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The Whole Singing Ocean
The Whole Singing Ocean
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The Whole Singing Ocean is a poetic narrative that circles around the central story of a boy and a whale, and the 2013 investigation into the École en bateau, a French countercultural “boat school,” or school at sea, which was based not only on the ideals of the sixties, but also on twisted ideas about child psychology, the theories of Foucault and an abolition of the separation between adults and children.

The narrative begins with a boat builder and his encounter with a whale when he was a student of the École en bateau himself, and moves on to explore threads of philosophy, memory and various kinds of destruction, fragmentation and wholeness. The text weaves in several voices and threads of rapture and horror, as it explores adventure, childhood, abuse and environmental degradation.

This work becomes a self-conscious documentation of the boat builder’s story as it unfolds, and as the narrator learns more of what happened and uncovers echoes from her own life and family history. Her discoveries cause the narrative to take some unexpected, and at times resisted, turns. Themes of memory and trauma, reliability and unreliability, binaries and magic, and the question of how to hold two very different things at once, are at the heart of this book.

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Release dateOct 17, 2020
ISBN9780889713796
The Whole Singing Ocean
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Jessica Moore

Jessica Moore is an author and literary translator. Her first book, Everything, now (Brick Books, 2012), is a love letter to the dead and a conversation with her translation of Turkana Boy (Talonbooks, 2012) by Jean-François Beauchemin, for which she won a PEN Translation Prize. Mend the Living, her translation of the novel by Maylis de Kerangal, was nominated for the 2016 Man Booker International and won the UK’s Wellcome Prize in 2017. Moore’s most recent book, The Whole Singing Ocean (Nightwood, 2020), blends the genres of long poem, investigative journalism, and family history. She lives in Toronto.

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    The Whole Singing Ocean - Jessica Moore

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    The Whole Singing Ocean

    Nightwood Editions | 2020

    Copyright © Jessica Moore, 2020

    all rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted, in any form or by any means, without prior permission of the publisher or, in the case of photocopying or other reprographic copying, a licence from Access Copyright, the Canadian Copyright Licensing Agency,

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    Cover design: Angela Yen

    Typography: Carleton Wilson

    Cover Image: Original linocut by Jessica Moore

    Government of Canada wordmark Canada Council for the Arts logo Supported by the Province of British Columbia through the British Columbia Arts Council

    Nightwood Editions acknowledges the support of the Canada Council for the Arts, the Government of Canada, and the Province of British Columbia through the BC Arts Council.

    This book has been produced on 100% post-consumer recycled, ancient-forest-free paper, processed chlorine-free and printed with vegetable-based dyes.

    Printed and bound in Canada.

    Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

    Title: The whole singing ocean / by Jessica Moore.

    Names: Moore, Jessica, 1978- author.

    Description: A story in poetic fragments.

    Identifiers: Canadiana (print) 20200213792 | Canadiana (ebook) 20200213806 | ISBN 9780889713789 (softcover) | ISBN 9780889713796 (ebook)

    Classification: LCC PS8626.O5939 W56 2020 | DDC C811/.6—dc23

    for my mother, Angela Moore

    & for the boat builder

    Contents

    The whale 11

    Warning shot across the bow 26

    Lines go blurry 45

    L’École en bateau (The Boat School)  55

    Can you keep a secret? 56

    Foucault, or silence the surest fetters 68

    Flotsam & jetsam 76

    The beginning—no, further back 87

    In his own words 91

    The language of transgression 97

    Groundswell 103

    The shores of the world 107

    I have a room in the dark 116

    Other voices 134

    The key that never fits any lock 138

    Un séjour de rupture 146

    The organ on the porch 154

    Neither of us hungered 158

    The whole singing ocean 160

    Notes 186

    Acknowledgements 190

    About the Author 192

    But the one thing we dread

    o keep clear of his eye

    – Coast of Peru, folk song

    What haunts you wants a form that is like none other

    – Phil Hall

    The whale

    The dreams began when I was still a child

    always from shore always racing to see them

    leaping dark joy in waves

    hurled through with light


    so when the boat builder invited me onto his boat

    and told me his story

    I listened


    We were lying side by side in the hull

    The sea was calm but stirred

    bubbles sounding along the wood

    like the whir in a vast aquarium

    and there we were, specks

    inside

    Long before

    building his own boat

    he’d apprenticed aboard

    a marine biology vessel

    Being the youngest

    he was chosen to be towed behind

    diving mask on

    eye out for them

    If he saw one, he was to tug the rope as a signal


    And me—

    many nights I dreamed

    Awe was in every dream & sometimes

    it was the kind that makes the hackles rise up

    & sometimes it was the kind that opens wings


    This day he’d been trawling along thinking of music, jazz

    the near impossibility of true improvisation, real randomness

    because how can you trick yourself into playing something new?

    Patterns pull us, patterns form us

    form our slow sleeping states

    our waking ones too

    unless we keep

    wildly alert

    on the lookout—


    That summer I’d thrown myself

    to the lions of another adventure


    Curled facing each other I confess I’d wished on the ferry crossing

    to spot one—seeing a whale was a fathomless want

    the kind you carry

    in childhood

    Once in Newfoundland I’d boarded

    the whale-watching boat and then—

    nothing—

    only the dismal puffins on their shit-covered rock

    Fog so thick

    I could have choked

    I burst into sobs inside the car

    slammed my hands against the dash


    His hands and mine between us

    though we have both been inside

    a greater love, a greater grief

    Still it’s comfort

    In the presence of something far more vast than ourselves


    ANOTHER BOAT BUILDER EH yeah this one’s a real charmer, musician and all, never stops talking DID HE OFFER TO BUY YOU LUNCH no nothing like that we simply struck a chord or rather two chords side by side ON THE ORGAN yeah the one on the porch WOULD’VE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE MOSS-COVERED BY NOW ’cause of all the rain YES the blackberries were threatening to cover the high E but we never got that far anyway decided to have a Bloody Mary at the bar BAR FULL O’ BOAT BUILDERS there are a lot of them in these parts WHAT ABOUT YOU GOT YOUR SEA LEGS funny you should say that we were just talking about it the other night AND it’s not so much sea legs as sea ears COME AGAIN throws my inner ear equilibrium right off

    I still said I’d sleep over on his boat


    There is a lot we carry with us

    into the hulls of ships


    And I remember a thousand times

    believing the dark was good

    descending to meet it like trees to their roots

    and I remember a thousand times

    believing that it was not

    Sometimes night is the surest thing there is


    After the whale-watching boat

    I took the coastal road

    down the peninsula, following a hunch

    parked the car past a narrow causeway

    When I’d been walking the mist-pinned beach

    no longer than twenty minutes, the fog lifted

    revealing the fins of them, tens of them

    just metres offshore

    So close I could hear it:

    the breath of whales


    And on this day (he tells me) he did see one

    a mother humpback

    looming up from the depths beneath

    He reached for the rope overhead

    and here is

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