james

bedford, ma United States

Research Analyst

Government / Military

How can one have, by nature, a joyous heart and simultaneously be deeply unhappy about the condition. That is, the condition of having to live a human life that they didn't ask for, with a lifespan too short, and brain too small, to understand the nature of existence? At least to my own self, I'm a complete fucking paradox, both miserable and enjoying the ride. What a fucking joke....