No Pardon For Me
No Pardon For Me
No Pardon For Me
I'm sentenced.
Sentenced to life in this dank cell of misery.
I can see the key-
it hangs there,
just out my finger's reach,
dangling there in a mock of freedom.
I wept, I cried so hard. But this tears cant bring back my sister to life. My
being brought here by my conscience. I want to ask forgiveness. But can
she still hear? O heart, forgive me for what I have done, please bring peace
to mind.
Dry leaves were crushed down below. As if to freshen my memories that her
life perished because of my selfishness.
She was my only sister. Since our childhood, I always believed that I was the
favorite of our dad. One night, while I was facing all about to the mirror, with
my micro mini, I puffed powder, when I saw Luisas face, reflecting in the
mirror. "You cant get out tonight, Lucille." I heard a threatening tone from
her. I turned to her, but I cant resist at her sharp stare at me. "And who
says so, my dear sister?" "We are to celebrate Mommas death anniversary,
you know that dont you?" In a relaxed and condescending voice, I replied
"well I dont care. Im going out to party tonight!"
Then I heard a knock on the door. I shouted "Help Papa!" for I knew that it
was he. I pulled my hair, I tore my dress away as I was attacked by a squad
of monstrous creatures. When the door opened the site Papa saw was that
Luisa was holding my neck who was trying to make a rescue. But I cried so
hard that made Papa grew to the height of anger. He threw Luisa to the
corner, where the head of my poor sister was hit at the edge of the chair.
I slowly rejoiced for I have made a successful revenge. But when she lifted, I
saw a different sparkle in her tearful eyes. "Ha ha ha ha ha!" O my, Luisa,
she went out of her mind. I was not able to move, as well as Papa. Both of
us were motionless. And before we returned to our senses, Luisa ran to the
door and proceeded to the open gate of our house. We followed her calling
out her name. "Luisa!" "Sister!" "Luisa" "Sister" "Luisa the Truck!" "Dont
cross the road, Luisa, the truck dont Dont DONT!"
The next sight I saw was that Luisa was thrown five meters away from the
truck. I ran to her and embraced her. Blood was all over her face. In a low
but distinct voice she murmured, that made my heart break so much. She
said, "Lucille, please be a good girl. I love you. Please be a good girl coz
Papa loves you very much."
"Luisa? Luisa? Sister sister!!!" From that moment I cried so hard for killing
my only sister, who loved and cared for me, even at the last moment of her
life.
Now can you blame me, for asking God to forgive me? Forgive me dear God,
Forgive me!