BBT loans, moving of the Press, several points about
BBT, lowering of the prices, these things...
Prabhupāda: Call [?] Ramesvara. If you be..., all GBC agrees, then you
do that.
Prabhupāda: Now, the Spiritual Sky... I have heard that you are paying
two thousand rupees, er, two thousand dollars, per month to the
accountant, and one thousand dollars to Karandhara.
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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time accountant. That is the average price in America for a first-class
accountant. Otherwise, we have to hire, get Atreya Ṛṣi to come and do
it.
Bhagavān: Well, I have the same thing in France. Spiritual Sky is a legal
business. That means you have to legally employ people. But I employ
the temple people and just take their salary.
Jayatīrtha: No, that's a different thing. Anyway, let me finish the point.
The point is that legal salary has to be paid, and then taxes have to paid
from that. So for example, Karandhara's salary is not really a good
example because he doesn't give fifty percent. But one thousand dollars
is the salary.
Prabhupāda: No.
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Prabhupāda: So you were also taking one thousand?
Jayatīrtha: I was... But that was... But I was... I wasn't taking anything.
But that was...
Prabhupāda: No, the Spiritual Sky was contemplated that our gṛhastha
bhaktas may be employed...
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the temple as donation. They take out minimum subsistence...
Jayatīrtha: Well, his point is... As you know, he made that unauthorized
loan from BBT when he left, for five thousand dollars. And he has to
pay it back at three hundred dollars per month. So after he makes...
Jayatīrtha: When he left last year, he took loan for five thousand dollars,
and he is repaying at three hundred dollars per month. So after taxes, he
gets eight hundred dollars. Three hundred dollars goes to BBT. That's
five hundred. Now, with the balance, he supports his wife and children,
and his wife is giving donations for Deities and so on. So he is not
actually...
Prabhupāda: No, that you discuss whether he is... Otherwise I can give
you a very first-class man, but he won't charge anything.
Prabhupāda: That I'll not disclose. [laughter] You give him simply, his
wife and him, a shelter. He's Indian, I can say.
Jayatīrtha: Oh.
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Prabhupāda: But your management is not worth five thousand dollars?
Prabhupāda: Then why you are giving free service? Anyone, all of my
disciples, they are qualified. Their service is worth more than any
thousands of... Yes. So why you are maintaining Karandhara? All of
them, they are giving free service. But they are all worthy to take salary,
two thousand, three thousand, five thousand...
Atreya Ṛṣi: Karandhara is only, what he's getting is only enough for his
maintenance.
Prabhupāda: No, no. Maintenance... Here, everyone can earn money and
maintain him, but here this expense should be sacrifice. The essential is
service.
Jayatīrtha: It is, no doubt, a fact that Karandhara is not giving his full, is
giving his full life as service. That is a fact. It may be taken...
Haṁsadūta: And then another point in this connection is that when I was
in Los Angeles last time, all the people that worked for Spiritual Sky,
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they were, they were starting to fall away because of Karandhara's
karmic attitude...
Jayatīrtha: That's...
Jayatīrtha: [to Haṁsadūta:] That problem we'll discuss, and I'll discuss it
with you.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Śrīla Prabhupāda, there are also two reports we don't have
here, and we should read those before... One is Karandhara's report, and
one is Gopāla Kṛṣṇa Prabhu's report, who have investigated this.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Hm? Well, yes, that we have not heard yet. So we should
hear and read the...
Jayatīrtha: All right. So that we'll discuss. The other thing we'll discuss
is ISKCON Food Relief. And we'll also discuss the complaints about
books in India.
Atreya Ṛṣi: The pledge. Should I read the pledge? I have written it.
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Haṁsadūta: What about the situation in Germany?
Atreya Ṛṣi: I... The same pledge, that the Indian gentleman has written,
where it says, "Prabhupāda, I, Mr. So and So, karmī name, initiated
name in parenthesis, date of birth, at present residing at, of certain
nationality, do hereby solemnly affirm, declare and state as under as
follows: I state I have been elected or nominated a member of
Governing Body Commission, under the recommendation of my Guru
Mahārāja, His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda,
founder and ācārya of Kṛṣṇa Consciousness Movement..."
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Rūpānuga: Everywhere. Everywhere.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
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Rūpānuga: It's a legal document. This is a legal document.
Madhudviṣa: Daily.
Madhudviṣa: At least.
Prabhupāda: No.
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Atreya Ṛṣi: Not necessary.
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Atreya Ṛṣi: "Or" can mean... All right. "Or through his
commissioners..."[?]
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: "Or through his authorized person or persons, and I shall
obey faithfully all such instructions and directions which shall be, which
shall be binding on me, and that I will uphold the sovereignty and
integrity of my Guru Mahārāja, His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami Prabhupāda, and the managing body commission and, or, any
other body appointed by His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupāda working under the said International Society for Kṛṣṇa
Consciousness. And I shall faithfully discharge the duty upon which I
am about to enter or I have already appointed to that effect." Now this is
an addition. "I further pledge that His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta
Swami is the only source of authority, represented by his instructions
and books, and I shall follow his instructions, I shall follow the
instructions of the books..."
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Madhudviṣa: Only these books.
Atreya Ṛṣi: "Only these books" Rather than "I will not follow any other
book."
Rūpānuga: You mean the part about the books, Śrīla Prabhupāda?
Prabhupāda: Hm?
Haṁsadūta: Yeah, but we've just already read one portion where it says
that we will follow direct instructions of Prabhupāda.
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Atreya Ṛṣi: So then it's not necessary about this "only" sort part of...[?]
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: "I further state that I am holding monies and movable and
immovable..."
Haṁsadūta: Maybe that should just be left out because if we're going to
have some legal document like an umbrella, then that will take care of
all those things.
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Atreya Ṛṣi: Well, that should be in the pledge, in the agenda.
Prabhupāda: No, no, GBC... Does GBC members deal with money?
Atreya Ṛṣi: No, no. As GBC, we do not deal with money. In other
words, if you're dealing with money, it's the temple president.
Prabhupāda: The GBC should see that it is being done properly. Why he
should...?
Rūpānuga: Well, in New York, for example, I just recently signed with
Gopī-jana-vallabha Prabhu the papers on the farm. I signed conjointly
with him on the farm because the officers had to sign, and we just
recently had a thing in New York, ISKCON, Los Angeles, New York.
Prabhupāda: No, no, "sign" another thing. That I have signed, many.
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Prabhupāda: The one thing is that GBC is wandering. If the checks are
to be signed, then where is the GBC?
Prabhupāda: Just like... But the thing is, if the GBC and the president is
the same man, that is not good. That is not good. The president should
be separate. So the president, treasurer and secretary, they will deal
directly, and GBC should inspect book, account, that it is done very
nicely. That's all. You can question, "Why you have done this?" That's
nice. Otherwise, in the..., it will be difficult to manage.
Prabhupāda: Ah!
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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examination, inspection, then there is control of money.
Madhudviṣa: Well, let's say someone gives the temple president some
money, and he puts in an account with his name and the treasurer's
name, and they both conspire and take the money. Then there's no...
Madhudviṣa: But isn't the GBC supposed to be more trusted than the
temple president?
Prabhupāda: Eh?
Bhagavān: The BBT trustees also did it. They took unsanctioned loan
from the BBT.
Prabhupāda: Eh?
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Prabhupāda: That you decide amongst the GBC. [laughter] Best thing is
that don't keep money.
Atreya Ṛṣi: There you have a function of, more or less of a president, as
well as the GBC, in that party.
Prabhupāda: Yes.
Atreya Ṛṣi: Which is... In that case, it has to have GBC approval.
Prabhupāda: So...
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Everyone offers obeisances and the meeting is adjourned. Prabhupada
has cleared up misunderstandings, offered advice, and answered all
questions. It is now abundantly clear that the desire of the Founder-
Acharya is of paramount importance concerning how his ISKCON
society should be managed. The GBC men all sign the Oath of
Allegiance to strictly follow and obey the guidelines that Srila
Prabhupada has set forth at this meeting.
“We are giving up this world. We are preparing ourselves for entering
into the family of Krishna. So why should we be very much anxious to
maintain this family?
“He did not give any, much stress on this varṇāśrama-dharma. But for
regulated life, that is required. And ultimately, it is not required. So it is
not recommended for ordinary persons. But this is also unnecessary.
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which are the beginning of human life, that is also unnecessary. Iha
bahya age kaha ara… bahya means ‘this is superfluous.’ You speak
something higher than this.
“So that is not very easy thing. First of all, we have to live very
regulated life. Sannyāsa life is that regulated life. And then we can enter
into the real life. That is ideal. So anything more?”
The next point on the agenda is about opening new centers. Srila
Prabhupada says, “Shut them. Moving temples.” His wants to place
emphasis on moving temples – like the Radha-Damodara bus program –
over opening permanent centers.
“Moving temple means through bus, going from one place to another.
That is better. From one temple, they go from village to village, town to
town. That will be nice. Chaitanya Mahaprabhu personally did not
establish any temple. He was moving. Is it not? So that’s all right.
“We should be very much cautious to establish a new center. And if one
establishes, he cannot close it. This should be the principle. Don’t
whimsically open a temple and close next day. Don’t do that. If once
established, it must be maintained, at any cost.”
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Regarding the dance troupe, I request you to prepare 7 different dances
(a new one each day) from the Chaitanya Charitamrita for displaying
and performing during the Mayapur festival. Also, I request you to
prepare 7 different dances from the KRSNA Book for performing
during the Vrindavan festival. When you come to India, I shall also give
you some personal direction concerning these dance performances.
There are so many nice stories that can be performed. We can have a
party of about 15 persons who can go all over and perform these dances.
It will be very attractive, if nicely done, and people will be inclined to
buy books and even buy tickets to see such a performance. In this way
all the expenses of going from one place to another will be covered. So,
organize this program nicely and it will be a great success. [Letter to
Gurudas and Prajapati – February 17, 1975]
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We did the program for a few important people who were already on
their way. And Vishnujana Swami, just to show that he was not one of
the people who complained, came and played the drum for us that night.
It was like his statement to show that he was not in that group because
he was definitely a big cultural and art supporter in ISKCON. The other
sannyāsīs were upset with him that he was making a statement.
The first point is that Chaitanya Mahaprabhu was very strict with his
renunciate followers that they should never associate with the opposite
sex, nor should they watch women dancing. Prabhupada makes this
point for the benefit of the sannyāsīs.
His second point is, “This kind of dancing is very welcome all over the
world if we do not misunderstand Krishna. That should be the
precaution. Otherwise it is very good. And our purpose is to introduce
these Krishna pastimes all over the world so that they may take lesson
that they are seeking after happiness; the happiness is with Krishna, not
in the material world. Then you’ll be successful. Thank you very much.”
This year’s festival is more organized than last year because the first
building has been completed. The festival is always a hectic time for
local devotees who are busy all day doing service. But Vishnujana
Swami meets again with Madhusevita and Nitai Chand and embraces
them tightly. He tells them about Radha-Damodara’s preaching in
America and they appreciate how sweetly he deals with them.
Mayapur has a small Gurukula with mostly Bengali children. They are
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learning Gitar Gana, Prabhupada’s Bengali poetry translation of
Bhagavad-gita. One day the teachers bring several boys to recite Gitar
Gana for Prabhupada. Hearing the boys sing the Bengali verses,
Prabhupada’s face lights up with a beautiful smile. He looks very
pleased as he gives each boy a coconut laddu after they finish.
For a while there’s a sound war going on until the other side begins to
respect the devotees’ peace and quiet and the loud music from both
sides diminishes.
“That’s all?”
Tamal Krishna is on the lookout for new recruits to join the party. Last
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year when Vishnujana came to India, Tamal proposed that he forget his
preaching in America and stay in India. Tamal couldn’t understand why
Vishnujana considered this suggestion absurd because he didn’t know
that Radha-Damodara had captured his heart. For the offense of trying
to steal Their servant, Radha-Damodara have now captured Tamal
Krishna’s heart also. The two sannyāsīs are now bound servants of Sri-
Sri Radha-Damodara, and not a day passes in Sri Mayapur without some
service performed on Their behalf.
TKG: They needed sārīs from which Their new outfits for the year
would be sewn. Viṣhṇujana dragged me to Calcutta to help select the
material. Down narrow lanes through teeming bazaars we shopped for
Varanasi silk and brocaded sārīs. Once before, as a gṛhastha, I had made
such a trek and stood by while for hours my wife tried on sārīs, deciding
which she wanted most. Before the ordeal had ended I had resolved to
never again undergo such a terrible experience. And yet here I was
being shown sārīs – yellows, greens, blues, and reds, embroidered and
brocaded. And yet I actually enjoyed it, because it was not to cover
someone’s material body, but rather to adorn the Supreme Lord’s
transcendental form.
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waters, their thoughts drift back to Sri-Sri Radha-Damodara. How nice
it would be to bring Them to India!
“He may be small in stature, but he’s a ferocious book distributor. And a
lovable devotee, too.” Tamal Krishna admires his dedicated preaching
spirit.
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“He’s an expert preacher with a talent for organization. He even
majored in business administration in college. Although he might not be
strong enough to stand in an airport six days a week, we need someone
to coordinate Radha-Damodara’s expansion. “I asked Dhristadyumna to
help with the administration, because I can’t personally look after every
affair. But if Dhristadyumna’s attention continues to be absorbed in
administration, we’ll lose one of our most able preachers! I think
Keshava Bharati is an ideal choice as overall coordinator of the entire
administration of our party.”
Keshava Bharati: Tripurari could see I was on my way out doing full
time book distribution. He didn’t have a developed administration, so he
just thought, Well, they can have KB.
Vishnujana is still not 100% convinced. “Don’t you want to give him a
little test first? Just to see if he’s able to perform?”
The morning after Gaura Purnima day, many devotees leave Mayapur
for the next leg of the transcendental adventure – a program in
Hyderabad that Prabhupada will attend. But Prabhupada is not feeling
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well and there’s a question of whether he will go. Some devotees are not
up for going to Hyderabad with everybody else. They prefer to remain
in Mayapur with Srila Prabhupada. But after a few days, Prabhupada is
feeling better and he decides to meet the devotees in Hyderabad. Then
Balavanta, Amarendra, and Gokularanjana also decide to leave
Mayapur.
We all got out and paid our obeisances. That was a special moment for
me, and I carry that memory of being with him when we were leaving
Mayapur.
The next day I walked around Calcutta with him supposedly for
shopping. But, instead, he took me around to see street performers doing
bhajans, and he was getting ideas. To me he didn’t seem the same. It
seemed like something was bothering him, and he was really sad. From
just the year before I could see something was wrong.
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Eighteenth Wave,
The Ultimate Triumph
Everyone should treat godbrothers as Prabhu and nobody should try to
claim any extra honor on account of an official position. Why he says
his authority overrides yours? Everyone is working under my authority.
Some devotees go out to distribute BTGs while others find a place to set
up the festival program. Sridhar leads the kirtans now that Vishnujana
Maharaja is in India. He has a melodic voice and is the main man on the
bus as far as being brahminical and having a little intelligence.
Gadadhar is in charge and is kind of running things. He’s the temple
commander and takes care of the new bhaktas. Ramacharya and Sridhar
do the pūjā, with Vrikasanga as the cook, the driver, and the sergeant-at-
arms.
Gadadhar: They had entrusted the bus to me. I did some pūjā for Radha-
Damodara. I would also dress Them and bathe Their golden forms in
my mind, mānasa-pūjā. I still envision Their beautiful golden forms and
shining faces. That was one of the highlights of the little Deity worship I
have done. The vans would go out on book distribution, and I always
avoided that, so Vishnujana and Tamal Krishna allowed me to stay
back. There was always a new devotee that needed to be taken care of.
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Gaura Purnima is a big deal for the new recruits. Gopal Acharya is
hanging out with Marino during the day. As they finish the feast in the
evening, Alambana sits down beside them.
“Hey, I have a stash that I got from the pūjārī.” “What is it?”
“It’s the caraṇāmṛta; it’s really powerful stuff, really potent. It’s right
from the Deity’s feet and it’s full of mystical organic stuff.”
Later that evening Gopal Acharya is on the bus listening to Sridhar lead
kirtan for the final ārati, but he is ripped! Feeling embarrassed, he looks
around the bus afraid someone will ask why he is high.
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After erecting the stage first, the brahmacārīs get the sound system
ready. A scrawny hippie with long brown hair approaches the devotees.
He leans over on the stage and starts up a conversation. “What’s
happening here?”
Ignoring Bhakta Eric’s advice, the hippie continues leaning on the stage
and talking nonsense. This is too much for Eric and he comes over and
punches the guy several times really quick, pow, pow, pow. The hippie
gets the message and leaves. Several devotees see this and consider it a
little over the top.
“You can’t talk to anybody with that knife in your hand.” He repeats, “I
wanna talk to Eric.”
Gopal runs back to the bus really fast to get Vrikasanga. “You better
come fast. This hippie’s got a huge knife and he’s looking for Eric.”
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Vrikasanga comes out of the bus wearing his dhoti, a T-shirt, and his
army jacket. He always wears his army jacket. Vrikasanga is short, but
he’s a trained Marine and is really good at karate. He walks barefoot in
the sand right up to the hippie flashing the huge knife. Gopal becomes
concerned for Vrikasanga.
“I’m gonna give you to the count of three, and then I’m gonna have to
kill you.”
Thinking that the hippie is going to stab Vrikasanga, Gopal runs over to
the stage and grabs a mike stand. As he runs back he overhears
Vrikasanga say “…Three.”
It all happens in a few seconds. Vrikasanga first kicks the hippie in the
groin. As the guy bends forward in pain, Vrikasanga pops him in the
face twice, pow, pow, and then takes him down to the ground in a flash
with a headlock. Simultaneously, he takes away the knife with his other
hand and holds it to the side. Gopal was not aware that Vrikasanga is a
martial arts master.
Seeing Gopal rushing forward with the mike stand raised for a hit,
Vrikasanga yells, “Stop, stop. You’re gonna hurt him. Stop.” “Oh, okay.
You alright Brick?”
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it.”
Gopal has never seen a knife so big in his life. His first thought is, O my
God, he’s going to kill Brick.
Gopal Acharya: Vrikasanga was down on the ground holding the hippie.
Suddenly the huge guy lunges down with his free hand. I was holding
the mike stand and I thought, This guy is big, but I’m just going to hit
him as hard as I can. I was getting ready to swing the mike stand and my
mind was spinning around.
Suddenly, this giant man grabs the hippie by his hair and puts the point
of his huge knife on top of his head. “If you mess with the Hare
Krishnas, you’re gonna mess with me. I was really in bad shape and
these guys fed me and took care of me.” Then he just turns around and
walks off down the beach.
In order to relax, Gopal Acharya goes over to where the other devotees
are serving prasādam. A bunch of bikers and all kinds of ratty types are
standing in line with their plates. To Gopal they look real mean with
their biker gear and long straggly hair. “Oh, oh, looks like more
trouble,” he says to himself.
As Gopal serves out the nectar drink, a biker comes up to him, “Hey
man, I saw how your guy took that hippie down. That was great. He was
really good, you know. Is there some way we can join?”
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“Well, yeah” Gopal replies. “You just buy some of our books and start
reading them. Then you come to our temple and you can chant.” They
want to follow what Gopal Acharya says because they all saw how
Vrikasanga took the hippie down. They think that the Krishnas are just
the toughest.
Another biker with his girl friend remarks, “I saw the whole thing. I’ve
never seen a barefoot guy in a dress take someone down holding a
Bowie knife like that. You guys were so cool the way you did that.”
They reply, “Listen, every sannyāsī has sex desire. They just don’t act
on it, you know.” But Yogesh Chandra is adamant and his refusal to
conform doesn’t sit well with Tamal Krishna Goswami.
In India the train station is a hub of activity. When the train stops at
stations along the way, Vishnujana leads many devotees out onto the
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platform for nagara-sankirtan. Some villages have never seen white
people before, what to speak of white Vaishnavas chanting and dancing,
so it attracts a lot of attention.
On the train back to Mathura, many devotees are tired and take the
opportunity to catch up on rest. Two coaches are filled with devotees
only once again, but the Swamis are always the focus of attention.
Taking sannyāsa means that your behavior must be above reproach,
because all eyes are upon you.
Atendriya: Tamal Krishna was chewing him out for some reason.
Vishnujana was so dismayed that he took his chaddar, put it over his
head, and started chanting japa.
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I never heard Vishnujana Maharaja complaining, “Goswami this or
that.” He never said that. Everything was chummy on pilgrimage. That’s
not what fried Vishnujana Swami. It wasn’t that Tamal Krishna got on
his case. Vishnujana worked through that pretty good.
But I just couldn’t take it myself. It was outrageous. So I left and went
off for a week.
“Is everyone being taken care of? Are they getting cows’ milk? They
shouldn’t drink buffalo milk.”
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He insists that Keshava Bharati has to pass this test to prove his fitness
to join the Radha-Damodara party.
There is insufficient facility for all the devotees that have arrived for the
celebration, and many devotees stay in Fogal Ashram a kilometer down
the road from the temple. Again, Prabhupada is concerned for their
comfort. He always accepts whatever Krishna provides, but for his
disciples he endeavors to provide them with comfortable surroundings.
He instructs the leaders, “Be sure the devotees have nice facility. They
should not be uncomfortable.”
Srila Prabhupada is always pleased to see his new Vaishnavas free from
anxiety, happily engaged in devotional service. His loving attention
inspires everyone to do the best they can do, and that means putting
emphasis on rising early to receive the spiritual benefits of the morning
sādhana.
Gokularanjana: One morning, myself and Madhava were the only ones
who made it for our shift so we were alone. Vishnujana Maharaja had
just finished his shift and when he saw that we were alone, he asked,
“Where is everybody else?”
I said, “Well, they’re all still sleeping.” He was obviously tired and was
about to leave, but he saw that we were there by ourselves so he stayed
with us and led the kirtan. There was no harmonium, just khol and
kartāls. Even during the kirtans at Krishna-Balarama, he seemed distant.
I could see it in his face, although I didn’t know what was going on
inside. He had a major impact on my Krishna consciousness.
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Jagamana: I was one of the four original gurukula boys who went to
India. Vishnujana Swami led one of the 24-hour kirtans that I attended.
Everybody had a shift, but Vishnujana Swami’s shift really rocked. It
was optimum. We never missed a Vishnujana kirtan. Vishnujana and
Acyutananda were cool. They were music buddies.
On a morning walk around the temple compound, one person says how
magnificent the temple looks. “Saurabha has done a very good job, Srila
Prabhupada,” he comments. Another adds, “He has worked very hard.
His work is excellent.”
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Krishna’s pastimes. While everybody is out and about, Vishnujana
prefers to be alone to simply soak up the spiritual atmosphere
permeating Vrindavan. His favorite place is on the banks of the
Yamuna.
With so many devotees present, it’s easy for old friends to catch up.
Vishnujana hasn’t seen Baradraja since his trip to Mayapur last year and
is eager to have his association. Baradraja is a renowned artist and
kīrtanīyā who now lives in India. During lunch, Maharaja inquires about
his service in Vrindavan.
Temple was coming along. When I arrived in Jaipur, the sculptor let me
stay at his home along with the twenty-five members of his household –
three generations – all of whom helped with the carving.
“My first look at the Deities was inspiring. The two that were almost
finished were good, and I suggested only a few small changes – a slight
enlargement of the eyes and a change in the cheek structure. I was going
by my personal experience. Indian sculptors have their own tradition,
but much of it has been spoiled by years of catering to modern tastes. I
was trying to stick to the old tradition where the image is considered
beautiful only when it reflects the meditative mood of the sculptor, and
evokes that same mood in the onlooker.
“There are also strict rules about proportion, but they are secondary. A
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small deviation in the rules can remain as long as the Deity has the
proper mood.
“After instructing the sculptor on the few changes I wanted made, I saw
two rough chunks of marble – one white and the other black – that were
to become the Deities of Balarama and Krishna. I was spellbound. The
two brothers were being carved in Their characteristic shapes, and just
for fun the sculptors had put Them together the way They would appear
on the altar with Balarama’s elbow raised up to lean on Krishna’s
shoulder and Krishna’s arms positioned to hold His flute. Enchanted, I
felt I could see right through the white and black marble to the finished
Deities inside.
“About 2:00am on the night the Deities were scheduled to arrive, I was
awakened by a terrific uproar. All the peacocks in Vrindavan seemed to
be trumpeting their piercing cries, producing waves of sound that started
far off and then swept across miles of holy land to the other side of
town, echoing, back and forth. I rose, dressed, and went outside to see
what was going on. Lo and behold, the truck with Krishna and Balarama
had pulled in!
“The workmen who unloaded the truck the next morning were very
nice. All day long, every day, they’d chant Hare Krishna as they
worked. And when some extra service turned up, they’d do it for
nothing, And although their supervisor was a Muslim, he was very
concerned about the Deities. ‘Be careful, be careful! Don’t break
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Krishna!’ he would shout, perspiring heavily.
“The crew of Muslims and Hindus labored side by side, loudly chanting
as they carried Krishna; and whenever they put a box down, they would
cry out in unison, ‘Jaya Krishna Balarama!’ It was fantastic.”
“When the painting was finished, I returned to Bengal for another short
visit and then went back to Jaipur a third and final time to supervise the
carving of the last Deity – Srila Prabhupada. The work should have
taken four days, but it stretched out to a full month. Not only was the
sculptor very temperamental, but on top of that he spoke only Hindi,
which I can’t speak. Although communication was difficult, by
Krishna’s mercy the work turned out nicely.
This is the kind of inside nectar that most devotees don’t have access to,
and Vishnujana Swami thanks Baradraja for his blissful elucidation on
how Krishna can manifest spirit from stone.
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During the three day lead-up to the installation, there are concerts,
dances, plays, guest speakers, and feasts for thousands. The opening
festivities begin April 17, and will culminate with the ancient Vedic
prāṇa-pratiṣṭhā ceremony to install the Deities on April 20. Finally, a
gala procession through the town of Vrindavan featuring elephants and
colorful costumed marching bands will conclude the celebrations.
Sukadeva: Vishnujana Swami was going out during the day with a
kirtan party. Because he was going, so many devotees wanted to go and
I also went. Just over from Loi Bazaar I saw a camel walking down the
street. All of a sudden two humongous bulls started fighting, locking
horns right on the street. They were knocking over all the stalls and it
was like a bar room brawl. All of a sudden, boom, there was no kirtan
party. Everybody was gone.
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“If these Brahmins don’t do the installation ceremony then the locals
won’t accept us as a bona fide temple. Actually we can just chant Hare
Krishna and Krishna will come. The Deities will be installed. But, so
that everybody here in Vrindavan will come to this temple, this is what
we want to do.”
The temple is completely packed with people who are always jostling
one another trying to get a better view. Vishnujana Swami is among the
selected devotees to lead kirtan during the ceremonies prior to the fire
yajña. Prabhupada sits with the Brahmins throughout the yajña and
participates in some of the elaborate rituals. During the abhiṣeka he
pours various exotic substances upon the Deities.
After the Deities are taken to the altar, the kirtan continues on even
more blisssfully. At last, the conch blows three times to signal that the
first ārati in the temple is about to begin. Everybody jockeys for a better
viewing position. This causes a commotion and even some trepidation
for the western devotees.
When the curtains finally open, Srila Prabhupada stands before Krishna-
Balarama ready to offer the ārati. It’s a complete surprise because
nobody has been informed that Prabhupada would be offering ārati. The
devotees are filled with ānanda seeing His Divine Grace offering the
sacraments to Sri-Sri Krishna-Balarama. This is his great moment of
triumph and glory.
Some devotees have tears in their eyes realizing that this is the
fulfillment of Prabhupada’s dream to serve his Guru Maharaja when he
lived as a lone sādhu in
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Vrindavan ten years earlier. Now he has returned and built this
magnificent temple.
As the ārati comes to an end, Prabhupada turns to face the crowd with
an oceanic smile full of joy. He has conquered the earth planet and taken
Krishna consciousness around the world and back! He has accomplished
the impossible mission, the fulfillment of Lord Chaitanya’s prophecy.
Apurva: I was one of the head cooks for the Vrindavan opening.
Prabhupada wanted us to cook an incredible menu and do seven
offerings a day. The lunch offering was 25 preparations. We did a lot of
cooking so it was intense.
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western disciples in the Krishna- Balarama Mandir. Tripurari Swami has
just accepted sannyāsa from Prabhupada and is determined that he and
his men will do the first sandhyā-ārati. He has already made the
arrangements to this service first. Pradyumna is also on the altar to set
up everything because he knows all the Vedic procedures and mantras.
Tripurari and his men, Sura and Vaiseshika, are lined up in the pūjārī
room ready to perform their service. Suddenly a GBC man, Bhagavan
Das, comes in with two other senior men and announces, “Okay, I’m
going to do the ārati.”
Tripurari stands his ground. He replies politely but firmly, “Sorry, but
we were here first.” Although Tripurari Maharaja is a brand new
sannyāsī, he is already a celebrity. Prabhupada had written previously
that Tripurari was “the incarnation of book distribution” and thus “he
was better than any sannyāsī.” As a result, Tripurari is already beyond
celebrity. Moreover, whenever he makes up his mind about something
he is totally dedicated and will never back down.
But Tripurari is firm. “No. You guys are here. We were here first. We
have already arranged it. We’re doing the first ārati.”
Pradyumna is ready to take rest because he has been without sleep for
48 hours, but he offers this sage advice before leaving. “Listen you
guys. You better do a good job because there are pandits from all over
Vrindavan here to watch you do the first ārati. And not only that,
Prabhupada will be here too with the sannyāsīs and GBCs.”
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to let him leave. But Tripurari won’t back down, “Just get out there and
do it.”
The deity room has just been finished and there is a ceiling fan over
Gaura-Nitai’s altar where Sura is standing. That fan has been going full
blast, but nobody could find a switch to turn it off. So now it will be
permanently on for the ārati. This makes lighting the ghee lamps a
tremendous challenge for Sura, who stands before Sri-Sri Gaura-Nitai.
Every time he lights the ghee wicks the fan just goes ‘whoosh’ and
extinguishes the flame in a big puff of smoke.
Sura is still trying to figure out how to light his ghee lamp, as the other
pūjārīs begin their offering. He finally uses his body as a shield from the
fan and gets everything lit. In the meantime the entire audience is
following the lead of Srila Prabhupada as he offers his obeisances in
front of Gaura-Nitai’s altar, then Krishna-Balarama’s altar, and then
Radha-Shyamasundar’s altar where Vaiseshika is standing.
Vaiseshika: There was Srila Prabhupada, all the GBCs and sannyāsīs,
and the devotees, all standing behind me and I was just totally blowing
it. Somebody actually had to come and push me out further, “Stand out
here.” I always thought you were supposed to stand back further. When
I threw the water, I hit Tamal Krishna Goswami right in the face and I
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could see him wiping his glasses off. It went from bad to worse.
I was fumbling through and by the time the others were finishing one
thing, I was just getting it together. All I could think was, Prabhupada is
going to take my brāhmaṇa initiation away. Sura was messing up too,
but nobody was watching him because Prabhupada was down at my
altar. It was like a comedy of errors, and I was mortified.
“Well, don’t worry we all did.” “Yeah, but they were watching me!”
Later that evening in his room, Prabhupada asks Jayatirtha, “Who were
the devotees doing ārati?”
Prabhupada simply tips his head and comments, “Oh. That is all right.”
Paramahamsa Swami leads the kirtan from the temple to the center of
Vrindavan.
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spiritual senses.
Many vrajavāsīs accompany His Divine Grace on the parade route along
with dozens of cows. As he walks at the head of the procession along
with his disciples who carry flags and festoons, Prabhupada is obviously
very pleased. He is beaming along the entire walk through the town of
Vrindavan and everyone relishes basking in the warm, effulgent rays of
his personal presence.
Murti Das: We walked from Raman Reti all the way into Loi Bazar, and
then down to the Rangaji Temple, the big Vishnu temple on the eastern
side of town. It was an amazing parade with several elephants and
bands, the shenai band in the front of the parade and the drum band at
the rear. They were really amazing drummers, with sticks. There was
constant kirtan going on with mṛdaṅga drums and all the devotees
singing. There were special kerosene lamps carried by locals that were
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lit as soon as the sun vanished beyond the horizon.
Someone answers, “These are extra ingredients that were not needed for
the Grand Opening.” Various leaders point to one another to avoid
taking the guilt.
After a long silence Akshayananda Swami tries to ‘break the ice.’ “Srila
Prabhupada?”
“Yes.”
“We all seem to be so foolish and incompetent. How can we help you
push on when you are the only one who can always see everything?”
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you must follow your Guru Maharaja.”
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returning to America.
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great kirtan there.” He didn’t have his own camera, but other devotees
have taken pictures and given them to him.
“Wow, Maharaja, here you are with Srila Prabhupada. Mind if I have
this?”
“No. Go ahead.”
Goswami is very eager to hear the reports from Dhristadyumna and Adi
Keshava for the month he was away. He is overjoyed to hear that for the
combined months of March and April, the Radha-Damodara party has
distributed 137,500 Back to Godhead magazines! This places them first
in the transcendental book distribution competition, ahead of Atlanta
and Chicago, who are second and third.
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cars.
The German yatra is at a low point at this time due to the heavy police
action last December. Book distribution is also at a low point, so it’s
really inspiring to hear and read about the escapades of the Radha-
Damodara party. These accounts help to rekindle the sankirtan spirit in
Germany
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In Brazil, they dream of doing something similar, traveling town to
town in a big bus with Deities, like Radha-Damodara.
Not only the devotees are inspired by the bus program. Srila Prabhupada
also likes this form of preaching and is continually encouraging his men
to expand the program.
When I hear about the Sankirtan buses that are moving all over the
world then I think that we are becoming like a gigantic guerilla warfare
movement fighting with maya. This traveling in buses is the best means
to drive away maya and establish Krishna consciousness all over the
world. After all the whole world is the property of Krishna, but
temporarily it is being illegally occupied by maya’s agents. Flood them
with kirtan and books, this is the best weapon. Increase the number of
buses, that will be your success. [Letter to Bahudak - August 28, 1973]
As there are many devotees, there are many opinions about everything
in ISKCON. Some of the controversial opinions are about management,
and the treatment of individuals. In other words, politics.
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Most of the devotees made by Tamal Krishna were young men who had
been coming to the temples, had no attachments, and were on the verge
of becoming devotees, anyway. So then Radha-Damodara came through
with their program, “Associate with sannyāsīs, remain brahmacārī and
see if it doesn’t help you. We go to college campuses and chant all day,
eat wonderful prasādam, and have festivals.” That was very attractive
compared to living in the brahmacārī ashram and going out in vans for
book distribution. So they quickly expanded to 50-70 men with no
temple overhead, and no gṛhastha overhead.
Ravindra Svarupa: The first time they went around the temples there
were a lot of people sitting on the sidelines on the mental platform
wondering whether or not to move into a temple, and when Radha-
Damodara came they were inspired, and they would go with the bus. So
that’s where Tamal Krishna got his first big group of people to expand
the bus program, from the temples. And so he expanded.
If the guy said, “But my boss will fire me,” they’d say, “What kind of
boss is that? Who would fire you if you were really sick? Do you want
to work for someone like that? C’mon, try it for just 3 or 4 days.” That’s
all they were asking for. Usually they would get so much nectar, that
they would agree to shave up in a week or two.
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sleep beside Radha-Damodara with only a thin chaddar over him. When
Tamal Krishna Goswami joined, Radha-Damodara took on a new
aspect.
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Damodara became very intense, there was no break in the routine, no
letting up.
Sruti Rupa dd: When I was in Vrindavan, when I’d walk, I’d see him
down by the Madan Mohan area where the Jamuna used to flow. He’d
be down there with his harmonium, just having kirtan by himself,
singing Gopinath by himself on the bank of the river. I was with
Abhirama, and because we had an ongoing relationship, we felt
comfortable to sit. But he just carried on chanting. He’d always be off
alone.
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Vilasa trilogy when everything is finally revealed! In grateful service,
Vaiyasaki Das Adhikari… Comments: vaiyasaki@kirtan.org
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Appendix One,
Elevation to Ecstasy
A lecture delivered at the 1974 Ratha-yatra festival in Golden Gate
Park, San Francisco, by His Divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupada Ladies and gentlemen, devotees, and all the sannyāsīs
present, I thank you very much for kindly joining this Ratha-yatra
festival. This festival has been going on in India for more than 2,000
years in the city of Jagannath Puri. The name Jagannath comes from two
words – jagat, which means “the universe,” and natha, which means
“the Lord.” Thus Jagannath means “the Lord of the universe.” The
Ratha-yatra festival and the sankirtan movement, the Hare Krishna
movement, are meant to enable one to realize the Lord of the universe.
From Vedic literature we understand that there are not only one but
innumerable universes. It is said:
koṭiṣv aśeṣa-vasudhādi-vibhūti-bhinnam
Just as the sun is the source of the sunshine, so the Supreme Lord is the
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source of the impersonal effulgence in which all the universes rest.
Srimad-Bhagavatam says, therefore:
brahmeti paramātmeti
[SB 1.2.11]
This verse informs us that the Absolute Truth may be realized from
three angles of vision in three different aspects. One is impersonal
(Brahman), and another is localized (Paramatma), but the ultimate phase
of the Absolute Truth is the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Krishna.
The material world is full of relative truths, but one need not study these
relative truths separately, for in the Vedic literature, in the Upanisads, it
is said, yasmin vijnate sarvam evam vijnatam bhavanti: “If one
understands the Absolute Truth, the relative truths will automatically be
understood.” The material world is full of relative truths, and the
spiritual world is the Absolute Truth.
Age of Fighting
The Absolute Truth is very difficult for us to understand, however,
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because we are living in the age called Kali-yuga, which is an age of
fighting and misunderstanding. Prayenalpayusah sabhya kalav asmin
yuge janah. One of the symptoms of this age is that almost everyone has
a very short life span. We understand from the Vedic literature that in
this age one can live for as many as 100 years. There are four yugas, or
ages—Satya-yuga, Treta-yuga, Dvapara-yuga and Kali-yuga. In the
Satya-yuga, or the yuga of truthfulness, we used to live for 100,000
years. (I say “we used to live” because in fact we are eternal. although
we are changing from one body to the next.)
In the next age, Treta-yuga, the duration of life was reduced to 10,000
years, and in the next, Dvapara yuga, it was reduced to 1,000 years.
Now, in Kali-yuga, our duration of life is limited to only 100 years. But
unfortunately, because we are fallen – because our bodily strength, our
sense of mercy, our memory and our other good qualities have all been
reduced – we do not live for even 100 years. For instance, I am now
about eighty years old, so people think that I have lived very long. But
eighty years is nothing; we should actually live for 100 years. Because
of our sinful life, however, the time is coming when our duration of life
will be reduced so much that if a man lives for twenty or thirty years, he
will be considered a grand old man.
I know that all the American ladies and gentlemen here are educated and
intelligent, and I am very much obliged to the Americans who have
helped me make this movement popular all over the world. When Sri
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Chaitanya Mahaprabhu first introduced the Hare Krishna movement, He
said:
He thus expressed His desire by saying that anyone who has taken birth
as a human being in Bharata-varsa, or India, should understand the
Krishna consciousness movement and spread it all over the world for
the benefit of all humanity.
He also said:
This is a prediction that in all the villages and towns of the entire world,
the Krishna consciousness movement will be known. So with the
cooperation of you young Americans who are kindly helping to spread
this movement, it is now factually becoming well known all over the
world. I recently went to Melbourne, Australia, where we held a similar
festival, in which many thousands of people joined and chanted and
danced with us. Then I went to Chicago, where we held the same
ceremony. Now this morning I have come here, and I am so glad to see
that you are also joining this movement.
Universal Movement
This is a universal movement. Don’t think that it’s something only for
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Indians or Hindus. It is a movement for every living being. Krishna is
the supreme living being, and we are subordinate living beings. Because
we are part and parcel of Krishna, we are qualitatively one with Krishna,
but because of our material association, we have forgotten that our
qualities are in the same category as His. We are qualitatively the same
as Krishna but quantitatively different, just as a drop of ocean water is
equal in its qualities to the entire ocean, although the drop is but an
insignificant portion of the great ocean. We are part and parcel of God,
God is great, and we are small; God is the maintainer, and we are
maintained; God is the predominator, the master, and we are the
predominated servants.
This understanding that God is great and that we are all servants of God
is the essence of self-realization. Self-realization means knowledge of
one’s own identity. The self-realized person must be able to answer the
question, “Who am I?” and since this movement enables one to do so, it
is a movement of self-realization. I am therefore very glad that you are
taking part in it.
So I am glad that in Europe, in America and, indeed, all over the world,
the Krishna consciousness movement is being very well received. A few
days ago, we had a meeting in Melbourne, Australia, in which the
Bishop of Melbourne and many other priests greatly appreciated this
movement. Indeed, they admitted that they can learn a great deal from
it.
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I therefore request you not to consider this movement a sectarian
movement or a cultural import from India, for this is a movement meant
for all humanity. Its purpose is to educate men in such a way that
humanity will be lifted to the brahma-bhuta platform, the platform of
self-realization. Bhagavad-gita says:
brahma-bhūtaḥ prasannātmā
na śocati na kāṅkṣati
[Bg. 18.54]
The meaning of this verse is that if you come to the platform of self-
realization, or brahma-bhuta understanding, you will always be jubilant.
By our constitutional position we are meant to be jubilant, and therefore,
despite frustration due to our contact with matter, we are always
hankering for happiness. We have to get out of contact with matter and
come to the stage of self-realization in order to be always jubilant. If
you become self-realized, you will have no more hankerings and
desires. Instead, you will feel, “Now I have everything and am fully
satisfied.” The Krishna conscious devotees here come from the same
country as you, and formerly they also felt frustrated. Now, however,
they feel complete, and that is why they are chanting and dancing.
Dance of Love
This dancing is not the dancing of dogs; it is a dance of feeling. Those
who are dancing are actually understanding God and feeling their
relationship with God. Therefore, their dancing is not ordinary, it is a
dance of love of God. And it is open to everyone who will simply chant
the mahā-mantra:
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Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare/ Hare Rama,
Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.
You are generally young, whereas I am an old man who may die at any
moment. Therefore I request you to take this movement seriously.
Understand it yourselves and then preach it throughout your country:
People outside America generally follow and imitate what America
does. I am traveling all over the world, and everywhere I see other
countries building skyscrapers and in other ways imitating your country.
Therefore if you kindly become Krishna conscious and chant and dance
in ecstasy, in emotional love of God, the entire world will follow you.
Thus the entire world can become Vaikuntha, a spiritual world in which
there will be no more trouble. Thank you very much!
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Appendix Two,
Conversations from India
How Krishna consciousness has gone from
East to West and back again
In March, 1974, hundreds of devotees worldwide gathered in India for a
pilgrimage to the holy cities of Mayapur and Vrindavan. Jayadvaita Das
had the opportunity, after four years, to again have the association of
His Holiness Tamal Krishna Goswami. The ISKCON temple in
Vrindavan was under construction, and Tamal Krishna Maharaja had a
small grass-and-adobe hut nearby, which he used as a headquarters for
chanting, reading, and executing his various Krishna conscious duties.
Tamal Krishna Goswami: Srila Prabhupada has said that originally, after
he took sannyasa, his program was that he wanted to preach to the
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Indian people; that was his intention. But although the original culture
of India was a culture of God consciousness, the difficulty was that
when Westerners took over India, they introduced their own
materialistic values and impressed upon the Indians that the Indian
spiritual culture was backwards, primitive, inferior. After years of
Western domination, these ideas began to take hold, and the Indian
people began to think that real progress was to be found in
industrialization and Western materialism. Therefore, Srila Prabhupada
found that people were reluctant to again seriously take up the principles
of spiritual life.
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I remember Srila Prabhupada saying that to take birth in India is a very
rare opportunity. It means that one is very high in the spiritual
evolutionary cycle. We understand from the Vedic literature that the
living being is not actually his material body; he is the spiritual soul
within the body. That spiritual soul is eternal, but because of material
desires, he’s taking birth in one body after another, in various species of
life. The body is temporary, and after the death of the body, according to
one’s consciousness, he takes a new body. In this way, the living being
takes body after body, in 8,400,000 species of life, until gradually he
comes to the human form. Then, in that human form, one gets the
opportunity to cultivate spiritual consciousness, or God consciousness,
and the perfection of that God consciousness is to get free from this
cycle of birth and death by becoming a pure devotee of Krishna, God,
and going back home, back to Godhead. But even if one doesn’t achieve
that perfection, if one makes only partial advancement on the path, he
still gets to come back again in another human body and continue from
where he left off.
It would seem, therefore, if we study the past, that to take one’s birth in
India would be an advantage, because India is traditionally a country of
spiritual culture. It is called punya-bhumi, or the land of pious life.
Many great incarnations of God have appeared in India. For example,
this city of Vrindavan is special because Lord Krishna appeared here.
Therefore, even today there are so many temples of Krishna here, the
people chant Krishna’s holy name, and they’re always hearing and
chanting about the activities of Krishna. So if you happen to be born in a
place where you can see the places of Krishna’s pastimes, hear and
chant His holy names or take food that’s been offered to the Lord, that’s
very auspicious. And Lord Chaitanya said, bharata-bhumite haila
manusya-janma yara / janma sarthaka kari’ kara para-upakara: “One
who has taken his birth as a human being in the land of India should
make his life successful and work for the benefit of all other people.”
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Tamal Krishna Goswami: Yes, it’s a very good preaching field. It’s
good because the people are still to some extent Krishna conscious here
in India. Preaching here is not a question of teaching something
completely new; it’s a question of reviving something which is not very
dormant. We say that Krishna consciousness is the dormant God
consciousness within everyone. But here it’s not quite as dormant. It’s
just barely sleeping. You go anywhere and start chanting Hare Krishna,
and right away people join in with the chanting. You don’t have to teach
them these nonsectarian holy names of the Lord, because they already
know how to chant them—Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna
Krishna, Hare Hare / Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare.
Srila Prabhupada gives the example that two plus two equals four both
in elementary arithmetic and in advanced calculus, but with calculus one
has a more detailed understanding. In the same way, other scriptures tell
us that God is great, but through the Vedic scriptures we can understand
how He manifests His greatness because they tell about His name, form,
qualities and pastimes. The Vedic scriptures also give information that
God has an impersonal aspect, just as the sun has its sunshine, and they
tell us that there are many demigods, who are also living beings like us,
subordinate to God, but who control various functions of nature as a
service to the Supreme Lord. So the Vedic literature is advanced and
comprehensive, and therefore one must be pure to understand it.
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The Vedic culture was originally one of purity, in which the central
point was God consciousness. But it has gradually deteriorated because
we’ve now entered an age of quarrel and hypocrisy, called Kali-yuga. In
this age, which began 5,000 years ago and will last roughly 400,000
more, people are short-lived, their memories are short, their good
qualities are diminished, and their minds are generally agitated.
Therefore, people in this age are generally more inclined toward sense
gratification than spiritual life, and so the high standards of the Vedic
culture, even in India, are gradually being forgotten.
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feature of God, and Bhagavad-gita says that it is subordinate to God’s
personal form. The demigods are also servants of God. They may be
more powerful than us, but they are all tiny in relationship with God.
The Vedic scriptures say, nityo nityanam cetanas cetananam: “There is
one supreme eternal living being among all the many eternal living
beings.” There is one Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is known
as Krishna, and everyone else is His servant. That is the original Vedic
principle.
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something so much pleasing to them that all they want to do is say,
“Please come into my home. Please stay with us.” It’s like that. They
cannot express how happy they are. It’s a very wonderful feeling. That’s
a very developed Krishna conscious spirit. And Prabhupada sees that.
An Ecstatic Beginning
So that is the background of the position of India. Prabhupada’s
program for coming to India revolved around a plan to immediately
restore the spiritual balance in Indian culture. In America he had to
present his program slowly at first because when he first came, Krishna
consciousness was a science that no one knew anything about. So he
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started very humbly—”I opened a temple on Second Avenue, and I
chanted in a park”—and gradually he became successful. When he came
back to India, however, the news of his wonderful preaching in America
had preceded him.
Finally, after about two and a half hours of lengthy, tedious lectures,
they gave us the nod, and the first thing we did was start a rip-roaring
kirtan. We danced all around those big sadhus, encouraging them to join
in dancing and singing the holy names of the Lord. But they were too
embarrassed to do so—in fact, most of them walked right off the stage.
And we just took over the whole stage, then we jumped to the ground,
and everyone rose up. We didn’t ask them—they just rose up and started
chanting and dancing. All the guards were trying to control them, but
they pushed the guards away, and the people came in and were dancing
with us in ecstasy.
We had kirtan for about half an hour. Finally we stopped and asked
everyone to sit down. Everyone rushed up to the stage. They didn’t even
want to sit down. Then Prabhupada just said, “I do not want to say
anything. I think that this chanting has said everything I could possibly
say. I am not making any claims to have performed any miracles. I do
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not claim to be God. I am simply the servant of the servant of the
servant of God. I am spreading Lord Chaitanya’s message, and this is
the result.” He gave a very humble talk—about two minutes—but it was
just more than anyone could have said. And immediately it was all over
the front pages. Then he told us to go on the streets for kirtan, and
immediately, again, all over the front pages. Our pictures were featured
in all the leading magazines. It was sensational. We were the first
substantial group of Eastern-influenced Westerners to come to India; no
one had ever done this before.
And that was just the beginning. It was followed by the pandal, the first
pandal program in Bombay, which was just unbelievable. This was a
two-week-long Krishna conscious festival in a huge pandal, or
exhibition tent, in Cross Maiden, the central crossroads of Bombay. It
put us in the forefront of public attention.
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So Prabhupada was trying for some land, and somehow we finally got
this land in Mayapur and began construction. Then again someone gave
us land here in Vrindavan, so we began constructing a temple here also.
Then we got land in Bombay. The land in Mayapur is in the best
location. You’ve seen it now. It’s centrally located on the main road,
between all the temples. The land in Vrindavan is on the main road,
bordering on three different roads, and it’s in the most serene and
respected area of spiritual importance, where all the ashrams are located.
It’s the best location. The land in Bombay is now said to be worth four
times what we paid for it. It’s said that this area will become like the
Miami Beach of India, visited by millions of people, and we have five
acres. In Hyderabad we were donated land directly in the center of the
city, like Times Square and 42nd Street. And at least 1,000 to 2,000
people come to the daily noontime service, without any advertising.
So we have very nicely situated land, and the leading men of India have
enrolled as members of our Society. Prabhupada has always stressed,
“Get to the leaders of India.” And we have. We count among our life
members the leading industrialists, politicians and professionals of
India, about three thousand of them. We’re establishing different places
with guest houses for them to stay in, as well as guest houses for tourists
from abroad.
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Tamal Krishna Goswami: Spiritually! Everyone has now acknowledged
that this is the number-one movement and that Prabhupada is the
number-one guru in the world. The Indian people acknowledge that fact,
clearly. So now that he’s established our movement’s prestige as first
class and has gotten this land, which establishes our structure, he’s
especially working for the benefit of the masses. And the way is by food
distribution. That is the method of approach. Feed a man, give him
Krishna-prasāda and let him engage in the kirtan and ārati. That can
gradually help thousands and thousands of people, not only by relieving
their hunger but by reviving their Krishna consciousness. Because if
anyone comes to our prasāda distribution program, that means he’s
hungry. If he is hungry, that means he can’t listen to philosophy. If his
hunger is not satisfied, he’ll never become Krishna conscious. This is
the point. If we just went around with a program of speaking and kirtan,
they’d come once or twice, but they wouldn’t see its practical value. But
if you give them prasāda daily, with kirtan and speaking, eventually you
can convince them, “Look, this is the most practical way of life. Why
don’t you just live with us completely and work with us?” This is the
program.
Practically speaking, many people in India are hungry. Not only can’t
they afford to purchase the necessary food to feed their families, but
staple foods are no longer available in the larger cities of India. For
example, the major cities Bombay and Calcutta, as well as many other
cities of India, are now passing through. a crisis period, in which there is
no wheat available whatsoever. The basic food, called chapatti, which
goes along with every meal, just as in the West there is bread, is made
from this wheat, but no wheat is available. And when it is available it is
mixed with sawdust. Then, too, the rice being sold is of a terribly
inferior quality. No one even wants to use it. Rice is another basic staple
of the Indian diet. So with such important necessities as rice and wheat
not available, people are literally starving here in India. Therefore we
are organizing on an international basis to bring foodstuffs here to India
that are very plentiful in other countries of the world. We are arranging
for wheat, milk powder and other surplus foodstuffs from America,
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Canada and Australia.
With this in mind, we are now arranging for these foods to be brought to
India. Of course, we do not hope to immediately feed all the hungry
people of India. But in the major cities, such as Calcutta, Bombay and
Delhi, we can immediately begin to feed thousands daily. And this
program can gradually expand to include more and more people as it
proves successful. We have no doubt that when people begin to eat the
purified food we’ll be serving—which is not merely food but what we
call the mercy of God, or prasāda, since it’s being given as an offering
from God—people will begin to appreciate that God is maintaining
them. In effect, we hope that when people’s hunger is alleviated, they
will be able to listen closely and have enough faith in the fact that God
is their only maintainer and protector. The entire Vedic civilization was
based on this God-centered philosophy. So that has to be restored to
India. If it is, then the peopled of India will automatically once again
take to a very natural, happy and prosperous way of life.
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Appendix Three,
You Can’t Eat Nuts And Bolts
Conversations From India (Part II)
Tamal Krishna Goswami describes how materialism has plundered
India’s valuable jewel of Vedic culture.
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thought of God but is simply based upon accelerating and fulfilling
desires for bodily enjoyment. It doesn’t have anything to do with
fulfilling the needs of the real self, the soul within the body. It simply
deals with the body, the gross material body.
The Vedas tell you to work enough to maintain a healthy body and a
healthy life for your family and spend the balance of your time
developing love of God, God consciousness. And the work you do is
honest work, using the things given by God, like the ground, water and
sun. No cheating is involved; it is not a cheating process. You have a
just amount, given to you by God, and you use it properly. God supplies
everything you need.
A Cheating Civilization
Actually, God has provided all our natural resources, but today’s
civilization is taking them from Him without any thought of return.
Hardly even a “thanks.” A materialist simply tries to enjoy the body.
Never mind if the resources will run out; never mind where they came
from—just madly chasing after material prosperity. It’s a cheating,
thieving civilization. And very cumbersome, too. Suppose a man lives
in a twenty-five-room house or builds a twenty-five-story building or a
hundred-story building. What is the need actually? Does he need it to
keep alive? No. It has nothing to do with just maintaining the body. It’s
geared for accelerating and fulfilling bodily desires. It has nothing to do
with the essential needs. But most people deem this to be advancement.
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That is the point. So first of all we have to understand what
advancement is. According to Krishna consciousness, advancement
means simple living and high thinking.
Jayadvaita Das: But India now, it seems, doesn’t ever have the simple
necessities.
Tamal Krishna Goswami: Yes, that’s true. But in India now we don’t
find the ideal Vedic culture. When we did fine it, two or three hundred
years ago, it was ideal. You wouldn’t have found people starving to
death. But what happened was this—the first picture the West gets of
India comes through the eyes of the British. The British see India, and
they see a Vedic culture, which is very simple and, in their terminology,
barbaric, backwards, because from the materialistic standpoint anyone
who lives in a mud hut with a grass roof is backwards. If he can’t read
English—of course he may read Sanskrit, but if he can’t read English
he’s illiterate. The Indian people were reading Sanskrit, many of them,
but not English. “Oh, he’s illiterate.” In the same way, one may know
Bhagavad- gita, but if he doesn’t know the Bible he’s irreligious.
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bolts, you know.
Railway Robbery
Jayadvaita Das: The British built the railroads.
Tamal Krishna Goswami: The British built the railroads to link up all
the big cities so that people would no longer live in villages. The British
induced the villagers to come to the cities to work in the factories. Then
they took all the goods and all of India’s wealth to Britain. Gandhi’s
movement was to stop this. What did Gandhi say? Village industry. Go
back to the village; begin the small, industries. Decentralize,
dematerialize, de-industrialize. He had the intelligence to see that this
was required. But unfortunately by the time so- called independence
came, the people were already materialized to a great extent; enough
people had become so polluted that they could no longer go back.
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impoverished.” You see? But the Vedic villager lives simply and
honestly, and with the better part of his time he cultivates spiritual
knowledge. He has real wealth: knowledge of the self, of God, and his
relationship with God.
The fact is, however, that the city life and the city consciousness are
beginning to infiltrate the villages, so that now most of the young men
have left the villages.
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poverty we see here is not present in a Vedic culture; it’s a consequence
of our modern materialistic culture.
Jayadvaita Das: All right. Because the traditional Indian culture has
been contaminated by Western culture, it doesn’t work. So suppose we
introduce Krishna consciousness and the mass of Indian people, the
intelligentsia of Indian people, take to it. Then what do they do
practically?
guna-karma-vibhagasah
“I have created these four varnas according to the qualities and work of
different people.” Krishna, God, says, “I have created these divisions.”
And what are they? The brahmanas are the intelligent men—are there
not intelligent men all over the world? Ksatriya means the protective
class. The brahmana teaches and the ksatriya protects. Is there not a
class of administrators who protect? Vaisya means a farmer, a protector
of cows or a trader. Aren’t there people everywhere who normally do
that? And sudra means one who simply does menial work, assisting the
other classes. So in any country in the world, not just in India but
everywhere, you’ll find these four varnas, or occupational divisions.
Automatically they are there.
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therefore the purpose of the varṇāśrama system is to define the duties of
each division, so that everyone will have his own work to do and
everyone can work cooperatively in a peaceful and progressive society.
Without these four divisions, there’s no question of a civilized society.
There are so many societies—human society, animal society, plant
society and so on. But only the human society is considered civilized.
Why? Because a human being can regulate his life to achieve a higher
purpose. The so-called caste system is therefore meant to regulate
human society in such a way that everyone can be prosperous and at the
same time God conscious. So what is the question of destroying these
divisions? You cannot destroy them; it’s not possible to destroy them.
They represent natural divisions of labor, divisions of work. So the first
point is that if we’re going to restore the culture of the Vedas, if we’re
going to restore prosperity to India, we have to clearly define divisions
of human society and establish them properly.
Natural Divisions
What is the greatest attack upon the caste system? Its critics say that it
holds a man back. It unfairly gives preference to one community above
another. Now, anyone who says this has not understood the actual
varṇāśrama system. In its modern, polluted, materialistic form, the caste
system holds people down, but the actual system of the Vedas is not like
that. According to the actual Vedic system, the different duties required
within any community or society must be given to persons who are
naturally meant to perform them. For example, in your body there’s a
head, there are arms, there’s a belly, and there are legs. It’s not that
there’s only a head, only legs or only arms. All are needed for a healthy
body. Similarly, in a healthy social body, there are those meant to teach,
those qualified to provide protection and administration, those inclined
toward agriculture and those needed to help the others. All are given
equal respect as being necessary for a healthy social body. So, similarly,
all have an equal right to develop love of God. Everyone is respected on
the worldly plane as being required for a well-rounded society, and
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everyone is respected on the spiritual platform as a servant of God.
Panditah sama-darsinah: a learned person sees with equal vision a
brahmana, an elephant, a cow, a dog and a dog-eater One who has Vedic
vision sees spiritually, so he sees all living entities as equals. Therefore
in the Vedic varṇāśrama system all living entities were given an equal
opportunity to develop Krishna consciousness. One caste was never
superior to another. In the eyes of God, everyone is equal, so in the eyes
of a Vedic man also, everyone is equal.
We have to restore the caste system on the Vedic basis. For instance, we
must train qualified teachers. Instead, society now has teachers who are
not at all qualified. Teaching means giving knowledge. And what is
knowledge? One should know spirit, matter and the creator of both.
That is real knowledge. Knowledge should not simply deal with
materialistic subjects. To have complete knowledge means to also know
about spiritual subjects, especially about God, who has created
everything. So where is the qualified man? The teachers who are now
teaching have no knowledge of God. And where is the institution where
knowledge of God is available? The universities offer, courses in every
field of material research, but we hardly find even one course in the
science of God or the science of the soul. In fact, because of separation
of church and state, you’re not allowed to teach about God.
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From the Vedas we learn, isavasyam idam sarvam yat kinca jagatyam
jagat: everything within the universe is controlled and owned by the
Lord. Why? Aham sarvasya prabhavo mattah sarvam pravartate:
because He is the source of all planets and because everything is
emanating from Him. As the creator of everything, from huge planets to
minute atomic particles, God has natural proprietary rights. We are only
secondary proprietors because we’ve gotten everything from Him on a
loan basis. Since He is the real master, whatever we have should be used
in His service. Everything should center around service to God.
Everyone is a servant of God, and if the master is satisfied, all the
servants will automatically become satisfied because the master gives
full protection and maintenance to his faithful servants. That is what the
brahmana teaches. And the ksatriya gives directions to practically
implement that understanding. “All right, let the farmers go out and
bring home the produce. Let it be offered to God and then be distributed
equally to all. Let the brahmanas be maintained for their teachings. They
shouldn’t have to take up any other employment. Let them simply teach
and be given enough to maintain themselves. And the sudras, who are
helping all the other communities—let them also get enough; give them
a fair share of what they farm. See that everyone has proper living
standards, see that everyone is instructed properly, see that everyone is
protected from attack, and see that Krishna is always being served.”
That is the business of the ksatriya. And what is the business of the
vaisya? He should see that the animals are protected, the fields are being
worked and the land is productive. Krishna has created the earth and
given it to man—”Here is a gift; take care of it.” Since it is actually
God’s land, it should be used as He intended. That is the business of a
vaisya—to take care of Krishna’s earth and produce from it. Krishna’s
giving is complete, om purnam adah purnam idam. It can provide
enough to maintain everything if it’s dealt with properly. That is the
business of a vaisya—to use the land properly. And the sudra’s
business? To serve all the others. And for that service, because the
sudras are so faithful, they are maintained completely by the other three
orders. If a sudra does menial service for a brahmana, the brahmana
takes care of him. If he’s employed by a vaisya, the vaisya will take care
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of him. The sudra is like a child. You simply take care of him nicely.
There is nothing wrong with this: everyone becomes happy. So this is
our program. This is an ideal community.
Tamal Krishna Goswami: These castes are not fixed according to birth.
A man can be born in a sudra caste and be elevated to the highest
position of a brahmana. It’s according to his ability. If he’s qualified,
there’s no stopping him. It’s not something fixed; it’s according to the
nature of a person and the work he’s doing. Suppose your father is a
judge on the Supreme Court, does that make you also a Supreme Court
justice? No, of course not. You have to be properly qualified. It’s not a
question of heredity. The caste system simply means a system of
division of labor.
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In previous ages other methods were recommended. Each age has
different conditions, both in the people and in the environment, and,
accordingly, an appropriate method for achieving the truth is
recommended. In this age the sankirtan- yajña, the chanting of the Hare
Krishna mantra, is perfect. All the divisions of society may cooperate to
perform it successfully. Sankirtan means chanting God’s name
congregationally for the well-being of the nation and the well-being of
all the citizens. And yajña means sacrifice—everyone must sacrifice.
The vaisyas should bring abundant amounts of grains, fruits, vegetables
and milk products from the fields. The ksatriyas should pass laws
encouraging all the citizens to take part in the sacrifice. And they should
see that each person offers his services fully, according to his
occupation. The sudras may assist in every way possible. And the
brahmanas should lead everyone in chanting the holy names—Hare
Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare / Hare Rama, Hare
Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare. The Vedic scriptures confirm this:
By worship of the Lord, who is the source of all beings and who is all-
pervading, man can, in the performance of his own duty, attain
perfection. [Bg. 18.46]
Let everyone perfect life’s mission and go back home, back to Godhead.
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Table of Contents
Dedication 10
Acknowledgements 11
Foreword 15
Introduction 20
Preface 29
Prologue 37
First Wave, 42
Broadway Bound 42
Vrindavan, October 15, 1972 42
Boston, October 1972 47
New York, October 1972 49
Philadelphia, October 27, 1972 56
Atlanta, November 1972 61
Govardhana Puja 1972 63
Vrindavan, November 1972 64
Atlanta, November 1972 66
Dallas, November 1972 75
New Orleans, November 1972 78
Bombay, December 1972 80
Miami, December 1972 81
Los Angeles, December 1972 94
Second Wave, 98
South of the Border 98
Florida, January 1973 98
Gainesville, Florida, January 1973 105
Philadelphia, February 1973 117
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New Orleans, Louisiana, February 1973 120
Houston, Texas, March 1973 127
Mexico, March 1973 129
Austin, Texas, March 1973 139
Dallas, March 1973 141
St Louis, March 27 1973 145
Third Wave, 156
The Kidnapping of Ramacharya 156
Mayapur, March 1973 156
New York, April 5, 1973 159
Boston, April 13, 1973 168
Philadelphia, April 1973 173
Pittsburgh, April 1973 181
Detroit, April 1973 187
Chicago, April 1973 190
Denver, April 1973 196
Los Angeles, May 1973 198
Laguna Beach, May 1973 206
Fourth Wave, 218
High School Confidential 218
San Francisco, May 1973 218
Portland, Oregon, May 1973 233
Seattle, May 1973 260
Vancouver, Canada, May 1973 264
Denver, May 29, 1973 270
New Vrindavan, June 1973 271
Fifth Wave, 273
Bikers and Brahmanas 273
New Vrindavan, April 1973 273
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Louisville, Kentucky, May 1973 276
New Vrindavan, June 1973 280
Philadelphia, June 1973 312
San Francisco, June 1973 317
Rathayatra, July 1973 324
Sixth Wave, 341
The Mayor’s Race 341
Summer 1973 341
Chicago, August 1973 344
Detroit, August 1973 348
New York, August 1973 351
State Fairs, 1973 352
New Vrindavan, Janmastami 1973 363
Atlanta, Georgia, September 1973 368
Atlanta, October 1973 383
Nashville, Tennessee, October 1973 386
Dallas, Texas, October 1973 390
Seventh Wave, 395
The Blazing Inferno 395
Los Angeles, October 1973 395
Houston, Texas, November 1973 408
Phoenix, Arizona, November 1973 412
New Mexico, November 10, 1973 415
Houston, Texas, November 12, 1973 428
Dallas, Texas, November 1973 431
New Vrindavan, November, 1973 433
New Jersey, December 1973 448
Los Angeles, December 1973 451
Eighth Wave, 462
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Big River 462
Pasadena, California, January 1974 462
Bombay, India, January 1974 466
Miami, January 1974 471
New Delhi, India, January 1974 474
Jaipur, India, January 1974 482
New Delhi, India, January 1974 485
Allahabad, India, January 1974 486
Patna, February 1974 495
Mayapur, February 1974 511
Vrindavan, India, March 1974 521
Bombay, India, March 1974 522
Ninth Wave, 526
Back in the USA 526
New York, March 1974 526
Miami, Florida, March 1974 529
Key West, Florida, March 1974 536
Atlanta, Georgia, April 1974 541
Boone, North Carolina, April 1974 545
New York, April 1974 554
Bombay, India, April 1974 555
San Francisco, California, April 1974 561
Seattle, Washington, May 1974 568
New York, May 1974 571
Vancouver, Canada, May 1974 573
Chicago, May 1974 585
San Francisco, May 1974 586
Dallas, Texas, May 1974 589
Tenth Wave, 591
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A Garland of Jivas 591
Los Angeles, June 1974 591
San Francisco, June 1974 602
San Francisco, July 6, 1974 641
San Francisco, July 7, 1974 646
Eleventh Wave, 663
No Grand Opening 663
San Francisco, July 1974 663
Minot, North Dakota, July 1974 671
ISKCON Chicago, July 1974 681
Ann Arbor, Michigan, August 1974 690
Vrindavan, India, August 1974 704
San Francisco, August 1974 707
Jagannath Puri, Orissa, August 1974 708
New Vrindavan, August 1974 717
Vrindavan, India, August 1974 731
New Vrindavan, August 1974 733
Twelfth Wave, 736
Steps and Missteps 736
Boston, August 13, 1974 736
Vrindavan, August 13, 1974 738
Boston, August 16, 1974 742
Philadelphia, August 1974 758
Philadelphia, September 1974 769
Washington, DC September 1974 780
Thirteenth Wave, 802
On the Wings of a Prayer 802
Virginia Beach, October 1974 802
Denver, Colorado, October 1974 809
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Berkeley, California, October 1974 812
Los Angeles, October 1974 828
San Diego, November 1974 834
Los Angeles, November 1974 847
Govardhana Puja, 1974 852
Fourteenth Wave, 861
Escapade on Esplanade 861
Arizona, November 1974 861
Texas, November 1974 868
New Orleans, November 1974 873
Bombay, India, December 1974 881
Gainesville, Florida, December 1974 884
Miami, Florida, December 1974 895
Miami, Florida, December 1974 913
Sidney, Australia, February 1973 920
Melbourne, Australia, December 1974 922
New York, December 1974 924
Fifteenth Wave, 930
Faults and Faultfinders 930
Fort Lauderdale, Florida, January 1975 930
Brooklyn, New York, January 1975 937
Fort Lauderdale, Florida, January 1975 939
Key West, Florida, January 1975 949
Fort Lauderdale, January 1975 955
Gainesville, Florida, February 1975 963
Chicago, February 1975 983
Sixteenth Wave, 990
1975 World Tour 990
Honolulu, Hawaii, February 1975 990
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Mexico City, Mexico, February 11, 1975 998
Caracas, Venezuela, February 19, 1975 1006
Atlanta, Georgia, February 1975 1009
Miami, Florida, February 25, 1975 1014
Houston, Texas, February 1975 1021
Atlanta, Georgia, February 27, 1975 1024
Atlanta, Georgia, February 28, 1975 1025
Atlanta, Georgia, March 1, 1975 1034
Atlanta, March 2, 1975 1039
Dallas, Texas, February 1975 1055
Seventeeth Wave, 1058
The GBC Meeting 1058
ISKCON Dallas, March 3, 1975 1058
Austin, Texas, March 5, 1975 1069
Phoenix, Arizona, March 1975 1074
Los Angeles, March 1975 1078
Calcutta, India, March 1975 1087
Sridhama Mayapur, March, 1975 1089
Mayapur, March 27, 1975 1094
Mayapur, March 31, 1975 1131
Mayapur, April, 1975 1132
Eighteenth Wave, 1140
The Ultimate Triumph 1140
Los Angeles, March 1975 1140
San Diego, April 1975 1141
Hyderabad, India, April 11, 1975 1145
Vrindavan, April 15, 1975 1147
Krishna-Balarama Mandir, April 20, 1975 1153
Los Angeles, May 1975 1162
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Appendix One, 1170
Elevation to Ecstasy 1170
Age of Fighting 1171
Universal Movement 1173
Dance of Love 1175
Appendix Two, 1177
Conversations from India 1177
How Krishna consciousness has gone from East to West and
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back again
Land of Pious Life 1178
Purity in the Midst of Confusion 1180
A Sensation Within the Heart 1182
An Ecstatic Beginning 1183
The Leaders of India 1185
A Practical Program for Basic Needs 1186
Prosperity Through God Consciousness 1188
Appendix Three, 1189
You Can’t Eat Nuts And Bolts 1189
Conversations From India (Part II) 1189
A Cheating Civilization 1190
Railway Robbery 1192
The Lure of City Life 1193
Natural Divisions 1195
The Brains of Society 1196
Beyond the Barriers of Birth 1198
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