If one purges the Judaism of the Prophets and
Christianity as Jesus Christ taught it of all
subsequent additions, especially those of the
priests, one is left with a teaching which is capable
of curing all the social ills of humanity. Einstein,
Albert. The World as I See It
...what all mystical [authentic] schools have in
common is that they have the same purpose. They
are built on the basis that we can understand what
is divine and we can approach and realize the
mystical union. Oscar Ichazo. The Challenge to
Change
Let's face it, these hidden laws [of mysticism] are
hidden, but they are only hidden by [your] own
ignorance. And the word mystical is just being
arrived at through people's ignorance. There's
nothing mystical about it, only that you're ignorant
of what that entails―George Harrison. Living in
the Material World
2
R o c ke t
S c i e n t i st s ’
Guide
to
Authentic
S p i ri tual i t y
Mi ke S os t er i c
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Table of Contents
Preface..........................................................................6
Part One: We Need Standards.....................................12
Spiritual Expectations............................................17
Outcome Measures................................................22
It is Risky..............................................................26
Nomenclature Confusion.......................................28
Anti-standards.......................................................36
Summary...............................................................43
Part Two: What is Authentic Spirituality?...................46
Connection Experiences........................................49
Connection Outcomes...........................................52
Healing..................................................................57
Awakening.............................................................65
Activation..............................................................77
External Resistance.............................................89
Internal Resistance..............................................99
Ascension............................................................109
Summary.............................................................121
Part Three: Seven Pillars of Authentic Spirituality. . .126
Corrupted Connection Frameworks.....................131
Uneducated, Biased and Mentally Ill Gurus........147
1. Accessible, Open, and Inclusive......................161
2. Grounded and Embodied.................................169
3. Responsible and Non-Judgmental....................178
4. Empowering....................................................185
5. Fruitful.............................................................192
6. Logical and Consistent....................................197
7. Empirical and Verifiable..................................206
Summary.............................................................211
Conclusion................................................................213
About the Author......................................................217
References................................................................218
Preface
This book is a book on authentic spirituality. This
book attempts to distinguish authentic spirituality from
inauthentic spirituality. This book is, further, an attempt to
develop
standards,
guidelines,
strategies,
and
the
necessary foundations upon which we may a) decide what
spiritual systems and practices count as authentic and
which do not, b) research and study human spirituality,
and c) build (or perhaps rebuild) authentic spiritual
systems.
Obviously, the book starts from the premise that
there is something real and authentic in human spiritual
belief and practice—otherwise, why even bother with this
exercise. I describe what that “real thing” is in this book
and elsewhere, but it can be stated simply enough at the
outset.
Real
spirituality,
authentic
spirituality,
is
1
spirituality that connects. As used on the LP, Connection
is a technical term, even a neurological term, 2 used to
identify the nature of authentic spiritual experience.
When we connect, we connect our physical unit,3 and in
1
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Connection.
2
Mike Sosteric, “The Science of Ascension: The Healing Power of
Connection” (2016).
3
The term “physical unit” is the term I use to refer to the physical
body. The physical unit is your physical body, including your
6
particular our brain and bodily ego,4 to an ocean of higher
Consciousness, a “nonlocal mind” as physician Dossey
suggests,5 an “Old One” of vast intelligence, as Einstein
said, or, as I prefer, a Fabric of Consciousness.6 This
Fabric of Consciousness exists independently of the
physical
unit
(the
physical
body),
and
indeed
independently of the physical universe. It is as simple as
that. Authentic spirituality is spirituality that helps us
connect to a Fabric of Consciousness that exists
independently of physical existence. Connecting to this
nonlocal ocean-like Fabric of Consciousness is the seed
of authentic spirituality and the core of the human
“mystical” experience of connection.7 This book teaches
brain/mind, or that part of your consciousness that emerges because
of the neurology of the physical unit. It sounds antiseptic perhaps,
but for me, it properly emphasizes the fact that your physical unit is
like an automotive unit (i.e. a car). The physical unit is a thing, a
vehicle, that your Consciousness enters into. For more see
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Physical_Unit.
4
The bodily ego is your body’s ego, which is the ego associated with
your physical brain. Neurologically, it is the Default Mode Network of
the human brain. See Mike Sosteric, “The Science of Ascension: A
Neurologically Grounded Theory of Mystical/Spiritual Experience”
(2017).
5
Larry Dossey, “Nonlocal Mind: A (Fairly) Brief History of the Term,”
Explore: The Journal of Science and Healing 11, no. 2 (2015): 89–101,
http://dx.doi.org/10.1016/j.explore.2014.12.001.
6
For more, see BOLIGHT
7
Mike Sosteric, “Everybody Has a Connection Experience:
Prevalence, Confusions, Interference, and Redefinition,” Spirituality
7
us to distinguish between those spiritual systems and
practices that help us connect to the Fabric and are
therefore authentic, and those that do not.
This book is intended for a general audience and for
a scientific and science student audience as well. This
book is aimed at a) those whose spirituality is recently
piqued, b) those who are dissatisfied with what traditional
religions and spirituality can offer, and who are thus
looking for something new, and c) those with an interest
in developing logical, grounded, and scientific standards
and research programs for assessing/developing spiritual
systems. This book aims to expand understanding, elevate
discourse, and raise the bar about what counts as adequate
spiritual dialogue. Hopefully, after completing this book,
the reader will feel better prepared to engage in
intelligent,
sensible,
critical,
and
open
spiritual
discussions.
Ultimately, the goal of this book is to provide
concepts and ideas that help put us, individually and
collectively, on a solid spiritual and scientific footing.
The goal is to remove blind faith and spiritual authority
(i.e., listening to gurus 8 and priests) from the equation, to
Studies 4, no. 2 (2018), https://www.spirituality-studies.org/dpvolume4-issue2-fall2018/files/assets/common/downloads/files/4-2sosteric.pdf.
8
The word “guru” is the Sanskrit word for teacher.
8
put aside scientific prejudice, and to make authentic
human spirituality the subject of open personal and
rigorous scientific inquiry. Overall, I hope to accomplish
this goal by showing, in an accessible way, that
spirituality is a real thing, a powerful thing, and
something we, as humans and as scientists, really do not
know
that
much
about,
despite
our
sometimes
pretensions. Given the rapidly deteriorating state of the
world, and given some of the hopeful pearls discovered in
our two-decade exploration into healing and authentic
human spirituality, embracing the reality of human
spirituality, and wrapping our personal and scientific
heads around it by engaging in open inquiry, courageous
exploration, and rigorous scientific analysis, is the only
thing that is going to save this planet. Religious
traditions are not helping much (if they ever did, really),
and science by itself has failed as well. 9 In fact, if
anything, our current science, which is empty of human
spirituality, but innovating technologically and medically
at staggering and exponential rates, is pushing us faster
towards the abyss.10 If we want to halt the inevitable
9
David Ray Griffin, “Introduction: The Reenchantment of Science,” in
The Reenchantment of Science, ed. David Ray Griffin (New York: State
University of New York, 1988), 1–46.
10
Mike Sosteric, “The Red Pill or the Blue Pill: Endless Consumption
or
Sustainable
Future?,”
The
Conversation,
2019,
https://theconversation.com/the-red-pill-or-the-blue-pill-endless-
9
plunge off the precipice, the only thing left for us to do is
to put science and spirituality back together again into
some kind of authentic, human whole. We have to do it
now and we have to do it fast. Why? Because science and
spirituality united is the recipe for global salvation.
Failure to immediately unite them will lead to the
realization of our impending doom.
A bit overly dramatic? Maybe a couple of years ago;
but now, with one million species on the verge of
extinction, and human health and long-term survival at
stake,11 only an ignorant or blind (blind in the sense of
ignorant beliefs or naivete) person could deny the entire
world is in a dire straight. Old ways will lead to mass
human suffering and eventual human extinction. Nothing
we have done in the past will save us. We need a radical
global shift and we need it right now. This shift starts, in
our humble view, when, as mothers, fathers, children,
teachers, workers, rulers, scientists, etc., we all embrace
authentic spirituality and start practising authentic
spiritual connection. Only by doing that will we be able
to heal, awaken, activate, ascend, and transform ourselves
consumption-or-sustainable-future-110473.
11
GrrlScientist, “UN Report: 1 Million Animal And Plant Species At
Risk Of Extinction,” Forbes, accessed May 18, 2019,
https://www.forbes.com/sites/grrlscientist/2019/05/09/un-report-1million-animal-and-plant-species-at-risk-of-extinction/.
10
and the planet as fast as we need to, and as safely and
surely as possible.
Mike Sosteric
August 18, 2021
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Part One:
We Need Standards
Greetings and welcome to this Rocket Scientists’
Guide to Authentic Spirituality. In this book, we are going
to define authentic spirituality and examine the difference
between authentic spiritualities, which are spiritualities
grounded
in
psychological
and
emotional
truths,
workable techniques of connection,12 and the physical
and spiritual realities of the cosmos, and those that are
not.
Before we get to that, however, and if you will allow
me, we would like to ask you, the reader, a simple
question and that question is, “Have you ever driven over
a bridge?” Have you ever pointed your car at some steel
and concrete megalith and used that megalith to get you
from point A to point B over some dangerous canyon,
chasm, or sea? If so, or even if not, have you ever stopped
12
Words in bold usually indicate LP terminology which you need to
know if you are going to understand the text. The convention is to
put the word in bold the first time you encounter it in a specific book,
to draw your attention to it, but to leave it in regular font thereafter.
Usually, the first time you encounter a term, it is defined in the text
or footnote, and a link to the SpiritWiki definition is provided.
Sometimes, if the concept is considered “basic at this level,” a simple
link to the SpiritWiki definition is provided, like this.
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Connection.
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to consider the engineering, labour, time, and expense
that goes into the design and construction of something as
wondrous, astounding, and complex like a bridge?
If you have considered this, or even if you have not,
you will not be surprised to learn that there are literally
millions of hours of direct labour and indirect labour
involved in the construction of bridges. The direct labour
is obvious. The engineers who design the bridge and
calculate material tolerances, the suppliers who supply
the materials, and the workers who sometimes risk their
lives to get it built, are all examples of direct labour.
Of course, there is more to building a bridge than
direct labour; there is also indirect labour. The amount of
direct labour involved in bridge building is dwarfed by
the amount of indirect labour involved. The engineers
who built the bridge, for example, had to go to school to
learn their profession. Consider the time and energy that
went not only into getting an education but also into
building the university and its buildings where the
professors teach and the students learn. Consider the
millions of hours of research effort, course construction,
and teaching time that goes into the learning. Consider all
the hours put in by all the people involved and you will
see that the indirect contribution to the bridge that keeps
you safe is far larger than the direct contribution. In fact,
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it is incalculable; and this is only to consider the labour
and support that goes into making an engineer! When you
consider the direct and indirect labour involved in
supplying the materials and machinery, in distribution and
delivery of said materials, and in training and supporting
the workers and engineers who put it all together, sure
you will agree that building a bridge is a truly marvellous
and
mind-boggling
tapestry
of
modern
human
achievement.
Yay, teamwork!
But you know, as marvellous as all that is, it does not
even come close to the marvel that, despite all the
millions of hours of direct and indirect labour that goes
into the construction of the modern bridge, we still
manage to get it right most of the time. This is an
amazing achievement, especially when you consider all
the opportunity for error that exists in all those millions of
hours of direct and indirect labour. Total disaster lies
within an easy slip of the wrist, a misplaced decimal
point, a weak beam, or a faulty bolt. Despite all this
opportunity for error, however, we still get it right most of
the time. From conception to design, from design to
manufacture, from manufacture to construction, we (and
by “we” we mean the people involved in all aspects of
bridge building) manage to create a bridge that not only
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gets the job done, but that we can all trust will remain
safe and secure for a very long time. This is a miraculous
achievement. To bring all that expertise together and
build something as wonderful as a safe bridge is a truly
spectacular accomplishment, and one that we do not stop
and appreciate nearly enough. We take it for granted, but
we should not. It is an amazing achievement; we should
honour that achievement whenever we can.
Of course, once we do stop and appreciate the
achievement, questions are immediately raised, and one
of the most important questions is, how the heck is
something as complicated and grand as a bridge
accomplished? How do we pull all that diverse labour and
expertise together to create a safe bridge? If you ask me,
it all comes down to expectation. We, and by “we” we
mean the people who use the bridges, have an expectation
that the people who teach the engineers and train the
workers, and the people who build the bridges and make
them safe, know what they are doing and take their job
seriously enough to get everything absolutely right. We
expect them to do it, and they do.
It is true, is it not? We the people who drive our cars
over the bridges do not take a casual attitude toward the
safety of our bridges because when our lives are involved,
there is no margin for error. We do not say, “Build that
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bridge and we’ll pray that it works.” We say, “Build that
bridge and make it safe,” period. Furthermore, if someone
does not build a safe bridge, if an engineer builds a bridge
and it collapses, we do not take it lying down. We
research, investigate, and we figure out why. We hold
ourselves accountable and we do everything in our power
to make sure it does not happen again. We get better over
time, and the bridges we build do as well. It is a
magnificent manifestation of human potential and a
testament to the power of expectation. From kindergarten
to the most advanced PhD degrees, from working in the
garden to building bridges that millions pass over, all of
our marvellous modern success comes down to our
increasingly high expectations.
This is a good thing. It makes sense to have high
expectations, especially when it comes to the lives of our
children and families. When it comes to our lives, we
would neither expect nor allow a careless attitude of
“anything-goes.” We do not say, “Just build the bridge
however you want, and we will pray it works out in the
end.” When it comes to building bridges, we demand the
truth and nothing but, and nothing else will do. When it
comes
to
bridges,
we
demand
the
engineers,
administrators, and construction workers get it right all
the time. In this, we have no tolerance for error. When it
16
comes to building bridges (and indeed, when it comes to
many other areas of our lives), we know how to lay
expectations and we know how to see these expectations
through to successful manifestation. There is no
profound, esoteric, or Earth-shattering wisdom here. We
do not fret about it; we do not moralize about it; we lay
down expectations and we get the job done.
Spiritual Expectations
Unfortunately, although we have no problem
assigning standards and expectations to our engineers and
bridge builders, we do not seem to have the same high
expectations for our priests, spiritual gurus, and religious
institutions.
Look
around
you.
Certain
religious
institutions continue to exist despite the fact that they
breed paedophilic predators!13 Look at the people who
don the Mantle of Spiritual Authority.14 Look at those
13
Mike Sosteric, “A River of Power Runs Through Us,” Culturally
Modified, 2019, https://culturallymodified.org/.
14
When I say that someone is donning the Mantle of Spiritual
Authority, I am saying that this person is presuming to speak with
knowledge and authority on spiritual topics. I am donning the mantle
of spiritual authority when I write this book because I am presuming
that I know enough about human spirituality that I can talk with
authority about it.
Donning the mantle of spiritual authority is what your typical priest
does when he puts on his colourful robes before Sunday mass. He is
putting on a symbol that signals to his congregation that he is the
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who claim to know God, Spirit, and Consciousness. What
do you see? When I look, I see some authentic purveyors
of truth and connection, but I also see a hodgepodge of
more or less confused, more or less authentic, more or
less deceptive, and more or less predatorial, priests,
prophets (or is that profits?),
gurus, ideologues,
existential depressives, spiritual children, creeps, snakeoil salesmen, and ego junkies who have no problem
saying just about anything they want, no matter how
outrageous it may be, just to get your attention, adoration,
and money.
expert and that they should listen to him. Similarly, telling people you
are channelling the “Great White Brotherhood,” assuming some
spiritual sounding name (like Das Ram), telling the world you are the
reincarnation of Edgar Cayce, telling people you are an “old soul,”
creating a website with a lot of religious symbols, sitting in a lotus
position and prognosticating about consciousness, etc., are all things
you can do to tell the world you are a spiritual authority. When you
do these things, you are donning the mantle of spiritual authority.
You should understand, “donning the mantle” does not necessarily
mean you deserve it. Anybody can change their name to something
mystical sounding, alter the sound of their voice, modify their use of
language, and claim to channel the Pleiadian collective, or whatever.
They may be valid and authentic, but then again, they may not.
Always remember, having a single spiritual experience or two, and
immediately donning the mantle of spiritual authority, does not
automatically make them real and authentic. If you are going to be a
wise consumer of spiritual information, whenever you see someone
“don the mantle,” be on your guard. Do not allow yourself to be led
astray or bamboozled. Do not be shy. Be discerning. Be critical. Ask
the tough questions.
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If you ask me, it is bloody ridiculous.
From the bizarre and inflated ego of Osho, with his
misuse of Connection Supplements,15 specifically
nitrous oxide,16 and his ostentatious and egoic display of
96 fancy Rolls Royce vehicles,17 to the prognostication of
priests who frighten young children with horrendous
statements of hell and damnation, 18 to the bamboozlement
15
A Connection Supplement is a dietary supplement (like Cannabis,
Psilocybin, Peyote) or substance (like DMT, LSD, Ketamine, MDMA,
etc.) that forces a stronger Connection to Consciousness. Scholars
have recognized the “spiritual” importance of connection
supplements (most often referred to as “entheogens”) for years. J.
Harold Ellens, Seeking the Sacred with Psychoactive Substances: Chemical
Paths to Spirituality and to God (California: Praeger, 2014); R. E. Mogar,
“Current Status and Future Trends in Psychedelic (LSD) Research,”
Journal of Humanistic Psychology 2 (1965): 147–66; Robert E. Mogar and
Charles Savage, “Personality Change Associated with Psychedelic
(LSD) Therapy: A Preliminary Report,” Psychotherapy: Theory,
Research
&
Practice
1,
no.
4
(1964):
154–62,
https://doi.org/10.1037/h0088594..
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Connection_Suppleme
nt.
16
Hugh Milne, Bhagwan: The God That Failed (St Martin’s Press, 2015),
https://amzn.to/2I5MglH.
17
Chapman Way and Maclain Way, Wild Wild Country, Documentary
(Netflix, 2018), https://www.netflix.com/ca/title/80145240.
18
As regards the Catholic Church, it boggles the mind that despite
revelation after revelation that suggests that the cloistered,
hierarchical, and secretive structures of organized Catholic religion
provide the perfect breeding grounds for greed, paedophilia, and
abuse, that the churches of this Earth still stand. What exactly is
going through the minds of people, I wonder, when they hear the
latest allegations, yet still drive to their church and hand over their
dollars to an institution that rapes children and then covers it up. It
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of ancient “secrets” that are little more than elite forms of
propaganda,19 to remarkable academic frauds like the one
allegedly perpetrated by PhD anthropologist Carlos
Castenada,20 to schizophrenic and subtly racist talk of
shape-shifting lizards amongst us, 21 they talk and we
listen, without much expectation or discernment at all. We
let these people, these “spiritual authorities,” say (and
often do) just about anything they want. Qualifications
are apparently quite low; a single mystical experience or
two seems to be all that is required, 22 and suddenly you
are on Oprah, asked to speak at a TED Talk, or discussing
the “power of now.” Curiously, we do not seem to think it
matters who teaches us these things, and even if we do try
to hold our spiritual authorities to higher standards and
is going to be a joyful day when the right to exist is taken from all
those institutions that support, in one way or another, the
oppression, exploitation, rape, and abuse of life.
19
Mike Sosteric, “From Zoroaster to Star Wars, Jesus to Marx: The
Science and Technology of Mass Human Behaviour,” 2018,
https://www.academia.edu/34504691; Mike Sosteric, “A Sociology of
Tarot,” Canadian Journal of Sociology 39, no. 3 (2014),
https://www.academia.edu/25055505/.
20
Robert Marshall, “The Dark Legacy of Carlos Castaneda,” Salon,
April 12, 2007, https://www.salon.com/2007/04/12/castaneda/.
21
Alex Abad-Santos, “Lizard People: The Greatest Political Conspiracy
Ever
Created,”
Vox,
November
5,
2014,
https://www.vox.com/2014/11/5/7158371/lizard-people-conspiracytheory-explainer.
22
And sometimes, not even that!
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expectations, we do not seem to have any globally
acceptable criteria by which we can assess the truth,
value, safety, or even professionalism of their spiritual
statements.
The irony is deep. We say, “Build us a bridge,” and
we demand the best. But we let just about anybody,
regardless of education, training, background, and mental
health tell us nonsense when it comes to religion and
spirituality! When it comes to religion and spirituality, we
lack even basic standards and expectations, and that is a
bad
thing
because
building
a
bridge
to
pure
23
Consciousness, G-d, Allah, Brahman, nonlocal Mind, 24
the Fabric of Consciousness,25 or whatever you want to
call it is, if you ask me, much more important than
building a bridge across water. Therefore, when it comes
to building spiritual bridges, connection bridges if you
like, our expectations should be just as high, preferably
even higher.
When it comes to not having high expectations for
our spiritual bridges, and for sometimes being gullible
and easily led astray, we would not want to cast diffuse
blame. When it comes to building spiritual bridges, the
23
Robert K. S. Forman, Mysticism, Mind, Consciousness (Albany: State
University of New York, 1999), https://amzn.to/2I3Kyl6.
24
25
Dossey, “Nonlocal Mind: A (Fairly) Brief History of the Term.”
BOL
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primary problem is not that we cannot have, nor is it that
we do not want, high expectations. Who does not want to
answer all the big questions? Who does not want to
connect with the “higher” realities of this cosmos? Who
does not want to self-actualize their full human and
spiritual potential and connect with their authentic Self?
Who does not want a safe and effective spiritual bridge?
The answer is, nobody. The problem is not that we do not
want or cannot have high expectations. The problem is
we do not know what appropriate expectations might look
like.
Outcome Measures
Our lack of expectations is a problem, but we can
easily change that because coming up with appropriate
spiritual expectations is not that hard, once you put your
mind to it. It is something we do all the time. When it
comes to a physical bridge over an expanse of water, we
know exactly what to expect. We know what the bridge is
supposed to do (i.e., get us safely across some chasm) and
we can easily tag a successful outcome. (i.e., to cross the
bridge safely). When it comes to building a bridge over
water, we might say that we have clearly specified
outcome measures26 that tell us exactly what to expect.
26
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Outcome_Measure
22
We can define outcome measures simply as tests of
success that we all agree on.
Outcome measures are easy to wrap your head
around. We can all agree that if a bridge gets us safely
from point A to point B, the outcome is successful. Thus,
we can all agree that an important outcome measure for
built bridges is safe passage. We can also agree that in
addition to a bridge not collapsing, a bridge should be
aesthetically pleasing. It should look pretty and add to its
surrounding environment. A bridge should not exist as a
blight on the landscape. A pleasing aesthetic is thus an
outcome measure for building bridges.
You can apply outcome measures to any human
endeavour from sex to baking. If the sex was good and
both partners had a powerful orgasm, then you have a
successful outcome. If the chocolate cake you baked is
yummy and everybody gobbles it up, then you have a
successful outcome. There is no rocket science to coming
up with outcome measures. Whatever you feel, whatever
we feel, is important becomes an outcome measure. Do
you care if your cake looks good? Then that is an
outcome measure. Do you think it is important for bridges
not to fall down in an earthquake? Then that is an
outcome measure. Outcome measures are whatever you
(whatever we) decide to define as a criteria of success.
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Understand,
outcome measures are important.
Without outcome measures, we cannot have expectations
and without expectations, we cannot have safe bridges, or
anything nice really. Having outcome measures for a
specific human endeavour allows us to have high
expectations. Having high expectations, in turn, drives us
to create professional and sophisticated products, like safe
bridges, or authentic spiritualities.
I suppose this all seems sensible enough. We all
know what outcome measures are (even if we have never
named them as such), and we all embrace these measures
as signs of quality work. Nobody would argue that we
should not look to strong bridge foundations or yummy
cake as appropriate outcome measures. It should be the
same for religion and human spirituality. As a species,
when it comes to human spirituality and connection, we
should be able to say we have high spiritual standards,
high expectations, and meaningful outcome measures.
Unfortunately, we cannot say that. When it comes to
religion and spiritual teachings, we do not embrace
outcome measures and high standards with the same
openness and clarity as we do the outcome measures of
bridge building. Who amongst you can specify with
certainty and confidence what a successful spiritual
experience is? Who can show measures of good religion
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versus bad religion? The truth is, when it comes to our
religions and spiritualities, we do not have outcome
measures at all. It is really an anything-goes affair.
When it comes to spirituality, no matter who we are,
we have a rather uninformed, uncritical attitude. We
either accept everything on faith, or reject everything on
science. Either we believe, in which case we tend not to
think too critically about our spiritual choices, or we do
not believe, in which case we reject without much
thought. Scholars also, for the most part, refuse to
develop outcomes measures and assess issues pertaining
to spirituality. Even those who do take a serious and
rigorous interest in human spirituality tend to remain
spiritually agnostic. On this planet, no scholar or scientist
says, “This is a good religion” or “This is a bad religion.”
On this planet, no scholar says, “This religion meets
expectations” or “This religion does not.” On this planet,
no scholar sets out expectations or outcome measures
when it comes to religion and spirituality, 27 though it
27
Well, that is not quite true. Some people do say and some people do
expect. Some people do say, “Believe this, do not believe that”, but
their statements usually come with threats like “you’ll burn in hell if
you do not” or “God will not love you.” Threats that scare people are,
however, not the same as having outcome measures. These people
are not thinking and analyzing. They are not being critical and aware.
They are not saying, “Believe this but do not believe that because of
these good reasons.” They are saying “Believe this or else!” People
who do this have expectations, but they do not attach those
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seems like scholars, at least, should try. But they do not.
In fact, for reasons we will look at next, many people,
even spiritual ones, will actively resist the setting of
expectations and the invocation of outcome measures
when it comes to spirituality. Why do people resist setting
outcome measures when it is otherwise such a common
practice? There are a few reasons for that.
It is Risky
The first reason that we tend to avoid outcome
measures when it comes to human spirituality is the fact
that it is risky to try and discuss and develop them, and
we are often afraid to do so. Talking about religion and
spirituality can be a challenge, even dangerous,
depending on where you live in the world. People can
have strong opinions about things and they can respond
aggressively, even violently, to open or critical discussion
and challenge. I’ve personally been called a “space cadet”
and not a “serious” scholar just for broaching discussion
expectations to analysis or outcome measures, they attach them to
threats and control. People who say “believe this or else” are trying to
control how you think by scaring you into absorbing the
ideas/archetypes they offer. Sadly, and despite much protestation
over the years, this sort of thing still goes on. My advice to you is, do
not waste your time. You can safely tune out and ignore anybody who
uses threats or fear in an argument for or against a spirituality or
religion.
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of human spirituality, and I’m not the only scholar to face
this. Abraham Maslow and William James, both
psychologists interested in mystical experience, have
reported “collegial” resistance and censure. And verbal
abuse is not the only assault we can experience. Over the
course of our human history, some people have taken it
upon themselves to claim that they are the only ones who
have the truth. They say, “Only this God is the right
God,” “Only this way is the right way,” or “Only this path
is the right path.” Over the centuries, these people have
sometimes backed up their claims to exclusive truth with
various forms of religious violence. As a result, many
people have suffered and died horrific deaths over the
centuries at the hands of people imposing their particular
standards and beliefs on others.
Whether it is drama at home or at church,
professional ridicule or censure, or actual physical
violence and death, these negative experiences of
shaming and violence make people skittish about
religious claims to truth, and fearful about discussing
things too deeply, or asserting claims and expectations.
Out of fear for our lives, our jobs, or just because we
want to avoid drama, violence, and the open disrespect
from others, we stay away from spiritual and religious
discussions. We avoid talking about it and since we are
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not talking about it, we avoid developing outcome
measures.
Who can blame people for not wanting to talk about
it too much? Who can blame people for not wanting to
even broach the topic of spiritual standards and outcome
measures? In the context of a world hostile to open
discussions of human spirituality, it just makes sense to
avoid standards, shy away from big claims, stay away
from expectations of truth, and throw up our hands and
say, “Believe whatever you want.” It is simply safer this
way.
Nomenclature Confusion
Fear of reactionary, superstitious, and closed-minded
backlash is not the only reason we fail to develop spiritual
expectations and standards. The second reason why we
seem to lack common and accepted standards for
authentic spirituality is that coming up with the standards
is hard to do because of the nomenclature confusion28
that exists.
Coming up with common standards and outcome
measures is easy with bridge building. If the bridge does
not fall down, you are set. However, with spirituality, it is
not so easy. Ask anybody the question “what works” or
28
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Nomenclature_Confusion
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“what is a positive outcome for spirituality” and you will
get any number of different answers depending on the
person’s background and spiritual experience. Some
might say that authentic spirituality “saves the soul.”
Others might say that authentic spirituality gets you into
heaven. Still, others might suggest it is all about a life of
service, or that authentic spirituality makes you wise, or
gives you Cosmic Consciousness. Some even claim nonattachment, attainment of nirvana, satori, or “living in the
now” as a successful spiritual outcome. I keep a running
tab of all the different types of connection outcomes
mentioned by mystics and scholars on a page entitled
“Connection Outcomes”29 and that list, which as of this
writing contains dozens of different outcomes, is a literal
Tower of Babel with absolutely no consistency at all.
So, which is it? Which outcome measures should we
pick to set our expectations? Which outcome measures
define authentic spirituality? All of them? One of them?
Some of them? You can see the problem. Unlike bridge
building where everybody can agree on the outcome
measures (if it does not collapse, it is a good bridge), with
spirituality it is hard to come up with common standards
because it is a confused and confusing hodgepodge. With
29
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Connection_Outcom
e
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no commonly accepted outcome measures, with the
absence of analytic precision, and with a reluctance to
openly discuss, we find it hard to suggest what is real and
what is not, or evaluate what works and what does not.
Yet, if we are going to evaluate spirituality and decide
what is authentic or not, if we are going to build a safe
connection bridge, we need to figure this out.
I should note, I am not the first one to note this
nomenclature confusion. It has been an ongoing problem
for a very long time. Evelyn Underhill, a well-known and
respected commentator on connection experience (which
she, of course, called “mystical experience”), writes about
the confusion we face when we inquire about connection
experience, and the fact that despite many “lectures,
sermons, tea-parties, and talks,” we still do not know
what it is:
...the genuine inquirer will find before long a
number of self-appointed apostles who are
eager to answer his question in many
strange and inconsistent ways, calculated to
increase rather than resolve the obscurity of
his mind. He will learn that mysticism is a
philosophy, an illusion, a kind of religion, a
disease; that it means having visions,
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performing conjuring tricks, leading an idle,
dreamy, and selfish life, neglecting one's
business, wallowing in vague spiritual
emotions, and being "in tune with the
infinite."
He
emancipates
will
him
discover
from
all
that
it
dogmas--
sometimes from all morality--and at the
same time that it is very superstitious. One
expert tells him that it is simply "Catholic
piety," another that Walt Whitman was a
typical mystic; a third assures him that all
mysticism comes from the East, and
supports his statement by an appeal to the
mango trick. At the end of a prolonged
course of lectures, sermons, tea-parties, and
talks with earnest persons, the inquirer is
still heard saying--too often in tones of
exasperation--"What is mysticism?" 30
Underhill was writing a hundred years ago, but the
confusion she points to still persists. This nomenclature
confusion makes it hard to think clearly, hard to talk in a
30
Evelyn Underhill, Mysticism: A Study in the Nature and Development of
Spiritual Consciousness, Kindle (New York: Dover Publications, 2002),
https://amzn.to/2C91xNY.
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sensible way about the phenomenon, hard to develop
reasonable outcome measures, and hard to move forward.
Perhaps it sounds unreasonable or even pretentious
to suggest that we are surrounded by spiritual confusion,
but consider this example. Many people might agree with
the
statement
that
authentic
religions
lead
to
enlightenment. This seems reasonable, even clear.
Authentic spirituality leads to enlightenment. Everybody
can agree with that. However, even when there is
apparent agreement, confusion reigns. When we ask the
question, “What is enlightenment?” nobody seems to
know. Recently, I read a book edited by a well-known
researcher in the field entitled “What is enlightenment?” 31
When I search the book for the phrase “What is
enlightenment,” the answers I find are a mishmash of
sometimes contradictory, sometimes senseless, sometimes
ridiculous quotes. When I survey quotes from the book, 32
I find that “enlightenment is for everyone,” and that
“enlightenment is the core truth of them all.” One author
says that enlightenment is “the essence of life—the goal
of all growth, development, evolution. It is the discovery
of what we ultimately are...” and the “core truth of all
31
John White, ed., What Is Enlightenment? (St. Paul, MN: Paragon
House, 1995), https://amzn.to/30bVany.
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White.
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sacred traditions.” Another says enlightenment is “the
realization of the truth of Being.” It is “understanding the
perfect
poise
of
begin-amid-becoming”
and
“comprehending the unity of all dualities.” Still another
author says enlightenment is “any experience of
expanding our consciousness beyond its present limits.” It
is, says one, “realization we have no limits at all.”
Another says it is “never casting anyone out of your
heart.”
Ironically, despite all the words devoted to defining
enlightenment in this book on enlightenment, another
pundit says we should deny the possibility of definition,
saying that “Enlightenment is ineffable—beyond words,
images and concepts” and that enlightenment “cannot be
grasped by the intellect, logic, analysis, or aspect of our
egoic-rational
mental
being....”
Another
defines
enlightenment as a psychological process, saying
enlightenment is “simply surrendering yourself to what is
already the case.” But it is also the opposite of surrender,
which is “liberation” from the world of delusions as it is.
Just read the following quotes gleaned from this one
single book and you’ll see just how confused people
really are.
“Enlightenment is none other than your everyday
mind, but realized as such.”
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“Enlightenment is instant perception of truth.”
“Enlightenment is...waking up from the dream of
conventional life...”
“Enlightenment is an expression of...ecstatic
release from all boundaries of consciousness...”
Enlightenment is “true innocence.”
Enlightenment is “a process of flowering...”
Enlightenment is “... various seasonal changes.”
Enlightenment is “Riding the Ox Home.”
Enlightenment is “to be restored to the Divine
humor...”
Enlightenment is “transcendental.”
Enlightenment is “an endless process.”
In the same book, Swami Sivananda Radha says “We
can see that to discuss enlightenment is difficult” and
wow, is he correct about that. You can understand why
skeptics sometimes get angry and hostile with people who
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talk about this stuff. A lot of people are talking, but none
of them seem to know what it is they are talking about.
And it is not just academics who struggle with this area. I
used to hang out on some online spiritual forums and
there used to be a thread on the forums asking the
question “What is enlightenment?” I used to watch people
try to answer the question and let me tell you, it was quite
the show. Everything from trite and meaningless
aphorisms to paragraphs and paragraphs of verbiage were
offered up as answers. There were almost as many
answers to the question as there were people doing the
answering. People were talking, but nobody was
communicating, and if they were communicating, the
stuff they were communicating had nothing to do with
authentic spirituality. What was most frustrating about the
whole thing was that some people on the forum defended
the confusion and disarray as “healthy debate.” However,
I did not see healthy debate and discussion. I saw
argumentative confusion and disjointed disarray. To say
that confusion and disarray is a sign of healthy discourse
is patently absurd. As a teacher, if none of my students
can agree on a simple definition, like “What is Religion,”
and if they all end up arguing and disagreeing about
simple and basic concepts, I am not doing my job, and
they are not learning anything. There needs to be
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consistency and general agreement of definitions.
Otherwise, discussion cannot progress.
Let us be clear. Semantic and lexical confusion, and
the inability to agree on basic definitions is not a sign of
healthy debate or a mature field of study, it is a sign of
unhealthy confusion. Obviously, in a field characterized
by this nomenclature confusion, coming up with outcome
measures can be a difficult challenge, because you cannot
get past the din of the babbling pundit princes and
princesses.
Anti-standards
So far, we have noted that fear and anxiety and a
complicated and confused view of spirituality prevents
people from looking at spirituality and developing
authentic standards and outcome measures. A third reason
that we do not see much progress here is that sometimes
we adopt anti-standards. Anti-standards are standards
that, at first glance, look like they might offer you valid
outcomes measures, but that actually divert and refocus
your attention in a way that prevents you from applying
critical thought to human spirituality. Anti-standards look
good on the surface and may be accepted by billions of
people on Earth, but underneath they are diversionary and
rotten to the core. When we adopt anti-standards, we are
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fooled into thinking we have actual standards and
measures, even when we do not. This is a problem
because if we are fooled into believing we have authentic
standards when we do not, we are not motivated to look
any further.
One type of anti-standard that religions, gurus, and
priests use is what we might call Death Tests.33 Death
tests are outcome measures that manifest only after you
are dead. For example, many religions will tell you that
their religion works because it gets you into heaven or
gets you a higher birth in your next life. This death test
pushes the outcome measure into the next life and says
“believe me because I promise if you do, when you die,
you will see.” This might seem like a valid outcome
measure, especially if you grew up in a religion
promising heaven, nirvana, release, or whatever, but it is
not because in reality, there is no way to evaluate its truth.
It is like saying you will know a doctor is helping you
after you die of the disease s/he is trying to cure. If this
sounds absurd, it is because it is. It makes absolutely no
sense at all.
Death tests are a particularly pernicious problem,
especially amongst traditional spiritualities. Adopting a
death test prevents you from seeing and seeking a real
33
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Death_Tests
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outcome measure because it makes you think you have a
valid test, even when you do not. If you focus on the next
life, you will not care how bad your life is in the “here
and now,” or how horrible and ineffective the spiritual
teachings you follow really are. If you are focused on the
next life, your current life could be a total disaster, and
your current beliefs totally absurd, and you would accept
it with gratitude and a smile, all the while having faith
that, after you die, things will get better.
Death tests are not the only anti-standards humans
adopt. In addition to death tests that divert your attention
from developing real-world outcome measures, we also
have what we might call Life Tests.34 Like death tests,
life tests are contrived tests of authenticity that divert
your attention from inauthentic spiritual practices by
focusing your attention elsewhere, in this case, directly
back on you. Life tests are what happens when a religion,
priest, guru, or prophet says that life is a series of tests
and that you have to accept the tests so you can grow,
graduate, and move on. The general message should be
familiar to everyone. If things happen (bad or good), if
you get cancer, if you get run over by a car, if your family
breaks up, if you are confused, if you are filled with
existential angst, if you are depressed, if you are injured,
34
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Life_Tests.
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if you die, it is not a problem, it is a test, and probably
part of God’s plan as well. Instead of complaining,
instead of using outcome measures to assess your
spirituality, your life, etc., you accept the failure and look
for the unseen lessons and hidden silver lining.
An example will help make the notion of a life test,
and the problems associated with it, clear. Imagine that a
bridge collapses. Imagine that thousands die in the
collapse. Now imagine that instead of blaming the
contractor, the engineer, or the city (maybe for failing
maintenance), we “look for the silver lining” and “find
the lesson” in it all. It was not because the bridge builder
was incompetent, the materials were faulty, or the design
poorly conceived, it was because “God works in
mysterious ways”, life is a “test,” we are here to learn.
What does not kill you makes you stronger. It was God
who “called” the victims home. It is God’s will that is on
display in the disaster. do not question. do not evaluate.
Just accept.
Hopefully, you can see the problem. Life tests make
all events in life, even the very bad ones, successful
outcome measures. A life test can even, perversely, make
a disastrous bridge collapse a positive affirmation of the
value of the bridge, because the collapsing bridge taught
ua a lesson. A life test can even make existential
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depression a thing of value because with a life test, it is
all one big cosmic lesson. If you have experienced some
form of violence, oppression, or injustice, do not worry,
be happy because this is God’s will; this is Allah’s plan. If
everything is a test or a lesson for you, then anything,
even death, can count as a positive outcome measure. A
religion or spirituality does not have to make you happy,
clear your depression, make you peaceful, make you
healthier, deal with injustice, fight against oppression, or
get you connected. Using a life test, we can construe even
an incompetent engineering firm or a corrupt and violent
religion as a part of God’s Divine life-testing plan.
Of course, as you can see with the example of a
collapsing bridge, life tests are just plain crazy. Any
engineering firm that explains the failure of their bridge
as an “act of God” or says that the pain and suffering of
the victims is a “life lesson” is avoiding responsibility by
contriving positive benefit from an otherwise disastrous
outcome. Everybody is going to see that as absurd. The
same is true of other areas of human endeavour as well. If
somebody builds a house, we do not expect that house to
fall down because of poor construction, and if it does we
do not write it off as part of God’s plan. We hold the
builder accountable and develop better building codes.
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Unfortunately, even though we can see that life tests
are absurd when it comes to bridges, buildings, and other
areas of endeavour, we often do not see how absurd they
are when it comes to assessing our spirituality. When it
comes to religion and spirituality, we accept life tests as
outcome measures of authentic spirituality without
question. When something bad happens to us, we
immediately see it as confirmation of whatever spiritual
tradition we happen to be a part of. Hindus see karma,
Catholics see “God’s plan,” and so on. In all cases,
making life lessons an outcome measure is a diversion.
Life tests, like death tests, are anti-standards. If you adopt
them, you are diverted from developing real ones.
At this point, it should not be too difficult to see the
absurdity of life tests and death tests as outcome
measures for our human spirituality. Indeed, at this point,
life tests and death tests should look like obvious
diversions. But, if that is true, if it is so obvious, a
question becomes, why haven’t we seen it before? The
answer is simple. We do not see the absurdity of life tests
and death tests because we learn these ideas as children.
As children, we are emotionally and intellectually
malleable, and we trust the adults in our life. As children,
we absorb like sponges. As children, we’ll believe
anything we are told. If you tell a child the sky is blue
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because it contains water behind a glass dome, the child
will believe it. It is only later, as adolescents and young
adults, that we develop the capacity to question and
disbelieve. Unfortunately, we do not always engage that
critical ability, especially with the religious indoctrination
that occurs when we are children. The truth is, if you start
early enough, you can teach children all sorts of political,
economic, and spiritual nonsense.
Note that this should not be considered a slam
against
parents
and
teachers,
Hollywood
writers,
producers, actors, or even priests or gurus. Just like you,
just like me, they absorbed the stories and lies in
childhood when they couldn’t think for themselves. They
just aped what they learned in the past, without
consideration or the skills to critically analyze. The point
here is not to blame any one person; the point is to simply
say, life-tests and death-tests do not provide a good way
to evaluate human spirituality. No sense in shaming
anybody here, since that is quite counterproductive. If we
want to develop outcome measures and standards for
authentic spirituality, we have to pry open the box of our
indoctrination and move beyond the spiritual tropes of
childhood. That is all.
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Summary
To summarize, in this chapter, we have looked at
spiritual standards, outcome measures, and some of the
reasons why we do not have them. As we have attempted
to make clear, not having standards and outcome
measures is a problem. Just like we need outcome
measures to ensure bridge building safety, when it comes
to human spirituality, we need outcome measures to make
sure that what we are dealing with works. Having
absolutely no standards and no way to evaluate the truth
or authenticity of the path you are on or the phenomenon
you are studying is about as sensible as driving on a
bridge that was cobbled together by hacks. Maybe you’ll
get to your destination, but more than likely, you will not.
If you want to make progress forward, scientifically,
spiritually, or whatever, it just makes sense to include
standards and expectations when exploring, thinking, and
debating human spirituality. You do not trust your safety
needs to just any bridge-building chump. You want a
qualified engineer who knows how to build a safe bridge.
Likewise, you should not trust your mind and body to just
any spiritual authority or spiritual system. You should
have the same high standards for your priests, prophets,
and gurus as you do for your bridge builders, doctors, and
other professionals.
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Having said all that, the million-dollar question now
is, how do you come up with high standards and
expectations? How, when it comes to human religion and
human spirituality, do you discern truth from fiction, or
reality from fantasy? How do you come up with outcome
measures? In other words, how do you winnow the
spiritual wheat from the proverbial chaff?
I have to admit, it is a challenge. However, meeting
the challenge and answering that question is not as
difficult as you might at first think. The first step
towards coming up with standards and outcome measures
is to acknowledge that we need to have standards and
outcome measures, even in the realm of religion and
spirituality. At this point we have taken that first step.
The second step towards developing spiritual standards
and outcome measures is to distinguish between authentic
spirituality and inauthentic spirituality. Finally, the third
step towards developing outcome measures and standards
is to actually set some out for discussion.
In the next chapter, we take the second and third step
forward by a) defining what an authentic spirituality is
and b) attempting to set out some outcome measures
which can be used to assess the authenticity of a
particular belief system. Before stepping forward, let us
be clear, what follows next are discussion and building
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steps only. The definition of authentic spirituality
suggested in the next section, and the outcomes measure
suggested to evaluate the spiritual authenticity of
traditions and practices, are not final in any way. They are
intended to clarify understanding and contribute to
discussion only. They are only steps along the way. They
are not the final destination.
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Part Two:
What is Authentic
Spirituality?
As noted in the last chapter, we need to develop
spiritual standards and outcome measures to help us
determine the difference between spirituality that is
authentic and spirituality that is not. As noted, the first
step towards developing standards of professional
spirituality is to recognize that we need them and, if
necessary, overcome our anxieties, fears, confusions, and
emotional issues long enough so we can begin to develop
the necessary standards. The second step is to understand
that, just like there is a difference between a good bridge
and a bad bridge, there is also a difference between good
spirituality and bad spirituality. We call good spirituality
authentic spirituality and bad spirituality inauthentic
spirituality. The question now becomes, what is authentic
spirituality?
At root, authentic spirituality is spirituality that
connects you. What does authentic spirituality connect
you to? We can start by saying that authentic spirituality
connects you to “something more” than your normal,
daily consciousness and experience. We can say this
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because, as mystics, gurus, monks, nuns, and scholars the
world over note, the experience of connection is always
felt and conveyed as “something more” than ordinary
experience. As Naulty and Naulty note, “there [is]
something
wonderful
and
powerful
about
them
[connection experiences] which places them beyond
ordinary experience.”35 I certainly agree with this.
Connection experiences are always “more than” you normal,
day-to-day consciousness. If we ask a simple question like
“what does it feel like,” everybody who has made a
connection will agree that it felt like “something more,”
sometimes lots more, than their normal e veryday self and
experience. Saying authentic spirituality helps us connect
with “something more” has strong phenomenological
validity, so that is what we will say. Authentic spirituality
is spirituality that connects you with something more.
If you accept, at this early stage, that authentic
spirituality connects you to “something more,” the next
question becomes, what is this “something more” that
authentic spirituality connects you to? Personally, I would
say that the “something more” that authentic spirituality
connects you to is the Fabric of Consciousness that exists
independently of the physical universe, but you can call it
35
R. A. Naulty, “J L Mackie’s Disposal of Religious Experience,” Sophia
31, no. 1 (July 1992): 2, https://doi.org/10.1007/BF02772348.
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whatever you want, like Buddha Mind,36 nonlocal Mind,37
Mind at Large,38 Wakan Tanka,39 Oversoul,40 Ineffable
Light,41 higher Self,42 God, and so on. However you name
and conceptualize it, the experience of it is the same. It is
always felt and experienced as connection to something
more.
If you are uncomfortable with this talk of Oversouls,
Buddha Minds, and Fabrics of Consciousness, you can
keep it in the material realm by conceptualizing the
“something more” biologically, as Abraham Maslow
did,43 or neurologically, as is common these days.44 In the
case of neurology, we are connecting to some aspect of
36
Master Sheng Yen, Chan and Enlightenment, Kindle (Taipei: Dharma
Drum Publishing, 2014).
37
Dossey, “Nonlocal Mind: A (Fairly) Brief History of the Term.”
38
Aldous Huxley, The Doors of Perception (Granada Publishing:
London, 1984), https://amzn.to/2tXEQYI.
39
Dr. Charles A. Eastman, “Sioux Mythology,” in The International
Folk-Lore Congress of the World’s Columbian Exposition, ed. Hellen
Wheeler Basett and Frederick Starr, vol. I (Charles H. Sergel
Company, 1898), 221–26.
40
Israel Regardie, The Tree of Life: An Illustrated Study in Magic, 2001
(Woodbury, Minnesota: Llewellyn, 2001).
41
R. M. Bucke, Cosmic Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the
Human Mind, Kindle Edition (California: The Book Tree, 2006),
https://amzn.to/2IjxuaC.
42
Yen, Chan and Enlightenment.
43
A. H. Maslow, “Some Basic Propositions of a Growth and SelfActualization Psychoogy.,” in Theories of Personality, ed. G. Lindzey
and L. Hall (New York: Wiley, 1965), 307.
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our brain’s functionality not normally active during
normal consciousness. Whether you say it is connection
to Consciousness or connection to deeper aspects of your
neurological self does not matter. Materialist or Deist, we
can all agree that the connection experience is a
connection to something more. To answer the question
“What is authentic spirituality?” then, we can say that
authentic spirituality is spirituality that teaches us how to
connect to something more.
If you accept the fact that authentic spirituality is
about connection to “something more,” the question now
becomes, how can you tell if a spirituality is authentic or
not? How can you tell if a spirituality connects you to
something more?
Connection Experiences
To make a long argument short, you can tell if a
spirituality is authentic if it leads to two things,
connection experiences and connection outcomes. Let
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Andew Newberg, Eugene d’Aquile, and Vince Rause, Why God will
not Go Away: Brain Science and the Biology of Belief (New York:
Ballantine Books, 2001); R. L. Carhart-Harris and K. J. Friston, “The
Default-Mode, Ego-Functions and Free-Energy: A Neurobiological
Account of Freudian Ideas,” Brain 133, no. 4 (28 08/16/received
12/23/revised
12/23/accepted
2010):
1265–83,
https://doi.org/10.1093/brain/awq010;
M.
A.
Persinger,
Neuropsychological Bases of God Beliefs (New York: Praeger, 1987).
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us look at each of these in turn, starting with connection
experience.
What is a connection experience? Quite simply, a
connection
experience
is
the
phenomenological
experience of connection to “something more” than your
normal daily consciousness. When an individual makes a
connection, they always have an experience that provides
evidence a connection occurs. It is like sticking your
finger into a light socket. The shock that you get from
connecting with the electrical grid is the connection
experience that proves to you that you have made a
connection. If you do not get a shock, no connection has
been made. Similarly, if you have made a connection to
“something more,” that is, if you have made a connection
to the Fabric of Consciousness, you’ll probably get a
shock, and you’ll certainly feel like you have connected.
The term “connection experience” is a catch-all
term, and there are lots of different types of connection
experiences recorded in the scholarly and spiritual
literature of this planet. People have flow experiences
which are experiences where one loses oneself in an
activity.45 There are also unity experiences where one
45
Arnold B. Bakker, “Flow among Music Teachers and Their Students:
The Crossover of Peak Experiences,” Journal of Vocational Behavior
66,
no.
1
(February
1,
2005):
26–44,
https://doi.org/10.1016/j.jvb.2003.11.001.
50
feels connected to all life, and even the entire universe. 46
Psychologists
experiences,
47
Abraham
Maslow
studied
peak
which were experiences where one
connects with and actualizes one’s inner Self. We also
find healing experiences where one experiences sudden,
even miraculous, psychological and emotional healing.48
There are even expansive experiences of cosmic
consciousness.49 All
of
these
various
connection
experiences are characterized by the feeling that we have
connected to something more, and so if an authentic
spirituality or authentic spiritual practice is leading you or
someone you know to have these sorts of experiences,
then that is one line of evidence that the spirituality that is
leading them there is, in fact, authentic.
46
Walter Terence Stace, The Teachings of the Mystics (New York:
Mentor, 1960).
47
A. H. Maslow, “Lessons from the Peak-Experiences,” Journal of
Humanistic Psychology 2, no. 1 (January 1, 1962): 9–18,
https://doi.org/10.1177/002216786200200102.
48
Emmylou Rahtz et al., “Transformational Changes in Health Status:
A Qualitative Exploration of Healing Moments,” EXPLORE 13, no. 5
(September
1,
2017):
298–305,
https://doi.org/10.1016/j.explore.2017.06.005; William L. White,
“Transformational Change: A Historical Review.,” Journal of Clinical
Psychology 60, no. 5 (May 2004): 461–70.
49
Bucke, Cosmic Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the Human
Mind.
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Connection Outcomes
In
addition
to
the
empirically
verifiable
phenomenological experience of connection to something
more, we can also tell a spirituality is authentic if
connection leads to connection outcomes. Connection
outcomes are real and verifiable changes that occur in an
individual as a consequence of their connection
experience(s). Many connection outcomes are, in fact,
identified in the spiritual and scientific literature. These
connection outcomes range in intensity and impact from
mild expansion of meaning and insight 50 through
enhanced intellectual power (i.e., you get smarter after
you have an experience), 51 all the way up to mindblowing epiphanies,52 revelations, and blistering religious
ecstasy.53 There are even some rather radical suggestions
of the development of special powers, like telepathy,
50
William James, The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study of
Human Nature (New York: Penguin, 1982), https://amzn.to/2SQZ7Jv.
51
Karl Hanes, “Unusual Phenomena Associated With a Transcendent
Human Experience: A Case Study,” The Journal of Transpersonal
Psychology 44, no. 1 (2012): 26–47.
52
Martin Bidney, “Epiphany in Autobiography: The Quantum Changes
of Dostoevsky and Tolstoy.,” Journal of Clinical Psychology 60, no. 5
(May 2004): 471–80.
53
Julian of Norwich, Revelations of Divine Love, trans. Grace Warrack
(Christian Classics Ethereal Library, 1901), https://amzn.to/2I1hnyZ;
R.C. Zaehner, Mysticism Sacred and Profane (New York: Oxford
University Press, 1969), https://amzn.to/2LcdkCl.
52
awareness of past lives, remote viewing, precognition,
and so on.54 The ability to teleport has even been
suggested, as for example this extract from the Book of
the Great Decease which suggests that the Buddha, an
individual whom we may presume achieved consistent
and persistent connection, was able to teleport his body at
will.
But the Blessed One went on to the river. And
at that time the river Ganges was brimful and
overflowing; and wishing to cross to the
opposite bank, some began to seek for boats,
some for rafts of wood, while some made rafts
of basket-work. Then the Blessed One as
instantaneously as a strong man would stretch
forth his arm, or draw it back again when he
had stretched it forth, vanished from this side
of the river, and stood on the further bank
with the company of the brethren.55
54
Knut A. Jacobson, ed., “Yoga Powers and Religious Traditions,” in
Yoga Powers: Extraordinary Capacities Attained Through Meditation and
Concentration, vol. 37, Brill’s Indological Library (Boston: Brill, 2012),
1–31, https://amzn.to/2V8ARsw.
55
T. W. Rhys Davids, The Book of the Great Decease - The MahaParinibbana-Sutta, trans. Translated from Pali by T. W. Rhys Davids,
Kindle
Edition
(Amazon
Digital
Services,
n.d.),
https://amzn.to/2XKQpjC.
53
Many of the connection outcomes are well
documented in the scholarly literature, but some of the
identified outcomes, like walking on water, or the
purported ability of the Buddha to teleport, strain
credulity. Here we will concern ourselves only with
scientifically documented connection outcomes.
Identifying connection experiences and connection
outcomes is a good way to assess the presence of
connection and the presence of authentic spiritual
practices. If a spiritual practice or tradition leads to
connection experiences and connection outcomes, it is
reasonable to suggest it may be an authentic practice.
To say that authentic spirituality is spirituality that
leads to connection experience and connection outcomes
seems sensible and logical enough. However, a challenge
does exist in the sheer number and variety of connection
experiences and outcomes. The issue, besides the
nomenclature confusion already noted, is that not all the
outcomes occur with each connection experience. Some
people have healing experiences, some do not. Some have
peak experiences, others do not. Some have Christian
style conversion experiences, others, not so much. Some
experience enlightenment, others emphasize unity. No
individual
experiences
all
types
of
connection
experiences or manifests all types of connection
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outcomes, at least in the same event. Having a connection
experience is like walking into the Louvre in Paris and
trying to take it all in, in an instant. There’s just way too
much to see and experience to absorb it all in one go.
Because of this, it can be hard to pin down sensible
conceptualizations.
In the interests of parsimony, we are going to parse
the various connection experiences and connection
outcomes into four general categories of experience, these
being healing experiences, awakening experiences,
activation experiences, and ascension experiences. These
individual experiences can lead to healing outcomes,
awakening outcomes, activation outcomes, and ascension
outcomes.
Before going into the details, allow me to say that, as
a rule, all four of these experience/outcome types should
be present, though not necessarily in the same event, or
within the same person, if we are to consider a spiritual
system or practice as being authentic. That is, an
authentic
spirituality
should
enable
all
types
of
connection experience. Note also that there should not be
much delay in manifestation. That is, these outcome
measures are not things that should take forever to
materialize. Like successfully crossing a bridge, these
outcome measures are the things that should immediately
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happen to anyone when following an authentic spiritual
path that encourages authentic spiritual experience.
Of course, saying these things should happen does
not mean they will happen automatically, and without
some adjustment. Many spiritual teachers provide advice
on creating psychological, emotional, and physical
conditions conducive to strong and positive connection
experience, which we summarize simply as Right Action,
Right Environment, and Right Thought.56 In brief, right
thought, right action, and right environment are actions,
thoughts, and environments which support connection.
By contrast, Wrong Action, Wrong Environment, and
Wrong Thought are actions, thoughts and environments
which facilitate disconnection. Just like an athlete makes
nutritional changes to support their athletic prowess, so
should a spiritual seeker make personal and life changes
to support their spiritual aspiration to connection. If you
do not make suggested changes, do not expect to have
connection experiences. Even so, it still should not take
forever to experience simple connection experiences. If
you are following a spiritual path, if you are making
changes, and if you are not having even a single
connection experience, consider another path.
56
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Right_Action,
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Right_Thought,
and
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Right_Environment.
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With that said, let us turn to an examination of
connection outcomes, starting with the outcome of
healing.
Healing
The first connection outcome that we will address
here is healing. Although healing is not always noted in
scholarly discussions of mystical experience, which tend
to focus on the “mystical” side of the experiences to the
exclusion of other aspects, healing is definitely a thing
within authentic spirituality. Healing is a consequence of
authentic connection and the expansion of consciousness
that ensues.57 This is not a radical suggestion, and in fact
should be quite obvious. All authentic spiritual traditions
from all over the world have a healing component.
Healing is a central focus in indigenous spiritualities, for
example. Traditional Sioux spirituality has a strong
healing
component,58
as
does
traditional
Seneca
spirituality. A Seneca profit by the name of Handsome
Lake had connection experiences (visions) which cured
him of his alcoholism. From these experiences, he gained
57
Larry Dossey, Recovering the Soul: A Scientific and Spiritual Search
(Toronto: Bantam Books, 1989).
58
Julian Rice, Before the Great Spirit: The Many Faces of Sioux
Spirituality
(University
of
New
Mexico,
1998),
https://amzn.to/2C9fM5E.
57
knowledge which he subsequently wrote down in the
Code of Handsome Lake.59 The Code, which is sometimes
incorrectly classified as mere prophecy, was very much a
healing document aimed at alleviating the toxic effects of
centuries of violent European colonization on his people.
In The Code, Lake provides all sorts of psychological,
emotional, and social advice aimed at repairing his
damaged culture.
Of course, it is not just Indigenous or even shamanic
spiritualities where we find a
healing emphasis.
Neopagan spiritualities, like Wicca, place a heavy
emphasis on healing.60 Similarly, Jesus Christ, so the
Bible says, spent a considerable amount of his time
walking around the Mediterranean countryside healing
the sick and the suffering. We find the same emphasis on
healing in Islam, particularly in its mystical component,
Sufism.61 It was the same with Buddha, who opened his
59
Arthur Caswell, “The Code of Handsome Lake, The Seneca
Prophet,” University of the State of New York Education Department
Bulletin 530 (1912), http://www.rickgrunder.com/parallels/mp305.pdf;
Arthur C. Parker, The Code of Handsome Lake The Seneca Prophet,
Kindle (New York: The University of the State of New York, 1913),
https://amzn.to/2H4fr8a.
60
Starhawk, Spiral Dance, The - 20th Anniversary: A Rebirth of the
Ancient Religion of the Goddess: 20th Anniversary Edition: Starhawk:
9780676974676: Gateway - Amazon.Ca (New York: Harper One, 2011).
61
Farhat Naz Rahman, “Spiritual Healing and Sufi Practices,” Nova
Journal of Sufism and Spirituality 2, no. 1 (2014): 1–9; Karim Mitha,
58
first sermon with a statement on the core healing aspect
of his worldly mission: “I teach one thing and one thing
only: suffering and the end of suffering....” 62 After making
this clear statement about the importance of healing,
Buddha then goes on to teach the Four Noble Truths,
which state that life is suffering, that suffering is caused
by desire and craving (i.e., addiction), 63 and that the only
way to end suffering is to overcome your attachments.
Buddha even emphasized the importance of care and
healing amongst his disciples by saying that all true
Buddhists should be concerned with healing and care of
others.”
One day the Buddha visited a monastery.
While he was there he came across a
chamber where a monk lay in great pain
caused by a loathsome disease. Although
there were many other monks at the
monastery, not one of them was concerned
about their sick brother. The Buddha,
beholding this woeful situation, began to
“Sufism and Healing,” Journal of Spirituality in Mental Health, 2018.
62
Walpola Sri Rahula, “The First Sermon of the Buddha,” Tricycle:
The Buddhist Review, 2016, https://tricycle.org/magazine/the-firstsermon-of-the-buddha/.
63
The Sanskrit word used to identify the cause of suffering is “tRSNA”
(तृ ष्णा) which means “strong desire or craving,” and not attachment.
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look after the suffering man. He called
Ananda and together they bathed the monk,
changed his dirty bed and64 eased his pain.
Then the Buddha admonished the monks of
the
monastery
for
their
neglect
and
encouraged them to nurse the sick and care
for the suffering. He concluded by saying,
“Whosoever serves the sick and suffering,
serves me.”
Illness, suffering, and
healing are a central
component of traditional spirituality, as we can see; but,
does authentic spirituality and connection experience lead
to healing outcomes? The answer to that is yes. We
already noted the example of Handsome Lake, and that is
only one among many. Bill Wilson (founder of Alcoholics
Anonymous), like Handsome Lake, was also instantly
cured of his alcoholism by a connection experience.65 It is
not just anecdote, either. In the scholarly literature,
authentic healing as a consequence of connection is
observed by
practitioners.
medical
In
this
doctors,
nurses,
literature,
we
and other
find
healing
64
Rahman, “Spiritual Healing and Sufi Practices.”
65
Alcoholics Anonymous, ‘PASS IT ON’ The Story of Bill Wilson and
How the A.A. Message Reached the World, Kindle (New York: AA World
Services, 1984), https://amzn.to/2XKQNP5.
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experiences, conceptualized as Caring Moments,66
Healing Moments,67 or Transformation Experiences.68
All of these “moments” and “experiences” feature
“healing
modalities”
that
emphasize
transpersonal
connection and “transcendent aspects of being...”
69
In
other words, connection. When one makes an authentic
connection, one is often healed in a significant way.
How does the healing that comes from connection
occur? Examining that goes beyond the scope of this little
book; but note, it is not necessarily in a mystical or
magical way. In fact, the healing outcomes of authentic
spirituality may have a lot to do with the empirically
verifiable power of the human mind and, as Bobbi Parish
suggests, the “spiritual discoveries... and... self-esteem” 70
gained from Connection Practice.71 In other words, a
66
J. Watson, “Intentionality and Caring-Healing Consciousness: A
Practice of Transpersonal Nursing,” Holistic Nursing Practice 16, no. 4
(2002): 12–19.
67
Rahtz et al., “Transformational Changes in Health Status: A
Qualitative Exploration of Healing Moments.”
68
Hanes, “Unusual Phenomena Associated With a Transcendent
Human Experience: A Case Study.”
69
Watson, “Intentionality and Caring-Healing Consciousness: A
Practice of Transpersonal Nursing,” 16.
70
Bobbi Parish, Create Your Personal Sacred Text: Develop and Celebrate
Your Spiritual Life (Harmony, 1999), 21, https://amzn.to/2I4zRi7.
71
A Connection_Practice is any technique, such as meditation,
writing, etc., that helps on strengthen and purify connection.
Contrast this with connection techniques which are techniques, like
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connection experience a) focuses the power of your mind,
b) provides you with clear insight into the root causes of
your illness and c) improves your self-esteem and selfefficacy to the point where you can “activate” and make
the life changes necessary to heal yourself.
As far as focussing the power of your mind, you do
find examples of rather miraculous healing linked directly
to the power of the human mind. Physician Dossey
reports the remarkable case of a terminally ill patient
being cured by a spiritual ritual that did nothing more
than shift the patient’s mental perspective on their illness.
What was most notable about this case was that there was
nothing physically wrong with the person to begin with.
The individual was dying because of his belief he was
cursed. The doctors involved fully expected the patient to
die, murdered by his own mind. Dr. Dossey treated the
mental illness with a spiritual ritual which shifted the
individual’s perspective. Once the perspective was
shifted, the patient healed on his own. 72
The idea that the human mind, properly focussed,
can heal, or kill, is not too much of a stretch. The western
medical establishment has long understood the power of
breathing, intent, etc., that help an individual open a connection.
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Connection_Practice
72
Larry Dossey, Space, Time, and Medicine, vol. 11 (Boston: Shambhala
Publications, 1982), https://amzn.to/2Vs6nBL.
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the human mind to impact the physical well being of the
body. This is why placebos are always a part of human
experimentation, especially in pharmaceutical research.
When a company is testing a new drug, the researchers
always split their subjects up into two groups, one which
is given the new drug, and one which is given the
placebo, basically a sugar pill which has no medicinal
effect. They do this because they have found that a
person’s belief impacts the outcome of the experiment. If
a person believes they are getting a pill with medicine,
that belief can have a significant impact on their actual
illness. Researchers call this the placebo effect73 and it is
direct evidence of the power of the human mind. Though
perhaps it should be called the Consciousness Effect
instead. Given the well-established consciousness effect,
it should come as no surprise that a connection
experience,
which
is
basically
a
connection
to
Consciousness, helps refocus the human mind and aim it
towards better physical and mental health.
As noted above, focussing the mind is not the only
aspect of connection that is important. Connection also
improves insight and self-esteem. If you have a
connection experience, if after that connection experience
73
“The Placebo Effect: What Is It?,” WebMD, accessed June 26, 2019,
https://www.webmd.com/pain-management/what-is-the-placeboeffect.
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you suddenly understand things better and you suddenly
feel better about yourself and your position in the world,
you are thus empowered to change. When you understand
what is causing your illness, and when you feel confident
about your self and your position in the world, you are
naturally empowered to make changes needed to initiate
and enhance a healing process. This is exactly the
experience of Handsome Lake, the Seneca native already
mentioned. His connection experiences lead to insight
and empowerment which allowed him to not only heal his
own addictions and illness, but also motivated him to help
his people heal the trauma of their colonial experience.
This is also the experience of Bill Wilson, founder of
A.A., who had a single connection experience which
healed him and which motivated him to found A.A. to
help other alcoholics heal through connection experience.
Interestingly, Parish’s comments about insight and
self-esteem, and the biographies of Handsome Lake and
Bill Wilson, all point to three additional outcome
measures which we find closely associated with authentic
spirituality, which we will conceptualize here as
awakening, activation, and ascension. When we have a
connection experience, not only do we heal, we also
awaken, activate, and ascend. Let us look at each of these
outcome measures in turn, starting with awakening.
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Awakening
Connection, which is an outcome of authentic
spirituality, leads to personal healing, and a concern with
healing others, as we have seen. When we are able to
connect, we search for healing. Connection also leads to
awakening. What is awakening? Awakening is basically
expanding
awareness
of
reality
and
expanding
apprehension of truth, that is all. When you connect, you
awaken. When you awaken, you become more aware of
reality and truth in its various forms.
A good way to think about the awakening that arises
from connection is like when you wake up in the
morning. When you are sleeping at night, you are not
aware of many things in your room. In fact, when you are
sleeping, you are oblivious to most things. You snooze,
you snore, and the world goes on around you. You are, in
short, unaware of reality. This changes when you wake
up. When you wake up in the morning, you slowly
become aware of the environment around you. Of course,
at first your thinking may be fuzzy and cloudy; however,
as you shake off the fuzziness of sleep your thinking
improves, your vision begins to clear, and you begin to
see. The first things you may see as you wake up are the
blankets on your bed and the walls of the room. However,
as you awaken, as Consciousness slowly filters back into
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your body, you will slowly become aware of more. As
you awaken, you will see and remember that you are in
your room, in your house, in your neighbourhood, in a
country, and on a planet. The increased awareness and the
increased understanding of the room, the world, and your
place in it is rock solid evidence that you are, in fact,
waking up. Increased awareness of reality is an essential
feature of waking up in the morning. If you are not
becoming more aware, you are probably still asleep in
your bed.
Awakening literally means becoming more aware.
Increased awareness, it should be noted, is not necessarily
an easy thing to go through. If you happen to be one of
the fortunate ones with a healthy body, good job,
awesome home, wonderful spaces around you, and good
relationships, then waking up to reality in the morning is
a good thing and you will probably welcome it, because
waking up means fun and happy times for you. However,
if you are not so lucky, if you exist in poverty, if you live
with an abusive partner, if your parents abused you when
you were a child and you are dealing with emotional
trauma, if your skin is too dark for the racist world we
live in, if you are a female waking up to the deeply
embedded patriarchy of this planet, if your job sucks, or if
you do not have a job but need one, then waking up to
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reality probably is not going to be such a great
experience. In fact, if your reality is filled with
dissatisfaction, abuse, psychological trauma, poverty, and
toxic negativity, waking up will at best be a chore and at
worst a positively depressing nightmare. But, positive or
negative, the fact that you are becoming more aware of
your reality, even if that reality sucks, and even if you,
later on in the day, dampen your awareness with drugs,
alcohol, or antidepressants just to survive, means that you
have “woke up” in the morning.
As you can see, awakening is not rocket science.
Awakening is a process of expanding awareness and
understanding. Awakening in the morning, awakening to
your life as it is, can be experienced as positive or
negative based on the circumstances you are in.
It is exactly as simple as this with awakening as a
consequence of connection—spiritual awakening, we
might call it. When you are spiritually sleeping, you are
unaware of who you really are and you are unaware of all
the physical, energetic, and spiritual things going on
around you. However, when you step onto an authentic
path of spirituality and start to connect, that changes. As
you
connect
and
work
towards
healing,
more
Consciousness flows into your body and you awaken, just
like in the morning, only more so. As you awaken, your
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thinking clears, your vision improves, your understanding
grows, and you gradually become aware of a deeper and
more wide-ranging reality. When you begin to wake up to
deeper and wider realities, you know you are waking up,
in a spiritual sense.
Just like waking up in the morning, waking up
spiritually can be a good experience or a bad experience.
If you are waking up in a good reality, then the spiritual
awakening process will be pleasant. If the reality you
wake up into is positive, if your thoughts aren’t corrupted
by questionable spiritual concepts, if you have lots of
good support for that awakening, then you will have
positive peak, transcendent, satori type awakening
experiences,
which
.74
Experiences.
we
collectively
call
Zenith
A Zenith experience is any positively felt
connection experience. You do not have to go very far
into the literature to find numerous examples of these
positive awakening experiences, though it can be difficult
to sort it out and recognize their prevalence because
awakening goes by many different names. Thus we have
illuminations,75
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75
enlightenments,76
epiphanies,77
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Zenith_Experience.
James, The Varieties of Religious Experience: A Study of Human Nature.
76
Bucke, Cosmic Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the Human
Mind.
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revelations,78 Satori Experiences,79 peak experiences,80
noesis experiences,81 Pure Conscious Events,82 and even
intimation of awakening experiences so profound they are
referred to as Cosmic Consciousness.83
Why so many different names for the same
underlying experience of awakening? There are a couple
of different reasons for that. For one, the culture and
religious tradition of a person influences how they
understand and name the experience. A Catholic will
understand a connection experience as “contemplation”
while a Buddhist will understand it as satori. The name
we come up with also depends on the intensity and
duration of the experience. A weak awakening experience
may be understood as a peak experience or flow
77
Bidney, “Epiphany in Autobiography: The Quantum Changes of
Dostoevsky and Tolstoy.”
78
Paul Tillich, Biblical Religion and the Search for Ultimate Reality
(Chicago:
University
of
Chicago
Press,
1955),
https://amzn.to/2VHLBK6.
79
D.T. Suzuki, An Introduction to Zen Buddhism (Grove Press, 1994),
https://amzn.to/2Tp6gWG.
80
A. H. Maslow, Religions, Values, and Peak Experiences (Columbus:
Ohio State University Press, 1964), https://amzn.to/2U2Rhgq.
81
Hanes, “Unusual Phenomena Associated With a Transcendent
Human Experience: A Case Study.”
82
Robert K. C. Forman, “Pure Consciousness Events and Mysticism,”
Sophia 25, no. April (1986): 49–58.
83
Bucke, Cosmic Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the Human
Mind.
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experience while a powerful connection experience may
be conceived as transcendence or cosmic consciousness.
Zenith awakening experiences (i.e. peak experiences,
cosmic consciousness, etc.) are common and great;
however, it needs to be noted that not all awakening
experiences are positive. As Cortright84 notes,
Most people think of spiritual growth as
safe. The spiritual path may not be easy, but
it is usually not considered dangerous.
However, the world's spiritual traditions all
warn about different dangers along the way,
the ‘perils of the path.’ New and expanded
states of consciousness can overwhelm the
ego. An infusion of powerful spiritual
energies can flood the body and mind,
fragmenting the structures of the self and
temporarily incapacitating the person until
they can be assimilated.
We call the bad experiences caused by spiritual
experiences that occur in negative environments Nadir
Experiences.85
Nadir
Experiences,
unlike
Zenith
experiences, are unpleasant moments of stress, anxiety,
84
“An Integral Approach to Spiritual Emergency.,” Guidance &
Counseling 15, no. 3 (2000): 12.
85
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Nadir_Experience.
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anger, confusion, fear, and paranoia86 that can lead to
spiritual emergency87 and even spiritual psychosis. 88
Nadir Experiences, which when very powerful can pitch
one into a proverbial “Dark Night of the Soul”89
experiences, invoke paranoia, confusion, and ugly
feelings of guilt, shame, anguish, and despair.
What causes a Nadir experience? Nadir Experiences
are caused when connection and expanding awareness
occurs in negative environments, when the individual is
not suitably prepared, when the bodily ego is damaged,
and when the individual has experienced trauma and
psychological damage as a consequence of Toxic
Socialization. Toxic socialization is a socialization
process that is characterized by violence, abuse, neglect
of needs, chaos in the home, destruction of attachments,
86
David Lukoff, “The Diagnosis of Mystical Experiences with
Psychotic Features,” Journal of Transpersonal Psychology 17, no. 2
(December 1985): 155.
87
Stanislav Grof and Christina Grof, Spiritual Emergency: When
Personal Transformation Becomes a Crises (New York: Putnam, 1989),
https://amzn.to/2KbTh6s.
88
Kylie P. Harris, Adam J. Rock, and Gavin I. Clark, “Spiritual
Emergency, Psychosis and Personality: A Quantitative Investigation,”
Journal of Transpersonal Psychology 47, no. 2 (July 2015): 263–85.
For
more
on
spiritual
emergency,
see
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Spiritual_Emergency
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https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/
Dark_Night_of_the_Soul.
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and indoctrination.90 If you are waking up in a bad reality,
if you have experienced trauma, psychological damage,
and even indoctrination, then your awakening process
will likely be less pleasant. You may still have peak
experiences and nature moments, but these moments will
be less frequent and less intense. It sucks to say, but in
negative environments filled with anger, hatred, violence,
inequality, injustice, despair, suppression, oppression,
drama, and death, spiritual awakening is more likely to
lead to anxiety, confusion, fear, depression, anger, and
even hatred, especially if that awakening is occurring
without good guidance and support, or if is occurring
under the guidance of reactionary or even mentally ill
spiritual teachers.
How common are Nadir Experiences compared to
Zenith experiences? It is hard to answer that question
because the people who do have them are unlikely to
share them for fear of what others might say. For
example, as a teenager and young adult I had several
Nadir Experiences which to this day, thirty years later, I
still will not talk about. At the time they happened I was
too traumatized and confused by the experience to say
anything to anybody. Later on, after the trauma wore off,
90
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/index.php/
Toxic_Socialization
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I still never mentioned them to anyone. I never mention
them for the same reason that others I have spoken to
over the years who have had Nadir Experiences never
mention them. Folks do not speak about these
experiences because they are afraid, often with good
reason, that if they do tell to family, friends, and
“professionals,” they will be shut down because of the
judgmental and misinformed responses of their social
networks and a psychiatric establishment ill equipped to
understand connection experience.
And note, it is not only because people are afraid to
talk about Nadir Experiences that we do not know much
about these. The few researchers who look at connection
experience are also not asking about them. There are
many psychological questionnaires that try to capture
Zenith experiences. These make statements like “I have
had an experience in which the deepest truths of creation
were revealed to me, or, “I have had an experience that
made me more aware, compassionate, and understanding
towards my fellow humanity.” However, none of the
standard measures capture the negative, sometimes
paranoid “bad trips” that come up when we have a
connection experience. Typically, academics looking at
these do not include them as valid connection
experiences. Instead, they discount them as neurosis,
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psychosis, or even schizophrenia, reject them as
inauthentic, and dismiss them from further consideration.
This is unfortunate, since Nadir Experiences, despite their
negativity, are, in fact, valid connection experiences, and
they should be studied as such. Questions like, “How
many people have Nadir Experiences,” “How bad can
they be?” and “Why do people have them?” are important
philosophical, scientific, and spiritual questions. We
should not ignore these experiences just because we
arbitrarily exclude Nadir experience from consideration.
It should be noted that Nadir Experiences need not
be wholly negative. Nadir Experiences can lead to
positive
change,
even
“profound
psychological
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transformation.” My own spiritual journey started with a
powerful
Nadir
experience
that,
when
processed
correctly, led to a fundamental, powerful, and positive life
shift. At the same time, handled and processed
incorrectly, Nadir Experiences can traumatize and
damage an individual’s self-esteem, undermine their
willingness to pursue authentic spiritual practices in the
future, and even lead to mental illness. The consequence
of Nadir Experiences are real. It goes without saying that
scholars should be taking a closer look.
91
Christina Grof and Stanislav Grof, The Stormy Search for the Self: A
Guide to Personal Growth Through Transformational Crises
(TarcherPerigee, 1992), 31, https://amzn.to/2UtkgP1.
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Nadir Experiences are uncomfortable and traumatic
experiences for sure, but it is important to be aware, they
still indicate awakening; consequently, they indicate
connection and spiritual authenticity, just like Zenith
experiences do. If you wake up in a bad reality, you
become aware of the bad reality. If there are ugly truths
you have to face, you will come face-to-face with those
ugly truths. If your (internal and external) reality is
negative, then some of your spiritual awakening
experiences will be negative as well. That is to be
expected. You should not discount as evidence negative
experiences and negative emotions caused by increasing
awareness just because they are negative. Positive Zenith
or negative Nadir, both may indicate spiritual awakening
and authentic spirituality.
Also note, Nadir Experiences, while they do
represent an outcome of authentic spirituality, are not a
necessary feature of awakening or activation. Nadir
Experiences exist only because our societies and our
socialization processes are toxic and filled with violence,
greed, poverty, pain, and anguish. Nadir Experiences
happen
because
we
wake
up
indoctrinated
and
traumatized, in negative and toxic spaces, surrounded by
abusive parents and teachers, sexual predators, war,
hatred, violence, and despair, and not because we are
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waking up per se. Nadir Experiences arise because of
unresolved childhood trauma, current violence, abuse,
toxicity, ideological deception, and indoctrination. If there
were no toxicity, ideology, or pain from childhood, if the
social worlds we lived in were beautiful, welcoming, and
healthy, all
connection
experiences would Zenith
experiences of joy, wonder and power. Obviously, it
should go without saying, creating right environments
where connection leads to nothing but Zenith experiences
should be a priority for all.
Interestingly, the danger of Nadir Experiences may
be why spiritual teachers like St. Teresa of Avila 92 place
so much emphasis on creating calm, quiet, and drama free
environments, what we call right environments, or why
Buddhist monks go live in temples, isolated from the
chaos and drama of the “normal” world, why cocooning
is such a trend these days, 93 and why establishing safe
environments is so important. As mystics the world over
will tell you, a healthy, safe, calm, and non-toxic
environment is a precursor to successful, and positive,
awakening experiences.
92
The Way of Perfection (New York: Dover Publications, 2012),
https://amzn.to/2Id75es.
93
Leslie Mann, “The `cocooning’ Trend Draws Reinforcement Chicago
Tribune,” Newspaper,
Chicago
Tribune,
2001,
https://www.chicagotribune.com/news/ct-xpm-2001-10-210110210261-story.html.
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Activation
That people can have Nadir Experiences when they
are pursuing an authentic spirituality makes sense. It is
easier to live in a toxic environment if you are repressed
and unaware. The more aware you are in general, the
more aware you are of pain and suffering, the more likely
your awakening experiences will be negative. It is like
someone poking your body with a needle while you are
sleeping, and poking your body with a needle when you
are wide awake. When you are sleeping, you are not
aware of the pain caused by the needle. When you are
awake, you feel and (more importantly) see who and what
is causing the pain. Makes sense, right?
What also makes sense is that once you become
aware of the poking, you will take action to stop it right
away. As soon as you become aware of the poking, you
will probably get annoyed, even angry. Then, your hands
will probably dart out automatically in an attempt to stop
the poking. Finally, if that does not work, you will stand
up and try and push the poker away. This natural and
automatic reaction of trying to stop whomever it is that is
poking you is the third outcome measure of authentic
spirituality, which we refer to as activation. Activation is
basically the natural reaction that is caused by growing
awareness of the reality that surrounds you. As you wake
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up, as you get out of bed, as you spiritually awaken, you
become aware of reality and you naturally respond and
take action.
It is important to understand that the nature of your
activation will depend entirely on the reality that
surrounds you when you wake up. Your reaction to
someone poking you with a needle will be different than
your reaction to a house on fire, or a dog licking your
face.
The activation that occurs in the morning when you
wake up is also the activation that occurs with authentic
spirituality and authentic spiritual practices. When you
practice an authentic spirituality, it causes you to connect.
This connection leads to awakening and this awakening
inevitably and automatically leads to activation, through
which you change the world around you.
As with spiritual awakening, you do not have to go
very far into the literature on religion, spirituality, and
connection experience to find examples of activation as a
consequence
of
the
awakening
that
arises
from
connection. Bartolome de las Casas, for example, was a
brutal Spanish colonizer who tortured and murdered the
natives
of
Hispaniola.
Fiske94
94
offers
a
scathing
The Historical Writings of John Fiske: The Discovery of America, vol. 3,
12 vols. (New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1902).
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condemnation of de las Casas whom he called the worst
of the worst. There was no limit to horrors he would
commit. As Fiske notes of the repressive practices of the
colonizers:
Indians were slaughtered by the hundreds,
burned alive, impaled on sharp stakes, torn to
pieces by blood-hounds. In retaliation for the
murder of a Spaniard, it was thought proper to
call up fifty or sixty Indians and chop off their
hands. Little children were flung into the water
to drown with less concern than if they had been
puppies. In the mingling of sacred ideas with the
sheerest devilry, there was a grotesqueness fit for
the pencil of Dore. Once, "in honour and
reverence of Christ and his twelve Apostles,"
they hanged thirteen Indians in a row at such a
height that their toes could just touch the ground
and then pricked them to death with their swordpoints, taking care not to kill them quickly. At
another time, when some old reprobate was
broiling half a dozen Hideout Indians in a kind
of cradle suspended over a slow fire, their
shrieks awoke the Spanish captain who, in a
neighboring hut, was taking his afternoon nap
and he called out testily to the man to despatch
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those wretches at once and stop their noise. But
this demon, determined not to be baulked of his
enjoyment, only gagged the poor creatures95.
Las Casas, like all other nobility of the time, was
part of this horror; but then, something remarkable
happened. One day while in Cuba, Las Casas read from
Ecclesiasticus (Sira 34: 21-23) the following words:
The Most High is not pleased with the offerings
of the wicked: neither is he pacified for sin by
the multitude of sacrifices. The bread of the
needy is their life; he that defraudeth him thereof
is a man of blood. He that taketh away his
neighbors’ living slayeth him; and he that
defraudeth the laborer of his hire is a shedder of
blood.
Upon reading these words, Las Casas has a brief, but
classic, connection experience which was followed by an
instantaneous transformation in his view of slavery and a
subsequent shift in his political work. Fiske provides an
account of what happened:
As he read these words, a light from heaven
seemed to shine upon Las Casas. The scales fell
95
Fiske, 3:256–66.
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from his eyes. He saw that the system of slavery
was wrong in principle. The question whether
you treated your slaves harshly or kindly did not
go to the root of the matter. As soon as you took
from the laborer his wages, the deadly sin was
committed; the monstrous evil was inaugurated.
There must be a stop put to this, said Las Casas.
We have started wrong. Here, are vast countries
which the Holy Church has given to the
Spaniards in trust, that the heathen may be
civilized and brought into the fold of Christ; and
we have begun by making Hispaniola a hell.
This thing must not be suffered to grow with the
growth of Spanish conquest. There was but one
remedy. The axe must be put to the root of the
tree. Slavery must be abolished. 96.
Following his connection experience, after he
became suddenly aware of just how unaligned-with-hishigher-self his actions really were, Las Casas activated.
He gave up his slaves and preached against the practice.
He also sold his worldly goods, became politically active,
and was a key figure and major influence not only in
advocating against slavery, but in advocating for the idea
96
Fiske, 3:273–74.
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that the slaves were human and had souls. 97 Eventually,
he went on to write a rather disturbing book on Spanish
treatment of slaves where he provides a first-hand
account of a horrific genocide that left Hispaniola a
ruinous and desolate waste (Casas 1552). 98 This is a far
cry from the colonizing demon that initially stepped foot
on Cuban soil, with the point here being that de las Casas
was clearly awakened and activated by a brief connection
experience.99
Medieval Spanish colonizers are not the only people
to be activated by connection experiences. Connection
experiences often trigger activation. For example, Bill
Wilson, who we have already met, was an unrepentant
atheist and materialist who vehemently rejected belief in
God and anything supernatural. He was also a chronic
alcoholic who, despite his best efforts, was unable to give
up the drink. After listening to his doctor tell his wife that
he was risking brain damage and death, he became
desperate. One day, at “a point of total, utter deflation ...
with neither faith nor hope, he cried, ‘If there be a God,
97
Bartolome de las Casas, A Brief Account of the Destruction of the Indies
(London: R. Hewson, 1552).
98
If you are interested in Las Casas first-hand account and
condemnation, you can read the book. It is available from Project
Gutenberg at http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/20321
99
Mike Sosteric, “Mystical Experience and Global Revolution,” Athens
Journal of Social Sciences 5, no. 3 (2018): 235–55.
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let Him show Himself!” It was at that point he had his
one and only connection experience.
Suddenly,
my
room
blazed
with
an
indescribably white light. I was seized with
an ecstasy beyond description. Every joy I
had known was pale by comparison. The
light, the ecstasy — I was conscious of
nothing else for a time. “Then, seen in the
mind’s eye, there was a mountain. I stood
upon its summit, where a great wind blew. A
wind, not of air, but of spirit. In great, clean
strength, it blew right through me. Then
came the blazing thought ‘You are a free
man.’ I know not at all how long I remained
in this state, but finally the light and the
ecstasy subsided. I again saw the wall of my
room. As I became more quiet, a great peace
stole over me, and this was accompanied by
a sensation difficult to describe. I became
acutely conscious of a Presence which
seemed like a veritable sea of living spirit. I
lay on the shores of a new world. ‘This,’ I
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thought, ‘must be the great reality. The God
of the preachers.’
As already noted, this experience instantly cured Bill
of his alcoholism. It healed him and awakened him and
he never touched another drop. As a consequence of this
single, powerful experience, he also became activated. He
went on to co-found Alcoholics Anonymous which, in its
early years, fostered connection experience, but which
later on succumbed to a secularization push that removed
this important, and previously quite effective 100 spiritual
component.
Activation, as you know, was also a thing that
happened to Handsome Lake. Like Bill Wilson, he was
also a chronic alcoholic on the verge of death. His
connection experience not only healed him, it awakened
him to the horrific impacts of colonialism on his people,
and it activated him as a cultural and spiritual warrior of
his people. As already noted, based on a series of
connection experiences, he wrote a
100
healing and
B Dick, The Oxford Group and Alcoholics Anonymous, Kindle Edition
(Kihei,
Maui:
Paradise
Research
Publications,
2011),
https://amzn.to/2VPeVP3.
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Connection Manual101 entitled The Code of Handsome
Lake102 intended to help his people recover.
It is not just famous people where you find evidence
of activation as a consequence of connection. In the
psychological literature, they talk about Quantum
Change103 or Transformational Change.104 Quantum or
transformational
change
is
the
rapid
personal
transformation that occurs as a consequence of a
connection
experience.
This
transformation
is
a
consequence of the awakening and activation caused by
connection
experiences.
When
an
individual
has
connection experience, they awaken (they realize the
truth of their life) and they become empowered (they
activate) to make changes as required.
Interestingly, activation is something that is outlined
by Andrew Harvey105 as a significant feature of authentic
Christianity. Harvey is a religious scholar, mystic, and
founder of what he calls the Sacred Activism movement.
101
A connection manual is a manual that provides instruction on how
to connect. https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Connection_Manual
102
Caswell, “The Code of Handsome Lake, The Seneca Prophet.”
103
William R Miller and Janet C’de Baca, Quantum Change: When
Epiphanies and Sudden Insights Transform Ordinary Lives (New York:
The Guildford Press, 2001), https://amzn.to/2D1gYZo.
104
White, “Transformational Change: A Historical Review.”
105
Teachings of the Christian Mystics, Kindle (Boston: Shambhala
Publications, 1998), https://amzn.to/2VrC7CY.
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Harvey notes, correctly, that Christianity in its original
and authentic form was all about activation. His
comments on the nature of Christ’s work are apropos our
discussion.
Christ came not to found a new religion or to
inaugurate a new set of dogmas but to open
up a fierce and shattering new path of lovein-action, a path that seems now, with the
hindsight of history, the one that could have
saved— and still could save— humanity
from its course of suicidal self-destruction.106
He continues
To a society arranged at every level into
oppressive hierarchies—sexual, religious,
racial, and political—he presented in his own
life, a vision of a radical and all-embracing
egalitarianism designed to end forever those
dogmas and institutions that keep women
enslaved, the poor starving, and the rich
rotting in a prison of selfish luxury....Again
and again, Christ, in his teachings and by his
example, made it clear that the only
authentic sign of spiritual wisdom is a
106
Harvey.
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progress in the kind of ego-annihilating
humility that longs to express itself in the
ever-greater and richer service of all beings.
Harvey’s assessment of the nature of Christ’s work is
confirmed by a careful reading of the New Testament
Gospels. The New Testament does not tell the story of a
passive shepherd of people. It tells the story of an active
and revolutionary Christ figure concerned to transformt
he world.107
In his book, Teachings of the Christian Mystics,
Harvey is speaking of original Christian teachings, and
Christian mystical traditions, but the same movement to
radical compassion, hunger for justice, and action in the
world (i.e., activation) can be observed in other traditions
as well. Harvey finds the same activation, the same
emphasis on action and transformation of the world, in
the Hindu mystical traditions. He writes:
Lord Krishna’s teaching in the Bhagavad
Gita also suggests another holy secret that
has inspiMalevichred some of the greatest
mystics of the Hindu tradition. Simply
stated, the human being only achieves union
107
Mike Sosteric, “Rethinking the Origins and Purpose of Religion:
Jesus, Constantine, and the Containment of Global Revolution”
(Unpublished), https://www.academia.edu/34970150/.
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with God in all of His aspects through a
fusion of contemplation and action. God is
after all both Eternal Being and Eternal
Becoming; in contemplative knowledge of
our eternal identity with Brahman, we rest in
God’s Being, like a drop of water in the allsurrounding ocean; in enacting the divine
will
selflessly,
we
participate
in
the
transforming activity of God, in what a great
mystic of another tradition, Rumi, called
“God’s perpetual massive resurrection.”108
As with Christ’s example, in this Hindu tradition of
active political engagement we find Gandhi’s highly
influential passive resistance to British colonial rule, 109
inspired by the Bhagavad Gita, which glorifies action in
the world,110 the Sermon on the Mount, and by Tolstoy’s
interpretation of a non-violent, but politically active,
Christian core.111
108
Harvey, Teachings of the Christian Mystics: emphasis added.
109
Anonymous, “Gandhi and the Passive Resistance Campaign 19071914,” Text, South African History Online, July 30, 2013,
https://www.sahistory.org.za/article/gandhi-and-passive-resistancecampaign-1907-1914.
110
Louis Fisher, The Life of Mahatma Gandhi (New York: Harper &
Row, 1950).
111
Leo Tolstoy, The Kingdom of God Is Within You (Classics To Go)
EBook: Leo Tolstoy: Amazon.ca: Gateway, trans. Constance Garnett
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External Resistance
It should be noted that like awakening, the activation
that comes from participating in an authentic spirituality
that connects (really any activity that connects, whether
labelled “spiritual” or not) is generally a positive thing.
However, negative experiences of activation are possible
as well. These negative experiences typically revolve
around the experience of resistance to activation. It is like
waking up in the morning to somebody poking you with a
needle, but who refuses to stop even though you are
awake and telling them to stop. You wake up. You
activate. You push back. You try and get them to stop. If
they stop, then your experience of activation is positive
and empowering. If they do not stop, if they just keep
poking you no matter how hard you activate against them,
or if they lash out even harder against you, your
experience of activation will be negative.
The idea of waking up to pokes, and then not being
able to stop them because the other person just continues
the assault, is a good illustration of what is involved in a
negative
experience
of
activation,
but
real-world
examples will make this a little clearer. For example,
think of a female waking up in a patriarchal household
and then activating to end that patriarchy. A female who
(CreateSpace, 2016), https://amzn.to/2Dg2jtj.
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has a connection experience, however weak, and activates
against an oppressive patriarchy at home, at work, or in
the general society, will experience resistance and push
back. A single female activating in a patriarchal
environment, a single female standing up and claiming
power and authority in a patriarchal social and economic
world, may be beaten down verbally, emotionally,
psychologically, and even physically as a direct
consequence of her activation. In some societies still
heavily dominated by male power and privilege,
activating females can even be burned to death, as was
the case with nineteen-year-old Nusrat Jahan Rafi who
was lit on fire after reporting sexual harassment in her
school.112 The patriarchal men and women that surround
an awakening and activating female will, within the limits
of social and legal conventions, attack to preempt the
activation and push back down.
It is not just women who experience resistance as a
consequence of activation. You can also see resistance to
activation when young people, naturally, or as a
consequence of exposure to connection supplements,
awaken, activate, and begin to question and rebel against
parental and teacher oppression. Teenagers that are
112
Mir Sabbir, “Burned to Death for Reporting Sexual Harassment,”
BBC News, 2019, sec. Asia, https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia47947117.
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connecting, even if this connection is confused and
misinformed, awaken, activate, and challenge oppressive
parental, teacher, and even governmental authorities.
When they do, they are often met with psychological,
emotional, and even physical aggression and assault. In
other words, resistance.
Interestingly, adolescent and young adult awakening
and activation as a result of exposure to connection
supplements was a major problem for authorities in the
1960s and 70s when young people, workers, the lower
classes, etc., were exposed to Cannabis, LSD, and other
connection supplements, began to awaken, activate, and
shift away from the stultifying sexuality, brutal racism,
and exploitative “manifest destiny” of their “square” and
disconnected parents.113 The connection supplements of
the 1960s and 70s activated a generation and fuelled a
counter-cultural revolution that pushed major industrial
nations to the political left, and fundamentally altered the
extant power structure. These sixties hippies experienced
considerable resistance from parents, teachers, and a
society that simply did not understand and was not
properly prepared for what was occurring to the children.
Resistance was personal, in the form of family repression
113
Christopher Booker, The Neophiliacs: Revolution in English Life in the
Fifties and Sixties (New York: Harper Collins, 1970).
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and oppression, and political. On the personal level,
parents would belittle and assault their “hippy” children
in a backfiring attempt to make them conform. There was
also political resistance, as was the case with the Kent
State Massacre of May 4, 1970, where four university
students were murdered by Ohio National Guardsman. 114
In the end, the only thing that shut the global activation
down was a conservative “war on drugs” that made
access to connection supplements illegal.115 In this
context, Nancy and Ronald Reagan’s “war on drugs” was
really a war on connection and connection supplements
designed to discourage the use of connection supplements
that were, because of easy access, awakening and
activating the children. 116
The conflict and resistance individuals experience
when they awaken and activate might be called External
114
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kent_State_shootings
115
Andrew Glass, “Reagan Declares ‘War on Drugs,’ October 14, 1982,”
Politico,
1992,
https://www.politico.com/story/2010/10/reagandeclares-war-on-drugs-october-14-1982-043552.
116
With the current global push to legalize cannabis, it seems like this
war is finally won (or lost, depending on your perspective). However
if there is one thing that we know, those who fear connection for its
awakening and activation powers never give up. It will be interesting
to see how the current global push to legalize cannabis and other
connection supplements will shake out in the next ten years or so,
and whether corporate purveyors of these substances will be able to
alter the substances in cannabis in some way so as to remove the
critical properties.
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Resistance117 because it arises from external sources. We
can define external resistance as resistance to awakening
and activation that comes from outside the awakening
individual, specifically from friends, family, priests,
corporations such as Facebook and Google, the
paramilitary state, etc. External resistance comes from
people who are threatened, either consciously or
unconsciously, by the individual and collective activation
and empowerment that comes from authentic spiritual
practice. External resistance is designed to either a)
suppress awakening and activation outright, or b) divert
your aspirations into channels acceptable to The System.
Whether
it
is
outright
suppression
or
counterintelligence diversion, in both cases, external
resistance exists and is readily observable. For example,
Andrew Harvey says of Christianity, that “Many
forces...within the ‘Christian’ world, block” the “glorious
liberty” (i.e., revolutionary activations) that occur as a
consequence of authentic spiritual practice. This appears
to be true. Marie-Florine Bruneu notes that women
mystics during the 12th through 17th centuries always had
a desire to “ally mystical union with service to others”
(i.e., they wanted to be active and uplifting in the
community) but that they were “repeatedly barred from
117
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/External_Resistance.
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imitating Christ in his apostolic life,” meaning “Their...
attempts... had repeatedly been circumvented by the
church...”118 The Church, in other words, actively
suppressed the activation component of authentic
spirituality. The Church appears to have used three
strategies to suppress this activation. They 1) pruned the
mystic’s teachings of heterodoxy, 2) imposed clausura
(Spanish for cloister), and 3) threatened mystics with
violence at the hands of the inquisition. 119
For your information, heterodoxy is, according to
Merriam-Webster, the holding of “unorthodox opinions or
doctrines,” in this case, opinions and doctrines against the
established teachings of Church. Pruning the teachings of
heterodoxy means trimming thoughts and ideas that
deviate from and challenge church orthodoxy. Imposing
cloister means forcing the mystic into a nunnery or
monastery.
These three practices were, of course, effective at
containing the threat posed by activating mystics. Pruning
the teachings of heterodoxy watered down the mystic’s
118
Marie-Florine Bruneau, Women Mystics Confront the Modern World
(Albany: State University of New York Press, 1998), 22,
https://amzn.to/2L1L0m2.
119
Mike Sosteric, “Power to the People: How the Church Taketh
Away,”
Culturally
Modified,
2019,
https://culturallymodified.org/power-to-the-people-how-the-churchtaketh-away/.
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instructions and ensured that authentic spiritual teachings,
that is, teachings that helped one connect, would not
spread. Cloister removed the mystic and her potentially
threatening (to the status-quo) teachings by enclosing and
containing them in a monastic environment. Finally, the
threat of inquisition brings the final outliers to heal. Who
wants to be burned at the stake, after all. As Bruneu notes,
“the watchfulness of the clergy, the tendency to force
female mystics to enter convents, and the threat of the
Inquisition or of the stake remained constant throughout
the history of female mysticism.”120
Interestingly, religious environments are not the only
places
you
find
external
resistance
to
authentic
spirituality. You find it even in the secular, scientific
world. A branch of psychology known as Humanistic
Psychology used to exist in a much stronger form than it
does today. This branch of psychology was sympathetic
and
open
to
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experience.
research
on
forms
of
connection
Humanistic psychologists were even
developing forms of therapy that were rooted in an
understanding an openness to forms of connection, like
120
Bruneau, Women Mystics Confront the Modern World, 19.
121
R. A. Havens, “Approaching Cosmic Consciousness via Hypnosis,”
Journal of Humanistic Psychology 22, no. 1 (1982): 105–16; Carolyn
Keutzer, “WHATEVER TURNS YOU ON: TRIGGERS TO
TRANSCENDENT EXPERIENCES.,” Journal of Humanistic Psychology
18, no. 3 (1978): 77; Maslow, “Lessons from the Peak-Experiences.”
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peak experience122 or transcendence.123 In other words,
humanistic psychology incorporated authentic spiritual
practices as research topics and were in the process of
developing highly effective therapeutic tools which could
not
only
promote
personal
growth
and
self-
actualization,124 but connection experiences as well.125
The problem for the establishment was that these
authentic therapies were quite effective at healing,
awakening, and activating people. As Carl Rogers, the
creator of the encounter group, points out:
Encounter groups lead to more personal
independence, fewer hidden feelings, more
willingness to innovate, more opposition to
institutional rigidities. Hence, if a person is
fearful of change in any form, he is rightly
fearful of encounter groups. They breed
constructive change. . . . Hence, all those
opposed to change will be stoutly or even
122
Maslow, “Lessons from the Peak-Experiences.”
123
John A. Blazer, “An Experimental Evaluation of ‘Transcendence of
Environment,’” Journal of Humanistic Psychology 3, no. 1 (1963): 49–53.
124
Hobart F. Thomas, “Self-Actualization through the Group
Experience.,” Journal of Humanistic Psychology 4, no. 1 (January 1964):
39.
125
Carl Rogers, Carl Rogers on Encounter Groups (Boston: Houghton
Mifflin, 1970).
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violently opposed to the intensive group
experience.126
So what happened to Humanistic psychology? As
Elkins127 notes, humanistic psychology was, in an attempt
to undermine its powerful and progressive potential,
murdered by a conservative status quo intent on
suppressing the political challenges that healing and
activation ultimately brought. Elkin’s conclusions are
unequivocal.
... humanistic psychology lost its power and
influence, in large measure, because it is
inherently incompatible with the basic
assumptions and values of contemporary
mainstream
conservative
psychology
ideologies
and
with
that
the
have
increasingly gained power in American
culture since the 1960s.128
At this point, you can understand why connection
and authentic spirituality would lead to external
resistance. Awakening and activation lead to a status quo
126
Rogers, 13.
127
“Why Humanistic Psychology Lost Its Power and Influence in
American Psychology,” Journal of Humanistic Psychology 49, no. 1
(2009): 267–91.
128
Elkins, 267.
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challenge. This challenge can occur in the family
patriarchy, in the class relations of society, and even in
the hallowed halls of academia. Women activating in a
patriarchy challenge the patriarchal status quo. A worker
awakening and activating in a factory challenges the
capitalist status quo. A teenager awakening and activating
during adolescence challenges parental and school
authority. Activation brings pressure to change and those
who fear change, or who are attempting to preserve the
economic, political, or familial status quo, resist and
suppress activation in order to prevent that change.
There is a lot more we could say, and a lot more
research that has to be done, concerning the activation
that attends authentic spiritual practice, and the resistance
and suppression that occurs as a result. Indeed, with the
idea of resistance in mind, everything from the use of
“fire water” to decimate and disconnect the formerly
healthy and connected Indigenous cultures of the
Americas,129 to the creation of spiritual propaganda in the
form of innocent looking Tarot cards, 130 to the Catholic
Church’s editing of the Christian Bible to establish a
129
Harold R. Johnson, Firewater: How Alcohol Is Killing My People (and
Yours) (U of R Press, 2016), https://amzn.to/2D142T4.
130
Sosteric, “A Sociology of Tarot.”
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sanitized and disempowering orthodoxy, 131 becomes a
subject of scholarly interest. At this time, however, we
leave aside an examination of external resistance to
awakening and turn our attention to another way
activation experiences can be negative experiences, and
that is when we experience internal resistance.
Internal Resistance
What is internal resistance to activation? As the
name suggests, Internal Resistance132 to activation is
resistance that arises internally, from inside you. Internal
resistance is the self-doubt, fear, anxiety, guilt, shame,
self-deprecation, and even paranoid terror that can
sometimes
accompany
authentic
awakening
and
activation. People who experience internal resistance
struggle with activation and awakening because they
doubt the veracity of the experience, doubt their own
authenticity, doubt their ability to handle it, or have deepseated fears and anxieties that activation will lead to
negative consequences, like punishment, assault, and so
on. You can often observe an individual’s activation by
the presence of this internal resistance and struggle.
131
Bart D. Ehrman, Misquoting Jesus: The Story Behind Who Changed the
Bible and Why (Harper One, 2007).
132
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Internal_Resistance.
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Why does this internal resistance occur? That is a
complicated story, but basically it is a consequence of
toxic socialization. As already noted, toxic socialization is
a socialization process characterized by violence, chaos,
neglect, and indoctrination, amongst other things. Toxic
socialization is not random. Toxic socialization is
designed to mould you and plug you into The System. 133
Toxic socialization ingrains in you a deep seated need to
follow authority and follow the rules. Toxic socialization
also ingrains in many of us terrible self-doubt and deepseated fear of speaking out and challenging authority.
How does toxic socialization mould us, plug us in,
and make us afraid to speak out and challenge authority?
It does that many different ways, but primarily through
violence and ideology/indoctrination.
As for violence, unfortunately, toxic socialization
brings with it a fair amount of violence. Within the toxic
socialization that characterizes most families and
societies, children learn to do what they are told and
follow the rules, at home and at school, and they are
“punished” (really, they are assaulted) when they do not.
At home, assaults for misbehaving can range anywhere
from psychological and emotional torture (shaming,
133
Mike Sosteric, “What Is Socialization,” The Socjourn (blog), 2019,
https://www.sociology.org/what-is-socialization/.
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name-calling, yelling, etc.) to outright physical assault
(i.e.,
spanking
and
beatings).
Schools
also
use
psychological and emotional torture, like shaming and
public ridicule.134 In some locales, schools still use
physical abuse (straps, caning, etc.).
What does all this violence have to do with internal
resistance? It is important to understand, those who
experience various forms of assault change their
behaviour and can even develop PTSD symptoms, 135 like
fear, anxiety, self-blame, etc. To understand how this
works, imagine I met you and, after you said hello and
introduced yourself, I started screaming and calling you
names. Even though this is only one encounter, the
trauma
of
this
single
encounter
would
cause
psychological and emotional damage. Specifically, it
would change your behaviour and make you anxious
about future contact. The next time you meet me or
someone who looks like me, you would experience a
residual trauma. You would doubt your self, doubt
134
Mike Sosteric, “The Emotional Abuse of Our Children: Teachers,
Schools, and the Sanctioned Violence of Our Modern Institutions.,”
The Socjournal March (October 2013).
135
Darius Cikanavicius, “Toxic, Chronic Shame: What it is Like to Live
with
It,”
Psych
Central.com,
2019,
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/psychology-self/2019/01/toxicchronic-shame/; Abigail Powers et al., “Research Article: Childhood
Trauma, PTSD, and Psychosis: Findings from a Highly Traumatized,
Minority Sample,” Child Abuse & Neglect 58 (August 1, 2016): 111–18.
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whether you should speak up, and perhaps take steps to
avoid coming into contact with me. If you were unable to
avoid contact, you would be anxious about the whole
encounter, wondering what might happen and worried
about what I might say.
This negative behavioural change and the anxiety
and fear that is the result of the trauma is psychological
and emotional damage. This damage can occur after only
a single experience. The more trauma and assault, the
more profound the damage; the more profound the
damage, the more radical the behavioural change and the
deeper the fear and anxiety. For people who have
experienced chronic abuse and trauma as children and
adolescents, the damage can be quite severe. When the
damage is severe, when the trauma is profound, even the
thought of speaking out or standing up in opposition to
authorities, whether abusive or not, can trigger all sorts of
psychological
and
emotional
responses,
including
avoidance, anxiety, and even panic.
Unfortunately, thinking about speaking out and
standing up is exactly what happens when you awaken
and begin to activate. As soon as you become more aware
of the reality around you, you become aware of the need
to change As soon as you become aware of the need to
change, you automatically begin thinking about how you
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might do that. When you start thinking about the actions
you might take, anxiety, fear, and panic can be triggered,
and all this can shut you right down. If one day you wake
up and you realize just how abusive an authority figure in
your life is, say your patriarchal father, a PTSD derived
fear of authority may trigger in you and you may be come
anxious and panicked as a result. You may not know why
you are anxious and panicked. You may not know it is
because you are having thoughts about challenging and
changing the status quo, but you will be anxious. This
anxiety is internal resistance. If you succumb to it, you
will be deactivated as a result,
When individuals are assaulted for not submitting to
the rules, whether as children, adolescents, or adults, we
call this oppression. Oppression is a form of action
designed to neutralize activation and disempower
individuals
by
traumatizing
and
instilling
fear.
Oppression and the psychological trauma that goes along
with it are key sources of internal resistance. If you are
afraid of standing up and speaking out because of what
your parents did to you as a child, what your teachers and
“friends” did to you at school, or what your bosses do to
you at work, you are oppressed and less likely to
experience an empowering, positive, and trouble-free
activation.
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As noted above, toxic socialization moulds us, plugs
us into The System, and often makes us afraid to speak
out and challenge authority. It does this via violence, as
already discussed, and also ideology and indoctrination.
Ideology is ideas taught to us as children and adolescents
that dis-empower us and work against awakening and
activation in sometimes overt, sometimes subtle, but
always very powerful ways. These ideologies are most
obvious in Christian instructions that teach you will be
forever damned for not following the authority and
commandments of God, and also in Vedic notions of
Karma, which also suggest punishment (i.e. a lower birth)
for not following the rules. However, ancient Christian
notions of hell and damnation and Vedic notions of karma
and rebirth are not the only punishment based ideas that
impact activation. These ideas also exist in the New Age
movement where we are told that we are stupid, fallen,
weak, worthless, primitive, unworthy, and sinful rejects
who are incarnated here on Earth to learn spiritual
“lessons” so we can graduate and evolve to the next level.
We also find these ideological messages in science where
we are told that we are biologically rooted to a violent,
“survival of the fittest” ape-thing past.
We call ideological messages that teach us that we
are sinful, rotten, bad actors who should follow authority,
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and who need punishment and correction, Less Than
Messages (LTM’s).136 Less than messages are the
constant and ubiquitous aspersions cast upon us by a
spiritual, esoteric, and scientific culture designed to
prevent awakening, activation, and ascension. Less than
messages
undermine
self-esteem
and
self-efficacy,
confuse you, and generally send you off down dead end
roads that lead no where but the grave. Less than
messages form the foundation of internal conflict and
struggle which can be triggered during the activation that
follows upon awakening. We absorb all these less than
messages growing up, and as a consequence, when we
activate, sometimes even when we awaken, we feel
“unworthy,” “incapable,” “sinful,” and so on. These
thoughts and emotions can undermine and even reverse
what could otherwise be a productive and positive
awakening and activation experience.
As with our examination of external resistance, a lot
more could be said about the ideas and ideology which
fuel internal resistance. We will examine the ideological
underpinning of internal resistance at a later date when
we explore the “old energy” archetypal fabric of this
planet. As a general statement, anybody who has had a
connection experience will be likely attest to both the
136
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Less_Than_Messages
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awakening and activation components of the connection
experience, as well as the Zenith and Nadir Experiences,
and the internal and external resistance one may
experience. It is up to researchers to quit dismissing
negative aspects of connection experience.
As for the personal experiences themselves, if you
do have a Nadir experience, or if you experience
resistance, either external or internal, pay attention and, if
necessary, get appropriate help. If you are experiencing
external resistance, find an appropriate support group, for
example. For people in abusive relationships, this would
be a relationship support group. For adolescents
experiencing trauma and violence at home or at school,
this may be a professional support worker, a gay-straight
alliance, or some other type of professionally guided peer
support group. Similarly, if you experience internal
resistance,
seek
psychological
assistance.
Seeking
psychological help is particularly important if the
activation is triggering acute PTSD like symptoms (i.e.
anxiety, distress, sleep disruption, toxic and negative
ideations), neurosis, or even psychosis (confusion,
paranoia, etc.).
If you do experience internal resistance, interrogate
your spiritual ideology to see where negative, selflimiting, and paranoia-inducing thoughts are coming
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from. Interrogating your spirituality means examining
your thought processes and looking for ideas that you do
not want to think, like “less than messages” that
undermine your self-esteem and self-efficacy, and that
make awakening and activation difficult. When you find
those ideas, engage in a process of mental purification,
or just purification for short, to clear them up.
Purification is simply the identification and extraction of
thoughts and concepts that disempower and disconnect.
Mental purification is a complicated process, but it
basically comes down to being mindful of your thoughts
and feelings, being attentive to the thoughts that affect
your feelings in a negative way, and being active in trying
to replace those thoughts that diminish you. If you have
an awakening experience and then a couple days later you
are feeling slightly depressed, or are dealing with
thoughts of self-doubt, pay attention to what you are
thinking. Write your thoughts down. Once you have
identified self-limiting, negative thoughts and images,
you can work to clear the self-limiting ideas and
archetypes with more empowering and expansive ones. It
is a big process, a challenging one, and I’ll go into more
detail at a later date. For now, just get started with
mindfulness training, and get used to noting the ideas and
feelings you have. This work will help you overcome
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some of the internal resistance you may experience if you
happen to have an authentic connection experience.
As a final note to this section on activation, the idea
that you might have to interrogate your thoughts,
emotions, and ideas, i.e. that you have to to work to
establish right thought, may sound a little strange, but it
actually has ancient precedent in the sacred and spiritual
literature of this planet. Esteemed Vedic teacher
Sankaracharya speaks of the purification of one’s
thoughts137 as a necessary step on an authentic spiritual
path. The Buddhist Noble Eightfold Path also contains
strong guidance on the importance of “Right Thought,”
“Right Understanding,” “Right Concentration,” and
“Right Mindfulness,”138 all of which speak to the
importance of mental purification and mental discipline.
Similar advice has been given to Christian mystics down
through the ages as well. For example, John Climacus, 139
a 6th-century Christian monk, tell us to excise “evil,”
“polluted” and “profane” thoughts so that we can make
137
Sankaracharya, The Crest-Jewel of Wisdom and Other Writings of
Sankaracharya, trans. Charles Johnston, Kindle Edition (1999:
Theosophical
University
Press,
1946),
https://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/crest/crest-1.htm.
138
Walpola Sri Rahula, “The Noble Eightfold Path: Meaning and
Practice,” Tricycle: The Buddhist Review, accessed April 25, 2019,
https://tricycle.org/magazine/noble-eightfold-path/.
139
The Ladder of Divine Ascent (Toronto: Patristic Publishing, 2017).
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pure connections with Consciousness. Similarly, St.
Teresa of Avila spends considerable time teaching
detachment, the avoidance of stress and negativity, and
mental discipline as requisite achievements on the path to
powerful contemplation (i.e. connection).140
Ascension
As the reader will by now be well aware, this book is
a book on authentic spirituality which, as you now know,
is a spirituality that teaches and supports building a
bridge of connection to “something more” than our
normal, daily, self and consciousness. This is also a book
about how to identify connection and how to determine
when a spirituality is authentic or not. As we have seen,
one way to determine the authenticity of a spirituality or
spiritual practice is to look for connection outcomes.
Three connection outcomes identified so far are healing,
awakening, and activation. As we have seen, there is lots
of evidence in the literature to suggest that healing,
awakening, and activation are basic features of authentic
spirituality, and so when we are evaluating an authentic
spirituality or spiritual practice, we need to look for
examples of each.
140
St. Teresa of Avila, The Way of Perfection.
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Healing, awakening, and activation are important
connection outcomes, but that is not the end of the story.
A fourth and final outcome measure we are going to
examine here is the outcome measure of ascension. What
is ascension? Recall our earlier definition of authentic
spirituality. Authentic spirituality connects you to
“something more” than your normal consciousness. This
connection is highly significant and can lead to insights,
dramatic
realizations,
enlightenments,
epiphanies,
expansion of consciousness, and finally union (more or
less) with this “something more.” The process of
expansion, healing, awakening, epiphany, enlightenment,
and challenge that leads, if pursued persistently and
consistently, to “union” with this “something more” is the
process of ascension. Defining the term ascension we
would say that ascension is the process of merging the
spiritual ego and bodily ego. Ascension is facilitated with
persistent and consistent connection practice. .
Why do we use the word ascension? For one, it fits
linguistically, even poetically, with awakening and
activation. For two, and more importantly, it fits with the
phenomenology of the experience. That is, to the people
undergoing the process, it actually feels like an ascension
and union. Indeed, mystics who write about the process
often speak in terms of ascent towards union, like one is
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moving towards something bigger, higher, and more
grand than normal. John Climacus, a Medieval monk,
wrote a book entitled The Ladder of Divine Ascent and in
that book he describes not only the ascent, but how to
lubricate the process and make the ascent easier. 141 It is
fairly straight forward. When the ascent is completed, one
achieves union with something more.142
As already noted, there are spiritual and material
ways to conceptualize connection to that something more.
In material terms, you can conceptualize connection
biologically or neurologically, as connection with or
activation of some aspect of your neurology. Spiritually,
we
conceptualize
the
connection
that
occurs
as
connection to something we call the Fabric of
Consciousness. To refine that, we would further suggest
that the connection that occurs is, first and foremost, a
connection between your bodily ego, which is the
neurological ego of your physical body, and the spiritual
ego, which is the ego that exists independently of the
141
Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent.
142
As a side note, sometimes this process is perceived as a descent, as
in the descent of the Holy Spirit, or the descent of Consciousness,
into the physical body. Thus we have “Then all the people were being
baptized, Jesus was baptized too. And as he was praying, heaven was
opened and the Holy Spirit descended on him in bodily form like a
dove” (Like 3: 21-22). Here, the “something more” we are connecting
to is the Holy Spirit, and the process is described as this spirit
descending into the body.
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material world, as part of the Fabric of Consciousness.143
When you make a connection, you bring your bodily ego
and your spiritual ego together for a short period of time.
The more you do that, the more you engage in
Connection Practice, the more you work on bringing the
two together, the more you merge your bodily ego with
your spiritual ego, the more you ascend towards union.
Why does connection lead to an ascension process?
Because nobody achieves perfect union the first time they
have a connection experience. People have Union
Experiences all the time, but unless a connection is
forced open by a long acting connection supplement like
LSD, in which case one can experience union for hours,
union experiences are usually only a few seconds.
Typically, a union experience is just a brief connection
that feels like a deeper union. It is like turning a super
bright line on in a dark room for a second or two, getting
a glimpse of what is inside that room, and then covering
your eyes and turning the light back off because it is just
too bright to keep on. To get to the point where you can
143
Sosteric, “The Science of Ascension: A Neurologically Grounded
Theory of Mystical/Spiritual Experience”; Mike Sosteric, Lightning
Path Workbook One: Basic Concepts, vol. 1, Lightning Path Workbook
Series (St. Albert, Alberta: Lightning Path Press, 2016),
https://press.lightningpath.org/product/the-lightning-path-book-oneauthentic-spirituality/.
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“keep the light on,” so to speak, you have to work to get
your eyes adjusted.
The reason nobody achieves perfect union the first
time, or even the tenth time, is because, among other
things, the spiritual ego is much bigger than the bodily
ego. If you think of your bodily ego as a small candle
flame and your spiritual ego like the blazing light of the
sun, you’ll get a sense of the issue and the magnitude.
Making a connection can be like standing in a dark room
and suddenly turning to face a million watt light bulb.
Even under ideal circumstances, it takes time to adjust to
the light. This process of “adjustment” is the process of
ascension. Once you have adjusted to the bright light of
your spiritual ego, or the extra capacities of your
neurology, then a more permanent and consistent
connection/union can occur.
Note that it is not just the brightness of the light of
the spiritual ego/Fabric that is the problem. The bodily
ego itself might be a problem as well. This is the case if,
for example, the bodily ego has been heavily damaged by
toxic socialization. For reasons we cannot explore in too
much detail here, when the bodily ego is damaged and
indoctrinated by toxic socialization, connection and the
process of union can be difficult. When the bodily ego is
damaged, the process is not just about adjusting to the
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light, it is also about healing damage to the self-esteem
and self-concept, and clearing the wrong thought and
indoctrination that diminishes self, distorts thinking, and
makes connection more difficult. It should be noted that
the healing component is extremely important. As we will
see in the next section on the Seven Pillars of Authentic
Spirituality, anybody can have a connection experience,
even the mentally ill. As we will see, when people with
mental illness experience connection, things can go
horribly wrong. Therefore, healing the mind so it can
handle connection is an extremely important aspect of
connection and ascension.
Anyway, you see the issue. Anybody can have a
connection experience, but the thing we are connecting
too is so bright that it takes work to make that connection
longer and more permanent. The work involved in
making a connection longer and more permanent is the
work of ascension. It is important work but, sadly, not too
many people go on to do it, not because they can’t, and
not because they will not, but because pundits do not
always make the requirement clear, either because they
themselves do not know, or because they have based their
expertise on only a connection experience or two and thus
think that that is all there is to it.
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Is ascension, this process of union and merging, a
thing in the spiritual and scientific literature of the planet?
It definitely is. In fact, ascension is often defined as the
sine qua non of spiritual practice, and the quintessential
sought after connection outcome. Zaehnar144 provides an
excellent, if quite general, definition of “mysticism,”
which is really a description of the process of ascension.
As he says, mysticism (read ascension) is “the realization
of a union or a unity with or in [or of] something that is
enormously, if not infinitely, greater than the empirical
self.145 And of course, Zaehnar is not the only one. The
concept of a process of ascension appears everywhere and
in every time period, over and over again. It appears in
Orphic literature, which is ancient Greek mystical
literature, where the “ultimate goal is reunion with the
divine.”146 The Sanskrit word “yoga” actually means
144
Hindu and Muslim Mysticism (New York: Shocken Books, 1969), 5,
https://amzn.to/2IK1A7R.
145
Zaehnar’s definition is a definition of mysticism, which is the word
most people use when they think about what we are calling authentic
spirituality. Zaehnar’s definition is OK so long as we recognize that a)
it does not include other important outcome measure of connection,
like awakening and activation, b) it defines mysticism (i.e., authentic
spirituality) by reference to one of its outcomes. Defining This is a
common error in the literature.
146
James Adam, The Religious Teachers of Greece, Gifford Lectures (New
Jersey:
Reference
Book
Publishers,
1965),
https://www.giffordlectures.org/books/religious-teachers-greece.
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“union,” and Yoga, in its pure non-Westernized form, 147 is
all about achieving union with this higher Light/higher
Self.148 Likewise, Zen Buddhism shares the same goal.
Chan speaks of the practice of Zen and how it is aimed at
clearing the mind to facilitate union with Self. 149 Aldous
Huxley points out that the Vedic “though art that” is a
perfect representation of the underlying unity of reality,
and the experience we may have of this unity when we
have a connection experience.150 You also find the
concept of ascension and union in Islamic spirituality,
particularly the mystical Sufi variety. For example, the
“Mi’rāj of Abu Yazīd” (the “Ascension of Abu Yazīd”) is,
despite its unfortunate patriarchy, 151 all about Abu Yazīd’s
experience of union with God.152 Not surprisingly, you
also find the concept of union and ascension in
147
As for example found in the Yoga Sutras (i.e. union stitches) of
Patanjali,
148
Andrew Harvey, Teachings of the Hindu Mystics, Kindle (Boston:
Shambhala Publications, 2001), https://amzn.to/2WQoduv.
149
Yen, Chan and Enlightenment.
150
Aldous Huxley, The Perennial Philosophy (Canada: Random House
Canada, 2014), https://amzn.to/2XGmQyM.
151
It is important to recognize that almost all extant traditional
spiritual doctrines are rooted in patriarchal experiences. This does
not mean “men” are more capable of spiritual attainment. Rather, it
is a result of toxic socialized ideologies that purport natural male
dominance and hierarchy that excludes women or any “other” from
access to spiritual knowledge and privilege. Authentic spirituality and
connection has no binary gender.
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Christianity, particularly the mystical monastic variety,
where ascension and final union is portrayed as either
actual union with God,153 or as “betrothal?” and
“Divine/Spiritual Marriage.”154 As Xolani Kacela writes,
“As the Holy Spirit descends upon us, ordinary
experience is transformed into mystical experience, and
we become one with the Spirit.” 155 Evelyn Underhill, an
Anglican mystic and pacifist writer, wrote a highly
successful book on mysticism entitled Mysticism where
she defines mysticism as “...the art of union with Reality.
The mystic is a person who has attained that union in
greater or less degree; or who aims at and believes in
such attainment156. Underhill goes on:
Broadly speaking, I understand it to be the
expression of the innate tendency of the human
spirit towards complete harmony with the
transcendental order; whatever be the theological
formula under which that order is understood.
152
You can find a copy of this poem in Zaehner, Hindu and Muslim
Mysticism.
153
Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent.
154
St. Teresa of Avila, The Way of Perfection.
155
Xolani Kacela, “Being One with the Spirit: Dimensions of a Mystical
Experience,” The Journal of Pastoral Care & Counseling 60, no. 1–2 (Spr
2006): 85.
156
Underhill, Mysticism: A Study in the Nature and Development of
Spiritual Consciousness: emphasis added.
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This tendency, in great mystics, gradually
captures the whole field of consciousness; it
dominates their life and, in the experience called
"mystic union," attains its end. Whether that end
be called the God of Christianity, the World-soul
of Pantheism, the Absolute of Philosophy, the
desire to attain it and the movement towards it-so long as this is a genuine life process and not
an intellectual speculation--is the proper subject
of mysticism. I believe this movement to
represent the true line of development of the
highest form of human consciousness.157
Finally, the notion of union with a higher Reality or
Divine source is even represented in the secular world.
Science Fiction Writer Arthur C. Clarke’s book
Childhood’s End158 is all about the transcendental
evolution of humanity and its eventual connection/union
with a higher source, or Overmind, as it is portrayed in
the book.
As you can see, the idea of ascension and the gradual
union that occurs as the process unwinds is a big topic of
authentic spirituality. From the Yoga of the East to the
157
Underhill.
158
Arthur C. Clarke, Childhood’s End (New York: Del Rey, 1987).
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monastic practices of the West, a lot of space is given
over in the spiritual literature of this planet to outlining
authentic spiritual practices that encourage connection
and perfection of union. And note, it is not just theoretical
discussion. Indeed, the spiritual literature of this planet is
filled with connection manuals (manuals that teach how
to connect), ascension manuals (manuals that provide
guidance on the process of ascension and union), and
alignment manuals (manuals that teach one how to act
properly). Sankaracharya’s Crest-Jewel of Wisdom, for
example, is a classic of Vedic spirituality. It offers
extended guidance on how to prepare one’s self for
connection.159 Similarly, the Buddhist Eight Fold Path160
is a shorthand manual on the establishment of right
thought, right action, and the right environment
conducive towards connection and union. Finally,
arguably, the Christian Ten Commandments lays the
foundational structure for connection by focusing on non
violence and emotionally safe spaces and relationships.
As with awakening and activation, the process of
ascension and union can be experienced in both
159
Adi Sankaracharya, The Crest-Jewel of Wisdom: An LP Annotation
(Alberta:
Lightning
Path
Press,
2019),
https://datadump.lightningpath.org/annotations/Crest.Jewel.of.Wisdo
m-Shankara-Sosteric.pdf.
160
Rahula, “The Noble Eightfold Path.”
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positive/Zenith and negative/Nadir ways. People can
experience and even integrate bliss and joy, cosmic
wonder, and deep revelation, but they can also experience
flooding,161 ego explosion,162 existential terrors,163 and
other Nadir-type connection experiences that are difficult
to integrate. Flooding, for example, can occur when an
individual’s thought process during connection are so
overwhelming that the individual loses control and
becomes “flooded” by thoughts and emotions so big, and
moving so fast, that the bodily ego is simply incapable of
processing “in the moment.” Recall Cortright here:
New and expanded states of consciousness
[caused by connection] can overwhelm the
ego. An infusion of powerful spiritual
energies can flood the body and mind,
fragmenting the structures of the self and
temporarily incapacitating the person until
they can be assimilated.164
161
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Flooding
162
163
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Egoic_Explosion
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/Existential_Terrors
164
“An Integral Approach to Spiritual Emergency.,” Guidance &
Counseling 15, no. 3 (2000): 12.
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What do you do if you are overwhelmed during an
ascension experience? Deep breathing, a cold shower, a
calm nature walk, and even rocking in a fetal position can
help get you through the negative experience. Beyond
these “trauma” measures, dealing with it will require
psychological and emotional processing, spiritual reeducation, sophisticated spiritually-focused therapy, and,
in rare cases, even mental health assistance. Providing
extended guidance is beyond the scope of this work, and
there is not much “out there” in the way of authentic and
meaningful help, especially when dealing with the
neurosis and psychosis that may result; but some work
has been done on the issue. If you wish to explore more,
Grof’s “Spiritual Emergency”165 may help. In the
meantime, be proactive and work to establish right
thought, right action, and right environment conducive
and supportive of connection and union.
Summary
A lot more could be said and a lot more research has
to be done on the four outcome measures of healing,
awakening, activation, and ascension. In particular, how
to overcome resistance, how to facilitate positive
165
Grof and Grof, Spiritual Emergency: When Personal Transformation
Becomes a Crises.
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connection experience, how to deal with Nadir
Experiences, and how to approach and understand
connection pathology. Pieces of relevant research in
neurology, psychology, sociology, and even medicine are
now beginning to appear, but scientists are really just at
the start (more accurately restart) of inquiry. Hopefully at
this point however you get a general sense of what
authentic spirituality might mean, and a general notion
how we might approach understanding and investigating
the area.
With the ideas of authentic spirituality, connection,
and connection outcomes under your belt, you have
enough to be able to assess the authenticity of a spiritual
path or practice. If a spirituality, religion, or practice leads
you to connection experiences, and if these connection
experiences lead to connection outcomes, then the
spirituality or practice is likely authentic. However, just
looking for connection experiences and connection
outcomes is not enough. As I point out in an article
entitled “Everyone Has a Connection Experience,”
connection experiences are not rare and they are not
difficult to induce.166 In fact, chances are that when you
resolve nomenclature confusion and include Nadir
166
Sosteric, “Everybody Has a Connection Experience: Prevalence,
Confusions, Interference, and Redefinition.”
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Experiences in the mix, just about everybody is going to
have had at least one of these experiences at some point
in their life, and probably more. The ease at which these
experiences may be triggered means that coming up with
practices that induce connection is probably not that hard,
and it can probably happen just about anywhere, and
under the influence of just about anyone with a basic
understanding of the process. From Churches to nature
resorts, from Osho led ashrams to Masonic lodges and
“satanic” temples, the best-kept secret of connection is
that it is very easy to accomplish.
Of course, the question that arises at this point is
simple. Is an experience triggered by the teaching of a
selfish satanic priest in a black ritual, an egoistic new age
guru in an ashram surrounded by Rolls Royce limousines,
or an exclusive invite-to-the-rich-only Masonic Lodge,
the same as a connection experience led by a teacher like
Christ, Suzuki, Eckhart, or Muhammad? Intuitively the
answer would be no. Scientifically, there is minimal, if
any, research which distinguishes between the types of
connection experiences induced in a Masonic Lodge
versus the types of connection experiences induced in a
monastery devoted to human service, or a retreat devoted
to yogic union, but there are likely major differences. As
we saw briefly under the connection outcome of
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activation, most mystics emphasize ethical and moral
action, service to the poor, ministering to the sick, or
other self-less actions as prerequisites of authentic
connection.167 A connection experience arrived at in that
sort of context is probably very different than a
connection experience arrived at in a Mason’s lodge
surrounded by self-important business people.
Given that there are likely differences between the
types of connection experiences and outcomes induced in
Masonic lodges versus the types induced in temples led
by selfless teachers, it seems reasonable to suggest that
there is more to authentic spirituality than merely having
a connection experience and experiencing one or more of
the four connection outcomes. The question before us
now is, what is that more?
In the final section of this book, we are going to look
at additional factors which should be present in a
spirituality if it is to be considered authentic. We may call
these factors the Seven Pillars of Authentic Spirituality.
These pillars are high standards, strict standards, and they
must be present in any spirituality or spiritual practice in
order for it to stake the claim that it is authentic. If the
pillars of authentic spirituality are not present, the
167
Christ’s Sermon on the Mount is the classic example here.
https://www.Biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+57&version=NIV
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spiritual system and the person pimping the system are
not authentic, period, end of sentence, closing paragraph,
new chapter. If these pillars are not reflected in the
actions of the gurus and the teachings of the masters of
the path, my advice would be to avoid the teachings,
avoid the teachers, and find a different path home.
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Part Three:
Seven Pillars of
Authentic Spirituality
As
noted
in
the
previous
section,
healing,
awakening, activation, and ascension are outcome
measures you can use to assess whether the connection
experiences you have and the spiritual path you are
following is authentic or not. Most of the time, these
experiences are positive; however, sometimes they can be
negative, or have negative elements. Whether Zenith or
Nadir, experiences of healing, awakening, activation, and
ascension towards union are significant connection
outcomes and should be present if a spirituality is to be
counted as authentic.
Connection, connection experiences, and connection
outcomes
are
important
indicators
of
authentic
spirituality, but by themselves, they are not enough to
guarantee a path is authentic. This is because, despite
propaganda to the contrary, connection experiences are
not that hard to come by. Indeed, as pointed out in an
article
entitled
168
experience,”
“Everybody
has
a
connection
people often have them spontaneously.
168
Sosteric, “Everybody Has a Connection Experience: Prevalence,
Confusions, Interference, and Redefinition.”
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Not only that, but connection experiences are easy to
induce.
Various
Connection
Practices,
like
Transcendental Meditation, Zen meditation, and so on,
have been developed over the centuries that work to
facilitate connection. In addition, individuals can use
powerful
Connection
Supplements169
to
induce
connection experience, either on their own or in
“Shamanic” settings.
FYI, a connection supplement is a natural or
artificial
supplement
like
Cannabis,
Psilocybin,
Ayahuasca, LSD, and so on, that forces a connection
between spiritual ego and bodily ego. As Bennet notes,
connection supplements like cannabis have been used to
facilitate connection for thousands of years.
Whether connection happens spontaneously or is
induced by techniques or supplements is beside the point
here. The point here is, connection is easy to come by and
many people, even mentally ill people, can have them.
It is important to understand, connection experiences
can be powerful and transformative, but they represent
only brief hints of what is really possible when we
persistently and consistently pursue union through
169
Chris Bennett, Liber 420: Cannabis, Magickal Herbs and the Occult
(Walterville, OR: Trine Day, 2018).
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/index.php/
Connection_Supplements
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connection practice. In other words, union between
spiritual ego and bodily ego is not a binary “now you’ve
done it” sort of thing. It is a process of continual
improvement of connection. It requires more than just a
single “nirvana” experience or two, no matter how
powerful and enlightening that single experience may be.
As evidenced by the copious spiritual corpus of this
planet, authentic progress on an authentic spiritual path
requires good schools, good teachers, and lots of practice.
Indeed, perfect union requires ongoing healing and
connection practice, and ongoing effort to merge and
unite. It requires spiritual, psychological, education,
mental, emotional healing and training, as well as
appropriate and supportive environments, and accurate
and authentic Connection Frameworks.170
A connection framework is an organized training
system designed to teach you how to connect. Every
culture has its own established connection framework,
which is more or less effective. Some examples that come
to mind here are Zen Buddhism, Sufism (the “mystical”
side of Islam), and Monastic Christianity (the mystical
side of the Catholic Church). In addition, new connection
frameworks pop up from time to time, like the Arica
170
https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/Connection_Framework
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School of Oscar Ichazo,171 as do “special interest”
connection frameworks, like the connection framework
provided by Freemasonry.
Do you really need a connection framework to help
you connect? The answer is no. You can go about
connection on your own. You can learn how to open,
control, and ground a connection without the help of a
teacher or a connection framework. Zen Buddhists have a
name for someone like that. They call it Jiriki (selfpower), which is seeking enlightenment (read connection)
through one's own effort and practice, and without outside
assistance. However, sorting it all out on your own is a lot
of work, it can take a long time, and, for reasons I’ll go
into at a later date, the process is prone to bias and error.
You can make faster progress if you find good resources
and a good teacher.
If you make the choice to find good resources and
good teachers, then the next question is, what is a good
resource? How do you find an authentic spiritual teacher
or an authentic connection framework? Whose books do
you read? Whose videos do you watch? Whose churches
and temples do you attend? It sounds like an easy
decision. However, it is not. Just walking into some
171
Dorothy De Christopher, “I Am the Root of a New Tradition,” in
Interviews with Oscar Ichazo (New York: Arica Institute Press, 1982),
129–54, https://amzn.to/2MOwleU.
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spiritually inclined book store and picking up a book,
going to a local established church, entering an esoteric
temple, or selecting the guru with the most convincing
connection account,172 is not enough. Despite what we
might think, just because somebody has had a powerful
connection experience or two does not make them
suddenly liberated and enlightened. As noted in the
previous section, connection outcomes are relatively easy
to accomplish. What is more noteworthy, even those with
serious mental illness can experience connection.173 Not
only that, connection experiences can be hard to interpret
and easy to misunderstand, especially when filtered
through unexamined bias. In other words, just because an
individual has a connection experience, does not mean
172
A connection account is somebody’s account of their own
connection experience. Connection accounts are peppered
throughout the spiritual literature of this planet. Connection
accounts always include a description of connection, and they usually
include some indication of the connection outcomes that resulted.
Sometimes, they may even indicate the connection supplement or
connection practice that induced the connection experience, though
since connection supplements are often illegal, this information is
often left out. Connection outcomes are often taken as signs of
spiritual legitimacy and spiritual wisdom, though of course, even
mentally ill individuals can have them, and they can be easily
falsified.
173
The book “Memoirs of my Nervous Illness” is a fascinating account
of a paranoid schizophrenic struggling to understand a problematic
spiritual connection. Daniel Paul Schreber, Memoirs of My Nervous
Illness (New York: NYRB Classics, 2000), https://amzn.to/2U8Se6Q.
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this
person
is
instantly
enlightened,
liberated,
emancipated, and capable of teaching others. Similarly,
just because a connection framework purports to provide
you with authentic spirituality, does not mean it does.
From mental illness to cultural bias to just plain political
malfeasance, there’s a lot of spiritual nonsense out there
and, consequently, a lot can get in the way of you finding
a good path or a good teacher. It is far more problematic
than you might think.
Corrupted Connection Frameworks
These are provocative statements to be sure,
especially considering most people have been trained to
just accept spiritual “truths” without thought, from
whatever source that has the audacity to claim
authenticity. However, we can add substance to these
statements by considering some extant connection
frameworks which have been corrupted. There are
examples down through the centuries of authentic
connection frameworks being co-opted and corrupted by
special interest groups with no real interest in authentic
spiritual outcomes. One example that comes to mind here
are the teachings of Zoroaster. Zoroaster was an ancient
Persian mystic whose connection experiences, and the
wisdom they purportedly proffered, were transmitted by
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word of mouth for several centuries before they were
finally co-opted from the word of mouth record and
written down by elite priests in ancient Sasanian courts,
during the third century A.D. 174 Why did the elite write
the teachings down? As pointed out in an article entitled
“From Zoroaster to Star Wars, Jesus to Marx; The
Science and Technology of Mass Human Behaviour,” 175 it
was not because they wanted people to connect and be
empowered. Instead, ancient elite priests used the
Zoroastrian faith as a foundation upon which they created
a spiritual ideology, a set of archetypes, that facilitated
the suppression, manipulation, and control of the
masses.
The spiritual ideology created by elite priests of the
Zoroastrian faith is explored in the article and so we will
not rehearse them here. However, as an example, one of
the more powerful archetypes provided by Zoroastrianism
is the notion of a cosmic fight between good and evil. The
Zoroastrian faith purports a battle between cosmic forces
of good and evil, personified as Ahura Mazda and Agra
Mainu. This battle is a battle in which humans must pick
174
Mary Boyce, Zoroastrians: Their Religious Beliefs and Practices
(Routledge, 2001).
175
See Sosteric, “From Zoroaster to Star Wars, Jesus to Marx: The
Science and Technology of Mass Human Behaviour.”
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a side and then fight the evil ones on the other side,
sometimes to the death.
Elites use this ideology, and in particular the “good
versus evil” node, to incite their populations to violence.
You can see how these nodes would be useful not only for
defence, but also for imperialist attack. All an elite agent
has to do is convince their people that some “other”
population in another city-state or country is “evil,” and
their people will be primed for attack. If you can
convince “your” people that “their” people are vile, evil,
communist, atheist, rapist, satanic hordes, you can get
your armies to attack. You can see these nodes being used
in contemporary global politics. Donald Trump, 45 th
president of the United States, is a master at using these
archetypes to weaponize individuals and groups and turn
them against his enemies, like the press, or the “liberal”
elite. We also see this archetype active not only in
exoteric religion, but also in Hollywood productions like
Star Wars and, indeed, every Marvel movie ever made. 176
To be perfectly honest, since we do not have a record
of the word of mouth teachings of Zoroaster, and since
our only record of these teachings is what the Sasanian
priests wrote down in the Gathas, we’ll never know what
176
Mike Sosteric, “Star Wars Is a Religion That Primes Us for War and
Violence,” The Conversation, 2018, https://theconversation.com/starwars-is-a-religion-that-primes-us-for-war-and-violence-89443.
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Zoroaster actually had to say about things, so we’ll never
be able to argue with certainty that the Persian elites coopted a Zoroastrian connection framework to create an
ideological frame for the manipulation of the masses; but,
the fact that “good versus evil” is still used by world
leaders today to justify imperialism and murder is a pretty
strong argument that these nodes are in fact elite tools.
There is less doubt about elite interference, however,
when it comes to Christ and Catholicism, because there
are written records (the Gospels) of Christ’s activities,
and we know these records were co-opted and edited by
elite agents. As we discover when we actually read the
New Testament,177 Christ was a populist revolutionary
leader who was anti-hate and anti-establishment. He came
out against hypocrisy and corruption and was wildly
popular as a result. Because of his rapidly growing
popularity, and because of his progressive message, he
was a clear threat to the elites of the time. In the hopes of
curtailing the impact of his teachings, the elites of the
time had him assassinated. However, his assassination
martyred him and ignited a connection wildfire. People
were talking about it, writing about it, and organically
spreading the word far and wide. To stop the revolution
177
Sosteric, “Rethinking the Origins and Purpose of Religion: Jesus,
Constantine, and the Containment of Global Revolution.”
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from spreading, the elites had to do more than simply
assassinate the leader.
Their solution, in addition to persecuting the
original Christians, was to co-opt the original teachings.
The watershed moment came at the Synod of Hippo when
then emperor Constantine got together with a bunch of
elite Catholic bishops and handpicked what we may
presume to be the twenty-seven least radical, most
conservative, “safest” Christian texts that were around at
the time. The elite Bishops put these twenty-seven safe
(for them) texts together into what they called the New
Testament Bible.178 Then, they tossed the rest away and
presented this elite-approved canon to hungry Christians
as the only written accounts that they could read. 179 In this
178
Although note that some of the “Lost Gospels” have been
rediscovered. These are presented in the Nag Hamadi library. James
M. Robinson, The Nag Hammadi Library: The Definitive New
Translation of the Gnostic Scriptures, Third (San Francisco: Harper,
1988).
179
As Bernard Starr notes, “… the Council of Hippo sanctioned
27 books for the New Testament in 393 C.E. Four years later
the Council of Cartage confirmed the same 27 books as the
authoritative Scriptures of the Church. Bernard Starr, “Why
Christians Were Denied Access to Their Bible for 1,000
Years,” Huffpost Religion, July 20, 2013.
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way, elites controlled what future generations would
know about the personality and activities of Christ.
Of course, the faithful might like to think, perhaps
because it preserves their spiritual investment and saves
them some face, that the activities of the emperor and his
cadre of elite bishops were benign. However, subsequent
actions of the Church highlight their true motivation,
which was to suppress the revolutionary texts. For
example, one thing that the elites in the Catholic Church
did, in addition to their purge of the written record, was to
hide and suppress even the cannon they had chosen. To be
clear, they hid the Bible that they created away in
monasteries, kept it in a language few people at the time
could read, and prevented the peasants from having easy
access to it. As Bernard Starr notes, “the Church actually
discouraged180 the populace from reading the Bible on
their own — a policy that intensified through the Middle
Ages.” 181 They prohibited the “laity” from having access
180
Starr uses the word “discouraged,” but as he himself points out,
the Church actually executed people for spreading the word. This is a
level above mere “discouragement.” It is active suppression of
spiritual teachings. Bernard Starr, Jesus Uncensored: Restoring the
Authentic Jew (OmniHouse Publishing, 2013).
181
Bernard Starr, “Why Christians Were Denied Access to Their Bible
for 1,000 Years.”
Also
check
out
this
web
page
http://www.aloha.net/~mikesch/banned.htm. It lists documentary
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to the New Testament, they burned any copies that existed
outside the Church, they even burned people at the stake
who tried to distribute and/or translate the Bible! In 1536,
William Tyndale was strangled and burned by the
Catholic
Church
for
having
the
unmitigated,
revolutionary, heretical gall of having the Latin Bible
translated and printed in English so that the people could
read it directly.182
Another thing the elites did that speaks to their true
motivation, in addition to purging the literature and
hiding the remaining away, was mercilessly edit it once it
was in their control. The truth is, the Bible you read today
is not the Bible that was created at the council of Hippo.
The Bible of today is a heavily edited version of the
original New Testament. Even conservative Christian
scholars admit the Bible has been edited thousands of
times,183 and this is not insignificant. Even if one could
argue that the edits were mostly grammar and punctuation
evidence of a centuries long attempt by members of the elite to
prevent the public from accessing the Bible.
182
For a brief overview of what happened, see the Christianity.com
article "Translator William Tyndale Strangled and Burned,"
Christianity.Com,
http://www.christianity.com/church/churchhistory/timeline/1501-1600/translator-william-tyndale-strangled-andburned-11629961.html. If you read that version note how obstinate
Tyndale was and how mad the Church got at him.
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edits, this is enough to seriously call into question the
activities of the elite church. Even a single punctuation
mark can dramatically change the meaning of a sentence.
Consider the following example:
A woman without her man is nothing
A woman: without her, man is nothing.
Only two punctuation marks are changed, yet the
meaning of the sentence is reversed. One of the above
statements is empowering to women, and the other beats
her down. When you remember the Bible has been edited
thousands of times by the Church, this is shocking. If
even a colon and a comma can change the meaning of a
sentence, you can imagine the modifications that become
possible when you have hundreds of years to privately
edit “the Word.”
At this point, a couple of questions may be
lingering. The first question that may linger is, if the
teachings of Christ were such a threat, why not simply
erase the books altogether? The answer is simply that it
183
Bart D. Ehrman, Misquoting Jesus: The Story Behind Who Changed the
Bible and Why(Harper One, 2007); Lost Scriptures(New York: Oxford
University Press, 2003).
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was too late. By the time the elites got around to coopting the corpus, the teachings of Jesus had already
spread far enough that any attempt to simply erase them
would likely have led to a violent
uprising. 184
Assassination had not stopped the revolutionary message
from spreading, it just made it worse; trying to burn all
the accounts wouldn’t do it either. It would probably just
make it worse.
Another question that may linger at this point is
about the actual power of the Christ’s life and his
teachings. Was his life and work really a threat? Did the
elites really put in centuries of effort trying to suppress
the Gospels for fear of the revolution they might insight?
It sounds like magical thinking, but consider the story of
Spanish conquistador Bartolome de las Casas. Bartolome
de las Casas was a member of the 16h century Spanish
elite. He was directly involved in the colonization of
Hispaniola and Cuba. As Fiske notes of the repressive
practices of the colonizers:
Indians were slaughtered by the hundreds,
burned alive, impaled on sharp stakes, torn to
pieces by blood-hounds. In retaliation for the
murder of a Spaniard, it was thought proper to
184
Sosteric, “Rethinking the Origins and Purpose of Religion: Jesus,
Constantine, and the Containment of Global Revolution.”
139
call up fifty or sixty Indians and chop off their
hands. Little children were flung into the water
to drown with less concern than if they had been
puppies. In the mingling of sacred ideas with the
sheerest devilry, there was a grotesqueness fit for
the pencil of Dore. Once, "in honour and
reverence of Christ and his twelve Apostles,"
they hanged thirteen Indians in a row at such a
height that their toes could just touch the ground
and then pricked them to death with their swordpoints, taking care not to kill them quickly. At
another time, when some old reprobate was
broiling half a dozen Hideout Indians in a kind
of cradle suspended over a slow fire, their
shrieks awoke the Spanish captain who, in a
neighboring hut, was taking his afternoon nap
and he called out testily to the man to despatch
those wretches at once and stop their noise. But
this demon, determined not to be baulked of his
enjoyment, only gagged the poor creatures.185
Las Casas was considered one of the worst of the
worst, a monster by any account, until one day while in
185
John Fiske, The Historical Writings of John Fiske: The Discovery of
America, 12 vols., vol. 3(New York: Houghton Mifflin, 1902).
140
Cuba, while reading from a Church pulpit, he read the
following words from the Bible:
The Most High is not pleased with the offerings
of the wicked: neither is he pacified for sin by
the multitude of sacrifices. The bread of the
needy is their life; he that defraudeth him thereof
is a man of blood. He that taketh away his
neighbors’ living slayeth him; and he that
defraudeth the laborer of his hire is a shedder of
blood (Sira 34: 21-23).
Upon reading these words, Las Casas had a classic
connection experience, and was instantly transformed by
it.
Fiske
provides
an
account
of
the
dramatic
awakening.186
As he read these words, a light from heaven
seemed to shine upon Las Casas. The scales fell
from his eyes. He saw that the system of slavery
was wrong in principle. The question whether
you treated your slaves harshly or kindly did not
go to the root of the matter. As soon as you took
from the laborer his wages, the deadly sin was
committed; the monstrous evil was inaugurated.
There must be a stop put to this, said Las Casas.
186
Fiske, The Historical Writings of John Fiske: The Discovery of America.
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We have started wrong. Here, are vast countries
which the Holy Church has given to the
Spaniards in trust, that the heathen may be
civilized and brought into the fold of Christ; and
we have begun by making Hispaniola a hell.
This thing must not be suffered to grow with the
growth of Spanish conquest. There was but one
remedy. The axe must be put to the root of the
tree. Slavery must be abolished .
Following his transformative experience, Las Casas gave
up his slaves, went into the pulpit, and preached against
the practice. He sold his worldly goods and went to visit
the King of Spain, the Bishop Fonesca, and others. He
became politically active and was a key figure and major
influence not only in advocating against slavery, but in
advocating for the idea that the slaves were human and
had souls. Eventually, he went on to write a rather
disturbing book on Spanish treatment of slaves where he
provides a first-hand account of a horrific genocide that
left Hispaniola a ruinous and desolate waste. 187
187
If you are interested in Las Casas first-hand account and
condemnation, you can read the book. It is available from Project
Gutenberg at http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/20321. Bartolome de
las Casas, A Brief Account of the Destruction of the Indies.
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You can see the threat represented by even the
watered-down Bible the elites provided. It was so
powerful, even a murderous, elite sociopath could be
instantly transformed by simply reading the words. No
wonder the Catholic patriarchs did not want the masses
reading it. No wonder some people were willing to risk
persecution and immolation (e.g., William Tyndale) just
to get the Bible into the hands of the people.
The efforts of the Church to suppress even the
watered-down and edited accounts of Christ’s life
eventually, with the creation of the printing press,
collapsed. After that, it was no longer possible to keep the
Bible out of the hands of the masses. This didn’t mean the
Church gave up, however. In an ongoing effort to control
access to the Bible, they organized Christian worship into
Sunday masses and required the faithful to listen to a
Catholic functionary (a priest) read and interpret out-ofcontext snippets of the Bible for them. I know of no
sociological research comparing what the priests say in
their Sunday services, with what is actually in the Bible;
however, as a child, I did attend church regularly and I
know a) the priests never talked about connection or
connection experience and b) they never spoke of the
revolutionary content of Christ’s teachings, or his
revolutionary example. Taking quotes out of context, they
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spun the teachings and took both connection and
revolution out. Instead, they portrayed Christ as a meek
and passive Sheppard of sheeple, giving deference to a
patriarchal and “godly” authority.
If you recall from the previous section of this book,
awakening and activation are common connection
outcomes. If you understand the exoteric Church
represents world elites and not the interests of the people,
you can understand why the Church would suppress,
sanitize, and spin accounts of Christ’s life into their
opposite. You can also understand the problem spiritual
seekers have. The Church will no doubt claim to provide
an authentic avenue for human spiritual experience and
practice, but does it really? For all the reasons outlined so
far, at least when it comes to exoteric and non-monastic
aspects of Christianity, the answer is no; but you can
decide for yourself.
When it comes to assessing the authenticity of
exoteric spirituality, in my view, we can stop on the
absence of a concern with connection experience.
However, there are others aspects of Christianity that
arguably retain concern with connection experience.
There is a place in the Christian fabric for spiritual
experience. Monk and nuns in the Christian mystical
tradition monastic traditions of Christianity speak of
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connection experience (which they call union with God,
or a divine marriage) and even provide advice on how to
attain it. The book The Ladder of Divine Ascent188 by 6th
century Christian mystic John Climacus is an example in
this regard, as are the works of St. Teresa of Avila. 189 And,
as pointed out earlier, activation is a component of
Christian mystical tradition.190 There are also aspects of
Christianity that retain the revolutionary character of the
original teachings, for example, Liberation Theology.
Finally, there are Christian “esoteric” traditions 191 that do
overtly claim, at least to their members, that they provide
an authentic connection framework. Freemasonry is one
example of that. Freemasonry is definitely a connection
framework, since Freemasons use words and images that
clearly indicate a concern with connection and union.
Just do an online image search for “Masonic tracing
188
Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent.
189
St. Teresa of Avila, The Way of Perfection; St. Teresa of Avila, Interior
Castle, Kindle (New York: Dover Publications, 2007),
https://amzn.to/2GpC7NG.
190
Harvey, Teachings of the Christian Mystics.
191
An esoteric tradition is an institutionalized, but “secret,” spiritual
tradition. Esoteric traditions provide spiritual knowledge outside of
and hidden from the mainstream. Esoteric traditions are generally
exclusive, often male-only, invite-only affairs open only to a “chosen
few.” You have to be invited into the fold to be a Freemason, for
example. Members are treated to “secret” knowledge available only
to membership.
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board” and you will see ladders of ascent to starry
realms of higher awareness and consciousness. As one
Mason says, “...we must climb the steps to achieve a type
of gnosis which comes with the achievement of...an
inseparable union.”192 This is classic connection talk.
Do
Christian
monastic
traditions,
Liberation
Theology, Freemasonry, and so on, qualify as authentic
connection frameworks? If our only measure was whether
or not these frameworks provided a path towards
connection experience, the answer would be yes, and we
could stop right here. However, it is likely more
complicated than that. In my view, Christian monastic
traditions
represent
a
containment
of
connection
experience. Monastic traditions are not open traditions.
Their members are cloistered, confined, and subject to
clerical authority. For example, in The Way of Perfection,
St. Teresa of Avila repeatedly appeals to and confirms her
submission to the authority of the Church Bishops.193
As for Freemasonry, as discussed in the article “The
Sociology of Tarot,” these are elite organizations with
elite agendas.194 They use the cover of esoteric spirituality
192
Gregory B. Stewart, Fellow of the Craft; A Treatise on the Second
Degree of Freemasonry (FMI Publishing, 2015), 40.
193
St. Teresa of Avila, The Way of Perfection.
194
Sosteric, “A Sociology of Tarot.”
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to bend and twist human spirituality in the service of their
economic and political interests. The clear affiliation of
Freemasonry with economic elites and their creation of
spiritual propaganda in the form of the Western Tarot
deck belie any claims they might make concerning the
authenticity of their tradition.
Uneducated, Biased and Mentally Ill
Gurus
If Christian monastic traditions represent a sanitized
and contained mysticism, and if Freemasonry and other
esoteric organizations represent elite manipulation of
human spirituality, then it is doubtful you can rely on the
presence of connection experience and connection
outcome to assess authenticity.
Unfortunately,
the
problem
of
assessing
the
authenticity of a spirituality goes beyond the institutional
component of human spirituality. Even if you do find a
relatively pure representation of spiritual truths about
connection, for example, in a tradition like Zen
Buddhism, there is still the issue of who teaches the
framework. If you follow a connection framework, your
interface with that framework is always at least partially
mediated by another human being who has written a book
or who teaches in an ashram, monastery, or whatever.
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Teachers who teach spiritual traditions are human and can
introduce biases, confusions, and other problems which
can corrupt and skew even a relatively pure connection
framework.
One problem we often find is simply naive and
confused teachers. The problem is that when it comes to
“mystical”
experience,
people
can
claim
to
be
experienced sojourners, spiritual teachers, and gurus
despite having had little or no training or connection
experience. Often all that is required for a person to don
the Mantle of Spiritual Authority is that a person have a
single spiritual experience or two and *boom*, suddenly
they believe themselves to be a fully qualified spiritual
teacher capable of proselytizing about the deepest
mystical (read connection) issues. This would be kind of
like a skier without medical training successfully
relocating a dislocated shoulder and then presuming that
this makes them a fully trained doctor. They may have
latent skill, but that is as far as it goes.
This tendency for naive initiates to instantly turn on
as fully qualified spiritual teachers despite the fact they
have only had a single experience is a problem that
occurs frequently enough. Just scan YouTube. It happens
because connection experiences are intoxicating. They
come quite easily, they can be quite powerful, and even a
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single experience can leave you with a deep sense of
gnosis and enlightenment. Unfortunately, the powerful
experience can fool an individual into thinking they have
already reached their goal and that they are qualified to
proselytize, even when they are merely naive, have only
started their journey, or are deeply confused. 195 It is wellknown in the psychological literature on mystical
experience that people struggle with their “ineffable”
“noetic” initial experiences. They struggle to understand.
Even when they themselves understand, they still struggle
to put their experiences into words. Not that you need to
be an Arhat Buddha196 just to talk about and research
connection, but you do have to be aware that people
struggle to understand and explain, and they are not
always aware of their own struggle. In fact, sometimes,
like the lucky skier who successfully set a bone, they
project experience and wisdom even when they are still
quite naive.
The tendency for naive initiates to adopt a mantle of
authority is more common than you might think. For
example, Canadian medical doctor Richard Bucke wrote
195
This is a problem noted in by Sufi ‘Ala’ al-Dawla Simnan in the book
The Clarification of the Virtue of People of Divine Knowledge (d. 1336), in
Carl W. Ernst, Teachings of Sufism (Boston: Shambhala, 1999).
196
In Theravada Buddhism, an Arhat is an individual who has achieved
“nirvana,” or someone who can maintain connection on a relatively
permanent bases.
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a classic text on connection experience entitled Cosmic
Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the Human
Mind,197 despite the fact that he only ever had one
connection experience, and not a very impressive one at
that. The book is not without merit. However, it is
important to realize it was written by a naive initiate with
only one connection experience. A more sophisticated,
critical, and informed reading may ultimately reveal it
lacks breadth and depth.
Obviously, looking directly at a solar eclipse does
not instantly make you a nuclear physicist. Similarly, a
single “cosmic” experience does not make you a trained
and healthy Bodhisattva capable of teaching the world. 198
In fact, a single experience, even a dozen, cannot
guarantee clarity of vision, purity of intent, pedagogical
197
Bucke, Cosmic Consciousness: A Study in the Evolution of the Human
Mind.
198
It takes a lot to develop authentic spirituality to the point where it
can be presented to the world and it takes more than just knowledge
to be able to teach it properly. Additional skill and training goes into
writing and teaching connection. The extra effort that goes into being
a “connection” teacher is probably why traditional spiritualties
reserve their highest status positions to teachers who come to teach
the masses, like “saviours,” “prophets,” “buddhi,” “brahmani,” and so
on. There is a discussion of this by ‘Ala’ al-Dawla Simnani where he
attempts to distinguish an experience teacher from one without the
necessary depth of knowledge and virtue. See The Clarification of the
Virtue of People of Divine Knowledge. ‘Ala’ al-Dawla Simnani (d. 1336),
excerpted in Ernst, Teachings of Sufism..
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sophistication, or even mental health. The truth is, people
can have a connection experience, or even ten, and still be
confused, greedy, power-hungry, and even mentally ill.
A good example of confusion is the case of Carlos
Castaneda. Castaneda was a mystical anthropologist who
claimed to have shamanic style connection experiences
and who published several successful books touting the
“Yaqui Way of Knowledge.”199 As it turns out, however,
he made most of his stuff up. 200 He may have had
authentic connection experiences, in fact he probably did,
but for whatever reason (mental health, ego, laziness, the
need to feel special, his own confusion, etc.), he stepped
out
of
bounds. To
someone without
connection
experiences, Castaneda sounds authentic and real, but he
is not. Anybody who thinks Castaneda’s Yaqui teachings
are authentic will waste time on spiritual vapour, will be
confused by the meaningless conceptualizations, and will
be frustrated in their attempts to find authentic spirituality
and authentic connection. Sadly and unfortunately, the
publisher of his works, Simon and Schuster, continues to
misrepresent the corpus as non-fiction, 201 and people
continue to go to Carlos Castaneda seeking authentic
199
Carlos Castaneda, The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of
Knowledge, 40th Anniversary Edition (New York: Washington Square
Press, 1996).
200
Marshall, “The Dark Legacy of Carlos Castaneda.”
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spiritual knowledge. Shockingly, I even had a senior
academic colleague recommend me to Carlos Castaneda
once.
Confusion and misrepresentation are not the only
“sins” of the initiatory naive. Money and power play a
big role as well. There are well-known instances of
“spiritual” teachers motivated by little more than a venal
desire to line their pockets and dominate others. Being a
spiritual teacher, especially one who claims to have had
connection experiences, carries with it a certain amount
of “mystical” status and prestige, and this status and
prestige can easily be translated into respect, book sales,
subscription fees, and so on. Of course, there is nothing
intrinsically wrong with money, power, status, and
respect, but if these things become the primary
motivations for teaching an authentic spirituality, the
authenticity can be jeopardized. The basic problem is this:
someone who is motivated by money and power will,
even if they truly understand the scholarship and
experience of connection, shape and distort their
teachings in a way that supports their enrichment and
empowerment at the expense of authentic teaching. They
will lock seekers into complicated hierarchies, engage in
201
Perhaps because profit is more important than truth, or perhaps
because they are participating in the confusion and misdirection.
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manipulative
and
unethical
practices,
and
charge
hundreds of thousand of dollars to unlock advanced
content.202 Each new level of “attainment,” each impotent
step towards spiritual enlightenment (and it must be
impotent because if you successfully connect someone,
there is no reason for them to keep handing over their
money) brings additional and sometimes obscene
expense, which goes on to fund boats and Rolls Royce
vehicle, but which ultimately only the rich, or those
willing to sell their homes and possessions, can afford.
Regardless of how authentic the original source of a
teaching may be, when money, status, and power are the
goal, money, status, and power become the focus, and all
manner of manipulative and unethical practices may be
engaged in, in order to reach the venal goal. 203
Losing your money and all your possessions to some
questionable spiritual hack is unfortunate, but it is hardly
the most significant loss you can face, especially when
mental illness is involved. Consider Jonestown in Guyana
202
Jethro Nededog, “How Scientology Costs Members up to Millions
of Dollars, According to Leah Remini’s Show,” Business Insider, 2016,
https://www.businessinsider.com/scientology-costs-leah-reminirecap-episode-3-2016-12.
203
Russell Miller, Bare-Faced Messiah: The True Story of L. Ron Hubbard
(London: Silvertail Books, 2015), https://amzn.to/2ESbMI5. For an
example, see Jenna Miscavige Hill, “Beyond Belief: My Secret Life
Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape EBook: Jenna Miscavige
Hill, Lisa Pulitzer: Kindle Store,” 2013, https://amzn.to/2W796kl.
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in 1978 where 918 otherwise intelligent, progressive, and
educated people drank cyanide-laced cool-aid at the
behest of their spiritual “father,” Jim Jones. Jim Jones
was clearly mentally ill. There were obvious warning
signs of this right from the start, but victims and survivors
blithely ignored these warnings, not because they were
stupid, but because they were desperately seeking
spiritual, political, and social authenticity in a chaotic and
changing world, and because Jim Jones seemed, at least
at the start, to provide that authenticity. By survivor
accounts, Jones started out a seemingly awake, activated,
spiritually
sophisticated,
powerful,
progressive,
egalitarian, socialist leader seeking to build a utopian
society free of inequality and racism. 204 In their
desperation to realize this promised authenticity, they
ignored warning signs and became trapped in a
descending
spiral
of
violence,
paranoia,
and
indoctrination, with absolutely disastrous results.
Between the venal enterprises of publisher supported
spiritual charlatans and the murderous activities of cult
leaders like Jim Jones lies a vast and turbulent ocean of
spiritually naive, confused, villainous, and mentally ill
actors who talk about everything from corrupted
204
Laura Johnston Kohl, Jonestown Survivor (iUniverse, 2010),
https://amzn.to/2WJFtoK; Deborah Layton, Seductive Poison (New
York: Anchor Books, 2010), https://amzn.to/2wxOse4.
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filaments of God to cosmic shape-shifting lizards and
cosmic intergalactic conspiracies. Sometimes, as in the
case of paranoid schizophrenic Daniel Paul Schreber, 205
the connection and the mental illness are obvious. At
other times, the mental illness is obscured behind a patina
of
charisma,
reason,
intelligence,
and
superficial
authenticity which makes it hard for some to distinguish
and discern. Such is the case of David Icke who seems to
have had authentic connection experiences, but whose
connection experiences are filtered through a paranoid
and racist intellectual and emotional framework. 206
The question for the person interested in authentic
spirituality at this point is, how do you tell the difference
between someone who has had many connection
experiences and who has spent time healing their damage,
establishing mental health, and integrating and grounding
their experience, from someone who is naive, confused,
venally motivated, and possibly mentally ill? It is an
important question not only because following along
behind a half-cocked paranoid schizophrenic messiah
whose only interest is money and power probably will not
205
Schreber, Memoirs of My Nervous Illness.
206
Michael Barkun, A Culture of Conspiracy: Apocalyptic Visions in
Contemporary America (California: University of California Press,
n.d.); Abad-Santos, “Lizard People.”
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lead to anywhere authentic, but because sometimes, lives
are at stake.
Answering the question is a bit of challenge, and it is
a challenge we cannot ignore. Humans have powerful,
and biologically rooted spiritual needs for actualization of
and connection to Self.207 These needs can no more be
extinguished than you can extinguish our need for
nutritious food and water. But just like a corporation can
divert your need for nutritious food to “satisfy” you with
processed junk, so to can corporations, hucksters,
charlatans, and the elite’s actors divert you down
confusing and impotent pathways. We cannot ignore these
spiritual needs and we cannot ignore the diversions that
occur. We must raise the level of discourse and find ways
to positively meet them, otherwise inauthentic traditions
and mentally ill gurus will continue to ruin our days.
So, to return to the question, if the presence of
connection experiences and connection outcomes are not
enough to tell an authentic connection framework from an
inauthentic framework, what else do we need? Well, if
you want to increase your chances of finding an authentic
connection framework and a knowledgeable teacher, you
look, in addition to the presence of outcome measures, for
207
Mike Sosteric and Gina Ratkovic, “Seven Essential Needs,” 2018,
https://www.academia.edu/38114100/The_Seven_Essential_Needs.
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the Seven Pillars of Authentic Spirituality. If you want to
tell whether a connection framework, church, temple,
priest, spiritual teacher, guru, evangelist, or whomever, is
representing an authentic path, look for the Seven Pillars
of Authentic Spirituality. Presence of all the Seven Pillars
is a strong indication that the spirituality being
represented is authentic, pure, and not corrupted,
colonized, or represented in confused or inauthentic
ways. Absence of a single one is a red flag and clear
invitation to get out.
And just what are the seven pillars of authentic
spirituality? Linking back to our earlier discussion, the
seven pillars of authentic spirituality are like the
engineering standards that professional engineers use
when they set about to build their safe bridges.
Professional engineering standards are the ways of
thinking about things, the procedures, the rules, and the
guidelines that help engineers build solid and safe
bridges. Likewise, the seven pillars are the standards
upon which we can assess whether or not a spiritual
tradition or spiritual teacher is authentic or not, and upon
which we can build authentic, safe, spirituality. When
these seven pillars are present, you can be more confident
that the path you are on, the person you are listening to,
the screen you are connected with, or whatever, is
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providing authentic healing and connection guidance.
When applied correctly, these pillars help you identify
hucksters, pretenders, mentally ill gurus, and corrupted or
ineffective systems of spirituality and thought, thereby
saving you time, energy, confusion, and maybe even your
life. If you find even one of the following pillars absent,
caveat emptor applies.
We are going to move on to a discussion of these
seven pillars in a moment. Before we do that, however, a
few comments are in order.
First off, be clear, these pillars are not outcome
measures as defined in the previous section of this book.
That is, these are not things that happen to you as a
consequence of connection. Rather, they are the things
that you should look for to be present when shopping
around for a path, a school, or a teacher that purports to
offer connection guidance and human development.
Think of these seven pillars as guideposts or markers, like
fluorescent tags on a tree, that show you the way, even
when it is dark and you are confused. If you are following
a path of spirituality or human development, if a book
you are reading or a teacher you are listening to does not
present with all these pillars, chances are they are not
fully authenticate.
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Second, understand, even though these pillars are
offered as guideposts and way signs, they are not
intended as final statements on the nature of authentic
spirituality or systems of human development. These
pillars are not intended to end discussion and lay down
final commandments. These pillars are provided to orient
you to the idea of authentic spirituality and to get you
started on critically discerning psychological and spiritual
practices. They are intended to initiate a much-needed
discussion and dialogue on what counts as authentic
spirituality. We certainly need a dialogue on what counts
for accurate, professional, meaningful, and authentic
spirituality because authentic connection has profound
implications for human health and well-being. It might
even be implicated, as some suggest, 208 and as we tend to
agree, in saving the planet. We need to open a discussion
and raise the bar on what counts as valid, reliable, and
authentic spiritual and psychological practice. If we do
not do this, then we risk seeing ourselves and the people
we love led down paths of sleepy disconnection that
sicken and dis-empower rather than heal, awaken,
activate, and unite. And
who really wants that?
208
Harvey, Teachings of the Christian Mystics.
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And besides, in a world characterized by powerful
technologies of death and enslavement, political and
economic crises, and life-ending ecological catastrophe,
we really cannot continue to brook half-baked spirituality,
half-cocked gurus, and twisted and corrupted offerings. If
our world collapses because we can’t get people properly
healed and connected, we are all doomed. We need to
move forward and we need to move forward now.
Finally, third, be aware, there is a theory behind
why these pillars are important and it has to do with the
nature of the Consciousness that we connect to. I will not
go into detail about the nature of this Consciousness here
except to repeat what I have said already, and which all
mystics will agree with, is that Consciousness is
characterized by awareness, compassion, bliss, love, and
vast intelligence. If awareness, compassion, bliss, love,
intelligence are not reflected in the actual teachings and
practices of the path or the guru, if you find them
exclusionary,
mean,
bitter,
passive-aggressive,
judgmental, irresponsible, stupid, ungrounded, and disempowering, you have reasonable cause for suspicion and
very good reason to question the authenticity and
sincerity of the guru, path, or tradition.
With all that said, it is now time to have a brief look
at the Seven Pillars of Authentic Spirituality.
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1. Accessible, Open, and Inclusive
The
first
pillar
of
authentic
spirituality
is
accessibility and inclusivity. In the early stages of
exploration when you are just getting your footing on a
path of spiritual/human development, when you are just
starting to read and evaluate a new spiritual author or
guru, whatever path you are considering should be
accessible and inclusive. This means that the path should
be open to all. It means that there should be no
exclusions. It means that nobody should be left out or
“left behind” for any reason. This includes any exclusions
based on skin colour, ethnicity, age, genetics, gender,
income, or any other superficial criteria, no matter what.
Neither should there be one set of rules and expectations
for one group, and a different set for another group. There
should be no inner circles or secret chambers, and power
and privilege should not be available only to a chosen a
few.
How does a spirituality achieve accessibility and
inclusivity? Obviously, it has to be open to the public, and
it has to be financially accessible to everyone. If you have
to be invited in, like for example with Freemasonry and
other secret boys clubs, if you have to engage in secret
rituals to advance in a hierarchy, think twice. Also,
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consider the financial cost. There is nothing wrong with
paying for services, but, at the same time, the fees have to
be reasonable and there should always be an avenue in for
those who cannot afford. It should never cost you your
life savings and you should never be required to donate
your house and other assets. If you are being asked to
give more than what a resource or service is fairly worth,
move on.
Also note, accessibility and inclusivity are about
more than throwing wide the door and letting people
through. In order for a spirituality to be accessible and
inclusive, the door needs to be wide open and the
teachings you find inside need to be clear and easy to
understand. This should be obvious. If a spirituality is full
of complicated jargon, esoteric verbiage, and pompous
prognostication, what I, tongue in cheek, call EPMO, or
Egotistical,
Polly-syllabic,
Multi-Metaphoric,
Obfuscation,209 it will not be accessible and inclusive. The
goal of authentic spirituality is to develop a system that
can enlighten and connect everybody. The only way to do
that is to make things as simple and accessible as
possible. You should not have to be a rocket scientist or a
rabbinical rabbi to understand awakening, activation,
connection, or the deep truths of creation. If you do, then
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https://spiritwiki.lightningpath.org/EPMO
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something is askew. Despite what some people might say,
obtuse and esoteric complexity does not represent valid
spirituality. EPMO is a simple recipe for hierarchy,
control, and exclusion. People who offer complex jargon
as spiritual knowledge have one goal and one goal only,
to exclude some people from their club.
The stipulation that authentic spirituality should
communicate and be accessible applies not only to the
meaning of things, it also extends to the interpretation of
things. There should be no ambiguity in the teachings of
an authentic path. Likewise, there should be no doubt and
confusion. You should know what things mean, period. 210
Clear, precise, grounded and easy to understand
teachings are important. Clarity and precision remove
barriers to inclusion, while ambiguity and confusion raise
barriers. If you cannot understand things, you are
immediately on the outside. What is worse, ambiguity
and confusion allow for hierarchy and domination to
emerge. Lack of clarity and precision allows for the
210
To be sure, more advanced discussions might pose pedagogical
challenges for those just starting on the path. That is, if you are new
to the path and you do not know the concepts and ideas, you might
have trouble understanding at first, and you might have learning to
do. In the end, however, if you learn the concepts and ideas, the
meanings should be clear and you should be able to understand and
agree. When you cannot pin the meaning of spiritual texts down
precisely, something is terribly wrong.
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development of distinctions between those who “know”
and are “worthy,” and those who do not know and are
unworthy. It also facilitates massive global division where
some people, some sects, some denominations, some
clubs, some nations, some “races,” may feel they are
superior and have the “right” interpretation, while others
do not. When people start thinking that they are the only
ones with the truth, or the only ones who can understand,
the ground becomes fertile for the development of
hierarchy, exclusion, and even violence.
Clarity and precision contribute to accessibility and
inclusion, and help avoid the development of hierarchies
and violence, and so they are important. The most
important reason we need clarity and precision, however,
is so we can judge for ourselves. If we are going to be
able to assess a spirituality, spiritual practice, or spiritual
teacher, if we are going to rely on our own thoughts and
not the authority of someone else, we need clarity and
precision. If a spirituality is confusing, if the concepts are
messy and unclear, if you have to dig through multiple
dusty volumes filled brimming over with obtuse and
contorted EPMO, how can you tell if your path is
authentic or the priest or guru knows what they are
talking about? The answer is, you cannot. If a spirituality
is filled with confusing and convoluted verbiage, if
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concepts are poorly specified and set out, and if it is all
too complex and confusing to sort out, you will not be
able to assess for yourself. Thus, in the interests of
accessibility and personal discernment, spirituality and
the concepts and ideas that make it up should be clear and
precise. Excuses, like the common excuse that it is
impossible to describe the luminous, otherworldly
realities with any degree of accuracy, that it is impossible
to be scientific and precise, or that “the plan” is
mysterious and ineffable, do not apply. Concise, accurate,
and accessible definitions that leave no space for
misunderstanding
and
exclusion
are
an
absolute
prerequisite for building an authentic, accessible, and
inclusive spirituality.
If you find that teachings are not accessible to
certain groups, classes, ethnicities, or genders, if you find
there are secret “inner chambers” and that only a few may
enter, if people are excluded or put down in any way and
for any reason whatsoever, then the path you are
following is not authentic, period. If accessibility and
inclusivity are not written into the very core of the
teachings, you are not building, nor are you following, an
authentic spiritual path.
Given this theoretical emphasis on accessibility, a
reasonable question now would be to ask whether or not
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an emphasis on accessibility and inclusion is present in
authentic spirituality traditions? Is it something that is
discussed and valued? The answer is, yes. Gandhi, for
example, was all about including everybody, especially
the Hindu untouchable caste.211 He had a particular
emphasis on removing class distinctions and treating
everybody on the same level. You find the same emphasis
on accessibility and inclusion in the biography of Jesus
Christ, who rejected elite culture and walked among and
taught the poor and disenfranchised. This inclusivity
continued in the years following his assassination. For
example, 1 Corinthians 14: 6-12 specifically rejects
speaking in tongues (an early form of EPMO?) because it
confused people. Instead, it admonishes Christian to be
clear and precise in their communications.
Now, brothers and sisters, if I come to you and
speak in tongues, what good will I be to you,
unless
I
bring
knowledge or
you
some
prophecy
or
revelation or
word
of
instruction? Even in the case of lifeless things
that make sounds, such as the pipe or harp, how
will anyone know what tune is being played
211
Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi, Gandhi: An Autobiography, trans.
Mahadev
Desai
(Green
Reader
Publications,
n.d.),
https://amzn.to/2WnIbjB.
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unless there is a distinction in the notes? Again,
if the trumpet does not sound a clear call, who
will get ready for battle? So it is with you.
Unless you speak intelligible words with your
tongue, how will anyone know what you are
saying?
You also find this emphasis extended to the work of,
for example, Christian mystics. The 14th-century female
Christian mystic Julian of Norwich is insistent that
...the revelations which she was given and the
insights that followed from them were not for
her own benefit alone...but where given for...all
the ordinary mean and women of her time... she
wrote in English, not French or Latin, so that her
book could be read not just by the aristocracy or
the clerical establishment by anyone able to read
English; it could also be understood by anyone
who had it read aloud to them. It was not
restricted therefore to those--mostly clerics,
therefore
mostly
men--who
were
well
educated....She writes not only for those with
special religious commitments but for everyone.
Neither is her book full of demands and
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imprecations. It is gentle, reassuring, even while
it fosters ever-deepening trust in God.212
On the opposite side of the coin, you also find
examples of spirituality that do not work to be accessible
and inclusive. A classic example here would be
Freemasonry and other “secret” schools in the Western
esoteric and gnostic traditions. Freemasonry, which is
only one in a long line of exclusionary, esoteric, even
feudal spirituality, although it purports to offer an
authentic
spiritual
methodology
of
connection,
nevertheless is a secretive invite-only organization with
an emphasis on recruiting up and coming business
people. Similarly, Scientology, despite its ostensible
concern with global healing, free thought, and personal
clearing/empowerment, is not an accessible or inclusive
religion at all. It is a highly secretive organization that
requires its “thetans” to pay hundreds of thousands of
dollars for access to exclusive spiritual training. 213
212
Grace M. Jantzen, “Mysticism and Experience,” Religious Studies 25,
no. 3 (1989): xxi.
213
Nededog, “How Scientology Costs Members up to Millions of
Dollars, According to Leah Remini’s Show.”
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2. Grounded and Embodied
In addition to being accessible and inclusive, an
authentic spirituality should also be grounded and
embodied. Grounded and embodied means that an
authentic spirituality will recognize the significance of
the physical universe and the importance of the physical
body (whether that body is human or otherwise) and will
honour them as such. Rather than dismissing physical
creation as some kind of degraded divine afterthought, as
something we have to escape or graduate out of, or as
something that must be tamed and restrained for human
purposes, authentic spirituality recognizes and embraces
the significance, power, and glory of physical creation.
We can state the issue quite plainly; physical
creation is the vehicle of spirit, the temple of the Holy
Spirit, the body of Consciousness, and the vessel of God.
An authentic spirituality will always understand that the
physical universe and the physical body are central
features of spiritual creation and key sites for the
movement of Spirit. Authentic spirituality and authentic
practitioners will always embrace manifestation and
incarnation with positive regard. Authentic spirituality
will always treasure and respect life, the universe, and
everything. If we may be so bold as to say, authentic
spirituality always honours the body as an important and
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sacred
vehicle
for
highest
Self
and
highest
Consciousness.
There are a few important implications of this
grounded and embodied view of the physical universe
and the physical body that we need to pay attention to.
First of all, because an authentic spirituality is grounded
in a healthy respect and awareness of the significance of
the body as a vehicle for Consciousness, authentic
spirituality always looks to the health, well-being, and
improvement of the body and mind (i.e., the physical
unit) as a fundamental goal. The body cannot operate at
peak performance as a vehicle for consciousness if it is
not mentally and psychologically healthy and whole.
Therefore, authentic spirituality always looks to the
improvement of physical existence. This means that you
will not find an authentic spirituality condoning the
degradation, damage, or destruction of the body or the
world in any way. An authentic spirituality will condemn
violence of all kinds, suffering, poverty, and the pollution
of the physical (and psychic) environments as sacrileges
against the body. An authentic spirituality will encourage
and work toward manifesting salutatory and respectful
conditions that preserve the natural world and that
provide a nurturing environment for said body. Authentic
spirituality teaches us to nurture the development and
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maintain the integrity of all physical creation, including
the human body. It can be no other way. Physical creation
is the site of the incarnation and manifestation of Spirit
and we must respect, nurture, and protect this site above
all other things. To do other than respect the body would
make about as much sense as getting up in the morning
and beating your car (or bike) with a sledgehammer
before you drive it. That is stupid. The body is a vehicle
for Consciousness and must always be respected as such.
The second implication of this standard of
grounded and embodied spirituality has to do with our
collective view of childhood, and the way we train and
socialize our children. Obviously, if the physical body
functions as a vehicle for Consciousness, then having a
healthy body, having a healthy physical unit, is a base
requirement for full expression of Consciousness and
strong connection. In this context, protection and proper
development of the physical unit through infancy,
childhood, adolescence, and early adulthood are of
critical importance. A damaged vehicle will be subject to
mental and physical illness and will have problems
awakening, activating, and connecting.
If the care and development of the body are critical,
then when it comes to the proper development of the
physical unit, our current parental and socialization
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practices are inadequate, because our current practices
are quite toxic and damaging to everyone. 214 Indeed,
when definitions of abuse are liberal, just about
everybody on the planet becomes a victim of abuse at
some point, a fact which most can anecdotally confirm
simply by examining their family, school, and work life.
This is not a revelation that should be taken lightly since
even single instances of emotional violence perpetrated
by trusted adult figures can have long term debilitating
consequences.215
Of course, upon reading this, some people mind
find themselves struggling with disjuncture. Some might
even find themselves justifying forms of violence and
abuse in childhood as part of a necessary disciplinary
process. Others may be ignoring their own habits and
actions and tell themselves that they do a good job of
raising their children to their full potential despite the fact
that they are violent and abusive. Given the amount of
research that demonstrates the debilitating impact of toxic
214
Mike
Sosteric,
“Toxic
Socialization,”
Socjourn,
https://www.academia.edu/25275338/Toxic_Socialization.
215
2016,
E.-M. Annerbäck et al., “Child Physical Abuse and Concurrence of
Other Types of Child Abuse in Sweden—Associations with Health
and Risk Behaviors,” Child Abuse & Neglect 36 (July 1, 2012): 585–95.
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socialization, and the rarity of the fully actualized and
connected human being, these justifications are hard to
sustain. If our socialization practices were better, if our
spiritualities were more authentic, if we were better
parents, if we treated people better, if we did a better job
looking after each other, there wouldn't be so many angry
and disconnected people raging about on this world.
Please understand, this should not be read as a
judgmental slam against parenting or humanity in
general, but merely as an appeal for self-honesty and a
strong admonishment to change. We do not engage in
toxic parental practices and we do not damage the
physical body because we are evil or bad parents, but
because this is how our parents, priests, and professionals
taught us to be; consequently, we believe we are doing the
right thing. But, we are not. Toxic socialization damages
the body and undermines our ability to connect. If we
want to stop toxic socialization and develop socialization
practices that do not damage and undermine the physical
unit is ability to connect, our first step must be facing the
truth and uncomfortable implications of our own actions.
Once we do that, then it only requires a little support to
actually change. And change we must. If we want to save
the world, we cannot continue to turn out angry,
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diminished, and disconnected human beings. Toxic
socialization practices must end immediately
Finally, a third implication of the embodied and
grounded nature of authentic spirituality is that money is
a key factor in the authentic spiritual unfolding of this
planet, and therefore money should, as explained in
Rocket Scientists’ Guide to Money and the Economy, 216 be
understood for what it really is, respected as an important
tool of modern life, and distributed fairly and without
exploitation. In an age where everything from clothing to
food to housing costs, you simply cannot properly look
after your physical unit without money. Nor, it should be
noted, can you put aside the necessary time for
connection practice if you are working three jobs just to
get by. If you cannot look after your physical unit, and if
you are too busy simply trying to survive, you will have a
hard time with authentic spiritual practice
Of course, to say that money is important and we all
have to have enough does not mean we should pursue
wealth accumulation beyond a need for satisfactory
human comfort and protection. The callous accumulation
of billions or the ostentatious purchase and display of
Ninety-six Rolls Royce vehicles demonstrates not
216
Mike Sosteric, Rocket Scientists’ Guide to Money and the Economy:
Accumulation and Debt. (St Albert, Alberta: Lightning Path Press.,
2016).
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spiritual mastery, but egoism and addiction, 217 despite
what many apologists might say. Money needs to be
distributed fairly and distributed properly so everybody
can heal and connect, just as it says in the Bible’s new
testament, in particular Acts 4: 32-37, where it shows
early Christians redistributing their income so everyone
can be taken care of, but, it also needs to be treated as the
dangerous and addictive substance that it is; otherwise,
the addiction will continue to destroy the world. 218
To summarize, the second pillar of authentic
spirituality is all about grounded and embodied
spirituality. In practice, this means that authentic
spirituality will love and respect the natural world and the
physical body, will hold childhood up as a critical and
sacred time, and will take money seriously, knowing that
everybody needs enough to survive and thrive. If you find
any of these things absent on the path you are following,
you are missing the second pillar, cannot build an
217
Mike Sosteric and Gina Ratkovic, Lightning Path Workbook Two Healing, vol. 2, Lightning Path Workbook Series (St. Albert, Alberta:
Lightning
Path
Press,
2017),
https://press.lightningpath.org/product/the-lightning-path-book-twohealing/.
218
Mike Sosteric, “How Money Is Destroying the World,” The
Conversation,
2018,
https://theconversation.com/how-money-isdestroying-the-world-96517.
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authentic spirituality, and are probably following an
inauthentic path.
As for the validity of this pillar, you do find a
concern with grounded and embodied spirituality,
including a concern for money and its proper distribution,
in this world’s authentic spiritual traditions. It it blatant in
the Bible where it is written of earl Christians that.
All the believers were one in heart and mind.
No one claimed that any of their possessions
was their own, but they shared everything
they had… And God’s grace was so
powerfully at work in them all that there
were no needy persons among them. For
from time to time those who owned land or
houses sold them, brought the money from
the sales and put it at the apostles’ feet, and it
was distributed to anyone who had need
(Acts 4: 32-37).
You also this grounded and embodied spirituality it
in the concern for right environment of mystics like St.
Teresa of Avila who, in her teachings, emphasizes the
need for calm, safe, drama free environments. 219 You also
find it in the almost ubiquitous concern to heal human
219
St. Teresa of Avila, The Way of Perfection.
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illness and end human suffering characteristic of Christ’s
teachings, Buddha’s teachings, and even other more
modern traditions, like the dated and now largely defunct
Arica School, started by Oscar Ichazo, 220 which places
heavy emphasis on transcending a dysfunctional and
bodily ego to achieve healthy reconnection. 221 You also
find it in Zen Buddhism in an emphasis on empirical
reality and cause and effect. For example, the Zen fable
“Wild Fox Koan,”222 teaches a very clear lesson about the
importance of staying grounded to empirical realities. In
this story, a Zen Master is turned into a fox to teach him a
lesson about the importance of cause and effect and the
wisdom of not pretending to be above it.223
220
Sam Keen, “Breaking the Tyranny of the Ego,” in Interviews with
Oscar Ichazo (New York: Arica Institute Press, 1982), 3–28,
https://amzn.to/2MOwleU.
221
I feel compelled to note here that while there is apparently value in
Ichazo’s connection framework, publications of the Aria school can
be extremely expensive, and the vast majority of their “teachings” are
only accessible to students behind an expensive pay wall. Although
Ichazo’s original desire was to have his school open and accessible to
the world (apparently, Ariza means “open door”), even going so far as
to say the school should be accessible to the working classes, the
institute as currently instantiated fails on pillar one and pillar two.
You can browse the Arica school at https://www.arica.org/
222
A version is provided by Wikipedia at the following url:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wild_fox_koan. The irony of using a
supernatural fable to teach the importance of cause and effect should
not lost here.
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3. Responsible and Non-Judgmental
Accessible and inclusive, grounded and embodied,
are the first two pillars of authentic spirituality. The third
pillar
of
authentic
spirituality
is
the
pillar
of
responsibility. To be as clear as possible, an authentic
spirituality teaches broad responsibility, for your body,
your family, your children, this society, and the entire
world. Authentic spirituality neither teaches, encourages,
expects, or requires you to turn away from reality,
disrespect your own health, neglect your own children, 224
or ignore the suffering of this world. Authentic
spirituality never teaches you to justify and accept
anything that is unacceptable (like poverty) just so you
can “attract” yourself some wealth. Authentic spirituality
requires responsibility for all life on this planet, on a truly
global scale. If a spirituality does not teach broad and
general responsibility, then it is not authentic at all.
The stipulation that authentic spiritualties should
be responsible is an extension of the outcome measure,
activation. As we have seen, activation is a consequence
223
Mike
Sosteric,
“The
Wild
Fox
Koan,”
https://www.lightningpath.org/readings/the-wild-fox-koan/.
224
2019,
Among other things, a remarkable story of neglect by the niece of
Scientology ruler, David Miscavige: Miscavige Hill, “Beyond Belief:
My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape EBook:
Jenna Miscavige Hill, Lisa Pulitzer: Kindle Store.”
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of authentic spirituality. One of the consequences of this
activation is that people who have one or more
connection experiences often become more active at
home, at work, politically, and so on. Individuals
following an authentic spirituality of connection realize
things (they awaken), they take responsibility for things,
and they take action. This is quite clear when we consider
biographies of great spiritual leaders like Christ or
Gandhi, or the activities of more modern teachers. Jesus
Christ did not sit home and beam positive and loving
thoughts into the cosmos, he got out and incited
rebellion.225 Similarly, Gandhi did not sit home drinking
chai tea: he spent his entire life on the road, in South
Africa and in his native India, fighting for Indian
independence and justice or all people.226
The stipulation that an authentic spirituality should
teach a responsibility founded on action is violated by
many “New Age” spiritualties, which often encourage an
individual to abdicate responsibility and engage in
225
E. Dyck, “‘Hitting Highs at Rock Bottom’: LSD Treatment for
Alcoholism, 1950-1970,” Social History of Medicine 19, no. 2 (August
2006):
313–29,
https://doi.org/10.1093/shm/hkl039;
Sosteric,
“Rethinking the Origins and Purpose of Religion: Jesus, Constantine,
and the Containment of Global Revolution.”
226
Gandhi, Gandhi: An Autobiography; Fisher, The Life of Mahatma
Gandhi; Anonymous, “Gandhi and the Passive Resistance Campaign
1907-1914.”
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passive non-action. Such is the case with so-called Law
of Attraction (LOA) style spirituality. LOA pundits teach
not action and responsibility, but avoidance and the
abdication of responsible action in the world. They
teach, for example, that to deal with war you do not go
to anti-war rallies, you sit at home and send “positive
intent... into the thought-substance of the mass
consciousness.”227 They teach inaction and denial of
responsibility in the face of reality. The denial of
responsibility is quite explicit. As Law of Attraction
(LOA) founder Esther Hicks said, “You did not come
into this environment to create through action.” 228 You
come into this world to passively attract. All you have to
do to get your big California mansion is “attract” it and
voila. If you remain positive, it will happen.
Obviously, clearly, and unequivocally, this is load of
spiritual horseshit. Just like bridges require a lot of work
from engineers, teachers, workers, etc. California
227
Kenneth MacLean, “The Law of Attraction and War,” EzineArticles,
accessed June 3, 2019, https://ezinearticles.com/?The-Law-ofAttraction-and-War&id=280965.
228
Neil Farber, “The Truth About the Law of Attraction,” Psychology
Today,
accessed
June
3,
2019,
https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-blame-game/201609/thetruth-about-the-law-attraction.
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mansions do not materialize without a lot of very hard
work from a lot of hard-working people.
It is relatively easy to make a case that authentic
spirituality should be responsible and should encourage
action in the world, since responsible, change-oriented
action is a feature of many traditional and even modern
(LOA aside), connection frameworks, as we saw earlier in
the section on spiritual activation. But, what about the
second part of this pillar, that authentic spirituality should
be non-judgmental. How does that fit in?
To understand the relevance of teaching nonjudgment, you have to understand two things. Number
one, you have to understand something about guilt and
shame. Guilt and shame are honest and natural human
reactions to actions we know to be wrong. When
experienced properly, guilt and shame are useful “selfadjustment” tools. The problem is, these emotions can be
quite painful. When we do something we know is wrong
and we experience these painful emotions, we have two
choices. We can either acknowledge the source of the
guilt and shame and change our behaviour, that is, we can
take action in the world to make it more aligned with
what we know to be correct, or we can repress the truth of
our actions and instead pretend that our actions are
aligned and positive,
even when they are not.
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Unfortunately, since change can be difficult, and since
guilt and shame can be quite excruciating and even
debilitating, there is psychological incentive to repress
awareness and engage in avoidance. 229 More to the point,
our bodies have a natural aversion to it. Our bodies
naturally seek to avoid the experience of pain, physical or
emotional. When we experience pain, we look around for
ways to reduce it. When it comes to guilt and shame, the
natural response is to repress, avoid, and deny. We repress
the actions that cause us guilt. We avoid taking
responsibility. We deny that it ever happened.
This psychological incentive to repress brings us to
the second reason why authentic spirituality should
eschew
judgment,
guilt,
and
shame.
Judgmental
spiritualties encourage, even inflame, our sense of guilt
and shame, thereby contributing in a very direct way to
avoidance of toxic psychological repression, and the
avoidance of responsibility. You do not have to be
Sigmund Freud to see that this avoidance happens all the
time. Watch the people around you as they pathologically
avoid experiencing guilt and shame by denying their
actions and finding ways to blame others. Or, better yet,
229
Darlene Lancer, JD, and MFT Last updated: 8 Oct 2018~ 3 min read,
“Shame: The Core of Addiction and Codependency,” Psych Central,
May 17, 2016, https://psychcentral.com/lib/shame-the-core-ofaddiction-and-codependency/; Cikanavicius, “Toxic, Chronic Shame.”
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reflect upon your own actions and avoidance. The
experience of guilt and shame leads to avoidance, and this
avoidance leads directly to abdication of responsibility
and action, and all sorts of emotional and psychological
dysfunction.230 Thus, a spirituality that is ostensibly about
responsibility eschews the use of judgment because
judgment enhances guilt and shame, and enhancing guilt
and shame leads to avoidance of responsibility.
To summarize, the tendency to self-repression in
response to guilt and shame is exacerbated by systems of
inauthentic
spirituality,
psychology,
and
human
development that are judgmental. When we feel judged,
our guilt and shame are amplified. When our guilt and
shame are amplified, self-repression and avoidance
become much more likely. Obviously, a spirituality that
claims to be authentic cannot be encouraging denial, selfrepression, and avoidance. If a spirituality or religion
utilizes guilt and shame to control behaviour, by
definition, it cannot be authentic.
Is responsibility, as well as guilt and shame, a thing
in various connection frameworks? It is. Most connection
frameworks recognize the importance of responsibility
230
The uber rich are particularly good at this. See the most excellent
book by Anand Giridharadas, Winners Take All: The Elite Charade of
Changing
the
World
(New
York:
Knopf,
2018),
https://amzn.to/2FDfF49.
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and even very corrupted ones will teach broad
responsibility for others and the planet. The question, of
course, is whether or not the framework’s pundits “walk
the talk.” Many spiritualties teach broad responsibility,
but when you dip into their murky waters you find their
founders or their representative priests and gurus stashing
the cash while the people around them suffer and starve.
Obviously, a spirituality that does not practice what it
preaches is not an authentic spirituality. A spirituality that
does not teach responsibility, or a spirituality that presents
as a hypocrisy, is not an authentic spirituality, period.
As for guilt, shame, and the avoidance of judgment,
once again, this is a feature of authentic connection
frameworks.
Jesus
Christ
advised
those
seeking
connection to forgive, let go, and “turn the other cheek.”
Other authentic world teachers do the same, 231 thereby
pushing us to move beyond judgment and the toxicity that
arises from the guilt that judgment induces, though
sometimes there are profound contradictions. Curiously,
most religions that arise from these teachings do not
explicitly warn of the debilitating consequences of
231
Tom Netherland, “Doctrine of Forgiveness Vital to Most World
Religions,” HeraldCourier.com, accessed August 26, 2019,
https://www.heraldcourier.com/lifestyles/doctrine-of-forgivenessvital-to-most-world-religions/article_b3157727-7aec-5a67-94986fc3eac4c188.html.
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psychological and emotional guilt and shame; they
exploit it to control their followers. This is true of very
religions like Western Catholicism, which weaponizes
guilt and shame to control its followers, and also the
small and medium cult-like expressions you find popping
out now and again. If a spirituality utilizes guilt and
shame to control its base of followers, it is not an
authentic spirituality.
4. Empowering
So far in our discussion of the pillars of authentic
spirituality we have suggested that an
authentic
spirituality should be accessible and inclusive, grounded
and embodied, and responsible and non-judgmental. The
fourth pillar of authentic spirituality that should be
present is empowerment.
Empowerment here is an extension of the outcome
measure of activation noted in part two of this book.
There, we noted that political, social, even familial
activation is an outcome measure of authentic spirituality.
Activation occurs when one awakens and becomes
empowered to change situations for the better. When
people make a connection, they awaken and are
empowered to make changes and improve.
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Since activation is an outcome measure of authentic
spirituality, an authentic spirituality should recognize this
activation by supporting and teaching empowerment both
at a personal level and a collective level. Authentic
spirituality should broadly teach we have authority over
our own lives and that we all have the authority to create
as we see fit. An authentic spirituality will teach that we
are responsible, powerful, and sovereign and that we
know the difference between what is right and wrong. As
beings of independence and power, if we want something,
we do not have to beg God, the fates, or anybody else. We
just need to work for it. That is all.
Since authentic spiritualties teach empowerment,
authentic spirituality must never be about “following the
leader” or giving in to some external power. Authentic
spirituality should not teach or train an individual to bow
before authority, follow orders, believe in fate, or submit
to outside and external powers, like God, “galactic rays,”
karma, or whatever. There is nothing wrong with
guidelines, morality, rules, and expectations, but this
should be coupled with teachings that empower and give
people the authority to exist and create in the world as
they so choose so long as we are uplifting and not
harming others.
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Because
authentic
spirituality
is
empowering,
authentic spirituality should model empowerment and the
devolution of authority. Authentic spirituality never
supports and/or enacts the empowerment of the few over
the disempowerment of the many, nor disguises the
empowerment beneath the veneer of race or gender. If
spirituality is to be authentic, it must reflect our
fundamental
equality
and
our
true
power
and
responsibility. It must never engage us in systems of
hierarchy or authority intended to restrict, disempower, or
exploit others, nor must it propagate ideologies that
enslave, disempower, or teach submission to authority,
whether that authority is “in heaven” or on an earthly
throne. As noted by Starhawk, an authentic spirituality
will eschew terms like High Priest and High Priestess and
instead
choose
spirituality
that
to
nonhierarchically. 232 Any
work
acts
and
enacts
hierarchy
and
disempowerment is not an authentic spirituality.
A case in point here is the exoteric Christian Church.
The exoteric Church generally teaches the opposite of
empowerment. They characterize their followers as
232
Starhawk, Spiral Dance, The - 20th Anniversary: A Rebirth of the
Ancient Religion of the Goddess: 20th Anniversary Edition: Starhawk:
9780676974676: Gateway - Amazon.Ca (New York: Harper One, 2011),
https://www.amazon.ca/Spiral-Dance-Anniversary-Rebirth-Religion/d
p/0062516329/ref=sr_1_1?
keywords=the+spiral+dance&qid=1555076627&s=gateway&sr=8-1.
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sheeple and advise the sheep to listen to the rules and
follow the good Sheppard, Christ. Notably, this is exactly
the opposite of what Jesus taught, which was to stand up
against exploitation and empire, and to work against
poverty and suffering,233 to “let your light shine” and do
good works (Mathew 5: 15).
An authentic spirituality that honours empowerment
should also emphasize peace and non-violence. Violence
is always an attempt to disempower another individual
through force. Violence is thus anathema in an authentic
spirituality, because it means the denial of empowerment
to others.
Violence itself can come in many forms, physical,
emotional,
and
psychological,
and
an
authentic
spirituality will eschew all these forms. In general, any
physical, verbal, or non-verbal act that is experienced as a
threat or that actually hurts you in a physical, emotional,
psychological, or spiritual way, is a violent act.
Most connection frameworks will give lip service to
non-violence; however, not all traditions encourage their
leaders and practitioners to practice what they preach, and
some traditions actually encourage violence against
others, so long as the “other” is evil. This is the case with
233
Sosteric, “Rethinking the Origins and Purpose of Religion: Jesus,
Constantine, and the Containment of Global Revolution.”
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the Western traditions based on Zoroastrian nodes
introduced earlier. As noted earlier, these archetypal
nodes encourage violence again those they define as
“evil.” In western traditions, the evil ones are to be
violently destroyed and cast into the pits of hell.
It is not just western traditions that can be violent
towards others. You will also find that some traditions
encourage violence against those who are not within the
tradition. The fascinating story of Bhagwan Shree
Rajneesh (a.k.a. Osho), recounted in the Netflix
documentary Wild Wild Country,234 is a case in point.
Members of this cult-ashram were emotionally and
psychologically violent towards the local townspeople.
They tried to rig local elections and they tried to poison
the local people. They even developed a paramilitary
“peace force”235 which purchased numerous weapons to
be used, ostensibly for defence. The arming began in
January 18, 1983 when the ashram ordered a revolver,
and continues forward from there.
In two years’ time, the inventory included at
least 14 .357 Magnums; several other
234
Way and Way, Wild Wild Country.
235
The Oregonian, “Rajneeshees Establish Security Forces, Large
Armory (Part 10 of 20),” oregonlive.com, July 10, 1985,
https://www.oregonlive.com/rajneesh/1985/07/rajneeshees_establish_
security.html.
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handguns; three riot guns; a Ruger Model 77
bolt-action,
telescope
high-powered
sight;
nine
rifle
with
military-style
semiautomatic weapons; and four tear gas
grenades.
The Rajneeshees discussed buying fully
automatic weapons as early as 1982 [and] ...
Within two years, however, the Rajneeshees
saw a need for automatic weapons, making
at least three attempts to buy them.
In addition to encouraging violence against “evil”
others, you will also find that some traditions rely on
violence, or the threat of this violence, to control their
members and force compliance. My own childhood
experience in the Catholic Church attests to this. The
Catholic Church encourages actual physical violence
against children (spare the rod and spoil the child) and
also the threat of violence, the worst of which is the threat
of eternal damnation for not following the rules, to
control its passive membership. And of course, there are
many traditions and cults where various forms of violence
among members is a regular and daily occurrence. 236 If
236
Miscavige Hill, “Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology
and My Harrowing Escape EBook: Jenna Miscavige Hill, Lisa Pulitzer:
Kindle Store”; Kohl, Jonestown Survivor.
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you have ever been a part of such a tradition or cult, or if
you are a member of such a tradition now, a few moments
of thought will suffice to reveal the violence to you.
To be clear, a connection framework that allows or
encourages violence of any form is not an authentic
tradition. It is basic psychology, really. Violence and
assault cause physical, emotional, and mental distress.
Violence and assault, even the threat of assault, damages
the physical body and causes all sorts of psychological,
emotional, and physical illness. Violence and the trauma
that ensues from that violence damages the physical
body.237 More to the point, violence and assault
disconnects the body from its own higher consciousness.
Any tradition that operates with violence operates in the
opposite direction of health and connection.
There are many examples of traditions that teach
passivity and compliance, or that say they are about
empowerment, but practice and implement the opposite.
what is more important than enumerating all the traditions
and schools which use violence against others or their
own followers is to simply learn to identify them in situ,
and avoid them when you do. If you are in a tradition
where violence is involved, perhaps reconsider your
237
Once again, for an overview of the impact of violence and stress on
the physical unit, see Sosteric, “Toxic Socialization.”
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membership. It is much better to recognize this
inauthenticity early, not only because violence (even
emotional and psychological violence) does real damage
and you want to stop that as soon as you can, but also
because, as members of violent traditions will tell you, it
can be difficult to extricate oneself once one has become
embedded. Thankfully, red flags here are easy to spot.
Hierarchy in a spiritual tradition is one red flag, as is the
presence of various forms of violence. If hierarchy and
violence are present in any way, shape, or form, your best
bet is to avoid and get out.
5. Fruitful
At this point in our discussion, we have covered four
of the seven pillars of authentic spirituality. The fifth
pillar of authentic spirituality is fruitfulness, by which we
mean simply that authentic spirituality should make a real
and positive difference in your life and the life of those
you surround yourself with.
The notion that authentic spirituality should be
fruitful
relates
directly
back
to
the
pillar
of
empowerment, and our earlier discussion of outcome
measures. The notion that spirituality should be fruitful is,
in fact, a restatement and extension of the requirement
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that authentic spirituality should lead to measurable and
meaningful outcomes, and that it should be empowering.
If you think back to the outcome measures we discussed
earlier, a fruitful spirituality is one that leads to the
outcomes of healing and connection. Healing leads to
physical, emotional, psychological, and spiritual well
being. Connection leads to awakening, activation, and
ascension. The whole process is comprised of numerous
“fruitful
outcomes,”
breakthroughs,
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including
psychological
emotional cleansing (i.e., the sudden
dissipation of anger and envy), 239 improved self-esteem,240
enhanced intellectual power, 241 reduction of existential
angst, an increase in meaning and happiness, 242 self
actualization,243 a general increase of life satisfaction, 244
238
Rahtz et al., “Transformational Changes in Health Status: A
Qualitative Exploration of Healing Moments.”
239
R.M. Offord, Jerry McAuley: An Apostle to the Lost (New York:
Forgotten Books, 2012), https://amzn.to/2UFacCr.
240
Parish, Create Your Personal Sacred Text: Develop and Celebrate Your
Spiritual Life.
241
Hanes, “Unusual Phenomena Associated With a Transcendent
Human Experience: A Case Study.”
242
This Is It and Other Essays on Zen and Spiritual Experience, Kindle
Edition (Random House, 1973), https://amzn.to/2IYr2rv.
243
Abraham Maslow and Clark E. Moustakas, “Self-Actualization
People : A Study of Psychological Health,” in The Self: Explorations in
Personal Growth (Harper Colophon, 1956), 160–94.
244
Ervin Laszlo, Stanislav Grof, and Peter Russell, The Consciousness
Revolution (Las Vegas: Elf Rock Productions, 1999), 67,
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and even experience of transcendence and “cosmic
consciousness.”245
One particularly interesting fruit of authentic
spirituality practice worth isolation and investigation is
freedom from all forms of addiction. Everybody is
familiar with addiction to alcohol and drugs. But
addictions in society are far more pervasive than that. We
can be addicted to substances, like drugs and alcohol, but
also to high carbohydrate and high fat processed foods, to
shopping, to exercise, to sex, and even to money. 246 You
know you are addicted when you get to point where you
spend all your time seeking out and interacting with that
addiction, and no time on other important things, like
family, friends., spiritual practice, and so on.
Because of the toxic condition of the world we live
in, addiction is a pervasive problem. Most people end up
addicted to something. Most people turn to something to
ease the pain of samsara (the physical world), or to give
them feelings of euphoria and pleasure which are absent
from their daily life.
For your information, addiction is actually a
common problem identified in the spiritual literature of
https://amzn.to/2TlOCmC.
245
Edward Carpenter, The Art of Creation: Essays on the Self and Its
Powers (Kindle Edition: Amazon, 1921), https://amzn.to/2OSE3lu.
246
Sosteric, “How Money Is Destroying the World.”
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this planet, especially Buddhism and Vedanta where it is
discussed as desire or attachment to worldly things. The
Crest Jewel of Wisdom by Shankara,247 for example,
spends a lot of time talking about addiction to money,
power, ego aggrandizement, and so on. The text says that
desire/addiction undermines your spiritual progress by
attaching you to the dramas and baubles of the material
world, thereby distracting you from connection and
connection practice. As a consequence of your addictions,
you become locked in normal consciousness and stuck in
the delusional world of samsara, which is true, and makes
perfect sense. If you spend all your body’s energy on
denying your addictions and trying to find your next fix,
for example, if you work all the time to “make money” or
you get caught up in all the vampirous dramas of a
disconnected world, you do not have any energy left for
self-reflection, self-analysis, and connection practice. If
you do not have any energy left, you will not make any
spiritual progress forward.
What is the solution to addiction? Authentic
spirituality! In the Crest jewel, we learn that authentic
spiritual practice frees you from addiction/attachment.
This freedom can occur gradually and over time, as we
slowly begin to realize the nature of the addiction and its
247
Adi Sankaracharya, The Crest-Jewel of Wisdom (St. Albert, 2019).
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negative impact on our lives, but it can occur instantly, as
the biography of Bill Wilson attests, as the consequence
of a powerful connection experience.248
The relationship between addiction and authentic
spirituality is something to consider when evaluating a
spirituality or religion for its authenticity. If the
spirituality is authentic, it should not only address
addiction, as The Crest Jewel does, but it should also be
successful in treating a person’s addictions; or rather, the
person following an authentic spirituality should find
success in treating their own addictions. Whether the
fruitful cure is experienced instantly as the miraculous
outcome of a connection event, or over time in a process
of growing awareness and personal change, one of the
fruitful outcomes of authentic spirituality practice is the
reduction and eventual elimination of addiction in its
practitioners. If you’re not seeing or experiencing this
fruitful outcome, that is a seven pillars, alarm-raising red
flag.
As a final comment, it may be useful to reiterate
what we said earlier, which is that authentic spirituality
should teach and emphasize the significance and
importance of fruitful outcomes in the present. That is,
248
Alcoholics Anonymous, ‘PASS IT ON’ The Story of Bill Wilson and
How the A.A. Message Reached the World.
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spiritualties should not suggest that your primary benefit
from spiritual practices comes in the next life, through
entrance into “heaven,” the avoidance of rebirth, the
enjoyment of celestial “virgins,” or whatever. Authentic
spiritualties assert the benefits of practice in the here and
now. If a religion or spirituality is avoiding the discussion
of fruitful outcomes in the here and now and instead of
distracting you with fantasies of after-life salvation, look
away.
6. Logical and Consistent
So far we have discussed five of the seven pillars of
authentic spirituality which are that an authentic
spirituality should be accessible and inclusive, grounded
and
embodied,
responsible
and
non-judgmental,
empowering and fruitful. In addition to all these, an
authentic spirituality should also be logical and
consistent. That is, authentic spirituality should never be
irrational, inconsistent, or illogical. This bears repetition
often. Authentic spirituality should always be logical,
consistent, and make total sense.
For some, the notion that authentic spirituality
should be logical and consistent might seem like spiritual
antitheses. After all, when we speak of human spirituality
we are talking about an immaterial and invisible universe
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of Consciousness/God. This has always been a matter of
faith, has it not? There is no concrete evidence that such a
thing actually exists, some will say; thus, in the context of
human spirituality, logic, consistency, and common sense
are, by definition, impossible.
In fact, however, they are not. Authentic spirituality
can and should be logical, grounded, and consistent, with
its own assumptions and propositions and with everything
fitting together in a sensible way. It should never step
outside the bounds of reason and common sense. As soon
as spirituality starts to become illogical, inconsistent, or
too far out of touch with what we generally recognize as
logical common sense, we have a problem. This is true
whether or not you prefer to rely on “natural”
explanations
of
explanations)
or
connection
whether
you
(i.e.
neurological
openly
consider
transcendent and transpersonal explanations.
It is important to underline this point. Logic and
common sense can apply to both naturalistic explanations
of spiritual phenomenon and to any “supernatural”
explanations that may be invoked to explain the
observable phenomenon (like connection experiences and
connection outcomes) that attend authentic spirituality.
It might sound outrageous, especially to the
fundamentalist atheist, but it is true, and we are not the
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first to assert this. Oscar Ichazo, founder of the Arica
school, makes logic, rationality, and a “scientifically
systematized” spirituality a central goal of human
endeavor.249 You can even apply logic and common sense
to supernatural phenomenon. In fact, some might say that
logic, common sense, and the mounting evidence
provided by the study of connection experiences demands
not only that we consider non-materialist explanations for
some of the things we experience, but that we accept
these explanations as the most logical and parsimonious
available. As Shear250 points out,
From a common-sense perspective, we are
intimately aware of consciousness, and it is a
truism that consciousness has a variety of
properties
(among
them
qualia,
intentionality, and non-spatiality) that are so
different from those of matter that it is
difficult if not impossible to see how
consciousness
could
ever
have
been
produced by matter. The problems that arise
here are formidable, and have given rise to
what has recently become popularized as 'the
249
Oscar Ichazo, The Human Process of Enlightenment and Freedom
(New York: Arica Institute, 1976).
250
“Mysticism and Scientific Naturalism,” Sophia 43, no. 1 (May 2004):
85, https://doi.org/10.1007/BF02782439.
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hard problem' of explaining the existence of
consciousness in a material universe.
The “hard problem” is the problem of what
consciousness is exactly, and how it arises. It is often
assumed by lay people (and many scientists) that
scientists feel this is a done deal, that scientists all agree
that consciousness arises in the physical body, in the
neurology of the brain and CNS. Put another way, it is
assumed that scientists all believe that when your brain
dies, you die. In fact, this is not the case. Consciousness
as a phenomenon, and connection experiences which
intimate
transcendent
realities,
have
not
been
satisfactorily explained in materialist terms. Some
scientists,251
transcendent
myself
realities
included,
as
do
logical
indeed
and
propose
necessary
explanations for what has been scientifically observed.
We can arbitrarily dismiss these issues and these
conclusions if we want, and no doubt some readers are
fighting hard the intellectual inclination to do so, but as
one scholar politely noted,252 “if a physicist or a cognitive
scientist suggests that consciousness can be explained in
251
See for example Dossey, “Nonlocal Mind: A (Fairly) Brief History of
the Term”; Laszlo, Grof, and Russell, The Consciousness Revolution;
Dossey, Recovering the Soul: A Scientific and Spiritual Search.
252
The Conscious Mind: In Search of a Fundamental Theory, Kindle (New
York: Oxford University Press, 1996), https://amzn.to/2Vzq5HW.
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physical terms, this is merely a hope ungrounded in
current theory, and the question remains open.”
The point here is not to get into a debate about the
origins of consciousness. The point here is to emphasize
the need for logic and consistency. Whatever your
particular feeling about the nature of consciousness and
connection, whatever side of the fence you are on vis a
vis the role of religion, connection experience, and
consciousness in human existence, it all needs be logical
and consistent. Our thinking has to be logical and
consistent and any ideas we have about connection, what
it is, how to obtain it, and what it is all for, have to be
logical and consistent as well.
It is possible and it is important, because without
logic and consistently, you get cockamamie nuttiness.
Consider the following anecdotal example. A few years
ago, I read an article that suggested the problem of
obesity in America was in fact not a problem at all.
According to one spiritual “pundit,” obesity was a good
thing because it was a sign of enlightenment! People who
became enlightened often developed "Buddha belly," said
this writer. The conclusion? Adipose tissue was a sign of
closeness to God. Surprise surprise. The fact that more
and
more
individuals
in
North
America
were
experiencing the Buddha belly (otherwise known as the
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obesity epidemic) was not the result of processed food
and an advertising industry working overtime to addict
the population to fat and sugar, it was the result of
spiritual maturity.
Obviously, this pundit is notion that enlightenment
causes obesity was not logical, it was ignorant,
uneducated, and absurd. Not only that, it was dangerous.
They had no sense of the health problems that attend
obesity (like heart disease, diabetes, joint failure, etc.), no
sense of the dangers of junk/processed foods in the diet of
North Americans, and no sense of the impact of the mass
media
and
advertising
on
encouraging
greater
consumption of junk foods. To be sure, there are different
body types. It is also true that heavyset individuals can be
perfectly healthy, but that is not always the case. Obesity,
especially when attended by inactivity and poor diet, can
lead to various problems. It has nothing to do with
enlightenment and everything to do with lifestyle.
The example of “Buddha Belly” may seem trivial,
nevertheless it illustrates a point—some people do not
apply logic and common sense to their spirituality, and
that is a problem. Our spirituality and our thinking about
it should always be logical and common sensible.
When wagging the finger at illogic and insensibility,
we would not want to blame the general population. The
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failure here is often a failure of scholarship, not mass
thinking. It is the scholar’s job to sort shit out, to examine
the phenomenon, and to explain the world. When scholars
assume that human spirituality is silliness, when they
suggest that no “serious” scholar would ever take it
seriously, as one of my colleagues recently did to me,
when they dismiss it all as “savage supernaturalism” as
sociological “luminary” Peter Berger embarrassingly did
in his book A Rumor of Angels,253 it is not the people’s
fault, it is the scholar’s fault. When scholars reject the
area outright, perhaps without ever really taking a serious
look, they leave a vacuum where all sorts of flighty,
frivolous, and even dangerous nonsense can squeak its
way in. There are even dire political consequences for
their (our) lack of involvement. Butler254 argues that
scholar’s, in particular progressive scholars, disinclination
to get involved in human spirituality has left a vacuum
that has been hijacked by conservative political interests,
with increasingly detrimental global effect, as evinced by
the international rise of nationalist and right-wing
politics.255
253
Peter Berger, A Rumor of Angels (New York: Anchor Books, 1970).
254
Born Again: The Christian Right Globalized (New York: Pluto Press,
2006).
255
Mike Sosteric, “How the Conservative Right Hijacks Religion,” The
Conversation,
2019,
https://theconversation.com/how-the-
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The point here is simple: logic and consistency
should apply as a pillar of authenticity throughout the
corpus, and scholarly involvement can help make that
happen, if they get over their own intellectual prejudice.
It is not without precedent. August Comte, founding
father of sociology, wrote The Catechism of Positivism;
or, Summary Exposition of the Universal Religion. In this
book, Comte literally tries to start a new religion. In the
book, he outlines what he thinks is a logical and rational
alternative to the religious offerings of his day. 256 This
book is not recommend for reading because it is dry,
pedantic, boring, tiresome, sexist, and prejudiced, but it is
worthwhile that sociologists and their students are aware
of it, since it provides precedent for an academic getting
involved in and even trying to start a religion. Similarly,
Star Hawk, a feminist psychologist, has contributed to the
development of Wicca and Goddess worship. 257 However,
none of these succeeded in bringing a logical, grounded,
sensible framework into the mainstream of scholarly
attention or larger society. Comte’s effort was spiritually
conservative-right-hijacks-religion-109218.
256
Auguste Comte, The Catechism of Positivism; or, Summary Exposition
of the Universal Religion (London: John Chapman, 1852),
https://amzn.to/2I70SRY.
257
Starhawk, Spiral Dance, The - 20th Anniversary: A Rebirth of the
Ancient Religion of the Goddess: 20th Anniversary Edition: Starhawk:
9780676974676: Gateway - Amazon.Ca.
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unsophisticated, and even though Wiccan religions,
druidic worship, shamanism, and other forms of
paganism are proliferating, 258 they nevertheless stay on
the margin, and they often suffer the same insensibility
and illogic of mainstream traditions. Take the example of
druids, who presumably base their spirituality on ancient
Roman and Celtic traditions. Richard Hutton points out
that except for a couple of vague references in the
historical record, druidship has no historical roots at all.
In fact, druidship is an imaginative construction. 259 Druids
make druidism out to be whatever they want it to be. Of
course, there is nothing wrong with fantasy cosplay as
long as you do not take it as representative of authentic
spirituality, and as long as you stay logical, grounded, and
consistent. Obviously, when a group of people just make
stuff up to suit their own fantasy predilections, this is
neither logical nor consistent with existing spiritual
knowledge, nor is it authentic in any way. It might be fun
from a play perspective, but if one is seeking an authentic
spiritual practice, it is a total waste of time.
258
Kathryn Rountree, “Transforming Deities: Modern Pagan Projects
of Revival and Reinvention.,” International Journal for the Study of New
Religions 8, no. 2 (July 2017): 213–36; Rosemary Radford Ruether, “The
Normalization of Goddess Religion,” Feminist Theology 13, no. 2
(January 2005): 151–57.
259
Ronald Hutton, The Druids (London: Hambledon Continuum,
2007).
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7. Empirical and Verifiable
At this point in our discussion, we have covered six
of the seven pillars of authentic spirituality. Authentic
spirituality should be accessible and inclusive, grounded
and
embodied,
responsible
and
non-judgmental,
empowering, fruitful, and logical. The final pillar of
authentic spirituality is empirical verifiability. This pillar
represents
the
simple
spirituality
should,
requirement
within
reason,
that
be
authentic
empirically
grounded and verifiable. Put another way, there has to be
something real going on. There has to be more to
spirituality than just snake oil and empty words. There
should be evidence that it heals and connects.
While some might doubt that you can put spirituality
to the empirical test, at this point, this should not be a
controversial statement at all. The entire journey up to
here has been an empirical journey of setting standards,
examining outcome measures, and comparing and
contrasting authentic versus inauthentic spirituality,
based on empirical evidence. By now, we should
understand, human spirituality and the connection
experiences which root it are real and verifiable things
which you can fruitfully analyze and meaningfully
investigate. As Shear notes, obvious:
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...such experiences are, like any other
experiences, obviously capable of being
studied scientifically. Indeed, more than a
thousand
of
studies
of
physiological,
psychological and behavioral correlates and
effects of such experiences and procedures
designed to produce them have been
published over the last thirty years 260
Indeed, this is true. “Such experiences [are]
obviously capable of being studied scientifically,” and
from a variety of angles. You can study them
psychologically, creating survey’s 261 and researching the
contribution of the experience to mental health and well
being,262 as American psychologist Abraham Maslow
did.263 You can study the history of the phenomenon
260
Shear, “Mysticism and Scientific Naturalism,” 83.
261
Ralph W. Hood Jr et al., “Dimensions of the Mysticism Scale:
Confirming the Three-Factor Structure in the United States and
Iran,” Journal for the Scientific Study of Religion 40, no. 4 (2001): 691–
705.
262
Kevin R. Byrd, Delbert Lear, and Stacy Schwenka, “Mysticism as a
Predictor of Subjective Well-Being,” International Journal for the
Psychology of Religion 10, no. 4 (2000): 259–69.
263
A. H. Maslow, "Lessons from the Peak-Experiences," Journal of
Humanistic Psychology 2.1 (1962), A. H. Maslow, Religions, Values,
and Peak Experiences (Columbus: Ohio State University Press, 1964),
A. H. Maslow, Towards a Psychology of Being (2nd Edition) (New
York: Van Nostrand Reinhold Company, 1968), A.H. Maslow, The
Farther Reaches of Human Nature (New York: Viking, 1971).
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throughout the Eastern264 and Western265 world, as
Andrew Harvey and Arthur Versluis did. You can study
the neurology of the phenomenon.266 Despite the fact that
sociologists have largely ignored the phenomenon, you
can even study it sociologically. Indeed, there are many
interesting sociological things to say about connection
experience. You can research the social class correlates of
connection experience.267 You can examine how authentic
spirituality and authentic connection events can lead to
progressive political transformation.268 You can look at
how elites consciously and deliberately co-opt human
spirituality and bend it to serve their own agenda. 269 You
can even write narratives about how spiritual leaders like
264
Harvey, Teachings of the Hindu Mystics.
265
Arthur Versluis, The Secret History of Western Sexual Mysticism
(Rochester, Vermont: Destiny Books, 2008); Arthur Versluis, Magic
and Mysticism: An Introduction to Western Esotericism (Maryland:
Rowman and Littlefield, 2007).
266
Sosteric, “The Science of Ascension: The Healing Power of
Connection.”
267
Linda Brookover Bourque and Kurt W. Back, “Language, Society
and Subjective Experience,” Sociometry 34, no. 1 (1971): 1–21.
268
Sosteric, "Mystical Experience and Global Revolution."
269
Mike Sosteric, "A Sociology of Tarot," Canadian Journal of
Sociology 39.3 (2014). Also see Sosteric, “From Zoroaster to Star
Wars, Jesus to Marx: The Science and Technology of Mass Human
Behaviour.”
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Jesus Christ were not reactionary conservatives bent on
oppressing women and minorities at all, but anti-status
quo revolutionaries270 devoted to overthrowing elite
power structures.
As you can see, there is absolutely no reason to
believe that the productive attention of science cannot be
turned to an empirical examination of connection
experience. To suggest otherwise is to betray one’s
intellectual prejudice and empirical naiveté vis a vis the
phenomenon of connection experience. Really, at this
point, there is nothing revolutionary on the table at all. To
say we expect empirical verifiability is to simply state
what a few scholars already know, and more scholars and
people need to know. Not only can we talk about,
theorize, and even have connection experiences in a
logical and sensible way, we can study connection
experience in a rigorous and empirical way as well.
“Mysticism” needs to have no part in any of this.
As a final note, while we should approach human
spirituality from an empirical perspective, this empirical
perspective
should
not
prevent
theorization
and
speculation, nor should it be used to ridicule and suppress
270
Phill Gasper, “Jesus the Revolutionary?,” Socialist Worker, 2011,
https://socialistworker.org/2011/12/14/jesus-the-revolutionary.
Sosteric, Rock and Roll Jesus.
209
those who do theorize and speculate, even when this
theorization and speculation is outside the boundaries of
established canon. The story of Rupert Sheldrake, a
Cambridge trained Oxford scientists who was literally
excommunicated from science for daring to speculate
about a non-material reality, is an embarrassment to
scientists everywhere.271 Keep in mind, gravity was
postulated as an invisible force of nature by Newton in
the 17th century, but gravity itself was never actually
observed, and consequently remained only a theory, until
September 14, 2015 when Einstein’s gravity waves were
finally directly observed,272 bringing scientists one step
closer, ironically, to what mystics have always known, 273
which is that the universe is a vast cosmic ocean of
consciousness, and all things in it merely waves in that
ocean.
But, we digress.
The point here is that science can research human
spirituality and it can contribute not only to the empirical
verifiability of human spirituality, but to its logic and
consistency as well. If this is true, and there no reason to
271
A. Freeman, “The Sense of Being Glared At: What Is It LIke to Be a
Heretic?,” Journal of Consciousness Studies 12, no. 6 (2005): 4–9.
272
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/
First_observation_of_gravitational_waves.
273
BOL
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think that it is not, then there is no reason not to demand
that if a human spirituality is to be considered authentic,
it should be logical and consistent, as per pillar six, as
well as verifiable and empirically grounded, as per pillar
seven. If you are finding the absence of either, you are
probably not facing an authentic spiritual path.
Summary
In this chapter, we have examined the seven pillars
of authentic spirituality. As noted, authentic spirituality
should be accessible and inclusive, grounded and
embodied, responsible and non-judgmental, empowering,
fruitful, logical and consistent, and empirically verifiable.
These pillars are not optional. If a spirituality is authentic,
these seven pillars must be present. What is more,
aspiring to them is not enough. You cannot just say, “We
accept these standards and we will try to do our best.”
Just like an engineer building bridges must be able to
guarantee their adherence to standards, so also must an
authentic spirituality guarantee adherence to these pillars
before we can call it authentic. If even one of these pillars
is missing, something is wrong and the spirituality is not
authentic.
As a final comment allow me to say that in my view
it is important not to loosen standards or backtrack on
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these pillars. As we have seen, even mentally ill people
can have authentic spiritual experiences. there are
consequences
to
inauthentic
spirituality.
These
consequences range from time wasted on inauthentic and
impotent practices, to the horrific cyanide deaths of
Jonestown.
The deaths in Jonestown took anywhere
between five and 20 minutes. First, your
entire body starts to convulse. Then your
mouth fills with a mixture of saliva, blood
and vomit. Then you pass out, and then you
die. Your body is deprived of oxygen
completely. it is a horrific death.274
Religion and human spirituality are no different than
civil engineering and the building of bridges. In both
cases, lives are stake. In both cases, standards are
required. In both cases, unnecessary death results from
the abdication of standards. Religion or engineering, in
the end, there is simply no excuse for that.
274
Adam Janos, “What Was It Like to Die of Cyanide Poisoning at
Jonestown?,”
A&E,
accessed
June
24,
2019,
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Conclusion
This, finally, brings us to the end of this Rocket
Scientists’ Guide to Authentic Spirituality. In this book,
we have examined outcome measures and the seven
pillars of authentic spirituality. Both of these offerings
are different ways to look at the problem of human
spirituality, and both help us increase our spiritual
standards and the sophistication with which we approach
the topic.
So, what are you going to do with this information?
In the end, of course, the path you follow is your choice.
After reading this book, you have two choices. Choice
number one is to continue in the direction you are already
going in and hope that it takes you somewhere good.
Keep your traditional atheism and go on ignoring human
spirituality despite its obvious relevance to things. Keep
your dogmatic and ungrounded spirituality and hope for
the best. Choice number two is to do a full one hundred
and eighty-degree turn and plow full steam ahead in a
new spiritual and scientific direction.
You can decide for yourself what you want to do but
if you want my advice, when it comes to building real
bridges
across
real
chasms,
or
building
a
bridge/connection to your own highest Consciousness, do
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not sit on your proverbial buttocks and do not settle for
anything less than total spiritual/scientific truth. This is
not a game after all, and real lives are at stake not only on
a small cult scale, but on a global scale as well. Scientists
long ago sounded a planetary emergency and it is getting
worse with each passing day. The planet, human life, and
all life on Earth in fact, is in jeopardy. Your soul, if you
believe in that, is above it all and goes on happily no
matter happens to this Earth; your body and human
society, however, do not. They are under very real threat.
And just what does this threat have to do with
authentic spirituality? Decades ago, while the world was
ramping up for WWII, Alert Einstein commented on the
nature of religion and its importance to the evolution and
survival of humanity. At that time, he made a distinction
between the original and authentic teachings of human
spirituality and the “subsequent additions,” which he felt
corrupted the original teachings. Einstein did not have a
lot of respect for the “subsequent additions,” but he did
have a lot of respect for the spirituality he felt was buried
in ancient teachings. He said that these traditional
teachings could cure all our social ills and save humanity
from destruction. His position on this is not equivocal.
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If one purges the Judaism of the Prophets
and Christianity as Jesus Christ taught it of
all subsequent additions, especially those of
the priests, one is left with a teaching which
is capable of curing all the social ills of
humanity.275
Although not using the nomenclature introduced in
this book, Einstein is making a clear distinction between
authentic and inauthentic spirituality, and he is making a
clear statement on the value of the former. Einstein was
not very clear on what made authentic spirituality
authentic, and his thinking on connection experience was
a little muddled, but he did intimate he had mild
connection experiences himself,276 and he did think these
were valuable for personal, scientific, social, and political
reasons. We absolutely agree. Authentic spirituality has
important connection outcomes which are valuable for
personal, scientific, social, and political reasons. As we
have also seen, authentic spirituality does not have to be
detached from common sense and standards. We can
275
Albert Einstein, The World as I See It, Kindle (Samaira Book
Publishers, 2018), https://amzn.to/2NR8B6z: emphasis added.
276
William Hermanns, Einstein and the Poet (Boston: Branden Books,
1983), https://amzn.to/2EXiooQ; Einstein, The World as I See It; Albert
Einstein, Out of My Later Years (Citadel Press, 2000).
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think about and assert standards that not only help us
evaluate current spiritual offerings, but also help us
develop modern, sensible, embodied, logical, accessible,
inclusive, empowering, fruitful, and rational scientific
alternatives which honour the foundations but provide a
more sophisticated and more effective experience.
Seriously. Science has made significant, revolutionary
even miraculous contributions in every area of human
interest and concern except human spirituality. There is
no reason to expect that it cannot do the same for human
spirituality. All we have to do is get over our intellectual
prejudice long enough so we can take a closer look. Once
we do take a closer, open-minded look we will see, there
is something in human spirituality, something in
connection experience, something ancient and long
ignored by modern science, something incredible and of
deep human significance, that, if as a species we want to
survive, we simply cannot ignore any longer.
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About the Author
Mike Sosteric is a sociologist with a specialization in
psychology, religion, occult studies, “mysticism,” and
social inequality. After a series of dramatic connection
events caused him to question the materialist foundation
of modern science, he began practicing and exploring
connection, from a sociological and psychological
perspective.
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Index
Activation.....55, 64, 75, 77, 78, 82, 84, 85, 86, 87, 89, 90,
91, 92, 93, 94, 97, 98, 99, 103, 104, 105, 106, 107, 108,
109, 110, 111, 119, 121, 124, 126, 144, 145, 162, 178,
179, 181, 185, 186, 193
Alignment Manual........................................................119
Ascension Manual 19, 90, 91, 92, 119, 121, 127, 128, 129,
130, 131, 146, 148, 149, 172, 181, 183, 184, 188, 189
Authentic spirituality....6, 7, 10, 12, 28, 29, 32, 35, 41, 42,
44, 45, 46, 47, 49, 51, 54, 57, 60, 61, 64, 65, 75, 77, 78,
89, 94, 95, 97, 109, 110, 114, 118, 122, 124, 126, 131,
151, 152, 155, 157, 159, 160, 161, 162, 163, 166, 169,
170, 174, 175, 176, 178, 179, 181, 182, 184, 185, 186,
187, 188, 192, 193, 194, 195, 196, 197, 198, 205, 206,
208, 211, 213, 214, 215
Authentic spirituality?....................................................49
Awakening....55, 64, 65, 66, 67, 68, 69, 70, 72, 75, 76, 77,
78, 85, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 96, 97, 98, 99, 104, 105, 106,
107, 109, 110, 119, 121, 126, 141, 144, 162, 171, 193
Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh.......................................19, 189
Bodily ego...........7, 71, 111, 112, 113, 120, 127, 128, 177
Caring Moments.............................................................61
236
Connection. 6, 7, 10, 12, 18, 19, 21, 24, 29, 30, 47, 48, 49,
50, 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 67,
68, 69, 70, 71, 73, 74, 75, 76, 78, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85,
90, 91, 92, 95, 96, 97, 105, 106, 108, 109, 110, 111, 112,
113, 114, 115, 116, 118, 119, 120, 121, 122, 123, 124,
126, 127, 128, 129, 130, 131, 134, 141, 143, 144, 145,
146, 147, 148, 149, 150, 151, 152, 155, 156, 157, 158,
159, 162, 168, 171, 174, 179, 181, 183, 184, 185, 188,
191, 193, 195, 196, 198, 199, 200, 201, 206, 208, 209,
213, 215, 216, 217
....................................................................................6
Connection experience...30, 49, 50, 52, 54, 55, 56, 60, 62,
63, 64, 68, 69, 70, 73, 78, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 90, 95,
105, 106, 108, 112, 114, 116, 122, 123, 124, 126, 127,
130, 141, 143, 144, 145, 146, 147, 148, 150, 151, 196,
201, 208, 209, 215, 216
Connection Manual................................................85, 119
Connection outcomes.......29, 49, 52, 54, 55, 57, 109, 110,
122, 126, 130, 144, 156, 198, 215
Connection practice........................61, 112, 128, 174, 195
Consciousness effect......................................................63
Cosmic consciousness..................29, 51, 69, 70, 150, 194
Council of Hippo..........................................................135
................................................................................135
Death tests..........................................................37, 38, 41
237
Direct labour..................................................................13
Ego explosion...............................................................120
Epiphanies........................................................52, 68, 110
Existential terrors.........................................................120
External resistance............89, 92, 93, 95, 97, 99, 105, 106
..................................................................................93
Fabric of Consciousness..................7, 21, 47, 50, 111, 112
Flooding.......................................................................120
Healing.....9, 51, 54, 55, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, 62, 64, 65, 67,
84, 96, 97, 109, 110, 114, 121, 126, 128, 155, 158, 168,
193
Healing experiences.....................................51, 54, 55, 60
Healing Moments...........................................................61
Humanistic psychology......................................95, 96, 97
Illuminations..................................................................68
Indirect labour..........................................................13, 14
Internal Resistance.........................................................99
..................................................................................99
Less Than Messages.....................................................105
Life tests.......................................................38, 39, 40, 41
Mantle of Spiritual Authority.................................17, 148
Mental purification...............................................107, 108
Nadir experience..............................................71, 74, 106
Nadir Experiences..........................................................70
Noble Eightfold Path....................................................108
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Nomenclature confusion.......................28, 30, 36, 54, 122
Oppression...................................................................103
Outcome measures...22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 28, 29, 30, 32, 36,
37, 38, 39, 41, 42, 43, 44, 46, 55, 64, 121, 126, 156, 158,
192, 193, 206, 213
Peak experiences..............................51, 54, 69, 70, 72, 96
Physical unit.........................................6, 7, 170, 171, 174
Physical unit is.............................................................173
Pure Conscious Events...................................................69
Quantum Change............................................................85
Revelations.......................................................52, 69, 167
Right action............................................................56, 121
Right environment..........................................56, 121, 176
Right thought..................................................56, 108, 121
Satori Experiences..........................................................69
Spiritual ego..................................111, 112, 113, 127, 128
Toxic socialization..........71, 100, 104, 113, 172, 173, 174
Transcendence................................................................96
Transformation Experiences...........................................61
Transformational change................................................85
Union experience.........................................................112
Unity experiences...........................................................50
Wrong Action.................................................................56
Wrong Environment.......................................................56
Wrong thought........................................................56, 114
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Zenith experience...........................................................68
Zenith experiences.............................................................
..................................................................................68
240