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G O T M O L

GRACING OUR TIME’S MEANING OF LIFE

BELONGSONGS OF THE HOLD’S COVENANTAL HOLDINGS

A BOOK OF POETRY-PHILOSOPHY

AND SPIRITUALITY

With The Help of Science

The Seventh Sense of The Hold

&

Glistenings From The Dawn’s Balm on the Lawn

by

Michael D. O’Kelly, Poet

‘Apo’kstrophes"

AFIRADAPO

A Fireflies At Dawn Poiesis

2021

GRACENOTES THAT HOLD

let the sunshine, let the sunshine in, the sunshine in! – Aquarius

"Now cracks a noble heart. Good Night, sweet prince.

And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest."

Horatio’s words to Shakespeare’s dying Hamlet.

FLUCTUAT NEC MERGITUR

Ancient Paris Slogan – She is tossed by the waves, but does not sink.

This time – Notre Dame in Flames, her choir’s not consumed.

MUSIC OF THE SPHERES

From Pythagoras to Plato to Boethius to Newton to --- String Theory!

In vain does the God of War growl, snarl, roar, and try to interrupt with bombards, trumpets, and his whole tarantantaran . . . . Let us despise the barbaric neighings which echo through these noble lands and awaken our understanding and longing for the harmonies. Johannes Kepler in 1620.

"The arch never sleeps. Living in unison it holds. So long as each piece

does its work the arch is alive, singing, a restless choral."

Carl Sandburg

I am that final thing - A man learning to sing.

Theodore Roethke

A work of art is determined by its manifesting

une harmonie d’ensemble – Matisse

One touch of nature makes the whole world kin.

Shakespeare – Troilus and Cressida

A-UM MANI PADME HUM

Hindu Chant of Behold! The jewel in the lotus! O! Hear! Dualisms United as One!

Between Inhalation (Male) and Exhalation (Female) the Hold of Life.

The Primal Sound’s Alive Through Humanity’s Song!

BENNACHT! Gaelic Blessing!

LET THERE BE LIGHT! AND THERE WAS LIGHT! -- Genesis

Again, wakes a noble heart. Another Day Dawns Sentient One!

[AG-WA-A-NO-HE A-DA-DA-SE-ON]

Hold True Sunshine! And choirs of Gracings sing your song aloud.

Of this Gracenotes & Belongsong as Choired in GOTMOL’s The Hold. – That makes the whole world kin.

OF TENUTO AND FERMATA

FOUR MUSICAL NOTATIONS OF H O L D I N G S

AROUND ANY GRACENOTE AS VARIOUSLY HELD

TO ADVANCE THE MUSIC’S THEME AND BELONGSONG

One could consider this book as an enchoiring elixir of gracenotes around THE HOLD.

FROM SYMPATHIES

Alas, we never know how many

Songs we’ll sing till there aren’t any.

                        "Till The End of Time, Long As Stars Are In The Blue,

                        Long As There’s A Spring, A Bird To Sing – I’ll Go On Loving You."

We say skoal as we drink from the Grail,

. . . .to Love’s victory o’er vicissitude! . . .

Donizetti’s L’eslisir d’amore (Opera’s first with aria duets) . . .

Had lovers drink a presumed elixir,

It’s hope carrying each to reveal their love.

First to Nemorino who sings Una Furtiva Lagrima –

                                              "A single secret tear…

                                              For just an instant the beating

                                              of her beautiful heart I could feel…

                                              to merge my sighs with hers…

                                              I could ask for nothing more, nothing more.

                                              Yes, I could die! Yes, I could die for love.

                                              (Si, puo morire! Si puo morir d’amor.)

Oh, such epiphany and sympathy!

Such need for chemistry and alchemy!

Oh, needly elixirs of prophesy!

BEHOLD THE HOLD

DEDICATION

This GOTMOL is dedicated to my artist wife, Marilyn. I, and our three children, have been without her since 05/25/09. She still graces our everyday – both in memory, art and presence. She is very present in family gatherings, where we continue to flourish her ashes into the fire – thus to ceremoniously enliven her blaze and glow again. She was a Libra in sign, which is why I published her memorial book GLISTENINGS with Xlibris in 2010 – and have continued so with this and the three previous collections of 2020 – MOM-POP-SOS. Many poetries in each from her inspiration-memory. She was 65 when I took this Staring Reach of Apple-Picking photo of her. O! Balms of Dawn on the Lawn! O! Her Caressing Gracings of My Time’s Meaning of Life!

REACHING FOR THE STARS

"The universe -- being composed of an enormous number of…vibrating strings – is akin to a cosmic symphony.(p.146) At this state, then, we should ‘grab hold’ of a string and ‘pluck’ it in all sorts of ways to determine the possible resonant patterns of vibration. (p.147) Briefly put, the equations of string theory are so complicated that no one knows their exact form. . . . . Rather than having five distinct string theories, physicists are now convinced that there is one theory that sews all five into a unique . . .union . . .providing a powerful new vantage point for understanding the universe. . . .(p. 285) "And as our generation marvels at one new view of the universe -- our new way of asserting the world’s coherence—we are fulfilling our part, contributing our rung to the human ladder reaching for the stars. (p. 387) (Brian Greene The Elegant Universe (Norton 1999).) -- Yes! Stars & Apples kin-akin to.

And One Elegant Maryl! Now Behold THE HOLD: Apples, Stars, and such as She!

So it is with GOTMOL -- The Lift – The Gift- The With – of Such EARTHANGELS – With Us Still.

GOTMOL’S PREFACING HOLD & THE ANTHROPIC PRINCIPLE

I knew if I kept looking I’d find a physicists-philosopher statement to assist this poetic endeavor of mine as it attempted to include their world. First of all, there was this brief explanation by Steven Weinberg in his THE FIRST THREE MINUTES, Basic Books, 1993: "This idea --- that the constants of nature must take values that allow for the existence of life and intelligence--- is known as the anthropic principle. (p. 187) There are weak and strong variations of this and the Wikipedia article is excellent for deeper penetration. It included this weak" view quote from Rogen Penrose’s THE EMPEROR’S NEW MIND, Chapter 10, wherein I’ve italicized the word HOLD as it appears:

"The argument can be used to explain why the conditions happen to be just right for the existence of (intelligent) life on Earth at the present time. For if it were not just right, then we should not have found ourselves to be here now, but somewhere else at some other appropriate time . . . . The issue (‘puzzling physicists’) concerned various striking numerical relations that are observed TO HOLD between the physical constants (the gravitational constant, the mass of the proton, the age of the universe, etc.). A puzzling aspect of this was that some of the relations HOLD only at the present epoch in the Earth’s history, so we appear, coincidentally, to be living at a very special time (give or take a few million years!) This was later explained --- by the fact that this epoch coincided with the lifeline of what are called main-sequence stars, such as the Sun. At any other epoch, the argument ran, there would be no intelligent life around to measure the physical constants in question. --- So the coincidence had TO HOLD simply because there would be no intelligent life around only at the particular time that the coincidences DID HOLD."

Integral to this GOTMOL is the concept of THE HOLD, which gets various treatments throughout. I’m ever expressing from this anthropic platform of THE HOLD, which is a pervasive constant (even in randomness) that unites its function in the universe with that of THE HOLD of human consciousness and all the species. Our Hold is attuned/synced to that of the universe …somehow. We are epochally existent in this MAIN-SEQUENCE STAR/Solar-System-Hold of rotating/spinning planets maintaining their position. And Earth – holding-its-own within the holding constants of the known and unknown. -- In an ultimate sense, this HOLD, so operative throughout, is the truest existential clue to our meaning of life. Without it we could not put 2 & 2 together so that it holds in our consciousness and mental capacity to grasp such as E=mc2. And so it is that we know where life caresses/prospers and where it breaks-apart. The more we grasp what holds to hold us and we advance our meaning of being held – the more we grasp/get what Graces Our Time’s Meaning Of Life. O! To be Initiated into the Mysteries of Life! Welcome to that other version of MOM – the Magics of Meaning. Hopefully, this GOTMOL will clarify the picture and expand your vision. It has mine. I’m increasingly moved to surmise the purpose of existence is THE HOLD: therefore, the same for us. It Sings Sound! Serves Whole! Feels Good! Holds Fast! Rings True. Holy Grail! Earthy Trail! Structures of ladders to climb higher.

O! The Reverberant Grace of it All!

[Yes, the Seventh Sense of The Hold. The five of sight, taste, touch, sound, smell have a sixth which is that big I of intuition/inspiration/intelligence. The 7th Sense percieves(lives with) – by virtue of the holistic interplay of these six – an existential reality of being held, holding-on, and being the creator of holding patterns that structure and define life as we know it. Namely, finding-framing-following the patterns/forms that hold things together – like trees, Toyotas, trinities: stars and species. Concepts of deity, transcendence, gods as absolutes which hold us as the held – come from this holistic sense of THE HOLD – in us and in all the holds of existence. The fact that the number 7 is the keystone-prime (chakaras all) between primes of 3/5 and 9/11 – strengthens its play of the day or week. Amazing to find seven orifices in the head: eyes/nostrils/mouth/ears. O! Recall the Seven Breath Sounds of the Quintetoion. (see Glossary)]

CONTENTS

GRACENOTES THAT HOLD

OF TENUTO AND FERMATA

DEDICATION

IMAGES

SECOND DEDICATION -- PROLOGUE

ASSERTING THE WORLD’S COHERENCE

‘APO’KSTROPHES’

FROM PROPHET & SOUL DIALOGUE (2014) IN SYMPATHIES, P. 140,144:

THE SYNTANGOION

PAUSE. REFLECT. WHAT’S HAPPENED OF NOTE SO FAR?

THE AMAZING GRACE OF CANDLES IN THE WIND

SOMEWHERE DEEP IN THE HIDDEN DOWN

HEADS UP! - HOLD ON! – LOOK OUT!

WHAT IS THIS QUINTESSENCE OF DUST?

O! P O E M ! --- PEACE ON EARTH MUSIC!

RECOMPOSING THE ORPHEUS BELONGSONG

ACE IN THE HOLD

THE BELONGSONG-DEATHSONG OF THE GOTMOL

THE GRACENOTE CONTINUUM . . . . . . . . .

GLOSSARY

NOTES FOR THE JOURNEY OF MANIFEST DESTINY’S ODYSSEAN KAIROS

MY BOOKS

THE LIGHTHOUSE TSUNAMI

POETIC JUSTICE

IT’S BREAK POINT, PJ!

GRAND CRU GRACE DU JOUR

HALLEHOLDYOU! HALLEHOLDUS! HALLEHELDTRUE!

IN THE SHINING

THE GIST FROM THE MIST

ECRASEZ L’ INFAME

GLOBAL GARDEN OF GREENS AND GROCERIES

! EXCLAMATION POINT !

AS THE CHOIR’S ON HOLD

PASSAGES OF EPOCHAL MENSES

EPILOGUE AS PROLOGUE

CODA

APPENDIX I

APPENDIX II

APPENDIX III

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

IMAGES

Front Cover

       Choir (internet) – My OUR SONG Sonnet -- My Books

Syntangoion (my creation)

Musical Notations of Gracenote with Holds (my creation)

Marilyn Apple Picking (my photo)

Therefore (my creation

Classic Poet Painting -- Homer – Virgil--Classic Poets (internet)

Ancient Symbol of Dialogic Democracy (internet)

Arion – The Immortal Horse (internet)

Horses and Eagles(internet)

HUG2BE – (Cartoon from internet)

Choir (internet)

Relief of Hermes-Eurydice-Orpheus (internet)

Ark of the Covenant (internet)

Me with Tree of Life (my photo)

Kulning (internet

Boy & Horse (from the movie The Black Stallion

Burney Relief (internet)

Athena (my photo)

Horse Rider (internet)

My Books (my photo)

Pyramids – Egypt (internet) and Mine (my photo)

Voltaire (internet)

Bells (internet)

Lighthouse Tsunami (internet)

GOTMOL as Owl with the Crystal Ball (my photo)

GREEN CRYSTAL MARBLE (my photo)

EARTH ANGEL (my photo from my backyard. A yard tall.)

Back Cover – Statue of Liberty from Internet)

Me holding DaisyDew (neath conclusion of my 9/11 poem from Altarpieces.)

Liberty (from internet) holding Freedom’s Torch high like the Syntangoion’s I

Such poetries, breathings, and little dogs

Such images from thoughtful living

Are grateful gracings at any time’s

Grasp for the meaning of life.

SECOND DEDICATION -- PROLOGUE

I’m, also,