Trauma Bonding
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'If your relationship is so bad, why don't you just leave them?'
'If you were in such an abusive relationship, why did you stay with them for so long?'
'If you knew you were in a relationship with such a toxic person, why didn't you ask people for help?'
If you've ever been asked these questions, aside from being ignorant and hurtful, you'll know it's beyond frustrating. The answer to the above questions, whilst it's complex and often confusing, can be given with two words: trauma bonded.
If you find you're in a relationship that you know is so toxic that it's crushing your very being, but you can't bring yourself to leave, you may be in the clutches of a tight trauma bond. If you're constantly feeling on edge, forever working to appease your spouse to little avail and like you're constantly being chipped away at with their abusive behavior, then I can understand how emotionally shattering it feels to live this way. If in the same breath, it breaks your heart to even consider leaving them because you can't imagine life without them, then I can understand that feeling too; because I was trauma bonded to my abusive ex.
From my own personal experience and from the experiences other survivors have opened up to me about, this book will cover the following:
- What trauma bonding really is
- The 7 stages that lead to you becoming trauma bonded
- The parallels that Stockholm syndrome has with trauma bonding
- The 5 stages you go through when you come to accept you're trauma bonded
- The cognitive dissonance a trauma bond can cause
- Breaking free from the traumatic bond
This book will also include my own experiences and I'll draw upon those to help you really understand trauma bonding, and let you know that you're not alone in being shackled by this emotionally crippling bond. More importantly, this book will help you understand that the invisible chain that tethers you to your abuser can be broken.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Beautiful explained, thank you for your honesty and openness :)
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Excellent book to understand WHY you stay in your abuse and how to get out.
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Trauma Bonding - Lauren Kozlowski
The Trauma Bond Test
In order to understand if this is the right book for you, I’d like to begin with a trauma bond ‘test’. This will help you work out if you’re in an abusive relationship and are trapped in a toxic trauma bond, or if you’re still trauma bonded to an ex-spouse. Answer the following questions honestly, taking the time to think about the truth of your situation before you answer them.
You may be in the undeniably tight grasp of a suffocating trauma bond if you exhibit the following behaviors or thoughts:
You know that your partner or ex is abusive and purposely manipulative, but you can’t seem to be able to let go of them. You give a lot of thought and rumination to the many incidents of abuse you’ve endured, you engage in bouts of self-blame, and the abuser is the negotiator of your self-esteem and self-worth. Despite the pain and hurt they make you feel, letting go isn’t something you feel capable of.
You often walk on eggshells in an attempt to try to appease or please your abuser. Despite the fact that they give you very little in return (apart from perhaps a few crumbs of affection), you find tiptoeing around them is something you have to do in order to keep the peace in your search for ‘normality’.
You feel like you’re addicted to them. You seek out their validation and approval, and you feel like you need this from them, as it acts as a source of comfort for you. Their approval is a shelter of comfort, particularly after incidents of abuse. This indicates a strong psychological attachment to the abuser.
You find that you defend your abuser no matter what they do, and keep their wicked, hurtful side a secret from others. You might have been in a tough situation where you’ve refused to press charges against your abuser, or you’ve defended them against those who tried to tell you that they’re toxic. In all likelihood, you perhaps even present your relationship as a happy, loving one to your peers and family, attempting to minimize their abusive tendencies. You may also find that you exaggerate any positive behaviors they offer out occasionally, in an attempt to show your abuser in a favorable light.
Should you attempt to leave the abuser, you find that you always give in to the abuser’s fake remorse, their pitiful crocodile tears, and their promises to change in the future. Despite the pattern of abuse and its toxic cycle being clearly evident, you grasp onto the misplaced hope that things can get better.
You may have developed some self-sabotaging behaviors and could engage in some form of self-harm to dissociate yourself from the pain of the abuse. You may also find that you’re prone to engaging in other self-sabotaging behaviors, such as heavy drinking or taking drugs; this is often to mask the profound sense of shame caused by the abuse.
You are fully prepared to lower your standards for this cruel, toxic person, accepting what you previously thought of as unacceptable or a deal breaker. This happens time after time, and you may find that as the abuse continues, you accept more horrific and damaging abuse each time.
You change your behavior and personality in an attempt to meet the abuser’s ever-moving goalposts, despite the fact that the abuser rarely (if ever) changes their behavior to please you.
Did some of these resonate with you? Did you read these and find that you could apply them to your own situation, or that some of my descriptions run parallel to your circumstances? If the answer is yes to any of these, then it’s likely you’re in the tightly wound grip of an abusive relationship, bound to your abuser by a toxic trauma bond.
It can be hard to accept the notion that you’re in an abusive relationship, let alone accept the idea that you’re traumatically bonded to this person; for a lengthy period of my life, I shunned the idea I was trauma bonded. Instead, I chose to believe I was pursuing the chance of happiness that I had with my abuser (although I didn’t refer to him as my ‘abuser’ at the time). I believed I was fighting for a true, genuine love, and that obtaining happiness wasn’t easy or everyone would have it. Enduring tough times with my abuser was just testing my commitment to this person, I thought.
Looking back on myself then, I can see I was merely making excuses as to why I was staying in such a toxic,